Shelookedanotherway,disconcerted,andwonderedhowlongthispurgatorywastolast。Afterlingeringafewsecondshepassedonagain。
Tocourttheirowndiscomfiturebyloveisacommoninstinctwithcertainperfervidwomen。Conflictingsensationsoflove,fear,andshamereducedEustaciatoastateoftheutmostuneasiness。Toescapewashergreatandimmediatedesire。Theothermummersappearedtobeinnohurrytoleave;andmurmuringtotheladwhosatnexttoherthatshepreferredwaitingforthemoutsidethehouse,shemovedtothedoorasimperceptiblyaspossible,openedit,andslippedout。
Thecalm,lonescenereassuredher。Shewentforwardtothepalingsandleantoverthem,lookingatthemoon。
Shehadstoodthusbutalittletimewhenthedooragainopened。
ExpectingtoseetheremainderofthebandEustaciaturned;
butno——ClymYeobrightcameoutassoftlyasshehaddone,andclosedthedoorbehindhim。
Headvancedandstoodbesideher。"Ihaveanoddopinion,"
hesaid,"andshouldliketoaskyouaquestion。Areyouawoman——oramIwrong?"
"Iamawoman。"
Hiseyeslingeredonherwithgreatinterest。"Dogirlsoftenplayasmummersnow?Theyneverusedto。"
"Theydon’tnow。"
"Whydidyou?"
"Togetexcitementandshakeoffdepression,"shesaidinlowtones。
"Whatdepressedyou?"
"Life。"
"That’sacauseofdepressionagoodmanyhavetoputupwith。"
"Yes。"
Alongsilence。"Anddoyoufindexcitement?"askedClymatlast。
"Atthismoment,perhaps。"
"Thenyouarevexedatbeingdiscovered?"
"Yes;thoughIthoughtImightbe。"
"IwouldgladlyhaveaskedyoutoourpartyhadIknownyouwishedtocome。HaveIeverbeenacquaintedwithyouinmyyouth?"
"Never。"
"Won’tyoucomeinagain,andstayaslongasyoulike?"
"No。Iwishnottobefurtherrecognized。"
"Well,youaresafewithme。"Afterremaininginthoughtaminuteheaddedgently,"Iwillnotintrudeuponyoulonger。
Itisastrangewayofmeeting,andIwillnotaskwhyIfindacultivatedwomanplayingsuchapartasthis。"
Shedidnotvolunteerthereasonwhichheseemedtohopefor,andhewishedhergoodnight,goingthenceroundtothebackofthehouse,wherehewalkedupanddownbyhimselfforsometimebeforere—entering。
Eustacia,warmedwithaninnerfire,couldnotwaitforhercompanionsafterthis。Sheflungbacktheribbonsfromherface,openedthegate,andatoncestruckintotheheath。Shedidnothastenalong。Hergrandfatherwasinbedatthishour,forshesofrequentlywalkeduponthehillsonmoonlightnightsthathetooknonoticeofhercomingsandgoings,and,enjoyinghimselfinhisownway,lefthertodolikewise。Amoreimportantsubjectthanthatofgettingindoorsnowengrossedher。
Yeobright,ifhehadtheleastcuriosity,wouldinfalliblydiscoverhername。Whatthen?Shefirstfeltasortofexultationatthewayinwhichtheadventurehadterminated,eventhoughatmomentsbetweenherexultationsshewasabashedandblushful。Thenthisconsiderationrecurredtochillher:Whatwastheuseofherexploit?ShewasatpresentatotalstrangertotheYeobrightfamily。
Theunreasonablenimbusofromancewithwhichshehadencircledthatmanmightbehermisery。Howcouldsheallowherselftobecomesoinfatuatedwithastranger?AndtofillthecupofhersorrowtherewouldbeThomasin,livingdayafterdayininflammableproximitytohim;
forshehadjustlearntthat,contrarytoherfirstbelief,hewasgoingtostayathomesomeconsiderabletime。
ShereachedthewicketatMistoverKnap,butbeforeopeningitsheturnedandfacedtheheathoncemore。
TheformofRainbarrowstoodabovethehills,andthemoonstoodaboveRainbarrow。Theairwaschargedwithsilenceandfrost。ThesceneremindedEustaciaofacircumstancewhichtillthatmomentshehadtotallyforgotten。
ShehadpromisedtomeetWildevebytheBarrowthisverynightateight,togiveafinalanswertohispleadingforanelopement。
Sheherselfhadfixedtheeveningandthehour。
Hehadprobablycometothespot,waitedthereinthecold,andbeengreatlydisappointed。
"Well,somuchthebetter——itdidnothurthim,"
shesaidserenely。Wildevehadatpresenttheraylessoutlineofthesunthroughsmokedglass,andshecouldsaysuchthingsasthatwiththegreatestfacility。
Sheremaineddeeplypondering;andThomasin’swinningmannertowardshercousinaroseagainuponEustacia’smind。
"OthatshehadbeenmarriedtoDamonbeforethis!"
