首页 >出版文学> The Rescue>第10章

第10章

  Herthoughts,likeafascinatedmoth,wentflutteringtowardthatlight——thatman——thatgirl,whohadknownwar,danger,seendeathnear,hadobtainedevidentlythedevotionofthatman。Theoccurrencesoftheafternoonhadbeenstrangeinthemselves,butwhatstruckherartisticsensewasthevigouroftheirpresentation。Theyoutlinedthemselvesbeforehermemorywiththeclearsimplicityofsomeimmortallegend。Theyweremysterious,butshefeltcertaintheywereabsolutelytrue。Theyembodiedartlessandmasterfulfeelings;such,nodoubt,ashadswayedmankindinthesimplicityofitsyouth。Sheenvied,foramoment,thelotofthathumbleandobscuresister。Nothingstoodbetweenthatgirlandthetruthofhersensations。Shecouldbesincerelycourageous,andtenderandpassionateand——well——ferocious。Whynotferocious?Shecouldknowthetruthofterror——andofaffection,absolutely,withoutartificialtrammels,withoutthepainofrestraint。
  ThinkingofwhatsuchlifecouldbeMrs。Traversfeltinvadedbythatinexplicableexaltationwhichtheconsciousnessoftheirphysicalcapacitiessooftengivestointellectualbeings。Sheglowedwithasuddenpersuasionthatshealsocouldbeequaltosuchanexistence;andherheartwasdilatedwithamomentarylongingtoknowthenakedtruthofthings;thenakedtruthoflifeandpassionburiedunderthegrowthofcenturies。
  Sheglowedand,suddenly,shequiveredwiththeshockofcomingtoherselfasifshehadfallendownfromastar。Therewasasoundofripplingwaterandashapelessmassglidedoutofthedarkvoidsheconfronted。Avoicebelowherfeetsaid:
  "Imadeoutyourshape——onthesky。"Acryofsurpriseexpiredonherlipsandshecouldonlypeerdownward。Lingard,aloneinthebrig’sdinghy,withanotherstrokesentthelightboatnearlyundertheyacht’scounter,laidhisscullsin,androsefromthethwart。Hisheadandshouldersloomedupalongsideandhehadtheappearanceofstandinguponthesea。InvoluntarilyMrs。Traversmadeamovementofretreat。
  "Stop,"hesaid,anxiously,"don’tspeakloud。Noonemustknow。
  Wheredoyourpeoplethinkthemselves,Iwonder?Inadockathome?Andyou——"
  "Myhusbandisnotonboard,"sheinterrupted,hurriedly。
  "Iknow。"
  Shebentalittlemoreovertherail。
  "Thenyouarehavinguswatched。Why?"
  "Somebodymustwatch。Yourpeoplekeepsuchagoodlook—out——don’tthey?Yes。Eversincedarkoneofmyboatshasbeendodgingasternhere,inthedeepwater。IsworetomyselfI
  wouldneverseeoneofyou,neverspeaktooneofyouhere,thatIwouldbedumb,blind,deaf。And——hereIam!"
