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  ’Clara,’saidConway,’IdonotknowwhenImayhaveanotherchanceofaskingforananswertomyquestion。Youheardmyquestion?’
  ’Yes,Iheardit。’
  ’Andwillyouanswerit?’
  ’Ifyouwishit,Iwill。’
  ’OfcourseIwishit。YouunderstandwhatIsaiduponthedoor—stepyesterday?’
  ’Idon’tthinkmuchofthat;mensaythosethingssooften。Whatyousaidbeforewasserious,Isuppose?’
  ’Serious!Heavens!DoyouthinkthatIamjoking?’
  ’MammawantsmetomarryMrMusselboro。’
  ’Heisavulgarbrute。Itwouldbeimpossible。’
  ’Itisimpossible;butmammaisveryobstinate。Ihavenofortuneofmyown——notashilling。Shetoldmetodaythatshewouldturnmeoutintothestreet。Sheforbademetocomehere,thinkingIshouldmeetyou;butIcame,becauseIhadpromisedMrsBroughton。Iamsurethatshewillnevergivemeoneshilling。’
  Dalrymplepausedforamoment。ItwascertainlytruethathehadregardedClaraVanSieverasanheiress,andhadatfirstbeenattractedtoherbecausehethoughtitexpedienttomarryanheiress。Buttherehadsincecomesomethingbeyondthat,andtherewasperhapslessofregretthanmostmenwouldhavefeltashegaveuphisgoldenhopes。Hetookherintohisarmsandkissedher,andcalledherhisown。’Nowweunderstandeachother,’hesaid。
  ’Ifyouwishittobeso。’
  ’Idowishit。’
  ’AndIshalltellmymothertodaythatIamengagedtoyou——unlesssherefusestoseeme。GotoMrsBroughtonnow。Ifeelthatwearealmostcrueltobethinkingofourselvesinthishouseatsuchatime。’UponthisDalrymplewent,andClaraVanSieverwaslefttoherreflections。
  Shehadneverbeforehadalover。Shehadneverhadevenafriendwhomshelovedandtrusted。Herlifehadbeenpassedatschooltillshewasnearlytwenty,andsincethenhadbeenvainlyendeavouringtoaccommodateherselfintotheabsolutepowerofamanwhowasnearlyastrangetoher!Butshedidlovehim,asshehadneverlovedanyoneelse;——andthen,ontheotherside,therewasMrMusselboro!
  Dalrymplewentupstairsforanhour,andClaradidnotseehimagainbeforeheleftthehouse。Itwascleartoher,fromMrsBroughton’sfirstwords,thatConwayhadtoldherwhathadpassed。’OfcourseI
  shallneverseenanythingmoreofeitherofyounow?’saidMrsBroughton。
  ’Ishouldsaythatprobablyyouwillseeagreatdealofusboth。’
  ’Therearesomepeople,’saidMrsBroughton,’whocandowellfortheirfriends,butcanneverdowellforthemselves。Iamoneofthem。Isawatoncehowgreatathingitwouldbeforbothofyoutobringyoutwotogether——especiallyforyou,Clara;andthereforeIdidit。ImaysaythatIneverhaditoutofmymindformonthspast。PoorDobbsmisunderstoodwhatIwasdoing。Godknowshowfarthatmayhavebroughtaboutwhathashappened。’
  ’Oh,MrsBroughton!’
