VIII
OntheeveningofthedayofAlexandra’scallattheShabatas’,aheavyrainsetin。FranksatupuntilalatehourreadingtheSundaynewspa—
pers。OneoftheGouldswasgettingadivorce,andFranktookitasapersonalaffront。Inprintingthestoryoftheyoungman’smar—
italtroubles,theknowingeditorgaveasuffi—
cientlycoloredaccountofhiscareer,statingtheamountofhisincomeandthemannerinwhichhewassupposedtospendit。FrankreadEnglishslowly,andthemorehereadaboutthisdivorcecase,theangrierhegrew。Atlasthethrewdownthepagewithasnort。Heturnedtohisfarm—handwhowasreadingtheotherhalfofthepaper。
"ByGod!ifIhavethatyoungfellerindehayfieldonce,Ishowhimsometing。Listenherewhathedowithismoney。"AndFrankbeganthecatalogueoftheyoungman’sreputedextravagances。
Mariesighed。ShethoughtithardthattheGoulds,forwhomshehadnothingbutgoodwill,shouldmakehersomuchtrouble。ShehatedtoseetheSundaynewspaperscomeintothehouse。Frankwasalwaysreadingaboutthedoingsofrichpeopleandfeelingoutraged。Hehadaninexhaustiblestockofstoriesabouttheircrimesandfollies,howtheybribedthecourtsandshotdowntheirbutlerswithimpunitywhenevertheychose。FrankandLouBergsonhadverysimilarideas,andtheyweretwoofthepoliticalagitatorsofthecounty。
Thenextmorningbrokeclearandbrilliant,butFranksaidthegroundwastoowettoplough,sohetookthecartanddroveovertoSainte—AgnestospendthedayatMosesMar—
cel’ssaloon。Afterhewasgone,Mariewentouttothebackporchtobeginherbutter—making。A
briskwindhadcomeupandwasdrivingpuffywhitecloudsacrossthesky。Theorchardwassparklingandripplinginthesun。Mariestoodlookingtowarditwistfully,herhandonthelidofthechurn,whensheheardasharpringintheair,themerrysoundofthewhetstoneonthescythe。Thatinvitationdecidedher。Sheranintothehouse,putonashortskirtandapairofherhusband’sboots,caughtupatinpailandstartedfortheorchard。Emilhadalreadybe—
gunworkandwasmowingvigorously。Whenhesawhercoming,hestoppedandwipedhisbrow。
Hisyellowcanvasleggingsandkhakitrousersweresplashedtotheknees。
"Don’tletmedisturbyou,Emil。I’mgoingtopickcherries。Isn’teverythingbeautifulaftertherain?Oh,butI’mgladtogetthisplacemowed!WhenIhearditraininginthenight,Ithoughtmaybeyouwouldcomeanddoitformeto—day。Thewindwakenedme。
Didn’titblowdreadfully?Justsmellthewildroses!Theyarealwayssospicyafterarain。
Weneverhadsomanyoftheminherebefore。
Isupposeit’sthewetseason。Willyouhavetocutthem,too?"
"IfIcutthegrass,Iwill,"Emilsaidteas—
ingly。"What’sthematterwithyou?Whatmakesyousoflighty?"
"AmIflighty?Isupposethat’sthewetsea—
son,too,then。It’sexcitingtoseeeverythinggrowingsofast,——andtogetthegrasscut!
Pleaseleavetherosestilllast,ifyoumustcutthem。Oh,Idon’tmeanallofthem,Imeanthatlowplacedownbymytree,wheretherearesomany。Aren’tyousplashed!Lookatthespider—websalloverthegrass。Good—bye。
I’llcallyouifIseeasnake。"
ShetrippedawayandEmilstoodlookingafterher。Inafewmomentsheheardthecher—
riesdroppingsmartlyintothepail,andhebegantoswinghisscythewiththatlong,evenstrokethatfewAmericanboyseverlearn。
Mariepickedcherriesandsangsoftlytoherself,strippingoneglitteringbranchafteranother,shiveringwhenshecaughtashowerofrain—
dropsonherneckandhair。AndEmilmowedhiswayslowlydowntowardthecherrytrees。
ThatsummertherainshadbeensomanyandopportunethatitwasalmostmorethanShabataandhismancoulddotokeepupwiththecorn;theorchardwasaneglectedwilder—
ness。Allsortsofweedsandherbsandflowershadgrownupthere;splotchesofwildlarkspur,palegreen—and—whitespikesofhoarhound,plantationsofwildcotton,tanglesoffoxtailandwildwheat。Southoftheapricottrees,cor—
neringonthewheatfield,wasFrank’salfalfa,wheremyriadsofwhiteandyellowbutterflieswerealwaysflutteringabovethepurpleblos—
soms。WhenEmilreachedthelowercornerbythehedge,Mariewassittingunderherwhitemulberrytree,thepailfulofcherriesbesideher,lookingoffatthegentle,tirelessswellingofthewheat。
"Emil,"shesaidsuddenly——hewasmowingquietlyaboutunderthetreesoasnottodisturbher——"whatreligiondidtheSwedeshaveawayback,beforetheywereChristians?"
Emilpausedandstraightenedhisback。"I
don’tknow。AboutliketheGermans’,wasn’tit?"
Mariewentonasifshehadnotheardhim。
"TheBohemians,youknow,weretreewor—
shipersbeforethemissionariescame。Fathersaysthepeopleinthemountainsstilldoqueerthings,sometimes,——theybelievethattreesbringgoodorbadluck。"
Emillookedsuperior。"Dothey?Well,whicharetheluckytrees?I’dliketoknow。"
"Idon’tknowallofthem,butIknowlindensare。Theoldpeopleinthemountainsplantlindenstopurifytheforest,andtodoawaywiththespellsthatcomefromtheoldtreestheysayhavelastedfromheathentimes。
I’magoodCatholic,butIthinkIcouldgetalongwithcaringfortrees,ifIhadn’tanythingelse。"
"That’sapoorsaying,"saidEmil,stoopingovertowipehishandsinthewetgrass。
"Whyisit?IfIfeelthatway,Ifeelthatway。Iliketreesbecausetheyseemmoreresignedtothewaytheyhavetolivethanotherthingsdo。IfeelasifthistreeknowseverythingIeverthinkofwhenIsithere。
WhenIcomebacktoit,Ineverhavetore—
minditofanything;IbeginjustwhereIleftoff。"
Emilhadnothingtosaytothis。Hereachedupamongthebranchesandbegantopickthesweet,insipidfruit,——longivory—coloredber—
ries,tippedwithfaintpink,likewhitecoral,thatfalltothegroundunheededallsummerthrough。Hedroppedahandfulintoherlap。
"DoyoulikeMr。Linstrum?"Marieaskedsuddenly。
"Yes。Don’tyou?"
