’Ishallowehimmorethanlove,andIwillpayhimmorethanlove,’
saidGrace。TherewassomethinginthetoneofhervoiceasshespokewhichmadeLilystopherandlookupintoherface。TherewasasmiletherewhichLilyhadneverseenbefore,andwhichgaveabeautytoherwhichwaswonderfultoLily’seyes。SurelythisloverofGrace’smusthaveseenasmilelikethat,andthereforehadlovedherandwasgivingsuchwonderfulproofofhislove。’Yes,’continuedGrace,standingandlookingatherfriend,’youmaystareatme,Lily,butyoumaybesurethatIwilldoforMajorGrantlyallthegoodthatIcandoforhim。’
’NevermindwhatImean。Youareveryimperiousinmanagingyourownaffairs,andyoumustletmebesoequallyinmine。’
’ButItellyoueverything。’
’Doyousupposethatif——if——ifinrealtruthitcanpossiblybethecasethatMajorGrantlyshallhavecomeheretooffermehishandwhenweallgrounddowninthedustasweare,doyouthinkthatIwilllethimsacrificehimself?Wouldyou?’
’Certainly。Whynot?Therewillbenosacrifice。Hewillbeaskingforthatwhichhewishestoget;andyouwillbeboundtogiveittohim。’
’Ifhewantsit,whereishisnobility?Ifitbeasyousay,hewillhaveshownhimselfnoble,andhisnobilitywillhaveconsistedinthis,thathehasbeenwillingtotakethatwhichhedoesnotwant,inorderthathemaysuccourtheonewhomheloves。IalsowillsuccouronewhomIlove,asbestIknowhow。’Thenshewalkedonquicklybeforeherfriend,andLilystoodforamomentthinkingbeforeshefollowedher。
Theywerenowonafield—path,bywhichtheywereenabledtoescapetheroadbacktoAllingtonforthegreaterpartofthedistance,andGracehadreachedastile,andhadclamberedoveritbeforeLilyhadcaughther。
’Youmustnotgoawaybyyourself,’saidLily。
’Idon’twishtogoawaybymyself。’
’Iwantyoutostopamomentandlistentome。Iamsureyouarewronginthis——wrongforbothyoursakes。Youbelievethathelovesyou?’
’Ithoughthedidonce;andifhehascomeheretoseeme,Isupposehedoesstill。’
’Ifthatbethecase,andyoualsolovehim——’
’Ido。Imakenomysteryaboutthattoyou。Idolovehimwithallmyheart。Ilovehimtoday,nowthatIbelievehimtobehere,andthatI
supposeIshallseehim,perhapsthisveryafternoon。AndIlovedhimyesterday,whenIthoughtthatIshouldneverseehimagain。Idolovehim。Ido。IlovehimsowellthatIwillneverdohimaninjury。’
’Thatbeingso,ifhemakesyouanofferyouareboundtoacceptit。I
donotthinkthatyouhaveanalternative。’
’Ihaveanalternative,andIshalluseit。Whydon’tyoutakemycousinJohn?’
’BecauseIlikesomebodyelsebetter。Ifyouhavegotasgoodareason,Iwon’tsayanotherwordtoyou。’
’Andwhydon’tyoutakethatotherperson?’
’BecauseIcannottrusthislove;thatiswhy。Itisnotverykindofyou,openingmysoresafresh,whenIamtryingtohealyours。’
’Oh,Lily,Iamunkind——unkindtoyou,whohavebeensogeneroustome?’
’I’llforgiveyouallthatandadealmoreifyouwillonlylistentomeandtrytotakemyadvice。Becausethismajorofyoursdoesagenerousthing,whichisforthegoodofyouboth——theinfinitegoodofbothofyou——youaretoemulatehisgenerositybydoingathingwhichwillbeforthegoodofneitherofyou。Thatisaboutit。Yes,itis,Grace。Youcannotdoubtthathehasbeenmeaningthisforsometimepast;andofcourse,ifhelooksuponyouashisown——andIdaresay,ifthewholetruthistobetold,hedoes——’
’ButIamnothisown。’
’Yesyouare,inonesense;youhavejustsaidsowithagreatdealofenergy。Andifitisso——letmesee,wherewasI?’
