Hewas,indeed,walkingwithawilloverthefurze,asstraightasaline,asifhislifedependeduponit。
Hismotherdrewalongbreath,and,abandoningthevisittoThomasin,turnedback。Theeveningfilmsbegantomakenebulouspicturesofthevalleys,butthehighlandsstillwererakedbythedecliningraysofthewintersun,whichglancedonClymashewalkedforward,eyedbyeveryrabbitandfield—farearound,alongshadowadvancinginfrontofhim。
Ondrawingneartothefurze—coveredbankandditchwhichfortifiedthecaptain’sdwellinghecouldhearvoiceswithin,signifyingthatoperationshadbeenalreadybegun。
Attheside—entrancegatehestoppedandlookedover。
Halfadozenable—bodiedmenwerestandinginalinefromthewell—mouth,holdingaropewhichpassedoverthewell—rollerintothedepthsbelow。Fairway,withapieceofsmallerroperoundhisbody,madefasttooneofthestandards,toguardagainstaccidents,wasleaningovertheopening,hisrighthandclaspingtheverticalropethatdescendedintothewell。
"Now,silence,folks,"saidFairway。
Thetalkingceased,andFairwaygaveacircularmotiontotherope,asifhewerestirringbatter。Attheendofaminuteadullsplashingreverberatedfromthebottomofthewell;thehelicaltwisthehadimpartedtotheropehadreachedthegrapnelbelow。
"Haul!"saidFairway;andthemenwhoheldtheropebegantogatheritoverthewheel。
"Ithinkwe’vegotsommat,"saidoneofthehaulers—in。
"Thenpullsteady,"saidFairway。
Theygatheredupmoreandmore,tillaregulardrippingintothewellcouldbeheardbelow。Itgrewsmarterwiththeincreasingheightofthebucket,andpresentlyahundredandfiftyfeetofropehadbeenpulledin。
Fairwaythenlitalantern,tiedittoanothercord,andbeganloweringitintothewellbesidethefirst:
Clymcameforwardandlookeddown。Strangehumidleaves,whichknewnothingoftheseasonsoftheyear,andquaint—naturedmosseswererevealedonthewellsideasthelanterndescended;tillitsraysfelluponaconfusedmassofropeandbucketdanglinginthedank,darkair。
"We’veonlygotenbytheedgeofthehoop——steady,forGod’ssake!"saidFairway。
Theypulledwiththegreatestgentleness,tillthewetbucketappearedabouttwoyardsbelowthem,likeadeadfriendcometoearthagain。Threeorfourhandswerestretchedout,thenjerkwenttherope,whizzwentthewheel,thetwoforemosthaulersfellbackward,thebeatingofafallingbodywasheard,recedingdownthesidesofthewell,andathunderousuproararoseatthebottom。
Thebucketwasgoneagain。
"Damnthebucket!"saidFairway。
"Loweragain,"saidSam。
"I’masstiffasaram’shornstoopingsolong,"
saidFairway,standingupandstretchinghimselftillhisjointscreaked。
"Restafewminutes,Timothy,"saidYeobright。
"I’lltakeyourplace。"
Thegrapnelwasagainlowered。Itssmartimpactuponthedistantwaterreachedtheirearslikeakiss,whereuponYeobrightkneltdown,andleaningoverthewellbegandraggingthegrapnelroundandroundasFairwayhaddone。
"Tiearoperoundhim——itisdangerous!"criedasoftandanxiousvoicesomewhereabovethem。
Everybodyturned。Thespeakerwasawoman,gazingdownuponthegroupfromanupperwindow,whosepanesblazedintheruddyglarefromthewest。Herlipswerepartedandsheappearedforthemomenttoforgetwhereshewas。
Theropewasaccordinglytiedroundhiswaist,andtheworkproceeded。Atthenexthaultheweightwasnotheavy,anditwasdiscoveredthattheyhadonlysecuredacoiloftheropedetachedfromthebucket。Thetangledmasswasthrownintothebackground。HumphreytookYeobright’splace,andthegrapnelwasloweredagain。
Yeobrightretiredtotheheapofrecoveredropeinameditativemood。Oftheidentitybetweenthelady’svoiceandthatofthemelancholymummerhehadnotamoment’sdoubt。
"Howthoughtfulofher!"hesaidtohimself。
Eustacia,whohadreddenedwhensheperceivedtheeffectofherexclamationuponthegroupbelow,wasnolongertobeseenatthewindow,thoughYeobrightscanneditwistfully。Whilehestoodtherethemenatthewellsucceededingettingupthebucketwithoutamishap。
Oneofthemwenttoinquireforthecaptain,tolearnwhatordershewishedtogiveformendingthewell—tackle。
Thecaptainprovedtobeawayfromhome,andEustaciaappearedatthedoorandcameout。Shehadlapsedintoaneasyanddignifiedcalm,farremovedfromtheintensityoflifeinherwordsofsolicitudeforClym’ssafety。
"Willitbepossibletodrawwaterheretonight?"
