首页 >出版文学> The Queen of Hearts>第29章
  Asforherstep—mother,MarynotunnaturallyflewintoapassionthemomentIspokeofher。Shekeepsaneating—houseatHammersmith,andcouldhavegivenMarygoodemploymentinit;butsheseemsalwaystohavehatedher,andtohavemadeherlifesowretchedwithabuseandillusagethatshehadnorefugeleftbuttogoawayfromhome,anddoherbesttomakealivingforherself。Herhusband(Mary’sfather)appearstohavebehavedbadlytoher,and,afterhisdeath,shetookthewickedcourseofrevengingherselfonherstep—daughter。Ifelt,afterthis,thatitwasimpossibleMarycouldgoback,andthatitwasthehardnecessityofherposition,asitisofmine,thatsheshouldstruggleontomakeadecentlivelihoodwithoutassistancefromanyofherrelations。Iconfessedasmuchasthistoher;butI
  addedthatIwouldtrytogetheremploymentwiththepersonsforwhomIwork,whopayhigherwages,andshowalittlemoreindulgencetothoseunderthemthanthepeopletowhomsheisnowobligedtolookforsupport。
  IspokemuchmoreconfidentlythanIfeltaboutbeingabletodothis,andlefther,asIthought,inbetterspiritsthanusual。
  Shepromisedtobebackto—nighttoteaatnineo’clock,andnowitisnearlyoneinthemorning,andsheisnothomeyet。IfitwasanyothergirlIshouldnotfeeluneasy,forIshouldmakeupmymindthattherewasextraworktobedoneinahurry,andthattheywerekeepingherlate,andIshouldgotobed。ButMaryissounfortunateineverythingthathappenstoher,andherownmelancholytalkaboutherselfkeepshangingonmymindso,thatI
  havefearsonheraccountwhichwouldnotdistressmeaboutanyoneelse。Itseemsinexcusablysillytothinksuchathing,muchmoretowriteitdown;butIhaveakindofnervousdreaduponmethatsomeaccident——
  Whatdoesthatloudknockingatthestreetdoormean?Andthosevoicesandheavyfootstepsoutside?Somelodgerwhohaslosthiskey,Isuppose。Andyet,myheart——WhatacowardIhavebecomeallofasudden!
  Moreknockingandloudervoices。Imustruntothedoorandseewhatitis。Oh,Mary!Mary!IhopeIamnotgoingtohaveanotherfrightaboutyou,butIfeelsadlylikeit。
  March8th。
  March9th。
  March10th。
  March11th。Ohme!allthetroublesIhaveeverhadinmylifeareasnothingtothetroubleIaminnow。ForthreedaysIhavenotbeenabletowriteasinglelineinthisjournal,whichI
  havekeptsoregularlyeversinceIwasagirl。ForthreedaysI
  havenotoncethoughtofRobert——I,whoamalwaysthinkingofhimatothertimes。
  Mypoor,dear,unhappyMary!theworstIfearedforyouonthatnightwhenIsatupalonewasfarbelowthedreadfulcalamitythathasreallyhappened。HowcanIwriteaboutit,withmyeyesfulloftearsandmyhandallofatremble?Idon’tevenknowwhyIamsittingdownatmydesknow,unlessitishabitthatkeepsmetomyoldevery—daytask,inspiteofallthegriefandfearwhichseemtounfitmeentirelyforperformingit。
  Thepeopleofthehousewereasleepandlazyonthatdreadfulnight,andIwasthefirsttoopenthedoor。Never,nevercouldI