"Oh,eversomuch;onlyheseemskindofstaidandschool—teachery。But,ofcourse,heisolderthanFrank,even。I’msureIdon’twanttolivetobemorethanthirty,doyou?DoyouthinkAlexandralikeshimverymuch?"
"Isupposeso。Theywereoldfriends。"
"Oh,Emil,youknowwhatImean!"Marietossedherheadimpatiently。"Doesshereallycareabouthim?Whensheusedtotellmeabouthim,Ialwayswonderedwhethershewasn’talittleinlovewithhim。"
"Who,Alexandra?"Emillaughedandthrusthishandsintohistrouserspockets。
"Alexandra’sneverbeeninlove,youcrazy!"
Helaughedagain。"Shewouldn’tknowhowtogoaboutit。Theidea!"
Marieshruggedhershoulders。"Oh,youdon’tknowAlexandraaswellasyouthinkyoudo!Ifyouhadanyeyes,youwouldseethatsheisveryfondofhim。ItwouldserveyouallrightifshewalkedoffwithCarl。Ilikehimbecauseheappreciateshermorethanyoudo。"
Emilfrowned。"Whatareyoutalkingabout,Marie?Alexandra’sallright。SheandIhavealwaysbeengoodfriends。Whatmoredoyouwant?IliketotalktoCarlaboutNewYorkandwhatafellowcandothere。"
"Oh,Emil!Surelyyouarenotthinkingofgoingoffthere?"
"Whynot?Imustgosomewhere,mustn’tI?"Theyoungmantookuphisscytheandleanedonit。"WouldyouratherIwentoffinthesandhillsandlivedlikeIvar?"
Marie’sfacefellunderhisbroodinggaze。Shelookeddownathiswetleggings。"I’msureAlexandrahopesyouwillstayonhere,"shemurmured。
"ThenAlexandrawillbedisappointed,"theyoungmansaidroughly。"WhatdoIwanttohangaroundherefor?Alexandracanrunthefarmallright,withoutme。Idon’twanttostandaroundandlookon。Iwanttobedoingsomethingonmyownaccount。"
"That’sso,"Mariesighed。"Therearesomany,manythingsyoucando。Almostany—
thingyouchoose。"
"Andtherearesomany,manythingsIcan’tdo。"Emilechoedhertonesarcastically。"Some—
timesIdon’twanttodoanythingatall,andsometimesIwanttopullthefourcornersoftheDividetogether,"——hethrewouthisarmandbroughtitbackwithajerk,——"so,likeatable—cloth。Igettiredofseeingmenandhorsesgoingupanddown,upanddown。"
Marielookedupathisdefiantfigureandherfaceclouded。"Iwishyouweren’tsorestless,anddidn’tgetsoworkedupoverthings,"shesaidsadly。
"Thankyou,"hereturnedshortly。
Shesigheddespondently。"EverythingIsaymakesyoucross,don’tit?Andyouneverusedtobecrosstome。"
Emiltookastepnearerandstoodfrowningdownatherbenthead。Hestoodinanattitudeofself—defense,hisfeetwellapart,hishandsclenchedanddrawnupathissides,sothatthecordsstoodoutonhisbarearms。"Ican’tplaywithyoulikealittleboyanymore,"hesaidslowly。"That’swhatyoumiss,Marie。You’llhavetogetsomeotherlittleboytoplaywith。"
Hestoppedandtookadeepbreath。Thenhewentoninalowtone,sointensethatitwasalmostthreatening:"Sometimesyouseemtounderstandperfectly,andthensometimesyoupretendyoudon’t。Youdon’thelpthingsanybypretending。It’sthenthatIwanttopullthecornersoftheDividetogether。IfyouWON’Tunderstand,youknow,Icouldmakeyou!"
Marieclaspedherhandsandstartedupfromherseat。Shehadgrownverypaleandhereyeswereshiningwithexcitementanddistress。
"But,Emil,ifIunderstand,thenallourgoodtimesareover,wecanneverdonicethingsto—
getheranymore。WeshallhavetobehavelikeMr。Linstrum。And,anyhow,there’snothingtounderstand!"Shestruckthegroundwithherlittlefootfiercely。"Thatwon’tlast。Itwillgoaway,andthingswillbejustastheyusedto。IwishyouwereaCatholic。TheChurchhelpspeople,indeeditdoes。Iprayforyou,butthat’snotthesameasifyouprayedyourself。"
Shespokerapidlyandpleadingly,lookedentreatinglyintohisface。Emilstooddefiant,gazingdownather。
"Ican’tpraytohavethethingsIwant,"hesaidslowly,"andIwon’tpraynottohavethem,notifI’mdamnedforit。"
Marieturnedaway,wringingherhands。
"Oh,Emil,youwon’ttry!Thenallourgoodtimesareover。"
"Yes;over。Ineverexpecttohaveanymore。"
Emilgrippedthehand—holdsofhisscytheandbegantomow。Marietookuphercherriesandwentslowlytowardthehouse,cryingbitterly。
IX
OnSundayafternoon,amonthafterCarlLinstrum’sarrival,herodewithEmilupintotheFrenchcountrytoattendaCatholicfair。
Hesatformostoftheafternooninthebase—
mentofthechurch,wherethefairwasheld,talkingtoMarieShabata,orstrolledaboutthegravelterrace,thrownuponthehillsideinfrontofthebasementdoors,wheretheFrenchboyswerejumpingandwrestlingandthrowingthediscus。Someoftheboyswereintheirwhitebaseballsuits;theyhadjustcomeupfromaSundaypracticegamedownintheball—
grounds。Amedee,thenewlymarried,Emil’sbestfriend,wastheirpitcher,renownedamongthecountrytownsforhisdashandskill。
Amedeewasalittlefellow,ayearyoungerthanEmilandmuchmoreboyishinappearance;
verylitheandactiveandneatlymade,withaclearbrownandwhiteskin,andflashingwhiteteeth。TheSainte—AgnesboysweretoplaytheHastingsnineinafortnight,andAmedee’slightningballswerethehopeofhisteam。ThelittleFrenchmanseemedtogeteveryouncetherewasinhimbehindtheballasitlefthishand。
"You’dhavemadethebatteryattheUniver—
sityforsure,’Medee,"Emilsaidastheywerewalkingfromtheball—groundsbacktothechurchonthehill。"You’repitchingbetterthanyoudidinthespring。"
Amedeegrinned。"Sure!Amarriedmandon’tlosehisheadnomore。"HeslappedEmilonthebackashecaughtstepwithhim。"Oh,Emil,youwannagetmarriedrightoffquick!
