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第9章

  "Hey!Johnnie!Habgotfish?Fish!Onepeeceefish!Eh?Savee?
  Fish!Fish——"Hegaveitupsuddenlytosayinadeferentialtone——"Can’tmakethemsavagesunderstandanything,sir,"andwithdrewasifafteracleverfeat。
  HassimlookedatLingard。
  "Whydidthelittlewhitemanmakethatoutcry?"heasked,anxiously。
  "Theirdesireistoeatfish,"saidLingardinanenragedtone。
  Thenbeforetheairofextremesurprisewhichincontinentlyappearedontheother’sface,hecouldnotrestrainashortandhopelesslaugh。
  "Eatfish,"repeatedHassim,staring。"Oyouwhitepeople!Oyouwhitepeople!Eatfish!Good!Butwhymakethatnoise?Andwhydidyousendthemherewithoutguns?"Afterasignificantglancedownupontheslopeofthedeckcausedbythevesselbeingontheground,headdedwithaslightnodatLingard——"Andwithoutknowledge?"
  "Youshouldnothavecomehere,OHassim,"saidLingard,testily。
  "Herenooneunderstands。Theytakearajahforafisherman——"
  "Ya—wa!Agreatmistake,for,truly,thechiefoftenfugitiveswithoutacountryismuchlessthantheheadmanofafishingvillage,"observedHassim,composedly。Immadasighed。"Butyou,Tuan,atleastknowthetruth,"hewentonwithquietirony;thenafterapause——"Wecameherebecauseyouhadforgottentolooktowardus,whohadwaited,sleepinglittleatnight,andinthedaywatchingwithhoteyestheemptywateratthefootoftheskyforyou。"
  Immadamurmured,withoutliftingherhead:
  "Youneverlookedforus。Never,neveronce。"
  "Therewastoomuchtroubleinmyeyes,"explainedLingardwiththatpatientgentlenessoftoneandfacewhich,everytimehespoketotheyounggirl,seemedtodisengageitselffromhiswholeperson,envelopinghisfierceness,softeninghisaspect,suchasthedreamymistthatintheearlyradianceofthemorningweavesaveiloftendercharmaboutaruggedrockinmid—ocean。
  "Imustlooknowtotherightandtotheleftasinatimeofsuddendanger,"headdedafteramomentandshewhisperedanappalled"Why?"solowthatitspainfloatedawayinthesilenceofattentivemen,withoutresponse,unheard,ignored,likethepainofanimpalpablethought。
  IV
  D’Alcacer,standingback,surveyedthemallwithaprofoundandalertattention。Lingardseemedunabletotearhimselfawayfromtheyacht,andremained,checked,asitwereintheactofgoing,likeamanwhohasstoppedtothinkoutthelastthingtosay;
  andthatstillnessofabody,forgottenbythelabouringmind,remindedCarterofthatmomentinthecabin,whenalonehehadseenthismanthuswrestlingwithhisthought,motionlessandlockedinthegripofhisconscience。
  Mr。Traversmutteredaudiblythroughhisteeth:
  "Howlongisthisperformancegoingtolast?Ihavedesiredyoutogo。"
  "Thinkofthesepoordevils,"whisperedLingard,withaquickglanceatthecrewhuddledupnearby。
  "YouarethekindofmanIwouldbeleastdisposedtotrust——inanycase,"saidMr。Travers,incisively,verylow,andwithaninexplicablebutveryapparentsatisfaction。"Youareonlywastingyourtimehere。"
  "You——You——"Hestammeredandstared。Hechewedwithgrowlssomeinsultingwordandatlastswalloweditwithaneffort。"Mytimepaysforyourlife,"hesaid。
  Hebecameawareofasuddenstir,andsawthatMrs。Travershadrisenfromherchair。
  Shewalkedimpulsivelytowardthegrouponthequarter—deck,makingstraightforImmada。HassimhadsteppedasideandhisdetachedgazeofaMalaygentlemanpassedbyherasifshehadbeeninvisible。
  Shewastall,supple,movingfreely。Hercomplexionwassodazzlingintheshadethatitseemedtothrowoutahaloroundherhead。Uponasmoothandwidebrowanabundanceofpalefairhair,fineassilk,undulatinglikethesea,heavylikeahelmet,descendedlowwithoutatraceofgloss,withoutagleaminitscoils,asthoughithadneverbeentouchedbyarayoflight;andathroatwhite,smooth,palpitatingwithlife,aroundneckmodelledwithstrengthanddelicacy,supportedgloriouslythatradiantfaceandthatpalemassofhairunkissedbysunshine。
  Shesaidwithanimation:
  "Why,it’sagirl!"
