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第19章

  "Itoldhimthattherewereprobablycardsonboardsomewhere——Jorgensonwouldknow。ThenIaskedhimwhetherhelookedonmeasagaoler。Hewasquitestartledandsorryforwhathesaid。"
  "Itwasn’tverykindofyou,CaptainLingard。"
  "Itslippedoutawkwardlyandwemadeitupwithalaugh。"
  Mrs。Traversleanedherelbowsontherailandputherheadintoherhands。EveryattitudeofthatwomansurprisedLingardbyitsenchantingeffectuponhimself。Hesighed,andthesilencelastedforalongwhile。
  "IwishIhadunderstoodeverywordthatwassaidthatmorning。"
  "Thatmorning,"repeatedLingard。"Whatmorningdoyoumean?"
  "ImeanthemorningwhenIwalkedoutofBelarab’sstockadeonyourarm,CaptainLingard,attheheadoftheprocession。ItseemedtomethatIwaswalkingonasplendidstageinascenefromanopera,inagorgeousshowfittomakeanaudienceholditsbreath。Youcan’tpossiblyguesshowunrealallthisseemed,andhowartificialIfeltmyself。Anopera,youknow……"
  "Iknow。Iwasagolddiggeratonetime。SomeofususedtocomedowntoMelbournewithourpocketsfullofmoney。Idaresayitwaspoorenoughtowhatyoumusthaveseen,butonceIwenttoashowlikethat。Itwasastoryactedtomusic。Allthepeoplewentsingingthroughitrighttotheveryend。"
  "Howitmusthavejarredonyoursenseofreality,"saidMrs。
  Travers,stillnotlookingathim。"Youdon’trememberthenameoftheopera?"
  "No。Inevertroubledmyheadaboutit。We——ourlotneverdid。"
  "Iwon’taskyouwhatthestorywaslike。Itmusthaveappearedtoyouliketheverydefianceofalltruth。Wouldrealpeoplegosingingthroughtheirlifeanywhereexceptinafairytale?"
  "Thesepeopledidn’talwayssingforjoy,"saidLingard,simply。
  "Idon’tknowmuchaboutfairytales。"
  "Theyaremostlyaboutprincesses,"murmuredMrs。Travers。
  Lingarddidn’tquitehear。Hebenthisearforamomentbutshewasn’tlookingathimandhedidn’taskhertorepeatherremark。
  "Fairytalesareforchildren,Ibelieve,"hesaid。"ButthatstorywithmusicIamtellingyouof,Mrs。Travers,wasnotataleforchildren。IassureyouthatofthefewshowsIhaveseenthatonewasthemostrealtome。Morerealthananythinginlife。"
  Mrs。Travers,rememberingthefatalinanityofmostoperalibrettos,wastouchedbythesewordsasiftherehadbeensomethingpatheticinthisreadinessofresponse;asifshehadheardastarvedmantalkingofthedelightofacrustofdrybread。"Isupposeyouforgotyourselfinthatstory,whateveritwas,"sheremarkedinadetachedtone。
  "Yes,itcarriedmeaway。ButIsupposeyouknowthefeeling。"
  "No。Ineverknewanythingofthekind,notevenwhenIwasachitofagirl。"Lingardseemedtoacceptthisstatementasanassertionofsuperiority。Heinclinedhisheadslightly。
  Moreover,shemighthavesaidwhatsheliked。Whatpleasedhimmostwashernotlookingathim;foritenabledhimtocontemplatewithperfectfreedomthecurveofhercheek,hersmallearhalfhiddenbytheclearmeshoffinehair,thefascinationofheruncoveredneck。Andherwholepersonwasanimpossible,anamazingandsolidmarvelwhichsomehowwasnotsomuchconvincingtotheeyeastosomethingwithinhimthatwasapparentlyindependentofhissenses。Notevenforamomentdidhethinkofherasremote。Untouchable——possibly!Butremote——no。
  Whetherconsciouslyorunconsciouslyhetookherspirituallyforgranted。Itwasmateriallythatshewasawonderofthesortthatisatthesametimefamiliarandsacred。
