AndsoIcaughtmyselfstandingidlyandstudyinghim。cannotsayhowgreatlythemanhadcometointerestme。Whowashe?Whatwashe?Howhadhehappenedtobe?Allpowersseemedhis,allpotentialities,——why,then,washenomorethantheobscuremasterofaseal—huntingschoonerwithareputationforfrightfulbrutalityamongstthemenwhohuntedseals?
Mycuriosityburstfrommeinafloodofspeech。
"Whyisitthatyouhavenotdonegreatthingsinthisworld?Withthepowerthatisyoursyoumighthaverisentoanyheight。Unpossessedofconscienceormoralinstinct,youmighthavemasteredtheworld,brokenittoyourhand。Andyethereyouare,atthetopofyourlife,wherediminishinganddyingbegin,livinganobscureandsordidexistence,huntingseaanimalsforthesatisfactionofwoman’svanityandloveofdecoration,revellinginapiggishness,touseyourownwords,whichisanythingandeverythingexceptsplendid。Why,withallthatwonderfulstrength,haveyounotdonesomething?Therewasnothingtostopyou,nothingthatcouldstopyou。
Whatwaswrong?Didyoulackambition?Didyoufallundertemptation?Whatwasthematter?Whatwasthematter?"
Hehadliftedhiseyestomeatthecommencementofmyoutburst,andfollowedmecomplacentlyuntilIhaddoneandstoodbeforehimbreathlessanddismayed。Hewaitedamoment,asthoughseekingwheretobegin,andthensaid:
"Hump,doyouknowtheparableofthesowerwhowentforthtosow?Ifyouwillremember,someoftheseedfelluponstonyplaces,wheretherewasnotmuchearth,andforthwiththeysprungupbecausetheyhadnodeepnessofearth。Andwhenthesunwasuptheywerescorched,andbecausetheyhadnoroottheywitheredaway。Andsomefellamongthorns,andthethornssprungupandchokedthem。"
"Well?"Isaid。
"Well?"hequeried,halfpetulantly。"Itwasnotwell。Iwasoneofthoseseeds。"
Hedroppedhisheadtothescaleandresumedthecopying。finishedmyworkandhadopenedthedoortoleave,whenhespoketome。
"Hump,ifyouwilllookonthewestcoastofthemapofNorwayyouwillseeanindentationcalledRomsdalFiord。Iwasbornwithinahundredmilesofthatstretchofwater。ButIwasnotbornNorwegian。IamaDane。MyfatherandmotherwereDanes,andhowtheyevercametothatbleakbightoflandonthewestcoastIdonotknow。Ineverheard。Outsideofthatthereisnothingmysterious。Theywerepoorpeopleandunlettered。Theycameofgenerationsofpoorunletteredpeople——peasantsoftheseawhosowedtheirsonsonthewavesashasbeentheircustomsincetimebegan。
Thereisnomoretotell。"
"Butthereis,"Iobjected。"Itisstillobscuretome。"
"WhatcanItellyou?"hedemanded,witharecrudescenceoffierceness。
"Ofthemeagrenessofachild’slife?offishdietandcoarseliving?ofgoingoutwiththeboatsfromthetimeIcouldcrawl?ofmybrothers,whowentawayonebyonetothedeep—seafarmingandnevercameback?ofmyself,unabletoreadorwrite,cabin—boyatthematureageoftenonthecoastwise,old—countryships?oftheroughfareandrougherusage,wherekicksandblowswerebedandbreakfastandtooktheplaceofspeech,andfearandhatredandpainweremyonlysoul—experiences?Idonotcaretoremember。
AmadnesscomesupinmybrainevennowasIthinkofit。ButtherewerecoastwiseskippersIwouldhavereturnedandkilledwhenaman’sstrengthcametome,onlythelinesofmylifewerecastatthetimeinotherplaces。
