首页 >出版文学> THE RETURN OF THE NATIVE>第27章
  butreasonhavingnowsomewhatrecovereditselfhesankintotaciturnity。
  Oneeveningwhenhewasthusstandinginthegarden,abstractedlyspuddingupaweedwithhisstick,abonyfigureturnedthecornerofthehouseandcameuptohim。
  "Christian,isn’tit?"saidClym。"Iamgladyouhavefoundmeout。IshallsoonwantyoutogotoBlooms—
  Endandassistmeinputtingthehouseinorder。
  IsupposeitisalllockedupasIleftit?"
  "Yes,MisterClym。"
  "Haveyoudugupthepotatoesandotherroots?"
  "Yes,withoutadropo’rain,thankGod。ButIwascomingtotell’eeofsomethingelsewhichisquitedifferentfromwhatwehavelatelyhadinthefamily。
  IamsentbytherichgentlemanattheWoman,thatweusedtocallthelandlord,totell’eethatMrs。Wildeveisdoingwellofagirl,whichwasbornpunctuallyatoneo’clockatnoon,orafewminutesmoreorless;
  and’tissaidthatexpectingofthisincreaseiswhathavekept’emtheresincetheycameintotheirmoney。"
  "Andsheisgettingonwell,yousay?"
  "Yes,sir。OnlyMr。Wildeveistwankybecause’tisn’taboy——that’swhattheysayinthekitchen,butIwasnotsupposedtonoticethat。"
  "Christian,nowlistentome。"
  "Yes,sure,Mr。Yeobright。"
  "Didyouseemymotherthedaybeforeshedied?"
  "No,Ididnot。"
  Yeobright’sfaceexpresseddisappointment。
  "ButIzeedherthemorningofthesamedayshedied。"
  Clym’slooklightedup。"That’snearerstilltomymeaning,"
  hesaid。
  "Yes,Iknow’twasthesameday;forshesaid,’Ibegoingtoseehim,Christian;soIshallnotwantanyvegetablesbroughtinfordinner。’"
  "Seewhom?"
  "Seeyou。Shewasgoingtoyourhouse,youunderstand。"
  YeobrightregardedChristianwithintensesurprise。
  "Whydidyounevermentionthis?"hesaid。"Areyousureitwasmyhouseshewascomingto?"
  "Oyes。Ididn’tmentionitbecauseI’veneverzeedyoulately。Andasshedidn’tgetthereitwasallnought,andnothingtotell。"
  "AndIhavebeenwonderingwhysheshouldhavewalkedintheheathonthathotday!Well,didshesaywhatshewascomingfor?Itisathing,Christian,Iamveryanxioustoknow。"
  "Yes,MisterClym。Shedidn’tsayittome,thoughI
  thinkshedidtoonehereandthere。"
  "Doyouknowonepersontowhomshespokeofit?"
  "Thereisoneman,please,sir,butIhopeyouwon’tmentionmynametohim,asIhaveseenhiminstrangeplaces,particularindreams。OnenightlastsummerheglaredatmelikeFamineandSword,anditmademefeelsolowthatIdidn’tcomboutmyfewhairsfortwodays。
  Hewasstanding,asitmightbe,MisterYeobright,inthemiddleofthepathtoMistover,andyourmothercameup,lookingaspale——"
  "Yes,whenwasthat?"
  "Lastsummer,inmydream。"
  "Pooh!Who’stheman?"
  "Diggory,thereddleman。Hecalleduponherandsatwithhertheeveningbeforeshesetouttoseeyou。
  Ihadn’tgonehomefromworkwhenhecameuptothegate。"
  "ImustseeVenn——IwishIhadknownitbefore,"
  saidClymanxiously。"Iwonderwhyhehasnotcometotellme?"
