首页 >出版文学> The Law and the Lady>第1章
  CHAPTERI。
  THEBRIDE’SMISTAKE。
  "FORafterthismannerintheoldtimetheholywomenalsowhotrustedinGodadornedthemselves,beinginsubjectionuntotheirownhusbands;evenasSarahobeyedAbraham,callinghimlord;
  whosedaughtersyeareaslongasyedowell,andarenotafraidwithanyamazement。"
  ConcludingtheMarriageServiceoftheChurchofEnglandinthosewell—knownwords,myuncleStarkweathershutuphisbook,andlookedatmeacrossthealtarrailswithaheartyexpressionofinterestonhisbroad,redface。Atthesametimemyaunt,Mrs。
  Starkweather,standingbymyside,tappedmesmartlyontheshoulder,andsaid,"Valeria,youaremarried!"
  Whereweremythoughts?Whathadbecomeofmyattention?Iwastoobewilderedtoknow。Istartedandlookedatmynewhusband。
  HeseemedtobealmostasmuchbewilderedasIwas。Thesamethoughthad,asIbelieve,occurredtousbothatthesamemoment。Wasitreallypossible——inspiteofhismother’soppositiontoourmarriage——thatwewereManandWife?MyauntStarkweathersettledthequestionbyasecondtaponmyshoulder。
  "Takehisarm!"shewhispered,inthetoneofawomanwhohadlostallpatiencewithme。
  Itookhisarm。
  "Followyouruncle。"
  Holdingfastbymyhusband’sarm,Ifollowedmyuncleandthecuratewhohadassistedhimatthemarriage。
  Thetwoclergymenledusintothevestry。ThechurchwasinoneofthedrearyquartersofLondon,situatedbetweentheCityandtheWestEnd;thedaywasdull;theatmospherewasheavyanddamp。Wewereamelancholylittleweddingparty,worthyofthedrearyneighborhoodandthedullday。Norelativesorfriendsofmyhusband’swerepresent;hisfamily,asIhavealreadyhinted,disapprovedofhismarriage。Exceptmyuncleandmyaunt,nootherrelationsappearedonmyside。Ihadlostbothmyparents,andIhadbutfewfriends。Mydearfather’sfaithfuloldclerk,Benjamin,attendedtheweddingto"givemeaway,"asthephraseis。Hehadknownmefromachild,and,inmyforlornposition,hewasasgoodasafathertome。
  Thelastceremonylefttobeperformedwas,asusual,thesigningofthemarriageregister。Intheconfusionofthemoment(andintheabsenceofanyinformationtoguideme)Icommittedamistake——ominous,inmyauntStarkweather’sopinion,ofeviltocome。Isignedmymarriedinsteadofmymaidenname。
  "What!"criedmyuncle,inhisloudestandcheeriesttones,"youhaveforgottenyourownnamealready?Well,well!letushopeyouwillneverrepentpartingwithitsoreadily。Tryagain,Valeria——tryagain。"
  WithtremblingfingersIstruckthepenthroughmyfirsteffort,andwrotemymaidenname,verybadlyindeed,asfollows:
  ValeriaBrintonWhenitcametomyhusband’sturnInoticed,withsurprise,thathishandtrembledtoo,andthatheproducedaverypoorspecimenofhiscustomarysignature:
  EustaceWoodvilleMyaunt,onbeingrequestedtosign,compliedunderprotest。"A
  badbeginning!"shesaid,pointingtomyfirstunfortunatesignaturewiththefeatherendofherpen。"Ihope,mydear,youmaynotlivetoregretit。"
  Eventhen,inthedaysofmyignoranceandmyinnocence,thatcuriousoutbreakofmyaunt’ssuperstitionproducedacertainuneasysensationinmymind。Itwasaconsolationtometofeelthereassuringpressureofmyhusband’shand。Itwasanindescribablerelieftohearmyuncle’sheartyvoicewishingmeahappylifeatparting。Thegoodmanhadlefthisnorth—countryVicarage(myhomesincethedeathofmyparents)expresslytoreadtheserviceatmymarriage;andheandmyaunthadarrangedtoreturnbythemid—daytrain。Hefoldedmeinhisgreatstrongarms,andhegavemeakisswhichmustcertainlyhavebeenheardbytheidlerswaitingforthebrideandbridegroomoutsidethechurchdoor。
  "Iwishyouhealthandhappiness,mylove,withallmyheart。Youareoldenoughtochooseforyourself,and——nooffense,Mr。
  Woodville,youandIarenewfriends——andIprayGod,Valeria,itmayturnoutthatyouhavechosenwell。Ourhousewillbedrearyenoughwithoutyou;butIdon’tcomplain,mydear。Onthecontrary,ifthischangeinyourlifemakesyouhappier,I
  rejoice。Come,come!don’tcry,oryouwillsetyourauntoff——andit’snojokeathertimeoflife。Besides,cryingwillspoilyourbeauty。Dryyoureyesandlookintheglassthere,andyouwillseethatIamright。Good—by,child——andGodblessyou!"
