首页 >出版文学> THE RETURN OF THE NATIVE>第12章
  Hiswalkwasrapidashecamedown,andhewentwithaspringytrend。Beforeenteringuponhismother’spremiseshestoppedandbreathed。Thelightwhichshoneforthonhimfromthewindowrevealedthathisfacewasflushedandhiseyebright。Whatitdidnotshowwassomethingwhichlingereduponhislipslikeasealsetthere。
  Theabidingpresenceofthisimpresswassorealthathehardlydaredtoenterthehouse,foritseemedasifhismothermightsay,"Whatredspotisthatglowinguponyourmouthsovividly?"
  Butheenteredsoonafter。Theteawasready,andhesatdownoppositehismother。Shedidnotspeakmanywords;
  andasforhim,somethinghadbeenjustdoneandsomewordshadbeenjustsaidonthehillwhichpreventedhimfrombeginningadesultorychat。Hismother’staciturnitywasnotwithoutominousness,butheappearednottocare。
  Heknewwhyshesaidsolittle,buthecouldnotremovethecauseofherbearingtowardshim。Thesehalf—silentsittingswerefarfromuncommonwiththemnow。AtlastYeobrightmadeabeginningofwhatwasintendedtostrikeatthewholerootofthematter。
  "Fivedayshavewesatlikethisatmealswithscarcelyaword。What’stheuseofit,Mother?"
  "None,"saidshe,inaheart—swollentone。"Butthereisonlytoogoodareason。"
  "Notwhenyouknowall。Ihavebeenwantingtospeakaboutthis,andIamgladthesubjectisbegun。Thereason,ofcourse,isEustaciaVye。Well,IconfessIhaveseenherlately,andhaveseenheragoodmanytimes。"
  "Yes,yes;andIknowwhatthatamountsto。Ittroublesme,Clym。Youarewastingyourlifehere;anditissolelyonaccountofher。Ifithadnotbeenforthatwomanyouwouldneverhaveentertainedthisteachingschemeatall。"
  Clymlookedhardathismother。"Youknowthatisnotit,"
  hesaid。
  "Well,Iknowyouhaddecidedtoattemptitbeforeyousawher;butthatwouldhaveendedinintentions。Itwasverywelltotalkof,butridiculoustoputinpractice。
  Ifullyexpectedthatinthecourseofamonthortwoyouwouldhaveseenthefollyofsuchself—sacrifice,andwouldhavebeenbythistimebackagaintoParisinsomebusinessorother。Icanunderstandobjectionstothediamondtrade——Ireallywasthinkingthatitmightbeinadequatetothelifeofamanlikeyoueventhoughitmighthavemadeyouamillionaire。
  ButnowIseehowmistakenyouareaboutthisgirlIdoubtifyoucouldbecorrectaboutotherthings。"
  "HowamImistakeninher?"
  "Sheislazyanddissatisfied。Butthatisnotallofit。
  Supposinghertobeasgoodawomanasanyyoucanfind,whichshecertainlyisnot,whydoyouwishtoconnectyourselfwithanybodyatpresent?"
  "Well,therearepracticalreasons,"Clymbegan,andthenalmostbrokeoffunderanoverpoweringsenseoftheweightofargumentwhichcouldbebroughtagainsthisstatement。
  "IfItakeaschoolaneducatedwomanwouldbeinvaluableasahelptome。"
  "What!youreallymeantomarryher?"
  "Itwouldbeprematuretostatethatplainly。Butconsiderwhatobviousadvantagestherewouldbeindoingit。She————"
  "Don’tsupposeshehasanymoney。Shehasn’tafarthing。"
  "Sheisexcellentlyeducated,andwouldmakeagoodmatroninaboarding—school。IcandidlyownthatI
  havemodifiedmyviewsalittle,indeferencetoyou;
  anditshouldsatisfyyou。Inolongeradheretomyintentionofgivingwithmyownmouthrudimentaryeducationtothelowestclass。Icandobetter。Icanestablishagoodprivateschoolforfarmers’sons,andwithoutstoppingtheschoolIcanmanagetopassexaminations。
  Bythismeans,andbytheassistanceofawifelikeher————"
  "Oh,Clym!"
