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第5章

  "Now——now!"thesamevoicesaidexcitedly;andCharity,graspingthehatonherknee,crushedittightintheefforttorestrainherrapture。
  Foramomentthenightseemedtogrowmoreimpenetrablyblack;thenagreatpicturestoodoutagainstitlikeaconstellation。Itwassurmountedbyagoldenscrollbearingtheinscription,"WashingtoncrossingtheDelaware,"andacrossafloodofmotionlessgoldenripplestheNationalHeropassed,erect,solemnandgigantic,standingwithfoldedarmsinthesternofaslowlymovinggoldenboat。
  Along"Oh—h—h"burstfromthespectators:thestandcreakedandshookwiththeirblissfultrepidations。
  "Oh—h—h,"Charitygasped:shehadforgottenwhereshewas,hadatlastforgottenevenHarney’snearness。Sheseemedtohavebeencaughtupintothestars……
  Thepicturevanishedanddarknesscamedown。Intheobscurityshefeltherheadclaspedbytwohands:herfacewasdrawnbackward,andHarney’slipswerepressedonhers。Withsuddenvehemencehewoundhisarmsabouther,holdingherheadagainsthisbreastwhileshegavehimbackhiskisses。AnunknownHarneyhadrevealedhimself,aHarneywhodominatedherandyetoverwhomshefeltherselfpossessedofanewmysteriouspower。
  Butthecrowdwasbeginningtomove,andhehadtoreleaseher。"Come,"hesaidinaconfusedvoice。Hescrambledoverthesideofthestand,andholdinguphisarmcaughtherasshesprangtotheground。Hepassedhisarmaboutherwaist,steadyingheragainstthedescendingrushofpeople;andsheclungtohim,speechless,exultant,asifallthecrowdingandconfusionaboutthemwereamerevainstirringoftheair。
  "Come,"herepeated,"wemusttrytomakethetrolley。"
  Hedrewheralong,andshefollowed,stillinherdream。Theywalkedasiftheywereone,soisolatedinecstasythatthepeoplejostlingthemoneverysideseemedimpalpable。Butwhentheyreachedtheterminustheilluminatedtrolleywasalreadyclangingonitsway,itsplatformsblackwithpassengers。Thecarswaitingbehinditwereasthicklypacked;andthethrongabouttheterminuswassodensethatitseemedhopelesstostruggleforaplace。
  "LasttripuptheLake,"amegaphonebellowedfromthewharf;andthelightsofthelittlesteam—boatcamedancingoutofthedarkness。
  "Nousewaitinghere;shallwerunuptheLake?"Harneysuggested。
  Theypushedtheirwaybacktotheedgeofthewaterjustasthegang—plankloweredfromthewhitesideoftheboat。Theelectriclightattheendofthewharfflashedfullonthedescendingpassengers,andamongthemCharitycaughtsightofJuliaHawes,herwhitefeatheraskew,andthefaceunderitflushedwithcoarselaughter。Asshesteppedfromthegang—plankshestoppedshort,herdark—ringedeyesdartingmalice。
  "Hullo,CharityRoyall!"shecalledout;andthen,lookingbackoverhershoulder:"Didn’tItellyouitwasafamilyparty?Here’sgrandpa’slittledaughtercometotakehimhome!"
  Asniggerranthroughthegroup;andthen,toweringabovethem,andsteadyinghimselfbythehand—railinadesperateeffortaterectness,Mr。Royallsteppedstifflyashore。Liketheyoungmenoftheparty,heworeasecretsocietyembleminthebuttonholeofhisblackfrock—coat。HisheadwascoveredbyanewPanamahat,andhisnarrowblacktie,halfundone,dangleddownonhisrumpledshirt—front。Hisface,alividbrown,withredblotchesofangerandlipssunkeninlikeanoldman’s,wasalamentableruininthesearchingglare。
  HewasjustbehindJuliaHawes,andhadonehandonherarm;butasheleftthegang—plankhefreedhimself,andmovedasteportwoawayfromhiscompanions。HehadseenCharityatonce,andhisglancepassedslowlyfromhertoHarney,whosearmwasstillabouther。Hestoodstaringatthem,andtryingtomasterthesenilequiverofhislips;thenhedrewhimselfupwiththetremulousmajestyofdrunkenness,andstretchedouthisarm。
  "Youwhore——youdamn——bare—headedwhore,you!"heenunciatedslowly。
  Therewasascreamoftipsylaughterfromtheparty,andCharityinvoluntarilyputherhandstoherhead。
  Sherememberedthatherhathadfallenfromherlapwhenshejumpeduptoleavethestand;andsuddenlyshehadavisionofherself,hatless,dishevelled,withaman’sarmabouther,confrontingthatdrunkencrew,headedbyherguardian’spitiablefigure。Thepicturefilledherwithshame。ShehadknownsincechildhoodaboutMr。Royall’s"habits":hadseenhim,asshewentuptobed,sittingmoroselyinhisoffice,abottleathiselbow;orcominghome,heavyandquarrelsome,fromhisbusinessexpeditionstoHepburnorSpringfield;buttheideaofhisassociatinghimselfpubliclywithabandofdisreputablegirlsandbar—roomloaferswasnewanddreadfultoher。
  "Oh————"shesaidinagaspofmisery;andreleasingherselffromHarney’sarmshewentstraightuptoMr。
  Royall。
  "Youcomehomewithme——youcomerighthomewithme,"
  shesaidinalowsternvoice,asifshehadnotheardhisapostrophe;andoneofthegirlscalledout:"Say,howmanyfellersdoesshewant?"
