’It’sarealold—fashionedAmericancase,assweetandsoundashome—madebread。’Well,ifyoutakehisloafawayfromhim,whatareyougoingtofeedhimwithinstead?WhichofyournastyParispoisonsdoyouthinkhe’llturnto?
Supposingyousucceedinkeepinghimoutofareallybadmess——and,knowingtheyoungmanasIdo,Iratherthinkthat,atthiscrisis,theonlywaytodoitwouldbetomarryhimslapofftosomebodyelse——well,then,who,mayI
ask,wouldyoupickout?OneofyoursweetFrenchingenues,Isuppose?Withasmuchmindasaminnowandasmuchsnapasasoft—boiledegg。Youmighthustlehimintothatkindofmarriage;Idaresayyoucould——butifIknowOwen,thenaturalthingwouldhappenbeforethefirstbabywasweaned。"
"Idon’tknowwhyyouinsinuatesuchodiousthingsagainstOwen!"
"Doyouthinkitwouldbeodiousofhimtoreturntohisreallovewhenhe’dbeenforciblypartedfromher?Atanyrate,it’swhatyourFrenchfriendsdo,everyoneofthem!
Onlytheydon’tgenerallyhavethegracetogobacktoanoldlove;andIbelieve,uponmyword,Owenwould!"
MadamedeChantellelookedatherwithamixtureofaweandexultation。"Ofcourseyourealize,Adelaide,thatinsuggestingthisyou’reinsinuatingthemostshockingthingsagainstMissViner?"
"WhenIsaythatifyouparttwoyoungthingswhoaredyingtobehappyinthelawfulwayit’stentoonethey’llcometogetherinanunlawfulone?I’minsinuatingshockingthingsagainstYOU,LucretiaMary,insuggestingforamomentthatyou’llcaretoassumesucharesponsibilitybeforeyourMaker。Andyouwouldn’t,ifyoutalkedthingsstraightoutwithhim,insteadofmerelysendinghimmessagesthroughamiserablesinnerlikeyourself!"
DarrowexpectedthisassaultonheradoptedcreedtoprovokeinMadamedeChantelleanexplosionofpiousindignation;
buttohissurpriseshemerelymurmured:"Idon’tknowwhatMr。Darrow’llthinkofyou!"
"Mr。DarrowprobablyknowshisBibleaswellasIdo,"MissPaintercalmlyrejoined;addingamomentlater,withouttheleastperceptiblechangeofvoiceorexpression:"Isupposeyou’veheardthatGiseledeFolembray’shusbandaccusesherofbeingmixedupwiththeDucd’ArcachoninthatbusinessoftryingtosellalotofimitationpearlstoMrs。HomerPond,theChicagowomantheDuke’sengagedto?ItseemsthejewellersaysGiselebroughtMrs。Pondthere,andgottwenty—fivepercent——whichofcourseshepassedontod’Arcachon。ThepooroldDuchessisinafearfulstate——soafraidherson’llloseMrs。Pond!WhenIthinkthatGiseleisoldBradfordWagstaff’sgrand—daughter,I’mthankfulhe’ssafeinMountAuburn!"
XXII
ItwasnotuntillatethatafternoonthatDarrowcouldclaimhispostponedhourwithAnna。Whenatlasthefoundheraloneinhersitting—roomitwaswithasenseofliberationsogreatthathesoughtnologicaljustificationofit。HesimplyfeltthatalltheirdestinieswereinMissPainter’sgrasp,andthat,resistancebeinguseless,hecouldonlyenjoythesweetsofsurrender。
Annaherselfseemedashappy,andformoreexplicablereasons。Shehadassisted,afterluncheon,atanotherdebatebetweenMadamedeChantelleandherconfidant,andhadsurmised,whenshewithdrewfromit,thatvictorywaspermanentlyperchedonMissPainter’sbanners。
"Idon’tknowhowshedoesit,unlessit’sbythedeadweightofherconvictions。ShedeteststheFrenchsothatshe’dbackupOwenevenifsheknewnothing——orknewtoomuch——ofMissViner。ShesomehowregardsthematchasaprotestagainstthecorruptionofEuropeanmorals。ItoldOwenthatwashisgreatchance,andhe’smadethemostofit。"
"Whatatacticianyouare!YoumakemefeelthatIhardlyknowtherudimentsofdiplomacy,"Darrowsmiledather,abandoninghimselftoaperiloussenseofwell—being。
Shegavehimbackhissmile。"I’mafraidIthinknothingshortofmyownhappinessisworthwastinganydiplomacyon!"