  "Ishallultimately,Ihope,beattheheadofoneofthebestschoolsinthecounty。"
  Yeobrighthadenunciatedtheword"her"withafervourwhich,inconversationwithamother,wasabsurdlyindiscreet。
  Hardlyamaternalheartwithinthefourseascouldinsuchcircumstances,havehelpedbeingirritatedatthatill—timedbetrayaloffeelingforanewwoman。
  "Youareblinded,Clym,"shesaidwarmly。"Itwasabaddayforyouwhenyoufirstseteyesonher。
  Andyourschemeismerelyacastleintheairbuiltonpurposetojustifythisfollywhichhasseizedyou,andtosalveyourconscienceontheirrationalsituationyouarein。"
  "Mother,that’snottrue,"hefirmlyanswered。
  "CanyoumaintainthatIsitandtelluntruths,whenallIwishtodoistosaveyoufromsorrow?Forshame,Clym!Butitisallthroughthatwoman——ahussy!"
  Clymreddenedlikefireandrose。Heplacedhishanduponhismother’sshoulderandsaid,inatonewhichhungstrangelybetweenentreatyandcommand,"Iwon’thearit。
  Imaybeledtoansweryouinawaywhichweshallbothregret。"
  Hismotherpartedherlipstobeginsomeothervehementtruth,butonlookingathimshesawthatinhisfacewhichledhertoleavethewordsunsaid。Yeobrightwalkedonceortwiceacrosstheroom,andthensuddenlywentoutofthehouse。
  Itwaseleveno’clockwhenhecamein,thoughhehadnotbeenfurtherthantheprecinctsofthegarden。
  Hismotherwasgonetobed。Alightwasleftburningonthetable,andsupperwasspread。Withoutstoppingforanyfoodhesecuredthedoorsandwentupstairs。
  4—AnHourofBlissandManyHoursofSadnessThenextdaywasgloomyenoughatBlooms—End。Yeobrightremainedinhisstudy,sittingovertheopenbooks;
  buttheworkofthosehourswasmiserablyscant。
  Determinedthatthereshouldbenothinginhisconducttowardshismotherresemblingsullenness,hehadoccasionallyspokentoheronpassingmatters,andwouldtakenonoticeofthebrevityofherreplies。Withthesameresolvetokeepupashowofconversationhesaid,aboutseveno’clockintheevening,"There’saneclipseofthemoontonight。
  Iamgoingouttoseeit。"And,puttingonhisovercoat,helefther。
  Thelowmoonwasnotasyetvisiblefromthefrontofthehouse,andYeobrightclimbedoutofthevalleyuntilhestoodinthefullfloodofherlight。Butevennowhewalkedon,andhisstepswereinthedirectionofRainbarrow。
  Inhalfanhourhestoodatthetop。Theskywasclearfromvergetoverge,andthemoonflungherraysoverthewholeheath,butwithoutsensiblylightingit,exceptwherepathsandwater—courseshadlaidbarethewhiteflintsandglisteningquartzsand,whichmadestreaksuponthegeneralshade。
  Afterstandingawhilehestoopedandfelttheheather。
  Itwasdry,andheflunghimselfdownuponthebarrow,hisfacetowardsthemoon,whichdepictedasmallimageofherselfineachofhiseyes。
  Hehadoftencomeupherewithoutstatinghispurposetohismother;butthiswasthefirsttimethathehadbeenostensiblyfrankastohispurposewhilereallyconcealingit。
  Itwasamoralsituationwhich,threemonthsearlier,hecouldhardlyhavecreditedofhimself。Inreturningtolabourinthissequesteredspothehadanticipatedanescapefromthechafingofsocialnecessities;