  Therewasanotherlaugh,followedbyapauseofcuriosity,duringwhichMr。RoyallcontinuedtoglareatCharity。Atlengthhistwitchinglipsparted。"I
  said,’You——damn——whore!’"herepeatedwithprecision,steadyinghimselfonJulia’sshoulder。
  Laughsandjeerswerebeginningtospringupfromthecircleofpeoplebeyondtheirgroup;andavoicecalledoutfromthegangway:"Now,then,steplivelythere——allABOARD!"Thepressureofapproachinganddepartingpassengersforcedtheactorsintherapidsceneapart,andpushedthembackintothethrong。
  CharityfoundherselfclingingtoHarney’sarmandsobbingdesperately。Mr。Royallhaddisappeared,andinthedistancesheheardtherecedingsoundofJulia’slaugh。
  Theboat,ladentothetaffrail,waspuffingawayonherlasttrip。
  XI
  ATtwoo’clockinthemorningthefreckledboyfromCrestonstoppedhissleepyhorseatthedooroftheredhouse,andCharitygotout。HarneyhadtakenleaveofheratCrestonRiver,chargingtheboytodriveherhome。Hermindwasstillinafogofmisery,andshedidnotrememberveryclearlywhathadhappened,orwhattheysaidtoeachother,duringtheinterminableintervalsincetheirdeparturefromNettleton;butthesecretiveinstinctoftheanimalinpainwassostronginherthatshehadasenseofreliefwhenHarneygotoutandshedroveonalone。
  ThefullmoonhungoverNorthDormer,whiteningthemistthatfilledthehollowsbetweenthehillsandfloatedtransparentlyabovethefields。Charitystoodamomentatthegate,lookingoutintothewaningnight。Shewatchedtheboydriveoff,hishorse’sheadwaggingheavilytoandfro;thenshewentaroundtothekitchendoorandfeltunderthematforthekey。Shefoundit,unlockedthedoorandwentin。Thekitchenwasdark,butshediscoveredaboxofmatches,litacandleandwentupstairs。Mr。Royall’sdoor,oppositehers,stoodopenonhisunlitroom;evidentlyhehadnotcomeback。Shewentintoherroom,boltedherdoorandbeganslowlytountietheribbonaboutherwaist,andtotakeoffherdress。Underthebedshesawthepaperbaginwhichshehadhiddenhernewhatfrominquisitiveeyes……
  Shelayforalongtimesleeplessonherbed,staringupatthemoonlightonthelowceiling;dawnwasintheskywhenshefellasleep,andwhenshewokethesunwasonherface。
  Shedressedandwentdowntothekitchen。Verenawastherealone:sheglancedatCharitytranquilly,withherolddeaf—lookingeyes。TherewasnosignofMr。
  Royallaboutthehouseandthehourspassedwithouthisreappearing。Charityhadgoneuptoherroom,andsattherelistlessly,herhandsonherlap。Puffsofsultryairfannedherdimitywindowcurtainsandfliesbuzzedstiflinglyagainstthebluishpanes。
  Atoneo’clockVerenahobbleduptoseeifshewerenotcomingdowntodinner;butsheshookherhead,andtheoldwomanwentaway,saying:"I’llcoverup,then。"
  Thesunturnedandleftherroom,andCharityseatedherselfinthewindow,gazingdownthevillagestreetthroughthehalf—openedshutters。Notathoughtwasinhermind;itwasjustadarkwhirlpoolofcrowdingimages;andshewatchedthepeoplepassingalongthestreet,DanTargatt’steamhaulingaloadofpine—
  trunksdowntoHepburn,thesexton’soldwhitehorsegrazingonthebankacrosstheway,asifshelookedatthesefamiliarsightsfromtheothersideofthegrave。
  ShewasrousedfromherapathybyseeingAllyHawescomeoutoftheFrys’gateandwalkslowlytowardtheredhousewithherunevenlimpingstep。AtthesightCharityrecoveredherseveredcontactwithreality。ShedivinedthatAllywascomingtohearaboutherday:nooneelsewasinthesecretofthetriptoNettleton,andithadflatteredAllyprofoundlytobeallowedtoknowofit。
  Atthethoughtofhavingtoseeher,ofhavingtomeethereyesandanswerorevadeherquestions,thewholehorrorofthepreviousnight’sadventurerushedbackuponCharity。Whathadbeenafeverishnightmarebecameacoldandunescapablefact。PoorAlly,atthatmoment,representedNorthDormer,withallitsmeancuriosities,itsfurtivemalice,itsshamunconsciousnessofevil。Charityknewthat,althoughallrelationswithJuliaweresupposedtobesevered,thetender—heartedAllystillsecretlycommunicatedwithher;andnodoubtJuliawouldexultinthechanceofretailingthescandalofthewharf。Thestory,exaggeratedanddistorted,wasprobablyalreadyonitswaytoNorthDormer。
  Ally’sdraggingpacehadnotcarriedherfarfromtheFrys’gatewhenshewasstoppedbyoldMrs。Sollas,whowasagreattalker,andspokeveryslowlybecauseshehadneverbeenabletogetusedtohernewteethfromHepburn。Still,eventhisrespitewouldnotlastlong;
  inanothertenminutesAllywouldbeatthedoor,andCharitywouldhearhergreetingVerenainthekitchen,andthencallingupfromthefootofthestairs。
  Suddenlyitbecameclearthatflight,andinstantflight,wastheonlythingconceivable。Thelongingtoescape,togetawayfromfamiliarfaces,fromplaceswhereshewasknown,hadalwaysbeenstronginherinmomentsofdistress。Shehadachildishbeliefinthemiraculouspowerofstrangescenesandnewfacestotransformherlifeandwipeoutbittermemories。Butsuchimpulsesweremerefleetingwhimscomparedtothecoldresolvewhichnowpossessedher。Shefeltshecouldnotremainanhourlongerundertheroofofthemanwhohadpubliclydishonouredher,andfacetofacewiththepeoplewhowouldpresentlybegloatingoverallthedetailsofherhumiliation。
