Hestartedatthesoundofmyentranceandawoke。
"I——Ibegyourpardon,sir,"hestammered。"I——Ibegyourpardon,sir,I’msure。I’vebeen——I’aven’tclosedmyeyesforthepasttwonights,sir,andIamtiredout。Mr。Coltonwishestoseeyouatonce,sir。Hewishesyoutocomeoverimmediately。"
Iwassurprisednow。"MR。Coltonwishesit,"Irepeated。"YoumeanMissColton,don’tyou,Johnson。"
"No,sir。ItisMr。Coltonthistime,sir。MissColtonisoutinthemotor,sir。"
"ButMr。Coltonistooilltoseeme,oranyoneelse。"
"No,sir,heisn’t。He’sverymuchbetter。He’squitehimself,sir,really。Andheisveryanxioustoseeyou。Onamatterofbusiness,hesays。"
Ihesitated。Ihadexpectedthis,thoughnotsosoon。Hewantedtoaskquestionsconcerningmycrazydipintohisfinancialaffairs,doubtless。Well,Ishouldhavetoseehimsometimeorother,anditmightaswellbenow。
IcalledtoDorinda,whowasinthekitchen,andbadehertellMother,ifsheinquiredforme,thatIhadgoneout,butwouldbebacksoon。ThenJohnsonandIwalkedbrisklyalongthebluffpath。
Weenteredthebighouse。
"Mr。Coltonisinhisroom,sir,"explainedthebutler。"Youaretoseehimthere。Thisway,sir。"
ButbeforewereachedthefootofthestairsDoctorQuimbycameoutofthelibrary。HeandIshookhands。Thedoctorwasahappyman。
"Well!"heexclaimed,"what’sthematterwiththeone—horse,country—jaydoctornow,hey!IfthereisanyoneoftheBostonspecialistsatahundredavisitwhocanyankamanoutofaserioussicknessandputhimonhisfeetquickerthanIcan,whytrothimalong,that’sall!Iwanttoseehim!I’vebeenthrowingbouquetsatmyselfforthelasttenhours。Ho!ho!Say,Ros,you’llthinkmyheadisswelledprettybad,won’tyou!Ho!ho!"
Iaskedhowthepatientwasgettingon。
"Fine!Tip—top!Theonlytroubleisthatheoughttokeepperfectlyquietandnotdoathingorthinkofathing,exceptgettinghisstrengthback,forthenextweek。Buthehadn’tbeenconsciousmorethanacoupleofhoursbeforehewasaskingquestionsaboutbusinessandsoon。Heandhisdaughterhadalongconfabthismorningandafterthathewasneithertobindortie。
Hemustseeyou,that’salltherewastoit。Say,Ros,whatdidyouandPhinCahoonandtheColtongirldoyesterday?"
"Oh,weputthroughoneofMr。Colton’slittletradesforhim,that’sall。"
"That’sall,hey!Well,whatever’twas,heandIoweyouavoteofthanks。Hebegantogetbettertheminuteheheardit。He’sfeelingsochipperthat,ifitwasn’tthatIsworeheshouldn’t,he’dhavegotoutofbedbythistime。Youmustgoupandseehim,Isuppose,butdon’tstaytoolong。He’sawonderforstrengthandrecuperativepowers,butdon’ttirehimtoomuch。IfthatwifeofhiswasinEuropeorsomewhere,I’dfeeleasier。She’sthemosttiringthinginthehouse。"
Johnsonledthewayupstairs。Atthechamberdoorheknockedandannouncedmypresence。
"Bringhimin!Whatishewaitingfor?"demandedavoicewhich,consideringhowrecentlyitsownerhadbeenatdeath’sdoor,wassurprisinglystrong。Ienteredtheroom。
Hewasinbed,proppedupwithpillows。BesidehimsatMrs。
Colton。Ofthetwoshelookedthemoredisturbed。Hereyeswerewetandshewasdabbingatthemwithalacehandkerchief。Hermorninggownwasawondrouscreation。"BigJim,"withhisiron—
grayhairawryandhiseyessnapping,lookedremarkablywideawakeandalive。
"Howareyou,Paine?"hesaid。"Gladtoseeyou。Sorrytobringyouoverhere,butIhadtoseeyouandthatdoctorsaysImuststayinthisroomforawhileyet。Hemayberight。Myunderstandingisprettyshaky,I’lladmit。You’vemetMrs。Colton,haven’tyou?"
