THEAUTOBIOGRAPHYOF
BENJAMINFRANKLIN
INTRODUCTORYNOTE
BENJAMINFRANKLINwasborninMilkStreet,Boston,onJanuary6,1706。Hisfather,JosiahFranklin,wasatallowchandlerwhomarriedtwice,andofhisseventeenchildrenBenjaminwastheyoungestson。Hisschoolingendedatten,andattwelvehewasboundapprenticetohisbrotherJames,aprinter,whopublishedthe"NewEnglandCourant。"Tothisjournalhebecameacontributor,andlaterwasforatimeitsnominaleditor。Butthebrothersquarreled,andBenjaminranaway,goingfirsttoNewYork,andthencetoPhiladelphia,wherehearrivedinOctober,1723。Hesoonobtainedworkasaprinter,butafterafewmonthshewasinducedbyGovernorKeithtogotoLondon,where,findingKeith’spromisesempty,heagainworkedasacompositortillhewasbroughtbacktoPhiladelphiabyamerchantnamedDenman,whogavehimapositioninhisbusiness。OnDenman’sdeathhereturnedtohisformertrade,andshortlysetupaprintinghouseofhisownfromwhichhepublished"ThePennsylvaniaGazette,"
towhichhecontributedmanyessays,andwhichhemadeamediumforagitatingavarietyoflocalreforms。In1732hebegantoissuehisfamous"PoorRichard’sAlmanac"fortheenrichmentofwhichheborrowedorcomposedthosepithyutterancesofworldlywisdomwhicharethebasisofalargepartofhispopularreputation。In1758,theyearinwhichheceaseswritingfortheAlmanac,heprintedinit"FatherAbraham’sSermon,"nowregardedasthemostfamouspieceofliteratureproducedinColonialAmerica。
MeantimeFranklinwasconcerninghimselfmoreandmorewithpublicaffairs。HesetforthaschemeforanAcademy,whichwastakenuplaterandfinallydevelopedintotheUniversityofPennsylvania;
andhefoundedan"AmericanPhilosophicalSociety"forthepurposeofenablingscientificmentocommunicatetheirdiscoveriestooneanother。Hehimselfhadalreadybegunhiselectricalresearches,which,withotherscientificinquiries,hecalledonintheintervalsofmoney—makingandpoliticstotheendofhislife。In1748hesoldhisbusinessinordertogetleisureforstudy,havingnowacquiredcomparativewealth;andinafewyearshehadmadediscoveriesthatgavehimareputationwiththelearnedthroughoutEurope。Inpoliticsheprovedveryablebothasanadministratorandasacontroversialist;buthisrecordasanoffice—holderisstainedbytheusehemadeofhispositiontoadvancehisrelatives。Hismostnotableserviceinhomepoliticswashisreformofthepostalsystem;
buthisfameasastatesmanrestschieflyonhisservicesinconnectionwiththerelationsoftheColonieswithGreatBritain,andlaterwithFrance。In1757hewassenttoEnglandtoprotestagainsttheinfluenceofthePennsinthegovernmentofthecolony,andforfiveyearsheremainedthere,strivingtoenlightenthepeopleandtheministryofEnglandastoColonialconditions。OnhisreturntoAmericaheplayedanhonorablepartinthePaxtonaffair,throughwhichhelosthisseatintheAssembly;butin1764hewasagaindespatchedtoEnglandasagentforthecolony,thistimetopetitiontheKingtoresumethegovernmentfromthehandsoftheproprietors。
InLondonheactivelyopposedtheproposedStampAct,butlostthecreditforthisandmuchofhispopularitythroughhissecuringforafriendtheofficeofstampagentinAmerica。Evenhiseffectiveworkinhelpingtoobtaintherepealoftheactlefthimstillasuspect;buthecontinuedhiseffortstopresentthecasefortheColoniesasthetroublesthickenedtowardthecrisisoftheRevolution。
In1767hecrossedtoFrance,wherehewasreceivedwithhonor;butbeforehisreturnhomein1775helosthispositionaspostmasterthroughhisshareindivulgingtoMassachusettsthefamousletterofHutchinsonandOliver。OnhisarrivalinPhiladelphiahewaschosenamemberoftheContinentalCongressandin1777hewasdespatchedtoFranceascommissionerfortheUnitedStates。Hereheremainedtill1785,thefavoriteofFrenchsociety;andwithsuchsuccessdidheconducttheaffairsofhiscountrythatwhenhefinallyreturnedhereceivedaplaceonlysecondtothatofWashingtonasthechampionofAmericanindependence。HediedonApril17,1790。
ThefirstfivechaptersoftheAutobiographywerecomposedinEnglandin1771,continuedin1784—5,andagainin1788,atwhichdatehebroughtitdownto1757。Afteramostextraordinaryseriesofadventures,theoriginalformofthemanuscriptwasfinallyprintedbyMr。JohnBigelow,andisherereproducedinrecognitionofitsvalueasapictureofoneofthemostnotablepersonalitiesofColonialtimes,andofitsacknowledgedrankasoneofthegreatautobiographiesoftheworld。
BENJAMINFRANKLIN
HISAUTOBIOGRAPHY
1706—1757
TWYFORD,attheBishopofSt。Asaph’s,1771。
Thecountry—seatofBishopShipley,thegoodbishop,asDr。Franklinusedtostylehim。——B。
DEARSON:Ihaveeverhadpleasureinobtaininganylittleanecdotesofmyancestors。YoumayremembertheinquiriesImadeamongtheremainsofmyrelationswhenyouwerewithmeinEngland,andthejourneyIundertookforthatpurpose。Imaginingitmaybeequallyagreeabletoyoutoknowthecircumstancesofmylife,manyofwhichyouareyetunacquaintedwith,andexpectingtheenjoymentofaweek’suninterruptedleisureinmypresentcountryretirement,Isitdowntowritethemforyou。TowhichIhavebesidessomeotherinducements。HavingemergedfromthepovertyandobscurityinwhichIwasbornandbred,toastateofaffluenceandsomedegreeofreputationintheworld,andhavinggonesofarthroughlifewithaconsiderableshareoffelicity,theconducingmeansImadeuseof,whichwiththeblessingofGodsowellsucceeded,myposteritymayliketoknow,astheymayfindsomeofthemsuitabletotheirownsituations,andthereforefittobeimitated。
Afterthewords"agreeableto"thewords"someof"wereinterlinedandafterwardeffaced。——B。
Thatfelicity,whenIreflectedonit,hasinducedmesometimestosay,thatwereitofferedtomychoice,Ishouldhavenoobjectiontoarepetitionofthesamelifefromitsbeginning,onlyaskingtheadvantagesauthorshaveinasecondeditiontocorrectsomefaultsofthefirst。SoImight,besidescorrectingthefaults,changesomesinisteraccidentsandeventsofitforothersmorefavorable。
Butthoughthisweredenied,Ishouldstillaccepttheoffer。
Sincesucharepetitionisnottobeexpected,thenextthingmostlikelivingone’slifeoveragainseemstobearecollectionofthatlife,andtomakethatrecollectionasdurableaspossiblebyputtingitdowninwriting。
Hereby,too,Ishallindulgetheinclinationsonaturalinoldmen,tobetalkingofthemselvesandtheirownpastactions;andIshallindulgeitwithoutbeingtiresometoothers,who,throughrespecttoage,mightconceivethemselvesobligedtogivemeahearing,sincethismaybereadornotasanyonepleases。And,lastly(Imayaswellconfessit,sincemydenialofitwillbebelievedbynobody),perhapsIshallagooddealgratifymyownvanity。Indeed,Iscarceeverheardorsawtheintroductorywords,"WithoutvanityImaysay,"
&c。,butsomevainthingimmediatelyfollowed。Mostpeopledislikevanityinothers,whateversharetheyhaveofitthemselves;
