首页 >出版文学> The Law and the Lady>第29章
  "Half—pastthree。
  "Oh,myhusband,Ihavedonethedeedwhichwillrelieveyouofthewifewhomyouhate!Ihavetakenthepoison——allofitthatwasleftinthepaperpacket,whichwasthefirstthatIfound。
  Ifthisisnotenoughtokillme,Ihavemoreleftinthebottle。
  "Tenminutespastfive。
  "Youhavejustgone,aftergivingmemycomposingdraught。Mycouragefailedmeatthesightofyou。Ithoughttomyself,’Ifhelookatmekindly,IwillconfesswhatIhavedone,andlethimsavemylife。’Youneverlookedatmeatall。Youonlylookedatthemedicine。Iletyougowithoutsayingaword。
  "Half—pastfive。
  "Ibegintofeelthefirsteffectsofthepoison。Thenurseisasleepatthefootofmybed。Iwon’tcallforassistance;I
  won’twakeher。Iwilldie。
  "Half—pastnine。
  "Theagonywasbeyondmyendurance——Iawokethenurse。Ihaveseenthedoctor。
  "Nobodysuspectsanything。Strangetosay,thepainhasleftme;
  Ihaveevidentlytakentoolittleofthepoison。Imustopenthebottlewhichcontainsthelargerquantity。Fortunately,youarenotnearme——myresolutiontodie,or,rather,myloathingoflife,remainsasbitterlyunalteredasever。Tomakesureofmycourage,Ihaveforbiddenthenursetosendforyou。Shehasjustgonedownstairsbymyorders。Iamfreetogetthepoisonoutofmydressing—case。
  "Tenminutestoten。
  "Ihadjusttimetohidethebottle(afterthenursehadleftme)
  whenyoucameintomyroom。
  "IhadanothermomentofweaknesswhenIsawyou。Ideterminedtogivemyselfalastchanceoflife。Thatistosay,Ideterminedtoofferyoualastopportunityoftreatingmekindly。Iaskedyoutogetmeacupoftea。If,inpayingmethislittleattention,youonlyencouragedmebyonefondwordoronefondlook,Iresolvednottotaketheseconddoseofpoison。
  "Youobeyedmywishes,butyouwerenotkind。Yougavememytea,Eustace,asifyouweregivingadrinktoyourdog。Andthenyouwonderedinalanguidway(thinking,Isuppose,ofMrs。Beaulyallthetime),atmydroppingthecupinhandingitbacktoyou。
  Ireallycouldnothelpit;myhand_would_tremble。Inmyplace,yourhandmighthavetrembledtoo——withthearsenicunderthebedclothes。Youpolitelyhoped,beforeyouwentaway?thattheteawoulddomegood——and,ohGod,youcouldnotevenlookatmewhenyousaidthat!Youlookedatthebrokenbitsofthetea—cup。
  "TheinstantyouwereoutoftheroomItookthepoison——adoubledosethistime。
  "Ihavealittlerequesttomakehere,whileIthinkofit。
  "Afterremovingthelabelfromthebottle,andputtingitback,clean,inmydressing—case,itstruckmethatIhadfailedtotakethesameprecaution(intheearlymorning)withtheemptypaper—packet,bearingonitthenameoftheotherchemist。I
  threwitasideonthecounterpaneofthebed,amongsomeotherloosepapers。myill—temperednursecomplainedofthelitter,andcrumpledthemallupandputthemawaysomewhere。Ihopethechemistwillnotsufferthroughmycarelessness。Praybearitinmindtosaythatheisnottoblame。
  "Dexter——somethingremindsmeofMiserrimusDexter。HehasputyourDiarybackagaininthedrawer,andhepressesmeforananswertohisproposals。Hasthisfalsewretchanyconscience?Ifhehas,evenhewillsuffer——whenmydeathanswershim。
  "Thenursehasbeeninmyroomagain。Ihavesentheraway。I
  havetoldherIwanttobealone。
  "Howisthetimegoing?Icannotfindmywatch。Isthepaincomingbackagainandparalyzingme?Idon’tfeelitkeenlyyet。
  "Itmaycomeback,though,atanymoment。Ihavestilltoclosemyletterandtoaddressittoyou。And,besides,Imustsaveupmystrengthtohideitunderthepillow,sothatnobodymayfindituntilaftermydeath。
  "Farewell,mydear。IwishIhadbeenaprettierwoman。Amorelovingwoman(towardyou)Icouldnotbe。EvennowIdreadthesightofyourdearface。Evennow,ifIallowedmyselftheluxuryoflookingatyou,Idon’tknowthatyoumightnotcharmmeintoconfessingwhatIhavedone——beforeitistoolatetosaveme。
  "Butyouarenothere。Betterasitis!betterasitis!
