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第4章

  VIII
  OntheeveningofthedayofAlexandra’scallattheShabatas’,aheavyrainsetin。FranksatupuntilalatehourreadingtheSundaynewspa—
  pers。OneoftheGouldswasgettingadivorce,andFranktookitasapersonalaffront。Inprintingthestoryoftheyoungman’smar—
  italtroubles,theknowingeditorgaveasuffi—
  cientlycoloredaccountofhiscareer,statingtheamountofhisincomeandthemannerinwhichhewassupposedtospendit。FrankreadEnglishslowly,andthemorehereadaboutthisdivorcecase,theangrierhegrew。Atlasthethrewdownthepagewithasnort。Heturnedtohisfarm—handwhowasreadingtheotherhalfofthepaper。
  "ByGod!ifIhavethatyoungfellerindehayfieldonce,Ishowhimsometing。Listenherewhathedowithismoney。"AndFrankbeganthecatalogueoftheyoungman’sreputedextravagances。
  Mariesighed。ShethoughtithardthattheGoulds,forwhomshehadnothingbutgoodwill,shouldmakehersomuchtrouble。ShehatedtoseetheSundaynewspaperscomeintothehouse。Frankwasalwaysreadingaboutthedoingsofrichpeopleandfeelingoutraged。Hehadaninexhaustiblestockofstoriesabouttheircrimesandfollies,howtheybribedthecourtsandshotdowntheirbutlerswithimpunitywhenevertheychose。FrankandLouBergsonhadverysimilarideas,andtheyweretwoofthepoliticalagitatorsofthecounty。
  Thenextmorningbrokeclearandbrilliant,butFranksaidthegroundwastoowettoplough,sohetookthecartanddroveovertoSainte—AgnestospendthedayatMosesMar—
  cel’ssaloon。Afterhewasgone,Mariewentouttothebackporchtobeginherbutter—making。A
  briskwindhadcomeupandwasdrivingpuffywhitecloudsacrossthesky。Theorchardwassparklingandripplinginthesun。Mariestoodlookingtowarditwistfully,herhandonthelidofthechurn,whensheheardasharpringintheair,themerrysoundofthewhetstoneonthescythe。Thatinvitationdecidedher。Sheranintothehouse,putonashortskirtandapairofherhusband’sboots,caughtupatinpailandstartedfortheorchard。Emilhadalreadybe—
  gunworkandwasmowingvigorously。Whenhesawhercoming,hestoppedandwipedhisbrow。
  Hisyellowcanvasleggingsandkhakitrousersweresplashedtotheknees。
  "Don’tletmedisturbyou,Emil。I’mgoingtopickcherries。Isn’teverythingbeautifulaftertherain?Oh,butI’mgladtogetthisplacemowed!WhenIhearditraininginthenight,Ithoughtmaybeyouwouldcomeanddoitformeto—day。Thewindwakenedme。
  Didn’titblowdreadfully?Justsmellthewildroses!Theyarealwayssospicyafterarain。
  Weneverhadsomanyoftheminherebefore。
  Isupposeit’sthewetseason。Willyouhavetocutthem,too?"
  "IfIcutthegrass,Iwill,"Emilsaidteas—
  ingly。"What’sthematterwithyou?Whatmakesyousoflighty?"
  "AmIflighty?Isupposethat’sthewetsea—
  son,too,then。It’sexcitingtoseeeverythinggrowingsofast,——andtogetthegrasscut!
  Pleaseleavetherosestilllast,ifyoumustcutthem。Oh,Idon’tmeanallofthem,Imeanthatlowplacedownbymytree,wheretherearesomany。Aren’tyousplashed!Lookatthespider—websalloverthegrass。Good—bye。
  I’llcallyouifIseeasnake。"
  ShetrippedawayandEmilstoodlookingafterher。Inafewmomentsheheardthecher—
  riesdroppingsmartlyintothepail,andhebegantoswinghisscythewiththatlong,evenstrokethatfewAmericanboyseverlearn。
  Mariepickedcherriesandsangsoftlytoherself,strippingoneglitteringbranchafteranother,shiveringwhenshecaughtashowerofrain—
  dropsonherneckandhair。AndEmilmowedhiswayslowlydowntowardthecherrytrees。
  ThatsummertherainshadbeensomanyandopportunethatitwasalmostmorethanShabataandhismancoulddotokeepupwiththecorn;theorchardwasaneglectedwilder—
  ness。Allsortsofweedsandherbsandflowershadgrownupthere;splotchesofwildlarkspur,palegreen—and—whitespikesofhoarhound,plantationsofwildcotton,tanglesoffoxtailandwildwheat。Southoftheapricottrees,cor—
  neringonthewheatfield,wasFrank’salfalfa,wheremyriadsofwhiteandyellowbutterflieswerealwaysflutteringabovethepurpleblos—
  soms。WhenEmilreachedthelowercornerbythehedge,Mariewassittingunderherwhitemulberrytree,thepailfulofcherriesbesideher,lookingoffatthegentle,tirelessswellingofthewheat。
  "Emil,"shesaidsuddenly——hewasmowingquietlyaboutunderthetreesoasnottodisturbher——"whatreligiondidtheSwedeshaveawayback,beforetheywereChristians?"
  Emilpausedandstraightenedhisback。"I
  don’tknow。AboutliketheGermans’,wasn’tit?"
  Mariewentonasifshehadnotheardhim。
  "TheBohemians,youknow,weretreewor—
  shipersbeforethemissionariescame。Fathersaysthepeopleinthemountainsstilldoqueerthings,sometimes,——theybelievethattreesbringgoodorbadluck。"
  Emillookedsuperior。"Dothey?Well,whicharetheluckytrees?I’dliketoknow。"
  "Idon’tknowallofthem,butIknowlindensare。Theoldpeopleinthemountainsplantlindenstopurifytheforest,andtodoawaywiththespellsthatcomefromtheoldtreestheysayhavelastedfromheathentimes。
  I’magoodCatholic,butIthinkIcouldgetalongwithcaringfortrees,ifIhadn’tanythingelse。"
  "That’sapoorsaying,"saidEmil,stoopingovertowipehishandsinthewetgrass。
  "Whyisit?IfIfeelthatway,Ifeelthatway。Iliketreesbecausetheyseemmoreresignedtothewaytheyhavetolivethanotherthingsdo。IfeelasifthistreeknowseverythingIeverthinkofwhenIsithere。
  WhenIcomebacktoit,Ineverhavetore—
  minditofanything;IbeginjustwhereIleftoff。"
  Emilhadnothingtosaytothis。Hereachedupamongthebranchesandbegantopickthesweet,insipidfruit,——longivory—coloredber—
  ries,tippedwithfaintpink,likewhitecoral,thatfalltothegroundunheededallsummerthrough。Hedroppedahandfulintoherlap。
  "DoyoulikeMr。Linstrum?"Marieaskedsuddenly。
  "Yes。Don’tyou?"
