Thisdidnotoriginateininherentshamelessness,butinherlivingtoofarfromtheworldtofeeltheimpactofpublicopinion。ZenobiainthedesertcouldhardlyhavecaredwhatwassaidaboutheratRome。AsfarassocialethicswereconcernedEustaciaapproachedthesavagestate,thoughinemotionshewasallthewhileanepicure。
Shehadadvancedtothesecretrecessesofsensuousness,yethadhardlycrossedthethresholdofconventionality。
11—TheDishonestyofanHonestWomanThereddlemanhadleftEustacia’spresencewithdespondingviewsonThomasin’sfuturehappiness;buthewasawakenedtothefactthatoneotherchannelremaineduntriedbyseeing,ashefollowedthewaytohisvan,theformofMrs。YeobrightslowlywalkingtowardstheQuietWoman。
Hewentacrosstoher;andcouldalmostperceiveinheranxiousfacethatthisjourneyofherstoWildevewasundertakenwiththesameobjectashisowntoEustacia。
Shedidnotconcealthefact。"Then,"saidthereddleman,"youmayaswellleaveitalone,Mrs。Yeobright。"
"Ihalfthinksomyself,"shesaid。"Butnothingelseremainstobedonebesidespressingthequestionuponhim。"
"Ishouldliketosayawordfirst,"saidVennfirmly。
"Mr。WildeveisnottheonlymanwhohasaskedThomasintomarryhim;andwhyshouldnotanotherhaveachance?
Mrs。Yeobright,Ishouldbegladtomarryyourniece。
andwouldhavedoneitanytimetheselasttwoyears。
There,nowitisout,andIhavenevertoldanybodybeforebutherself。"
Mrs。Yeobrightwasnotdemonstrative,buthereyesinvoluntarilyglancedtowardshissingularthoughshapelyfigure。
"Looksarenoteverything,"saidthereddleman,noticingtheglance。"There’smanyacallingthatdon’tbringinsomuchasmine,ifitcomestomoney;andperhapsIamnotsomuchworseoffthanWildeve。Thereisnobodysopoorastheseprofessionalfellowswhohavefailed;
andifyoushouldn’tlikemyredness——well,Iamnotredbybirth,youknow;Ionlytooktothisbusinessforafreak;
andImightturnmyhandtosomethingelseingoodtime。"
"Iammuchobligedtoyouforyourinterestinmyniece;
butIfeartherewouldbeobjections。Morethanthat,sheisdevotedtothisman。"
"True;orIshouldn’thavedonewhatIhavethismorning。"
"Otherwisetherewouldbenopaininthecase,andyouwouldnotseemegoingtohishousenow。WhatwasThomasin’sanswerwhenyoutoldherofyourfeelings?"
"Shewrotethatyouwouldobjecttome;andotherthings。"
"Shewasinameasureright。Youmustnottakethisunkindly——Imerelystateitasatruth。Youhavebeengoodtoher,andwedonotforgetit。Butasshewasunwillingonherownaccounttobeyourwife,thatsettlesthepointwithoutmywishesbeingconcerned。"
"Yes。Butthereisadifferencebetweenthenandnow,ma’am。Sheisdistressednow,andIhavethoughtthatifyouweretotalktoheraboutme,andthinkfavourablyofmeyourself,theremightbeachanceofwinningherround,andgettingherquiteindependentofthisWildeve’sbackwardandforwardplay,andhisnotknowingwhetherhe’llhaveherorno。"
Mrs。Yeobrightshookherhead。"Thomasinthinks,andI
thinkwithher,thatsheoughttobeWildeve’swife,ifshemeanstoappearbeforetheworldwithoutasluruponhername。Iftheymarrysoon,everybodywillbelievethatanaccidentdidreallypreventthewedding。Ifnot,itmaycastashadeuponhercharacter——atanyratemakeherridiculous。Inshort,ifitisanyhowpossibletheymustmarrynow。"
"Ithoughtthattillhalfanhourago。But,afterall,whyshouldhergoingoffwithhimtoAngleburyforafewhoursdoheranyharm?Anybodywhoknowshowpuresheiswillfeelanysuchthoughttobequiteunjust。
IhavebeentryingthismorningtohelponthismarriagewithWildeve——yes,I,ma’am——inthebeliefthatIoughttodoit,becauseshewassowrappedupinhim。ButImuchquestionifIwasright,afterall。However,nothingcameofit。
AndnowIoffermyself。"
Mrs。Yeobrightappeareddisinclinedtoenterfurtherintothequestion。"IfearImustgoon,"shesaid。
