thought,asIclosedthefifth,andopenedthesixthandlastdrawer。
Thesixthdrawerwasatonceasurpriseandadisappointment。Itliterallycontainednothingbutthefragmentsofabrokenvase。
Iwassitting,atthetime,oppositetothecabinet,inalowchair。Inthemomentaryirritationcausedbymydiscoveryoftheemptinessofthelastdrawer,Ihadjustliftedmyfoottopushitbackintoitsplace,whenthedoorcommunicatingwiththehallopened,andMajorFitz—Davidstoodbeforeme。
Hiseyes,afterfirstmeetingmine,traveleddownwardtomyfoot。
TheinstanthenoticedtheopendrawerIsawachangeinhisface。Itwasonlyforamoment;butinthatmomenthelookedatmewithasuddensuspicionandsurprise——lookedasifhehadcaughtmewithmyhandontheclew。
"Praydon’tletmedisturbyou,"saidMajorFitz—David。"Ihaveonlycomeheretoaskyouaquestion。"
"Whatisit,Major?"
"Haveyoumetwithanylettersofmineinthecourseofyourinvestigations?"
"Ihavefoundnoneyet,"Ianswered。"IfIdodiscoveranyletters,Ishall,ofcourse,nottakethelibertyofexaminingthem。"
"Iwantedtospeaktoyouaboutthat,"herejoined。"Itonlystruckmeamomentsince,upstairs,thatmylettersmightembarrassyou。InyourplaceIshouldfeelsomedistrustofanythingwhichIwasnotatlibertytoexamine。IthinkIcansetthismatterright,however,withverylittletroubletoeitherofus。ItisnoviolationofanypromisesorpledgesonmypartifI
simplytellyouthatmyletterswillnotassistthediscoverywhichyouaretryingtomake。Youcansafelypassthemoverasobjectsthatarenotworthexaminingfromyourpointofview。Youunderstandme,Iamsure?"
"Iammuchobligedtoyou,Major——Iquiteunderstand。"
"Areyoufeelinganyfatigue?"
"Nonewhatever,thankyou。"
"Andyoustillhopetosucceed?Youarenotbeginningtobediscouragedalready?"
"Iamnotintheleastdiscouraged。Withyourkindleave,Imeantopersevereforsometimeyet。"
Ihadnotclosedthedrawerofthecabinetwhileweweretalking,andIglancedcarelessly,asIansweredhim,atthefragmentsofthebrokenvase。Bythistimehehadgothisfeelingsunderperfectcommand。He,too,glancedatthefragmentsofthevasewithanappearanceofperfectindifference。Irememberedthelookofsuspicionandsurprisethathadescapedhimonenteringtheroom,andIthoughthisindifferencealittleoveracted。
"_That_doesn’tlookveryencouraging,"hesaid,withasmile,pointingtotheshatteredpiecesofchinainthedrawer。
"Appearancesarenotalwaystobetrusted,"Ireplied。"ThewisestthingIcandoinmypresentsituationistosuspecteverything,evendowntoabrokenvase。"
IlookedhardathimasIspoke。Hechangedthesubject。
"Doesthemusicupstairsannoyyou?"heasked。
"Notintheleast,Major。"
"Itwillsoonbeovernow。Thesinging—masterisgoing,andtheItalianmasterhasjustarrived。Iamsparingnopainstomakemyyoungprimadonnaamostaccomplishedperson。Inlearningtosingshemustalsolearnthelanguagewhichisespeciallythelanguageofmusic。IshallperfectherintheaccentwhenItakehertoItaly。ItistheheightofmyambitiontohavehermistakenforanItalianwhenshesingsinpublic。IsthereanythingIcandobeforeIleaveyouagain?MayIsendyousomemorechampagne?
Pleasesayyes!"
