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第22章

  Shenoddedherhead;andIcouldseesympathywarminhereyes。
  Wewentuptohim,butheseemedunconscious,breathingspasmodically。
  Shetookchargeofhim,liftinghisheadtokeepthebloodoutofitanddespatchingmetothecabinforapillow。Ialsobroughtblankets,andwemadehimcomfortable。Itookhispulse。Itbeatsteadilyandstrong,andwasquitenormal。Thispuzzledme。becamesuspicious。
  "Whatifheshouldbefeigningthis?"Iasked,stillholdinghiswrist。
  Maudshookherhead,andtherewasreproofinhereyes。ButjustthenthewristIheldleapedfrommyhand,andthehandclaspedlikeasteeltrapaboutmywrist。Icriedaloudinawfulfear,awildinarticulatecry;
  andIcaughtoneglimpseofhisface,malignantandtriumphant,ashisotherhandcompassedmybodyandIwasdrawndowntohiminaterriblegrip。
  Mywristwasreleased,buthisotherarm,passedaroundmyback,heldbothmyarmssothatIcouldnotmove。Hisfreehandwenttomythroat,andinthatmomentIknewthebitterestforetasteofdeathearnedbyone’sownidiocy。WhyhadItrustedmyselfwithinreachofthoseterriblearms?
  Icouldfeelotherhandsatmythroat。TheywereMaud’shands,strivingvainlytotearloosethehandthatwasthrottlingme。Shegaveitup,andIheardherscreaminawaythatcutmetothesoul,foritwasawoman’sscreamoffearandheart—breakingdespair。Ihadhearditbefore,duringthesinkingoftheMartinez。
  MyfacewasagainsthischestandIcouldnotsee,butIheardMaudturnandrunswiftlyawayalongthedeck。Everythingwashappeningquickly。
  Ihadnotyethadaglimmeringofunconsciousness,anditseemedthataninterminableperiodoftimewaslapsingbeforeIheardherfeetflyingback。AndjustthenIfeltthewholemansinkunderme。Thebreathwasleavinghislungsandhischestwascollapsingundermyweight。Whetheritwasmerelytheexpelledbreath,orhisconsciousnessofhisgrowingimpotence,Iknownot,buthisthroatvibratedwithadeepgroan。Thehandatmythroatrelaxed。Ibreathed。Itflutteredandtightenedagain。Butevenhistremendouswillcouldnotovercomethedissolutionthatassailedit。Thatwillofhiswasbreakingdown。Hewasfainting。
  Maud’sfootstepswereverynearashishandflutteredforthelasttimeandmythroatwasreleased。Irolledoffandovertothedeckonmyback,gaspingandblinkinginthesunshine。Maudwaspalebutcomposed,——myeyeshadgoneinstantlytoherface,——andshewaslookingatmewithmingledalarmandrelief。Aheavyseal—clubinherhandcaughtmyeyes,andatthatmomentshefollowedmygazedowntoit。Theclubdroppedfromherhandasthoughithadsuddenlystungher,andatthesamemomentmyheartsurgedwithagreatjoy。Trulyshewasmywoman,mymate—woman,fightingwithmeandformeasthemateofacavemanwouldhavefought,alltheprimitiveinheraroused,forgetfulofherculture,hardunderthesofteningcivilizationoftheonlylifeshehadeverknown。
  "Dearwoman!"Icried,scramblingtomyfeet。
  Thenextmomentshewasinmyarms,weepingconvulsivelyonmyshoulderwhileIclaspedherclose。Ilookeddownatthebrowngloryofherhair,glintinggemsinthesunshinefarmoreprecioustomethanthoseinthetreasure—chestsofkings。AndIbentmyheadandkissedherhairsoftly,sosoftlythatshedidnotknow。
  Thensoberthoughtcametome。Afterall,shewasonlyawoman,cryingherrelief,nowthatthedangerwaspast,inthearmsofherprotectororoftheonewhohadbeenendangered。HadIbeenfatherorbrother,thesituationwouldhavebeeninnowisedifferent。Besides,timeandplacewerenotmeet,andIwishedtoearnabetterrighttodeclaremylove。
  SoonceagainIsoftlykissedherhairasfeltherrecedingfrommyclasp。
