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第6章

  Itseemedasiftheplaceshehadbeenin,andthepeoplehehadbeenwith,mustceasetoexistwhenheleftthem,justasherownlifewassuspendedinhisabsence。
  Hecontinued,now,totalktohervolublyandgaily,deploringhislateness,grumblingatthedemandsonhistime,andgood—humouredlymimickingMissHatchard’sbenevolentagitation。"ShehurriedoffMilestoaskMr。RoyalltospeakattheTownHalltomorrow:Ididn’tknowtillitwasdone。"Charitywassilent,andheadded:"Afterall,perhapsit’sjustaswell。Nooneelsecouldhavedoneit。"
  Charitymadenoanswer:Shedidnotcarewhatpartherguardianplayedinthemorrow’sceremonies。Likealltheotherfigurespeoplinghermeagreworldhehadgrownnon—existenttoher。Shehadevenputoffhatinghim。
  "TomorrowIshallonlyseeyoufromfaroff,"Harneycontinued。"Butintheeveningthere’llbethedanceintheTownHall。Doyouwantmetopromisenottodancewithanyothergirl?"
  Anyothergirl?Werethereanyothers?Shehadforgotteneventhatperil,soencloseddidheandsheseemintheirsecretworld。Herheartgaveafrightenedjerk。
  "Yes,promise。"
  Helaughedandtookherinhisarms。"Yougoose——notevenifthey’rehideous?"
  Hepushedthehairfromherforehead,bendingherfaceback,ashiswaywas,andleaningoversothathisheadloomedblackbetweenhereyesandthepalenessofthesky,inwhichthewhitestarfloated……
  Sidebysidetheyspedbackalongthedarkwood—roadtothevillage。Alatemoonwasrising,fullorbedandfiery,turningthemountainrangesfromfluidgraytoamassiveblackness,andmakingtheupperskysolightthatthestarslookedasfaintastheirownreflectionsinwater。Attheedgeofthewood,halfamilefromNorthDormer,Harneyjumpedfromhisbicycle,tookCharityinhisarmsforalastkiss,andthenwaitedwhileshewentonalone。
  Theywerelaterthanusual,andinsteadoftakingthebicycletothelibrarysheproppeditagainstthebackofthewood—shedandenteredthekitchenoftheredhouse。Verenasattherealone;whenCharitycameinshelookedatherwithmildimpenetrableeyesandthentookaplateandaglassofmilkfromtheshelfandsetthemsilentlyonthetable。Charitynoddedherthanks,andsittingdown,fellhungrilyuponherpieceofpieandemptiedtheglass。Herfaceburnedwithherquickflightthroughthenight,andhereyesweredazzledbythetwinkleofthekitchenlamp。Shefeltlikeanight—birdsuddenlycaughtandcaged。
  "Heain’tcomebacksincesupper,"Verenasaid。"He’sdowntotheHall。"
  Charitytooknonotice。Hersoulwasstillwingingthroughtheforest。Shewashedherplateandtumbler,andthenfeltherwayupthedarkstairs。Whensheopenedherdoorawonderarrestedher。Beforegoingoutshehadclosedhershuttersagainsttheafternoonheat,buttheyhadswungpartlyopen,andabarofmoonlight,crossingtheroom,restedonherbedandshowedadressofChinasilklaidoutonitinvirginwhiteness。Charityhadspentmorethanshecouldaffordonthedress,whichwastosurpassthoseofalltheothergirls;shehadwantedtoletNorthDormerseethatshewasworthyofHarney’sadmiration。Abovethedress,foldedonthepillow,wasthewhiteveilwhichtheyoungwomenwhotookpartintheexercisesweretowearunderawreathofasters;andbesidetheveilapairofslimwhitesatinshoesthatAllyhadproducedfromanoldtrunkinwhichshestoredmysterioustreasures。
  Charitystoodgazingatalltheoutspreadwhiteness。ItrecalledavisionthathadcometoherinthenightafterherfirstmeetingwithHarney。Shenolongerhadsuchvisions……warmersplendourshaddisplacedthem……butitwasstupidofAllytohaveparadedallthosewhitethingsonherbed,exactlyasHattieTargatt’sweddingdressfromSpringfieldhadbeenspreadoutfortheneighbourstoseewhenshemarriedTomFry……
  Charitytookupthesatinshoesandlookedatthemcuriously。Byday,nodoubt,theywouldappearalittleworn,butinthemoonlighttheyseemedcarvedofivory。Shesatdownonthefloortotrythemon,andtheyfittedherperfectly,thoughwhenshestoodupshelurchedalittleonthehighheels。Shelookeddownatherfeet,whichthegracefulmouldoftheslippershadmarvellouslyarchedandnarrowed。Shehadneverseensuchshoesbefore,evenintheshop—windowsatNettleton……never,except……yes,once,shehadnoticedapairofthesameshapeonAnnabelBalch。
  Ablushofmortificationsweptoverher。AllysometimessewedforMissBalchwhenthatbrilliantbeingdescendedonNorthDormer,andnodoubtshepickeduppresentsofcast—offclothing:thetreasuresinthemysterioustrunkallcamefromthepeoplesheworkedfor;therecouldbenodoubtthatthewhiteslipperswereAnnabelBalch’s……
