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第9章

  AuntKateturnedfiercelyonhernieceandsaid:
  `IknowallaboutthehonourofGod,MaryJane,butIthinkit’snotatallhonourableforthePopetoturnoutthewomenoutofthechoirsthathaveslavedtherealltheirlivesandputlittlewhipper-snappersofboysovertheirheads。IsupposeitisforthegoodoftheChurch,ifthePopedoesit。Butit’snotjust,MaryJane,andit’snotright。’
  Shehadworkedherselfintoapassionandwouldhavecontinuedindefenceofhersister,foritwasasoresubjectwithher,butMaryJane,seeingthatallthedancershadcomeback,intervenedpacifically。
  `Now,AuntKate,you’regivingscandaltoMrBrowne,whoisoftheotherpersuasion。’
  AuntKateturnedtoMrBrowne,whowasgrinningatthisallusiontohisreligion,andsaidhastily:
  `O,Idon’tquestionthePope’sbeingright。I’monlyastupidoldwomanandIwouldn’tpresumetodosuchathing。Butthere’ssuchathingascommoneverydaypolitenessandgratitude。AndifIwereinJulia’splaceI’dtellthatFatherHealeystraightuptohisface……’
  `Andbesides,AuntKate,’saidMaryJane,`wereallyareallhungryandwhenwearehungryweareallveryquarrelsome。’
  `Andwhenwearethirstywearealsoquarrelsome,’addedMrBrowne。
  `Sothatwehadbettergotosupper,’saidMaryJane,`andfinishthediscussionafterwards。’
  Onthelandingoutsidethedrawing-roomGabrielfoundhiswifeandMaryJanetryingtopersuadeMissIvorstostayforsupper。ButMissIvors,whohadputonherhatandwasbuttoninghercloak,wouldnotstay。Shedidnotfeelintheleasthungryandshehadalreadyoverstayedhertime。
  `Butonlyfortenminutes,Molly,’saidMrsConroy。`Thatwon’tdelayyou。’
  `Totakeapickitself,’saidMaryJane,`afterallyourdancing。’
  `Ireallycouldn’t,’saidMissIvors。
  `Iamafraidyoudidn’tenjoyyourselfatall,’saidMaryJanehopelessly。
  `Eversomuch,Iassureyou,’saidMissIvors,`butyoureallymustletmerunoffnow。’
  `Buthowcanyougethome?’askedMrsConroy。
  `O,it’sonlytwostepsupthequay。’
  Gabrielhesitatedamomentandsaid:
  `Ifyouwillallowme,MissIvors,I’llseeyouhomeifyouarereallyobligedtogo。’
  ButMissIvorsbrokeawayfromthem。
  `Iwon’thearofit,’shecried。`Forgoodness’sakegointoyoursuppersanddon’tmindme。I’mquitewellabletotakecareofmyself。’
  `Well,you’rethecomicalgirl,Molly,’saidMrsConroyfrankly。
  `Beannachtlibh,’criedMissIvors,withalaugh,assherandownthestaircase。
  MaryJanegazedafterher,amoodypuzzledexpressiononherface,whileMrsConroyleanedoverthebanisterstolistenforthehall-door。Gabrielaskedhimselfwashethecauseofherabruptdeparture。Butshedidnotseemtobeinillhumour-shehadgoneawaylaughing。Hestaredblanklydownthestaircase。
  AtthatmomentAuntKatecametoddlingoutofthesupper-room,almostwringingherhandsindespair。
  `WhereisGabriel?’shecried。`WhereonearthisGabriel?There’severyonewaitinginthere,stagetolet,andnobodytocarvethegoose!’