shesaid。"Andshewouldifithadn’tbeenforme!IfI
hadonlyknown——ifIhadonlyknown!"
Eustaciaoncemoreliftedherdeepstormyeyestothemoonlight,and,sighingthattragicsighofherswhichwassomuchlikeashudder,enteredtheshadowoftheroof。Shethrewoffhertrappingsintheouthouse,rolledthemup,andwentindoorstoherchamber。
7—ACoalitionbetweenBeautyandOddnessTheoldcaptain’sprevailingindifferencetohisgranddaughter’smovementsleftherfreeasabirdtofollowherowncourses;butitsohappenedthathedidtakeuponhimselfthenextmorningtoaskherwhyshehadwalkedoutsolate。
"Onlyinsearchofevents,Grandfather,"shesaid,lookingoutofthewindowwiththatdrowsylatencyofmannerwhichdiscoveredsomuchforcebehinditwheneverthetriggerwaspressed。
"Searchofevents——onewouldthinkyouwereoneofthebucksIknewatone—and—twenty。"
"Itislonelyhere。"
"Somuchthebetter。IfIwerelivinginatownmywholetimewouldbetakenupinlookingafteryou。
IfullyexpectedyouwouldhavebeenhomewhenIreturnedfromtheWoman。"
"Iwon’tconcealwhatIdid。Iwantedanadventure,andIwentwiththemummers。IplayedthepartoftheTurkishKnight。"
"No,never?Ha,ha!Goodgad!Ididn’texpectitofyou,Eustacia。"
"Itwasmyfirstperformance,anditcertainlywillbemylast。NowIhavetoldyou——andrememberitisasecret。"
"Ofcourse。But,Eustacia,youneverdid——ha!ha!Dammy,how’twouldhavepleasedmefortyyearsago!Butremember,nomoreofit,mygirl。Youmaywalkontheheathnightorday,asyouchoose,sothatyoudon’tbotherme;
butnofiguringinbreechesagain。"
"Youneedhavenofearforme,Grandpapa。"
Heretheconversationceased,Eustacia’smoraltrainingneverexceedinginseverityadialogueofthissort,which,ifiteverbecameprofitabletogoodworks,wouldbearesultnotdearattheprice。Butherthoughtssoonstrayedfarfromherownpersonality;and,fullofapassionateandindescribablesolicitudeforonetowhomshewasnotevenaname,shewentforthintotheamplitudeoftannedwildaroundher,restlessasAhasuerustheJew。
Shewasabouthalfamilefromherresidencewhenshebeheldasinisterrednessarisingfromaravinealittlewayinadvance——dullandluridlikeaflameinsunlightandsheguessedittosignifyDiggoryVenn。
WhenthefarmerswhohadwishedtobuyinanewstockofreddleduringthelastmonthhadinquiredwhereVennwastobefound,peoplereplied,"OnEgdonHeath。"
Dayafterdaytheanswerwasthesame。Now,sinceEgdonwaspopulatedwithheath—croppersandfurze—cuttersratherthanwithsheepandshepherds,andthedownswheremostofthelatterweretobefoundlaysometothenorth,sometothewestofEgdon,hisreasonforcampingabouttherelikeIsraelinZinwasnotapparent。
Thepositionwascentralandoccasionallydesirable。
ButthesaleofreddlewasnotDiggory’sprimaryobjectinremainingontheheath,particularlyatsolateaperiodoftheyear,whenmosttravellersofhisclasshadgoneintowinterquarters。
Eustacialookedatthelonelyman。WildevehadtoldherattheirlastmeetingthatVennhadbeenthrustforwardbyMrs。YeobrightasonereadyandanxioustotakehisplaceasThomasin’sbetrothed。Hisfigurewasperfect,hisfaceyoungandwelloutlined,hiseyebright,hisintelligencekeen,andhispositiononewhichhecouldreadilybetterifhechose。ButinspiteofpossibilitiesitwasnotlikelythatThomasinwouldacceptthisIshmaelitishcreaturewhileshehadacousinlikeYeobrightatherelbow,andWildeveatthesametimenotabsolutelyindifferent。
EustaciawasnotlonginguessingthatpoorMrs。Yeobright,inheranxietyforherniece’sfuture,hadmentionedthislovertostimulatethezealoftheother。