  Asshestoodthere,staringdownmoodilyatherfeet,sheheardthetripleclick—click—clickofabicycle—
  bellunderherwindow。ItwasHarney’ssecretsignalashepassedonhiswayhome。Shestumbledtothewindowonherhighheels,flungopentheshuttersandleanedout。Hewavedtoherandspedby,hisblackshadowdancingmerrilyaheadofhimdowntheemptymoonlitroad;andsheleanedtherewatchinghimtillhevanishedundertheHatchardspruces。
  XIII
  THETownHallwascrowdedandexceedinglyhot。AsCharitymarchedintoitthirdinthewhitemuslinfileheadedbyOrmaFry,shewasconsciousmainlyofthebrillianteffectofthewreathedcolumnsframingthegreen—carpetedstagetowardwhichshewasmoving;andoftheunfamiliarfacesturningfromthefrontrowstowatchtheadvanceoftheprocession。
  Butitwasallabewilderingblurofeyesandcolourstillshefoundherselfstandingatthebackofthestage,hergreatbunchofastersandgoldenrodheldwellinfrontofher,andansweringthenervousglanceofLambertSollas,theorganistfromMr。Miles’schurch,whohadcomeupfromNettletontoplaytheharmoniumandsatbehindit,hisconductor’seyerunningovertheflutteredgirls。
  AmomentlaterMr。Miles,pinkandtwinkling,emergedfromthebackground,asifbuoyeduponhisbroadwhitegown,andbrisklydominatedthebowedheadsinthefrontrows。Heprayedenergeticallyandbrieflyandthenretired,andafiercenodfromLambertSollaswarnedthegirlsthattheyweretofollowatoncewith"Home,SweetHome。"ItwasajoytoCharitytosing:itseemedasthough,forthefirsttime,hersecretrapturemightburstfromherandflashitsdefianceattheworld。Alltheglowinherblood,thebreathofthesummerearth,therustleoftheforest,thefreshcallofbirdsatsunrise,andthebroodingmiddaylanguors,seemedtopassintoheruntrainedvoice,liftedandledbythesustainingchorus。
  Andthensuddenlythesongwasover,andafteranuncertainpause,duringwhichMissHatchard’spearl—
  greyglovesstartedafurtivesignallingdownthehall,Mr。Royall,emerginginturn,ascendedthestepsofthestageandappearedbehindtheflower—wreatheddesk。HepassedclosetoCharity,andshenoticedthathisgravelysetfaceworethelookofmajestythatusedtoaweandfascinateherchildhood。Hisfrock—coathadbeencarefullybrushedandironed,andtheendsofhisnarrowblacktieweresonearlyeventhatthetyingmusthavecosthimaprotractedstruggle。HisappearancestruckherallthemorebecauseitwasthefirsttimeshehadlookedhimfullinthefacesincethenightatNettleton,andnothinginhisgraveandimpressivedemeanourrevealedatraceofthelamentablefigureonthewharf。
  Hestoodamomentbehindthedesk,restinghisfinger—
  tipsagainstit,andbendingslightlytowardhisaudience;thenhestraightenedhimselfandbegan。
  Atfirstshepaidnoheedtowhathewassaying:onlyfragmentsofsentences,sonorousquotations,allusionstoillustriousmen,includingtheobligatorytributetoHonoriusHatchard,driftedpastherinattentiveears。
  ShewastryingtodiscoverHarneyamongthenotablepeopleinthefrontrow;buthewasnowherenearMissHatchard,who,crownedbyapearl—greyhatthatmatchedhergloves,satjustbelowthedesk,supportedbyMrs。
  Milesandanimportant—lookingunknownlady。Charitywasnearoneendofthestage,andfromwhereshesattheotherendofthefirstrowofseatswascutoffbythescreenoffoliagemaskingtheharmonium。TheefforttoseeHarneyaroundthecornerofthescreen,orthroughitsinterstices,madeherunconsciousofeverythingelse;buttheeffortwasunsuccessful,andgraduallyshefoundherattentionarrestedbyherguardian’sdiscourse。
  Shehadneverheardhimspeakinpublicbefore,butshewasfamiliarwiththerollingmusicofhisvoicewhenhereadaloud,orheldforthtotheselectmenaboutthestoveatCarrickFry’s。Todayhisinflectionswerericherandgraverthanshehadeverknownthem:hespokeslowly,withpausesthatseemedtoinvitehishearerstosilentparticipationinhisthought;andCharityperceivedalightofresponseintheirfaces。
  Hewasnearingtheendofhisaddress……"Mostofyou,"
