’Allamongthelords,Isee,’saidMrsVanSiever。ThenMrsDobbsBroughtondrewherselfback,rememberingsomelittleattackwhichhadbeenmadeonherbyMrsVanSieverwhensheherselfhadhadthereallordtodinewithher。
TherewasaMissVanSievertherealso,sittingbetweenCrosbieandConwayDalrymple。ConwayDalrymplehadbeenspeciallybroughttheretositnexttoMissVanSiever。’There’snoknowinghowmuchshe’llhave,’
saidMrsDobbsBroughton,inthewarmthoftheirfriendship。’Butit’sallreal。Itis,indeed,。Themotherisawfullyrich。’
’Butshe’sawfulinanotherway,too,’saidDalrymple。
’Indeedsheis,Conway。’MrsDobbsBroughtonhadgotintoawayofcallingheryoungfriendbyhisChristianname。’AlltheworldcallshimConway,’shehadsaidtoherhusbandoncewhenherhusbandhadcaughtherdoingso。’Sheisawful。HerhusbandmadethebusinessintheCity,whenthingswereverydifferentfromwhattheyarenow,andIcan’thelphavingher。ShehastransactionsofbusinesswithDobbs。Butthere’snomistakeaboutthemoney。’
’Sheneedn’tleaveittoherdaughter,Isuppose?’
’Butwhyshouldn’tshe?Shehasnobodyelse。Youmightoffertopainther,youknow。She’dmakeanexcellentpicture。Somuchcharacter。Youcomeandseeher。’
ConwayDalrymplehadexpressedhiswillingnesstomeetMissVanSiever,sayingsomething,however,astohispresentpositionbeingonewhichdidnotadmitofanymatrimonialspeculation。ThenMrsDobbsBroughtonhadtoldhim,withmuchseriousness,thathewasaltogetherwrong,andthatwerehetoforgethimself,orcommithimself,ormisbehavehimself,theremustbeanendtotheirpleasantintimacy。Inanswertowhich,MrDalrymplehadsaidthathisGracewassurelyofallGracestheleastgracious。AndnowhehadcometomeetMissVanSiever,andwasnowseatednexttoherattable。
MissVanSiever,whoatthistimehadperhapsreachedhertwenty—fifthyear,wascertainlyahandsomeyoungwoman。Shewasfairandlarge,bearingnolikenesswhatevertohermother。Herfeatureswereregular,andherfull,cleareyeshadabrillianceoftheirown,lookingatyoualwayssteadfastlyandboldly,thoughveryseldompleasantly。Hermouthwouldhavebeenbeautifulhaditnotbeentoostrongforfemininebeauty。Herteethwereperfect——tooperfect——lookinglikeminiaturewallsofcarvedivory。Sheknewthefaultofthisperfection,andshowedherteethaslittleasshecould。Hernoseandchinwerefinelychiselled,andherheadstoodwelluponhershoulders。Buttherewassomethinghardaboutitallwhichrepelledyou。Dalrymple,whenhesawher,recoiledfromher,notoutwardly,butinwardly。Yes,shewashandsome,asmaybehorseoratiger;buttherewasabouthernothingoffemininesoftness。HecouldnotbringhimselftothinkoftakingClaraVanSieverasthemodelthatwastositbeforehimfortherestofhislife。Hecertainlycouldmakeapictureofher,ashadbeensuggestedbyhisfriend,MrsBroughton,butitmustbeasJudithwiththedisseveredhead,ofasJaelusingherhammeroverthetempleofSisera。Yes——hethoughtshewoulddoasJael;andifMrsVanSieverwouldthrowhimasugar—plum——forhewouldwantthesugar—plum,seeingthatanyotherresultwasoutofthequestion——thethingmightbedone。SuchwastheideaofMrConwayDalrymplerespectingMissVanSiever——beforeheledherdowntodinner。
Atfirsthefoundithardtotalktoher。Sheansweredhim,andnotwithmonosyllables。Butsheansweredhimwithoutsympathy,orapparentpleasureintalking。Nowtheyoungartistwasinthehabitofbeingflatteredbyladies,andexpectedtohavehissmalltalkmadeveryeasyforhim。Helikedtogivehimselflittleairs,andwasnotgenerallydisposedtolabourveryhardatthetaskofmakinghimselfagreeable。
’Wereyoueverpaintedyet?’heaskedaftertheyhadbothbeensittingsilentfortwoorthreeminutes。
’WasIever——painted?Inwhatway?’