  Hetuckedmyauntunderhisarm,andhurriedout。Myheartsankalittle,dearlyasIlovedmyhusband,whenIhadseenthelastofthetruefriendandprotectorofmymaidendays。
  ThepartingwitholdBenjamincamenext。"Iwishyouwell,mydear;don’tforgetme,"wasallhesaid。Buttheolddaysathomecamebackonmeatthosefewwords。BenjaminalwaysdinedwithusonSundaysinmyfather’stime,andalwaysbroughtsomelittlepresentwithhimforhismaster’schild。Iwasverynearto"spoilingmybeauty"(asmyunclehadputit)whenIofferedtheoldmanmycheektokiss,andheardhimsightohimself,asifhetoowerenotquitehopefulaboutmyfuturelife。
  Myhusband’svoicerousedme,andturnedmymindtohappierthoughts。
  "Shallwego,Valeria?"heasked。
  Istoppedhimonourwayouttotakeadvantageofmyuncle’sadvice;inotherwords,toseehowIlookedintheglassoverthevestryfireplace。
  Whatdoestheglassshowme?
  Theglassshowsatallandslenderyoungwomanofthree—and—twentyyearsofage。Sheisnotatallthesortofpersonwhoattractsattentioninthestreet,seeingthatshefailstoexhibitthepopularyellowhairandthepopularpaintedcheeks。Herhairisblack;dressed,intheselaterdays(asitwasdressedyearssincetopleaseherfather),inbroadripplesdrawnbackfromtheforehead,andgatheredintoasimpleknotbehind(likethehairoftheVenusdeMedicis),soastoshowtheneckbeneath。Hercomplexionispale:exceptinmomentsofviolentagitationthereisnocolortobeseeninherface。Hereyesareofsodarkabluethattheyaregenerallymistakenforblack。Hereyebrowsarewellenoughinform,buttheyaretoodarkandtoostronglymarked。Hernosejustinclinestowardtheaquilinebend,andisconsideredalittletoolargebypersonsdifficulttopleaseinthematterofnoses。Themouth,herbestfeature,isverydelicatelyshaped,andiscapableofpresentinggreatvarietiesofexpression。Astothefaceingeneral,itistoonarrowandtoolongatthelowerpart,toobroadandtoolowinthehigherregionsoftheeyesandthehead。Thewholepicture,asreflectedintheglass,representsawomanofsomeelegance,rathertoopale,andrathertoosedateandseriousinhermomentsofsilenceandrepose——inshort,apersonwhofailstostriketheordinaryobserveratfirstsight,butwhogainsingeneralestimationonasecond,andsometimesonathirdview。Asforherdress,itstudiouslyconceals,insteadofproclaiming,thatshehasbeenmarriedthatmorning。Shewearsagraycashmeretunictrimmedwithgraysilk,andhavingaskirtofthesamematerialandcolorbeneathit。Onherheadisabonnettomatch,relievedbyaquillingofwhitemuslinwithonedeepredrose,asamorselofpositivecolor,tocompletetheeffectofthewholedress。
  HaveIsucceededorfailedindescribingthepictureofmyselfwhichIseeintheglass?Itisnotformetosay。Ihavedonemybesttokeepclearofthetwovanities——thevanityofdepreciatingandthevanityofpraisingmyownpersonalappearance。Fortherest,wellwrittenorbadlywritten,thankHeavenitisdone!
