Baby_was_christened,therectordecidingthatadoublebaptismwasthelesserrisktoincur;andonthisoccasionSilas,makinghimselfascleanandtidyashecould,appearedforthefirsttimewithinthechurch,andsharedintheobservancesheldsacredbyhisneighbours。Hewasquiteunable,bymeansofanythingheheardorsaw,toidentifytheRaveloereligionwithhisoldfaith;ifhecouldatanytimeinhispreviouslifehavedoneso,itmusthavebeenbytheaidofastrongfeelingreadytovibratewithsympathy,ratherthanbyacomparisonofphrasesandideas:andnowforlongyearsthatfeelinghadbeendormant。Hehadnodistinctideaaboutthebaptismandthechurch—going,exceptthatDollyhadsaiditwasforthegoodofthechild;andinthisway,astheweeksgrewtomonths,thechildcreatedfreshandfreshlinksbetweenhislifeandthelivesfromwhichhehadhithertoshrunkcontinuallyintonarrowerisolation。Unlikethegoldwhichneedednothing,andmustbeworshippedinclose—lockedsolitude——whichwashiddenawayfromthedaylight,wasdeaftothesongofbirds,andstartedtonohumantones——Eppiewasacreatureofendlessclaimsandever—growingdesires,seekingandlovingsunshine,andlivingsounds,andlivingmovements;makingtrialofeverything,withtrustinnewjoy,andstirringthehumankindnessinalleyesthatlookedonher。Thegoldhadkepthisthoughtsinanever—repeatedcircle,leadingtonothingbeyonditself;butEppiewasanobjectcompactedofchangesandhopesthatforcedhisthoughtsonward,andcarriedthemfarawayfromtheiroldeagerpacingtowardsthesameblanklimit——carriedthemawaytothenewthingsthatwouldcomewiththecomingyears,whenEppiewouldhavelearnedtounderstandhowherfatherSilascaredforher;andmadehimlookforimagesofthattimeinthetiesandcharitiesthatboundtogetherthefamiliesofhisneighbours。
Thegoldhadaskedthatheshouldsitweavinglongerandlonger,deafenedandblindedmoreandmoretoallthingsexceptthemonotonyofhisloomandtherepetitionofhisweb;butEppiecalledhimawayfromhisweaving,andmadehimthinkallitspausesaholiday,reawakeninghissenseswithherfreshlife,eventotheoldwinter—fliesthatcamecrawlingforthintheearlyspringsunshine,andwarminghimintojoybecause_she_hadjoy。
Andwhenthesunshinegrewstrongandlasting,sothatthebuttercupswerethickinthemeadows,Silasmightbeseeninthesunnymidday,orinthelateafternoonwhentheshadowswerelengtheningunderthehedgerows,strollingoutwithuncoveredheadtocarryEppiebeyondtheStone—pitstowheretheflowersgrew,tilltheyreachedsomefavouritebankwherehecouldsitdown,whileEppietoddledtoplucktheflowers,andmakeremarkstothewingedthingsthatmurmuredhappilyabovethebrightpetals,calling"Dad—dad’s"attentioncontinuallybybringinghimtheflowers。
Thenshewouldturnhereartosomesuddenbird—note,andSilaslearnedtopleaseherbymakingsignsofhushedstillness,thattheymightlistenforthenotetocomeagain:sothatwhenitcame,shesetuphersmallbackandlaughedwithgurglingtriumph。Sittingonthebanksinthisway,Silasbegantolookfortheoncefamiliarherbsagain;andastheleaves,withtheirunchangedoutlineandmarkings,layonhispalm,therewasasenseofcrowdingremembrancesfromwhichheturnedawaytimidly,takingrefugeinEppie’slittleworld,thatlaylightlyonhisenfeebledspirit。
Asthechild’smindwasgrowingintoknowledge,hismindwasgrowingintomemory:asherlifeunfolded,hissoul,longstupefiedinacoldnarrowprison,wasunfoldingtoo,andtremblinggraduallyintofullconsciousness。
Itwasaninfluencewhichmustgatherforcewitheverynewyear:thetonesthatstirredSilas’sheartgrewarticulate,andcalledformoredistinctanswers;shapesandsoundsgrewclearerforEppie’seyesandears,andtherewasmorethat"Dad—dad"wasimperativelyrequiredtonoticeandaccountfor。Also,bythetimeEppiewasthreeyearsold,shedevelopedafinecapacityformischief,andfordevisingingeniouswaysofbeingtroublesome,whichfoundmuchexercise,notonlyforSilas’spatience,butforhiswatchfulnessandpenetration。SorelywaspoorSilaspuzzledonsuchoccasionsbytheincompatibledemandsoflove。DollyWinthroptoldhimthatpunishmentwasgoodforEppie,andthat,asforrearingachildwithoutmakingittinglealittleinsoftandsafeplacesnowandthen,itwasnottobedone。
"Tobesure,there’sanotherthingyoumightdo,MasterMarner,"
addedDolly,meditatively:"youmightshutheruponcei’thecoal—hole。ThatwaswhatIdidwi’Aaron;forIwasthatsillywi’
theyoungestlad,asIcouldneverbeartosmackhim。NotasI
couldfindi’myhearttolethimstayi’thecoal—holemorenoraminute,butitwasenoughtocollyhimallover,soashemustbenewwashedanddressed,anditwasasgoodasarodtohim——thatwas。ButIputitupo’yourconscience,MasterMarner,asthere’soneof’emyoumustchoose——aythersmackingorthecoal—hole——
elseshe’llgetsomasterful,there’llbenoholdingher。"
Silaswasimpressedwiththemelancholytruthofthislastremark;
buthisforceofmindfailedbeforetheonlytwopenalmethodsopentohim,notonlybecauseitwaspainfultohimtohurtEppie,butbecausehetrembledatamoment’scontentionwithher,lestsheshouldlovehimthelessforit。LetevenanaffectionateGoliathgethimselftiedtoasmalltenderthing,dreadingtohurtitbypulling,anddreadingstillmoretosnapthecord,andwhichofthetwo,pray,willbemaster?ItwasclearthatEppie,withhershorttoddlingsteps,mustleadfatherSilasaprettydanceonanyfinemorningwhencircumstancesfavouredmischief。
Forexample。Hehadwiselychosenabroadstripoflinenasameansoffasteninghertohisloomwhenhewasbusy:itmadeabroadbeltroundherwaist,andwaslongenoughtoallowofherreachingthetruckle—bedandsittingdownonit,butnotlongenoughforhertoattemptanydangerousclimbing。Onebrightsummer’smorningSilashadbeenmoreengrossedthanusualin"settingup"anewpieceofwork,anoccasiononwhichhisscissorswereinrequisition。Thesescissors,owingtoanespecialwarningofDolly’s,hadbeenkeptcarefullyoutofEppie’sreach;buttheclickofthemhadhadapeculiarattractionforherear,andwatchingtheresultsofthatclick,shehadderivedthephilosophiclessonthatthesamecausewouldproducethesameeffect。Silashadseatedhimselfinhisloom,andthenoiseofweavinghadbegun;buthehadlefthisscissorsonaledgewhichEppie’sarmwaslongenoughtoreach;andnow,likeasmallmouse,watchingheropportunity,shestolequietlyfromhercorner,securedthescissors,andtoddledtothebedagain,settingupherbackasamodeofconcealingthefact。Shehadadistinctintentionastotheuseofthescissors;andhavingcutthelinenstripinajaggedbuteffectualmanner,intwomomentsshehadrunoutattheopendoorwherethesunshinewasinvitingher,whilepoorSilasbelievedhertobeabetterchildthanusual。Itwasnotuntilhehappenedtoneedhisscissorsthattheterriblefactburstuponhim:Eppiehadrunoutbyherself——hadperhapsfallenintotheStone—pit。Silas,shakenbytheworstfearthatcouldhavebefallenhim,rushedout,calling"Eppie!"andraneagerlyabouttheunenclosedspace,exploringthedrycavitiesintowhichshemighthavefallen,andthengazingwithquestioningdreadatthesmoothredsurfaceofthewater。Thecolddropsstoodonhisbrow。