  `HereIam,AuntKate!’criedGabriel,withsuddenanimation,`readytocarveaflockofgeese,ifnecessary。’
  Afatbrowngooselayatoneendofthetable,andattheotherend,onabedofcreasedpaperstrewnwithsprigsofparsley,layagreatham,strippedofitsouterskinandpepperedoverwithcrustcrumbs,aneatpaperfrillrounditsshin,andbesidethiswasaroundofspicedbeef。
  Betweentheserivalendsranparallellinesofside-dishes:twolittleminstersofjelly,redandyellow;ashallowdishfullofblocksofblancmangeandredjam,alargegreenleaf-shapeddishwithastalk-shapedhandle,onwhichlaybunchesofpurpleraisinsandpeeledalmonds,acompaniondishonwhichlayasolidrectangleofSmyrnafigs,adishofcustardtoppedwithgratednutmeg,asmallbowlfullofchocolatesandsweetswrappedingoldandsilverpapersandaglassvaseinwhichstoodsometallcelerystalks。Inthecentreofthetabletherestood,assentriestoafruit-standwhichupheldapyramidoforangesandAmericanapples,twosquatold-fashioneddecantersofcutglass,onecontainingportandtheotherdarksherry。
  Ontheclosedsquarepianoapuddinginahugeyellowdishlayinwaiting,andbehinditwerethreesquadsofbottlesofstoutandaleandmineralsdrawnupaccordingtothecoloursoftheiruniforms,thefirsttwoblack,withbrownandredlabels,thethirdandsmallestsquadwhite,withtransversegreensashes。
  Gabrieltookhisseatboldlyattheheadofthetableand,havinglookedtotheedgeofthecarver,plungedhisforkfirmlyinto-thegoose。Hefeltquiteateasenow,forhewasanexpertcarverandlikednothingbetterthantofindhimselfattheheadofawell-ladentable。
  `MissFurlong,whatshallIsendyou?’heasked。`Awingorasliceofthebreast?’
  `Justasmallsliceofthebreast。’
  `MissHiggins,whatforyou?’
  `O,anythingatall,MrConroy。’
  WhileGabrielandMissDalyexchangedplatesofgooseandplatesofhamandspicedbeef,Lilywentfromguesttoguestwithadishofhotflourypotatoeswrappedinawhitenapkin。ThiswasMaryJane’sideaandshehadalsosuggestedapplesauceforthegoose,butAuntKatehadsaidthatplainroastgoosewithoutanyapplesaucehadalwaysbeengoodenoughforherandshehopedshemightnevereatworse。MaryJanewaitedonherpupilsandsawthattheygotthebestslices,andAuntKateandAuntJuliaopenedandcarriedacrossfromthepianobottlesofstoutandaleforthegentlemenandbottlesofmineralsfortheladies。Therewasagreatdealofconfusionandlaughterandnoise,thenoiseofordersandcounter-orders,ofknivesandforks,ofcorksandglass-stoppers。Gabrielbegantocarvesecondhelpingsassoonashehadfinishedthefirstroundwithoutservinghimself。Everyoneprotestedloudly,sothathecompromisedbytakingalongdraughtofstout,forhehadfoundthecarvinghotwork。MaryJanesettleddownquietlytohersupper,butAuntKateandAuntJuliawerestilltoddlingroundthetable,walkingoneachother’sheels,gettingineachother’swayandgivingeachotherunheededorders。MrBrownebeggedofthemtositdownandeattheirsuppersandsodidGabriel,buttheysaidtherewastimeenough,sothat,atlast,FreddyMalinsstoodupand,capturingAuntKate,plumpedherdownonherchairamidgenerallaughter。
  WheneveryonehadbeenwellservedGabrielsaid,smiling:
  `Now,ifanyonewantsalittlemoreofwhatvulgarpeoplecallstuffinglethimorherspeak。’
  Achorusofvoicesinvitedhimtobeginhisownsupper,andLilycameforwardwiththreepotatoeswhichshehadreservedforhim。
  `Verywell,’saidGabrielamiably,ashetookanotherpreparatorydraught,`kindlyforgetmyexistence,ladiesandgentlemen,forafewminutes。’
  HesettohissupperandtooknopartintheconversationwithwhichthetablecoveredLily’sremovaloftheplates。ThesubjectoftalkwastheoperacompanywhichwasthenattheTheatreRoyal。MrBartellD’Arcy,thetenor,adark-complexionedyoungmanwithasmartmoustache,praisedveryhighlytheleadingcontraltoofthecompany,butMissFurlongthoughtshehadarathervulgarstyleofproduction。FreddyMalinssaidtherewasaNegrochieftainsinginginthesecondpartoftheGaietypantomimewhohadoneofthefinesttenorvoiceshehadeverheard。
  `Haveyouheardhim?’heaskedMrBartellD’Arcyacrossthetable。
  `No,’answeredMrBartellD’Arcycarelessly。
  `Because,’FreddyMalinsexplained,`nowI’dbecurioustohearyouropinionofhim。Ithinkhehasagrandvoice。’
  `IttakesTeddytofindoutthereallygoodthings,’saidMrBrownefamiliarlytothetable。
  `Andwhycouldn’thehaveavoicetoo?’askedFreddyMalinssharply。
  `Isitbecausehe’sonlyablack?’
