首页 >出版文学> The Law and the Lady>第6章
  thought,asIclosedthefifth,andopenedthesixthandlastdrawer。
  Thesixthdrawerwasatonceasurpriseandadisappointment。Itliterallycontainednothingbutthefragmentsofabrokenvase。
  Iwassitting,atthetime,oppositetothecabinet,inalowchair。Inthemomentaryirritationcausedbymydiscoveryoftheemptinessofthelastdrawer,Ihadjustliftedmyfoottopushitbackintoitsplace,whenthedoorcommunicatingwiththehallopened,andMajorFitz—Davidstoodbeforeme。
  Hiseyes,afterfirstmeetingmine,traveleddownwardtomyfoot。
  TheinstanthenoticedtheopendrawerIsawachangeinhisface。Itwasonlyforamoment;butinthatmomenthelookedatmewithasuddensuspicionandsurprise——lookedasifhehadcaughtmewithmyhandontheclew。
  "Praydon’tletmedisturbyou,"saidMajorFitz—David。"Ihaveonlycomeheretoaskyouaquestion。"
  "Whatisit,Major?"
  "Haveyoumetwithanylettersofmineinthecourseofyourinvestigations?"
  "Ihavefoundnoneyet,"Ianswered。"IfIdodiscoveranyletters,Ishall,ofcourse,nottakethelibertyofexaminingthem。"
  "Iwantedtospeaktoyouaboutthat,"herejoined。"Itonlystruckmeamomentsince,upstairs,thatmylettersmightembarrassyou。InyourplaceIshouldfeelsomedistrustofanythingwhichIwasnotatlibertytoexamine。IthinkIcansetthismatterright,however,withverylittletroubletoeitherofus。ItisnoviolationofanypromisesorpledgesonmypartifI
  simplytellyouthatmyletterswillnotassistthediscoverywhichyouaretryingtomake。Youcansafelypassthemoverasobjectsthatarenotworthexaminingfromyourpointofview。Youunderstandme,Iamsure?"
  "Iammuchobligedtoyou,Major——Iquiteunderstand。"
  "Areyoufeelinganyfatigue?"
  "Nonewhatever,thankyou。"
  "Andyoustillhopetosucceed?Youarenotbeginningtobediscouragedalready?"
  "Iamnotintheleastdiscouraged。Withyourkindleave,Imeantopersevereforsometimeyet。"
  Ihadnotclosedthedrawerofthecabinetwhileweweretalking,andIglancedcarelessly,asIansweredhim,atthefragmentsofthebrokenvase。Bythistimehehadgothisfeelingsunderperfectcommand。He,too,glancedatthefragmentsofthevasewithanappearanceofperfectindifference。Irememberedthelookofsuspicionandsurprisethathadescapedhimonenteringtheroom,andIthoughthisindifferencealittleoveracted。
  "_That_doesn’tlookveryencouraging,"hesaid,withasmile,pointingtotheshatteredpiecesofchinainthedrawer。
  "Appearancesarenotalwaystobetrusted,"Ireplied。"ThewisestthingIcandoinmypresentsituationistosuspecteverything,evendowntoabrokenvase。"
  IlookedhardathimasIspoke。Hechangedthesubject。
  "Doesthemusicupstairsannoyyou?"heasked。
  "Notintheleast,Major。"
  "Itwillsoonbeovernow。Thesinging—masterisgoing,andtheItalianmasterhasjustarrived。Iamsparingnopainstomakemyyoungprimadonnaamostaccomplishedperson。Inlearningtosingshemustalsolearnthelanguagewhichisespeciallythelanguageofmusic。IshallperfectherintheaccentwhenItakehertoItaly。ItistheheightofmyambitiontohavehermistakenforanItalianwhenshesingsinpublic。IsthereanythingIcandobeforeIleaveyouagain?MayIsendyousomemorechampagne?
  Pleasesayyes!"