Ibowedandexpressedmypleasureatmeetingthelady。Herbowwasrathercurt,butsheregardedmewithanastonishingamountofagitatedinterest。Alsosheshowedsymptomsofmoretears。
"Idon’trememberwhetherornotMr。PaineandIhaveeverbeenformallyintroduced,"sheobserved。"Ifwehaven’titmakesnodifference,Isuppose。Theothermembersofthefamilyseemtoknowhimwellenough。And——andmothersnowadaysarenotconsidered。I——Imustsaythat——"
Shehadrecoursetothelacehandkerchief。Icouldunderstandwhatthedoctormeantbycallingherthe"mosttiringthinginthehouse。"Herhusbandlaidahandonhers。
"There,there,mydear,"hesaid,soothingly,"don’tbefoolish。
Sitdown,Paine。Henrietta,perhapsyouhadbetterleaveMr。PaineandItogether。Wehavesome——er——businessmatterstodiscussandyouaretiredandnervous。Ishouldgotomyroomandliedown,ifIwereyou。"
Mrs。Coltonacceptedthesuggestion,butheracceptancewasnotthemostgracious。
"Iamintheway,asusual,"sheobserved,chokingly。"Verywell,Ishouldberesignedtothatbythistime,nodoubt。Iwillgo。
ButJames,formysake,don’tbeweak。Rememberwhat——Oh,rememberallwehadhopedandplanned!WhenIthinkofit,I——I——
Anobody!Apersonwithout……WhatSHALLIdo?"
Thehandkerchiefwasinactiveoperation。Shesweptpastmetothedoor。Theresheturned。
"Imayforgiveyousometime,Mr。Paine,"shesobbed。"IsupposeI
shallhaveto。Ican’tdoanythingelse。Butdon’taskmetodoitnow。ThatwouldbeTOOmuch!"
ThedoorclosedandIheardhersobsasshemarcheddownthehall。
TosaythatIwasamazedanddecidedlyuncomfortablewouldbeaverymildestimateofmyfeelings。WhyshouldIexpecthertoforgiveme?WhathadIdone?I——orluckandItogether——hadsavedoneofherhusband’sstockspeculationsfromendinginsmash;butthatwasnoinjuryforwhichIshouldbegforgiveness。AtleastI
couldnotseethatitwas。
Coltonlookedafterherwithatroubledexpression。
"Nervesarethedevil,aren’tthey,"heobserved。"Andnervesandawomantogetherareworsethanthat。Mywife,Paine,is——well,shehasn’tbeeningoodhealthforalongtimeandMabelandIhavedoneourbesttogiveherherownway。Whenyou’vehadyourownwayforyearsitratherhurtstobecheckmated。Iknowthatfromexperience。She’llfeelbetteraboutitbyandby。"
"Betteraboutwhat?"Idemanded,involuntarily。"Idon’tunderstandMrs。Colton’smeaningintheleast。"
Helookedatmekeenlyforamomentwithoutspeaking。
"Don’tyou?"heasked。"Youaresureyoudon’t?"
"CertainlyIamsure。WhatIhavedonethatrequiresforgivenessI
don’tsee。"
Anotherpauseandmorescrutiny。
"Soyoudon’tunderstandwhatshemeans,hey?"hesaidagain。"Allright,allright!Wewon’tdiscussthatyetawhile。Ifyoudon’tunderstand——nevermind。Timeenoughforustotalkofthatwhenyoudo。But,say,Paine,"withoneofhisdrysmiles,"whotaughtyoutobuckastockpool?"