’Idon’tmeanrouged,orenamelled,orgotupbyMadameRachel;buthaveyoueverhadyourportraittaken?’
’Ihavebeenphotographedofcourse。’
’That’swhyIaskedyouifyouhadbeenpainted——soastomakesomelittledistinctionbetweenthetwo。Iamapainterbyprofession,anddoportraits。’
’SoMrsBroughtontoldme。’
’Iamnotaskingforajob,youknow。’
’Iamquitesureofthat。’
’ButIshouldhavethoughtyouwouldhavebeensuretohavesattosomebody。’
’Ineverdid。Ineverthoughtofdoingso。Onedoesthosethingsattheinstigationofone’sintimatefriends——fathers,mothers,uncles,andauntsandthelike。’
’Orhusbands,perhaps——orlovers?’
’Well,yes;myintimatefriendismymother,andshewouldneverdreamofsuchathing。Shehatespictures。’
’Hatespictures!’
’Andespeciallyportraits。AndI’mafraid,MrDalrymple,shehatesartists。’
’Goodheavens;howcruel!Isupposethereissomestoryattachedtoit。
Therehasbeensomefatallikeness——someterriblepicture——somethinginherearlydays。’
’Nothingofthekind,MrDalrymple。Itismerelythefactthathersympathiesarewithuglythings,ratherthanwithprettythings。Ithinkshelovesthemahoganydinner—tablebetterthananythingelseinthehouse;andshelikestohaveeverythingdark,andplain,andsolid。’
’Andgood?’
’Goodofitskind,certainly。’
’Ifeveryonewaslikeyourmother,howwouldtheartistlive?’
’Therewouldbenone。’
’Andtheworld,youthink,wouldbenonethepoorer?’
’Ididnotspeakformyself。Ithinktheworldwouldbeverymuchthepoorer。Iamveryfondofancientmasters,thoughIdonotsupposethatIunderstandthem。’
’Theyareeasierunderstoodthanthemodern,Icantellyou。Perhapsyoudon’tcareformodernpictures?’
’Notincomparison,certainly。Ifthatisuncivil,youhavebroughtitonyourself。ButIdonotintruthmeananythingderogatorytothepaintersoftheday。Whentheirpicturesareold,they——thatisthegoodonesamongthem——willbenicealso。’
’Picturesarelikewine,andwantage,youthink?’
’Yes,andstatuestoo,andbuildingsaboveallthings。Thecoloursofnewpaintingsaresoglaring,andthefacesaresobrightandself—conscious,thattheylooktomewhenIgototheexhibitionlikecolouredprintsinachild’snewpicture—book。Itisthesamethingwithbuildings。Oneseesallthepoints,andnothingislefttotheimagination。’
’IfindIhavecomeacrossarealcritic。’
’Ihopeso,atanyrate,Iamnotashamone’andMissVanSieverasshesaidthislookedverysavage。
’Ishouldn’ttakeyoutobeshaminanything。’
’Ah,thatwouldbesayingagreatdealformyself。Whocanundertaketosaythatheisnotashaminanything?’