"Athousandthanks,Major。Nomorechampagneforthepresent。"
Heturnedatthedoortokisshishandtomeatparting。AtthesamemomentIsawhiseyeswanderslylytowardthebook—case。Itwasonlyforaninstant。Ihadbarelydetectedhimbeforehewasoutoftheroom。
Leftbymyselfagain,Ilookedatthebook—case——lookedatitattentivelyforthefirsttime。
Itwasahandsomepieceoffurnitureinancientcarvedoak,anditstoodagainstthewallwhichranparallelwiththehallofthehouse。Exceptingthespaceoccupiedintheuppercorneroftheroombytheseconddoor,whichopenedintothehall,thebook—casefilledthewholelengthofthewalldowntothewindow。
Thetopwasornamentedbyvases,candelabra,andstatuettes,inpairs,placedinarow。Lookingalongtherow,Inoticedavacantspaceonthetopofthebookcaseattheextremityofitwhichwasnearesttothewindow。Theoppositeextremity,nearesttothedoor,wasoccupiedbyahandsomepaintedvaseofaverypeculiarpattern。Wherewasthecorrespondingvase,whichoughttohavebeenplacedatthecorrespondingextremityofthebook—case?I
returnedtotheopensixthdrawerofthecabinet,andlookedinagain。TherewasnomistakingthepatternonthefragmentswhenI
examinedthemnow。Thevasewhichhadbeenbrokenwasthevasewhichhadstoodintheplacenowvacantonthetopofthebook—caseattheendnearesttothewindow。
Makingthisdiscovery,Itookoutthefragments,downtothesmallestmorseloftheshatteredchina,andexaminedthemcarefullyoneafteranother。
Iwastooignorantofthesubjecttobeabletoestimatethevalueofthevaseortheantiquityofthevase,oreventoknowwhetheritwereofBritishorofforeignmanufacture。Thegroundwasofadelicatecream—color。TheornamentstracedonthiswerewreathsofflowersandCupidssurroundingamedalliononeithersideofthevase。Uponthespacewithinoneofthemedallionswaspaintedwithexquisitedelicacyawoman’shead,representinganymphoragoddess,orperhapsaportraitofsomecelebratedperson——Iwasnotlearnedenoughtosaywhich。Theothermedallioninclosedtheheadofaman,alsotreatedintheclassicalstyle。RecliningshepherdsandshepherdessesinWatteaucostume,withtheirdogsandtheirsheep,formedtheadornmentsofthepedestal。Suchhadthevasebeeninthedaysofitsprosperity,whenitstoodonthetopofthebook—case。Bywhataccidenthaditbecomebroken?AndwhyhadMajorFitz—David’sfacechangedwhenhefoundthatIhaddiscoveredtheremainsofhisshatteredworkofartinthecabinetdrawer?
Theremainsleftthoseseriousquestionsunanswered——theremainstoldmeabsolutelynothing。Andyet,ifmyownobservationoftheMajorweretobetrusted,thewaytotheclewofwhichIwasinsearchlay,directlyorindirectly,throughthebrokenvase。
Itwasuselesstopursuethequestion,knowingnomorethanI
knewnow。Ireturnedtothebook—case。
ThusfarIhadassumed(withoutanysufficientreason)thattheclewofwhichIwasinsearchmustnecessarilyrevealitselfthroughawrittenpaperofsomesort。Itnowoccurredtome——afterthemovementwhichIhaddetectedonthepartoftheMajor——thattheclewmightquiteasprobablypresentitselfintheformofabook。
Ilookedalongthelowerrowsofshelves,standingjustnearenoughtothemtoreadthetitlesonthebacksofthevolumes。I
sawVoltaireinredmorocco,Shakespeareinblue,WalterScottingreen,the"HistoryofEngland"inbrown,the"AnnualRegister"
inyellowcalf。ThereIpaused,weariedanddiscouragedalreadybythelongrowsofvolumes。How(Ithoughttomyself)amItoexamineallthesebooks?AndwhatamItolookfor,evenifIdoexaminethemall?