butIgiveitfairquarterwhereverImeetwithit,beingpersuadedthatitisoftenproductiveofgoodtothepossessor,andtoothersthatarewithinhissphereofaction;andtherefore,inmanycases,itwouldnotbealtogetherabsurdifamanweretothankGodforhisvanityamongtheothercomfortsoflife。
AndnowIspeakofthankingGod,IdesirewithallhumilitytoacknowledgethatIowethementionedhappinessofmypastlifetoHiskindprovidence,whichleadmetothemeansIusedandgavethemsuccess。Mybeliefofthisinducesmetohope,thoughImustnotpresume,thatthesamegoodnesswillstillbeexercisedtowardme,incontinuingthathappiness,orenablingmetobearafatalreverse,whichImayexperienceasothershavedone:thecomplexionofmyfuturefortunebeingknowntoHimonlyinwhosepoweritistoblesstousevenourafflictions。
Thenotesoneofmyuncles(whohadthesamekindofcuriosityincollectingfamilyanecdotes)onceputintomyhands,furnishedmewithseveralparticularsrelatingtoourancestors。
FromthesenotesIlearnedthatthefamilyhadlivedinthesamevillage,Ecton,inNorthamptonshire,forthreehundredyears,andhowmuchlongerheknewnot(perhapsfromthetimewhenthenameofFranklin,thatbeforewasthenameofanorderofpeople,wasassumedbythemasasurnamewhenotherstooksurnamesalloverthekingdom),onafreeholdofaboutthirtyacres,aidedbythesmith’sbusiness,whichhadcontinuedinthefamilytillhistime,theeldestsonbeingalwaysbredtothatbusiness;
acustomwhichheandmyfatherfollowedastotheireldestsons。
WhenIsearchedtheregistersatEcton,Ifoundanaccountoftheirbirths,marriagesandburialsfromtheyear1555only,therebeingnoregisterskeptinthatparishatanytimepreceding。
BythatregisterIperceivedthatIwastheyoungestsonoftheyoungestsonforfivegenerationsback。MygrandfatherThomas,whowasbornin1598,livedatEctontillhegrewtoooldtofollowbusinesslonger,whenhewenttolivewithhissonJohn,adyeratBanbury,inOxfordshire,withwhommyfatherservedanapprenticeship。Theremygrandfatherdiedandliesburied。
Wesawhisgravestonein1758。HiseldestsonThomaslivedinthehouseatEcton,andleftitwiththelandtohisonlychild,adaughter,who,withherhusband,oneFisher,ofWellingborough,soldittoMr。Isted,nowlordofthemanorthere。Mygrandfatherhadfoursonsthatgrewup,viz。:Thomas,John,BenjaminandJosiah。
IwillgiveyouwhataccountIcanofthem,atthisdistancefrommypapers,andifthesearenotlostinmyabsence,youwillamongthemfindmanymoreparticulars。
Thomaswasbredasmithunderhisfather;but,beingingenious,andencouragedinlearning(asallmybrotherswere)byanEsquirePalmer,thentheprincipalgentlemaninthatparish,hequalifiedhimselfforthebusinessofscrivener;becameaconsiderablemaninthecounty;wasachiefmoverofallpublic—spiritedundertakingsforthecountyortownofNorthampton,andhisownvillage,ofwhichmanyinstanceswererelatedofhim;andmuchtakennoticeofandpatronizedbythethenLordHalifax。Hediedin17O2,January6,oldstyle,justfouryearstoadaybeforeIwasborn。
TheaccountwereceivedofhislifeandcharacterfromsomeoldpeopleatEcton,Iremember,struckyouassomethingextraordinary,fromitssimilaritytowhatyouknewofmine。
"Hadhediedonthesameday,"yousaid,"onemighthavesupposedatransmigration。"
Johnwasbredadyer,Ibelieveofwoolens。Benjaminwasbredasilkdyer,servinganapprenticeshipatLondon。Hewasaningeniousman。
Irememberhimwell,forwhenIwasaboyhecameovertomyfatherinBoston,andlivedinthehousewithussomeyears。Helivedtoagreatage。Hisgrandson,SamuelFranklin,nowlivesinBoston。
Heleftbehindhimtwoquartovolumes,MS。,ofhisownpoetry,consistingoflittleoccasionalpiecesaddressedtohisfriendsandrelations,ofwhichthefollowing,senttome,isaspecimen。Hehadformedashort—handofhisown,whichhetaughtme,but,neverpractisingit,Ihavenowforgotit。Iwasnamedafterthisuncle,therebeingaparticularaffectionbetweenhimandmyfather。Hewasverypious,agreatattenderofsermonsofthebestpreachers,whichhetookdowninhisshort—hand,andhadwithhimmanyvolumesofthem。
Hewasalsomuchofapolitician;toomuch,perhaps,forhisstation。
Therefelllatelyintomyhands,inLondon,acollectionhehadmadeofalltheprincipalpamphlets,relatingtopublicaffairs,from1641to1717;manyofthevolumesarewantingasappearsbythenumbering,buttherestillremaineightvolumesinfolio,andtwenty—fourinquartoandinoctavo。Adealerinoldbooksmetwiththem,andknowingmebymysometimesbuyingofhim,hebroughtthemtome。Itseemsmyunclemusthaveleftthemhere,whenhewenttoAmerica,whichwasaboutfiftyyearssince。
Therearemanyofhisnotesinthemargins。
Herefollowinthemarginthewords,inbrackets,"hereinsertit,"butthepoetryisnotgiven。Mr。Sparksinformsus(LifeofFranklin,p。6)thatthesevolumeshadbeenpreserved,andwereinpossessionofMrs。Emmons,ofBoston,great—granddaughteroftheirauthor。
ThisobscurefamilyofourswasearlyintheReformation,andcontinuedProtestantsthroughthereignofQueenMary,whentheyweresometimesindangeroftroubleonaccountoftheirzealagainstpopery。TheyhadgotanEnglishBible,andtoconcealandsecureit,itwasfastenedopenwithtapesunderandwithinthecoverofajoint—stool。Whenmygreat—great—grandfatherreadittohisfamily,heturnedupthejoint—stooluponhisknees,turningovertheleavesthenunderthetapes。Oneofthechildrenstoodatthedoortogivenoticeifhesawtheapparitorcoming,whowasanofficerofthespiritualcourt。Inthatcasethestoolwasturneddownagainuponitsfeet,whentheBibleremainedconcealedunderitasbefore。ThisanecdoteIhadfrommyuncleBenjamin。
ThefamilycontinuedalloftheChurchofEnglandtillabouttheendofCharlestheSecond’sreign,whensomeoftheministersthathadbeenoutedfornonconformityholdingconventiclesinNorthamptonshire,BenjaminandJosiahadheredtothem,andsocontinuedalltheirlives:
therestofthefamilyremainedwiththeEpiscopalChurch。
Josiah,myfather,marriedyoung,andcarriedhiswifewiththreechildrenintoNewEngland,about1682。Theconventicleshavingbeenforbiddenbylaw,andfrequentlydisturbed,inducedsomeconsiderablemenofhisacquaintancetoremovetothatcountry,andhewasprevailedwithtoaccompanythemthither,wheretheyexpectedtoenjoytheirmodeofreligionwithfreedom。Bythesamewifehehadfourchildrenmorebornthere,andbyasecondwifetenmore,inallseventeen;ofwhichIrememberthirteensittingatonetimeathistable,whoallgrewuptobemenandwomen,andmarried;
Iwastheyoungestson,andtheyoungestchildbuttwo,andwasborninBoston,NewEngland。Mymother,thesecondwife,wasAbiahFolger,daughterofPeterFolger,oneofthefirstsettlersofNewEngland,ofwhomhonorablementionismadebyCottonMatherinhischurchhistoryofthatcountry,entitledMagnaliaChristiAmericana,as’agodly,learnedEnglishman,"ifIrememberthewordsrightly。
