首页 >出版文学> The Rise of Silas Lapham>第29章
  "Yes,shedoneright,"saidLapham。"Itwastimeforhertocome,"headdedgently。
  Thenhewassilentagain,andhiswifetoldhimofCorey’shavingbeenthere,andofhisfather’sandmother’scalling。
  "IguessPen’sconcludedtomakeitup,"shesaid。
  "Well,we’llseeaboutthat,"saidLapham;andnowshecouldnolongerforbeartoaskhimabouthisaffairs。
  "Idon’tknowasI’vegotanyrighttoknowanythingaboutit,"shesaidhumbly,withremoteallusiontohertreatmentofhim。"ButIcan’thelpwantingtoknow。
  HowAREthingsgoing,Si?"
  "Bad,"hesaid,pushinghisplatefromhim,andtiltinghimselfbackinhischair。"Ortheyain’tgoingatall。
  They’vestopped。"
  "Whatdoyoumean,Si?"shepersisted,tenderly。
  "I’vegottotheendofmystring。To—morrowIshallcallameetingofmycreditors,andputmyselfintheirhands。
  Ifthere’senoughlefttosatisfythem,I’msatisfied。"
  Hisvoicedroppedinhisthroat;heswallowedonceortwice,andthendidnotspeak。
  "Doyoumeanthatit’salloverwithyou?"sheaskedfearfully。
  Hebowedhisbighead,wrinkledandgrizzled;andafterawhilehesaid,"It’shardtorealiseit;butIguessthereain’tanydoubtaboutit。"Hedrewalongbreath,andthenheexplainedtoherabouttheWestVirginiapeople,andhowhehadgotanextensionofthefirsttimetheyhadgivenhim,andhadgotamantogouptoLaphamwithhimandlookattheworks,——amanthathadturnedupinNewYork,andwantedtoputmoneyinthebusiness。HismoneywouldhaveenabledLaphamtoclosewiththeWestVirginians。
  "Thedevilwasinit,rightstraightalong,"saidLapham。
  "AllIhadtodowastokeepquietaboutthatothercompany。
  ItwasRogersandhispropertyrightoveragain。Helikedthelookofthings,andhewantedtogointothebusiness,andhehadthemoney——plenty;itwouldhavesavedmewiththoseWestVirginiafolks。ButIhadtotellhimhowIstood。
  Ihadtotellhimallaboutit,andwhatIwantedtodo。
  Hebegantobackwaterinaminute,andthenextmorningI
  sawthatitwasupwithhim。He’sgonebacktoNewYork。
  I’velostmylastchance。NowallI’vegottodoistosavethepieces。"
  "Will——will——everythinggo?"sheasked。
  "Ican’ttell,yet。Buttheyshallhaveachanceateverything——everydollar,everycent。I’msorryforyou,Persis——andthegirls。"
  "Oh,don’ttalkofUS!"Shewastryingtorealisethatthesimple,rudesoultowhichherheartcloveinheryouth,butwhichshehadputtosuchcruelproof,withherunsparingconscienceandherunsparingtongue,hadbeenequaltoitsordeals,andhadcomeoutunscathedandunstained。
  Hewasableinhistalktomakesolittleofthem;hehardlyseemedtoseewhattheywere;hewasapparentlynotproudofthem,andcertainlynotglad;iftheywerevictoriesofanysort,heborethemwiththepatienceofdefeat。
  Hiswifewishedtopraisehim,butshedidnotknowhow;
  sosheofferedhimalittlereproach,inwhichaloneshetouchedthecauseofherbehaviouratparting。
  "Silas,"sheasked,afteralonggazeathim,"whydidn’tyoutellmeyouhadJimMillon’sgirlthere?"
