首页 >出版文学> The Rise of Silas Lapham>第30章
  ThetransferrelievedLaphamoftheloadofdebtwhichhewasstilllabouringunder,andgavehimaninterestinthevasterenterpriseoftheyoungermen,whichhehadoncevainlyhopedtograspallinhisownhand。Hebegantotellofthiscoincidenceassomethingverystriking;
  andpushingonmoreactivelythespecialbranchofthebusinesslefttohim,hebragged,quiteinhisoldway,ofitsenormousextension。Hisson—in—law,hesaid,waspushingitinMexicoandCentralAmerica:anideathattheyhadoriginallyhadincommon。Well,youngbloodwaswhatwaswantedinathingofthatkind。Now,thosefellowsoutinWestVirginia:allyoung,andaperfectteam!
  Forhimself,heownedthathehadmademistakes;hecouldseejustwherethemistakeswere——puthisfingerrightonthem。
  Butonethinghecouldsay:hehadbeennoman’senemybuthisown;everydollar,everycenthadgonetopayhisdebts;
  hehadcomeoutwithcleanhands。Hesaidallthis,andmuchmore,toMr。Sewellthesummerafterhesoldout,whentheministerandhiswifestoppedatLaphamontheirwayacrossfromtheWhiteMountainstoLakeChamplain;
  Laphamhadfoundthemonthecars,andpressedthemtostopoff。
  ThereweretimeswhenMrs。Laphamhadasgreatprideintheclean—handednesswithwhichLaphamhadcomeoutashehadhimself,buthersatisfactionwasnotsoconstant。
  Atthosetimes,knowingthetemptationshehadresisted,shethoughthimthenoblestandgrandestofmen;butnowomancouldenduretoliveinthesamehousewithaperfecthero,andtherewereothertimeswhensheremindedhimthatifhehadkepthiswordtoheraboutspeculatinginstocks,andhadlookedaftertheinsuranceofhispropertyhalfascarefullyashehadlookedafteracoupleofworthlesswomenwhohadnoearthlyclaimonhim,theywouldnotbewheretheywerenow。Hehumblyadmitteditall,andlefthertothinkofRogersherself。Shedidnotfailtodoso,andthethoughtdidnotfailtorestorehimtohertendernessagain。
  Idonotknowhowitisthatclergymenandphysicianskeepfromtellingtheirwivesthesecretsconfidedtothem;
  perhapstheycantrusttheirwivestofindthemoutforthemselveswhenevertheywish。SewellhadlaidbeforehiswifethecaseoftheLaphamsaftertheycametoconsultwithhimaboutCorey’sproposaltoPenelope,forhewishedtobeconfirmedinhisbeliefthathehadadvisedthemsoundly;buthehadnotgivenhertheirnames,andhehadnotknownCorey’shimself。Nowhehadnocompunctionsintalkingtheaffairoverwithherwithouttheveilofignorancewhichshehadhithertoassumed,forshedeclaredthatassoonassheheardofCorey’sengagementtoPenelope,thewholethinghadflasheduponher。
  "AndthatnightatdinnerIcouldhavetoldthechildthathewasinlovewithhersisterbythewayhetalkedabouther;Iheardhim;andifshehadnotbeensoblindlyinlovewithhimherself,shewouldhaveknownittoo。
  Imustsay,Ican’thelpfeelingasortofcontemptforhersister。"
  "Oh,butyoumustnot!"criedSewell。"Thatiswrong,cruellywrong。I’msurethat’soutofyournovel—reading,mydear,andnotoutofyourheart。Come!Itgrievesmetohearyousaysuchathingasthat。"
  "Oh,Idaresaythisprettythinghasgotoverit——howmuchcharactershehasgot!——andIsupposeshe’llseesomebodyelse。"
  Sewellhadtocontenthimselfwiththispartialconcession。