It’sthegreatestthingever!"
Emillaughed。"HowamIgoingtogetmar—
riedwithoutanygirl?"
Amedeetookhisarm。"Pooh!Thereareplentygirlswillhaveyou。YouwannagetsomeniceFrenchgirl,now。Shetreatyouwell;
alwaysbejolly。See,"——hebegancheckingoffonhisfingers,——"thereisSeverine,andAlphosen,andJosephine,andHectorine,andLouise,andMalvina——why,Icouldloveanyofthemgirls!Whydon’tyougetafterthem?
Areyoustuckup,Emil,orisanythingthematterwithyou?Ineverdidknowaboytwenty—twoyearsoldbeforethatdidn’thavenogirl。Youwannabeapriest,maybe?Not—aforme!"Amedeeswaggered。"IbringmanygoodCatholicsintothisworld,Ihope,andthat’sawayIhelptheChurch。"
Emillookeddownandpattedhimontheshoulder。"Nowyou’rewindy,’Medee。YouFrenchiesliketobrag。"
ButAmedeehadthezealofthenewlymar—
ried,andhewasnottobelightlyshakenoff。
"Honestandtrue,Emil,don’tyouwantANY
girl?Maybethere’ssomeyoungladyinLin—
coln,now,verygrand,"——Amedeewavedhishandlanguidlybeforehisfacetodenotethefanofheartlessbeauty,——"andyoulostyourheartupthere。Isthatit?"
"Maybe,"saidEmil。
ButAmedeesawnoappropriateglowinhisfriend’sface。"Bah!"heexclaimedindisgust。
"ItellalltheFrenchgirlstokeep’wayfromyou。Yougottarockinthere,"thumpingEmilontheribs。
Whentheyreachedtheterraceatthesideofthechurch,Amedee,whowasexcitedbyhissuccessontheball—grounds,challengedEmiltoajumping—match,thoughheknewhewouldbebeaten。Theybeltedthemselvesup,andRaoulMarcel,thechoirtenorandFatherDuchesne’spet,andJeanBordelau,heldthestringoverwhichtheyvaulted。AlltheFrenchboysstoodround,cheeringandhump—
ingthemselvesupwhenEmilorAmedeewentoverthewire,asiftheywerehelpinginthelift。
Emilstoppedatfive—feet—five,declaringthathewouldspoilhisappetiteforsupperifhejumpedanymore。
Angelique,Amedee’sprettybride,asblondeandfairashername,whohadcomeouttowatchthematch,tossedherheadatEmilandsaid:——
"’Medeecouldjumpmuchhigherthanyouifhewereastall。Andanyhow,heismuchmoregraceful。Hegoesoverlikeabird,andyouhavetohumpyourselfallup。"
"Oh,Ido,doI?"Emilcaughtherandkissedhersaucymouthsquarely,whileshelaughedandstruggledandcalled,"’Medee!
’Medee!"
"There,youseeyour’Medeeisn’tevenbigenoughtogetyouawayfromme。Icouldrunawaywithyourightnowandhecouldonlysitdownandcryaboutit。I’llshowyouwhetherIhavetohumpmyself!"Laughingandpant—
ing,hepickedAngeliqueupinhisarmsandbeganrunningabouttherectanglewithher。
NotuntilhesawMarieShabata’stigereyesflashingfromthegloomofthebasementdoor—
waydidhehandthedisheveledbrideovertoherhusband。"There,gotoyourgraceful;
Ihaven’tthehearttotakeyouawayfromhim。"
AngeliqueclungtoherhusbandandmadefacesatEmiloverthewhiteshoulderofAmedee’sball—shirt。EmilwasgreatlyamusedatherairofproprietorshipandatAmedee’sshamelesssubmissiontoit。Hewasdelightedwithhisfriend’sgoodfortune。HelikedtoseeandtothinkaboutAmedee’ssunny,natural,happylove。
HeandAmedeehadriddenandwrestledandlarkedtogethersincetheywereladsoftwelve。
OnSundaysandholidaystheywerealwaysarminarm。ItseemedstrangethatnowheshouldhavetohidethethingthatAmedeewassoproudof,thatthefeelingwhichgaveoneofthemsuchhappinessshouldbringtheothersuchdespair。ItwaslikethatwhenAlexandratestedherseed—corninthespring,hemused。
Fromtwoearsthathadgrownsidebyside,thegrainsofoneshotupjoyfullyintothelight,projectingthemselvesintothefuture,andthegrainsfromtheotherlaystillintheearthandrotted;andnobodyknewwhy。
X
WhileEmilandCarlwereamusingthem—
selvesatthefair,Alexandrawasathome,busywithheraccount—books,whichhadbeenne—
glectedoflate。Shewasalmostthroughwithherfigureswhensheheardacartdriveuptothegate,andlookingoutofthewindowshesawhertwoolderbrothers。TheyhadseemedtoavoidhereversinceCarlLinstrum’sarrival,fourweeksagothatday,andshehurriedtothedoortowelcomethem。Shesawatoncethattheyhadcomewithsomeverydefinitepurpose。
Theyfollowedherstifflyintothesitting—room。
Oscarsatdown,butLouwalkedovertothewindowandremainedstanding,hishandsbe—
hindhim。
"Youarebyyourself?"heasked,lookingtowardthedoorwayintotheparlor。
"Yes。CarlandEmilwentuptotheCatho—
licfair。"
Forafewmomentsneitherofthemenspoke。
ThenLoucameoutsharply。"Howsoondoesheintendtogoawayfromhere?"
"Idon’tknow,Lou。Notforsometime,I
hope。"Alexandraspokeinaneven,quiettonethatoftenexasperatedherbrothers。Theyfeltthatshewastryingtobesuperiorwiththem。
Oscarspokeupgrimly。"Wethoughtweoughttotellyouthatpeoplehavebeguntotalk,"hesaidmeaningly。
Alexandralookedathim。"Whatabout?"
