首页 >出版文学> The Rise of Roscoe Paine>第29章
  Hestartedatthesoundofmyentranceandawoke。
  "I——Ibegyourpardon,sir,"hestammered。"I——Ibegyourpardon,sir,I’msure。I’vebeen——I’aven’tclosedmyeyesforthepasttwonights,sir,andIamtiredout。Mr。Coltonwishestoseeyouatonce,sir。Hewishesyoutocomeoverimmediately。"
  Iwassurprisednow。"MR。Coltonwishesit,"Irepeated。"YoumeanMissColton,don’tyou,Johnson。"
  "No,sir。ItisMr。Coltonthistime,sir。MissColtonisoutinthemotor,sir。"
  "ButMr。Coltonistooilltoseeme,oranyoneelse。"
  "No,sir,heisn’t。He’sverymuchbetter。He’squitehimself,sir,really。Andheisveryanxioustoseeyou。Onamatterofbusiness,hesays。"
  Ihesitated。Ihadexpectedthis,thoughnotsosoon。Hewantedtoaskquestionsconcerningmycrazydipintohisfinancialaffairs,doubtless。Well,Ishouldhavetoseehimsometimeorother,anditmightaswellbenow。
  IcalledtoDorinda,whowasinthekitchen,andbadehertellMother,ifsheinquiredforme,thatIhadgoneout,butwouldbebacksoon。ThenJohnsonandIwalkedbrisklyalongthebluffpath。
  Weenteredthebighouse。
  "Mr。Coltonisinhisroom,sir,"explainedthebutler。"Youaretoseehimthere。Thisway,sir。"
  ButbeforewereachedthefootofthestairsDoctorQuimbycameoutofthelibrary。HeandIshookhands。Thedoctorwasahappyman。
  "Well!"heexclaimed,"what’sthematterwiththeone—horse,country—jaydoctornow,hey!IfthereisanyoneoftheBostonspecialistsatahundredavisitwhocanyankamanoutofaserioussicknessandputhimonhisfeetquickerthanIcan,whytrothimalong,that’sall!Iwanttoseehim!I’vebeenthrowingbouquetsatmyselfforthelasttenhours。Ho!ho!Say,Ros,you’llthinkmyheadisswelledprettybad,won’tyou!Ho!ho!"
  Iaskedhowthepatientwasgettingon。
  "Fine!Tip—top!Theonlytroubleisthatheoughttokeepperfectlyquietandnotdoathingorthinkofathing,exceptgettinghisstrengthback,forthenextweek。Buthehadn’tbeenconsciousmorethanacoupleofhoursbeforehewasaskingquestionsaboutbusinessandsoon。Heandhisdaughterhadalongconfabthismorningandafterthathewasneithertobindortie。
  Hemustseeyou,that’salltherewastoit。Say,Ros,whatdidyouandPhinCahoonandtheColtongirldoyesterday?"
  "Oh,weputthroughoneofMr。Colton’slittletradesforhim,that’sall。"
  "That’sall,hey!Well,whatever’twas,heandIoweyouavoteofthanks。Hebegantogetbettertheminuteheheardit。He’sfeelingsochipperthat,ifitwasn’tthatIsworeheshouldn’t,he’dhavegotoutofbedbythistime。Youmustgoupandseehim,Isuppose,butdon’tstaytoolong。He’sawonderforstrengthandrecuperativepowers,butdon’ttirehimtoomuch。IfthatwifeofhiswasinEuropeorsomewhere,I’dfeeleasier。She’sthemosttiringthinginthehouse。"
  Johnsonledthewayupstairs。Atthechamberdoorheknockedandannouncedmypresence。
  "Bringhimin!Whatishewaitingfor?"demandedavoicewhich,consideringhowrecentlyitsownerhadbeenatdeath’sdoor,wassurprisinglystrong。Ienteredtheroom。
  Hewasinbed,proppedupwithpillows。BesidehimsatMrs。
  Colton。Ofthetwoshelookedthemoredisturbed。Hereyeswerewetandshewasdabbingatthemwithalacehandkerchief。Hermorninggownwasawondrouscreation。"BigJim,"withhisiron—
  grayhairawryandhiseyessnapping,lookedremarkablywideawakeandalive。
  "Howareyou,Paine?"hesaid。"Gladtoseeyou。Sorrytobringyouoverhere,butIhadtoseeyouandthatdoctorsaysImuststayinthisroomforawhileyet。Hemayberight。Myunderstandingisprettyshaky,I’lladmit。You’vemetMrs。Colton,haven’tyou?"