  NobodyansweredthisquestionandMaryJaneledthetablebacktothelegitimateopera。OneofherpupilshadgivenherapassforMignon。
  Ofcourseitwasveryfine,shesaid,butitmadeherthinkofpoorGeorginaBurns。MrBrownecouldgobackfartherstill,totheoldItaliancompaniesthatusedtocometoDublin-Tietjens,IlmadeMurzka,Campanini,thegreatTrebelli,Giuglini,Ravelli,Aramburo。Thosewerethedays,hesaid,whentherewassomethinglikesingingtobeheardinDublin。HetoldtooofhowthetopgalleryoftheoldRoyalusedtobepackednightafternight,ofhowonenightanItaliantenorhadsungfiveencorestoLetmelikeaSoldierfall’,introducingahighCeverytime,andofhowthegalleryboyswouldsometimesintheirenthusiasmunyokethehorsesfromthecarriageofsomegreatprimadonnaandpullherthemselvesthroughthestreetstoherhotel。Whydidtheyneverplaythegrandoldoperasnow,heasked,Dinorah,LucreziaBorgia?Becausetheycouldnotgetthevoicestosingthem:thatwaswhy。
  `O,well,’saidMrBartellD’Arcy,`Ipresumethereareasgoodsingerstodayastherewerethen。’
  `Wherearethey?’askedMrBrownedefiantly。
  `InLondon,Paris,Milan,’saidMrBartellD’Arcywarmly。`IsupposeCaruso,forexample,isquiteasgood,ifnotbetterthananyofthemenyouhavementioned。’
  `Maybeso,’saidMrBrowne。`ButImaytellyouIdoubtitstrongly。’
  `O,I’dgiveanythingtohearCarusosing,’saidMaryJane。
  `Forme,’saidAuntKate,whohadbeenpickingabone,`therewasonlyonetenor。Topleaseme,Imean。ButIsupposenoneofyoueverheardofhim。’
  `Whowashe,MissMorkan?’askedMrBartellD’Arcypolitely。
  `Hisname,’saidAuntKate,`wasParkinson。IheardhimwhenhewasinhisprimeandIthinkhehadthenthepuresttenorvoicethatwaseverputintoaman’sthroat。’
  `Strange,’saidMrBartellD’Arcy。`Ineverevenheardofhim。’
  `Yes,yes,MissMorkanisright,’saidMrBrowne。`IrememberhearingoldParkinson,buthe’stoofarbackforme。’
  `Abeautiful,pure,sweet,mellowEnglishtenor,’saidAuntKatewithenthusiasm。
  Gabrielhavingfinished,thehugepuddingwastransferredtothetable。
  Theclatterofforksandspoonsbeganagain。Gabriel’swifeservedoutspoonfulsofthepuddingandpassedtheplatesdownthetable。MidwaydowntheywereheldupbyMaryJane,whoreplenishedthemwithraspberryororangejellyorwithblancmangeandjam。ThepuddingwasofAuntJulia’smaking,andshereceivedpraisesforitfromallquarters。Sheherselfsaidthatitwasnotquitebrownenough。
  `Well,Ihope,MissMorkan,’saidMrBrowne,`thatI’mbrownenoughforyoubecause,youknow,I’mallBrown。’
  Allthegentlemen,exceptGabriel,atesomeofthepuddingoutofcomplimenttoAuntJulia。AsGabrielneveratesweetstheceleryhadbeenleftforhim。FreddyMalinsalsotookastalkofceleryandateitwithhispudding。
  Hehadbeentoldthatcelerywasacapitalthingforthebloodandhewasjustthenunderdoctor’scare。MrsMalins,whohadbeensilentallthroughthesupper,saidthathersonwasgoingdowntoMountMellerayinaweekorso。ThetablethenspokeofMountMelleray,howbracingtheairwasdownthere,howhospitablethemonkswereandhowtheyneveraskedforapenny-piecefromtheirguests。