Oscarmethereyesblankly。"Aboutyou,keepinghimheresolong。Itlooksbadforhimtobehangingontoawomanthisway。Peoplethinkyou’regettingtakenin。"
Alexandrashutheraccount—bookfirmly。
"Boys,"shesaidseriously,"don’tlet’sgoonwiththis。Wewon’tcomeoutanywhere。I
can’ttakeadviceonsuchamatter。Iknowyoumeanwell,butyoumustnotfeelresponsibleformeinthingsofthissort。Ifwegoonwiththistalkitwillonlymakehardfeeling。"
Louwhippedaboutfromthewindow。"Yououghttothinkalittleaboutyourfamily。
You’remakingusallridiculous。"
"HowamI?"
"Peoplearebeginningtosayyouwanttomarrythefellow。"
"Well,andwhatisridiculousaboutthat?"
LouandOscarexchangedoutragedlooks。
"Alexandra!Can’tyouseehe’sjustatrampandhe’safteryourmoney?Hewantstobetakencareof,hedoes!"
"Well,supposeIwanttotakecareofhim?
Whosebusinessisitbutmyown?"
"Don’tyouknowhe’dgetholdofyourproperty?"
"He’dgetholdofwhatIwishedtogivehim,certainly。"
OscarsatupsuddenlyandLouclutchedathisbristlyhair。
"Givehim?"Loushouted。"Ourproperty,ourhomestead?"
"Idon’tknowaboutthehomestead,"saidAlexandraquietly。"IknowyouandOscarhavealwaysexpectedthatitwouldbelefttoyourchildren,andI’mnotsurebutwhatyou’reright。ButI’lldoexactlyasIpleasewiththerestofmyland,boys。"
"Therestofyourland!"criedLou,growingmoreexcitedeveryminute。"Didn’tallthelandcomeoutofthehomestead?Itwasboughtwithmoneyborrowedonthehomestead,andOscarandmeworkedourselvestothebonepayinginterestonit。"
"Yes,youpaidtheinterest。Butwhenyoumarriedwemadeadivisionoftheland,andyouweresatisfied。I’vemademoreonmyfarmssinceI’vebeenalonethanwhenweallworkedtogether。"
"Everythingyou’vemadehascomeoutoftheoriginallandthatusboysworkedfor,hasn’tit?Thefarmsandallthatcomesoutofthembelongstousasafamily。"
Alexandrawavedherhandimpatiently。
"Comenow,Lou。Sticktothefacts。Youaretalkingnonsense。Gotothecountyclerkandaskhimwhoownsmyland,andwhethermytitlesaregood。"
Louturnedtohisbrother。"Thisiswhatcomesoflettingawomanmeddleinbusiness,"
hesaidbitterly。"Weoughttohavetakenthingsinourownhandsyearsago。Butshelikedtorunthings,andwehumoredher。Wethoughtyouhadgoodsense,Alexandra。Weneverthoughtyou’ddoanythingfoolish。"
Alexandrarappedimpatientlyonherdeskwithherknuckles。"Listen,Lou。Don’ttalkwild。Yousayyououghttohavetakenthingsintoyourownhandsyearsago。Isupposeyoumeanbeforeyoulefthome。Buthowcouldyoutakeholdofwhatwasn’tthere?I’vegotmostofwhatIhavenowsincewedividedtheprop—
erty;I’vebuiltitupmyself,andithasnothingtodowithyou。"
Oscarspokeupsolemnly。"Thepropertyofafamilyreallybelongstothemenofthefamily,nomatteraboutthetitle。Ifanythinggoeswrong,it’sthementhatareheldresponsible。"
"Yes,ofcourse,"Loubrokein。"Everybodyknowsthat。Oscarandmehavealwaysbeeneasy—goingandwe’venevermadeanyfuss。
Wewerewillingyoushouldholdthelandandhavethegoodofit,butyougotnorighttopartwithanyofit。Weworkedinthefieldstopayforthefirstlandyoubought,andwhat—
ever’scomeoutofithasgottobekeptinthefamily。"
Oscarreinforcedhisbrother,hismindfixedontheonepointhecouldsee。"Thepropertyofafamilybelongstothemenofthefamily,becausetheyareheldresponsible,andbecausetheydothework。"
Alexandralookedfromonetotheother,hereyesfullofindignation。Shehadbeenimpa—
tientbefore,butnowshewasbeginningtofeelangry。"Andwhataboutmywork?"sheaskedinanunsteadyvoice。
Loulookedatthecarpet。"Oh,now,Alex—
andra,youalwaystookitprettyeasy!Ofcoursewewantedyouto。Youlikedtomanageround,andwealwayshumoredyou。Werealizeyouwereagreatdealofhelptous。There’snowomananywherearoundthatknowsasmuchaboutbusinessasyoudo,andwe’vealwaysbeenproudofthat,andthoughtyouwereprettysmart。But,ofcourse,therealworkalwaysfellonus。Goodadviceisallright,butitdon’tgettheweedsoutofthecorn。"
"Maybenot,butitsometimesputsinthecrop,anditsometimeskeepsthefieldsforcorntogrowin,"saidAlexandradryly。"Why,Lou,IcanrememberwhenyouandOscarwantedtosellthishomesteadandalltheim—
provementstooldpreacherEricsonfortwothousanddollars。IfI’dconsented,you’dhavegonedowntotheriverandscrapedalongonpoorfarmsfortherestofyourlives。WhenI
putinourfirstfieldofalfalfayoubothopposedme,justbecauseIfirstheardaboutitfromayoungmanwhohadbeentotheUniversity。
YousaidIwasbeingtakeninthen,andalltheneighborssaidso。YouknowaswellasIdothatalfalfahasbeenthesalvationofthiscoun—
try。YoualllaughedatmewhenIsaidourlandherewasaboutreadyforwheat,andIhadtoraisethreebigwheatcropsbeforetheneigh—
borsquitputtingalltheirlandincorn。Why,I
rememberyoucried,Lou,whenweputinthefirstbigwheat—planting,andsaideverybodywaslaughingatus。"
LouturnedtoOscar。"That’sthewomanofit;ifshetellsyoutoputinacrop,shethinksshe’sputitin。Itmakeswomenconceitedtomeddleinbusiness。Ishouldn’tthinkyou’dwanttoremindushowhardyouwereonus,Alexandra,afterthewayyoubabyEmil。"
"Hardonyou?Inevermeanttobehard。
Conditionswerehard。MaybeIwouldneverhavebeenverysoft,anyhow;butIcertainlydidn’tchoosetobethekindofgirlIwas。Ifyoutakeevenavineandcutitbackagainandagain,itgrowshard,likeatree。"
Loufeltthattheywerewanderingfromthepoint,andthatindigressionAlexandramightunnervehim。Hewipedhisforeheadwithajerkofhishandkerchief。"Weneverdoubtedyou,Alexandra。Weneverquestionedany—
thingyoudid。You’vealwayshadyourownway。Butyoucan’texpectustositlikestumpsandseeyoudoneoutofthepropertybyanyloaferwhohappensalong,andmakingyourselfridiculousintothebargain。"
Oscarrose。"Yes,"hebrokein,"every—
body’slaughingtoseeyougettookin;atyourage,too。Everybodyknowshe’snearlyfiveyearsyoungerthanyou,andisafteryourmoney。Why,Alexandra,youarefortyyearsold!"