Ididreturn,notlongago,butunfortunatelytheskippersweredead,allbutone,amateintheolddays,askipperwhenImethim,andwhenIlefthimacripplewhowouldneverwalkagain。"
"ButyouwhoreadSpencerandDarwinandhaveneverseentheinsideofaschool,howdidyoulearntoreadandwrite?"Iqueried。
"IntheEnglishmerchantservice。Cabin—boyattwelve,ship’sboyatfourteen,ordinaryseamanatsixteen,ableseamanatseventeen,andcockofthefo’c’sle,infiniteambitionandinfiniteloneliness,receivingneitherhelpnorsympathy,Ididitallformyself——navigation,mathematics,science,literature,andwhatnot。Andofwhatusehasitbeen?Masterandownerofashipatthetopofmylife,asyousay,whenIambeginningtodiminishanddie。Paltry,isn’tit?AndwhenthesunwasupIwasscorched,andbecauseIhadnorootwitheredaway。"
"Buthistorytellsofslaveswhorosetothepurple,"Ichided。
"Andhistorytellsofopportunitiesthatcametotheslaveswhorosetothepurple,"heansweredgrimly。"Nomanmakesopportunity。Allthegreatmeneverdidwastoknowitwhenitcametothem。TheCorsicanknew。
IhavedreamedasgreatlyastheCorsican。Ishouldhaveknowntheopportunity,butitnevercame。Thethornssprungupandchokedme。And,Hump,Icantellyouthatyouknowmoreaboutmethananylivingman,exceptmyownbrother。"
"Andwhatishe?Andwhereishe?"
"MasterofthesteamshipMacedonia,seal—hunter,"wastheanswer。
"WewillmeethimmostprobablyontheJapancoast。Mencallhim`Death’
Larsen。"
"DeathLarsen!"Iinvoluntarilycried。"Ishelikeyou?"
"Hardly。Heisalumpofananimalwithoutanyhead。Hehasallmy——
my——"
"Brutishness,"Isuggested。
"Yes,——thankyoufortheword,——allmybrutishness,buthecanscarcelyreadorwrite。"
"Andhehasneverphilosophizedonlife,"Iadded。
"No,"WolfLarsenanswered,withanindescribableairofsadness。"Andheisallthehappierforleavinglifealone。Heistoobusylivingittothinkaboutit。Mymistakewasineveropeningthebooks。"TheSeaWolf:Chapter11CHAPTER11
TheGhosthasattainedthesouthernmostpointofthearcsheisdescribingacrossthePacific,andisalreadybeginningtoedgeawaytothewestandnorthtowardsomeloneisland,itisrumored,whereshewillfillherwater—casksbeforeproceedingtotheseason’shuntalongthecoastofJapan。Thehuntershaveexperimentedandpractisedwiththeirriflesandshotgunstilltheyaresatisfied,andtheboat—pullersandsteerershavemadetheirspritsails,boundtheoarsandrowlocksinleatherandsennitsothattheywillmakenonoisewhencreepingontheseals,andputtheirboatsinapple—pieorder——touseLeach’shomelyphrase。
Hisarm,bytheway,hashealednicely,thoughthescarwillremainallhislife。ThomasMugridgelivesinmortalfearofhim,andisafraidtoventureondeckafterdark。Therearetwoorthreestandingquarrelsintheforecastle。Louistellsmethatthegossipofthesailorsfindsitswayaft,andthattwoofthetelltaleshavebeenbadlybeatenbytheirmates。HeshakeshisheaddubiouslyovertheoutlookforthemanJohnson,whoisboat—pullerinthesameboatwithhim。Johnsonhasbeenguiltyofspeakinghismindtoofreely,andhascollidedtwoorthreetimeswithWolfLarsenoverthepronunciationofhisname。Johansenhethrashedontheamidshipsdecktheothernight,sincewhichtimethematehascalledhimbyhispropername。ButofcourseitisoutofthequestionthatJohnsonshouldthrashWolfLarsen。