"That’swhyImeantoresignfromtheserviceofmycountry,"herejoinedwithalaughofdeepcontent。
Thefeelingthatbothresistanceandapprehensionwerevainwasworkinglikewineinhisveins。Hehaddonewhathecouldtodeflectthecourseofevents:nowhecouldonlystandasideandtakehischanceofsafety。Underneaththisfatalisticfeelingwasthedeepsenseofreliefthathehad,afterall,saidanddonenothingthatcouldintheleastdegreeaffectthewelfareofSophyViner。Thatfacttookamillstoneoffhisneck。
MeanwhilehegavehimselfuponcemoretothejoyofAnna’spresence。Theyhadnotbeenalonetogetherfortwolongdays,andhehadthelover’ssensethathehadforgotten,oratleastunderestimated,thestrengthofthespellshecast。
Oncemorehereyesandhersmileseemedtoboundhisworld。
Hefeltthattheirlightwouldalwaysmovewithhimasthesunsetmovesbeforeashipatsea。
Thenextdayhissenseofsecuritywasincreasedbyadecisiveincident。ItbecameknowntotheexpectanthouseholdthatMadamedeChantellehadyieldedtothetremendousimpactofMissPainter’sdeterminationandthatSophyVinerhadbeen"sentfor"tothepurplesatinsitting—
room。
Atluncheon,Owen’sradiantcountenanceproclaimedthehappysequel,andDarrow,whenthepartyhadmovedbacktotheoak—roomforcoffee,deemeditdiscreettowanderoutalonetotheterracewithhiscigar。TheconclusionofOwen’sromancebroughthisownplansoncemoretothefront。AnnahadpromisedthatshewouldconsiderdatesandsettledetailsassoonasMadamedeChantelleandhergrandsonhadbeenreconciled,andDarrowwaseagertogointothequestionatonce,sinceitwasnecessarythatthepreparationsforhismarriageshouldgoforwardasrapidlyaspossible。Anna,heknew,wouldnotseekanyfartherpretextfordelay;andhestrolledupanddowncontentedlyinthesunshine,certainthatshewouldcomeoutandreassurehimassoonasthereunitedfamilyhadclaimeditsdueshareofherattention。
Butwhenshefinallyjoinedhimherfirstwordwasfortheyoungerlovers。
"Iwanttothankyouforwhatyou’vedoneforOwen,"shebegan,withherhappiestsmile。
"Who——I?"helaughed。"AreyouconfusingmewithMissPainter?"
"PerhapsIoughttosayforME,"shecorrectedherself。
"You’vebeenevenmoreofahelptousthanAdelaide。"
"Mydearchild!WhatonearthhaveIdone?"
"You’vemanagedtohidefromMadamedeChantellethatyoudon’treallylikepoorSophy。"
Darrowfeltthepallourinhischeek。"Notlikeher?Whatputsuchanideaintoyourhead?"
"Oh,it’smorethananidea——it’safeeling。Butwhatdifferencedoesitmake,afterall?Yousawherinsuchadifferentsettingthatit’snaturalyoushouldbealittledoubtful。ButwhenyouknowherbetterI’msureyou’llfeelaboutherasIdo。"
"It’sgoingtobehardformenottofeelabouteverythingasyoudo。"
"Well,then——pleasebeginwithmydaughter—in—law!"
