"Idon’tlikeyourgoingoutafterdarkalone,Tamsin,"
saidherauntquietly,withoutlookingupfromherwork。
"Ihaveonlybeenjustoutsidethedoor。"
"Well?"inquiredMrs。Yeobright,struckbyachangeinthetoneofThomasin’svoice,andobservingher。
Thomasin’scheekwasflushedtoapitchfarbeyondthatwhichithadreachedbeforehertroubles,andhereyesglittered。
"ItwasHEwhoknocked,"shesaid。
"Ithoughtasmuch。"
"Hewishesthemarriagetobeatonce。"
"Indeed!What——isheanxious?"Mrs。Yeobrightdirectedasearchinglookuponherniece。"WhydidnotMr。Wildevecomein?"
"Hedidnotwishto。Youarenotfriendswithhim,hesays。
Hewouldliketheweddingtobethedayaftertomorrow,quiteprivately;atthechurchofhisparish——notatours。"
"Oh!Andwhatdidyousay?"
"Iagreedtoit,"Thomasinansweredfirmly。"Iamapracticalwomannow。Idon’tbelieveinheartsatall。
Iwouldmarryhimunderanycircumstancessince——sinceClym’sletter。"
AletterwaslyingonMrs。Yeobright’swork—basket,andatThomasin’swordsherauntreopenedit,andsilentlyreadforthetenthtimethatday:——
WhatisthemeaningofthissillystorythatpeoplearecirculatingaboutThomasinandMr。Wildeve?Ishouldcallsuchascandalhumiliatingiftherewastheleastchanceofitsbeingtrue。Howcouldsuchagrossfalsehoodhavearisen?Itissaidthatoneshouldgoabroadtohearnewsofhome,andIappeartohavedoneit。
OfcourseIcontradictthetaleeverywhere;butitisveryvexing,andIwonderhowitcouldhaveoriginated。
ItistooridiculousthatsuchagirlasThomasincouldsomortifyusastogetjiltedontheweddingday。
Whathasshedone?
"Yes,"Mrs。Yeobrightsaidsadly,puttingdowntheletter。
"Ifyouthinkyoucanmarryhim,doso。AndsinceMr。Wildevewishesittobeunceremonious,letitbethattoo。
Icandonothing。Itisallinyourownhandsnow。
MypoweroveryourwelfarecametoanendwhenyouleftthishousetogowithhimtoAnglebury。"Shecontinued,halfinbitterness,"Imayalmostask,whydoyouconsultmeinthematteratall?Ifyouhadgoneandmarriedhimwithoutsayingawordtome,Icouldhardlyhavebeenangry——simplybecause,poorgirl,youcan’tdoabetterthing。"
"Don’tsaythatanddisheartenme。"
"Youareright——Iwillnot。"
"Idonotpleadforhim,Aunt。Humannatureisweak,andIamnotablindwomantoinsistthatheisperfect。
Ididthinkso,butIdon’tnow。ButIknowmycourse,andyouknowthatIknowit。Ihopeforthebest。"
"AndsodoI,andwewillbothcontinueto,"saidMrs。Yeobright,risingandkissingher。"Thenthewedding,ifitcomesoff,willbeonthemorningoftheverydayClymcomeshome?"
"Yes。Idecidedthatitoughttobeoverbeforehecame。
Afterthatyoucanlookhimintheface,andsocanI。Ourconcealmentswillmatternothing。"
Mrs。Yeobrightmovedherheadinthoughtfulassent,andpresentlysaid,"Doyouwishmetogiveyouaway?
Iamwillingtoundertakethat,youknow,ifyouwish,asIwaslasttime。AfteronceforbiddingthebannsI
thinkIcandonoless。"
"Idon’tthinkIwillaskyoutocome,"saidThomasinreluctantly,butwithdecision。"Itwouldbeunpleasant,Iamalmostsure。Betterlettherebeonlystrangerspresent,andnoneofmyrelationsatall。Iwouldratherhaveitso。
Idonotwishtodoanythingwhichmaytouchyourcredit,andIfeelthatIshouldbeuncomfortableifyouwerethere,afterwhathaspassed。Iamonlyyourniece,andthereisnonecessitywhyyoushouldconcernyourselfmoreaboutme。"
"Well,hehasbeatenus,"herauntsaid。"ItreallyseemsasifhehadbeenplayingwithyouinthiswayinrevengeformyhumblinghimasIdidbystandingupagainsthimatfirst。"
"Ono,Aunt,"murmuredThomasin。
Theysaidnomoreonthesubjectthen。DiggoryVenn’sknockcamesoonafter;andMrs。Yeobright,onreturningfromherinterviewwithhimintheporch,carelesslyobserved,"Anotherloverhascometoaskforyou。"
"No?"