Ihaveheardthathewrotesundrysmalloccasionalpieces,butonlyoneofthemwasprinted,whichIsawnowmanyyearssince。
Itwaswrittenin1675,inthehome—spunverseofthattimeandpeople,andaddressedtothosethenconcernedinthegovernmentthere。
Itwasinfavoroflibertyofconscience,andinbehalfoftheBaptists,Quakers,andothersectariesthathadbeenunderpersecution,ascribingtheIndianwars,andotherdistressesthathadbefallenthecountry,tothatpersecution,assomanyjudgmentsofGodtopunishsoheinousanoffense,andexhortingarepealofthoseuncharitablelaws。Thewholeappearedtomeaswrittenwithagooddealofdecentplainnessandmanlyfreedom。ThesixconcludinglinesIremember,thoughIhaveforgottenthetwofirstofthestanza;
butthepurportofthemwas,thathiscensuresproceededfromgood—will,and,therefore,hewouldbeknowntobetheauthor。
"Becausetobealibeller(sayshe)
Ihateitwithmyheart;
FromSherburnetown,wherenowIdwellMynameIdoputhere;
Withoutoffenseyourrealfriend,ItisPeterFolgier。"
Myelderbrotherswereallputapprenticestodifferenttrades。
Iwasputtothegrammar—schoolateightyearsofage,myfatherintendingtodevoteme,asthetitheofhissons,totheserviceoftheChurch。Myearlyreadinessinlearningtoread(whichmusthavebeenveryearly,asIdonotrememberwhenIcouldnotread),andtheopinionofallhisfriends,thatIshouldcertainlymakeagoodscholar,encouragedhiminthispurposeofhis。MyuncleBenjamin,too,approvedofit,andproposedtogivemeallhisshort—handvolumesofsermons,Isupposeasastocktosetupwith,ifIwouldlearnhischaracter。Icontinued,however,atthegrammar—schoolnotquiteoneyear,thoughinthattimeIhadrisengraduallyfromthemiddleoftheclassofthatyeartobetheheadofit,andfartherwasremovedintothenextclassaboveit,inordertogowiththatintothethirdattheendoftheyear。Butmyfather,inthemeantime,fromaviewoftheexpenseofacollegeeducation,whichhavingsolargeafamilyhecouldnotwellafford,andthemeanlivingmanysoeducatedwereafterwardsabletoobtain——reasonsthatbegavetohisfriendsinmyhearing——alteredhisfirstintention,tookmefromthegrammar—school,andsentmetoaschoolforwritingandarithmetic,keptbyathenfamousman,Mr。GeorgeBrownell,verysuccessfulinhisprofessiongenerally,andthatbymild,encouragingmethods。UnderhimIacquiredfairwritingprettysoon,butIfailedinthearithmetic,andmadenoprogressinit。
AttenyearsoldIwastakenhometoassistmyfatherinhisbusiness,whichwasthatofatallow—chandlerandsope—boiler;abusinesshewasnotbredto,buthadassumedonhisarrivalinNewEngland,andonfindinghisdyingtradewouldnotmaintainhisfamily,beinginlittlerequest。Accordingly,Iwasemployedincuttingwickforthecandles,fillingthedippingmoldandthemoldsforcastcandles,attendingtheshop,goingoferrands,etc。
Idislikedthetrade,andhadastronginclinationforthesea,butmyfatherdeclaredagainstit;however,livingnearthewater,Iwasmuchinandaboutit,learntearlytoswimwell,andtomanageboats;andwheninaboatorcanoewithotherboys,Iwascommonlyallowedtogovern,especiallyinanycaseofdifficulty;
anduponotheroccasionsIwasgenerallyaleaderamongtheboys,andsometimesledthemintoscrapes,ofwhichIwillmentiononeinstance,asitshowsanearlyprojectingpublicspirit,tho’
notthenjustlyconducted。
Therewasasalt—marshthatboundedpartofthemill—pond,ontheedgeofwhich,athighwater,weusedtostandtofishforminnows。Bymuchtrampling,wehadmadeitamerequagmire。
Myproposalwastobuildawharfftherefitforustostandupon,andIshowedmycomradesalargeheapofstones,whichwereintendedforanewhousenearthemarsh,andwhichwouldverywellsuitourpurpose。Accordingly,intheevening,whentheworkmenweregone,Iassembledanumberofmyplay—fellows,andworkingwiththemdiligentlylikesomanyemmets,sometimestwoorthreetoastone,webroughtthemallawayandbuiltourlittlewharff。
Thenextmorningtheworkmenweresurprisedatmissingthestones,whichwerefoundinourwharff。Inquirywasmadeaftertheremovers;
wewerediscoveredandcomplainedof;severalofuswerecorrectedbyourfathers;andthoughIpleadedtheusefulnessofthework,mineconvincedmethatnothingwasusefulwhichwasnothonest。
Ithinkyoumayliketoknowsomethingofhispersonandcharacter。
Hehadanexcellentconstitutionofbody,wasofmiddlestature,butwellset,andverystrong;hewasingenious,coulddrawprettily,wasskilledalittleinmusic,andhadaclearpleasingvoice,sothatwhenheplayedpsalmtunesonhisviolinandsungwithal,ashesometimesdidinaneveningafterthebusinessofthedaywasover,itwasextremelyagreeabletohear。Hehadamechanicalgeniustoo,and,onoccasion,wasveryhandyintheuseofothertradesmen’stools;
buthisgreatexcellencelayinasoundunderstandingandsolidjudgmentinprudentialmatters,bothinprivateandpublickaffairs。
Inthelatter,indeed,hewasneveremployed,thenumerousfamilyhehadtoeducateandthestraitnessofhiscircumstanceskeepinghimclosetohistrade;butIrememberwellhisbeingfrequentlyvisitedbyleadingpeople,whoconsultedhimforhisopinioninaffairsofthetownorofthechurchhebelongedto,andshowedagooddealofrespectforhisjudgmentandadvice:
hewasalsomuchconsultedbyprivatepersonsabouttheiraffairswhenanydifficultyoccurred,andfrequentlychosenanarbitratorbetweencontendingparties。
Athistablehelikedtohave,asoftenashecould,somesensiblefriendorneighbortoconversewith,andalwaystookcaretostartsomeingeniousorusefultopicfordiscourse,whichmighttendtoimprovethemindsofhischildren。Bythismeansheturnedourattentiontowhatwasgood,just,andprudentintheconductoflife;andlittleornonoticewasevertakenofwhatrelatedtothevictualsonthetable,whetheritwaswellorilldressed,inoroutofseason,ofgoodorbadflavor,preferableorinferiortothisorthatotherthingofthekind,sothatIwasbro’tupinsuchaperfectinattentiontothosemattersastobequiteindifferentwhatkindoffoodwassetbeforeme,andsounobservantofit,thattothisdayifIamaskedIcanscarcetellafewhoursafterdinnerwhatIdinedupon。Thishasbeenaconveniencetomeintravelling,wheremycompanionshavebeensometimesveryunhappyforwantofasuitablegratificationoftheirmoredelicate,becausebetterinstructed,tastesandappetites。
Mymotherhadlikewiseanexcellentconstitution:shesuckledallhertenchildren。Ineverkneweithermyfatherormothertohaveanysicknessbutthatofwhichtheydy’d,heat89,andsheat85yearsofage。TheylieburiedtogetheratBoston,whereIsomeyearssinceplacedamarbleovertheirgrave,withthisinscription:
JOSIAHFRANKLIN,andABIAHhisWife,liehereinterred。
Theylivedlovinglytogetherinwedlockfifty—fiveyears。
Withoutanestate,oranygainfulemployment,Byconstantlaborandindustry,withGod’sblessing,Theymaintainedalargefamilycomfortably,andbroughtupthirteenchildrenandsevengrandchildrenreputably。