MajorFitz—Davidhadspokenofaterriblemisfortunewhichhaddarkenedmyhusband’spastlife。Inwhatpossiblewaycouldanytraceofthatmisfortune,oranysuggestivehintofsomethingresemblingit,existinthearchivesofthe"AnnualRegister"orinthepagesofVoltaire?ThebareideaofsuchathingseemedabsurdThemereattempttomakeaseriousexaminationinthisdirectionwassurelyawantonwasteoftime。
AndyettheMajorhadcertainlystolenalookatthebook—case。
Andagain,thebrokenvasehadoncestoodonthebook—case。Didthesecircumstancesjustifymeinconnectingthevaseandthebook—caseastwinlandmarksonthewaythatledtodiscovery?Thequestionwasnotaneasyonetodecideonthespurofthemoment。
Ilookedupatthehighershelves。
Herethecollectionofbooksexhibitedagreatervariety。Thevolumesweresmaller,andwerenotsocarefullyarrangedasonthelowershelves。Somewereboundincloth,somewereonlyprotectedbypapercovers;oneortwohadfallen,andlayflatontheshelves。HereandthereIsawemptyspacesfromwhichbookshadbeenremovedandnotreplaced。Inshort,therewasnodiscouraginguniformityinthesehigherregionsofthebook—case。
Theuntidytopshelveslookedsuggestiveofsomeluckyaccidentwhichmightunexpectedlyleadthewaytosuccess。Idecided,ifI
didexaminethebook—caseatall,tobeginatthetop。
Wherewasthelibraryladder?
Ihadleftitagainstthepartitionwallwhichdividedthebackroomfromtheroominfront。Lookingthatway,Inecessarilylookedalsotowardthedoorthatraningrooves——theimperfectlycloseddoorthroughwhichIheardMajorFitz—DavidquestionhisservantonthesubjectofmypersonalappearancewhenIfirstenteredthehouse。Noonehadmovedthisdoorduringthetimeofmyvisit。Everybodyenteringorleavingtheroomhadusedtheotherdoor,whichledintothehall。
AtthemomentwhenIlookedroundsomethingstirredinthefrontroom。Themovementletthelightinsuddenlythroughthesmallopenspaceleftbythepartiallycloseddoor。Hadsomebodybeenwatchingmethroughthechink?Isteppedsoftlytothedoor,andpusheditbackuntilitwaswideopen。TherewastheMajor,discoveredinthefrontroom!Isawitinhisface——hehadbeenwatchingmeatthebook—case!
Hishatwasinhishand。Hewasevidentlygoingout;andhedexterouslytookadvantageofthatcircumstancetogiveaplausiblereasonforbeingsonearthedoor。
"IhopeIdidn’tfrightenyou,"hesaid。
"Youstartledmealittle,Major。"
"Iamsosorry,andsoashamed!Iwasjustgoingtoopenthedoor,andtellyouthatIamobligedtogoout。Ihavereceivedapressingmessagefromalady。Acharmingperson——Ishouldsolikeyoutoknowher。Sheisinsadtrouble,poorthing。Littlebills,youknow,andnastytradespeoplewhowanttheirmoney,andahusband——oh,dearme,ahusbandwhoisquiteunworthyofher!A
mostinterestingcreature。Youremindmeofheralittle;youbothhavethesamecarriageofthehead。Ishallnotbemorethanhalfanhourgone。CanIdoanythingforyou?Youarelookingfatigued。Prayletmesendforsomemorechampagne。No?Promisetoringwhenyouwantit。That’sright!_Aurevoir_,mycharmingfriend——_aurevoir!_"
Ipulledthedoortoagainthemomenthisbackwasturned,andsatdownforawhiletocomposemyself。
Hehadbeenwatchingmeatthebook—case!Themanwhowasinmyhusband’sconfidence,themanwhoknewwheretheclewwastobefound,hadbeenwatchingmeatthebook—case!Therewasnodoubtofitnow。MajorFitz—Davidhadshownmethehiding—placeofthesecretinspiteofhimself!
