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  "Butyoumustnotsacrificeyourselftoherfromanysenseofjustice,"repliedEustaciaquickly。
  "Ifyoudonotloveheritisthemostmercifulthinginthelongruntoleaveherassheis。That’salwaysthebestway。There,nowIhavebeenunwomanly,Isuppose。
  WhenyouhaveleftmeIamalwaysangrywithmyselfforthingsthatIhavesaidtoyou。"
  Wildevewalkedapaceortwoamongtheheatherwithoutreplying。
  Thepausewasfilledupbytheintonationofapollardthornalittlewaytowindward,thebreezesfilteringthroughitsunyieldingtwigsasthroughastrainer。
  Itwasasifthenightsangdirgeswithclenchedteeth。
  Shecontinued,halfsorrowfully,"Sincemeetingyoulast,ithasoccurredtomeonceortwicethatperhapsitwasnotforloveofmeyoudidnotmarryher。Tellme,Damon——I’lltrytobearit。HadInothingwhatevertodowiththematter?"
  "Doyoupressmetotell?"
  "Yes,Imustknow。IseeIhavebeentooreadytobelieveinmyownpower。"
  "Well,theimmediatereasonwasthatthelicensewouldnotdofortheplace,andbeforeIcouldgetanothersheranaway。Uptothatpointyouhadnothingtodowithit。
  SincethenheraunthasspokentomeinatonewhichI
  don’tatalllike。"
  "Yes,yes!Iamnothinginit——Iamnothinginit。
  Youonlytriflewithme。Heaven,whatcanI,EustaciaVye,bemadeoftothinksomuchofyou!"
  "Nonsense;donotbesopassionate……Eustacia,howwerovedamongthesebusheslastyear,whenthehotdayshadgotcool,andtheshadesofthehillskeptusalmostinvisibleinthehollows!"
  Sheremainedinmoodysilencetillshesaid,"Yes;andhowIusedtolaughatyoufordaringtolookuptome!
  Butyouhavewellmademesufferforthatsince。"
  "Yes,youservedmecruellyenoughuntilIthoughtIhadfoundsomeonefairerthanyou。Ablessedfindforme,Eustacia。"
  "Doyoustillthinkyoufoundsomebodyfairer?"
  "SometimesIdo,sometimesIdon’t。Thescalesarebalancedsonicelythatafeatherwouldturnthem。"
  "Butdon’tyoureallycarewhetherImeetyouorwhetherIdon’t?"shesaidslowly。
  "Icarealittle,butnotenoughtobreakmyrest,"
  repliedtheyoungmanlanguidly。"No,allthat’spast。
  IfindtherearetwoflowerswhereIthoughttherewasonlyone。Perhapstherearethree,orfour,oranynumberasgoodasthefirst……Mineisacuriousfate。
  Whowouldhavethoughtthatallthiscouldhappentome?"
  Sheinterruptedwithasuppressedfireofwhicheitherloveorangerseemedanequallypossibleissue,"Doyoulovemenow?"
  "Whocansay?"
  "Tellme;Iwillknowit!"
  "Ido,andIdonot,"saidhemischievously。"Thatis,Ihavemytimesandmyseasons。Onemomentyouaretootall,anothermomentyouaretoodo—nothing,anothertoomelancholy,anothertoodark,anotherIdon’tknowwhat,except——thatyouarenotthewholeworldtomethatyouusedtobe,mydear。
  Butyouareapleasantladytoknowandnicetomeet,andIdaresayassweetasever——almost。"
  Eustaciawassilent,andsheturnedfromhim,tillshesaid,inavoiceofsuspendedmightiness,"Iamforawalk,andthisismyway。"
  "Well,Icandoworsethanfollowyou。"
  "Youknowyoucan’tdootherwise,forallyourmoodsandchanges!"sheanswereddefiantly。"Saywhatyouwill;
  tryasyoumay;keepawayfrommeallthatyoucan——youwillneverforgetme。Youwilllovemeallyourlifelong。
  Youwouldjumptomarryme!"
  "SoIwould!"saidWildeve。"SuchstrangethoughtsasI’vehadfromtimetotime,Eustacia;andtheycometomethismoment。Youhatetheheathasmuchasever;
  thatIknow。"
  "Ido,"shemurmureddeeply。"’Tismycross,myshame,andwillbemydeath!"
