’Don’t,’saidJohnny,recoilingintruthfromthepicturebywhichhewasrevolted。’Neveragain,’shesaid,’neveragain!Butyouforceditfromme,andnowIshallnotclosemyeyesforaweek。’
Shethenbecameverycomfortablyconfidential,anddiscussedtheaffairsofpoorMrsDobbsBroughtonwithagreatdealofsatisfaction。’Iwenttoseeher,ofcourse,butshesentmedownwordtosaythattheshockwouldbetoomuchforher。Idonotwonderthatsheshouldnotseeme。
PoorMaria!Shecametomeforadvice,youknow,whenDobbsBroughtonfirstproposedtoher;andIwasobligedtotellherwhatIreallythought。Iknewhercharacterwell?"DearMaria,"Isaid,"ifyouthinkthatyoucanlovehim,takehim!""IthinkIcan,"shereplied。"But,"
saidI,"makeyourselfquitesureaboutthebusiness。"Andhowhasitturnedout?Sheneverlovedhim。WhatheartshehasshehasgiventothatwretchedDalrymple。’
’Idon’tseethatheisparticularlywretched,’saidJohnny,pleadingforhisfriend。
’Heiswretched,andsoyou’llfind。ShegavehimherheartaftergivingherhandtopoorDobbs;andasforthebusiness,thereisn’tasmuchleftaswillpayforhermourning。Idon’twonderthatshecouldnotbringherselftoseeme。’
’Andwhathasbecomeofthebusiness?’
’ItbelongstoMrsVanSiever——toherandMusselboro。PoorBroughtonhadsomelittlemoney,andithasgoneamongthem。Musselboro,whoneverhadapenny,willbearichman。OfcourseyouknowthatheisgoingtomarryClara?’
’Nonsense!’
’Ialwaystoldyouthatitwouldbeso。AndnowyoumayperhapsacknowledgethatConwayDalrymple’sprospectsarenotverybrilliant。I
hopehelikesbeingcutoutbyMrMusselboro!OfcoursehewillhavetomarryMaria。Idonotseehowhecanescape。Indeed,sheistoogoodforhim;——onlyaftersuchamarriageasthat,therewouldbeanendtoallhisprospectsasanartist。ThebestthingforthemwouldbetogotoNewZealand。’
JohnEamescertainlylikedtheseeveningswithMissDemolines。Hesatathiseaseinacomfortablechair,andamusedhimselfbywatchingherdifferentlittleplots。Andthenshehadbrighteyes,andsheflatteredhim,andallowedhimtoscoldheroccasionally。Andnowandagaintheremightbesomemoreattraction,whenshewouldadmithimtotakeherhand——orthelike。Itwasbetterthantositsmokingwithmenathisclub。ButhecouldnotsitupallnightevenwithMadalinaDemolines,andatelevenhegotuptotakehisleave。’WhenshallyouseeMissDale?’sheaskedhimsuddenly。
’Idonotknow,’heanswered,frowningather。HealwaysfrownedatherwhenshespoketohimofMissDale。
’Idonotintheleastcareforyourfrowns,’shesaidplayfully,puttingupherhandstosmoothhisbrows。’IthinkIknowyouintimatelyenoughtonameyourgoddesstoyou。’
’Sheisn’tmygoddess。’
’Averycoldgoddess,Ishouldthink,fromwhatIhear。Iwishtoaskyouforapromiserespectingher。’
’Whatpromise?’
’Willyougrantittome?’
’HowcanItelltillIhear?’
’Youmustpromisemenottospeakofmewhenyouseeher。’
’ButwhymustIpromisethat?’
’Promiseme。’
’Notunlessyoutellmewhy。’JohnnyhadalreadyassuredhimselfthatnothingcouldbemoreimprobablethanthatheshouldmentionthenameofMissDemolinestoLilyDale。
’Verywell,sir。Thenyoumaygo。AndImustsaythatunlessyoucancomplywithsoslightarequestasthat,Ishallnotcaretoseeyouhereagain。MrEames,whyshouldyouwanttospeakevilofmetoMissDale?’
’Idonotwanttospeakevilofyou。’
’Iknowthatyoucouldnotspeakofmetoherwithoutatleastridicule。
Come,promiseme。YoushallcomehereThursdayevening,andIwilltellyouwhyIhaveaskedyou。’
’Tellmenow。’
Shehesitatedamoment,andthenshookherhead。’No。Icannottellyounow。Myheartisstillbleedingwiththememoryofthatpoorman’sface。Iwillnottellyounow。Andyetisnotthatyoumustgivemethepromise。Willyounottrustmesofarasthat?’