  ’Ofcoursehecouldnotbeblindtoonething;——norwasI。Imentionitnowbecauseitisright,butIshallnever,neveralludetoagain。Ofcoursehesaw,andIsaw,thatConway——wasattachedtome。PoorConwaymeantnoharm。Iwasawareofthat。Buttherewastheterriblefact。I
  knewatoncethattheonlycureforhimwasamarriagewithsomegirlhecouldrespect。AdmiringyouasIdo,Iimmediatelyresolvedonbringingyoutotogether。Mydear,Ihavebeensuccessful,andIheartilytrustthatyoumaybehappierthanMariaBroughton。’
  MissVanSieverknewthewoman,understoodallthefacts,andpityingtheconditionofthewretchedcreature,boreallthiswithoutawordofrebuke。Shescornedtoputoutherstrengthagainstonewhowasintruthsoweak。
  CHAPTERLXVI
  REQUIESCATINPACE
  Thingsweregloomyatthepalace。IthasalreadybeensaidthatformaydaysafterDrTempest’svisittoBarchestertheintercoursebetweenthebishopandMrsProudiehadnotbeenofapleasantnature。Hehadbecomesosilent,sosullen,andsosolitaryinhisways,thatevenhercouragehadbeenalmostcowed,andforawhileshehadcondescendedtousegentlermethods,withthehopethatshemightthusbringherlordroundtohisusualstateofactivesubmission;orperhaps,ifwestrivetodoherfulljustice,wemaysayofherthathereffortwasmadeconscientiously,withtheideaofinducinghimtodohisdutywithproperactivity。Forshewasawomannotwithoutaconscience,andbynomeansindifferenttotherealservicewhichherhusband,asbishopofthediocese,wasboundtorendertotheaffairsoftheChurcharoundher。Ofherownstrugglesafterpersonaldominionshewasherselfunconscious;andnodoubttheygaveher,whenrecognisedandacknowledgedbyherself,manystabstoherinnerself,ofwhichnosinglebeingintheworldknewanything。Andnow,asafterawhileshefailedinproducinganyameliorationinthebishop’smood,hertemperalsogaveway,andthingswerebecomingverygloomyandunpleasant。
  Thebishopandhiswifewereatpresentaloneinthepalace。Theirmarrieddaughterandherhusbandhadleftthem,andtheunmarrieddaughterwasalsoaway。Howfarthebishop’smoodmayhaveproducedthissolitudeinthevasthouseIwillnotsay。ProbablyMrsProudie’sstateofmindmayhavepreventedherfromhavingotherguestsintheplaceofthosewhohadgone。Shefeltherselftobealmostdisgracedintheeyesofallthosearoundherbyherhusband’slongabsencefromthecommonroomsofthehouseandbyhisdoggedsilenceatmeals。Itwasbetter,shethought,thattheytwoshouldbealoneinthepalace。
  Herowneffortstobringhimbacktosomethinglikelife,tosomeactivityofmindifnotbody,weremadeconstantly;andwhenshefailed,asshedidfaildayafterday,shewouldgoslowlytoherownroom,andlockherdoor,andlookbackinsolitudeatallthedaysofherlife。
  Shehadagoniesintheseminutesofwhichnoonenearherknewanything。
  Shewouldseizewithherarmthepartofthebednearwhichshewouldstand,andholdbyit,graspingit,asthoughshewereafraidtofall;
  andthen,whenitwasattheworstwithher,shewouldgotohercloset——aclosetthatnoeyeseversawunlockedbutherown——andfillforherselfandswallowsomedraughtandthenshewouldsitdownwiththeBiblebeforeher,andreaditsedulously。ShespenthourseverydaywithherBiblebeforeher,repeatingtoherselfwholechapters,whichsheknewalmostbyheart。
  Itcannotbesaidthatshewasabadwoman,thoughshehadinhertimedoneanindescribableamountofevil。Shehadendeavouredtodogood,failingpartlybyignoranceandpartlyfromtheeffectsofanunbridled,ambitioustemper。Andnow,evenamidstherkeenestsufferings,herambitionwasbynomeansdead。Shestilllongedtorulethediocesebymeansofherhusband,butwasmadetopauseandhesitatebytheunwontedmoodthathadfallenuponhim。Beforethis,onmorethanoneoccasion,andononeverymemorableoccasion,hehadendeavouredtocombather。Hehadfoughtwithher,strivingtoputherdown。Hehadfailed,andgivenupthehopeofanyescapefrohimselfinthatdirection。Onthoseoccasionshercouragehadneverquailedforamoment。Whileheopenlystruggledtobemaster,shecouldopenlystruggletobemistress——andcouldenjoythestruggle。Butnothinglikethishadevercomeuponhimbefore。
  Shehadyieldedtoitformanydays,strivingtocoaxhimbylittlesoftnessesofwhichsheherselfhadbeenashamedasshepractisedthem。
  Theyhadservedhernothing,andatlastshedeterminedthatsomethingelsemustbedone。Ifonlyforhissake,tokeepsomelifeinhim,somethingelsemustbedone。Werehetocontinueashewasnow,hemustgiveupthediocese,or,atanyrate,declarehimselftooilltokeepuptheworkingofitinhisownhands。HowshehatedMrCrawleyforallthesorrowthathehadbroughtuponherandherhouse!