"Idonotseethatanythingelsecanbedone。"
Andshewenton。ButthoughthisconversationdidnotdivertThomasin’sauntfromherpurposedinterviewwithWildeve,itmadeaconsiderabledifferenceinhermodeofconductingthatinterview。ShethankedGodfortheweaponwhichthereddlemanhadputintoherhands。
Wildevewasathomewhenshereachedtheinn。Heshowedhersilentlyintotheparlour,andclosedthedoor。
Mrs。Yeobrightbegan——
"Ihavethoughtitmydutytocalltoday。Anewproposalhasbeenmadetome,whichhasratherastonishedme。
ItwillaffectThomasingreatly;andIhavedecidedthatitshouldatleastbementionedtoyou。"
"Yes?Whatisit?"hesaidcivilly。
"Itis,ofcourse,inreferencetoherfuture。YoumaynotbeawarethatanothermanhasshownhimselfanxioustomarryThomasin。Now,thoughIhavenotencouragedhimyet,Icannotconscientiouslyrefusehimachanceanylonger。
Idon’twishtobeshortwithyou;butImustbefairtohimandtoher。"
"Whoistheman?"saidWildevewithsurprise。
"Onewhohasbeeninlovewithherlongerthanshehaswithyou。Heproposedtohertwoyearsago。
Atthattimesherefusedhim。"
"Well?"
"Hehasseenherlately,andhasaskedmeforpermissiontopayhisaddressestoher。Shemaynotrefusehimtwice。"
"Whatishisname?"
Mrs。Yeobrightdeclinedtosay。"HeisamanThomasinlikes,"
sheadded,"andonewhoseconstancysherespectsatleast。
Itseemstomethatwhatsherefusedthenshewouldbegladtogetnow。Sheismuchannoyedatherawkwardposition。"
"Sheneveroncetoldmeofthisoldlover。"
"ThegentlestwomenarenotsuchfoolsastoshowEVERYcard。"
"Well,ifshewantshimIsupposeshemusthavehim。"
"Itiseasyenoughtosaythat;butyoudon’tseethedifficulty。Hewantshermuchmorethanshewantshim;
andbeforeIcanencourageanythingofthesortImusthaveaclearunderstandingfromyouthatyouwillnotinterferetoinjureanarrangementwhichIpromoteinthebeliefthatitisforthebest。Suppose,whentheyareengaged,andeverythingissmoothlyarrangedfortheirmarriage,thatyoushouldstepbetweenthemandrenewyoursuit?Youmightnotwinherback,butyoumightcausemuchunhappiness。"
"OfcourseIshoulddonosuchthing,"saidWildeve"Buttheyarenotengagedyet。HowdoyouknowthatThomasinwouldaccepthim?"
"That’saquestionIhavecarefullyputtomyself;
anduponthewholetheprobabilitiesareinfavourofheracceptinghimintime。IflattermyselfthatI
havesomeinfluenceoverher。Sheispliable,andI
canbestronginmyrecommendationsofhim。"
"Andinyourdisparagementofmeatthesametime。"
"Well,youmaydependuponmynotpraisingyou,"
shesaiddrily。"Andifthisseemslikemanoeuvring,youmustrememberthatherpositionispeculiar,andthatshehasbeenhardlyused。Ishallalsobehelpedinmakingthematchbyherowndesiretoescapefromthehumiliationofherpresentstate;andawoman’sprideinthesecaseswillleadheraverygreatway。
Alittlemanagingmayberequiredtobringherround;
butIamequaltothat,providedthatyouagreetotheonethingindispensable;thatis,tomakeadistinctdeclarationthatsheistothinknomoreofyouasapossiblehusband。
Thatwillpiqueherintoacceptinghim。"
"Icanhardlysaythatjustnow,Mrs。Yeobright。
Itissosudden。"
"Andsomywholeplanisinterferedwith!Itisveryinconvenientthatyourefusetohelpmyfamilyeventothesmallextentofsayingdistinctlyyouwillhavenothingtodowithus。"
Wildevereflecteduncomfortably。"IconfessIwasnotpreparedforthis,"hesaid。"OfcourseI’llgiveherupifyouwish,ifitisnecessary。ButIthoughtImightbeherhusband。"
"Wehaveheardthatbefore。"
"Now,Mrs。Yeobright,don’tletusdisagree。Givemeafairtime。Idon’twanttostandinthewayofanybetterchanceshemayhave;onlyIwishyouhadletmeknowearlier。Iwillwritetoyouorcallinadayortwo。
Willthatsuffice?"