Hegaveherbackinthesametoneofbanter:"Agreed:ifyoullagreetofeelasIdoaboutthepressingnecessityofourgettingmarried。"
"Iwanttotalktoyouaboutthattoo。Youdon’tknowwhataweightisoffmymind!WithSophyhereforgood,IshallfeelsodifferentlyaboutleavingEffie。I’veseenmuchmoreaccomplishedgovernesses——tomycost!——butI’veneverseenayoungthingmoregayandkindandhuman。Youmusthavenoticed,thoughyou’veseenthemsolittletogether,howEffieexpandswhenshe’swithher。Andthat,youknow,iswhatIwant。MadamedeChantellewillprovidethenecessaryrestraint。"Sheclaspedherhandsonhisarm。
"Yes,I’mreadytogowithyounow。Butfirstofall——thisverymoment!——youmustcomewithmetoEffie。Sheknows,ofcourse,nothingofwhat’sbeenhappening;andIwanthertobetoldfirstaboutYOU。"
Effie,soughtthroughoutthehouse,waspresentlytracedtotheschool—room,andthitherDarrowmountedwithAnna。Hehadneverseenhersoalightwithhappiness,andhehadcaughtherbuoyancyofmood。Hekeptrepeatingtohimself:
"It’sover——it’sover,"asifsomemonstrousmidnighthallucinationhadbeenroutedbythereturnofday。
Astheyapproachedtheschool—roomdoortheterrier’sbarkscametothemthroughlaughingremonstrances。
"She’sgivinghimhisdinner,"Annawhispered,herhandinDarrow’s。
"Don’tforgetthegold—fish!"theyheardanothervoicecallout。
Darrowhaltedonthethreshold。"Oh——notnow!"
"Notnow?"
"Imean——she’dratherhaveyoutellherfirst。I’llwaitforyoubothdownstairs。"
Hewasawarethatsheglancedathimintently。"Asyouplease。I’llbringherdownatonce。"
Sheopenedthedoor,andasshewentinheheardhersay:
"No,Sophy,don’tgo!Iwantyouboth。"
TherestofDarrow’sdaywasasuccessionofemptyandagitatingscenes。OnhiswaydowntoGivre,beforehehadseenEffieLeath,hehadpicturedsomewhatsentimentallythejoyofthemomentwhenheshouldtakeherinhisarmsandreceiveherfirstfilialkiss。Everythinginhimthategotisticallycravedforrest,stability,acomfortablyorganizedmiddle—age,allthehome—buildinginstinctsofthemanwhohassufficientlywooedandwandered,combinedtothrowacharmaboutthefigureofthechildwhomight——whoshould——havebeenhis。Effiecametohimtrailingthecloudofgloryofhisfirstromance,givinghimbackthemagichourhehadmissedandmourned。Andhowdifferenttherealizationofhisdreamhadbeen!Thechild’sradiantwelcome,herunquestioningacceptanceof,thisnewfigureinthefamilygroup,hadbeenallthathehadhopedandfancied。IfMotherwassoawfullyhappyaboutit,andOwenandGranny,too,howniceandcosyandcomfortableitwasgoingtobeforallofthem,herbeaminglookseemedtosay;
andthen,suddenly,thesmallpinkfingershehadbeenkissingwerelaidontheoneflawinthecircle,ontheonepointwhichmustbesettledbeforeEffiecould,withcompleteunqualifiedassurance,admitthenew—comertofullequalitywiththeothergodsofherOlympus。
"AndisSophyawfullyhappyaboutittoo?"shehadasked,looseningherholdonDarrow’snecktotiltbackherheadandincludehermotherinherquestioninglook。
"Why,dearest,didn’tyouseeshewas?"Annahadexclaimed,leaningtothegroupwithradianteyes。
"IthinkIshouldliketoaskher,"thechildrejoined,afteraminute’sshyconsideration;andasDarrowsetherdownhermotherlaughed:"Do,darling,do!Runoffatonce,andtellherweexpecthertobeawfullyhappytoo。"
