首页 >出版文学> Memoir of Fleeming Jenkin>第6章
  Theearnormallyhangsdownbehind;thegoatturnssidewaystoherenemy—byalittleknowingcockoftheheadflicksoneearoveroneeye,andsquintsfrombehinditforhalfaminute—tossesherheadback,skipsapaceortwofurtheroff,andrepeatsthemanoeuvre。Thecookisveryfatandcannotrunafterthatgoatmuch。
  ’PERNAMBUCO,AUG。1。—Welandedhereyesterday,allwellandcablesound,afteragoodpassage……Iamonfamiliartermswithcocoa—nuts,mangoes,andbread—fruittrees,butIthinkIlikethenegressesbestofanythingIhaveseen。Inturbansandloosesea—
  greenrobes,withbeautifulblack—browncomplexionsandastatelycarriage,theyreallyareasatisfactiontomyeye。Theweatherhasbeenwindyandrainy;theHOOPERhastolieaboutamilefromthetown,inanopenroadstead,withthewholeswelloftheAtlanticdrivingstraightonshore。Thelittlesteamlaunchgivesallwhogoinheragoodducking,asshebobsaboutonthebigrollers;andmyoldgymnasticpracticestandsmeingoodsteadonboardingandleavingher。Weclamberdownaropeladderhangingfromthehighstern,andthentakingaropeinonehand,swingintothelaunchatthemomentwhenshecancontrivetosteamupunderus—bobbingaboutlikeanapplethrownintoatuballthewhile。ThePresidentoftheprovinceandhissuitetriedtocomeofftoaStateluncheononboardonSunday;butthelaunchbeingratherheavilyladen,behavedworsethanusual,andsomegreenseasstoveinthePresident’shatandmadehimwetterthanhehadprobablyeverbeeninhislife;soafteroneortworollers,heturnedback;
  andindeedhewaswisetodoso,forIdon’tseehowhecouldhavegotonboard……BeingfullyconvincedthattheworldwillnotcontinuetogoroundunlessIpayitpersonalattention,Imustrunawaytomywork。’
  CHAPTERVI。—1869—1885。
  Edinburgh—Colleagues—FARRAGOVITAE—I。TheFamilyCircle—
  FleemingandhisSons—HighlandLife—TheCruiseoftheSteamLaunch—SummerinStyria—RusticManners—II。TheDrama—
  PrivateTheatricals—III。SanitaryAssociations—ThePhonograph—
  IV。Fleeming’sAcquaintancewithaStudent—HislateMaturityofMind—ReligionandMorality—HisLoveofHeroism—TasteinLiterature—V。HisTalk—HislatePopularity—LetterfromM。
  Trelat。
  THEremainingexternalincidentsofFleeming’slife,pleasures,honours,freshinterests,newfriends,arenotsuchaswillbeartobetoldatanylengthorinthetemporalorder。Anditisnowtimetolaynarrationby,andtolookatthemanhewasandthelifehelived,morelargely。
  Edinburgh,whichwasthenceforthtobehishome,isametropolitansmalltown;wherecollegeprofessorsandthelawyersoftheParliamentHousegivethetone,andpersonsofleisure,attractedbyeducationaladvantages,makeupmuchofthebulkofsociety。
  Not,therefore,anunletteredplace,yetnotpedantic,Edinburghwillcomparefavourablywithmuchlargercities。Ahardanddisputatiouselementhasbeencommentedonbystrangers:itwouldnottouchFleeming,whowashimselfregarded,eveninthismetropolisofdisputation,asathornytable—mate。Togolfunhappilyhedidnottake,andgolfisacardinalvirtueinthecityofthewinds。NordidhebecomeanarcheroftheQueen’sBody—Guard,whichistheChilternHundredsofthedistastedgolfer。
  HedidnotevenfrequenttheEveningClub,wherehiscolleagueTait(inmyday)wassopunctualandsogenial。Sothatinsomewayshestoodoutsideofthelighterandkindlierlifeofhisnewhome。I
  shouldnotliketosaythathewasgenerallypopular;butthereaselsewhere,thosewhoknewhimwellenoughtolovehim,lovedhimwell。Andhe,uponhisside,likedaplacewhereadinnerpartywasnotofnecessityunintellectual,andwheremenstooduptohiminargument。
  Thepresenceofhisoldclassmate,Tait,wasoneofhisearlyattractionstothechair;andnowthatFleemingisgoneagain,Taitstillremains,rulingandreallyteachinghisgreatclasses。SirRobertChristisonwasanoldfriendofhismother’s;SirAlexanderGrant,Kelland,andSellar,werenewacquaintancesandhighlyvalued;andthesetoo,allbutthelast,havebeentakenfromtheirfriendsandlabours。DeathhasbeenbusyintheSenatus。IwillspeakelsewhereofFleeming’sdemeanourtohisstudents;anditwillbeenoughtoaddherethathisrelationswithhiscolleaguesingeneralwerepleasanttohimself。
  Edinburgh,then,withitssociety,itsuniversitywork,itsdelightfulscenery,anditsskatinginthewinter,wasthenceforthhisbaseofoperations。Butheshotmeanwhileerraticinmanydirections:twicetoAmerica,aswehaveseen,ontelegraphvoyages;continuallytoLondononbusiness;oftentoParis;yearafteryeartotheHighlandstoshoot,tofish,tolearnreelsandGaelic,tomaketheacquaintanceandfallinlovewiththecharacterofHighlanders;andoncetoStyria,tohuntchamoisanddancewithpeasantmaidens。Allthewhile,hewaspursuingthecourseofhiselectricalstudies,makingfreshinventions,takingupthephonograph,filledwiththeoriesofgraphicrepresentation;
  reading,writing,publishing,foundingsanitaryassociations,interestedintechnicaleducation,investigatingthelawsofmetre,drawing,acting,directingprivatetheatricals,goingalongwaytoseeanactor—alongwaytoseeapicture;intheverybubbleofthetidewayofcontemporaryinterests。Andallthewhilehewasbusiedabouthisfatherandmother,hiswife,andinparticularhissons;anxiouslywatching,anxiouslyguidingthese,andplungingwithhiswholefundofyouthfulnessintotheirsportsandinterests。Andallthewhilehewashimselfmaturing—notincharacterorbody,fortheseremainedyoung—butinthestockedmind,inthetolerantknowledgeoflifeandman,inpiousacceptanceoftheuniverse。Hereisafarragoforachapter:hereisaworldofinterestsandactivities,human,artistic,social,scientific,ateachofwhichhesprangwithimpetuouspleasure,oneachofwhichhesquanderedenergy,thearrowdrawntothehead,thewholeintensityofhisspiritbent,forthemoment,onthemomentarypurpose。Itwasthisthatlentsuchunusualinteresttohissociety,sothatnofriendofhiscanforgetthatfigureofFleemingcomingchargedwithsomenewdiscovery:itisthisthatmakeshischaractersodifficulttorepresent。Ourfathers,uponsomedifficulttheme,wouldinvoketheMuse;Icanbutappealtotheimaginationofthereader。WhenIdwelluponsomeonething,hemustbearinminditwasonlyoneofascore;thattheunweariablebrainwasteemingattheverytimewithotherthoughts;