  describeinwriting,orevensayinplaintalk,thoughitissomucheasier,whatIfeltwhenIsawtwopolicemencomein,carryingbetweenthemwhatseemedtometobeadeadgirl,andthatgirlMary!Icaughtholdofher,andgaveascreamthatmusthavealarmedthewholehouse;forfrightenedpeoplecamecrowdingdownstairsintheirnight—dresses。Therewasadreadfulconfusionandnoiseofloudtalking,butIheardnothingandsawnothingtillIhadgotherintomyroomandlaidonmybed。Istoopeddown,frantic—like,tokissher,andsawanawfulmarkofablowonthelefttemple,andfelt,atthesametime,afeebleflutterofherbreathonmycheek。Thediscoverythatshewasnotdeadseemedtogivemebackmysensesagain。Itoldoneofthepolicemenwherethenearestdoctorwastobefound,andsatdownbythebedsidewhilehewasgone,andbathedherpoorheadwithcoldwater。Sheneveropenedhereyes,ormoved,orspoke;butshebreathed,andthatwasenoughforme,becauseitwasenoughforlife。
  Thepolicemanleftintheroomwasabig,thick—voiced,pompousman,withahorribleunfeelingpleasureinhearinghimselftalkbeforeanassemblyoffrightened,silentpeople。Hetoldushowhehadfoundher,asifhehadbeentellingastoryinatap—room,andbeganwithsaying:"Idon’tthinktheyoungwomanwasdrunk。"
  Drunk!MyMary,whomighthavebeenabornladyforallthespiritssheevertouched——drunk!Icouldhavestruckthemanforutteringtheword,withherlying——poorsufferingangel——sowhite,andstill,andhelplessbeforehim。Asitwas,Igavehimalook,buthewastoostupidtounderstandit,andwentdroningon,sayingthesamethingoverandoveragaininthesamewords。
  Andyetthestoryofhowtheyfoundherwas,likeallthesadstoriesIhaveeverheardtoldinreallife,sovery,veryshort。
  Theyhadjustseenherlyingalongonthecurbstoneafewstreetsoff,andhadtakenhertothestation—house。Thereshehadbeensearched,andoneofmycards,thatIgavetoladieswhopromisemeemployment,hadbeenfoundinherpocket,andsotheyhadbroughthertoourhouse。Thiswasallthemanreallyhadtotell。Therewasnobodynearherwhenshewasfound,andnoevidencetoshowhowtheblowonhertemplehadbeeninflicted。
  Whatatimeitwasbeforethedoctorcame,andhowdreadfultohearhimsay,afterhehadlookedather,thathewasafraidallthemedicalmenintheworldcouldbeofnousehere!Hecouldnotgethertoswallowanything;andthemorehetriedtobringherbacktohersensesthelesschancethereseemedofhissucceeding。Heexaminedtheblowonhertemple,andsaidhethoughtshemusthavefallendowninafitofsomesort,andstruckherheadagainstthepavement,andsohavegivenherbrainwhathewasafraidwasafatalshake。Iaskedwhatwastobedoneifsheshowedanyreturntosenseinthenight。Hesaid:"Sendformedirectly";andstoppedforalittlewhileafterwardstrokingherheadgentlywithhishand,andwhisperingtohimself:"Poorgirl,soyoungandsopretty!"Ihadfelt,someminutesbefore,asifIcouldhavestruckthepoliceman,andI
  feltnowasifIcouldhavethrownmyarmsroundthedoctor’sneckandkissedhim。Ididputoutmyhandwhenhetookuphishat,andheshookitinthefriendliestway。"Don’thope,mydear,"hesaid,andwentout。
  Therestofthelodgersfollowedhim,allsilentandshocked,excepttheinhumanwretchwhoownsthehouseandlivesinidlenessonthehighrentshewringsfrompoorpeoplelikeus。
  "She’sthreeweeksinmydebt,"sayshe,withafrownandanoath。"Wherethedevilismymoneytocomefromnow?"Brute!
  brute!
