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  hesaid,whenhewasclosetoher。Thenshejumpedupquickly,andturnedroundfacinghim。’WhereisDobbs?’shesaid。’WhereisDobbs?’
  ’Heisnothere。’
  ’Heisinthehouse,forIheardhim。Whyhaveyoucomeback?’
  Dalrymple’seyefellonthetatteredcanvas,andhethoughtofthedoingsofthepastmonth。HethoughtofthepictureofthethreeGraces,whichwashangingintheroombelow,andhethoroughlywishedthathehadneverbeenintroducedtotheBroughtonestablishment。Howwashetogetthroughhispresentdifficulty?’No,’saidhe,’Broughtondidnotcome。ItwasMrMusselborowhosestepsyouheardbelow。’
  ’Whatisheherefor?Whatishedoinghere?WhereisDobbs?Conway,thereissomethingthematter。Hashegoneoff?’
  ’Yes;——hehasgoneoff。’
  ’Thecoward!’
  ’No;hewasnotacoward;——notinthatway。’
  Theuseofthepasttense,unintentionalasithadbeen,toldthestorytothewomanatonce。’Heisdead,’shesaid。Thenhetookbothherhandsinhisandlookedintoherface,withoutspeakingaword。Andshegazedathimwithfixedeyes,andrigidmouth,whilethequickcomingbreathjustmovedthecurlofhernostrils。Itoccurredtohimatthatmomentthathehadneverbeforeseenhersowhollyunaffected,andhadneverbeforeobservedthatshewassototallydeficientinalltheelementsofrealbeauty。Shewasthefirsttospeakagain。’Conway,’shesaid,’tellmeall。Whydoyounotspeaktome?’
  ’Thereisnothingfurthertotell,’hesaid。
  Thenshedroppedherhandsandwalkedawayfromhimtothewindow——andstoodtherelookingoutuponthestuccoedturretofahugehousethatstoodopposite。Asshedidsoshewasemployingherselfincountingthewindows。Hermindwasparalysedbytheblow,andsheknewnothowtomakeanyexertionwithitforanypurpose。Everythingwaschangedwithher——andwaschangedinsuchawaythatshecouldmakenoguessastoherfuturemodeoflife。Shewassuddenlyawidow,apauper,andutterlydesolate——whiletheonlypersoninthewholeworldthatshereallylikedwasstandingclosetoher。Butinthemidstofitallshecountedthewindowsofthehouseopposite。Haditbeenpossibleforhershewouldhaveputhermindaltogethertosleep。
  Heletherstandforafewminutesandthenjoinedheratthewindow。
  ’Myfriend,’hesaid,’whatshallIdoforyou?’
  ’Do?’shesaid。’Whatdoyoumeanby——doing?’
  ’Comeandsitdownandletmetalktoyou,’hereplied。Thenheledhertothesofa,andassheseatedherselfIdoubtwhethershehadnotalmostforgottenthatherhusbandwasdead。
  ’Whatapityitwastocutitup,’shesaid,pointingtotheragsofJaelandSisera。
  ’Nevermindthepicturenow。Dreadfulasitis,youmustallowyourselftothinkofhimforafewminutes。’
  ’Thinkofwhat!Oh,God!Yes。Conway,youmusttellmewhattodo。
  Waseverythinggone?Itisn’taboutmyself。Idon’tmindaboutmyself。I
  wishitwasmeinsteadofhim。Ido。Ido。’
  ’Nowishingisofanyavail。’
  ’But,Conway,howdidithappen?Doyouthinkitistrue?Thatmanwouldsayanythingtogainhisobject。Isheherenow?’
  ’Ibelieveheisherestill。’
  ’Iwon’tseehim。Rememberthat。Nothingonearthcanmakemeseehim。’
  ’Itmaybenecessary,butIdonotthinkitwillbe;——atanyrate,notyet。’
  ’Iwillneverseehim。Ibelievethathehasmurderedmyhusband。Ido。
  Ifeelsureofit。NowIthinkofitIamquitesureofit。Andhewillmurderyoutoo;——aboutthatgirl。Hewill。ItellyouIknowtheman。’
  Dalrymplesimplyshookhishead,smilingsadly。’Verywell!Youwillsee。But,Conway,howdoyouknowthatitistrue?Doyoubelieveityourself?’
  ’Idobelieveit。’
  ’Andhowdidithappen?’
  ’Hecouldnotbeartheruinthathehadbroughtuponhimselfandyou。’
  ’Then;——then——’Shewentnofurtherinherspeech;butDalrympleassentedbyaslightmotionofhishead,andshehadbeeninformedsufficientlythatherhusbandhadperishedbyhisownhand。’WhatamI
  todo?’shesaid。’Oh,Conway,youmusttellme。Wasthereeversomiserableawoman!Wasit——poison?’