  "Itwasarealattackthistime,"Isaid;"anothershockliketheonethatmadehimblind。Hefeignedatfirst,andindoingsobroughtiton。"
  Maudwasalreadyrearranginghispillow。
  "No,"Isaid,"notyet。NowthatIhavehimhelpless,helplessheshallremain。Fromthisdayweliveinthecabin。WolfLarsenshallliveinthesteerage。"
  Icaughthimundertheshouldersanddraggedhimtothecompanionway。
  AtmydirectionMaudfetchedarope。Placingthisunderhisshoulders,Ibalancedhimacrossthethresholdandloweredhimdownthestepstothefloor。Icouldnotlifthimdirectlyintoabunk,butwithMaud’shelpIliftedfirsthisshouldersandhead,thenhisbody,balancedhimacrosstheedge,androlledhimintoalowerbunk。
  Butthiswasnottobeall。Irecollectedthehandcuffsinhisstateroom,whichhepreferredtouseonsailorsinsteadoftheancientandclumsyship—irons。So,whenwelefthim,helayhandcuffedhandandfoot。ForthefirsttimeinmanydaysIbreathedfreely。IfeltstrangelylightasIcameondeck,asthoughaweighthadbeenliftedfrommyshoulders。I
  felt,also,thatMaudandIhaddrawnmorecloselytogether;andIwonderedifshe,too,feltitaswewalkedalongthedecksidebysidetowherethestalledforemasthungintheshears。TheSeaWolf:Chapter37CHAPTER37
  AtoncewemovedaboardtheGhost,occupyingouroldstate—roomsandcookinginthegalley。TheimprisonmentofWolfLarsenhadhappenedmostopportunely,forwhatmusthavebeentheIndiansummerofthishighlatitudewasgoneanddrizzlingstormyweatherhadsetin。Wewereverycomfortable,andtheinadequateshears,withtheforemastsuspendedfromthem,gaveabusinesslikeairtotheschoonerandapromiseofdeparture。
  AndnowthatwehadWolfLarseninirons,howlittledidweneedit!
  Likehisfirstattack,hissecondhadbeenaccompaniedbyseriousdisablement。
  Maudmadethediscoveryintheafternoonwhiletryingtogivehimnourishment。
  Hehadshownsignsofconsciousness,andshehadspokentohim,elicitingnoresponse。Hewaslyingonhisleftsideatthetime,andinevidentpain。Witharestlessmovementherolledhisheadaround,clearinghisleftearfromthepillowagainstwhichithadbeenpressed。Atonceheheardandansweredher,andatonceshecametome。
  Pressingthepillowagainsthisleftear,Iaskedhimifheheardme,buthegavenosign。Removingthepillowandrepeatingthequestion,heansweredpromptlythathedid。
  "Doyouknowyouaredeafintherightear?"Iasked。
  "Yes,"heansweredinalow,strongvoice,"andworsethanthat。Mywholerightsideisaffected。Itseemsasleep。Icannotmovearmorleg。"
  "Feigningagain?"Idemandedangrily。
  Heshookhishead,hissternmouthshapingthestrangest,twistedsmile。
  Itwasindeedatwistedsmile,foritwasontheleftsideonly,thefacialmusclesoftherightsidemovingnotatall。
  "ThatwasthelastplayoftheWolf,"hesaid。"Iamparalyzed。Ishallneverwalkagain。Oh,onlyontheotherside,"headded,asthoughdiviningthesuspiciousglanceIflungathisleftleg,thekneeofwhichhadjustthendrawnupandelevatedtheblankets。
  "It’sunfortunate,"hecontinued。"I’dlikedtohavedoneforyoufirst,Hump。AndIthoughtIhadthatmuchleftinme。"
  "Butwhy?"Iasked,partlyinhorror,partlyoutofcuriosity。
  Againhissternmouthframedthetwistedsmile,ashesaid:
  "Oh,justtobealive,tobelivinganddoing,tobethebiggestbitofthefermenttotheend,toeatyou。Buttodiethisway——"
  Heshruggedhisshoulders,orattemptedtoshrugthem,rather,fortheleftshoulderalonemoved。Likethesmile,theshrugwastwisted。
  "Buthowcanyouaccountforit?"Iasked。"Whereistheseatofyourtrouble?"