Howlonghadshebeenout?Therewasonehope——thatshehadcreptthroughthestileandgotintothefields,wherehehabituallytookhertostroll。Butthegrasswashighinthemeadow,andtherewasnodescryingher,ifshewerethere,exceptbyaclosesearchthatwouldbeatrespassonMr。Osgood’scrop。Still,thatmisdemeanourmustbecommitted;andpoorSilas,afterpeeringallroundthehedgerows,traversedthegrass,beginningwithperturbedvisiontoseeEppiebehindeverygroupofredsorrel,andtoseehermovingalwaysfartheroffasheapproached。Themeadowwassearchedinvain;andhegotoverthestileintothenextfield,lookingwithdyinghopetowardsasmallpondwhichwasnowreducedtoitssummershallowness,soastoleaveawidemarginofgoodadhesivemud。
Here,however,satEppie,discoursingcheerfullytoherownsmallboot,whichshewasusingasabuckettoconveythewaterintoadeephoof—mark,whileherlittlenakedfootwasplantedcomfortablyonacushionofolive—greenmud。Ared—headedcalfwasobservingherwithalarmeddoubtthroughtheoppositehedge。
Herewasclearlyacaseofaberrationinachristenedchildwhichdemandedseveretreatment;butSilas,overcomewithconvulsivejoyatfindinghistreasureagain,coulddonothingbutsnatchherup,andcoverherwithhalf—sobbingkisses。Itwasnotuntilhehadcarriedherhome,andhadbeguntothinkofthenecessarywashing,thatherecollectedtheneedthatheshouldpunishEppie,and"makeherremember"。Theideathatshemightrunawayagainandcometoharm,gavehimunusualresolution,andforthefirsttimehedeterminedtotrythecoal—hole——asmallclosetnearthehearth。
"Naughty,naughtyEppie,"hesuddenlybegan,holdingheronhisknee,andpointingtohermuddyfeetandclothes——"naughtytocutwiththescissorsandrunaway。Eppiemustgointothecoal—holeforbeingnaughty。Daddymustputherinthecoal—hole。"
Hehalf—expectedthatthiswouldbeshockenough,andthatEppiewouldbegintocry。Butinsteadofthat,shebegantoshakeherselfonhisknee,asifthepropositionopenedapleasingnovelty。
Seeingthathemustproceedtoextremities,heputherintothecoal—hole,andheldthedoorclosed,withatremblingsensethathewasusingastrongmeasure。Foramomenttherewassilence,butthencamealittlecry,"Opy,opy!"andSilasletheroutagain,saying,"NowEppie’ullneverbenaughtyagain,elseshemustgointhecoal—hole——ablacknaughtyplace。"
Theweavingmuststandstillalongwhilethismorning,fornowEppiemustbewashed,andhavecleanclotheson;butitwastobehopedthatthispunishmentwouldhavealastingeffect,andsavetimeinfuture——though,perhaps,itwouldhavebeenbetterifEppiehadcriedmore。
Inhalfanhourshewascleanagain,andSilashavingturnedhisbacktoseewhathecoulddowiththelinenband,threwitdownagain,withthereflectionthatEppiewouldbegoodwithoutfasteningfortherestofthemorning。Heturnedroundagain,andwasgoingtoplaceherinherlittlechairneartheloom,whenshepeepedoutathimwithblackfaceandhandsagain,andsaid,"Eppieindetoal—hole!"
Thistotalfailureofthecoal—holedisciplineshookSilas’sbeliefintheefficacyofpunishment。"She’dtakeitallforfun,"heobservedtoDolly,"ifIdidn’thurther,andthatIcan’tdo,Mrs。Winthrop。Ifshemakesmeabito’trouble,Icanbearit。
Andshe’sgotnotricksbutwhatshe’llgrowoutof。"
"Well,that’spartlytrue,MasterMarner,"saidDolly,sympathetically;"andifyoucan’tbringyourmindtofrightenherofftouchingthings,youmustdowhatyoucantokeep’emoutofherway。That’swhatIdowi’thepupsastheladsareallaysa—rearing。They_will_worryandgnaw——worryandgnawtheywill,ifitwasone’sSundaycapashunganywheresoastheycoulddragit。Theyknownodifference,Godhelp’em:it’sthepushingo’theteethassets’emon,that’swhatitis。"
SoEppiewasrearedwithoutpunishment,theburdenofhermisdeedsbeingbornevicariouslybyfatherSilas。Thestonehutwasmadeasoftnestforher,linedwithdownypatience:andalsointheworldthatlaybeyondthestonehutsheknewnothingoffrownsanddenials。
Notwithstandingthedifficultyofcarryingherandhisyarnorlinenatthesametime,Silastookherwithhiminmostofhisjourneystothefarmhouses,unwillingtoleaveherbehindatDollyWinthrop’s,whowasalwaysreadytotakecareofher;andlittlecurly—headedEppie,theweaver’schild,becameanobjectofinterestatseveraloutlyinghomesteads,aswellasinthevillage。Hithertohehadbeentreatedverymuchasifhehadbeenausefulgnomeorbrownie——
aqueerandunaccountablecreature,whomustnecessarilybelookedatwithwonderingcuriosityandrepulsion,andwithwhomonewouldbegladtomakeallgreetingsandbargainsasbriefaspossible,butwhomustbedealtwithinapropitiatoryway,andoccasionallyhaveapresentofporkorgardenstufftocarryhomewithhim,seeingthatwithouthimtherewasnogettingtheyarnwoven。ButnowSilasmetwithopensmilingfacesandcheerfulquestioning,asapersonwhosesatisfactionsanddifficultiescouldbeunderstood。Everywherehemustsitalittleandtalkaboutthechild,andwordsofinterestwerealwaysreadyforhim:"Ah,MasterMarner,you’llbeluckyifshetakesthemeaslessoonandeasy!"——
or,"Why,thereisn’tmanylonemen’udha’beenwishingtotakeupwithalittleunlikethat:butIreckontheweavingmakesyouhandierthanmenasdoout—doorwork——you’repartlyashandyasawoman,forweavingcomesnexttospinning。"Elderlymastersandmistresses,seatedobservantlyinlargekitchenarm—chairs,shooktheirheadsoverthedifficultiesattendantonrearingchildren,feltEppie’sroundarmsandlegs,andpronouncedthemremarkablyfirm,andtoldSilasthat,ifsheturnedoutwell(which,however,therewasnotelling),itwouldbeafinethingforhimtohaveasteadylasstodoforhimwhenhegothelpless。Servantmaidenswerefondofcarryingherouttolookatthehensandchickens,ortoseeifanycherriescouldbeshakendownintheorchard;andthesmallboysandgirlsapproachedherslowly,withcautiousmovementandsteadygaze,likelittledogsfacetofacewithoneoftheirownkind,tillattractionhadreachedthepointatwhichthesoftlipswereputoutforakiss。NochildwasafraidofapproachingSilaswhenEppiewasnearhim:therewasnorepulsionaroundhimnow,eitherforyoungorold;forthelittlechildhadcometolinkhimoncemorewiththewholeworld。Therewaslovebetweenhimandthechildthatblentthemintoone,andtherewaslovebetweenthechildandtheworld——frommenandwomenwithparentallooksandtones,totheredlady—birdsandtheroundpebbles。