  Mrs。Travers’alarmandmistrustwerereplacedbyanimmensecuriosity,burning,yetquiet,too,asifbeforetheinevitableworkofdestiny。ShelookeddownwardatLingard。Hisheadwasbared,and,withonehandupontheship’sside,heseemedtobethinkingdeeply。
  "Becauseyouhadsomethingmoretotellus,"Mrs。Traverssuggested,gently。
  "Yes,"hesaidinalowtoneandwithoutmovingintheleast。
  "Willyoucomeonboardandwait?"sheasked。
  "Who?I!"Heliftedhisheadsoquicklyastostartleher。"I
  havenothingtosaytohim;andI’llneverputmyfootonboardthiscraft。I’vebeentoldtogo。That’senough。"
  "Heisaccustomedtobeaddresseddeferentially,"shesaidafterapause,"andyou——"
  "Whoishe?"askedLingard,simply。
  Thesethreewordsseemedtohertoscatterherpastintheair——likesmoke。Theyrobbedallthemultitudeofmankindofeveryvestigeofimportance。Shewasamazedtofindthatonthisnight,inthisplace,therecouldbenoadequateanswertothesearchingnaivenessofthatquestion。
  "Ididn’taskformuch,"Lingardbeganagain。"DidI?Onlythatyouallshouldcomeonboardmybrigforfivedays。That’sall……DoIlooklikealiar?TherearethingsIcouldnottellhim。
  Icouldn’texplain——Icouldn’t——nottohim——tonoman——tonomanintheworld——"
  Hisvoicedropped。
  "Nottomyself,"heendedasifinadream。
  "Wehaveremainedunmolestedsolonghere,"beganMrs。Traversalittleunsteadily,"thatitmakesitverydifficulttobelieveindanger,now。Wesawnooneallthesedaysexceptthosetwopeoplewhocameforyou。Ifyoumaynotexplain——"
  "Ofcourse,youcan’tbeexpectedtoseethroughawall,"brokeinLingard。"Thiscoast’slikeawall,butIknowwhat’sontheotherside……Ayachthere,ofallthingsthatfloat!WhenI
  seteyesonherIcouldfancyshehadn’tbeenmorethananhourfromhome。Nothingbutthelookofhersparsmademethinkofoldtimes。Andthenthefacesofthechapsonboard。Iseemedtoknowthemall。ItwaslikehomecomingtomewhenIwasn’tthinkingofit。AndIhatedthesightofyouall。"
  "Ifweareexposedtoanyperil,"shesaidafterapauseduringwhichshetriedtopenetratethesecretofpassionhiddenbehindthatman’swords,"itneednotaffectyou。OurotherboatisgonetotheStraitsandeffectivehelpissuretocomeverysoon。"
  "Affectme!Isthatpreciouswatchmanofyourscomingaft?I
  don’twantanybodytoknowIcamehereagainbegging,evenofyou。Ishecomingaft?……Listen!I’vestoppedyourotherboat。"
  Hisheadandshouldersdisappearedasthoughhehaddivedintoadenserlayerofobscurityfloatingonthewater。Thewatchman,whohadtheintentiontostretchhimselfinoneofthedeckchairs,catchingsightoftheowner’swife,walkedstraighttothelampthathungundertheridgepoleoftheawning,andafterfumblingwithitforatimewentawayforwardwithanindolentgait。
  "Youdared!"Mrs。Traverswhispereddowninanintensetone;anddirectly,Lingard’sheademergedagainbelowherwithanupturnedface。
  "Itwasdare——orgiveup。ThehelpfromtheStraitswouldhavebeentoolateanyhowifIhadn’tthepowertokeepyousafe;andifIhadthepowerIcouldseeyouthroughit——alone。Iexpectedtofindareasonablemantotalkto。Ioughttohaveknownbetter。Youcomefromtoofartounderstandthesethings。Well,I
  dared;I’vesentafteryourotherboatafellowwho,withmeathisback,wouldtrytostopthegovernoroftheStraitshimself。
  Hewilldoit。Perhapsit’sdonealready。Youhavenothingtohopefor。ButIamhere。YousaidyoubelievedImeantwell——"
  "Yes,"shemurmured。
  "That’swhyIthoughtIwouldtellyoueverything。Ihadtobeginwiththisbusinessabouttheboat。Andwhatdoyouthinkofmenow?I’vecutyouofffromtherestoftheearth。Youpeoplewoulddisappearlikeastoneinthewater。Youleftoneforeignportforanother。Who’stheretotroubleaboutwhatbecameofyou?Whowouldknow?Whocouldguess?Itwouldbemonthsbeforetheybegantostir。"
  "Iunderstand,"shesaid,steadily,"wearehelpless。"
  "Andalone,"headded。
  Afterapauseshesaidinadeliberate,restrainedvoice:
  "Whatdoesthismean?Plunder,captivity?"