  Ibowedandexpressedmypleasureatmeetingthelady。Herbowwasrathercurt,butsheregardedmewithanastonishingamountofagitatedinterest。Alsosheshowedsymptomsofmoretears。
  "Idon’trememberwhetherornotMr。PaineandIhaveeverbeenformallyintroduced,"sheobserved。"Ifwehaven’titmakesnodifference,Isuppose。Theothermembersofthefamilyseemtoknowhimwellenough。And——andmothersnowadaysarenotconsidered。I——Imustsaythat——"
  Shehadrecoursetothelacehandkerchief。Icouldunderstandwhatthedoctormeantbycallingherthe"mosttiringthinginthehouse。"Herhusbandlaidahandonhers。
  "There,there,mydear,"hesaid,soothingly,"don’tbefoolish。
  Sitdown,Paine。Henrietta,perhapsyouhadbetterleaveMr。PaineandItogether。Wehavesome——er——businessmatterstodiscussandyouaretiredandnervous。Ishouldgotomyroomandliedown,ifIwereyou。"
  Mrs。Coltonacceptedthesuggestion,butheracceptancewasnotthemostgracious。
  "Iamintheway,asusual,"sheobserved,chokingly。"Verywell,Ishouldberesignedtothatbythistime,nodoubt。Iwillgo。
  ButJames,formysake,don’tbeweak。Rememberwhat——Oh,rememberallwehadhopedandplanned!WhenIthinkofit,I——I——
  Anobody!Apersonwithout……WhatSHALLIdo?"
  Thehandkerchiefwasinactiveoperation。Shesweptpastmetothedoor。Theresheturned。
  "Imayforgiveyousometime,Mr。Paine,"shesobbed。"IsupposeI
  shallhaveto。Ican’tdoanythingelse。Butdon’taskmetodoitnow。ThatwouldbeTOOmuch!"
  ThedoorclosedandIheardhersobsasshemarcheddownthehall。
  TosaythatIwasamazedanddecidedlyuncomfortablewouldbeaverymildestimateofmyfeelings。WhyshouldIexpecthertoforgiveme?WhathadIdone?I——orluckandItogether——hadsavedoneofherhusband’sstockspeculationsfromendinginsmash;butthatwasnoinjuryforwhichIshouldbegforgiveness。AtleastI
  couldnotseethatitwas。
  Coltonlookedafterherwithatroubledexpression。
  "Nervesarethedevil,aren’tthey,"heobserved。"Andnervesandawomantogetherareworsethanthat。Mywife,Paine,is——well,shehasn’tbeeningoodhealthforalongtimeandMabelandIhavedoneourbesttogiveherherownway。Whenyou’vehadyourownwayforyearsitratherhurtstobecheckmated。Iknowthatfromexperience。She’llfeelbetteraboutitbyandby。"
  "Betteraboutwhat?"Idemanded,involuntarily。"Idon’tunderstandMrs。Colton’smeaningintheleast。"
  Helookedatmekeenlyforamomentwithoutspeaking。
  "Don’tyou?"heasked。"Youaresureyoudon’t?"
  "CertainlyIamsure。WhatIhavedonethatrequiresforgivenessI
  don’tsee。"
  Anotherpauseandmorescrutiny。
  "Soyoudon’tunderstandwhatshemeans,hey?"hesaidagain。"Allright,allright!Wewon’tdiscussthatyetawhile。Ifyoudon’tunderstand——nevermind。Timeenoughforustotalkofthatwhenyoudo。But,say,Paine,"withoneofhisdrysmiles,"whotaughtyoutobuckastockpool?"