LouishasalsogivenmeadditionalinformationaboutDeathLarsen,whichtallieswiththecaptain’sbriefdescription。WemayexpecttomeetDeathLarsenontheJapancoast。"Andlookoutforsqualls,"isLouis’sprophecy,"fortheyhateoneanotherlikethewolf—whelpstheyare。"DeathLarsenisincommandoftheonlysealing—steamerinthefleet,theMacedonia,whichcarriesfourteenboats,whereastherestoftheschoonerscarryonlysix。Thereiswildtalkofcannonaboard,andofstrangeraidsandexpeditionsshemaymake,rangingfromopiumsmugglingintotheStatesandarmssmugglingintoChina,toblack—birdingandopenpiracy。YetIcannotbutbelieveLouis,forhaveneveryetcaughthiminalie,whilehehasacyclopaedicknowledgeofsealingandthemenofthesealingfleets。
Asitisforwardandinthegalley,soitisinthesteerageandaft,onthisveritablehell—ship。Menfightandstruggleferociouslyforoneanother’slives。ThehuntersarelookingforashootingscrapeatanymomentbetweenSmokeandHenderson,whoseoldquarrelhasnothealed,whileWolfLarsensayspositivelythathewillkillthesurvivoroftheaffair,ifsuchaffaircomesoff。Hefranklystatesthatthepositionhetakesisbasedonnomoralgrounds,thatallthehunterscouldkillandeatoneanothersofarasheisconcerned,wereitnotthatheneedsthemaliveforthehunting。Iftheywillonlyholdtheirhandsuntiltheseasonisover,hepromisesthemaroyalcarnival,whenallgrudgescanbesettledandthesurvivorsmaytossthenon—survivorsoverboardandarrangeastoryastohowthemissingmenwerelostatsea。Ithinkeventhehuntersareappalledathiscold—bloodedness。Wickedmenthoughtheybe,theyarecertainlyverymuchafraidofhim。
ThomasMugridgeiscur—likeinhissubjectiontome,whileIgoaboutinsecretdreadofhim。Hisisthecourageoffear,——astrangethingIknowwellofmyself,——andatanymomentitmaymasterthefearandimpelhimtothetakingofmylife。Mykneeismuchbetter,thoughitoftenachesforlongperiods,andthestiffnessisgraduallyleavingthearmwhichWolfLarsensqueezed。OtherwiseIaminsplendidcondition,feelthatIaminsplendidcondition。Mymusclesaregrowingharderandincreasinginsize。Myhands,however,areaspectacleforgrief。Theyhaveaparboiledappearance,areafflictedwithhang—nails,whilethenailsarebrokenanddiscolored,andtheedgesofthequickseemtobeassumingafungoidsortofgrowth。Also,Iamsufferingfromboils,duetothediet,mostlikely,forIwasneverafflictedinthismannerbefore。
Iwasamused,acoupleofeveningsback,byseeingWolfLarsenreadingtheBible,acopyofwhich,afterthefutilesearchforoneatthebeginningofthevoyage,hadbeenfoundinthedeadmate’ssea—chest。IwonderedwhatWolfLarsencouldgetfromit,andhereadaloudtomefromEcclesiastes。
Icouldimaginehewasspeakingthethoughtsofhisownmindashereadtome,andhisvoice,reverberatingdeeplyandmournfullyintheconfinedcabin,charmedandheldme。Hemaybeuneducated,buthecertainlyknowshowtoexpressthesignificanceofthewrittenword。Icanhearhimnow,asIshallalwayshearhim,theprimalmelancholyvibrantinhisvoiceasheread:
"Igatheredmealsosilverandgold,andthepeculiartreasureofkingsandoftheprovinces;Igatmemensingersandwomensingers,andthedelightsofthesonsofmen,asmusicalinstruments,andthatofallsorts。