  "Oh,eversomuch;onlyheseemskindofstaidandschool—teachery。But,ofcourse,heisolderthanFrank,even。I’msureIdon’twanttolivetobemorethanthirty,doyou?DoyouthinkAlexandralikeshimverymuch?"
  "Isupposeso。Theywereoldfriends。"
  "Oh,Emil,youknowwhatImean!"Marietossedherheadimpatiently。"Doesshereallycareabouthim?Whensheusedtotellmeabouthim,Ialwayswonderedwhethershewasn’talittleinlovewithhim。"
  "Who,Alexandra?"Emillaughedandthrusthishandsintohistrouserspockets。
  "Alexandra’sneverbeeninlove,youcrazy!"
  Helaughedagain。"Shewouldn’tknowhowtogoaboutit。Theidea!"
  Marieshruggedhershoulders。"Oh,youdon’tknowAlexandraaswellasyouthinkyoudo!Ifyouhadanyeyes,youwouldseethatsheisveryfondofhim。ItwouldserveyouallrightifshewalkedoffwithCarl。Ilikehimbecauseheappreciateshermorethanyoudo。"
  Emilfrowned。"Whatareyoutalkingabout,Marie?Alexandra’sallright。SheandIhavealwaysbeengoodfriends。Whatmoredoyouwant?IliketotalktoCarlaboutNewYorkandwhatafellowcandothere。"
  "Oh,Emil!Surelyyouarenotthinkingofgoingoffthere?"
  "Whynot?Imustgosomewhere,mustn’tI?"Theyoungmantookuphisscytheandleanedonit。"WouldyouratherIwentoffinthesandhillsandlivedlikeIvar?"
  Marie’sfacefellunderhisbroodinggaze。Shelookeddownathiswetleggings。"I’msureAlexandrahopesyouwillstayonhere,"shemurmured。
  "ThenAlexandrawillbedisappointed,"theyoungmansaidroughly。"WhatdoIwanttohangaroundherefor?Alexandracanrunthefarmallright,withoutme。Idon’twanttostandaroundandlookon。Iwanttobedoingsomethingonmyownaccount。"
  "That’sso,"Mariesighed。"Therearesomany,manythingsyoucando。Almostany—
  thingyouchoose。"
  "Andtherearesomany,manythingsIcan’tdo。"Emilechoedhertonesarcastically。"Some—
  timesIdon’twanttodoanythingatall,andsometimesIwanttopullthefourcornersoftheDividetogether,"——hethrewouthisarmandbroughtitbackwithajerk,——"so,likeatable—cloth。Igettiredofseeingmenandhorsesgoingupanddown,upanddown。"
  Marielookedupathisdefiantfigureandherfaceclouded。"Iwishyouweren’tsorestless,anddidn’tgetsoworkedupoverthings,"shesaidsadly。
  "Thankyou,"hereturnedshortly。
  Shesigheddespondently。"EverythingIsaymakesyoucross,don’tit?Andyouneverusedtobecrosstome。"
  Emiltookastepnearerandstoodfrowningdownatherbenthead。Hestoodinanattitudeofself—defense,hisfeetwellapart,hishandsclenchedanddrawnupathissides,sothatthecordsstoodoutonhisbarearms。"Ican’tplaywithyoulikealittleboyanymore,"hesaidslowly。"That’swhatyoumiss,Marie。You’llhavetogetsomeotherlittleboytoplaywith。"
  Hestoppedandtookadeepbreath。Thenhewentoninalowtone,sointensethatitwasalmostthreatening:"Sometimesyouseemtounderstandperfectly,andthensometimesyoupretendyoudon’t。Youdon’thelpthingsanybypretending。It’sthenthatIwanttopullthecornersoftheDividetogether。IfyouWON’Tunderstand,youknow,Icouldmakeyou!"
  Marieclaspedherhandsandstartedupfromherseat。Shehadgrownverypaleandhereyeswereshiningwithexcitementanddistress。
  "But,Emil,ifIunderstand,thenallourgoodtimesareover,wecanneverdonicethingsto—
  getheranymore。WeshallhavetobehavelikeMr。Linstrum。And,anyhow,there’snothingtounderstand!"Shestruckthegroundwithherlittlefootfiercely。"Thatwon’tlast。Itwillgoaway,andthingswillbejustastheyusedto。IwishyouwereaCatholic。TheChurchhelpspeople,indeeditdoes。Iprayforyou,butthat’snotthesameasifyouprayedyourself。"
  Shespokerapidlyandpleadingly,lookedentreatinglyintohisface。Emilstooddefiant,gazingdownather。
  "Ican’tpraytohavethethingsIwant,"hesaidslowly,"andIwon’tpraynottohavethem,notifI’mdamnedforit。"
  Marieturnedaway,wringingherhands。
  "Oh,Emil,youwon’ttry!Thenallourgoodtimesareover。"
  "Yes;over。Ineverexpecttohaveanymore。"
  Emilgrippedthehand—holdsofhisscytheandbegantomow。Marietookuphercherriesandwentslowlytowardthehouse,cryingbitterly。
  IX
  OnSundayafternoon,amonthafterCarlLinstrum’sarrival,herodewithEmilupintotheFrenchcountrytoattendaCatholicfair。
  Hesatformostoftheafternooninthebase—
  mentofthechurch,wherethefairwasheld,talkingtoMarieShabata,orstrolledaboutthegravelterrace,thrownuponthehillsideinfrontofthebasementdoors,wheretheFrenchboyswerejumpingandwrestlingandthrowingthediscus。Someoftheboyswereintheirwhitebaseballsuits;theyhadjustcomeupfromaSundaypracticegamedownintheball—
  grounds。Amedee,thenewlymarried,Emil’sbestfriend,wastheirpitcher,renownedamongthecountrytownsforhisdashandskill。
  Amedeewasalittlefellow,ayearyoungerthanEmilandmuchmoreboyishinappearance;
  verylitheandactiveandneatlymade,withaclearbrownandwhiteskin,andflashingwhiteteeth。TheSainte—AgnesboysweretoplaytheHastingsnineinafortnight,andAmedee’slightningballswerethehopeofhisteam。ThelittleFrenchmanseemedtogeteveryouncetherewasinhimbehindtheballasitlefthishand。
  "You’dhavemadethebatteryattheUniver—
  sityforsure,’Medee,"Emilsaidastheywerewalkingfromtheball—groundsbacktothechurchonthehill。"You’repitchingbetterthanyoudidinthespring。"
  Amedeegrinned。"Sure!Amarriedmandon’tlosehisheadnomore。"HeslappedEmilonthebackashecaughtstepwithhim。"Oh,Emil,youwannagetmarriedrightoffquick!