sheinquired。
"No,miss;thebottomofthebucketiscleanknockedout。
Andaswecandonomorenowwe’llleaveoff,andcomeagaintomorrowmorning。"
"Nowater,"shemurmured,turningaway。
"IcansendyouupsomefromBlooms—End,"saidClym,comingforwardandraisinghishatasthemenretired。
YeobrightandEustacialookedateachotherforoneinstant,asifeachhadinmindthosefewmomentsduringwhichacertainmoonlightscenewascommontoboth。
Withtheglancethecalmfixityofherfeaturessublimeditselftoanexpressionofrefinementandwarmth;
itwaslikegarishnoonrisingtothedignityofsunsetinacoupleofseconds。
"Thankyou;itwillhardlybenecessary,"shereplied。
"Butifyouhavenowater?"
"Well,itiswhatIcallnowater,"shesaid,blushing,andliftingherlong—lashedeyelidsasiftoliftthemwereaworkrequiringconsideration。"Butmygrandfathercallsitwaterenough。I’llshowyouwhatImean。"
Shemovedawayafewyards,andClymfollowed。Whenshereachedthecorneroftheenclosure,wherethestepswereformedformountingtheboundarybank,shesprangupwithalightnesswhichseemedstrangeafterherlistlessmovementtowardsthewell。Itincidentallyshowedthatherapparentlanguordidnotarisefromlackofforce。
Clymascendedbehindher,andnoticedacircularburntpatchatthetopofthebank。"Ashes?"hesaid。
"Yes,"saidEustacia。"WehadalittlebonfireherelastFifthofNovember,andthosearethemarksofit。"
OnthatspothadstoodthefireshehadkindledtoattractWildeve。
"That’stheonlykindofwaterwehave,"shecontinued,tossingastoneintothepool,whichlayontheoutsideofthebanklikethewhiteofaneyewithoutitspupil。
Thestonefellwithaflounce,butnoWildeveappearedontheotherside,asonapreviousoccasionthere。
"Mygrandfathersayshelivedformorethantwentyyearsatseaonwatertwiceasbadasthat,"shewenton,"andconsidersitquitegoodenoughforushereonanemergency。"
"Well,asamatteroffacttherearenoimpuritiesinthewaterofthesepoolsatthistimeoftheyear。
Ithasonlyjustrainedintothem。"
Sheshookherhead。"Iammanagingtoexistinawilderness,butIcannotdrinkfromapond,"shesaid。
Clymlookedtowardsthewell,whichwasnowdeserted,themenhavinggonehome。"Itisalongwaytosendforspring—water,"hesaid,afterasilence。
"Butsinceyoudon’tlikethisinthepond,I’lltrytogetyousomemyself。"Hewentbacktothewell。
"Yes,IthinkIcoulddoitbytyingonthispail。"
"But,sinceIwouldnottroublethementogetit,Icannotinconscienceletyou。"
"Idon’tmindthetroubleatall。"
Hemadefastthepailtothelongcoilofrope,putitoverthewheel,andallowedittodescendbylettingtheropeslipthroughhishands。Beforeithadgonefar,however,hecheckedit。
"Imustmakefasttheendfirst,orwemaylosethewhole,"
hesaidtoEustacia,whohaddrawnnear。"Couldyouholdthisamoment,whileIdoit——orshallIcallyourservant?"
"Icanholdit,"saidEustacia;andheplacedtheropeinherhands,goingthentosearchfortheend。
"IsupposeImayletitslipdown?"sheinquired。
"Iwouldadviseyounottoletitgofar,"saidClym。
"Itwillgetmuchheavier,youwillfind。"
However,Eustaciahadbeguntopayout。Whilehewastyingshecried,"Icannotstopit!"
Clymrantoherside,andfoundhecouldonlychecktheropebytwistingtheloosepartroundtheuprightpost,whenitstoppedwithajerk。"Hasithurtyou?"