EustaciawasonthesideoftheYeobrightsnow,andenteredintothespiritoftheaunt’sdesire。
"Goodmorning,miss,"saidthereddleman,takingoffhiscapofhareskin,andapparentlybearinghernoill—
willfromrecollectionoftheirlastmeeting。
"Goodmorning,reddleman,"shesaid,hardlytroublingtoliftherheavilyshadedeyestohis。"Ididnotknowyouweresonear。Isyourvanheretoo?"
Vennmovedhiselbowtowardsahollowinwhichadensebrakeofpurple—stemmedbrambleshadgrowntosuchvastdimensionsasalmosttoformadell。Brambles,thoughchurlishwhenhandled,arekindlyshelterinearlywinter,beingthelatestofthedeciduousbushestolosetheirleaves。
TheroofandchimneyofVenn’scaravanshowedbehindthetraceryandtanglesofthebrake。
"Youremainnearthispart?"sheaskedwithmoreinterest。
"Yes,Ihavebusinesshere。"
"Notaltogetherthesellingofreddle?"
"Ithasnothingtodowiththat。"
"IthastodowithMissYeobright?"
Herfaceseemedtoaskforanarmedpeace,andhethereforesaidfrankly,"Yes,miss;itisonaccountofher。"
"Onaccountofyourapproachingmarriagewithher?"
Vennflushedthroughhisstain。"Don’tmakesportofme,MissVye,"hesaid。
"Itisn’ttrue?"
"Certainlynot。"
ShewasthusconvincedthatthereddlemanwasamerepisallerinMrs。Yeobright’smind;one,moreover,whohadnotevenbeeninformedofhispromotiontothatlowlystanding。"Itwasamerenotionofmine,"
shesaidquietly;andwasabouttopassbywithoutfurtherspeech,when,lookingroundtotheright,shesawapainfullywell—knownfigureserpentiningupwardsbyoneofthelittlepathswhichledtothetopwhereshestood。
Owingtothenecessarywindingsofhiscoursehisbackwasatpresenttowardsthem。Sheglancedquicklyround;
toescapethatmantherewasonlyoneway。TurningtoVenn,shesaid,"Wouldyouallowmetorestafewminutesinyourvan?Thebanksaredampforsittingon。"
"Certainly,miss;I’llmakeaplaceforyou。"
ShefollowedhimbehindthedellofbramblestohiswheeleddwellingintowhichVennmounted,placingthethree—leggedstooljustwithinthedoor。
"ThatisthebestIcandoforyou,"hesaid,steppingdownandretiringtothepath,whereheresumedthesmokingofhispipeashewalkedupanddown。
Eustaciaboundedintothevehicleandsatonthestool,ensconcedfromviewonthesidetowardsthetrackway。
Soonsheheardthebrushingofotherfeetthanthereddleman’s,anotveryfriendly"Goodday"utteredbytwomeninpassingeachother,andthenthedwindlingofthefoot—fallofoneoftheminadirectiononwards。
Eustaciastretchedherneckforwardtillshecaughtaglimpseofarecedingbackandshoulders;andshefeltawretchedtwingeofmisery,sheknewnotwhy。
Itwasthesickeningfeelingwhich,ifthechangedhearthasanygenerosityatallinitscomposition,accompaniesthesuddensightofaonce—lovedonewhoisbelovednomore。
WhenEustaciadescendedtoproceedonherwaythereddlemancamenear。"ThatwasMr。Wildevewhopassed,miss,"hesaidslowly,andexpressedbyhisfacethatheexpectedhertofeelvexedathavingbeensittingunseen。
"Yes,Isawhimcomingupthehill,"repliedEustacia。
"Whyshouldyoutellmethat?"Itwasaboldquestion,consideringthereddleman’sknowledgeofherpastlove;
butherundemonstrativemannerhadpowertorepresstheopinionsofthoseshetreatedasremotefromher。
"Iamgladtohearthatyoucanaskit,"saidthereddlemanbluntly。"And,nowIthinkofit,itagreeswithwhatIsawlastnight。"
"Ah——whatwasthat?"Eustaciawishedtoleavehim,butwishedtoknow。
"Mr。WildevestayedatRainbarrowalongtimewaitingforaladywhodidn’tcome。"
"Youwaitedtoo,itseems?"