  Ihadalongcryalonewithherthatseemedtoeasemyheartalittle。ShewasnottheleastchangedforthebetterwhenIhadwipedawaythetearsandcouldseeherclearlyagain。Itookupherrighthand,whichlaynearesttome。Itwastightclinched。I
  triedtounclaspthefingers,andsucceededafteralittletime。
  SomethingdarkfelloutofthepalmofherhandasIstraightenedit。
  Ipickedthethingup,andsmootheditout,andsawthatitwasanendofaman’scravat。
  Averyold,rotten,dingystripofblacksilk,withthinlilaclines,allblurredanddeadenedwithdirt,runningacrossandacrossthestuffinasortoftrellis—workpattern。Thesmallendofthecravatwashemmedintheusualway,buttheotherendwasalljagged,asifthemorseltheninmyhandshadbeentornoffviolentlyfromtherestofthestuff。AchillranallovermeasIlookedatit;forthatpoor,stained,crumpledendofacravatseemedtobesayingtome,asthoughithadbeeninplainwords:
  "Ifshedies,shehascometoherdeathbyfoulmeans,andIamthewitnessofit。"
  Ihadbeenfrightenedenoughbefore,lestsheshoulddiesuddenlyandquietlywithoutmyknowingit,whilewewerealonetogether;
  butIgotintoaperfectagonynow,forfearthislastworstafflictionshouldtakemebysurprise。Idon’tsupposefiveminutespassedallthatwofulnightthroughwithoutmygettingupandputtingmycheekclosetohermouth,tofeelifthefaintbreathsstillflutteredoutofit。Theycameandwentjustthesameasatfirst,thoughthefrightIwasinoftenmademefancytheywerestilledforever。
  JustasthechurchclockswerestrikingfourIwasstartledbyseeingtheroomdooropen。ItwasonlyDustySal(astheycallherinthehouse),themaid—of—all—work。Shewaswrappedupintheblanketoffherbed;herhairwasalltumbledoverherface,andhereyeswereheavywithsleepasshecameuptothebedsidewhereIwassitting。
  "I’vetwohoursgoodbeforeIbegintowork,"saysshe,inherhoarse,drowsyvoice,"andI’vecometositupandtakemyturnatwatchingher。Youlaydownandgetsomesleepontherug。
  Here’smyblanketforyou。Idon’tmindthecold——itwillkeepmeawake。"
  "Youareverykind——very,verykindandthoughtful,Sally,"saysI,"butIamtoowretchedinmymindtowantsleep,orrest,ortodoanythingbutwaitwhereIam,andtryandhopeforthebest。"
  "ThenI’llwait,too,"saysSally。"Imustdosomething;ifthere’snothingtodobutwaiting,I’llwait。"
  Andshesatdownoppositemeatthefootofthebed,anddrewtheblanketcloseroundherwithashiver。
  "Afterworkingsohardasyoudo,I’msureyoumustwantallthelittlerestyoucanget,"saysI。
  "Exceptingonlyyou,"saysSally,puttingherheavyarmveryclumsily,butverygentlyatthesametime,roundMary’sfeet,andlookinghardatthepale,stillfaceonthepillow。
  "Exceptingyou,she’stheonlysoulinthishouseasneversworeatme,orgivemeahardwordthatIcanremember。WhenyoumadepuddingsonSundays,andgiveherhalf,shealwaysgivemeabit。
  Therestof’emcallsmeDustySal。Exceptingonlyyou,again,shealwayscalledmeSally,asifsheknowedmeinafriendlyway。Iain’tnogoodhere,butIain’tnoharm,neither;andI
  shalltakemyturnatthesittingup——that’swhatIshalldo!"
  ShenestledherheaddowncloseatMary’sfeetasshespokethosewords,andsaidnomore。Ionceortwicethoughtshehadfallenasleep,butwheneverIlookedatherherheavyeyeswerealwayswideopen。Sheneverchangedherpositionaninchtillthechurchclocksstrucksix;thenshegaveonelittlesqueezetoMary’sfeetwithherarm,andshuffledoutoftheroomwithoutaword。A
  minuteortwoafter,Iheardherdownbelow,lightingthekitchenfirejustasusual。
  Alittlelaterthedoctorsteppedoverbeforehisbreakfast—timetoseeiftherehadbeenanychangeinthenight。Heonlyshookhisheadwhenhelookedatherasiftherewasnohope。HavingnobodyelsetoconsultthatIcouldputtrustin,Ishowedhimtheendofthecravat,andtoldhimofthedreadfulsuspicionthathadariseninmymindwhenIfounditinherhand。
  "Youmustkeepitcarefully,andproduceitattheinquest,"hesaid。"Idon’tknow,though,thatitislikelytoleadtoanything。Thebitofstuffmayhavebeenlyingonthepavementnearher,andherhandmayhaveunconsciouslyclutcheditwhenshefell。Wasshesubjecttofainting—fits?"