  "Thebrain,"hesaidatonce。"Itwasthosecursedheadachesbroughtiton。"
  "Symptoms,"Isaid。
  Henoddedhishead。"Thereisnoaccountingforit。Iwasneversickinmylife。Something’sgonewrongwithmybrain。Acancer,atumor,orsomethingofthatnature,——athingthatdevoursanddestroys。It’sattackingmynerve—centres,eatingthemup,bitbybit,cellbycell——fromthepain。"
  "Themotor—centres,too,"Isuggested。
  "Soitwouldseem;andthecurseofitisthatImustliehere,conscious,mentallyunimpaired,knowingthatthelinesaregoingdown,breakingbitbybitcommunicationwiththeworld。Icannotsee,hearingandfeelingareleavingme,atthisrateIshallsoonceasetospeak;yetallthetimeIshallbehere,alive,active,andpowerless。"
  "Whenyousayyouarehere,I’dsuggestthelikelihoodofthesoul,"Isaid。
  "Bosh!"washisretort。"Itsimplymeansthatintheattackonmybrainthehigherpsychicalcentresareuntouched。Icanremember,canthinkandreason。Whenthatgoes,Igo。Iamnot。Thesoul?"
  Hebrokeoutinmockinglaughter,thenturnedhislefteartothepillowasasignthathewishednofurtherconversation。
  MaudandIwentaboutourworkoppressedbythefearfulfatewhichhadovertakenhim,——howfearfulwewereyetfullytorealize。Therewastheawfulnessofretributionaboutit。Ourthoughtsweredeepandsolemn,andwespoketoeachotherscarcelyabovewhispers。
  "Youmightremovethehandcuffs,"hesaidthatnight,aswestoodinconsultationoverhim。"It’sdeadsafe。I’maparalyticnow。Thenextthingtowatchoutforisbedsores。"
  Hesmiledhistwistedsmile,andMaud,hereyeswidewithhorror,wascompelledtoturnawayherhead。
  "Doyouknowthatyoursmileiscrooked?"Iaskedhim;forknewthatshemustattendhim,andIwishedtosaveherasmuchaspossible。
  "ThenIshallsmilenomore,"hesaidcalmly。"Ithoughtsomethingwaswrong。Myrightcheekhasbeennumballday。Yes,andI’vehadwarningsofthisforthelastthreedays;byspells,myrightsideseemedgoingtosleep,sometimesarmorhand,sometimeslegorfoot。"
  "Somysmileiscrooked?"hequeriedashortwhileafter。"Well,considerhenceforththatIsmileinternally,withmysoul,ifyouplease,mysoul。
  ConsiderthatIamsmilingnow。"
  Andforthespaceofseveralminuteshelaythere,quiet,indulginghisgrotesquefancy。
  Themanofhimwasnotchanged。Itwastheold,indomitable,terribleWolfLarsen,imprisonedsomewherewithinthatfleshwhichhadoncebeensoinvincibleandsplendid。Nowitboundhimwithinsentientfetters,wallinghissoulindarknessandsilence,blockingitfromtheworldwhichtohimhadbeenariotofaction。Nomorewouldheconjugatetheverb"todo"