"Yes,Ialwaysdo。Iwasgladtoseehimdisappointed。
Hewillbethereagaintonight。"
"Tobeagaindisappointed。Thetruthis,reddleman,thatthatlady,sofarfromwishingtostandinthewayofThomasin’smarriagewithMr。Wildeve,wouldbeverygladtopromoteit。"
Vennfeltmuchastonishmentatthisavowal,thoughhedidnotshowitclearly;thatexhibitionmaygreetremarkswhichareoneremovefromexpectation,butitisusuallywithheldincomplicatedcasesoftworemovesandupwards。
"Indeed,miss,"hereplied。
"HowdoyouknowthatMr。WildevewillcometoRainbarrowagaintonight?"sheasked。
"Iheardhimsaytohimselfthathewould。He’sinaregulartemper。"
Eustacialookedforamomentwhatshefelt,andshemurmured,liftingherdeepdarkeyesanxiouslytohis,"IwishI
knewwhattodo。Idon’twanttobeunciviltohim;
butIdon’twishtoseehimagain;andIhavesomefewlittlethingstoreturntohim。"
"Ifyouchoosetosend’embyme,miss,andanotetotellhimthatyouwishtosaynomoretohim,I’lltakeitforyouquiteprivately。Thatwouldbethemoststraightforwardwayoflettinghimknowyourmind。"
"Verywell,"saidEustacia。"Cometowardsmyhouse,andIwillbringitouttoyou。"
Shewenton,andasthepathwasaninfinitelysmallpartingintheshaggylocksoftheheath,thereddlemanfollowedexactlyinhertrail。Shesawfromadistancethatthecaptainwasonthebanksweepingthehorizonwithhistelescope;andbiddingVenntowaitwherehestoodsheenteredthehousealone。
Intenminutesshereturnedwithaparcelandanote,andsaid,inplacingtheminhishand,"Whyareyousoreadytotaketheseforme?"
"Canyouaskthat?"
"IsupposeyouthinktoserveThomasininsomewaybyit。
Areyouasanxiousasevertohelponhermarriage?"
Vennwasalittlemoved。"Iwouldsoonerhavemarriedhermyself,"hesaidinalowvoice。"ButwhatIfeelisthatifshecannotbehappywithouthimIwilldomydutyinhelpinghertogethim,asamanought。"
Eustacialookedcuriouslyatthesingularmanwhospokethus。
Whatastrangesortoflove,tobeentirelyfreefromthatqualityofselfishnesswhichisfrequentlythechiefconstituentofthepassion,andsometimesitsonlyone!Thereddleman’sdisinterestednesswassowelldeservingofrespectthatitovershotrespectbybeingbarelycomprehended;andshealmostthoughtitabsurd。
"Thenwearebothofonemindatlast,"shesaid。
"Yes,"repliedVenngloomily。"Butifyouwouldtellme,miss,whyyoutakesuchaninterestinher,Ishouldbeeasier。Itissosuddenandstrange。"
Eustaciaappearedataloss。"Icannottellyouthat,reddleman,"shesaidcoldly。
Vennsaidnomore。Hepocketedtheletter,and,bowingtoEustacia,wentaway。
RainbarrowhadagainbecomeblendedwithnightwhenWildeveascendedthelongacclivityatitsbase。
Onhisreachingthetopashapegrewupfromtheearthimmediatelybehindhim。ItwasthatofEustacia’semissary。
HeslappedWildeveontheshoulder。Thefeverishyounginn—keeperandex—engineerstartedlikeSatanatthetouchofIthuriel’sspear。
"Themeetingisalwaysateighto’clock,atthisplace,"
saidVenn,"andhereweare——wethree。"
"Wethree?"saidWildeve,lookingquicklyround。
"Yes;you,andI,andshe。Thisisshe。"Hehelduptheletterandparcel。
Wildevetookthemwonderingly。"Idon’tquiteseewhatthismeans,"hesaid。"Howdoyoucomehere?