"Allthatdoesn’tconcernanybodybutCarlandme。Gototownandaskyourlawyerswhatyoucandotorestrainmefromdisposingofmyownproperty。AndIadviseyoutodowhattheytellyou;fortheauthorityyoucanexertbylawistheonlyinfluenceyouwilleverhaveovermeagain。"Alexandrarose。"IthinkI
wouldrathernothavelivedtofindoutwhatI
haveto—day,"shesaidquietly,closingherdesk。
LouandOscarlookedateachotherques—
tioningly。Thereseemedtobenothingtodobuttogo,andtheywalkedout。
"Youcan’tdobusinesswithwomen,"Oscarsaidheavilyasheclamberedintothecart。
"Butanyhow,we’vehadoursay,atlast。"
Louscratchedhishead。"Talkofthatkindmightcometoohigh,youknow;butshe’sapttobesensible。Youhadn’toughttosaidthataboutherage,though,Oscar。I’mafraidthathurtherfeelings;andtheworstthingwecandoistomakehersoreatus。She’dmarryhimoutofcontrariness。"
"Ionlymeant,"saidOscar,"thatsheisoldenoughtoknowbetter,andsheis。Ifshewasgoingtomarry,sheoughttodoneitlongago,andnotgomakingafoolofherselfnow。"
Loulookedanxious,nevertheless。"Ofcourse,"hereflectedhopefullyandincon—
sistently,"Alexandraain’tmuchlikeotherwomen—folks。Maybeitwon’tmakehersore。
Maybeshe’dassoonbefortyasnot!"
XI
Emilcamehomeatabouthalf—pastseveno’clockthatevening。OldIvarmethimatthewindmillandtookhishorse,andtheyoungmanwentdirectlyintothehouse。Hecalledtohissisterandsheansweredfromherbedroom,behindthesitting—room,sayingthatshewaslyingdown。
Emilwenttoherdoor。
"CanIseeyouforaminute?"heasked。"I
wanttotalktoyouaboutsomethingbeforeCarlcomes。"
Alexandrarosequicklyandcametothedoor。
"WhereisCarl?"
"LouandOscarmetusandsaidtheywantedtotalktohim,soherodeovertoOscar’swiththem。Areyoucomingout?"Emilaskedimpatiently。
"Yes,sitdown。I’llbedressedinamo—
ment。"
Alexandraclosedherdoor,andEmilsankdownontheoldslatloungeandsatwithhisheadinhishands。Whenhissistercameout,helookedup,notknowingwhethertheintervalhadbeenshortorlong,andhewassurprisedtoseethattheroomhadgrownquitedark。Thatwasjustaswell;itwouldbeeasiertotalkifhewerenotunderthegazeofthoseclear,deliber—
ateeyes,thatsawsofarinsomedirectionsandweresoblindinothers。Alexandra,too,wasgladofthedusk。Herfacewasswollenfromcrying。
Emilstartedupandthensatdownagain。
"Alexandra,"hesaidslowly,inhisdeepyoungbaritone,"Idon’twanttogoawaytolawschoolthisfall。Letmeputitoffanotheryear。
Iwanttotakeayearoffandlookaround。It’sawfullyeasytorushintoaprofessionyoudon’treallylike,andawfullyhardtogetoutofit。
LinstrumandIhavebeentalkingaboutthat。"
"Verywell,Emil。Onlydon’tgoofflookingforland。"Shecameupandputherhandonhisshoulder。"I’vebeenwishingyoucouldstaywithmethiswinter。"
"That’sjustwhatIdon’twanttodo,Alex—
andra。I’mrestless。Iwanttogotoanewplace。
IwanttogodowntotheCityofMexicotojoinoneoftheUniversityfellowswho’sattheheadofanelectricalplant。Hewrotemehecouldgivemealittlejob,enoughtopaymyway,andIcouldlookaroundandseewhatIwanttodo。
Iwanttogoassoonasharvestisover。IguessLouandOscarwillbesoreaboutit。"
"Isupposetheywill。"Alexandrasatdownontheloungebesidehim。"Theyareveryangrywithme,Emil。Wehavehadaquarrel。
Theywillnotcomehereagain。"
Emilscarcelyheardwhatshewassaying;hedidnotnoticethesadnessofhertone。HewasthinkingabouttherecklesslifehemeanttoliveinMexico。
"Whatabout?"heaskedabsently。
"AboutCarlLinstrum。TheyareafraidIamgoingtomarryhim,andthatsomeofmypropertywillgetawayfromthem。"
Emilshruggedhisshoulders。"Whatnon—
sense!"hemurmured。"Justlikethem。"
Alexandradrewback。"Whynonsense,Emil?"
"Why,you’veneverthoughtofsuchathing,haveyou?Theyalwayshavetohavesomethingtofussabout。"
"Emil,"saidhissisterslowly,"yououghtnottotakethingsforgranted。DoyouagreewiththemthatIhavenorighttochangemywayofliving?"
Emillookedattheoutlineofhissister’sheadinthedimlight。Theyweresittingcloseto—
getherandhesomehowfeltthatshecouldhearhisthoughts。Hewassilentforamo—
ment,andthensaidinanembarrassedtone,"Why,no,certainlynot。Yououghttodowhateveryouwantto。I’llalwaysbackyou。"
"ButitwouldseemalittlebitridiculoustoyouifImarriedCarl?"