"Yes,"shereplied,"providedyoupromisenottocommunicatewithThomasinwithoutmyknowledge。"
"Ipromisethat,"hesaid。Andtheinterviewthenterminated,Mrs。Yeobrightreturninghomewardasshehadcome。
Byfarthegreatesteffectofhersimplestrategyonthatdaywas,asoftenhappens,inaquarterquiteoutsideherviewwhenarrangingit。Inthefirstplace,hervisitsentWildevethesameeveningafterdarktoEustacia’shouseatMistover。
Atthishourthelonelydwellingwascloselyblindedandshutteredfromthechillanddarknesswithout。
Wildeve’sclandestineplanwithherwastotakealittlegravelinhishandandholdittothecreviceatthetopofthewindowshutter,whichwasontheoutside,sothatitshouldfallwithagentlerustle,resemblingthatofamouse,betweenshutterandglass。
Thisprecautioninattractingherattentionwastoavoidarousingthesuspicionsofhergrandfather。
Thesoftwords,"Ihear;waitforme,"inEustacia’svoicefromwithintoldhimthatshewasalone。
Hewaitedinhiscustomarymannerbywalkingroundtheenclosureandidlingbythepool,forWildevewasneveraskedintothehousebyhisproudthoughcondescendingmistress。
Sheshowednosignofcomingoutinahurry。Thetimeworeon,andhebegantogrowimpatient。Inthecourseoftwentyminutessheappearedfromroundthecorner,andadvancedasifmerelytakinganairing。
"YouwouldnothavekeptmesolonghadyouknownwhatI
comeabout,"hesaidwithbitterness。"Still,youareworthwaitingfor。"
"Whathashappened?"saidEustacia。"Ididnotknowyouwereintrouble。Itooamgloomyenough。"
"Iamnotintrouble,"saidhe。"Itismerelythataffairshavecometoahead,andImusttakeaclearcourse。"
"Whatcourseisthat?"sheaskedwithattentiveinterest。
"AndcanyouforgetsosoonwhatIproposedtoyoutheothernight?Why,takeyoufromthisplace,andcarryyouawaywithmeabroad。"
"Ihavenotforgotten。Butwhyhaveyoucomesounexpectedlytorepeatthequestion,whenyouonlypromisedtocomenextSaturday?IthoughtIwastohaveplentyoftimetoconsider。"
"Yes,butthesituationisdifferentnow。"
"Explaintome。"
"Idon’twanttoexplain,forImaypainyou。"
"ButImustknowthereasonofthishurry。"
"Itissimplymyardour,dearEustacia。Everythingissmoothnow。"
"Thenwhyareyousoruffled?"
"Iamnotawareofit。Allisasitshouldbe。
Mrs。Yeobright——butsheisnothingtous。"
"Ah,Iknewshehadsomethingtodowithit!Come,Idon’tlikereserve。"
"No——shehasnothing。SheonlysaysshewishesmetogiveupThomasinbecauseanothermanisanxioustomarryher。
Thewoman,nowshenolongerneedsme,actuallyshowsoff!"