"Yes,thatqueeryoungmanVenn。"
"Askstopayhisaddressestome?"
"Yes;andItoldhimhewastoolate。"
Thomasinlookedsilentlyintothecandle—flame。"PoorDiggory!"
shesaid,andthenarousedherselftootherthings。
Thenextdaywaspassedinmeremechanicaldeedsofpreparation,boththewomenbeinganxioustoimmersethemselvesinthesetoescapetheemotionalaspectofthesituation。
SomewearingapparelandotherarticleswerecollectedanewforThomasin,andremarksondomesticdetailswerefrequentlymade,soastoobscureanyinnermisgivingsaboutherfutureasWildeve’swife。
Theappointedmorningcame。ThearrangementwithWildevewasthatheshouldmeetheratthechurchtoguardagainstanyunpleasantcuriositywhichmighthaveaffectedthemhadtheybeenseenwalkingofftogetherintheusualcountryway。
Auntandniecestoodtogetherinthebedroomwherethebridewasdressing。Thesun,whereitcouldcatchit,madeamirrorofThomasin’shair,whichshealwaysworebraided。
Itwasbraidedaccordingtoacalendarsystem——themoreimportantthedaythemorenumerousthestrandsinthebraid。
Onordinaryworking—daysshebraideditinthrees;
onordinarySundaysinfours;atMaypolings,gipsyings,andthelike,shebraideditinfives。Yearsagoshehadsaidthatwhenshemarriedshewouldbraiditinsevens。
Shehadbraideditinsevenstoday。
"IhavebeenthinkingthatIwillwearmybluesilkafterall,"
shesaid。"Itismyweddingday,eventhoughtheremaybesomethingsadaboutthetime。Imean,"sheadded,anxioustocorrectanywrongimpression,"notsadinitself,butinitshavinghadgreatdisappointmentandtroublebeforeit。"
Mrs。Yeobrightbreathedinawaywhichmighthavebeencalledasigh。"IalmostwishClymhadbeenathome,"shesaid。
"Ofcourseyouchosethetimebecauseofhisabsence。"
"Partly。IhavefeltthatIactedunfairlytohiminnottellinghimall;but,asitwasdonenottogrievehim,IthoughtIwouldcarryouttheplantoitsend,andtellthewholestorywhentheskywasclear。"
"Youareapracticallittlewoman,"saidMrs。Yeobright,smiling。
"Iwishyouandhe——no,Idon’twishanything。There,itisnineo’clock,"sheinterrupted,hearingawhizzandadingingdownstairs。
"ItoldDamonIwouldleaveatnine,"saidThomasin,hasteningoutoftheroom。
Herauntfollowed。WhenThomasinwasgoingupthelittlewalkfromthedoortothewicket—gate,Mrs。Yeobrightlookedreluctantlyather,andsaid,"Itisashametoletyougoalone。"
"Itisnecessary,"saidThomasin。
"Atanyrate,"addedherauntwithforcedcheerfulness,"Ishallcalluponyouthisafternoon,andbringthecakewithme。
IfClymhasreturnedbythattimehewillperhapscometoo。
IwishtoshowMr。WildevethatIbearhimnoill—will。
Letthepastbeforgotten。Well,Godblessyou!There,Idon’tbelieveinoldsuperstitions,butI’lldoit。"
Shethrewaslipperattheretreatingfigureofthegirl,whoturned,smiled,andwentonagain。
Afewstepsfurther,andshelookedback。"Didyoucallme,Aunt?"shetremulouslyinquired。"Good—bye!"