  HerpassingpityforMr。Royallhadbeenswallowedupinloathing:everythinginherrecoiledfromthedisgracefulspectacleofthedrunkenoldmanapostrophizingherinthepresenceofabandofloafersandstreet—walkers。Suddenly,vividly,sherelivedagainthehorriblemomentwhenhehadtriedtoforcehimselfintoherroom,andwhatshehadbeforesupposedtobeamadaberrationnowappearedtoherasavulgarincidentinadebauchedanddegradedlife。
  Whilethesethoughtswerehurryingthroughhershehaddraggedoutheroldcanvasschool—bag,andwasthrustingintoitafewarticlesofclothingandthelittlepacketoflettersshehadreceivedfromHarney。
  Fromunderherpincushionshetookthelibrarykey,andlaiditinfullview;thenshefeltatthebackofadrawerforthebluebroochthatHarneyhadgivenher。
  ShewouldnothavedaredtowearitopenlyatNorthDormer,butnowshefasteneditonherbosomasifitwereatalismantoprotectherinherflight。Thesepreparationshadtakenbutafewminutes,andwhentheywerefinishedAllyHaweswasstillattheFrys’cornertalkingtooldMrs。Sollas……
  Shehadsaidtoherself,asshealwayssaidinmomentsofrevolt:"I’llgototheMountain——I’llgobacktomyownfolks。"Shehadneverreallymeantitbefore;butnow,assheconsideredhercase,noothercourseseemedopen。Shehadneverlearnedanytradethatwouldhavegivenherindependenceinastrangeplace,andsheknewnooneinthebigtownsofthevalley,whereshemighthavehopedtofindemployment。MissHatchardwasstillaway;butevenhadshebeenatNorthDormershewasthelastpersontowhomCharitywouldhaveturned,sinceoneofthemotivesurginghertoflightwasthewishnottoseeLuciusHarney。TravellingbackfromNettleton,inthecrowdedbrightly—littrain,allexchangeofconfidencebetweenthemhadbeenimpossible;butduringtheirdrivefromHepburntoCrestonRivershehadgatheredfromHarney’ssnatchesofconsolatorytalk——againhamperedbythefreckledboy’spresence——thatheintendedtoseeherthenextday。Atthemomentshehadfoundavaguecomfortintheassurance;butinthedesolatelucidityofthehoursthatfollowedshehadcometoseetheimpossibilityofmeetinghimagain。Herdreamofcomradeshipwasover;andthesceneonthewharf——vileanddisgracefulasithadbeen——hadafterallshedthelightoftruthonherminuteofmadness。Itwasasifherguardian’swordshadstrippedherbareinthefaceofthegrinningcrowdandproclaimedtotheworldthesecretadmonitionsofherconscience。
  Shedidnotthinkthesethingsoutclearly;shesimplyfollowedtheblindpropulsionofherwretchedness。Shedidnotwant,everagain,toseeanyoneshehadknown;
  aboveall,shedidnotwanttoseeHarney……
  Sheclimbedthehill—pathbehindthehouseandstruckthroughthewoodsbyashort—cutleadingtotheCrestonroad。Alead—colouredskyhungheavilyoverthefields,andintheforestthemotionlessairwasstifling;butshepushedon,impatienttoreachtheroadwhichwastheshortestwaytotheMountain。
  Todoso,shehadtofollowtheCrestonroadforamileortwo,andgowithinhalfamileofthevillage;andshewalkedquickly,fearingtomeetHarney。Buttherewasnosignofhim,andshehadalmostreachedthebranchroadwhenshesawtheflanksofalargewhitetentprojectingthroughthetreesbytheroadside。ShesupposedthatitshelteredatravellingcircuswhichhadcometherefortheFourth;butasshedrewnearershesaw,overthefolded—backflap,alargesignbearingtheinscription,"GospelTent。"Theinteriorseemedtobeempty;butayoungmaninablackalpacacoat,hislankhairpartedoveraroundwhiteface,steppedfromundertheflapandadvancedtowardherwithasmile。
  "Sister,yourSaviourknowseverything。Won’tyoucomeinandlayyourguiltbeforeHim?"heaskedinsinuatingly,puttinghishandonherarm。
  Charitystartedbackandflushed。ForamomentshethoughttheevangelistmusthaveheardareportofthesceneatNettleton;thenshesawtheabsurdityofthesupposition。
  "Ion’ywish’tIhadanytolay!"sheretorted,withoneofherfierceflashesofself—derision;
  andtheyoungmanmurmured,aghast:"Oh,Sister,don’tspeakblasphemy……"
  Butshehadjerkedherarmoutofhishold,andwasrunningupthebranchroad,tremblingwiththefearofmeetingafamiliarface。Presentlyshewasoutofsightofthevillage,andclimbingintotheheartoftheforest。ShecouldnothopetodothefifteenmilestotheMountainthatafternoon;butsheknewofaplacehalf—waytoHamblinwhereshecouldsleep,andwherenoonewouldthinkoflookingforher。Itwasalittledesertedhouseonaslopeinoneofthelonelyriftsofthehills。Shehadseenitonce,yearsbefore,whenshehadgoneonanuttingexpeditiontothegroveofwalnutsbelowit。Thepartyhadtakenrefugeinthehousefromasuddenmountainstorm,andsherememberedthatBenSollas,wholikedfrighteninggirls,hadtoldthemthatitwassaidtobehaunted。
  Shewasgrowingfaintandtired,forshehadeatennothingsincemorning,andwasnotusedtowalkingsofar。Herheadfeltlightandshesatdownforamomentbytheroadside。Asshesattheresheheardtheclickofabicycle—bell,andstarteduptoplungebackintotheforest;butbeforeshecouldmovethebicyclehadsweptaroundthecurveoftheroad,andHarney,jumpingoff,wasapproachingherwithoutstretchedarms。
  "Charity!Whatonearthareyoudoinghere?"
