首页 >出版文学> WASHINGTON SQUARE>第7章
  CHAPTER26。
  IFSHEHADDISTURBEDherniece'stemper-shebeganfromthismomentforwardtotalkagooddealaboutCatherine'stemper,anarticlewhichuptothattimehadneverbeenmentionedinconnectionwithourheroine-Catherinehadopportunityonthemorrowtorecoverherserenity。Mrs。PennimanhadgivenheramessagefromMorrisTownsendtotheeffectthathewouldcomeandwelcomeherhomeonthedayafterherarrival。Hecameintheafternoon;but,asmaybeimagined,hewasnotonthisoccasionmadefreeofDoctorSloper'sstudy。Hehadbeencomingandgoing,forthepastyear,socomfortablyandirresponsibly,thathehadacertainsenseofbeingwrongedbyfindinghimselfremindedthathemustnowlimithishorizontothefrontparlor,whichwasCatherine'sparticularprovince。
  "Iamverygladyouhavecomeback,"hesaid。"Itmakesmeveryhappytoseeyouagain。"Andhelookedather,smiling,fromheadtofoot,thoughitdidnotappearafterwardthatheagreedwithMrs。
  Penniman(who,womanlike,wentmoreintodetails,inthinkingherembellished)。
  ToCatherineheappearedresplendent;itwassometimebeforeshecouldbelieveagainthatthisbeautifulyoungmanwasherownexclusiveproperty。Theyhadagreatdealofcharacteristiclovers'
  talk-asoftexchangeofinquiriesandassurances。InthesemattersMorrishadanexcellentgrace,whichflungapicturesqueinterestevenovertheaccountofhisdebutinthecommissionbusiness-asubjectastowhichhiscompanionearnestlyquestionedhim。Fromtimetotimehegotupfromthesofawheretheysattogether,andwalkedabouttheroom;afterwhichhecameback,smilingandpassinghishandthroughhishair。Hewasunquiet,aswasnaturalinayoungmanwhohasjustbeenreunitedtoalong-absentmistress,andCatherinemadethereflectionthatshehadneverseenhimsoexcited。Itgaveherpleasure,somehow,tonotethisfact。Heaskedherquestionsabouthertravels,tosomeofwhichshewasunabletoreply,forshehadforgottenthenamesofplacesandtheorderofherfather'sjourney。
  Butforthemomentshewassohappy,soliftedupbythebeliefthathertroublesatlastwereover,thatsheforgottobeashamedofhermeageranswers。Itseemedtohernowthatshecouldmarryhimwithouttheremnantofascruple,orasingletremorsavethosethatbelongedtojoy。Withoutwaitingforhimtoask,shetoldhimthatherfatherhadcomebackinexactlythesamestateofmind-thathehadnotyieldedaninch。
  "Wemustnotexpectitnow,"shesaid,"andwemustdowithoutit。"
  Morrissatlookingandsmiling。"Mypoor,deargirl!"heexclaimed。
  "Youmustn'tpityme,"saidCatherine。"Idon'tminditnow;Iamusedtoit。"
  Morriscontinuedtosmile,andthenhegotupandwalkedaboutagain。"Youhadbetterletmetryhim。"
  "Trytobringhimover?Youwouldonlymakehimworse,"Catherineanswered,resolutely。
  "YousaythatbecauseImanageditsobadlybefore。ButIshouldmanageitdifferentlynow。Iammuchwiser;Ihavehadayeartothinkofit。Ihavemoretact。"
  "Isthatwhatyouhavebeenthinkingofforayear?"
  "Muchofthetime。Yousee,theideasticksinmycrop。Idon'tliketobebeaten。"
  "Howareyoubeatenifwemarry?"
  "OfcourseIamnotbeatenonthemainissue;butIam,don'tyousee,onalltherestofit-onthequestionofmyreputation,ofmyrelationswithyourfather,ofmyrelationswithmyownchildren,ifweshouldhaveany。"
  "Weshallhaveenoughforourchildren;weshallhaveenoughforeverything。Don'tyouexpecttosucceedinbusiness?"
  "Brilliantly,andweshallcertainlybeverycomfortable。Butitisn'tofthemerematerialcomfortIspeak;itisofthemoralcomfort,"saidMorris,"oftheintellectualsatisfaction。"
  "Ihavegreatmoralcomfortnow,"Catherinedeclared,verysimply。
  "Ofcourseyouhave。Butwithmeitisdifferent。Ihavestakedmyprideonprovingtoyourfatherthatheiswrong,andnowthatIamattheheadofaflourishingbusiness,Icandealwithhimasanequal,I
  haveacapitalplan-doletmegoathim!"
  Hestoodbeforeherwithhisbrightface,hisjauntyair,hishandsinhispockets;andshegotup,withhereyesrestingonhisown。"Pleasedon't,Morris;pleasedon't,"shesaid;andtherewasacertainmild,sadfirmnessinhertonewhichheheardforthefirsttime。"Wemustasknofavorsofhim-wemustasknothingmore。Hewon'trelent,andnothinggoodwillcomeofit。Iknowitnow-I
  haveaverygoodreason。"
  "Andpraywhatisyourreason?"
  Shehesitatedtobringitout,butatlastitcame。"Heisnotveryfondofme。"
  "Oh,bother!"criedMorris,angrily。
  "Iwouldn'tsaysuchathingwithoutbeingsure。Isawit,Ifeltit,inEngland,justbeforehecameaway。Hetalkedtomeonenight-
  thelastnight-andthenitcameoverme。Youcantellwhenapersonfeelsthatway。Iwouldn'taccusehimifhehadn'tmademefeelthatway。Idon'taccusehim;Ijusttellyouthatthat'showitis。Hecan'thelpit;wecan'tgovernouraffections。DoIgovernmine?