  AndwhomdoIseeintheglassstandingbymyside?
  IseeamanwhoisnotquitesotallasIam,andwhohasthemisfortuneoflookingolderthanhisyears。Hisforeheadisprematurelybald。Hisbigchestnut—coloredbeardandhislongoverhangingmustacheareprematurelystreakedwithgray。Hehasthecolorinthefacewhichmyfacewants,andthefirmnessinhisfigurewhichmyfigurewants。Helooksatmewiththetenderestandgentlesteyes(ofalightbrown)thatIeversawinthecountenanceofaman。Hissmileisrareandsweet;hismanner,perfectlyquietandretiring,hasyetalatentpersuasivenessinitwhichis(towomen)irresistiblywinning。Hejusthaltsalittleinhiswalk,fromtheeffectofaninjuryreceivedinpastyears,whenhewasasoldierservinginIndia,andhecarriesathickbamboocane,withacuriouscrutchhandle(anoldfavorite),tohelphimselfalongwheneverhegetsonhisfeet,indoorsorout。Withthisonelittledrawback(ifitisadrawback),thereisnothinginfirmoroldorawkwardabouthim;
  hisslightlimpwhenhewalkshas(perhapstomypartialeyes)acertainquaintgraceofitsown,whichispleasantertoseethantheunrestrainedactivityofothermen。Andlastandbestofall,Ilovehim!Ilovehim!Ilovehim!Andthereisanendofmyportraitofmyhusbandonourwedding—day。
  TheglasshastoldmeallIwanttoknow。Weleavethevestryatlast。
  Thesky,cloudysincethemorning,hasdarkenedwhilewehavebeeninthechurch,andtherainisbeginningtofallheavily。
  Theidlersoutsidestareatusgrimlyundertheirumbrellasaswepassthroughtheirranksandhastenintoourcarriage。Nocheering;nosunshine;noflowersstrewninourpath;nograndbreakfast;nogenialspeeches;nobridesmaids;nofathersormother’sblessing。Adrearywedding——thereisnodenyingit——and(ifAuntStarkweatherisright)abadbeginningaswell!
  A_coup_hasbeenreservedforusattherailwaystation。Theattentiveporter,onthelook—outforhisfeepullsdowntheblindsoverthesidewindowsofthecarriage,andshutsoutallpryingeyesinthatway。Afterwhatseemstobeaninterminabledelaythetrainstarts。Myhusbandwindshisarmroundme。"Atlast!"hewhispers,withloveinhiseyesthatnowordscanutter,andpressesmetohimgently。Myarmstealsroundhisneck;myeyesanswerhiseyes。Ourlipsmeetinthefirstlong,lingeringkissofourmarriedlife。
  Oh,whatrecollectionsofthatjourneyriseinmeasIwrite!Letmedrymyeyes,andshutupmypaperfortheday。
  CHAPTERII。
  THEBRIDE’STHOUGHTS。
  WEhadbeentravelingforalittlemorethananhourwhenachangepassedinsensiblyoverusboth。
  Stillsittingclosetogether,withmyhandinhis,withmyheadonhisshoulder,littlebylittlewefellinsensiblyintosilence。Hadwealreadyexhaustedthenarrowyeteloquentvocabularyoflove?Orhadwedeterminedbyunexpressedconsent,afterenjoyingtheluxuryofpassionthatspeaks,totrythedeeperandfinerraptureofpassionthatthinks?Icanhardlydetermine;Ionlyknowthatatimecamewhen,undersomestrangeinfluence,ourlipswereclosedtowardeachother。Wetraveledalong,eachofusabsorbedinourownreverie。Washethinkingexclusivelyofme——asIwasthinkingexclusivelyofhim?Beforethejourney’sendIhadmydoubts;atalittlelatertimeIknewforcertainthathisthoughts,wanderingfarawayfromhisyoungwife,wereallturnedinwardonhisownunhappyself。
  Formethesecretpleasureoffillingmymindwithhim,whileI
  felthimbymyside,wasaluxuryinitself。
  Ipicturedinmythoughtsourfirstmeetingintheneighborhoodofmyuncle’shouse。