  Shestaredasifhewereavision,sostartledbytheunexpectednessofhisbeingtherethatnowordscametoher。
  "Wherewereyougoing?HadyouforgottenthatIwascoming?"hecontinued,tryingtodrawhertohim;butsheshrankfromhisembrace。
  "Iwasgoingaway——Idon’twanttoseeyou——Iwantyoushouldleavemealone,"shebrokeoutwildly。
  Helookedatherandhisfacegrewgrave,asthoughtheshadowofapremonitionbrushedit。
  "Goingaway——fromme,Charity?"
  "Fromeverybody。Iwantyoushouldleaveme。"
  Hestoodglancingdoubtfullyupanddownthelonelyforestroadthatstretchedawayintosun—fleckeddistances。
  "Wherewereyougoing?’
  "Home。"
  "Home——thisway?"
  Shethrewherheadbackdefiantly。"Tomyhome——upyonder:totheMountain。"
  Asshespokeshebecameawareofachangeinhisface。Hewasnolongerlisteningtoher,hewasonlylookingather,withthepassionateabsorbedexpressionshehadseeninhiseyesaftertheyhadkissedonthestandatNettleton。HewasthenewHarneyagain,theHarneyabruptlyrevealedinthatembrace,whoseemedsopenetratedwiththejoyofherpresencethathewasutterlycarelessofwhatshewasthinkingorfeeling。
  Hecaughtherhandswithalaugh。"HowdoyousupposeIfoundyou?"hesaidgaily。Hedrewoutthelittlepacketofhislettersandflourishedthembeforeherbewilderedeyes。
  "Youdroppedthem,youimprudentyoungperson——droppedtheminthemiddleoftheroad,notfarfromhere;andtheyoungmanwhoisrunningtheGospeltentpickedthemupjustasIwasridingby。"Hedrewback,holdingheratarm’slength,andscrutinizinghertroubledfacewiththeminutesearchinggazeofhisshort—sightedeyes。
  "Didyoureallythinkyoucouldrunawayfromme?Youseeyouweren’tmeantto,"hesaid;andbeforeshecouldanswerhehadkissedheragain,notvehemently,buttenderly,almostfraternally,asifhehadguessedherconfusedpain,andwantedhertoknowheunderstoodit。Hewoundhisfingersthroughhers。
  "Comelet’swalkalittle。Iwanttotalktoyou。
  There’ssomuchtosay。"
  Hespokewithaboy’sgaiety,carelesslyandconfidently,asifnothinghadhappenedthatcouldshameorembarrassthem;andforamoment,inthesuddenreliefofherreleasefromlonelypain,shefeltherselfyieldingtohismood。Buthehadturned,andwasdrawingherbackalongtheroadbywhichshehadcome。Shestiffenedherselfandstoppedshort。
  "Iwon’tgoback,"shesaid。
  Theylookedateachotheramomentinsilence;thenheansweredgently:"Verywell:let’sgotheotherway,then。"
  Sheremainedmotionless,gazingsilentlyattheground,andhewenton:"Isn’tthereahouseupheresomewhere——
  alittleabandonedhouse——youmeanttoshowmesomeday?"Stillshemadenoanswer,andhecontinued,inthesametoneoftenderreassurance:"Letusgotherenowandsitdownandtalkquietly。"Hetookoneofthehandsthathungbyhersideandpressedhislipstothepalm。"DoyousupposeI’mgoingtoletyousendmeaway?DoyousupposeIdon’tunderstand?"