  yetbeholdtheywereherealso。Morethaneverhelongedtobeinsomeworldwherepersonalambitionwasnottheonlyrecognizedformofprogress——such,perhaps,asmighthavebeenthecaseatsometimeorotherinthesilveryglobethenshininguponhim。Hiseyetravelledoverthelengthandbreadthofthatdistantcountry——overtheBayofRainbows,thesombreSeaofCrises,theOceanofStorms,theLakeofDreams,thevastWalledPlains,andthewondrousRingMountains——tillhealmostfelthimselftobevoyagingbodilythroughitswildscenes,standingonitshollowhills,traversingitsdeserts,descendingitsvalesandoldseabottoms,ormountingtotheedgesofitscraters。
  Whilehewatchedthefar—removedlandscapeatawnystaingrewintobeingonthelowerverge——theeclipsehadbegun。
  Thismarkedapreconcertedmoment——fortheremotecelestialphenomenonhadbeenpressedintosublunaryserviceasalover’ssignal。Yeobright’smindflewbacktoearthatthesight;hearose,shookhimselfandlistened。
  Minuteafterminutepassedby,perhapstenminutespassed,andtheshadowonthemoonperceptiblywidened。
  Heheardarustlingonhislefthand,acloakedfigurewithanupturnedfaceappearedatthebaseoftheBarrow,andClymdescended。Inamomentthefigurewasinhisarms,andhislipsuponhers。
  "MyEustacia!"
  "Clym,dearest!"
  Suchasituationhadlessthanthreemonthsbroughtforth。
  Theyremainedlongwithoutasingleutterance,fornolanguagecouldreachtheleveloftheircondition——wordswereastherustyimplementsofaby—gonebarbarousepoch,andonlytobeoccasionallytolerated。
  "Ibegantowonderwhyyoudidnotcome,"saidYeobright,whenshehadwithdrawnalittlefromhisembrace。
  "Yousaidtenminutesafterthefirstmarkofshadeontheedgeofthemoon,andthat’swhatitisnow。"
  "Well,letusonlythinkthathereweare。"
  Then,holdingeachother’shand,theywereagainsilent,andtheshadowonthemoon’sdiscgrewalittlelarger。
  "Hasitseemedlongsinceyoulastsawme?"sheasked。
  "Ithasseemedsad。"
  "Andnotlong?That’sbecauseyouoccupyyourself,andsoblindyourselftomyabsence。Tome,whocandonothing,ithasbeenlikelivingunderstagnantwater。"
  "Iwouldratherbeartediousness,dear,thanhavetimemadeshortbysuchmeansashaveshortenedmine。"
  "Inwhatwayisthat?Youhavebeenthinkingyouwishedyoudidnotloveme。"
  "Howcanamanwishthat,andyetloveon?No,Eustacia。"
  "Mencan,womencannot。"
  "Well,whateverImayhavethought,onethingiscertain——I
  doloveyou——pastallcompassanddescription。Iloveyoutooppressiveness——I,whohaveneverbeforefeltmorethanapleasantpassingfancyforanywomanIhaveeverseen。
  Letmelookrightintoyourmoonlitfaceanddwelloneverylineandcurveinit!OnlyafewhairbreadthsmakethedifferencebetweenthisfaceandfacesIhaveseenmanytimesbeforeIknewyou;yetwhatadifference——thedifferencebetweeneverythingandnothingatall。
  Onetouchonthatmouthagain!there,andthere,andthere。
  Youreyesseemheavy,Eustacia。"
  "No,itismygeneralwayoflooking。IthinkitarisesfrommyfeelingsometimesanagonizingpityformyselfthatIeverwasborn。"
  "Youdon’tfeelitnow?"