  `Anddoyoumeantosay,’askedMrBrowneincredulously,`thatachapcangodownthereandputupthereasifitwereahotelandliveonthefatofthelandandthencomeawaywithoutpayinganything?’
  `O,mostpeoplegivesomedonationtothemonasterywhentheyleave,’
  saidMaryJane。
  `IwishwehadaninstitutionlikethatinourChurch,’saidMrBrownecandidly。
  Hewasastonishedtohearthatthemonksneverspoke,gotupattwointhemorningandsleptintheircoffins。Heaskedwhattheydiditfor。
  `That’stheruleoftheorder,’saidAuntKatefirmly。
  `Yes,butwhy?’askedMrBrowne。
  AuntKaterepeatedthatitwastherule,thatwasall。MrBrownestillseemednottounderstand。FreddyMalinsexplainedtohim,asbesthecould,thatthemonksweretryingtomakeupforthesinscommittedbyallthesinnersintheoutsideworld。Theexplanationwasnotveryclear,forMrBrownegrinnedandsaid:
  `Ilikethatideaverymuch,butwouldn’tacomfortablespringbeddothemaswellasacoffin?’
  `Thecoffin,’saidMaryJane,`istoremindthemoftheirlastend。’
  Asthesubjecthadgrownlugubriousitwasburiedinasilenceofthetable,duringwhichMrsMalinscouldbeheardsayingtoherneighbourinanindistinctundertone:
  `Theyareverygoodmen,themonks,verypiousmen。’
  Theraisinsandalmondsandfigsandapplesandorangesandchocolatesandsweetswerenowpassedaboutthetable,andAuntJuliainvitedallthegueststohaveeitherportorsherry。AtfirstMrBartellD’Arcyrefusedtotakeeither,butoneofhisneighboursnudgedhimandwhisperedsomethingtohim,uponwhichheallowedhisglasstobefilled。Graduallyasthelastglasseswerebeingfilledtheconversationceased。Apausefollowed,brokenonlybythenoiseofthewineandbyunsettlingofchairs。TheMissesMorkan,allthree,lookeddownatthetablecloth。Someonecoughedonceortwice,andthenafewgentlemenpattedthetablegentlyasasignalforsilence。ThesilencecameandGabrielpushedbackhischairandstoodup。
  Thepattingatoncegrewlouderinencouragementandthenceasedaltogether。
  Gabrielleanedhistentremblingfingersonthetableclothandsmilednervouslyatthecompany。Meetingarowofupturnedfacesheraisedhiseyestothechandelier。Thepianowasplayingawaltztuneandhecouldheartheskirtssweepingagainstthedrawing-roomdoor。People,perhaps,werestandinginthesnowonthequayoutside,gazingupatthelightedwindowsandlisteningtothewaltzmusic。Theairwaspurethere。Inthedistancelaythepark,wherethetreeswereweightedwithsnow。TheWellingtonMonumentworeagleamingcapofsnowthatflashedwestwardsoverthewhitefieldofFifteenAcres。
  Hebegan:
  `LadiesandGentlemen,`Ithasfallentomylotthisevening,asinyearspast,toperformaverypleasingtask,butataskforwhichIamafraidmypoorpowersasaspeakerarealltooinadequate。’
  `No,no!’saidMrBrowne。
  `But,howeverthatmaybe,Icanonlyaskyoutonighttotakethewillforthedeed,andtolendmeyourattentionforafewmomentswhileIendeavourtoexpresstoyouinwordswhatmyfeelingsareonthisoccasion。