  Thelittleoldhouse——itswoodenwallssun—bleachedtoaghostlygray——stoodinanorchardabovetheroad。
  Thegardenpalingshadfallen,butthebrokengatedangledbetweenitsposts,andthepathtothehousewasmarkedbyrose—bushesrunwildandhangingtheirsmallpaleblossomsabovethecrowdinggrasses。
  Slenderpilastersandanintricatefan—lightframedtheopeningwherethedoorhadhung;andthedooritselflayrottinginthegrass,withanoldapple—treefallenacrossit。
  Inside,also,windandweatherhadblanchedeverythingtothesamewansilverytint;thehousewasasdryandpureastheinteriorofalong—emptyshell。Butitmusthavebeenexceptionallywellbuilt,forthelittleroomshadkeptsomethingoftheirhumanaspect:thewoodenmantelswiththeirneatclassicornamentswereinplace,andthecornersofoneceilingretainedalightfilmofplastertracery。
  Harneyhadfoundanoldbenchatthebackdooranddraggeditintothehouse。Charitysatonit,leaningherheadagainstthewallinastateofdrowsylassitude。Hehadguessedthatshewashungryandthirsty,andhadbroughthersometabletsofchocolatefromhisbicycle—bag,andfilledhisdrinking—cupfromaspringintheorchard;andnowhesatatherfeet,smokingacigarette,andlookingupatherwithoutspeaking。Outside,theafternoonshadowswerelengtheningacrossthegrass,andthroughtheemptywindow—framethatfacedhershesawtheMountainthrustingitsdarkmassagainstasultrysunset。Itwastimetogo。
  Shestoodup,andhesprangtohisfeetalso,andpassedhisarmthroughherswithanairofauthority。
  "Now,Charity,you’recomingbackwithme。"
  Shelookedathimandshookherhead。"Iain’tevergoingback。Youdon’tknow。"
  "Whatdon’tIknow?"Shewassilent,andhecontinued:
  "Whathappenedonthewharfwashorrible——it’snaturalyoushouldfeelasyoudo。Butitdoesn’tmakeanyrealdifference:youcan’tbehurtbysuchthings。Youmusttrytoforget。Andyoumusttrytounderstandthatmen……mensometimes……"
  "Iknowaboutmen。That’swhy。"
  Hecolouredalittleattheretort,asthoughithadtouchedhiminawayshedidnotsuspect。
  "Well,then……youmustknowonehastomakeallowances……He’dbeendrinking……"
  "Iknowallthat,too。I’veseenhimsobefore。Buthewouldn’thavedaredspeaktomethatwayifhehadn’t……"
  "Hadn’twhat?Whatdoyoumean?"
  "Hadn’twantedmetobelikethoseothergirls……"Sheloweredhervoiceandlookedawayfromhim。"So’s’thewouldn’thavetogoout……"
  Harneystaredather。Foramomenthedidnotseemtoseizehermeaning;thenhisfacegrewdark。"Thedamnedhound!Thevillainouslowhound!"Hiswrathblazedup,crimsoninghimtothetemples。"Ineverdreamed——goodGod,it’stoovile,"hebrokeoff,asifhisthoughtsrecoiledfromthediscovery。
  "Iwon’tnevergobackthere,"sherepeateddoggedly。
  "No————"heassented。
  Therewasalongintervalofsilence,duringwhichsheimaginedthathewassearchingherfaceformorelightonwhatshehadrevealedtohim;andaflushofshamesweptoverher。
  "Iknowthewayyoumustfeelaboutme,"shebrokeout,"……tellingyousuchthings……"
  Butoncemore,asshespoke,shebecameawarethathewasnolongerlistening。Hecamecloseandcaughthertohimasifheweresnatchingherfromsomeimminentperil:hisimpetuouseyeswereinhers,andshecouldfeelthehardbeatofhisheartasheheldheragainstit。
  "Kissmeagain——likelastnight,"hesaid,pushingherhairbackasiftodrawherwholefaceupintohiskiss。
  XII
  ONEafternoontowardtheendofAugustagroupofgirlssatinaroomatMissHatchard’sinagayconfusionofflags,turkey—red,blueandwhitepapermuslin,harvestsheavesandilluminatedscrolls。
  NorthDormerwaspreparingforitsOldHomeWeek。Thatformofsentimentaldecentralizationwasstillinitsearlystages,and,precedentsbeingfew,andthedesiretosetanexamplecontagious,thematterhadbecomeasubjectofprolongedandpassionatediscussionunderMissHatchard’sroof。TheincentivetothecelebrationhadcomeratherfromthosewhohadleftNorthDormerthanfromthosewhohadbeenobligedtostaythere,andtherewassomedifficultyinrousingthevillagetotheproperstateofenthusiasm。ButMissHatchard’spaleprimdrawing—roomwasthecentreofconstantcomingsandgoingsfromHepburn,Nettleton,Springfieldandevenmoredistantcities;andwheneveravisitorarrivedhewasledacrossthehall,andtreatedtoaglimpseofthegroupofgirlsdeepintheirprettypreparations。
  "Alltheoldnames……alltheoldnames……"MissHatchardwouldbeheard,tappingacrossthehallonhercrutches。"Targatt……Sollas……Fry:thisisMissOrmaFrysewingthestarsonthedraperyfortheorgan—loft。
  Don’tmove,girls……andthisisMissAllyHawes,ourcleverestneedle—woman……andMissCharityRoyallmakingourgarlandsofevergreen……Iliketheideaofitsallbeinghomemade,don’tyou?Wehaven’thadtocallinanyforeigntalent:myyoungcousinLuciusHarney,thearchitect——youknowhe’supherepreparingabookonColonialhouses——he’stakenthewholethinginhandsocleverly;butyoumustcomeandseehissketchforthestagewe’regoingtoputupintheTownHall。"