Fromthisinstance,reader,Beencouragedtodiligenceinthycalling,AnddistrustnotProvidence。
Hewasapiousandprudentman;
She,adiscreetandvirtuouswoman。
Theiryoungestson,Infilialregardtotheirmemory,Placesthisstone。
J。F。born1655,died1744,AEtat89。
A。F。born1667,died1752,—————95。
BymyramblingdigressionsIperceivemyselftobegrownold。
Ius’dtowritemoremethodically。Butonedoesnotdressforprivatecompanyasforapublickball。’Tisperhapsonlynegligence。
Toreturn:Icontinuedthusemployedinmyfather’sbusinessfortwoyears,thatis,tillIwastwelveyearsold;andmybrotherJohn,whowasbredtothatbusiness,havingleftmyfather,married,andsetupforhimselfatRhodeIsland,therewasallappearancethatI
wasdestinedtosupplyhisplace,andbecomeatallow—chandler。
Butmydisliketothetradecontinuing,myfatherwasunderapprehensionsthatifhedidnotfindoneformemoreagreeable,Ishouldbreakawayandgettosea,ashissonJosiahhaddone,tohisgreatvexation。Hethereforesometimestookmetowalkwithhim,andseejoiners,bricklayers,turners,braziers,etc。,attheirwork,thathemightobservemyinclination,andendeavortofixitonsometradeorotheronland。Ithaseversincebeenapleasuretometoseegoodworkmenhandletheirtools;andithasbeenusefultome,havinglearntsomuchbyitastobeabletodolittlejobsmyselfinmyhousewhenaworkmancouldnotreadilybegot,andtoconstructlittlemachinesformyexperiments,whiletheintentionofmakingtheexperimentwasfreshandwarminmymind。Myfatheratlastfixeduponthecutler’strade,andmyuncleBenjamin’ssonSamuel,whowasbredtothatbusinessinLondon,beingaboutthattimeestablishedinBoston,Iwassenttobewithhimsometimeonliking。
Buthisexpectationsofafeewithmedispleasingmyfather,Iwastakenhomeagain。
FromachildIwasfondofreading,andallthelittlemoneythatcameintomyhandswaseverlaidoutinbooks。PleasedwiththePilgrim’sProgress,myfirstcollectionwasofJohnBunyan’sworksinseparatelittlevolumes。IafterwardsoldthemtoenablemetobuyR。Burton’sHistoricalCollections;theyweresmallchapmen’sbooks,andcheap,40or50inall。Myfather’slittlelibraryconsistedchieflyofbooksinpolemicdivinity,mostofwhichIread,andhavesinceoftenregrettedthat,atatimewhenI
hadsuchathirstforknowledge,moreproperbookshadnotfalleninmywaysinceitwasnowresolvedIshouldnotbeaclergyman。
Plutarch’sLivestherewasinwhichIreadabundantly,andIstillthinkthattimespenttogreatadvantage。TherewasalsoabookofDeFoe’s,calledanEssayonProjects,andanotherofDr。Mather’s,calledEssaystodoGood,whichperhapsgavemeaturnofthinkingthathadaninfluenceonsomeoftheprincipalfutureeventsofmylife。
Thisbookishinclinationatlengthdeterminedmyfathertomakemeaprinter,thoughhehadalreadyoneson(James)ofthatprofession。
In1717mybrotherJamesreturnedfromEnglandwithapressandletterstosetuphisbusinessinBoston。Ilikeditmuchbetterthanthatofmyfather,butstillhadahankeringforthesea。
Topreventtheapprehendedeffectofsuchaninclination,myfatherwasimpatienttohavemeboundtomybrother。Istoodoutsometime,butatlastwaspersuaded,andsignedtheindentureswhenIwasyetbuttwelveyearsold。IwastoserveasanapprenticetillIwastwenty—oneyearsofage,onlyIwastobeallowedjourneyman’swagesduringthelastyear。InalittletimeImadegreatproficiencyinthebusiness,andbecameausefulhandtomybrother。Inowhadaccesstobetterbooks。Anacquaintancewiththeapprenticesofbooksellersenabledmesometimestoborrowasmallone,whichI
wascarefultoreturnsoonandclean。OftenIsatupinmyroomreadingthegreatestpartofthenight,whenthebookwasborrowedintheeveningandtobereturnedearlyinthemorning,lestitshouldbemissedorwanted。
Andaftersometimeaningenioustradesman,Mr。MatthewAdams,whohadaprettycollectionofbooks,andwhofrequentedourprinting—house,tooknoticeofme,invitedmetohislibrary,andverykindlylentmesuchbooksasIchosetoread。Inowtookafancytopoetry,andmadesomelittlepieces;mybrother,thinkingitmightturntoaccount,encouragedme,andputmeoncomposingoccasionalballads。
OnewascalledTheLighthouseTragedy,andcontainedanaccountofthedrowningofCaptainWorthilake,withhistwodaughters:
theotherwasasailor’ssong,onthetakingofTeach(orBlackbeard)
thepirate。Theywerewretchedstuff,intheGrub—street—balladstyle;
andwhentheywereprintedhesentmeaboutthetowntosellthem。
Thefirstsoldwonderfully,theeventbeingrecent,havingmadeagreatnoise。Thisflatteredmyvanity;butmyfatherdiscouragedmebyridiculingmyperformances,andtellingmeverse—makersweregenerallybeggars。SoIescapedbeingapoet,mostprobablyaverybadone;butasprosewritingbadbeenofgreatusetomeinthecourseofmylife,andwasaprincipalmeansofmyadvancement,Ishalltellyouhow,insuchasituation,IacquiredwhatlittleabilityIhaveinthatway。
Therewasanotherbookishladinthetown,JohnCollinsbyname,withwhomIwasintimatelyacquainted。Wesometimesdisputed,andveryfondwewereofargument,andverydesirousofconfutingoneanother,whichdisputatiousturn,bytheway,isapttobecomeaverybadhabit,makingpeopleoftenextremelydisagreeableincompanybythecontradictionthatisnecessarytobringitintopractice;
andthence,besidessouringandspoilingtheconversation,isproductiveofdisgustsand,perhapsenmitieswhereyoumayhaveoccasionforfriendship。Ihadcaughtitbyreadingmyfather’sbooksofdisputeaboutreligion。Personsofgoodsense,Ihavesinceobserved,seldomfallintoit,exceptlawyers,universitymen,andmenofallsortsthathavebeenbredatEdinborough。
Aquestionwasonce,somehoworother,startedbetweenCollinsandme,oftheproprietyofeducatingthefemalesexinlearning,andtheirabilitiesforstudy。Hewasofopinionthatitwasimproper,andthattheywerenaturallyunequaltoit。Itookthecontraryside,perhapsalittlefordispute’ssake。Hewasnaturallymoreeloquent,hadareadyplentyofwords;andsometimes,asIthought,boremedownmorebyhisfluencythanbythestrengthofhisreasons。
Aswepartedwithoutsettlingthepoint,andwerenottoseeoneanotheragainforsometime,Isatdowntoputmyargumentsinwriting,whichIcopiedfairandsenttohim。Heanswered,andIreplied。
Threeorfourlettersofasidehadpassed,whenmyfatherhappenedtofindmypapersandreadthem。Withoutenteringintothediscussion,hetookoccasiontotalktomeaboutthemannerofmywriting;
observedthat,thoughIhadtheadvantageofmyantagonistincorrectspellingandpointing(whichIow’dtotheprinting—house),Ifellfarshortineleganceofexpression,inmethodandinperspicuity,ofwhichheconvincedmebyseveralinstances。Isawthejusticeofhisremark,andthencegrewmoreattentivetothemannerinwriting,anddeterminedtoendeavoratimprovement。
AboutthistimeImetwithanoddvolumeoftheSpectator。