  It’sthegreatestthingever!"
  Emillaughed。"HowamIgoingtogetmar—
  riedwithoutanygirl?"
  Amedeetookhisarm。"Pooh!Thereareplentygirlswillhaveyou。YouwannagetsomeniceFrenchgirl,now。Shetreatyouwell;
  alwaysbejolly。See,"——hebegancheckingoffonhisfingers,——"thereisSeverine,andAlphosen,andJosephine,andHectorine,andLouise,andMalvina——why,Icouldloveanyofthemgirls!Whydon’tyougetafterthem?
  Areyoustuckup,Emil,orisanythingthematterwithyou?Ineverdidknowaboytwenty—twoyearsoldbeforethatdidn’thavenogirl。Youwannabeapriest,maybe?Not—aforme!"Amedeeswaggered。"IbringmanygoodCatholicsintothisworld,Ihope,andthat’sawayIhelptheChurch。"
  Emillookeddownandpattedhimontheshoulder。"Nowyou’rewindy,’Medee。YouFrenchiesliketobrag。"
  ButAmedeehadthezealofthenewlymar—
  ried,andhewasnottobelightlyshakenoff。
  "Honestandtrue,Emil,don’tyouwantANY
  girl?Maybethere’ssomeyoungladyinLin—
  coln,now,verygrand,"——Amedeewavedhishandlanguidlybeforehisfacetodenotethefanofheartlessbeauty,——"andyoulostyourheartupthere。Isthatit?"
  "Maybe,"saidEmil。
  ButAmedeesawnoappropriateglowinhisfriend’sface。"Bah!"heexclaimedindisgust。
  "ItellalltheFrenchgirlstokeep’wayfromyou。Yougottarockinthere,"thumpingEmilontheribs。
  Whentheyreachedtheterraceatthesideofthechurch,Amedee,whowasexcitedbyhissuccessontheball—grounds,challengedEmiltoajumping—match,thoughheknewhewouldbebeaten。Theybeltedthemselvesup,andRaoulMarcel,thechoirtenorandFatherDuchesne’spet,andJeanBordelau,heldthestringoverwhichtheyvaulted。AlltheFrenchboysstoodround,cheeringandhump—
  ingthemselvesupwhenEmilorAmedeewentoverthewire,asiftheywerehelpinginthelift。
  Emilstoppedatfive—feet—five,declaringthathewouldspoilhisappetiteforsupperifhejumpedanymore。
  Angelique,Amedee’sprettybride,asblondeandfairashername,whohadcomeouttowatchthematch,tossedherheadatEmilandsaid:——
  "’Medeecouldjumpmuchhigherthanyouifhewereastall。Andanyhow,heismuchmoregraceful。Hegoesoverlikeabird,andyouhavetohumpyourselfallup。"
  "Oh,Ido,doI?"Emilcaughtherandkissedhersaucymouthsquarely,whileshelaughedandstruggledandcalled,"’Medee!
  ’Medee!"
  "There,youseeyour’Medeeisn’tevenbigenoughtogetyouawayfromme。Icouldrunawaywithyourightnowandhecouldonlysitdownandcryaboutit。I’llshowyouwhetherIhavetohumpmyself!"Laughingandpant—
  ing,hepickedAngeliqueupinhisarmsandbeganrunningabouttherectanglewithher。
  NotuntilhesawMarieShabata’stigereyesflashingfromthegloomofthebasementdoor—
  waydidhehandthedisheveledbrideovertoherhusband。"There,gotoyourgraceful;
  Ihaven’tthehearttotakeyouawayfromhim。"
  AngeliqueclungtoherhusbandandmadefacesatEmiloverthewhiteshoulderofAmedee’sball—shirt。EmilwasgreatlyamusedatherairofproprietorshipandatAmedee’sshamelesssubmissiontoit。Hewasdelightedwithhisfriend’sgoodfortune。HelikedtoseeandtothinkaboutAmedee’ssunny,natural,happylove。
  HeandAmedeehadriddenandwrestledandlarkedtogethersincetheywereladsoftwelve。
  OnSundaysandholidaystheywerealwaysarminarm。ItseemedstrangethatnowheshouldhavetohidethethingthatAmedeewassoproudof,thatthefeelingwhichgaveoneofthemsuchhappinessshouldbringtheothersuchdespair。ItwaslikethatwhenAlexandratestedherseed—corninthespring,hemused。
  Fromtwoearsthathadgrownsidebyside,thegrainsofoneshotupjoyfullyintothelight,projectingthemselvesintothefuture,andthegrainsfromtheotherlaystillintheearthandrotted;andnobodyknewwhy。
  X
  WhileEmilandCarlwereamusingthem—
  selvesatthefair,Alexandrawasathome,busywithheraccount—books,whichhadbeenne—
  glectedoflate。Shewasalmostthroughwithherfigureswhensheheardacartdriveuptothegate,andlookingoutofthewindowshesawhertwoolderbrothers。TheyhadseemedtoavoidhereversinceCarlLinstrum’sarrival,fourweeksagothatday,andshehurriedtothedoortowelcomethem。Shesawatoncethattheyhadcomewithsomeverydefinitepurpose。
  Theyfollowedherstifflyintothesitting—room。
  Oscarsatdown,butLouwalkedovertothewindowandremainedstanding,hishandsbe—
  hindhim。
  "Youarebyyourself?"heasked,lookingtowardthedoorwayintotheparlor。
  "Yes。CarlandEmilwentuptotheCatho—
  licfair。"
  Forafewmomentsneitherofthemenspoke。
  ThenLoucameoutsharply。"Howsoondoesheintendtogoawayfromhere?"
  "Idon’tknow,Lou。Notforsometime,I
  hope。"Alexandraspokeinaneven,quiettonethatoftenexasperatedherbrothers。Theyfeltthatshewastryingtobesuperiorwiththem。
  Oscarspokeupgrimly。"Wethoughtweoughttotellyouthatpeoplehavebeguntotalk,"hesaidmeaningly。
  Alexandralookedathim。"Whatabout?"