  hesaid,"mostofyouwhohavereturnedheretoday,totakecontactwiththislittleplaceforabriefhour,havecomeonlyonapiouspilgrimage,andwillgobackpresentlytobusycitiesandlivesfulloflargerduties。ButthatisnottheonlywayofcomingbacktoNorthDormer。Someofus,whowentoutfromhereinouryouth……wentout,likeyou,tobusycitiesandlargerduties……havecomebackinanotherway——comebackforgood。Iamoneofthose,asmanyofyouknow……"Hepaused,andtherewasasenseofsuspenseinthelisteninghall。"Myhistoryiswithoutinterest,butithasitslesson:notsomuchforthoseofyouwhohavealreadymadeyourlivesinotherplaces,asfortheyoungmenwhoareperhapsplanningevennowtoleavethesequiethillsandgodownintothestruggle。Thingstheycannotforeseemaysendsomeofthoseyoungmenbacksomedaytothelittletownshipandtheoldhomestead:theymaycomebackforgood……"Helookedabouthim,andrepeatedgravely:"ForGOOD。There’sthepointIwanttomake……NorthDormerisapoorlittleplace,almostlostinamightylandscape:perhaps,bythistime,itmighthavebeenabiggerplace,andmoreinscalewiththelandscape,ifthosewhohadtocomebackhadcomewiththatfeelingintheirminds——thattheywantedtocomebackforGOOD……andnotforbad……orjustforindifference……
  "Gentlemen,letuslookatthingsastheyare。Someofushavecomebacktoournativetownbecausewe’dfailedtogetonelsewhere。Onewayorother,thingshadgonewrongwithus……whatwe’ddreamedofhadn’tcometrue。Butthefactthatwehadfailedelsewhereisnoreasonwhyweshouldfailhere。Ourveryexperimentsinlargerplaces,eveniftheywereunsuccessful,oughttohavehelpedustomakeNorthDormeralargerplace……andyouyoungmenwhoarepreparingevennowtofollowthecallofambition,andturnyourbackontheoldhomes——well,letmesaythistoyou,thatifeveryoudocomebacktothemit’sworthwhiletocomebacktothemfortheirgood……Andtodothat,youmustkeeponlovingthemwhileyou’reawayfromthem;andevenifyoucomebackagainstyourwill——andthinkingit’sallabittermistakeofFateorProvidence——youmusttrytomakethebestofit,andtomakethebestofyouroldtown;andafterawhile——
  well,ladiesandgentlemen,Igiveyoumyrecipeforwhatit’sworth;afterawhile,Ibelieveyou’llbeabletosay,asIcansaytoday:’I’mgladI’mhere。’
  Believeme,allofyou,thebestwaytohelptheplacesweliveinistobegladwelivethere。"
  Hestopped,andamurmurofemotionandsurpriseranthroughtheaudience。Itwasnotintheleastwhattheyhadexpected,butitmovedthemmorethanwhattheyhadexpectedwouldhavemovedthem。"Hear,hear!"
  avoicecriedoutinthemiddleofthehall。Anoutburstofcheerscaughtupthecry,andastheysubsidedCharityheardMr。Milessayingtosomeonenearhim:"ThatwasaMANtalking————"Hewipedhisspectacles。
  Mr。Royallhadsteppedbackfromthedesk,andtakenhisseatintherowofchairsinfrontoftheharmonium。Adapperwhite—hairedgentleman——adistantHatchard——succeededhimbehindthegoldenrod,andbegantosaybeautifulthingsabouttheoldoakenbucket,patientwhite—hairedmothers,andwheretheboysusedtogonutting……andCharitybeganagaintosearchforHarney……
  SuddenlyMr。Royallpushedbackhisseat,andoneofthemaplebranchesinfrontoftheharmoniumcollapsedwithacrash。ItuncoveredtheendofthefirstrowandinoneoftheseatsCharitysawHarney,andinthenextaladywhosefacewasturnedtowardhim,andalmosthiddenbythebrimofherdroopinghat。Charitydidnotneedtoseetheface。Sheknewataglancetheslimfigure,thefairhairheapedupunderthehat—
  brim,thelongpalewrinkledgloveswithbraceletsslippingoverthem。AtthefallofthebranchMissBalchturnedherheadtowardthestage,andinherprettythin—lippedsmiletherelingeredthereflectionofsomethingherneighbourhadbeenwhisperingtoher……
  Someonecameforwardtoreplacethefallenbranch,andMissBalchandHarneywereoncemorehidden。ButtoCharitythevisionoftheirtwofaceshadblottedouteverything。Inaflashtheyhadshownherthebarerealityofhersituation。Behindthefrailscreenofherlover’scaresseswasthewholeinscrutablemysteryofhislife:hisrelationswithotherpeople——withotherwomen——hisopinions,hisprejudices,hisprinciples,thenetofinfluencesandinterestsandambitionsinwhicheveryman’slifeisentangled。Ofallthesesheknewnothing,exceptwhathehadtoldherofhisarchitecturalaspirations。Shehadalwaysdimlyguessedhimtobeintouchwithimportantpeople,involvedincomplicatedrelations——butshefeltitalltobesofarbeyondherunderstandingthatthewholesubjecthunglikealuminousmistonthefarthestvergeofherthoughts。Intheforeground,hidingallelse,therewastheglowofhispresence,thelightandshadowofhisface,thewayhisshort—sightedeyes,atherapproach,widenedanddeepenedasiftodrawherdownintothem;and,aboveall,theflushofyouthandtendernessinwhichhiswordsenclosedher。