  "No,"Mrs。Traversbeganagain,abruptly。"Ineverforgotmyselfinastory。Itwasnotinme。Ihavenotevenbeenabletoforgetmyselfonthatmorningonshorewhichwaspartofmyownstory。"
  "Youcarriedyourselffirstrate,"saidLingard,smilingatthenapeofherneck,herear,thefilmofescapedhair,themodellingofthecornerofhereye。Hecouldseetheflutterofthedarkeyelashes:andthedelicateflushonhercheekhadrathertheeffectofscentthanofcolour。
  "Youapprovedofmybehaviour。"
  "Justright,Itellyou。Myword,weren’ttheyallstruckofaheapwhentheymadeoutwhatyouwere。"
  "Ioughttofeelflattered。IwillconfesstoyouthatIfeltonlyhalfdisguisedandwashalfangryandwhollyuncomfortable。
  Whathelpedme,Isuppose,wasthatIwantedtoplease……"
  "Idon’tmeantosaythattheywereexactlypleased,"brokeinLingard,conscientiously。"Theywerestartledmore。"
  "Iwantedtopleaseyou,"droppedMrs。Travers,negligently。A
  faint,hoarse,andimpatientcallofabirdwasheardfromthewoodsasifcallingtotheoncomingnight。Lingard’sfacegrewhotinthedeepeningdusk。Thedelicatelemonyellowandetherealgreentintshadvanishedfromtheskyandtheredglowdarkenedmenacingly。Thesunhadsetbehindtheblackpalloftheforest,nolongeredgedwithalineofgold。
  Yes,Iwasabsurdlyself—conscious,"continuedMrs。Traversinaconversationaltone。"AnditwastheeffectoftheseclothesthatyoumademeputonoversomeofmyEuropean——Ialmostsaiddisguise;becauseyouknowinthepresentmoreperfectcostumeI
  feelcuriouslyathome;andyetIcan’tsaythatthesethingsreallyfitme。Thesleevesofthissilkunder—jacketarerathertight。Myshouldersfeelbound,too,andastothesarongitisscandalouslyshort。Accordingtoruleitshouldhavebeenlongenoughtofallovermyfeet。ButIlikefreedomofmovement。I
  havehadverylittleofwhatIlikedinlife。"
  "Icanhardlybelievethat,"saidLingard。"Ifitwasn’tforyoursayingso……"
  "Iwouldn’tsaysotoeverybody,"shesaid,turningherheadforamomenttoLingardandturningitawayagaintotheduskwhichseemedtocomefloatingovertheblacklagoon。Farawayinitsdepthacoupleoffeeblelightstwinkled;itwasimpossibletosaywhetherontheshoreorontheedgeofthemoredistantforest。Overheadthestarswerebeginningtocomeout,butfaintyet,asiftooremotetobereflectedinthelagoon。Onlytothewestasettingplanetshonethroughtheredfogofthesunsetglow。"Itwassupposednottobegoodformetohavemuchfreedomofaction。SoatleastIwastold。ButIhaveasuspicionthatitwasonlyunpleasingtootherpeople。"
  "Ishouldhavethought,"beganLingard,thenhesitatedandstopped。Itseemedtohiminconceivablethateverybodyshouldnothavelovedtomakethatwomanhappy。Andhewasimpressedbythebitternessofhertone。Mrs。Traversdidnotseemcurioustoknowwhathewantedtosayandafteratimesheadded,"Idon’tmeanonlywhenIwasachild。Idon’trememberthatverywell。I
  daresayIwasveryobjectionableasachild。"