  "Athousandthanks,Major。Nomorechampagneforthepresent。"
  Heturnedatthedoortokisshishandtomeatparting。AtthesamemomentIsawhiseyeswanderslylytowardthebook—case。Itwasonlyforaninstant。Ihadbarelydetectedhimbeforehewasoutoftheroom。
  Leftbymyselfagain,Ilookedatthebook—case——lookedatitattentivelyforthefirsttime。
  Itwasahandsomepieceoffurnitureinancientcarvedoak,anditstoodagainstthewallwhichranparallelwiththehallofthehouse。Exceptingthespaceoccupiedintheuppercorneroftheroombytheseconddoor,whichopenedintothehall,thebook—casefilledthewholelengthofthewalldowntothewindow。
  Thetopwasornamentedbyvases,candelabra,andstatuettes,inpairs,placedinarow。Lookingalongtherow,Inoticedavacantspaceonthetopofthebookcaseattheextremityofitwhichwasnearesttothewindow。Theoppositeextremity,nearesttothedoor,wasoccupiedbyahandsomepaintedvaseofaverypeculiarpattern。Wherewasthecorrespondingvase,whichoughttohavebeenplacedatthecorrespondingextremityofthebook—case?I
  returnedtotheopensixthdrawerofthecabinet,andlookedinagain。TherewasnomistakingthepatternonthefragmentswhenI
  examinedthemnow。Thevasewhichhadbeenbrokenwasthevasewhichhadstoodintheplacenowvacantonthetopofthebook—caseattheendnearesttothewindow。
  Makingthisdiscovery,Itookoutthefragments,downtothesmallestmorseloftheshatteredchina,andexaminedthemcarefullyoneafteranother。
  Iwastooignorantofthesubjecttobeabletoestimatethevalueofthevaseortheantiquityofthevase,oreventoknowwhetheritwereofBritishorofforeignmanufacture。Thegroundwasofadelicatecream—color。TheornamentstracedonthiswerewreathsofflowersandCupidssurroundingamedalliononeithersideofthevase。Uponthespacewithinoneofthemedallionswaspaintedwithexquisitedelicacyawoman’shead,representinganymphoragoddess,orperhapsaportraitofsomecelebratedperson——Iwasnotlearnedenoughtosaywhich。Theothermedallioninclosedtheheadofaman,alsotreatedintheclassicalstyle。RecliningshepherdsandshepherdessesinWatteaucostume,withtheirdogsandtheirsheep,formedtheadornmentsofthepedestal。Suchhadthevasebeeninthedaysofitsprosperity,whenitstoodonthetopofthebook—case。Bywhataccidenthaditbecomebroken?AndwhyhadMajorFitz—David’sfacechangedwhenhefoundthatIhaddiscoveredtheremainsofhisshatteredworkofartinthecabinetdrawer?
  Theremainsleftthoseseriousquestionsunanswered——theremainstoldmeabsolutelynothing。Andyet,ifmyownobservationoftheMajorweretobetrusted,thewaytotheclewofwhichIwasinsearchlay,directlyorindirectly,throughthebrokenvase。
  Itwasuselesstopursuethequestion,knowingnomorethanI
  knewnow。Ireturnedtothebook—case。
  ThusfarIhadassumed(withoutanysufficientreason)thattheclewofwhichIwasinsearchmustnecessarilyrevealitselfthroughawrittenpaperofsomesort。Itnowoccurredtome——afterthemovementwhichIhaddetectedonthepartoftheMajor——thattheclewmightquiteasprobablypresentitselfintheformofabook。
  Ilookedalongthelowerrowsofshelves,standingjustnearenoughtothemtoreadthetitlesonthebacksofthevolumes。I
  sawVoltaireinredmorocco,Shakespeareinblue,WalterScottingreen,the"HistoryofEngland"inbrown,the"AnnualRegister"
  inyellowcalf。ThereIpaused,weariedanddiscouragedalreadybythelongrowsofvolumes。How(Ithoughttomyself)amItoexamineallthesebooks?AndwhatamItolookfor,evenifIdoexaminethemall?