’Oh,Lily,youneednotmindwhereyouwere。’
’ButIdomind,andIhatetobeinterruptedinmyarguments。Yes,justthat。Ifhesawhiscowsick,he’dtrytodoctorthecowinhersickness。Heseesthatyouaresick,andofcoursehecomestoyourrelief。’
’IamnotMajorGrantly’scow。’
’Yes,youare。’
’Norhisdog,norhisox,norhisass,noranythingthatishis,except——except,Lily,thedearestfriendthathehasonthefaceoftheearth。HecannothaveafriendthatwillgonofurtherforhimthanI
will。HewillneverknowhowfarIwillgotoservehim。Youdon’tknowhispeople。NordoIknowthem。ButIknowwhattheyare。Hissisterismarriedtoamarquis。’
’Whathasthattodowithit?’saidLily,sharply。’Ifsheweremarriedtoanarchduke,whatdifferencewouldthatmake?’
’Andtheyareproudpeople——allofthem——andrich;andtheylivewithhighpersonsintheworld。’
’Ididn’tcarethoughtheylivedwiththeroyalfamily,andhadthePrinceofWalesfortheirbosomfriend。Itonlyshowshowmuchbetterheisthantheyare。’
’Butthinkofwhatmyfamilyis——howwearesituated。WhenmyfatherwassimplypoorIdidnotcareaboutit,becausehehasbeenbornandbredagentleman。Butnowheisdisgraced。Yes,Lily,heis。Iamboundtosayso,atanyratetomyself,whenIamthinkingofMajorGrantly;
andIwillnotcarrythatdisgraceintoafamilywhichwouldfeelitsokeenlyastheywoulddo。’Lily,however,wentonwithherarguments,andwasstillarguingwhentheyturnedthecornerofthelane,andcameuponLily’suncleandthemajorhimself。
CHAPTERXXX
SHOWINGWHATMAJORGRANTLYDIDAFTERHISWALK
IngoingdownfromthechurchtotheSmallHouseLilyDalehadalltheconversationtoherself。Duringsomeportionofthewaythepathwasonlybroadenoughfortwoperson,andherMajorGrantlywalkedbyLily’sside,whileGracefollowedthem。Thentheyfoundtheirwayintothehouse,andLilymadeherlittlespeechtohermotheraboutcatchingthemajor。’Yes,mydear,IhaveseenMajorGrantlybefore,’saidMrsDale。
’Isupposehehasmetyouontheroad。ButIdidnotexpectthatanyofyouwouldhavereturnedsosoon。’Somelittleexplanationfollowedastothesquire,andastoMajorGrantly’swalk,andafterthatthegreatthingwastoleavethetwoloversalone。’Youwilldinehere,ofcourse,MajorGrantly,’MrsDalesaid。Butthishedeclined。Hehadlearned,hesaid,thattherewasanight—trainuptoLondon,andhethoughtthathewouldreturntotownbythat。Hehadintended,whenheleftLondontogetbackthereassoonaspossible。ThenMrsDale,havinghesitatedfortwoorthreeseconds,gotupandlefttheroom,andLilyfollowed。’Itseemsveryoddandabrupt,’saidMrsDaletoherdaughter,’butI
supposeitisbest。’’Ofcourse,itisbest,mamma。Doasonewouldbedoneby——that’stheonlyrule。Itwillbemuchbetterforherthatsheshouldhaveitover。’
Gracewasseatedonasofa,andMajorGrantlygotupfromhischair,andcameandstoodoppositetoher。’Grace,’hesaid,’Ihopeyouarenotangrywithmeforcomingdowntoseeyouhere。’
’No,Iamnotangry,’shesaid。
’Ihavethoughtagreatdealaboutit,andyourfriend,MissPrettyman,knewthatIwascoming。Shequiteapprovesofmycoming。’
’Shehaswrittentome,butdidnottellmeofit,’saidGrace,notknowingwhatotheranswertomake。
’No——shecouldnothavedonethat。Shehadnoauthority。Ionlymentionhernamebecauseitwillhaveweightwithyou,andbecauseI
havenotdonethatwhich,underthecircumstances,perhaps,Ishouldhavebeenboundtodo。Ihavenotseenyourfather。’
’Poorpapa,’saidGrace。
’IhavefeltthatatthepresentmomentIcouldnotdosowithanysuccess。Ithasnotcomeofanywantofrespecteitherforhimorforyou。Ofcourse,Grace,youknowwhyIamhere。’Hepaused,andthen,rememberingthathehadnorighttoexpectananswertosuchaquestion,hecontinued,’Ihavecomehere,dearestGrace,toaskyoutobemywife,andtobeamothertoEdith。IknowthatyouloveEdith。’
’Idoindeed。’
’AndIhavehopedsometimes——thoughIsupposeIoughtnottosayso——butIhavehopedandalmostthoughtsometimes,thatyouhavebeenwillingto——loveme,too。Itisbettertotellthetruthsimply,isitnot?’