  `LadiesandGentlemen,itisnotthefirsttimethatwehavegatheredtogetherunderthishospitableroof,aroundthishospitableboard。Itisnotthefirsttimethatwehavebeentherecipients-orperhaps,Ihadbettersay,thevictims-ofthehospitalityofcertaingoodladies。’
  Hemadeacircleintheairwithhisarmandpaused。EveryonelaughedorsmiledatAuntKateandAuntJuliaandMaryJane,whoallturnedcrimsonwithpleasure。Gabrielwentonmoreboldly:
  `Ifeelmorestronglywitheveryrecurringyearthatourcountryhasnotraditionwhichdoesitsomuchhonourandwhichitshouldguardsojealouslyasthatofitshospitality。Itisatraditionthatisuniqueasfarasmyexperiencegoes(andIhavevisitednotafewplacesabroad)
  amongthemodernnations。Somewouldsay,perhaps,thatwithusitisratherafailingthananythingtobeboastedof。Butgrantedeventhat,itis,tomymind,aprincelyfailing,andonethatItrustwilllongbecultivatedamongus。Ofonething,atleast,Iamsure。Aslongasthisoneroofsheltersthegoodladiesaforesaid-andIwishfrommyheartitmaydosoformanyandmanyalongyeartocome-thetraditionofgenuinewarm-heartedcourteousIrishhospitality,whichourforefathershavehandeddowntousandwhichwemusthanddowntoourdescendants,isstillaliveamongus。’
  Aheartymurmurofassentranroundthetable。ItshotthroughGabriel’smindthatMissIvorswasnotthereandthatshehadgoneawaydiscourteously:
  andhesaidwithconfidenceinhimself:
  `LadiesandGentlemen,`Anewgenerationisgrowingupinourmidst,agenerationactuatedbynewideasandnewprinciples。Itisseriousandenthusiasticforthesenewideasanditsenthusiasm,evenwhenitismisdirected,is,Ibelieve,inthemainsincere。Butwearelivinginascepticaland,ifImayusethephrase,athought-tormentedage:andsometimesIfearthatthisnewgeneration,educatedorhyper-educatedasitis,willlackthosequalitiesofhumanity,ofhospitality,ofkindlyhumourwhichbelongedtoanolderday。Listeningtonighttothenamesofallthosegreatsingersofthepastitseemedtome,Imustconfess,thatwewerelivinginalessspaciousage。Thosedaysmight,withoutexaggeration,becalledspaciousdays:andiftheyaregonebeyondrecall,letushope,atleast,thatingatheringssuchasthisweshallstillspeakofthemwithprideandaffection,stillcherishinourheartsthememoryofthosedeadandgonegreatoneswhosefametheworldwillnotwillinglyletdie。’
  `Hear,hear!’saidMrBrowneloudly。
  `Butyet,’continuedGabriel,hisvoicefallingintoasofterinflection,`therearealwaysingatheringssuchasthissadderthoughtsthatwillrecurtoourminds:thoughtsofthepast,ofyouth,ofchanges,ofabsentfacesthatwemissheretonight。Ourpaththroughlifeisstrewnwithmanysuchsadmemories:andwerewetobrooduponthemalwayswecouldnotfindthehearttogoonbravelywithourworkamongtheliving。Wehaveallofuslivingdutiesandlivingaffectionswhichclaim,andrightlyclaim,ourstrenuousendeavours。