Asshesaidthistheladiesweregettingup。SoMissVanSieveralsogotup,andleftMrConwayDalrympletoconsiderwhetherhecouldsayorcouldthinkofhimselfthathewasnotashaminanything。AsregardedMissClaraVanSiever,hebegantothinkthathecouldnotobjecttopaintherportrait,eventhoughtheremightbenosugar—plum。HewouldcertainlydoitasJael;andhewould,ifhedared,insertdimlyinthebackgroundsomeideaofthefaceofthemother,half—appearing,half—vanishing,asthespiritofthesacrifice。Hewascomposingthepicture,whileMrDobbsBroughtonwasarranginghimselfandhisbottles。
’Musselboro,’hesaid,’I’llcomeupbetweenyouandCrosbie。MrEames,thoughIrunawayfromyou,theclaretshallremain;or,rather,itshallflowbackwardsandforwardsasrapidlyasyouwill。’
’I’llkeepitmoving,’saidJohnny。
’Do;there’sagoodfellow。It’saniceglassofwineisn’tit?OldRamsby,whokeepsasgoodastockofstuffasanywine—merchantinLondon,gavemeahint,threeorfouryearsago,thathe’dalotoftidyBordeaux。It’s’41,youknow。Hehadninetydozen,andItookitall。’
’Whatwasthefigure,Broughton?’saidCrosbie,askingthequestionwhichheknewwasexpected。
’Well,Ionlygaveonehundredandfourforitthen;it’sworthahundredandtwentynow。Iwouldn’tsellabottleofitforanymoney。
Come,Dalrymple,passitround;butfillyourglassfirst。’
’Thankyou,no;Idon’tlikeit。I’lldrinksherry。’
’Don’tlikeit!’saidDobbsBroughton。
’It’sstrange,isn’tit?ButIdon’t。’
’Ithoughtyouparticularlytoldmetodrinkhisclaret?’saidJohnnytohisfriendafterwards。
’SoIdid,’saidConway;’andwonderfullygoodwineitis。ButImakeitarulenevertoeatordrinkanythinginaman’shousewhenhepraiseshimselfandtellsmethepriceofit。’
’AndImakeitarulenevertocutthenoseoffmyownface,’saidJohnny。
Beforehewent,JohnnyEameshadbeenspeciallyinvitedtocallonLadyDemolines,andhadsaidthathewoulddoso。’WeliveinPorchesterGardens,’saidMissDemolines。’Uponmyword,IbelievethatthefartherLondonstretchesinthatdirection,thefarthermammawillgo。Shethinkstheairsomuchbetter。Iknowit’salongway。’
’Distanceisnothingtome,’saidJohnny;’Icanalwayssetoffovernight。
ConwayDalrympledidnotgetinvitedtocallonMrsVanSiever,butbeforeheleftthehousehedidsayawordortwomoretohisfriendMrsBroughtonastoClaraVanSiever。’Sheisafineyoungwoman,’hesaid;
’sheisindeed。’
’Youhavefounditout,haveyou?’
’Yes;Ihavefounditout。Idonotdoubtthatsomedayshe’llmurderherhusbandorhermother,orstartletheworldbysomenewly—inventedcrime;butthatonlymakesherthemoreinteresting。’
’Andwhenyouaddtothatalltheoldwoman’smoney,’saidMrsDobbsBroughton,’youthinkthatshemightdo?’
’Forapicture,certainly。I’mspeakingofhersimplyasamodel。Couldwenotmanageit?Getheroncehere,withouthermotherknowingit,orBroughton,oranyone。I’vegotthesubject——JaelandSisera,youknow。
IshouldliketoputMusselboroinasSisera,withthenailhalfdrivenin。’MrsDobbsBroughtondeclaredthattheschemewasagreatdealtoowickedforherparticipation,butatlastshepromisedtothinkofit。
’Youmightaswellcomeupandhaveacigar,’Dalrymplesaid,asheandhisfriendleftMrsBroughton’shouse。Johnnysaidthathewouldgoupandhaveacigarortwo。’AndnowtellmewhatyouthinkifMrsDobbsBroughtonandherset,’saidConway。
’Well;I’lltellyouwhatIthinkofthem。Ithinktheystinkofmoney,aspeoplesay;butI’mnotsurethatthey’vegotanyallthesame。’
’Ishouldsupposehemakesalargeincome。’
’Verylikely,andperhapsspendsmorethanhemakes。Agooddealofitlookedtomelikemake—believe。There’snotdoubtabouttheclaret,butthechampagnewasexecrable。Amanisacriminaltohavesuchstuffhandedroundtohisguests。Andthereisn’ttheringofrealgoldaboutthehouse。’
’Ihatetheringofgold,asyoucallit,’saidtheartist。
’SodoI——Ihateitlikepoison;butifitisthere,Ilikeittobetrue。Thereisasortofpersonsgoingnow——andonemeetsthemouthereandthereeverydayinone’slife——whoaredownrightBrummagemassuchattheveryfirstmoment。Myhonouredlordandmaster,SirRaffle,isonesuch。Thereisnomistakinghim。Claphimdownuponthecounter,andheringsdullanduntrueatonce。Pardonme,mydearConway,ifIsaythesameofyourexcellentfriendMrDobbsBroughton。’
’Ithinkyougoalittletoofar,butIdon’tdenyit。Whatyoumeanis,thathe’snotagentleman。’
’Imeanagreatdealmorethanthat。Blessyou,whenyoucometotalkofagentleman,whoistodefinetheword?HowdoIknowwhetherornoI’magentlemanmyself?WhenIusedtobeinBurtonCrescent,Iwashardlyagentlementhen——sittingatthesametablewithMrsRoperandtheLupexes;——doyourememberthem,andthelovelyAmelia?’