  "Ididn’tsupposeyou’dlikeit,Persis,"heanswered。
  "Ididintendtotellyouatfirst,butthenIput——Iputitoff。Ithoughtyou’dcomeroundsomeday,andfinditoutforyourself。"
  "I’mpunished,"saidhiswife,"fornottakingenoughinterestinyourbusinesstoevencomenearit。
  Ifwe’rebroughtbacktothedayofsmallthings,Iguessit’salessonforme,Silas。"
  "Oh,Idon’tknowaboutthelesson,"hesaidwearily。
  Thatnightsheshowedhimtheanonymousscrawlwhichhadkindledherfuryagainsthim。Heturneditlistlesslyoverinhishand。"IguessIknowwhoit’sfrom,"hesaid,givingitbacktoher,"andIguessyoudotoo,Persis。"
  "Buthow——howcouldhe————"
  "Mebbehebelievedit,"saidLapham,withpatiencethatcuthermorekeenlythananyreproach。"YOUdid。"
  Perhapsbecausetheprocessofhisruinhadbeensogradual,perhapsbecausetheexcitementofprecedingeventshadexhaustedtheircapacityforemotion,theactualconsummationofhisbankruptcybroughtarelief,areposetoLaphamandhisfamily,ratherthanafreshsensationofcalamity。
  Intheshadowofhisdisastertheyreturnedtosomethingliketheirold,unitedlife;theywereatleastalltogetheragain;anditwillbeintelligibletothosewhomlifehasblessedwithvicissitude,thatLaphamshouldcomehometheeveningafterhehadgivenupeverything,tohiscreditors,andshouldsitdowntohissuppersocheerfulthatPenelopecouldjokehimintheoldway,andtellhimthatshethoughtfromhislookstheyhadconcludedtopayhimahundredcentsoneverydollarheowedthem。
  AsJamesBellinghamhadtakensomuchinterestinhistroublesfromthefirst,Laphamthoughtheoughttotellhim,beforetakingthefinalstep,justhowthingsstoodwithhim,andwhathomeanttodo。BellinghammadesomefutileinquiriesabouthisnegotiationswiththeWestVirginians,andLaphamtoldhimtheyhadcometonothing。HespokeoftheNewYorkman,andthechancethathemighthavesoldouthalfhisbusinesstohim。"But,ofcourse,Ihadtolethimknowhowitwasaboutthosefellows。"
  "Ofcourse,"saidBellingham,notseeingtillafterwardsthefullsignificanceofLapham’saction。
  LaphamsaidnothingaboutRogersandtheEnglishmen。
  Hebelievedthathehadactedrightinthatmatter,andhewassatisfied;buthedidnotcaretohaveBellingham,oranybody,perhaps,thinkhehadbeenafool。
  Allthosewhowereconcernedinhisaffairssaidhebehavedwell,andevenmorethanwell,whenitcametotheworst。
  Theprudence,thegoodsense,whichhehadshowninthefirstyearsofhissuccess,andofwhichhisgreatprosperityseemedtohaveberefthim,cameback,andthesequalities,usedinhisownbehalf,commendedhimasmuchtohiscreditorsastheanxietyheshowedthatnooneshouldsufferbyhim;
  thisevenmadesomeofthemdoubtfulofhissincerity。
  Theygavehimtime,andtherewouldhavebeennotroubleinhisresumingontheoldbasis,ifthegroundhadnotbeencutfromunderhimbythecompetitionoftheWestVirginiacompany。Hesawhimselfthatitwasuselesstotrytogoonintheoldway,andhepreferredtogobackandbegintheworldanewwherehehadfirstbegunit,inthehillsatLapham。HeputthehouseatNankeenSquare,witheverythingelsehehad,intothepaymentofhisdebts,andMrs。LaphamfounditeasiertoleaveitfortheoldfarmsteadinVermontthanitwouldhavebeentogofromthathomeofmanyyearstothenewhouseonthewatersideofBeacon。Thisthingandthatisembitteredtous,sothatwemaybewillingtorelinquishit;theworld,lifeitself,isembitteredtomostofus,sothatwearegladtohavedonewiththematlast;andthishomewashauntedwithsuchmemoriestoeachofthosewhoabandoneditthattogowaslessexilethanescape。
  Mrs。LaphamcouldnotlookintoIrene’sroomwithoutseeingthegirltherebeforeherglass,tearingthepoorlittlekeep—sakesofherhaplessfancyfromtheirhiding—placestotakethemandflingtheminpassionaterenunciationuponhersister;shecouldnotcomeintothesitting—room,whereherlittleoneshadgrownup,withoutstartingatthethoughtofherhusbandsittingsomanywearynightsathisdeskthere,tryingtofighthiswaybacktohopeoutoftheruinintowhichbewasslipping。WhensherememberedthatnightwhenRogerscame,shehatedtheplace。