  "Notmoreso,sir,thanotheryounggirlswhoarehard—workedandanxious,andweaklyfrompoorliving,"Ianswered。
  "Ican’tsaythatshemaynothavegotthatblowfromafall,"
  thedoctorwenton,lockingathertempleagain。"Ican’tsaythatitpresentsanypositiveappearanceofhavingbeeninflictedbyanotherperson。Itwillbeimportant,however,toascertainwhatstateofhealthshewasinlastnight。Haveyouanyideawhereshewasyesterdayevening?"
  Itoldhimwhereshewasemployedatwork,andsaidIimaginedshemusthavebeenkepttherelaterthanusual。
  "Ishallpasstheplacethismorning"saidthedoctor,"ingoingmyroundsamongmypatients,andI’lljuststepinandmakesomeinquiries。"
  Ithankedhim,andweparted。Justashewasclosingthedoorhelookedinagain。
  "Wassheyoursister?"heasked。
  "No,sir,onlymydearfriend。"
  Hesaidnothingmore,butIheardhimsighasheshutthedoorsoftly。Perhapsheoncehadasisterofhisown,andlosther?
  PerhapsshewaslikeMaryintheface?
  Thedoctorwashoursgoneaway。Ibegantofeelunspeakablyforlornandhelpless,somuchsoaseventowishselfishlythatRobertmightreallyhavesailedfromAmerica,andmightgettoLondonintimetoassistandconsoleme。
  NolivingcreaturecameintotheroombutSally。Thefirsttimeshebroughtmesometea;thesecondandthirdtimessheonlylookedintoseeiftherewasanychange,andglancedhereyetowardthebed。Ihadneverknownhersosilentbefore;itseemedalmostasifthisdreadfulaccidenthadstruckherdumb。Ioughttohavespokentoher,perhaps,buttherewassomethinginherfacethatdauntedme;and,besides,thefeverofanxietyIwasinbegantodryupmylips,asiftheywouldneverbeabletoshapeanywordsagain。Iwasstilltormentedbythatfrightfulapprehensionofthepastnight,thatshewoulddiewithoutmyknowingit——diewithoutsayingonewordtoclearuptheawfulmysteryofthisblow,andsetthesuspicionsatrestforeverwhichIstillfeltwhenevermyeyesfellontheendoftheoldcravat。
  Atlastthedoctorcameback。
  "Ithinkyoumaysafelyclearyourmindofanydoubtstowhichthatbitofstuffmayhavegivenrise,"hesaid。"Shewas,asyousupposed,detainedlatebyheremployers,andshefaintedinthework—room。Theymostunwiselyandunkindlylethergohomealone,withoutgivingheranystimulant,assoonasshecametohersensesagain。Nothingismoreprobable,underthesecircumstances,thanthatsheshouldfaintasecondtimeonherwayhere。Afallonthepavement,withoutanyfriendlyarmtobreakit,mighthaveproducedevenaworseinjurythantheinjurywesee。Ibelievethattheonlyillusagetowhichthepoorgirlwasexposedwastheneglectshemetwithinthework—room。"
  "Youspeakveryreasonably,Iown,sir,"saidI,notyetquiteconvinced。"Still,perhapsshemay——"
  "Mypoorgirl,Itoldyounottohope,"saidthedoctor,interruptingme。HewenttoMary,andlifteduphereyelids,andlookedathereyeswhilehespoke;thenadded,"Ifyoustilldoubthowshecamebythatblow,donotencouragetheideathatanywordsofherswilleverenlightenyou。Shewillneverspeakagain。"
  "Notdead!Oh,sir,don’tsayshe’sdead!"