Theremustbesomemistake。"
"Itwillbeclearedfromyourmindwhenyouhavereadtheletter。Lanternsforone。"Thereddlemanstruckalight,kindledaninchoftallow—candlewhichhehadbrought,andsheltereditwithhiscap。
"Whoareyou?"saidWildeve,discerningbythecandle—
lightanobscurerubicundityofpersoninhiscompanion。
"YouarethereddlemanIsawonthehillthismorning——why,youarethemanwho————"
"Pleasereadtheletter。"
"IfyouhadcomefromtheotheroneIshouldn’thavebeensurprised,"murmuredWildeveasheopenedtheletterandread。Hisfacegrewserious。
TOMR。WILDEVE。
AftersomethoughtIhavedecidedonceandforallthatwemustholdnofurthercommunication。ThemoreIconsiderthematterthemoreIamconvincedthattheremustbeanendtoouracquaintance。Hadyoubeenuniformlyfaithfultomethroughoutthesetwoyearsyoumightnowhavesomegroundforaccusingmeofheartlessness;
butifyoucalmlyconsiderwhatIboreduringtheperiodofyourdesertion,andhowIpassivelyputupwithyourcourtshipofanotherwithoutonceinterfering,youwill,Ithink,ownthatIhavearighttoconsultmyownfeelingswhenyoucomebacktomeagain。Thatthesearenotwhattheyweretowardsyoumay,perhaps,beafaultinme,butitisonewhichyoucanscarcelyreproachmeforwhenyourememberhowyouleftmeforThomasin。
Thelittlearticlesyougavemeintheearlypartofourfriendshiparereturnedbythebearerofthisletter。
TheyshouldrightlyhavebeensentbackwhenIfirstheardofyourengagementtoher。
EUSTACIA。
BythetimethatWildevereachedhernametheblanknesswithwhichhehadreadthefirsthalfoftheletterintensifiedtomortification。"Iammadeagreatfoolof,onewayandanother,"hesaidpettishly。"Doyouknowwhatisinthisletter?"
Thereddlemanhummedatune。
"Can’tyouanswerme?"askedWildevewarmly。
"Ru—um—tum—tum,"sangthereddleman。
WildevestoodlookingonthegroundbesideVenn’sfeet,tillheallowedhiseyestotravelupwardsoverDiggory’sform,asilluminatedbythecandle,tohisheadandface。
"Ha—ha!Well,IsupposeIdeserveit,consideringhowIhaveplayedwiththemboth,"hesaidatlast,asmuchtohimselfastoVenn。"ButofalltheoddthingsthateverIknew,theoddestisthatyoushouldsoruncountertoyourowninterestsastobringthistome。"
"Myinterests?"
"Certainly。’TwasyourinterestnottodoanythingwhichwouldsendmecourtingThomasinagain,nowshehasacceptedyou——orsomethinglikeit。Mrs。Yeobrightsaysyouaretomarryher。’Tisn’ttrue,then?"
"GoodLord!Iheardofthisbefore,butdidn’tbelieveit。
Whendidshesayso?"