  "ItwouldhavemeantdeathifIhadn’tbeenhere,"heanswered。
  "Butyouhavethepowerto——"
  ""Why,doyouthink,youarealiveyet?"hecried。"Jorgensonhasbeenarguingwiththemonshore,"hewenton,morecalmly,withaswingofhisarmtowardwherethenightseemeddarkest。"Doyouthinkhewouldhavekeptthembackiftheyhadn’texpectedmeeveryday?Hiswordswouldhavebeennothingwithoutmyfist。"
  Sheheardadullblowstruckonthesideoftheyachtandconcealedinthesamedarknessthatwrappedtheunconcernoftheearthandsea,thefuryandthepainofhearts;shesmiledabovehishead,fascinatedbythesimplicityofimagesandexpressions。
  Lingardmadeabrusquemovement,thelivelylittleboatbeingunsteadyunderhisfeet,andshespokeslowly,absently,asifherthoughthadbeenlostinthevaguenessofhersensations。
  "Andthis——this——Jorgenson,yousaid?Whoishe?"
  "Aman,"heanswered,"amanlikemyself。"
  "Likeyourself?"
  "Justlikemyself,"hesaidwithstrangereluctance,asifadmittingapainfultruth。"Moresense,perhaps,butlessluck。
  Though,sinceyouryachthasturneduphere,Ibegintothinkthatmyluckisnothingmuchtoboastofeither。"
  "Isourpresenceheresofatal?"
  "Itmaybedeathtosome。Itmaybeworsethandeathtome。Anditrestswithyouinaway。Thinkofthat!Icanneverfindsuchanotherchanceagain。Butthat’snothing!AmanwhohassavedmylifeonceandthatIpassedmywordtowouldthinkIhadthrownhimover。Butthat’snothing!Listen!AstrueasIstandhereinmyboattalkingtoyou,Ibelievethegirlwoulddieofgrief。"
  "Youloveher,"shesaid,softly。
  "Likemyowndaughter,"hecried,low。
  Mrs。Traverssaid,"Oh!"faintly,andforamomenttherewasasilence,thenhebeganagain:
  "Lookhere。WhenIwasaboyinatrawler,andlookedatyouyachtpeople,intheChannelports,youwereasstrangetomeastheMalaysherearestrangetoyou。Ilefthomesixteenyearsagoandfoughtmywayallroundtheearth。IhadthetimetoforgetwhereIbegan。Whatareyoutomeagainstthesetwo?IfIwastodiehereonthespotwouldyoucare?Noonewouldcareathome。
  Nooneinthewholeworld——butthesetwo。"
  "WhatcanIdo?"sheasked,andwaited,leaningover。
  Heseemedtoreflect,thenliftinghishead,spokegently:
  "Doyouunderstandthedangeryouarein?Areyouafraid?"
  "Iunderstandtheexpressionyouused,ofcourse。Understandthedanger?"shewenton。"No——decidedlyno。And——honestly——Iamnotafraid。"
  "Aren’tyou?"hesaidinadisappointedvoice。"Perhapsyoudon’tbelieveme?Ibelievedyou,though,whenyousaidyouweresureI
  meantwell。Itrustedyouenoughtocomehereaskingforyourhelp——tellingyouwhatnooneknows。"
  "Youmistakeme,"shesaidwithimpulsiveearnestness。"Thisissoextraordinarilyunusual——sudden——outsidemyexperience。"
  "Aye!"hemurmured,"whatwouldyouknowofdangerandtrouble?
  You!Butperhapsbythinkingitover——"
  "Youwantmetothinkmyselfintoafright!"Mrs。Traverslaughedlightly,andinthegloomofhisthoughtthisflashofjoyoussoundwasincongruousandalmostterrible。Nextmomentthenightappearedbrilliantasday,warmassunshine;butwhensheceasedthereturningdarknessgavehimpainasifithadstruckheavilyagainsthisbreast。"Idon’tthinkIcoulddothat,"shefinishedinaserioustone。
  "Couldn’tyou?"Hehesitated,perplexed。"Thingsarebadenoughtomakeitnoshame。Itellyou,"hesaid,rapidly,"andIamnotatimidman,Imaynotbeabletodomuchifyoupeopledon’thelpme。"
  "YouwantmetopretendIamalarmed?"sheasked,quickly。
  "Aye,topretend——aswellyoumay。It’salottoaskofyou——whoperhapsneverhadtomake—believeathinginyourlife——isn’tit?"