  Mrs。Traversextortedfromd’Alcacerafreshtributeofcuriosity。Astrongpuffofwindflutteredtheawningsandoneofthescreensblowingoutwideletinuponthequarter—decktheripplingglitteroftheShallows,showingtod’Alcacertheluminousvastnessofthesea,withthelineofthedistanthorizon,darkliketheedgeoftheencompassingnight,drawnattheheightofMrs。Travers’shoulder……Wherewasithehadseenherlast——alongtimebefore,ontheothersideoftheworld?Therewasalsotheglitterofsplendouraroundherthen,andanimpressionofluminousvastness。Theencompassingnight,too,wasthere,thenightthatwaitsforitstimetomoveforwardupontheglitter,thesplendour,themen,thewomen。
  Hecouldnotrememberforthemoment,buthebecameconvincedthatofallthewomenheknew,shealoneseemedtobemadeforaction。Everyoneofhermovementshadfirmness,ease,themeaningofavitalfact,themoralbeautyofafearlessexpression。Hersupplefigurewasnotdishonouredbyanyfalteringofoutlinesundertheplaindressofdarkbluestuffmouldingherformwithboldsimplicity。
  Shehadonlyveryfewstepstomake,butbeforeshehadstopped,confrontingImmada,d’Alcacerrememberedhersuddenlyashehadseenherlast,outWest,faraway,impossiblydifferent,asifinanotheruniverse,asifpresentedbythefantasyofafeveredmemory。Hesawherinaluminousperspectiveofpalatialdrawingrooms,intherestlesseddyandflowofahumansea,atthefootofwallshighascliffs,underloftyceilingsthatlikeatropicalskyflunglightandheatupontheshallowglitterofuniforms,ofstars,ofdiamonds,ofeyessparklinginthewearyorimpassivefacesofthethrongatanofficialreception。
  Outsidehehadfoundtheunavoidabledarknesswithitsaspectofpatientwaiting,acloudyskyholdingbackthedawnofaLondonmorning。Itwasdifficulttobelieve。
  Lingard,whohadbeenlookingdangerouslyfierce,slappedhisthighandshowedsignsofagitation。
  "Byheavens,Ihadforgottenallaboutyou!"hepronouncedindismay。
  Mrs。TraversfixedhereyesonImmada。Fairhairedandwhitesheassertedherselfbeforethegirlofolivefaceandravenlockswiththematurityofperfection,withthesuperiorityoftheflowerovertheleaf,ofthephrasethatcontainsathoughtoverthecrythatcanonlyexpressanemotion。Immensespacesandcountlesscenturiesstretchedbetweenthem:andshelookedatheraswhenonelooksintoone’sownheartwithabsorbedcuriosity,withstillwonder,withanimmensecompassion。Lingardmurmured,warningly:
  "Don’ttouchher。"
  Mrs。Traverslookedathim。
  "DoyouthinkIcouldhurther?"sheasked,softly,andwassostartledtohearhimmutteragloomy"Perhaps,"thatshehesitatedbeforeshesmiled。
  "Almostachild!Andsopretty!Whatadelicateface,"shesaid,whileanotherdeepsighoftheseabreezeliftedandletfallthescreens,sothatthesound,thewind,andtheglitterseemedtorushintogetherandbearherwordsawayintospace。"Ihadnoideaofanythingsocharminglygentle,"shewentoninavoicethatwithouteffortglowed,caressed,andhadamagicpowerofdelighttothesoul。"Soyoung!Andsheliveshere——doesshe?Onthesea——orwhere?Lives——"Thenfaintly,asifshehadbeenintheactofspeaking,removedinstantlytoagreatdistance,shewasheardagain:"Howdoesshelive?"