ThisquestionIcouldunderstand。Ihadexpectedthis。
"Noonetaughtme,"Ianswered。"IfIhadanyknowledgeatallinthatdirectionIwasbornwithit,Iguess。Aformoforiginalsin。"
"It’samightyprofitablesortofwickedness——forme。Youngman,doyourealizewhatyoudid?Howdoyouexpectmetothankyouforthat,hey?"
"Idon’texpectyoutothankmeatall。Itwasbullluckthatwonforyou,Mr。Colton。Bullluckanddesperationonmypart。MissColtonsentformetohelpher。Yourconfidentialman,Davis,refusedtomakeamovewithoutordersfromyou。Youcouldn’tgiveanyorders。Someonehadtodosomething,or,soitseemedtoyourdaughterandme,yourLouisvilleandTranscontinentaldealwasagonegoose。"
"Itwasmorethanthat。Imighthavecomeprettynearbeingagonegoosealongwithit。Notquitegone,perhaps——Ishouldhavehadafewcentsleftinthestocking——butIshouldhavelostalotmorethanIcaretolose。Soitwasbullluck,hey?Idon’tbelieveit。Tellmethewholestory,frombeginningtoend,willyou?
Mabelhastoldmesome,butIwanttohearitall。Goahead!"
IthoughtofQuimby’swarning。"I’mafraidIshouldtireyou,Mr。
Colton。Itisalongstory,ifIgiveparticulars。"
"Nevermind,yougivethem。That’tiring’businessissomemoreofthatdoctor’sfoolishness。HEmakesmetired,allright。YoutellmewhatIwanttoknoworI’llgetoutofthisbedandshakeitoutofyou。"
Helookedasifhemeanttocarryouthisthreat。Ibeganmytaleatthebeginningandwentontotheastonishingend。
"Don’taskmewhyIdidthisorthat,Mr。Colton,"Iconcluded。"I
don’tknow。IthinkIwasoffmyheadpartofthetime。ButsomethingHADtobedone。Itriedtolookattheaffairinacommon—senseway,and——"
"And,HAVINGcommon—sense,youusedit。Paine,you’reabrick!
Yourkindofcommon—senseissorarethatit’sworthpayinganypricefor。Ha!ha!SoitwasKeeneandhis’DevelopmentCompany’
thatgaveyoutheidea。That’sgood!Thatlittlefailureofminewasn’taltogetherafailure,afterall。Yousawitwasacasewhereabluffmightwin,andyouhadthesandtobluffitthrough。
Thatcomesoflivingsolongwherethereismoresandthananythingelse,Iimagine,hey!Ha!ha!Well,bullluckorinsanityorwhateveryoucallit,itdidthetrick。OfcourseI’mmoreobligedtoyouthanIcantell。Youknowthat。"
"That’sallright,Mr。Colton。NowIthinkImustbegoing。
You’vetalkedenough。"
"Yousitstill。Ihaven’tbeguntotalkyet。Paine,beforeyoudidthisthingformeIhadtakenafancytoyou。IbelievedtherewasgoodstuffinyouandthatIcoulduseyouinmybusiness。NowIknowIcan’taffordtodowithoutyou……Stop!letmefinish。Youngman,ItoldyouoncethatwhenImadeupmymindtodoathing,Ialwaysdidit。ALWAYS;doyouunderstand?Iamgoingtogetyou。Youarecomingwithme。"
Ihadforeseenthis,ofcourse。ButIhadhopedtogetawayfromthatroombeforehereachedthepoint。Hehadreachedit,however,andperhapsitwasaswellhehad。Wewouldendthisforalltime。
"Mr。Colton,"Ianswered,"youhaveamonopolyofsomethings,butofothersyouhavenot。Iamjustasdeterminedtohavemyownwayinthismatterasyouare。IshallNOTacceptyourofferofemployment。Thatisfinal。"
"Finalbedamned!Youngman——"
"Mr。Colton,ifyoupersistIshallgoaway。"
"Goaway!BeforeItellyouto?Why,you——"
Irose。"Thedoctortoldmethatyoumustnotexciteyourself,"I
said。"Iamgoing。Good—by。"
Hewasexcited,therewasnodoubtofthat。Hesatupinbed。
"Youcomeback!"heordered。"Comeback!Ifyoudon’t——Well,bytheLord,ifyoudon’tI’llgetupandcomeafteryou!"