MovedbyanuncontrollablefeelingasshelookeduponMrs。Yeobright’sworn,wetface,sheranback,whenherauntcameforward,andtheymetagain。"O——Tamsie,"saidtheelder,weeping,"Idon’tliketoletyougo。"
"I——Iam——"Thomasinbegan,givingwaylikewise。
But,quellinghergrief,shesaid"Good—bye!"againandwenton。
ThenMrs。Yeobrightsawalittlefigurewendingitswaybetweenthescratchingfurze—bushes,anddiminishingfarupthevalley——apale—bluespotinavastfieldofneutralbrown,solitaryandundefendedexceptbythepowerofherownhope。
Buttheworstfeatureinthecasewasonewhichdidnotappearinthelandscape;itwastheman。
ThehourchosenfortheceremonybyThomasinandWildevehadbeensotimedastoenablehertoescapetheawkwardnessofmeetinghercousinClym,whowasreturningthesamemorning。
Toowntothepartialtruthofwhathehadheardwouldbedistressingaslongasthehumiliatingpositionresultingfromtheeventwasunimproved。Itwasonlyafterasecondandsuccessfuljourneytothealtarthatshecouldliftupherheadandprovethefailureofthefirstattemptapureaccident。
ShehadnotbeengonefromBlooms—EndmorethanhalfanhourwhenYeobrightcamebythemeadsfromtheotherdirectionandenteredthehouse。
"Ihadanearlybreakfast,"hesaidtohismotheraftergreetingher。"NowIcouldeatalittlemore。"
Theysatdowntotherepeatedmeal,andhewentoninalow,anxiousvoice,apparentlyimaginingthatThomasinhadnotyetcomedownstairs,"What’sthisIhaveheardaboutThomasinandMr。Wildeve?"
"Itistrueinmanypoints,"saidMrs。Yeobrightquietly;
"butitisallrightnow,Ihope。"Shelookedattheclock。
"True?"
"Thomasinisgonetohimtoday。"
Clympushedawayhisbreakfast。"Thenthereisascandalofsomesort,andthat’swhat’sthematterwithThomasin。
Wasitthisthatmadeherill?"
"Yes。Notascandal——amisfortune。Iwilltellyouallaboutit,Clym。Youmustnotbeangry,butyoumustlisten,andyou’llfindthatwhatwehavedonehasbeendoneforthebest。"
Shethentoldhimthecircumstances。AllthathehadknownoftheaffairbeforehereturnedfromPariswasthattherehadexistedanattachmentbetweenThomasinandWildeve,whichhismotherhadatfirstdiscountenanced,buthadsince,owingtotheargumentsofThomasin,lookeduponinalittlemorefavourablelight。Whenshe,therefore,proceededtoexplainallhewasgreatlysurprisedandtroubled。
"Andshedeterminedthattheweddingshouldbeoverbeforeyoucameback,"saidMrs。Yeobright,"thattheremightbenochanceofhermeetingyou,andhavingaverypainfultimeofit。That’swhyshehasgonetohim;
theyhavearrangedtobemarriedthismorning。"
"ButIcan’tunderstandit,"saidYeobright,rising。
"’Tissounlikeher。Icanseewhyyoudidnotwritetomeafterherunfortunatereturnhome。Butwhydidn’tyouletmeknowwhentheweddingwasgoingtobe——thefirsttime?"
"Well,Ifeltvexedwithherjustthen。Sheseemedtometobeobstinate;andwhenIfoundthatyouwerenothinginhermindIvowedthatsheshouldbenothinginyours。
Ifeltthatshewasonlymynieceafterall;Itoldhershemightmarry,butthatIshouldtakenointerestinit,andshouldnotbotheryouaboutiteither。"
"Itwouldn’thavebeenbotheringme。Mother,youdidwrong。"
"Ithoughtitmightdisturbyouinyourbusiness,andthatyoumightthrowupyoursituation,orinjureyourprospectsinsomewaybecauseofit,soIsaidnothing。Ofcourse,iftheyhadmarriedatthattimeinapropermanner,Ishouldhavetoldyouatonce。"
"Tamsinactuallybeingmarriedwhilewearesittinghere!"
"Yes。Unlesssomeaccidenthappensagain,asitdidthefirsttime。Itmay,consideringhe’sthesameman。"
"Yes,andIbelieveitwill。Wasitrighttolethergo?
SupposeWildeveisreallyabadfellow?"