Wildeve’svexationhasescapedhiminspiteofhimself。
Eustaciawassilentalongwhile。"Youareintheawkwardpositionofanofficialwhoisnolongerwanted,"
shesaidinachangedtone。
"Itseemsso。ButIhavenotyetseenThomasin。"
"Andthatirritatesyou。Don’tdenyit,Damon。Youareactuallynettledbythisslightfromanunexpectedquarter。"
"Well?"
"Andyoucometogetmebecauseyoucannotgether。
Thisiscertainlyanewpositionaltogether。Iamtobeastop—gap。"
"PleaserememberthatIproposedthesamethingtheotherday。"
Eustaciaagainremainedinasortofstupefiedsilence。
Whatcuriousfeelingwasthiscomingoverher?WasitreallypossiblethatherinterestinWildevehadbeensoentirelytheresultofantagonismthatthegloryandthedreamdepartedfromthemanwiththefirstsoundthathewasnolongercovetedbyherrival?Shewas,then,secureofhimatlast。Thomasinnolongerrequiredhim。
Whatahumiliatingvictory!Helovedherbest,shethought;
andyet——daredshetomurmursuchtreacherouscriticismeversosoftly?——whatwasthemanworthwhomawomaninferiortoherselfdidnotvalue?Thesentimentwhichlurksmoreorlessinallanimatenature——thatofnotdesiringtheundesiredofothers——waslivelyasapassioninthesupersubtle,epicureanheartofEustacia。Hersocialsuperiorityoverhim,whichhithertohadscarcelyeverimpressedher,becameunpleasantlyinsistent,andforthefirsttimeshefeltthatshehadstoopedinlovinghim。
"Well,darling,youagree?"saidWildeve。
"IfitcouldbeLondon,orevenBudmouth,insteadofAmerica,"
shemurmuredlanguidly。"Well,Iwillthink。
Itistoogreatathingformetodecideoffhand。
IwishIhatedtheheathless——orlovedyoumore。"
"Youcanbepainfullyfrank。Youlovedmeamonthagowarmlyenoughtogoanywherewithme。"
"AndyoulovedThomasin。"
"Yes,perhapsthatwaswherethereasonlay,"hereturned,withalmostasneer。"Idon’thatehernow。"
"Exactly。Theonlythingisthatyoucannolongergether。"
"Come——notaunts,Eustacia,orweshallquarrel。
Ifyoudon’tagreetogowithme,andagreeshortly,Ishallgobymyself。"
"OrtryThomasinagain。Damon,howstrangeitseemsthatyoucouldhavemarriedherormeindifferently,andonlyhavecometomebecauseIam——cheapest!Yes,yes——itistrue。TherewasatimewhenIshouldhaveexclaimedagainstamanofthatsort,andbeenquitewild;
butitisallpastnow。"
"Willyougo,dearest?ComesecretlywithmetoBristol,marryme,andturnourbacksuponthisdog—holeofEnglandforever?SayYes。"
"Iwanttogetawayfromhereatalmostanycost,"
shesaidwithweariness,"butIdon’tliketogowithyou。
Givememoretimetodecide。"
"Ihavealready,"saidWildeve。"Well,Igiveyouonemoreweek。"
"Alittlelonger,sothatImaytellyoudecisively。
Ihavetoconsidersomanythings。FancyThomasinbeinganxioustogetridofyou!Icannotforgetit。"
"Nevermindthat。SayMondayweek。Iwillbeherepreciselyatthistime。"
"LetitbeatRainbarrow,"saidshe。"Thisistoonearhome;
mygrandfathermaybewalkingout。"
"Thankyou,dear。OnMondayweekatthistimeIwillbeattheBarrow。Tillthengood—bye。"
"Good—bye。No,no,youmustnottouchmenow。
ShakinghandsisenoughtillIhavemadeupmymind。"
Eustaciawatchedhisshadowyformtillithaddisappeared。
Sheplacedherhandtoherforeheadandbreathedheavily;
andthenherrich,romanticlipspartedunderthathomelyimpulse——ayawn。Shewasimmediatelyangryathavingbetrayedeventoherselfthepossibleevanescenceofherpassionforhim。ShecouldnotadmitatoncethatshemighthaveoverestimatedWildeve,fortoperceivehismediocritynowwastoadmitherowngreatfollyheretofore。