  Nowshesawhimdetachedfromher,drawnbackintotheunknown,andwhisperingtoanothergirlthingsthatprovokedthesamesmileofmischievouscomplicityhehadsooftencalledtoherownlips。Thefeelingpossessingherwasnotoneofjealousy:shewastoosureofhislove。Itwasratheraterroroftheunknown,ofallthemysteriousattractionsthatmustevennowbedragginghimawayfromher,andofherownpowerlessnesstocontendwiththem。
  Shehadgivenhimallshehad——butwhatwasitcomparedtotheothergiftslifeheldforhim?Sheunderstoodnowthecaseofgirlslikeherselftowhomthiskindofthinghappened。Theygavealltheyhad,buttheirallwasnotenough:itcouldnotbuymorethanafewmoments……
  Theheathadgrownsuffocating——shefeltitdescendonherinsmotheringwaves,andthefacesinthecrowdedhallbegantodancelikethepicturesflashedonthescreenatNettleton。ForaninstantMr。Royall’scountenancedetacheditselffromthegeneralblur。Hehadresumedhisplaceinfrontoftheharmonium,andsatclosetoher,hiseyesonherface;andhislookseemedtopiercetotheverycentreofherconfusedsensations……Afeelingofphysicalsicknessrushedoverher——andthendeadlyapprehension。Thelightofthefieryhoursinthelittlehousesweptbackonherinaglareoffear……
  Sheforcedherselftolookawayfromherguardian,andbecameawarethattheoratoryoftheHatchardcousinhadceased,andthatMr。Mileswasagainflappinghiswings。Fragmentsofhisperorationfloatedthroughherbewilderedbrain……"Arichharvestofhallowedmemories……Asanctifiedhourtowhich,inmomentsoftrial,yourthoughtswillprayerfullyreturn……Andnow,OLord,letushumblyandferventlygivethanksforthisblesseddayofreunion,hereintheoldhometowhichwehavecomebackfromsofar。
  Preserveittous,OLord,intimestocome,inallitshomelysweetness——inthekindlinessandwisdomofitsoldpeople,inthecourageandindustryofitsyoungmen,inthepietyandpurityofthisgroupofinnocentgirls————"Heflappedawhitewingintheirdirection,andatthesamemomentLambertSollas,withhisfiercenod,strucktheopeningbarsof"AuldLangSyne。"……Charitystaredstraightaheadofherandthen,droppingherflowers,fellfacedownwardatMr。
  Royall’sfeet。
  XIV
  NORTHDORMER’Scelebrationnaturallyincludedthevillagesattachedtoitstownship,andthefestivitiesweretoradiateoverthewholegroup,fromDormerandthetwoCrestonstoHamblin,thelonelyhamletonthenorthslopeoftheMountainwherethefirstsnowalwaysfell。OnthethirddaytherewerespeechesandceremoniesatCrestonandCrestonRiver;onthefourththeprincipalperformersweretobedriveninbuck—
  boardstoDormerandHamblin。
  ItwasonthefourthdaythatCharityreturnedforthefirsttimetothelittlehouse。ShehadnotseenHarneyalonesincetheyhadpartedatthewood’sedgethenightbeforethecelebrationsbegan。Intheintervalshehadpassedthroughmanymoods,butforthemomenttheterrorwhichhadseizedherintheTownHallhadfadedtotheedgeofconsciousness。Shehadfaintedbecausethehallwasstiflinglyhot,andbecausethespeakershadgoneonandon……Severalotherpeoplehadbeenaffectedbytheheat,andhadhadtoleavebeforetheexerciseswereover。Therehadbeenthunderintheairalltheafternoon,andeveryonesaidafterwardthatsomethingoughttohavebeendonetoventilatethehall……
  Atthedancethatevening——whereshehadgonereluctantly,andonlybecauseshefearedtostayaway,shehadsprungbackintoinstantreassurance。AssoonassheenteredshehadseenHarneywaitingforher,andhehadcomeupwithkindgayeyes,andsweptheroffinawaltz。Herfeetwerefullofmusic,andthoughheronlytraininghadbeenwiththevillageyouthsshehadnodifficultyintuningherstepstohis。Astheycircledaboutthefloorallhervainfearsdroppedfromher,andsheevenforgotthatshewasprobablydancinginAnnabelBalch’sslippers。
  WhenthewaltzwasoverHarney,withalasthand—clasp,lefthertomeetMissHatchardandMissBalch,whowerejustentering。CharityhadamomentofanguishasMissBalchappeared;butitdidnotlast。Thetriumphantfactofherowngreaterbeauty,andofHarney’ssenseofit,sweptherapprehensionsaside。MissBalch,inanunbecomingdress,lookedsallowandpinched,andCharityfanciedtherewasaworriedexpressioninherpale—lashedeyes。ShetookaseatnearMissHatchardanditwaspresentlyapparentthatshedidnotmeantodance。Charitydidnotdanceofteneither。
  HarneyexplainedtoherthatMissHatchardhadbeggedhimtogiveeachoftheothergirlsaturn;buthewentthroughtheformofaskingCharity’spermissioneachtimeheledoneout,andthatgaveherasenseofsecrettriumphevencompleterthanwhenshewaswhirlingabouttheroomwithhim。