  "Oncemore,farewell!Behappierthanyouhavebeenwithme。I
  loveyou,Eustace——Iforgiveyou。Whenyouhavenothingelsetothinkabout,thinksometimes,askindlyasyoucan,ofyourpoor,ugly"SARAMACALLAN。"*
  NotebyMr。Playmore:
  Thelostwordsandphrasessuppliedinthisconcludingportionoftheletteraresofewinnumberthatitisneedlesstomentionthem。Thefragmentswhichwerefoundaccidentallystucktogetherbythegum,andwhichrepresentthepartoftheletterfirstcompletelyreconstructed,beginatthephrase,"Ispokeofyoushamefully,Eustace;"andendwiththebrokensentence,"Ifinpayingmethislittleattention,youonlyencouragedmebyonefondwordoronefondlook,Iresolvednottotake——"Withtheassistancethusaffordedtous,thelaborofputtingtogethertheconcludinghalfoftheletter(dated"October20")wastrifling,comparedwiththealmostinsurmountabledifficultieswhichweencounteredindealingwiththescatteredwreckoftheprecedingpages。
  CHAPTERXLVIII。
  WHATELSECOULDIDO?
  AssoonasIcoulddrymyeyesandcomposemyspiritsafterreadingthewife’spitiableanddreadfulfarewell,myfirstthoughtwasofEustace——myfirstanxietywastopreventhimfromeverreadingwhatIhadread。
  Yes!tothisendithadcome。Ihaddevotedmylifetotheattainmentofoneobject;andthatobjectIhadgained。There,onthetablebeforeme,laythetriumphantvindicationofmyhusband’sinnocence;and,inmercytohim,inmercytothememoryofhisdeadwife,myonehopewasthathemightneverseeit!myonedesirewastohideitfromthepublicview!
  Ilookedbackatthestrangecircumstancesunderwhichtheletterhadbeendiscovered。
  Itwasallmydoing——asthelawyerhadsaid。Andyet,whatIhaddone,Ihad,sotospeak,doneblindfold。Themerestaccidentmighthavealteredthewholecourseoflaterevents。IhadoverandoveragaininterferedtocheckArielwhensheentreatedtheMasterto"tellherastory。"Ifshehadnotsucceeded,inspiteofmyopposition,MiserrimusDexter’slasteffortofmemorymightneverhavebeendirectedtothetragedyatGleninch。And,again,ifIhadonlyrememberedtomovemychair,andsotogiveBenjaminthesignaltoleaveoff,hewouldneverhavewrittendowntheapparentlysenselesswordswhichhaveledustothediscoveryofthetruth。
  Lookingbackateventsinthisframeofmind,theverysightofthelettersickenedandhorrifiedme。Icursedthedaywhichhaddisinterredthefragmentsofitfromtheirfoultomb。JustatthetimewhenEustacehadfoundhiswearywaybacktohealthandstrength;justatthetimewhenwewereunitedagainandhappyagain——whenamonthortwomoremightmakeusfatherandmother,aswellashusbandandwife——thatfrightfulrecordofsufferingandsinhadrisenagainstuslikeanavengingspirit。Thereitfacedmeonthetable,threateningmyhusband’stranquillity;
  nay,forallIknew(ifhereaditatthepresentcriticalstageofhisrecovery)eventhreateninghislife!