  LingardhadhardlyseenEdithTraverstillthen。HehadseennoonereallybutMr。Travers……Helookedandlistenedwithsomethingofthestuporofanewsensation。
  Thenhemadeadistinctefforttocollecthisthoughtsandsaidwitharemnantofanger:
  "Whathaveyougottodowithher?Sheknowswar。Doyouknowanythingaboutit?Andhunger,too,andthirst,andunhappiness;
  thingsyouhaveonlyheardabout。ShehasbeenasneardeathasI
  amtoyou——andwhatisallthattoanyofyouhere?"
  "Thatchild!"shesaidinslowwonder。
  ImmadaturneduponMrs。Travershereyesblackascoal,sparklingandsoftlikeatropicalnight;andtheglancesofthetwowomen,theirdissimilarandinquiringglancesmet,seemedtotouch,clasp,holdeachotherwiththegripofanintimatecontact。Theyseparated。
  "Whataretheycomefor?Whydidyoushowthemthewaytothisplace?"askedImmada,faintly。
  Lingardshookhisheadindenial。
  "Poorgirl,"saidMrs。Travers。"Aretheyallsopretty?"
  "Who—all?"mumbledLingard。"Thereisn’tanotheronelikeherifyouweretoransacktheislandsallroundthecompass。"
  "Edith!"ejaculatedMr。Traversinaremonstrating,acrimoniousvoice,andeveryonegavehimalookofvaguesurprise。
  ThenMrs。Traversasked:
  "Whoisshe?"
  Lingardveryredandgravedeclaredcurtly:
  "Aprincess。"
  Immediatelyhelookedroundwithsuspicion。Noonesmiled。
  D’Alcacer,courteousandnonchalant,loungedupclosetoMrs。
  Travers’elbow。
  "Ifsheisaprincess,thenthismanisaknight,"hemurmuredwithconviction。"AknightasIlive!Adescendantoftheimmortalhidalgoerrantuponthesea。Itwouldbegoodforustohavehimforafriend。SeriouslyIthinkthatyouought——"
  Thetwosteppedasideandspokelowandhurriedly。
  "Yes,youought——"
  "HowcanI?"sheinterrupted,catchingthemeaninglikeaball。
  "Bysayingsomething。"
  "Isitreallynecessary?"sheasked,doubtfully。
  "Itwoulddonoharm,"saidd’Alcacerwithsuddencarelessness;
  "afriendisalwaysbetterthananenemy。"
  "Always?"sherepeated,meaningly。"ButwhatcouldIsay?"
  "Somewords,"heanswered;"Ishouldthinkanywordsinyourvoice——"
  "Mr。d’Alcacer!"
  "Oryoucouldperhapslookathimonceortwiceasthoughhewerenotexactlyarobber,"hecontinued。
  "Mr。d’Alcacer,areyouafraid?"
  "Extremely,"hesaid,stoopingtopickupthefanatherfeet。
  "ThatisthereasonIamsoanxioustoconciliate。Andyoumustnotforgetthatoneofyourqueensoncesteppedonthecloakofperhapssuchaman。"
  Hereyessparkledandshedroppedthemsuddenly。
  "Iamnotaqueen,"shesaid,coldly。
  "Unfortunatelynot,"headmitted;"butthentheotherwasawomanwithnocharmbuthercrown。"
  AtthatmomentLingard,towhomHassimhadbeentalkingearnestly,protestedaloud:
  "Ineversawthesepeoplebefore。"
  Immadacaughtholdofherbrother’sarm。Mr。Traverssaidharshly:
  "Obligemebytakingthesenativesaway。"
  "Neverbefore,"murmuredImmadaasiflostinecstasy。D’AlcacerglancedatMrs。Traversandmadeastepforward。
  "Couldnotthedifficulty,whateveritis,bearranged,Captain?"