  thatthegoodhearthadleftnokinddutyforgotten。
  I。
  InEdinburgh,foraconsiderabletime,Fleeming’sfamily,tothreegenerations,wasunited:Mr。andMrs。AustinatHailes,CaptainandMrs。JenkininthesuburbofMerchiston,Fleeminghimselfinthecity。Itisnoteveryfamilythatcouldriskwithsafetysuchcloseinterdomesticdealings;butinthisalsoFleemingwasparticularlyfavoured。Eventhetwoextremes,Mr。AustinandtheCaptain,drewtogether。Itispleasanttofindthateachoftheoldgentlemensetahighvalueonthegoodlooksoftheother,doubtlessalsoonhisown;andafinepicturetheymadeastheywalkedthegreenterraceatHailes,conversingbythehour。Whattheytalkedofisstillamysterytothosewhoknewthem;butMr。
  Austinalwaysdeclaredthatontheseoccasionshelearnedmuch。Tobothofthesefamiliesofelders,dueservicewaspaidofattention;toboth,Fleeming’seasycircumstanceshadbroughtjoy;
  andtheeyesofallwereonthegrandchildren。InFleeming’sschemeofduties,thoseofthefamilystoodfirst;amanwasfirstofallachild,nordidheceasetobeso,butonlytookonaddedobligations,whenhebecameinturnafather。Thecareofhisparentswasalwaysafirstthoughtwithhim,andtheirgratificationhisdelight。Andthecareofhissons,asitwasalwaysagravesubjectofstudywithhim,andanaffairneverneglected,soitbroughthimathousandsatisfactions。’Hardworktheyare,’asheoncewrote,’butwhatfitwork!’Andagain:’O,it’sacoldhousewhereadogistheonlyrepresentativeofachild!’Notthatdogsweredespised;weshalldropacrossthenameofJack,theharum—scarumIrishterriererewehavedone;hisowndogPlatowentupwithhimdailytohislectures,andstill(likeotherfriends)feelsthelossandlooksvisiblyforthereappearanceofhismaster;andMartin,thecat,Fleeminghashimselfimmortalised,tothedelightofMr。Swinburne,inthecolumnsoftheSPECTATOR。Indeedtherewasnothinginwhichmentakeinterest,inwhichhetooknotsome;andyetalwaysmostinthestronghumanbonds,ancientastheraceandwovenofdelightsandduties。
  Hewasevenananxiousfather;perhapsthatisthepartwhereoptimismishardesttested。Hewaseagerforhissons;eagerfortheirhealth,whetherofmindorbody;eagerfortheireducation;
  inthat,Ishouldhavethought,tooeager。Buthekeptapleasantfaceuponallthings,believedinplay,lovedithimself,sharedboyishlyintheirs,andknewhowtoputafaceofentertainmentuponbusinessandaspiritofeducationintoentertainment。Ifhewastotesttheprogressofthethreeboys,thisadvertisementwouldappearintheirlittlemanuscriptpaper:—’Notice:TheProfessorofEngineeringintheUniversityofEdinburghintendsatthecloseofthescholasticyeartoholdexaminationsinthefollowingsubjects:(1)ForboysinthefourthclassoftheAcademy—GeometryandAlgebra;(2)ForboysatMr。Henderson’sschool—DictationandRecitation;(3)Forboystaughtexclusivelybytheirmothers—ArithmeticandReading。’Prizesweregiven;butwhatprizewouldbesoconciliatoryasthisboyishlittlejoke?Itmayreadthinhere;itwouldsmackracilyintheplayroom。
  Wheneverhissons’startedanewfad’(asoneofthemwritestome)
  they’hadonlytotellhimaboutit,andhewasatonceinterestedandkeentohelp。’Hewoulddiscouragetheminnothingunlessitwashopelesslytoohardforthem;only,iftherewasanyprincipleofscienceinvolved,theymustunderstandtheprinciple;andwhateverwasattempted,thatwastobedonethoroughly。Ifitwasbutplay,ifitwasbutapuppetshowtheyweretobuild,hesetthemtheexampleofbeingnosluggardinplay。WhenFrewen,thesecondson,embarkedontheambitiousdesigntomakeanengineforatoysteamboat,Fleemingmadehimbeginwithaproperdrawing—
  doubtlesstothedisgustoftheyoungengineer;butoncethatfoundationlaid,helpedintheworkwithunflagginggusto,’tinkeringaway,’forhours,andassistedatthefinaltrial’inthebigbath’withnolessexcitementthantheboy。’Hewouldtakeanyamountoftroubletohelpus,’writesmycorrespondent。’Weneverfeltanaffairwascompletetillwehadcalledhimtosee,andhewouldcomeatanytime,inthemiddleofanywork。’Therewasindeedonerecognisedplayhour,immediatelyafterthedespatchoftheday’sletters;andtheboysweretobeseenwaitingonthestairsuntilthemailshouldbereadyandthefuncouldbegin。Butatnoothertimedidthisbusymansufferhisworktointerferewiththatfirstdutytohischildren;andthereisapleasanttaleoftheinventiveMasterFrewen,engagedatthetimeuponatoycrane,bringingtothestudywherehisfathersatatworkahalf—
  woundreelthatformedsomepartofhisdesign,andobserving,’Papa,youmightfinisswindin’thisforme;Iamsoverybusyto—
  day。’
  IputtogetherhereafewbriefextractsfromFleeming’sletters,noneveryimportantinitself,butalltogetherbuildingupapleasantpictureofthefatherwithhissons。
  ’JAN。15TH,1875。—Frewencontemplatessuspendingsoapbubblesbysilkthreadsforexperimentalpurposes。Idon’tthinkhewillmanagethat。Bernard’[theyoungest]’volunteeredtoblowthebubbleswithenthusiasm。’
  ’JAN。17TH。—Iamlearningagreatdealofelectrostaticsinconsequenceoftheperpetualcross—examinationtowhichIamsubjected。Ilongforyouonmanygrounds,butoneisthatImaynotbeobligedtodeliverarunninglectureonabstractpointsofscience,subjecttocross—examinationbytwoacutestudents。
  Berniedoesnotcross—examinemuch;butifanyonegetsdiscomfited,helaughsasortoflittlesilver—whistlegiggle,whichistryingtotheunhappyblunderer。’
  ’MAY9TH。—Frewenisdeepinparachutes。Ibeghimnottodropfromthetoplandinginoneofhisownmaking。’
  ’JUNE6TH,1876。—Frewen’scrankaxleisafailurejustatpresent—buthebearsup。’
  ’JUNE14TH。—Theboysenjoytheirriding。Itgetsthemwholefundsofadventures。Oneoftheircapsfallingoffismatterfordelightfulreminiscences;andwhenahorsebreakshisstep,theoccurrencebecomesarear,ashy,oraplungeastheytalkitover。