  "Iabhorittoo,"saidhe。"Howmournfullythewindblowsroundusnow!"
  Shedidnotanswer。Itstonewasindeedsolemnandpervasive。
  Compoundutterancesaddressedthemselvestotheirsenses,anditwaspossibletoviewbyearthefeaturesoftheneighbourhood。
  Acousticpictureswerereturnedfromthedarkenedscenery;
  theycouldhearwherethetractsofheatherbeganandended;
  wherethefurzewasgrowingstalkyandtall;whereithadbeenrecentlycut;inwhatdirectionthefir—clumplay,andhownearwasthepitinwhichtheholliesgrew;
  forthesedifferingfeatureshadtheirvoicesnolessthantheirshapesandcolours。
  "God,howlonelyitis!"resumedWildeve。"Whatarepicturesqueravinesandmiststouswhoseenothingelse?"
  Whyshouldwestayhere?WillyougowithmetoAmerica?
  IhavekindredinWisconsin。"
  "Thatwantsconsideration。"
  "Itseemsimpossibletodowellhere,unlessonewereawildbirdoralandscape—painter。Well?"
  "Givemetime,"shesoftlysaid,takinghishand。
  "Americaissofaraway。Areyougoingtowalkwithmealittleway?"
  AsEustaciautteredthelatterwordssheretiredfromthebaseofthebarrow,andWildevefollowedher,sothatthereddlemancouldhearnomore。
  Heliftedtheturvesandarose。Theirblackfiguressankanddisappearedfromagainstthesky。Theywereastwohornswhichthesluggishheathhadputforthfromitscrown,likeamollusc,andhadnowagaindrawnin。
  Thereddleman’swalkacrossthevale,andoverintothenextwherehiscartlay,wasnotsprightlyforaslimyoungfellowoftwenty—four。Hisspiritwasperturbedtoaching。
  Thebreezesthatblewaroundhismouthinthatwalkcarriedoffuponthemtheaccentsofacommination。
  Heenteredthevan,wheretherewasafireinastove。
  Withoutlightinghiscandlehesatdownatonceonthethree—leggedstool,andponderedonwhathehadseenandheardtouchingthatstill—lovedoneofhis。
  Heutteredasoundwhichwasneithersighnorsob,butwasevenmoreindicativethaneitherofatroubledmind。
  "MyTamsie,"hewhisperedheavily。"Whatcanbedone?Yes,IwillseethatEustaciaVye。"
  10—ADesperateAttemptatPersuasionThenextmorning,atthetimewhentheheightofthesunappearedveryinsignificantfromanypartoftheheathascomparedwiththealtitudeofRainbarrow,andwhenallthelittlehillsinthelowerlevelswerelikeanarchipelagoinafog—formedAegean,thereddlemancamefromthebramblednookwhichhehadadoptedashisquartersandascendedtheslopesofMistoverKnap。
  Thoughtheseshaggyhillswereapparentlysosolitary,severalkeenroundeyeswerealwaysreadyonsuchawintrymorningasthistoconvergeuponapasser—by。
  Featheredspeciessojournedhereinhidingwhichwouldhavecreatedwonderiffoundelsewhere。Abustardhauntedthespot,andnotmanyyearsbeforethisfiveandtwentymighthavebeenseeninEgdonatonetime。
  Marsh—harrierslookedupfromthevalleybyWildeve’s。
  Acream—colouredcourserhadusedtovisitthishill,abirdsorarethatnotmorethanadozenhaveeverbeenseeninEngland;butabarbarianrestedneithernightnordaytillhehadshottheAfricantruant,andafterthateventcream—colouredcoursersthoughtfittoenterEgdonnomore。
  AtravellerwhoshouldwalkandobserveanyofthesevisitantsasVennobservedthemnowcouldfeelhimselftobeindirectcommunicationwithregionsunknowntoman。
  Hereinfrontofhimwasawildmallard——justarrivedfromthehomeofthenorthwind。ThecreaturebroughtwithinhimanamplitudeofNorthernknowledge。Glacialcatastrophes,snowstormepisodes,glitteringauroraleffects,Polarisinthezenith,Franklinunderfoot——thecategoryofhiscommonplaceswaswonderful。Butthebird,likemanyotherphilosophers,seemedashelookedatthereddlemantothinkthatapresentmomentofcomfortablerealitywasworthadecadeofmemories。