  ineverymoodandtense。"Tobe"wasallthatremainedtohim——tobe,ashehaddefineddeath,withoutmovement;towill,butnottoexecute;
  tothinkandreasonandinthespiritofhimtobeasaliveasever,butinthefleshtobedead,quitedead。
  Andyet,thoughIevenremovedthehandcuffs,wecouldnotadjustourselvestohiscondition。Ourmindsrevolted。Toushewasfullofpotentiality。
  Weknewnotwhattoexpectofhimnext,whatfearfulthing,risingabovetheflesh,hemightbreakoutanddo。Ourexperiencewarrantedthisstateofmind,andwewentaboutourworkwithanxietyalwaysuponus。
  Ihadsolvedtheproblemwhichhadarisenthroughtheshortnessoftheshears。Bymeansofthewatch—tackle,(Ihadmadeanewone),Iheavedthebuttoftheforemastacrosstherailandthenloweredittothedeck。
  Next,bymeansoftheshears,Ihoistedthemainboomonboard。Itsfortyfeetoflengthwouldsupplytheheightnecessaryproperlytoswingthemast。BymeansofasecondarytackleIhadattachedtotheshears,Iswungtheboomtoanearlyperpendicularposition,thenloweredthebutttothedeck,where,topreventslipping,Ispikedgreatcleatsaroundit。Thesingleblockofmyoriginalshears—tackleIhadattachedtotheendoftheboom。Thus,bycarryingthistackletothewindlass,Icouldraiseandlowertheendoftheboomatwill,thebuttalwaysremainingstationary,and,bymeansofguys,couldswingtheboomfromsidetoside。TotheendoftheboomIhadlikewiseriggedahoistingtackle;andwhenthewholearrangementwascompletedIcouldnotbutbestartledbythepowerandlatitudeitgaveme。
  Ofcourse,twodays’workwasrequiredfortheaccomplishmentofthispartofmytask,anditwasnottillthemorningofthethirddaythatIswungtheforemastfromthedeckandproceededtosquareitsbutttofitthestep。HereIwasespeciallyawkward。Isawedandchoppedandchiselledtheweatheredwoodtillithadtheappearanceofhavingbeengnawedbysomegiganticmouse。Butitfitted。
  "Itwillwork,Iknowitwillwork,"Icried。
  "DoyouknowDr。Jordan’sfinaltestoftruth?"Maudasked。
  Ishookmyheadandpausedintheactofdislodgingtheshavingswhichhaddrifteddownmyneck。
  "`Canwemakeitwork?Canwetrustourlivestoit?’isthetest。"
  "Heisafavoriteofyours,"Isaid。
  "WhenIdismantledmyoldPantheonandcastoutNapoleonandCaesarandtheirfellows,IstraightwayerectedanewPantheon,"sheansweredgravely,"andthefirstIinstalledwasDr。Jordan。"
  "Amodernhero。"
  "Andagreaterbecausemodern,"sheadded。"HowcantheOldWorldheroescomparewithours!"