  "HewentoutofEgdonHeaththenextday,sowouldnotbelikelytoknowyouwantedhim。"
  "Christian,"saidClym,"youmustgoandfindVenn。
  Iamotherwiseengaged,orIwouldgomyself。Findhimatonce,andtellhimIwanttospeaktohim。"
  "Iamagoodhandathuntingupfolkbyday,"saidChristian,lookingdubiouslyroundatthedeclininglight;
  "butastonight—time,neverissuchabadhandasI,MisterYeobright。"
  "Searchtheheathwhenyouwill,sothatyoubringhimsoon。
  Bringhimtomorrow,ifyoucan。"
  Christianthendeparted。Themorrowcame,butnoVenn。
  IntheeveningChristianarrived,lookingveryweary。
  Hehadbeensearchingallday,andhadheardnothingofthereddleman。
  "Inquireasmuchasyoucantomorrowwithoutneglectingyourwork,"saidYeobright。"Don’tcomeagaintillyouhavefoundhim。"
  ThenextdayYeobrightsetoutfortheoldhouseatBlooms—End,which,withthegarden,wasnowhisown。
  Hissevereillnesshadhinderedallpreparationsforhisremovalthither;butithadbecomenecessarythatheshouldgoandoverlookitscontents,asadministratortohismother’slittleproperty;forwhichpurposehedecidedtopassthenextnightonthepremises。
  Hejourneyedonward,notquicklyordecisively,butintheslowwalkofonewhohasbeenawakenedfromastupefyingsleep。
  Itwasearlyafternoonwhenhereachedthevalley。
  Theexpressionoftheplace,thetoneofthehour,werepreciselythoseofmanysuchoccasionsindaysgoneby;
  andtheseantecedentsimilaritiesfosteredtheillusionthatshe,whowastherenolonger,wouldcomeouttowelcomehim。
  Thegardengatewaslockedandtheshutterswereclosed,justashehimselfhadleftthemontheeveningafterthefuneral。Heunlockedthegate,andfoundthataspiderhadalreadyconstructedalargeweb,tyingthedoortothelintel,onthesuppositionthatitwasnevertobeopenedagain。Whenhehadenteredthehouseandflungbacktheshuttershesetabouthistaskofoverhaulingthecupboardsandclosets,burningpapers,andconsideringhowbesttoarrangetheplaceforEustacia’sreception,untilsuchtimeashemightbeinapositiontocarryouthislong—delayedscheme,shouldthattimeeverarrive。
  Ashesurveyedtheroomshefeltstronglydisinclinedforthealterationswhichwouldhavetobemadeinthetime—honouredfurnishingofhisparentsandgrandparents,tosuitEustacia’smodernideas。Thegauntoak—casedclock,withthepictureoftheAscensiononthedoorpanelandtheMiraculousDraughtofFishesonthebase;
  hisgrandmother’scornercupboardwiththeglassdoor,throughwhichthespottedchinawasvisible;thedumb—waiter;
  thewoodenteatrays;thehangingfountainwiththebrasstap——whitherwouldthesevenerablearticleshavetobebanished?
  Henoticedthattheflowersinthewindowhaddiedforwantofwater,andheplacedthemoutupontheledge,thattheymightbetakenaway。Whilethusengagedheheardfootstepsonthegravelwithout,andsomebodyknockedatthedoor。
  Yeobrightopenedit,andVennwasstandingbeforehim。
  "Goodmorning,"saidthereddleman。"IsMrs。Yeobrightathome?"
  Yeobrightlookedupontheground。"ThenyouhavenotseenChristianoranyoftheEgdonfolks?"hesaid。
  "No。Ihaveonlyjustreturnedafteralongstayaway。
  IcalledherethedaybeforeIleft。"
  "Andyouhaveheardnothing?"
  "Nothing。"
  "Mymotheris——dead。"
  "Dead!"saidVennmechanically。
  "HerhomenowiswhereIshouldn’tmindhavingmine。"
  Vennregardedhim,andthensaid,"IfIdidn’tseeyourfaceIcouldneverbelieveyourwords。Haveyoubeenill?"
  "Ihadanillness。"
  "Well,thechange!WhenIpartedfromheramonthagoeverythingseemedtosaythatshewasgoingtobeginanewlife。"
  "Andwhatseemedcametrue。"
  "Yousayright,nodoubt。Troublehastaughtyouadeeperveinoftalkthanmine。AllImeantwasregardingherlifehere。Shehasdiedtoosoon。"
  "Perhapsthroughmylivingtoolong。Ihavehadabitterexperienceonthatscorethislastmonth,Diggory。
  Butcomein;Ihavebeenwantingtoseeyou。"
  HeconductedthereddlemanintothelargeroomwherethedancinghadtakenplacethepreviousChristmas,andtheysatdowninthesettletogether。"There’sthecoldfireplace,yousee,"saidClym。"Whenthathalf—
  burntlogandthosecinderswerealightshewasalive!