  Austin,withquietconfidence,speaksofthegreaterpleasureinridingaspiritedhorse,evenifhedoesgivealittletrouble。Itisthestolidbrutethathedislikes。(N。B。Youcanstillseesixinchesbetweenhimandthesaddlewhenhisponytrots。)Ilistenandsympathiseandthrowoutnohintthattheirachievementsarenotreallygreat。’
  ’JUNE18TH。—BernardismuchimpressedbythefactthatIcanbeusefultoFrewenaboutthesteamboat’[whichthelatterirrepressibleinventorwasmaking]。’Hesaysquitewithawe,"Hewouldnothavegotonnearlysowellifyouhadnothelpedhim。"’
  ’JUNE27TH。—IdonotseewhatIcoulddowithoutAustin。Hetalkssopleasantlyandissotrulygoodallthrough。’
  ’JUNE27TH。—MychiefdifficultywithAustinistogethimmeasuredforapairoftrousers。HithertoIhavefailed,butI
  keepastoutheartandmeantosucceed。Frewentheobserver,indescribingthepacesoftwohorses,says,"Pollytakestwenty—sevenstepstogetroundtheschool。Icouldn’tcountSophy,butshetakesmorethanahundred。"’
  ’FEB。18TH,1877。—Weallfeelverylonelywithoutyou。FrewenhadtocomeupandsitinmyroomforcompanylastnightandI
  actuallykissedhim,athingthathasnotoccurredforyears。
  Jack,poorfellow,bearsitaswellashecan,andhastakentheopportunityofhavingafesteronhisfoot,soheislameandhasitbathed,andthisoccupieshisthoughtsagooddeal。’
  ’FEB。19TH。—AstoMill,Austinhasnotgotthelistyet。IthinkitwillprejudicehimverymuchagainstMill—butthatisnotmyaffair。Educationofthatkind!……Iwouldassooncrammyboyswithfoodandboastofthepoundstheyhadeaten,ascramthemwithliterature。’
  ButifFleemingwasananxiousfather,hedidnotsufferhisanxietytopreventtheboysfromanymanlyorevendangerouspursuit。Whateveritmightoccurtothemtotry,hewouldcarefullyshowthemhowtodoit,explaintherisks,andtheneithersharethedangerhimselfor,ifthatwerenotpossible,standasideandwaittheeventwiththatunhappycourageofthelooker—on。Hewasagoodswimmer,andtaughtthemtoswim。Hethoroughlylovedallmanlyexercises;andduringtheirholidays,andprincipallyintheHighlands,helpedandencouragedthemtoexcelinasmanyaspossible:toshoot,tofish,towalk,topullanoar,tohand,reefandsteer,andtorunasteamlaunch。Inallofthese,andinallpartsofHighlandlife,heshareddelightedly。
  Hewaswellontofortywhenhetookoncemoretoshooting,hewasforty—threewhenhekilledhisfirstsalmon,butnoboycouldhavemoresingle—mindedlyrejoicedinthesepursuits。HisgrowinglovefortheHighlandcharacter,perhapsalsoasenseofthedifficultyofthetask,ledhimtotakeupatforty—onethestudyofGaelic;
  inwhichhemadesomeshadowofprogress,butnotmuch:thefastnessesofthatelusivespeechretainingtothelasttheirindependence。AtthehouseofhisfriendMrs。Blackburn,whoplaysthepartofaHighlandladyastothemannerborn,helearnedthedelightfulcustomofkitchendances,whichbecametheruleathisownhouseandbroughthimintoyetnearercontactwithhisneighbours。Andthusatforty—two,hebegantolearnthereel;astudy,towhichhebroughthisusualsmilingearnestness;andthesteps,diagrammaticallyrepresentedbyhisownhand,arebeforemeasIwrite。
  Itwasin1879thatanewfeaturewasaddedtotheHighlandlife:
  asteamlaunch,calledthePURGLE,theStyriancorruptionofWalpurga,afterafriendtobehereaftermentioned。’Thesteamlaunchgoes,’Fleemingwrote。’Iwishyouhadbeenpresenttodescribetwoscenesofwhichshehasbeentheoccasionalready:
  oneduringwhichthepopulationofUllapool,toababy,washarnessedtoherhurrahing—andtheotherinwhichthesamepopulationsatwithitslegsoveralittlepier,watchingFrewenandBerniegettingupsteamforthefirsttime。’ThePURGLEwasgotwitheducationalintent;anditserveditspurposesowell,andtheboysknewtheirbusinesssopractically,thatwhenthesummerwasatanend,Fleeming,Mrs。Jenkin,Frewentheengineer,Bernardthestoker,andKennethRobertsonaHighlandseaman,setforthinhertomakethepassagesouth。ThefirstmorningtheygotfromLochBroomintoGruinardbay,wheretheyluncheduponanisland;
  butthewindblowingupintheafternoon,withsheetsofrain,itwasfoundimpossibletobeattosea;andverymuchinthesituationofcastawaysuponanunknowncoast,thepartylandedatthemouthofGruinardriver。Ashootinglodgewasspiedamongthetrees;
  thereFleemingwent;andthoughthemaster,Mr。Murray,wasfromhome,thoughthetwoJenkinboyswereofcourseasblackascolliers,andallthecastawayssowettedthroughthat,astheystoodinthepassage,poolsformedabouttheirfeetandranbeforethemintothehouse,yetMrs。Murraykindlyentertainedthemforthenight。Onthemorrow,however,visitorsweretoarrive;therewouldbenoroomand,insoout—of—the—wayaspot,mostprobablynofoodforthecrewofthePURGLE;andonthemorrowaboutnoon,withthebaywhitewithspindriftandthewindsostrongthatonecouldscarcelystandagainstit,theygotupsteamandskulkedunderthelandasfarasSandaBay。Heretheycreptintoaseasidecave,andcookedsomefood;buttheweathernowfresheningtoagale,itwasplaintheymustmoorthelaunchwhereshewas,andfindtheirwayoverlandtosomeplaceofshelter。Eventogettheirbaggagefromonboardwasnolightbusiness;forthedingywasblownsofartoleewardeverytrip,thattheymustcarryherbackbyhandalongthebeach。Butthisoncemanaged,andacartprocuredintheneighbourhood,theywereabletospendthenightinapot—houseonAultBea。Nextday,theseawasunapproachable;butthenexttheyhadapleasantpassagetoPoolewe,huggingthecliffs,thefallingswellburstingclosebytheminthegullies,andtheblackscartsthatsatlikeornamentsonthetopofeverystackandpinnacle,lookingdownintothePURGLEasshepassed。TheclimateofScotlandhadnotdonewiththemyet:forthreedaystheylaystorm—stayedinPoolewe,andwhentheyputtoseaonthemorningofthefourth,thesailorsprayedthemforGod’ssakenottoattemptthepassage。Theirsettingoutwasindeedmerelytentative;butpresentlytheyhadgonetoofartoreturn,andfoundthemselvescommittedtodoubleRhuReaywithafoulwindandacrosssea。