Ilookedwithindifferenceattheotherpiecesoffurniture,rangedagainstthefourthwall,whichIhadnotexaminedyet。I
surveyed,withouttheslightestfeelingofcuriosity,allthelittleeleganttriflesscatteredonthetablesandonthechimney—piece,eachoneofwhichmighthavebeenanobjectofsuspiciontomeunderothercircumstances。Eventhewater—colordrawingsfailedtointerestmeinmypresentframeofmind。I
observedlanguidlythattheyweremostofthemportraitsofladies——fairidols,nodoubt,oftheMajor’sfacileadoration——andIcaredtonoticenomore。_My_businessinthatroom(Iwascertainofitnow!)beganandendedwiththebook—case。Ileftmyseattofetchthelibraryladder,determiningtobegintheworkofinvestigationonthetopshelves。
OnmywaytotheladderIpassedoneofthetables,andsawthekeyslyingonitwhichMajorFitz—Davidhadleftatmydisposal。
Thesmallerofthetwokeysinstantlyremindedmeofthecupboardsunderthebookcase。Ihadstrangelyoverlookedthese。A
vaguedistrustofthelockeddoorsavaguedoubtofwhattheymightbehidingfromme,stoleintomymind。Ilefttheladderinitsplaceagainstthewall,andsetmyselftoexaminethecontentsofthecupboardsfirst。
Thecupboardswerethreeinnumber。AsIopenedthefirstofthemthesingingupstairsceased。Foramomenttherewassomethingalmostoppressiveinthesuddenchangefromnoisetosilence。I
supposemynervesmusthavebeenoverwrought。Thenextsoundinthehouse——nothingmoreremarkablethanthecreakingofaman’sbootsdescendingthestairs——mademeshudderallover。Themanwasnodoubtthesinging—master,goingawayaftergivinghislesson。Iheardthehousedoorcloseonhim,andstartedatthefamiliarsoundasifitweresomethingterriblewhichIhadneverheardbefore。Thentherewassilenceagain。IrousedmyselfaswellasIcould,andbeganmyexaminationofthefirstcupboard。
Itwasdividedintotwocompartments。
Thetopcompartmentcontainednothingbutboxesofcigars,rangedinrows,oneonanother。Theundercompartmentwasdevotedtoacollectionofshells。Theywereallhuddledtogetheranyhow,theMajorevidentlysettingafarhighervalueonhiscigarsthanonhisshells。Isearchedthislowercompartmentcarefullyforanyobjectinterestingtomewhichmightbehiddeninit。Nothingwastobefoundinanypartofitbesidestheshells。
AsIopenedthesecondcupboarditstruckmethatthelightwasbeginningtofail。
Ilookedatthewindow:itwashardlyeveningyet。Thedarkeningofthelightwasproducedbygatheringclouds。Rain—dropspatteredagainsttheglass;theautumnwindwhistledmournfullyinthecornersofthecourtyard。ImendedthefirebeforeI
renewedmysearch。Mynerveswereinfaultagain,Isuppose。I
shiveredwhenIwentbacktothebook—case。Myhandstrembled:I
wonderedwhatwasthematterwithme。
Thesecondcupboardrevealed(intheupperdivisionofit)somereallybeautifulcameos——notmounted,butlaidoncotton—woolinneatcardboardtrays。Inonecorner,halfhiddenunderoneofthetrays,therepeepedoutthewhiteleavesofalittlemanuscript。
Ipouncedoniteagerly,onlytomeetwithanewdisappointment:
themanuscriptprovedtobeadescriptivecatalogueofthecameos——nothingmore!