  Thehourstruckfromtheclockonthemantelpiece。ItwasEustace’stimeforpayingmehismorningvisitinmyownlittleroom。Hemightcomeinatanymoment;hemightseetheletter;hemightsnatchtheletteroutofmyhand。Inafrenzyofterrorandloathing,Icaughtupthevilesheetsofpaperandthrewthemintothefire。
  Itwasafortunatethingthatacopyonlyhadbeensenttome。Iftheoriginalletterhadbeeninitsplace,IbelieveIshouldhaveburnedtheoriginalatthatmoment。
  Thelastmorselofpaperhadbeenbarelyconsumedbytheflameswhenthedooropened,andEustacecamein。
  Heglancedatthefire。Theblackcindersoftheburnedpaperwerestillfloatingatthebackofthegrate。Hehadseentheletterbroughttomeatthebreakfast—table。DidhesuspectwhatIhaddone?Hesaidnothing——hestoodgravelylookingintothefire。Thenheadvancedandfixedhiseyesonme。IsupposeIwasverypale。ThefirstwordshespokewerewordswhichaskedmeifIfeltill。
  Iwasdeterminednottodeceivehim,eveninthemeresttrifle。
  "Iamfeelingalittlenervous,Eustace,"Ianswered;"thatisall。"
  Helookedatmeagain,asifheexpectedmetosaysomethingmore。Iremainedsilent。Hetookaletteroutofthebreast—pocketofhiscoatandlaiditonthetablebeforeme——justwheretheConfessionhadlainbeforeIdestroyedit!
  "Ihavehadalettertoothismorning,"hesaid。"And_I,_
  Valeria,havenosecretsfrom_you。_"
  Iunderstoodthereproachwhichmyhusband’slastwordsconveyed;
  butImadenoattempttoanswerhim。
  "Doyouwishmetoreadit?"wasallIsaidpointingtotheenvelopewhichhehadlaidonthetable。
  "IhavealreadysaidthatIhavenosecretsfromyou,"herepeated。"Theenvelopeisopen。Seeforyourselfwhatisinclosedinit。"
  Itookout——notaletter,butaprintedparagraph,cutfromaScotchnewspaper。
  "Readit,"saidEustace。
  Ireadasfollows:
  "STRANGEDOINGSATGLENINCH——AromanceinreallifeseemstobeincourseofprogressatMr。Macallan’scountry—house。Privateexcavationsaretakingplace——ifourreaderswillpardonustheunsavoryallusion——atthedust—heap,ofallplacesintheworld!
  Somethinghasassuredlybeendiscovered;butnobodyknowswhat。
  Thisaloneiscertain:ForweekspasttwostrangersfromLondon(superintendedbyourrespectedfellow—citizen,Mr。Playmore)
  havebeenatworknightanddayinthelibraryatGleninch,withthedoorlocked。Willthesecreteverberevealed?AndwillitthrowanylightonamysteriousandshockingeventwhichourreadershavelearnedtoassociatewiththepasthistoryofGleninch?PerhapswhenMr。Macallanreturns,hemaybeabletoanswerthesequestions。Inthemeantimewecanonlyawaitevents。"
  Ilaidthenewspapersliponthetable,innoveryChristianframeofmindtowardthepersonsconcernedinproducingit。SomereporterinsearchofnewshadevidentlybeenpryingaboutthegroundsatGleninch,andsomebusy—bodyintheneighborhoodhadinallprobabilitysentthepublishedparagraphtoEustace。
  Entirelyatalosswhattodo,Iwaitedformyhusbandtospeak。
  Hedidnotkeepmeinsuspense——hequestionedmeinstantly。
  "Doyouunderstandwhatitmeans,Valeria?"
  Iansweredhonestly——IownedthatIunderstoodwhatitmeant。
  Hewaitedagain,asifheexpectedmetosaymore。Istillkepttheonlyrefugelefttome——therefugeofsilence。
  "AmItoknownomorethanIknownow?"heproceeded,afteraninterval。"Areyounotboundtotellmewhatisgoingoninmyownhouse?"