  hesaidwithcarefulpoliteness。"Observethatwearenotonlymenhere——"
  "Letthemdie!"criedImmada,triumphantly。
  ThoughLingardaloneunderstoodthemeaningofthesewords,allonboardfeltoppressedbytheuneasysilencewhichfollowedhercry。
  "Ah!Heisgoing。Now,Mrs。Travers,"whisperedd’Alcacer。
  "Ihope!"saidMrs。Travers,impulsively,andstoppedasifalarmedatthesound。
  Lingardstoodstill。
  "Ihope,"shebeganagain,"thatthispoorgirlwillknowhappierdays——"Shehesitated。
  Lingardwaited,attentiveandserious。
  "Underyourcare,"shefinished。"AndIbelieveyoumeanttobefriendlytous。"
  "Thankyou,"saidLingardwithdignity。
  "Youandd’Alcacer,"observedMr。Travers,austerely,"areunnecessarilydetainingthis——ah——person,and——ah——friends——ah!"
  "Ihadforgottenyou——andnow——what?Onemust——itishard——hard——"wentonLingard,disconnectedly,whilehelookedintoMrs。Travers’violeteyes,andfelthismindoverpoweredandtroubledasifbythecontemplationofvastdistances。"I——youdon’tknow——I——you——cannot……Ha!It’sallthatman’sdoing,"
  heburstout。
  Foratime,asifbesidehimself,heglaredatMrs。Travers,thenflunguponearmandstrodeofftowardthegangway,whereHassimandImmadawaitedforhim,interestedandpatient。Withasingleword"Come,"heprecededthemdownintotheboat。Notasoundwasheardontheyacht’sdeck,whilethesethreedisappearedoneafteranotherbelowtherailasiftheyhaddescendedintothesea。
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  Theafternoondraggeditselfoutinsilence。Mrs。Traverssatpensiveandidlewithherfanonherknees。D’Alcacer,whothoughttheincidentshouldhavebeentreatedinaconciliatoryspirit,attemptedtocommunicatehisviewtohishost,butthatgentleman,purposelymisunderstandinghismotive,overwhelmedhimwithsomanyapologiesandexpressionsofregretattheirksomeandperhapsinconvenientdelay"whichyousufferfromthroughyourgood—naturedacceptanceofourinvitation"thattheotherwasobligedtorefrainfrompursuingthesubjectfurther。
  "Evenmyregardforyou,mydeard’Alcacer,couldnotinducemetosubmittosuchabare—facedattemptatextortion,"affirmedMr。Traverswithuncompromisingvirtue。"Themanwantedtoforcehisservicesuponme,andthenputinaheavyclaimforsalvage。
  Thatisthewholesecret——youmaydependonit。Idetectedhimatonce,ofcourse。"Theeye—glassglitteredperspicuously。"Heunderratedmyintelligence;andwhataviolentscoundrel!Theexistenceofsuchamaninthetimeweliveinisascandal。"
  D’Alcacerretired,and,fullofvagueforebodings,triedinvainforhourstointeresthimselfinabook。Mr。Traverswalkedupanddownrestlessly,tryingtopersuadehimselfthathisindignationwasbasedonpurelymoralgrounds。Theglaringday,likeamassofwhite—hotironwithdrawnfromthefire,waslosinggraduallyitsheatanditsglareinaricherdeepeningoftone。
  Attheusualtimetwoseamen,walkingnoiselesslyaftintheiryachtingshoes,rolledupinsilencethequarter—deckscreens;