"Yes,"shereplied。
"Verymuch?"
"No;Ithinknot。"Sheopenedherhands。Oneofthemwasbleeding;theropehaddraggedofftheskin。
Eustaciawrappeditinherhandkerchief。
"Youshouldhaveletgo,"saidYeobright。"Whydidn’tyou?"
"YousaidIwastoholdon……ThisisthesecondtimeIhavebeenwoundedtoday。"
"Ah,yes;Ihaveheardofit。IblushformynativeEgdon。
Wasitaseriousinjuryyoureceivedinchurch,MissVye?"
TherewassuchanabundanceofsympathyinClym’stonethatEustaciaslowlydrewuphersleeveanddisclosedherroundwhitearm。Abrightredspotappearedonitssmoothsurface,likearubyonParianmarble。
"Thereitis,"shesaid,puttingherfingeragainstthespot。
"Itwasdastardlyofthewoman,"saidClym。"WillnotCaptainVyegetherpunished?"
"Heisgonefromhomeonthatverybusiness。IdidnotknowthatIhadsuchamagicreputation。"
"Andyoufainted?"saidClym,lookingatthescarletlittlepunctureasifhewouldliketokissitandmakeitwell。
"Yes,itfrightenedme。Ihadnotbeentochurchforalongtime。AndnowIshallnotgoagainforeversolong——perhapsnever。Icannotfacetheireyesafterthis。
Don’tyouthinkitdreadfullyhumiliating?IwishedIwasdeadforhoursafter,butIdon’tmindnow。"
"Ihavecometocleanawaythesecobwebs,"saidYeobright。
"Wouldyouliketohelpme——byhigh—classteaching?Wemightbenefitthemmuch。"
"Idon’tquitefeelanxiousto。Ihavenotmuchloveformyfellow—creatures。SometimesIquitehatethem。"
"StillIthinkthatifyouweretohearmyschemeyoumighttakeaninterestinit。Thereisnouseinhatingpeople——ifyouhateanything,youshouldhatewhatproducedthem。"
"DoyoumeanNature?Ihateheralready。ButIshallbegladtohearyourschemeatanytime。"
Thesituationhadnowworkeditselfout,andthenextnaturalthingwasforthemtopart。Clymknewthiswellenough,andEustaciamadeamoveofconclusion;
yethelookedatherasifhehadonewordmoretosay。
PerhapsifhehadnotlivedinParisitwouldneverhavebeenuttered。
"Wehavemetbefore,"hesaid,regardingherwithrathermoreinterestthanwasnecessary。
"Idonotownit,"saidEustacia,witharepressed,stilllook。
"ButImaythinkwhatIlike。"
"Yes。"
"Youarelonelyhere。"
"Icannotenduretheheath,exceptinitspurpleseason。
Theheathisacrueltaskmastertome。"
"Canyousayso?"heasked。"Tomyminditismostexhilarating,andstrengthening,andsoothing。Iwouldratherliveonthesehillsthananywhereelseintheworld。"
"Itiswellenoughforartists;butIneverwouldlearntodraw。"
"Andthereisaverycuriousdruidicalstonejustoutthere。"
Hethrewapebbleinthedirectionsignified。"Doyouoftengotoseeit?"