  Lingardtriedtoimagineherasachild。Theideawasnoveltohim。Herperfectionseemedtohavecomeintotheworldcomplete,mature,andwithoutanyhesitationorweakness。Hehadnothinginhisexperiencethatcouldhelphimtoimagineachildofthatclass。Thechildrenheknewplayedaboutthevillagestreetandranonthebeach。Hehadbeenoneofthem。Hehadseenotherchildren,ofcourse,since,buthehadnotbeenintouchwiththemexceptvisuallyandtheyhadnotbeenEnglishchildren。Herchildhood,likehisown,hadbeenpassedinEngland,andthatveryfactmadeitalmostimpossibleforhimtoimagineit。Hecouldnoteventellwhetheritwasintownorinthecountry,orwhetherasachildshehadevenseenthesea。Andhowcouldachildofthatkindbeobjectionable?Butherememberedthatachilddisapprovedofcouldbeveryunhappy,andhesaid:
  "Iamsorry。"
  Mrs。Traverslaughedalittle。Withinthemuslincageformshadturnedtoblurredshadows。Amongstthemtheformofd’Alcaceraroseandmoved。ThesystematicorelsethemorbiddumbnessofMr。Traversboredandexasperatedhim,though,asamatteroffact,thatgentleman’sspeecheshadneverhadthepowereithertoentertainortosoothehismind。
  "It’sveryniceofyou。Youhaveagreatcapacityforsympathy,butafterallIamnotcertainonwhichsideyoursympathieslie。
  Withme,orthosemuch—triedpeople,"saidMrs。Travers。
  "Withthechild,"saidLingard,disregardingthebanteringtone。
  "Achildcanhaveaverybadtimeofitalltoitself。"
  "Whatcanyouknowofit?"sheasked。
  "Ihavemyownfeelings,"heansweredinsomesurprise。
  Mrs。Travers,withherbacktohim,wascoveredwithconfusion。
  Neithercouldshedepicttoherselfhischildhoodasifhe,too,hadcomeintotheworldinthefullnessofhisstrengthandhispurpose。Shediscoveredacertainnaivenessinherselfandlaughedalittle。Hemadenosound。
  "Don’tbeangry,"shesaid。"Iwouldn’tdreamoflaughingatyourfeelings。Indeedyourfeelingsarethemostseriousthingthatevercameinmyway。Icouldn’thelplaughingatmyself——atafunnydiscoveryImade。"
  "Inthedaysofyourchildhood?"sheheardLingard’sdeepvoiceaskingafterapause。
  "Oh,no。Agesafterward。Nochildcouldhavemadethatdiscovery。
  Doyouknowthegreatestdifferencethereisbetweenus?Itisthis:ThatIhavebeenlivingsincemychildhoodinfrontofashowandthatIneverhavebeentakeninforamomentbyitstinselanditsnoiseorbyanythingthatwentononthestage。DoyouunderstandwhatImean,CaptainLingard?"
  Therewasamomentofsilence。"Whatdoesitmatter?Wearenochildrennow。"TherewasaninfinitegentlenessinLingard’sdeeptones。"Butifyouhavebeenunhappythendon’ttellmethatithasnotbeenmadeuptoyousince。Surelyyouhaveonlytomakeasign。Awomanlikeyou。"
  "YouthinkIcouldfrightenthewholeworldontoitsknees?"
  "No,notfrighten。"Thesuggestionofalaughinthedeadenedvoicepassedoffinacatchofthebreath。Thenhewasheardbeginningsoberly:"Yourhusband……"Hehesitatedalittleandshetooktheopportunitytosaycoldly:
  "HisnameisMr。Travers。"
  Lingarddidn’tknowhowtotakeit。Heimaginedhimselftohavebeenguiltyofsomesortofpresumption。Buthowonearthwashetocalltheman?Afterallhewasherhusband。Thatideawasdisagreeabletohimbecausethemanwasalsoinimicalinaparticularlyunreasonableandgallingmanner。Atthesametimehewasawarethathedidn’tcareabitforhisenmityandhadanideathathewouldnothavecaredforhisfriendshipeither。Andsuddenlyhefeltverymuchannoyed。
  "Yes。That’sthemanImean,"hesaidinacontemptuoustone。"I
  don’tparticularlylikethenameandIamsureIdon’twanttotalkabouthimmorethanIcanhelp。Ifhehadn’tbeenyourhusbandIwouldn’thaveputupwithhismannersforanhour。Doyouknowwhatwouldhavehappenedtohimifhehadn’tbeenyourhusband?"