"SoIwasgreat,andincreasedmorethanallthatwerebeforemeinJerusalem;alsomywisdomremainedwithme。
"ThenIlookedonalltheworksthatmyhandshadwroughtandonthelaborthatIhadlaboredtodo;andbehold,allwasvanityandvexationofspirit,andtherewasnoprofitunderthesun。
"Allthingscomealiketoall;thereisoneeventtotherighteousandtothewicked;tothegoodandtotheclean,andtotheunclean;tohimthatsacrificeth,andtohimthatsacrificethnot;asisthegood,soisthesinner;andhethatsweareth,ashethatfearethanoath。
"Thisisanevilamongallthingsthataredoneunderthesun,thatthereisoneeventuntoall;yea,alsotheheartofthesonsofmenisfullofevil,andmadnessisintheirheartwhiletheylive,andafterthattheygotothedead。
"Fortohimthatisjoinedtoallthelivingthereishope;foralivingdogisbetterthanadeadlion。
"Forthelivingknowthattheyshalldie;butthedeadknownotanything,neitherhavetheyanymoreareward;forthememoryofthemisforgotten。
"Alsotheirlove,andtheirhatred,andtheirenvy,isnowperished;
neitherhavetheyanymoreaportionforeverinanythingthatisdoneunderthesun。"
"Thereyouhaveit,Hump,"hesaid,closingthebookuponhisfingerandlookingupatme。"ThePreacherwhowaskingoverIsraelinJerusalemthoughtasIthink。Youcallmeapessimist。Isnotthispessimismoftheblackest?——`Allisvanityandvexationofspirit,’`Thereisnoprofitunderthesun,’`Thereisoneeventuntoall,’tothefoolandthewise,thecleanandtheunclean,thesinnerandthesaint,andthateventisdeath,andanevilthing,hesays。ForthePreacherlovedlife,anddidnotwanttodie,saying,`Foralivingdogisbetterthanadeadlion。’
Hepreferredthevanityandvexationtothesilenceandunmovablenessofthegrave。AndsoI。Tocrawlispiggish;buttonotcrawl,tobeastheclodandrock,isloathsometocontemplate。Itisloathsometothelifethatisinme,theveryessenceofwhichismovement,thepowerofmovement,andtheconsciousnessofthepowerofmovement。Lifeitselfisunsatisfaction,buttolookaheadtodeathisgreaterunsatisfaction。"
"YouareworseoffthanOmar,"Isaid。"He,atleast,afterthecustomaryagonizingofyouth,foundcontentandmadeofhismaterialismajoyousthing。"
"WhowasOmar?"WolfLarsenasked,andIdidnomoreworkthatday,northenext,northenext。
InhisrandomreadinghehadneverchancedupontheRubiyt,anditwastohimlikeagreatfindoftreasure。MuchIremembered,possiblytwo—thirdsofthequatrains,andImanagedtopieceouttheremainderwithoutdifficulty。
Wetalkedforhoursoversinglestanzas,andIfoundhimreadingintothemawailofregretandarebellionwhich,forthelifeofme,Icouldnotdiscovermyself。Possiblyrecitedwithacertainjoyousliltwhichwasmyown,for,——hismemorywasgood,andatasecondrendering,veryoftenthefirst,hemadeaquatrainhisown,——herecitedthesamelinesandinvestedthemwithanunrestandpassionaterevoltthatwaswell—nighconvincing。
Iwasinterestedastowhichquatrainhewouldlikebest,andwasnotsurprisedwhenhehitupontheonebornofaninstant’sirritability,andquiteatvariancewiththePersian’scomplacentphilosophyandgenialcodeoflife:——
"What,withoutasking,hitherhurriedWhence?
And,withoutasking,Whitherhurriedhence!
Oh,manyaCupofthisforbiddenWineMustdrownthememoryofthatinsolence!"