’IwillnotspeakofyoutoMissDale。’
’Thereismyownfriend!Andnow,John,mindyouarehereathalf—pasteightonThursday。Punctuallyathalf—pasteight。ThereisathingI
havetotellyou,whichIwilltellyouthenifyouwillcome。Ihadthoughttohavetoldyoutoday。’
’Andwhynotnow?’
’Icannot。Myfeelingsaretoomanyforme。IshouldnevergothroughwithitafterallthathasbetweenusaboutpoorBroughton。Ishouldbreakdown;indeedIshould。Gonow,forIamtired。’Thenhavingprobablytakenamomentaryadvantageofthatmorepotentattractiontowhichwehavebeforealluded,helefttheroomverysuddenly。
HelefttheroomverysuddenlybecauseMadalina’smovementshadbeensosudden,andherwordssofullofimpulse。HehadbecomeawarethatinthislittlegameinwhichhewasplayinginPorchesterTerraceeverythingoughttobedoneaftersomeunaccustomedandspecialfashion。
So——havingclaspedMadalinaforonemomentinhisarms——hemadearushattheroomdoor,andwasoutonthelandinginasecond。HewasalittletooquickforoldLadyDemolines。Theskirtofwhosenight—dress——asitseemedtoJohnny——hesawwhiskingaway,inatanotherdoor。Itwasnothing,however,tohimifoldLadyDemolines,whowasalwaystooilltobeseen,chosetoroamaboutherownhouseinhernight—dress。
Whenhefoundhimselfaloneinthestreet,hismindrevertedtoDobbsBroughtonandthefateofthewretchedman,andhesaunteredslowlydownParisGardens,thathemightlookatthehouseinwhichhehaddinedwithamanwhohaddestroyedhimselfbyhisownhands。Hestoodforamomentlookingupatthewindows,inwhichtherewasnownolight,thinkingofthepoorwomanwhomhehadseeninthemidstofluxury,andwhowasnowleftawidowinsuchmiserablecircumstances!AsforthesuggestionthathisfriendConwaywouldmarryher,hedidnotbelieveitforamoment。HeknewtoowellwhatthesuggestionsofhisMadalinawereworth,andthemotivesfromwhichtheysprung。ButhethoughtitmightbetruethatMrsVanSieverhadabsorbedalltherewasoftheproperty,andpossibly,also,thatMusselborowastomarryherdaughter。Atanyrate,hewouldgotoDalrymple’srooms,andifhecouldfindhim,wouldlearnthetruth。HeknewenoughofDalrymple’swaysoflife,andofthewaysofhisfriend’schambersandstudio,tocarenothingforthelatenessofthehour,andinaveryfewminuteshewassittinginDalrymple’sarm—chair。HefoundSiphDunnthere,smokinginunperturbedtranquillity,andaslongasthatlastedhecouldasknoquestionsaboutMrsBroughton。Hetoldthem,therefore,ofhisadventuresabroad,andofCrawley’sescape。Butatlast,havingfinishedhisthirdpipe,SiphDunntookhisleave。
’Tellme,’saidJohn,assoonasDunnhadclosedthedoor,’whatisthisIhearaboutDobbsBroughton?’
’Hehasblownhisbrainsout。Thatisall。’
’Howterriblyshocking!’
’Yes;itshockedusallatfirst。Weareusedtoitnow。’
’Andthebusiness?’
’Thathasgonetothedogs。Theysayatleastthathisshareofithaddoneso。’
’Andhewasruined?’
’Theysayso。Thatis,Musselborosaysso,andMrsVanSiever。’
’Andwhatdoyousay,Conway?’
’ThelessIsaythebetter。Ihavemyhopes——onlyyou’resuchatalkativefellow,onecan’ttrustyou。’
’Inevertoldanysecretofyours,oldfellow。’
’Well——thatfactis,Ihaveanideathatsomethingmaybesavedforthepoorwoman。Ithinkthattheyarewrongingher。OfcourseallIcandoisputthematterintolawyer’shandsandpaythelawyer’sbill。SoI
wenttoyourcousin,andhehastakenthecaseup。Ihopehewon’truinme。’
’ThenIsupposeyouarequarrellingwithMrsVan?’
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