  MajorFitz—Davidhadspokenofaterriblemisfortunewhichhaddarkenedmyhusband’spastlife。Inwhatpossiblewaycouldanytraceofthatmisfortune,oranysuggestivehintofsomethingresemblingit,existinthearchivesofthe"AnnualRegister"orinthepagesofVoltaire?ThebareideaofsuchathingseemedabsurdThemereattempttomakeaseriousexaminationinthisdirectionwassurelyawantonwasteoftime。
  AndyettheMajorhadcertainlystolenalookatthebook—case。
  Andagain,thebrokenvasehadoncestoodonthebook—case。Didthesecircumstancesjustifymeinconnectingthevaseandthebook—caseastwinlandmarksonthewaythatledtodiscovery?Thequestionwasnotaneasyonetodecideonthespurofthemoment。
  Ilookedupatthehighershelves。
  Herethecollectionofbooksexhibitedagreatervariety。Thevolumesweresmaller,andwerenotsocarefullyarrangedasonthelowershelves。Somewereboundincloth,somewereonlyprotectedbypapercovers;oneortwohadfallen,andlayflatontheshelves。HereandthereIsawemptyspacesfromwhichbookshadbeenremovedandnotreplaced。Inshort,therewasnodiscouraginguniformityinthesehigherregionsofthebook—case。
  Theuntidytopshelveslookedsuggestiveofsomeluckyaccidentwhichmightunexpectedlyleadthewaytosuccess。Idecided,ifI
  didexaminethebook—caseatall,tobeginatthetop。
  Wherewasthelibraryladder?
  Ihadleftitagainstthepartitionwallwhichdividedthebackroomfromtheroominfront。Lookingthatway,Inecessarilylookedalsotowardthedoorthatraningrooves——theimperfectlycloseddoorthroughwhichIheardMajorFitz—DavidquestionhisservantonthesubjectofmypersonalappearancewhenIfirstenteredthehouse。Noonehadmovedthisdoorduringthetimeofmyvisit。Everybodyenteringorleavingtheroomhadusedtheotherdoor,whichledintothehall。
  AtthemomentwhenIlookedroundsomethingstirredinthefrontroom。Themovementletthelightinsuddenlythroughthesmallopenspaceleftbythepartiallycloseddoor。Hadsomebodybeenwatchingmethroughthechink?Isteppedsoftlytothedoor,andpusheditbackuntilitwaswideopen。TherewastheMajor,discoveredinthefrontroom!Isawitinhisface——hehadbeenwatchingmeatthebook—case!
  Hishatwasinhishand。Hewasevidentlygoingout;andhedexterouslytookadvantageofthatcircumstancetogiveaplausiblereasonforbeingsonearthedoor。
  "IhopeIdidn’tfrightenyou,"hesaid。
  "Youstartledmealittle,Major。"
  "Iamsosorry,andsoashamed!Iwasjustgoingtoopenthedoor,andtellyouthatIamobligedtogoout。Ihavereceivedapressingmessagefromalady。Acharmingperson——Ishouldsolikeyoutoknowher。Sheisinsadtrouble,poorthing。Littlebills,youknow,andnastytradespeoplewhowanttheirmoney,andahusband——oh,dearme,ahusbandwhoisquiteunworthyofher!A
  mostinterestingcreature。Youremindmeofheralittle;youbothhavethesamecarriageofthehead。Ishallnotbemorethanhalfanhourgone。CanIdoanythingforyou?Youarelookingfatigued。Prayletmesendforsomemorechampagne。No?Promisetoringwhenyouwantit。That’sright!_Aurevoir_,mycharmingfriend——_aurevoir!_"
  Ipulledthedoortoagainthemomenthisbackwasturned,andsatdownforawhiletocomposemyself。
  Hehadbeenwatchingmeatthebook—case!Themanwhowasinmyhusband’sconfidence,themanwhoknewwheretheclewwastobefound,hadbeenwatchingmeatthebook—case!Therewasnodoubtofitnow。MajorFitz—Davidhadshownmethehiding—placeofthesecretinspiteofhimself!