  "Sheisdeadtopainandsorrow——deadtospeechandrecognition。
  Thereismoreanimationinthelifeofthefeeblestinsectthatfliesthaninthelifethatisleftinher。Whenyoulookathernow,trytothinkthatsheisinheaven。ThatisthebestcomfortIcangiveyou,aftertellingthehardtruth。"
  Ididnotbelievehim。Icouldnotbelievehim。Solongasshebreathedatall,solongIwasresolvedtohope。Soonafterthedoctorwasgone,Sallycameinagain,andfoundmelistening(ifImaycallitso)atMary’slips。Shewenttowheremylittlehand—glasshangsagainstthewall,tookitdown,andgaveittome。
  "Seeifthebreathmarksit,"shesaid。
  Yes;herbreathdidmarkit,butveryfaintly。Sallycleanedtheglasswithherapron,andgaveitbacktome。Asshedidso,shehalfstretchedoutherhandtoMary’sface,butdrewitinagainsuddenly,asifshewasafraidofsoilingMary’sdelicateskinwithherhard,hornyfingers。Goingout,shestoppedatthefootofthebed,andscrapedawayalittlepatchofmudthatwasononeofMary’sshoes。
  "Ialwaysusedtoclean’emforher,"saidSally,"tosaveherhandsfromgettingblacked。MayItake’emoffnow,andclean’emagain?"
  Inoddedmyhead,formyheartwastooheavytospeak。Sallytooktheshoesoffwithaslow,awkwardtenderness,andwentout。
  Anhourormoremusthavepassed,when,puttingtheglassoverherlipsagain,Isawnomarkonit。Ihelditcloserandcloser。
  Idulleditaccidentallywithmyownbreath,andcleanedit。I
  helditoverheragain。Oh,Mary,Mary,thedoctorwasright!I
  oughttohaveonlythoughtofyouinheaven!
  Dead,withoutaword,withoutasign——withoutevenalooktotellthetruestoryoftheblowthatkilledher!Icouldnotcalltoanybody,Icouldnotcry,Icouldnotsomuchasputtheglassdownandgiveherakissforthelasttime。Idon’tknowhowlongIhadsattherewithmyeyesburning,andmyhandsdeadlycold,whenSallycameinwiththeshoescleaned,andcarriedcarefullyinherapronforfearofasoiltouchingthem。Atthesightofthat——
  Icanwritenomore。MytearsdropsofastonthepaperthatI
  canseenothing。
  March12th。Shediedontheafternoonoftheeighth。Onthemorningoftheninth,Iwrote,asindutybound,toherstepmotheratHammersmith。Therewasnoanswer。Iwroteagain;myletterwasreturnedtomethismorningunopened。Forallthatwomancares,Marymightbeburiedwithapauper’sfuneral;butthisshallneverbe,ifIpawneverythingaboutme,downtotheverygownthatisonmyback。ThebarethoughtofMarybeingburiedbytheworkhousegavemethespirittodrymyeyes,andgototheundertaker’s,andtellhimhowIwasplaced。Isaidifhewouldgetmeanestimateofallthatwouldhavetobepaid,fromfirsttolast,forthecheapestdecentfuneralthatcouldbehad,Iwouldundertaketoraisethemoney。Hegavemetheestimate,writteninthisway,likeacommonbill:
  Awalkingfuneralcomplete……Pounds1138
  Vestry……044
  Rector……044
  Clerk……010
  Sexton……010
  Beadle……010
  Bell……010
  Sixfeetofground……020
  ——————
  TotalPounds284
  IfIhadthehearttogiveanythoughttoit,IshouldbeinclinedtowishthattheChurchcouldaffordtodowithoutsomanysmallchargesforburyingpoorpeople,towhosefriendsevenshillingsareofconsequence。Butitisuselesstocomplain;themoneymustberaisedatonce。Thecharitabledoctor——apoormanhimself,orhewouldnotbelivinginourneighborhood——hassubscribedtenshillingstowardtheexpenses;andthecoroner,whentheinquestwasover,addedfivemore。Perhapsothersmayassistme。Ifnot,Ihavefortunatelyclothesandfurnitureofmyowntopawn。AndImustsetaboutpartingwiththemwithoutdelay,forthefuneralistobeto—morrow,thethirteenth。
  Thefuneral——Mary’sfuneral!ItiswellthatthestraitsanddifficultiesIaminkeepmymindonthestretch。IfIhadleisuretogrieve,whereshouldIfindthecouragetofaceto—morrow?