"Iwasnotevenawarethereexistedanysuchcuriousdruidicalstone。IamawarethatthereareboulevardsinParis。"
Yeobrightlookedthoughtfullyontheground。
"Thatmeansmuch,"hesaid。
"Itdoesindeed,"saidEustacia。
"IrememberwhenIhadthesamelongingfortownbustle。
Fiveyearsofagreatcitywouldbeaperfectcureforthat。"
"Heavensendmesuchacure!Now,Mr。Yeobright,Iwillgoindoorsandplastermywoundedhand。"
Theyseparated,andEustaciavanishedintheincreasingshade。
Sheseemedfullofmanythings。Herpastwasablank,herlifehadbegun。TheeffectuponClymofthismeetinghedidnotfullydiscovertillsometimeafter。
Duringhiswalkhomehismostintelligiblesensationwasthathisschemehadsomehowbecomeglorified。
Abeautifulwomanhadbeenintertwinedwithit。
Onreachingthehousehewentuptotheroomwhichwastobemadehisstudy,andoccupiedhimselfduringtheeveninginunpackinghisbooksfromtheboxesandarrangingthemonshelves。Fromanotherboxhedrewalampandacanofoil。Hetrimmedthelamp,arrangedhistable,andsaid,"Now,Iamreadytobegin。"
Heroseearlythenextmorning,readtwohoursbeforebreakfastbythelightofhislamp——readallthemorning,alltheafternoon。Justwhenthesunwasgoingdownhiseyesfeltweary,andheleantbackinhischair。
Hisroomoverlookedthefrontofthepremisesandthevalleyoftheheathbeyond。Thelowestbeamsofthewintersunthrewtheshadowofthehouseoverthepalings,acrossthegrassmarginoftheheath,andfarupthevale,wherethechimneyoutlinesandthoseofthesurroundingtree—topsstretchedforthinlongdarkprongs。Havingbeenseatedatworkallday,hedecidedtotakeaturnuponthehillsbeforeitgotdark;and,goingoutforthwith,hestruckacrosstheheathtowardsMistover。
Itwasanhourandahalflaterwhenheagainappearedatthegardengate。Theshuttersofthehousewereclosed,andChristianCantle,whohadbeenwheelingmanureaboutthegardenallday,hadgonehome。Onenteringhefoundthathismother,afterwaitingalongtimeforhim,hadfinishedhermeal。
"Wherehaveyoubeen,Clym?"sheimmediatelysaid。
"Whydidn’tyoutellmethatyouweregoingawayatthistime?"
"Ihavebeenontheheath。"
"You’llmeetEustaciaVyeifyougoupthere。"
Clympausedaminute。"Yes,Imetherthisevening,"
hesaid,asthoughitwerespokenunderthesheernecessityofpreservinghonesty。
"Iwonderedifyouhad。"
"Itwasnoappointment。"
"No;suchmeetingsneverare。"
"Butyouarenotangry,Mother?"
"IcanhardlysaythatIamnot。Angry?No。ButwhenI
considertheusualnatureofthedragwhichcausesmenofpromisetodisappointtheworldIfeeluneasy。"
"Youdeservecreditforthefeeling,Mother。ButIcanassureyouthatyouneednotbedisturbedbyitonmyaccount。"
"WhenIthinkofyouandyournewcrotchets,"saidMrs。Yeobright,withsomeemphasis,"Inaturallydon’tfeelsocomfortableasIdidatwelvemonthago。ItisincredibletomethatamanaccustomedtotheattractivewomenofParisandelsewhereshouldbesoeasilyworkeduponbyagirlinaheath。Youcouldjustaswellhavewalkedanotherway。"
"Ihadbeenstudyingallday。"
"Well,yes,"sheaddedmorehopefully,"Ihavebeenthinkingthatyoumightgetonasaschoolmaster,andrisethatway,sinceyoureallyaredeterminedtohatethecourseyouwerepursuing。"
Yeobrightwasunwillingtodisturbthisidea,thoughhisschemewasfarenoughremovedfromonewhereintheeducationofyouthshouldbemadeamerechannelofsocialascent。
Hehadnodesiresofthatsort。Hehadreachedthestageinayoungman’slifewhenthegrimnessofthegeneralhumansituationfirstbecomesclear;andtherealizationofthiscausesambitiontohaltawhile。InFranceitisnotuncustomarytocommitsuicideatthisstage;
inEnglandwedomuchbetter,ormuchworse,asthecasemaybe。
Thelovebetweentheyoungmanandhismotherwasstrangelyinvisiblenow。Ofloveitmaybesaid,thelessearthlythelessdemonstrative。Initsabsolutelyindestructibleformitreachesaprofundityinwhichallexhibitionofitselfispainful。Itwassowiththese。
Hadconversationsbetweenthembeenoverheard,peoplewouldhavesaid,"Howcoldtheyaretoeachother!"
HistheoryandhiswishesaboutdevotinghisfuturetoteachinghadmadeanimpressiononMrs。Yeobright。
Indeed,howcoulditbeotherwisewhenhewasapartofher——whentheirdiscourseswereasifcarriedonbetweentherightandthelefthandsofthesamebody?