  andthecoast,theshallows,thedarkisletsandthesnowysandbanksuncoveredthusdayafterdaywereseenoncemoreintheiraspectofdumbwatchfulness。Thebrig,swungendonintheforeground,hersquaredyardscrossingheavilythesoaringsymmetryoftherigging,resembledacreatureinstinctwithlife,withthepowerofspringingintoactionlurkinginthelightgraceofitsrepose。
  Apairofstewardsinwhitejacketswithbrassbuttonsappearedondeckandbegantoflitaboutwithoutasound,layingthetablefordinnerontheflattopofthecabinskylight。Thesun,driftingawaytowardotherlands,towardotherseas,towardothermen;thesun,allredinacloudlessskyrakedtheyachtwithapartingsalvoofcrimsonraysthatshatteredthemselvesintosparksoffireuponthecrystalandsilverofthedinner—service,putashortflameintothebladesofknives,andspreadarosytintoverthewhiteofplates。Atrailofpurple,likeasmearofbloodonablueshield,layoverthesea。
  OnsittingdownMr。Traversalludedinavexedtonetothenecessityoflivingonpreserves,allthestockoffreshprovisionsforthepassagetoBataviahavingbeenalreadyconsumed。Itwasdistinctlyunpleasant。
  "Idon’ttravelformypleasure,however,"headded;"andthebeliefthatthesacrificeofmytimeandcomfortwillbeproductiveofsomegoodtotheworldatlargewouldmakeupforanyamountofprivations。"
  Mrs。Traversandd’Alcacerseemedunabletoshakeoffastrongaversiontotalk,andtheconversation,likeanexpiringbreeze,keptondyingoutrepeatedlyaftereachlanguidgust。Thelargesilenceofthehorizon,theprofoundreposeofallthingsvisible,envelopingthebodiesandpenetratingthesoulswiththeirquietinginfluence,stilledthoughtaswellasvoice。Foralongtimenoonespoke。Behindthetaciturnityofthemasterstheservantshoveredwithoutnoise。
  Suddenly,Mr。Travers,asifconcludingatrainofthought,mutteredaloud:
  "IownwithregretIdidinameasurelosemytemper;butthenyouwilladmitthattheexistenceofsuchamanisadisgracetocivilization。"
  Thisremarkwasnottakenupandhereturnedforatimetothenursingofhisindignation,atthebottomofwhich,likeamonsterinafog,creptabizarrefeelingofrancour。Hewavedawayanoffereddish。
  "Thiscoast,"hebeganagain,"hasbeenplacedunderthesoleprotectionofHollandbytheTreatyof1820。TheTreatyof1820
  createsspecialrightsandobligations……"
  Bothhishearersfeltvividlytheurgentnecessitytohearnomore。D’Alcacer,uncomfortableonacampstool,satstiffandstaredattheglassstopperofacarafe。Mrs。Traversturnedalittlesidewaysandleaningonherelbowrestedherheadonthepalmofherhandlikeonethinkingaboutmattersofprofoundimport。Mr。Traverstalked;hetalkedinflexibly,inaharshblankvoice,asifreadingaproclamation。Theothertwo,asifinastateofincompletetrance,hadtheirearsassailedbyfragmentsofofficialverbiage。
  "Aninternationalunderstanding——thedutytocivilize——failedtocarryout——compact——Canning——"D’Alcacerbecameattentiveforamoment。"——notthatthisattempt,almostamusinginitsimpudence,influencesmyopinion。Iwon’tadmitthepossibilityofanyviolencebeingofferedtopeopleofourposition。ItisthesocialaspectofsuchanincidentIamdesirousofcriticising。"