  Vennpassedonthroughthesetowardsthehouseoftheisolatedbeautywholivedupamongthemanddespisedthem。
  ThedaywasSunday;butasgoingtochurch,excepttobemarriedorburied,wasexceptionalatEgdon,thismadelittledifference。HehaddeterminedupontheboldstrokeofaskingforaninterviewwithMissVye——toattackherpositionasThomasin’srivaleitherbyartorbystorm,showingtherein,somewhattooconspicuously,thewantofgallantrycharacteristicofacertainastutesortofmen,fromclownstokings。ThegreatFrederickmakingwaronthebeautifulArchduchess,NapoleonrefusingtermstothebeautifulQueenofPrussia,werenotmoredeadtodifferenceofsexthanthereddlemanwas,inhispeculiarway,inplanningthedisplacementofEustacia。
  Tocallatthecaptain’scottagewasalwaysmoreorlessanundertakingfortheinferiorinhabitants。
  Thoughoccasionallychatty,hismoodswereerratic,andnobodycouldbecertainhowhewouldbehaveatanyparticularmoment。Eustaciawasreserved,andlivedverymuchtoherself。Exceptthedaughterofoneofthecotters,whowastheirservant,andaladwhoworkedinthegardenandstable,scarcelyanyonebutthemselveseverenteredthehouse。TheyweretheonlygenteelpeopleofthedistrictexcepttheYeobrights,andthoughfarfromrich,theydidnotfeelthatnecessityforpreservingafriendlyfacetowardseveryman,bird,andbeastwhichinfluencedtheirpoorerneighbours。
  Whenthereddlemanenteredthegardentheoldmanwaslookingthroughhisglassatthestainofblueseainthedistantlandscape,thelittleanchorsonhisbuttonstwinklinginthesun。HerecognizedVennashiscompaniononthehighway,butmadenoremarkonthatcircumstance,merelysaying,"Ah,reddleman——youhere?Haveaglassofgrog?"
  Venndeclined,onthepleaofitbeingtooearly,andstatedthathisbusinesswaswithMissVye。Thecaptainsurveyedhimfromcaptowaistcoatandfromwaistcoattoleggingsforafewmoments,andfinallyaskedhimtogoindoors。
  MissVyewasnottobeseenbyanybodyjustthen;
  andthereddlemanwaitedinthewindow—benchofthekitchen,hishandshangingacrosshisdivergentknees,andhiscaphangingfromhishands。
  "Isupposetheyoungladyisnotupyet?"hepresentlysaidtotheservant。
  "Notquiteyet。Folksnevercalluponladiesatthistimeofday。"
  "ThenI’llstepoutside,"saidVenn。"Ifsheiswillingtoseeme,willshepleasesendoutword,andI’llcomein。"
  Thereddlemanleftthehouseandloiteredonthehilladjoining。Aconsiderabletimeelapsed,andnorequestforhispresencewasbrought。Hewasbeginningtothinkthathisschemehadfailed,whenhebeheldtheformofEustaciaherselfcomingleisurelytowardshim。
  Asenseofnoveltyingivingaudiencetothatsingularfigurehadbeensufficienttodrawherforth。
  Sheseemedtofeel,afterabarelookatDiggoryVenn,thatthemanhadcomeonastrangeerrand,andthathewasnotsomeanasshehadthoughthim;forhercloseapproachdidnotcausehimtowritheuneasily,orshifthisfeet,orshowanyofthoselittlesignswhichescapeaningenuousrusticattheadventoftheuncommoninwomankind。
  Onhisinquiringifhemighthaveaconversationwithhershereplied,"Yes,walkbesideme,"andcontinuedtomoveon。
  Beforetheyhadgonefaritoccurredtotheperspicaciousreddlemanthathewouldhaveactedmorewiselybyappearinglessunimpressionable,andheresolvedtocorrecttheerrorassoonashecouldfindopportunity。
  "Ihavemadesobold,miss,astostepacrossandtellyousomestrangenewswhichhascometomyearsaboutthatman。"
  "Ah!whatman?"
  Hejerkedhiselbowtothesoutheast——thedirectionoftheQuietWoman。
  Eustaciaturnedquicklytohim。"DoyoumeanMr。Wildeve?"