  ThankGodtheydidnotwantmeattheinquest。Theverdictgiven,withthedoctor,thepoliceman,andtwopersonsfromtheplacewheresheworked,forwitnesses,wasAccidentalDeath。Theendofthecravatwasproduced,andthecoronersaidthatitwascertainlyenoughtosuggestsuspicion;butthejury,intheabsenceofanypositiveevidence,heldtothedoctor’snotionthatshehadfaintedandfallendown,andsogottheblowonhertemple。TheyreprovedthepeoplewhereMaryworkedforlettinghergohomealone,withoutsomuchasadropofbrandytosupporther,aftershehadfallenintoaswoonfromexhaustionbeforetheireyes。Thecoroneradded,onhisownaccount,thathethoughtthereproofwasthoroughlydeserved。Afterthat,thecravat—endwasgivenbacktomebymyowndesire,thepolicesayingthattheycouldmakenoinvestigationswithsuchaslightclewtoguidethem。Theymaythinkso,andthecoroner,anddoctor,andjurymaythinkso;but,inspiteofallthathaspassed,IamnowmorefirmlypersuadedthaneverthatthereissomedreadfulmysteryinconnectionwiththatblowonmypoorlostMary’stemplewhichhasyettoberevealed,andwhichmaycometobediscoveredthroughthisveryfragmentofacravatthatIfoundinherhand。IcannotgiveanygoodreasonforwhyIthinkso,butIknowthatifIhadbeenoneofthejuryattheinquest,nothingshouldhaveinducedmetoconsenttosuchaverdictasAccidentalDeath。
  AfterIhadpawnedmythings,andhadbeggedasmalladvanceofwagesattheplacewhereIworktomakeupwhatwasstillwantingtopayforMary’sfuneral,IthoughtImighthavehadalittlequiettimetopreparemyselfasIbestcouldforto—morrow。Butthiswasnottobe。WhenIgothomethelandlordmetmeinthepassage。Hewasinliquor,andmorebrutalandpitilessinhiswayoflookingandspeakingthaneverIsawhimbefore。
  "Soyou’regoingtobefoolenoughtopayforherfuneral,areyou?"werehisfirstwordstome。
  Iwastoowearyandheart—sicktoanswer;Ionlytriedtogetbyhimtomyowndoor。
  "Ifyoucanpayforburyingher,"hewenton,puttinghimselfinfrontofme,"youcanpayherlawfuldebts。Sheowesmethreeweeks’rent。Supposeyouraisethemoneyforthatnext,andhanditovertome?I’mnotjoking,Icanpromiseyou。Imeantohavemyrent;and,ifsomebodydon’tpayit,I’llhaveherbodyseizedandsenttotheworkhouse!"
  Betweenterroranddisgust,IthoughtIshouldhavedroppedtothefloorathisfeet。ButIdeterminednottolethimseehowhehadhorrifiedme,ifIcouldpossiblycontrolmyself。SoI
  musteredresolutionenoughtoanswerthatIdidnotbelievethelawgavehimanysuchwickedpoweroverthedead。
  "I’llteachyouwhatthelawis!"hebrokein;"you’llraisemoneytoburyherlikeabornlady,whenshe’sdiedinmydebt,willyou?AndyouthinkI’llletmyrightsbetrampleduponlikethat,doyou?SeeifIdo!I’llgiveyoutillto—nighttothinkaboutit。IfIdon’thavethethreeweekssheowesbeforeto—morrow,deadoralive,sheshallgototheworkhouse!"