’Isupposeso,’saidGrace。
’Andtherefore,andbecauseIloveyoudearlymyself,Ihavecometoaskyoutobemywife。’Sayingwhichheopenedouthishand,andheldittoher。Butshedidnottakeit。’Thereismyhand,Grace。IfyourheartisasIwouldhaveityoucangivemeyours,andIshallwantnothingelsetomakemehappy。’Butstillshemadenomotiontowardsgrantinghimhisrequest。’IfIhavebeentoosudden,’hesaid,’youmustforgivemeforthat。Ihavebeensuddenandabrupt,butasthingsare,nootherwayhasbeenopentome。Canyounotbringyourselftogivemesomeanswer,Grace?’Hishandhadnowfallenagaintohisside,buthewasstillstandingbeforeher。
Shehadsaidnowordtohimasyet,exceptthatoneinwhichshehadacknowledgedherloveforhischild,andhadexpressednosurprise,eveninhercountenance,athisproposal。Andyettheideathatheshoulddosuchathing,sincetheideathathecertainlywoulddoithadbecomecleartoher,hadfilledwithaworldofsurprise。NogirleverlivedwithanybeautybelongingtoherwhohadasmallerknowledgeofherownpossessionthanGraceCrawley。Norhadshetheslightestprideinherownacquirements。Thatshehadbeentaughtinmanythingsmorethanhadbeentaughttoothergirls,hadcomeofherpovertyandofthedesolationofherhome。ShehadlearnedtoreadGreekandItalianbecausetherehadbeennothingelseforhertodointhatsadhouse。
And,subsequently,accuracyofknowledgehadbeennecessaryfortheearningofherbread。IthinkthatGracehadattimesbeenweakenoughtoenvytheidlenessandalmostenvytheignoranceofothergirls。Herfigurewaslight,perfectinsymmetry,fullofgraceatallpoints;butshehadthoughtnothingofherfigure,rememberingonlythepovertyofherdress,butrememberingalsowithabraveresolutionthatshewouldneverbeashamedofit。AndasheracquaintancewithMajorGrantlyhadbegunandhadgrown,andasshehadlearnedtofeelunconsciouslythathiscompanywaspleasantertoherthanthatofanyotherpersonsheknew,shehadstilltoldherselfthatanythinglikelovemustbeoutofthequestion。Butthenwordshadbeenspoken,andtherehadbeenglancesinhiseye,andatoneinhisvoice,andatouchuponhisfingers,ofwhichshecouldnotaltogetherrefusetoacceptthemeaning。Andothershadspokenofit,thetwoMissPrettymansandherfriendLily。Yetshewouldnotadmittoherselfthatitcouldbeso,andshewouldnotallowherselftoconfesstoherselfthatshelovedhim。Thenhadcomethelastkillingmiserytowhichherfatherhadbeensubjected。Hehadbeenaccusedofstealingmoney,andhadbeencommittedtobetriedforthetheft。Fromthatmoment,atanyrate,anyhope,iftherehadbeenahope,mustbecrushed。Butshesworetoherselfbravelythattherehadbeennosuchhope。Andsheassuredherselfalsothatnothinghadpassedwhichhadentitledhertoexpectanythingbeyondordinaryfriendshipfromthemanofwhomshecertainlyhadthoughtmuch。Evenifthosetouchesandthosetonesandthoseglanceshadmeantanything,allsuchmeaningmustbeannihilatedbythisdisgracewhichhadcomeuponher。
Shemightknowthatherfatherwasinnocent;buttheworldthoughtdifferently,andshe,herbrothersandsister,andhermotherandherpoorfather,mustbendtotheworld’sopinion。Ifthosedangerousjoyshadmeantanything,theymustbetakenasmeaningnothingmore。
Thusshehadarguedwithherself,and,fortifiedbysuchself—
teachings,shehadcomedowntoAllington。Sinceshehadbeenwithherfriendstherehadcomeuponherfromdaytodayaclearconvictionthatherargumentshadbeenundoubtedlytrue——aclearconvictionwhichhadbeenverycoldtoherheartinspiteofallhercourage。Shehadexpectednothing,hopedfornothing,andyetwhennothingcameshewassad。Shethoughtofonespecialhalf—hourinwhichhehadsaidalmostallthathemighthavesaid——morethanheoughttohavesaid;——ofamomentduringwhichherhandhadremainedinhis;ofacertainpressurewithwhichhehadputhershawluponhershoulders。Ifhehadonlywrittentoheronewordtotellherthathebelievedherfatherwasinnocent!Butno;shehadnorighttoexpectanythingfromhim。AndthenLilyhadceasedtotalkofhim,andshedidexpectnothing。Nowhewastherebeforeher,askinghertocometohimandbehiswife。Yes;shewouldkisshisshoebuckles,onlythatthekissingofhisshoebuckleswouldbringuponhimthatinjurywhichheshouldneversufferfromherhands!Hehadbeengenerous,andherself—pridewassatisfied。Butherotherpridewastouched,andshealsowouldbegenerous。’Canyounotbringyourselftogivemesomeanswer?’hehadsaidtoher。Ofcourseshemustgivehimananswer,buthowwouldshegiveit?