  Mightn'thesaythattome?It'sbecauseheissofondofmymother,whomwelostsolongago。Shewasbeautiful,andvery,verybrilliant;
  heisalwaysthinkingofher。Iamnotatalllikeher;AuntPennimanhastoldmethat。Ofcourseitisn'tmyfault;butneitherisithisfault。AllImeanis,it'strue;andit'sastrongerreason,forhisneverbeingreconciledthansimplyhisdislikeforyou。"
  "Simply'?"criedMorris,withalaugh。"Iammuchobligedforthat。"
  "Idon'tmindabouthisdislikingyounow;Imindeverythingless。I
  feeldifferently;Ifeelseparatedfrommyfather。"
  "Uponmyword,"saidMorris,"youareaqueerfamily。"
  "Don'tsaythat-don'tsayanythingunkind,"thegirlentreated。
  "Youmustbeverykindtomenow,because,Morris,because"-andshehesitatedamoment-"becauseIhavedoneagreatdealforyou。"
  "Oh,Iknowthat,mydear。"
  Shehadspokenuptothismomentwithoutvehemenceoroutwardsignofemotion,gently,reasoningly,onlytryingtoexplain。Butheremotionhadbeenineffectuallysmothered,anditbetrayeditselfatlastinthetremblingofhervoice。"Itisagreatthingtobeseparatedlikethatfromyourfather,whenyouhaveworshippedhimbefore。Ithasmademeveryunhappy;oritwouldhavemademesoifIdidn'tloveyou。Youcantellwhenapersonspeakstoyouasif-
  asif-"
  "Asifwhat?"
  "Asiftheydespisedyou!"saidCatherine,passionately。"Hespokethatwaythenightbeforewesailed。Itwasn'tmuch,butitwasenough,andIthoughtofitonthevoyageallthetime。ThenImadeupmymind。Iwillneveraskhimforanythingagain,orexpectanythingfromhim。Itwouldnotbenaturalnow。Wemustbeveryhappytogether,andwemustnotseemtodependuponhisforgiveness。And,Morris,Morris,youmustneverdespiseme!"
  Thiswasaneasypromisetomake,andMorrismadeitwithfineeffect。Butforthemomentheundertooknothingmoreonerous。
  CHAPTER27。
  THEDOCTORofcourse,onhisreturn,hadagooddealoftalkwithhissisters。HewasatnogreatpainstonarratehistravelsortocommunicatehisimpressionsofdistantlandstoMrs。Penniman,uponwhomhecontentedhimselfwithbestowingamementoofhisenviableexperienceintheshapeofavelvetgown。Butheconversedwithheratsomelengthaboutmattersnearerhome,andlostnotimeinassuringherthathewasstillaninflexiblefather。
  "IhavenodoubtyouhaveseenagreatdealofMr。Townsend,anddoneyourbesttoconsolehimforCatherine'sabsence,"hesaid。"I
  don'taskyouandyouneedn'tdenyit。Iwouldn'tputthequestiontoyoufortheworld,andexposeyoutotheinconvenienceofhavingto-a-excogitateananswer。Noonehasbetrayedyou,andtherehasbeennospyuponyourproceedings。Elizabethhastoldnotales,andhasnevermentionedyouexcepttopraiseyourgoodlooksandgoodspirits。Thethingissimplyaninferenceofmyown-aninduction,asthephilosopherssay。Itseemstomelikelythatyouwouldhaveofferedanasylumtoaninterestingsufferer。Mr。Townsendhasbeenagooddealinthehouse;thereissomethinginthehousethattellsmeso。Wedoctors,youknow,endbyacquiringfineperceptions,anditisimpresseduponmysensoriumthathehassatinthesechairs,inaveryeasyattitude,andwarmedhimselfatthatfire。Idon'tgrudgehimthecomfortofit;itistheonlyonehewilleverenjoyatmyexpense。Itseemslikely,indeed,thatIshallbeabletoeconomizeathisown。Idon'tknowwhatyoumayhavesaidtohim,orwhatyoumaysayhereafter;butIshouldlikeyoutoknowthatifyouhaveencouragedhimtobelievethathewillgainanythingbyhangingon,orthatIhavebudgedahairbreadthfromthepositionItookupayearago,youhaveplayedhimatrickforwhichhemayexactreparation。
  I'mnotsurethathemaynotbringasuitagainstyou。Ofcourseyouhavedoneitconscientiously;youhavemadeyourselfbelievethatI
  canbetiredout。Thisisthemostbaselesshallucinationthatevervisitedthebrainofagenialoptimist。Iamnotintheleasttired;I
  amasfreshaswhenIstarted;Iamgoodforfiftyyearsyet。
  Catherineappearsnottohavebudgedanincheither;sheisequallyfresh;soweareaboutwherewewerebefore。This,however,youknowaswellasI。WhatIwishissimplytogiveyounoticeofmyownstateofmind。Takeittoheart,dearLavinia。Bewareofthejustresentmentofadeludedfortunehunter!"
  "Ican'tsayIexpectedit,"saidMrs。Penniman。"AndIhadasortoffoolishhopethatyouwouldcomehomewithoutthatodiousironicaltonewithwhichyoutreatthemostsacredsubjects。"
  "Don'tundervalueirony;itisoftenofgreatuse。Itisnot,however,alwaysnecessary,andIwillshowyouhowgracefullyIcanlayitaside。IshouldliketoknowwhetheryouthinkMorrisTownsendwillhangon?"
  "Iwillansweryouwithyourownweapons,"saidMrs。Penniman。
  "Youhadbetterwaitandsee。"
  "Doyoucallsuchaspeechasthatoneofmyownweapons?Ineversaidanythingsorough。"
  "Hewillhangonlongenoughtomakeyouveryuncomfortable,then。"
  "MydearLavinia,"exclaimedthedoctor,"doyoucallthatirony?