  AnditwasstilltheaffairofMrCrawleywhichurgedherontofurtheraction。WhenthebishopreceivedMrCrawley’sletterhesaidnothingofittoher;buthehandeditovertohischaplain。Thechaplain,fearingtoactuponithimself,handedittoMrThumble,whoheknewtobeoneofthebishop’scommission,andMrThumble,equallyfearingresponsibilityinthepresentstateofaffairsatthepalace,foundhimselfobligedtoconsultMrsProudie。MrsProudiehadnodoubtastowhatshouldbedone。Themanhadabdicatedhisliving,andofcoursesomeprovisionmustbemadefortheservices。Shewouldagainmakeanattemptuponherhusband,andthereforeshewentintohisroomholdingMrCrawley’sletterinherhand。
  ’Mydear,’shesaid,’hereisMrCrawley’sletter。Isupposeyouhavereadit。’
  ’Yes,’saidthebishop;’Ihavereadit。’
  ’Andwhatwillyoudoaboutit?Somethingmustbedone。’
  ’Idon’tknow,’saidhe。Hedidnotevenlookatherashespoke。Hehadnotturnedhiseyesuponhersinceshehadenteredtheroom。
  ’But,bishop,itisaletterthatrequirestobeacteduponatonce。Wecannotdoubtthatthemanisdoingrightatlast。Heissubmittinghimselfwherehissubmissionisdue;buthissubmissionwillbeofnoavailunlessyoutakesomeactionuponhisletter。DoyounotthinkthatMrThumblehadbettergoover?’
  ’No,Idon’t。IthinkMrThumblehadbetterstaywhereheis,’saidtheirritatedbishop。
  ’What,then,wouldyouwishtobedone?’
  ’Nevermind,’saidhe。
  ’But,bishop,thatisnonsense,’saidMrsProudie,addingsomethingofseveritytothetoneofhervoice。
  ’No,itisn’tnonsense,’saidhe。Stillhedidnotlookather,norhadhedonesoforamomentsinceshehadenteredtheroom。MrsProudiecouldnotbearthis,andherangerbecamestrongerwithinherbreast,shetoldherselfthatshewouldbewrongtobearit。Shehadtriedwhatgentlenesswoulddo,andshehadfailed。Itwasnowimperativelynecessarythatsheshouldresorttosternermeasures。ShemustmakehimunderstandthathemustgiveherauthoritytosendMrThumbletoHogglestock。
  ’Whydoyounotturnroundandspeaktomeproperly?’shesaid。
  ’Idonotwanttospeaktoyouatall,’thebishopanswered。
  Thiswasverybad;——almostanythingwouldbebetterthanthis。Hewassittingnowoverthefire,withhiselbowsonhisknees,andhisfaceburiedinhishands。Shehadgoneroundtheroomsoastofacehim,andwasnowstandingalmostoverhim,butstillshecouldnotseehiscountenance。’Thiswillnotdoatall,’shesaid。’Mydear,doyouknowthatyouareforgettingyourselfaltogether?’
  ’IwishIcouldforgetmyself。’
  ’Thatmightbeallverywellifyouwereinapositioninwhichyouowednoservicetoanyone;or,rather,itwouldnotbewellthen,buttheevilwouldnotbesomanifest。Youcannotdoyourdutyinthedioceseifyoucontinuetosittheredoingnothing,withyourheaduponyourhands。
  Whydoyounotrally,andgettoyourworklikeaman?’
