"Icouldneverhaveexpectedtohearsuchaspeechfromyou。AstowhatIdidexpect!……Imusthavebeenverystupid。"
"No,youareanythingbutthat,"declaredMr。Travers,conscientiously。"Itisn’tstupidity。"Hehesitatedforamoment。
"It’sakindofwilfulness,Ithink。Ipreferrednottothinkaboutthisgrievousdifferenceinourpointsofview,which,youwilladmit,Icouldnothavepossiblyforeseenbeforewe……"
AsortofsolemnembarrassmenthadcomeoverMr。Travers。Mrs。
Travers,leaningherchinonthepalmofherhand,staredatthebarematchboardsideofthehut。
"Doyouchargemewithprofoundgirlishduplicity?"sheasked,verysoftly。
TheinsideofthedeckhousewasfullofstagnantheatperfumedbyaslightscentwhichseemedtoemanatefromtheloosemassofMrs。Travers’hair。Mr。Traversevadedthedirectquestionwhichstruckhimaslackingfinenesseventothepointofimpropriety。
"ImustsupposethatIwasnotinthecalmpossessionofmyinsightandjudgmentinthosedays,"hesaid。"I——Iwasnotinacriticalstateofmindatthetime,"headmittedfurther;butevenaftergoingsofarhedidnotlookupathiswifeandthereforemissedsomethingliketheghostofasmileonMrs。
Travers’lips。Thatsmilewastingedwithscepticismwhichwastoodeep—seatedforanythingbutthefaintestexpression。
Thereforeshesaidnothing,andMr。Traverswentonasifthinkingaloud:
"Yourconductwas,ofcourse,abovereproach;butyoumadeforyourselfadetestablereputationofmentalsuperiority,expressedironically。Youinspiredmistrustinthebestpeople。Youwereneverpopular。"
"Iwasbored,"murmuredMrs。Traversinareminiscenttoneandwithherchinrestinginthehollowofherhand。
Mr。Traversgotupfromtheseaman’schestasunexpectedlyasifhehadbeenstungbyawasp,but,ofcourse,withamuchslowerandmoresolemnmotion。
"Thematterwithyou,Edith,isthatatheartyouareperfectlyprimitive。"Mrs。Traversstoodup,too,withasupple,leisurelymovement,andraisingherhandstoherhairturnedhalfawaywithapensiveremark:
"Imperfectlycivilized。"
"Imperfectlydisciplined,"correctedMr。Traversafteramomentofdrearymeditation。
Sheletherarmsfallandturnedherhead。
"No,don’tsaythat,"sheprotestedwithstrangeearnestness。"I
amthemostseverelydisciplinedpersonintheworld。Iamtemptedtosaythatmydisciplinehasstoppedatnothingshortofkillingmyself。IsupposeyoucanhardlyunderstandwhatImean。"
Mr。Traversmadeaslightgrimaceatthefloor。
"Ishallnottry,"hesaid。"Itsoundslikesomethingthatabarbarian,hatingthedelicatecomplexitiesandtherestraintsofanoblerlife,mighthavesaid。Fromyouitstrikesmeaswilfulbadtaste……Ihaveoftenwonderedatyourtastes。Youhavealwayslikedextremeopinions,exoticcostumes,lawlesscharacters,romanticpersonalities——liked’Alcacer……"
"PoorMr。d’Alcacer,"murmuredMrs。Travers。
"Amanwithoutanyideasofdutyorusefulness,"saidMr。
Travers,acidly。"Whatareyoupityinghimfor?"