  Hered’AlcacerlosthimselfagainintherecollectionofMrs。
  TraversandImmadalookingateachother——thebeginningandtheend,theflowerandtheleaf,thephraseandthecry。Mr。
  Travers’voicewentondogmaticandobstinateforalongtime。
  Theendcamewithacertainvehemence。
  "Andiftheinferiorracemustperish,itisagain,asteptowardtheperfectingofsocietywhichistheaimofprogress。"
  Heceased。Thesparksofsunsetincrystalandsilverhadgoneout,andaroundtheyachttheexpanseofcoastandShallowsseemedtoawait,unmoved,thecomingofutterdarkness。Thedinnerwasoveralongtimeagoandthepatientstewardshadbeenwaiting,stoicalinthedownpourofwordslikesentriesunderashower。
  Mrs。Traversrosenervouslyandgoingaftbegantogazeatthecoast。Behindherthesun,sunkalready,seemedtoforcethroughthemassofwaterstheglowofanunextinguishablefire,andbelowherfeet,oneachsideoftheyacht,thelustroussea,asifreflectingthecolourofhereyes,wastingedasombreviolethue。
  D’Alcacercameuptoherwithquietfootstepsandforsometimetheyleanedsidebysideovertherailinsilence。Thenhesaid——"Howquietitis!"andsheseemedtoperceivethatthequietnessofthateveningwasmoreprofoundandmoresignificantthaneverbefore。Almostwithoutknowingitshemurmured——"It’slikeadream。"Anotherlongsilenceensued;thetranquillityoftheuniversehadsuchanAugustamplenessthatthesoundsremainedonthelipsasifcheckedbythefearofprofanation。
  Theskywaslimpidlikeadiamond,andunderthelastgleamsofsunsetthenightwasspreadingitsveilovertheearth。Therewassomethingpreciousandsoothinginthebeautifullysereneendofthatexpiringday,ofthedayvibrating,glitteringandardent,anddyingnowininfinitepeace,withoutastir,withoutatremor,withoutasigh——inthecertitudeofresurrection。
  Thenallatoncetheshadowdeepenedswiftly,thestarscameoutinacrowd,scatteringarainofpalesparksupontheblacknessofthewater,whilethecoaststretchedlowdown,adarkbeltwithoutagleam。Aboveitthetop—hamperofthebrigloomedindistinctandhigh。
  Mrs。Traversspokefirst。
  "Howunnaturallyquiet!Itislikeadesertoflandandwaterwithoutalivingsoul。"
  "Onemanatleastdwellsinit,"saidd’Alcacer,lightly,"andifheistobebelievedthereareothermen,fullofevilintentions。"
  "Doyouthinkitistrue?"Mrs。Traversasked。
  Beforeansweringd’Alcacertriedtoseetheexpressionofherfacebuttheobscuritywastooprofoundalready。
  "Howcanoneseeadarktruthonsuchadarknight?"hesaid,evasively。"Butitiseasytobelieveinevil,hereoranywhereelse。"
  Sheseemedtobelostinthoughtforawhile。
  "Andthatmanhimself?"sheasked。
  Aftersometimed’Alcacerbegantospeakslowly。"Rough,uncommon,decidedlyuncommonofhiskind。NotatallwhatDonMartinthinkshimtobe。Fortherest——mysterioustome。HeisYOURcountrymanafterall——"
  Sheseemedquitesurprisedbythatview。
  "Yes,"shesaid,slowly。"Butyouknow,Icannot——whatshallI
  say?——imaginehimatall。HehasnothingincommonwiththemankindIknow。Thereisnothingtobeginupon。Howdoessuchamanlive?Whatarehisthoughts?Hisactions?Hisaffections?