  "No,"saidMrs。Travers。"Doyou,CaptainLingard?"
  "Notexactly,"headmitted。"Somethinghewouldn’thaveliked,youmaybesure。"
  "Whileofcoursehelikesthisverymuch,"sheobserved。Lingardgaveanabruptlaugh。
  "Idon’tthinkit’sinmypowertodoanythingthathewouldlike,"hesaidinaserioustone。"Forgivememyfrankness,Mrs。
  Travers,buthemakesitverydifficultsometimesformetokeepcivil。WhateverIhavehadtoputupwithinlifeIhaveneverhadtoputupwithcontempt。"
  "Iquitebelievethat,"saidMrs。Travers。"Don’tyourfriendscallyouKingTom?"
  "NobodythatIcarefor。Ihavenofriends。Oh,yes,theycallmethat……"
  "Youhavenofriends?"
  "NotI,"hesaidwithdecision。"Amanlikemehasnochums。"
  "It’squitepossible,"murmuredMrs。Traverstoherself。
  "No,notevenJorgenson。OldcrazyJorgenson。HecallsmeKingTom,too。Youseewhatthat’sworth。"
  "Yes,Isee。OrratherIhaveheard。Thatpoormanhasnotone,andsomuchdependsonthat。NowsupposeIweretocallyouKingTomnowandthenbetweenourselves,"Mrs。Travers’voiceproposed,distantlytentativeinthenightthatinvestedherpersonwithacolourlessvaguenessofform。
  Shewaitedinthestillness,herelbowsontherailandherfaceinherhandsasifshehadalreadyforgottenwhatshehadsaid。
  Sheheardatherelbowthedeepmurmurof:
  "Let’shearyousayit。"
  Shenevermovedtheleastbit。Thesombrelagoonsparkledfaintlywiththereflectionofthestars。
  "Oh,yes,Iwillletyouhearit,"shesaidintothestarlitspaceinavoiceofunaccentedgentlenesswhichchangedsubtlyasshewenton。"Ihopeyouwillneverregretthatyoucameoutofyourfriendlessmysterytospeaktome,KingTom。Howmanydaysagoitwas!Andhereisanotherdaygone。Tellmehowmanymoreofthemtheremustbe?Oftheseblindingdaysandnightswithoutasound。"
  "Bepatient,"hemurmured。"Don’taskmefortheimpossible。"
  "HowdoyouorIknowwhatispossible?"shewhisperedwithastrangescorn。"Youwouldn’tdareguess。ButItellyouthateverydaythatpassesismoreimpossibletomethanthedaybefore。"
  Thepassionofthatwhisperwentlikeastabintohisbreast。
  "WhatamItotellyou?"hemurmured,asifwithdespair。
  "Rememberthateverysunsetmakesitadayless。DoyouthinkI
  wantyouhere?"
  Abitterlittlelaughfloatedoutintothestarlight。Mrs。
  TraversheardLingardmovesuddenlyawayfromherside。Shedidn’tchangeherposebyahair’sbreadth。Presentlysheheardd’AlcacercomingoutoftheCage。Hiscultivatedvoiceaskedhalfplayfully:
  "Haveyouhadasatisfactoryconversation?MayIbetoldsomethingofit?"