  OneofthefirstresultsoftheOldHomeWeekagitationhad,infact,beenthereappearanceofLuciusHarneyinthevillagestreet。Hehadbeenvaguelyspokenofasbeingnotfaroff,butforsomeweekspastnoonehadseenhimatNorthDormer,andtherewasarecentreportofhishavingleftCrestonRiver,wherehewassaidtohavebeenstaying,andgoneawayfromtheneighbourhoodforgood。SoonafterMissHatchard’sreturn,however,hecamebacktohisoldquartersinherhouse,andbegantotakealeadingpartintheplanningofthefestivities。Hethrewhimselfintotheideawithextraordinarygood—humour,andwassoprodigalofsketches,andsoinexhaustibleindevices,thathegaveanimmediateimpetustotheratherlanguidmovement,andinfectedthewholevillagewithhisenthusiasm。
  "Luciushassuchafeelingforthepastthathehasrousedusalltoasenseofourprivileges,"MissHatchardwouldsay,lingeringonthelastword,whichwasafavouriteone。Andbeforeleadinghervisitorbacktothedrawing—roomshewouldrepeat,forthehundredthtime,thatshesupposedhethoughtitveryboldoflittleNorthDormertostartupandhaveaHomeWeekofitsown,whensomanybiggerplaceshadn’tthoughtofityet;butthat,afterall,Associationscountedmorethanthesizeofthepopulation,didn’tthey?AndofcourseNorthDormerwassofullofAssociations……historic,literary(hereafilialsighforHonorius)andecclesiastical……heknewabouttheoldpewtercommunionserviceimportedfromEnglandin1769,shesupposed?Anditwassoimportant,inawealthymaterialisticage,tosettheexampleofrevertingtotheoldideals,thefamilyandthehomestead,andsoon。Thisperorationusuallycarriedherhalf—waybackacrossthehall,leavingthegirlstoreturntotheirinterruptedactivities。
  ThedayonwhichCharityRoyallwasweavinghemlockgarlandsfortheprocessionwasthelastbeforethecelebration。WhenMissHatchardcalledupontheNorthDormermaidenhoodtocollaborateinthefestalpreparationsCharityhadatfirstheldaloof;butithadbeenmadecleartoherthathernon—appearancemightexciteconjecture,and,reluctantly,shehadjoinedtheotherworkers。Thegirls,atfirstshyandembarrassed,andpuzzledastotheexactnatureoftheprojectedcommemoration,hadsoonbecomeinterestedintheamusingdetailsoftheirtask,andexcitedbythenoticetheyreceived。TheywouldnotfortheworldhavemissedtheirafternoonsatMissHatchard’s,and,whiletheycutoutandsewedanddrapedandpasted,theirtongueskeptupsuchanaccompanimenttothesewing—machinethatCharity’ssilencesheltereditselfunperceivedundertheirchatter。
  Inspiritshewasstillalmostunconsciousofthepleasantstirabouther。Sinceherreturntotheredhouse,ontheeveningofthedaywhenHarneyhadovertakenheronherwaytotheMountain,shehadlivedatNorthDormerasifsheweresuspendedinthevoid。
  ShehadcomebacktherebecauseHarney,afterappearingtoagreetotheimpossibilityofherdoingso,hadendedbypersuadingherthatanyothercoursewouldbemadness。ShehadnothingfurthertofearfromMr。
  Royall。Ofthisshehaddeclaredherselfsure,thoughshehadfailedtoadd,inhisexoneration,thathehadtwiceofferedtomakeherhiswife。Herhatredofhimmadeitimpossible,atthemoment,forhertosayanythingthatmightpartlyexcusehiminHarney’seyes。
  Harney,however,oncesatisfiedofhersecurity,hadfoundplentyofreasonsforurginghertoreturn。Thefirst,andthemostunanswerable,wasthatshehadnowhereelsetogo。Buttheoneonwhichhelaidthegreateststresswasthatflightwouldbeequivalenttoavowal。If——aswasalmostinevitable——rumoursofthescandaloussceneatNettletonshouldreachNorthDormer,howelsewouldherdisappearancebeinterpreted?Herguardianhadpubliclytakenawayhercharacter,andsheimmediatelyvanishedfromhishouse。Seekersaftermotivescouldhardlyfailtodrawanunkindconclusion。Butifshecamebackatonce,andwasseenleadingherusuallife,theincidentwasreducedtoitstrueproportions,astheoutbreakofadrunkenoldmanfuriousatbeingsurprisedindisreputablecompany。PeoplewouldsaythatMr。Royallhadinsultedhiswardtojustifyhimself,andthesordidtalewouldfallintoitsplaceinthechronicleofhisobscuredebaucheries。
  Charitysawtheforceoftheargument;butifsheacquiesceditwasnotsomuchbecauseofthatasbecauseitwasHarney’swish。SincethateveninginthedesertedhouseshecouldimaginenoreasonfordoingornotdoinganythingexceptthefactthatHarneywishedordidnotwishit。Allhertossingcontradictoryimpulsesweremergedinafatalisticacceptanceofhiswill。Itwasnotthatshefeltinhimanyascendancyofcharacter——thereweremomentsalreadywhensheknewshewasthestronger——butthatalltherestoflifehadbecomeamerecloudyrimaboutthecentralgloryoftheirpassion。Whenevershestoppedthinkingaboutthatforamomentshefeltasshesometimesdidafterlyingonthegrassandstaringuptoolongatthesky;hereyesweresofulloflightthateverythingaboutherwasablur。