  "Itis,"shesaidafteratime。
  TheunexpectedbitternessofhertonestruckLingardwithdismay。
  "Don’tbeoffended,"heentreated。"I’vegottoplanawayoutofthismess。It’snoplayeither。Couldyoupretend?"
  "Perhaps,ifItriedveryhard。Buttowhatend?"
  "Youmustallshiftaboardthebrig,"hebegan,speakingquickly,"andthenwemaygetoverthistroublewithoutcomingtoblows。
  Now,ifyouweretosaythatyouwishit;thatyoufeelunsafeintheyacht——don’tyousee?"
  "Isee,"shepronounced,thoughtfully。
  "Thebrigissmallbutthecuddyisfitforalady,"wentonLingardwithanimation。
  "Hasitnotalreadyshelteredaprincess?"shecommented,coolly。
  "AndIshallnotintrude。"
  "Thisisaninducement。"
  "Nobodywilldaretointrude。Youneedn’tevenseeme。"
  "Thisisalmostdecisive,only——"
  "Iknowmyplace。"
  "Only,Imightnothavetheinfluence,"shefinished。
  "ThatIcannotbelieve,"hesaid,roughly。"Thelongandtheshortofitisyoudon’ttrustmebecauseyouthinkthatonlypeopleofyourownconditionspeakthetruthalways。"
  "Evidently,"shemurmured。
  "Yousaytoyourself——here’safellowdeepinwithpirates,thieves,niggers——"
  "Tobesure——"
  "AmanIneversawthelikebefore,"wentonLingard,headlong,"a——ruffian。"
  Hecheckedhimself,fullofconfusion。Afteratimeheheardhersaying,calmly:
  "Youarelikeothermeninthis,thatyougetangrywhenyoucannothaveyourwayatonce。"
  "Iangry!"heexclaimedindeadenedvoice。"Youdonotunderstand。Iamthinkingofyoualso——itishardonme——"
  "Imistrustnotyou,butmyownpower。YouhaveproducedanunfortunateimpressiononMr。Travers。"
  "Unfortunateimpression!HetreatedmeasifIhadbeenalong—shoreloafer。Nevermindthat。Heisyourhusband。Fearinthoseyoucareforishardtobearforanyman。Andso,he——"
  "WhatMachiavellism!"
  "Eh,whatdidyousay?"
  "Ionlywonderedwhereyouhadobservedthat。Onthesea?"
  "Observedwhat?"hesaid,absently。Thenpursuinghisidea——"Onewordfromyououghttobeenough。"
  "Youthinkso?"
  "Iamsureofit。Why,evenI,myself——"
  "Ofcourse,"sheinterrupted。"Butdon’tyouthinkthatafterpartingwithyouonsuch——such——inimicalterms,therewouldbeadifficultyinresumingrelations?"
  "Amanlikemewoulddoanythingformoney——don’tyousee?"
  Afterapausesheasked:
  "Andwouldyoucareforthatargumenttobeused?"
  "Aslongasyouknowbetter!"
  Hisvoicevibrated——shedrewbackdisturbed,asifunexpectedlyhehadtouchedher。
  "Whatcantherebeatstake?"shebegan,wonderingly。
  "Akingdom,"saidLingard。
  Mrs。Traversleanedfarovertherail,staring,andtheirfaces,oneabovetheother,cameveryclosetogether。
  "Notforyourself?"shewhispered。
  Hefeltthetouchofherbreathonhisforeheadandremainedstillforamoment,perfectlystillasifhedidnotintendtomoveorspeakanymore。
  "Thosethings,"hebegan,suddenly,"comeinyourway,whenyoudon’tthink,andtheygetallroundyoubeforeyouknowwhatyoumeantodo。WhenIwentintothatbayinNewGuineaIneverguessedwherethatcoursewouldtakemeto。Icouldtellyouastory。Youwouldunderstand!You!You!"