  "Mr。d’Alcacer,youarecurious。"
  "Well,inourposition,Iconfess……Youareouronlyrefuge,remember。"
  "Youwanttoknowwhatweweretalkingabout,"saidMrs。Travers,alteringslowlyherpositionsoastoconfrontd’Alcacerwhosefacewasalmostundistinguishable。"Oh,well,then,wetalkedaboutopera,therealitiesandillusionsofthestage,ofdresses,ofpeople’snames,andthingsofthatsort。"
  "Nothingofimportance,"hesaidcourteously。Mrs。Traversmovedforwardandhesteppedtooneside。InsidetheCagetwoMalayhandswerehangingroundlanterns,thelightofwhichfellonMr。
  Travers’bowedheadashesatinhischair。
  WhentheywereallassembledfortheeveningmealJorgensonstrolledupfromnowhereinparticularashishabitwas,andspeakingthroughthemuslinannouncedthatCaptainLingardbeggedtobeexcusedfromjoiningthecompanythatevening。Thenhestrolledaway。Fromthatmomenttilltheygotupfromthetableandthecampbedsteadswerebroughtinnottwentywordspassedbetweenthemembersofthepartywithinthenet。Thestrangenessoftheirsituationmadeallattemptstoexchangeideasveryarduous;andapartfromthateachhadthoughtswhichitwasdistinctlyuselesstocommunicatetotheothers。Mr。Travershadabandonedhimselftohissenseofinjury。Hedidnotsomuchbroodasrageinwardlyinadull,dispiritedway。Theimpossibilityofassertinghimselfinanymannergalledhisverysoul。D’Alcacerwasextremelypuzzled。DetachedinasensefromthelifeofmenperhapsasmuchevenasJorgensonhimself,hetookyetareasonableinterestinthecourseofeventsandhadnotlostallhissenseofself—preservation。Withoutbeingabletoappreciatetheexactvaluesofthesituationhewasnotoneofthosemenwhoareevercompletelyinthedarkinanygivensetofcircumstances。Withoutbeinghumoroushewasagood—humouredman。
  Hishabitual,gentlesmilewasatrueexpression。MoreofaEuropeanthanofaSpaniardhehadthattrulyaristocraticnaturewhichisinclinedtocrediteveryhonestmanwithsomethingofitsownnobilityandinitsjudgmentisaltogetherindependentofclassfeeling。HebelievedLingardtobeanhonestmanandhenevertroubledhisheadtoclassifyhim,exceptinthesensethathefoundhimaninterestingcharacter。Hehadasortofesteemfortheoutwardpersonalityandthebearingofthatseaman。Hefoundinhimalsothedistinctionofbeingnothingofatype。Hewasaspecimentobejudgedonlybyitsownworth。Withhisnaturalgiftofinsightd’Alcacertoldhimselfthatmanyoverseasadventurersofhistorywereprobablylessworthybecauseobviouslytheymusthavebeenlesssimple。Hedidn’t,however,impartthosethoughtsformallytoMrs。Travers。InfactheavoideddiscussingLingardwithMrs。Traverswho,hethought,wasquiteintelligentenoughtoappreciatetheexactshadeofhisattitude。Ifthatshadewasfine,Mrs。Traverswasfine,too;andtherewasnoneedtodiscussthecoloursofthisadventure。
  Moreover,sheherselfseemedtoavoidalldirectdiscussionoftheLingardelementintheirfate。D’Alcacerwasfineenoughtobeawarethatthosetwoseemedtounderstandeachotherinawaythatwasnotobviouseventothemselves。Wheneverhesawthemtogetherhewasalwaysmuchtemptedtoobservethem。Andheyieldedtothetemptation。Thefactofone’slifedependingonthephasesofanobscureactionauthorizesacertainlatitudeofbehaviour。Hehadseenthemtogetherrepeatedly,communingopenlyorapart,andtherewasintheirwayofjoiningeachother,intheirposesandtheirwaysofseparating,somethingspecialandcharacteristicandpertainingtothemselvesonly,asiftheyhadbeenmadeforeachother。
  Whathecouldn’tunderstandwaswhyMrs。TraversshouldhaveputoffhisnaturalcuriosityastoherlatestconferencewiththeManofFatebyanincrediblestatementastothenatureoftheconversation。Talkaboutdresses,opera,people’snames。Hecouldn’ttakethisseriously。Shemighthaveinvented,hethought,somethingmoreplausible;orsimplyhavetoldhimthatthiswasnotforhimtoknow。Sheoughttohaveknownthathewouldnothavebeenoffended。Couldn’tshehaveseenalreadythatheacceptedthecomplexionofmysteryinherrelationtothatmancompletely,unquestionably;asthoughithadbeensomethingpreordainedfromtheverybeginningofthings?ButhewasnotannoyedwithMrs。Travers。Afterallitmighthavebeentrue。Shewouldtalkexactlyassheliked,andevenincredibly,ifitsopleasedher,andmakethemanhangonherlips。Andlikewiseshewascapableofmakingthemantalkaboutanythingbyapowerofinspirationforreasonssimpleorperverse。Opera!Dresses!