  Oscarmethereyesblankly。"Aboutyou,keepinghimheresolong。Itlooksbadforhimtobehangingontoawomanthisway。Peoplethinkyou’regettingtakenin。"
  Alexandrashutheraccount—bookfirmly。
  "Boys,"shesaidseriously,"don’tlet’sgoonwiththis。Wewon’tcomeoutanywhere。I
  can’ttakeadviceonsuchamatter。Iknowyoumeanwell,butyoumustnotfeelresponsibleformeinthingsofthissort。Ifwegoonwiththistalkitwillonlymakehardfeeling。"
  Louwhippedaboutfromthewindow。"Yououghttothinkalittleaboutyourfamily。
  You’remakingusallridiculous。"
  "HowamI?"
  "Peoplearebeginningtosayyouwanttomarrythefellow。"
  "Well,andwhatisridiculousaboutthat?"
  LouandOscarexchangedoutragedlooks。
  "Alexandra!Can’tyouseehe’sjustatrampandhe’safteryourmoney?Hewantstobetakencareof,hedoes!"
  "Well,supposeIwanttotakecareofhim?
  Whosebusinessisitbutmyown?"
  "Don’tyouknowhe’dgetholdofyourproperty?"
  "He’dgetholdofwhatIwishedtogivehim,certainly。"
  OscarsatupsuddenlyandLouclutchedathisbristlyhair。
  "Givehim?"Loushouted。"Ourproperty,ourhomestead?"
  "Idon’tknowaboutthehomestead,"saidAlexandraquietly。"IknowyouandOscarhavealwaysexpectedthatitwouldbelefttoyourchildren,andI’mnotsurebutwhatyou’reright。ButI’lldoexactlyasIpleasewiththerestofmyland,boys。"
  "Therestofyourland!"criedLou,growingmoreexcitedeveryminute。"Didn’tallthelandcomeoutofthehomestead?Itwasboughtwithmoneyborrowedonthehomestead,andOscarandmeworkedourselvestothebonepayinginterestonit。"
  "Yes,youpaidtheinterest。Butwhenyoumarriedwemadeadivisionoftheland,andyouweresatisfied。I’vemademoreonmyfarmssinceI’vebeenalonethanwhenweallworkedtogether。"
  "Everythingyou’vemadehascomeoutoftheoriginallandthatusboysworkedfor,hasn’tit?Thefarmsandallthatcomesoutofthembelongstousasafamily。"
  Alexandrawavedherhandimpatiently。
  "Comenow,Lou。Sticktothefacts。Youaretalkingnonsense。Gotothecountyclerkandaskhimwhoownsmyland,andwhethermytitlesaregood。"
  Louturnedtohisbrother。"Thisiswhatcomesoflettingawomanmeddleinbusiness,"
  hesaidbitterly。"Weoughttohavetakenthingsinourownhandsyearsago。Butshelikedtorunthings,andwehumoredher。Wethoughtyouhadgoodsense,Alexandra。Weneverthoughtyou’ddoanythingfoolish。"
  Alexandrarappedimpatientlyonherdeskwithherknuckles。"Listen,Lou。Don’ttalkwild。Yousayyououghttohavetakenthingsintoyourownhandsyearsago。Isupposeyoumeanbeforeyoulefthome。Buthowcouldyoutakeholdofwhatwasn’tthere?I’vegotmostofwhatIhavenowsincewedividedtheprop—
  erty;I’vebuiltitupmyself,andithasnothingtodowithyou。"
  Oscarspokeupsolemnly。"Thepropertyofafamilyreallybelongstothemenofthefamily,nomatteraboutthetitle。Ifanythinggoeswrong,it’sthementhatareheldresponsible。"
  "Yes,ofcourse,"Loubrokein。"Everybodyknowsthat。Oscarandmehavealwaysbeeneasy—goingandwe’venevermadeanyfuss。
  Wewerewillingyoushouldholdthelandandhavethegoodofit,butyougotnorighttopartwithanyofit。Weworkedinthefieldstopayforthefirstlandyoubought,andwhat—
  ever’scomeoutofithasgottobekeptinthefamily。"
  Oscarreinforcedhisbrother,hismindfixedontheonepointhecouldsee。"Thepropertyofafamilybelongstothemenofthefamily,becausetheyareheldresponsible,andbecausetheydothework。"
  Alexandralookedfromonetotheother,hereyesfullofindignation。Shehadbeenimpa—
  tientbefore,butnowshewasbeginningtofeelangry。"Andwhataboutmywork?"sheaskedinanunsteadyvoice。
  Loulookedatthecarpet。"Oh,now,Alex—
  andra,youalwaystookitprettyeasy!Ofcoursewewantedyouto。Youlikedtomanageround,andwealwayshumoredyou。Werealizeyouwereagreatdealofhelptous。There’snowomananywherearoundthatknowsasmuchaboutbusinessasyoudo,andwe’vealwaysbeenproudofthat,andthoughtyouwereprettysmart。But,ofcourse,therealworkalwaysfellonus。Goodadviceisallright,butitdon’tgettheweedsoutofthecorn。"
  "Maybenot,butitsometimesputsinthecrop,anditsometimeskeepsthefieldsforcorntogrowin,"saidAlexandradryly。"Why,Lou,IcanrememberwhenyouandOscarwantedtosellthishomesteadandalltheim—
  provementstooldpreacherEricsonfortwothousanddollars。IfI’dconsented,you’dhavegonedowntotheriverandscrapedalongonpoorfarmsfortherestofyourlives。WhenI
  putinourfirstfieldofalfalfayoubothopposedme,justbecauseIfirstheardaboutitfromayoungmanwhohadbeentotheUniversity。
  YousaidIwasbeingtakeninthen,andalltheneighborssaidso。YouknowaswellasIdothatalfalfahasbeenthesalvationofthiscoun—
  try。YoualllaughedatmewhenIsaidourlandherewasaboutreadyforwheat,andIhadtoraisethreebigwheatcropsbeforetheneigh—
  borsquitputtingalltheirlandincorn。Why,I
  rememberyoucried,Lou,whenweputinthefirstbigwheat—planting,andsaideverybodywaslaughingatus。"
  LouturnedtoOscar。"That’sthewomanofit;ifshetellsyoutoputinacrop,shethinksshe’sputitin。Itmakeswomenconceitedtomeddleinbusiness。Ishouldn’tthinkyou’dwanttoremindushowhardyouwereonus,Alexandra,afterthewayyoubabyEmil。"
  "Hardonyou?Inevermeanttobehard。
  Conditionswerehard。MaybeIwouldneverhavebeenverysoft,anyhow;butIcertainlydidn’tchoosetobethekindofgirlIwas。Ifyoutakeevenavineandcutitbackagainandagain,itgrowshard,likeatree。"
  Loufeltthattheywerewanderingfromthepoint,andthatindigressionAlexandramightunnervehim。Hewipedhisforeheadwithajerkofhishandkerchief。"Weneverdoubtedyou,Alexandra。Weneverquestionedany—
  thingyoudid。You’vealwayshadyourownway。Butyoucan’texpectustositlikestumpsandseeyoudoneoutofthepropertybyanyloaferwhohappensalong,andmakingyourselfridiculousintothebargain。"
  Oscarrose。"Yes,"hebrokein,"every—
  body’slaughingtoseeyougettookin;atyourage,too。Everybodyknowshe’snearlyfiveyearsyoungerthanyou,andisafteryourmoney。Why,Alexandra,youarefortyyearsold!"