  Ilookedwithindifferenceattheotherpiecesoffurniture,rangedagainstthefourthwall,whichIhadnotexaminedyet。I
  surveyed,withouttheslightestfeelingofcuriosity,allthelittleeleganttriflesscatteredonthetablesandonthechimney—piece,eachoneofwhichmighthavebeenanobjectofsuspiciontomeunderothercircumstances。Eventhewater—colordrawingsfailedtointerestmeinmypresentframeofmind。I
  observedlanguidlythattheyweremostofthemportraitsofladies——fairidols,nodoubt,oftheMajor’sfacileadoration——andIcaredtonoticenomore。_My_businessinthatroom(Iwascertainofitnow!)beganandendedwiththebook—case。Ileftmyseattofetchthelibraryladder,determiningtobegintheworkofinvestigationonthetopshelves。
  OnmywaytotheladderIpassedoneofthetables,andsawthekeyslyingonitwhichMajorFitz—Davidhadleftatmydisposal。
  Thesmallerofthetwokeysinstantlyremindedmeofthecupboardsunderthebookcase。Ihadstrangelyoverlookedthese。A
  vaguedistrustofthelockeddoorsavaguedoubtofwhattheymightbehidingfromme,stoleintomymind。Ilefttheladderinitsplaceagainstthewall,andsetmyselftoexaminethecontentsofthecupboardsfirst。
  Thecupboardswerethreeinnumber。AsIopenedthefirstofthemthesingingupstairsceased。Foramomenttherewassomethingalmostoppressiveinthesuddenchangefromnoisetosilence。I
  supposemynervesmusthavebeenoverwrought。Thenextsoundinthehouse——nothingmoreremarkablethanthecreakingofaman’sbootsdescendingthestairs——mademeshudderallover。Themanwasnodoubtthesinging—master,goingawayaftergivinghislesson。Iheardthehousedoorcloseonhim,andstartedatthefamiliarsoundasifitweresomethingterriblewhichIhadneverheardbefore。Thentherewassilenceagain。IrousedmyselfaswellasIcould,andbeganmyexaminationofthefirstcupboard。
  Itwasdividedintotwocompartments。
  Thetopcompartmentcontainednothingbutboxesofcigars,rangedinrows,oneonanother。Theundercompartmentwasdevotedtoacollectionofshells。Theywereallhuddledtogetheranyhow,theMajorevidentlysettingafarhighervalueonhiscigarsthanonhisshells。Isearchedthislowercompartmentcarefullyforanyobjectinterestingtomewhichmightbehiddeninit。Nothingwastobefoundinanypartofitbesidestheshells。
  AsIopenedthesecondcupboarditstruckmethatthelightwasbeginningtofail。
  Ilookedatthewindow:itwashardlyeveningyet。Thedarkeningofthelightwasproducedbygatheringclouds。Rain—dropspatteredagainsttheglass;theautumnwindwhistledmournfullyinthecornersofthecourtyard。ImendedthefirebeforeI
  renewedmysearch。Mynerveswereinfaultagain,Isuppose。I
  shiveredwhenIwentbacktothebook—case。Myhandstrembled:I
  wonderedwhatwasthematterwithme。
  Thesecondcupboardrevealed(intheupperdivisionofit)somereallybeautifulcameos——notmounted,butlaidoncotton—woolinneatcardboardtrays。Inonecorner,halfhiddenunderoneofthetrays,therepeepedoutthewhiteleavesofalittlemanuscript。
  Ipouncedoniteagerly,onlytomeetwithanewdisappointment:
  themanuscriptprovedtobeadescriptivecatalogueofthecameos——nothingmore!