Itwasthethird。Ihadneverbeforeseenanyofthem。Iboughtit,readitoverandover,andwasmuchdelightedwithit。Ithoughtthewritingexcellent,andwished,ifpossible,toimitateit。
WiththisviewItooksomeofthepapers,and,makingshorthintsofthesentimentineachsentence,laidthembyafewdays,andthen,withoutlookingatthebook,try’dtocompleatthepapersagain,byexpressingeachhintedsentimentatlength,andasfullyasithadbeenexpressedbefore,inanysuitablewordsthatshouldcometohand。ThenIcomparedmySpectatorwiththeoriginal,discoveredsomeofmyfaults,andcorrectedthem。ButIfoundIwantedastockofwords,orareadinessinrecollectingandusingthem,whichIthoughtIshouldhaveacquiredbeforethattimeifI
hadgoneonmakingverses;sincethecontinualoccasionforwordsofthesameimport,butofdifferentlength,tosuitthemeasure,orofdifferentsoundfortherhyme,wouldhavelaidmeunderaconstantnecessityofsearchingforvariety,andalsohavetendedtofixthatvarietyinmymind,andmakememasterofit。ThereforeItooksomeofthetalesandturnedthemintoverse;and,afteratime,whenIhadprettywellforgottentheprose,turnedthembackagain。
Ialsosometimesjumbledmycollectionsofhintsintoconfusion,andaftersomeweeksendeavoredtoreducethemintothebestorder,beforeIbegantoformthefullsentencesandcompleatthepaper。
Thiswastoteachmemethodinthearrangementofthoughts。
Bycomparingmyworkafterwardswiththeoriginal,Idiscoveredmanyfaultsandamendedthem;butIsometimeshadthepleasureoffancyingthat,incertainparticularsofsmallimport,Ihadbeenluckyenoughtoimprovethemethodorthelanguage,andthisencouragedmetothinkImightpossiblyintimecometobeatolerableEnglishwriter,ofwhichIwasextremelyambitious。
Mytimefortheseexercisesandforreadingwasatnight,afterworkorbeforeitbeganinthemorning,oronSundays,whenIcontrivedtobeintheprinting—housealone,evadingasmuchasIcouldthecommonattendanceonpublicworshipwhichmyfatherusedtoexactonmewhenIwasunderhiscare,andwhichindeedIstillthoughtaduty,thoughIcouldnot,asitseemedtome,affordtimetopractiseit。
Whenabout16yearsofageIhappenedtomeetwithabook,writtenbyoneTryon,recommendingavegetablediet。Ideterminedtogointoit。Mybrother,beingyetunmarried,didnotkeephouse,butboardedhimselfandhisapprenticesinanotherfamily。Myrefusingtoeatfleshoccasionedaninconveniency,andIwasfrequentlychidformysingularity。ImademyselfacquaintedwithTryon’smannerofpreparingsomeofhisdishes,suchasboilingpotatoesorrice,makinghastypudding,andafewothers,andthenproposedtomybrother,thatifhewouldgiveme,weekly,halfthemoneyhepaidformyboard,Iwouldboardmyself。Heinstantlyagreedtoit,andIpresentlyfoundthatIcouldsavehalfwhathepaidme。Thiswasanadditionalfundforbuyingbooks。ButIhadanotheradvantageinit。
Mybrotherandtherestgoingfromtheprinting—housetotheirmeals,Iremainedtherealone,and,despatchingpresentlymylightrepast,whichoftenwasnomorethanabisketorasliceofbread,ahandfulofraisinsoratartfromthepastry—cook’s,andaglassofwater,hadtherestofthetimetilltheirreturnforstudy,inwhichI
madethegreaterprogress,fromthatgreaterclearnessofheadandquickerapprehensionwhichusuallyattendtemperanceineatinganddrinking。
Andnowitwasthat,beingonsomeoccasionmadeasham’dofmyignoranceinfigures,whichIhadtwicefailedinlearningwhenatschool,ItookCocker’sbookofArithmetick,andwentthroughthewholebymyselfwithgreatease。IalsoreadSeller’sandShermy’sbooksofNavigation,andbecameacquaintedwiththelittlegeometrytheycontain;butneverproceededfarinthatscience。
AndIreadaboutthistimeLockeOnHumanUnderstanding,andtheArtofThinking,byMessrs。duPortRoyal。
WhileIwasintentonimprovingmylanguage,ImetwithanEnglishgrammar(IthinkitwasGreenwood’s),attheendofwhichthereweretwolittlesketchesoftheartsofrhetoricandlogic,thelatterfinishingwithaspecimenofadisputeintheSocraticmethod;
andsoonafterIprocur’dXenophon’sMemorableThingsofSocrates,whereintherearemanyinstancesofthesamemethod。Iwascharm’dwithit,adoptedit,droptmyabruptcontradictionandpositiveargumentation,andputonthehumbleinquireranddoubter。
Andbeingthen,fromreadingShaftesburyandCollins,becomearealdoubterinmanypointsofourreligiousdoctrine,IfoundthismethodsafestformyselfandveryembarrassingtothoseagainstwhomIusedit;
thereforeItookadelightinit,practis’ditcontinually,andgrewveryartfulandexpertindrawingpeople,evenofsuperiorknowledge,intoconcessions,theconsequencesofwhichtheydidnotforesee,entanglingthemindifficultiesoutofwhichtheycouldnotextricatethemselves,andsoobtainingvictoriesthatneithermyselfnormycausealwaysdeserved。Icontinu’dthismethodsomefewyears,butgraduallyleftit,retainingonlythehabitofexpressingmyselfintermsofmodestdiffidence;neverusing,whenIadvancedanythingthatmaypossiblybedisputed,thewordscertainly,undoubtedly,oranyothersthatgivetheairofpositivenesstoanopinion;butrathersay,Iconceiveorapprehendathingtobesoandso;itappearstome,orIshouldthinkitsoorso,forsuchandsuchreasons;
orIimagineittobeso;oritisso,ifIamnotmistaken。
Thishabit,Ibelieve,hasbeenofgreatadvantagetomewhenI
havehadoccasiontoinculcatemyopinions,andpersuademenintomeasuresthatIhavebeenfromtimetotimeengag’dinpromoting;
and,asthechiefendsofconversationaretoinformortobeinformed,topleaseortopersuade,Iwishwell—meaning,sensiblemenwouldnotlessentheirpowerofdoinggoodbyapositive,assumingmanner,thatseldomfailstodisgust,tendstocreateopposition,andtodefeateveryoneofthosepurposesforwhichspeechwasgiventous,towit,givingorreceivinginformationorpleasure。For,ifyouwouldinform,apositiveanddogmaticalmannerinadvancingyoursentimentsmayprovokecontradictionandpreventacandidattention。
Ifyouwishinformationandimprovementfromtheknowledgeofothers,andyetatthesametimeexpressyourselfasfirmlyfix’dinyourpresentopinions,modest,sensiblemen,whodonotlovedisputation,willprobablyleaveyouundisturbedinthepossessionofyourerror。
Andbysuchamanner,youcanseldomhopetorecommendyourselfinpleasingyourhearers,ortopersuadethosewhoseconcurrenceyoudesire。Popesays,judiciously:
"Menshouldbetaughtasifyoutaughtthemnot,Andthingsunknownpropos’dasthingsforgot;"
fartherrecommendingtous"Tospeak,tho’sure,withseemingdiffidence。"
Andhemighthavecoupledwiththislinethatwhichhehascoupledwithanother,Ithink,lessproperly,"Forwantofmodestyiswantofsense。"
Ifyouask,Whylessproperly?Imustrepeatthelines,"Immodestwordsadmitofnodefense,Forwantofmodestyiswantofsense。"
Now,isnotwantofsense(whereamanissounfortunateastowantit)
someapologyforhiswantofmodesty?andwouldnotthelinesstandmorejustlythus?