  ThistimeImanagedtopushbyhim,andgettomyownroom,andlockthedoorinhisface。AssoonasIwasaloneIfellintoabreathless,suffocatingfitofcryingthatseemedtobeshakingmetopieces。Buttherewasnogoodandnohelpintears;Ididmybesttocalmmyselfafteralittlewhile,andtriedtothinkwhoIshouldruntoforhelpandprotection。
  ThedoctorwasthefirstfriendIthoughtof;butIknewhewasalwaysoutseeinghispatientsofanafternoon。Thebeadlewasthenextpersonwhocameintomyhead。Hehadthelookofbeingaverydignified,unapproachablekindofmanwhenhecameabouttheinquest;buthetalkedtomealittlethen,andsaidIwasagoodgirl,andseemed,Ireallythought,topityme。SotohimI
  determinedtoapplyinmygreatdangeranddistress。
  Mostfortunately,Ifoundhimathome。WhenItoldhimofthelandlord’sinfamousthreats,andofthemiseryIwassufferinginconsequenceofthem,heroseupwithastampofhisfoot,andsentforhisgold—lacedcockedhatthathewearsonSundays,andhislongcanewiththeivorytoptoit。
  "I’llgiveittohim,"saidthebeadle。"Comealongwithme,mydear。IthinkItoldyouyouwereagoodgirlattheinquest——ifIdidn’t,Itellyousonow。I’llgiveittohim!Comealongwithme。"
  Andhewentout,stridingonwithhiscockedhatandhisgreatcane,andIfollowedhim。
  "Landlord!"hecries,themomenthegetsintothepassage,withathumpofhiscaneonthefloor,"landlord!"withalookallroundhimasifhewasKingofEnglandcallingtoabeast,"comeout!"
  Themomentthelandlordcameoutandsawwhoitwas,hiseyefixedonthecockedhat,andheturnedaspaleasashes。
  "Howdareyoufrightenthispoorgirl?"saysthebeadle。"Howdareyoubullyheratthissorrowfultimewiththreateningtodowhatyouknowyoucan’tdo?Howdareyoubeacowardly,bullying,braggadocioofanunmanlylandlord?Don’ttalktome:Iwon’thearyou。I’llpullyouup,sir。Ifyousayanotherwordtotheyoungwoman,I’llpullyouupbeforetheauthoritiesofthismetropolitanparish。I’vehadmyeyeonyou,andtheauthoritieshavehadtheireyeonyou,andtherectorhashadhiseyeonyou。
  Wedon’tlikethelookofyoursmallshoproundthecorner;wedon’tlikethelookofsomeofthecustomerswhodealatit;wedon’tlikedisorderlycharacters;andwedon’tbyanymannerofmeanslikeyou。Goaway。Leavetheyoungwomanalone。Holdyourtongue,orI’llpullyouup。Ifhesaysanotherword,orinterfereswithyouagain,mydear,comeandtellme;and,assureashe’sabullying,unmanly,braggadocioofalandlord,I’llpullhimup。"
  Withthosewordsthebeadlegavealoudcoughtoclearhisthroat,andanotherthumpofhiscaneonthefloor,andsowentstridingoutagainbeforeIcouldopenmylipstothankhim。Thelandlordslunkbackintohisroomwithoutaword。Iwasleftaloneandunmolestedatlast,tostrengthenmyselfforthehardtrialofmypoorlove’sfuneralto—morrow。
  March13th。Itisallover。Aweekagoherheadrestedonmybosom。Itislaidinthechurchyardnow;thefreshearthliesheavyoverhergrave。Iandmydearestfriend,thesisterofmylove,arepartedinthisworldforever。
  Ifollowedherfuneralalonethroughthecruel,hustlingstreets。
  Sally,Ithought,mighthaveofferedtogowithme,butsheneversomuchascameintomyroom。Ididnotliketothinkbadlyofherforthis,andIamgladIrestrainedmyself;for,whenwegotintothechurchyard,amongthetwoorthreepeoplewhowerestandingbytheopengraveIsawSally,inherraggedgrayshawlandherpatchedblackbonnet。Shedidnotseemtonoticemetillthelastwordsoftheservicehadbeenreadandtheclergymanhadgoneaway;thenshecameupandspoketome。
  "Icouldn’tfollowalongwithyou,"shesaid,lookingatherraggedshawl,"forIhaven’tadecentsuitofclothestowalkin。
  IwishIcouldgetventincryingforherlikeyou,butIcan’t;
  allthecrying’sbeendrudgedandstarvedoutofmelongago。
  Don’tyouthinkaboutlightingyourfirewhenyougethome。I’lldothat,andgetyouadropofteatocomfortyou。"