SilasbegannowtothinkofRaveloelifeentirelyinrelationtoEppie:shemusthaveeverythingthatwasagoodinRaveloe;andhelisteneddocilely,thathemightcometounderstandbetterwhatthislifewas,fromwhich,forfifteenyears,hehadstoodaloofasfromastrangething,withwhichhecouldhavenocommunion:assomemanwhohasapreciousplanttowhichhewouldgiveanurturinghomeinanewsoil,thinksoftherain,andthesunshine,andallinfluences,inrelationtohisnursling,andasksindustriouslyforallknowledgethatwillhelphimtosatisfythewantsofthesearchingroots,ortoguardleafandbudfrominvadingharm。Thedispositiontohoardhadbeenutterlycrushedattheveryfirstbythelossofhislong—storedgold:thecoinsheearnedafterwardsseemedasirrelevantasstonesbroughttocompleteahousesuddenlyburiedbyanearthquake;thesenseofbereavementwastooheavyuponhimfortheoldthrillofsatisfactiontoariseagainatthetouchofthenewly—earnedcoin。Andnowsomethinghadcometoreplacehishoardwhichgaveagrowingpurposetotheearnings,drawinghishopeandjoycontinuallyonwardbeyondthemoney。
Inolddaystherewereangelswhocameandtookmenbythehandandledthemawayfromthecityofdestruction。Weseenowhite—wingedangelsnow。Butyetmenareledawayfromthreateningdestruction:
ahandisputintotheirs,whichleadsthemforthgentlytowardsacalmandbrightland,sothattheylooknomorebackward;andthehandmaybealittlechild’s。
CHAPTERXV
Therewasoneperson,asyouwillbelieve,whowatchedwithkeenerthoughmorehiddeninterestthananyother,theprosperousgrowthofEppieundertheweaver’scare。Hedarednotdoanythingthatwouldimplyastrongerinterestinapoorman’sadoptedchildthancouldbeexpectedfromthekindlinessoftheyoungSquire,whenachancemeetingsuggestedalittlepresenttoasimpleoldfellowwhomothersnoticedwithgoodwill;buthetoldhimselfthatthetimewouldcomewhenhemightdosomethingtowardsfurtheringthewelfareofhisdaughterwithoutincurringsuspicion。Washeveryuneasyinthemeantimeathisinabilitytogivehisdaughterherbirthright?
Icannotsaythathewas。Thechildwasbeingtakencareof,andwouldverylikelybehappy,aspeopleinhumblestationsoftenwere——
happier,perhaps,thanthosebroughtupinluxury。
Thatfamousringthatprickeditsownerwhenheforgotdutyandfolloweddesire——Iwonderifitprickedveryhardwhenhesetoutonthechase,orwhetheritprickedbutlightlythen,andonlypiercedtothequickwhenthechasehadlongbeenended,andhope,foldingherwings,lookedbackwardandbecameregret?
GodfreyCass’scheekandeyewerebrighterthanevernow。Hewassoundividedinhisaims,thatheseemedlikeamanoffirmness。NoDunseyhadcomeback:peoplehadmadeuptheirmindsthathewasgoneforasoldier,orgone"outofthecountry",andnoonecaredtobespecificintheirinquiriesonasubjectdelicatetoarespectablefamily。GodfreyhadceasedtoseetheshadowofDunseyacrosshispath;andthepathnowlaystraightforwardtotheaccomplishmentofhisbest,longest—cherishedwishes。EverybodysaidMr。Godfreyhadtakentherightturn;anditwasprettyclearwhatwouldbetheendofthings,fortherewerenotmanydaysintheweekthathewasnotseenridingtotheWarrens。Godfreyhimself,whenhewasaskedjocoselyifthedayhadbeenfixed,smiledwiththepleasantconsciousnessofaloverwhocouldsay"yes",ifheliked。Hefeltareformedman,deliveredfromtemptation;andthevisionofhisfuturelifeseemedtohimasapromisedlandforwhichhehadnocausetofight。Hesawhimselfwithallhishappinesscentredonhisownhearth,whileNancywouldsmileonhimasheplayedwiththechildren。
Andthatotherchild——notonthehearth——hewouldnotforgetit;
hewouldseethatitwaswellprovidedfor。Thatwasafather’sduty。
PARTTWO
CHAPTERXVI
ItwasabrightautumnSunday,sixteenyearsafterSilasMarnerhadfoundhisnewtreasureonthehearth。ThebellsoftheoldRaveloechurchwereringingthecheerfulpealwhichtoldthatthemorningservicewasended;andoutofthearcheddoorwayinthetowercameslowly,retardedbyfriendlygreetingsandquestions,thericherparishionerswhohadchosenthisbrightSundaymorningaseligibleforchurch—going。Itwastheruralfashionofthattimeforthemoreimportantmembersofthecongregationtodepartfirst,whiletheirhumblerneighbourswaitedandlookedon,strokingtheirbentheadsordroppingtheircurtsiestoanylargeratepayerwhoturnedtonoticethem。
Foremostamongtheseadvancinggroupsofwell—cladpeople,therearesomewhomweshallrecognize,inspiteofTime,whohaslaidhishandonthemall。ThetallblondmanoffortyisnotmuchchangedinfeaturefromtheGodfreyCassofsix—and—twenty:heisonlyfullerinflesh,andhasonlylosttheindefinablelookofyouth——
alosswhichismarkedevenwhentheeyeisundulledandthewrinklesarenotyetcome。Perhapstheprettywoman,notmuchyoungerthanhe,whoisleaningonhisarm,ismorechangedthanherhusband:thelovelybloomthatusedtobealwaysonhercheeknowcomesbutfitfully,withthefreshmorningairorwithsomestrongsurprise;yettoallwholovehumanfacesbestforwhattheytellofhumanexperience,Nancy’sbeautyhasaheightenedinterest。Oftenthesoulisripenedintofullergoodnesswhileagehasspreadanuglyfilm,sothatmereglancescanneverdivinethepreciousnessofthefruit。ButtheyearshavenotbeensocrueltoNancy。Thefirmyetplacidmouth,theclearveraciousglanceofthebrowneyes,speaknowofanaturethathasbeentestedandhaskeptitshighestqualities;andeventhecostume,withitsdaintyneatnessandpurity,hasmoresignificancenowthecoquetriesofyouthcanhavenothingtodowithit。
Mr。andMrs。GodfreyCass(anyhighertitlehasdiedawayfromRaveloelipssincetheoldSquirewasgatheredtohisfathersandhisinheritancewasdivided)haveturnedroundtolookforthetallagedmanandtheplainlydressedwomanwhoarealittlebehind——
Nancyhavingobservedthattheymustwaitfor"fatherandPriscilla"——andnowtheyallturnintoanarrowerpathleadingacrossthechurchyardtoasmallgateoppositetheRedHouse。Wewillnotfollowthemnow;formaytherenotbesomeothersinthisdepartingcongregationwhomweshouldliketoseeagain——someofthosewhoarenotlikelytobehandsomelyclad,andwhomwemaynotrecognizesoeasilyasthemasterandmistressoftheRedHouse?