  Ishookmyhead。Weweretoomuchalikeinmanythingsforargument。
  Ourpointsofviewandoutlookonlifeatleastwereverylike。
  "Forapairofcriticsweagreefamously,"Ilaughed。
  "Andasshipwrightandableassistant,"shelaughedback。
  Buttherewaslittletimeforlaughterinthosedays,whatofourheavyworkandoftheawfulnessofWolfLarsen’slivingdeath。
  Hehadreceivedanotherstroke。Hehadlosthisvoice,orhewaslosingit。Hehadonlyintermittentuseofit。Ashephrasedit,thewireswerelikethestockmarket,nowup,nowdown。Occasionallythewireswereupandhespokeaswellasever,thoughslowlyandheavily。Thenspeechwouldsuddenlydeserthim,inthemiddleofasentenceperhaps,andforhours,sometimes,wewouldwaitfortheconnectiontoberestablished。Hecomplainedofgreatpaininhishead,anditwasduringthisperiodthathearrangedasystemofcommunicationagainstthetimewhenspeechshouldleavehimaltogether——onepressureofthehandfor"yes,"twofor"no。"Itwaswellthatitwasarranged,forbyeveninghisvoicehadgonefromhim。
  Byhandpressures,afterthat,heansweredourquestions,andwhenhewishedtospeakhescrawledhisthoughtswithhislefthand,quitelegibly,onasheetofpaper。
  Thefiercewinterhadnowdescendeduponus。Galefollowedgale,withsnowandsleetandrain。Thesealshadstartedontheirgreatsouthernmigration,andtherookerywaspracticallydeserted。workedfeverishly。
  Inspiteofthebadweather,andofthewindwhichespeciallyhinderedme,Iwasondeckfromdaylighttilldarkandmakingsubstantialprogress。
  Iprofitedbymylessonlearnedthroughraisingtheshearsandthenclimbingthemtoattachtheguys。Tothetopoftheforemast,whichwasjustliftedconvenientlyfromthedeck,Iattachedtherigging,stays,andthroatandpeakhalyards。Asusual,Ihadunderratedtheamountofworkinvolvedinthisportionofthetask,andtwolongdayswerenecessarytocompleteit。Andtherewassomuchyettobedone——thesails,forinstance,whichpracticallyhadtobemadeover。
  WhileItoiledatriggingtheforemast,Maudsewedoncanvas,readyalwaystodropeverythingandcometomyassistancewhenmorehandsthantwowererequired。Thecanvaswasheavyandhard,andshesewedwiththeregularsailor’spalmandthree—corneredsail—needle。Herhandsweresoonsadlyblistered,butshestruggledbravelyon,andinadditiondoingthecookingandtakingcareofthesickman。
  "Afigforsuperstition,"IsaidonFridaymorning。"Thatmastgoesinto—day。"
  Everythingwasreadyfortheattempt。Carryingtheboom—tackletothewindlass,Ihoistedthemastnearlyclearofthedeck。Makingthistacklefast,Itooktothewindlasstheshears—tackle,(whichwasconnectedwiththeendoftheboom),andwithafewturnshadthemastperpendicularandclear。
  Maudclappedherhandstheinstantshewasrelievedfromholdingtheturn,crying:
  "Itworks!Itworks!We’lltrustourlivestoit!"
  Thensheassumedaruefulexpression。
  "It’snotoverthehole,"shesaid。"Willyouhavetobeginallover?"
  Ismiledinsuperiorfashion,and,slackingoffononeoftheboom—guysandtakinginontheother,swungthemastperfectlyinthecentreofthedeck。Stillitwasnotoverthehole。Againtheruefulexpressioncameonherface,andagainIsmiledinasuperiorway。Slackingawayontheboom—tackleandhoistinganequivalentamountontheshears—tackle,Ibroughtthebuttofthemastintopositiondirectlyovertheholeinthedeck。
  ThenIgaveMaudcarefulinstructionsforloweringawayandwentintotheholdtothestepontheschooner’sbottom。