  Turningtothelowerdivisionofthecupboard,IfoundmorecostlycuriositiesintheshapeofivorycarvingsfromJapanandspecimensofraresilkfromChina。IbegantofeelwearyofdisinterringtheMajor’streasures。ThelongerIsearched,thefartherIseemedtoremovemyselffromtheoneobjectthatIhaditathearttoattain。Afterclosingthedoorofthesecondcupboard,Ialmostdoubtedwhetheritwouldbeworthmywhiletoproceedfartherandopenthethirdandlastdoor。
  Alittlereflectionconvincedmethatitwouldbeaswell,nowthatIhadbegunmyexaminationofthelowerregionsofthebook—case,togoonwithittotheend。Iopenedthelastcupboard。
  Ontheuppershelfthereappeared,insolitarygrandeur,oneobjectonly——agorgeouslyboundbook。
  Itwasofalargersizethanusual,judgingofitbycomparisonwiththedimensionsofmodernvolumes。Thebindingwasofbluevelvet,withclaspsofsilverworkedinbeautifularabesquepatterns,andwithalockofthesamepreciousmetaltoprotectthebookfrompryingeyes。WhenItookitup,Ifoundthatthelockwasnotclosed。
  HadIanyrighttotakeadvantageofthisaccident,andopenthebook?Ihaveputthequestionsincetosomeofmyfriendsofbothsexes。ThewomenallagreethatIwasperfectlyjustified,consideringtheseriousintereststhatIhadatstake,intakinganyadvantageofanybookintheMajor’shouse。Themendifferfromthisview,anddeclarethatIoughttohaveputbackthevolumeinbluevelvetunopened,carefullyguardingmyselffromanyafter—temptationtolookatitagainbylockingthecupboarddoor。Idaresaythemenareright。
  Beingawoman,however,Iopenedthebookwithoutamoment’shesitation。
  Theleaveswereofthefinestvellum,withtastefullydesignedilluminationsallroundthem。Andwhatdidthesehighlyornamentalpagescontain?Tomyunutterableamazementanddisgust,theycontainedlocksofhair,letneatlyintothecenterofeachpage,withinscriptionsbeneath,whichprovedthemtobelove—tokensfromvariousladieswhohadtouchedtheMajor’ssusceptibleheartatdifferentperiodsofhislife。TheinscriptionswerewritteninotherlanguagesbesidesEnglish,buttheyappearedtobeallequallydevotedtothesamecuriouspurpose,namely,toremindingtheMajorofthedatesatwhichhisvariousattachmentshadcometoanuntimelyend。Thusthefirstpageexhibitedalockofthelightestflaxenhair,withtheselinesbeneath:"MyadoredMadeline。Eternalconstancy。Alas,July22,1839!"Thenextpagewasadornedbyadarkershadeofhair,withaFrenchinscriptionunderit:"Clemence。Idoledemon鈓e。
  Toujoursfidele。Helas,2meAvril,1840。"Alockofredhairfollowed,withalamentationinLatinunderit,anotebeingattachedtothedateofdissolutionofpartnershipinthiscase,statingthattheladywasdescendedfromtheancientRomans,andwasthereforemournedappropriatelyinLatinbyherdevotedFitz—David。Moreshadesofhairandmoreinscriptionsfollowed,untilIwaswearyoflookingatthem。Iputdownthebook,disgustedwiththecreatureswhohadassistedinfillingit,andthentookitupagain,byanafterthought。ThusfarIhadthoroughlysearchedeverythingthathadpresenteditselftomynotice。Agreeableornotagreeable,itwasplainlyofseriousimportancetomyownintereststogoonasIhadbegun,andthoroughlytosearchthebook。
  IturnedoverthepagesuntilIcametothefirstblankleaf。
  Seeingthattheywereallblankleavesfromthisplacetotheend,Iliftedthevolumebytheback,and,asalastmeasureofprecaution,shookitsoastodislodgeanyloosepapersorcardswhichmighthaveescapedmynoticebetweentheleaves。
  Thistimemypatiencewasrewardedbyadiscoverywhichindescribablyirritatedanddistressedme。
  Asmallphotograph,mountedonacard,felloutofthebook。A
  firstglanceshowedmethatitrepresentedtheportraitsoftwopersons。
  OneofthepersonsIrecognizedasmyhusband。
  Theotherpersonwasawoman。