Thescenehadbeensucceededbyotherslesspoignantbutalmostastrying。Darrowcursedhisluckinhaving,atsuchamoment,torunthegauntletofahousefulofinterestedobservers。Thestateofbeing"engaged",initselfanabsurdenoughpredicament,eventoamanonlyintermittentlyexposed,becameintolerableunderthecontinuousscrutinyofasmallcirclequiveringwithparticipation。Darrowwasfurthermoreawarethat,thoughthecaseoftheothercoupleoughttohavemadehisownlessconspicuous,itwasrathertheywhofoundarefugeintheshadowofhisprominence。
MadamedeChantelle,thoughshehadconsentedtoOwen’sengagementandformallywelcomedhisbetrothed,wasneverthelessnotsorrytoshow,byherreceptionofDarrow,ofwhatfinely—shadeddegreesofcordialityshewascapable。
MissPainter,havingwonthedayforOwen,wasalsofreetoturnherattentiontothenewercandidateforhersympathy;
andDarrowandAnnafoundthemselvesimmersedinawarmbathofsentimentalcuriosity。
ItwasarelieftoDarrowthathewasunderapositiveobligationtoendhisvisitwithinthenextforty—eighthours。WhenheleftLondon,hisAmbassadorhadaccordedhimatendays’leave。Hisfatebeingdefinitelysettledandopenlypublishedhehadnoreasonforaskingtohavethetimeprolonged,andwhenitwasoverhewastoreturntohisposttillthetimefixedfortakinguphisnewduties。Annaandhehadthereforedecidedtobemarried,inParis,adayortwobeforethedepartureofthesteamerwhichwastotakethemtoSouthAmerica;andAnna,shortlyafterhisreturntoEngland,wastogouptoParisandbeginherownpreparations。
InhonourofthedoublebetrothalEffieandMissVinerweretoappearthateveningatdinner;andDarrow,onleavinghisroom,metthelittlegirlspringingdownthestairs,herwhiterufflesandcoral—colouredbowsmakingherlooklikeadaisywithheryellowhairforitscentre。SophyVinerwasbehindherpupil,andasshecameintothelightDarrownoticedachangeinherappearanceandwonderedvaguelywhyshelookedsuddenlyyounger,morevivid,morelikethelittleluminousghostofhisParismemories。ThenitoccurredtohimthatitwasthefirsttimeshehadappearedatdinnersincehisarrivalatGivre,andthefirsttime,consequently,thathehadseenherineveningdress。Shewasstillattheagewhentheleastadornmentembellishes;
andnodoubtthemereuncoveringofheryoungthroatandneckhadgivenherbackherformerbrightness。Butasecondglanceshowedamoreprecisereasonforhisimpression。
Vaguelythoughheretainedsuchdetails,hefeltsureshewaswearingthedresshehadseenherineveryeveninginParis。Itwasasimpleenoughdress,black,andtransparentonthearmsandshoulders,andhewouldprobablynothaverecognizeditifshehadnotcalledhisattentiontoitinParisbyconfessingthatshehadn’tanyother。"Thesamedress?Thatprovesthatshe’sforgotten!"washisfirsthalf—ironicthought;butthenextmoment,withapangofcompunction,hesaidtohimselfthatshehadprobablyputitonforthesamereasonasbefore:simplybecauseshehadn’tanyother。
Helookedatherinsilence,andforaninstant,aboveEffie’sbobbinghead,shegavehimbackhislookinafullbrightgaze。
"Oh,there’sOwen!"Effiecried,andwhirledawaydownthegallerytothedoorfromwhichherstep—brotherwasemerging。AsOwenbenttocatchher,SophyVinerturnedabruptlybacktoDarrow。
"You,too?"shesaidwithaquicklaugh。"Ididn’tknow————
"AndasOwencameuptothemsheadded,inatonethatmighthavebeenmeanttoreachhisear:"Iwishyoualltheluckthatwecanspare!"
