’Clara,’saidConway,’IdonotknowwhenImayhaveanotherchanceofaskingforananswertomyquestion。Youheardmyquestion?’
’Yes,Iheardit。’
’Andwillyouanswerit?’
’Ifyouwishit,Iwill。’
’OfcourseIwishit。YouunderstandwhatIsaiduponthedoor—stepyesterday?’
’Idon’tthinkmuchofthat;mensaythosethingssooften。Whatyousaidbeforewasserious,Isuppose?’
’Serious!Heavens!DoyouthinkthatIamjoking?’
’MammawantsmetomarryMrMusselboro。’
’Heisavulgarbrute。Itwouldbeimpossible。’
’Itisimpossible;butmammaisveryobstinate。Ihavenofortuneofmyown——notashilling。Shetoldmetodaythatshewouldturnmeoutintothestreet。Sheforbademetocomehere,thinkingIshouldmeetyou;butIcame,becauseIhadpromisedMrsBroughton。Iamsurethatshewillnevergivemeoneshilling。’
Dalrymplepausedforamoment。ItwascertainlytruethathehadregardedClaraVanSieverasanheiress,andhadatfirstbeenattractedtoherbecausehethoughtitexpedienttomarryanheiress。Buttherehadsincecomesomethingbeyondthat,andtherewasperhapslessofregretthanmostmenwouldhavefeltashegaveuphisgoldenhopes。Hetookherintohisarmsandkissedher,andcalledherhisown。’Nowweunderstandeachother,’hesaid。
’Ifyouwishittobeso。’
’Idowishit。’
’AndIshalltellmymothertodaythatIamengagedtoyou——unlesssherefusestoseeme。GotoMrsBroughtonnow。Ifeelthatwearealmostcrueltobethinkingofourselvesinthishouseatsuchatime。’UponthisDalrymplewent,andClaraVanSieverwaslefttoherreflections。
Shehadneverbeforehadalover。Shehadneverhadevenafriendwhomshelovedandtrusted。Herlifehadbeenpassedatschooltillshewasnearlytwenty,andsincethenhadbeenvainlyendeavouringtoaccommodateherselfintotheabsolutepowerofamanwhowasnearlyastrangetoher!Butshedidlovehim,asshehadneverlovedanyoneelse;——andthen,ontheotherside,therewasMrMusselboro!
Dalrymplewentupstairsforanhour,andClaradidnotseehimagainbeforeheleftthehouse。Itwascleartoher,fromMrsBroughton’sfirstwords,thatConwayhadtoldherwhathadpassed。’OfcourseI
shallneverseenanythingmoreofeitherofyounow?’saidMrsBroughton。
’Ishouldsaythatprobablyyouwillseeagreatdealofusboth。’
’Therearesomepeople,’saidMrsBroughton,’whocandowellfortheirfriends,butcanneverdowellforthemselves。Iamoneofthem。Isawatoncehowgreatathingitwouldbeforbothofyoutobringyoutwotogether——especiallyforyou,Clara;andthereforeIdidit。ImaysaythatIneverhaditoutofmymindformonthspast。PoorDobbsmisunderstoodwhatIwasdoing。Godknowshowfarthatmayhavebroughtaboutwhathashappened。’
’Oh,MrsBroughton!’