Hehaddespairedofreachingherbyargument;anditwasalmostasadiscoverytohimthathecouldreachherbyamagnetismwhichwasassuperiortowordsaswordsaretoyells。
Strangelyenoughhebegantofeelnowthatitwouldnotbesohardtopersuadeherwhowashisbestfriendthatcomparativepovertywasessentiallythehighercourseforhim,astoreconciletohisfeelingstheactofpersuadingher。Fromeveryprovidentpointofviewhismotherwassoundoubtedlyright,thathewasnotwithoutasicknessofheartinfindinghecouldshakeher。
Shehadasingularinsightintolife,consideringthatshehadnevermixedwithit。Thereareinstancesofpersonswho,withoutclearideasofthethingstheycriticizehaveyethadclearideasoftherelationsofthosethings。
Blacklock,apoetblindfromhisbirth,coulddescribevisualobjectswithaccuracy;ProfessorSanderson,whowasalsoblind,gaveexcellentlecturesoncolour,andtaughtothersthetheoryofideaswhichtheyhadandhehadnot。Inthesocialspherethesegiftedonesaremostlywomen;theycanwatchaworldwhichtheyneversaw,andestimateforcesofwhichtheyhaveonlyheard。
Wecallitintuition。
WhatwasthegreatworldtoMrs。Yeobright?Amultitudewhosetendenciescouldbeperceived,thoughnotitsessences。
Communitieswereseenbyherasfromadistance;
shesawthemasweseethethrongswhichcoverthecanvasesofSallaert,VanAlsloot,andothersofthatschool——vastmassesofbeings,jostling,zigzagging,andprocessioningindefinitedirections,butwhosefeaturesareindistinguishablebytheverycomprehensivenessoftheview。
Onecouldseethat,asfarasithadgone,herlifewasverycompleteonitsreflectiveside。Thephilosophyofhernature,anditslimitationbycircumstances,wasalmostwritteninhermovements。Theyhadamajesticfoundation,thoughtheywerefarfrombeingmajestic;andtheyhadaground—workofassurance,buttheywerenotassured。
Asheronceelasticwalkhadbecomedeadenedbytime,sohadhernaturalprideoflifebeenhinderedinitsbloomingbyhernecessities。
ThenextslighttouchintheshapingofClym’sdestinyoccurredafewdaysafter。Abarrowwasopenedontheheath,andYeobrightattendedtheoperation,remainingawayfromhisstudyduringseveralhours。IntheafternoonChristianreturnedfromajourneyinthesamedirection,andMrs。Yeobrightquestionedhim。
"Theyhavedugahole,andtheyhavefoundthingslikeflowerpotsupsidedown,Mis’essYeobright;andinsidetheseberealcharnelbones。Theyhavecarried’emofftomen’shouses;
butIshouldn’tliketosleepwheretheywillbide。
Deadfolkshavebeenknowntocomeandclaimtheirown。
Mr。Yeobrighthadgotonepotofthebones,andwasgoingtobring’emhome——realskellingtonbones——but’twasorderedotherwise。You’llberelievedtohearthathegaveawayhispotandall,onsecondthoughts;andablessedthingforye,Mis’essYeobright,consideringthewindo’nights。"
"Gaveitaway?"
"Yes。ToMissVye。Shehasacannibaltasteforsuchchurchyardfurnitureseemingly。"
"MissVyewastheretoo?"
"Ay,’ab’lieveshewas。"
WhenClymcamehome,whichwasshortlyafter,hismothersaid,inacurioustone,"Theurnyouhadmeantformeyougaveaway。"
Yeobrightmadenoreply;thecurrentofherfeelingwastoopronouncedtoadmitit。
Theearlyweeksoftheyearpassedon。Yeobrightcertainlystudiedathome,buthealsowalkedmuchabroad,andthedirectionofhiswalkwasalwaystowardssomepointofalinebetweenMistoverandRainbarrow。
ThemonthofMarcharrived,andtheheathshoweditsfirstsignsofawakeningfromwintertrance。Theawakeningwasalmostfelineinitsstealthiness。ThepooloutsidethebankbyEustacia’sdwelling,whichseemedasdeadanddesolateasevertoanobserverwhomovedandmadenoisesinhisobservation,wouldgraduallydiscloseastateofgreatanimationwhensilentlywatchedawhile。
Atimidanimalworldhadcometolifefortheseason。
Littletadpolesandeftsbegantobubbleupthroughthewater,andtoracealongbeneathit;toadsmadenoiseslikeveryyoungducks,andadvancedtothemarginintwosandthrees;overhead,bumblebeesflewhitherandthitherinthethickeninglight,theirdronecomingandgoinglikethesoundofagong。
OnaneveningsuchasthisYeobrightdescendedintotheBlooms—Endvalleyfrombesidethatverypool,wherehehadbeenstandingwithanotherpersonquitesilentlyandquitelongenoughtohearallthispunystirofresurrectioninnature;yethehadnotheardit。