ButitisimpossibletomistakeSilasMarner。Hislargebrowneyesseemtohavegatheredalongervision,asisthewaywitheyesthathavebeenshort—sightedinearlylife,andtheyhavealessvague,amoreansweringgaze;butineverythingelseoneseessignsofaframemuchenfeebledbythelapseofthesixteenyears。Theweaver’sbentshouldersandwhitehairgivehimalmostthelookofadvancedage,thoughheisnotmorethanfive—and—fifty;butthereisthefreshestblossomofyouthclosebyhisside——ablondedimpledgirlofeighteen,whohasvainlytriedtochastisehercurlyauburnhairintosmoothnessunderherbrownbonnet:thehairripplesasobstinatelyasabrookletundertheMarchbreeze,andthelittleringletsburstawayfromtherestrainingcombbehindandshowthemselvesbelowthebonnet—crown。Eppiecannothelpbeingrathervexedaboutherhair,forthereisnoothergirlinRaveloewhohashairatalllikeit,andshethinkshairoughttobesmooth。Shedoesnotliketobeblameworthyeveninsmallthings:youseehowneatlyherprayer—bookisfoldedinherspottedhandkerchief。
Thatgood—lookingyoungfellow,inanewfustiansuit,whowalksbehindher,isnotquitesureuponthequestionofhairintheabstract,whenEppieputsittohim,andthinksthatperhapsstraighthairisthebestingeneral,buthedoesn’twantEppie’shairtobedifferent。Shesurelydivinesthatthereissomeonebehindherwhoisthinkingaboutherveryparticularly,andmusteringcouragetocometohersideassoonastheyareoutinthelane,elsewhyshouldshelookrathershy,andtakecarenottoturnawayherheadfromherfatherSilas,towhomshekeepsmurmuringlittlesentencesastowhowasatchurchandwhowasnotatchurch,andhowprettytheredmountain—ashisovertheRectorywall?
"Iwish_we_hadalittlegarden,father,withdoubledaisiesin,likeMrs。Winthrop’s,"saidEppie,whentheywereoutinthelane;
"onlytheysayit’udtakeadealofdiggingandbringingfreshsoil——andyoucouldn’tdothat,couldyou,father?Anyhow,I
shouldn’tlikeyoutodoit,forit’udbetoohardworkforyou。"
"Yes,Icoulddoit,child,ifyouwantabito’garden:theselongevenings,Icouldworkattakinginalittlebito’thewaste,justenoughforarootortwoo’flowersforyou;andagain,i’themorning,Icouldhaveaturnwi’thespadebeforeIsatdowntotheloom。Whydidn’tyoutellmebeforeasyouwantedabito’
garden?"
"_I_candigitforyou,MasterMarner,"saidtheyoungmaninfustian,whowasnowbyEppie’sside,enteringintotheconversationwithoutthetroubleofformalities。"It’llbeplaytomeafterI’vedonemyday’swork,oranyoddbitso’timewhenthework’sslack。AndI’llbringyousomesoilfromMr。Cass’sgarden——he’llletme,andwilling。"
"Eh,Aaron,mylad,areyouthere?"saidSilas;"Iwasn’tawareofyou;forwhenEppie’stalkingo’things,Iseenothingbutwhatshe’sa—saying。Well,ifyoucouldhelpmewiththedigging,wemightgetherabito’gardenallthesooner。"
"Then,ifyouthinkwellandgood,"saidAaron,"I’llcometotheStone—pitsthisafternoon,andwe’llsettlewhatland’stobetakenin,andI’llgetupanhourearlieri’themorning,andbeginonit。"
"Butnotifyoudon’tpromisemenottoworkattheharddigging,father,"saidEppie。"ForIshouldn’tha’saidanythingaboutit,"sheadded,half—bashfully,half—roguishly,"onlyMrs。WinthropsaidasAaron’udbesogood,and——"
"Andyoumightha’knownitwithoutmothertellingyou,"saidAaron。"AndMasterMarnerknowstoo,Ihope,asI’mableandwillingtodoaturno’workforhim,andhewon’tdometheunkindnesstoanywaystakeitouto’myhands。"
"There,now,father,youwon’tworkinittillit’salleasy,"
saidEppie,"andyouandmecanmarkoutthebeds,andmakeholesandplanttheroots。It’llbeadeallivelierattheStone—pitswhenwe’vegotsomeflowers,forIalwaysthinktheflowerscanseeusandknowwhatwe’retalkingabout。AndI’llhaveabito’
rosemary,andbergamot,andthyme,becausethey’resosweet—smelling;butthere’snolavenderonlyinthegentlefolks’
gardens,Ithink。"
"That’snoreasonwhyyoushouldn’thavesome,"saidAaron,"forIcanbringyouslipsofanything;I’mforcedtocutnoendof’emwhenI’mgardening,andthrow’emawaymostly。There’sabigbedo’
lavenderattheRedHouse:themissisisveryfondofit。"
"Well,"saidSilas,gravely,"soasyoudon’tmakefreeforus,oraskforanythingasisworthmuchattheRedHouse:forMr。Cass’sbeensogoodtous,andbuiltusupthenewendo’thecottage,andgivenusbedsandthings,asIcouldn’tabidetobeimposin’forgarden—stufforanythingelse。"
"No,no,there’snoimposin’,"saidAaron;"there’sneveragardeninalltheparishbutwhatthere’sendlesswasteinitforwanto’somebodyascoulduseeverythingup。It’swhatIthinktomyselfsometimes,asthereneednobodyrunshorto’victualsifthelandwasmadethemoston,andtherewasneveramorselbutwhatcouldfinditswaytoamouth。Itsetsonethinkingo’that——
gardeningdoes。ButImustgobacknow,elsemother’ullbeintroubleasIaren’tthere。"
"Bringherwithyouthisafternoon,Aaron,"saidEppie;"I
shouldn’tliketofixaboutthegarden,andhernotknoweverythingfromthefirst——should_you_,father?"