  "Allthatdoesn’tconcernanybodybutCarlandme。Gototownandaskyourlawyerswhatyoucandotorestrainmefromdisposingofmyownproperty。AndIadviseyoutodowhattheytellyou;fortheauthorityyoucanexertbylawistheonlyinfluenceyouwilleverhaveovermeagain。"Alexandrarose。"IthinkI
  wouldrathernothavelivedtofindoutwhatI
  haveto—day,"shesaidquietly,closingherdesk。
  LouandOscarlookedateachotherques—
  tioningly。Thereseemedtobenothingtodobuttogo,andtheywalkedout。
  "Youcan’tdobusinesswithwomen,"Oscarsaidheavilyasheclamberedintothecart。
  "Butanyhow,we’vehadoursay,atlast。"
  Louscratchedhishead。"Talkofthatkindmightcometoohigh,youknow;butshe’sapttobesensible。Youhadn’toughttosaidthataboutherage,though,Oscar。I’mafraidthathurtherfeelings;andtheworstthingwecandoistomakehersoreatus。She’dmarryhimoutofcontrariness。"
  "Ionlymeant,"saidOscar,"thatsheisoldenoughtoknowbetter,andsheis。Ifshewasgoingtomarry,sheoughttodoneitlongago,andnotgomakingafoolofherselfnow。"
  Loulookedanxious,nevertheless。"Ofcourse,"hereflectedhopefullyandincon—
  sistently,"Alexandraain’tmuchlikeotherwomen—folks。Maybeitwon’tmakehersore。
  Maybeshe’dassoonbefortyasnot!"
  XI
  Emilcamehomeatabouthalf—pastseveno’clockthatevening。OldIvarmethimatthewindmillandtookhishorse,andtheyoungmanwentdirectlyintothehouse。Hecalledtohissisterandsheansweredfromherbedroom,behindthesitting—room,sayingthatshewaslyingdown。
  Emilwenttoherdoor。
  "CanIseeyouforaminute?"heasked。"I
  wanttotalktoyouaboutsomethingbeforeCarlcomes。"
  Alexandrarosequicklyandcametothedoor。
  "WhereisCarl?"
  "LouandOscarmetusandsaidtheywantedtotalktohim,soherodeovertoOscar’swiththem。Areyoucomingout?"Emilaskedimpatiently。
  "Yes,sitdown。I’llbedressedinamo—
  ment。"
  Alexandraclosedherdoor,andEmilsankdownontheoldslatloungeandsatwithhisheadinhishands。Whenhissistercameout,helookedup,notknowingwhethertheintervalhadbeenshortorlong,andhewassurprisedtoseethattheroomhadgrownquitedark。Thatwasjustaswell;itwouldbeeasiertotalkifhewerenotunderthegazeofthoseclear,deliber—
  ateeyes,thatsawsofarinsomedirectionsandweresoblindinothers。Alexandra,too,wasgladofthedusk。Herfacewasswollenfromcrying。
  Emilstartedupandthensatdownagain。
  "Alexandra,"hesaidslowly,inhisdeepyoungbaritone,"Idon’twanttogoawaytolawschoolthisfall。Letmeputitoffanotheryear。
  Iwanttotakeayearoffandlookaround。It’sawfullyeasytorushintoaprofessionyoudon’treallylike,andawfullyhardtogetoutofit。
  LinstrumandIhavebeentalkingaboutthat。"
  "Verywell,Emil。Onlydon’tgoofflookingforland。"Shecameupandputherhandonhisshoulder。"I’vebeenwishingyoucouldstaywithmethiswinter。"
  "That’sjustwhatIdon’twanttodo,Alex—
  andra。I’mrestless。Iwanttogotoanewplace。
  IwanttogodowntotheCityofMexicotojoinoneoftheUniversityfellowswho’sattheheadofanelectricalplant。Hewrotemehecouldgivemealittlejob,enoughtopaymyway,andIcouldlookaroundandseewhatIwanttodo。
  Iwanttogoassoonasharvestisover。IguessLouandOscarwillbesoreaboutit。"
  "Isupposetheywill。"Alexandrasatdownontheloungebesidehim。"Theyareveryangrywithme,Emil。Wehavehadaquarrel。
  Theywillnotcomehereagain。"
  Emilscarcelyheardwhatshewassaying;hedidnotnoticethesadnessofhertone。HewasthinkingabouttherecklesslifehemeanttoliveinMexico。
  "Whatabout?"heaskedabsently。
  "AboutCarlLinstrum。TheyareafraidIamgoingtomarryhim,andthatsomeofmypropertywillgetawayfromthem。"
  Emilshruggedhisshoulders。"Whatnon—
  sense!"hemurmured。"Justlikethem。"
  Alexandradrewback。"Whynonsense,Emil?"
  "Why,you’veneverthoughtofsuchathing,haveyou?Theyalwayshavetohavesomethingtofussabout。"
  "Emil,"saidhissisterslowly,"yououghtnottotakethingsforgranted。DoyouagreewiththemthatIhavenorighttochangemywayofliving?"
  Emillookedattheoutlineofhissister’sheadinthedimlight。Theyweresittingcloseto—
  getherandhesomehowfeltthatshecouldhearhisthoughts。Hewassilentforamo—
  ment,andthensaidinanembarrassedtone,"Why,no,certainlynot。Yououghttodowhateveryouwantto。I’llalwaysbackyou。"
  "ButitwouldseemalittlebitridiculoustoyouifImarriedCarl?"