  Icallitpugilism。"
  Mrs。Penniman,however,inspiteofherpugilism,wasagooddealfrightened,andshetookcounselofherfears。Herbrothermeanwhiletookcounsel,withmanyreservations,ofMrs。Almond,towhomhewasnolessgenerousthantoLavinia,andagooddealmorecommunicative。
  "Isupposeshehashadhimthereallthewhile,"hesaid。"Imustlookintothestateofmywine。Youneedn'tmindtellingmenow;I
  havealreadysaidallImeantosaytoheronthesubject。"
  "Ibelievehewasinthehouseagooddeal,"Mrs。Almondanswered。
  "ButyoumustadmitthatyourleavingLaviniaquitealonewasagreatchangeforher,andthatitwasnaturalsheshouldwantsomesociety。"
  "Idoadmitthat,andthatiswhyIshallmakenorowaboutthewine;IshallsetitdownascompensationtoLavinia。Sheiscapableoftellingmethatshedrankitallherself。Thinkoftheinconceivablebadtaste,inthecircumstances,ofthatfellowmakingfreewiththehouse-orcomingthereatall!Ifthatdoesn'tdescribehim,heisindescribable。"
  "Hisplanistogetwhathecan。Laviniawillhavesupportedhimayear,"saidMrs。Almond。"It'ssomuchgained。"
  "Shewillhavetosupporthimfortherestofhislife,then,"criedthedoctor,"butwithoutwine,astheysayatthetablesd'hote。"
  "Catherinetellsmehehassetupabusiness,andismakingagreatdealofmoney。"
  Thedoctorstared。"Shehasnottoldmethat-andLaviniadidn'tdeign。Ah!"hecried,"Catherinehasgivenmeup。Notthatitmatters,forallthatthebusinessamountsto。"
  "ShehasnotgivenupMr。Townsend,"saidMrs。Almond。"Isawthatinthefirsthalf-minute。Shehascomehomeexactlythesame。"
  "Exactlythesame;notagrainmoreintelligent。Shedidn'tnoticeastickorastoneallthewhilewewereaway-notapicturenoraview,notastatuenoracathedral。"
  "Howcouldshenotice?Shehadotherthingstothinkof;theyareneverforaninstantoutofhermind。Shetouchesmeverymuch。"
  "Shewouldtouchmeifshedidn'tirritateme。That'stheeffectshehasuponmenow。Ihavetriedeverythinguponher;Ireallyhavebeenquitemerciless。Butitisofnousewhatever;sheisabsolutelyglued。Ihavepassed,inconsequence,intotheexasperatedstage。AtfirstIhadagooddealofacertaingenialcuriosityaboutit;Iwantedtoseeifshereallywouldstick。But,goodLord,one'scuriosityissatisfied!Iseesheiscapableofit,andnowshecanletgo。"
  "Shewillneverletgo,"saidMrs。Almond。
  "Takecare,oryouwillexasperatemetoo。Ifshedoesn'tletgo,shewillbeshakenoff-senttumblingintothedust。That'sanicepositionformydaughter。Shecan'tseethatifyouaregoingtobepushed,youhadbetterjump。Andthenshewillcomplainofherbruises。"
  "Shewillnevercomplain,"saidMrs。Almond。
  "ThatIshallobjecttoevenmore。ButthedeucewillbethatI
  can'tpreventanything。"
  "Ifsheistohaveafall,"saidMrs。Almond,withagentlelaugh,"wemustspreadasmanycarpetsaswecan。"Andshecarriedoutthisideabyshowingagreatdealofmotherlykindnesstothegirl。
  Mrs。PennimanimmediatelywrotetoMorrisTownsend。Theintimacybetweenthesetwowasbythistimeconsummate,butImustcontentmyselfwithnotingbutafewofitsfeatures。Mrs。Penniman'sownshareinitwasasingularsentiment,whichmighthavebeenmisinterpreted,butwhichinitselfwasnotdiscreditabletothepoorlady。Itwasaromanticinterestinthisattractiveandunfortunateyoungman,andyetitwasnotsuchaninterestasCatherinemighthavebeenjealousof。Mrs。Pennimanhadnotaparticleofjealousyofherniece。Forherself,shefeltasifshewereMorris'smotherorsister-amotherorsisterofanemotionaltemperament-andshehadanabsorbingdesiretomakehimcomfortableandhappy。Shehadstriventodosoduringtheyearthatherbrotherleftheranopenfield,andhereffortshadbeenattendedwiththesuccessthathasbeenpointedout。Shehadneverhadachildofherown,andCatherine,whomshehaddoneherbesttoinvestwiththeimportancethatwouldnaturallybelongtoayouthfulPenniman,hadonlypartlyrewardedherzeal。Catherine,asanobjectofaffectionandsolicitude,hadneverhadthatpicturesquecharmwhich(asitseemedtoher)wouldhavebeenanaturalattributeofherownprogeny。
  EventhematernalpassioninMrs。Pennimanwouldhavebeenromanticandfactitious,andCatherinewasnotconstitutedtoinspirearomanticpassion。Mrs。Pennimanwasasfondofherasever,butshehadgrowntofeelthatwithCatherineshelackedopportunity。
  Sentimentallyspeaking,therefore,shehad(thoughshehadnotdisinheritedherniece)adoptedMorrisTownsend,whogaveheropportunityinabundance。Shewouldhavebeenveryhappytohaveahandsomeandtyrannicalson,andwouldhavetakenanextremeinterestinhisloveaffairs。ThiswasthelightinwhichshehadcometoregardMorris,whohadconciliatedheratfirst,andmadehisimpressionbyhisdelicateandcalculateddeference-asortofexhibitiontowhichMrs。Pennimanwasparticularlysensitive。Hehadlargelyabatedhisdeferenceafterward,forheeconomizedhisresources,buttheimpressionwasmade,andtheyoungman'sverybrutalitycametohaveasortoffilialvalue。IfMrs。Pennimanhadhadason,shewouldprobablyhavebeenafraidofhim,andatthisstageofournarrativeshewascertainlyafraidofMorrisTownsend。
  ThiswasoneoftheresultsofhisdomesticationinWashingtonSquare。
  Hetookhiseasewithher-as,forthatmatter,hewouldcertainlyhavedonewithhisownmother。
  CHAPTER28。
  THELETTERwasawordofwarning;itinformedhimthatthedoctorhadcomehomemoreimpracticablethanever。ShemighthavereflectedthatCatherinewouldsupplyhimwithalltheinformationheneededonthispoint;butweknowthatMrs。Penniman'sreflectionswererarelyjust;and,moreover,shefeltthatitwasnotforhertodependonwhatCatherinemightdo。Ihavesaidthatheryoungfriendtookhiseasewithher,anditisanillustrationofthefactthathemadenoanswertoherletter。Hetooknoteofitamply;buthelightedhiscigarwithit,andhewaited,intranquilconfidencethatheshouldreceiveanother。"Hisstateofmindreallyfreezesmyblood,"Mrs。
  Pennimanhadwritten,alludingtoherbrother;anditwouldhaveseemedthatuponthisstatementshecouldhardlyimprove。
  Nevertheless,shewroteagain,expressingherselfwiththeaidofadifferentfigure。"Hishatredofyouburnswithaluridflame-theflamethatneverdies,"shewrote。"Butitdoesn'tlightupthedarknessofyourfuture。Ifmyaffectioncoulddoso,alltheyearsofyourlifewouldbeaneternalsunshine。IcanextractnothingfromC。;
  sheissoterriblysecretive,likeherfather。Sheseemstoexpecttobemarriedverysoon,andhasevidentlymadepreparationsinEurope-quantitiesofclothing,tenpairsofshoes,etc。Mydearfriend,youcannotsetupinmarriedlifesimplywithafewpairsofshoes,canyou?Tellmewhatyouthinkofthis。Iamintenselyanxioustoseeyou,Ihavesomuchtosay。Imissyoudreadfully;thehouseseemssoemptywithoutyou。Whatisthenewsdowntown?Isthebusinessextending?Thatdearlittlebusiness。Ithinkit'ssobraveofyou!