Aboutthedinner—table,whichEffie,withMissViner’said,hadlavishlygarlanded,thelittlepartyhadanairofsomewhatself—consciousfestivity。Inspiteofflowers,champagneandaunanimousattemptatease,therewerefrequentlapsesinthetalk,andmomentsofnervousgropingfornewsubjects。MissPainteraloneseemednotonlyunaffectedbythegeneralperturbationbutastightlysealedupinherunconsciousnessofitasadiverinhisbell。ToDarrow’sstrainedattentionevenOwen’sgustsofgaietyseemedtobetrayaninwardsenseofinsecurity。Afterdinner,however,atthepiano,hebrokeintoamoodofextravaganthilarityandfloodedtheroomwiththesplashandrippleofhismusic。
Darrow,sunkinasofacornerintheleeofMissPainter’sgranitebulk,smokedandlistenedinsilence,hiseyesmovingfromonefiguretoanother。MadamedeChantelle,inherarmchairnearthefire,claspedherlittlegranddaughtertoherwiththegestureofadrawing—roomNiobe,andAnna,seatednearthem,hadfallenintooneoftheattitudesofvividcalmwhichseemedtoDarrowtoexpressherinmostquality。SophyViner,aftermovinguncertainlyabouttheroom,hadplacedherselfbeyondMrs。Leath,inachairnearthepiano,whereshesatwithheadthrownbackandeyesattachedtothemusician,inthesameraptfixityofattentionwithwhichshehadfollowedtheplayersattheFrancais。Theaccidentofherhavingfallenintothesameattitude,andofherwearingthesamedress,gaveDarrow,ashewatchedher,astrangesenseofdoubleconsciousness。Toescapefromit,hisglanceturnedbacktoAnna;butfromthepointatwhichhewasplacedhiseyescouldnottakeintheonefacewithouttheother,andthatrenewedthedisturbingdualityoftheimpression。SuddenlyOwenbrokeoffwithacrashofchordsandjumpedtohisfeet。
"What’stheuseofthis,withsuchamoontosayitforus?"
Behindtheuncurtainedwindowalowgoldenorbhunglikearipefruitagainsttheglass。
"Yes——let’sgooutandlisten,"Annaanswered。Owenthrewopenthewindow,andwithhisgestureafoldoftheheavystar—sprinkledskyseemedtodroopintotheroomlikeadrawn—incurtain。Theairthatenteredwithithadafrostyedge,andAnnabadeEffieruntothehallforwraps。
Darrowsaid:"Youmusthaveonetoo,"andstartedtowardthedoor;butSophy,followingherpupil,criedback:"We’llbringthingsforeverybody。"
Owenhadfollowedher,andinamomentthethreereappeared,andthepartywentoutontheterrace。Thedeepbluepurityofthenightwasunveiledbymist,andthemoonlightrimmedtheedgesofthetreeswithasilverblurandblanchedtounnaturalwhitenessthestatuesagainsttheirwallsofshade。
DarrowandAnna,withEffiebetweenthem,strolledtothefarthercorneroftheterrace。Belowthem,betweenthefringesofthepark,thelawnslopeddimlytothefieldsabovetheriver。Forafewminutestheystoodsilentlysidebyside,touchedtopeacebeneaththetremblingbeautyofthesky。Whentheyturnedback,DarrowsawthatOwenandSophyViner,whohadgonedownthestepstothegarden,werealsowalkinginthedirectionofthehouse。Astheyadvanced,Sophypausedinapatchofmoonlight,betweenthesharpshadowsoftheyews,andDarrownoticedthatshehadthrownoverhershouldersalongcloakofsomelightcolour,whichsuddenlyevokedherimageasshehadenteredtherestaurantathissideonthenightoftheirfirstdinnerinParis。Amomentlatertheywerealltogetheragainontheterrace,andwhentheyre—enteredthedrawing—roomtheolderladieswereontheirwaytobed。
Effie,emboldenedbytheprivilegesoftheevening,wasforcoaxingOwentorounditoffwithagameofforfeitsorsomesuchrecklessclimax;butSophy,resumingherprofessionalrole,soundedthesummonstobed。Inherpupil’swakeshemadeherroundofgood—nights;butwhensheprofferedherhandtoAnna,thelatterignoringthegestureheldoutbotharms。