  Emilfidgeted。Theissueseemedtohimtoofar—fetchedtowarrantdiscussion。"Why,no。
  Ishouldbesurprisedifyouwantedto。Ican’tseeexactlywhy。Butthat’snoneofmybusi—
  ness。Yououghttodoasyouplease。Certainlyyououghtnottopayanyattentiontowhattheboyssay。"
  Alexandrasighed。"Ihadhopedyoumightunderstand,alittle,whyIdowantto。ButI
  supposethat’stoomuchtoexpect。I’vehadaprettylonelylife,Emil。BesidesMarie,CarlistheonlyfriendIhaveeverhad。"
  Emilwasawakenow;anameinherlastsen—
  tencerousedhim。Heputouthishandandtookhissister’sawkwardly。"Yououghttodojustasyouwish,andIthinkCarl’safinefel—
  low。HeandIwouldalwaysgeton。Idon’tbelieveanyofthethingstheboyssayabouthim,honestIdon’t。Theyaresuspiciousofhimbecausehe’sintelligent。Youknowtheirway。
  They’vebeensoreatmeeversinceyouletmegoawaytocollege。They’realwaystryingtocatchmeup。IfIwereyou,Iwouldn’tpayanyattentiontothem。There’snothingtogetupsetabout。Carl’sasensiblefellow。Hewon’tmindthem。"
  "Idon’tknow。Iftheytalktohimthewaytheydidtome,Ithinkhe’llgoaway。"
  Emilgrewmoreandmoreuneasy。"Thinkso?Well,Mariesaiditwouldserveusallrightifyouwalkedoffwithhim。"
  "Didshe?Blessherlittleheart!SHEwould。"
  Alexandra’svoicebroke。
  Emilbeganunlacinghisleggings。"Whydon’tyoutalktoheraboutit?There’sCarl,I
  hearhishorse。IguessI’llgoupstairsandgetmybootsoff。No,Idon’twantanysupper。Wehadsupperatfiveo’clock,atthefair。"
  Emilwasgladtoescapeandgettohisownroom。Hewasalittleashamedforhissister,thoughhehadtriednottoshowit。Hefeltthattherewassomethingindecorousinherproposal,andshedidseemtohimsomewhatridiculous。Therewastroubleenoughintheworld,hereflected,ashethrewhimselfuponhisbed,withoutpeoplewhowerefortyyearsoldimaginingtheywantedtogetmarried。InthedarknessandsilenceEmilwasnotlikelytothinklongaboutAlexandra。Everyimageslippedawaybutone。HehadseenMarieinthecrowdthatafternoon。Shesoldcandyatthefair。WHYhadsheeverrunawaywithFrankShabata,andhowcouldshegoonlaughingandworkingandtakinganinterestinthings?Whydidshelikesomanypeople,andwhyhadsheseemedpleasedwhenalltheFrenchandBohe—
  mianboys,andthepriesthimself,crowdedroundhercandystand?Whydidshecareaboutanyonebuthim?Whycouldhenever,neverfindthethinghelookedforinherplayful,affectionateeyes?
  Thenhefelltoimaginingthathelookedoncemoreandfounditthere,andwhatitwouldbelikeifshelovedhim,——shewho,asAlexandrasaid,couldgiveherwholeheart。Inthatdreamhecouldlieforhours,asifinatrance。HisspiritwentoutofhisbodyandcrossedthefieldstoMarieShabata。
  AttheUniversitydancesthegirlshadoftenlookedwonderinglyatthetallyoungSwedewiththefinehead,leaningagainstthewallandfrowning,hisarmsfolded,hiseyesfixedontheceilingorthefloor。Allthegirlswerealittleafraidofhim。Hewasdistinguished—looking,andnotthejollyingkind。Theyfeltthathewastoointenseandpreoccupied。Therewassome—
  thingqueerabouthim。Emil’sfraternityratherprideditselfuponitsdances,andsome—
  timeshedidhisdutyanddancedeverydance。
  Butwhetherhewasonthefloororbroodinginacorner,hewasalwaysthinkingaboutMarieShabata。Fortwoyearsthestormhadbeengatheringinhim。
  XII
  Carlcameintothesitting—roomwhileAlex—
  andrawaslightingthelamp。Shelookedupathimassheadjustedtheshade。Hissharpshoul—
  dersstoopedasifhewereverytired,hisfacewaspale,andtherewerebluishshadowsunderhisdarkeyes。Hisangerhadburneditselfoutandlefthimsickanddisgusted。
  "YouhaveseenLouandOscar?"Alexandraasked。
  "Yes。"Hiseyesavoidedhers。
  Alexandratookadeepbreath。"Andnowyouaregoingaway。Ithoughtso。"
  Carlthrewhimselfintoachairandpushedthedarklockbackfromhisforeheadwithhiswhite,nervoushand。"Whatahopelessposi—
  tionyouarein,Alexandra!"heexclaimedfeverishly。"Itisyourfatetobealwayssur—
  roundedbylittlemen。AndIamnobetterthantherest。IamtoolittletofacethecriticismofevensuchmenasLouandOscar。Yes,Iamgoingaway;to—morrow。IcannotevenaskyoutogivemeapromiseuntilIhavesomethingtoofferyou。Ithought,perhaps,Icoulddothat;
  butIfindIcan’t。"
  "Whatgoodcomesofofferingpeoplethingstheydon’tneed?"Alexandraaskedsadly。"I
  don’tneedmoney。ButIhaveneededyouforagreatmanyyears。IwonderwhyIhavebeenpermittedtoprosper,ifitisonlytotakemyfriendsawayfromme。"
  "Idon’tdeceivemyself,"Carlsaidfrankly。
  "IknowthatIamgoingawayonmyownaccount。Imustmaketheusualeffort。Imusthavesomethingtoshowformyself。Totakewhatyouwouldgiveme,Ishouldhavetobeeitheraverylargemanoraverysmallone,andIamonlyinthemiddleclass。"
  Alexandrasighed。"Ihaveafeelingthatifyougoaway,youwillnotcomeback。Some—
  thingwillhappentooneofus,ortoboth。
  Peoplehavetosnatchathappinesswhentheycan,inthisworld。Itisalwayseasiertolosethantofind。WhatIhaveisyours,ifyoucareenoughaboutmetotakeit。"
  CarlroseandlookedupatthepictureofJohnBergson。"ButIcan’t,mydear,Ican’t!
  IwillgoNorthatonce。InsteadofidlingaboutinCaliforniaallwinter,Ishallbegettingmybearingsupthere。Iwon’twasteanotherweek。
  Bepatientwithme,Alexandra。Givemeayear!"