  Itisacommonremarkthatpeople,iftheycanthinkatall,thinkquicklyinemergencies。Therewasbutonewayoutoftheembarrassingpositioninwhichmyhusband’slastwordshadplacedme。Myinstinctsshowedmetheway,Isuppose。Atanyrate,I
  tookit。
  "Youhavepromisedtotrustme,"Ibegan。
  Headmittedthathehadpromised。
  "Imustaskyou,foryourownsake,Eustace,totrustmeforalittlewhilelonger。Iwillsatisfyyou,ifyouwillonlygivemetime。"
  Hisfacedarkened。"HowmuchlongermustIwait?"heasked。
  Isawthatthetimehadcomefortryingsomestrongerformofpersuasionthanwords。
  "Kissme,"Isaid,"beforeItellyou!"
  Hehesitated(solikeahusband!)。AndIpersisted(solikeawife!)。Therewasnochoiceforhimbuttoyield。Havinggivenmemykiss(notover—graciously),heinsistedoncemoreonknowinghowmuchlongerIwantedhimtowait。
  "Iwantyoutowait,"Ianswered,"untilourchildisborn。"
  Hestarted。Myconditiontookhimbysurprise。Igentlypressedhishand,andgavehimalook。Hereturnedthelook(warmlyenough,thistime,tosatisfyme)。"Sayyouconsent,"I
  whispered。
  Heconsented。
  SoIputoffthedayofreckoningoncemore。SoIgainedtimetoconsultagainwithBenjaminandMr。Playmore。
  WhileEustaceremainedwithmeintheroom,Iwascomposed,andcapableoftalkingtohim。Butwhenheleftme,afteratime,tothinkoverwhathadpassedbetweenus,andtorememberhowkindlyhehadgivenwaytome,myheartturnedpityinglytothoseotherwives(betterwomen,someofthem,thanIam),whosehusbands,undersimilarcircumstances,wouldhavespokenhardwordstothem——wouldperhapsevenhaveactedmorecruellystill。Thecontrastthussuggestedbetweentheirfateandminequiteovercameme。WhathadIdonetodeservemyhappiness?Whathad_they_done,poorsouls,todeservetheirmisery?Mynerveswereoverwrought,IdaresaysafterreadingthedreadfulconfessionofEustace’sfirstwife。Iburstoutcrying——andIwasallthebetterforitafterward!
  CHAPTERXLIX。
  PASTANDFUTURE。
  Iwritefrommemory,unassistedbynotesordiaries;andIhavenodistinctrecollectionofthelengthofourresidenceabroad。
  Itcertainlyextendedoveraperiodofsomemonths。LongafterEustacewasstrongenoughtotakethejourneytoLondonthedoctorspersistedinkeepinghiminParis。Hehadshownsymptomsofweaknessinoneofhislungs,andhismedicaladvisers,seeingthatheprosperedinthedryatmosphereofFrance,warnedhimtobecarefulofbreathingtoosoonthemoistairofhisowncountry。
  ThusithappenedthatwewerestillinPariswhenIreceivedmynextnewsfromGleninch。
  Thistimenoletterspassedoneitherside。Tomysurpriseanddelight,BenjaminquietlymadehisappearanceonemorninginourprettyFrenchdrawing—room。Hewassopreternaturallysmartinhisdress,andsoincomprehensiblyanxious(whilemyhusbandwasintheway)tomakeusunderstandthathisreasonsforvisitingPariswereholidayreasonsonly,thatIatoncesuspectedhimofhavingcrossedtheChannelinadoublecharacter——say,astouristinsearchofpleasure,whenthirdpersonswerepresent;asambassadorfromMr。Playmore,whenheandIhadtheroomtoourselves。
  LaterinthedayIcontrivedthatweshouldbelefttogether,andIsoonfoundthatmyanticipationshadnotmisledme。BenjaminhadsetoutforParis,atMr。Playmore’sexpressrequest,toconsultwithmeastothefuture,andtoenlightenmeastothepast。Hepresentedmewithhiscredentialsintheshapeofalittlenotefromthelawyer。
  "Therearesomefewpoints"(Mr。Playmorewrote)"whichtherecoveryoftheletterdoesnotseemtoclearup。Ihavedonemybest,withMr。Benjamin’sassistance,tofindtherightexplanationofthesedebatablematters;andIhavetreatedthesubject,forthesakeofbrevity,intheformofQuestionsandAnswers。Willyouacceptmeasinterpreter,afterthemistakesI
  madewhenyouconsultedmeinEdinburgh?Events,Iadmit,haveprovedthatIwasentirelywrongintryingtopreventyoufromreturningtoDexter——andpartiallywronginsuspectingDexterofbeingdirectly,insteadofindirectly,answerableforthefirstMrs。Eustace’sdeath。Ifranklymakemyconfession,andleaveyoutotellMr。BenjaminwhetheryouthinkmynewCatechismworthyofexaminationornot。"
  Ithoughthis"newCatechism"(ashecalledit)decidedlyworthyofexamination。Ifyoudon’tagreewiththisview,andifyouaredyingtobedonewithmeandmynarrative,passontothenextchapterbyallmeans!