  Ireneacceptedherreleasefromthehouseeagerly,andwasgladtogobeforeandprepareforthefamilyatLapham。
  Penelopewasalwaysashamedofherengagementthere;itmustseembettersomewhereelseandshewasgladtogotoo。
  NoonebutLaphaminfact,feltthepangofpartinginallitskeenness。WhateverregrettheothershadwassoftenedtothembythelikenessoftheirflittingtomanyofthoseremovalsforthesummerwhichtheymadeinthelatespringwhentheyleftNankeenSquare;
  theyweregoingdirectlyintothecountryinsteadoftotheseasidefirst;butLapham,whousuallyremainedintownlongaftertheyhadgone,knewallthedifference。
  Forhisnervestherewasnomechanicalsenseofcomingback;
  thiswasasmuchtheendofhisproud,prosperouslifeasdeathitselfcouldhavebeen。Hewasreturningtobeginlifeanew,butheknewaswellasheknewthatheshouldnotfindhisvanishedyouthinhisnativehills,thatitcouldneveragainbethetriumphthatithadbeen。
  Thatwasimpossible,notonlyinhisstiffenedandweakenedforces,butintheverynatureofthings。
  Hewasgoingback,bygraceofthemanwhomheowedmoney,tomakewhathecouldoutoftheonechancewhichhissuccessfulrivalshadlefthim。
  Inonephasehispainthadhelditsownagainstbadtimesandruinouscompetition,anditwaswiththehopeofdoingstillmorewiththePersisBrandthathenowsethimselftowork。TheWestVirginiapeopleconfessedthattheycouldnotproducethosefinegrades,andtheywillinglyleftthefieldtohim。Astrange,notignoblefriendlinessexistedbetweenLaphamandthethreebrothers;
  theyhadusedhimfairly;itwastheirfacilitiesthathadconqueredhim,nottheirill—will;andherecognisedinthemwithoutenmitythenecessitytowhichhehadyielded。
  Ifhesucceededinhiseffortstodevelophispaintinthisdirection,itmustbeforalongtimeonasmallscalecomparedwithhisformerbusiness,whichitcouldneverequal,andhebroughttothemtheflaggingenergiesofanelderlyman。Hewasmorebrokenthanheknewbyhisfailure;itdidnotkill,asitoftendoes,butitweakenedthespringoncesostrongandelastic。Helapsedmoreandmoreintoacquiescencewithhischangedcondition,andthatbraggingnoteofhiswasrarelysounded。
  Heworkedfaithfullyenoughinhisenterprise,butsometimeshefailedtoseizeoccasionsthatinhisyoungerdayshewouldhaveturnedtogoldenaccount。Hiswifesawinhimadauntedlookthatmadeherheartacheforhim。
  OneresultofhisfriendlyrelationswiththeWestVirginiapeoplewasthatCoreywentinwiththem,andthefactthathedidsosolelyuponLapham’sadvice,andbymeansofhisrecommendation,wasperhapstheColonel’sproudestconsolation。Coreyknewthebusinessthoroughly,andafterhalfayearatKanawhaFallsandintheofficeatNewYork,hewentouttoMexicoandCentralAmerica,toseewhatcouldbedoneforthemuponthegroundwhichhehadtheoreticallystudiedwithLapham。
  BeforehewenthecameuptoVermont,andurgedPenelopetogowithhim。HewastobefirstinthecityofMexico,andifhismissionwassuccessfulhewastobekeptthereandinSouthAmericaseveralyears,watchingthenewrailroadenterprisesandthedevelopmentofmechanicalagricultureandwhateverotherundertakingsofferedanopeningfortheintroductionofthepaint。
  Theywereallyoungmentogether,andCorey,whohadputhismoneyintothecompany,hadaproprietaryinterestinthesuccesswhichtheywereeagertoachieve。
  "There’snomorereasonnowandnolessthanevertherewas,"
  musedPenelope,incounselwithhermother,"whyIshouldsayYes,orwhyIshouldsayNo。Everythingelsechanges,butthisisjustwhereitwasayearago。Itdon’tgobackward,anditdon’tgoforward。Mother,IbelieveIshalltakethebitinmyteeth——ifanybodywillputitthere!"