’Youareverykind,’shesaid。
’Iwouldbemorethankind。’
’Soyouare。Kindisacoldwordwhenusedtosuchafriendatsuchatime。’
’Iwouldbeeverythingonearthtoyouthatamancanbetoawoman。’
’IknowIoughttothankyouifIknewhow。Myheartisfullofthanks;
itisindeed。’
’Andistherenoroomforlovethere?’
’Thereisnoroomforloveinourhouse,MajorGrantly。Youhavenotseenpapa。’
’No;butifyouwish,Iwilldosoatonce。’
’Itwouldtodonogood;——none。Ionlyaskedyoubecauseyoucanhardlyknowhowsadisourstateathome。’
’ButIcannotseethatthatneeddeteryou,ifyoucanloveme。’
’Canyounot?Ifyousawhim,andthehouse,andmymother,youwouldnotsayso。IntheBibleitissaidofsomeseasonthatitisnotatimeformarrying,orgivinginmarriage。Andsoitiswithus。’
’Iamnotpressingyouastoaday。Ionlyaskyoutosaythatyouwillbeengagedtome——sothatImaytellmyownpeople,andletitbeknown。’
’Iunderstandallthat。Iknowhowgoodyouare。But,MajorGrantly,youmustunderstandmealsowhenIassureyouthatitcannotbeso。’
’Doyoumeantorefusemealtogether?’
’Yes;altogether。’
’Andwhy?’
’MustIanswerthatquestion?OughtItobemadetoanswerit?ButI
willtellyoufairly,withouttouchingonanythingelse,thatIfeelthatwearealldisgraced,andthatIwillnottakethatdisgraceintoanotherfamily。’
’Grace,doyouloveme?’
’Ilovenoonenow——thatis,asyoumean。Icanlovenoone。Ihavenoroomforanyfeelingexceptformyfatherandmother,andforusall。I
shouldnotbeherenowbutthatIsavemymotherthebreadthatIshouldeatathome。’
’Isitasbadasthat?’