  BenjaminproducedtheQuestionsandAnswers;andreadthemtome,atmyrequest,intheseterms:
  "QuestionssuggestedbytheletterdiscoveredatGleninch。FirstGroup:QuestionsrelatingtotheDiary。FirstQuestion:obtainingaccesstoMr。Macallan’sprivatejournal,wasMiserrimusDexterguidedbyanypreviousknowledgeofitscontents?
  "Answer:Itisdoubtfulifhehadanysuchknowledge。TheprobabilitiesarethathenoticedhowcarefullyMr。MacallansecuredhisDiaryfromobservation;thatheinferredtherefromtheexistenceofdangerousdomesticsecretsinthelocked—uppages;andthathespeculatedonusingthosesecretsforhisownpurposewhenhecausedthefalsekeystobemade。
  "SecondQuestion:TowhatmotivearewetoattributeMiserrimusDexter’sinterferencewiththesheriff’sofficers,onthedaywhentheyseizedMr。Macallan’sDiaryalongwithhisotherpapers?
  "Answer:Inreplyingtothisquestion,wemustfirstdojusticetoDexterhimself。Infamouslyaswenowknowhimtohaveacted,themanwasnotadownrightfiend。ThathesecretlyhatedMr。
  Macallan,ashissuccessfulrivalintheaffectionsofthewomanheloved——andthathedidallhecouldtoinducetheunhappyladytodesertherhusband——are,inthiscase,factsnottobedenied。
  Ontheotherhand,itisfairlytobedoubtedwhetherhewereadditionallycapableofpermittingthefriendwhotrustedhimtobetriedformurder,throughhisfault,withoutmakinganefforttosavetheinnocentman。IthadnaturallyneveroccurredtoMr。
  Macallan(beingguiltlessofhiswife’sdeath)todestroyhisDiaryandhisletters,inthefearthattheymightbeusedagainsthim。UntilthepromptandsecretactionoftheFiscaltookhimbysurprise,theideaofhisbeingchargedwiththemurderofhiswifewasanideawhichweknow,fromhisownstatement,hadneverevenenteredhismind。ButDextermusthavelookedatthematterfromanotherpointofview。Inhislastwanderingwords(spokenwhenhismindbrokedown)hereferstotheDiaryintheseterms,’TheDiarywillhanghim;Iwon’thavehimhanged。’Ifhecouldhavefoundhisopportunityofgettingatitintime——orifthesheriff’sofficershadnotbeentooquickforhim——therecanbenoreasonabledoubtthatDexterwouldhavehimselfdestroyedtheDiary,foreseeingtheconsequencesofitsproductionincourt。Sostronglydoesheappeartohavefelttheseconsiderations,thatheevenresistedtheofficersintheexecutionoftheirduty。HisagitationwhenhesentforMr。
  Playmoretointerferewaswitnessedbythatgentleman,and(itmaynotbeamisstoadd)wasgenuineagitationbeyonddispute。
  "QuestionsoftheSecondGroup:relatingtotheWife’sConfession。FirstQuestion:WhatpreventedDexterfromdestroyingtheletter,whenhefirstdiscovereditunderthedeadwoman’spillow?