  "Yes,thereistroubleinahouseholdonaccountofhim,andIhavecometoletyouknowofit,becauseIbelieveyoumighthavepowertodriveitaway。"
  "I?Whatisthetrouble?"
  "Itisquiteasecret。ItisthathemayrefusetomarryThomasinYeobrightafterall。"
  Eustacia,thoughsetinwardlypulsingbyhiswords,wasequaltoherpartinsuchadramaasthis。
  Sherepliedcoldly,"Idonotwishtolistentothis,andyoumustnotexpectmetointerfere。"
  "But,miss,youwillhearoneword?"
  "Icannot。Iamnotinterestedinthemarriage,andevenifIwereIcouldnotcompelMr。Wildevetodomybidding。"
  "AstheonlyladyontheheathIthinkyoumight,"saidVennwithsubtleindirectness。"Thisishowthecasestands。
  Mr。WildevewouldmarryThomasinatonce,andmakeallmatterssmooth,ifsobetherewerenotanotherwomaninthecase。Thisotherwomanissomepersonhehaspickedupwith,andmeetsontheheathoccasionally,Ibelieve。Hewillnevermarryher,andyetthroughherhemaynevermarrythewomanwholoveshimdearly。
  Now,ifyou,miss,whohavesomuchswayoverusmenfolk,weretoinsistthatheshouldtreatyouryoungneighbourTamsinwithhonourablekindnessandgiveuptheotherwoman,hewouldperhapsdoit,andsaveheragooddealofmisery。"
  "Ah,mylife!"saidEustacia,withalaughwhichunclosedherlipssothatthesunshoneintohermouthasintoatulip,andlentitasimilarscarletfire。"Youthinktoomuchofmyinfluenceovermenfolkindeed,reddleman。
  IfIhadsuchapowerasyouimagineIwouldgostraightanduseitforthegoodofanybodywhohasbeenkindtome——whichThomasinYeobrighthasnotparticularly,tomyknowledge。"
  "Canitbethatyoureallydon’tknowofit——howmuchshehadalwaysthoughtofyou?"
  "Ihaveneverheardawordofit。AlthoughweliveonlytwomilesapartIhaveneverbeeninsideheraunt’shouseinmylife。"
  ThesuperciliousnessthatlurkedinhermannertoldVennthatthusfarhehadutterlyfailed。Heinwardlysighedandfeltitnecessarytounmaskhissecondargument。
  "Well,leavingthatoutofthequestion,’tisinyourpower,Iassureyou,MissVye,todoagreatdealofgoodtoanotherwoman。"
  Sheshookherhead。
  "YourcomelinessislawwithMr。Wildeve。Itislawwithallmenwhosee’ee。Theysay,’Thiswell—
  favouredladycoming——what’shername?Howhandsome!’
  HandsomerthanThomasinYeobright,"thereddlemanpersisted,sayingtohimself,"Godforgivearascalforlying!"Andshewashandsomer,butthereddlemanwasfarfromthinkingso。
  TherewasacertainobscurityinEustacia’sbeauty,andVenn’seyewasnottrained。Inherwinterdress,asnow,shewaslikethetiger—beetle,which,whenobservedindullsituations,seemstobeofthequietestneutralcolour,butunderafullilluminationblazeswithdazzlingsplendour。
  Eustaciacouldnothelpreplying,thoughconsciousthatsheendangeredherdignitythereby。"ManywomenarelovelierthanThomasin,"shesaid,"sonotmuchattachestothat。"
  Thereddlemansufferedthewoundandwenton:"Heisamanwhonoticesthelooksofwomen,andyoucouldtwisthimtoyourwilllikewithywind,ifyouonlyhadthemind。"
  "SurelywhatshecannotdowhohasbeensomuchwithhimIcannotdolivinguphereawayfromhim。"
  Thereddlemanwheeledandlookedherintheface。
  "MissVye!"hesaid。
  "Whydoyousaythat——asifyoudoubtedme?"Shespokefaintly,andherbreathingwasquick。"Theideaofyourspeakinginthattonetome!"sheadded,withaforcedsmileofhauteur。
  "Whatcouldhavebeeninyourmindtoleadyoutospeaklikethat?"
  "MissVye,whyshouldyoumakebelievethatyoudon’tknowthisman?——Iknowwhy,certainly。Heisbeneathyou,andyouareashamed。"
  "Youaremistaken。Whatdoyoumean?"