  Littlehasbeenchangedhereyet。Icandonothing。
  Mylifecreepslikeasnail。"
  "Howcameshetodie?"saidVenn。
  Yeobrightgavehimsomeparticularsofherillnessanddeath,andcontinued:"Afterthisnokindofpainwilleverseemmorethananindispositiontome。
  IbegansayingthatIwantedtoaskyousomething,butI
  strayfromsubjectslikeadrunkenman。Iamanxioustoknowwhatmymothersaidtoyouwhenshelastsawyou。
  Youtalkedwithheralongtime,Ithink?"
  "Italkedwithhermorethanhalfanhour。"
  "Aboutme?"
  "Yes。Anditmusthavebeenonaccountofwhatwesaidthatshewasontheheath。Withoutquestionshewascomingtoseeyou。"
  "Butwhyshouldshecometoseemeifshefeltsobitterlyagainstme?There’sthemystery。"
  "YetIknowshequiteforgave’ee。"
  "But,Diggory——wouldawoman,whohadquiteforgivenherson,say,whenshefeltherselfillonthewaytohishouse,thatshewasbroken—heartedbecauseofhisill—usage?Never!"
  "WhatIknowisthatshedidn’tblameyouatall。
  Sheblamedherselfforwhathadhappened,andonlyherself。
  Ihaditfromherownlips。"
  "YouhaditfromherlipsthatIhadNOTill—treatedher;
  andatthesametimeanotherhaditfromherlipsthatI
  HADill—treatedher?Mymotherwasnoimpulsivewomanwhochangedheropinioneveryhourwithoutreason。
  Howcanitbe,Venn,thatsheshouldhavetoldsuchdifferentstoriesinclosesuccession?"
  "Icannotsay。Itiscertainlyodd,whenshehadforgivenyou,andhadforgivenyourwife,andwasgoingtoseeyeonpurposetomakefriends。"
  "Iftherewasonethingwantingtobewildermeitwasthisincomprehensiblething!……Diggory,ifwe,whoremainalive,wereonlyallowedtoholdconversationwiththedead——justonce,abareminute,eventhroughascreenofironbars,aswithpersonsinprison——whatwemightlearn!Howmanywhonowridesmilingwouldhidetheirheads!Andthismystery——Ishouldthenbeatthebottomofitatonce。
  Butthegravehasforevershutherin;andhowshallitbefoundoutnow?"
  Noreplywasreturnedbyhiscompanion,sincenonecouldbegiven;andwhenVennleft,afewminuteslater,Clymhadpassedfromthedullnessofsorrowtothefluctuationofcarkingincertitude。
  Hecontinuedinthesamestatealltheafternoon。
  Abedwasmadeupforhiminthesamehousebyaneighbour,thathemightnothavetoreturnagainthenextday;
  andwhenheretiredtorestinthedesertedplaceitwasonlytoremainawakehourafterhourthinkingthesamethoughts。Howtodiscoverasolutiontothisriddleofdeathseemedaqueryofmoreimportancethanhighestproblemsoftheliving。TherewashousedinhismemoryavividpictureofthefaceofalittleboyasheenteredthehovelwhereClym’smotherlay。Theroundeyes,eagergaze,thepipingvoicewhichenunciatedthewords,hadoperatedlikestilettosonhisbrain。
  Avisittotheboysuggesteditselfasameansofgleaningnewparticulars;thoughitmightbequiteunproductive。
  Toprobeachild’smindafterthelapseofsixweeks,notforfactswhichthechildhadseenandunderstood,buttogetatthosewhichwereintheirnaturebeyondhim,didnotpromisemuch;yetwheneveryobviouschannelisblockedwegropetowardsthesmallandobscure。
  Therewasnothingelselefttodo;afterthathewouldallowtheenigmatodropintotheabyssofundiscoverablethings。