  Couldn'tIcometoyouroffice-justforthreeminutes?Imightpassforacustomer-isthatwhatyoucallthem?Imightcomeintobuysomething-somesharesorsomerailroadthings。Tellmewhatyouthinkofthatplan。Iwouldcarryalittlereticule,likeawomanofthepeople。"
  Inspiteofthesuggestionaboutthereticule,Morrisappearedtothinkpoorlyoftheplan,forhegaveMrs。Pennimannoencouragementwhatevertovisithisoffice,whichhehadalreadyrepresentedtoherasaplacepeculiarlyandunnaturallydifficulttofind。Butasshepersistedindesiringaninterview-uptothelast,aftermonthsofintimatecolloquy,shecalledthesemeetings"interviews"-sheagreedthattheyshouldtakeawalktogether,andwasevenkindenoughtoleavehisofficeforthispurposeduringthehoursatwhichbusinessmighthavebeensupposedtobeliveliest。Itwasnosurprisetohim,whentheymetatastreetcorner,inaregionofemptylotsandundevelopedpavements(Mrs。Pennimanbeingattiredasmuchaspossiblelikea"womanofthepeople"),tofindthat,inspiteofherurgency,whatshechieflyhadtoconveytohimwastheassuranceofhersympathy。Ofsuchassurances,however,hehadalreadyavoluminouscollection,anditwouldnothavebeenworthhiswhiletoforsakeafruitfulavocationmerelytohearMrs。Pennimansay,forthethousandthtime,thatshehadmadehiscauseherown。Morrishadsomethingofhisowntosay。Itwasnotaneasythingtobringout,andwhileheturneditover,thedifficultymadehimacrimonious。
  "Ohyes,Iknowperfectlythathecombinesthepropertiesofalumpoficeandared-hotcoal,"heobserved。"Catherinehasmadeitthoroughlyclear,andyouhavetoldmesotillIamsickofit。Youneedn'ttellmeagain;Iamperfectlysatisfied。HewillnevergiveusaPenny;Iregardthatasmathematicallyproved。"
  Mrs。Pennimanatthispointhadaninspiration。
  "Couldn'tyoubringalawsuitagainsthim?"Shewonderedthatthissimpleexpedienthadneveroccurredtoherbefore。
  "Iwillbringalawsuitagainstyou,"saidMorris,"ifyouaskmeanymoresuchaggravatingquestions。Amanshouldknowwhenheisbeaten,"headded,inamoment。"Imustgiveherup!"
  Mrs。Pennimanreceivedthisdeclarationinsilence,thoughitmadeherheartbeatalittle。Itfoundherbynomeansunprepared,forshehadaccustomedherselftothethoughtthat,ifMorrisshoulddecidedlynotbeabletogetherbrother'smoney,itwouldnotdoforhimtomarryCatherinewithoutit。"Itwouldnotdo,"wasavaguewayofputtingthething;butMrs。Penniman'snaturalaffectioncompletedtheidea,which,thoughithadnotasyetbeensocrudelyexpressedbetweenthemasintheformthatMorrishadjustgivenit,hadneverthelessbeenimpliedsooften,incertaineasyintervalsoftalk,ashesatstretchinghislegsinthedoctor'swell-stuffedarmchairs,thatshehadgrownfirsttoregarditwithanemotionwhichsheflatteredherselfwasphilosophic,andthentohaveasecrettendernessforit。Thefactthatshekepthertendernesssecretproves,ofcourse,thatshewasashamedofit;butshemanagedtoblinkhershamebyremindingherselfthatshewas,afterall,theofficialprotectorofherniece'smarriage。Herlogicwouldscarcelyhavepassedmusterwiththedoctor。Inthefirstplace,Morrismustgetthemoney,andshewouldhelphimtoit。Inthesecond,itwasplainitwouldnevercometohim,anditwouldbeagrievouspityheshouldmarrywithoutit-ayoungmanwhomightsoeasilyfindsomethingbetter。Afterherbrotherhaddeliveredhimself,onhisreturnfromEurope,ofthatincisivelittleaddressthathasbeenquoted,Morris'scauseseemedsohopelessthatMrs。Pennimanfixedherattentionexclusivelyuponthelatterbranchofherargument。IfMorrishadbeenherson,shewouldcertainlyhavesacrificedCatherinetoasuperiorconceptionofhisfuture;andtobereadytodoso,asthecasestood,wasthereforeevenafinerdegreeofdevotion。Nevertheless,itcheekedherbreathalittletohavethesacrificialknife,asitwere,suddenlythrustintoherhand。
  Morriswalkedalongamoment,andthenherepeated,harshly,"Imustgiveherup!"
  "IthinkIunderstandyou,"saidMrs。Penniman,gently。
  "Icertainlysayitdistinctlyenough-brutallyandvulgarlyenough。"
  Hewasashamedofhimself,andhisshamewasuncomfortable;andashewasextremelyintolerantofdiscomfort,hefeltviciousandcruel。Hewantedtoabusesomebody,andhebegan,cautiously-forhewasalwayscautious-withhimself。
  "Couldn'tyoutakeherdownalittle?"heasked。
  "Takeherdown?"
  "Prepareher-tryandeasemeoff。"
  Mrs。Pennimanstopped,lookingathimverysolemnly。
  "MypoorMorris,doyouknowhowmuchshelovesyou?"
  "No,Idon't。Idon'twanttoknow。Ihavealwaystriedtokeepfromknowing。Itwouldbetoopainful。"
  "Shewillsuffermuch,"saidMrs。Penniman。
  "Youmustconsoleher。Ifyouareasgoodafriendtomeasyoupretendtobe,youwillmanageit。"
  Mrs。Pennimanshookherheadsadly。
  "Youtalkofmy'pretending'tolikeyou;butIcan'tpretendtohateyou。IcanonlytellherIthinkveryhighlyofyou;andhowwillthatconsoleherforlosingyou?"