  Thereddlemanhaddecidedtoplaythecardoftruth。
  "IwasatthemeetingbyRainbarrowlastnightandheardeveryword,"hesaid。"ThewomanthatstandsbetweenWildeveandThomasinisyourself。"
  Itwasadisconcertingliftofthecurtain,andthemortificationofCandaules’wifeglowedinher。
  Themomenthadarrivedwhenherlipwouldtrembleinspiteofherself,andwhenthegaspcouldnolongerbekeptdown。
  "Iamunwell,"shesaidhurriedly。"No——itisnotthat——I
  amnotinahumourtohearyoufurther。Leaveme,please。"
  "Imustspeak,MissVye,inspiteofpainingyou。
  WhatIwouldputbeforeyouisthis。Howeveritmaycomeabout——whethersheistoblame,oryou——hercaseiswithoutdoubtworsethanyours。YourgivingupMr。Wildevewillbearealadvantagetoyou,forhowcouldyoumarryhim?
  Nowshecannotgetoffsoeasily——everybodywillblameherifsheloseshim。ThenIaskyou——notbecauseherrightisbest,butbecausehersituationisworst——togivehimuptoher。"
  "No——Iwon’t,Iwon’t!"shesaidimpetuously,quiteforgetfulofherpreviousmannertowardsthereddlemanasanunderling。
  "Nobodyhaseverbeenservedso!Itwasgoingonwell——I
  willnotbebeatendown——byaninferiorwomanlikeher。
  Itisverywellforyoutocomeandpleadforher,butisshenotherselfthecauseofallherowntrouble?
  AmInottoshowfavourtoanypersonImaychoosewithoutaskingpermissionofaparcelofcottagers?Shehascomebetweenmeandmyinclination,andnowthatshefindsherselfrightlypunishedshegetsyoutopleadforher!"
  "Indeed,"saidVennearnestly,"sheknowsnothingwhateveraboutit。ItisonlyIwhoaskyoutogivehimup。
  Itwillbebetterforherandyouboth。Peoplewillsaybadthingsiftheyfindoutthataladysecretlymeetsamanwhohasill—usedanotherwoman。"
  "IhaveNOTinjuredher——hewasminebeforehewashers!Hecameback——because——becausehelikedmebest!"
  shesaidwildly。"ButIloseallself—respectintalkingtoyou。WhatamIgivingwayto!"
  "Icankeepsecrets,"saidVenngently。"Youneednotfear。
  Iamtheonlymanwhoknowsofyourmeetingswithhim。
  Thereisbutonethingmoretospeakof,andthenIwillbegone。Iheardyousaytohimthatyouhatedlivinghere——thatEgdonHeathwasajailtoyou。"
  "Ididsayso。Thereisasortofbeautyinthescenery,Iknow;butitisajailtome。Themanyoumentiondoesnotsavemefromthatfeeling,thoughheliveshere。
  Ishouldhavecarednothingforhimhadtherebeenabetterpersonnear。"
  Thereddlemanlookedhopeful;afterthesewordsfromherhisthirdattemptseemedpromising。"Aswehavenowopenedourmindsabit,miss,"hesaid,"I’lltellyouwhatIhavegottopropose。SinceIhavetakentothereddletradeItravelagooddeal,asyouknow。"
  Sheinclinedherhead,andsweptroundsothathereyesrestedinthemistyvalebeneaththem。
  "AndinmytravelsIgonearBudmouth。NowBudmouthisawonderfulplace——wonderful——agreatsaltsheeningseabendingintothelandlikeabow——thousandsofgentlepeoplewalkingupanddown——bandsofmusicplaying——officersbyseaandofficersbylandwalkingamongtherest——outofeverytenfolksyoumeetnineof’eminlove。"
  "Iknowit,"shesaiddisdainfully。"IknowBudmouthbetterthanyou。Iwasbornthere。Myfathercametobeamilitarymusiciantherefromabroad。Ah,mysoul,Budmouth!IwishIwastherenow。"
  Thereddlemanwassurprisedtoseehowaslowfirecouldblazeonoccasion。"Ifyouwere,miss,"hereplied,"inaweek’stimeyouwouldthinknomoreofWildevethanofoneofthosehe’th—croppersthatweseeyond。
  Now,Icouldgetyouthere。"
  "How?"saidEustacia,withintensecuriosityinherheavyeyes。
  "Myunclehasbeenforfiveandtwentyyearsthetrustymanofarichwidow—ladywhohasabeautifulhousefacingthesea。Thisladyhasbecomeoldandlame,andshewantsayoungcompany—keepertoreadandsingtoher,butcan’tgetonetohermindtosaveherlife,thoughshe’veadvertisedinthepapers,andtriedhalfadozen。Shewouldjumptogetyou,andUnclewouldmakeitalleasy。"
  "Ishouldhavetowork,perhaps?"