  ThisquestionIcouldunderstand。Ihadexpectedthis。
  "Noonetaughtme,"Ianswered。"IfIhadanyknowledgeatallinthatdirectionIwasbornwithit,Iguess。Aformoforiginalsin。"
  "It’samightyprofitablesortofwickedness——forme。Youngman,doyourealizewhatyoudid?Howdoyouexpectmetothankyouforthat,hey?"
  "Idon’texpectyoutothankmeatall。Itwasbullluckthatwonforyou,Mr。Colton。Bullluckanddesperationonmypart。MissColtonsentformetohelpher。Yourconfidentialman,Davis,refusedtomakeamovewithoutordersfromyou。Youcouldn’tgiveanyorders。Someonehadtodosomething,or,soitseemedtoyourdaughterandme,yourLouisvilleandTranscontinentaldealwasagonegoose。"
  "Itwasmorethanthat。Imighthavecomeprettynearbeingagonegoosealongwithit。Notquitegone,perhaps——Ishouldhavehadafewcentsleftinthestocking——butIshouldhavelostalotmorethanIcaretolose。Soitwasbullluck,hey?Idon’tbelieveit。Tellmethewholestory,frombeginningtoend,willyou?
  Mabelhastoldmesome,butIwanttohearitall。Goahead!"
  IthoughtofQuimby’swarning。"I’mafraidIshouldtireyou,Mr。
  Colton。Itisalongstory,ifIgiveparticulars。"
  "Nevermind,yougivethem。That’tiring’businessissomemoreofthatdoctor’sfoolishness。HEmakesmetired,allright。YoutellmewhatIwanttoknoworI’llgetoutofthisbedandshakeitoutofyou。"
  Helookedasifhemeanttocarryouthisthreat。Ibeganmytaleatthebeginningandwentontotheastonishingend。
  "Don’taskmewhyIdidthisorthat,Mr。Colton,"Iconcluded。"I
  don’tknow。IthinkIwasoffmyheadpartofthetime。ButsomethingHADtobedone。Itriedtolookattheaffairinacommon—senseway,and——"
  "And,HAVINGcommon—sense,youusedit。Paine,you’reabrick!
  Yourkindofcommon—senseissorarethatit’sworthpayinganypricefor。Ha!ha!SoitwasKeeneandhis’DevelopmentCompany’
  thatgaveyoutheidea。That’sgood!Thatlittlefailureofminewasn’taltogetherafailure,afterall。Yousawitwasacasewhereabluffmightwin,andyouhadthesandtobluffitthrough。
  Thatcomesoflivingsolongwherethereismoresandthananythingelse,Iimagine,hey!Ha!ha!Well,bullluckorinsanityorwhateveryoucallit,itdidthetrick。OfcourseI’mmoreobligedtoyouthanIcantell。Youknowthat。"
  "That’sallright,Mr。Colton。NowIthinkImustbegoing。
  You’vetalkedenough。"
  "Yousitstill。Ihaven’tbeguntotalkyet。Paine,beforeyoudidthisthingformeIhadtakenafancytoyou。IbelievedtherewasgoodstuffinyouandthatIcoulduseyouinmybusiness。NowIknowIcan’taffordtodowithoutyou……Stop!letmefinish。Youngman,ItoldyouoncethatwhenImadeupmymindtodoathing,Ialwaysdidit。ALWAYS;doyouunderstand?Iamgoingtogetyou。Youarecomingwithme。"
  Ihadforeseenthis,ofcourse。ButIhadhopedtogetawayfromthatroombeforehereachedthepoint。Hehadreachedit,however,andperhapsitwasaswellhehad。Wewouldendthisforalltime。
  "Mr。Colton,"Ianswered,"youhaveamonopolyofsomethings,butofothersyouhavenot。Iamjustasdeterminedtohavemyownwayinthismatterasyouare。IshallNOTacceptyourofferofemployment。Thatisfinal。"
  "Finalbedamned!Youngman——"
  "Mr。Colton,ifyoupersistIshallgoaway。"
  "Goaway!BeforeItellyouto?Why,you——"
  Irose。"Thedoctortoldmethatyoumustnotexciteyourself,"I
  said。"Iamgoing。Good—by。"
  Hewasexcited,therewasnodoubtofthat。Hesatupinbed。
  "Youcomeback!"heordered。"Comeback!Ifyoudon’t——Well,bytheLord,ifyoudon’tI’llgetupandcomeafteryou!"