  "No。YetIknowthatweshallnotlovelikethisalways。
  Nothingcanensurethecontinuanceoflove。Itwillevaporatelikeaspirit,andsoIfeelfulloffears。"
  "Youneednot。"
  "Ah,youdon’tknow。YouhaveseenmorethanI,andhavebeenintocitiesandamongpeoplethatIhaveonlyheardof,andhavelivedmoreyearsthanI;butyetIamolderatthisthanyou。Ilovedanothermanonce,andnowIloveyou。"
  "InGod’smercydon’ttalkso,Eustacia!"
  "ButIdonotthinkIshallbetheonewhoweariesfirst。
  Itwill,Ifear,endinthisway:yourmotherwillfindoutthatyoumeetme,andshewillinfluenceyouagainstme!"
  "Thatcanneverbe。Sheknowsofthesemeetingsalready。"
  "Andshespeaksagainstme?"
  "Iwillnotsay。"
  "There,goaway!Obeyher。Ishallruinyou。Itisfoolishofyoutomeetmelikethis。Kissme,andgoawayforever。
  Forever——doyouhear?——forever!"
  "NotI。"
  "Itisyouronlychance。Manyaman’slovehasbeenacursetohim。"
  "Youaredesperate,fulloffancies,andwilful;
  andyoumisunderstand。Ihaveanadditionalreasonforseeingyoutonightbesidesloveofyou。Forthough,unlikeyou,Ifeelouraffectionmaybeeternal。
  Ifeelwithyouinthis,thatourpresentmodeofexistencecannotlast。"
  "Oh!’tisyourmother。Yes,that’sit!Iknewit。"
  "Nevermindwhatitis。Believethis,Icannotletmyselfloseyou。Imusthaveyoualwayswithme。
  ThisveryeveningIdonotliketoletyougo。
  Thereisonlyonecureforthisanxiety,dearest——youmustbemywife。"
  Shestarted——thenendeavouredtosaycalmly,"Cynicssaythatcurestheanxietybycuringthelove。"
  "Butyoumustanswerme。ShallIclaimyousomeday——I
  don’tmeanatonce?"
  "Imustthink,"Eustaciamurmured。"AtpresentspeakofParistome。Isthereanyplacelikeitonearth?"
  "Itisverybeautiful。Butwillyoubemine?"
  "Iwillbenobodyelse’sintheworld——doesthatsatisfyyou?"
  "Yes,forthepresent。"
  "NowtellmeoftheTuileries,andtheLouvre,"
  shecontinuedevasively。
  "IhatetalkingofParis!Well,IrememberonesunnyroomintheLouvrewhichwouldmakeafittingplaceforyoutolivein——theGaleried’Apollon。Itswindowsaremainlyeast;
  andintheearlymorning,whenthesunisbright,thewholeapartmentisinaperfectblazeofsplendour。
  Theraysbristleanddartfromtheencrustationsofgildingtothemagnificentinlaidcoffers,fromthecofferstothegoldandsilverplate,fromtheplatetothejewelsandpreciousstones,fromthesetotheenamels,tillthereisaperfectnetworkoflightwhichquitedazzlestheeye。
  Butnow,aboutourmarriage————"
  "AndVersailles——theKing’sGalleryissomesuchgorgeousroom,isitnot?"
  "Yes。Butwhat’stheuseoftalkingofgorgeousrooms?
  Bytheway,theLittleTrianonwouldsuitusbeautifullytolivein,andyoumightwalkinthegardensinthemoonlightandthinkyouwereinsomeEnglishshrubbery;
  ItislaidoutinEnglishfashion。"
  "Ishouldhatetothinkthat!"
  "ThenyoucouldkeeptothelawninfrontoftheGrandPalace。
  Allaboutthereyouwoulddoubtlessfeelinaworldofhistoricalromance。"
  Hewenton,sinceitwasallnewtoher,anddescribedFontainebleau,St。Cloud,theBois,andmanyotherfamiliarhauntsoftheParisians;tillshesaid——
  "Whenusedyoutogototheseplaces?"