  Hestammered,hesitated,andsuddenlyspoke,liberatingthevisionsoftwoyearsintothenightwhereMrs。Traverscouldfollowthemasifoutlinedinwordsoffire。
  VII
  Histalewasasstartlingasthediscoveryofanewworld。Shewasbeingtakenalongtheboundaryofanexcitingexistence,andshelookedintoitthroughtheguilelessenthusiasmofthenarrator。Theheroicqualityofthefeelingsconcealedwhatwasdisproportionateandabsurdinthatgratitude,inthatfriendship,inthatinexplicabledevotion。Theheadlongfiercenessofpurposeinvestedhisobscuredesignofconquestwiththeproportionsofagreatenterprise。Itwasclearthatnovisionofasubjugatedworldcouldhavebeenmoreinspiringtothemostfamousadventurerofhistory。
  Fromtimetotimeheinterruptedhimselftoask,confidently,asifhehadbeenspeakingtoanoldfriend,"Whatwouldyouhavedone?"andhurriedonwithoutpausingforapproval。
  Itstruckherthattherewasagreatpassioninallthis,thebeautyofanimplantedfacultyofaffectionthathadfounditself,itsimmediateneedofanobjectandthewayofexpansion;
  atendernessexpressedviolently;atendernessthatcouldonlybesatisfiedbybackinghumanbeingsagainsttheirowndestiny。
  Perhapsherhatredofconvention,trammellingthefranknessofherownimpulses,hadrenderedhermorealerttoperceivewhatisintrinsicallygreatandprofoundwithintheformsofhumanfolly,sosimpleandsoinfinitelyvariedaccordingtotheregionoftheearthandtothemomentoftime。
  Whatofitthatthenarratorwasonlyarovingseaman;thekingdomofthejungle,themenoftheforest,thelivesobscure!
  Thatsimplesoulwaspossessedbythegreatnessoftheidea;
  therewasnothingsordidinitsflamingimpulses。Whensheonceunderstoodthat,thestoryappealedtotheaudacityofherthoughts,andshebecamesocharmedwithwhatsheheardthatsheforgotwhereshewas。Sheforgotthatshewaspersonallyclosetothattalewhichshesawdetached,farawayfromher,truthorfiction,presentedinpicturesquespeech,realonlybytheresponseofheremotion。
  Lingardpaused。Inthecessationoftheimpassionedmurmurshebegantoreflect。Andatfirstitwasonlyanoppressivenotionoftherebeingsomesignificancethatreallymatteredinthisman’sstory。Thatmatteredtoher。Forthefirsttimetheshadowofdangeranddeathcrossedhermind。Wasthatthesignificance?
  Suddenly,inaflashofacutediscernment,shesawherselfinvolvedhelplesslyinthatstory,asoneisinvolvedinanaturalcataclysm。
  Hewasspeakingagain。Hehadnotbeensilentmorethanaminute。
  ItseemedtoMrs。Traversthatyearshadelapsed,sodifferentnowwastheeffectofhiswords。Hermindwasagitatedasifhiscomingtospeakandconfideinherhadbeenatremendousoccurrence。Itwasafactofherownexistence;itwaspartofthestoryalso。Thiswasthedisturbingthought。Sheheardhimpronounceseveralnames:Belarab,Daman,Tengga,Ningrat。Thesebelongednowtoherlifeandshewasappalledtofindshewasunabletoconnectthesenameswithanyhumanappearance。Theystoodoutalone,asifwrittenonthenight;theytookonasymbolicshape;theyimposedthemselvesuponhersenses。Shewhisperedasifpondering:"Belarab,Daman,Ningrat,"andthesebarbaroussoundsseemedtopossessanexceptionalenergy,afatalaspect,thesavourofmadness。
  "Notoneofthembuthasaheavyscoretosettlewiththewhites。
  What’sthattome!Ihadsomehowtogetmenwhowouldfight。I
  riskedmylifetogetthatlot。ImadethempromiseswhichI
  shallkeep——or——!CanyouseenowwhyIdaredtostopyourboat?