"Why!Forfindinghimselfinthispositionoutofmeregood—nature。Hehadnothingtoexpectfromjoiningourvoyage,noadvantageforhispoliticalambitionsoranythingofthekind。I
supposeyouaskedhimonboardtobreakourtete—a—tetewhichmusthavegrownwearisometoyou。"
"Iamneverbored,"declaredMr。Travers。"D’Alcacerseemedgladtocome。And,beingaSpaniard,thehorriblewasteoftimecannotmattertohimintheleast。"
"Wasteoftime!"repeatedMrs。Travers,indignantly。
"Hemayyethavetopayforhisgoodnaturewithhislife。"
Mr。Traverscouldnotconcealamovementofanger。
"Ah!Iforgotthoseassumptions,"hesaidbetweenhisclenchedteeth。"HeisamereSpaniard。Hetakesthisfarcicalconspiracywithperfectnonchalance。Decayedraceshavetheirownphilosophy。"
"Hetakesitwithadignityofhisown。"
"Idon’tknowwhatyoucallhisdignity。Ishouldcallitlackofself—respect。"
"Why?Becauseheisquietandcourteous,andreserveshisjudgment。Andallowmetotellyou,Martin,thatyouarenottakingourtroublesverywell。"
"Youcan’texpectfrommeallthoseforeignaffectations。Iamnotinthehabitofcompromisingwithmyfeelings。"
Mrs。Traversturnedcompletelyroundandfacedherhusband。"Yousulk,"shesaid……Mr。Traversjerkedhisheadbackalittleasiftoletthewordgopast。——"Iamoutraged,"hedeclared。
Mrs。Traversrecognizedtheresomethinglikerealsuffering。——"I
assureyou,"shesaid,seriously(forshewasaccessibletopity),"IassureyouthatthisstrangeLingardhasnoideaofyourimportance。Hedoesn’tknowanythingofyoursocialandpoliticalpositionandstilllessofyourgreatambitions。"Mr。
Traverslistenedwithsomeattention。——"Couldn’tyouhaveenlightenedhim?"heasked。——"Itwouldhavebeennouse;hismindisfixeduponhisownpositionanduponhisownsenseofpower。
Heisamanofthelowerclasses……"——"Heisabrute,"saidMr。Travers,obstinately,andforamomentthosetwolookedstraightintoeachother’seyes。——"Oh,"saidMrs。Travers,slowly,"youaredeterminednottocompromisewithyourfeelings!"Anundertoneofscorncreptintohervoice。"ButshallItellyouwhatIthink?Ithink,"andsheadvancedherheadslightlytowardthepale,unshavenfacethatconfrontedherdarkeyes,"Ithinkthatforallyourblindscornyoujudgethemanwellenoughtofeelthatyoucanindulgeyourindignationwithperfectsafety。Doyouhear?Withperfectsafety!"Directlyshehadspokensheregrettedthesewords。ReallyitwasunreasonabletotakeMr。Travers’tricksofcharactermorepassionatelyonthisspotoftheEasternArchipelagofullofobscureplotsandwarringmotivesthaninthemoreartificialatmosphereofthetown。Afterallwhatshewantedwassimplytosavehislife,nottomakehimunderstandanything。Mr。Traversopenedhismouthandwithoututteringawordshutitagain。Hiswifeturnedtowardthelooking—glassnailedtothewall。Sheheardhisvoicebehindher。
"Edith,where’sthetruthinallthis?"
Shedetectedtheanguishofaslowmindwithaninstinctivedreadofobscureplaceswhereinnewdiscoveriescanbemade。Shelookedoverhershouldertosay:
"It’sonthesurface,Iassureyou。Altogetheronthesurface。"
Sheturnedagaintothelooking—glasswhereherownfacemetherwithdarkeyesandafairmistofhairabovethesmoothforehead;
butherwordshadproducednosoothingeffect。
"Butwhatdoesitmean?"criedMr。Travers。"Whydoesn’tthefellowapologize?Whyarewekepthere?Arewebeingkepthere?
Whydon’twegetaway?Whydoesn’thetakemebackonboardmyyacht?Whatdoeshewantfromme?Howdidheprocureourreleasefromthesepeopleonshorewhohesaysintendedtocutourthroats?Whydidtheygiveusuptohiminstead?"