Turningtothelowerdivisionofthecupboard,IfoundmorecostlycuriositiesintheshapeofivorycarvingsfromJapanandspecimensofraresilkfromChina。IbegantofeelwearyofdisinterringtheMajor’streasures。ThelongerIsearched,thefartherIseemedtoremovemyselffromtheoneobjectthatIhaditathearttoattain。Afterclosingthedoorofthesecondcupboard,Ialmostdoubtedwhetheritwouldbeworthmywhiletoproceedfartherandopenthethirdandlastdoor。
Alittlereflectionconvincedmethatitwouldbeaswell,nowthatIhadbegunmyexaminationofthelowerregionsofthebook—case,togoonwithittotheend。Iopenedthelastcupboard。
Ontheuppershelfthereappeared,insolitarygrandeur,oneobjectonly——agorgeouslyboundbook。
Itwasofalargersizethanusual,judgingofitbycomparisonwiththedimensionsofmodernvolumes。Thebindingwasofbluevelvet,withclaspsofsilverworkedinbeautifularabesquepatterns,andwithalockofthesamepreciousmetaltoprotectthebookfrompryingeyes。WhenItookitup,Ifoundthatthelockwasnotclosed。
HadIanyrighttotakeadvantageofthisaccident,andopenthebook?Ihaveputthequestionsincetosomeofmyfriendsofbothsexes。ThewomenallagreethatIwasperfectlyjustified,consideringtheseriousintereststhatIhadatstake,intakinganyadvantageofanybookintheMajor’shouse。Themendifferfromthisview,anddeclarethatIoughttohaveputbackthevolumeinbluevelvetunopened,carefullyguardingmyselffromanyafter—temptationtolookatitagainbylockingthecupboarddoor。Idaresaythemenareright。
Beingawoman,however,Iopenedthebookwithoutamoment’shesitation。
Theleaveswereofthefinestvellum,withtastefullydesignedilluminationsallroundthem。Andwhatdidthesehighlyornamentalpagescontain?Tomyunutterableamazementanddisgust,theycontainedlocksofhair,letneatlyintothecenterofeachpage,withinscriptionsbeneath,whichprovedthemtobelove—tokensfromvariousladieswhohadtouchedtheMajor’ssusceptibleheartatdifferentperiodsofhislife。TheinscriptionswerewritteninotherlanguagesbesidesEnglish,buttheyappearedtobeallequallydevotedtothesamecuriouspurpose,namely,toremindingtheMajorofthedatesatwhichhisvariousattachmentshadcometoanuntimelyend。Thusthefirstpageexhibitedalockofthelightestflaxenhair,withtheselinesbeneath:"MyadoredMadeline。Eternalconstancy。Alas,July22,1839!"Thenextpagewasadornedbyadarkershadeofhair,withaFrenchinscriptionunderit:"Clemence。Idoledemon鈓e。
Toujoursfidele。Helas,2meAvril,1840。"Alockofredhairfollowed,withalamentationinLatinunderit,anotebeingattachedtothedateofdissolutionofpartnershipinthiscase,statingthattheladywasdescendedfromtheancientRomans,andwasthereforemournedappropriatelyinLatinbyherdevotedFitz—David。Moreshadesofhairandmoreinscriptionsfollowed,untilIwaswearyoflookingatthem。Iputdownthebook,disgustedwiththecreatureswhohadassistedinfillingit,andthentookitupagain,byanafterthought。ThusfarIhadthoroughlysearchedeverythingthathadpresenteditselftomynotice。Agreeableornotagreeable,itwasplainlyofseriousimportancetomyownintereststogoonasIhadbegun,andthoroughlytosearchthebook。
IturnedoverthepagesuntilIcametothefirstblankleaf。
Seeingthattheywereallblankleavesfromthisplacetotheend,Iliftedthevolumebytheback,and,asalastmeasureofprecaution,shookitsoastodislodgeanyloosepapersorcardswhichmighthaveescapedmynoticebetweentheleaves。
Thistimemypatiencewasrewardedbyadiscoverywhichindescribablyirritatedanddistressedme。
Asmallphotograph,mountedonacard,felloutofthebook。A
firstglanceshowedmethatitrepresentedtheportraitsoftwopersons。
OneofthepersonsIrecognizedasmyhusband。
Theotherpersonwasawoman。