  Fromhalf—pasteleveninthemorninguntilhalf—pastfiveatnight,theywereinimmediateandunceasingdanger。Upontheleastmishap,thePURGLEmusteitherhavebeenswampedbytheseasorbulgeduponthecliffsofthatrudeheadland。FleemingandRobertsontookturnsbalingandsteering;Mrs。Jenkin,soviolentwasthecommotionoftheboat,heldonwithbothhands;Frewen,byRobertson’sdirection,rantheengine,slackingandpressinghertomeettheseas;andBernard,onlytwelveyearsold,deadlysea—sick,andcontinuallythrownagainsttheboiler,sothathewasfoundnextdaytobecoveredwithburns,yetkeptanevenfire。ItwasaverythankfulpartythatsatdownthateveningtomeatintheHotelatGairloch。Andperhaps,althoughthethingwasnewinthefamily,noonewasmuchsurprisedwhenFleemingsaidgraceoverthatmeal。Thenceforwardhecontinuedtoobservetheform,sothattherewaskeptaliveinhishouseagratefulmemoryofperilanddeliverance。ButtherewasnothingofthemuffinFleeming;hethoughtitagoodthingtoescapedeath,butabecomingandahealthfulthingtoruntheriskofit;andwhatisrarer,thatwhichhethoughtforhimself,hethoughtforhisfamilyalso。InspiteoftheterrorsofRhuReay,thecruisewasperseveredinandbroughttoanendunderhappierconditions。
  Oneyear,insteadoftheHighlands,AltAussee,intheSteiermark,waschosenfortheholidays;andtheplace,thepeople,andthelifedelightedFleeming。HeworkedhardatGerman,whichhehadmuchforgottensincehewasaboy;andwhatishighlycharacteristic,equallyhardatthepatois,inwhichhelearnedtoexcel。HewonaprizeataSchutzen—fest;andthoughhehuntedchamoiswithoutmuchsuccess,broughtdownmoreinterestinggameintheshapeoftheStyrianpeasants,andinparticularofhisgillie,Joseph。ThisJosephwasmuchofacharacter;andhisappreciationsofFleeminghaveafinenoteoftheirown。Thebringingupoftheboyshedeignedtoapproveof:’FASTSOGUTWIEEINBAUER,’washistrenchantcriticism。TheattentionandcourtlyrespectwithwhichFleemingsurroundedhiswife,wassomethingofapuzzletothephilosophicgillie;heannouncedinthevillagethatMrs。
  Jenkin—DIESILBERNEFRAU,asthefolkhadprettilynamedherfromsomesilverornaments—wasa’GEBORENEGRAFIN’whohadmarriedbeneathher;andwhenFleemingexplainedwhathecalledtheEnglishtheory(thoughindeeditwasquitehisown)ofmarriedrelations,Joseph,admiringbutunconvinced,avoweditwas’GARSCHON。’
  Joseph’scousin,WalpurgaMoser,toanorchestraofclarionetandzither,taughtthefamilythecountrydances,theSteierischandtheLandler,andgainedtheirheartsduringthelessons。HersisterLoys,too,whowasupattheAlpwiththecattle,camedowntochurchonSundays,madeacquaintancewiththeJenkins,andmusthavethemuptoseethesunrisefromherhouseupontheLoser,wheretheyhadsupperandallsleptintheloftamongthehay。TheMoserswerenotlostsightof;WalpurgastillcorrespondswithMrs。
  Jenkin,anditwasalatepleasureofFleeming’stochooseanddespatchaweddingpresentforhislittlemountainfriend。Thisvisitwasbroughttoanendbyaballinthebiginnparlour;therefreshmentschosen,thelistofguestsdrawnup,byJoseph;thebestmusicoftheplaceinattendance;andhostsandguestsintheirbestclothes。TheballwasopenedbyMrs。JenkindancingSteierischwithalordlyBauer,ingrayandsilverandwithaplumedhat;andFleemingfollowedwithWalpurgaMoser。
  Thereranaprinciplethroughalltheseholidaypleasures。InStyriaasintheHighlands,thesamecoursewasfollowed:Fleemingthrewhimselfasfullyashecouldintothelifeandoccupationsofthenativepeople,studyingeverywheretheirdancesandtheirlanguage,andconforming,alwayswithpleasure,totheirrusticetiquette。JustastheballatAltAusseewasdesignedforthetasteofJoseph,thepartingfeastatAttadalewasorderedineveryparticulartothetasteofMurdochtheKeeper。Fleemingwasnotoneofthecommon,so—calledgentlemen,whotakethetricksoftheirowncoterietobeeternalprinciplesoftaste。Hewasaware,ontheotherhand,thatrusticpeopledwellingintheirownplaces,followancientruleswithfastidiousprecision,andareeasilyshockedandembarrassedbywhat(iftheyusedtheword)theywouldhavetocallthevulgarityofvisitorsfromtown。Andhe,whowassocavalierwithmenofhisownclass,wasseduloustoshieldthemoretenderfeelingsofthepeasant;he,whocouldbesotryinginadrawing—room,wasevenpunctiliousinthecottage。Itwasinallrespectsahappyvirtue。Itrenewedhislife,duringtheseholidays,inallparticulars。Itoftenentertainedhimwiththediscoveryofstrangesurvivals;aswhen,bytheordersofMurdoch,Mrs。Jenkinmustpubliclytasteofeverydishbeforeitwassetbeforeherguests。AndthustothrowhimselfintoafreshlifeandanewschoolofmannerswasagratefulexerciseofFleeming’smimeticinstinct;andtothepleasuresoftheopenair,ofhardshipssupported,ofdexteritiesimprovedanddisplayed,andofplainandelegantsociety,addedaspiceofdrama。
  II。
  Fleemingwasallhislifealoveroftheplayandallthatbelongedtoit。Dramaticliteratureheknewfully。Hewasoneofthenotverynumerouspeoplewhocanreadaplay:aknack,thefruitofmuchknowledgeandsomeimagination,comparabletothatofreadingscore。Fewmenbetterunderstoodtheartificialprinciplesonwhichaplayisgoodorbad;fewmoreunaffectedlyenjoyedapieceofanymeritofconstruction。Hisownplaywasconceivedwithadoubledesign;forhehadlongbeenfilledwithhistheoryofthetruestoryofGriselda;usedtogirdatFatherChaucerforhismisconception;andwas,perhapsfirstofall,movedbythedesiretodojusticetotheMarquisofSaluces,andperhapsonlyinthesecondplace,bythewishtotreatastory(ashephrasedit)likeasuminarithmetic。Idonotthinkhequitesucceeded;butImustownmyselfnofitjudge。FleemingandIwereteacherandtaughtastotheprinciples,disputatiousrivalsinthepractice,ofdramaticwriting。
  Actinghadalways,eversinceRachelandtheMarseillaise,aparticularpoweronhim。’IfIdonotcryattheplay,’heusedtosay,’Iwanttohavemymoneyback。’Evenfromapoorplaywithpooractors,hecoulddrawpleasure。’Giacometti’sELISABETTA,’I
  findhimwriting,’fetchedthehousevastly。PoorQueenElizabeth!