  ’Iwishyouwouldgoawayandleaveme,’hesaid。
  ’No,bishop。Iwillnotgoawayandleaveyou。Youhavebroughtyourselfintosuchaconditionthatitismydutyasyourwifetostaybyyou;andifyouneglectyourduty,Iwillnotneglectmine。’
  ’Itwasyouthatbroughtmetoit。’
  ’Nosir,thatisnottrue。Ididnotbringyoutoit。’
  ’Itisthetruth。’Andnowhegotupandlookedather。Foramomenthestooduponhislegs,andthensatdownagainwithhisfaceturnedtowardsher。’Itisthetruth。YouhavebroughtonmesuchdisgracethatIcannotholdupmyhead。Youhaveruinedme。IwishIweredead;anditisallthroughyouthatIamdriventowishit。’
  Ofallthatshehadsufferedinherlifethiswastheworst。Sheclaspedbothherhandstohersideasshelistenedtohim,andforaminuteortwoshemadenoreply。Whenheceasedfromspeakingheagainputhiselbowsinhiskneesandagainburiedhisfaceinhishands。Whathadshebetterdo,orhowwasitexpedientthatsheshouldtreathim?Atthiscrisisthewholethingwassoimportanttoherthatshewouldhavepostponedherownambitionandwouldhavecurbedhertemperhadshethoughtthatbydoingsoshemightinanydegreehavebenefitedhim。Butitseemedtoherthatshecouldnotrousehimbyconciliation。Neithercouldsheleavehimashewas。Somethingmustbedone。’Bishop,’shesaid,’thewordsthatyouspeakareverysinful,verysinful。’
  ’Youhavemadethemsinful,’hesaid。
  ’Iwillnothearthatfromyou。Iwillnotindeed。Ihaveendeavouredtodomydutybyyou,andIdonotdeserveit。Iamendeavouringtodomydutynow,andyoumustknowthatitwouldillbecomemetoremainquiescentwhileyouareinsuchastate。Theworldaroundyouisobservingyou,andknowsthatyouarenotdoingyourwork。AllIwantofyouisthatyoushouldarouseyourself,andgotoyourwork。’
  ’Icoulddomyworkverywell,’hesaid,’ifyouwerenothere。’
  ’Isuppose,then,youwishthatIweredead?’saidMrsProudie。Tothishemadenoreply,nordidhestirhimself。Howcouldfleshandbloodbearthis——femalefleshandblood——MrsProudie’sfleshandblood?Now,atlast,hertemperoncemoregotthebetterofherjudgment,probablymuchtoherimmediatesatisfaction,andshespokeout。’I’lltellyouwhatitis,mylord,ifyouareimbecile,Imustbeactive。ItisverysadthatIshouldhavetoassumeyourauthority——’
  ’Iwillnotallowyoutoassumemyauthority。’
  ’Imustdoso,orelsemustobtainamedicalcertificateastoyourincapacity,andbegthatsomeneighbouringbishopmayadministerthediocese。Thingsshallnotgoonastheyarenow。I,atanyrate,willdomyduty。IshalltellMrThumblethathemustgoovertoHogglestock,andarrangeforthedutiesoftheparish。’
  ’Idesirethatyouwilldonosuchthing,’saidthebishop,nowagainlookingupather。
  ’YoumaybesurethatIshall,’saidMrsProudie,andthenshelefttheroom。
  Hedidnotevenyetsupposethatshewouldgoabouthisthisworkatonce。Theconditionofhismindwasintruthbad,andwasbecomingworse,probably,fromdaytoday;butstillhedidmakehiscalculationsaboutthings,andnowreflectedthatitwouldbesufficientifhespoketohischaplaintomorrowaboutMrCrawley’sletter。SincetheterriblescenethatDrTempesthadwitnessed,hehadneverbeenabletomakeuphismindthatsomegreatstepwasnecessary。Thereweremomentsinwhichhethoughtthathewouldresignhisbishopric。Forsuchresignation,withoutacknowledgedincompetenceonthescoreofinfirmity,theprecedentswereveryfew;buteveniftherewerenoprecedents,itwouldbebettertodothatthentoremainwherehewas。Ofcoursetherewouldbedisgrace。Butthenitwouldbedisgracefromwhichhecouldhidehimself。Nowtherewasequaldisgrace;andhecouldnothidehimself。