’Ofcoursehecouldnotbeblindtoonething;——norwasI。Imentionitnowbecauseitisright,butIshallnever,neveralludetoagain。Ofcoursehesaw,andIsaw,thatConway——wasattachedtome。PoorConwaymeantnoharm。Iwasawareofthat。Buttherewastheterriblefact。I
knewatoncethattheonlycureforhimwasamarriagewithsomegirlhecouldrespect。AdmiringyouasIdo,Iimmediatelyresolvedonbringingyoutotogether。Mydear,Ihavebeensuccessful,andIheartilytrustthatyoumaybehappierthanMariaBroughton。’
MissVanSieverknewthewoman,understoodallthefacts,andpityingtheconditionofthewretchedcreature,boreallthiswithoutawordofrebuke。Shescornedtoputoutherstrengthagainstonewhowasintruthsoweak。
CHAPTERLXVI
REQUIESCATINPACE
Thingsweregloomyatthepalace。IthasalreadybeensaidthatformaydaysafterDrTempest’svisittoBarchestertheintercoursebetweenthebishopandMrsProudiehadnotbeenofapleasantnature。Hehadbecomesosilent,sosullen,andsosolitaryinhisways,thatevenhercouragehadbeenalmostcowed,andforawhileshehadcondescendedtousegentlermethods,withthehopethatshemightthusbringherlordroundtohisusualstateofactivesubmission;orperhaps,ifwestrivetodoherfulljustice,wemaysayofherthathereffortwasmadeconscientiously,withtheideaofinducinghimtodohisdutywithproperactivity。Forshewasawomannotwithoutaconscience,andbynomeansindifferenttotherealservicewhichherhusband,asbishopofthediocese,wasboundtorendertotheaffairsoftheChurcharoundher。Ofherownstrugglesafterpersonaldominionshewasherselfunconscious;andnodoubttheygaveher,whenrecognisedandacknowledgedbyherself,manystabstoherinnerself,ofwhichnosinglebeingintheworldknewanything。Andnow,asafterawhileshefailedinproducinganyameliorationinthebishop’smood,hertemperalsogaveway,andthingswerebecomingverygloomyandunpleasant。
Thebishopandhiswifewereatpresentaloneinthepalace。Theirmarrieddaughterandherhusbandhadleftthem,andtheunmarrieddaughterwasalsoaway。Howfarthebishop’smoodmayhaveproducedthissolitudeinthevasthouseIwillnotsay。ProbablyMrsProudie’sstateofmindmayhavepreventedherfromhavingotherguestsintheplaceofthosewhohadgone。Shefeltherselftobealmostdisgracedintheeyesofallthosearoundherbyherhusband’slongabsencefromthecommonroomsofthehouseandbyhisdoggedsilenceatmeals。Itwasbetter,shethought,thattheytwoshouldbealoneinthepalace。
Herowneffortstobringhimbacktosomethinglikelife,tosomeactivityofmindifnotbody,weremadeconstantly;andwhenshefailed,asshedidfaildayafterday,shewouldgoslowlytoherownroom,andlockherdoor,andlookbackinsolitudeatallthedaysofherlife。
Shehadagoniesintheseminutesofwhichnoonenearherknewanything。
Shewouldseizewithherarmthepartofthebednearwhichshewouldstand,andholdbyit,graspingit,asthoughshewereafraidtofall;
andthen,whenitwasattheworstwithher,shewouldgotohercloset——aclosetthatnoeyeseversawunlockedbutherown——andfillforherselfandswallowsomedraughtandthenshewouldsitdownwiththeBiblebeforeher,andreaditsedulously。ShespenthourseverydaywithherBiblebeforeher,repeatingtoherselfwholechapters,whichsheknewalmostbyheart。
Itcannotbesaidthatshewasabadwoman,thoughshehadinhertimedoneanindescribableamountofevil。Shehadendeavouredtodogood,failingpartlybyignoranceandpartlyfromtheeffectsofanunbridled,ambitioustemper。Andnow,evenamidstherkeenestsufferings,herambitionwasbynomeansdead。Shestilllongedtorulethediocesebymeansofherhusband,butwasmadetopauseandhesitatebytheunwontedmoodthathadfallenuponhim。Beforethis,onmorethanoneoccasion,andononeverymemorableoccasion,hehadendeavouredtocombather。Hehadfoughtwithher,strivingtoputherdown。Hehadfailed,andgivenupthehopeofanyescapefrohimselfinthatdirection。Onthoseoccasionshercouragehadneverquailedforamoment。Whileheopenlystruggledtobemaster,shecouldopenlystruggletobemistress——andcouldenjoythestruggle。Butnothinglikethishadevercomeuponhimbefore。
Shehadyieldedtoitformanydays,strivingtocoaxhimbylittlesoftnessesofwhichsheherselfhadbeenashamedasshepractisedthem。
Theyhadservedhernothing,andatlastshedeterminedthatsomethingelsemustbedone。Ifonlyforhissake,tokeepsomelifeinhim,somethingelsemustbedone。Werehetocontinueashewasnow,hemustgiveupthediocese,or,atanyrate,declarehimselftooilltokeepuptheworkingofitinhisownhands。HowshehatedMrCrawleyforallthesorrowthathehadbroughtuponherandherhouse!