  Yes——aboutShakespeareandthemusicalglasses!Foramerewhimorforthedeepestpurpose。Womenworthyofthenamewerelikethat。Theywereverywonderful。Theyrosetotheoccasionandsometimesabovetheoccasionwhenthingswereboundtooccurthatwouldbecomicortragic(asithappened)butgenerallychargedwithtroubleeventoinnocentbeholders。D’Alcacerthoughtthesethoughtswithoutbitternessandevenwithoutirony。Withhishalf—secretsocialreputationasamanofonegreatpassioninaworldofmereintrigueshelikedallwomen。Helikedthemintheirsentimentandintheirhardness,inthetragiccharacteroftheirfoolishorcleverimpulses,atwhichhelookedwithasortoftenderseriousness。
  Hedidn’ttakeafavourableviewofthepositionbutheconsideredMrs。Travers’statementaboutoperasanddressesasawarningtokeepoffthesubject。Forthisreasonheremainedsilentthroughthemeal。
  WhenthebustleofclearingawaythetablewasoverhestrolledtowardMrs。Traversandremarkedveryquietly:
  "IthinkthatinkeepingawayfromusthiseveningtheManofFatewaswellinspired。WedinedlikealotofCarthusianmonks。"
  "Youalludetooursilence?"
  "Itwasmostscrupulous。Ifwehadtakenaneternalvowwecouldn’thavekeptitbetter。"
  "Didyoufeelbored?"
  "Pasdutout,"d’Alcacerassuredherwithwhimsicalgravity。"I
  feltnothing。Isatinastateofblessedvacuity。IbelieveI
  wasthehappiestofusthree。Unlessyou,too,Mrs。Travers……"
  "It’sabsolutelynouseyourfishingformythoughts,Mr。
  d’Alcacer。IfIweretoletyouseethemyouwouldbeappalled。"
  "Thoughtsreallyarebutashapeoffeelings。Letmecongratulateyouontheimpassivemaskyoucanputonthosehorrorsyousayyounurseinyourbreast。Itwasimpossibletotellanythingbyyourface。"
  "Youwillalwayssayflatteringthings。"
  "Madame,myflatteriescomefromtheverybottomofmyheart。I
  havegivenuplongagoalldesiretoplease。AndIwasnottryingtogetatyourthoughts。Whateverelseyoumayexpectfrommeyoumaycountonmyabsoluterespectforyourprivacy。ButIsupposewithamasksuchasyoucanmakeforyourselfyoureallydon’tcare。TheManofFate,Inoticed,isnotnearlyasgoodatitasyouare。"
  "Whatapretentiousname。Doyoucallhimbyittohisface,Mr。
  d’Alcacer?"
  "No,Ihaven’tthecheek,"confessedd’Alcacer,equably。"And,besides,it’stoomomentousfordailyuse。Andheissosimplethathemightmistakeitforajokeandnothingcouldbefurtherfrommythoughts。Mrs。Travers,IwillconfesstoyouthatI
  don’tfeeljocularintheleast。Butwhatcanheknowaboutpeopleofoursort?AndwhenIreflecthowlittlepeopleofoursortcanknowofsuchamanIamquitecontenttoaddresshimasCaptainLingard。It’scommonandsoothingandmostrespectableandsatisfactory;forCaptainisthemostemptyofalltitles。
  WhatisaCaptain?AnybodycanbeaCaptain;andforLingardit’sanamelikeanyother。Whereaswhathedeservesissomethingspecial,significant,andexpressive,thatwouldmatchhisperson,hissimpleandromanticperson。"
  HeperceivedthatMrs。Traverswaslookingathimintently。Theyhastenedtoturntheireyesawayfromeachother。
  "Hewouldlikeyourappreciation,"Mrs。Traversletdropnegligently。
  "Iamafraidhewoulddespiseit。"
  "Despiseit!Why,thatsortofthingistheverybreathofhisnostrils。"
  "Youseemtounderstandhim,Mrs。Travers。Womenhaveasingularcapacityforunderstanding。Imeansubjectsthatinterestthem;
  becausewhentheirimaginationisstimulatedtheyarenotafraidoflettingitgo。Amanismoremistrustfulofhimself,butwomenarebornmuchmorereckless。Theypushonandonundertheprotectionofsecrecyandsilence,andthegreatertheobscurityofwhattheywishtoexplorethegreatertheircourage。"
  "Doyoumeanseriouslytotellmethatyouconsidermeacreatureofdarkness?"