  Herfacewasentirelyunknowntome。Shewasnotyoung。Thepicturerepresentedherseatedonachair,withmyhusbandstandingbehind,andbendingoverher,holdingoneofherhandsinhis。Thewoman’sfacewashard—featuredandugly,withthemarkinglinesofstrongpassionsandresoluteself—willplainlywrittenonit。Still,uglyasshewas,IfeltapangofjealousyasInoticedthefamiliarlyaffectionateactionbywhichtheartist(withthepermissionofhissitters,ofcourse)hadconnectedthetwofiguresinagroup。Eustacehadbrieflytoldme,inthedaysofourcourtship,thathehadmorethanoncefanciedhimselftobeinlovebeforehemetwithme。Couldthisveryunattractivewomanhavebeenoneoftheearlyobjectsofhisadmiration?Hadshebeennearenoughanddearenoughtohimtobephotographedwithherhandinhis?IlookedandlookedattheportraitsuntilIcouldendurethemnolonger。Womenarestrangecreatures——mysterieseventothemselves。Ithrewthephotographfrommeintoacornerofthecupboard。Iwassavagelyangrywithmyhusband;Ihated——yes,hatedwithallmyheartandsoul!——thewomanwhohadgothishandinhers——theunknownwomanwiththeself—willed,hard—featuredface。
  Allthistimethelowershelfofthecupboardwasstillwaitingtobelookedover。
  Ikneltdowntoexamineit,eagertoclearmymind,ifIcould,ofthedegradingjealousythathadgotpossessionofme。
  Unfortunately,thelowershelfcontainednothingbutrelicsoftheMajor’smilitarylife,comprisinghisswordandpistols,hisepaulets,hissash,andotherminoraccouterments。Noneoftheseobjectsexcitedtheslightestinterestinme。Myeyeswanderedbacktotheuppershelf;and,likethefoolIwas(thereisnomilderwordthatcanfitlydescribemeatthatmoment),Itookthephotographoutagain,andenragedmyselfuselesslybyanotherlookatit。ThistimeIobserved,whatIhadnotnoticedbefore,thatthereweresomelinesofwriting(inawoman’shand)atthebackoftheportraits。Thelinesranthus:
  ’ToMajorFitz—David,withtwovases。Fromhisfriends,S。andE。
  M。"
  Wasoneofthosetwovasesthevasethathadbeenbroken?AndwasthechangethatIhadnoticedinMajorFitz—David’sfaceproducedbysomepastassociationinconnectionwithit,whichinsomewayaffectedme?Itmightormightnotbeso。Iwaslittledisposedtoindulgeinspeculationonthistopicwhilethefarmoreseriousquestionoftheinitialsconfrontedmeonthebackofthephotograph。
  "S。andE。M。?"Thoselasttwolettersmightstandfortheinitialsofmyhusband’sname——histruename——EustaceMacallan。
  Inthiscasethefirstletter("S。")inallprobabilityindicated_her_name。Whatrighthadshetoassociateherselfwithhiminthatmanner?Iconsideredalittle——mymemoryexerteditself——I
  suddenlycalledtomindthatEustacehadsisters。Hehadspokenofthemmorethanonceinthetimebeforeourmarriage。HadI
  beenmadenoughtotorturemyselfwithjealousyofmyhusband’ssister?Itmightwellbeso;"S。"mightstandforhissister’sChristianname。Ifeltheartilyashamedofmyselfasthisnewviewofthematterdawnedonme。WhatawrongIhaddonetothembothinmythoughts!Iturnedthephotograph,sadlyandpenitently,toexaminetheportraitsagainwithakinderandtruerappreciationofthem。
  Inaturallylookednowforafamilylikenessbetweenthetwofaces。Therewasnofamilylikeness;onthecontrary,theywereasunlikeeachotherinformandexpressionasfacescouldbe。
  _Was_shehissister,afterall?Ilookedatherhands,asrepresentedintheportrait。HerrighthandwasclaspedbyEustace;herlefthandlayonherlap。Onthethirdfinger,distinctlyvisible,therewasawedding—ring。Wereanyofmyhusband’ssistersmarried?Ihadmyselfaskedhimthequestionwhenhementionedthemtome,andIperfectlyrememberedthathehadrepliedinthenegative。
  Wasitpossiblethatmyfirstjealousinstincthadledmetotherightconclusionafterall?Ifithad,whatdidtheassociationofthethreeinitiallettersmean?Whatdidthewedding—ringmean?GoodHeavens!wasIlookingattheportraitofarivalinmyhusband’saffections——andwasthatrivalhisWife?