AnditwasstilltheaffairofMrCrawleywhichurgedherontofurtheraction。WhenthebishopreceivedMrCrawley’sletterhesaidnothingofittoher;buthehandeditovertohischaplain。Thechaplain,fearingtoactuponithimself,handedittoMrThumble,whoheknewtobeoneofthebishop’scommission,andMrThumble,equallyfearingresponsibilityinthepresentstateofaffairsatthepalace,foundhimselfobligedtoconsultMrsProudie。MrsProudiehadnodoubtastowhatshouldbedone。Themanhadabdicatedhisliving,andofcoursesomeprovisionmustbemadefortheservices。Shewouldagainmakeanattemptuponherhusband,andthereforeshewentintohisroomholdingMrCrawley’sletterinherhand。
’Mydear,’shesaid,’hereisMrCrawley’sletter。Isupposeyouhavereadit。’
’Yes,’saidthebishop;’Ihavereadit。’
’Andwhatwillyoudoaboutit?Somethingmustbedone。’
’Idon’tknow,’saidhe。Hedidnotevenlookatherashespoke。Hehadnotturnedhiseyesuponhersinceshehadenteredtheroom。
’But,bishop,itisaletterthatrequirestobeacteduponatonce。Wecannotdoubtthatthemanisdoingrightatlast。Heissubmittinghimselfwherehissubmissionisdue;buthissubmissionwillbeofnoavailunlessyoutakesomeactionuponhisletter。DoyounotthinkthatMrThumblehadbettergoover?’
’No,Idon’t。IthinkMrThumblehadbetterstaywhereheis,’saidtheirritatedbishop。
’What,then,wouldyouwishtobedone?’
’Nevermind,’saidhe。
’But,bishop,thatisnonsense,’saidMrsProudie,addingsomethingofseveritytothetoneofhervoice。
’No,itisn’tnonsense,’saidhe。Stillhedidnotlookather,norhadhedonesoforamomentsinceshehadenteredtheroom。MrsProudiecouldnotbearthis,andherangerbecamestrongerwithinherbreast,shetoldherselfthatshewouldbewrongtobearit。Shehadtriedwhatgentlenesswoulddo,andshehadfailed。Itwasnowimperativelynecessarythatsheshouldresorttosternermeasures。ShemustmakehimunderstandthathemustgiveherauthoritytosendMrThumbletoHogglestock。
’Whydoyounotturnroundandspeaktomeproperly?’shesaid。
’Idonotwanttospeaktoyouatall,’thebishopanswered。
Thiswasverybad;——almostanythingwouldbebetterthanthis。Hewassittingnowoverthefire,withhiselbowsonhisknees,andhisfaceburiedinhishands。Shehadgoneroundtheroomsoastofacehim,andwasnowstandingalmostoverhim,butstillshecouldnotseehiscountenance。’Thiswillnotdoatall,’shesaid。’Mydear,doyouknowthatyouareforgettingyourselfaltogether?’
’IwishIcouldforgetmyself。’
’Thatmightbeallverywellifyouwereinapositioninwhichyouowednoservicetoanyone;or,rather,itwouldnotbewellthen,buttheevilwouldnotbesomanifest。Youcannotdoyourdutyinthedioceseifyoucontinuetosittheredoingnothing,withyourheaduponyourhands。
Whydoyounotrally,andgettoyourworklikeaman?’