  "OnSundays。"
  "Ah,yes。IdislikeEnglishSundays。HowIshouldchimeinwiththeirmannersoverthere!DearClym,you’llgobackagain?"
  Clymshookhishead,andlookedattheeclipse。
  "Ifyou’llgobackagainI’ll——besomething,"
  shesaidtenderly,puttingherheadnearhisbreast。
  "Ifyou’llagreeI’llgivemypromise,withoutmakingyouwaitaminutelonger。"
  "Howextraordinarythatyouandmymothershouldbeofonemindaboutthis!"saidYeobright。"Ihavevowednottogoback,Eustacia。ItisnottheplaceIdislike;
  itistheoccupation。"
  "Butyoucangoinsomeothercapacity。"
  "No。Besides,itwouldinterferewithmyscheme。
  Don’tpressthat,Eustacia。Willyoumarryme?"
  "Icannottell。"
  "Now——nevermindParis;itisnobetterthanotherspots。
  Promise,sweet!"
  "Youwillneveradheretoyoureducationplan,Iamquitesure;andthenitwillbeallrightforme;
  andsoIpromisetobeyoursforeverandever。"
  Clymbroughtherfacetowardshisbyagentlepressureofthehand,andkissedher。
  "Ah!butyoudon’tknowwhatyouhavegotinme,"shesaid。
  "SometimesIthinkthereisnotthatinEustaciaVyewhichwillmakeagoodhomespunwife。Well,letitgo——seehowourtimeisslipping,slipping,slipping!"Shepointedtowardsthehalf—eclipsedmoon。
  "Youaretoomournful。"
  "No。OnlyIdreadtothinkofanythingbeyondthepresent。
  Whatis,weknow。Wearetogethernow,anditisunknownhowlongweshallbeso;theunknownalwaysfillsmymindwithterriblepossibilities,evenwhenImayreasonablyexpectittobecheerful……Clym,theeclipsedmoonlightshinesuponyourfacewithastrangeforeigncolour,andshowsitsshapeasifitwerecutoutingold。
  Thatmeansthatyoushouldbedoingbetterthingsthanthis。"
  "Youareambitious,Eustacia——no,notexactlyambitious,luxurious。Ioughttobeofthesamevein,tomakeyouhappy,Isuppose。Andyet,farfromthat,Icouldliveanddieinahermitagehere,withproperworktodo。"
  Therewasthatinhistonewhichimplieddistrustofhispositionasasolicitouslover,adoubtifhewereactingfairlytowardsonewhosetastestouchedhisownonlyatrareandinfrequentpoints。Shesawhismeaning,andwhispered,inalow,fullaccentofeagerassurance"Don’tmistakeme,Clym——thoughIshouldlikeParis,Iloveyouforyourselfalone。TobeyourwifeandliveinPariswouldbeheaventome;butIwouldratherlivewithyouinahermitageherethannotbeyoursatall。
  Itisgaintomeeitherway,andverygreatgain。
  There’smytoocandidconfession。"
  "Spokenlikeawoman。AndnowImustsoonleaveyou。
  I’llwalkwithyoutowardsyourhouse。"
  "Butmustyougohomeyet?"sheasked。"Yes,thesandhasnearlyslippedaway,Isee,andtheeclipseiscreepingonmoreandmore。Don’tgoyet!Stoptillthehourhasrunitselfout;thenIwillnotpressyouanymore。
  Youwillgohomeandsleepwell;Ikeepsighinginmysleep!Doyoueverdreamofme?"
  "Icannotrecollectacleardreamofyou。"
  "Iseeyourfaceineverysceneofmydreams,andhearyourvoiceineverysound。IwishIdidnot。ItistoomuchwhatIfeel。Theysaysuchloveneverlasts。
  Butitmust!Andyetonce,Iremember,IsawanofficeroftheHussarsridedownthestreetatBudmouth,andthoughhewasatotalstrangerandneverspoketome,IlovedhimtillIthoughtIshouldreallydieoflove——
  butIdidn’tdie,andatlastIleftoffcaringforhim。
  HowterribleitwouldbeifatimeshouldcomewhenIcouldnotloveyou,myClym!"