  Ibelievehewouldhavetriedtodoit。Iwasfrightened,onhisaccount。Iturnedreluctantly。Hesankbackonthepillow,grinningtriumphantly。
  "Sitdownthere,"hepanted。"Sitdown。NowIwantyoutotellmetherealreasonwhyyouwon’tworkforme。Bygad!you’rethefirstoneinmanyadayIhavehadtoasktwice。Why?Tellmethetruth!Why?"
  Ihesitated。"Well,foronereason,"Isaid,"Idon’tcareforyourbusiness。"
  "Don’tCAREforit!Afterwhatyoujustdid!"
  "IdidthatbecauseIwasdriventoit。ButIdon’tcareforthestockgame。OnceIusedtothinkIlikedthatsortofthing;nowI
  knowIdon’t。IfIamanythingIamabankman,apoorsortofone,perhaps,but——"
  "Bankman!Why,youidiot!Idon’tcarewhatyouare。Icanuseyouinadozenplaces。Youdon’thavetobuckthemarket。I’lldothatmyself。Butthereareplentyofplaceswhereyourbrainsandthatcommon—senseyoutalkaboutwillbeinvaluabletome。Idoabankingbusiness,ontheside,myself。Iownaminingproperty,agoodone,outWest。Itneedsafinancialmanager,andneedsonebadly。Youcomewithme,doyouhear!I’llplaceyouwhereyoufit,beforeIgetthroughwithyou,andI’llmakeyouarichmanintenyears。There!nowwillyousayyes?"
  Ishookmyhead。"No,"Isaid。
  "NO!Youareenoughtodriveawellmancrazy,tosaynothingofahalf—sickreliclikeme。_I_sayyes——yes——YES!SoonerorlaterI’llMAKEyou。You’velostyourplacehere。YoutoldmeyourselfthatthatoldcrankDeanisgoingtomakethistowntoohottoholdyou。You’llHAVEtogoaway。Nowwon’tyou?"
  Inodded。"Ishallgoaway,"Ianswered。"Ihavemadeupmymindtogo,nowthatMotherseemswellenoughformetoleaveher。"
  "Wherewillyougo?"
  "Idon’tknow。"
  Hestaredatmeinsilenceforwhatseemedalongtime。Ithoughthemustbeexhausted,andoncemoreIrosetogo。
  "Stop!Staywhereyouare,"heordered。"Ihaven’tgottheanswertoyouyet,andIknowit。There’ssomethingbackofallthis,somethingIdon’tknowabout。I’mgoingtofindoutwhatitis,ifittakesmeayear。Youcantellmenow,ifyouwantto。Itwillsavetime。Whatistherealreasonwhyyouwon’ttakemyoffer?"
  Idon’tknowwhyIdidit。Ihadkeptthesecretalltheyearsandcertainly,whenIenteredthatroom,Ihadnointentionofrevealingit。Yet,now,whenheaskedthisquestionIturnedonhimandblurtedoutwhatIhadswornnoone——leastofallheorhis——shouldeverknow。
  "I’lltellyouwhy,"Icried,desperately。"Ican’ttaketheplaceyouofferbecauseyouknownothingaboutme。Youdon’tknowwhoI
  am。Ifyoudidyou……Mr。Colton,youdon’tevenknowmyname。"
  Helookedatmeandshookhishead,impatiently。"EitheryouARE
  crazy,orIam,"hemuttered。"Don’tknowyourname!"