  Andthensuchameasureasthatwouldbringpunishmentwherepunishmentwasdue。Itwouldbringhiswifetotheground——herwhohadbroughthimtotheground。Thesufferingshouldnotbeallhisown。Whenshefoundthatherincome,andherpalace,andherpositionwereallgone,thenperhapsshemightrepenttheevilthatshehaddonehim。Now,whenhewasleftalone,hismindwentbacktothis,andhedidnotthinkoftakingimmediatemeasures——measuresonthatveryday——topreventtheactionofMrThumble。
  ButMrsProudiedidtakeimmediatesteps。MrThumblewasatthismomentinthepalacewaitingforinstructions。ItwashewhohadbroughtMrCrawley’slettertoMrsProudie,andshenowreturnedtohimwiththatletterinherhand。Thereaderwillknowwhatwastheresult。MrThumblewassentofftoHogglestockatonceonthebishop’soldcob,and——aswillberemembered,fellintotroubleontheroad。Lateintheafternoon,heenteredthepalaceyardhavingledthecobbythebridlethewholewayhomefromHogglestock。
  SomehourortwobeforeMrThumble’sreturnMrsProudiereturnedtoherhusband,thinkingitbettertolethimknowwhatshehaddone。Sheresolvedtobeveryfirmwithhim,butatthesametimeshedeterminednottouseharshlanguageifitcouldbeavoided。’Mydear,’shesaid,’IhavearrangedwithMrThumble。’Shefoundhimonthisoccasionsittingathisdeskwithpapersbeforehim,withapeninhishand;andshecouldseeataglancethatnothinghadbeenwrittenonthepaper。
  Whatwouldshehavethoughthadsheknownthatwhenheplacedthesheetbeforehimhewasproposingtoconsultthearchbishopastotheproprietyofhisresignation!Hehadnot,however,progressedsofarastowriteeventhedateofhisletter。
  ’Youhavedonewhat?’saidhe,throwingdownhispen。
  ’IhavearrangedwithMrThumbleastogoingouttoHogglestock,’shesaidfirmly。’Indeedhehasgonealready。’Thenthebishopjumpedupfromhisseat,andrangthebellwithviolence。’Whatareyougoingtodo?’saidMrsProudie。
  ’Iamgoingtodepartfromhere,’hesaid。’Iwillnotstayheretobethemarkofscornforallmen’sfingers。Iwillresignthediocese。’
  ’Youcannotdothat,’saidhiswife。
  ’Icantry,atanyrate,’saidhe。Thentheservantentered。’John,’
  saidhe,addressingtheman,’letMrThumbleknowthemomenthereturnstothepalaceIwishtoseehimhere。Perhapshemaynotcometothepalace。Inthatcaseletwordbesenttohishouse。’
  MrsProudieallowedthemantogobeforesheaddressedherhusbandagain。’WhatdoyoumeantosaytoMrThumblewhenyouseehim?’
  ’Thatisnothingtoyou。’
  Shecameuptohimandputherhanduponhisshoulder,andspoketohimverygently。’Tom,’shesaid,’isthatthewayinwhichyouspeaktoyourwife?’
  ’Yes,itis。Youhavedrivenmetoit。WhyhaveyoutakenuponyourselftosendthatmantoHogglestock?’
  ’Becauseitwasrighttodoso。Icametoyouforinstructions,andyouwouldgivenone。’
  ’IshouldhavegivenwhatinstructionsIpleasedinpropertime。ThumbleshallnotgotoHogglestocknextSunday。’
  ’Whoshallgo,then?’
  ’Nevermind。Nobody。Itdoesnotmattertoyou。IfyouwillleavemenowIshallbeobligedtoyou。Therewillbeanendofallthisverysoon——verysoon。’
  MrsProudiestoodforawhilethinkingwhatshewouldsay;butshelefttheroomwithoututteringanotherword。Asshelookedathimahundreddifferentthoughtscameintohermind。Shehadlovedhimdearly,andshelovedhimstill;butsheknewnow——atthismomentfeltabsolutelysure——thatbyhimshewashated!Inspiteofallherroughnessandtemper,MrsProudiewasinthislikeotherwomen——thatshewouldfainhavebeenlovedhaditbeenpossible。Shehadalwaysmeanttoservehim。
  Shewasconsciousofthat;consciousalsoinawaythat,althoughshehadbeenindustrious,althoughshehadbeenfaithful,althoughshewasclever,yetshehadfailed。Atthebottomofherheartsheknewthatshehadbeenabadwife。Andyetshehadmeanttobeapatternwife!ShehadmeanttobeagoodChristian;butshehadsoexercisedherChristianitythatnotasoulintheworldlovedher,orwouldendureherpresenceifitcouldbeavoided!Shehadsufficientinsighttothemindsandfeelingsofthosearoundhertobeawareofthis。Andnowherhusbandhadtoldherthathertyrannytohimwassooverbearingthathemustthrowuphisgreatposition,andretiretoanobscuritythatwouldbeexceptionallydisgracefultothemboth,becausehecouldnolongerendurethepublicdisgracewhichherconductbroughtuponhiminhishighplacebeforetheworld!Herheartwastoofullforspeech;andshelefthim,veryquietlyclosingthedoorbehindher。