Ibelievehewouldhavetriedtodoit。Iwasfrightened,onhisaccount。Iturnedreluctantly。Hesankbackonthepillow,grinningtriumphantly。
"Sitdownthere,"hepanted。"Sitdown。NowIwantyoutotellmetherealreasonwhyyouwon’tworkforme。Bygad!you’rethefirstoneinmanyadayIhavehadtoasktwice。Why?Tellmethetruth!Why?"
Ihesitated。"Well,foronereason,"Isaid,"Idon’tcareforyourbusiness。"
"Don’tCAREforit!Afterwhatyoujustdid!"
"IdidthatbecauseIwasdriventoit。ButIdon’tcareforthestockgame。OnceIusedtothinkIlikedthatsortofthing;nowI
knowIdon’t。IfIamanythingIamabankman,apoorsortofone,perhaps,but——"
"Bankman!Why,youidiot!Idon’tcarewhatyouare。Icanuseyouinadozenplaces。Youdon’thavetobuckthemarket。I’lldothatmyself。Butthereareplentyofplaceswhereyourbrainsandthatcommon—senseyoutalkaboutwillbeinvaluabletome。Idoabankingbusiness,ontheside,myself。Iownaminingproperty,agoodone,outWest。Itneedsafinancialmanager,andneedsonebadly。Youcomewithme,doyouhear!I’llplaceyouwhereyoufit,beforeIgetthroughwithyou,andI’llmakeyouarichmanintenyears。There!nowwillyousayyes?"
Ishookmyhead。"No,"Isaid。
"NO!Youareenoughtodriveawellmancrazy,tosaynothingofahalf—sickreliclikeme。_I_sayyes——yes——YES!SoonerorlaterI’llMAKEyou。You’velostyourplacehere。YoutoldmeyourselfthatthatoldcrankDeanisgoingtomakethistowntoohottoholdyou。You’llHAVEtogoaway。Nowwon’tyou?"
Inodded。"Ishallgoaway,"Ianswered。"Ihavemadeupmymindtogo,nowthatMotherseemswellenoughformetoleaveher。"
"Wherewillyougo?"
"Idon’tknow。"
Hestaredatmeinsilenceforwhatseemedalongtime。Ithoughthemustbeexhausted,andoncemoreIrosetogo。
"Stop!Staywhereyouare,"heordered。"Ihaven’tgottheanswertoyouyet,andIknowit。There’ssomethingbackofallthis,somethingIdon’tknowabout。I’mgoingtofindoutwhatitis,ifittakesmeayear。Youcantellmenow,ifyouwantto。Itwillsavetime。Whatistherealreasonwhyyouwon’ttakemyoffer?"
Idon’tknowwhyIdidit。Ihadkeptthesecretalltheyearsandcertainly,whenIenteredthatroom,Ihadnointentionofrevealingit。Yet,now,whenheaskedthisquestionIturnedonhimandblurtedoutwhatIhadswornnoone——leastofallheorhis——shouldeverknow。
"I’lltellyouwhy,"Icried,desperately。"Ican’ttaketheplaceyouofferbecauseyouknownothingaboutme。Youdon’tknowwhoI
am。Ifyoudidyou……Mr。Colton,youdon’tevenknowmyname。"
Helookedatmeandshookhishead,impatiently。"EitheryouARE
crazy,orIam,"hemuttered。"Don’tknowyourname!"