’Iwishyouwouldgoawayandleaveme,’hesaid。
’No,bishop。Iwillnotgoawayandleaveyou。Youhavebroughtyourselfintosuchaconditionthatitismydutyasyourwifetostaybyyou;andifyouneglectyourduty,Iwillnotneglectmine。’
’Itwasyouthatbroughtmetoit。’
’Nosir,thatisnottrue。Ididnotbringyoutoit。’
’Itisthetruth。’Andnowhegotupandlookedather。Foramomenthestooduponhislegs,andthensatdownagainwithhisfaceturnedtowardsher。’Itisthetruth。YouhavebroughtonmesuchdisgracethatIcannotholdupmyhead。Youhaveruinedme。IwishIweredead;anditisallthroughyouthatIamdriventowishit。’
Ofallthatshehadsufferedinherlifethiswastheworst。Sheclaspedbothherhandstohersideasshelistenedtohim,andforaminuteortwoshemadenoreply。Whenheceasedfromspeakingheagainputhiselbowsinhiskneesandagainburiedhisfaceinhishands。Whathadshebetterdo,orhowwasitexpedientthatsheshouldtreathim?Atthiscrisisthewholethingwassoimportanttoherthatshewouldhavepostponedherownambitionandwouldhavecurbedhertemperhadshethoughtthatbydoingsoshemightinanydegreehavebenefitedhim。Butitseemedtoherthatshecouldnotrousehimbyconciliation。Neithercouldsheleavehimashewas。Somethingmustbedone。’Bishop,’shesaid,’thewordsthatyouspeakareverysinful,verysinful。’
’Youhavemadethemsinful,’hesaid。
’Iwillnothearthatfromyou。Iwillnotindeed。Ihaveendeavouredtodomydutybyyou,andIdonotdeserveit。Iamendeavouringtodomydutynow,andyoumustknowthatitwouldillbecomemetoremainquiescentwhileyouareinsuchastate。Theworldaroundyouisobservingyou,andknowsthatyouarenotdoingyourwork。AllIwantofyouisthatyoushouldarouseyourself,andgotoyourwork。’
’Icoulddomyworkverywell,’hesaid,’ifyouwerenothere。’
’Isuppose,then,youwishthatIweredead?’saidMrsProudie。Tothishemadenoreply,nordidhestirhimself。Howcouldfleshandbloodbearthis——femalefleshandblood——MrsProudie’sfleshandblood?Now,atlast,hertemperoncemoregotthebetterofherjudgment,probablymuchtoherimmediatesatisfaction,andshespokeout。’I’lltellyouwhatitis,mylord,ifyouareimbecile,Imustbeactive。ItisverysadthatIshouldhavetoassumeyourauthority——’
’Iwillnotallowyoutoassumemyauthority。’
’Imustdoso,orelsemustobtainamedicalcertificateastoyourincapacity,andbegthatsomeneighbouringbishopmayadministerthediocese。Thingsshallnotgoonastheyarenow。I,atanyrate,willdomyduty。IshalltellMrThumblethathemustgoovertoHogglestock,andarrangeforthedutiesoftheparish。’
’Idesirethatyouwilldonosuchthing,’saidthebishop,nowagainlookingupather。
’YoumaybesurethatIshall,’saidMrsProudie,andthenshelefttheroom。
Hedidnotevenyetsupposethatshewouldgoabouthisthisworkatonce。Theconditionofhismindwasintruthbad,andwasbecomingworse,probably,fromdaytoday;butstillhedidmakehiscalculationsaboutthings,andnowreflectedthatitwouldbesufficientifhespoketohischaplaintomorrowaboutMrCrawley’sletter。SincetheterriblescenethatDrTempesthadwitnessed,hehadneverbeenabletomakeuphismindthatsomegreatstepwasnecessary。Thereweremomentsinwhichhethoughtthathewouldresignhisbishopric。Forsuchresignation,withoutacknowledgedincompetenceonthescoreofinfirmity,theprecedentswereveryfew;buteveniftherewerenoprecedents,itwouldbebettertodothatthentoremainwherehewas。Ofcoursetherewouldbedisgrace。Butthenitwouldbedisgracefromwhichhecouldhidehimself。Nowtherewasequaldisgrace;andhecouldnothidehimself。