  "Itisn’tthesameasitwas,"suggestedhermother。
  "YoucanseethatIrene’salloverit。"
  "That’snocredittome,"saidPenelope。"Ioughttobejustasmuchashamedasever。"
  "Younoneedevertobeashamed。"
  "That’strue,too,"saidthegirl。"AndIcansneakofftoMexicowithagoodconscienceifIcouldmakeupmymindtoit。"Shelaughed。"Well,ifIcouldbeSENTENCEDtobemarried,orsomebodywouldupandforbidthebanns!Idon’tknowwhattodoaboutit。"
  HermotherlefthertocarryherhesitationbacktoCorey,andshesaidnow,theyhadbettergoalloveritandtrytoreasonitout。"AndIhopethatwhateverIdo,itwon’tbeformyownsake,butfor——others!"
  Coreysaidhewassureofthat,andlookedatherwitheyesofpatienttenderness。
  "Idon’tsayitiswrong,"sheproceeded,ratheraimlessly,"butIcan’tmakeitseemright。Idon’tknowwhetherIcanmakeyouunderstand,buttheideaofbeinghappy,wheneverybodyelseissomiserable,ismorethanI
  canendure。Itmakesmewretched。"
  "Thenperhapsthat’syourshareofthecommonsuffering,"
  suggestedCorey,smiling。
  "Oh,youknowitisn’t!Youknowit’snothing。
  Oh!OneofthereasonsiswhatItoldyouoncebefore,thataslongasfatherisintroubleIcan’tletyouthinkofme。Nowthathe’slosteverything——?"Shebenthereyesinquiringlyuponhim,asiffortheeffectofthisargument。
  "Idon’tthinkthat’saverygoodreason,"heansweredseriously,butsmilingstill。"DoyoubelievemewhenItellyouthatIloveyou?"
  "Why,IsupposeImust,"shesaid,droppinghereyes。
  "Thenwhyshouldn’tIthinkallthemoreofyouonaccountofyourfather’sloss?Youdidn’tsupposeIcaredforyoubecausehewasprosperous?"
  Therewasashadeofreproach,eversodelicateandgentle,inhissmilingquestion,whichshefelt。
  "No,Icouldn’tthinksuchathingofyou。I——Idon’tknowwhatImeant。Imeantthat————"Shecouldnotgoonandsaythatshehadfeltherselfmoreworthyofhimbecauseofherfather’smoney;itwouldnothavebeentrue;
  yettherewasnootherexplanation。Shestopped,andcastahelplessglanceathim。
  Hecametoheraid。"Iunderstandwhyyoushouldn’twishmetosufferbyyourfather’smisfortunes。"
  "Yes,thatwasit;andthereistoogreatadifferenceeveryway。Weoughttolookatthatagain。Youmustn’tpretendthatyoudon’tknowit,forthatwouldn’tbetrue。
  Yourmotherwillneverlikeme,andperhaps——perhapsI
  shallnotlikeher。"
  "Well,"saidCorey,alittledaunted,"youwon’thavetomarrymyfamily。"
  "Ah,thatisn’tthepoint!"