Emilfidgeted。Theissueseemedtohimtoofar—fetchedtowarrantdiscussion。"Why,no。
Ishouldbesurprisedifyouwantedto。Ican’tseeexactlywhy。Butthat’snoneofmybusi—
ness。Yououghttodoasyouplease。Certainlyyououghtnottopayanyattentiontowhattheboyssay。"
Alexandrasighed。"Ihadhopedyoumightunderstand,alittle,whyIdowantto。ButI
supposethat’stoomuchtoexpect。I’vehadaprettylonelylife,Emil。BesidesMarie,CarlistheonlyfriendIhaveeverhad。"
Emilwasawakenow;anameinherlastsen—
tencerousedhim。Heputouthishandandtookhissister’sawkwardly。"Yououghttodojustasyouwish,andIthinkCarl’safinefel—
low。HeandIwouldalwaysgeton。Idon’tbelieveanyofthethingstheboyssayabouthim,honestIdon’t。Theyaresuspiciousofhimbecausehe’sintelligent。Youknowtheirway。
They’vebeensoreatmeeversinceyouletmegoawaytocollege。They’realwaystryingtocatchmeup。IfIwereyou,Iwouldn’tpayanyattentiontothem。There’snothingtogetupsetabout。Carl’sasensiblefellow。Hewon’tmindthem。"
"Idon’tknow。Iftheytalktohimthewaytheydidtome,Ithinkhe’llgoaway。"
Emilgrewmoreandmoreuneasy。"Thinkso?Well,Mariesaiditwouldserveusallrightifyouwalkedoffwithhim。"
"Didshe?Blessherlittleheart!SHEwould。"
Alexandra’svoicebroke。
Emilbeganunlacinghisleggings。"Whydon’tyoutalktoheraboutit?There’sCarl,I
hearhishorse。IguessI’llgoupstairsandgetmybootsoff。No,Idon’twantanysupper。Wehadsupperatfiveo’clock,atthefair。"
Emilwasgladtoescapeandgettohisownroom。Hewasalittleashamedforhissister,thoughhehadtriednottoshowit。Hefeltthattherewassomethingindecorousinherproposal,andshedidseemtohimsomewhatridiculous。Therewastroubleenoughintheworld,hereflected,ashethrewhimselfuponhisbed,withoutpeoplewhowerefortyyearsoldimaginingtheywantedtogetmarried。InthedarknessandsilenceEmilwasnotlikelytothinklongaboutAlexandra。Everyimageslippedawaybutone。HehadseenMarieinthecrowdthatafternoon。Shesoldcandyatthefair。WHYhadsheeverrunawaywithFrankShabata,andhowcouldshegoonlaughingandworkingandtakinganinterestinthings?Whydidshelikesomanypeople,andwhyhadsheseemedpleasedwhenalltheFrenchandBohe—
mianboys,andthepriesthimself,crowdedroundhercandystand?Whydidshecareaboutanyonebuthim?Whycouldhenever,neverfindthethinghelookedforinherplayful,affectionateeyes?
Thenhefelltoimaginingthathelookedoncemoreandfounditthere,andwhatitwouldbelikeifshelovedhim,——shewho,asAlexandrasaid,couldgiveherwholeheart。Inthatdreamhecouldlieforhours,asifinatrance。HisspiritwentoutofhisbodyandcrossedthefieldstoMarieShabata。
AttheUniversitydancesthegirlshadoftenlookedwonderinglyatthetallyoungSwedewiththefinehead,leaningagainstthewallandfrowning,hisarmsfolded,hiseyesfixedontheceilingorthefloor。Allthegirlswerealittleafraidofhim。Hewasdistinguished—looking,andnotthejollyingkind。Theyfeltthathewastoointenseandpreoccupied。Therewassome—
thingqueerabouthim。Emil’sfraternityratherprideditselfuponitsdances,andsome—
timeshedidhisdutyanddancedeverydance。
Butwhetherhewasonthefloororbroodinginacorner,hewasalwaysthinkingaboutMarieShabata。Fortwoyearsthestormhadbeengatheringinhim。
XII
Carlcameintothesitting—roomwhileAlex—
andrawaslightingthelamp。Shelookedupathimassheadjustedtheshade。Hissharpshoul—
dersstoopedasifhewereverytired,hisfacewaspale,andtherewerebluishshadowsunderhisdarkeyes。Hisangerhadburneditselfoutandlefthimsickanddisgusted。
"YouhaveseenLouandOscar?"Alexandraasked。
"Yes。"Hiseyesavoidedhers。
Alexandratookadeepbreath。"Andnowyouaregoingaway。Ithoughtso。"
Carlthrewhimselfintoachairandpushedthedarklockbackfromhisforeheadwithhiswhite,nervoushand。"Whatahopelessposi—
tionyouarein,Alexandra!"heexclaimedfeverishly。"Itisyourfatetobealwayssur—
roundedbylittlemen。AndIamnobetterthantherest。IamtoolittletofacethecriticismofevensuchmenasLouandOscar。Yes,Iamgoingaway;to—morrow。IcannotevenaskyoutogivemeapromiseuntilIhavesomethingtoofferyou。Ithought,perhaps,Icoulddothat;
butIfindIcan’t。"
"Whatgoodcomesofofferingpeoplethingstheydon’tneed?"Alexandraaskedsadly。"I
don’tneedmoney。ButIhaveneededyouforagreatmanyyears。IwonderwhyIhavebeenpermittedtoprosper,ifitisonlytotakemyfriendsawayfromme。"
"Idon’tdeceivemyself,"Carlsaidfrankly。
"IknowthatIamgoingawayonmyownaccount。Imustmaketheusualeffort。Imusthavesomethingtoshowformyself。Totakewhatyouwouldgiveme,Ishouldhavetobeeitheraverylargemanoraverysmallone,andIamonlyinthemiddleclass。"
Alexandrasighed。"Ihaveafeelingthatifyougoaway,youwillnotcomeback。Some—
thingwillhappentooneofus,ortoboth。
Peoplehavetosnatchathappinesswhentheycan,inthisworld。Itisalwayseasiertolosethantofind。WhatIhaveisyours,ifyoucareenoughaboutmetotakeit。"
CarlroseandlookedupatthepictureofJohnBergson。"ButIcan’t,mydear,Ican’t!
IwillgoNorthatonce。InsteadofidlingaboutinCaliforniaallwinter,Ishallbegettingmybearingsupthere。Iwon’twasteanotherweek。
Bepatientwithme,Alexandra。Givemeayear!"