  Ourfamousnorth—countrytroutstreamwounditsflashingandfoamingwaythrougharavineintherockymoorland。Itwasawindy,shadowyevening。Aheavilycloudedsunsetlaylowandredinthewest。Asolitaryanglerstoodcastinghisflyataturninthestreamwherethebackwaterlaystillanddeepunderanoverhangingbank。Agirl(myself)standingonthebank,invisibletothefishermanbeneath,waitedeagerlytoseethetroutrise。
  Themomentcame;thefishtookthefly。
  Sometimesonthelittlelevelstripofsandatthefootofthebank,sometimes(whenthestreamturnedagain)intheshallowerwaterrushingoveritsrockybed,theanglerfollowedthecapturedtrout,nowlettingthelinerunoutandnowwindingitinagain,inthedifficultanddelicateprocessof"playing"thefish。AlongthebankIfollowedtowatchthecontestofskillandcunningbetweenthemanandthetrout。IhadlivedlongenoughwithmyuncleStarkweathertocatchsomeofhisenthusiasmforfieldsports,andtolearnsomething,especially,oftheangler’sart。Stillfollowingthestranger,withmyeyesintentlyfixedoneverymovementofhisrodandline,andwithnotsomuchasachancefragmentofmyattentiontosparefortheroughpathalongwhichIwaswalking,Isteppedbychanceonthelooseoverhangingearthattheedgeofthebank,andfellintothestreaminaninstant。
  Thedistancewastrifling,thewaterwasshallow,thebedoftheriverwas(fortunatelyforme)ofsand。BeyondthefrightandthewettingIhadnothingtocomplainof。InafewmomentsIwasoutofthewaterandupagain,verymuchashamedofmyself,onthefirmground。Shortastheintervalwas,itprovedlongenoughtofavortheescapeofthefish。Theanglerhadheardmyfirstinstinctivecryofalarm,hadturned,andhadthrownasidehisrodtohelpme。Weconfrontedeachotherforthefirsttime,Ionthebankandheintheshallowwaterbelow。Oureyesencountered,andIverilybelieveourheartsencounteredatthesamemoment。
  ThisIknowforcertain,weforgotourbreedingasladyandgentleman:welookedateachotherinbarbaroussilence。
  Iwasthefirsttorecovermyself。WhatdidIsaytohim?
  Isaidsomethingaboutmynotbeinghurt,andthensomethingmore,urginghimtorunbackandtryifhemightnotyetrecoverthefish。
  Hewentbackunwillingly。Hereturnedtome——ofcoursewithoutthefish。Knowinghowbitterlydisappointedmyunclewouldhavebeeninhisplace,Iapologizedveryearnestly。Inmyeagernesstomakeatonement,Ievenofferedtoshowhimaspotwherehemighttryagain,lowerdownthestream。
  Hewouldnothearofit;heentreatedmetogohomeandchangemywetdress。Icarednothingforthewetting,butIobeyedhimwithoutknowingwhy。
  Hewalkedwithme。MywaybacktotheVicaragewashiswaybacktotheinn。Hehadcometoourparts,hetoldme,forthequietandretirementasmuchasforthefishing。Hehadnoticedmeonceortwicefromthewindowofhisroomattheinn。HeaskedifI
  werenotthevicar’sdaughter。
  Isethimright。Itoldhimthatthevicarhadmarriedmymother’ssister,andthatthetwohadbeenfatherandmothertomesincethedeathofmyparents。HeaskedifhemightventuretocallonDoctorStarkweatherthenextday,mentioningthenameofafriendofhis,withwhomhebelievedthevicartobeacquainted。Iinvitedhimtovisitus,asifithadbeenmyhouse;Iwasspell—boundunderhiseyesandunderhisvoice。I
  hadfancied,honestlyfancied,myselftohavebeeninloveoftenandoftenbeforethistime。Neverinanyotherman’scompanyhadIfeltasInowfeltinthepresenceof_this_man。Nightseemedtofallsuddenlyovertheeveninglandscapewhenheleftme。I
  leanedagainsttheVicaragegate。Icouldnotbreathe,Icouldnotthink;myheartflutteredasifitwouldflyoutofmybosom——andallthisforastranger!Iburnedwithshame;butoh,inspiteofitall,Iwassohappy!