  Shewasthinkingofallthisasshewaitedforhiminthedesertedhouse。Thelateafternoonwassultry,andshehadtossedasideherhatandstretchedherselfatfulllengthontheMexicanblanketbecauseitwascoolerindoorsthanunderthetrees。Shelaywithherarmsfoldedbeneathherhead,gazingoutattheshaggyshoulderoftheMountain。Theskybehinditwasfullofthesplinteredgloriesofthedescendingsun,andbeforelongsheexpectedtohearHarney’sbicycle—bellinthelane。HehadbicycledtoHamblin,insteadofdrivingtherewithhiscousinandherfriends,sothathemightbeabletomakehisescapeearlierandstoponthewaybackatthedesertedhouse,whichwasontheroadtoHamblin。Theyhadsmiledtogetheratthejokeofhearingthecrowdedbuck—boardsrollbyonthereturn,whiletheylaycloseintheirhidingabovetheroad。Suchchildishtriumphsstillgaveherasenseofrecklesssecurity。
  NeverthelessshehadnotwhollyforgottenthevisionoffearthathadopenedbeforeherintheTownHall。ThesenseoflastingnesswasgonefromherandeverymomentwithHarneywouldnowberingedwithdoubt。
  TheMountainwasturningpurpleagainstafierysunsetfromwhichitseemedtobedividedbyaknife—edgeofquiveringlight;andabovethiswallofflamethewholeskywasapurepalegreen,likesomecoldmountainlakeinshadow。Charitylaygazingupatit,andwatchingforthefirstwhitestar……
  Hereyeswerestillfixedontheupperreachesoftheskywhenshebecameawarethatashadowhadflittedacrosstheglory—floodedroom:itmusthavebeenHarneypassingthewindowagainstthesunset……Shehalfraisedherself,andthendroppedbackonherfoldedarms。Thecombshadslippedfromherhair,andittrailedinaroughdarkropeacrossherbreast。Shelayquitestill,asleepysmileonherlips,herindolentlidshalfshut。Therewasafumblingatthepadlockandshecalledout:"Haveyouslippedthechain?"Thedooropened,andMr。Royallwalkedintotheroom。
  Shestartedup,sittingbackagainstthecushions,andtheylookedateachotherwithoutspeaking。ThenMr。
  Royallclosedthedoor—latchandadvancedafewsteps。
  Charityjumpedtoherfeet。"Whathaveyoucomefor?"
  shestammered。
  Thelastglareofthesunsetwasonherguardian’sface,whichlookedash—colouredintheyellowradiance。
  "BecauseIknewyouwerehere,"heansweredsimply。
  Shehadbecomeconsciousofthehairhanginglooseacrossherbreast,anditseemedasthoughshecouldnotspeaktohimtillshehadsetherselfinorder。Shegropedforhercomb,andtriedtofastenupthecoil。
  Mr。Royallsilentlywatchedher。
  "Charity,"hesaid,"he’llbehereinaminute。Letmetalktoyoufirst。"
  "You’vegotnorighttotalktome。IcandowhatI
  please。"
  "Yes。Whatisityoumeantodo?"
  "Ineedn’tanswerthat,oranythingelse。"
  Hehadglancedaway,andstoodlookingcuriouslyabouttheilluminatedroom。Purpleastersandredmaple—
  leavesfilledthejaronthetable;onashelfagainstthewallstoodalamp,thekettle,alittlepileofcupsandsaucers。Thecanvaschairsweregroupedaboutthetable。
  "Sothisiswhereyoumeet,"hesaid。
  Histonewasquietandcontrolled,andthefactdisconcertedher。Shehadbeenreadytogivehimviolenceforviolence,butthiscalmacceptanceofthingsastheywereleftherwithoutaweapon。
  "Seehere,Charity——you’realwaystellingmeI’vegotnorightsoveryou。Theremightbetwowaysoflookingatthat——butIain’tgoingtoargueit。AllIknowisIraisedyouasgoodasIcould,andmeantfairlybyyoualwaysexceptonce,forabadhalf—hour。There’snojusticeinweighingthathalf—houragainsttherest,andyouknowit。Ifyouhadn’t,youwouldn’thavegoneonlivingundermyroof。Seemstomethefactofyourdoingthatgivesmesomesortofaright;therighttotryandkeepyououtoftrouble。I’mnotaskingyoutoconsideranyother。"
  Shelistenedinsilence,andthengaveaslightlaugh。"BetterwaittillI’mintrouble,"shesaid。Hepausedamoment,asifweighingherwords。
  "Isthatallyouranswer?"
  "Yes,that’sall。"
  "Well——I’llwait。"
  Heturnedawayslowly,butashedidsothethingshehadbeenwaitingforhappened;thedooropenedagainandHarneyentered。
  Hestoppedshortwithafaceofastonishment,andthen,quicklycontrollinghimself,wentuptoMr。Royallwithafranklook。
  "Haveyoucometoseeme,sir?"hesaidcoolly,throwinghiscaponthetablewithanairofproprietorship。
  Mr。Royallagainlookedslowlyabouttheroom;thenhiseyesturnedtotheyoungman。
  "Isthisyourhouse?"heinquired。
  Harneylaughed:"Well——asmuchasit’sanybody’s。I
  comeheretosketchoccasionally。"
  "AndtoreceiveMissRoyall’svisits?"
  "Whenshedoesmethehonour————"
  "Isthisthehomeyouproposetobringhertowhenyougetmarried?"