Mrs。Traversbegantotwistherhaironherhead。
"Mattersofhighpolicyandoflocalpolitics。Conflictofpersonalinterests,mistrustbetweentheparties,intriguesofindividuals——yououghttoknowhowthatsortofthingworks。Hisdiplomacymadeuseofallthat。Thefirstthingtodowasnottoliberateyoubuttogetyouintohiskeeping。Heisaverygreatmanhereandletmetellyouthatyoursafetydependsonhisdexterityintheuseofhisprestigeratherthanonhispowerwhichhecannotuse。IfyouwouldlethimtalktoyouIamsurehewouldtellyouasmuchasitispossibleforhimtodisclose。"
"Idon’twanttobetoldaboutanyofhisrascalities。Buthaven’tyoubeentakenintohisconfidence?"
"Completely,"admittedMrs。Travers,peeringintothesmalllooking—glass。
"Whatistheinfluenceyoubroughttobearuponthisman?Itlookstomeasifourfatewereinyourhands。"
"Yourfateisnotinmyhands。Itisnoteveninhishands。Thereisamoralsituationherewhichmustbesolved。"
"Ethicsofblackmail,"commentedMr。Traverswithunexpectedsarcasm。Itflashedthroughhiswife’smindthatperhapsshedidn’tknowhimsowellasshehadsupposed。Itwasasifthepolishedandsolemncrustofhardproprietieshadcrackedslightly,hereandthere,underthestrain,disclosingthemerewrongheadednessofacommonmortal。Butitwasonlymannerthathadcrackedalittle;themarvellousstupidityofhisconceitremainedthesame。Shethoughtthatthisdiscussionwasperfectlyuseless,andasshefinishedputtingupherhairshesaid:"I
thinkwehadbettergoondecknow。"
"Youproposetogooutondecklikethis?"mutteredMr。Traverswithdowncasteyes。
"Likethis?Certainly。It’snolongeranovelty。Whoisgoingtobeshocked?"
Mr。Traversmadenoreply。Whatshehadsaidofhisattitudewasverytrue。Hesulkedattheenormousoffensivenessofmen,things,andevents;ofwordsandevenofglanceswhichheseemedtofeelphysicallyrestingonhisskinlikeapain,likeadegradingcontact。Hemanagednottowince。Buthesulked。Hiswifecontinued,"Andletmetellyouthatthoseclothesarefitforaprincess——Imeantheyareofthequality,materialandstylecustomprescribesforthehighestintheland,afar—distantlandwhereIaminformedwomenruleasmuchasthemen。Infacttheyweremeanttobepresentedtoanactualprincessinduecourse。TheywereselectedwiththegreatestcareforthatchildImmada。CaptainLingard……"
Mr。Traversmadeaninarticulatenoisepartakingofagroanandagrunt。
"Well,ImustcallhimbysomenameandthisIthoughtwouldbetheleastoffensiveforyoutohear。Afterall,themanexists。
Butheisknownalsoonacertainportionoftheearth’ssurfaceasKingTom。D’Alcacerisgreatlytakenbythatname。Itseemstohimwonderfullywelladaptedtotheman,initsfamiliarityanddeference。Andifyouprefer……"
"Iwouldprefertohearnothing,"saidMr。Travers,distinctly。
"Notasingleword。Notevenfromyou,tillIamafreeagentagain。Butwordsdon’ttouchme。Nothingcantouchme;neitheryoursinisterwarningsnorthemoodsoflevitywhichyouthinkpropertodisplaybeforeamanwhoselife,accordingtoyou,hangsonathread。"
"Ineverforgetitforamoment,"saidMrs。Travers。"AndInotonlyknowthatitdoesbutIalsoknowthestrengthofthethread。Itisawonderfulthread。Youmaysayifyoulikeithasbeenspunbythesamefatewhichmadeyouwhatyouare。"
Mr。Traversfeltawfullyoffended。Hehadneverheardanybody,letalonehisownself,addressedinsuchterms。Thetoneseemedtoquestionhisveryquality。Hereflectedwithshockedamazementthathehadlivedwiththatwomanforeightyears!Andhesaidtohergloomily:
"Youtalklikeapagan。"
ItwasaverystrongcondemnationwhichapparentlyMrs。Travershadfailedtohearforshepursuedwithanimation:
"Butreally,youcan’texpectmetomeditateonitallthetimeorshutmyselfuphereandmournthecircumstancesfrommorningtonight。Itwouldbemorbid。Letusgoondeck。"
"Andyoulooksimplyheathenishinthiscostume,"Mr。Traverswentonasthoughhehadnotbeeninterrupted,andwithanaccentofdeliberatedisgust。
Herheartwasheavybuteverythinghesaidseemedtoforcethetoneoflevityontoherlips。"AslongasIdon’tlooklikeaguy,"sheremarked,negligently,andthencaughtthedirectionofhisluridstarewhichasamatteroffactwasfastenedonherbarefeet。Shecheckedherself,"Oh,yes,ifyoupreferitIwillputonmystockings。ButyouknowImustbeverycarefulofthem。
It’stheonlypairIhavehere。Ihavewashedthemthismorninginthatbathroomwhichisbuiltoverthestern。Theyarenowdryingovertherailjustoutside。Perhapsyouwillbegoodenoughtopassthemtomewhenyougoondeck。"
Mr。Traversspunroundandwentondeckwithoutaword。AssoonasshewasaloneMrs。Traverspressedherhandstohertemples,agestureofdistresswhichrelievedherbyitssincerity。Themeasuredfootstepsoftwomencametoherplainlyfromthedeck,rhythmicanddoublewithasuggestionoftranquilandfriendlyintercourse。Shedistinguishedparticularlythefootfallsofthemanwhoselife’sorbitwasmostremotefromherown。Andyettheorbitshadcut!Afewdaysagoshecouldnothaveevenconceivedofhisexistence,andnowhewasthemanwhosefootsteps,itseemedtoher,herearscouldsingleunerringlyinthetrampofacrowd。Itwas,indeed,afabulousthing。Inthehalflightofherover—heatedsheltersheletanirresolute,frightenedsmilepassoffherlipsbeforeshe,too,wentondeck。
II
AningeniouslyconstructedframeworkoflightpostsandthinlathsoccupiedthegreaterpartofthedeckamidshipsoftheEmma。Thefourwallsofthatairystructureweremadeofmuslin。
Itwascomparativelylofty。Adoor—likearrangementoflightbattensfilledwithcalicowasfurtherprotectedbyasystemofcurtainscalculatedtobafflethepursuitofmosquitoesthathauntedtheshoresofthelagooningreatsingingcloudsfromsunsettillsunrise。AlotoffinematscoveredthedeckspacewithinthetransparentshelterdevisedbyLingardandJorgensontomakeMrs。Travers’existencepossibleduringthetimewhenthefateofthetwomen,andindeedprobablyofeverybodyelseonboardtheEmma,hadtohanginthebalance。VerysoonLingard’sunbiddenandfatalguestshadlearnedthetrickofsteppinginandoutoftheplacequickly。Mr。d’Alcacerperformedthefeatwithoutapparenthaste,almostnonchalantly,yetaswellasanybody。Itwasgenerallyconcededthathehadneverletamosquitointogetherwithhimself。Mr。Traversdodgedinandoutwithoutgraceandwasobviouslymuchirritatedatthenecessity。
Mrs。Traversdiditinamannerallherown,withmarkedclevernessandanunconsciousair。TherewasanimprovisedtableinthereandsomewickerarmchairswhichJorgensonhadproducedfromsomewhereinthedepthsoftheship。ItwashardtosaywhattheinsideoftheEmmadidnotcontain。Itwascrammedwithallsortsofgoodslikeageneralstore。Thatoldhulkwasthearsenalandthewar—chestofLingard’spoliticalaction;shewasstockedwithmusketsandgunpowder,withbalesoflongcloth,ofcottonprints,ofsilks;withbagsofriceandcurrencybrassguns。Shecontainedeverythingnecessaryfordealingdeathanddistributingbribes,toactonthecupidityanduponthefearsofmen,tomarchandtoorganize,tofeedthefriendsandtocombattheenemiesofthecause。Sheheldwealthandpowerinherflanks,thatgroundedshipthatwouldswimnomore,withoutmastsandwiththebestpartofherdeckcumberedbythetwostructuresofthinboardsandoftransparentmuslin。