  IaminsodeepthatIcarefornoSirJohnintheworld。WhenI
  lookattheworkaheadIcarefornothing。Igaveyouonechance——onegoodchance。ThatIhadtodo。No!IsupposeIdidn’tlookenoughofagentleman。Yes!Yes!That’sit。YetIknowwhatagentlemanis。Ilivedwiththemforyears。Ichummedwiththem—
  —yes——ongold—fieldsandinotherplaceswhereamanhasgottoshowthestuffthat’sinhim。Someofthemwritefromhometomehere——suchasyouseeme,becauseI——nevermind!AndIknowwhatagentlemanwoulddo。Come!Wouldn’thetreatastrangerfairly?
  Wouldn’therememberthatnomanisaliartillyouprovehimso?
  Wouldn’thekeephiswordwherevergiven?Well,Iamgoingtodothat。NotahairofyourheadshallbetouchedaslongasI
  live!"
  Shehadregainedmuchofhercomposurebutatthesewordsshefeltthatstaggeringsenseofutterinsecuritywhichisgivenonebythefirsttremorofanearthquake。Itwasfollowedbyanexpectantstillnessofsensations。Sheremainedsilent。Hethoughtshedidnotbelievehim。
  "Come!Whatonearthdoyouthinkbroughtmehere——to——to——talklikethistoyou?TherewasHassim——RajahTulla,Ishouldsay——whowasaskingmethisafternoon:’Whatwillyoudonowwiththese,yourpeople?’IbelievehethinksyetIfetchedyouhereforsomereason。Youcan’ttellwhatcrookednotiontheywillgetintotheirthickheads。It’senoughtomakeoneswear。"Heswore。
  "Mypeople!Areyou?Howmuch?Say——howmuch?You’renomoreminethanIamyours。Wouldanyofyoufinefolksathomefaceblackruintosaveafishingsmack’screwfromgettingdrowned?"
  Notwithstandingthatsenseofinsecuritywhichlingeredfaintlyinhermindshehadnoimageofdeathbeforeher。Shefeltintenselyalive。Shefeltaliveinaflushofstrength,withanimpressionofnoveltyasthoughlifehadbeenthegiftofthisverymoment。Thedangerhiddeninthenightgavenosigntoawakenherterror,buttheworkingsofahumansoul,simpleandviolent,werelaidbarebeforeherandhadthedisturbingcharmofanunheard—ofexperience。Shewaslisteningtoamanwhoconcealednothing。Shesaid,interrogatively:
  "Andyetyouhavecome?"