  "Answer:ThesamemotiveswhichledhimtoresisttheseizureoftheDiary,andtogivehisevidenceintheprisoner’sfavorattheTrial,inducedhimtopreservetheletteruntiltheverdictwasknown。Lookingbackoncemoreathislastwords(astakendownbyMr。Benjamin),wemayinferthatiftheverdicthadbeenGuilty,hewouldnothavehesitatedtosavetheinnocenthusbandbyproducingthewife’sconfession。Therearedegreesinallwickedness。Dexterwaswickedenoughtosuppresstheletter,whichwoundedhisvanitybyrevealinghimasanobjectforloathingandcontempt——buthewasnotwickedenoughdeliberatelytoletaninnocentmanperishonthescaffold。Hewascapableofexposingtherivalwhomhehatedtotheinfamyandtortureofapublicaccusationofmurder;but,intheeventofanadverseverdict,heshrankbeforethedirercrueltyoflettinghimbehanged。Reflect,inthisconnection,onwhathemusthavesuffered,villainashewas,whenhefirstreadthewife’sconfession。Hehadcalculatedonunderminingheraffectionforherhusband——andwhitherhadhiscalculationsledhim?Hehaddriventhewomanwhomhelovedtothelastdreadfulrefugeofdeathbysuicide!Givetheseconsiderationstheirdueweight;andyouwillunderstandthatsomelittleredeemingvirtuemightshowitself,astheresultevenof_this_man’sremorse。
  "SecondQuestion:WhatmotiveinfluencedMiserrimusDexter’sconduct,whenMrs。(Valeria)MacallaninformedhimthatsheproposedreopeningtheinquiryintothepoisoningatGleninch?
  "Answer:Inallprobability,Dexter’sguiltyfearssuggestedtohimthathemighthavebeenwatchedonthemorningwhenhesecretlyenteredthechamberinwhichthefirstMrs。Eustacelaydead。Feelingnoscrupleshimselftorestrainhimfromlisteningatdoorsandlookingthroughkeyholes,hewouldbeallthemorereadytosuspectotherpeopleofthesamepractices。Withthisdreadinhim,itwouldnaturallyoccurtohismindthatMrs。
  Valeriamightmeetwiththepersonwhohadwatchedhim,andmighthearallthatthepersonhaddiscovered——unlessheledherastrayattheoutsetofherinvestigations。HerownjealoussuspicionsofMrs。Beaulyofferedhimthechanceofeasilydoingthis。Andhewasallthereadiertoprofitbythechance,beinghimselfanimatedbythemosthostilefeelingtowardthatlady。Heknewherastheenemywhodestroyedthedomesticpeaceofthemistressofthehouse;helovedthemistressofthehouse——andhehatedherenemyaccordingly。Thepreservationofhisguiltysecret,andthepersecutionofMrs。Beauly:thereyouhavethegreaterandthelessermotiveofhisconductinhisrelationswithMrs。
  Eustacethesecond!"*
  NotebythewriteroftheNarrative:
  LookbackforafurtherillustrationofthispointofviewtothesceneatBenjamin’shouse(ChapterXXXV。),whereDexter,inamomentofungovernableagitation,betrayshisownsecrettoValeria。
  Benjaminlaiddownhisnotes,andtookoffhisspectacles。
  "Wehavenotthoughtitnecessarytogofurtherthanthis,"hesaid。"Isthereanypointyoucanthinkofthatisstillleftunexplained?"
  Ireflected。TherewasnopointofanyimportanceleftunexplainedthatIcouldremember。Buttherewasonelittlematter(suggestedbytherecentallusionstoMrs。Beauly)whichI
  wished(ifpossible)tohavethoroughlyclearedup。
  "HaveyouandMr。Playmoreeverspokentogetheronthesubjectofmyhusband’sformerattachmenttoMrs。Beauly?"Iasked。"HasMr。
  PlaymoreevertoldyouwhyEustacedidnotmarryher,aftertheTrial?"