  Itwasaboutdaybreakwhenhehadreachedthisdecision,andheatoncearose。Helockedupthehouseandwentoutintothegreenpatchwhichmergedinheatherfurtheron。
  Infrontofthewhitegarden—palingsthepathbranchedintothreelikeabroadarrow。TheroadtotherightledtotheQuietWomananditsneighbourhood;themiddletrackledtoMistoverKnap;theleft—handtrackledoverthehilltoanotherpartofMistover,wherethechildlived。
  OnincliningintothelatterpathYeobrightfeltacreepingchilliness,familiarenoughtomostpeople,andprobablycausedbytheunsunnedmorningair。Inafterdayshethoughtofitasathingofsingularsignificance。
  WhenYeobrightreachedthecottageofSusanNunsuch,themotheroftheboyhesought,hefoundthattheinmateswerenotyetastir。Butinuplandhamletsthetransitionfroma—bedtoabroadissurprisinglyswiftandeasy。
  Therenodensepartitionofyawnsandtoiletsdivideshumanitybynightfromhumanitybyday。Yeobrighttappedattheupperwindowsill,whichhecouldreachwithhiswalkingstick;andinthreeorfourminutesthewomancamedown。
  ItwasnottillthismomentthatClymrecollectedhertobethepersonwhohadbehavedsobarbarouslytoEustacia。
  Itpartlyexplainedtheinsuavitywithwhichthewomangreetedhim。Moreover,theboyhadbeenailingagain;
  andSusannow,aseversincethenightwhenhehadbeenpressedintoEustacia’sserviceatthebonfire,attributedhisindispositionstoEustacia’sinfluenceasawitch。Itwasoneofthosesentimentswhichlurklikemolesunderneaththevisiblesurfaceofmanners,andmayhavebeenkeptalivebyEustacia’sentreatytothecaptain,atthetimethathehadintendedtoprosecuteSusanfortheprickinginchurch,toletthematterdrop;
  whichheaccordinglyhaddone。
  Yeobrightovercamehisrepugnance,forSusanhadatleastbornehismothernoill—will。Heaskedkindlyfortheboy;
  buthermannerdidnotimprove。
  "Iwishtoseehim,"continuedYeobright,withsomehesitation,"toaskhimifheremembersanythingmoreofhiswalkwithmymotherthanwhathehaspreviouslytold。"
  Sheregardedhiminapeculiarandcriticizingmanner。
  Toanybodybutahalf—blindmanitwouldhavesaid,"Youwantanotheroftheknockswhichhavealreadylaidyousolow。"
  Shecalledtheboydownstairs,askedClymtositdownonastool,andcontinued,"Now,Johnny,tellMr。Yeobrightanythingyoucancalltomind。"
  "Youhavenotforgottenhowyouwalkedwiththepoorladyonthathotday?"saidClym。
  "No,"saidtheboy。
  "Andwhatshesaidtoyou?"
  Theboyrepeatedtheexactwordshehadusedonenteringthehut。
  Yeobrightrestedhiselbowonthetableandshadedhisfacewithhishand;andthemotherlookedasifshewonderedhowamancouldwantmoreofwhathadstunghimsodeeply。
  "ShewasgoingtoAlderworthwhenyoufirstmether?"
  "No;shewascomingaway。"
  "Thatcan’tbe。"
  "Yes;shewalkedalongwithme。Iwascomingaway,too。"
  "Thenwheredidyoufirstseeher?"
  "Atyourhouse。"
  "Attend,andspeakthetruth!"saidClymsternly。
  "Yes,sir;atyourhousewaswhereIseedherfirst。"
  Clymstartedup,andSusansmiledinanexpectantwaywhichdidnotembellishherface;itseemedtomean,"Somethingsinisteriscoming!"
  "Whatdidshedoatmyhouse?"
  "ShewentandsatunderthetreesattheDevil’sBellows。"
  "GoodGod!thisisallnewstome!"