"Immodestwordsadmitbutthisdefense,Thatwantofmodestyiswantofsense。"
This,however,Ishouldsubmittobetterjudgments。
Mybrotherhad,in1720or1721,beguntoprintanewspaper。
ItwasthesecondthatappearedinAmerica,andwascalledtheNewEnglandCourant。TheonlyonebeforeitwastheBostonNews—Letter。I
rememberhisbeingdissuadedbysomeofhisfriendsfromtheundertaking,asnotlikelytosucceed,onenewspaperbeing,intheirjudgment,enoughforAmerica。Atthistime(1771)therearenotlessthanfive—and—twenty。Hewenton,however,withtheundertaking,andafterhavingworkedincomposingthetypesandprintingoffthesheets,Iwasemployedtocarrythepapersthro’thestreetstothecustomers。
Hehadsomeingeniousmenamonghisfriends,whoamus’dthemselvesbywritinglittlepiecesforthispaper,whichgain’ditcreditandmadeitmoreindemand,andthesegentlemenoftenvisitedus。
Hearingtheirconversations,andtheiraccountsoftheapprobationtheirpaperswerereceivedwith,Iwasexcitedtotrymyhandamongthem;
but,beingstillaboy,andsuspectingthatmybrotherwouldobjecttoprintinganythingofmineinhispaperifheknewittobemine,Icontrivedtodisguisemyhand,and,writingananonymouspaper,Iputitinatnightunderthedooroftheprinting—house。Itwasfoundinthemorning,andcommunicatedtohiswritingfriendswhentheycall’dinasusual。Theyreadit,commentedonitinmyhearing,andI
hadtheexquisitepleasureoffindingitmetwiththeirapprobation,andthat,intheirdifferentguessesattheauthor,nonewerenamedbutmenofsomecharacteramongusforlearningandingenuity。
IsupposenowthatIwasratherluckyinmyjudges,andthatperhapstheywerenotreallysoverygoodonesasIthenesteem’dthem。
Encourag’d,however,bythis,Iwroteandconvey’dinthesamewaytothepressseveralmorepaperswhichwereequallyapprov’d;andI
keptmysecrettillmysmallfundofsenseforsuchperformanceswasprettywellexhaustedandthenIdiscoveredit,whenIbegantobeconsideredalittlemorebymybrother’sacquaintance,andinamannerthatdidnotquitepleasehim,ashethought,probablywithreason,thatittendedtomakemetoovain。And,perhaps,thismightbeoneoccasionofthedifferencesthatwebegantohaveaboutthistime。
Thoughabrother,heconsideredhimselfasmymaster,andmeashisapprentice,andaccordingly,expectedthesameservicesfrommeashewouldfromanother,whileIthoughthedemean’dmetoomuchinsomeherequir’dofme,whofromabrotherexpectedmoreindulgence。Ourdisputeswereoftenbroughtbeforeourfather,andIfancyIwaseithergenerallyintheright,orelseabetterpleader,becausethejudgmentwasgenerallyinmyfavor。
Butmybrotherwaspassionate,andhadoftenbeatenme,whichI
tookextreamlyamiss;and,thinkingmyapprenticeshipverytedious,Iwascontinuallywishingforsomeopportunityofshorteningit,whichatlengthofferedinamannerunexpected。
Ifancyhisharshandtyrannicaltreatmentofmemightbeameansofimpressingmewiththataversiontoarbitrarypowerthathasstucktomethroughmywholelife。
Oneofthepiecesinournewspaperonsomepoliticalpoint,whichI
havenowforgotten,gaveoffensetotheAssembly。Hewastakenup,censur’d,andimprison’dforamonth,bythespeaker’swarrant,Isuppose,becausehewouldnotdiscoverhisauthor。Itoowastakenupandexamin’dbeforethecouncil;but,tho’Ididnotgivethemanysatisfaction,theycontent’dthemselveswithadmonishingme,anddismissedme,consideringme,perhaps,asanapprentice,whowasboundtokeephismaster’ssecrets。
Duringmybrother’sconfinement,whichIresentedagooddeal,notwithstandingourprivatedifferences,Ihadthemanagementofthepaper;andImadeboldtogiveourrulerssomerubsinit,whichmybrothertookverykindly,whileothersbegantoconsidermeinanunfavorablelight,asayounggeniusthathadaturnforlibellingandsatyr。Mybrother’sdischargewasaccompany’dwithanorderoftheHouse(averyoddone),that"JamesFranklinshouldnolongerprintthepapercalledtheNewEnglandCourant。"
Therewasaconsultationheldinourprinting—houseamonghisfriends,whatheshoulddointhiscase。Someproposedtoevadetheorderbychangingthenameofthepaper;butmybrother,seeinginconveniencesinthat,itwasfinallyconcludedonasabetterway,toletitbeprintedforthefutureunderthenameofBENJAMINFRANKLIN;andtoavoidthecensureoftheAssembly,thatmightfallonhimasstillprintingitbyhisapprentice,thecontrivancewasthatmyoldindentureshouldbereturn’dtome,withafulldischargeonthebackofit,tobeshownonoccasion,buttosecuretohimthebenefitofmyservice,Iwastosignnewindenturesfortheremainderoftheterm,whichweretobekeptprivate。
Averyflimsyschemeitwas;however,itwasimmediatelyexecuted,andthepaperwentonaccordingly,undermynameforseveralmonths。
Atlength,afreshdifferencearisingbetweenmybrotherandme,Itookuponmetoassertmyfreedom,presumingthathewouldnotventuretoproducethenewindentures。Itwasnotfairinmetotakethisadvantage,andthisIthereforereckononeofthefirsterrataofmylife;buttheunfairnessofitweighedlittlewithme,whenundertheimpressionsofresentmentfortheblowshispassiontoooftenurgedhimtobestowuponme,thoughhewasotherwisenotanill—natur’dman:perhapsIwastoosaucyandprovoking。
WhenhefoundIwouldleavehim,hetookcaretopreventmygettingemploymentinanyotherprinting—houseofthetown,bygoingroundandspeakingtoeverymaster,whoaccordinglyrefus’dtogivemework。
IthenthoughtofgoingtoNewYork,asthenearestplacewheretherewasaprinter;andIwasratherinclin’dtoleaveBostonwhenIreflectedthatIhadalreadymademyselfalittleobnoxioustothegoverningparty,and,fromthearbitraryproceedingsoftheAssemblyinmybrother’scase,itwaslikelyImight,ifIstay’d,soonbringmyselfintoscrapes;andfarther,thatmyindiscretedisputationsaboutreligionbegantomakemepointedatwithhorrorbygoodpeopleasaninfideloratheist。Idetermin’donthepoint,butmyfathernowsidingwithmybrother,Iwassensiblethat,ifIattemptedtogoopenly,meanswouldbeusedtopreventme。
MyfriendCollins,therefore,undertooktomanagealittleforme。