Andthediscoverythatshewastheownerofadispositionsopurelythatofthedoginthemangerhadsomethinginitwhichatfirstmadeherashamed。
ThefruitofMrs。Yeobright’sdiplomacywasindeedremarkable,thoughnotasyetofthekindshehadanticipated。
IthadappreciablyinfluencedWildeve,butitwasinfluencingEustaciafarmore。Herloverwasnolongertoheranexcitingmanwhommanywomenstrovefor,andherselfcouldonlyretainbystrivingwiththem。
Hewasasuperfluity。
Shewentindoorsinthatpeculiarstateofmiserywhichisnotexactlygrief,andwhichespeciallyattendsthedawningsofreasoninthelatterdaysofanill—judged,transientlove。Tobeconsciousthattheendofthedreamisapproaching,andyethasnotabsolutelycome,isoneofthemostwearisomeaswellasthemostcuriousstagesalongthecoursebetweenthebeginningofapassionanditsend。
Hergrandfatherhadreturned,andwasbusilyengagedinpouringsomegallonsofnewlyarrivedrumintothesquarebottlesofhissquarecellaret。WheneverthesehomesupplieswereexhaustedhewouldgototheQuietWoman,and,standingwithhisbacktothefire,groginhand,tellremarkablestoriesofhowhehadlivedsevenyearsunderthewaterlineofhisship,andothernavalwonders,tothenatives,whohopedtooearnestlyforatreatofalefromthetellertoexhibitanydoubtsofhistruth。
Hehadbeentherethisevening。"IsupposeyouhaveheardtheEgdonnews,Eustacia?"hesaid,withoutlookingupfromthebottles。"ThemenhavebeentalkingaboutitattheWomanasifitwereofnationalimportance。"
"Ihaveheardnone,"shesaid。
"YoungClymYeobright,astheycallhim,iscominghomenextweektospendChristmaswithhismother。
Heisafinefellowbythistime,itseems。Isupposeyourememberhim?"
"Ineversawhiminmylife。"
"Ah,true;heleftbeforeyoucamehere。Iwellrememberhimasapromisingboy。"
"Wherehashebeenlivingalltheseyears?"
"Inthatrookeryofpompandvanity,Paris,Ibelieve。"
bookthreeTHEFASCINATION
1—"MyMindtoMeaKingdomIs"
InClymYeobright’sfacecouldbedimlyseenthetypicalcountenanceofthefuture。Shouldtherebeaclassicperiodtoarthereafter,itsPheidiasmayproducesuchfaces。
Theviewoflifeasathingtobeputupwith,replacingthatzestforexistencewhichwassointenseinearlycivilizations,mustultimatelyentersothoroughlyintotheconstitutionoftheadvancedracesthatitsfacialexpressionwillbecomeacceptedasanewartisticdeparture。Peoplealreadyfeelthatamanwholiveswithoutdisturbingacurveoffeature,orsettingamarkofmentalconcernanywhereuponhimself,istoofarremovedfrommodernperceptivenesstobeamoderntype。Physicallybeautifulmen——thegloryoftheracewhenitwasyoung——arealmostananachronismnow;
andwemaywonderwhether,atsometimeorother,physicallybeautifulwomenmaynotbeananachronismlikewise。
ThetruthseemstobethatalonglineofdisillusivecenturieshaspermanentlydisplacedtheHellenicideaoflife,orwhateveritmaybecalled。WhattheGreeksonlysuspectedweknowwell;whattheirAeschylusimaginedournurserychildrenfeel。Thatold—fashionedrevellinginthegeneralsituationgrowslessandlesspossibleasweuncoverthedefectsofnaturallaws,andseethequandarythatmanisinbytheiroperation。
ThelineamentswhichwillgetembodiedinidealsbaseduponthisnewrecognitionwillprobablybeakintothoseofYeobright。Theobserver’seyewasarrested,notbyhisfaceasapicture,butbyhisfaceasapage;
notbywhatitwas,butbywhatitrecorded。Hisfeatureswereattractiveinthelightofsymbols,assoundsintrinsicallycommonbecomeattractiveinlanguage,andasshapesintrinsicallysimplebecomeinterestinginwriting。