  Andyetitwasalittlegood。’Andagain,afteranightofSalvini:’IdonotsupposeanyonewithfeelingscouldsitoutOTHELLO,ifIagoandDesdemonawereacted。’Salviniwas,inhisview,thegreatestactorhehadseen。Wewereallindeedmovedandbetteredbythevisitofthatwonderfulman。—’IdeclareIfeelasifIcouldpray!’criedoneofus,onthereturnfromHAMLET。—
  ’Thatisprayer,’saidFleeming。W。B。HoleandI,inafineenthusiasmofgratitude,determinedtodrawupanaddresstoSalvini,didso,andcarriedittoFleeming;andIshallneverforgetwithwhatcoldnessheheardanddeletedtheeloquenceofourdraft,norwithwhatspirit(ourvanitiesonceproperlymortified)
  hethrewhimselfintothebusinessofcollectingsignatures。Itwashispart,onthegroundofhisItalian,toseeandarrangewiththeactor;itwasminetowriteintheACADEMYanoticeofthefirstperformanceofMACBETH。Fleemingopenedthepaper,readsofar,andflungitonthefloor。’No,’hecried,’thatwon’tdo。
  Youwerethinkingofyourself,notofSalvini!’Thecriticismwasshrewdasusual,butitwasunfairthroughignorance;itwasnotofmyselfthatIwasthinking,butofthedifficultiesofmytradewhichIhadnotwellmastered。AnotherunalloyeddramaticpleasurewhichFleemingandIsharedtheyearoftheParisExposition,wastheMARQUISDEVILLEMER,thatblamelessplay,performedbyMadeleineBrohan,Delaunay,Worms,andBroisat—anactress,insuchpartsatleast,towhomIhaveneverseenfulljusticerendered。Hehadhisfillofweepingonthatoccasion;andwhenthepiecewasatanend,infrontofacafe,inthemild,midnightair,wehadourfilloftalkabouttheartofacting。
  ButwhatgavethestagesostrongaholdonFleemingwasaninheritancefromNorwich,fromEdwardBarron,andfromEnfieldoftheSPEAKER。ThetheatrewasoneofEdwardBarron’seleganthobbies;hereadplays,asbecameEnfield’sson—in—law,withagooddiscretion;hewroteplaysforhisfamily,inwhichElizaBarronusedtoshineinthechiefparts;andlaterinlife,aftertheNorwichhomewasbrokenup,hislittlegranddaughterwouldsitbehindhiminagreatarmchair,andbeintroduced,withhisstatelyelocution,totheworldofdramaticliterature。Fromthis,inadirectline,wecandeducethecharadesatClaygate;andaftermoneycame,intheEdinburghdays,thatprivatetheatrewhichtookupsomuchofFleeming’senergyandthought。Thecompany—Mr。andMrs。R。O。CarterofColwall,W。B。Hole,CaptainCharlesDouglas,Mr。Kunz,Mr。Burnett,ProfessorLewisCampbell,Mr。CharlesBaxter,andmanymore—madeacharmingsocietyforthemselvesandgavepleasuretotheiraudience。Mr。CarterinSirTobyBelchitwouldbehardtobeat。Mr。Holeinbroadfarce,orastheheraldintheTRACHINIAE,showedtruestagetalent。AsforMrs。Jenkin,itwasforhertherestofusexistedandwereforgiven;herpowerswereanendlessspringofprideandpleasuretoherhusband;hespenthourshearingandschoolingherinprivate;andwhenitcametotheperformance,thoughtherewasperhapsnooneintheaudiencemorecritical,nonewasmoremovedthanFleeming。Therestofusdidnotaspiresohigh。Therewerealwaysfiveperformancesandweeksofbusyrehearsal;andwhetherwecametositandstifleastheprompter,tobethedumb(orrathertheinarticulate)
  recipientsofCarter’sdogwhipintheTAMINGOFTHESHREW,orhavingearnedourspurs,toloseonemoreillusioninaleadingpart,wewerealwayssureatleastofalongandanexcitingholidayinmirthfulcompany。
  Inthislaboriousannualdiversion,Fleeming’spartwaslarge。I
  neverthoughthimanactor,buthewassomethingofamimic,whichstoodhiminstead。ThushehadseenGotinPoirier;andhisownPoirier,whenhecametoplayit,breathedmeritoriouslyofthemodel。ThelastpartIsawhimplaywasTriplet,andatfirstI
  thoughtitpromisedwell。Butalas!theboyswentforaholiday,missedatrain,andwerenotheardofathometilllateatnight。
  PoorFleeming,themanwhoneverhesitatedtogivehissonsachiseloragun,ortosendthemabroadinacanoeoronahorse,toiledalldayathisrehearsal,growinghourlypaler,Tripletgrowinghourlylessmeritorious。Andthoughthereturnofthechildren,nonetheworsefortheirlittleadventure,broughtthecolourbackintohisface,itcouldnotrestorehimtohispart。I
  rememberfindinghimseatedonthestairsinsomeraremomentofquietduringthesubsequentperformances。’Hullo,Jenkin,’saidI,’youlookdowninthemouth。’—’Mydearboy,’saidhe,’haven’tyouheardme?Ihavenotonedecentintonationfrombeginningtoend。’
  Butindeedheneversupposedhimselfanactor;tookapart,whenhetookany,merelyforconvenience,asonetakesahandatwhist;andfoundhistrueserviceandpleasureinthemorecongenialbusinessofthemanager。Augier,Racine,Shakespeare,AristophanesinHookhamFrere’stranslation,SophoclesandAEschylusinLewisCampbell’s,suchweresomeoftheauthorswhomheintroducedtohispublic。Inputtingtheseuponthestage,hefoundathousandexercisesforhisingenuityandtaste,athousandproblemsarisingwhichhedelightedtostudy,athousandopportunitiestomaketheseinfinitesimalimprovementswhicharesomuchinartandfortheartist。OurfirstGreekplayhadbeencostumedbytheprofessionalcostumer,withunforgetableresultsofcomicalityandindecorum:
  thesecond,theTRACHINIAE,ofSophocles,hetookinhandhimself,andadelightfultaskhemadeofit。Hisstudywastheninantiquarianbooks,wherehefoundconfusion,andonstatuesandbas—reliefs,whereheatlastfoundclearness;afteranhourorsoattheBritishMuseum,hewasabletomaster’thechiton,sleevesandall’;andbeforethetimewasripe,hehadatheoryofGreektailoringathisfingers’ends,andhadallthecostumesmadeunderhiseyeasaGreektailorwouldhavemadethem。’TheGreeksmadethebestplaysandthebeststatues,andwerethebestarchitects:
  ofcourse,theywerethebesttailors,too,’saidhe;andwasneverweary,whenhecouldfindatolerantlistener,ofdwellingonthesimplicity,theeconomy,theelegancebothofmeansandeffect,whichmadetheirsystemsodelightful。
  Butthereisanothersidetothestage—manager’semployment。Thedisciplineofactingisdetestable;thefailuresandtriumphsofthatbusinessappealtoodirectlytothevanity;andeveninthecourseofacarefulamateurperformancesuchasours,muchofthesmallersideofmanwillbedisplayed。Fleeming,amongconflictingvanitiesandlevities,playedhisparttomyadmiration。Hehadhisownview;hemightbewrong;buttheperformances(hewouldremindus)wereafterallhis,andhemustdecide。Hewas,inthisasinallotherthings,anirontaskmaster,sparingnothimselfnorothers。Ifyouweregoingtodoitatall,hewouldseethatitwasdoneaswellasyouwereable。Ihaveknownhimtokeeptwoculprits(andoneofthesehiswife)repeatingthesameactionandthesametwoorthreewordsforawholewearyafternoon。Andyethegainedandretainedwarmfeelingsfromfarthemostofthosewhofellunderhisdomination,andparticularly(itispleasanttoremember)fromthegirls。Aftertheslipshodtrainingandtheincompleteaccomplishmentsofagirls’school,therewassomethingatfirstannoying,atlastexcitingandbracing,inthishighstandardofaccomplishmentandperseverance。
  III。
  Itdidnotmatterwhyheentereduponanystudyoremployment,whetherforamusementliketheGreektailoringortheHighlandreels,whetherfromadesiretoservethepublicaswithhissanitarywork,orintheviewofbenefitingpoorermenaswithhislaboursfortechnicaleducation,he’pitchedintoit’(ashewouldhavesaidhimself)withthesameheadlongzest。IgiveintheAppendixaletterfromColonelFergusson,whichtellsfullythenatureofthesanitaryworkandofFleeming’spartandsuccessinit。Itwillbeenoughtosayherethatitwasaschemeofprotectionagainsttheblunderingofbuildersandthedishonestyofplumbers。Startedwithaneyerathertothehousesoftherich,FleeminghopedhisSanitaryAssociationswouldsoonextendtheirsphereofusefulnessandimprovethedwellingsofthepoor。Inthishopehewasdisappointed;butinallotherwaystheschemeexceedinglyprospered,associationssprangupandcontinuetospringupinmanyquarters,andwherevertriedtheyhavebeenfoundofuse。
  Here,then,wasaseriousemployment;ithasprovedhighlyusefultomankind;anditwasbegunbesides,inamoodofbitterness,undertheshockofwhatFleemingwouldsosensitivelyfeel—thedeathofawholefamilyofchildren。Yetitwasgoneuponlikeaholidayjaunt。IreadinColonelFergusson’sletterthathisschoolmatesbanteredhimwhenhebegantobroachhisscheme;sodidIatfirst,andhetookthebanterashealwaysdidwithenjoyment,untilhesuddenlyposedmewiththequestion:’Andnowdoyouseeanyotherjokestomake?Well,then,’saidhe,’that’sallright。
  Iwantedyoutohaveyourfunoutfirst;nowwecanbeserious。’
  Andthenwithaglowingheatofpleasure,helaidhisplansbeforeme,revellinginthedetails,revellinginhope。Itwasashewroteaboutthejoyofelectricalexperiment。’WhatshallI
  comparethemto?Anewsong?—aGreekplay?’Delightattendedtheexerciseofallhispowers;delightpaintedthefuture。Oftheseidealvisions,some(asIhavesaid)failedoftheirfruition。Andtheillusionwascharacteristic。Fleemingbelievedwehadonlytomakeavirtuecheapandeasy,andthenallwouldpractiseit;thatforanendunquestionablygood,menwouldnotgrudgealittletroubleandalittlemoney,thoughtheymightstumbleatlaboriouspainsandgeneroussacrifices。Hecouldnotbelieveinanyresolutebadness。’Icannotquitesay,’hewroteinhisyoungmanhood,’thatIthinkthereisnosinormisery。ThisI
  cansay:Idonotrememberonesinglemaliciousactdonetomyself。InfactitisratherawkwardwhenIhavetosaytheLord’sPrayer。Ihavenobody’strespassestoforgive。’Andtothepoint,Irememberoneofourdiscussions。Isaiditwasadangerouserrornottoadmittherewerebadpeople;he,thatitwasonlyaconfessionofblindnessonourpart,andthatweprobablycalledothersbadonlysofaraswewerewrappedinourselvesandlackinginthetransmigratoryforcesofimagination。Iundertooktodescribetohimthreepersonsirredeemablybadandwhomheshouldadmittobeso。Inthefirstcase,hedeniedmyevidence:’Youcannotjudgeamanuponsuchtestimony,’saidhe。Forthesecond,heowneditmadehimsicktohearthetale;butthentherewasnosparkofmalice,itwasmereweaknessIhaddescribed,andhehadneverdeniednorthoughttosetalimittoman’sweakness。Atmythirdgentleman,hestruckhiscolours。’Yes,’saidhe,’I’mafraidthatisabadman。’Andthenlookingatmeshrewdly:’I
  wonderifitisn’taveryunfortunatethingforyoutohavemethim。’Ishowedhimradiantlyhowitwastheworldwemustknow,theworldasitwas,notaworldexpurgatedandprettifiedwithoptimisticrainbows。’Yes,yes,’saidhe;’butthisbadnessissuchaneasy,lazyexplanation。Won’tyoubetemptedtouseit,insteadoftryingtounderstandpeople?’