  "Thedoctorwillhelpyou。Hewillbedelightedatthethingbeingbrokenoff;andasheisaknowingfellow,hewillinventsomethingtocomforther。"
  "Hewillinventanewtorture,"criedMrs。Penniman。"Heavendeliverherfromherfather'scomfort!Itwillconsistofhiscrowingoverher,andsaying,'Ialwaystoldyouso!'"
  Morriscoloredamostuncomfortablered。
  "Ifyoudon'tconsoleheranybetterthanyouconsoleme,youcertainlywon'tbeofmuchuse。It'sadamneddisagreeablenecessity;Ifeelitextremely,andyououghttomakeiteasyforme。"
  "Iwillbeyourfriendforlife,"Mrs。Pennimandeclared。
  "Bemyfriendnow!"andMorriswalkedon。
  Shewentwithhim;shewasalmosttrembling。
  "Shouldyoulikemetotellher?"sheasked。
  "Youmustn'ttellher,butyoucan-youcan-"Andhehesitated,tryingtothinkwhatMrs。Pennimancoulddo。"Youcanexplaintoherwhyitis。It'sbecauseIcan'tbringmyselftostepinbetweenherandherfather-togivehimthepretexthegraspsatsoeagerly(it'sahideoussight!)fordeprivingherofherrights。"
  Mrs。Pennimanfeltwithremarkablepromptitudethecharmofthisformula。
  "That'ssolikeyou,"shesaid。"It'ssofinelyfelt。"
  Morrisgavehisstickanangryswing。
  "Ohdamnation!"heexclaimed,perversely。
  Mrs。Penniman,however,wasnotdiscouraged。
  "Itmayturnoutbetterthanyouthink。Catherineis,afterall,soverypeculiar。"Andshethoughtshemighttakeituponherselftoassurehimthat,whateverhappened,thegirlwouldbeveryquiet-
  shewouldn'tmakeanoise。Theyextendedtheirwalk,andwhiletheyproceededMrs。Pennimantookuponherselfotherthingsbesides,andendedbyhavingassumedaconsiderableburden;Morrisbeingreadyenough,asmaybeimagined,toputeverythingoffuponher。Buthewasnotforasingleinstantthedupeofherblunderingalacrity;heknewthatofwhatshepromisedshewascompetenttoperformbutaninsignificantfraction,andthemoresheprofessedherwillingnesstoservehim,thegreaterfoolhethoughther。
  "Whatwillyoudoifyoudon'tmarryher?"sheventuredtoinquireinthecourseofthisconversation。
  "Somethingbrilliant,"saidMorris。"Shouldn'tyoulikemetodosomethingbrilliant?"
  TheideagaveMrs。Pennimanexceedingpleasure。
  "Ishallfeelsadlytakeninifyoudon't。"
  "Ishallhaveto,tomakeupforthis。Thisisn'tatallbrilliant,youknow。"
  Mrs。Pennimanmusedalittle,asiftheremightbesomewayofmakingoutthatitwas;butshehadtogiveuptheattempt,and,tocarryofftheawkwardnessoffailure,sheriskedanewinquiry。
  "Doyoumean-doyoumeananothermarriage?"
  Morrisgreetedthisquestionwithareflectionwhichwashardlythelessimpudentfrombeinginaudible。"Surelywomenaremorecrudethanmen!"Andthenheanswered,audibly,"Neverintheworld!"
  Mrs。Pennimanfeltdisappointedandsnubbed,andsherelievedherselfinalittlevaguelysarcasticcry。Hewascertainlyperverse。
  "Igiveherup,notforanotherwoman,butforawidercareer,"
  Morrisannounced。
  Thiswasverygrand;butstillMrs。Penniman,whofeltthatshehadexposedherself,wasfaintlyrancorous。
  "Doyoumeannevertocometoseeheragain?"sheasked,withsomesharpness。
  "Ohno,Ishallcomeagain;butwhatistheuseofdraggingitout?Ihavebeenfourtimessinceshecameback,andit'sterriblyawkwardwork。Ican'tkeepitupindefinitely;sheoughtn'ttoexpectthat,youknow。Awomanshouldneverkeepamandangling,"headded,finely。
  "Ah,butyoumusthaveyourlastparting!"urgedhiscompanion,inwhoseimaginationtheideaoflastpartingsoccupiedaplaceinferiorindignityonlytothatoffirstmeetings。
  CHAPTER29。
  HECAMEAGAIN,withoutmanagingthelastparting;andagainandagain,withoutfindingthatMrs。Pennimanhadasyetdonemuchtopavethepathofretreatwithflowers。Itwasdevilishawkward,ashesaid,andhefeltalivelyanimosityforCatherine'saunt,who,ashehadnowquiteformedthehabitofsayingtohimself,haddraggedhimintothemess,andwasboundincommoncharitytogethimoutofit。
  Mrs。Penniman,totellthetruth,had,intheseclusionofherownapartment-and,Imayadd,amidthesuggestivenessofCatherine's,whichworeinthosedaystheappearanceofthatofayoungladylayingouthertrousseau-Mrs。Pennimanhadmeasuredherresponsibilities,andtakenfrightattheirmagnitude。ThetaskofpreparingCatherineandeasingoffMorrispresenteddifficultieswhichincreasedintheexecution,andevenledtheimpulsiveLaviniatoaskherselfwhetherthemodificationoftheyoungman'soriginalprojecthadbeenconceivedinahappyspirit。Abrilliantfuture,awidercareer,aconscienceexemptfromthereproachofinterferencebetweenayoungladyandhernaturalrights-theseexcellentthingsmightbetootroublesomelypurchased。FromCatherineherselfMrs。Pennimanreceivednoassistancewhatever;thepoorgirlwasapparentlywithoutsuspicionofherdanger。Shelookedatherloverwitheyesofundiminishedtrust,andthoughshehadlessconfidenceinherauntthaninayoungmanwithwhomshehadexchangedsomanytendervows,shegavehernohandleforexplainingorconfessing。Mrs。Penniman,falteringandwavering,declaredCatherinewasverystupid,putoffthegreatscene,asshewouldhavecalledit,fromdaytoday,andwanderedabout,veryuncomfortably,withherunexplodedbombinherhands。
  Morris'sownsceneswereverysmallonesjustnow;buteventhesewerebeyondhisstrength。Hemadehisvisitsasbriefaspossible,and,whilehesatwithhismistress,foundterriblylittletotalkabout。
  Shewaswaitingforhim,invulgarparlance,tonametheday;andsolongashewasunpreparedtobeexplicitonthispoint,itseemedamockerytopretendtotalkaboutmattersmoreabstract。Shehadnoairsandnoarts;sheneverattemptedtodisguiseherexpectancy。
  Shewaswaitingonhisgoodpleasure,andwouldwaitmodestlyandpatiently;hishangingbackatthissupremetimemightappearstrange,butofcoursehemusthaveagoodreasonforit。Catherinewouldhavemadeawifeofthegentle,old-fashionedpattern-regardingreasonsasfavorsandwindfalls,butnomoreexpectingoneeverydaythanshewouldhaveexpectedabouquetofcamellias。Duringtheperiodofherengagement,however,ayoungladyevenofthemostslenderpretensionscountsuponmorebouquetsthanatothertimes;andtherewasawantofperfumeintheairatthismomentwhichatlastexcitedthegirl'salarm。
  "Areyousick?"sheaskedofMorris。"Youseemsorestless,andyoulookpale。"
  "Iamnotatallwell,"saidMorris;anditoccurredtohimthat,ifhecouldonlymakeherpityhimenough,hemightgetoff。
  "Iamafraidyouareoverworked;yououghtn'ttoworksomuch。"
  "Imustdothat。"Andthenheadded,withasortofcalculatedbrutality,"Idon'twanttooweyoueverything。"
  "Ah,howcanyousaythat?"