"Asyouwill,"saidAlexandrawearily。"Allatonce,inasingleday,Iloseeverything;andI
donotknowwhy。Emil,too,isgoingaway。"
CarlwasstillstudyingJohnBergson’sfaceandAlexandra’seyesfollowedhis。"Yes,"shesaid,"ifhecouldhaveseenallthatwouldcomeofthetaskhegaveme,hewouldhavebeensorry。I
hopehedoesnotseemenow。Ihopethatheisamongtheoldpeopleofhisbloodandcountry,andthattidingsdonotreachhimfromtheNewWorld。"
EndofPartII
PARTIII
WinterMemoriesI
WinterhassettleddownovertheDivideagain;theseasoninwhichNaturerecuperates,inwhichshesinkstosleepbetweenthefruitful—
nessofautumnandthepassionofspring。Thebirdshavegone。Theteeminglifethatgoesondowninthelonggrassisexterminated。Theprairie—dogkeepshishole。Therabbitsrunshiveringfromonefrozengardenpatchtoan—
otherandarehardputtoittofindfrost—bittencabbage—stalks。Atnightthecoyotesroamthewintrywaste,howlingforfood。Thevariegatedfieldsareallonecolornow;thepastures,thestubble,theroads,theskyarethesameleadengray。Thehedgerowsandtreesarescarcelyper—
ceptibleagainstthebareearth,whoseslatyhuetheyhavetakenon。Thegroundisfrozensohardthatitbruisesthefoottowalkintheroadsorintheploughedfields。Itislikeanironcountry,andthespiritisoppressedbyitsrigorandmelancholy。Onecouldeasilybelievethatinthatdeadlandscapethegermsoflifeandfruit—
fulnesswereextinctforever。
Alexandrahassettledbackintoheroldroutine。ThereareweeklylettersfromEmil。
LouandOscarshehasnotseensinceCarlwentaway。Toavoidawkwardencountersinthepresenceofcuriousspectators,shehasstoppedgoingtotheNorwegianChurchanddrivesuptotheReformChurchatHanover,orgoeswithMarieShabatatotheCatholicChurch,locallyknownas"theFrenchChurch。"
ShehasnottoldMarieaboutCarl,orherdif—
ferenceswithherbrothers。Shewasneververycommunicativeaboutherownaffairs,andwhenshecametothepoint,aninstincttoldherthataboutsuchthingssheandMariewouldnotunderstandoneanother。
OldMrs。LeehadbeenafraidthatfamilymisunderstandingsmightdepriveherofheryearlyvisittoAlexandra。ButonthefirstdayofDecemberAlexandratelephonedAnniethatto—morrowshewouldsendIvaroverforhermother,andthenextdaytheoldladyarrivedwithherbundles。FortwelveyearsMrs。LeehadalwaysenteredAlexandra’ssitting—roomwiththesameexclamation,"Nowwebeyust—alikeoldtimes!"SheenjoyedthelibertyAlex—
andragaveher,andhearingherownlanguageaboutheralldaylong。Hereshecouldwearhernightcapandsleepwithallherwindowsshut,listentoIvarreadingtheBible,andhereshecouldrunaboutamongthestablesinapairofEmil’soldboots。Thoughshewasbentalmostdouble,shewasasspryasagopher。Herfacewasasbrownasifithadbeenvarnished,andasfullofwrinklesasawasherwoman’shands。Shehadthreejollyoldteethleftinthefrontofhermouth,andwhenshegrinnedshelookedveryknowing,asifwhenyoufoundouthowtotakeit,lifewasn’thalfbad。WhilesheandAlex—
andrapatchedandpiecedandquilted,shetalkedincessantlyaboutstoriesshereadinaSwedishfamilypaper,tellingtheplotsingreatdetail;oraboutherlifeonadairyfarminGottlandwhenshewasagirl。Sometimessheforgotwhichweretheprintedstoriesandwhichweretherealstories,itallseemedsofaraway。
Shelovedtotakealittlebrandy,withhotwaterandsugar,beforeshewenttobed,andAlexandraalwayshaditreadyforher。"Itsendsgooddreams,"shewouldsaywithatwinkleinhereye。
WhenMrs。LeehadbeenwithAlexandraforaweek,MarieShabatatelephonedonemorningtosaythatFrankhadgonetotownfortheday,andshewouldlikethemtocomeoverforcoffeeintheafternoon。Mrs。Leehurriedtowashoutandironhernewcross—stitchedapron,whichshehadfinishedonlythenightbefore;acheckedginghamapronworkedwithadesignteninchesbroadacrossthebottom;ahuntingscene,withfirtreesandastaganddogsandhuntsmen。
Mrs。Leewasfirmwithherselfatdinner,andrefusedasecondhelpingofappledumplings。
"Ita—ankIsaveup,"shesaidwithagiggle。
Attwoo’clockintheafternoonAlexandra’scartdroveuptotheShabatas’gate,andMariesawMrs。Lee’sredshawlcomebobbingupthepath。Sherantothedoorandpulledtheoldwomanintothehousewithahug,helpinghertotakeoffherwrapswhileAlexandrablan—
ketedthehorseoutside。Mrs。Leehadputonherbestblacksatinedress——sheabominatedwoolenstuffs,eveninwinter——andacrochetedcollar,fastenedwithabigpalegoldpin,con—
tainingfadeddaguerreotypesofherfatherandmother。Shehadnotwornherapronforfearofrumplingit,andnowsheshookitoutandtieditroundherwaistwithaconsciousair。Mariedrewbackandthrewupherhands,exclaiming,"Oh,whatabeauty!I’veneverseenthisonebefore,haveI,Mrs。Lee?"
Theoldwomangiggledandduckedherhead。
"No,yustlas’nightIma—ake。Seedistread;
verrastrong,nowa—ashout,nofade。Mysis—
tersendfromSveden。Iyust—ata—ankyoulikedis。"
Marierantothedooragain。"Comein,Alexandra。IhavebeenlookingatMrs。Lee’sapron。DostoponyourwayhomeandshowittoMrs。Hiller。She’scrazyaboutcross—stitch。"
WhileAlexandraremovedherhatandveil,Mrs。Leewentouttothekitchenandsettledherselfinawoodenrocking—chairbythestove,lookingwithgreatinterestatthetable,setforthree,withawhitecloth,andapotofpinkgeraniumsinthemiddle。"My,a—an’tyougottafineplants;such—amuchflower。Howyoukeepfromfreeze?"