Hehadbeenaladofwhomsomethingwasexpected。
Beyondthisallhadbeenchaos。Thathewouldbesuccessfulinanoriginalway,orthathewouldgotothedogsinanoriginalway,seemedequallyprobable。
Theonlyabsolutecertaintyabouthimwasthathewouldnotstandstillinthecircumstancesamidwhichhewasborn。
Hence,whenhisnamewascasuallymentionedbyneighbouringyeomen,thelistenersaid,"Ah,ClymYeobright——whatishedoingnow?"Whentheinstinctivequestionaboutapersonis,Whatishedoing?itisfeltthathewillbefoundtobe,likemostofus,doingnothinginparticular。Thereisanindefinitesensethathemustbeinvadingsomeregionofsingularity,goodorbad。Thedevouthopeisthatheisdoingwell。Thesecretfaithisthatheismakingamessofit。Halfadozencomfortablemarket—men,whowerehabitualcallersattheQuietWomanastheypassedbyintheircarts,werepartialtothetopic。Infact,thoughtheywerenotEgdonmen,theycouldhardlyavoiditwhiletheysuckedtheirlongclaytubesandregardedtheheaththroughthewindow。Clymhadbeensoinwovenwiththeheathinhisboyhoodthathardlyanybodycouldlookuponitwithoutthinkingofhim。Sothesubjectrecurred:ifheweremakingafortuneandaname,somuchthebetterforhim;ifheweremakingatragicalfigureintheworld,somuchthebetterforanarrative。
ThefactwasthatYeobright’sfamehadspreadtoanawkwardextentbeforehelefthome。"Itisbadwhenyourfameoutrunsyourmeans,"saidtheSpanishJesuitGracian。
AttheageofsixhehadaskedaScriptureriddle:"Whowasthefirstmanknowntowearbreeches?"andapplausehadresoundedfromtheveryvergeoftheheath。AtsevenhepaintedtheBattleofWaterloowithtiger—lilypollenandblack—currantjuice,intheabsenceofwater—colours。Bythetimehereachedtwelvehehadinthismannerbeenheardofasartistandscholarforatleasttwomilesround。
Anindividualwhosefamespreadsthreeorfourthousandyardsinthetimetakenbythefameofotherssimilarlysituatedtotravelsixoreighthundred,mustofnecessityhavesomethinginhim。PossiblyClym’sfame,likeHomer’s,owedsomethingtotheaccidentsofhissituation;
neverthelessfamoushewas。
Hegrewupandwashelpedoutinlife。ThatwaggeryoffatewhichstartedCliveasawritingclerk,Gayasalinen—draper,Keatsasasurgeon,andathousandothersinathousandotheroddways,banishedthewildandasceticheathladtoatradewhosesoleconcernwaswiththeespecialsymbolsofself—indulgenceandvainglory。
Thedetailsofthischoiceofabusinessforhimitisnotnecessarytogive。Atthedeathofhisfatheraneighbouringgentlemanhadkindlyundertakentogivetheboyastart,andthisassumedtheformofsendinghimtoBudmouth。
Yeobrightdidnotwishtogothere,butitwastheonlyfeasibleopening。ThencehewenttoLondon;andthence,shortlyafter,toParis,wherehehadremainedtillnow。
Somethingbeingexpectedofhim,hehadnotbeenathomemanydaysbeforeagreatcuriosityastowhyhestayedonsolongbegantoariseintheheath。Thenaturaltermofaholidayhadpassed,yethestillremained。
OntheSundaymorningfollowingtheweekofThomasin’smarriageadiscussiononthissubjectwasinprogressatahair—cuttingbeforeFairway’shouse。Herethelocalbarberingwasalwaysdoneatthishouronthisday,tobefollowedbythegreatSundaywashoftheinhabitantsatnoon,whichinitsturnwasfollowedbythegreatSundaydressinganhourlater。OnEgdonHeathSundayproperdidnotbegintilldinner—time,andeventhenitwasasomewhatbatteredspecimenoftheday。