  "Iamtooproud,"saidMorris。
  "Yes-youaretooproud。"
  "Well,youmusttakemeasIam,"hewenton。"Youcanneverchangeme。"
  "Idon'twanttochangeyou,"shesaid,gently。"Iwilltakeyouasyouare。"Andshestoodlookingathim。
  "Youknowpeopletalktremendouslyaboutaman'smarryingarichgirl,"Morrisremarked。"It'sexcessivelydisagreeable。"
  "ButIamnotrich,"saidCatherine。
  "Youarerichenoughtomakemetalkedabout。"
  "Ofcourseyouaretalkedabout。It'sanhonor。"
  "It'sanhonorIcouldeasilydispensewith。"
  Shewasonthepointofaskinghimwhetheritwasnotacompensationforthisannoyancethatthepoorgirlwhohadthemisfortunetobringituponhimlovedhimsodearlyandbelievedinhimsotruly;
  butshehesitated,thinkingthatthiswouldperhapsseemanexactingspeech,andwhileshehesitated,hesuddenlylefther。
  Thenexttimehecame,however,shebroughtitout,andshetoldhimagainthathewastooproud。Herepeatedthathecouldn'tchange,andthistimeshefelttheimpulsetosaythatwithalittleefforthemightchange。
  Sometimeshethoughtthatifhecouldonlymakeaquarrelwithheritmighthelphim;butthequestionwashowtoquarrelwithayoungwomanwhohadsuchtreasuresofconcession。"Isupposeyouthinktheeffortisallonyourside,"hebrokeout。"Don'tyoubelievethatI
  havemyownefforttomake?"
  "It'sallyoursnow,"shesaid。"Myeffortisfinishedanddonewith。"
  "Well,mineisnot。"
  "Wemustbearthingstogether,"saidCatherine。"That'swhatweoughttodo。"
  Morrisattemptedanaturalsmile。"Therearesomethingswhichwecan'tverywellbeartogether-forinstance,separation。"
  "Whydoyouspeakofseparation?"
  "Ah,youdon'tlikeit;Iknewyouwouldn't。"
  "Whereareyougoing,Morris?"shesuddenlyasked。
  Hefixedhiseyeonheramoment,andforapartofthatmomentshewasafraidofit。"Willyoupromisenottomakeascene?"
  "Ascene-doImakescenes?"
  "Allwomendo!"saidMorris,withthetoneoflargeexperience。
  "Idon't。Whereareyougoing?"
  "IfIshouldsayIwasgoingawayonbusiness,shouldyouthinkitverystrange?"
  Shewonderedamoment,gazingathim。"Yes-no。Notifyouwilltakemewithyou。"
  "Takeyouwithme-onbusiness?"
  "Whatisyourbusiness?Yourbusinessistobewithme。"
  "Idon'tearnmylivingwithyou,"saidMorris。"Or,rather,"hecried,withasuddeninspiration,"that'sjustwhatIdo-orwhattheworldsaysIdo!"
  Thisoughtperhapstohavebeenagreatstroke,butitmiscarried。
  "Whereareyougoing?"Catherinesimplyrepeated。
  "ToNewOrleans-aboutbuyingsomecotton。"
  "IamperfectlywillingtogotoNewOrleans,"Catherinesaid。
  "DoyousupposeIwouldtakeyoutoanestofyellowfever?"criedMorris。"DoyousupposeIwouldexposeyouatsuchatimeasthis?"
  "Ifthereisyellowfever,whyshouldyougo?Morris,youmustnotgo。"
  "Itistomakesixthousanddollars,"saidMorris。"Doyougrudgemethatsatisfaction?"