WithinthelatterlivedtheEuropeans,visibleinthedaytimetothefewMalaysonboardasifthroughawhitehaze。Intheeveningthelightingofthehurricanelampsinsideturnedthemintodarkphantomssurroundedbyashiningmist,againstwhichtheinsectworldrushinginitsmillionsoutoftheforestonthebankwasbaffledmysteriouslyinitsassault。Rigidlyenclosedbytransparentwalls,likecaptivesofanenchantedcobweb,theymovedabout,sat,gesticulated,conversedpubliclyduringtheday;andatnightwhenallthelanternsbutonewereextinguished,theirslumberingshapescoveredalloverbywhitecottonsheetsonthecampbedsteads,whichwerebroughtineveryevening,conveyedthegruesomesuggestionofdeadbodiesreposingonstretchers。Thefood,suchasitwas,wasservedwithinthatglorifiedmosquitonetwhicheverybodycalledthe"Cage"withoutanyhumorousintention。AtmealtimesthepartyfromtheyachthadthecompanyofLingardwhoattachedtothisordealasenseofdutyperformedatthealtarofcivilityandconciliation。HecouldhavenoconceptionhowmuchhispresenceaddedtotheexasperationofMr。TraversbecauseMr。Travers’mannerwastoointenselyconsistenttopresentanyshades。Itwasdeterminedbyanineradicableconvictionthathewasavictimheldtoransomonsomeincomprehensibletermsbyanextraordinaryandoutrageousbandit。Thisconviction,strungtothehighestpitch,neverlefthimforamoment,beingtheobjectofindignantmeditationtohismind,andevenclinging,asitwere,tohisverybody。Itlurkedinhiseyes,inhisgestures,inhisungraciousmutters,andinhissinistersilences。TheshocktohismoralbeinghadendedbyaffectingMr。Travers’physicalmachine。Hewasawareofhepaticpains,sufferedfromaccessesofsomnolenceandsuppressedgustsoffurywhichfrightenedhimsecretly。Hiscomplexionhadacquiredayellowtinge,whilehisheavyeyeshadbecomebloodshotbecauseofthesmokeoftheopenwoodfiresduringhisthreedays’detentioninsideBelarab’sstockade。Hiseyeshadbeenalwaysverysensitivetooutwardconditions。D’Alcacer’sfineblackeyesweremoreenduringandhisappearancedidnotdifferverymuchfromhisordinaryappearanceonboardtheyacht。
HehadacceptedwithsmilingthankstheofferofathinblueflanneltunicfromJorgenson。Thosetwomenweremuchofthesamebuild,thoughofcoursed’Alcacer,quietlyaliveandspirituallywatchful,didnotresembleJorgenson,who,withoutbeingexactlymacabre,behavedmorelikeanindifferentbutrestlesscorpse。
Thosetwocouldnotbesaidtohaveeverconversedtogether。
ConversationwithJorgensonwasanimpossiblething。EvenLingardneverattemptedthefeat。HepropoundedquestionstoJorgensonmuchasamagicianwouldinterrogateanevokedshade,orgavehimcurtdirectionsasonewouldmakeuseofsomemarvellousautomaton。AndthatwasapparentlythewayinwhichJorgensonpreferredtobetreated。Lingard’srealcompanyonboardtheEmmawasd’Alcacer。D’AlcacerhadmetLingardontheeasytermsofamanaccustomedallhislifetogoodsocietyinwhichtheveryaffectationsmustbecarriedonwithouteffort。Whetheraffectation,ornature,orinspireddiscretion,d’Alcacerneverlettheslightestcuriositypiercethesmoothnessofhislevel,gravecourtesylightenedfrequentlybyslightsmileswhichoftenhadnotmuchconnectionwiththewordsheuttered,exceptthatsomehowtheymadethemsoundkindlyandasitweretactful。Intheircharacter,however,thosewordswerestrictlyneutral。