  "Asyouwill,"saidAlexandrawearily。"Allatonce,inasingleday,Iloseeverything;andI
  donotknowwhy。Emil,too,isgoingaway。"
  CarlwasstillstudyingJohnBergson’sfaceandAlexandra’seyesfollowedhis。"Yes,"shesaid,"ifhecouldhaveseenallthatwouldcomeofthetaskhegaveme,hewouldhavebeensorry。I
  hopehedoesnotseemenow。Ihopethatheisamongtheoldpeopleofhisbloodandcountry,andthattidingsdonotreachhimfromtheNewWorld。"
  EndofPartII
  PARTIII
  WinterMemoriesI
  WinterhassettleddownovertheDivideagain;theseasoninwhichNaturerecuperates,inwhichshesinkstosleepbetweenthefruitful—
  nessofautumnandthepassionofspring。Thebirdshavegone。Theteeminglifethatgoesondowninthelonggrassisexterminated。Theprairie—dogkeepshishole。Therabbitsrunshiveringfromonefrozengardenpatchtoan—
  otherandarehardputtoittofindfrost—bittencabbage—stalks。Atnightthecoyotesroamthewintrywaste,howlingforfood。Thevariegatedfieldsareallonecolornow;thepastures,thestubble,theroads,theskyarethesameleadengray。Thehedgerowsandtreesarescarcelyper—
  ceptibleagainstthebareearth,whoseslatyhuetheyhavetakenon。Thegroundisfrozensohardthatitbruisesthefoottowalkintheroadsorintheploughedfields。Itislikeanironcountry,andthespiritisoppressedbyitsrigorandmelancholy。Onecouldeasilybelievethatinthatdeadlandscapethegermsoflifeandfruit—
  fulnesswereextinctforever。
  Alexandrahassettledbackintoheroldroutine。ThereareweeklylettersfromEmil。
  LouandOscarshehasnotseensinceCarlwentaway。Toavoidawkwardencountersinthepresenceofcuriousspectators,shehasstoppedgoingtotheNorwegianChurchanddrivesuptotheReformChurchatHanover,orgoeswithMarieShabatatotheCatholicChurch,locallyknownas"theFrenchChurch。"
  ShehasnottoldMarieaboutCarl,orherdif—
  ferenceswithherbrothers。Shewasneververycommunicativeaboutherownaffairs,andwhenshecametothepoint,aninstincttoldherthataboutsuchthingssheandMariewouldnotunderstandoneanother。
  OldMrs。LeehadbeenafraidthatfamilymisunderstandingsmightdepriveherofheryearlyvisittoAlexandra。ButonthefirstdayofDecemberAlexandratelephonedAnniethatto—morrowshewouldsendIvaroverforhermother,andthenextdaytheoldladyarrivedwithherbundles。FortwelveyearsMrs。LeehadalwaysenteredAlexandra’ssitting—roomwiththesameexclamation,"Nowwebeyust—alikeoldtimes!"SheenjoyedthelibertyAlex—
  andragaveher,andhearingherownlanguageaboutheralldaylong。Hereshecouldwearhernightcapandsleepwithallherwindowsshut,listentoIvarreadingtheBible,andhereshecouldrunaboutamongthestablesinapairofEmil’soldboots。Thoughshewasbentalmostdouble,shewasasspryasagopher。Herfacewasasbrownasifithadbeenvarnished,andasfullofwrinklesasawasherwoman’shands。Shehadthreejollyoldteethleftinthefrontofhermouth,andwhenshegrinnedshelookedveryknowing,asifwhenyoufoundouthowtotakeit,lifewasn’thalfbad。WhilesheandAlex—
  andrapatchedandpiecedandquilted,shetalkedincessantlyaboutstoriesshereadinaSwedishfamilypaper,tellingtheplotsingreatdetail;oraboutherlifeonadairyfarminGottlandwhenshewasagirl。Sometimessheforgotwhichweretheprintedstoriesandwhichweretherealstories,itallseemedsofaraway。
  Shelovedtotakealittlebrandy,withhotwaterandsugar,beforeshewenttobed,andAlexandraalwayshaditreadyforher。"Itsendsgooddreams,"shewouldsaywithatwinkleinhereye。
  WhenMrs。LeehadbeenwithAlexandraforaweek,MarieShabatatelephonedonemorningtosaythatFrankhadgonetotownfortheday,andshewouldlikethemtocomeoverforcoffeeintheafternoon。Mrs。Leehurriedtowashoutandironhernewcross—stitchedapron,whichshehadfinishedonlythenightbefore;acheckedginghamapronworkedwithadesignteninchesbroadacrossthebottom;ahuntingscene,withfirtreesandastaganddogsandhuntsmen。
  Mrs。Leewasfirmwithherselfatdinner,andrefusedasecondhelpingofappledumplings。
  "Ita—ankIsaveup,"shesaidwithagiggle。
  Attwoo’clockintheafternoonAlexandra’scartdroveuptotheShabatas’gate,andMariesawMrs。Lee’sredshawlcomebobbingupthepath。Sherantothedoorandpulledtheoldwomanintothehousewithahug,helpinghertotakeoffherwrapswhileAlexandrablan—
  ketedthehorseoutside。Mrs。Leehadputonherbestblacksatinedress——sheabominatedwoolenstuffs,eveninwinter——andacrochetedcollar,fastenedwithabigpalegoldpin,con—
  tainingfadeddaguerreotypesofherfatherandmother。Shehadnotwornherapronforfearofrumplingit,andnowsheshookitoutandtieditroundherwaistwithaconsciousair。Mariedrewbackandthrewupherhands,exclaiming,"Oh,whatabeauty!I’veneverseenthisonebefore,haveI,Mrs。Lee?"
  Theoldwomangiggledandduckedherhead。
  "No,yustlas’nightIma—ake。Seedistread;
  verrastrong,nowa—ashout,nofade。Mysis—
  tersendfromSveden。Iyust—ata—ankyoulikedis。"
  Marierantothedooragain。"Comein,Alexandra。IhavebeenlookingatMrs。Lee’sapron。DostoponyourwayhomeandshowittoMrs。Hiller。She’scrazyaboutcross—stitch。"
  WhileAlexandraremovedherhatandveil,Mrs。Leewentouttothekitchenandsettledherselfinawoodenrocking—chairbythestove,lookingwithgreatinterestatthetable,setforthree,withawhitecloth,andapotofpinkgeraniumsinthemiddle。"My,a—an’tyougottafineplants;such—amuchflower。Howyoukeepfromfreeze?"
  Shepointedtothewindow—shelves,fullofbloomingfuchsiasandgeraniums。
  "Ikeepthefireallnight,Mrs。Lee,andwhenit’sverycoldIputthemallonthetable,inthemiddleoftheroom。OthernightsIonlyputnewspapersbehindthem。Franklaughsatmeforfussing,butwhentheydon’tbloomhesays,’What’sthematterwiththedarnedthings?’——
  WhatdoyouhearfromCarl,Alexandra?"