’Isupposeyouwereagentleman,then,aswellasnow?’
’You,ifyouhadbeenpaintingduchessesthen,withastudioinKensingtonGardens,wouldhavesaidso,ifyouhadhappenedtocomeacrossme。Ican’tdefineagentleman,eveninmyownmind;——butIcandefineamanwithwhomIthinkIcanlivepleasantly。’
’AndpoorDobbsdoesn’tcomewithintheline?’
’N—o,notquite;averynicefellow,I’mquitesure,andI’mverymuchobligedtoyoufortakingmethere。’
’Ineverwilltakeyoutoanyhouseagain。Andwhatdidyouthinkofthewife?’
’That’sahorseofanothercolouraltogether。Aprettywomanwithsuchafinefigureashershasgotarighttobeanythingshepleases。Iseeyouareagreatfavourite。’
’No,I’mnot;——notespecially。Idolikeher。ShewantstomakeupamatchbetweenmeandthatMissVanSiever。MissVanistohavegoldbytheingot,andjewelsbythebushel,andahatfulofbackshares,andawholemineinCornwall,forherfortune。’
’Andisveryhandsomeintothebargain。’
’Yes;she’shandsome。’
’Soishermother,’saidJohnny。’Ifyoutakethedaughter,I’lltakethemother,andseeifIcan’tdoyououtofamineortwo。Good—night,oldfellow。I’monlyjokingaboutoldDobbs。I’llgoanddinethereagaintomorrow,ifyoulikeit。’
CHAPTERXXV
MISSMADELINEDEMOLINES
’Idon’tthinkyoucaretwostrawsabouther,’ConwayDalrymplesaidtohisfriendJohnEames,twodaysafterthedinner—partyatMrsDobbsBroughton’s。Thepainterwasatworkinhisstudio,andtheprivatesecretaryfromtheIncome—TaxOffice,whowasnodoubtengagedonsomespecialmissiontotheWestEndonthepartofSirRaffleBuffle,wassittinginalounging—chairandsmokingacigar。
’BecauseIdon’tgoaboutwithmystockingscross—gartered,anddothatkindofbusiness?’
’Well,yes;becauseyoudon’tdothatkindofbusiness,moreorless。’
’Itisn’tinmyline,mydearfellow。Iknowwhatyoumean,verywell。
Idaresay,artisticallyspeaking——’
’Don’tbeanass,Johnny。’
’Wellthen,poetically,orromantically,ifyoulikethatbetter——I
daresaythatpoeticallyorromanticallyIamdeficient。Ieatmydinnerverywell,andIdon’tsupposeIoughttodothat;and,ifyou’llbelieveme,Ifindmyselflaughingsometimes。’
’Ineverknewamanwholaughedsomuch。You’realwayslaughing。’
’Andthat,youthink,isabadsign?’
’Idon’tbelieveyoureallycareabouther。Ithinkyouareawarethatyouhavegotalove—affaironhand,andthatyouhangontoitratherpersistently,havinginsomewaycometoaresolutionthatyouwouldbepersistent。Butthereisn’tmuchheartinit。Idaresaytherewasonce。’
’Andthatisyouropinion?’
’Youarejustlikesomeofthosemenwhoforyearspasthavebeengoingtowriteabookonsomenewsubject。Theintentionhasbeensincereatfirst,anditneveraltogetherdiesaway。Butthewould—beauthor,thoughhestilltalksofhiswork,knowsthatitwillneverbeexecuted,andisverypatientunderhisdisappointment。Allenthusiasmaboutthethingisgone,butheisstillknownasthemanwhoisgoingtodoitsomeday。YouarethemanwhomeanstomarryMissDaleinfive,ten,ortwentyyears’time。’
’Now,Conway,allthatisthoroughlyunfair。Thewould—beauthortalksofhiswould—bebooktoeverybody。IhavenevertalkedofMissDaletoanyonebutyou,andoneortwoveryoldfamilyfriends。Andfromyeartoyear,andfrommonthtomonth,Ihavedoneallthathasbeeninmypowertowinher。Idon’tthinkIshalleversucceed,andyetIamasdeterminedaboutitasIwaswhenIfirstbeganit——orrathermuchmoreso。IfIdonotmarryLily,Ishallnevermarryatall,andifanybodyweretotellmetomorrowthatshehadmadeuphermindtohaveme,I
shouldwellnighgomadforjoy。ButIamnotgoingtogiveupallmylifeforlove。IndeedthelessIcanbringmyselftogiveupforit,thebetterIshallthinkofmyself。NowI’llgoawayandcallonoldLadyDemolines。’
’Andflirtwithherdaughter。’
’Yes;——flirtwithherdaughter,ifIgettheopportunity。Whyshouldn’tIflirtwithherdaughter?’