"Aye,bringherifyoucan,Aaron,"saidSilas;"she’ssuretohaveawordtosayas’llhelpustosetthingsontheirrightend。"
Aaronturnedbackupthevillage,whileSilasandEppiewentonupthelonelyshelteredlane。
"Odaddy!"shebegan,whentheywereinprivacy,claspingandsqueezingSilas’sarm,andskippingroundtogivehimanenergetickiss。"Mylittleolddaddy!I’msoglad。Idon’tthinkIshallwantanythingelsewhenwe’vegotalittlegarden;andIknewAaronwoulddigitforus,"shewentonwithroguishtriumph——"Iknewthatverywell。"
"You’readeeplittlepuss,youare,"saidSilas,withthemildpassivehappinessoflove—crownedageinhisface;"butyou’llmakeyourselffineandbeholdentoAaron。"
"Oh,no,Ishan’t,"saidEppie,laughingandfrisking;"helikesit。"
"Come,come,letmecarryyourprayer—book,elseyou’llbedroppingit,jumpingi’thatway。"
Eppiewasnowawarethatherbehaviourwasunderobservation,butitwasonlytheobservationofafriendlydonkey,browsingwithalogfastenedtohisfoot——ameekdonkey,notscornfullycriticalofhumantrivialities,butthankfultoshareinthem,ifpossible,bygettinghisnosescratched;andEppiedidnotfailtogratifyhimwithherusualnotice,thoughitwasattendedwiththeinconvenienceofhisfollowingthem,painfully,uptotheverydooroftheirhome。
Butthesoundofasharpbarkinside,asEppieputthekeyinthedoor,modifiedthedonkey’sviews,andhelimpedawayagainwithoutbidding。Thesharpbarkwasthesignofanexcitedwelcomethatwasawaitingthemfromaknowingbrownterrier,who,afterdancingattheirlegsinahystericalmanner,rushedwithaworryingnoiseatatortoise—shellkittenundertheloom,andthenrushedbackwithasharpbarkagain,asmuchastosay,"Ihavedonemydutybythisfeeblecreature,youperceive";whilethelady—motherofthekittensatsunningherwhitebosominthewindow,andlookedroundwithasleepyairofexpectingcaresses,thoughshewasnotgoingtotakeanytroubleforthem。
Thepresenceofthishappyanimallifewasnottheonlychangewhichhadcomeovertheinteriorofthestonecottage。Therewasnobednowintheliving—room,andthesmallspacewaswellfilledwithdecentfurniture,allbrightandcleanenoughtosatisfyDollyWinthrop’seye。Theoakentableandthree—corneredoakenchairwerehardlywhatwaslikelytobeseeninsopooracottage:theyhadcome,withthebedsandotherthings,fromtheRedHouse;forMr。GodfreyCass,aseveryonesaidinthevillage,didverykindlybytheweaver;anditwasnothingbutrightamanshouldbelookedonandhelpedbythosewhocouldaffordit,whenhehadbroughtupanorphanchild,andbeenfatherandmothertoher——andhadlosthismoneytoo,soashehadnothingbutwhatheworkedforweekbyweek,andwhentheweavingwasgoingdowntoo——fortherewaslessandlessflaxspun——andMasterMarnerwasnonesoyoung。Nobodywasjealousoftheweaver,forhewasregardedasanexceptionalperson,whoseclaimsonneighbourlyhelpwerenottobematchedinRaveloe。Anysuperstitionthatremainedconcerninghimhadtakenanentirelynewcolour;andMr。Macey,nowaveryfeebleoldmanoffourscoreandsix,neverseenexceptinhischimney—cornerorsittinginthesunshineathisdoor—sill,wasofopinionthatwhenamanhaddonewhatSilashaddonebyanorphanchild,itwasasignthathismoneywouldcometolightagain,orleastwisethattherobberwouldbemadetoanswerforit——for,asMr。Maceyobservedofhimself,hisfacultieswereasstrongasever。
SilassatdownnowandwatchedEppiewithasatisfiedgazeasshespreadthecleancloth,andsetonitthepotato—pie,warmedupslowlyinasafeSundayfashion,bybeingputintoadrypotoveraslowly—dyingfire,asthebestsubstituteforanoven。ForSilaswouldnotconsenttohaveagrateandovenaddedtohisconveniences:helovedtheoldbrickhearthashehadlovedhisbrownpot——andwasitnottherewhenhehadfoundEppie?Thegodsofthehearthexistforusstill;andletallnewfaithbetolerantofthatfetishism,lestitbruiseitsownroots。
Silasatehisdinnermoresilentlythanusual,soonlayingdownhisknifeandfork,andwatchinghalf—abstractedlyEppie’splaywithSnapandthecat,bywhichherowndiningwasmaderatheralengthybusiness。Yetitwasasightthatmightwellarrestwanderingthoughts:Eppie,withtheripplingradianceofherhairandthewhitenessofherroundedchinandthroatsetoffbythedark—bluecottongown,laughingmerrilyasthekittenheldonwithherfourclawstooneshoulder,likeadesignforajug—handle,whileSnapontherighthandandPussontheotherputuptheirpawstowardsamorselwhichsheheldoutofthereachofboth——Snapoccasionallydesistinginordertoremonstratewiththecatbyacogentworryinggrowlonthegreedinessandfutilityofherconduct;tillEppierelented,caressedthemboth,anddividedthemorselbetweenthem。
ButatlastEppie,glancingattheclock,checkedtheplay,andsaid,"Odaddy,you’rewantingtogointothesunshinetosmokeyourpipe。ButImustclearawayfirst,soasthehousemaybetidywhengodmothercomes。I’llmakehaste——Iwon’tbelong。"
Silashadtakentosmokingapipedailyduringthelasttwoyears,havingbeenstronglyurgedtoitbythesagesofRaveloe,asapractice"goodforthefits";andthisadvicewassanctionedbyDr。Kimble,onthegroundthatitwasaswelltotrywhatcoulddonoharm——aprinciplewhichwasmadetoanswerforagreatdealofworkinthatgentleman’smedicalpractice。Silasdidnothighlyenjoysmoking,andoftenwonderedhowhisneighbourscouldbesofondofit;butahumblesortofacquiescenceinwhatwasheldtobegood,hadbecomeastronghabitofthatnewselfwhichhadbeendevelopedinhimsincehehadfoundEppieonhishearth:ithadbeentheonlyclewhisbewilderedmindcouldholdbyincherishingthisyounglifethathadbeensenttohimoutofthedarknessintowhichhisgoldhaddeparted。ByseekingwhatwasneedfulforEppie,bysharingtheeffectthateverythingproducedonher,hehadhimselfcometoappropriatetheformsofcustomandbeliefwhichwerethemouldofRaveloelife;andas,withreawakeningsensibilities,memoryalsoreawakened,hehadbeguntoponderovertheelementsofhisoldfaith,andblendthemwithhisnewimpressions,tillherecoveredaconsciousnessofunitybetweenhispastandpresent。
Thesenseofpresidinggoodnessandthehumantrustwhichcomewithallpurepeaceandjoy,hadgivenhimadimimpressionthattherehadbeensomeerror,somemistake,whichhadthrownthatdarkshadowoverthedaysofhisbestyears;andasitgrewmoreandmoreeasytohimtoopenhismindtoDollyWinthrop,hegraduallycommunicatedtoherallhecoulddescribeofhisearlylife。Thecommunicationwasnecessarilyaslowanddifficultprocess,forSilas’smeagrepowerofexplanationwasnotaidedbyanyreadinessofinterpretationinDolly,whosenarrowoutwardexperiencegavehernokeytostrangecustoms,andmadeeverynoveltyasourceofwonderthatarrestedthemateverystepofthenarrative。Itwasonlybyfragments,andatintervalswhichleftDollytimetorevolvewhatshehadheardtillitacquiredsomefamiliarityforher,thatSilasatlastarrivedattheclimaxofthesadstory——thedrawingoflots,anditsfalsetestimonyconcerninghim;andthishadtoberepeatedinseveralinterviews,undernewquestionsonherpartastothenatureofthisplanfordetectingtheguiltyandclearingtheinnocent。
"Andyourn’sthesameBible,you’resureo’that,MasterMarner——
theBibleasyoubroughtwi’youfromthatcountry——it’sthesameaswhatthey’vegotatchurch,andwhatEppie’sa—learningtoreadin?"