  "No,youdon’t!YouthinkIamRoscoePaine。Iamnot。IamRoscoeBennett,andmyfatherwasCarletonBennett,theembezzler。"
  Ihadsaidit。AndthemomentafterwardIwassorry。Iwouldhavegivenanythingtotakebackthewords,butrepentancecametoolate。Ihadsaidit。
  Iheardhimdrawadeepbreath。Ididnotlookathim。IdidnotcaretoseehisfaceandreadonitthedisgustandcontemptIwassureitexpressed。
  "Humph!"heexclaimed。"Humph!DoyoumeantotellmethatyourfatherwasCarletonBennett——BennettofBennettandCompany?"
  "Yes。"
  "Well!well!well!CarletonBennett!Nowondertherewassomethingfamiliaraboutyourmother,somethingthatIseemedtoremember。Imetheryearsago。Well!well!Soyou’reCarletonBennett’sson?"
  "Yes,Iamhisson。"
  "Well,whatofit?"
  Ilookedathimnow。Hewassmiling,actuallysmiling。Hisillnesshadaffectedhismind。
  "WhatOFit!"Igasped。
  "Ye—es,whatofit?Whathasthatgottodowithyourworkingforme?"
  Icouldhavestruckhim。IfhehadnotbeenweakandillandirresponsibleforwhathewassayingIthinkIshould。
  "Mr。Colton,"Isaid,strivingtospeakcalmly,"youdon’tunderstand。MyfatherwasCarletonBennett,theembezzler,thethief,themanwhosenamewasandisadisgracealloverthecountry。MotherandIcameheretohidefromthatdisgrace,tobeginanew,cleanlifeunderacleanname。Doyouthink——?Oh,youdon’tunderstand!"
  "Iunderstandallright。ThisisthefirsttimeIHAVEunderstood。
  IseenowwhyaclevermanlikeyouwaswillingtospendhisdaysinaplacelikeDenboro。Well,youaren’tgoingtospendanymoreofthemthere。You’regoingtoletmemakesomethingworthwhileoutofyou。"
  Thissounded,inoneway,likesanity。Butinanother——
  "Mr。Colton,"Icried,"evenifyoumeantit,whichyoudon’t——doyousupposeIwouldgobacktoNewYork,wheresomanyknowme,andenteryouremployunderanassumedname?Runtheriskof——"
  "Hush!Enteritunderyourownname。It’sagoodname。TheBennettsareoneofouroldestfamilies。Askmywife;she’lltellyouthat。"
  "Agoodname!"
  "Yes。Ideclare,Paine——Bennett,Imean——Ishallbegintobelieveyouhaven’tgotthesenseIcreditedyouwith。Icanseewhathasbeenthematterwithyou。Youcamehere,youandyoursickmother,withthescandalofyourfather’scrookednesshangingoveryouandhersicknessmakinghersuper—sensitive,andyoutwokeptthesecretandbroodedoveritsolongthatyouhavecometothinkyouarecriminals,too。You’renot。Youhaven’tdoneanythingcrooked。What’sthematterwithyou,man?Besensible!"
  "Sensible!"
  "Yes,sensible,ifyoucan。Idon’tcarewhoyourfatherwas。Hewasasmartbanker,beforehewentwrong,andIcanseenowwhereyouinheritedyourability。Butnevermindthat。He’sdead;lethimstayso。I’mnottryingtogethim。It’syouIwant。"
  "YouwantME!Doyoumeanyouwouldtakemeintoyouremploy,knowingwhoIam?"
  "Sure!ItisbecauseIknowWHATyouarethatIwantyou。"
  "Mr。Colton,you——Idon’tknowwhattosaytoyou。"
  "Trysaying’yes’andseehowitseems。Itwillbeachange,anyhow。"
  "No,no!Icannot;itisimpossible。"
  "Oh,youmakemeweary!……Humph!Whatisitnow?Anymore’reasons’?"