  "Younevertoldmethisbefore?"saidSusan。
  "No,Mother;becauseIdidn’tliketotell’eeIhadbeensofar。Iwaspickingblackhearts,andwentfurtherthanImeant。"
  "Whatdidshedothen?"saidYeobright。
  "Lookedatamanwhocameupandwentintoyourhouse。"
  "Thatwasmyself——afurze—cutter,withbramblesinhishand。"
  "No;’twasnotyou。’Twasagentleman。Youhadgoneinafore。"
  "Whowashe?"
  "Idon’tknow。"
  "Nowtellmewhathappenednext。"
  "Thepoorladywentandknockedatyourdoor,andtheladywithblackhairlookedoutofthesidewindowather。"
  Theboy’smotherturnedtoClymandsaid,"Thisissomethingyoudidn’texpect?"
  Yeobrighttooknomorenoticeofherthanifhehadbeenofstone。"Goon,goon,"hesaidhoarselytotheboy。
  "Andwhenshesawtheyoungladylookoutofthewindowtheoldladyknockedagain;andwhennobodycameshetookupthefurze—hookandlookedatit,andputitdownagain,andthenshelookedatthefaggot—bonds;andthenshewentaway,andwalkedacrosstome,andblowedherbreathveryhard,likethis。Wewalkedontogether,sheandI,andItalkedtoherandshetalkedtomeabit,butnotmuch,becauseshecouldn’tblowherbreath。"
  "O!"murmuredClym,inalowtone,andbowedhishead。
  "Let’shavemore,"hesaid。
  "Shecouldn’ttalkmuch,andshecouldn’twalk;andherfacewas,Osoqueer!"
  "Howwasherface?"
  "Likeyoursisnow。"
  ThewomanlookedatYeobright,andbeheldhimcolourless,inacoldsweat。"Isn’ttheremeaninginit?"
  shesaidstealthily。"Whatdoyouthinkofhernow?"
  "Silence!"saidClymfiercely。And,turningtotheboy,"Andthenyoulefthertodie?"
  "No,"saidthewoman,quicklyandangrily。"Hedidnotleavehertodie!Shesenthimaway。Whoeversaysheforsookhersayswhat’snottrue。"
  "Troublenomoreaboutthat,"answeredClym,withaquiveringmouth。"Whathedidisatrifleincomparisonwithwhathesaw。Doorkeptshut,didyousay?Keptshut,shelookingoutofwindow?GoodheartofGod!——whatdoesitmean?"
  Thechildshrankawayfromthegazeofhisquestioner。
  "Hesaidso,"answeredthemother,"andJohnny’saGod—
  fearingboyandtellsnolies。"
  "’Castoffbymyson!’No,bymybestlife,dearmother,itisnotso!Butbyyourson’s,yourson’s——Mayallmurderessesgetthetormenttheydeserve!"
  WiththesewordsYeobrightwentforthfromthelittledwelling。
  Thepupilsofhiseyes,fixedsteadfastlyonblankness,werevaguelylitwithanicyshine;hismouthhadpassedintothephasemoreorlessimaginativelyrenderedinstudiesofOedipus。Thestrangestdeedswerepossibletohismood。
  Buttheywerenotpossibletohissituation。InsteadoftherebeingbeforehimthepalefaceofEustacia,andamasculineshapeunknown,therewasonlytheimperturbablecountenanceoftheheath,which,havingdefiedthecataclysmalonsetsofcenturies,reducedtoinsignificancebyitsseamedandantiquefeaturesthewildestturmoilofasingleman。
  3—EustaciaDressesHerselfonaBlackMorningAconsciousnessofavastimpassivityinallwhichlayaroundhimtookpossessionevenofYeobrightinhiswildwalktowardsAlderworth。Hehadoncebeforefeltinhisownpersonthisoverpoweringofthefervidbytheinanimate;
  butthenithadtendedtoenervateapassionfarsweeterthanthatwhichatpresentpervadedhim。ItwasoncewhenhestoodpartingfromEustaciainthemoiststilllevelsbeyondthehills。
  Butdismissingallthishewentonwardhome,andcametothefrontofhishouse。TheblindsofEustacia’sbedroomwerestillcloselydrawn,forshewasnoearlyriser。