Wildevebeganhummingasthereddlemanhaddone。
"Idon’tbelieveitnow,"criedVenn。
"Ru—um—tum—tum,"sangWildeve。
"OLord——howwecanimitate!"saidVenncontemptuously。
"I’llhavethisout。I’llgostraighttoher。"
Diggorywithdrewwithanemphaticstep,Wildeve’seyepassingoverhisforminwitheringderision,asifhewerenomorethanaheath—cropper。Whenthereddleman’sfigurecouldnolongerbeseen,Wildevehimselfdescendedandplungedintotheraylesshollowofthevale。
Tolosethetwowomen——hewhohadbeenthewell—belovedofboth——wastooironicalanissuetobeendured。
HecouldonlydecentlysavehimselfbyThomasin;
andoncehebecameherhusband,Eustacia’srepentance,hethought,wouldsetinforalongandbitterterm。
ItwasnowonderthatWildeve,ignorantofthenewmanatthebackofthescene,shouldhavesupposedEustaciatobeplayingapart。Tobelievethattheletterwasnottheresultofsomemomentarypique,toinferthatshereallygavehimuptoThomasin,wouldhaverequiredpreviousknowledgeofhertransfigurationbythatman’sinfluence。
Whowastoknowthatshehadgrowngenerousinthegreedinessofanewpassion,thatincovetingonecousinshewasdealingliberallywithanother,thatinhereagernesstoappropriateshegaveway?
Fullofthisresolvetomarryinhaste,andwringtheheartoftheproudgirl,Wildevewenthisway。
MeanwhileDiggoryVennhadreturnedtohisvan,wherehestoodlookingthoughtfullyintothestove。
Anewvistawasopeneduptohim。But,howeverpromisingMrs。Yeobright’sviewsofhimmightbeasacandidateforherniece’shand,oneconditionwasindispensabletothefavourofThomasinherself,andthatwasarenunciationofhispresentwildmodeoflife。Inthishesawlittledifficulty。
HecouldnotaffordtowaittillthenextdaybeforeseeingThomasinanddetailinghisplan。Hespeedilyplungedhimselfintotoiletoperations,pulledasuitofclothclothesfromabox,andinabouttwentyminutesstoodbeforethevan—lanternasareddlemaninnothingbuthisface,thevermilionshadesofwhichwerenottoberemovedinaday。Closingthedoorandfasteningitwithapadlock,VennsetofftowardsBlooms—End。
Hehadreachedthewhitepalingsandlaidhishanduponthegatewhenthedoorofthehouseopened,andquicklyclosedagain。Afemaleformhadglidedin。
Atthesametimeaman,whohadseeminglybeenstandingwiththewomanintheporch,cameforwardfromthehousetillhewasfacetofacewithVenn。ItwasWildeveagain。
"Manalive,you’vebeenquickatit,"saidDiggorysarcastically。
"Andyouslow,asyouwillfind,"saidWildeve。
"And,"loweringhisvoice,"youmayaswellgobackagainnow。I’veclaimedher,andgother。
Goodnight,reddleman!"ThereuponWildevewalkedaway。
Venn’sheartsankwithinhim,thoughithadnotrisenundulyhigh。Hestoodleaningoverthepalingsinanindecisivemoodfornearlyaquarterofanhour。
Thenhewentupthegardenpath,knocked,andaskedforMrs。Yeobright。
Insteadofrequestinghimtoentershecametotheporch。
Adiscoursewascarriedonbetweentheminlowmeasuredtonesforthespaceoftenminutesormore。AttheendofthetimeMrs。Yeobrightwentin,andVennsadlyretracedhisstepsintotheheath。Whenhehadagainregainedhisvanhelitthelantern,andwithanapatheticfaceatoncebegantopulloffhisbestclothes,tillinthecourseofafewminuteshereappearedastheconfirmedandirretrievablereddlemanthathehadseemedbefore。
8—FirmnessIsDiscoveredinaGentleHeartOnthateveningtheinteriorofBlooms—End,thoughcosyandcomfortable,hadbeenrathersilent。ClymYeobrightwasnotathome。SincetheChristmaspartyhehadgoneonafewdays’visittoafriendabouttenmilesoff。
TheshadowyformseenbyVenntopartfromWildeveintheporch,andquicklywithdrawintothehouse,wasThomasin’s。Onenteringshethrewdownacloakwhichhadbeencarelesslywrappedroundher,andcameforwardtothelight,whereMrs。Yeobrightsatatherwork—table,drawnupwithinthesettle,sothatpartofitprojectedintothechimney—corner。