Herfacewasentirelyunknowntome。Shewasnotyoung。Thepicturerepresentedherseatedonachair,withmyhusbandstandingbehind,andbendingoverher,holdingoneofherhandsinhis。Thewoman’sfacewashard—featuredandugly,withthemarkinglinesofstrongpassionsandresoluteself—willplainlywrittenonit。Still,uglyasshewas,IfeltapangofjealousyasInoticedthefamiliarlyaffectionateactionbywhichtheartist(withthepermissionofhissitters,ofcourse)hadconnectedthetwofiguresinagroup。Eustacehadbrieflytoldme,inthedaysofourcourtship,thathehadmorethanoncefanciedhimselftobeinlovebeforehemetwithme。Couldthisveryunattractivewomanhavebeenoneoftheearlyobjectsofhisadmiration?Hadshebeennearenoughanddearenoughtohimtobephotographedwithherhandinhis?IlookedandlookedattheportraitsuntilIcouldendurethemnolonger。Womenarestrangecreatures——mysterieseventothemselves。Ithrewthephotographfrommeintoacornerofthecupboard。Iwassavagelyangrywithmyhusband;Ihated——yes,hatedwithallmyheartandsoul!——thewomanwhohadgothishandinhers——theunknownwomanwiththeself—willed,hard—featuredface。
Allthistimethelowershelfofthecupboardwasstillwaitingtobelookedover。
Ikneltdowntoexamineit,eagertoclearmymind,ifIcould,ofthedegradingjealousythathadgotpossessionofme。
Unfortunately,thelowershelfcontainednothingbutrelicsoftheMajor’smilitarylife,comprisinghisswordandpistols,hisepaulets,hissash,andotherminoraccouterments。Noneoftheseobjectsexcitedtheslightestinterestinme。Myeyeswanderedbacktotheuppershelf;and,likethefoolIwas(thereisnomilderwordthatcanfitlydescribemeatthatmoment),Itookthephotographoutagain,andenragedmyselfuselesslybyanotherlookatit。ThistimeIobserved,whatIhadnotnoticedbefore,thatthereweresomelinesofwriting(inawoman’shand)atthebackoftheportraits。Thelinesranthus:
’ToMajorFitz—David,withtwovases。Fromhisfriends,S。andE。
M。"
Wasoneofthosetwovasesthevasethathadbeenbroken?AndwasthechangethatIhadnoticedinMajorFitz—David’sfaceproducedbysomepastassociationinconnectionwithit,whichinsomewayaffectedme?Itmightormightnotbeso。Iwaslittledisposedtoindulgeinspeculationonthistopicwhilethefarmoreseriousquestionoftheinitialsconfrontedmeonthebackofthephotograph。
"S。andE。M。?"Thoselasttwolettersmightstandfortheinitialsofmyhusband’sname——histruename——EustaceMacallan。
Inthiscasethefirstletter("S。")inallprobabilityindicated_her_name。Whatrighthadshetoassociateherselfwithhiminthatmanner?Iconsideredalittle——mymemoryexerteditself——I
suddenlycalledtomindthatEustacehadsisters。Hehadspokenofthemmorethanonceinthetimebeforeourmarriage。HadI
beenmadenoughtotorturemyselfwithjealousyofmyhusband’ssister?Itmightwellbeso;"S。"mightstandforhissister’sChristianname。Ifeltheartilyashamedofmyselfasthisnewviewofthematterdawnedonme。WhatawrongIhaddonetothembothinmythoughts!Iturnedthephotograph,sadlyandpenitently,toexaminetheportraitsagainwithakinderandtruerappreciationofthem。
Inaturallylookednowforafamilylikenessbetweenthetwofaces。Therewasnofamilylikeness;onthecontrary,theywereasunlikeeachotherinformandexpressionasfacescouldbe。
_Was_shehissister,afterall?Ilookedatherhands,asrepresentedintheportrait。HerrighthandwasclaspedbyEustace;herlefthandlayonherlap。Onthethirdfinger,distinctlyvisible,therewasawedding—ring。Wereanyofmyhusband’ssistersmarried?Ihadmyselfaskedhimthequestionwhenhementionedthemtome,andIperfectlyrememberedthathehadrepliedinthenegative。
Wasitpossiblethatmyfirstjealousinstincthadledmetotherightconclusionafterall?Ifithad,whatdidtheassociationofthethreeinitiallettersmean?Whatdidthewedding—ringmean?GoodHeavens!wasIlookingattheportraitofarivalinmyhusband’saffections——andwasthatrivalhisWife?
