MrThumblescrambledintothereading—desksometenminutesafterthepropertime,andwentthroughthemorningserviceunder,whatmustbeadmittedtobe,seriousdifficulties。ThereweretheeyesofMrCrawleyfixeduponhimthroughoutthework,andafeelingpervadedhimthateverybodythereregardedhimasanintruder。AtfirstthiswassostronguponhimthatMrCrawleypitiedhim,andwouldhaveencouragedhimhaditbeenpossible。Butastheworkprogressed,andascustomandthesoundofhisownvoiceemboldenedhim,therecametothemansometouchesofthearrogancewhichsogenerallyaccompaniescowardice,andMrCrawley’sacuteeardetectedthemomentwhenitwasso。Anobservermighthaveseenthatthemotionofhishandswasalteredastheywereliftedinprayer。Thoughhewaspraying,eveninprayerhecouldnotforgetthemanwhowasoccupyingthedesk。
Thencamethesermon,preachedveryoftenbefore,lastingexactlyhalf—an—hour,andthenMrThumble’sworkwasdone。Itinerantclergymen,whopreachnowhereandnowthere,asithadbeenthelotofMrThumbletodo,haveatanyratethisrelief——thattheycanpreachtheirsermonsoften。Fromthecommunion—tableMrThumblehadstatedthat,inthepresentpeculiarcircumstancesoftheparish,therewouldbenosecondserviceatHogglestockforthepresent;andthiswasallhesaidordidpeculiartotheoccasion。Themomentoftheservicewasoverandhegotintohisgig,andwasdrivenbacktoBarchester。
’Mamma,’saidJane,astheysatatdinner,’suchasermonIamsurewasneverheardinHogglestockbefore。Indeed,youcanhardlycallitasermon。Itwasdownrightnonsense。’
’Mydear,’saidMrCrawleyenergetically,’keepyourcriticismsformattersthatareprofane;then,thoughtheybechildishandsilly,theymayatleastbeinnocent。BecriticalofEurypides,ifyoumustbecritical。’ButwhenJanekissedherfatherafterdinner,she,knowinghishumourwell,feltassuredthatherremarkshadnotbeentakenaltogetherinillpart。
MrThumblewasneitherseennorheardofagainintheparishduringtheentireweek。
CHAPTERLXX
MRSARABINISCAUGHT
OnemorningaboutthemiddleofAprilMrToogoodreceivedatelegramfromVenicewhichcausedhiminstantlytoleavehisbusinessinBedfordRowandtakethefirsttrainforSilverbridge。’Itseemstomethatthisjobwillbeadealoftimeandverylittlemoney,’saidhispartnertohim,whenToogoodonthespurofthemomentwasmakingarrangementsforhissuddendepartureanduncertainperiodofabsence。’That’saboutit,’
saidToogood。’Adealoftime,someexpense,andnoreturns。Itisnotthekindofbusinessamancanliveupon,isit?’Thepartnergrowled,andToogoodwent。ButwemustgowithMrToogooddowntoSilverbridge,andaswecannotmakethejourneyinthischapter,wewilljustindicatehisdepartureandthengobacktoJohnEames,who,aswillberemembered,wasjuststartingforFlorencewhenwelastsawhim。
OurdearoldfriendJohnnyhadbeenratherproudofhimselfashestartedfromLondon。HehadgottenanabsolutevictoryoverSirRaffleBuffle,andthatalonewasgratifyingtohisfeelings。Helikedtheexcitementofajourney,andespeciallyajourneytoItaly;andtheimportanceofthecauseofhisjourneywassatisfactorytohim。ButaboveallthingshewasdelightedathavingfoundthatLilyDalewaspleasedathisgoing。Hehadseenclearlythatshewasmuchpleased,andthatshehadmadesomethingofaheroofhimbecauseofhisalacrityinthecauseofhiscousin。Hehadpartiallyunderstood——andhadunderstoodinadimsortofway——thathiswantoffavourinLily’seyeshadcomefromsomedeficiencyofhisowninthisrespect。Shehadnotfoundhimtobeahero。Shehadknownhimfirstasaboy,withboyishbelongingsaroundhim,andshehadseenhimfromtimetotimeashebecameaman,almostwithtoomuchintimacyforthecreationofthatlovewithwhichhewishedtofillherheart。HisrivalhadcomebeforehereyesforthefirsttimewithallthegloriesofPallMallheroismabouthim,andLilyinherweaknesshadbeenconqueredbythem。Sincethatshehadlearnedhowweakshehadbeen——howsilly,howchildish,shewouldsaytoherselfwhensheallowedhermemorytogobacktothedetailsofherownstory;