"Great!"WolfLarsencried。"Great!That’sthekeynote。Insolence!Hecouldnothaveusedabetterword。"
InvainIobjectedanddenied。Hedelugedme,overwhelmedmewithargument。
"It’snotthenatureoflifetobeotherwise。Life,whenitknowsthatitmustceaseliving,willalwaysrebel。Itcannothelpitself。ThePreacherfoundlifeandtheworksoflifeallavanityandvexation,anevilthing;
butdeath,theceasingtobeabletobevainandvexed,hefoundanevilerthing。Throughchapterafterchapterheisworriedbytheoneeventthatcomethtoallalike。SoOmar,soI,soyou,evenyou,foryourebelledagainstdyingwhenCookysharpenedaknifeforyou。Youwereafraidtodie;thelifethatwasinyou,thatcomposesyou,thatisgreaterthanyou,didnotwanttodie。Youhavetalkedoftheinstinctofimmortality。
Italkoftheinstinctoflife,whichistolive,andwhich,whendeathloomsnearandlarge,masterstheinstinct,socalled,ofimmortality。
Itmastereditinyou(youcannotdenyit),becauseacrazyCockneycooksharpenedaknife。
"Youareafraidofhimnow。Youareafraidofme。Youcannotdenyit。
IfIshouldcatchyoubythethroat,thus,"——hishandwasaboutmythroatandmybreathwasshutoff,——"andbegantopressthelifeoutofyou,thus,andthus,yourinstinctofimmortalitywillgoglimmering,andyourinstinctoflife,whichislongingforlife,willflutterup,andyouwillstruggletosaveyourself。Eh?Iseethefearofdeathinyoureyes。Youbeattheairwithyourarms。Youexertallyourpunystrengthtostruggletolive。Yourhandisclutchingmyarm,lightlyitfeelsasabutterflyrestingthere。Yourchestisheaving,yourtongueprotruding,yourskinturningdark,youreyesswimming。`Tolive!Tolive!Tolive!’youarecrying;andyouarecryingtolivehereandnow,nothereafter。Youdoubtyourimmortality,eh?Ha!Ha!Youarenotsureofit。Youwon’tchanceit。Thislifeonlyyouarecertainisreal。Ah,itisgrowingdarkanddarker。Itisthedarknessofdeath,theceasingtobe,theceasingtofeel,theceasingtomove,thatisgatheringaboutyou,descendinguponyou,risingaroundyou。Youreyesarebecomingset。Theyareglazing。Myvoicesoundsfaintandfar。Youcannotseemyface。Andstillyoustruggleinmygrip。Youkickwithyourlegs。Yourbodydrawsitselfupinknotslikeasnake’s。Yourchestheavesandstrains。Tolive!Tolive!Tolive——"
Iheardnomore。Consciousnesswasblottedoutbythedarknesshehadsographicallydescribed,andwhenIcametomyselfIwaslyingonthefloorandhewassmokingacigarandregardingmethoughtfullywiththatoldfamiliarlightofcuriosityinhiseyes。
"Well,haveIconvincedyou?"hedemanded。"Here,takeadrinkofthis。
Iwanttoaskyousomequestions。"
Irolledmyheadnegativelyonthefloor。"Yourargumentsaretoo——
er——forcible,"Imanagedtoarticulate,atcostofgreatpaintomyachingthroat。
"You’llbeallrightinhalfanhour,"heassuredme。"AndpromiseI
won’tuseanymorephysicaldemonstrations。Getupnow。Youcansitonachair。"
And,toythatIwasofthismonster,thediscussionofOmarandthePreacherwasresumed。Andhalfthenightwesatupoverit。TheSeaWolf:Chapter12CHAPTER12
Thelasttwenty—fourhourshavewitnessedacarnivalofbrutality。Fromcabintoforecastleitseemstohavebrokenoutlikeacontagion。Iscarcelyknowwheretobegin。WolfLarsenwasreallythecauseofit。Therelationsamongthemen,strainedandmadetensebyfeuds,quarrels,andgrudges,wereinastateofunstableequilibrium,andevilpassionsflaredupinflamelikeprairie—grass。