  Andnow,whenlittlemorethanafewweekshadpassedsincethatfirstmeeting,Ihadhimbymyside;hewasmineforlife!I
  liftedmyheadfromhisbosomtolookathim。Iwaslikeachildwithanewtoy——Iwantedtomakesurethathewasreallymyown。
  Henevernoticedtheaction;henevermovedinhiscornerofthecarriage。Washedeepinhisownthoughts?andweretheythoughtsofMe?
  Ilaiddownmyheadagainsoftly,soasnottodisturbhim。Mythoughtswanderedbackwardoncemore,andshowedmeanotherpictureinthegoldengalleryofthepast。
  ThegardenattheVicarageformedthenewscene。Thetimewasnight。Wehadmettogetherinsecret。Wewerewalkingslowlytoandfro,outofsightofthehouse,nowintheshadowypathsoftheshrubbery,nowinthelovelymoonlightontheopenlawn。
  Wehadlongsinceownedourloveanddevotedourlivestoeachother。Alreadyourinterestswereone;alreadywesharedthepleasuresandthepainsoflife。Ihadgoneouttomeethimthatnightwithaheavyheart,toseekcomfortinhispresenceandtofindencouragementinhisvoice。HenoticedthatIsighedwhenhefirsttookmeinhisarms,andhegentlyturnedmyheadtowardthemoonlighttoreadmytroubleinmyface。Howoftenhehadreadmyhappinessthereintheearlierdaysofourlove!
  "Youbringbadnews,myangel,"hesaid,liftingmyhairtenderlyfrommyforeheadashespoke。"Iseethelinesherewhichtellmeofanxietyanddistress。IalmostwishIlovedyoulessdearly,Valeria。"
  "Why?"
  "Imightgiveyoubackyourfreedom。Ihaveonlytoleavethisplace,andyourunclewouldbesatisfied,andyouwouldberelievedfromallthecaresthatarepressingonyounow。"
  "Don’tspeakofit,Eustace!Ifyouwantmetoforgetmycares,sayyoulovememoredearlythanever。"
  Hesaiditinakiss。Wehadamomentofexquisiteforgetfulnessofthehardwaysoflife——amomentofdeliciousabsorptionineachother。Icamebacktorealitiesfortifiedandcomposed,rewardedforallthatIhadgonethrough,readytogothroughitalloveragainforanotherkiss。Onlygiveawomanlove,andthereisnothingshewillnotventure,suffer,anddo。
  "No,theyhavedonewithobjecting。TheyhaverememberedatlastthatIamofage,andthatIcanchooseformyself。Theyhavebeenpleadingwithme,Eustace,togiveyouup。Myaunt,whomI
  thoughtratherahardwoman,hasbeencrying——forthefirsttimeinmyexperienceofher。Myuncle,alwayskindandgoodtome,hasbeenkinderandbetterthanever。HehastoldmethatifI
  persistinbecomingyourwife,Ishallnotbedesertedonmywedding—day。Whereverwemaymarry,hewillbetheretoreadtheservice,andmyauntwillgotothechurchwithme。ButheentreatsmetoconsiderseriouslywhatIamdoing——toconsenttoaseparationfromyouforatime——toconsultotherpeopleonmypositiontowardyou,ifIamnotsatisfiedwithhisopinion。Oh,mydarling,theyareasanxioustopartusasifyouweretheworstinsteadofthebestofmen!"