’Whynot,ifyoulikeit?’
’Idon’tlikeit——notparticularly,thatis;becausetheyoungladyisnotverypretty,noryetverygraceful,notyetverywise。’
’Sheisprettyafterafashion,’saidtheartist,’andifnotwise,sheisatanyrateclever。’
’Nevertheless,Idonotlikeher,’saidJohnEames。
’Thenwhydoyougothere?’
’Onehastobeciviltopeoplethoughtheyareneitherprettynorwise。
Idon’tmeantoinsinuatethatMissDemolinesisparticularlybad,orindeedthatsheisworsethanyoungladiesingeneral。Ionlyabusedherbecausetherewasaninsinuationinwhatyousaid,thatIwasgoingtoamusemyselfwithMissDemolinesintheabsenceofMissDale。Theonethinghasnothingtodowiththeotherthing。NothingthatIshallsaytoMissDemolineswillatallmilitateagainstmyloyaltytoLily。’
’Allright,oldfellow;——Ididn’tmeantoputyouonyourpurgation。I
wantyoutolookatthatsketch。Doyouknowforwhomitisintended?’
Johnnytookupascrapofpaper,andhavingscrutiniseditforaminuteortwodeclaredthathehadnottheslightestideawhowasrepresented。
’Youknowthesubject——thestorythatisintendedtobetold?’saidDalrymple。
’Uponmyword,Idon’t。There’ssomeoldfellowseemstobecatchingitoverthehead;butit’sallsoconfused,Ican’tmakemuchofit。Thewomanseemstobeuncommonangry。’
’DoyoueverreadyourBible?’
’Ahdear!notasoftenasIoughttodo。Al,Isee;it’sSisera。I
nevercouldquitebelievethatstory。JaelmighthavekilledCaptainSiserainhissleep——forwhich,by—the—by,sheoughttohavebeenhung,andshemightpossiblyhavedoneitwithahammerandanail。Butshecouldnothavedrivenitthrough,andstakedhimtotheground。’
’I’vewarrantenoughforputtingitintoapicture,atanyrate。MyJaelthereisintendedforMissVanSiever。’
’MissVanSiever!Well,itislikeher。Hasshesatforit?’
’Ohdear,no;notyet。Imeantogethertodoso。There’sastrengthabouther,whichwouldmakehersitthepartadmirably。AndIfancyshewouldliketobedrivinganailintoafellow’shead。IthinkIshalltakeMusselboroforaSisera。’
’You’renotinearnest?’
’Hewouldjustdoforit。ButofcourseIshan’taskhimtosit,asmyJaelwouldnotlikeit。Shewouldnotconsenttooperateonsobaseasubject。SoyoureallyaregoingtoGuestwick?’