’Yes,itisasbadasthat。Itismuchworsethanthat,ifyouknewitall。Youcannotconceivehowlowwehavefallen。Andnowtheytellmethatmyfatherwillbefoundguilty,andwillbesenttoprison。Puttingourselvesoutofthequestion,whatwouldyouthinkofagirlwhocouldengageherselftoanymanundersuchcircumstances?Whatwouldyouthinkofagirlwhowouldallowherselftobeinloveinsuchaposition?HadIbeententimesengagedtoyou,Iwouldhavebrokenitoff。’Andthenshegotuptoleavehim。
Buthestoppedher,holdingherbythearm。’WhatyouhavesaidwillmakemesaywhatIcertainlyshouldhavesaidwithoutit。Ideclarethatweareengaged。’
’No,wearenot,’saidGrace。
’Youhavetoldmethatyoulovedme。’
’Inevertoldyouso。’
’Thereareotherwaysofspeakingthanthevoice;andIwillboasttoyou,thoughtonooneelse,thatyouhavetoldmeso。Ibelieveyouloveme。Ishallholdmyselfengagedtoyou,andIshallthinkyoufalseifI
hearthatyoulistentoanotherman。Now,good—bye,Grace;——myownGrace。’
’No,Iamnotyourown,’shesaid,throughhertears。
’Youaremyown,myveryown。Godblessyou,dear,dear,dearestGrace。
Youshallhearfrommeinadayortwo,andshallseemeassoonasthishorridtrialisover。’Thenhetookherinhisarmsbeforeshecouldescapefromhim,andkissedherforeheadandherlips,whileshestruggledinhisarms。Afterthathelefttheroomandthehouseasquicklyashecould,andwasseennomoreoftheDalesuponthatoccasion。
CHAPTERXXXI
SHOWINGHOWMAJORGRANTLYRETURNEDTOGUESTWICK
Grace,whenshewasleftalone,threwherselfuponthesofa,andhidherfaceinherhands。Shewasweepingalmosthysterically,andhadbeenutterlydismayedandfrightenedbyherlover’simpetuosity。Thingshadgoneafterafashionwhichherimaginationhadnotpaintedtoheraspossible。Surelyshehadthepowertorefusethemanifshepleased。Andyetshefeltasshelaythereweepingthatshedidintruthbelongtohimaspartofhisgoods,andthathergenerosityhadbeenfoiled。Shehadespeciallyresolvedthatshewouldnotconfessanylovetohim。Shehadmadenosuchconfession。Shehadguardedherselfagainstdoingsowithallthecarewhichsheknewhowtouse。Butheassumedthefact,andshehadbeenunabletodenyit。Couldshehaveliedtohim,andswornthatshedidnotlovehim?Couldshehavesoperjuredherself,eveninsupportofhergenerosity?Yes,shewouldhavedoneso——soshetoldherself——ifamomenthadbeengiventoherforthought。Sheoughttohavedoneso,andsheblamedherselfforbeingsolittlepreparedfortheoccasion。Theliewouldbeuselessnow。Indeed,shewouldhavenoopportunityfortellingit;forofcourseshewouldnotanswer——wouldnotevenreadhisletter。Thoughhemightknowthatshelovedhim,yetshewouldnotbehiswife。Hehadforcedhersecretfromher,buthecouldnotforcehertomarryhim。Shedidlovehim,butheshouldneverbedisgracedbyherlove。
Afterawhileshewasabletothinkofhisconduct,andshebelievedthatsheoughttobeveryangrywithhim。Hehadtakenherroughlyinhisarms,andhadinsultedher。Hehadforcedakissfromher。Shehadfelthisarmswarmandcloseandstrongabouther,andhadnotknownwhethershewasinparadiseorinpurgatory。Shewasveryangrywithhim。Shewouldsendbackhislettertohimwithoutreadingit——withoutopeningit,ifthatmightbepossible。Hehaddonethattoherwhichnothingcouldjustify。Butyet——yet——yethowdearlyshelovedhim!Washenottheprinceofmen?Hehadbehavedbadly,ofcourse;buthadanymaneverbehavedsobadlybeforeinsodivineaway?Wasitnotathousandpitiesthatsheshouldbedriventodenyanythingtoaloverwhosorichlydeservedeverythingthatcouldbegiventohim?Hehadkissedherhandashelethergo,andnow,notknowingwhatshedid,shekissedthespotonwhichshehadfelthislips。Hisarmhadbeenroundherwaist,andtheoldfrockwhichsheworeshouldbekeptbyherforever,becauseithadbeensograced。
WhatwasshenowtosaytoLilyandLily’smother?Ofonethingtherewasnodoubt。Shewouldnevertellthemofherlover’swickedaudacity。
Thatwasasecretnevertobeimpartedtoanyears。Shewouldkeepherresentmenttoherself,andnotasktheprotectionofanyvicariouswrath。Hecouldneversosinagain,thatwascertain;andshewouldkeepallherknowledgeandmemoryofthesinforherownpurposes。Buthowcoulditbethatsuchamanasthat,onesogoodthoughsosinful,sogloriousthoughsogreatatrespasser,shouldhavecometosuchagirlasherandhaveaskedforherlove?Thenshethoughtofherfather’spovertyandthemiseryofherowncondition,anddeclaredtoherselfthatitwasverywonderful。
Lilywasthefirsttoentertheroom,andshe,beforeshedidso,learnedfromtheservantthatMajorGrantlyhadleftthehouse。’Iheardthedoor,miss,andthenIsawthetopofhishatoutofthepantrywindow。’Armedwiththiscertaininformation,Lilyenteredthedrawing—room,andfoundGraceintheactofrisingfromthesofa。
’AmIdisturbingyou,’saidLily。
’No;notatall。Iamgladyouhavecome。Kissme,andbegoodtome。’
AndshetwinedherarmsaboutLilyandembracedher。
’AmInotalwaysgoodtoyou,yousimpleton?Hashebeengood?’