  "Iknowit,"headmitted。"Iwon’tpretendthatIdon’tseewhatyoumean;butI’msurethatallthedifferenceswoulddisappearwhenyoucametoknowmyfamilybetter。
  I’mnotafraidbutyouandmymotherwilllikeeachother——shecan’thelpit!"heexclaimed,lessjudiciallythanhehadhithertospoken,andhewentontourgesomepointsofdoubtfultenability。"Wehaveourways,andyouhaveyours;andwhileIdon’tsaybutwhatyouandmymotherandsisterswouldbealittlestrangetogetheratfirst,itwouldsoonwearoff,onbothsides。
  Therecan’tbeanythinghopelesslydifferentinyouall,andiftherewereitwouldn’tbeanydifferencetome。"
  "Doyouthinkitwouldbepleasanttohaveyouonmysideagainstyourmother?"
  "Therewon’tbeanysides。Tellmejustwhatitisyou’reafraidof。"
  "Afraid?"
  "Thinkingof,then。"
  "Idon’tknow。Itisn’tanythingtheysayordo,"
  sheexplained,withhereyesintentonhis。"It’swhattheyare。Icouldn’tbenaturalwiththem,andifI
  can’tbenaturalwithpeople,I’mdisagreeable。"
  "Canyoubenaturalwithme?"
  "Oh,I’mnotafraidofyou。Ineverwas。Thatwasthetrouble,fromthebeginning。"
  "Well,then,that’sallthat’snecessary。Anditneverwastheleasttroubletome!"
  "ItmademeuntruetoIrene。"
  "Youmustn’tsaythat!Youwerealwaystruetoher。"
  "Shecaredforyoufirst。"
  "Well,butInevercaredforheratall!"hebesoughther。
  "Shethoughtyoudid。"
  "Thatwasnobody’sfault,andIcan’tletyoumakeityours。
  Mydear————"
  "Wait。Wemustunderstandeachother,"saidPenelope,risingfromherseattopreventanadvancehewasmakingfromhis;"Iwantyoutorealisethewholeaffair。
  Shouldyouwantagirlwhohadn’tacentintheworld,andfeltdifferentinyourmother’scompany,andhadcheatedandbetrayedherownsister?"
  "Iwantyou!"
  "Verywell,then,youcan’thaveme。Ishouldalwaysdespisemyself。Ioughttogiveyouupforallthesereasons。Yes,Imust。"Shelookedathimintently,andtherewasatentativequalityinheraffirmations。
  "Isthisyouranswer?"hesaid。"Imustsubmit。
  IfIaskedtoomuchofyou,Iwaswrong。And——good—bye。"
  Heheldouthishand,andsheputhersinit。
  "YouthinkI’mcapriciousandfickle!"shesaid。
  "Ican’thelpit——Idon’tknowmyself。Ican’tkeeptoonethingforhalfadayatatime。Butit’srightforustopart——yes,itmustbe。Itmustbe,"sherepeated;
  "andIshalltrytorememberthat。Good—bye!Iwilltrytokeepthatinmymind,andyouwilltoo——youwon’tcare,verysoon!Ididn’tmeanTHAT——no;Iknowhowtrueyouare;
  butyouwillsoonlookatmedifferently;andseethatevenIFtherehadn’tbeenthisaboutIrene,Iwasnottheoneforyou。Youdothinkso,don’tyou?"shepleaded,clingingtohishand。"Iamnotatallwhattheywouldlike——yourfamily;Ifeltthat。Iamlittle,andblack,andhomely,andtheydon’tunderstandmywayoftalking,andnowthatwe’velosteverything——No,I’mnotfit。
  Good—bye。You’requiteright,nottohavepatiencewithmeanylonger。I’vetriedyouenough。Ioughttobewillingtomarryyouagainsttheirwishesifyouwantmeto,butIcan’tmakethesacrifice——I’mtooselfishforthat————"Allatoncesheflungherselfonhisbreast。
  "Ican’tevengiveyouup!Ishallneverdarelookanyoneinthefaceagain。Go,go!Buttakemewithyou!I
  triedtodowithoutyou!Igaveitafairtrial,anditwasadeadfailure。OpoorIrene!Howcouldshegiveyouup?"