  Intheyear1878,hetookapassionatefancyforthephonograph:
  itwasatoyafterhisheart,atoythattouchedtheskirtsoflife,art,andscience,atoyprolificofproblemsandtheories。
  SomethingfelltobedoneforaUniversityCricketGroundBazaar。
  ’Andthethoughtstruckhim,’Mr。Ewingwritestome,’toexhibitEdison’sphonograph,thentheverynewestscientificmarvel。Theinstrumentitselfwasnottobepurchased—IthinknospecimenhadthencrossedtheAtlantic—butacopyoftheTIMESwithanaccountofitwasathand,andbythehelpofthiswemadeaphonographwhichtoourgreatjoytalked,andtalked,too,withthepurestAmericanaccent。Itwassogoodthatasecondinstrumentwasgotreadyforthwith。BothwereshownattheBazaar:onebyMrs。
  Jenkintopeoplewillingtopayhalfacrownforaprivateviewandtheprivilegeofhearingtheirownvoices,whileJenkin,perfervidasusual,gavehalf—hourlylecturesontheotherinanadjoiningroom—I,ashislieutenant,takingturns。Thethingwasinitswayalittletriumph。Afewofthevisitorsweredeaf,andhuggedthebeliefthattheywerethevictimsofanewkindoffancy—fairswindle。Oftheothers,manywhocametoscoffremainedtotakeraffletickets;andoneofthephonographswasfinallydisposedofinthisway,falling,byahappyfreakoftheballot—box,intothehandsofSirWilliamThomson。’TheotherremainedinFleeming’shands,andwasasourceofinfiniteoccupation。OnceitwassenttoLondon,’tobringbackonthetinfoilthetonesofaladydistinguishedforclearvocalisations;atanothertimeSirRobertChristisonwasbroughtintocontributehispowerfulbass’;andtherescarcelycameavisitoraboutthehouse,buthewasmadethesubjectofexperiment。Thevisitors,Iamafraid,tooktheirpartslightly:Mr。HoleandI,withunscientificlaughter,commemoratingvariousshadesofScotchaccent,orproposingto’teachthepoordumbanimaltoswear。’ButFleemingandMr。Ewing,whenwebutterfliesweregone,werelaboriouslyardent。Manythoughtsthatoccupiedthelateryearsofmyfriendwerecaughtfromthesmallutteranceofthattoy。Thencecamehisinquiriesintotherootsofarticulatelanguageandthefoundationsofliteraryart;hispapersonvowelsounds,hispapersintheSATURDAYREVIEWuponthelawsofverse,andmanyastrangeapproximation,manyajustnote,thrownoutintalkandnowforgotten。Ipassoverdozensofhisinterests,anddwellonthistriflingmatterofthephonograph,becauseitseemstomethatitdepictstheman。So,forFleeming,onethingjoinedintoanother,thegreaterwiththeless。Hecarednotwhereitwashescratchedthesurfaceoftheultimatemystery—
  inthechild’stoy,inthegreattragedy,inthelawsofthetempest,orinthepropertiesofenergyormass—certainthatwhateverhetouched,itwasapartoflife—andhoweverhetouchedit,therewouldflowforhishappyconstitutioninterestanddelight。’Allfableshavetheirmorals,’saysThoreau,’buttheinnocentenjoythestory。’Thereisatruthrepresentedfortheimaginationintheselinesofanoblepoem,wherewearetold,thatinourhighesthoursofvisionaryclearness,wecanbut’seethechildrensportupontheshoreAndhearthemightywatersrollingevermore。’
  TothisclearnessFleeminghadattained;andalthoughheheardthevoiceoftheeternalseasandweigheditsmessage,hewasyetable,untiltheendofhislife,tosportupontheseshoresofdeathandmysterywiththegaietyandinnocenceofchildren。
  IV。
  ItwasasastudentthatIfirstknewFleeming,asoneofthatmodestnumberofyoungmenwhosatunderhisministrationsinasoul—chillingclass—roomatthetopoftheUniversitybuildings。
  Hispresencewasagainsthimasaprofessor:noone,leastofallstudents,wouldhavebeenmovedtorespecthimatfirstsight:
  rathershortinstature,markedlyplain,boyishlyyounginmanner,cockinghisheadlikeaterrierwitheverymarkofthemostengagingvivacityandreadinesstobepleased,fullofwords,fullofparadox,astrangercouldscarcelyfailtolookathimtwice,amanthrownwithhiminatraincouldscarcelyfailtobeengagedbyhimintalk,butastudentwouldneverregardhimasacademical。
  Yethehadthatfibreinhimthatorderalwaysexistedinhisclass—room。Idonotrememberthatheeveraddressedmeinlanguage;attheleastsignofunrest,hiseyewouldfallonmeandIwasquelled。Suchafeatiscomparativelyeasyinasmallclass;
  butIhavemisbehavedinsmallerclassesandundereyesmoreOlympianthanFleemingJenkin’s。Hewassimplyamanfromwhosereproofoneshrank;inmannertheleastbuckrammedofmankind,hehad,inseriousmoments,anextremedignityofgoodness。Soitwasthatheobtainedapoweroverthemostinsubordinateofstudents,butapowerofwhichIwasmyselfunconscious。Iwasinclinedtoregardanyprofessorasajoke,andFleemingasaparticularlygoodjoke,perhapsthebroadestinthevastpleasantryofmycurriculum。
  Iwasnotabletofollowhislectures;Isomehowdarednotmisconductmyself,aswasmycustomarysolace;andIrefrainedfromattending。Thisbroughtmeattheendofthesessionintoarelationwithmycontemnedprofessorthatcompletelyopenedmyeyes。Duringtheyear,badstudentasIwas,hehadshownacertainleaningtomysociety;Ihadbeentohishouse,hehadaskedmetotakeahumblepartinhistheatricals;Iwasamasterintheartofextractingacertificateevenatthecannon’smouth;
  andIwasundernoapprehension。ButwhenIapproachedFleeming,I
  foundmyselfinanotherworld;hewouldhavenaughtofme。’ItisquiteuselessforYOUtocometome,Mr。Stevenson。Theremaybedoubtfulcases,thereisnodoubtaboutyours。YouhavesimplyNOT