  Shewaspreparingtogouptoherchamber,withherhandonthebanistersandwithherfootuponthestairs,whenshesawtheservantwhohadansweredthebishop’sbell。’John,’shesaid,’whenMrThumblecomestothepalace,letmeseehimbeforehegoestomylord。’
  ’Yes,ma’am,’saidJohn,whowellunderstoodthenatureofthosequarrelsbetweenhismasterandhismistress。Butthecommandsofthemistresswerestillparamountamongtheservants,andJohnproceededonhismissionwiththeviewofaccomplishingMrsProudie’sbehests。ThenMrsProudiewentupstairstoherchamber,andlockedherdoor。
  MrThumblereturnedtoBarchesterthatday,leadingthebroken—downcob;andadreadfulwalkhehad。Hewasnotgoodatwalking,andbeforehecamenearBarchesterhadcometoentertainaviolenthatredforthebeastthathewasleading。Theleadingofahorsethatistired,orinpain,orevenstiffinhislimbs,isnotpleasantwork。Thebrutewillnotaccommodatehispacestotheman,andwillcontrivetomakehisheadveryheavyonthebridle。Andhewillnotwalkonthepartoftheroadwhichthemanintendsforhim,butwillleanagainsttheman,andwillmakehimselfaltogetherdisagreeable。Itmaybeunderstood,therefore,thatMrThumblewasnotinagoodhumourwhenheenteredthepalaceyard。Norwasaltogetherquietinhismindastotheinjurywhichhehaddonetotheanimal。’Itwasthebrute’sfault,’saidMrThumble。’Itcomesgenerallyofnotknowinghowtoride’em,’saidthegroom。ForMrThumble,thoughheoftenhadahorseoutoftheepiscopalstables,wasnotreadywithhisshillingstothemanwhowaiteduponhimwiththesteed。
  Hehadnot,however,cometoanysatisfactoryunderstandingrespectingthebrokenkneeswhenthefootmanfromthepalacetoldhimthathewaswanted。ItwasinvainthatMrThumblepleadedthathewasnearlydeadwithfatigue,thathehadwalkedallthewayfromHogglestockandmustgohometochangehisclothes。Johnwasperemptorywithhim,insistingthathemustwaitfirstuponMrsProudieandthenwaituponthebishop。
  MrThumblemightperhapshaveturnedadeafeartothelattercommand,buttheformerwasonewhichhefelthimselfboundtoobey。Soheenteredthepalace,rathercross,verymuchsoiledastohisouterman;
  andinthisconditionwentupacertainsmallstaircasewhichwasfamiliartohim,toasmallparlourwhichadjoinedMrsProudie’sroom,andthereawaitedthearrivalofthelady。Thatheshouldberequiredtowaitsomequarterofanhourwasnotsurprisingtohim;butwhenhalfanhourwasgone,andherememberedhimselfofhisownwifeathome,andofthedinnerwhichhehadnotyeteaten,heventuredtoringthebell。MrsProudie’sownmaid,MrsDraperbyname,cametohimandsaidthatshehadknockedtwiceatMrsProudie’sdoorandwouldknockagain。Twominutesafterthatshereturned,runningintotheroomwithherarmsextended,andexclaiming,’Ohheavens,sir;mistressisdead!’MrThumble,hardlyknowingwhathewasabout,followedthewomanintothebedroom,andtherehefoundhimselfstandingawe—struckbeforethecorpseofherwhohadsolatelybeenthepresidingspiritofthepalace。
  Thebodywasstillrestingonitslegs,leaningagainsttheendofthesideofthebed,whileoneofthearmswascloseclaspedroundthebed—post。Themouthwasrigidlyclose,buttheeyeswereopenasthoughtstaringathim。Neverthelesstherecouldbenodoubtfromthefirstglancethatthewomanwasdead。Hewentupclosetoit,butdidnotdaretotouchit。TherewasnoonethereasyetbutheandMrsDraper;——nooneelseknewwhathadhappened。