  Hegotupandwalkedquicklyacrosstheroomandbackagaintotheplacewhereshewassitting。’Nevermindaboutthatnow。Youshallknowallthatintime。Donotaskmeanyquestionsaboutthat。IfIwereyouI
  thinkIwouldgotobed。Youwillbebettertherethanup,andthisshockwillmakeyousleep。’
  ’No,’shesaid。’Iwillnotgotobed。HowshouldIknowthatthatmanwouldnotcomeandkillme?IbelievehemurderedDobbs;——Ido。Youarenotgoingtoleaveme,Conway?’
  ’IthinkIhadbetter,forawhile。Therearethingswhichshouldbedone。ShallIsendoneofthewomenforyou?’
  ’Thereisnotoneofthemthatcaresformeintheleast。Oh,Conway,donotgo;notyet。Iwillnotbeleftaloneinthehousewithhim。Youwillbeverycruelifyougoandleavemenow——whenyouhavesooftensaidthatyou——thatyou——thatyouweremyfriend。’Andnow,atlast,shebegantoweep。
  ’Ithinkitwillbebest,’hesaid,’thatIshouldgotoMrsVanSiever。
  IfIcanmanageit,IwillgetClaratocometoyou。’
  ’Idonotwanther,’saidMrsBroughton。’Sheisaheartlesscoldcreature,andIdonotwanttohavehernearme。Mypoorhusbandwasruinedamongthem;——yes,ruinedamongthem。Ithasallbeendonethatshemaymarrythathorridmanandlivehereinthishouse。Ihaveknowneversolongthathehasnotbeensafeamongthem。’
  ’YouneedfearnothingfromClara,’saidDalrymple,withsometouchofangerinhisvoice。
  ’Ofcourseyouwillsayso。Icanunderstandthatverywell。Anditisnaturalthatyoushouldwishtobewithher。Praygo。’
  Thenhesatbesideher,andtookherhand,andendeavouredtospeaktohersoseriously,thatsheherselfmightbecomeserious,andifitmightbepossible,insomedegreecontemplative。Hetoldherhownecessaryitwasthatsheshouldhavesomewomannearherinhertrouble,andexplainedtoherthatasfarasheknewherfemalefriends,therewouldbenoonewhowouldbesoconsideratewithherasClaraVanSiever。SheatonetimementionedthenameofMissDemolines;butDalrymplealtogetheropposedthenotionofsendingforthatlady——expressinghisopinionthattheamiableMadalinahaddoneallinherpowertocreatequarrelsbetweenMrsBroughtonandherhusbandandbetweenDobbsBroughtonandMrsVanSiever。AndhespokehisopinionveryfullyaboutMissDemolines。’Andyetyoulikedheronce,’saidMrsBroughton。’I
  neverlikedher,’saidDalrymplewithenergy。’Butallthatmattersnothingnow。Ofcourseyoucansendforherifyouplease;butIdonotthinkhertrustworthy,andIwillnotwillinglycomeincontactwithher。’ThenMrsBroughtongavehimtounderstandthatofcourseshemustgiveway,butthatingivingwayshefeltherselftobesubmittingtoill—usagewhichistheordinarylotofwomen,andtowhichshe,amongwomen,hadbeenspeciallysubjected。Shedidnotexactlysayasmuch,fearingthatifshedidhewouldleaveheraltogether;butthatwasthegistofheplaintsandwails,andfinalacquiescence。
  ’Andareyougoing?’shesaid,catchingholdofhisarm。
  ’Iwillemploymyselfaltogetherandonlyaboutyouraffairs,tillIseeyouagain。’
  ’ButIwantyoutostay。’
  ’Itwouldbemadness。Lookhere;——liedowntillClaracomesortillI
  return。Donotgobeyondthisroomandyourown。IfshecannotcomethiseveningIwillreturn。Good—byenow。IwillseetheservantsasIgoout,andtellthemwhatoughttobetold。’
  ’Oh,Conway,’shesaid,clutchingholdofhimagain。’Iknowthatyoudespiseme。’
  ’Idonotdespiseyou,andIwillbeasgoodafriendtoyouasIcan。
  Godblessyou。’Thenhewent,andashedescendedthestairshecouldnotrefrainfromtellinghimselfthathedidintruthdespiseher。
  HisfirstobjectwastofindMusselboro,andtodismissthatgentlemanfromthehouse。ForthoughhehimselfdidnotattributetoMrsVanSiever’sfavouriteanyo...完整阅读请扫描二维码下载丁香书院APP免费看

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