  CoreywentbacktoBostonimmediately,andleftPenelope,ashemust,totellhersisterthattheyweretobemarried。
  Shewassparedfromthefirstadvancetowardthisbyanaccidentoramisunderstanding。IrenecamestraighttoherafterCoreywasgone,anddemanded,"PenelopeLapham,haveyoubeensuchaninnyastosendthatmanawayonmyaccount?"
  Peneloperecoiledfromthisterriblecourage;shedidnotanswerdirectly,andIrenewenton,"Becauseifyoudid,I’llthankyoutobringhimbackagain。
  I’mnotgoingtohavehimthinkingthatI’mdyingforamanthatnevercaredforme。It’sinsulting,andI’mnotgoingtostandit。Now,youjustsendforhim!"
  "Oh,Iwill,’Rene,"gaspedPenelope。Andthensheadded,shamedoutofherprevaricationbyIrene’shaughtymagnanimity,"Ihave。Thatis——he’scomingback————"
  Irenelookedatheramoment,andthen,whateverthoughtwasinhermind,saidfiercely,"Well!"andlefthertoherdismay——herdismayandherrelief,fortheybothknewthatthiswasthelasttimetheyshouldeverspeakofthatagain。
  Themarriagecameaftersomuchsorrowandtrouble,andthefactwasreceivedwithsomuchmisgivingforthepastandfuture,thatitbroughtLaphamnoneofthetriumphinwhichhehadonceexultedatthethoughtofanalliancewiththeCoreys。Adversityhadsofarbeenhisfriendthatithadtakenfromhimallhopeofthesocialsuccessforwhichpeoplecrawlandtruckle,andrestoredhim,throughfailureanddoubtandheartache,themanhoodwhichhisprosperityhadsonearlystolenfromhim。
  NeitherhenorhiswifethoughtnowthattheirdaughterwasmarryingaCorey;theythoughtonlythatshewasgivingherselftothemanwholovedher,andtheiracquiescencewassoberedstillfurtherbythepresenceofIrene。
  Theirheartswerefarmorewithher。
  AgainandagainMrs。Laphamsaidshedidnotseehowshecouldgothroughit。"Ican’tmakeitseemright,"
  shesaid。
  "ItISright,"steadilyansweredtheColonel。
  "Yes,Iknow。Butitdon’tSEEMso。"
  ItwouldbeeasytopointouttraitsinPenelope’scharacterwhichfinallyreconciledallherhusband’sfamilyandendearedhertothem。Thesethingscontinuallyhappeninnovels;
  andtheCoreys,astheyhadalwayspromisedthemselvestodo,madethebest,andnottheworstofTom’smarriage。
  TheywerepeoplewhocouldvalueLapham’sbehaviourasTomreportedittothem。Theywereproudofhim,andBromfieldCorey,whofoundadelicate,aestheticpleasureintheheroismwithwhichLaphamhadwithstoodRogersandhistemptations——somethingfinelydramaticandunconsciouslyeffective,——wrotehimaletterwhichwouldoncehaveflatteredtheroughsoulalmosttoecstasy,thoughnowheaffectedtoslightitinshowingit。
  "It’sallrightifitmakesitmorecomfortableforPen,"
  hesaidtohiswife。
  Butthedifferencesremaineduneffaced,ifnotuneffaceable,betweentheCoreysandTomCorey’swife。"IfhehadonlymarriedtheColonel!"subtlysuggestedNannyCorey。
  Therewasabriefseasonofcivilityandforbearanceonbothsides,whenhebroughtherhomebeforestartingforMexico,andherfather—in—lawmadeasympatheticfeintoflikingPenelope’swayoftalking,butitisquestionableifevenhefounditsodelightfulasherhusbanddid。