  "Wehavenoneedofsixthousanddollars。Youthinktoomuchaboutmoney。"
  "Youcanaffordtosaythat。Thisisagreatchance;weheardofitlastnight。"Andheexplainedtoherinwhatthechanceconsisted;andtoldheralongstory,goingovermorethanonceseveralofthedetails,abouttheremarkablestrokeofbusinesswhichheandhispartnerhadplannedbetweenthem。
  ButCatherine'simagination,forreasonsbestknowntoherself,absolutelyrefusedtobefired。"IfyoucangotoNewOrleans,Icango,"shesaid。"Whyshouldn'tyoucatchyellowfeverquiteaseasilyasI?Iameverybitasstrongasyou,andnotintheleastafraidofanyfever。WhenwewereinEuropewewereinveryunhealthyplaces;
  myfatherusedtomakemetakesomepills。Inevercaughtanything,andIneverwasnervous。Whatwillbetheuseofsixthousanddollarsifyoudieofafever?Whenpersonsaregoingtobemarriedtheyoughtn'ttothinksomuchaboutbusiness。Youshouldn'tthinkaboutcotton;youshouldthinkaboutme。YoucangotoNewOrleanssomeothertime-therewillalwaysbeplentyofcotton。Itisn'tthemomenttochoose。Wehavewaitedtoolongalready。"Shespokemoreforciblyandvolublythanhehadeverheardher,andsheheldhisarminhertwohands。
  "Yousaidyouwouldn'tmakeascene,"criedMorris。"Icallthisascene。"
  "It'syouthataremakingit。Ihaveneveraskedyouanythingbefore。Wehavewaitedtoolongalready。"Anditwasacomforttohertothinkthatshehadhithertoaskedsolittle;itseemedtomakeherrighttoinsistthegreaternow。
  Morrisbethoughthimselfalittle。"Verywell,then;wewon'ttalkaboutitanymore。Iwilltransactmybusinessbyletter。"Andhebegantosmoothhishat,asiftotakeleave。
  "Youwon'tgo?"andshestoodlookingupathim。
  Hecouldnotgiveuphisideaofprovokingaquarrel;itwassomuchthesimplestway。Hebenthiseyesonherupturnedfacewiththedarkestfrownhecouldachieve。"Youarenotdiscreet;youmustn'tbullyme。"
  But,asusual,sheconcededeverything。"No,Iamnotdiscreet;I
  knowIamtoopressing。Butisn'titnatural?Itisonlyforamoment。"
  "Inamomentyoumaydoagreatdealofharm。TryandbecalmerthenexttimeIcome。"
  "Whenwillyoucome?"
  "Doyouwanttomakeconditions?"Morrisasked。"IwillcomenextSaturday。"
  "Cometomorrow,"Catherinebegged。"Iwantyoutocometomorrow。I
  willbeveryquiet,"sheadded;andheragitationhadbythistimebecomesogreatthattheassurancewasnotunbecoming。Asuddenfearhadcomeoverher;itwaslikethesolidconjunctionofadozendisembodieddoubts,andherimagination,atasinglebound,hadtraversedanenormousdistance。Allherbeing,forthemoment,wascenteredinthewishtokeephimintheroom。
  Morrisbenthisheadandkissedherforehead。"Whenyouarequiet,youareperfection,"hesaid,"butwhenyouareviolent,youarenotincharacter。"
  ItwasCatherine'swishthatthereshouldbenoviolenceabouthersavethebeatingofherheart,whichshecouldnothelp;andshewenton,asgentlyaspossible,"Willyoupromisetocometomorrow?"
  "IsaidSaturday!"Morrisanswered,smiling。Hetriedafrownatonemoment,asmileatanother;hewasathiswit'send。
  "Yes,Saturdaytoo,"sheanswered,tryingtosmile。"Buttomorrowfirst。"Hewasgoingtothedoor,andshewentwithhimquickly。Sheleanedhershoulderagainstit;itseemedtoherthatshewoulddoanythingtokeephim。
  "IfIampreventedfromcomingtomorrow,youwillsayIhavedeceivedyou,"hesaid。
  "Howcanyoubeprevented?Youcancomeifyouwill。"
  "Iamabusyman-Iamnotadangler!"criedMorris,sternly。
  Hisvoicewassohardandunnaturalthat,withahelplesslookathim,sheturnedaway;andthenhequicklylaidhishandonthedoorknob。Hefeltasifhewereabsolutelyrunningawayfromher。
  Butinaninstantshewasclosetohimagain,andmurmuringinatonenonethelesspenetratingforbeinglow,"Morris,youaregoingtoleaveme。"
  "Yes,foralittlewhile。"
  "Forhowlong?"
  "Tillyouarereasonableagain。"
  "Ishallneverbereasonable,inthatway。"Andshetriedtokeephimlonger;itwasalmostastruggle。"ThinkofwhatIhavedone!"shebrokeout。"Morris,Ihavegivenupeverything。"
  "Youshallhaveeverythingback。"
  "Youwouldn'tsaythatifyoudidn'tmeansomething。Whatisit?
  Whathashappened?WhathaveIdone?Whathaschangedyou?"
  "Iwillwritetoyou-thatisbetter,"Morrisstammered。
  "Ah,youwon'tcomeback!"shecried,burstingintotears。
  "DearCatherine,"hesaid,"don'tbelievethat。Ipromiseyouthatyoushallseemeagain。"Andhemanagedtogetaway,andtoclosethedoorbehindhim。
  CHAPTER30。
  ITWASALMOSTthelastoutbreakofpassionofherlife;atleast,sheneverindulgedinanotherthattheworldknewanythingabout。
  Butthisonewaslongandterrible;sheflungherselfonthesofaandgaveherselfuptohergriefShehardlyknewwhathadhappened;
  ostensiblyshehadonlyhadadifferencewithherlover,asothergirlshadhadbefore,andthethingwasnotonlynotarupture,butshewasundernoobligationtoregarditevenasamenace。
  Nevertheless,shefeltawound,evenifhehadnotdealtit;itseemedtoherthatamaskhadsuddenlyfallenfromhisface。Hehadwishedtogetawayfromher;hehadbeenangryandcruel,andsaidstrangethings,withstrangelooks。Shewassmotheredandstunned;sheburiedherheadinthecushions,sobbingandtalkingtoherself。Butatlastsheraisedherself,withthefearthateitherherfatherorMrs。Pennimanwouldcomein;andthenshesatthere,staringbeforeher,whiletheroomgrewdarker。Shesaidtoherselfthatperhapshewouldcomebacktotellherhehadnotmeantwhathesaid;andshelistenedforhisringatthedoor,tryingtobelievethatthiswasprobable。Alongtimepassed,butMorrisremainedabsent;theshadowsgathered;theeveningsettleddownonthemeagereleganceofthelight,clear-coloredroom;thefirewentout。Whenithadgrowndark,Catherinewenttothewindowandlookedout;shestoodthereforhalfanhour,onthemerechancethathewouldcomeupthesteps。Atlastsheturnedaway,forshesawherfathercomein。Hehadseenheratthewindowlookingout,andhestoppedamomentatthebottomofthewhitesteps,andgravely,withanairofexaggeratedcourtesy,liftedhishattoher。Thegesturewassoincongruoustotheconditionshewasin,thisstatelytributeofrespecttoapoorgirldespisedandforsakenwassooutofplace,thatthethinggaveherakindofhorror,andshehurriedawaytoherroom。ItseemedtoherthatshehadgivenMorrisup。