"Yes,"saidSilas,"everybitthesame;andthere’sdrawingo’
lotsintheBible,mindyou,"headdedinalowertone。
"Oh,dear,dear,"saidDollyinagrievedvoice,asifshewerehearinganunfavourablereportofasickman’scase。Shewassilentforsomeminutes;atlastshesaid——
"There’swisefolks,happen,asknowhowitallis;theparsonknows,I’llbebound;butittakesbigwordstotellthemthings,andsuchaspoorfolkscan’tmakemuchouton。Icanneverrightlyknowthemeaningo’whatIhearatchurch,onlyabithereandthere,butIknowit’sgoodwords——Ido。Butwhatliesupo’yourmind——it’sthis,MasterMarner:as,ifThemabovehaddonetherightthingbyyou,They’dneverha’letyoubeturnedoutforawickedthiefwhenyouwasinnicent。"
"Ah!"saidSilas,whohadnowcometounderstandDolly’sphraseology,"thatwaswhatfellonmelikeasifithadbeenred—hotiron;because,yousee,therewasnobodyascaredformeorclavetomeabovenorbelow。AndhimasI’dgoneoutandinwi’fortenyearandmore,sincewhenwewasladsandwenthalves——mineownfamiliarfriendinwhomItrusted,hadlifteduphisheelagain’
me,andworkedtoruinme。"
"Eh,buthewasabadun——Ican’tthinkasthere’sanothersuch,"saidDolly。"ButI’mo’ercome,MasterMarner;I’mlikeasifI’dwakedanddidn’tknowwhetheritwasnightormorning。
IfeelsomehowassureasIdowhenI’velaidsomethingupthoughI
can’tjustlyputmyhandonit,astherewasarightsinwhathappenedtoyou,ifonecouldbutmakeitout;andyou’dnocalltoloseheartasyoudid。Butwe’lltalkonitagain;forsometimesthingscomeintomyheadwhenI’mleechingorpoulticing,orsuch,asIcouldneverthinkonwhenIwassittingstill。"
Dollywastoousefulawomannottohavemanyopportunitiesofilluminationofthekindshealludedto,andshewasnotlongbeforesherecurredtothesubject。
"MasterMarner,"shesaid,onedaythatshecametobringhomeEppie’swashing,"I’vebeensorepuzzledforagoodbitwi’thattroubleo’yournandthedrawingo’lots;anditgottwistedback’ardsandfor’ards,asIdidn’tknowwhichendtolayholdon。
Butitcometomeallclearlike,thatnightwhenIwassittingupwi’poorBessyFawkes,asisdeadandleftherchildrenbehind,Godhelp’em——itcometomeasclearasdaylight;butwhetherI’vegotholdonitnow,orcananywaysbringittomytongue’send,thatI
don’tknow。ForI’veoftenadealinsidemeas’llnevercomeout;
andforwhatyoutalko’yourfolksinyouroldcountryniversayingprayersbyheartnorsaying’emoutofabook,theymustbewonderfulcliver;forifIdidn’tknow"OurFather",andlittlebitso’goodwordsasIcancarryouto’churchwi’me,Imightdowno’
mykneeseverynight,butnothingcouldIsay。"
"ButyoucanmostlysaysomethingasIcanmakesenseon,Mrs。Winthrop,"saidSilas。
"Well,then,MasterMarner,itcometomesummatlikethis:Icanmakenothingo’thedrawingo’lotsandtheanswercomingwrong;it’udmayhaptaketheparsontotellthat,andhecouldonlytellusi’bigwords。Butwhatcometomeasclearasthedaylight,itwaswhenIwastroublingoverpoorBessyFawkes,anditallayscomesintomyheadwhenI’msorryforfolks,andfeelasIcan’tdoapowertohelp’em,notifIwastogetupi’themiddleo’thenight——
itcomesintomyheadasThemabovehasgotadealtendererheartnorwhatI’vegot——forIcan’tbeanywaysbetternorThemasmademe;andifanythinglookshardtome,it’sbecausethere’sthingsI
don’tknowon;andforthemattero’that,theremaybeplentyo’
thingsIdon’tknowon,forit’slittleasIknow——thatitis。
Andso,whileIwasthinkingo’that,youcomeintomymind,MasterMarner,anditallcomepouringin:——if_I_felti’myinsidewhatwastherightandjustthingbyyou,andthemasprayedanddrawedthelots,allbutthatwickedun,if_they_’dha’donetherightthingbyyouiftheycould,isn’tthereThemaswasatthemakingonus,andknowsbetterandhasabetterwill?Andthat’sallaseverIcanbesureon,andeverythingelseisabigpuzzletomewhenI
thinkonit。Fortherewasthefevercomeandtookoffthemaswerefull—growed,andleftthehelplesschildren;andthere’sthebreakingo’limbs;andthemas’uddorightandbesoberhavetosufferbythemasarecontrairy——eh,there’stroublei’thisworld,andthere’sthingsaswecannivermakeouttherightson。
Andallaswe’vegottodoistotrusten,MasterMarner——todotherightthingasfurasweknow,andtotrusten。Forifusasknowssolittlecanseeabito’goodandrights,wemaybesureasthere’sagoodandarightsbiggernorwhatwecanknow——Ifeeliti’myowninsideasitmustbeso。Andifyoucouldbutha’goneontrustening,MasterMarner,youwouldn’tha’runawayfromyourfellow—creatursandbeensolone。"
"Ah,butthat’udha’beenhard,"saidSilas,inanunder—tone;
"it’udha’beenhardtotrustenthen。"
"Andsoitwould,"saidDolly,almostwithcompunction;"themthingsareeasiersaidnordone;andI’mpartlyashamedo’
talking。"
"Nay,nay,"saidSilas,"you’rei’theright,Mrs。Winthrop——
you’rei’theright。There’sgoodi’thisworld——I’veafeelingo’thatnow;anditmakesamanfeelasthere’sagoodmorenorhecansee,i’spiteo’thetroubleandthewickedness。Thatdrawingo’thelotsisdark;butthechildwassenttome:there’sdealingswithus——there’sdealings。"
ThisdialoguetookplaceinEppie’searlieryears,whenSilashadtopartwithherfortwohourseveryday,thatshemightlearntoreadatthedameschool,afterhehadvainlytriedhimselftoguideherinthatfirststeptolearning。Nowthatshewasgrownup,Silashadoftenbeenled,inthosemomentsofquietoutpouringwhichcometopeoplewholivetogetherinperfectlove,totalkwith_her_tooofthepast,andhowandwhyhehadlivedalonelymanuntilshehadbeensenttohim。ForitwouldhavebeenimpossibleforhimtohidefromEppiethatshewasnothisownchild:evenifthemostdelicatereticenceonthepointcouldhavebeenexpectedfromRaveloegossipsinherpresence,herownquestionsabouthermothercouldnothavebeenparried,asshegrewup,withoutthatcompleteshroudingofthepastwhichwouldhavemadeapainfulbarrierbetweentheirminds。
SoEppiehadlongknownhowhermotherhaddiedonthesnowyground,andhowsheherselfhadbeenfoundonthehearthbyfatherSilas,whohadtakenhergoldencurlsforhislostguineasbroughtbacktohim。ThetenderandpeculiarlovewithwhichSilashadrearedherinalmostinseparablecompanionshipwithhimself,aidedbytheseclusionoftheirdwelling,hadpreservedherfromtheloweringinfluencesofthevillagetalkandhabits,andhadkepthermindinthatfreshnesswhichissometimesfalselysupposedtobeaninvariableattributeofrusticity。Perfectlovehasabreathofpoetrywhichcanexalttherelationsoftheleast—instructedhumanbeings;andthisbreathofpoetryhadsurroundedEppiefromthetimewhenshehadfollowedthebrightgleamthatbeckonedhertoSilas’shearth;sothatitisnotsurprisingif,inotherthingsbesidesherdelicateprettiness,shewasnotquiteacommonvillagemaiden,buthadatouchofrefinementandfervourwhichcamefromnootherteachingthanthatoftenderly—nurturedunvitiatedfeeling。Shewastoochildishandsimpleforherimaginationtoroveintoquestionsaboutherunknownfather;foralongwhileitdidnotevenoccurtoherthatshemusthavehadafather;andthefirsttimethattheideaofhermotherhavinghadahusbandpresenteditselftoher,waswhenSilasshowedherthewedding—ringwhichhadbeentakenfromthewastedfinger,andhadbeencarefullypreservedbyhiminalittlelackeredboxshapedlikeashoe。HedeliveredthisboxintoEppie’schargewhenshehadgrownup,andsheoftenopenedittolookatthering:butstillshethoughthardlyatallaboutthefatherofwhomitwasthesymbol。Hadshenotafatherveryclosetoher,wholovedherbetterthananyrealfathersinthevillageseemedtolovetheirdaughters?Onthecontrary,whohermotherwas,andhowshecametodieinthatforlornness,werequestionsthatoftenpressedonEppie’smind。HerknowledgeofMrs。Winthrop,whowashernearestfriendnexttoSilas,madeherfeelthatamothermustbeveryprecious;andshehadagainandagainaskedSilastotellherhowhermotherlooked,whomshewaslike,andhowhehadfoundheragainstthefurzebush,ledtowardsitbythelittlefootstepsandtheoutstretchedarms。Thefurzebushwastherestill;andthisafternoon,whenEppiecameoutwithSilasintothesunshine,itwasthefirstobjectthatarrestedhereyesandthoughts。
"Father,"shesaid,inatoneofgentlegravity,whichsometimescamelikeasadder,slowercadenceacrossherplayfulness,"weshalltakethefurzebushintothegarden;it’llcomeintothecorner,andjustagainstitI’llputsnowdropsandcrocuses,’causeAaronsaystheywon’tdieout,but’llalwaysgetmoreandmore。"
"Ah,child,"saidSilas,alwaysreadytotalkwhenhehadhispipeinhishand,apparentlyenjoyingthepausesmorethanthepuffs,"itwouldn’tdotoleaveoutthefurzebush;andthere’snothingprettier,tomythinking,whenit’syallowwithflowers。Butit’sjustcomeintomyheadwhatwe’retodoforafence——mayhapAaroncanhelpustoathought;butafencewemusthave,elsethedonkeysandthings’ullcomeandtrampleeverythingdown。Andfencing’shardtobegotat,bywhatIcanmakeout。"
"Oh,I’lltellyou,daddy,"saidEppie,claspingherhandssuddenly,afteraminute’sthought。"There’slotso’loosestonesabout,someof’emnotbig,andwemightlay’ematopofoneanother,andmakeawall。Youandmecouldcarrythesmallest,andAaron’udcarrytherest——Iknowhewould。"
"Eh,mypreciousun,"saidSilas,"thereisn’tenoughstonestogoallround;andasforyoucarrying,why,wi’yourlittlearmsyoucouldn’tcarryastonenobiggerthanaturnip。You’redillicatemade,mydear,"headded,withatenderintonation——"that’swhatMrs。Winthropsays。"
"Oh,I’mstrongerthanyouthink,daddy,"saidEppie;"andiftherewasn’tstonesenoughtogoallround,whythey’llgoparto’
theway,andthenit’llbeeasiertogetsticksandthingsfortherest。Seehere,roundthebigpit,whatamanystones!"