Andthensuchameasureasthatwouldbringpunishmentwherepunishmentwasdue。Itwouldbringhiswifetotheground——herwhohadbroughthimtotheground。Thesufferingshouldnotbeallhisown。Whenshefoundthatherincome,andherpalace,andherpositionwereallgone,thenperhapsshemightrepenttheevilthatshehaddonehim。Now,whenhewasleftalone,hismindwentbacktothis,andhedidnotthinkoftakingimmediatemeasures——measuresonthatveryday——topreventtheactionofMrThumble。
ButMrsProudiedidtakeimmediatesteps。MrThumblewasatthismomentinthepalacewaitingforinstructions。ItwashewhohadbroughtMrCrawley’slettertoMrsProudie,andshenowreturnedtohimwiththatletterinherhand。Thereaderwillknowwhatwastheresult。MrThumblewassentofftoHogglestockatonceonthebishop’soldcob,and——aswillberemembered,fellintotroubleontheroad。Lateintheafternoon,heenteredthepalaceyardhavingledthecobbythebridlethewholewayhomefromHogglestock。
SomehourortwobeforeMrThumble’sreturnMrsProudiereturnedtoherhusband,thinkingitbettertolethimknowwhatshehaddone。Sheresolvedtobeveryfirmwithhim,butatthesametimeshedeterminednottouseharshlanguageifitcouldbeavoided。’Mydear,’shesaid,’IhavearrangedwithMrThumble。’Shefoundhimonthisoccasionsittingathisdeskwithpapersbeforehim,withapeninhishand;andshecouldseeataglancethatnothinghadbeenwrittenonthepaper。
Whatwouldshehavethoughthadsheknownthatwhenheplacedthesheetbeforehimhewasproposingtoconsultthearchbishopastotheproprietyofhisresignation!Hehadnot,however,progressedsofarastowriteeventhedateofhisletter。
’Youhavedonewhat?’saidhe,throwingdownhispen。
’IhavearrangedwithMrThumbleastogoingouttoHogglestock,’shesaidfirmly。’Indeedhehasgonealready。’Thenthebishopjumpedupfromhisseat,andrangthebellwithviolence。’Whatareyougoingtodo?’saidMrsProudie。
’Iamgoingtodepartfromhere,’hesaid。’Iwillnotstayheretobethemarkofscornforallmen’sfingers。Iwillresignthediocese。’
’Youcannotdothat,’saidhiswife。
’Icantry,atanyrate,’saidhe。Thentheservantentered。’John,’
saidhe,addressingtheman,’letMrThumbleknowthemomenthereturnstothepalaceIwishtoseehimhere。Perhapshemaynotcometothepalace。Inthatcaseletwordbesenttohishouse。’
MrsProudieallowedthemantogobeforesheaddressedherhusbandagain。’WhatdoyoumeantosaytoMrThumblewhenyouseehim?’
’Thatisnothingtoyou。’
Shecameuptohimandputherhanduponhisshoulder,andspoketohimverygently。’Tom,’shesaid,’isthatthewayinwhichyouspeaktoyourwife?’
’Yes,itis。Youhavedrivenmetoit。WhyhaveyoutakenuponyourselftosendthatmantoHogglestock?’
’Becauseitwasrighttodoso。Icametoyouforinstructions,andyouwouldgivenone。’
’IshouldhavegivenwhatinstructionsIpleasedinpropertime。ThumbleshallnotgotoHogglestocknextSunday。’
’Whoshallgo,then?’
’Nevermind。Nobody。Itdoesnotmattertoyou。IfyouwillleavemenowIshallbeobligedtoyou。Therewillbeanendofallthisverysoon——verysoon。’
MrsProudiestoodforawhilethinkingwhatshewouldsay;butshelefttheroomwithoututteringanotherword。Asshelookedathimahundreddifferentthoughtscameintohermind。Shehadlovedhimdearly,andshelovedhimstill;butsheknewnow——atthismomentfeltabsolutelysure——thatbyhimshewashated!Inspiteofallherroughnessandtemper,MrsProudiewasinthislikeotherwomen——thatshewouldfainhavebeenlovedhaditbeenpossible。Shehadalwaysmeanttoservehim。
Shewasconsciousofthat;consciousalsoinawaythat,althoughshehadbeenindustrious,althoughshehadbeenfaithful,althoughshewasclever,yetshehadfailed。Atthebottomofherheartsheknewthatshehadbeenabadwife。Andyetshehadmeanttobeapatternwife!ShehadmeanttobeagoodChristian;butshehadsoexercisedherChristianitythatnotasoulintheworldlovedher,orwouldendureherpresenceifitcouldbeavoided!Shehadsufficientinsighttothemindsandfeelingsofthosearoundhertobeawareofthis。Andnowherhusbandhadtoldherthathertyrannytohimwassooverbearingthathemustthrowuphisgreatposition,andretiretoanobscuritythatwouldbeexceptionallydisgracefultothemboth,becausehecouldnolongerendurethepublicdisgracewhichherconductbroughtuponhiminhishighplacebeforetheworld!Herheartwastoofullforspeech;andshelefthim,veryquietlyclosingthedoorbehindher。