"Good—night,dearchild,"shesaidimpulsively,anddrewthegirltoherkiss。
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XXIII
ThenextdaywasDarrow’slastatGivreand,foreseeingthattheafternoonandeveningwouldhavetobegiventothefamily,hehadaskedAnnatodevoteanearlyhourtothefinalconsiderationoftheirplans。Hewastomeetherinthebrownsitting—roomatten,andtheyweretowalkdowntotheriverandtalkovertheirfutureinthelittlepavilionabuttingonthewallofthepark。
ItwasjustaweeksincehisarrivalatGivre,andAnnawished,beforeheleft,toreturntotheplacewheretheyhadsatontheirfirstafternoontogether。Hersensitivenesstotheappealofinanimatethings,tothecolourandtextureofwhateverwoveitselfintothesubstanceofheremotion,madeherwanttohearDarrow’svoice,andtofeelhiseyesonher,inthespotwhereblisshadfirstflowedintoherheart。
Thatbliss,intheinterval,hadwounditselfintoeveryfoldofherbeing。Passing,inthefirstdays,fromahighshytendernesstotherushofasecretsurrender,ithadgraduallywidenedanddeepened,toflowoninredoubledbeauty。ShethoughtshenowknewexactlyhowandwhyshelovedDarrow,andshecouldseeherwholeskyreflectedinthedeepandtranquilcurrentofherlove。
Earlythenextday,inhersitting—room,shewasglancingthroughtheletterswhichitwasEffie’smorningprivilegetocarryuptoher。Effiemeanwhilecircledinquisitivelyabouttheroom,wheretherewasalwayssomethingnewtoengageherinfantfancy;andAnna,lookingup,sawhersuddenlyarrestedbeforeaphotographofDarrowwhich,thedaybefore,hadtakenitsplaceonthewriting—table。
Annaheldoutherarmswithafaintblush。"Youdolikehim,don’tyou,dear?"
"Oh,mostawfully,dearest,"Effie,againstherbreast,leanedbacktoassureherwithalimpidlook。"AndsodoGrannyandOwen——andIDOthinkSophydoestoo,"sheadded,afteramoment’searnestpondering。
"Ihopeso,"Annalaughed。Shecheckedtheimpulsetocontinue:"Hasshetalkedtoyouabouthim,thatyou’resosure?"Shedidnotknowwhathadmadethequestionspringtoherlips,butshewasgladshehadclosedthembeforepronouncingit。Nothingcouldhavebeenmoredistastefultoherthantoclearupsuchobscuritiesbyturningonthemthetinyflameofherdaughter’sobservation。Andwhat,afterall,nowthatOwen’shappinesswassecured,diditmatteriftherewerecertainreservesinDarrow’sapprovalofhismarriage?
AknockonthedoormadeAnnaglanceattheclock。"There’sNursetocarryyouoff。"
"It’sSophy’sknock,"thelittlegirlanswered,jumpingdowntoopenthedoor;andMissVinerinfactstoodonthethreshold。
"Comein,"Annasaidwithasmile,instantlyremarkinghowpaleshelooked。
"MayEffiegooutforaturnwithNurse?"thegirlasked。
"Ishouldliketospeaktoyouamoment。"
"Ofcourse。ThisoughttobeYOURholiday,asyesterdaywasEffie’s。Runoff,dear,"sheadded,stoopingtokissthelittlegirl。
WhenthedoorhadclosedsheturnedbacktoSophyVinerwithalookthatsoughtherconfidence。"I’msogladyoucame,mydear。We’vegotsomanythingstotalkabout,justyouandItogether。"
Theconfusedintercourseofthelastdayshad,infact,leftlittletimeforanyspeechwithSophybutsuchasrelatedtohermarriageandthemeansofovercomingMadamedeChantelle’soppositiontoit。AnnahadexactedofOwenthatnoone,notevenSophyViner,shouldbegivenahintofherownprojectstillallcontingentquestionshadbeendisposedof。Shehadfelt,fromtheoutset,asecretreluctancetointrudehersecurerhappinessonthedoubtsandfearsoftheyoungpair。