  attendedmyclass。’Thedocumentwasnecessarytomeforfamilyconsiderations;andpresentlyIstoopedtosuchpleadingsandrosetosuchadjurations,asmademyearsburntoremember。Hewasquiteunmoved;hehadnopityforme。—’Youarenofool,’saidhe,’andyouchoseyourcourse。’Ishowedhimthathehadmisconceivedhisduty,thatcertificateswerethingsofform,attendanceamatteroftaste。Twothings,hereplied,hadbeenrequiredforgraduation,acertaincompetencyprovedinthefinaltrialsandacertainperiodofgenuinetrainingprovedbycertificate;ifhedidasIdesired,notlessthanifhegavemehintsforanexamination,hewasaidingmetostealadegree。’Yousee,Mr。Stevenson,thesearethelawsandIamheretoapplythem,’saidhe。Icouldnotsaybutthatthisviewwastenable,thoughitwasnewtome;I
  changedmyattack:itwasonlyformyfather’seyethatIrequiredhissignature,itneednevergototheSenatus,Ihadalreadycertificatesenoughtojustifymyyear’sattendance。’Bringthemtome;Icannottakeyourwordforthat,’saidhe。’ThenIwillconsider。’ThenextdayIcamechargedwithmycertificates,ahumbleassortment。Andwhenhehadsatisfiedhimself,’Remember,’
  saidhe,’thatIcanpromisenothing,butIwilltrytofindaformofwords。’Hedidfindone,andIamstillashamedwhenIthinkofhisshameingivingmethatpaper。Hemadenoreproachinspeech,buthismannerwasthemoreeloquent;ittoldmeplainlywhatadirtybusinesswewereon;andIwentfromhispresence,withmycertificateindeedinmypossession,butwithnoanswerablesenseoftriumph。ThatwasthebitterbeginningofmyloveforFleeming;
  Ineverthoughtlightlyofhimafterwards。
  Once,andonceonly,afterourfriendshipwastrulyfounded,didwecometoaconsiderabledifference。Itwas,bytherulesofpoorhumanity,myfaultandhis。Ihadbeenledtodabbleinsocietyjournalism;andthiscomingtohisears,hefeltitlikeadisgraceuponhimself。Sofarhewasexactlyintheright;buthewasscarcehappilyinspiredwhenhebroachedthesubjectathisowntableandbeforeguestswhowerestrangerstome。Itwasthesortoferrorhewasalwaysreadytorepent,butalwayscertaintorepeat;andonthisoccasionhespokesofreelythatIsoonmadeanexcuseandleftthehousewiththefirmpurposeofreturningnomore。Aboutamonthlater,Imethimatdinneratacommonfriend’s。’Now,’saidhe,onthestairs,’Iengageyou—likealadytodance—fortheendoftheevening。Youhavenorighttoquarrelwithmeandnotgivemeachance。’IhaveoftensaidandthoughtthatFleeminghadnotact;hebeliedtheopinionthen。I
  rememberperfectlyhow,sosoonaswecouldgettogether,hebeganhisattack:’Youmayhavegroundsofquarrelwithme;youhavenoneagainstMrs。Jenkin;andbeforeIsayanotherword,IwantyoutopromiseyouwillcometoHERhouseasusual。’Aninterviewthusbeguncouldhavebutoneending:ifthequarrelwerethefaultofboth,themeritofthereconciliationwasentirelyFleeming’s。
  Whenourintimacyfirstbegan,coldlyenough,accidentallyenoughonhispart,hehadstillsomethingofthePuritan,somethingoftheinhumannarrownessofthegoodyouth。Itfellfromhimslowly,yearbyyear,ashecontinuedtoripen,andgrowmilder,andunderstandmoregenerouslythemingledcharactersofmen。Intheearlydaysheoncereadmeabitterlecture;andIrememberleavinghishouseinafinespringafternoon,withthephysicaldarknessofdespairuponmyeyesight。Longafterhemademeaformalretractationofthesermonandaformalapologyforthepainhehadinflicted;addingdrolly,buttruly,’Yousee,atthattimeIwassomuchyoungerthanyou!’Andyeteveninthosedaystherewasmuchtolearnfromhim;andaboveallhisfinespiritofpiety,bravelyandtrustfullyacceptinglife,andhissingulardelightintheheroic。
  Hispietywas,indeed,athingofchiefimportance。Hisviews(astheyarecalled)uponreligiousmattersvariedmuch;andhecouldneverbeinducedtothinkthemmoreorlessthanviews。’Alldogmaistomemereform,’hewrote;’dogmasaremereblindstrugglestoexpresstheinexpressible。Icannotconceivethatanysinglepropositionwhateverinreligionistrueinthescientificsense;
  andyetallthewhileIthinkthereligiousviewoftheworldisthemosttrueview。TrytoseparatefromthemassoftheirstatementsthatwhichiscommontoSocrates,Isaiah,David,St。
  Bernard,theJansenists,Luther,Mahomet,Bunyan—yes,andGeorgeEliot:ofcourseyoudonotbelievethatthissomethingcouldbewrittendowninasetofpropositionslikeEuclid,neitherwillyoudenythatthereissomethingcommonandthissomethingveryvaluable……Ishallbesorryiftheboysevergiveamoment’sthoughttothequestionofwhatcommunitytheybelongto—Ihopetheywillbelongtothegreatcommunity。’Ishouldobservethatastimewentonhisconformitytothechurchinwhichhewasborngrewmorecomplete,andhisviewsdrewnearertheconventional。’ThelongerIlive,mydearLouis,’hewrotebutafewmonthsbeforehisdeath,’themoreconvincedIbecomeofadirectcarebyGod—whichisreasonablyimpossible—butthereitis。’Andinhislastyearhetookthecommunion。
  ButatthetimewhenIfellunderhisinfluence,hestoodmorealoof;andthismadehimthemoreimpressivetoayouthfulatheist。
  Hehadakeensenseoflanguageanditsimperialinfluenceonmen;
  languagecontainedallthegreatandsoundmetaphysics,hewaswonttosay;andawordoncemadeandgenerallyunderstood,hethoughtarealvictoryofmanandreason。Butheneverdreameditcouldbeaccurate,knowingthatwordsstandsymbolfortheindefinable。I
  cametohimoncewithaproblemwhichhadpuzzledmeoutofmeasure:whatisacause?whyoutofsomanyinnumerablemillionsofconditions,allnecessary,shouldonebesingledoutandticketed’thecause’?’Youdonotunderstand,’saidhe。’Acauseistheanswertoaquestion:itdesignatesthatconditionwhichI
  happentoknowandyouhappennottoknow。’Itwasthus,withpartialexceptionofthemathematical,thathethoughtofallmeansofreasoning:theywereinhiseyesbutmeansofcommunication,sotobeunderstood,sotobejudged,andonlysofartobecredited。