’Yes;Istarttomorrow。Good—bye,oldfellow。I’llcomeandsitforSiseraifyou’llletme;——onlyMissVanJaelshallhaveabluntednail,ifyouplease。’
ThenJohnnylefttheartist’sroomandwalkedfromKensingtontoLadyDemoline’shouse。AshewenthepartlyaccusedhimselfandpartlyexcusedhimselfinthatmatterofhisloveforLilyDale。Thereweremomentsofhislifeinwhichhefeltthathewouldwillinglydieforher——thatlifewasnotworthhavingwithouther——inwhichhewentaboutinwardlyreproachingfortuneforhavingtreatedhimsocruelly。Whyshouldshenotbehis?Hehalfbelievedthatshelovedhim。Shehadalmosttoldhimso。Shecouldnotsurelystilllovethatothermanwhohadtreatedherwithsuchvilefalsehood?Asheconsideredthequestioninallitsbearingsheassuredhimselfoverandoveragainthattherewouldbenownofearofthatrival;——andyethehadsuchfears,andhatedCrosbiealmostasmuchasever。Itwasathousandpities,certainly,thatthemanshouldhavebeenmadefreebythedeathofhiswife。ButitcouldhardlybethatheshouldseektoseeLilyagain,orthatLily,ifsosought,shouldevenlistentohim。Butyettherehewas,freeoncemore——anodiousbeing,whomJohnnywasdeterminedtosacrificetohisvengeance,ifcauseforsuchsacrificeshouldoccur。
Andthusthinkingoftherealtruthofhislove,heendeavouredtoexcusehimselftohimselffromthatchargeofvaguenessandlaxnesswhichhisfriendConwayDalrymplehadbroughtagainsthim。Andthenagainheaccusedhimselfofthesamesin。Ifhehadbeenpositivelyinearnest,withdownrightmanlyearnestness,wouldhehaveallowedthethingtodragitselfwithaweakuncertainlife,asithaddoneforthelasttwoorthreeyears?LilyDalehadbeenadreamtohiminhisboyhood;andhehadmadearealityofhisdreamassoonashehadbecomeaman。Butbeforehehadbeenable,asaman,totellhislovetothegirlwhomhehadlovedasachild,anothermanhadintervened,andhisprizehadbeentakenfromhim。Thenthewretchedvictorhadthrownhistreasureaway,andhe,JohnEames,hadbeencontenttostooptopickitup——wascontenttodosonow。Buttherewassomethingwhichhefelttobeunmanlyintheconstantstooping。Dalrymplehadtoldhimthathewaslikeamanwhoiseverwritingabookandyetneverwritesit。HewoulddohisverybesttomakeLilyhisown。Butifhefailednow,hewouldhavedonewithit。Itseemedtohimtobebelowhisdignityasamantobealwayscovetingathingwhichhecouldnotobtain。
Johnnywasinformedbytheboyinbuttons,whoopenedthedoorforhimatLadyDemolines’,thattheladieswereathome,andhewasshownupintothedrawing—room。Herehewasallowedfulltenminutestoexploretheknick—knacksonthetable,andopenthephotographbook,andexaminethefurniture,beforeMissDemolinesmadeherappearance。Whenshedidcome,herhairwastangledmoremarvellouslyeventhanwhenhesawatthedinner—party,andhereyesweredarker,andhercheeksthinner。’I’mafraidmammawon’tbeabletocomedown,’saidMissDemolines。’Shewillbesosorrybutsheisnotquitewelltoday。Thewindisintheeast,shesays,andwhenshesaysthewindisintheeastshealwaysrefusestobewell。’
’ThenIshouldtellheritisinthewest。’
’Butitisintheeast。’
’Ah,thereIcan’thelpyou,MissDemolines。Ineverknowwhichiseast,andwhichiswest;andifIdid,Ishouldn’tknowfromwhichpointthewindblew。’
’Atanyratemammacan’tcomedownstairs,andyoumustexcuseher。WhataverynicewomanMrsDobbsBroughtonis。’JohnnyacknowledgedthatMrsDobbsBroughtonwascharming。’AndMrBroughtonissogood—natured!’
Johnnyagainassented。’Ilikehimofallthings,’saidMissDemolines。
’SodoI,’saidJohnny;——’Ineverlikedanybodysomuchinmylife。I
supposeoneisboundtosaythatkindofthing。’’Oh,youill—naturedman,’saidMissDemollines。’IsupposeyouthinkthatpoorMrBroughtonisalittle——justalittle——youknowwhatImean。’
’Notexactly,’saidJohnny。
’Yes,youdo;youknowverywellwhatImean。Andofcourseheis。Howcanhehelpit?’
’Poorfellow——no。Idon’tsupposehecanhelpit,orhewould;
——wouldn’the?’
’OfcourseMrBroughtonhadnottheadvantageofbirthormuchearlyeducation。Allhisfriendsknowthat,andmakeallowanceaccordingly。
Whenshemarriedhim,shewasawareofhisdeficiency,andmadeuphermindtoputupwithit。’
’Itwasverykindofher;don’tyouthinkso?’
’IknewMariaClutterbuckforyearsbeforeshewasmarried。Ofcourseshewasverymuchmysenior,but,nevertheless,wewerefriends。IthinkIwashardlymorethantwelveyearsoldwhenIfirstbegantocorrespondwithMaria。Shewasthenpasttwenty。Soyousee,MrEames,Imakenosecretofmyage。’
’Whyshouldyou?’