Ithrewthephotographfrommewithacryofhorror。ForoneterriblemomentIfeltasifmyreasonwasgivingway。Idon’tknowwhatwouldhavehappened,orwhatIshouldhavedonenext,ifmyloveforEustacehadnottakentheuppermostplaceamongthecontendingemotionsthattorturedme。Thatfaithfullovesteadiedmybrain。Thatfaithfulloverousedtherevivinginfluencesofmybetterandnoblersense。WasthemanwhomIhadenshrinedinmyheartofheartscapableofsuchbasewickednessasthebareideaofhismarriagetoanotherwomanimplied?No!
Minewasthebaseness,minethewickedness,inhavingevenforamomentthoughtitofhim!
Ipickedupthedetestablephotographfromthefloor,andputitbackinthebook。Ihastilyclosedthecupboarddoor,fetchedthelibraryladder,andsetitagainstthebook—case。Myoneideanowwastheideaoftakingrefugeinemploymentofanysortfrommyownthoughts。Ifeltthehatefulsuspicionthathaddegradedmecomingbackagaininspiteofmyeffortstorepelit。Thebooks!
thebooks!myonlyhopewastoabsorbmyself,bodyandsoul,inthebooks。
Ihadonefootontheladder,whenIheardthedooroftheroomopen——thedoorwhichcommunicatedwiththehall。
Ilookedaround,expectingtoseetheMajor。IsawinsteadtheMajor’sfutureprimadonnastandingjustinsidethedoor,withherroundeyessteadilyfixedonme。
"Icanstandagooddeal,"thegirlbegan,coolly,"butIcan’tstand_this_anylonger?"
"Whatisitthatyoucan’tstandanylonger?"Iasked。
"Ifyouhavebeenhereaminute,youhavebeenheretwogoodhours,"shewenton。"AllbyyourselfintheMajor’sstudy。Iamofajealousdisposition——Iam。AndIwanttoknowwhatitmeans。"Sheadvancedafewstepsnearertome,withaheighteningcolorandathreateninglook。"Ishegoingtobring_you_outonthestage?"sheasked,sharply。
"Certainlynot。"
"Heain’tinlovewithyou,ishe?"
UnderothercircumstancesImighthavetoldhertoleavetheroom。Inmypositionatthatcriticalmomentthemerepresenceofahumancreaturewasapositiverelieftome。Eventhisgirl,withhercoarsequestionsandheruncultivatedmanners,wasawelcomeintruderonmysolitude:sheofferedmearefugefrommyself。
"Yourquestionisnotverycivillyput,"Isaid。"However,I
excuseyou。YouareprobablynotawarethatIamamarriedwoman。"
"Whathasthatgottodowithit?"sheretorted。"Marriedorsingle,it’sallonetotheMajor。Thatbrazen—facedhussywhocallsherselfLadyClarindaismarried,andshesendshimnosegaysthreetimesaweek!NotthatIcare,mindyou,abouttheoldfool。ButI’velostmysituationattherailway,andI’vegotmyownintereststolookafter,andIdon’tknowwhatmayhappenifIletotherwomencomebetweenhimandme。That’swheretheshoepinches,don’tyousee?I’mnoteasyinmymindwhenIseehimleavingyoumistressheretodojustwhatyoulike。Nooffense!Ispeakout——Ido。Iwanttoknowwhatyouareaboutallbyyourselfinthisroom?HowdidyoupickupwiththeMajor?I
neverheardhimspeakofyoubeforeto—day。"
Underallthesurfaceselfishnessandcoarsenessofthisstrangegirltherewasacertainfranknessandfreedomwhichpleadedinherfavor——tomymind,atanyrate。Iansweredfranklyandfreelyonmyside。
"MajorFitz—Davidisanoldfriendofmyhusband’s,"Isaid,"andheiskindtomeformyhusband’ssake。Hehasgivenmepermissiontolookinthisroom——"
Istopped,atalosshowtodescribemyemploymentintermswhichshouldtellhernothing,andwhichshouldatthesametimesuccessfullysetherdistrustofmeatrest。
"Tolookaboutinthisroom——forwhat?"sheasked。Hereyefellonthelibraryladder,besidewhichIwasstillstanding。"Forabook?"sheresumed。
"Yes,"Isaid,takingthehint。"Forabook。"
"Haven’tyoufoundityet?"
"No。"