Sheskippedforwardtothepit,meaningtoliftoneofthestonesandexhibitherstrength,butshestartedbackinsurprise。
"Oh,father,justcomeandlookhere,"sheexclaimed——"comeandseehowthewater’sgonedownsinceyesterday。Why,yesterdaythepitwaseversofull!"
"Well,tobesure,"saidSilas,comingtoherside。"Why,that’sthedrainingthey’vebegunon,sinceharvest,i’Mr。Osgood’sfields,Ireckon。Theforemansaidtometheotherday,whenI
passedby’em,"MasterMarner,"hesaid,"Ishouldn’twonderifwelayyourbito’wasteasdryasabone。"ItwasMr。GodfreyCass,hesaid,hadgoneintothedraining:he’dbeentakingthesefieldso’Mr。Osgood。"
"Howoddit’llseemtohavetheoldpitdriedup!"saidEppie,turningaway,andstoopingtoliftratheralargestone。"See,daddy,Icancarrythisquitewell,"shesaid,goingalongwithmuchenergyforafewsteps,butpresentlylettingitfall。
"Ah,you’refineandstrong,aren’tyou?"saidSilas,whileEppieshookherachingarmsandlaughed。"Come,come,letusgoandsitdownonthebankagainstthestilethere,andhavenomorelifting。
Youmighthurtyourself,child。You’dneedhavesomebodytoworkforyou——andmyarmisn’toverstrong。"
Silasutteredthelastsentenceslowly,asifitimpliedmorethanmettheear;andEppie,whentheysatdownonthebank,nestledclosetohisside,and,takingholdcaressinglyofthearmthatwasnotoverstrong,helditonherlap,whileSilaspuffedagaindutifullyatthepipe,whichoccupiedhisotherarm。Anashinthehedgerowbehindmadeafrettedscreenfromthesun,andthrewhappyplayfulshadowsallaboutthem。
"Father,"saidEppie,verygently,aftertheyhadbeensittinginsilencealittlewhile,"ifIwastobemarried,oughtItobemarriedwithmymother’sring?"
Silasgaveanalmostimperceptiblestart,thoughthequestionfellinwiththeunder—currentofthoughtinhisownmind,andthensaid,inasubduedtone,"Why,Eppie,haveyoubeena—thinkingonit?"
"Onlythislastweek,father,"saidEppie,ingenuously,"sinceAarontalkedtomeaboutit。"
"Andwhatdidhesay?"saidSilas,stillinthesamesubduedway,asifhewereanxiouslestheshouldfallintotheslightesttonethatwasnotforEppie’sgood。
"Hesaidheshouldliketobemarried,becausehewasa—goinginfour—and—twenty,andhadgotadealofgardeningwork,nowMr。Mott’sgivenup;andhegoestwicea—weekregulartoMr。Cass’s,andoncetoMr。Osgood’s,andthey’regoingtotakehimonattheRectory。"
"Andwhoisitashe’swantingtomarry?"saidSilas,withratherasadsmile。
"Why,me,tobesure,daddy,"saidEppie,withdimplinglaughter,kissingherfather’scheek;"asifhe’dwanttomarryanybodyelse!"
"Andyoumeantohavehim,doyou?"saidSilas。
"Yes,sometime,"saidEppie,"Idon’tknowwhen。Everybody’smarriedsometime,Aaronsays。ButItoldhimthatwasn’ttrue:
for,Isaid,lookatfather——he’sneverbeenmarried。"
"No,child,"saidSilas,"yourfatherwasalonemantillyouwassenttohim。"
"Butyou’llneverbeloneagain,father,"saidEppie,tenderly。
"ThatwaswhatAaronsaid——"Icouldneverthinko’takingyouawayfromMasterMarner,Eppie。"AndIsaid,"It’udbenouseifyoudid,Aaron。"Andhewantsusalltolivetogether,soasyouneedn’tworkabit,father,onlywhat’sforyourownpleasure;andhe’dbeasgoodasasontoyou——thatwaswhathesaid。"
"Andshouldyoulikethat,Eppie?"saidSilas,lookingather。
"Ishouldn’tmindit,father,"saidEppie,quitesimply。"AndI
shouldlikethingstobesoasyouneedn’tworkmuch。Butifitwasn’tforthat,I’dsoonerthingsdidn’tchange。I’mveryhappy:I
likeAarontobefondofme,andcomeandseeusoften,andbehaveprettytoyou——healways_does_behaveprettytoyou,doesn’the,father?"