ThomasMugridgeisasneak,aspy,aninformer。Hehasbeenattemptingtocurryfavorandreinstatehimselfinthegoodgracesofthecaptainbycarryingtalesofthemenforward。Heitwas,Iknow,thatcarriedsomeofJohnson’shastytalktoWolfLarsen。Johnson,itseems,boughtasuitofoilskinsfromtheslop—chestandfoundthemtobeofgreatlyinferiorquality。Norwasheslowinadvertisingthefact。Theslop—chestisasortofminiaturedry—goodsstorewhichiscarriedbyallsealingschoonersandwhichisstockedwitharticlespeculiartotheneedsofthesailors。
Whateverasailorpurchasesistakenfromhissubsequentearningsonthesealinggrounds;for,asitiswiththehunterssoitiswiththeboat—pullersandsteerers——intheplaceofwagestheyreceivea"lay,"arateofsomuchperskinforeveryskincapturedintheirparticularboat。
ButofJohnson’sgrumblingattheslop—chestIknewnothing,sothatwhatIwitnessedcamewiththeshockofsuddensurprise。Ihadjustfinishedsweepingthecabin,andhadbeeninveigledbyWolfLarsenintoadiscussionofHamlet,hisfavoriteShakespeariancharacter,whenJohansendescendedthecompanionstairsfollowedbyJohnson。Thelatter’scapcameoffafterthecustomofthesea,andhestoodrespectfullyinthecentreofthecabin,swayingheavilyanduneasilytotherolloftheschoonerandfacingthecaptain。
"Shutthedoorsanddrawtheslide,"WolfLarsensaidtome。
AsIobeyedInoticedananxiouslightcomeintoJohnson’seyes,butIdidnotdreamofitscause。Ididnotdreamofwhatwastooccuruntilitdidoccur,butheknewfromtheveryfirstwhatwascomingandawaiteditbravely。AndinhisactionIfoundcompleterefutationofallWolfLarsen’smaterialism。ThesailorJohnsonwasswayedbyidea,byprinciple,andtruth,andsincerity。Hewasright,heknewhewasright,andhewasunafraid。
Hewoulddiefortherightifneedsbe,hewouldbetruetohimself,sincerewithhissoul。Andinthiswasportrayedthevictoryofthespiritovertheflesh,theindomitabilityandmoralgrandeurofthesoulthatknowsnorestrictionandrisesabovetimeandspaceandmatterwithasuretyandinvinciblenessbornofnothingelsethaneternityandimmortality。
Buttoreturn。InoticedtheanxiouslightinJohnson’seyes,butmistookitforthenativeshynessandembarrassmentoftheman。Themate,Johansen,stoodawayseveralfeettothesideofhim,andfullythreeyardsinfrontofhimsatWolfLarsenononeofthepivotalcabinchairs。AnappreciablepausefellafterIhadclosedthedoorsanddrawntheslide,apausethatmusthavelastedfullyaminute。ItwasbrokenbyWolfLarsen。
"Yonson,"hebegan。
"MynameisJohnson,sir,"thesailorboldlycorrected。
"Well,Johnson,then,damnyou!CanyouguesswhyIhavesentforyou?"
"Yes,andno,sir,"wastheslowreply。"Myworkisdonewell。Themateknowsthat,andyouknowit,sir。Sotherecannotbeanycomplaint。"
"Andisthatall?"WolfLarsenqueried,hisvoicesoft,andlow,andpurring。
"Iknowyouhaveitinforme,"Johnsoncontinuedwithhisunalterableandponderousslowness。"Youdonotlikeme。You——You——"
"Goon,"WolfLarsenprompted。"Don’tbeafraidofmyfeelings。"
"Iamnotafraid,"thesailorretorted,aslightangryflushrisingthroughhissunburn。"IfIspeaknotfast,itisbecauseIhavenotbeenfromtheoldcountryaslongasyou。YoudonotlikemebecauseIamtoomuchofaman;thatiswhy,sir。"
"Youaretoomuchofamanforshipdiscipline,ifthatiswhatyoumean,andifyouknowwhatImean,"wasWolfLarsen’sretort。
"IknowEnglish,andIknowwhatyoumean,sir,"Johnsonanswered,hisflushdeepeningatthesluronhisknowledgeoftheEnglishlanguage。
"Johnson,"WolfLarsensaid,withanairofdismissingallthathadgonebeforeasintroductorytothemainbusinessinhand,"understandyou’renotquitesatisfiedwiththoseoilskins?"