"No,youdon’t!YouthinkIamRoscoePaine。Iamnot。IamRoscoeBennett,andmyfatherwasCarletonBennett,theembezzler。"
Ihadsaidit。AndthemomentafterwardIwassorry。Iwouldhavegivenanythingtotakebackthewords,butrepentancecametoolate。Ihadsaidit。
Iheardhimdrawadeepbreath。Ididnotlookathim。IdidnotcaretoseehisfaceandreadonitthedisgustandcontemptIwassureitexpressed。
"Humph!"heexclaimed。"Humph!DoyoumeantotellmethatyourfatherwasCarletonBennett——BennettofBennettandCompany?"
"Yes。"
"Well!well!well!CarletonBennett!Nowondertherewassomethingfamiliaraboutyourmother,somethingthatIseemedtoremember。Imetheryearsago。Well!well!Soyou’reCarletonBennett’sson?"
"Yes,Iamhisson。"
"Well,whatofit?"
Ilookedathimnow。Hewassmiling,actuallysmiling。Hisillnesshadaffectedhismind。
"WhatOFit!"Igasped。
"Ye—es,whatofit?Whathasthatgottodowithyourworkingforme?"
Icouldhavestruckhim。IfhehadnotbeenweakandillandirresponsibleforwhathewassayingIthinkIshould。
"Mr。Colton,"Isaid,strivingtospeakcalmly,"youdon’tunderstand。MyfatherwasCarletonBennett,theembezzler,thethief,themanwhosenamewasandisadisgracealloverthecountry。MotherandIcameheretohidefromthatdisgrace,tobeginanew,cleanlifeunderacleanname。Doyouthink——?Oh,youdon’tunderstand!"
"Iunderstandallright。ThisisthefirsttimeIHAVEunderstood。
IseenowwhyaclevermanlikeyouwaswillingtospendhisdaysinaplacelikeDenboro。Well,youaren’tgoingtospendanymoreofthemthere。You’regoingtoletmemakesomethingworthwhileoutofyou。"
Thissounded,inoneway,likesanity。Butinanother——
"Mr。Colton,"Icried,"evenifyoumeantit,whichyoudon’t——doyousupposeIwouldgobacktoNewYork,wheresomanyknowme,andenteryouremployunderanassumedname?Runtheriskof——"
"Hush!Enteritunderyourownname。It’sagoodname。TheBennettsareoneofouroldestfamilies。Askmywife;she’lltellyouthat。"
"Agoodname!"
"Yes。Ideclare,Paine——Bennett,Imean——Ishallbegintobelieveyouhaven’tgotthesenseIcreditedyouwith。Icanseewhathasbeenthematterwithyou。Youcamehere,youandyoursickmother,withthescandalofyourfather’scrookednesshangingoveryouandhersicknessmakinghersuper—sensitive,andyoutwokeptthesecretandbroodedoveritsolongthatyouhavecometothinkyouarecriminals,too。You’renot。Youhaven’tdoneanythingcrooked。What’sthematterwithyou,man?Besensible!"
"Sensible!"
"Yes,sensible,ifyoucan。Idon’tcarewhoyourfatherwas。Hewasasmartbanker,beforehewentwrong,andIcanseenowwhereyouinheritedyourability。Butnevermindthat。He’sdead;lethimstayso。I’mnottryingtogethim。It’syouIwant。"
"YouwantME!Doyoumeanyouwouldtakemeintoyouremploy,knowingwhoIam?"
"Sure!ItisbecauseIknowWHATyouarethatIwantyou。"
"Mr。Colton,you——Idon’tknowwhattosaytoyou。"
"Trysaying’yes’andseehowitseems。Itwillbeachange,anyhow。"
"No,no!Icannot;itisimpossible。"
"Oh,youmakemeweary!……Humph!Whatisitnow?Anymore’reasons’?"