Fromthesofa—cornertowhichshehaddroppedbackshepointedtoDarrow’schair。"Comeandsitbyme,dear。I
wantedtoseeyoualone。There’ssomuchtosaythatI
hardlyknowwheretobegin。"
Sheleanedforward,herhandsclaspedonthearmsofthesofa,hereyesbentsmilinglyonSophy’s。Asshedidso,shenoticedthatthegirl’sunusualpallourwaspartlyduetotheslightveilofpowderonherface。Thediscoverywasdistinctlydisagreeable。Annahadneverbeforenoticed,onSophy’spart,anyrecoursetocosmetics,and,muchasshewishedtothinkherselfexemptfromold—fashionedprejudices,shesuddenlybecameawarethatshedidnotlikeherdaughter’sgovernesstohaveapowderedface。ThenshereflectedthatthegirlwhosatoppositeherwasnolongerEffie’sgoverness,butherownfuturedaughter—in—law;andshewonderedwhetherMissVinerhadchosenthisoddwayofcelebratingherindependence,andwhether,asMrs。OwenLeath,shewouldpresenttotheworldabedizenedcountenance。Thisideawasscarcelylessdistastefulthantheother,andforamomentAnnacontinuedtoconsiderherwithoutspeaking。Then,inaflash,thetruthcametoher:
MissVinerhadpowderedherfacebecauseMissVinerhadbeencrying。
Annaleanedforwardimpulsively。"Mydearchild,what’sthematter?"Shesawthegirl’sbloodrushupunderthewhitemask,andhastenedon:"Pleasedon’tbeafraidtotellme。
IdosowantyoutofeelthatyoucantrustmeasOwendoes。
Andyouknowyoumustn’tmindif,justatfirst,MadamedeChantelleoccasionallyrelapses。"
Shespokeeagerly,persuasively,almostonanoteofpleading。Shehad,intruth,somanyreasonsforwantingSophytolikeher:herloveforOwen,hersolicitudeforEffie,andherownsenseofthegirl’sfinemettle。Shehadalwaysfeltaromanticandalmosthumbleadmirationforthosemembersofhersexwho,fromforceofwill,ortheconstraintofcircumstances,hadplungedintotheconflictfromwhichfatehadsopersistentlyexcludedher。Therewereevenmomentswhenshefanciedherselfvaguelytoblameforherimmunity,andfeltthatsheoughtsomehowtohaveaffrontedtheperilsandhardshipswhichrefusedtocometoher。Andnow,asshesatlookingatSophyViner,sosmall,soslight,sovisiblydefencelessandundone,shestillfelt,throughallthesuperiorityofherworldlyadvantagesandherseemingmaturity,thesameoddsenseofignoranceandinexperience。Shecouldnothavesaidwhattherewasinthegirl’smannerandexpressiontogiveherthisfeeling,butshewasreminded,asshelookedatSophyViner,oftheothergirlsshehadknowninheryouth,thegirlswhoseemedpossessedofasecretshehadmissed。Yes,SophyVinerhadtheirlook——almosttheobscurelymenacinglookofKittyMayne……Anna,withaninwardsmile,brushedasidetheimageofthisforgottenrival。Butshehadfelt,deepdown,atwingeoftheoldpain,andshewassorrythat,evenfortheflashofathought,Owen’sbetrothedshouldhaveremindedherofsodifferentawoman……
Shelaidherhandonthegirl’s。"WhenhisgrandmotherseeshowhappyOwenisshe’llbequitehappyherself。Ifit’sonlythat,don’tbedistressed。JusttrusttoOwen——andthefuture。"
SophyViner,withanalmostimperceptiblerecoilofherwholeslightperson,haddrawnherhandfromunderthepalmenclosingit。
"That’swhatIwantedtotalktoyouabout——thefuture。"
"Ofcourse!We’veallsomanyplanstomake——andtofitintoeachother’s。Pleaselet’sbeginwithyours。"
Thegirlpausedamoment,herhandsclaspedonthearmsofherchair,herlidsdroppedunderAnna’sgaze;thenshesaid:"Ishouldliketomakenoplansatall……justyet……"
"Noplans?"
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