’Idon’tknowwhatyoumean?’
’Andhaveyoubeengoodtohim?’
’AsgoodasIknewhow,Lily。’
’Andwhereishe?’
’Hehasgoneaway。Ishallneverseehimanymore,Lily。’
Thenshehidherfaceuponherfriend’sshoulderandbrokeforthagainintohystericaltears。
’Buttellme,Grace,whathesaid;——thatis,ifyoumeantotellme!’
’Iwilltellyoueverything;——thatis,everythingIcan。’AndGraceblushedasshethoughtoftheonesecretwhichshecertainlywouldnottell。
’Hashe——hashedonewhatIsaidhewoulddo?Come,speakoutboldly。
Hasheaskedyoutobehiswife?’
’Yes,’saidGrace,barelywhisperingtheword。
’Andyouhaveacceptedhim?’
’No,Lily,Ihavenot。Indeed,Ihavenot。Ididnotknowhowtospeak,becauseIwassurprised;——andhe,ofcourse,couldsaywhatheliked。ButItoldhimaswellasIcould,thatIwouldnotmarryhim。’
’Andwhy;——didyoutellhimwhy?’
’Yes;becauseofpapa!’
’Then,ifheisthemanItakehimtobe,thatanswerwillgofornothing。Ofcourseheknewallthatbeforehecamehere。Hedidnotthinkyouwereanheiresswithfortythousandpounds。Ifheisinearnest,thatwillgofornothing。AndIthinkheisinearnest。’
’AndsowasIinearnest。’
’Well,Grace;——weshallsee。’
’IsupposeImayhaveawillofmyown,Lily。’
’Donotbesureofthat。Womenarenotallowedtohavewillsoftheirownonalloccasions。Somemancomesinagirl’sway,andshegetstobefondofhim,justbecausehedoescomeinherway。Well;whenthathastakenplace,shehasnoalternativebuttobetakenifhechoosestotakeher;ortobeleft,ifhechoosestoleaveher。’
’Lily,don’tsaythat。’
’ButIdosayit。Amanmayassurehimselfthathewillfindforhimselfawifewhoshallbelearned,orbeautiful,orsixfeethigh,ifhewishesit,orwhohasredhair,orredeyes,orredcheeks——justwhathepleases;andhemaygoabouttillhefindsit,asyoucangoaboutandmatchyourworsteds。Youareafoolifyoubuyacolouryoudon’twant。Butwecannevermatchourworstedsforthatotherpieceofwork,butareobligedtotakeanycolourthatcomes——and,therefore,itisthatwemakesuchajumbleofit!Here’smamma。Wemustnotbephilosophicalbeforeher。Mamma,MajorGrantlyhas——skedaddled。’
’Oh,Lily,whataword!’
’But,oh,mamma,whatathing!Fancyhisgoingawayandnotsayingawordtoanybody!’
’IfhehadanythingtosaytoGrace,Isupposehesaidit。’
’Heaskedhertomarryhim,ofcourse。Wenoneofushadanydoubtaboutthat。Hesworetoherthatsheandnonebutsheshouldbehiswife——andallthatkindofthing。Butheseemstohavedoneitinthemostprosaicway;——andnowhehasgoneawaywithoutsayingawordtoanyofus。Ishallneverspeaktohimagain——unlessGraceasksme。’
’Grace,mydear,mayIcongratulateyou?’saidMrsDale。
Gracedidnotanswer,asLilywastooquickforher。’Oh,shehasrefusedhim,ofcourse。But,MajorGrantlyisamanoftoomuchsensetoexpectthatheshouldsucceedthefirsttime。Letmesee;thisisthefourteenth。Theseclocksrunfourteendays,andtherefore,youmayexpecthimagainaboutthetwenty—eighth。Formyself,Ithinkyouaregivinghimanimmensedealofunnecessarytrouble,andthatifheleftyouinthelurchitwouldonlyserveyouright;butyouhavetheworldwithyou,I’mtold。Agirlissupposedtotellamantwofibsbeforeshemaytellhimonetruth。’
’Itoldhimnofib,Lily。ItoldhimthatIwouldnotmarryhimandI
willnot。’