’Yes。"Ifacedhimsquarely。"Yes,"Isaid,"thereisanotherreason,onethatmakesitimpossible,utterlyimpossible,ifnothingelsedid。WhenItellyouwhatitisyouwillunderstandwhatImeanandagreewithme。YourdaughterandIhavebeenthrowntogetheragreatdealsinceshecametoDenboro。Ourmeetingshavenotbeenofmyseeking,norofhers。OflateIhaverealizedthat,formyownsake,forthesakeofmypeaceofmind,I
mustnotmeether。Imustnotbewheresheis。I——"
"Here!Stop!"hebrokeinsharply。"Whatisthis?DoyoumeantotellmethatyouandMabel——"
"Itisnotherfault。Itismyown,entirely。Mr。Colton,I——"
"Stop,Itellyou!Doyoumeantotellmethatyouare——thatyouhavebeenmakinglovetomydaughter?"
"No。Certainlynot。"
"Thenwhatdoyoumean?Thatshehasbeenmakinglovetoyou?"
"Mr。Colton——"
"There!Don’tactliketheWildManofBorneo。Doyoumeanthatyouareinlovewithher?"
"Don’tyouseenowwhyIcannotaccept?Imustgoaway。Iamgoing。"
"Humph!Thatwilldo……Humph!Well,Paine——Bennett,I
shouldsay;itishardtokeeptrackofyournames——youarerather——
er——reckless,itseemstome。MabelisouronlychildandhermotherandI,naturally,hadplannedforherfuture……Haveyoutoldherofyour——recklessness?"
"Ofcoursenot!Ishallnotseeheragain。IshallleaveDenboroassoonasIcan。Shewillneverknow。"
"Humph!Isee……Isee……Well,Idon’tknowthatthereisanythingformetosay。"
"Thereisnot。"
"Iamsorryforyou,ofcourse。"
"Thankyou。"
Therewasasharprapatthedoor。DoctorQuimbyopeneditandenteredtheroom。Heglancedfrommetohispatientandhisfaceexpressedsharpdisapproval。
"You’dbettergo,Ros,"hesnapped。"Whatisthematterwithyou?
Didn’tItellyounottoexcitehim。"
"I’Mnotexcited,"observedColton,drily。
"Clearoutthisminute!"continuedtheangrydoctor。"RosPaine,I
thoughtyouhadmoresense。"
"SodidI,"thisfrom"BigJim"。"However,Iamlearningalotthesedays。Good—by,Paine。"
Iwasatthedoor。
"Oh,bytheway,"hecalledafterme,"letmemakeasuggestion。
IfIwereyou,Roscoe,Iwouldn’tleaveDenboroto—day。Notbeforeto—morrowmorning,atanyrate。"
IdidnotunderstandhimandIaskedfornoexplanation。ItwasthefirsttimehehadaddressedmebymyChristianname,butitwasnotuntilafterwardthatIrememberedthatfact。
ThatafternoonIwasaloneinmyhavenofrefuge,theboathouse。
MotherandIhadhadalongtalk。Itoldhereverythingthathadtranspired。Ikeptbacknothing,eitherofmyactsormyfeelings。
ShesaidshewasnotsorryforwhatIhaddone。Shewasratherglad,thanotherwise,thatIhaddisclosedoursecrettoMr。
Colton。
"Heknowsnow,Roscoe,"shesaid。"Andhewasright,too。YouandIhavebroodedoveroursorrowandwhatweconsideredourdisgracemuchmorethanweshould。Heisright,Boy。Weareinnocentofanywrong—doing。"
"Yes,Mother,"Ianswered,"Isupposeweare。Butwemustkeepthesecretstill。NooneelseinDenboromustknow。Youknowwhatgossiptherewouldbe。Thereisenoughnow。IpresumeIamcalledatraitorandablackguardbyeverypersoninthetown。"
"Whyno,youarenot。Thatisthestrangethingaboutit。Lutherwasupatthepost—officethismorningandnooneseemstoknowofyoursaleoftheland。CaptainDeanhas,apparently,keptthenewstohimself。Whydoyousupposehedoesthat?"