  Therewasanimmenseandoppressivesilence。Charity,quiveringwithanger,startedforward,andthenstoodsilent,toohumbledforspeech。Harney’seyeshaddroppedundertheoldman’sgaze;butheraisedthempresently,andlookingsteadilyatMr。Royall,said:"MissRoyallisnotachild。Isn’titratherabsurdtotalkofherasifshewere?Ibelievesheconsidersherselffreetocomeandgoasshepleases,withoutanyquestionsfromanyone。"Hepausedandadded:"I’mreadytoansweranyshewishestoaskme。"
  Mr。Royallturnedtoher。"Askhimwhenhe’sgoingtomarryyou,then————"Therewasanothersilence,andhelaughedinhisturn——abrokenlaugh,withascrapingsoundinit。"Youdarsn’t!"heshoutedoutwithsuddenpassion。HewentcloseuptoCharity,hisrightarmlifted,notinmenacebutintragicexhortation。
  "Youdarsn’t,andyouknowit——andyouknowwhy!"Heswungbackagainupontheyoungman。"Andyouknowwhyyouain’taskedhertomarryyou,andwhyyoudon’tmeanto。It’sbecauseyouhadn’tneedto;noranyothermaneither。I’mtheonlyonethatwasfoolenoughnottoknowthat;andIguessnobody’llrepeatmymistake——notinEagleCounty,anyhow。Theyallknowwhatsheis,andwhatshecamefrom。TheyallknowhermotherwasawomanofthetownfromNettleton,thatfollowedoneofthoseMountainfellowsuptohisplaceandlivedtherewithhimlikeaheathen。Isawhertheresixteenyearsago,whenIwenttobringthischilddown。Iwenttosaveherfromthekindoflifehermotherwasleading——butI’dbetterhaveleftherinthekennelshecamefrom……"Hepausedandstareddarklyatthetwoyoungpeople,andoutbeyondthem,atthemenacingMountainwithitsrimoffire;thenhesatdownbesidethetableonwhichtheyhadsooftenspreadtheirrusticsupper,andcoveredhisfacewithhishands。Harneyleanedinthewindow,afrownonhisface:hewastwirlingbetweenhisfingersasmallpackagethatdangledfromaloopofstring……CharityheardMr。Royalldrawahardbreathortwo,andhisshouldersshookalittle。Presentlyhestoodupandwalkedacrosstheroom。Hedidnotlookagainattheyoungpeople:theysawhimfeelhiswaytothedoorandfumbleforthelatch;andthenhewentoutintothedarkness。
  Afterhehadgonetherewasalongsilence。CharitywaitedforHarneytospeak;butheseemedatfirstnottofindanythingtosay。Atlengthhebrokeoutirrelevantly:"Iwonderhowhefoundout?"
  Shemadenoanswerandhetosseddownthepackagehehadbeenholding,andwentuptoher。
  "I’msosorry,dear……thatthisshouldhavehappened……"
  Shethrewherheadbackproudly。"Iain’teverbeensorry——notaminute!"
  "No。"
  Shewaitedtobecaughtintohisarms,butheturnedawayfromherirresolutely。ThelastglowwasgonefrombehindtheMountain。Everythingintheroomhadturnedgreyandindistinct,andanautumnaldampnesscreptupfromthehollowbelowtheorchard,layingitscoldtouchontheirflushedfaces。Harneywalkedthelengthoftheroom,andthenturnedbackandsatdownatthetable。
  "Come,"hesaidimperiously。
  Shesatdownbesidehim,andheuntiedthestringaboutthepackageandspreadoutapileofsandwiches。
  "Istolethemfromthelove—feastatHamblin,"hesaidwithalaugh,pushingthemovertoher。Shelaughedtoo,andtookone,andbegantoeat"Didn’tyoumakethetea?"
  "No,"shesaid。"Iforgot————"
  "Oh,well——it’stoolatetoboilthewaternow。"Hesaidnothingmore,andsittingoppositetoeachothertheywentonsilentlyeatingthesandwiches。Darknesshaddescendedinthelittleroom,andHarney’sfacewasadimblurtoCharity。Suddenlyheleanedacrossthetableandlaidhishandonhers。
  "Ishallhavetogooffforawhile——amonthortwo,perhaps——toarrangesomethings;andthenI’llcomeback……andwe’llgetmarried。"
  Hisvoiceseemedlikeastranger’s:nothingwasleftinitofthevibrationssheknew。Herhandlayinertlyunderhis,andsheleftitthere,andraisedherhead,tryingtoanswerhim。Butthewordsdiedinherthroat。Theysatmotionless,intheirattitudeofconfidentendearment,asifsomestrangedeathhadsurprisedthem。AtlengthHarneysprangtohisfeetwithaslightshiver。"God!it’sdamp——wecouldn’thavecomeheremuchlonger。"Hewenttotheshelf,tookdownatincandle—stickandlitthecandle;thenheproppedanunhingedshutteragainsttheemptywindow—
  frameandputthecandleonthetable。Itthrewaqueershadowonhisfrowningforehead,andmadethesmileonhislipsagrimace。
  "Butit’sbeengood,though,hasn’tit,Charity?……What’sthematter——whydoyoustandtherestaringatme?Haven’tthedaysherebeengood?"Hewentuptoherandcaughthertohisbreast。"Andthere’llbeothers——lotsofothers……jollier……evenjollier……won’tthere,darling?"