Shepointedtothewindow—shelves,fullofbloomingfuchsiasandgeraniums。
"Ikeepthefireallnight,Mrs。Lee,andwhenit’sverycoldIputthemallonthetable,inthemiddleoftheroom。OthernightsIonlyputnewspapersbehindthem。Franklaughsatmeforfussing,butwhentheydon’tbloomhesays,’What’sthematterwiththedarnedthings?’——
WhatdoyouhearfromCarl,Alexandra?"
"HegottoDawsonbeforetheriverfroze,andnowIsupposeIwon’thearanymoreuntilspring。BeforeheleftCaliforniahesentmeaboxoforangeflowers,buttheydidn’tkeepverywell。IhavebroughtabunchofEmil’slettersforyou。"Alexandracameoutfromthesitting—roomandpinchedMarie’scheekplay—
fully。"Youdon’tlookasiftheweathereverfrozeyouup。Neverhavecolds,doyou?
That’sagoodgirl。Shehaddarkredcheekslikethiswhenshewasalittlegirl,Mrs。Lee。Shelookedlikesomequeerforeignkindofadoll。
I’veneverforgotthefirsttimeIsawyouinMieklejohn’sstore,Marie,thetimefatherwaslyingsick。CarlandIweretalkingaboutthatbeforehewentaway。"
"Iremember,andEmilhadhiskittenalong。
WhenareyougoingtosendEmil’sChristmasbox?"
"Itoughttohavegonebeforethis。I’llhavetosenditbymailnow,togetitthereintime。"
Mariepulledadarkpurplesilknecktiefromherworkbasket。"Iknitthisforhim。It’sagoodcolor,don’tyouthink?Willyoupleaseputitinwithyourthingsandtellhimit’sfromme,towearwhenhegoesserenading。"
Alexandralaughed。"Idon’tbelievehegoesserenadingmuch。HesaysinoneletterthattheMexicanladiesaresaidtobeverybeauti—
ful,butthatdon’tseemtomeverywarmpraise。"
Marietossedherhead。"Emilcan’tfoolme。
Ifhe’sboughtaguitar,hegoesserenading。
Whowouldn’t,withallthoseSpanishgirlsdroppingflowersdownfromtheirwindows!
I’dsingtothemeverynight,wouldn’tyou,Mrs。Lee?"
Theoldladychuckled。HereyeslitupasMariebentdownandopenedtheovendoor。
Adelicioushotfragranceblewoutintothetidykitchen。"My,somet’ingsmellgood!"SheturnedtoAlexandrawithawink,herthreeyel—
lowteethmakingabraveshow,"Ita—ankdatstopmyyawfromachenomore!"shesaidcon—
tentedly。
Marietookoutapanofdelicatelittlerolls,stuffedwithstewedapricots,andbegantodustthemoverwithpowderedsugar。"Ihopeyou’lllikethese,Mrs。Lee;Alexandradoes。TheBohemiansalwayslikethemwiththeircoffee。
Butifyoudon’t,Ihaveacoffee—cakewithnutsandpoppyseeds。Alexandra,willyougetthecreamjug?Iputitinthewindowtokeepcool。"
"TheBohemians,"saidAlexandra,astheydrewuptothetable,"certainlyknowhowtomakemorekindsofbreadthananyotherpeo—
pleintheworld。OldMrs。Hillertoldmeonceatthechurchsupperthatshecouldmakesevenkindsoffancybread,butMariecouldmakeadozen。"
Mrs。Leehelduponeoftheapricotrollsbetweenherbrownthumbandforefingerandweigheditcritically。"Yustlike—afedders,"
shepronouncedwithsatisfaction。"My,a—an’tdisnice!"sheexclaimedasshestirredhercoffee。"Iyustta—akealiddleyellynow,too,Ita—ank。"
AlexandraandMarielaughedatherfore—
handedness,andfelltotalkingoftheirownaffairs。"IwasafraidyouhadacoldwhenI
talkedtoyouoverthetelephonetheothernight,Marie。Whatwasthematter,hadyoubeencrying?"
"MaybeIhad,"Mariesmiledguiltily。
"Frankwasoutlatethatnight。Don’tyougetlonelysometimesinthewinter,whenevery—
bodyhasgoneaway?"
"Ithoughtitwassomethinglikethat。IfI
hadn’thadcompany,I’dhaverunovertoseeformyself。Ifyougetdown—hearted,whatwillbecomeoftherestofus?"Alexandraasked。
"Idon’t,veryoften。There’sMrs。Leewithoutanycoffee!"
Later,whenMrs。Leedeclaredthatherpowerswerespent,MarieandAlexandrawentupstairstolookforsomecrochetpatternstheoldladywantedtoborrow。"Betterputonyourcoat,Alexandra。It’scoldupthere,andI
havenoideawherethosepatternsare。Imayhavetolookthroughmyoldtrunks。"Mariecaughtupashawlandopenedthestairdoor,run—
ningupthestepsaheadofherguest。"WhileI
gothroughthebureaudrawers,youmightlookinthosehat—boxesonthecloset—shelf,overwhereFrank’sclotheshang。Therearealotofoddsandendsinthem。"
Shebegantossingoverthecontentsofthedrawers,andAlexandrawentintotheclothes—
closet。Presentlyshecameback,holdingaslenderelasticyellowstickinherhand。
"Whatintheworldisthis,Marie?Youdon’tmeantotellmeFrankevercarriedsuchathing?"
Marieblinkedatitwithastonishmentandsatdownonthefloor。"Wheredidyoufindit?
Ididn’tknowhehadkeptit。Ihaven’tseenitforyears。"
"Itreallyisacane,then?"
"Yes。Onehebroughtfromtheoldcoun—
try。HeusedtocarryitwhenIfirstknewhim。
Isn’titfoolish?PoorFrank!"
Alexandratwirledthestickinherfingersandlaughed。"Hemusthavelookedfunny!"
Mariewasthoughtful。"No,hedidn’t,really。
Itdidn’tseemoutofplace。Heusedtobeawfullygaylikethatwhenhewasayoungman。Iguesspeoplealwaysgetwhat’shard—
estforthem,Alexandra。"Mariegatheredtheshawlcloseraboutherandstilllookedhardatthecane。"Frankwouldbeallrightintherightplace,"shesaidreflectively。"Heoughttohaveadifferentkindofwife,foronething。Doyouknow,Alexandra,IcouldpickoutexactlytherightsortofwomanforFrank——now。
Thetroubleisyoualmosthavetomarryamanbeforeyoucanfindoutthesortofwifeheneeds;andusuallyit’sexactlythesortyouarenot。Thenwhatareyougoingtodoaboutit?"
sheaskedcandidly。
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