  "Yes,"heanswered,"toyou——andforyouonly。"
  Thefloodtiderunningstrongoverthebanksmadeaplacidtricklingsoundabouttheyacht’srudder。
  "Iwouldnotbesavedalone。"
  "Thenyoumustbringthemoveryourself,"hesaidinasombretone。"There’sthebrig。Youhaveme——mymen——myguns。Youknowwhattodo。
  "Iwilltry,"shesaid。
  "Verywell。Iamsorryforthepoordevilsforwardthereifyoufail。Butofcourseyouwon’t。Watchthatlightonthebrig。I
  hadithoistedonpurpose。Thetroublemaybenearerthanwethink。Twoofmyboatsaregonescoutingandifthenewstheybringmeisbadthelightwillbelowered。Thinkwhatthatmeans。
  AndI’vetoldyouwhatIhavetoldnobody。Thinkofmyfeelingsalso。ItoldyoubecauseI——becauseIhadto。"
  Hegaveashoveagainsttheyacht’ssideandglidedawayfromunderhereyes。Aripplingsounddiedout。
  Shewalkedawayfromtherail。Thelampandtheskylightsshonefaintlyalongthedarkstretchofthedecks。Thiseveningwaslikethelast——likealltheeveningsbefore。
  "IsallthisIhaveheardpossible?"sheaskedherself。"No——butitistrue。"
  Shesatdowninadeckchairtothinkandfoundshecouldonlyremember。Shejumpedup。Shewassuresomebodywashailingtheyachtfaintly。Wasthatmanhailing?Shelistened,andhearingnothingwasannoyedwithherselfforbeinghauntedbyavoice。
  "Hesaidhecouldtrustme。Now,whatisthisdanger?Whatisdanger?"shemeditated。
  Footstepswerecomingfromforward。Thefigureofthewatchmanflittedvaguelyoverthegangway。Hewaswhistlingsoftlyandvanished。Hollowsoundsintheboatweresucceededbyasplashofoars。Thenightswallowedtheseslightnoises。Mrs。Traverssatdownagainandfoundherselfmuchcalmer。
  Shehadthefacultyofbeingabletothinkherownthoughts——andthecourage。Shecouldtakenoactionofanykindtillherhusband’sreturn。Lingard’swarningswerenotwhathadimpressedhermost。Thismanhadpresentedhisinnermostselfunclothedbyanysubterfuge。Therewereinplainsighthisdesires,hisperplexities,affections,doubts,hisviolence,hisfolly;andtheexistencetheymadeupwaslawlessbutnotvile。Shehadtoomuchelevationofmindtolookuponhimfromanyotherbutastrictlyhumanstandpoint。Ifhetrustedher(howstrange;whyshouldhe?Washewrong?)sheacceptedthetrustwithscrupulousfairness。Andwhenitdawneduponherthatofallthemenintheworldthisunquestionablywastheonesheknewbest,shehadamomentofwonderfollowedbyanimpressionofprofoundsadness。
  Itseemedanunfortunatematterthatconcernedheralone。
  Herthoughtwassuspendedwhileshelistenedattentivelyforthereturnoftheyacht’sboat。Shewasdismayedatthetaskbeforeher。Notasoundbrokethestillnessandshefeltasifshewerelostinemptyspace。Thensuddenlysomeoneamidshipsyawnedimmenselyandsaid:"Oh,dear!Oh,dear!"Avoiceasked:"Ain’ttheybackyet?"Anegativegruntanswered。
  Mrs。TraversfoundthatLingardwastouching,becausehecouldbeunderstood。Howsimplewaslife,shereflected。Shewasfrankwithherself。Sheconsideredhimapartfromsocialorganization。
  Shediscoveredhehadnoplaceinit。Howdelightful!Herewasahumanbeingandthenakedtruthofthingswasnotsoveryfarfromhernotwithstandingthegrowthofcenturies。Thenitoccurredtoherthatthismanbyhisactionstrippedheratonceofherposition,ofherwealth,ofherrank,ofherpast。"Iamhelpless。Whatremains?"sheaskedherself。Nothing!Anybodytheremighthavesuggested:"Yourpresence。"Shewastooartificialyettothinkofherbeauty;andyetthepowerofpersonalityispartofthenakedtruthofthings。
  Shelookedoverhershoulder,andsawthelightatthebrig’sforeyard—armburningwithastrong,calmflameinthedustofstarlightsuspendedabovethecoast。Sheheardtheheavybumpasofaboatrunheadlongagainsttheladder。Theywereback!Sheroseinsuddenandextremeagitation。Whatshouldshesay?Howmuch?Howtobegin?Whysayanything?Itwouldbeabsurd,liketalkingseriouslyaboutadream。Shewouldnotdare!Inamomentshewasdrivenintoastateofmindborderingondistraction。Sheheardsomebodyrunupthegangwaysteps。Withtheideaofgainingtimeshewalkedrapidlyafttothetaffrail。Thelightofthebrigfacedherwithoutaflicker,enormousamongstthesunsscatteredintheimmensityofthenight。