  "HegottoDawsonbeforetheriverfroze,andnowIsupposeIwon’thearanymoreuntilspring。BeforeheleftCaliforniahesentmeaboxoforangeflowers,buttheydidn’tkeepverywell。IhavebroughtabunchofEmil’slettersforyou。"Alexandracameoutfromthesitting—roomandpinchedMarie’scheekplay—
  fully。"Youdon’tlookasiftheweathereverfrozeyouup。Neverhavecolds,doyou?
  That’sagoodgirl。Shehaddarkredcheekslikethiswhenshewasalittlegirl,Mrs。Lee。Shelookedlikesomequeerforeignkindofadoll。
  I’veneverforgotthefirsttimeIsawyouinMieklejohn’sstore,Marie,thetimefatherwaslyingsick。CarlandIweretalkingaboutthatbeforehewentaway。"
  "Iremember,andEmilhadhiskittenalong。
  WhenareyougoingtosendEmil’sChristmasbox?"
  "Itoughttohavegonebeforethis。I’llhavetosenditbymailnow,togetitthereintime。"
  Mariepulledadarkpurplesilknecktiefromherworkbasket。"Iknitthisforhim。It’sagoodcolor,don’tyouthink?Willyoupleaseputitinwithyourthingsandtellhimit’sfromme,towearwhenhegoesserenading。"
  Alexandralaughed。"Idon’tbelievehegoesserenadingmuch。HesaysinoneletterthattheMexicanladiesaresaidtobeverybeauti—
  ful,butthatdon’tseemtomeverywarmpraise。"
  Marietossedherhead。"Emilcan’tfoolme。
  Ifhe’sboughtaguitar,hegoesserenading。
  Whowouldn’t,withallthoseSpanishgirlsdroppingflowersdownfromtheirwindows!
  I’dsingtothemeverynight,wouldn’tyou,Mrs。Lee?"
  Theoldladychuckled。HereyeslitupasMariebentdownandopenedtheovendoor。
  Adelicioushotfragranceblewoutintothetidykitchen。"My,somet’ingsmellgood!"SheturnedtoAlexandrawithawink,herthreeyel—
  lowteethmakingabraveshow,"Ita—ankdatstopmyyawfromachenomore!"shesaidcon—
  tentedly。
  Marietookoutapanofdelicatelittlerolls,stuffedwithstewedapricots,andbegantodustthemoverwithpowderedsugar。"Ihopeyou’lllikethese,Mrs。Lee;Alexandradoes。TheBohemiansalwayslikethemwiththeircoffee。
  Butifyoudon’t,Ihaveacoffee—cakewithnutsandpoppyseeds。Alexandra,willyougetthecreamjug?Iputitinthewindowtokeepcool。"
  "TheBohemians,"saidAlexandra,astheydrewuptothetable,"certainlyknowhowtomakemorekindsofbreadthananyotherpeo—
  pleintheworld。OldMrs。Hillertoldmeonceatthechurchsupperthatshecouldmakesevenkindsoffancybread,butMariecouldmakeadozen。"
  Mrs。Leehelduponeoftheapricotrollsbetweenherbrownthumbandforefingerandweigheditcritically。"Yustlike—afedders,"
  shepronouncedwithsatisfaction。"My,a—an’tdisnice!"sheexclaimedasshestirredhercoffee。"Iyustta—akealiddleyellynow,too,Ita—ank。"
  AlexandraandMarielaughedatherfore—
  handedness,andfelltotalkingoftheirownaffairs。"IwasafraidyouhadacoldwhenI
  talkedtoyouoverthetelephonetheothernight,Marie。Whatwasthematter,hadyoubeencrying?"
  "MaybeIhad,"Mariesmiledguiltily。
  "Frankwasoutlatethatnight。Don’tyougetlonelysometimesinthewinter,whenevery—
  bodyhasgoneaway?"
  "Ithoughtitwassomethinglikethat。IfI
  hadn’thadcompany,I’dhaverunovertoseeformyself。Ifyougetdown—hearted,whatwillbecomeoftherestofus?"Alexandraasked。
  "Idon’t,veryoften。There’sMrs。Leewithoutanycoffee!"
  Later,whenMrs。Leedeclaredthatherpowerswerespent,MarieandAlexandrawentupstairstolookforsomecrochetpatternstheoldladywantedtoborrow。"Betterputonyourcoat,Alexandra。It’scoldupthere,andI
  havenoideawherethosepatternsare。Imayhavetolookthroughmyoldtrunks。"Mariecaughtupashawlandopenedthestairdoor,run—
  ningupthestepsaheadofherguest。"WhileI
  gothroughthebureaudrawers,youmightlookinthosehat—boxesonthecloset—shelf,overwhereFrank’sclotheshang。Therearealotofoddsandendsinthem。"
  Shebegantossingoverthecontentsofthedrawers,andAlexandrawentintotheclothes—
  closet。Presentlyshecameback,holdingaslenderelasticyellowstickinherhand。
  "Whatintheworldisthis,Marie?Youdon’tmeantotellmeFrankevercarriedsuchathing?"
  Marieblinkedatitwithastonishmentandsatdownonthefloor。"Wheredidyoufindit?
  Ididn’tknowhehadkeptit。Ihaven’tseenitforyears。"
  "Itreallyisacane,then?"
  "Yes。Onehebroughtfromtheoldcoun—
  try。HeusedtocarryitwhenIfirstknewhim。
  Isn’titfoolish?PoorFrank!"
  Alexandratwirledthestickinherfingersandlaughed。"Hemusthavelookedfunny!"
  Mariewasthoughtful。"No,hedidn’t,really。
  Itdidn’tseemoutofplace。Heusedtobeawfullygaylikethatwhenhewasayoungman。Iguesspeoplealwaysgetwhat’shard—
  estforthem,Alexandra。"Mariegatheredtheshawlcloseraboutherandstilllookedhardatthecane。"Frankwouldbeallrightintherightplace,"shesaidreflectively。"Heoughttohaveadifferentkindofwife,foronething。Doyouknow,Alexandra,IcouldpickoutexactlytherightsortofwomanforFrank——now。
  Thetroubleisyoualmosthavetomarryamanbeforeyoucanfindoutthesortofwifeheneeds;andusuallyit’sexactlythesortyouarenot。Thenwhatareyougoingtodoaboutit?"
  sheaskedcandidly。