  Shehadtoshowherselfhalfanhourlater,andshewassustainedattablebytheimmensityofherdesirethatherfathershouldnotperceivethatanythinghadhappened。Thiswasagreathelptoherafterward,anditservedher(thoughneverasmuchasshesupposed)
  fromthefirst。OnthisoccasionDoctorSloperwasrathertalkative。
  Hetoldagreatmanystoriesaboutawonderfulpoodlethathehadseenatthehouseofanoldladywhomhevisitedprofessionally。
  Catherinenotonlytriedtoappeartolistentotheanecdotesofthepoodle,butsheendeavoredtointerestherselfinthem,soasnottothinkofherscenewithMorris。Thatperhapswasanhallucination;
  hewasmistaken,shewasjealous;peopledidn'tchangelikethatfromonedaytoanother。Thensheknewthatshehadhaddoubtsbefore-
  strangesuspicions,thatwereatoncevagueandacute-andthathehadbeendifferenteversinceherreturnfromEurope:whereuponshetriedagaintolistentoherfather,whotoldastorysoremarkablywell。Afterwardshewentstraighttoherownroom;itwasbeyondherstrengthtoundertaketospendtheeveningwithheraunt。Alltheevening,alone,shequestionedherself。Hertroublewasterrible;
  butwasitathingofherimagination,engenderedbyanextravagantsensibility,ordiditrepresentaclear-cutreality,andhadtheworstthatwaspossibleactuallycometopass?Mrs。Penniman,withadegreeoftactthatwasasunusualasitwascommendable,tookthelineofleavingheralone。Thetruthis,thathersuspicionshavingbeenaroused,sheindulgedadesire,naturaltoatimidperson,thattheexplosionshouldbelocalized。Solongastheairstillvibratedshekeptoutoftheway。
  ShepassedandrepassedCatherine'sdoorseveraltimesinthecourseoftheevening,asifsheexpectedtohearaplaintivemoanbehindit。
  Buttheroomremainedperfectlystill;andaccordinglythelastthingbeforeretiringtoherowncouch,sheappliedforadmittance。
  Catherinewassittingup,andhadabookthatshepretendedtobereading。Shehadnowishtogotobed,forshehadnoexpectationofsleeping。AfterMrs。Pennimanhadlefthershesatuphalfthenight,andsheofferedhervisitornoinducementtoremain。Herauntcamestealinginverygently,andapproachedherwithgreatsolemnity。
  "Iamafraidyouareintrouble,mydear。CanIdoanythingtohelpyou?"
  "Iamnotinanytroublewhatever,anddonotneedanyhelp,"saidCatherine,fibbingroundly,andprovingtherebythatnotonlyourfaults,butourmostinvoluntarymisfortunes,tendtocorruptourmorals。
  "Hasnothinghappenedtoyou?"
  "Nothingwhatever。"
  "Areyouverysure,dear?"
  "Perfectlysure。"
  "AndcanIreallydonothingforyou?"
  "Nothing,Aunt,butkindlyleavemealone,"saidCatherine。
  Mrs。Penniman,thoughshehadbeenafraidoftoowarmawelcomebefore,wasnowdisappointedatsocoldaone;andinrelatingafterward,asshedidtomanypersons,andwithconsiderablevariationsofdetail,thehistoryoftheterminationofherniece'sengagement,shewasusuallycarefultomentionthattheyounglady,onacertainoccasion,had"hustled"heroutoftheroom。ItwascharacteristicofMrs。Pennimanthatsherelatedthisfact,notintheleastoutofmalignitytoCatherine,whomsheverysufficientlypitied,butsimplyfromanaturaldispositiontoembellishanysubjectthatshetouched。
  Catherine,asIhavesaid,satuphalfthenight,asifshestillexpectedtohearMorrisTownsendringatthedoor。Onthemorrowthisexpectationwaslessunreasonable;butitwasnotgratifiedbythereappearanceoftheyoungman。Neitherhadhewritten;therewasnotawordofexplanationorreassurance。FortunatelyforCatherine,shecouldtakerefugefromherexcitement,whichhadnowbecomeintense,inherdeterminationthatherfathershouldseenothingofit。Howwellshedeceivedherfatherweshallhaveoccasiontolearn;butherinnocentartswereoflittleavailbeforeapersonoftherareperspicacityofMrs。Penniman。Thisladyeasilysawthatshewasagitated,andiftherewasanyagitationgoingforward,Mrs。
  Pennimanwasnotapersontoforfeithernaturalshareinit。Shereturnedtothechargethenextevening,andrequestedherniecetoconfideinher-tounburdenherheart。Perhapssheshouldbeabletoexplaincertainthingsthatnowseemeddark,andthatsheknewmoreaboutthanCatherinesupposed。IfCatherinehadbeenfrigidthenightbefore,todayshewashaughty。
  "Youarecompletelymistaken,andIhavenottheleastideawhatyoumean。Idon'tknowwhatyouaretryingtofastenonme,andIhaveneverhadlessneedofanyone'sexplanationsinmylife。"
  Inthiswaythegirldeliveredherself,andfromhourtohourkeptherauntatbay。FromhourtohourMrs。Penniman'scuriositygrew。ShewouldhavegivenherlittlefingertoknowwhatMorrishadsaidanddone,whattonehehadtaken,whatpretexthehadfound。Shewrotetohim,naturally,torequestaninterview;butshereceived,asnaturally,noanswertoherpetition。Morriswasnotinawritingmood;forCatherinehadaddressedhimtwoshortnoteswhichmetwithnoacknowledgment。ThesenotesweresobriefthatImaygivethementire。"Won'tyougivemesomesignthatyoudidn'tmeantobesocruelasyouseemedonTuesday?"-thatwasthefirst;theotherwasalittlelonger。"IfIwasunreasonableorsuspiciousonTuesday-ifI
  annoyedyouortroubledyouinanyway-Ibegyourforgiveness,andIpromiseneveragaintobesofoolish。Iampunishedenough,andI
  don'tunderstand。DearMorris,youarekillingme!"ThesenotesweredispatchedontheFridayandSaturday;butSaturdayandSundaypassedwithoutbringingthepoorgirlthesatisfactionshedesired。