"No,Iamnot。Theyarenogood,sir。"
"Andyou’vebeenshootingoffyourmouthaboutthem。"
"IsaywhatIthink,sir,"thesailoransweredcourageously,notfailingatthesametimeinshipcourtesy,whichdemandedthat"sir"beappendedtoeachspeechhemade。
ItwasatthismomentthatIchancedtoglanceatJohansen。Hisbigfistswereclenchingandunclenching,andhisfacewaspositivelyfiendish,somalignantlydidhelookatJohnson。Inoticedablackdiscoloration,stillfaintlyvisible,underJohansen’seye,amarkofthethrashinghehadreceivedafewnightsbeforefromthesailor。ForthefirsttimeI
begantodivinethatsomethingterriblewasabouttobeenacted,——what,Icouldnotimagine。
"Doyouknowwhathappenstomenwhosaywhatyou’vesaidaboutmyslop—chestandme?"WolfLarsenwasdemanding。
"Iknow,sir,"wastheanswer。
"What?"WolfLarsendemanded,sharplyandimperatively。
"Whatyouandthematetherearegoingtodotome,sir。"
"Lookathim,Hump,"WolfLarsensaidtome,"lookatthisbitofanimateddust,thisaggregationofmatterthatmovesandbreathesanddefiesmeandthoroughlybelievesitselftobecompoundedofsomethinggood;thatisimpressedwithcertainhumanfictionssuchasrighteousnessandhonesty,andthatwillliveuptotheminspiteofallpersonaldiscomfortsandmenaces。Whatdoyouthinkofhim,Hump?Whatdoyouthinkofhim?"
"Ithinkthatheisabettermanthanyouare,"Ianswered,impelled,somehow,withadesiretodrawuponmyselfaportionofthewrathIfeltwasabouttobreakuponhishead。"Hishumanfictions,asyouchoosetocallthem,makefornobilityandmanhood。Youhavenofictions,nodreams,noideals。Youareapauper。"
Henoddedhisheadwithasavagepleasantness。"Quitetrue,Hump,quitetrue。Ihavenofictionsthatmakefornobilityandmanhood。Alivingdogisbetterthanadeadlion,sayIwiththepreacher。Myonlydoctrineisthedoctrineofexpediency,anditmakesforsurviving。Thisbitofthefermentwecall`Johnson,’whenheisnolongerabitoftheferment,onlydustandashes,willhavenomorenobilitythananydustandashes,whileIshallstillbealiveandroaring。"
"DoyouknowwhatIamgoingtodo?"hequestioned。
Ishookmyhead。
"Well,Iamgoingtoexercisemyprerogativeofroaringandshowyouhowfaresnobility。Watchme。"
ThreeyardsawayfromJohnsonhewas,andsittingdown。Ninefeet!Andyetheleftthechairinfullleap,withoutfirstgainingastandingposition。
Heleftthechair,justashesatinit,squarely,springingfromthesittingposturelikeawildanimal,atiger,andlikeatigercoveredtheinterveningspace。ItwasanavalancheoffurythatJohnsonstrovevainlytofendoff。
Hethrewonearmdowntoprotectthestomach,theotherarmuptoprotectthehead;butWolfLarsen’sfistdrovemidwaybetween,onthechest,withacrushing,resoundingimpact。Johnson’sbreath,suddenlyexpelled,shotfromhismouthandassuddenlychecked,withtheforced,audibleexpirationofamanwieldinganaxe。Healmostfellbackward,andswayedfromsidetosideinanefforttorecoverhisbalance。
Icannotgivethefurtherparticularsofthehorriblescenethatfollowed。