  ’It’sherheart,’saidMrsDraper。
  ’Didshesufferfromheartcomplaint?’heasked。
  ’Wesuspectedit,sir,thoughnobodyknewit。Shewasveryshyoftalkingaboutherself。’
  ’Wemustsendforthedoctoratonce,’saidMrThumble。’Wehadbettertouchnothingtillheishere。’Thentheyretreatedandthedoorwaslocked。
  Intenminuteseverybodyinthehouseknewitexceptthebishop;andintwentyminutesthenearestapothecarywithhisassistantwereintheroom,andthebodyhadbeenproperlylaiduponthebed。Eventhenthehusbandhadnotbeentold——didnotknoweitherhisrelieforhisloss。
  Itwasnowpastseven,whichwastheusualhourfordinneratthepalace,anditwasprobablethathewouldcomeoutofhisroomamongtheservants,ifhewerenotsummoned。WhenitwasproposedtoMrThumblethatheshouldgoinandtellhim,hepositivelydeclined,sayingthatthesightwhichhehadjustseenandtheexertionsofthedaytogether,hadsounnervedhim,thathehadnotphysicalstrengthforthetask。Theapothecary,whohadbeensummonedinahurry,hadescaped,probablybeingequallyunwillingtobethebearerofsuchacommunication。ThedutythereforefelltoMrsDraper,andunderthepressinginstanceoftheotherservantsshedescendedtohermaster’sroom。Haditnotbeenthatthehourofdinnerhadcome,sothatthebishopcouldnothavebeenleftmuchlongertohimself,theeviltimewouldhavebeenstillpostponed。
  Shewentveryslowlyalongthepassage,andwasjustgoingtopauseereshereachedtheroomwhenthedoorwasopenedandthebishopstoodclosebeforeher。Itwaseasytobeseenthathewascross。Hishandsandfacewereunwashedandhisfacewashaggard。Inthesedayshewouldnotevengothroughtheceremonyofdressinghimselfbeforedinner。’MrsDraper,’
  hesaid,’whydon’ttheytellmethatdinnerisready?Aretheygoingtogivemeanydinner?’Shestoodamomentwithoutansweringhim,whilethetearsstreameddownherface。’Whatisthematter?’saidhe。’Hasyourmistresssentyouhere?’
  ’Ohlaws!’saidMrsDraper——andsheputoutherhandstosupporthimifsuchsupportshouldbenecessary。
  ’Whatisthematter?’hedemandedangrily。
  ’Oh,mylord——bearitlikeaChristian。Mistressisn’tnomore。’Heleanedbackagainstthedoor—postandshetookholdofhimbythearms。
  ’Itwastheheart,mylord。DrFilgravehisselfhasnotbeenyet;butthat’swhatitwas。’Thebishopdidnotsayaword,butwalkedbacktohischairbeforethefire。
  CHAPTERLXVII
  INMEMORIAM
  Thebishopwhenhehadheardofthetidingsofhiswife’sdeathwalkedbacktohisseatoverthefire,andMrsDraper,thehousekeepercameandstoodoverhimwithoutspeaking。Thusshestoodfortenminuteslookingdownathimandlistening。Buttherewasnosound;notaword,noramoan,norasob。Itwasasthoughhealsoweredead,butthataslightirregularmovementofhisfingersonthetopofhisbaldhead,toldherthathismindandbodywerestillactive。’Mylord,’shesaidatlast,’wouldyouwishtoseethedoctorwhenhecomes?’Shespokeverylowandhedidnotanswerher。Then,afteranotherminuteofsilence,sheaskedthesamequestionagain。
  ’Whatdoctor?’hesaid。
  ’DrFilgrave。Wesentforhim。Perhapsheisherenow。ShallIgoandsee,mylord?’MrsDraperfoundthatherpositiontherewaswearyandshewishedtoescape。Anythingonhisbehalfrequiringtroubleorworkshewouldhavedonewillingly;butshecouldnotstandthereforever,watchingthemotionofhisfingers。
  ’IsupposeImustseehim,’saidthebishop。MrsDrapertookthisasanorderforherdeparture,andcreptsilentlyoutoftheroom,closingthedoorbehindherwiththelongprotractedelaborateclickwhichisalwaysproducedbyanattemptatsilenceonsuchoccasions。Hedidnotcarefornoiseorforsilence。Hadsheslammedthedoorhewouldnothaveregardedit。Awonderfulsilencehadcomeuponhimwhichforthetimealmostcrushedhim。Hewouldneverhearthatwell—knownvoiceagain!