  Asamatteroffact,unlessitwastheyoungWestVirginianwhohadcomeontoarrangethepurchaseoftheWorks,Irenehadnotyetseenanyone,andwhethertherewaseveranythingbetweenthemisafactthatwouldneedaseparateinquiry。Itiscertainthatattheendoffiveyearsafterthedisappointmentwhichshemetsobravely,shewasstillunmarried。Butshewaseventhenstillveryyoung,andherlifeatLaphamhadbeenvariedbyvisitstotheWest。Ithadalsobeenvariedbyaninvitation,madewiththepolitestresolutionbyMrs。Corey,tovisitinBoston,whichthegirlwasequaltorefusinginthesamespirit。
  SewellwasintenselyinterestedinthemoralspectaclewhichLaphampresentedunderhischangedconditions。
  TheColonel,whowasmoretheColonelinthosehillsthanhecouldeverhavebeenontheBackBay,kepthimandMrs。Sewellovernightathishouse;andheshowedtheministerminutelyroundtheWorksanddrovehimalloverhisfarm。Forthisexpeditionheemployedalivelycoltwhichhadnotyetcomeofage,andanopenbuggylongpastitsprime,andwasnomoreashamedofhisturnoutthanofthefinesthehadeverdrivenontheMilldam。
  Hewasrathershabbyandslovenlyindress,andhehadfallenunkempt,afterthecountryfashion,astohishairandbeardandboots。Thehousewasplain,andwasfurnishedwiththesimplermoveablesoutofthehouseinNankeenSquare。Therewerecertainlyallthenecessaries,butnoluxuriesunlessthestatuesofPrayerandFaithmightbesoconsidered。TheLaphamsnowburnedkerosene,ofcourse,andtheyhadnofurnaceinthewinter;
  theseweretheonlyhardshipstheColonelcomplainedof;
  buthesaidthatassoonasthecompanygottopayingdividendsagain,——hewasevidentlyproudoftheoutlaysthatforthepresentpreventedthis,——heshouldputinsteamheatandnaphtha—gas。Hespokefreelyofhisfailure,andwithaconfidencethatseemedinspiredbyhisformertrustinSewell,whom,indeed,hetreatedlikeanintimatefriend,ratherthananacquaintanceoftwoorthreemeetings。
  HewentbacktohisfirstconnectionwithRogers,andheputbeforeSewellhypotheticallyhisownconclusionsinregardtothematter。
  "Sometimes,"hesaid,"Igettothinkingitallover,anditseemstomeIdonewrongaboutRogersinthefirstplace;thatthewholetroublecamefromthat。
  Itwasjustlikestartingarowofbricks。Itriedtocatchupandstop’emfromgoing,buttheyalltumbled,oneafteranother。Itwa’n’tinthenatureofthingsthattheycouldbestoppedtillthelastbrickwent。
  Idon’ttalkmuchwithmywife,anymoreaboutit;butI
  shouldliketoknowhowitstrikesyou。"
  "Wecantracetheoperationofevilinthephysicalworld,"
  repliedtheminister,"butI’mmoreandmorepuzzledaboutitinthemoralworld。Thereitscourseisoftensoveryobscure;andoftenitseemstoinvolve,sofaraswecansee,nopenaltywhatever。Andinyourowncase,asIunderstand,youdon’tadmit——youdon’tfeelsure——thatyoueveractuallydidwrongthisman————"
  "Well,no;Idon’t。Thatistosay————"
  Hedidnotcontinue,andafterawhileSewellsaid,withthatsubtlekindnessofhis,"Ishouldbeinclinedtothink——nothingcanbethrownquiteaway;anditcan’tbethatoursinsonlyweakenus——thatyourfearofhavingpossiblybehavedselfishlytowardthismankeptyouonyourguard,andstrengthenedyouwhenyouwerebroughtfacetofacewithagreater"——hewasgoingtosaytemptation,buthesavedLapham’spride,andsaid——"emergency。"
  "Doyouthinkso?"
  "IthinkthattheremaybetruthinwhatIsuggest。"
  "Well,Idon’tknowwhatitwas,"saidLapham;"allI
  knowisthatwhenitcametothepoint,althoughIcouldseethatI’dgottogounderunlessIdidit——thatI
  couldn’tsellouttothoseEnglishmen,andIcouldn’tletthatmanputhismoneyintomybusinesswithoutItoldhimjusthowthingsstood。"
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