  "IputthatquestiontoMr。Playmoremyself,"saidBenjamin。"Heanswerediteasilyenough。Beingyourhusband’sconfidentialfriendandadviser,hewasconsultedwhenMr。EustacewrotetoMrs。Beauly,aftertheTrial;andherepeatedthesubstanceoftheletter,atmyrequest。WouldyouliketohearwhatIrememberofit,inmyturn?"
  IownedthatIshouldliketohearit。WhatBenjaminthereupontoldme,exactlycoincidedwithwhatMiserrimusDexterhadtoldme——asrelatedinthethirtiethchapterofmynarrative。Mrs。
  Beaulyhadbeenawitnessofthepublicdegradationofmyhusband。Thatwasenoughinitselftopreventhimfrommarryingher:Hebrokeoffwith_her_forthesamereasonwhichhadledhimtoseparatehimselffrom_me。_Existencewithawomanwhoknewthathehadbeentriedforhislifeasamurdererwasanexistencewhichhehadnotresolutionenoughtoface。Thetwoaccountsagreedineveryparticular。Atlastmyjealouscuriositywaspacified;andBenjaminwasfreetodismissthepastfromfurtherconsideration,andtoapproachthemorecriticalandmoreinterestingtopicofthefuture。
  HisfirstinquiriesrelatedtoEustace。HeaskedifmyhusbandhadanysuspicionoftheproceedingswhichhadtakenplaceatGleninch。
  Itoldhimwhathadhappened,andhowIhadcontrivedtoputofftheinevitabledisclosureforatime。
  Myoldfriend’sfaceclearedupashelistenedtome。
  "ThiswillbegoodnewsforMr。Playmore,"hesaid。"Ourexcellentfriend,thelawyer,issorelyafraidthatourdiscoveriesmaycompromiseyourpositionwithyourhusband。Ontheonehand,heisnaturallyanxioustospareMr。Eustacethedistresswhichhemustcertainlyfeel,ifhereadhisfirstwife’sconfession。Ontheotherhand,itisimpossible,injustice(asMr。Playmoreputsit)totheunbornchildrenofyourmarriage,tosuppressadocumentwhichvindicatesthememoryoftheirfatherfromtheaspersionthattheScotchVerdictmightotherwisecastonit。"
  Ilistenedattentively。Benjaminhadtouchedonatroublewhichwasstillsecretlypreyingonmymind。
  "HowdoesMr。Playmoreproposetomeetthedifficulty?"Iasked。
  "Hecanonlymeetitinoneway,"Benjaminreplied。"Heproposestosealuptheoriginalmanuscriptoftheletter,andtoaddtoitaplainstatementofthecircumstancesunderwhichitwasdiscovered,supportedbyyoursignedattestationandmine,aswitnessestothefact。Thisdone,hemustleaveittoyoutotakeyourhusbandintoyourconfidence,atyourowntime。ItwillthenbeforMr。Eustacetodecidewhetherhewillopentheinclosure——orwhetherhewillleaveit,withthesealunbroken,asanheirloomtohischildren,tobemadepublicornot,attheirdiscretion,whentheyareofanagetothinkforthemselves。Doyouconsenttothis,mydear?OrwouldyoupreferthatMr。Playmoreshouldseeyourhusband,andactforyouinthematter?"
  Idecided,withouthesitation,totaketheresponsibilityonmyself。WherethequestionofguidingEustace’sdecisionwasconcerned,IconsideredmyinfluencetobedecidedlysuperiortotheinfluenceofMr。Playmore。MychoicemetwithBenjamin’sfullapproval。HearrangedtowritetoEdinburgh,andrelievethelawyer’sanxietiesbythatday’spost。
  TheonelastthingnowlefttobesettledrelatedtoourplansforreturningtoEngland。Thedoctorsweretheauthoritiesonthissubject。IpromisedtoconsultthemaboutitattheirnextvisittoEustace。
  "Haveyouanythingmoretosaytome?"Benjamininquired,asheopenedhiswriting—case。
  IthoughtofMiserrimusDexterandAriel;andIinquiredifhehadheardanynewsofthemlately。Myoldfriendsighed,andwarnedmethatIhadtouchedonapainfulsubject。