hesaid,whenhewasclosetoher。Thenshejumpedupquickly,andturnedroundfacinghim。’WhereisDobbs?’shesaid。’WhereisDobbs?’
’Heisnothere。’
’Heisinthehouse,forIheardhim。Whyhaveyoucomeback?’
Dalrymple’seyefellonthetatteredcanvas,andhethoughtofthedoingsofthepastmonth。HethoughtofthepictureofthethreeGraces,whichwashangingintheroombelow,andhethoroughlywishedthathehadneverbeenintroducedtotheBroughtonestablishment。Howwashetogetthroughhispresentdifficulty?’No,’saidhe,’Broughtondidnotcome。ItwasMrMusselborowhosestepsyouheardbelow。’
’Whatisheherefor?Whatishedoinghere?WhereisDobbs?Conway,thereissomethingthematter。Hashegoneoff?’
’Yes;——hehasgoneoff。’
’Thecoward!’
’No;hewasnotacoward;——notinthatway。’
Theuseofthepasttense,unintentionalasithadbeen,toldthestorytothewomanatonce。’Heisdead,’shesaid。Thenhetookbothherhandsinhisandlookedintoherface,withoutspeakingaword。Andshegazedathimwithfixedeyes,andrigidmouth,whilethequickcomingbreathjustmovedthecurlofhernostrils。Itoccurredtohimatthatmomentthathehadneverbeforeseenhersowhollyunaffected,andhadneverbeforeobservedthatshewassototallydeficientinalltheelementsofrealbeauty。Shewasthefirsttospeakagain。’Conway,’shesaid,’tellmeall。Whydoyounotspeaktome?’
’Thereisnothingfurthertotell,’hesaid。
Thenshedroppedherhandsandwalkedawayfromhimtothewindow——andstoodtherelookingoutuponthestuccoedturretofahugehousethatstoodopposite。Asshedidsoshewasemployingherselfincountingthewindows。Hermindwasparalysedbytheblow,andsheknewnothowtomakeanyexertionwithitforanypurpose。Everythingwaschangedwithher——andwaschangedinsuchawaythatshecouldmakenoguessastoherfuturemodeoflife。Shewassuddenlyawidow,apauper,andutterlydesolate——whiletheonlypersoninthewholeworldthatshereallylikedwasstandingclosetoher。Butinthemidstofitallshecountedthewindowsofthehouseopposite。Haditbeenpossibleforhershewouldhaveputhermindaltogethertosleep。
Heletherstandforafewminutesandthenjoinedheratthewindow。
’Myfriend,’hesaid,’whatshallIdoforyou?’
’Do?’shesaid。’Whatdoyoumeanby——doing?’
’Comeandsitdownandletmetalktoyou,’hereplied。Thenheledhertothesofa,andassheseatedherselfIdoubtwhethershehadnotalmostforgottenthatherhusbandwasdead。
’Whatapityitwastocutitup,’shesaid,pointingtotheragsofJaelandSisera。
’Nevermindthepicturenow。Dreadfulasitis,youmustallowyourselftothinkofhimforafewminutes。’
’Thinkofwhat!Oh,God!Yes。Conway,youmusttellmewhattodo。
Waseverythinggone?Itisn’taboutmyself。Idon’tmindaboutmyself。I
wishitwasmeinsteadofhim。Ido。Ido。’
’Nowishingisofanyavail。’
’But,Conway,howdidithappen?Doyouthinkitistrue?Thatmanwouldsayanythingtogainhisobject。Isheherenow?’
’Ibelieveheisherestill。’
’Iwon’tseehim。Rememberthat。Nothingonearthcanmakemeseehim。’
’Itmaybenecessary,butIdonotthinkitwillbe;——atanyrate,notyet。’
’Iwillneverseehim。Ibelievethathehasmurderedmyhusband。Ido。
Ifeelsureofit。NowIthinkofitIamquitesureofit。Andhewillmurderyoutoo;——aboutthatgirl。Hewill。ItellyouIknowtheman。’
Dalrymplesimplyshookhishead,smilingsadly。’Verywell!Youwillsee。But,Conway,howdoyouknowthatitistrue?Doyoubelieveityourself?’
’Idobelieveit。’
’Andhowdidithappen?’