TheonlytimewhenLingardhaddetectedsomethingofadeepercomprehensionind’AlcacerwasthedayafterthelongnegotiationsinsideBelarab’sstockadeforthetemporarysurrenderoftheprisoners。Thatmovehadbeensuggestedtohim,exactlyasMrs。Travershadtoldherhusband,bytherivalriesofthepartiesandthestateofpublicopinionintheSettlementdeprivedofthepresenceofthemanwho,theoreticallyatleast,wasthegreatestpowerandthevisibleruleroftheShoreofRefuge。Belarabstilllingeredathisfather’stomb。Whetherthatmanoftheembitteredandpacifichearthadwithdrawntheretomeditateupontheunrulinessofmankindandthethanklessnatureofhistask;orwhetherhehadgonetheresimplytobatheinaparticularlyclearpoolwhichwasafeatureoftheplace,givehimselfuptotheenjoymentofacertainfruitwhichgrewinprofusionthereandindulgeforatimeinascrupulousperformanceofreligiousexercises,hisabsencefromtheSettlementwasafactoftheutmostgravity。Itistruethattheprestigeofalong—unquestionedrulershipandthelong—settledmentalhabitsofthepeoplehadcausedthecaptivestobetakenstraighttoBelarab’sstockadeasamatterofcourse。Belarab,atadistance,couldstilloutweighthepoweronthespotofTengga,whosesecretpurposeswerenobetterknown,whowasjovial,talkative,outspokenandpugnacious;butwhowasnotaprofessedservantofGodfamedformanycharitiesandascrupulousperformanceofpiouspractices,andwhoalsohadnofatherwhohadachievedalocalsaintship。ButBelarab,withhisglamourofasceticismandmelancholytogetherwithareputationforseverity(foramansopiouswouldbenaturallyruthless),wasnotonthespot。Theonlyfavourablepointinhisabsencewasthefactthathehadtakenwithhimhislatestwife,thesameladywhomJorgensonhadmentionedinhislettertoLingardasanxioustobringaboutbattle,murder,andthelootingoftheyacht,notbecauseofinbornwickednessofheartbutfromasimpledesireforsilks,jewelsandotherobjectsofpersonaladornment,quitenaturalinagirlsoyoungandelevatedtosuchahighposition。
BelarabhadselectedhertobethecompanionofhisretirementandLingardwasgladofit。HewasnotafraidofherinfluenceoverBelarab。Heknewhisman。Nowords,noblandishments,nosulks,scoldings,orwhisperingsofafavouritecouldaffecteithertheresolvesortheirresolutionsofthatArabwhoseactioneverseemedtohanginmysticsuspensebetweenthecontradictoryspeculationsandjudgmentsdisputingthepossessionofhiswill。ItwasnotwhatBelarabwouldeithersuddenlydoorleisurelydetermineuponthatLingardwasafraidof。Thedangerwasthatinhistaciturnhesitation,whichhadsomethinghopelesslygodlikeinitsremotecalmness,themanwoulddonothingandleavehiswhitefriendfacetofacewithunrulyimpulsesagainstwhichLingardhadnomeansofactionbutforcewhichhedarednotusesinceitwouldmeanthedestructionofhisplansandthedownfallofhishopes;andworsestillwouldwearanaspectoftreacherytoHassimandImmada,thosefugitiveswhomhehadsnatchedawayfromthejawsofdeathonanightofstormandhadpromisedtoleadbackintriumphtotheirowncountryhehadseenbutonce,sleepingunmovedunderthewrathandfireofheaven。