  Allthelifevisiblewasintheshapeofasolitarythrushcrackingasmallsnailuponthedoor—stoneforhisbreakfast,andhistappingseemedaloudnoiseinthegeneralsilencewhichprevailed;butongoingtothedoorClymfounditunfastened,theyounggirlwhoattendeduponEustaciabeingastirinthebackpartofthepremises。
  Yeobrightenteredandwentstraighttohiswife’sroom。
  Thenoiseofhisarrivalmusthavearousedher,forwhenheopenedthedoorshewasstandingbeforethelookingglassinhernightdress,theendsofherhairgatheredintoonehand,withwhichshewascoilingthewholemassroundherhead,previoustobeginningtoiletteoperations。
  Shewasnotawomangiventospeakingfirstatameeting,andsheallowedClymtowalkacrossinsilence,withoutturningherhead。Hecamebehindher,andshesawhisfaceintheglass。Itwasashy,haggard,andterrible。
  Insteadofstartingtowardshiminsorrowfulsurprise,asevenEustacia,undemonstrativewifeasshewas,wouldhavedoneindaysbeforesheburdenedherselfwithasecret,sheremainedmotionless,lookingathimintheglass。
  Andwhileshelookedthecarmineflushwithwhichwarmthandsoundsleephadsuffusedhercheeksandneckdissolvedfromview,andthedeathlikepallorinhisfaceflewacrossintohers。Hewascloseenoughtoseethis,andthesightinstigatedhistongue。
  "Youknowwhatisthematter,"hesaidhuskily。
  "Iseeitinyourface。"
  Herhandrelinquishedtheropeofhairanddroppedtoherside,andthepileoftresses,nolongersupported,fellfromthecrownofherheadabouthershouldersandoverthewhitenightgown。Shemadenoreply。
  "Speaktome,"saidYeobrightperemptorily。
  Theblanchingprocessdidnotceaseinher,andherlipsnowbecameaswhiteasherface。Sheturnedtohimandsaid,"Yes,Clym,I’llspeaktoyou。Whydoyoureturnsoearly?CanIdoanythingforyou?"
  "Yes,youcanlistentome。Itseemsthatmywifeisnotverywell?"
  "Why?"
  "Yourface,mydear;yourface。Orperhapsitisthepalemorninglightwhichtakesyourcolouraway?
  NowIamgoingtorevealasecrettoyou。Ha—ha!"
  "O,thatisghastly!"
  "What?"
  "Yourlaugh。"
  "There’sreasonforghastliness。Eustacia,youhaveheldmyhappinessinthehollowofyourhand,andlikeadevilyouhavedasheditdown!"
  Shestartedbackfromthedressing—table,retreatedafewstepsfromhim,andlookedhimintheface。"Ah!youthinktofrightenme,"shesaid,withaslightlaugh。
  "Isitworthwhile?Iamundefended,andalone。"
  "Howextraordinary!"
  "Whatdoyoumean?"
  "AsthereisampletimeIwilltellyou,thoughyouknowwellenough。Imeanthatitisextraordinarythatyoushouldbealoneinmyabsence。Tellme,now,whereishewhowaswithyouontheafternoonofthethirty—
  firstofAugust?Underthebed?Upthechimney?"
  Ashudderovercameherandshookthelightfabricofhernightdressthroughout。"Idonotrememberdatessoexactly,"
  shesaid。"Icannotrecollectthatanybodywaswithmebesidesyourself。"
  "ThedayImean,"saidYeobright,hisvoicegrowinglouderandharsher,"wasthedayyoushutthedooragainstmymotherandkilledher。O,itistoomuch——toobad!"
  Heleantoverthefootpieceofthebedsteadforafewmoments,withhisbacktowardsher;thenrisingagain——"Tellme,tellme!tellme——doyouhear?"hecried,rushinguptoherandseizingherbytheloosefoldsofhersleeve。
  Thesuperstratumoftimiditywhichoftenoverliesthosewhoaredaringanddefiantathearthadbeenpassedthrough,andthemettlesomesubstanceofthewomanwasreached。
  Theredbloodinundatedherface,previouslysopale。
  "Whatareyougoingtodo?"shesaidinalowvoice,regardinghimwithaproudsmile。"Youwillnotalarmmebyholdingonso;butitwouldbeapitytotearmysleeve。"