’Hecouldnotbeartheruinthathehadbroughtuponhimselfandyou。’
’Then;——then——’Shewentnofurtherinherspeech;butDalrympleassentedbyaslightmotionofhishead,andshehadbeeninformedsufficientlythatherhusbandhadperishedbyhisownhand。’WhatamI
todo?’shesaid。’Oh,Conway,youmusttellme。Wasthereeversomiserableawoman!Wasit——poison?’
Hegotupandwalkedquicklyacrosstheroomandbackagaintotheplacewhereshewassitting。’Nevermindaboutthatnow。Youshallknowallthatintime。Donotaskmeanyquestionsaboutthat。IfIwereyouI
thinkIwouldgotobed。Youwillbebettertherethanup,andthisshockwillmakeyousleep。’
’No,’shesaid。’Iwillnotgotobed。HowshouldIknowthatthatmanwouldnotcomeandkillme?IbelievehemurderedDobbs;——Ido。Youarenotgoingtoleaveme,Conway?’
’IthinkIhadbetter,forawhile。Therearethingswhichshouldbedone。ShallIsendoneofthewomenforyou?’
’Thereisnotoneofthemthatcaresformeintheleast。Oh,Conway,donotgo;notyet。Iwillnotbeleftaloneinthehousewithhim。Youwillbeverycruelifyougoandleavemenow——whenyouhavesooftensaidthatyou——thatyou——thatyouweremyfriend。’Andnow,atlast,shebegantoweep。
’Ithinkitwillbebest,’hesaid,’thatIshouldgotoMrsVanSiever。
IfIcanmanageit,IwillgetClaratocometoyou。’
’Idonotwanther,’saidMrsBroughton。’Sheisaheartlesscoldcreature,andIdonotwanttohavehernearme。Mypoorhusbandwasruinedamongthem;——yes,ruinedamongthem。Ithasallbeendonethatshemaymarrythathorridmanandlivehereinthishouse。Ihaveknowneversolongthathehasnotbeensafeamongthem。’
’YouneedfearnothingfromClara,’saidDalrymple,withsometouchofangerinhisvoice。
’Ofcourseyouwillsayso。Icanunderstandthatverywell。Anditisnaturalthatyoushouldwishtobewithher。Praygo。’
Thenhesatbesideher,andtookherhand,andendeavouredtospeaktohersoseriously,thatsheherselfmightbecomeserious,andifitmightbepossible,insomedegreecontemplative。Hetoldherhownecessaryitwasthatsheshouldhavesomewomannearherinhertrouble,andexplainedtoherthatasfarasheknewherfemalefriends,therewouldbenoonewhowouldbesoconsideratewithherasClaraVanSiever。SheatonetimementionedthenameofMissDemolines;butDalrymplealtogetheropposedthenotionofsendingforthatlady——expressinghisopinionthattheamiableMadalinahaddoneallinherpowertocreatequarrelsbetweenMrsBroughtonandherhusbandandbetweenDobbsBroughtonandMrsVanSiever。AndhespokehisopinionveryfullyaboutMissDemolines。’Andyetyoulikedheronce,’saidMrsBroughton。’I
neverlikedher,’saidDalrymplewithenergy。’Butallthatmattersnothingnow。Ofcourseyoucansendforherifyouplease;butIdonotthinkhertrustworthy,andIwillnotwillinglycomeincontactwithher。’ThenMrsBroughtongavehimtounderstandthatofcourseshemustgiveway,butthatingivingwayshefeltherselftobesubmittingtoill—usagewhichistheordinarylotofwomen,andtowhichshe,amongwomen,hadbeenspeciallysubjected。Shedidnotexactlysayasmuch,fearingthatifshedidhewouldleaveheraltogether;butthatwasthegistofheplaintsandwails,andfinalacquiescence。
’Andareyougoing?’shesaid,catchingholdofhisarm。
’Iwillemploymyselfaltogetherandonlyaboutyouraffairs,tillIseeyouagain。’
’ButIwantyoutostay。’
’Itwouldbemadness。Lookhere;——liedowntillClaracomesortillI
return。Donotgobeyondthisroomandyourown。IfshecannotcomethiseveningIwillreturn。Good—byenow。IwillseetheservantsasIgoout,andtellthemwhatoughttobetold。’
’Oh,Conway,’shesaid,clutchingholdofhimagain。’Iknowthatyoudespiseme。’
’Idonotdespiseyou,andIwillbeasgoodafriendtoyouasIcan。
Godblessyou。’Thenhewent,andashedescendedthestairshecouldnotrefrainfromtellinghimselfthathedidintruthdespiseher。
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