  LilyCoreymadealittle,ineffectualsketchofher,whichsheputbywithotherstudiestofinishup,sometime,andfoundherratherpicturesqueinsomeways。
  Nannygotonwithherbetterthantherest,andsawpossibilitiesforherinthecountrytowhichshewasgoing。
  "Asshe’squiteunformed,socially,"sheexplainedtohermother,"thereisachancethatshewillformherselfontheSpanishmanner,ifshestaystherelongenough,andthatwhenshecomesbackshewillhavethecharmof,notolives,perhaps,buttortillas,whatevertheyare:
  somethingstrangeandforeign,evenifit’sborrowed。
  I’mgladshe’sgoingtoMexico。Atthatdistancewecan——correspond。"
  Hermothersighed,andsaidbravelythatshewassuretheyallgotonverypleasantlyasitwas,andthatshewasperfectlysatisfiedifTomwas。
  Therewas,infact,muchtruthinwhatshesaidoftheirharmonywithPenelope。Havingresolved,fromthebeginning,tomakethebestoftheworst,itmightalmostbesaidthattheyweresupportedandconsoledintheirgoodintentionsbyahigherpower。Thismarriagehadnot,thankstoanover—rulingProvidence,broughtthesuccessionofLaphamteasuponBromfieldCoreywhichhehaddreaded;
  theLaphamswerefaroffintheirnativefastnesses,andneitherLilynorNannyCoreywasobligedtosacrificeherselftotheconversationofIrene;theywerenotevencalledupontomakeasocialdemonstrationforPenelopeatatimewhen,mostpeoplebeingstilloutoftown,itwouldhavebeensoeasy;sheandTomhadbothbeggedthattheremightbenothingofthatkind;andthoughnoneoftheCoreyslearnedtoknowherverywellintheweekshespentwiththem,theydidnotfindithardtogetonwithher。TherewereevenmomentswhenNannyCorey,likeherfather,hadglimpsesofwhatTomhadcalledherhumour,butitwasperhapstoounliketheirowntobeeasilyrecognisable。
  WhetherPenelope,onherside,founditmoredifficulttoharmonise,Icannotsay。Shehadmuchmoreoftheharmonisingtodo,sincetheywerefourtoone;butthenshehadgonethroughsomuchgreatertrialsbefore。
  Whenthedooroftheircarriageclosedanditdroveoffwithherandherhusbandtothestation,shefetchedalongsigh。
  "Whatisit?"askedCorey,whooughttohaveknownbetter。
  "Oh,nothing。Idon’tthinkIshallfeelstrangeamongsttheMexicansnow。"
  Helookedatherwithapuzzledsmile,whichgrewalittlegraver,andthenheputhisarmroundheranddrewherclosertohim。Thismadehercryonhisshoulder。
  "IonlymeantthatIshouldhaveyoualltomyself。"
  Thereisnoproofthatshemeantmore,butitiscertainthatourmannersandcustomsgoformoreinlifethanourqualities。Thepricethatwepayforcivilisationisthefineyetimpassabledifferentiationofthese。
  Perhapswepaytoomuch;butitwillnotbepossibletopersuadethosewhohavethedifferenceintheirfavourthatthisisso。Theymayberight;andatanyrate,theblankmisgiving,therecurringsenseofdisappointmenttowhichtheyoungpeople’sdeparturelefttheCoreysistobeconsidered。Thatwastheendoftheirsonandbrotherforthem;theyfeltthat;andtheywerenotmeanorunamiablepeople。
  Heremainedthreeyearsaway。Somechangestookplaceinthattime。OneofthesewasthepurchasebytheKanawhaFallsCompanyoftheminesandworksatLapham。