HeagreedwiththecaptainofaNewYorksloopformypassage,underthenotionofmybeingayoungacquaintanceofhis,thathadgotanaughtygirlwithchild,whosefriendswouldcompelmetomarryher,andthereforeIcouldnotappearorcomeawaypublicly。
SoIsoldsomeofmybookstoraisealittlemoney,wastakenonboardprivately,andaswehadafairwind,inthreedaysIfoundmyselfinNewYork,near300milesfromhome,aboyofbut17,withouttheleastrecommendationto,orknowledgeofanypersonintheplace,andwithverylittlemoneyinmypocket。
Myinclinationsfortheseawerebythistimeworneout,orI
mightnowhavegratify’dthem。But,havingatrade,andsupposingmyselfaprettygoodworkman,Ioffer’dmyservicetotheprinterintheplace,oldMr。WilliamBradford,whohadbeenthefirstprinterinPennsylvania,butremovedfromthenceuponthequarrelofGeorgeKeith。Hecouldgivemenoemployment,havinglittletodo,andhelpenoughalready;butsayshe,"MysonatPhiladelphiahaslatelylosthisprincipalhand,AquilaRose,bydeath;
ifyougothither,Ibelievehemayemployyou。"Philadelphiawasahundredmilesfurther;Isetout,however,inaboatforAmboy,leavingmychestandthingstofollowmeroundbysea。
Incrossingthebay,wemetwithasquallthattoreourrottensailstopieces,preventedourgettingintotheKillanddroveusuponLongIsland。Inourway,adrunkenDutchman,whowasapassengertoo,felloverboard;whenhewassinking,Ireachedthroughthewatertohisshockpate,anddrewhimup,sothatwegothiminagain。
Hisduckingsoberedhimalittle,andhewenttosleep,takingfirstoutofhispocketabook,whichhedesir’dIwoulddryforhim。
Itprovedtobemyoldfavoriteauthor,Bunyan’sPilgrim’sProgress,inDutch,finelyprintedongoodpaper,withcoppercuts,adressbetterthanIhadeverseenitwearinitsownlanguage。IhavesincefoundthatithasbeentranslatedintomostofthelanguagesofEurope,andsupposeithasbeenmoregenerallyreadthananyotherbook,exceptperhapstheBible。HonestJohnwasthefirstthatIknowofwhomix’dnarrationanddialogue;amethodofwritingveryengagingtothereader,whointhemostinterestingpartsfindshimself,asitwere,broughtintothecompanyandpresentatthediscourse。
DeFoeinhisCruso,hisMollFlanders,ReligiousCourtship,FamilyInstructor,andotherpieces,hasimitateditwithsuccess;
andRichardsonhasdonethesame,inhisPamela,etc。
Whenwedrewneartheisland,wefounditwasataplacewheretherecouldbenolanding,therebeingagreatsurffonthestonybeach。
Sowedroptanchor,andswungroundtowardstheshore。Somepeoplecamedowntothewateredgeandhallow’dtous,aswedidtothem;
butthewindwassohigh,andthesurffsoloud,thatwecouldnothearsoastounderstandeachother。Therewerecanoesontheshore,andwemadesigns,andhallow’dthattheyshouldfetchus;
buttheyeitherdidnotunderstandus,orthoughtitimpracticable,sotheywentaway,andnightcomingon,wehadnoremedybuttowaittillthewindshouldabate;and,inthemeantime,theboatmanandI
concludedtosleep,ifwecould;andsocrowdedintothescuttle,withtheDutchman,whowasstillwet,andthespraybeatingovertheheadofourboat,leak’dthro’tous,sothatweweresoonalmostaswetashe。Inthismannerwelayallnight,withverylittlerest;but,thewindabatingthenextday,wemadeashifttoreachAmboybeforenight,havingbeenthirtyhoursonthewater,withoutvictuals,oranydrinkbutabottleoffilthyrum,andthewaterwesail’donbeingsalt。
IntheeveningIfoundmyselfveryfeverish,andwentintobed;
but,havingreadsomewherethatcoldwaterdrankplentifullywasgoodforafever,Ifollow’dtheprescription,sweatplentifulmostofthenight,myfeverleftme,andinthemorning,crossingtheferry,Iproceededonmyjourneyonfoot,havingfiftymilestoBurlington,whereIwastoldIshouldfindboatsthatwouldcarrymetherestofthewaytoPhiladelphia。
Itrainedveryhardalltheday;Iwasthoroughlysoak’d,andbynoonagooddealtired;soIstoptatapoorinn,whereIstaidallnight,beginningnowtowishthatIhadneverlefthome。Icutsomiserableafigure,too,thatIfound,bythequestionsask’dme,Iwassuspectedtobesomerunawayservant,andindangerofbeingtakenuponthatsuspicion。However,Iproceededthenextday,andgotintheeveningtoaninn,withineightortenmilesofBurlington,keptbyoneDr。Brown。HeenteredintoconversationwithmewhileI
tooksomerefreshment,and,findingIhadreadalittle,becameverysociableandfriendly。Ouracquaintancecontinu’daslongasheliv’d。Hehadbeen,Iimagine,anitinerantdoctor,fortherewasnotowninEngland,orcountryinEurope,ofwhichhecouldnotgiveaveryparticularaccount。Hehadsomeletters,andwasingenious,butmuchofanunbeliever,andwickedlyundertook,someyearsafter,totravestietheBibleindoggrelverse,asCottonhaddoneVirgil。
Bythismeanshesetmanyofthefactsinaveryridiculouslight,andmighthavehurtweakmindsifhisworkhadbeenpublished;
butitneverwas。
AthishouseIlaythatnight,andthenextmorningreach’dBurlington,buthadthemortificationtofindthattheregularboatsweregonealittlebeforemycoming,andnootherexpectedtogobeforeTuesday,thisbeingSaturday;whereforeIreturnedtoanoldwomaninthetown,ofwhomIhadboughtgingerbreadtoeatonthewater,andask’dheradvice。Sheinvitedmetolodgeatherhousetillapassagebywatershouldoffer;andbeingtiredwithmyfoottravelling,Iacceptedtheinvitation。SheunderstandingIwasaprinter,wouldhavehadmestayatthattownandfollowmybusiness,beingignorantofthestocknecessarytobeginwith。Shewasveryhospitable,gavemeadinnerofox—cheekwithgreatgoodwill,acceptingonlyapotofaleinreturn;andIthoughtmyselffixedtillTuesdayshouldcome。However,walkingintheeveningbythesideoftheriver,aboatcameby,whichIfoundwasgoingtowardsPhiladelphia,withseveralpeopleinher。Theytookmein,and,astherewasnowind,werow’dalltheway;andaboutmidnight,nothavingyetseenthecity,someofthecompanywereconfidentwemusthavepassedit,andwouldrownofarther;theothersknewnotwherewewere;soweputtowardtheshore,gotintoacreek,landednearanoldfence,withtherailsofwhichwemadeafire,thenightbeingcold,inOctober,andthereweremainedtilldaylight。
ThenoneofthecompanyknewtheplacetobeCooper’sCreek,alittleabovePhiladelphia,whichwesawassoonaswegotoutofthecreek,andarriv’dthereabouteightornineo’clockontheSundaymorning,andlandedattheMarket—streetwharf。