  Icalledtoher,andthemastmovedeasilyandaccurately。Straighttowardthesquareholeofthestepthesquarebuttdescended;butasitdescendeditslowlytwistedsothatsquarewouldnotfitintosquare。ButIhadnotevenamoment’sindecision。CallingtoMaudtoceaselowering,Iwentondeckandmadethewatch—tacklefasttothemastwitharollinghitch。IleftMaudtopullonitwhileIwentbelow。BythelightofthelanternIsawthebutttwistslowlyaroundtillitssidescoincidedwiththesidesofthestep。Maudmadefastandreturnedtothewindlass。Slowlythebuttdescendedtheseveralinterveninginches,atthesametimeslightlytwistingagain。AgainMaudrectifiedthetwistwiththewatch—tackle,andagainsheloweredawayfromthewindlass。Squarefittedintosquare。Themastwasstepped。
  Iraisedashout,andsherandowntosee。Intheyellowlanternlightwepeeredatwhatwehadaccomplished。Welookedateachother,andourhandsfelttheirwayandclasped。Theeyesofbothus,think,weremoistwiththejoyofsuccess。
  "Itwasdonesoeasilyafterall,"Iremarked。"Alltheworkwasinthepreparation。"
  "Andallthewonderinthecompletion,"Maudadded。
  "Icanscarcelybringmyselftorealizethatthatgreatmastisreallyupandin;thatyouhavelifteditfromthewater,swungitthroughtheair,anddepositeditherewhereitbelongs。ItisaTitan’stask。"
  "Andtheymadethemselvesmanyinventions,"Ibeganmerrily,thenpausedtosnifftheair。
  Ilookedhastilyatthelantern。Itwasnotsmoking。Againsniffed。
  "Somethingisburning,"Maudsaid,withsuddenconviction。
  Wesprangtogetherfortheladder,butIracedpasthertothedeck。
  Adensevolumeofsmokewaspouringoutofthesteeragecompanionway。
  "TheWolfisnotyetdead,"ImutteredtomyselfasIsprangdownthroughthesmoke。
  ItwassothickintheconfinedspacethatIwascompelledtofeelmyway;andsopotentwasthespellofWolfLarsenonmyimagination,Iwasquitepreparedforthehelplessgianttogripmyneckinastranglehold。
  Ihesitated,thedesiretoracebackandupthestepstothedeckalmostoverpoweringme。ThenIrecollectedMaud。Thevisionofher,asIhadlastseenher,inthelanternlightoftheschooner’shold,herbrowneyeswarmandmoistwithjoy,flashedbeforeme,andIknewthatIcouldnotgoback。
  IwaschokingandsuffocatingbythetimeIreachedWolfLarsen’sbunk。
  Ireachedmyhandandfeltforhis。Hewaslyingmotionless,butmovedslightlyatthetouchofmyhand。Ifeltoverandunderhisblankets。Therewasnowarmth,nosignoffire。Yetthatsmokewhichblindedmeandmademecoughandgaspmusthaveasource。lostmyheadtemporarilyanddashedfranticallyaboutthesteerage。Acollisionwiththetablepartiallyknockedthewindfrommybodyandbroughtmetomyself。Ireasonedthatahelplessmancouldstartafireonlyneartowherehelay。
  IreturnedtoWolfLarsen’sbunk。ThereIencounteredMaud。HowlongshehadbeenthereinthatsuffocatingatmosphereIcouldnotguess。
  "Goupondeck!"Icommandedperemptorily。
  "But,Humphrey——"shebegantoprotestinaqueer,huskyvoice。
  "Please!please!"Ishoutedatherharshly。
  Shedrewawayobediently,andthenIthought,Whatifshecannotfindthesteps?Istartedafterher,tostopatthefootofthecompanionway。
  Perhapsshehadgoneup。AsIstoodthere,hesitant,heardhercrysoftly:
  ——
  "Oh,Humphrey,Iamlost。"
  Ifoundherfumblingatthewalloftheafterbulkhead,and,halfleadingher,halfcarryingher,Itookherupthecompanionway。Thepureairwaslikenectar。Maudwasonlyfaintanddizzy,andIleftherlyingonthedeckwhenItookmysecondplungebelow。
  ThesourceofthesmokemustbeveryclosetoWolfLarsen——mymindwasmadeuptothis,andIwentstraighttohisbunk。AsIfeltaboutamonghisblankets,somethinghotfellonthebackofmyhand。Itburnedme,andIjerkedmyhandaway。ThenIunderstood。Throughthecracksinthebottomoftheupperbunkhehadsetfiretothemattress。Hestillretainedsufficientuseofhisleftarmtodothis。Thedampstrawofthemattress,firedfrombeneathanddeniedair,hadbeensmoulderingallthewhile。