  EachtimethatMissHatchard,inthecourseofherperiodicalincursionsintothework—room,droppedanallusiontoheryoungcousin,thearchitect,theeffectwasthesameonCharity。Thehemlockgarlandshewaswearingfelltoherkneesandshesatinakindoftrance。ItwassomanifestlyabsurdthatMissHatchardshouldtalkofHarneyinthatfamiliarpossessiveway,asifshehadanyclaimonhim,orknewanythingabouthim。She,CharityRoyall,wastheonlybeingonearthwhoreallyknewhim,knewhimfromthesolesofhisfeettotherumpledcrestofhishair,knewtheshiftinglightsinhiseyes,andtheinflexionsofhisvoice,andthethingshelikedanddisliked,andeverythingtherewastoknowabouthim,asminutelyandyetunconsciouslyasachildknowsthewallsoftheroomitwakesupineverymorning。Itwasthisfact,whichnobodyaboutherguessed,orwouldhaveunderstood,thatmadeherlifesomethingapartandinviolable,asifnothinghadanypowertohurtordisturbheraslongashersecretwassafe。
  TheroominwhichthegirlssatwastheonewhichhadbeenHarney’sbedroom。Hehadbeensentupstairs,tomakeroomfortheHomeWeekworkers;butthefurniturehadnotbeenmoved,andasCharitysatthereshehadperpetuallybeforeherthevisionshehadlookedinonfromthemidnightgarden。ThetableatwhichHarneyhadsatwastheoneaboutwhichthegirlsweregathered;andherownseatwasnearthebedonwhichshehadseenhimlying。Sometimes,whentheotherswerenotlooking,shebentoverasiftopickupsomething,andlaidhercheekforamomentagainstthepillow。
  Towardsunsetthegirlsdisbanded。Theirworkwasdone,andthenextmorningatdaylightthedraperiesandgarlandsweretobenailedup,andtheilluminatedscrollsputinplaceintheTownHall。ThefirstguestsweretodriveoverfromHepburnintimeforthemiddaybanquetunderatentinMissHatchard’sfield;
  andafterthattheceremoniesweretobegin。MissHatchard,palewithfatigueandexcitement,thankedheryoungassistants,andstoodintheporch,leaningonhercrutchesandwavingafarewellasshewatchedthemtroopawaydownthestreet。
  Charityhadslippedoffamongthefirst;butatthegatesheheardAllyHawescallingafterher,andreluctantlyturned。
  "Willyoucomeovernowandtryonyourdress?"
  Allyasked,lookingatherwithwistfuladmiration。"I
  wanttobesurethesleevesdon’truckupthesameastheydidyesterday。"
  Charitygazedatherwithdazzledeyes。"Oh,it’slovely,"shesaid,andhastenedawaywithoutlisteningtoAlly’sprotest。Shewantedherdresstobeasprettyastheothergirls’——wantedit,infact,tooutshinetherest,sinceshewastotakepartinthe"exercises"——butshehadnotimejustthentofixhermindonsuchmatters……
  Shespedupthestreettothelibrary,ofwhichshehadthekeyaboutherneck。Fromthepassageatthebackshedraggedforthabicycle,andguidedittotheedgeofthestreet。Shelookedabouttoseeifanyofthegirlswereapproaching;buttheyhaddriftedawaytogethertowardtheTownHall,andshesprangintothesaddleandturnedtowardtheCrestonroad。TherewasanalmostcontinualdescenttoCreston,andwithherfeetagainstthepedalsshefloatedthroughthestilleveningairlikeoneofthehawksshehadoftenwatchedslantingdownwardonmotionlesswings。TwentyminutesfromthetimewhenshehadleftMissHatchard’sdoorshewasturningupthewood—roadonwhichHarneyhadovertakenheronthedayofherflight;andafewminutesafterwardshehadjumpedfromherbicycleatthegateofthedesertedhouse。
  Inthegold—powderedsunsetitlookedmorethaneverlikesomefrailshelldriedandwashedbymanyseasons;
  butattheback,whitherCharityadvanced,drawingherbicycleafterher,thereweresignsofrecenthabitation。Aroughdoormadeofboardshunginthekitchendoorway,andpushingitopensheenteredaroomfurnishedinprimitivecampingfashion。Inthewindowwasatable,alsomadeofboards,withanearthenwarejarholdingabigbunchofwildasters,twocanvaschairsstoodnearby,andinonecornerwasamattresswithaMexicanblanketoverit。
  Theroomwasempty,andleaningherbicycleagainstthehouseCharityclambereduptheslopeandsatdownonarockunderanoldapple—tree。Theairwasperfectlystill,andfromwhereshesatshewouldbeabletohearthetinkleofabicycle—bellalongwaydowntheroad……