  ’Yes。"Ifacedhimsquarely。"Yes,"Isaid,"thereisanotherreason,onethatmakesitimpossible,utterlyimpossible,ifnothingelsedid。WhenItellyouwhatitisyouwillunderstandwhatImeanandagreewithme。YourdaughterandIhavebeenthrowntogetheragreatdealsinceshecametoDenboro。Ourmeetingshavenotbeenofmyseeking,norofhers。OflateIhaverealizedthat,formyownsake,forthesakeofmypeaceofmind,I
  mustnotmeether。Imustnotbewheresheis。I——"
  "Here!Stop!"hebrokeinsharply。"Whatisthis?DoyoumeantotellmethatyouandMabel——"
  "Itisnotherfault。Itismyown,entirely。Mr。Colton,I——"
  "Stop,Itellyou!Doyoumeantotellmethatyouare——thatyouhavebeenmakinglovetomydaughter?"
  "No。Certainlynot。"
  "Thenwhatdoyoumean?Thatshehasbeenmakinglovetoyou?"
  "Mr。Colton——"
  "There!Don’tactliketheWildManofBorneo。Doyoumeanthatyouareinlovewithher?"
  "Don’tyouseenowwhyIcannotaccept?Imustgoaway。Iamgoing。"
  "Humph!Thatwilldo……Humph!Well,Paine——Bennett,I
  shouldsay;itishardtokeeptrackofyournames——youarerather——
  er——reckless,itseemstome。MabelisouronlychildandhermotherandI,naturally,hadplannedforherfuture……Haveyoutoldherofyour——recklessness?"
  "Ofcoursenot!Ishallnotseeheragain。IshallleaveDenboroassoonasIcan。Shewillneverknow。"
  "Humph!Isee……Isee……Well,Idon’tknowthatthereisanythingformetosay。"
  "Thereisnot。"
  "Iamsorryforyou,ofcourse。"
  "Thankyou。"
  Therewasasharprapatthedoor。DoctorQuimbyopeneditandenteredtheroom。Heglancedfrommetohispatientandhisfaceexpressedsharpdisapproval。
  "You’dbettergo,Ros,"hesnapped。"Whatisthematterwithyou?
  Didn’tItellyounottoexcitehim。"
  "I’Mnotexcited,"observedColton,drily。
  "Clearoutthisminute!"continuedtheangrydoctor。"RosPaine,I
  thoughtyouhadmoresense。"
  "SodidI,"thisfrom"BigJim"。"However,Iamlearningalotthesedays。Good—by,Paine。"
  Iwasatthedoor。
  "Oh,bytheway,"hecalledafterme,"letmemakeasuggestion。
  IfIwereyou,Roscoe,Iwouldn’tleaveDenboroto—day。Notbeforeto—morrowmorning,atanyrate。"
  IdidnotunderstandhimandIaskedfornoexplanation。ItwasthefirsttimehehadaddressedmebymyChristianname,butitwasnotuntilafterwardthatIrememberedthatfact。
  ThatafternoonIwasaloneinmyhavenofrefuge,theboathouse。
  MotherandIhadhadalongtalk。Itoldhereverythingthathadtranspired。Ikeptbacknothing,eitherofmyactsormyfeelings。
  ShesaidshewasnotsorryforwhatIhaddone。Shewasratherglad,thanotherwise,thatIhaddisclosedoursecrettoMr。
  Colton。
  "Heknowsnow,Roscoe,"shesaid。"Andhewasright,too。YouandIhavebroodedoveroursorrowandwhatweconsideredourdisgracemuchmorethanweshould。Heisright,Boy。Weareinnocentofanywrong—doing。"
  "Yes,Mother,"Ianswered,"Isupposeweare。Butwemustkeepthesecretstill。NooneelseinDenboromustknow。Youknowwhatgossiptherewouldbe。Thereisenoughnow。IpresumeIamcalledatraitorandablackguardbyeverypersoninthetown。"
  "Whyno,youarenot。Thatisthestrangethingaboutit。Lutherwasupatthepost—officethismorningandnooneseemstoknowofyoursaleoftheland。CaptainDeanhas,apparently,keptthenewstohimself。Whydoyousupposehedoesthat?"