butnotthelessonthataccountdidshefeelthewantofsomethingheroicinamanbeforeshecouldteachherselftolookuponhimasmoreworthyofherregardthanothermen。ShehadstillunconsciouslyhopedinregardtoCrosbie,butnowthathopehadbeendispelledasunconsciously,bysimplybyhisappearance。TherehadbeenmomentsinwhichJohnEameshadalmostrisentothenecessarypoint——hadalmostmadegoodhisfootingonthetopofsomemoderate,butstillsufficientmountain。Buttherehadstillbeasuccessionoflittletumbles——unfortunatelyslipsforwhichhehimselfshouldnotalwayshavebeenheldresponsible;andhehadneverquitestooduprightonhispinnacle,visibletoLily’seyesasbeingreallyexcelsior。OfallthisJohnEameshimselfhadaninklingwhichhadoftenmadehimuncomfortable。Whatthemischiefwasitshewantedofhim;andwhatwashetodo?Thedaysforpluckinggloryfromthenettledangerwerecleangoneby。Hewaswelldressed。Heknewagoodmanyoftherightsortofpeople。Hewasnotindebt。Hehadsavedanoldnobleman’slifeonceuponatime,andhadbeenagooddealtalkedaboutonthatscore。Hehadeventhrashedthemanwhohadill—treatedher。HisconstancyhadbeenastheconstancyofJacob!
Whatwasitthatshewantedofhim?Butinacertainwayhedidknowwhatwaswanted;andnow,ashestartedforFlorence,intendingtostopnowheretillhereachedthatcity,hehopedthatbythischivalrousjourneyhemightevenyetachievethethingnecessary。
ButonreachingParisheheardtidingsofMrsArabinwhichinducedhimtochangehisplansandmakeforVeniceinsteadofforFlorence。A
bankeratParis,whowhomhehadbroughtaletter,toldhimthatMrsArabinwouldnowbefoundatVenice。Thisdidnotperplexhimatall。ItwouldhavebeendelightfultohaveseenFlorence——butwasmoredelightfulstilltoseeVenice。HisjourneywasthesameasfarasTurin;butfromTurinheproceededthroughMilantoVenice,insteadofgoingtoBolognatoFlorence。HehadfortunatelycomearmedwithanAustrianpassport——aswasnecessaryinthosebygonedaysofVenice’sthraldom。Hewasalmostproudofhimself,asthoughhehaddonesomethinggreat,whenhetumbledintohisinnatVenice,withouthavingbeeninbedsinceheleftLondon。
Buthewasbarelyallowedtoswiminagondola,foronreachingVenicehefoundthatMrsArabinhadgonebacktoFlorence。HehadbeendirectedtothehotelwhichMrsArabinhadused,andwastheretoldthatshehadstartedthedaybefore。Shehadreceivedsomeletter,fromherhusbandasthelandlordthought,andhaddoneso。Thatwasallthelandlordknew。Johnnywasvexed,butbecamealittleprouderthanbeforeashefeltittobehisdutytogoontoFlorencebeforehewenttobed。Therewouldbeanothernightinarailwaycarriage,buthewouldlivethroughit。Therewasjusttimetohaveatub,andabreakfast,toswiminagondola,tolookattheoutsideoftheDoge’spalace,andtowalkupanddownthepiazzabeforehestartedagain。Itwashardwork,butIthinkhewouldhavebeenpleasedhadheheardthatMrsArabinhadretreatedfromFlorencetoRome。Hadsuchbeenthecase,hewouldhavefoldedhiscloakaroundhim,andhavegoneon——regardlessofbrigands——thinkingofLily,andwonderingwhetheranybodyelsehadeverdonesomuchbeforewithoutgoingtobed。Asitwas,hefoundthatMrsArabinwasatthehotelinFlorence——stillinbed,ashehadarrivedearlyinthemorning。
Sohehadanothertub,anotherbreakfast,andsentuphiscard——’MrJohnEames’——andacrossthetopofithewrote,’hascomefromEnglandaboutMrCrawley。’Thenhethrewhimselfonasofainthehotelreading—room,andwentfasttosleep。
Johnhadfoundanopportunityoftalkingtoayoungladyinthebreakfast—room,andhadtoldherofhisdeeds。’IonlyleftLondononTuesdaynight,andIhavecomeheretakingVeniceontheroad。’
’Thenyouhavetravelledfast,’saidtheyounglady。
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