  Heturnedherheadback,feelingforthecurveofherthroatbelowtheear,andkissingherethere,andonthehairandeyesandlips。Sheclungtohimdesperately,andashedrewhertohiskneesonthecouchshefeltasiftheywerebeingsuckeddowntogetherintosomebottomlessabyss。
  XV
  Thatnight,asusual,theysaidgood—byeatthewood’sedge。
  Harneywastoleavethenextmorningearly。HeaskedCharitytosaynothingoftheirplanstillhisreturn,and,strangelyeventoherself,shewasgladofthepostponement。Aleadenweightofshamehungonher,benumbingeveryothersensation,andshebadehimgood—
  byewithhardlyasignofemotion。Hisreiteratedpromisestoreturnseemedalmostwounding。Shehadnodoubtthatheintendedtocomeback;herdoubtswerefardeeperandlessdefinable。
  Sincethefancifulvisionofthefuturethathadflittedthroughherimaginationattheirfirstmeetingshehadhardlyeverthoughtofhismarryingher。Shehadnothadtoputthethoughtfromhermind;ithadnotbeenthere。Ifevershelookedaheadshefeltinstinctivelythatthegulfbetweenthemwastoodeep,andthatthebridgetheirpassionhadflungacrossitwasasinsubstantialasarainbow。Butsheseldomlookedahead;eachdaywassorichthatitabsorbedher……Nowherfirstfeelingwasthateverythingwouldbedifferent,andthatsheherselfwouldbeadifferentbeingtoHarney。Insteadofremainingseparateandabsolute,shewouldbecomparedwithotherpeople,andunknownthingswouldbeexpectedofher。Shewastooproudtobeafraid,butthefreedomofherspiritdrooped……
  Harneyhadnotfixedanydateforhisreturn;hehadsaidhewouldhavetolookaboutfirst,andsettlethings。Hehadpromisedtowriteassoonastherewasanythingdefinitetosay,andhadleftherhisaddress,andaskedhertowritealso。Buttheaddressfrightenedher。ItwasinNewYork,ataclubwithalongnameinFifthAvenue:itseemedtoraiseaninsurmountablebarrierbetweenthem。Onceortwice,inthefirstdays,shegotoutasheetofpaper,andsatlookingatit,andtryingtothinkwhattosay;butshehadthefeelingthatherletterwouldneverreachitsdestination。ShehadneverwrittentoanyonefartherawaythanHepburn。
  Harney’sfirstlettercameafterhehadbeengoneabouttendays。Itwastenderbutgrave,andborenoresemblancetothegaylittlenoteshehadsentherbythefreckledboyfromCrestonRiver。Hespokepositivelyofhisintentionofcomingback,butnamednodate,andremindedCharityoftheiragreementthattheirplansshouldnotbedivulgedtillhehadhadtimeto"settlethings。"Whenthatwouldbehecouldnotyetforesee;butshecouldcountonhisreturningassoonasthewaywasclear。
  Shereadtheletterwithastrangesenseofitscomingfromimmeasurabledistancesandhavinglostmostofitsmeaningontheway;andinreplyshesenthimacolouredpostcardofCrestonFalls,onwhichshewrote:
  "WithlovefromCharity。"Shefeltthepitifulinadequacyofthis,andunderstood,withasenseofdespair,thatinherinabilitytoexpressherselfshemustgivehimanimpressionofcoldnessandreluctance;
  butshecouldnothelpit。ShecouldnotforgetthathehadneverspokentoherofmarriagetillMr。Royallhadforcedthewordfromhislips;thoughshehadnothadthestrengthtoshakeoffthespellthatboundhertohimshehadlostallspontaneityoffeeling,andseemedtoherselftobepassivelyawaitingafateshecouldnotavert。
  ShehadnotseenMr。Royallonherreturntotheredhouse。ThemorningafterherpartingfromHarney,whenshecamedownfromherroom,VerenatoldherthatherguardianhadgoneofftoWorcesterandPortland。
  Itwasthetimeofyearwhenheusuallyreportedtotheinsuranceagenciesherepresented,andtherewasnothingunusualinhisdepartureexceptitssuddenness。
  Shethoughtlittleabouthim,excepttobegladhewasnotthere……
  Shekepttoherselfforthefirstdays,whileNorthDormerwasrecoveringfromitsbriefplungeintopublicity,andthesubsidingagitationleftherunnoticed。ButthefaithfulAllycouldnotbelongavoided。ForthefirstfewdaysafterthecloseoftheOldHomeWeekfestivitiesCharityescapedherbyroamingthehillsalldaywhenshewasnotatherpostinthelibrary;butafterthataperiodofrainsetin,andonepouringafternoon,Ally,surethatshewouldfindherfriendindoors,camearoundtotheredhousewithhersewing。
  ThetwogirlssatupstairsinCharity’sroom。Charity,heridlehandsinherlap,wassunkinakindofleadendream,throughwhichshewasonlyhalf—consciousofAlly,whosatoppositeherinalowrush—bottomedchair,herworkpinnedtoherknee,andherthinlipspursedupasshebentaboveit。
  "Itwasmyidearunningaribbonthroughthegauging,"
  shesaidproudly,drawingbacktocontemplatetheblouseshewastrimming。"It’sforMissBalch:shewasawfullypleased。"Shepausedandthenadded,withaqueertremorinherpipingvoice:"Idarsn’thavetoldherIgottheideafromoneIsawonJulia。"
  Charityraisedhereyeslistlessly。"DoyoustillseeJuliasometimes?"