  "Hasanythinghappenedsinceyesterdaytoincreasetheirdistrustofme?"heasked。
  "Yes,"
  "Whatisit?"
  "Yourememberreferringmyuncletoafriendofyoursandofhis?"
  "Yes。ToMajorFitz—David。"
  "MyunclehaswrittentoMajorFitz—David"
  "Why?"
  Hepronouncedthatonewordinatonesoutterlyunlikehisnaturaltonethathisvoicesoundedquitestrangetome。
  "Youwon’tbeangry,Eustace,ifItellyou?"Isaid。"Myuncle,asIunderstoodhim,hadseveralmotivesforwritingtothemajor。Oneofthemwastoinquireifheknewyourmother’saddress。"
  Eustacesuddenlystoodstill。
  Ipausedatthesamemoment,feelingthatIcouldventurenofurtherwithouttheriskofoffendinghim。
  Tospeakthetruth,hisconduct,whenhefirstmentionedourengagementtomyuncle,hadbeen(sofarasappearanceswent)alittleflightyandstrange。Thevicarhadnaturallyquestionedhimabouthisfamily。Hehadansweredthathisfatherwasdead;
  andhehadconsented,thoughnotveryreadily,toannouncehiscontemplatedmarriagetohismother。Informingusthatshetoolivedinthecountry,hehadgonetoseeher,withoutmoreparticularlymentioningheraddress。IntwodayshehadreturnedtotheVicaragewithaverystartlingmessage。Hismotherintendednodisrespecttomeormyrelatives,butshedisapprovedsoabsolutelyofherson’smarriagethatshe(andthemembersofherfamily,whoallagreedwithher)wouldrefusetobepresentattheceremony,ifMr。WoodvillepersistedinkeepinghisengagementwithDr。Starkweather’sniece。Beingaskedtoexplainthisextraordinarycommunication,Eustacehadtoldusthathismotherandhissisterswerebentonhismarryinganotherlady,andthattheywerebitterlymortifiedanddisappointedbyhischoosingastrangertothefamily。Thisexplanationwasenoughforme;itimplied,sofarasIwasconcerned,acomplimenttomysuperiorinfluenceoverEustace,whichawomanalwaysreceiveswithpleasure。Butitfailedtosatisfymyuncleandmyaunt。ThevicarexpressedtoMr。Woodvilleawishtowritetohismother,ortoseeher,onthesubjectofherstrangemessage。Eustaceobstinatelydeclinedtomentionhismother’saddress,onthegroundthatthevicar’sinterferencewouldbeutterlyuseless。Myuncleatoncedrewtheconclusionthatthemysteryabouttheaddressindicatedsomethingwrong。HerefusedtofavorMr。
  Woodville’srenewedproposalformyhand,andhewrotethesamedaytomakeinquiriesofMr。Woodville’sreferenceandofhisownfriendMajorFitz—David。
  Undersuchcircumstancesasthese,tospeakofmyuncle’smotiveswastoventureonverydelicateground。EustacerelievedmefromfurtherembarrassmentbyaskingaquestiontowhichIcouldeasilyreply。
  "HasyourunclereceivedanyanswerfromMajorFitz—David?"heinquired。
  "Yes。
  "Wereyouallowedtoreadit?"Hisvoicesankashesaidthosewords;hisfacebetrayedasuddenanxietywhichitpainedmetosee。
  "Ihavegottheanswerwithmetoshowyou,"Isaid。
  Healmostsnatchedtheletteroutofmyhand;heturnedhisbackonmetoreaditbythelightofthemoon。Theletterwasshortenoughtobesoonread。Icouldhaverepeateditatthetime。I
  canrepeatitnow。
  "DEARVICAR——Mr。EustaceWoodvilleisquitecorrectinstatingtoyouthatheisagentlemanbybirthandposition,andthatheinherits(underhisdeceasedfather’swill)anindependentfortuneoftwothousandayear。
  "Alwaysyours,"LAWRENCEFITZ—DAVID。"
  "Cananybodywishforaplaineranswerthanthat?"Eustaceasked,handingtheletterbacktome。
  "If_I_hadwrittenforinformationaboutyou,"Ianswered,"itwouldhavebeenplainenoughforme。"
  "Isitnotplainenoughforyouruncle?"