  Ithrewthephotographfrommewithacryofhorror。ForoneterriblemomentIfeltasifmyreasonwasgivingway。Idon’tknowwhatwouldhavehappened,orwhatIshouldhavedonenext,ifmyloveforEustacehadnottakentheuppermostplaceamongthecontendingemotionsthattorturedme。Thatfaithfullovesteadiedmybrain。Thatfaithfulloverousedtherevivinginfluencesofmybetterandnoblersense。WasthemanwhomIhadenshrinedinmyheartofheartscapableofsuchbasewickednessasthebareideaofhismarriagetoanotherwomanimplied?No!
  Minewasthebaseness,minethewickedness,inhavingevenforamomentthoughtitofhim!
  Ipickedupthedetestablephotographfromthefloor,andputitbackinthebook。Ihastilyclosedthecupboarddoor,fetchedthelibraryladder,andsetitagainstthebook—case。Myoneideanowwastheideaoftakingrefugeinemploymentofanysortfrommyownthoughts。Ifeltthehatefulsuspicionthathaddegradedmecomingbackagaininspiteofmyeffortstorepelit。Thebooks!
  thebooks!myonlyhopewastoabsorbmyself,bodyandsoul,inthebooks。
  Ihadonefootontheladder,whenIheardthedooroftheroomopen——thedoorwhichcommunicatedwiththehall。
  Ilookedaround,expectingtoseetheMajor。IsawinsteadtheMajor’sfutureprimadonnastandingjustinsidethedoor,withherroundeyessteadilyfixedonme。
  "Icanstandagooddeal,"thegirlbegan,coolly,"butIcan’tstand_this_anylonger?"
  "Whatisitthatyoucan’tstandanylonger?"Iasked。
  "Ifyouhavebeenhereaminute,youhavebeenheretwogoodhours,"shewenton。"AllbyyourselfintheMajor’sstudy。Iamofajealousdisposition——Iam。AndIwanttoknowwhatitmeans。"Sheadvancedafewstepsnearertome,withaheighteningcolorandathreateninglook。"Ishegoingtobring_you_outonthestage?"sheasked,sharply。
  "Certainlynot。"
  "Heain’tinlovewithyou,ishe?"
  UnderothercircumstancesImighthavetoldhertoleavetheroom。Inmypositionatthatcriticalmomentthemerepresenceofahumancreaturewasapositiverelieftome。Eventhisgirl,withhercoarsequestionsandheruncultivatedmanners,wasawelcomeintruderonmysolitude:sheofferedmearefugefrommyself。
  "Yourquestionisnotverycivillyput,"Isaid。"However,I
  excuseyou。YouareprobablynotawarethatIamamarriedwoman。"
  "Whathasthatgottodowithit?"sheretorted。"Marriedorsingle,it’sallonetotheMajor。Thatbrazen—facedhussywhocallsherselfLadyClarindaismarried,andshesendshimnosegaysthreetimesaweek!NotthatIcare,mindyou,abouttheoldfool。ButI’velostmysituationattherailway,andI’vegotmyownintereststolookafter,andIdon’tknowwhatmayhappenifIletotherwomencomebetweenhimandme。That’swheretheshoepinches,don’tyousee?I’mnoteasyinmymindwhenIseehimleavingyoumistressheretodojustwhatyoulike。Nooffense!Ispeakout——Ido。Iwanttoknowwhatyouareaboutallbyyourselfinthisroom?HowdidyoupickupwiththeMajor?I
  neverheardhimspeakofyoubeforeto—day。"
  Underallthesurfaceselfishnessandcoarsenessofthisstrangegirltherewasacertainfranknessandfreedomwhichpleadedinherfavor——tomymind,atanyrate。Iansweredfranklyandfreelyonmyside。
  "MajorFitz—Davidisanoldfriendofmyhusband’s,"Isaid,"andheiskindtomeformyhusband’ssake。Hehasgivenmepermissiontolookinthisroom——"
  Istopped,atalosshowtodescribemyemploymentintermswhichshouldtellhernothing,andwhichshouldatthesametimesuccessfullysetherdistrustofmeatrest。
  "Tolookaboutinthisroom——forwhat?"sheasked。Hereyefellonthelibraryladder,besidewhichIwasstillstanding。"Forabook?"sheresumed。
  "Yes,"Isaid,takingthehint。"Forabook。"
  "Haven’tyoufoundityet?"
  "No。"