  "No,notrealwork——you’dhavealittletodo,suchasreadingandthat。YouwouldnotbewantedtillNewYear’sDay。"
  "Iknewitmeantwork,"shesaid,droopingtolanguoragain。
  "Iconfesstherewouldbeatrifletodointhewayofamusingher;butthoughidlepeoplemightcallitwork,workingpeoplewouldcallitplay。Thinkofthecompanyandthelifeyou’dlead,miss;thegaietyyou’dsee,andthegentlemanyou’dmarry。Myuncleistoinquireforatrustworthyyoungladyfromthecountry,asshedon’tliketowngirls。"
  "Itistowearmyselfouttopleaseher!andIwon’tgo。
  O,ifIcouldliveinagaytownasaladyshould,andgomyownways,anddomyowndoings,I’dgivethewrinkledhalfofmylife!Yes,reddleman,thatwouldI。"
  "HelpmetogetThomasinhappy,miss,andthechanceshallbeyours,"urgedhercompanion。
  "Chance——’tisnochance,"shesaidproudly。"Whatcanapoormanlikeyouofferme,indeed?——Iamgoingindoors。
  Ihavenothingmoretosay。Don’tyourhorseswantfeeding,oryourreddlebagswantmending,ordon’tyouwanttofindbuyersforyourgoods,thatyoustayidlingherelikethis?"
  Vennspokenotanotherword。Withhishandsbehindhimheturnedaway,thatshemightnotseethehopelessdisappointmentinhisface。Thementalclearnessandpowerhehadfoundinthislonelygirlhadindeedfilledhismannerwithmisgivingevenfromthefirstfewminutesofclosequarterswithher。Heryouthandsituationhadledhimtoexpectasimplicityquiteatthebeckofhismethod。
  ButasystemofinducementwhichmighthavecarriedweakercountrylassesalongwithithadmerelyrepelledEustacia。
  Asarule,thewordBudmouthmeantfascinationonEgdon。
  ThatRoyalportandwateringplace,iftrulymirroredinthemindsoftheheathfolk,musthavecombined,inacharmingandindescribablemanneraCarthaginianbustleofbuildingwithTarentineluxuriousnessandBaianhealthandbeauty。
  Eustaciafeltlittlelessextravagantlyabouttheplace;
  butshewouldnotsinkherindependencetogetthere。
  WhenDiggoryVennhadgonequiteaway,Eustaciawalkedtothebankandlookeddownthewildandpicturesquevaletowardsthesun,whichwasalsointhedirectionofWildeve’s。Themisthadnowsofarcollapsedthatthetipsofthetreesandbushesaroundhishousecouldjustbediscerned,asifboringupwardsthroughavastwhitecobwebwhichcloakedthemfromtheday。
  Therewasnodoubtthathermindwasinclinedthitherward;
  indefinitely,fancifully——twininganduntwiningabouthimasthesingleobjectwithinherhorizononwhichdreamsmightcrystallize。Themanwhohadbegunbybeingmerelyheramusement,andwouldneverhavebeenmorethanherhobbybutforhisskillindesertingherattherightmoments,wasnowagainherdesire。
  Cessationinhislove—makinghadrevivifiedherlove。
  SuchfeelingasEustaciahadidlygiventoWildevewasdammedintoafloodbyThomasin。ShehadusedtoteaseWildeve,butthatwasbeforeanotherhadfavouredhim。Oftenadropofironyintoanindifferentsituationrendersthewholepiquant。
  "Iwillnevergivehimup——never!"shesaidimpetuously。
  Thereddleman’shintthatrumourmightshowhertodisadvantagehadnopermanentterrorforEustacia。Shewasasunconcernedatthatcontingencyasagoddessatalackoflinen。