  "Pleasedon’tsaysuchrecklessthings。Whenweseesuchatimeathandwewillsay,’Ihaveoutlivedmyfaithandpurpose,’anddie。There,thehourhasexpired——nowletuswalkon。"
  HandinhandtheywentalongthepathtowardsMistover。
  Whentheywerenearthehousehesaid,"Itistoolateformetoseeyourgrandfathertonight。Doyouthinkhewillobjecttoit?"
  "Iwillspeaktohim。Iamsoaccustomedtobemyownmistressthatitdidnotoccurtomethatweshouldhavetoaskhim。"
  Thentheylingeringlyseparated,andClymdescendedtowardsBlooms—End。
  AndashewalkedfurtherandfurtherfromthecharmedatmosphereofhisOlympiangirlhisfacegrewsadwithanewsortofsadness。Aperceptionofthedilemmainwhichhislovehadplacedhimcamebackinfullforce。
  InspiteofEustacia’sapparentwillingnesstowaitthroughtheperiodofanunpromisingengagement,tillheshouldbeestablishedinhisnewpursuit,hecouldnotbutperceiveatmomentsthatshelovedhimratherasavisitantfromagayworldtowhichsherightlybelongedthanasamanwithapurposeopposedtothatrecentpastofhiswhichsointerestedher。Itmeantthat,thoughshemadenoconditionsastohisreturntotheFrenchcapital,thiswaswhatshesecretlylongedforintheeventofmarriage;
  anditrobbedhimofmanyanotherwisepleasanthour。
  Alongwiththatcamethewideningbreachbetweenhimselfandhismother。Wheneveranylittleoccurrencehadbroughtintomoreprominencethanusualthedisappointmentthathewascausingherithadsenthimonloneandmoodywalks;
  orhewaskeptawakeagreatpartofthenightbytheturmoilofspiritwhichsucharecognitioncreated。
  IfMrs。YeobrightcouldonlyhavebeenledtoseewhatasoundandworthypurposethispurposeofhiswasandhowlittleitwasbeingaffectedbyhisdevotionstoEustacia,howdifferentlywouldsheregardhim!
  Thusashissightgrewaccustomedtothefirstblindinghalokindledabouthimbyloveandbeauty,Yeobrightbegantoperceivewhatastraithewasin。
  SometimeshewishedthathehadneverknownEustacia,immediatelytoretractthewishasbrutal。Threeantagonisticgrowthshadtobekeptalive:hismother’strustinhim,hisplanforbecomingateacher,andEustacia’shappiness。
  Hisfervidnaturecouldnotaffordtorelinquishoneofthese,thoughtwoofthethreewereasmanyashecouldhopetopreserve。ThoughhislovewasaschasteasthatofPetrarchforhisLaura,ithadmadefettersofwhatpreviouslywasonlyadifficulty。Apositionwhichwasnottoosimplewhenhestoodwhole—heartedhadbecomeindescribablycomplicatedbytheadditionofEustacia。
  Justwhenhismotherwasbeginningtotolerateoneschemehehadintroducedanotherstillbittererthanthefirst,andthecombinationwasmorethanshecouldbear。
  5—SharpWordsAreSpoken,andaCrisisEnsuesWhenYeobrightwasnotwithEustaciahewassittingslavishlyoverhisbooks;whenhewasnotreadinghewasmeetingher。
  Thesemeetingswerecarriedonwiththegreatestsecrecy。
  OneafternoonhismothercamehomefromamorningvisittoThomasin。Hecouldseefromadisturbanceinthelinesofherfacethatsomethinghadhappened。
  "Ihavebeentoldanincomprehensiblething,"
  shesaidmournfully。"ThecaptainhasletoutattheWomanthatyouandEustaciaVyeareengagedtobemarried。"
  "Weare,"saidYeobright。"Butitmaynotbeyetforaverylongtime。"
  "IshouldhardlythinkitWOULDbeyetforaverylongtime!YouwilltakehertoParis,Isuppose?"