Shewaspreparingtogouptoherchamber,withherhandonthebanistersandwithherfootuponthestairs,whenshesawtheservantwhohadansweredthebishop’sbell。’John,’shesaid,’whenMrThumblecomestothepalace,letmeseehimbeforehegoestomylord。’
’Yes,ma’am,’saidJohn,whowellunderstoodthenatureofthosequarrelsbetweenhismasterandhismistress。Butthecommandsofthemistresswerestillparamountamongtheservants,andJohnproceededonhismissionwiththeviewofaccomplishingMrsProudie’sbehests。ThenMrsProudiewentupstairstoherchamber,andlockedherdoor。
MrThumblereturnedtoBarchesterthatday,leadingthebroken—downcob;andadreadfulwalkhehad。Hewasnotgoodatwalking,andbeforehecamenearBarchesterhadcometoentertainaviolenthatredforthebeastthathewasleading。Theleadingofahorsethatistired,orinpain,orevenstiffinhislimbs,isnotpleasantwork。Thebrutewillnotaccommodatehispacestotheman,andwillcontrivetomakehisheadveryheavyonthebridle。Andhewillnotwalkonthepartoftheroadwhichthemanintendsforhim,butwillleanagainsttheman,andwillmakehimselfaltogetherdisagreeable。Itmaybeunderstood,therefore,thatMrThumblewasnotinagoodhumourwhenheenteredthepalaceyard。Norwasaltogetherquietinhismindastotheinjurywhichhehaddonetotheanimal。’Itwasthebrute’sfault,’saidMrThumble。’Itcomesgenerallyofnotknowinghowtoride’em,’saidthegroom。ForMrThumble,thoughheoftenhadahorseoutoftheepiscopalstables,wasnotreadywithhisshillingstothemanwhowaiteduponhimwiththesteed。
Hehadnot,however,cometoanysatisfactoryunderstandingrespectingthebrokenkneeswhenthefootmanfromthepalacetoldhimthathewaswanted。ItwasinvainthatMrThumblepleadedthathewasnearlydeadwithfatigue,thathehadwalkedallthewayfromHogglestockandmustgohometochangehisclothes。Johnwasperemptorywithhim,insistingthathemustwaitfirstuponMrsProudieandthenwaituponthebishop。
MrThumblemightperhapshaveturnedadeafeartothelattercommand,buttheformerwasonewhichhefelthimselfboundtoobey。Soheenteredthepalace,rathercross,verymuchsoiledastohisouterman;
andinthisconditionwentupacertainsmallstaircasewhichwasfamiliartohim,toasmallparlourwhichadjoinedMrsProudie’sroom,andthereawaitedthearrivalofthelady。Thatheshouldberequiredtowaitsomequarterofanhourwasnotsurprisingtohim;butwhenhalfanhourwasgone,andherememberedhimselfofhisownwifeathome,andofthedinnerwhichhehadnotyeteaten,heventuredtoringthebell。MrsProudie’sownmaid,MrsDraperbyname,cametohimandsaidthatshehadknockedtwiceatMrsProudie’sdoorandwouldknockagain。Twominutesafterthatshereturned,runningintotheroomwithherarmsextended,andexclaiming,’Ohheavens,sir;mistressisdead!’MrThumble,hardlyknowingwhathewasabout,followedthewomanintothebedroom,andtherehefoundhimselfstandingawe—struckbeforethecorpseofherwhohadsolatelybeenthepresidingspiritofthepalace。
Thebodywasstillrestingonitslegs,leaningagainsttheendofthesideofthebed,whileoneofthearmswascloseclaspedroundthebed—post。Themouthwasrigidlyclose,buttheeyeswereopenasthoughtstaringathim。Neverthelesstherecouldbenodoubtfromthefirstglancethatthewomanwasdead。Hewentupclosetoit,butdidnotdaretotouchit。TherewasnoonethereasyetbutheandMrsDraper;——nooneelseknewwhathadhappened。