  "No。"
  "Whatdoeshesay?"
  "Whyneedyoucaretoknow,mydarling?"
  "Iwanttoknow,Valeria。Theremustbenosecretbetweenusinthismatter。Didyourunclesayanythingwhenheshowedyouthemajor’sletter?"
  "Yes。"
  "Whatwasit?"
  "Myuncletoldmethathisletterofinquiryfilledthreepages,andhebademeobservethatthemajor’sanswercontainedonesentenceonly。Hesaid,’IvolunteeredtogotoMajorFitz—Davidandtalkthematterover。Youseehetakesnonoticeofmyproposal。IaskedhimfortheaddressofMr。Woodville’smother。
  Hepassesovermyrequest,ashehaspassedovermyproposal——hestudiouslyconfineshimselftotheshortestpossiblestatementofbarefacts。Useyourcommon—sense,Valeria。Isn’tthisrudenessratherremarkableonthepartofamanwhoisagentlemanbybirthandbreeding,andwhoisalsoafriendofmine?’"
  Eustacestoppedmethere。
  "Didyouansweryouruncle’squestion?"heasked。
  "No,"Ireplied。"IonlysaidthatIdidnotunderstandthemajor’sconduct。"
  "Andwhatdidyourunclesaynext?Ifyouloveme,Valeria,tellmethetruth。"
  "Heusedverystronglanguage,Eustace。Heisanoldman;youmustnotbeoffendedwithhim。"
  "Iamnotoffended。Whatdidhesay?"
  "Hesaid,’Markmywords!ThereissomethingunderthesurfaceinconnectionwithMr。Woodville,orwithhisfamily,towhichMajorFitz—Davidisnotatlibertytoallude。Properlyinterpreted,Valeria,thatletterisawarning。ShowittoMr。Woodville,andtellhim(ifyoulike)whatIhavejusttoldyou——’"
  Eustacestoppedmeagain。
  "Youaresureyourunclesaidthosewords?"heasked,scanningmyfaceattentivelyinthemoonlight。
  "Quitesure。ButIdon’tsaywhatmyunclesays。Praydon’tthinkthat!"
  Hesuddenlypressedmetohisbosom,andfixedhiseyesonmine。
  Hislookfrightenedme。
  "Good—by,Valeria!"hesaid。"Tryandthinkkindlyofme,mydarling,whenyouaremarriedtosomehappierman。"
  Heattemptedtoleaveme。Iclungtohiminanagonyofterrorthatshookmefromheadtofoot。
  "Whatdoyoumean?"Iasked,assoonasIcouldspeak。"Iamyoursandyoursonly。WhathaveIsaid,whathaveIdone,todeservethosedreadfulwords?"
  "Wemustpart,myangel,"heanswered,sadly。"Thefaultisnoneofyours;themisfortuneisallmine。MyValeria!howcanyoumarryamanwhoisanobjectofsuspiciontoyournearestanddearestfriends?Ihaveledadrearylife。Ihaveneverfoundinanyotherwomanthesympathywithme,thesweetcomfortandcompanionship,thatIfindinyou。Oh,itishardtoloseyou!itishardtogobackagaintomyunfriendedlife!Imustmakethesacrifice,love,foryoursake。Iknownomorewhythatletteriswhatitisthanyoudo。Willyourunclebelieveme?willyourfriendsbelieveme?Onelastkiss,Valeria!Forgivemeforhavinglovedyou——passionately,devotedlylovedyou。Forgiveme——andletmego!"