  Shespokewithwearyhopelessness。
  "IamnotgoingbacktoParis。"
  "Whatwillyoudowithawife,then?"
  "KeepaschoolinBudmouth,asIhavetoldyou。"
  "That’sincredible!Theplaceisoverrunwithschoolmasters。
  Youhavenospecialqualifications。Whatpossiblechanceisthereforsuchasyou?"
  "Thereisnochanceofgettingrich。Butwithmysystemofeducation,whichisasnewasitistrue,Ishalldoagreatdealofgoodtomyfellow—creatures。"
  "Dreams,dreams!Iftherehadbeenanysystemlefttobeinventedtheywouldhavefounditoutattheuniversitieslongbeforethistime。"
  "Never,Mother。Theycannotfinditout,becausetheirteachersdon’tcomeincontactwiththeclasswhichdemandssuchasystem——thatis,thosewhohavehadnopreliminarytraining。Myplanisoneforinstillinghighknowledgeintoemptymindswithoutfirstcrammingthemwithwhathastobeuncrammedagainbeforetruestudybegins。"
  "Imighthavebelievedyouifyouhadkeptyourselffreefromentanglements;butthiswoman——ifshehadbeenagoodgirlitwouldhavebeenbadenough;butbeing————"
  "Sheisagoodgirl。"
  "Soyouthink。ACorfubandmaster’sdaughter!Whathasherlifebeen?Hersurnameevenisnothertrueone。"
  "SheisCaptainVye’sgranddaughter,andherfathermerelytookhermother’sname。Andsheisaladybyinstinct。"
  "Theycallhim’captain,’butanybodyiscaptain。"
  "HewasintheRoyalNavy!"
  "Nodoubthehasbeentoseainsometuborother。
  Whydoesn’thelookafterher?Noladywouldroveabouttheheathatallhoursofthedayandnightasshedoes。
  Butthat’snotallofit。TherewassomethingqueerbetweenherandThomasin’shusbandatonetime——IamassureofitasthatIstandhere。"
  "Eustaciahastoldme。Hedidpayheralittleattentionayearago;butthere’snoharminthat。
  Ilikeherallthebetter。"
  "Clym,"saidhismotherwithfirmness,"Ihavenoproofsagainsther,unfortunately。Butifshemakesyouagoodwife,therehasneverbeenabadone。"
  "Believeme,youarealmostexasperating,"
  saidYeobrightvehemently。"AndthisverydayIhadintendedtoarrangeameetingbetweenyou。Butyougivemenopeace;youtrytothwartmywishesineverything。"
  "Ihatethethoughtofanysonofminemarryingbadly!I
  wishIhadneverlivedtoseethis;itistoomuchforme——itismorethanIdreamt!"Sheturnedtothewindow。
  Herbreathwascomingquickly,andherlipswerepale,parted,andtrembling。
  "Mother,"saidClym,"whateveryoudo,youwillalwaysbedeartome——thatyouknow。ButonethingIhavearighttosay,whichis,thatatmyageIamoldenoughtoknowwhatisbestforme。"
  Mrs。Yeobrightremainedforsometimesilentandshaken,asifshecouldsaynomore。Thenshereplied,"Best?Isitbestforyoutoinjureyourprospectsforsuchavoluptuous,idlewomanasthat?Don’tyouseethatbytheveryfactofyourchoosingheryouprovethatyoudonotknowwhatisbestforyou?Yougiveupyourwholethought——yousetyourwholesoul——topleaseawoman。"
  "Ido。Andthatwomanisyou。"
  "Howcanyoutreatmesoflippantly!"saidhismother,turningagaintohimwithatearfullook。