’It’sherheart,’saidMrsDraper。
’Didshesufferfromheartcomplaint?’heasked。
’Wesuspectedit,sir,thoughnobodyknewit。Shewasveryshyoftalkingaboutherself。’
’Wemustsendforthedoctoratonce,’saidMrThumble。’Wehadbettertouchnothingtillheishere。’Thentheyretreatedandthedoorwaslocked。
Intenminuteseverybodyinthehouseknewitexceptthebishop;andintwentyminutesthenearestapothecarywithhisassistantwereintheroom,andthebodyhadbeenproperlylaiduponthebed。Eventhenthehusbandhadnotbeentold——didnotknoweitherhisrelieforhisloss。
Itwasnowpastseven,whichwastheusualhourfordinneratthepalace,anditwasprobablethathewouldcomeoutofhisroomamongtheservants,ifhewerenotsummoned。WhenitwasproposedtoMrThumblethatheshouldgoinandtellhim,hepositivelydeclined,sayingthatthesightwhichhehadjustseenandtheexertionsofthedaytogether,hadsounnervedhim,thathehadnotphysicalstrengthforthetask。Theapothecary,whohadbeensummonedinahurry,hadescaped,probablybeingequallyunwillingtobethebearerofsuchacommunication。ThedutythereforefelltoMrsDraper,andunderthepressinginstanceoftheotherservantsshedescendedtohermaster’sroom。Haditnotbeenthatthehourofdinnerhadcome,sothatthebishopcouldnothavebeenleftmuchlongertohimself,theeviltimewouldhavebeenstillpostponed。
Shewentveryslowlyalongthepassage,andwasjustgoingtopauseereshereachedtheroomwhenthedoorwasopenedandthebishopstoodclosebeforeher。Itwaseasytobeseenthathewascross。Hishandsandfacewereunwashedandhisfacewashaggard。Inthesedayshewouldnotevengothroughtheceremonyofdressinghimselfbeforedinner。’MrsDraper,’
hesaid,’whydon’ttheytellmethatdinnerisready?Aretheygoingtogivemeanydinner?’Shestoodamomentwithoutansweringhim,whilethetearsstreameddownherface。’Whatisthematter?’saidhe。’Hasyourmistresssentyouhere?’
’Ohlaws!’saidMrsDraper——andsheputoutherhandstosupporthimifsuchsupportshouldbenecessary。
’Whatisthematter?’hedemandedangrily。
’Oh,mylord——bearitlikeaChristian。Mistressisn’tnomore。’Heleanedbackagainstthedoor—postandshetookholdofhimbythearms。
’Itwastheheart,mylord。DrFilgravehisselfhasnotbeenyet;butthat’swhatitwas。’Thebishopdidnotsayaword,butwalkedbacktohischairbeforethefire。
CHAPTERLXVII
INMEMORIAM
Thebishopwhenhehadheardofthetidingsofhiswife’sdeathwalkedbacktohisseatoverthefire,andMrsDraper,thehousekeepercameandstoodoverhimwithoutspeaking。Thusshestoodfortenminuteslookingdownathimandlistening。Buttherewasnosound;notaword,noramoan,norasob。Itwasasthoughhealsoweredead,butthataslightirregularmovementofhisfingersonthetopofhisbaldhead,toldherthathismindandbodywerestillactive。’Mylord,’shesaidatlast,’wouldyouwishtoseethedoctorwhenhecomes?’Shespokeverylowandhedidnotanswerher。Then,afteranotherminuteofsilence,sheaskedthesamequestionagain。
’Whatdoctor?’hesaid。
’DrFilgrave。Wesentforhim。Perhapsheisherenow。ShallIgoandsee,mylord?’MrsDraperfoundthatherpositiontherewaswearyandshewishedtoescape。Anythingonhisbehalfrequiringtroubleorworkshewouldhavedonewillingly;butshecouldnotstandthereforever,watchingthemotionofhisfingers。
’IsupposeImustseehim,’saidthebishop。MrsDrapertookthisasanorderforherdeparture,andcreptsilentlyoutoftheroom,closingthedoorbehindherwiththelongprotractedelaborateclickwhichisalwaysproducedbyanattemptatsilenceonsuchoccasions。Hedidnotcarefornoiseorforsilence。Hadsheslammedthedoorhewouldnothaveregardedit。Awonderfulsilencehadcomeuponhimwhichforthetimealmostcrushedhim。Hewouldneverhearthatwell—knownvoiceagain!