OntheafternoonoftheverydayhehadarrivedwithheronboardtheEmma——totheinfinitedisgustofJorgenson——LingardheldwithMrs。Travers(aftershehadhadacoupleofhours’rest)along,fiery,andperplexedconversation。Fromthenatureoftheproblemitcouldnotbeexhaustive;buttowardtheendofittheywerebothfeelingthoroughlyexhausted。Mrs。Travershadnolongertobeinstructedastofactsandpossibilities。Shewasawareofthemonlytoowellanditwasnotherparttoadviseorargue。Shewasnotcalledupontodecideortoplead。Thesituationwasfarbeyondthat。Butshewaswornoutwithwatchingthepassionateconflictwithinthemanwhowasbothsodesperatelyrecklessandsorigidlyrestrainedintheveryardourofhisheartandthegreatnessofhissoul。Itwasaspectaclethatmadeherforgettheactualquestionsatissue。Thiswasnostageplay;andyetshehadcaughtherselflookingathimwithbatedbreathasatagreatactoronadarkenedstageinsomesimpleandtremendousdrama。Heextortedfromheraresponsetotheforcesthatseemedtotearathissingle—mindedbrain,athisguilelessbreast。Heshookherwithhisownstruggles,hepossessedherwithhisemotionsandimposedhispersonalityasifitstragedyweretheonlythingworthconsideringinthismatter。
Andyetwhathadshetodowithallthoseobscureandbarbarousthings?Obviouslynothing。Unluckilyshehadbeentakenintotheconfidenceofthatman’spassionateperplexity,aconfidenceprovokedapparentlybynothingbutthepowerofherpersonality。
Shewasflattered,andevenmore,shewastouchedbyit;shewasawareofsomethingthatresembledgratitudeandprovokedasortofemotionalreturnasbetweenequalswhohadsecretlyrecognizedeachother’svalue。Yetatthesametimesheregrettednothavingbeenleftinthedark;asmuchinthedarkasMr。Travershimselford’Alcacer,thoughastothelatteritwasimpossibletosayhowmuchprecise,unaccountable,intuitiveknowledgewasburiedunderhisunruffledmanner。
D’Alcacerwasthesortofmanwhomitwouldbemucheasiertosuspectofanythingintheworldthanignorance——orstupidity。
Naturallyhecouldn’tknowanythingdefiniteorevenguessatthebareoutlineofthefactsbutsomehowhemusthavescentedthesituationinthosefewdaysofcontactwithLingard。HewasanacuteandsympatheticobserverinallhissecretaloofnessfromthelifeofmenwhichwassoverydifferentfromJorgenson’ssecretdivorcefromthepassionsofthisearth。Mrs。Traverswouldhavelikedtosharewithd’Alcacertheburden(foritwasaburden)ofLingard’sstory。Afterall,shehadnotprovokedthoseconfidences,neitherhadthatunexpectedadventurerfromthesealaidonheranobligationofsecrecy。No,notevenbyimplication。HehadneversaidtoherthatshewastheONLY
personwhomhewishedtoknowthatstory。
No。WhathehadsaidwasthatshewastheonlypersontowhomheCOULDtellthetalehimself,asifnooneelseonearthhadthepowertodrawitfromhim。Thatwasthesenseandnothingmore。
Yes,itwouldhavebeenarelieftotelld’Alcacer。ItwouldhavebeenarelieftoherfeelingofbeingshutofffromtheworldalonewithLingardasifwithinthefourwallsofaromanticpalaceandinanexoticatmosphere。Yes,thatreliefandalsoanother:thatofsharingtheresponsibilitywithsomebodyfittounderstand。Yetsheshrankfromit,withunaccountablereserve,asifbytalkingofLingardwithd’Alcacershewasboundtogivehimaninsightintoherself。Itwasavagueuneasinessandyetsopersistentthatshefeltit,too,whenshehadtoapproachandtalktoLingardunderd’Alcacer’seyes。NotthatMr。d’Alcacerwouldeverdreamofstaringorevencastingglances。Butwasheavertinghiseyesonpurpose?Thatwouldbeevenmoreoffensive。
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