  His——"
  "Hisconventions,"suggestedd’Alcacer。"Thatwouldincludeeverything。"
  Mr。Traversappearedsuddenlybehindthemwithaglowingcigarinhisteeth。Hetookitbetweenhisfingerstodeclarewithpersistentacrimonythatnoamountof"scoundrellyintimidation"
  wouldpreventhimfromhavinghisusualwalk。Therewasaboutthreehundredyardstothesouthwardoftheyachtasandbanknearlyamilelong,gleamingasilverywhiteinthedarkness,plumettedinthecentrewithathicketofdrybushesthatrustledveryloudintheslighteststiroftheheavynightair。Thedayafterthestrandingtheyhadlandedonit"tostretchtheirlegsabit,"asthesailing—masterdefinedit,andeveryeveningsince,asifexercisingaprivilegeorperformingaduty,thethreepacedthereforanhourbackwardandforwardlostinduskyimmensity,threadingattheedgeofwaterthebeltofdampsand,smooth,level,elastictothetouchlikelivingfleshandsweatingalittleunderthepressureoftheirfeet。
  Thistimed’AlcaceralonefollowedMr。Travers。Mrs。Traversheardthemgetintotheyacht’ssmallestboat,andthenight—watchman,tuggingatapairofsculls,pulledthemofftothenearestpoint。Thenthemanreturned。Hecameuptheladderandsheheardhimsaytosomeoneondeck:
  "Orderstogobackinanhour。"
  Hisfootstepsdiedoutforward,andasomnolent,unbreathingreposetookpossessionofthestrandedyacht。
  VI
  AfteratimethisabsolutesilencewhichshealmostcouldfeelpressinguponheronallsidesinducedinMrs。Traversastateofhallucination。Shesawherselfstandingalone,attheendoftime,onthebrinkofdays。Allwasunmovingasifthedawnwouldnevercome,thestarswouldneverfade,thesunwouldneverriseanymore;allwasmute,still,dead——asiftheshadowoftheouterdarkness,theshadowoftheuninterrupted,oftheeverlastingnightthatfillstheuniverse,theshadowofthenightsoprofoundandsovastthattheblazingsunslostinitareonlylikesparks,likepin—pointsoffire,therestlessshadowthatlikeasuspicionofaneviltruthdarkenseverythingupontheearthonitspassage,hadenvelopedher,hadstoodarrestedasiftoremainwithherforever。
  Andtherewassuchafinalityinthatillusion,suchanaccordwiththetrendofherthoughtthatwhenshemurmuredintothedarknessafaint"sobeit"sheseemedtohavespokenoneofthosesentencesthatresumeandclosealife。
  Asayounggirl,oftenreprovedforherromanticideas,shehaddreamswherethesincerityofagreatpassionappearedliketheidealfulfilmentandtheonlytruthoflife。Enteringtheworldshediscoveredthatidealtobeunattainablebecausetheworldistooprudenttobesincere。Thenshehopedthatshecouldfindthetruthoflifeanambitionwhichsheunderstoodasalifelongdevotiontosomeunselfishideal。Mr。Travers’namewasonmen’slips;heseemedcapableofenthusiasmandofdevotion;heimpressedherimaginationbyhisimpenetrability。Shemarriedhim,foundhimenthusiasticallydevotedtothenursingofhisowncareer,andhadnothingtohopefornow。
  Thatherhusbandshouldbebewilderedbythecuriousmisunderstandingwhichhadtakenplaceandalsopermanentlygrievedbyherdisloyaltytohisrespectableidealswasonlynatural。Hewas,however,perfectlysatisfiedwithherbeauty,herbrilliance,andherusefulconnections。Shewasadmired,shewasenvied;shewassurroundedbysplendourandadulation;thedayswentonrapid,brilliant,uniform,withoutaglimpseofsincerityortruepassion,withoutasingletrueemotion——noteventhatofagreatsorrow。Andswiftlyandstealthilytheyhadledheronandon,tothisevening,tothiscoast,tothissea,tothismomentoftimeandtothisspotontheearth’ssurfacewhereshefeltunerringlythatthemovingshadowoftheunbrokennighthadstoodstilltoremainwithherforever。
  "Sobeit!"shemurmured,resignedanddefiant,atthemuteandsmoothobscuritythathungbeforehereyesinablackcurtainwithoutafold;andasifinanswertothatwhisperalanternwasrunuptotheforeyard—armofthebrig。Shesawitascendswingingfora。shortspace,andsuddenlyremainmotionlessintheair,piercingthedensenightbetweenthetwovesselsbyitsglanceofflamethatstrongandsteadyseemed,fromafar,tofalluponheralone。