  "Idon’tknow。Idon’tknow,unlessitisbecausehe——no,Ican’tunderstanditatall。However,theywillknowsoonenough。Bytheway,IhaveneveraskedDorindawhereLutewasthatnoon——itseemsagesago——whenhewasmissingatdinnertime。AndhowdidheknowofMr。Colton’sillness?"
  Shesmiled。"PoorLuther!"shesaid。"Heannouncedhisintentionofrunningaway,youremember。AsamatteroffacthemettheColtons’chauffeurinthemotorcarandthechauffeurinvitedhimtogotoBayportwithhim。Thechauffeurhadanerrandthere。
  Luteaccepted——ashesays,automobileridesdon’tcomehiswayeverydayintheweek——andtheyhadtroublewiththeengineanddidnotgetbackuntilalmostnight。ThenMissColtontoldhimofherfather’sseizureandgavehimthenoteforyou。Itwastoyousheturnedinhertrouble,Boy。Shetrustsyou。Roscoe,I——Ithinkshe——"
  "Don’tsayit,Mother。Allthatisended。Iamgoingtoforget——
  ifIcan。"
  Therestofourconversationneednotbewrittenhere。Shesaidmanythings,suchasfondmotherssaytotheirsonsandwhichthesonsknowtoowelltheydonotdeserve。WediscussedmyleavingDenboroandshewassobraveandself—sacrificingthatmyconsciencesmoteme。
  "I’llstay,Mother,"Isaid。"Ican’tleaveyou。I’llstayandfightitoutwithyou。Afterall,itwillnotbemuchworsethanitwasbeforeIwenttothebank。"
  Butshewouldnothearofmystaying。IhadafriendinChicago,adistantrelativewhoknewourstory。Perhapshecouldhelpmetoastartsomewhere。Shekissedmeandbademekeepupmycourage,andIlefther。Iateahurriedmeal,acombinationofbreakfastanddinner,and,dodgingLute,whowasinthebackyardwaitingtoquestionmeconcerningtheColtons,walkeddowntotheboathouse。
  There,inmyarmchair,Itriedtothink,tomapoutsomesortofplanformyfuture。
  Itwasahopelesstask。Iwasnotinterestedinit。Ididnotmuchcarewhatbecameofme。IfitwerenotforMotherIshouldnothavecaredatall。Nevertheless,forhersake,Imusttrytoplan,andIdid。
  IwasstilltryingwhenIheardfootstepsapproachingthedoor,thesmalldoorattheside,notthebigoneinfront。Ididnotrisetoopenthedoor,nordidIturnmyhead。ThevisitorwasLute,probably,andifIkeptstillhemightthinkIwasnotwithinandgoawayagain。
  Thedooropened。"Hereheis,"saidavoice,avoicethatI
  recognized。Iturnedquicklyandsprangtomyfeet。StandingbehindmewasCaptainJedediahDeanandwithhimGeorgeTaylor——
  GeorgeTaylor,whoshouldhavebeen——whomIhadsupposedtobeinWashingtonwithhisbride!
  "Hereheis,"saidCaptainJed,again。"Well,Ros,we’vecometoseeyou。"
  ButIpaidnoattentiontohim。ItwashiscompanionIwasstaringat。Whatwashedoinghere?
  "George!"Icried。"GEORGE!"
  Hesteppedforwardandheldouthishand。Hewassmiling,buttherewasalookinhiseyewhichexpressedtheexactoppositeofsmiles。
  "Ros,"hesaid,quietly,"RosPaine,youbull—headed,big—heartedoldchump,howareyou?"