"Yes,child,nobodycouldbehavebetter,"saidSilas,emphatically。"He’shismother’slad。"
"ButIdon’twantanychange,"saidEppie。"Ishouldliketogoonalong,longwhile,justasweare。OnlyAarondoeswantachange;andhemademecryabit——onlyabit——becausehesaidI
didn’tcareforhim,forifIcaredforhimIshouldwantustobemarried,ashedid。"
"Eh,myblessedchild,"saidSilas,layingdownhispipeasifitwereuselesstopretendtosmokeanylonger,"you’reo’eryoungtobemarried。We’llaskMrs。Winthrop——we’llaskAaron’smotherwhat_she_thinks:ifthere’sarightthingtodo,she’llcomeatit。Butthere’sthistobethoughton,Eppie:things_will_change,whetherwelikeitorno;thingswon’tgoonforalongwhilejustastheyareandnodifference。Ishallgetolderandhelplesser,andbeaburdenonyou,belike,ifIdon’tgoawayfromyoualtogether。NotasImeanyou’dthinkmeaburden——Iknowyouwouldn’t——butit’udbeharduponyou;andwhenIlookfor’ardtothat,Iliketothinkasyou’dhavesomebodyelsebesidesme——
somebodyyoungandstrong,as’lloutlastyourownlife,andtakecareonyoutotheend。"Silaspaused,and,restinghiswristsonhisknees,liftedhishandsupanddownmeditativelyashelookedontheground。
"Then,wouldyoulikemetobemarried,father?"saidEppie,withalittletremblinginhervoice。
"I’llnotbethemantosayno,Eppie,"saidSilas,emphatically;
"butwe’llaskyourgodmother。She’llwishtherightthingbyyouandhersontoo。"
"Theretheycome,then,"saidEppie。"Letusgoandmeet’em。
Oh,thepipe!won’tyouhaveitlitagain,father?"saidEppie,liftingthatmedicinalappliancefromtheground。
"Nay,child,"saidSilas,"I’vedoneenoughforto—day。Ithink,mayhap,alittleofitdoesmemoregoodthansomuchatonce。"
CHAPTERXVII
WhileSilasandEppiewereseatedonthebankdiscoursinginthefleckeredshadeoftheashtree,MissPriscillaLammeterwasresistinghersister’sarguments,thatitwouldbebettertotaketeaattheRedHouse,andletherfatherhavealongnap,thandrivehometotheWarrenssosoonafterdinner。Thefamilyparty(offouronly)wereseatedroundthetableinthedarkwainscotedparlour,withtheSundaydessertbeforethem,offreshfilberts,apples,andpears,dulyornamentedwithleavesbyNancy’sownhandbeforethebellshadrungforchurch。
AgreatchangehascomeoverthedarkwainscotedparloursincewesawitinGodfrey’sbachelordays,andunderthewifelessreignoftheoldSquire。Nowallispolish,onwhichnoyesterday’sdustiseverallowedtorest,fromtheyard’swidthofoakenboardsroundthecarpet,totheoldSquire’sgunandwhipsandwalking—sticks,rangedonthestag’santlersabovethemantelpiece。AllothersignsofsportingandoutdooroccupationNancyhasremovedtoanotherroom;butshehasbroughtintotheRedHousethehabitoffilialreverence,andpreservessacredlyinaplaceofhonourtheserelicsofherhusband’sdepartedfather。Thetankardsareontheside—tablestill,butthebossedsilverisundimmedbyhandling,andtherearenodregstosendforthunpleasantsuggestions:theonlyprevailingscentisofthelavenderandrose—leavesthatfillthevasesofDerbyshirespar。Allispurityandorderinthisoncedrearyroom,for,fifteenyearsago,itwasenteredbyanewpresidingspirit。
"Now,father,"saidNancy,"_is_thereanycallforyoutogohometotea?Mayn’tyoujustaswellstaywithus?——suchabeautifuleveningasit’slikelytobe。"
TheoldgentlemanhadbeentalkingwithGodfreyabouttheincreasingpoor—rateandtheruinoustimes,andhadnotheardthedialoguebetweenhisdaughters。
"Mydear,youmustaskPriscilla,"hesaid,intheoncefirmvoice,nowbecomeratherbroken。"Shemanagesmeandthefarmtoo。"
"AndreasongoodasIshouldmanageyou,father,"saidPriscilla,"elseyou’dbegivingyourselfyourdeathwithrheumatism。Andasforthefarm,ifanythingturnsoutwrong,asitcan’tbutdointhesetimes,there’snothingkillsamansosoonashavingnobodytofindfaultwithbuthimself。It’sadealthebestwayo’beingmaster,toletsomebodyelsedotheordering,andkeeptheblaminginyourownhands。It’udsavemanyamanastroke,_I_believe。"
"Well,well,mydear,"saidherfather,withaquietlaugh,"I
didn’tsayyoudon’tmanageforeverybody’sgood。"
"Thenmanagesoasyoumaystaytea,Priscilla,"saidNancy,puttingherhandonhersister’sarmaffectionately。"Comenow;
andwe’llgoroundthegardenwhilefatherhashisnap。"
"Mydearchild,he’llhaveabeautifulnapinthegig,forIshalldrive。Andasforstayingtea,Ican’thearofit;forthere’sthisdairymaid,nowsheknowsshe’stobemarried,turnedMichaelmas,she’dasliefpourthenewmilkintothepig—troughasintothepans。That’sthewaywith’emall:it’sasiftheythoughttheworld’udbenew—madebecausethey’retobemarried。Socomeandletmeputmybonneton,andthere’llbetimeforustowalkroundthegardenwhilethehorseisbeingputin。"
Whenthesistersweretreadingtheneatly—sweptgarden—walks,betweenthebrightturfthatcontrastedpleasantlywiththedarkconesandarchesandwall—likehedgesofyew,Priscillasaid——
"I’masgladasanythingatyourhusband’smakingthatexchangeo’
landwithcousinOsgood,andbeginningthedairying。It’sathousandpitiesyoudidn’tdoitbefore;forit’llgiveyousomethingtofillyourmind。There’snothinglikeadairyiffolkswantabito’worrittomakethedayspass。Forasforrubbingfurniture,whenyoucanonceseeyourfaceinatablethere’snothingelsetolookfor;butthere’salwayssomethingfreshwiththedairy;foreveninthedepthso’winterthere’ssomepleasureinconqueringthebutter,andmakingitcomewhetherorno。Mydear,"
addedPriscilla,pressinghersister’shandaffectionatelyastheywalkedsidebyside,"you’llneverbelowwhenyou’vegotadairy。"
"Ah,Priscilla,"saidNancy,returningthepressurewithagratefulglanceofhercleareyes,"butitwon’tmakeuptoGodfrey:adairy’snotsomuchtoaman。Andit’sonlywhathecaresforthatevermakesmelow。I’mcontentedwiththeblessingswehave,ifhecouldbecontented。"
"Itdrivesmepastpatience,"saidPriscilla,impetuously,"thatwayo’themen——alwayswantingandwanting,andnevereasywithwhatthey’vegot:theycan’tsitcomfortableintheirchairswhenthey’veneitherachenorpain,buteithertheymuststickapipeintheirmouths,tomake’embetterthanwell,orelsetheymustbeswallowingsomethingstrong,thoughthey’reforcedtomakehastebeforethenextmealcomesin。Butjoyfulbeitspoken,ourfatherwasneverthatsorto’man。AndifithadpleasedGodtomakeyouugly,likeme,soasthemenwouldn’tha’runafteryou,wemighthavekepttoourownfamily,andhadnothingtodowithfolksashavegotuneasybloodintheirveins。"
"Oh,don’tsayso,Priscilla,"saidNancy,repentingthatshehadcalledforththisoutburst;"nobodyhasanyoccasiontofindfaultwithGodfrey。It’snaturalheshouldbedisappointedatnothavinganychildren:everymanlikestohavesomebodytoworkforandlaybyfor,andhealwayscountedsoonmakingafusswith’emwhentheywerelittle。There’smanyanotherman’udhankermorethanhedoes。
He’sthebestofhusbands。"
"Oh,Iknow,"saidPriscilla,smilingsarcastically,"Iknowthewayo’wives;theysetoneontoabusetheirhusbands,andthentheyturnroundononeandpraise’emasiftheywantedtosell’em。Butfather’llbewaitingforme;wemustturnnow。"
Thelargegigwiththesteadyoldgreywasatthefrontdoor,andMr。Lammeterwasalreadyonthestonesteps,passingthetimeinrecallingtoGodfreywhatveryfinepointsSpecklehadwhenhismasterusedtoridehim。
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