Itwastoorevolting。Itturnsmesickevennowwhenthinkofit。Johnsonfoughtbravelyenough,buthewasnomatchforWolfLarsen,muchlessforWolfLarsenandthemate。Itwasfrightful。Ihadnotimaginedahumanbeingcouldenduresomuchandstillliveandstruggleon。AndstruggleonJohnsondid。Ofcoursetherewasnohopeforhim,nottheslightest,andheknewitaswellasI,butbythemanhoodthatwasinhimhecouldnotceasefromfightingforthatmanhood。
Itwastoomuchformetowitness。IfeltthatIshouldlosemymind,andIranupthecompanionstairstoopenthedoorsandescapeondeck。
ButWolfLarsen,leavinghisvictimforthemoment,andwithoneofhistremendoussprings,gainedmysideandflungmeintothefarcornerofthecabin。
"Thephenomenaoflife,Hump,"hegirdedatme。"Stayandwatchit。
Youmaygatherdataontheimmortalityofthesoul。Besides,youknow,wecan’thurtJohnson’ssoul。It’sonlythefleetingformwemaydemolish。"
Itseemedcenturies——possiblyitwasnomorethantenminutesthatthebeatingcontinued。WolfLarsenandJohansenwereallaboutthepoorfellow。Theystruckhimwiththeirfists,kickedhimwiththeirheavyshoes,knockedhimdown,anddraggedhimtohisfeettoknockhimdownagain。
Hiseyeswereblindedsothathecouldnotsee,andthebloodrunningfromearsandnoseandmouthturnedthecabinintoashambles。Andwhenhecouldnolongerrisetheystillcontinuedtobeatandkickhimwherehelay。
"Easy,Johansen;easyasshegoes,"WolfLarsenfinallysaid。
Butthebeastinthematewasupandrampant,andWolfLarsenwascompelledtobrushhimawaywithabackhandedsweepofthearm,gentleenough,apparently,butwhichhurledJohansenbacklikeacork,drivinghisheadagainstthewallwithacrash。Hefelltothefloor,halfstunnedforthemoment,breathingheavilyandblinkinghiseyesinastupidsortofway。
"Jerkopenthedoors,Hump,"Iwascommanded。
Iobeyed,andthetwobrutespickedupthesenselessmanlikeasackofrubbishandhovehimclearupthecompanionstairs,throughthenarrowdoorway,andoutondeck。Thebloodfromhisnosegushedinascarletstreamoverthefeetofthehelmsman,whowasnoneotherthanLouis,hisboat—mate。
ButLouistookandgaveaspokeandgazedimperturbablyintothebinnacle。
NotsowastheconductofGeorgeLeach,theerstwhilecabin—boy。Foreandafttherewasnothingthatcouldhavesurprisedusmorethanhisconsequentbehavior。HeitwasthatcameuponthepoopwithoutordersanddraggedJohnsonforward,wherehesetaboutdressinghiswoundsaswellashecouldandmakinghimcomfortable。Johnson,asJohnson,wasunrecognizable;andnotonlythat,forhisfeatures,ashumanfeaturesatall,wereunrecognizable,sodiscoloredandswollenhadtheybecomeinthefewminuteswhichhadelapsedbetweenthebeginningofthebeatingandthedraggingforwardofthebody。
ButofLeach’sbehavior——BythetimeIhadfinishedcleansingthecabinhehadtakencareofJohnson。Ihadcomeupondeckforabreathoffreshairandtotrytogetsomereposeformyoverwroughtnerves。WolfLarsenwassmokingacigarandexaminingthepatentlogwhichtheGhostusuallytowedasternbutwhichhadbeenhauledinforsomepurpose。SuddenlyLeach’svoicecametomyears。Itwastenseandhoarsewithanovermasteringrage。Iturnedandsawhimstandingjustbeneaththebreakofthepoopontheportsideofthegalley。Hisfacewasconvulsedandwhite,hiseyeswereflashing,hisclenchedfistsraisedoverhead。
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