"Thenhewon’tcome,andshe’llcomehomeagain。"
"Youshouldhavelookedmoreintoit。"
"Itisuselesstosaythat,"hismotheransweredwithanimpatientlookofsorrow。"Youdon’tknowhowbadithasbeenherewithusalltheseweeks,Clym。Youdon’tknowwhatamortificationanythingofthatsortistoawoman。
Youdon’tknowthesleeplessnightswe’vehadinthishouse,andthealmostbitterwordsthathavepassedbetweenussincethatFifthofNovember。Ihopenevertopasssevensuchweeksagain。Tamsinhasnotgoneoutsidethedoor,andIhavebeenashamedtolookanybodyintheface;
andnowyoublamemeforlettingherdotheonlythingthatcanbedonetosetthattroublestraight。"
"No,"hesaidslowly。"UponthewholeIdon’tblameyou。
Butjustconsiderhowsuddenitseemstome。HerewasI,knowingnothing;andthenIamtoldallatoncethatTamsieisgonetobemarried。Well,Isupposetherewasnothingbettertodo。Doyouknow,Mother,"hecontinuedafteramomentortwo,lookingsuddenlyinterestedinhisownpasthistory,"IoncethoughtofTamsinasasweetheart?Yes,Idid。Howoddboysare!AndwhenIcamehomeandsawherthistimesheseemedsomuchmoreaffectionatethanusual,thatIwasquiteremindedofthosedays,particularlyonthenightoftheparty,whenshewasunwell。
Wehadthepartyjustthesame——wasnotthatrathercrueltoher?"
"Itmadenodifference。Ihadarrangedtogiveone,anditwasnotworthwhiletomakemoregloomthannecessary。
TobeginbyshuttingourselvesupandtellingyouofTamsin’smisfortuneswouldhavebeenapoorsortofwelcome。"
Clymremainedthinking。"Ialmostwishyouhadnothadthatparty,"hesaid;"andforotherreasons。ButIwilltellyouinadayortwo。WemustthinkofTamsinnow。"
Theylapsedintosilence。"I’lltellyouwhat,"
saidYeobrightagain,inatonewhichshowedsomeslumberingfeelingstill。"Idon’tthinkitkindtoTamsintoletherbemarriedlikethis,andneitherofustheretokeepupherspiritsorcareabitabouther。Shehasn’tdisgracedherself,ordoneanythingtodeservethat。
Itisbadenoughthattheweddingshouldbesohurriedandunceremonious,withoutourkeepingawayfromitinaddition。Uponmysoul,’tisalmostashame。
I’llgo。"
"Itisoverbythistime,"saidhismotherwithasigh;
"unlesstheywerelate,orhe——"
"ThenIshallbesoonenoughtoseethemcomeout。
Idon’tquitelikeyourkeepingmeinignorance,Mother,afterall。Really,Ihalfhopehehasfailedtomeether!"
"Andruinedhercharacter?"
"Nonsense——thatwouldn’truinThomasin。"
Hetookuphishatandhastilyleftthehouse。
Mrs。Yeobrightlookedratherunhappy,andsatstill,deepinthought。Butshewasnotlongleftalone。
AfewminuteslaterClymcamebackagain,andinhiscompanycameDiggoryVenn。
"Ifindthereisn’ttimeformetogetthere,"saidClym。
"Isshemarried?"Mrs。Yeobrightinquired,turningtothereddlemanafaceinwhichastrangestrifeofwishes,forandagainst,wasapparent。
Vennbowed。"Sheis,ma’am。"
"Howstrangeitsounds,"murmuredClym。
"Andhedidn’tdisappointherthistime?"saidMrs。Yeobright。
"Hedidnot。Andthereisnownoslightonhername。
Iwashasteningath’arttotellyouatonce,asIsawyouwerenotthere。"
"Howcameyoutobethere?Howdidyouknowit?"
sheasked。
"Ihavebeeninthatneighbourhoodforsometime,andI
sawthemgoin,"saidthereddleman。"Wildevecameuptothedoor,punctualastheclock。Ididn’texpectitofhim。"Hedidnotadd,ashemighthaveadded,thathowhecametobeinthatneighbourhoodwasnotbyaccident;that,sinceWildeve’sresumptionofhisrighttoThomasin,Venn,withthethoroughnesswhichwaspartofhischaracter,haddeterminedtoseetheendoftheepisode。
"Whowasthere?"saidMrs。Yeobright。
"Nobodyhardly。Istoodrightoutoftheway,andshedidnotseeme。"Thereddlemanspokehuskily,andlookedintothegarden。
"Whogaveheraway?"