  "Ispokeingeneral,"remonstratedd’Alcacer。"Anythingelsewouldhavebeenanimpertinence。Yes,obscurityiswomen’sbestfriend。Theirdaringlovesit;butasuddenflashoflightdisconcertsthem。Generallyspeaking,iftheydon’tgetexactlyatthetruththeyalwaysmanagetocomeprettyneartoit。"
  Mrs。Travershadlistenedwithsilentattentionandsheallowedthesilencetocontinueforsometimeafterd’Alcacerhadceased。
  Whenshespokeitwastosayinanunconcernedtonethatastothissubjectshehadhadspecialopportunities。Herself—possessedinterlocutormanagedtorepressamovementofrealcuriosityunderanassumptionofconventionalinterest。"Indeed,"
  heexclaimed,politely。"Aspecialopportunity。Howdidyoumanagetocreateit?"
  ThiswastoomuchforMrs。Travers。"I!Createit!"sheexclaimed,indignantly,butunderherbreath。"HowonearthdoyouthinkIcouldhavedoneit?"
  Mr。d’Alcacer,asifcommuningwithhimself,washeardtomurmurunrepentantlythatindeedwomenseldomknewhowtheyhad"doneit,"towhichMrs。Traversinawearytonereturnedtheremarkthatnotwomenweredenseinthesameway。TothisMr。d’Alcacerassentedwithoutdifficulty。"Yes,ourbrandpresentsmorevarieties。This,fromacertainpointofview,isobviouslytoouradvantage。Weinterest……NotthatIimaginemyselfinterestingtoyou,Mrs。Travers。ButwhatabouttheManofFate?"
  "Oh,yes,"breathedoutMrs。Travers。
  "Isee!Immensely!"saidd’Alcacerinatoneofmysteriousunderstanding。"Washisstupiditysocolossal?"
  "Itwasindistinguishablefromgreatvisionsthatwereinnosensemeanandmadeupforhimaworldofhisown。"
  "Iguessedthatmuch,"mutteredd’Alcacertohimself。"Butthat,youknow,Mrs。Travers,thatisn’tgoodnewsatalltome。Worldofdreams,eh?That’sverybad,verydangerous。It’salmostfatal,Mrs。Travers。"
  "Whyallthisdismay?Whydoyouobjecttoaworldofdreams?"
  "BecauseIdisliketheprospectofbeingmadeasacrificeofbythoseMoors。Iamnotanoptimistlikeourfriendthere,"hecontinuedinalowtonenoddingtowardthedismalfigureofMr。
  Travershuddledupinthechair。"Idon’tregardallthisasafarceandIhavediscoveredinmyselfastrongobjectiontohavingmythroatcutbythosegorgeousbarbariansafteralotoffatuoustalk。Don’taskmewhy,Mrs。Travers。Putitdowntoanabsurdweakness。"
  Mrs。Traversmadeaslightmovementinherchair,raisingherhandstoherhead,andinthedimlightofthelanternsd’Alcacersawthemassofhercleargleaminghairfalldownandspreaditselfoverhershoulders。Sheseizedhalfofitinherhandswhichlookedverywhite,andwithherheadinclinedalittleononesideshebegantomakeaplait。
  "Youareterrifying,"hesaidafterwatchingthemovementofherfingersforawhile。