  ShewasalwaysgladwhenshegottothelittlehousebeforeHarney。Shelikedtohavetimetotakeineverydetailofitssecretsweetness——theshadowsoftheapple—treesswayingonthegrass,theoldwalnutsroundingtheirdomesbelowtheroad,themeadowsslopingwestwardintheafternoonlight——beforehisfirstkissblotteditallout。Everythingunrelatedtothehoursspentinthattranquilplacewasasfaintastheremembranceofadream。Theonlyrealitywasthewondrousunfoldingofhernewself,thereachingouttothelightofallhercontractedtendrils。Shehadlivedallherlifeamongpeoplewhosesensibilitiesseemedtohavewitheredforlackofuse;andmorewonderful,atfirst,thanHarney’sendearmentswerethewordsthatwereapartofthem。Shehadalwaysthoughtofloveassomethingconfusedandfurtive,andhemadeitasbrightandopenasthesummerair。
  OnthemorrowofthedaywhenshehadshownhimthewaytothedesertedhousehehadpackedupandleftCrestonRiverforBoston;butatthefirststationhehadjumpedonthetrainwithahand—bagandscrambledupintothehills。FortwogoldenrainlessAugustweekshehadcampedinthehouse,gettingeggsandmilkfromthesolitaryfarminthevalley,wherenooneknewhim,anddoinghiscookingoveraspirit—lamp。Hegotupeverydaywiththesun,tookaplungeinabrownpoolheknewof,andspentlonghourslyinginthescentedhemlock—woodsabovethehouse,orwanderingalongtheyokeoftheEagleRidge,farabovethemistybluevalleysthatsweptawayeastandwestbetweentheendlesshills。AndintheafternoonCharitycametohim。
  Withpartofwhatwasleftofhersavingsshehadhiredabicycleforamonth,andeverydayafterdinner,assoonasherguardianstartedtohisoffice,shehurriedtothelibrary,gotoutherbicycle,andflewdowntheCrestonroad。SheknewthatMr。Royall,likeeveryoneelseinNorthDormer,wasperfectlyawareofheracquisition:possiblyhe,aswellastherestofthevillage,knewwhatuseshemadeofit。Shedidnotcare:shefelthimtobesopowerlessthatifhehadquestionedhershewouldprobablyhavetoldhimthetruth。ButtheyhadneverspokentoeachothersincethenightonthewharfatNettleton。HehadreturnedtoNorthDormeronlyonthethirddayafterthatencounter,arrivingjustasCharityandVerenaweresittingdowntosupper。Hehaddrawnuphischair,takenhisnapkinfromtheside—boarddrawer,pulleditoutofitsring,andseatedhimselfasunconcernedlyasifhehadcomeinfromhisusualafternoonsessionatCarrickFry’s;andthelonghabitofthehouseholdmadeitseemalmostnaturalthatCharityshouldnotsomuchasraisehereyeswhenheentered。Shehadsimplylethimunderstandthathersilencewasnotaccidentalbyleavingthetablewhilehewasstilleating,andgoingupwithoutawordtoshutherselfintoherroom。
  AfterthatheformedthehabitoftalkingloudlyandgeniallytoVerenawheneverCharitywasintheroom;
  butotherwisetherewasnoapparentchangeintheirrelations。
  ShedidnotthinkconnectedlyofthesethingswhileshesatwaitingforHarney,buttheyremainedinhermindasasullenbackgroundagainstwhichhershorthourswithhimflamedoutlikeforestfires。Nothingelsemattered,neitherthegoodnorthebad,orwhatmighthaveseemedsobeforesheknewhim。Hehadcaughtherupandcarriedherawayintoanewworld,fromwhich,atstatedhours,theghostofhercamebacktoperformcertaincustomaryacts,butallsothinlyandinsubstantiallythatshesometimeswonderedthatthepeopleshewentaboutamongcouldseeher……
  BehindtheswarthyMountainthesunhadgonedowninwavelessgold。Fromapastureuptheslopeatinkleofcow—bellssounded;apuffofsmokehungoverthefarminthevalley,trailedonthepureairandwasgone。Forafewminutes,intheclearlightthatisallshadow,fieldsandwoodswereoutlinedwithanunrealprecision;thenthetwilightblottedthemout,andthelittlehouseturnedgrayandspectralunderitswizenedapple—branches。
  Charity’sheartcontracted。Thefirstfallofnightafteradayofradianceoftengaveherasenseofhiddenmenace:itwaslikelookingoutovertheworldasitwouldbewhenlovehadgonefromit。Shewonderedifsomedayshewouldsitinthatsameplaceandwatchinvainforherlover……
  Hisbicycle—bellsoundeddownthelane,andinaminuteshewasatthegateandhiseyeswerelaughinginhers。
  Theywalkedbackthroughthelonggrass,andpushedopenthedoorbehindthehouse。Theroomatfirstseemedquitedarkandtheyhadtogropetheirwayinhandinhand。Throughthewindow—frametheskylookedlightbycontrast,andabovetheblackmassofastersintheearthenjaronewhitestarglimmeredlikeamoth。
  "Therewassuchalottodoatthelastminute,"Harneywasexplaining,"andIhadtodrivedowntoCrestontomeetsomeonewhohascometostaywithmycousinfortheshow。"
  Hehadhisarmsabouther,andhiskisseswereinherhairandonherlips。Underhistouchthingsdeepdowninherstruggledtothelightandspranguplikeflowersinsunshine。Shetwistedherfingersintohis,andtheysatdownsidebysideontheimprovisedcouch。
  Shehardlyheardhisexcusesforbeinglate:inhisabsenceathousanddoubtstormentedher,butassoonasheappearedsheceasedtowonderwherehehadcomefrom,whathaddelayedhim,whohadkepthimfromher。