  AsIdraggedthemattressoutofthebunkitseemedtodisintegrateinmid—air,atthesametimeburstingintoflames。Ibeatouttheburningremnantsofstrawinthebunk,thenmadeadashforthedeckforfreshair。
  Severalbucketsofwatersufficedtoputouttheburningmattressinthemiddleofthesteeragefloor;andtenminuteslater,whenthesmokehadfairlycleared,IallowedMaudtocomebelow。WolfLarsenwasunconscious,butitwasamatterofminutesforthefreshairtorestorehim。Wewereworkingoverhim,however,whenhesignedforpaperandpencil。
  "Praydonotinterruptme,"hewrote。"Iamsmiling。"
  "Iamstillabitoftheferment,yousee,"hewrotealittlelater。
  "Iamgladyouareassmallabitasyouare,"Isaid。
  "Thankyou,"hewrote。"ButjustthinkofhowmuchsmallershallbebeforeIdie。"
  "AndyetIamallhere,Hump,"hewrotewithafinalflourish。"Icanthinkmoreclearlythaneverinmylifebefore。Nothingtodisturbme。
  Concentrationisperfect。Iamallhereandmorethanhere。"
  Itwaslikeamessagefromthenightofthegrave;forthisman’sbodyhadbecomehismausoleum。Andthere,insostrangesepulture,hisspiritflutteredandlived。Itwouldflutterandlivetillthelastlineofcommunicationwasbroken,andafterthatwhowastosayhowmuchlongeritmightcontinuetoflutterandlive?TheSeaWolf:Chapter38CHAPTER38
  Ithinkmyleftsideisgoing,"WolfLarsenwrote,themorningafterhisattempttofiretheship。"Thenumbnessisgrowing。Icanhardlymovemyhand。Youwillhavetospeaklouder。Thelastlinesaregoingdown。"
  "Areyouinpain?"Iasked。
  Iwascompelledtorepeatmyquestionloudlybeforeheanswered。
  "Notallthetime。"
  Thelefthandstumbledslowlyandpainfullyacrossthepaper,anditwaswithextremedifficultythatwedecipheredthescrawl。Itwaslikea"spiritmessage,"suchasaredeliveredatsancesofspiritualistsforadollaradmission。
  "ButIamstillhere,allhere,"thehandscrawledmoreslowlyandpainfullythanever。
  Thepencildropped,andwehadtoreplaceitinthehand。
  "WhenthereisnopainIhaveperfectpeaceandquiet。Ihaveneverthoughtsoclearly。IcanponderlifeanddeathlikeaHindoosage。"
  "Andimmortality?"Maudqueriedloudlyintheear。
  Threetimesthehandessayedtowritebutfumbledhopelessly。Thepencilfell。Invainwetriedtoreplaceit。Thefingerscouldnotcloseonit。
  ThenMaudpressedandheldthefingersaboutthepencilwithherownhand,andthehandwrote,inlargeletters,andsoslowlythattheminutestickedofftoeachletter:
  "B——O——S——H。"
  ItwasWolfLarsen’slastword,"bosh,"scepticalandinvincibletotheend。Thearmandhandrelaxed。Thetrunkofthebodymovedslightly。
  Thentherewasnomovement。Maudreleasedthehand。Thefingersspreadslightly,fallingapartoftheirownweight,andthepencilrolledaway。
  "Doyoustillhear?"Ishouted,holdingthefingersandwaitingforthesinglepressurewhichwouldsignify"Yes。"Therewasnoresponse。Thehandwasdead。
  "Inoticedthelipsslightlymove,"Maudsaid。
  Irepeatedthequestion。Thelipsmoved。Sheplacedthetipsofherfingersonthem。AgainIrepeatedthequestion。"Yes,"Maudannounced。
  Welookedateachotherexpectantly。
  "Whatgoodisit?"Iasked。"Whatcanwesaynow?"
  "Oh,askhim——"
  Shehesitated。
  "Askhimsomethingthatrequires`no’forananswer,"suggested。"Thenwewillknowwithcertainty。"
  "Areyouhungry?"shecried。
  Thelipsmovedunderherfingers,andsheanswered,"Yes。"
  "Willyouhavesomebeef?"washernextquery。
  "No,"sheannounced。
  "Beef—tea?"