  Allyreddened,asiftheallusionhadescapedherunintentionally。"Oh,itwasalongtimeagoIseenherwiththosegaugings……"
  Silencefellagain,andAllypresentlycontinued:"MissBalchleftmeawholelotofthingstodooverthistime。"
  "Why——hasshegone?"Charityinquiredwithaninnerstartofapprehension。
  "Didn’tyouknow?ShewentoffthemorningaftertheyhadthecelebrationatHamblin。IseenherdrivebyearlywithMr。Harney。"
  Therewasanothersilence,measuredbythesteadytickoftherainagainstthewindow,and,atintervals,bythesnippingsoundofAlly’sscissors。
  Allygaveameditativelaugh。"Doyouknowwhatshetoldmebeforeshewentaway?ShetoldmeshewasgoingtosendformetocomeovertoSpringfieldandmakesomethingsforherwedding。"
  CharityagainliftedherheavylidsandstaredatAlly’spalepointedface,whichmovedtoandfroabovehermovingfingers。
  "Isshegoingtogetmarried?"
  Allylettheblousesinktoherknee,andsatgazingatit。Herlipsseemedsuddenlydry,andshemoistenedthemalittlewithhertongue。
  "Why,Ipresumeso……fromwhatshesaid……Didn’tyouknow?"
  "WhyshouldIknow?"
  Allydidnotanswer。Shebentabovetheblouse,andbeganpickingoutabastingthreadwiththepointofthescissors。
  "WhyshouldIknow?"Charityrepeatedharshly。
  "Ididn’tknowbutwhat……folksheresayshe’sengagedtoMr。Harney。"
  Charitystoodupwithalaugh,andstretchedherarmslazilyaboveherhead。
  "Ifallthepeoplegotmarriedthatfolkssayaregoingtoyou’dhaveyourtimefullmakingwedding—
  dresses,"shesaidironically。
  "Why——don’tyoubelieveit?"Allyventured。
  "ItwouldnotmakeittrueifIdid——norpreventitifIdidn’t。"
  "That’sso……IonlyknowIseenhercryingthenightofthepartybecauseherdressdidn’tsetright。Thatwaswhyshewouldn’tdanceany……"
  CharitystoodabsentlygazingdownatthelacygarmentonAlly’sknee。Abruptlyshestoopedandsnatcheditup。
  "Well,Iguessshewon’tdanceinthiseither,"shesaidwithsuddenviolence;andgraspingtheblouseinherstrongyounghandsshetoreitintwoandflungthetatteredbitstothefloor。
  "Oh,Charity————"Allycried,springingup。Foralongintervalthetwogirlsfacedeachotheracrosstheruinedgarment。Allyburstintotears。
  "Oh,what’llIsaytoher?What’llIdo?Itwasreallace!"shewailedbetweenherpipingsobs。
  Charityglaredatherunrelentingly。"You’doughtn’ttohavebroughtithere,"shesaid,breathingquickly。
  "Ihateotherpeople’sclothes——it’sjustasiftheywastherethemselves。"Thetwostaredateachotheragainoverthisavowal,tillCharitybroughtout,inagaspofanguish:"Oh,go——go——go——orI’llhateyoutoo……"
  WhenAllylefther,shefellsobbingacrossherbed。
  Thelongstormwasfollowedbyanorth—westgale,andwhenitwasover,thehillstookontheirfirstumbertints,theskygrewmoredenselyblue,andthebigwhitecloudslayagainstthehillslikesnow—banks。Thefirstcrispmaple—leavesbegantospinacrossMissHatchard’slawn,andtheVirginiacreeperontheMemorialsplashedthewhiteporchwithscarlet。ItwasagoldentriumphantSeptember。DaybydaytheflameoftheVirginiacreeperspreadtothehillsidesinwiderwavesofcarmineandcrimson,thelarchesglowedlikethethinyellowhaloaboutafire,themaplesblazedandsmouldered,andtheblackhemlocksturnedtoindigoagainsttheincandescenceoftheforest。
  Thenightswerecold,withadryglitterofstarssohighupthattheyseemedsmallerandmorevivid。
  Sometimes,asCharitylaysleeplessonherbedthroughthelonghours,shefeltasthoughshewereboundtothosewheelingfiresandswingingwiththemaroundthegreatblackvault。Atnightsheplannedmanythings……itwasthenshewrotetoHarney。Buttheletterswereneverputonpaper,forshedidnotknowhowtoexpresswhatshewantedtotellhim。Soshewaited。SincehertalkwithAllyshehadfeltsurethatHarneywasengagedtoAnnabelBalch,andthattheprocessof"settlingthings"wouldinvolvethebreakingofthistie。Herfirstrageofjealousyover,shefeltnofearonthisscore。ShewasstillsurethatHarneywouldcomeback,andshewasequallysurethat,forthemomentatleast,itwasshewhomhelovedandnotMissBalch。Yetthegirl,noless,remainedarival,sincesherepresentedallthethingsthatCharityfeltherselfmostincapableofunderstandingorachieving。