"MissVye。"
"Howveryremarkable!MissVye!Itistobeconsideredanhonour,Isuppose?"
"Who’sMissVye?"saidClym。
"CaptainVye’sgranddaughter,ofMistoverKnap。"
"AproudgirlfromBudmouth,"saidMrs。Yeobright。
"Onenotmuchtomyliking。Peoplesayshe’sawitch,butofcoursethat’sabsurd。"
Thereddlemankepttohimselfhisacquaintancewiththatfairpersonage,andalsothatEustaciawastherebecausehewenttofetchher,inaccordancewithapromisehehadgivenassoonashelearntthatthemarriagewastotakeplace。
Hemerelysaid,incontinuationofthestory————
"Iwassittingonthechurchyardwallwhentheycameup,onefromoneway,theotherfromtheother;andMissVyewaswalkingthereabouts,lookingattheheadstones。
AssoonastheyhadgoneinIwenttothedoor,feelingI
shouldliketoseeit,asIknewhersowell。Ipulledoffmybootsbecausetheyweresonoisy,andwentupintothegallery。Isawthenthattheparsonandclerkwerealreadythere。"
"HowcameMissVyetohaveanythingtodowithit,ifshewasonlyonawalkthatway?"
"Becausetherewasnobodyelse。Shehadgoneintothechurchjustbeforeme,notintothegallery。Theparsonlookedroundbeforebeginning,andasshewastheonlyonenearhebeckonedtoher,andshewentuptotherails。Afterthat,whenitcametosigningthebook,shepushedupherveilandsigned;andTamsinseemedtothankherforherkindness。"
ThereddlemantoldthetalethoughtfullyfortherelingereduponhisvisionthechangingcolourofWildeve,whenEustacialiftedthethickveilwhichhadconcealedherfromrecognitionandlookedcalmlyintohisface。
"Andthen,"saidDiggorysadly,"Icameaway,forherhistoryasTamsinYeobrightwasover。"
"Iofferedtogo,"saidMrs。Yeobrightregretfully。
"Butshesaiditwasnotnecessary。"
"Well,itisnomatter,"saidthereddleman。"Thethingisdoneatlastasitwasmeanttobeatfirst,andGodsendherhappiness。NowI’llwishyougoodmorning。"
Heplacedhiscaponhisheadandwentout。
FromthatinstantofleavingMrs。Yeobright’sdoor,thereddlemanwasseennomoreinoraboutEgdonHeathforaspaceofmanymonths。Hevanishedentirely。
Thenookamongthebrambleswherehisvanhadbeenstandingwasasvacantaseverthenextmorning,andscarcelyasignremainedtoshowthathehadbeenthere,exceptingafewstraws,andalittlerednessontheturf,whichwaswashedawaybythenextstormofrain。
ThereportthatDiggoryhadbroughtofthewedding,correctasfarasitwent,wasdeficientinonesignificantparticular,whichhadescapedhimthroughhisbeingatsomedistancebackinthechurch。WhenThomasinwastremblinglyengagedinsigninghernameWildevehadflungtowardsEustaciaaglancethatsaidplainly,"Ihavepunishedyounow。"Shehadrepliedinalowtone——andhelittlethoughthowtruly——"Youmistake;
itgivesmesincerestpleasuretoseeheryourwifetoday。"
bookfourTHECLOSEDDOOR
1—TheRencounterbythePoolTheJulysunshoneoverEgdonandfireditscrimsonheathertoscarlet。Itwastheoneseasonoftheyear,andtheoneweatheroftheseason,inwhichtheheathwasgorgeous。Thisfloweringperiodrepresentedthesecondornoontidedivisioninthecycleofthosesuperficialchangeswhichalonewerepossiblehere;itfollowedthegreenoryoung—fernperiod,representingthemorn,andprecededthebrownperiod,whentheheathbellsandfernswouldweartherussettingesofevening;tobeinturndisplacedbythedarkhueofthewinterperiod,representingnight。
ClymandEustacia,intheirlittlehouseatAlderworth,beyondEastEgdon,werelivingonwithamonotonywhichwasdelightfultothem。Theheathandchangesofweatherwerequiteblottedoutfromtheireyesforthepresent。