"Idon’tknow。Idon’tknow,unlessitisbecausehe——no,Ican’tunderstanditatall。However,theywillknowsoonenough。Bytheway,IhaveneveraskedDorindawhereLutewasthatnoon——itseemsagesago——whenhewasmissingatdinnertime。AndhowdidheknowofMr。Colton’sillness?"
Shesmiled。"PoorLuther!"shesaid。"Heannouncedhisintentionofrunningaway,youremember。AsamatteroffacthemettheColtons’chauffeurinthemotorcarandthechauffeurinvitedhimtogotoBayportwithhim。Thechauffeurhadanerrandthere。
Luteaccepted——ashesays,automobileridesdon’tcomehiswayeverydayintheweek——andtheyhadtroublewiththeengineanddidnotgetbackuntilalmostnight。ThenMissColtontoldhimofherfather’sseizureandgavehimthenoteforyou。Itwastoyousheturnedinhertrouble,Boy。Shetrustsyou。Roscoe,I——Ithinkshe——"
"Don’tsayit,Mother。Allthatisended。Iamgoingtoforget——
ifIcan。"
Therestofourconversationneednotbewrittenhere。Shesaidmanythings,suchasfondmotherssaytotheirsonsandwhichthesonsknowtoowelltheydonotdeserve。WediscussedmyleavingDenboroandshewassobraveandself—sacrificingthatmyconsciencesmoteme。
"I’llstay,Mother,"Isaid。"Ican’tleaveyou。I’llstayandfightitoutwithyou。Afterall,itwillnotbemuchworsethanitwasbeforeIwenttothebank。"
Butshewouldnothearofmystaying。IhadafriendinChicago,adistantrelativewhoknewourstory。Perhapshecouldhelpmetoastartsomewhere。Shekissedmeandbademekeepupmycourage,andIlefther。Iateahurriedmeal,acombinationofbreakfastanddinner,and,dodgingLute,whowasinthebackyardwaitingtoquestionmeconcerningtheColtons,walkeddowntotheboathouse。
There,inmyarmchair,Itriedtothink,tomapoutsomesortofplanformyfuture。
Itwasahopelesstask。Iwasnotinterestedinit。Ididnotmuchcarewhatbecameofme。IfitwerenotforMotherIshouldnothavecaredatall。Nevertheless,forhersake,Imusttrytoplan,andIdid。
IwasstilltryingwhenIheardfootstepsapproachingthedoor,thesmalldoorattheside,notthebigoneinfront。Ididnotrisetoopenthedoor,nordidIturnmyhead。ThevisitorwasLute,probably,andifIkeptstillhemightthinkIwasnotwithinandgoawayagain。
Thedooropened。"Hereheis,"saidavoice,avoicethatI
recognized。Iturnedquicklyandsprangtomyfeet。StandingbehindmewasCaptainJedediahDeanandwithhimGeorgeTaylor——
GeorgeTaylor,whoshouldhavebeen——whomIhadsupposedtobeinWashingtonwithhisbride!
"Hereheis,"saidCaptainJed,again。"Well,Ros,we’vecometoseeyou。"
ButIpaidnoattentiontohim。ItwashiscompanionIwasstaringat。Whatwashedoinghere?
"George!"Icried。"GEORGE!"
Hesteppedforwardandheldouthishand。Hewassmiling,buttherewasalookinhiseyewhichexpressedtheexactoppositeofsmiles。
"Ros,"hesaid,quietly,"RosPaine,youbull—headed,big—heartedoldchump,howareyou?"