Ihavebeenthemoreparticularinthisdescriptionofmyjourney,andshallbesoofmyfirstentryintothatcity,thatyoumayinyourmindcomparesuchunlikelybeginningswiththefigureIhavesincemadethere。Iwasinmyworkingdress,mybestcloathsbeingtocomeroundbysea。Iwasdirtyfrommyjourney;
mypocketswerestuff’doutwithshirtsandstockings,andI
knewnosoulnorwheretolookforlodging。Iwasfatiguedwithtravelling,rowing,andwantofrest,Iwasveryhungry;
andmywholestockofcashconsistedofaDutchdollar,andaboutashillingincopper。ThelatterIgavethepeopleoftheboatformypassage,whoatfirstrefus’dit,onaccountofmyrowing;
butIinsistedontheirtakingit。Amanbeingsometimesmoregenerouswhenhehasbutalittlemoneythanwhenhehasplenty,perhapsthro’fearofbeingthoughttohavebutlittle。
ThenIwalkedupthestreet,gazingabouttillnearthemarket—houseImetaboywithbread。Ihadmademanyamealonbread,and,inquiringwherehegotit,Iwentimmediatelytothebaker’shedirectedmeto,inSecondstreet,andask’dforbisket,intendingsuchaswehadinBoston;butthey,itseems,werenotmadeinPhiladelphia。ThenIaskedforathree—pennyloaf,andwastoldtheyhadnonesuch。Sonotconsideringorknowingthedifferenceofmoney,andthegreatercheapnessnorthenamesofhisbread,Imadehimgivemethree—pennyworthofanysort。
Hegaveme,accordingly,threegreatpuffyrolls。Iwassurpriz’datthequantity,buttookit,and,havingnoroominmypockets,walk’doffwitharollundereacharm,andeatingtheother。ThusI
wentupMarket—streetasfarasFourth—street,passingbythedoorofMr。Read,myfuturewife’sfather;whenshe,standingatthedoor,sawme,andthoughtImade,asIcertainlydid,amostawkward,ridiculousappearance。ThenIturnedandwentdownChestnut—streetandpartofWalnut—street,eatingmyrollalltheway,and,corninground,foundmyselfagainatMarket—streetwharf,neartheboatIcamein,towhichIwentforadraughtoftheriverwater;and,beingfilledwithoneofmyrolls,gavetheothertwotoawomanandherchildthatcamedowntheriverintheboatwithus,andwerewaitingtogofarther。
Thusrefreshed,Iwalkedagainupthestreet,whichbythistimehadmanyclean—dressedpeopleinit,whowereallwalkingthesameway。
Ijoinedthem,andtherebywasledintothegreatmeeting—houseoftheQuakersnearthemarket。Isatdownamongthem,and,afterlookingroundawhileandhearingnothingsaid,beingverydrowsythro’
laborandwantofresttheprecedingnight,Ifellfastasleep,andcontinuedsotillthemeetingbrokeup,whenonewaskindenoughtorouseme。Thiswas,therefore,thefirsthouseIwasin,orsleptin,inPhiladelphia。
Walkingdownagaintowardtheriver,and,lookinginthefacesofpeople,ImetayoungQuakerman,whosecountenanceIlik’d,and,accostinghim,requestedhewouldtellmewhereastrangercouldgetlodging。WewerethennearthesignoftheThreeMariners。
"Here,"sayshe,"isoneplacethatentertainsstrangers,butitisnotareputablehouse;iftheewiltwalkwithme,I’llshowtheeabetter。"HebroughtmetotheCrookedBilletinWater—street。HereIgotadinner;and,whileIwaseatingit,severalslyquestionswereaskedme,asitseemedtobesuspectedfrommyyouthandappearance,thatImightbesomerunaway。
Afterdinner,mysleepinessreturn’d,andbeingshowntoabed,Ilaydownwithoutundressing,andslepttillsixintheevening,wascall’dtosupper,wenttobedagainveryearly,andsleptsoundlytillnextmorning。ThenImademyselfastidyasIcould,andwenttoAndrewBradfordtheprinter’s。Ifoundintheshoptheoldmanhisfather,whomIhadseenatNewYork,andwho,travellingonhorseback,hadgottoPhiladelphiabeforeme。
Heintroduc’dmetohisson,whoreceiv’dmecivilly,gavemeabreakfast,buttoldmehedidnotatpresentwantahand,beinglatelysuppli’dwithone;buttherewasanotherprinterintown,latelysetup,oneKeimer,who,perhaps,mightemployme;
ifnot,Ishouldbewelcometolodgeathishouse,andhewouldgivemealittleworktodonowandthentillfullerbusinessshouldoffer。
Theoldgentlemansaidhewouldgowithmetothenewprinter;
andwhenwefoundhim,"Neighbor,"saysBradford,"Ihavebroughttoseeyouayoungmanofyourbusiness;perhapsyoumaywantsuchaone。"Heask’dmeafewquestions,putacomposingstickinmyhandtoseehowIwork’d,andthensaidhewouldemploymesoon,thoughhehadjustthennothingformetodo;and,takingoldBradford,whomhehadneverseenbefore,tobeoneofthetown’speoplethathadagoodwillforhim,enter’dintoaconversationonhispresentundertakingandprojects;whileBradford,notdiscoveringthathewastheotherprinter’sfather,onKeimer’ssayingheexpectedsoontogetthegreatestpartofthebusinessintohisownhands,drewhimonbyartfulquestions,andstartinglittledoubts,toexplainallhisviews,whatinterestshereli’don,andinwhatmannerheintendedtoproceed。I,whostoodbyandheardall,sawimmediatelythatoneofthemwasacraftyoldsophister,andtheotheramerenovice。BradfordleftmewithKeimer,whowasgreatlysurpris’dwhenItoldhimwhotheoldmanwas。
Keimer’sprinting—house,Ifound,consistedofanoldshatter’dpress,andonesmall,worn—outfontofEnglishwhichhewasthenusinghimself,composinganElegyonAquilaRose,beforementioned,aningeniousyoungman,ofexcellentcharacter,muchrespectedinthetown,clerkoftheAssembly,andaprettypoet。Keimermadeversestoo,butveryindifferently。Hecouldnotbesaidtowritethem,forhismannerwastocomposetheminthetypesdirectlyoutofhishead。
Sotherebeingnocopy,butonepairofcases,andtheElegylikelytorequirealltheletter,noonecouldhelphim。
Iendeavor’dtoputhispress(whichhehadnotyetus’d,andofwhichheunderstoodnothing)intoorderfittobework’dwith;
and,promisingtocomeandprintoffhisElegyassoonasheshouldhavegotitready,Ireturn’dtoBradford’s,whogavemealittlejobtodoforthepresent,andthereIlodgedanddieted,Afewdaysafter,KeimersentformetoprintofftheElegy。
Andnowhehadgotanotherpairofcases,andapamphlettoreprint,onwhichhesetmetowork。
ThesetwoprintersIfoundpoorlyqualifiedfortheirbusiness。
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