Theywereenclosedinasortofluminousmist,whichhidfromthemsurroundingsofanyinharmoniouscolour,andgavetoallthingsthecharacteroflight。Whenitrainedtheywerecharmed,becausetheycouldremainindoorstogetheralldaywithsuchashowofreason;
whenitwasfinetheywerecharmed,becausetheycouldsittogetheronthehills。Theywerelikethosedoublestarswhichrevolveroundandroundeachother,andfromadistanceappeartobeone。Theabsolutesolitudeinwhichtheylivedintensifiedtheirreciprocalthoughts;
yetsomemighthavesaidthatithadthedisadvantageofconsumingtheirmutualaffectionsatafearfullyprodigalrate。Yeobrightdidnotfearforhisownpart;
butrecollectionofEustacia’soldspeechabouttheevanescenceoflove,nowapparentlyforgottenbyher,sometimescausedhimtoaskhimselfaquestion;andherecoiledatthethoughtthatthequalityoffinitenesswasnotforeigntoEden。
Whenthreeorfourweekshadbeenpassedthus,Yeobrightresumedhisreadinginearnest。Tomakeupforlosttimehestudiedindefatigably,forhewishedtoenterhisnewprofessionwiththeleastpossibledelay。
Now,Eustacia’sdreamhadalwaysbeenthat,oncemarriedtoClym,shewouldhavethepowerofinducinghimtoreturntoParis。Hehadcarefullywithheldallpromisetodoso;
butwouldhebeproofagainsthercoaxingandargument?
ShehadcalculatedtosuchadegreeontheprobabilityofsuccessthatshehadrepresentedParis,andnotBudmouth,tohergrandfatherasinalllikelihoodtheirfuturehome。
Herhopeswereboundupinthisdream。Inthequietdayssincetheirmarriage,whenYeobrighthadbeenporingoverherlips,hereyes,andthelinesofherface,shehadmusedandmusedonthesubject,evenwhileintheactofreturninghisgaze;andnowthesightofthebooks,indicatingafuturewhichwasantagonistictoherdream,struckherwithapositivelypainfuljar。Shewashopingforthetimewhen,asthemistressofsomeprettyestablishment,howeversmall,nearaParisianBoulevard,shewouldbepassingherdaysontheskirtsatleastofthegayworld,andcatchingstraywaftsfromthosetownpleasuresshewassowellfittedtoenjoy。YetYeobrightwasasfirminthecontraryintentionasifthetendencyofmarriagewererathertodevelopthefantasiesofyoungphilanthropythantosweepthemaway。
Heranxietyreachedahighpitch;buttherewassomethinginClym’sundeviatingmannerwhichmadeherhesitatebeforesoundinghimonthesubject。Atthispointintheirexperience,however,anincidenthelpedher。
Itoccurredoneeveningaboutsixweeksaftertheirunion,andaroseentirelyoutoftheunconsciousmisapplicationofVennofthefiftyguineasintendedforYeobright。
AdayortwoafterthereceiptofthemoneyThomasinhadsentanotetoheraunttothankher。Shehadbeensurprisedatthelargenessoftheamount;butasnosumhadeverbeenmentionedshesetthatdowntoherlateuncle’sgenerosity。Shehadbeenstrictlychargedbyheraunttosaynothingtoherhusbandofthisgift;
andWildeve,aswasnaturalenough,hadnotbroughthimselftomentiontohiswifeasingleparticularofthemidnightsceneintheheath。Christian’sterror,inlikemanner,hadtiedhistongueonthesharehetookinthatproceeding;
andhopingthatbysomemeansorotherthemoneyhadgonetoitsproperdestination,hesimplyassertedasmuch,withoutgivingdetails。
Therefore,whenaweekortwohadpassedaway,Mrs。Yeobrightbegantowonderwhysheneverheardfromhersonofthereceiptofthepresent;andtoaddgloomtoherperplexitycamethepossibilitythatresentmentmightbethecauseofhissilence。Shecouldhardlybelieveasmuch,butwhydidhenotwrite?ShequestionedChristian,andtheconfusioninhisanswerswouldatoncehaveledhertobelievethatsomethingwaswrong,hadnotone—halfofhisstorybeencorroboratedbyThomasin’snote。