  `Therefore,Iwillnotlingeronthepast。Iwillnotletanygloomymoralizingintrudeuponusheretonight。Herewearegatheredtogetherforabriefmomentfromthebustleandrushofoureverydayroutine。Wearemethereasfriends,inthespiritofgood-fellowship,ascolleagues,also,toacertainextent,inthetruespiritofcamaraderie,andastheguestsof-whatshallIcallthem?-theThreeGracesoftheDublinmusicalworld。’
  Thetableburstintoapplauseandlaughteratthisallusion。AuntJuliavainlyaskedeachofherneighboursinturntotellherwhatGabrielhadsaid。
  `HesayswearetheThreeGraces,AuntJulia,’saidMaryJane。
  AuntJuliadidnotunderstand,butshelookedup,smilingatGabriel,whocontinuedinthesamevein:
  `LadiesandGentlemen,`IwillnotattempttoplaytonightthepartthatParisplayedonanotheroccasion。Iwillnotattempttochoosebetweenthem。Thetaskwouldbeaninvidiousoneandonebeyondmypoorpowers。ForwhenIviewtheminturn,whetheritbeourchiefhostessherself,whosegoodheart,whosetoogoodheart,hasbecomeabywordwithallwhoknowher;orhersister,whoseemstobegiftedwithperennialyouthandwhosesingingmusthavebeenasurpriseandarevelationtousalltonight;or,lastbutnotleast,whenIconsiderouryoungesthostess,talented,cheerful,hardworkingandthebestofnieces,Iconfess,LadiesandGentlemen,thatIdonotknowtowhichofthemIshouldawardtheprize。’
  Gabrielglanceddownathisauntsand,seeingthelargesmileonAuntJulia’sfaceandthetearswhichhadrisentoAuntKate’seyes,hastenedtohisclose。Heraisedhisglassofportgallantly,whileeverymemberofthecompanyfingeredaglassexpectantly,andsaidloudly:
  `Letustoastthemallthreetogether。Letusdrinktotheirhealth,wealth,longlife,happiness,andprosperityandmaytheylongcontinuetoholdtheproudandself-wonpositionwhichtheyholdintheirprofessionandthepositionofhonourandaffectionwhichtheyholdinourhearts。’
  Alltheguestsstoodup,glassinhand,andturningtowardsthethreeseatedladies,sanginunison,withMrBrowneasleader:Fortheyarejollygayfellows,Fortheyarejollygayfellows,Fortheyarejollygayfellows,Whichnobodycandeny。AuntKatewasmakingfrankuseofherhandkerchiefandevenAuntJuliaseemedmoved。FreddyMalinsbeattimewithhispudding-forkandthesingersturnedtowardsoneanother,asifinmelodiousconference,whiletheysangwithemphasis:Unlesshetellsalie,Unlesshetellsalie。Then,turningoncemoretowardstheirhostesses,theysang:Fortheyarejollygayfellows,Fortheyarejollygayfellows,Fortheyarejollygayfellows,Whichnobodycandeny。Theacclamationwhichfollowedwastakenupbeyondthedoorofthesupper-roombymanyoftheotherguestsandrenewedtimeaftertime,FreddyMalinsactingasofficerwithhisforkonhigh。
  ThepiercingmorningaircameintothehallwheretheywerestandingsothatAuntKatesaid:
  `Closethedoor,somebody。MrsMalinswillgetherdeathofcold。’
  `Browneisoutthere,AuntKate,’saidMaryJane。
  `Browneiseverywhere,’saidAuntKate,loweringhervoice。
  MaryJanelaughedathertone。
  `Really,’shesaidarchly,`heisveryattentive。’
  `Hehasbeenlaidonherelikethegas,’saidAuntKateinthesametone,`allduringtheChristmas。’
  Shelaughedherselfthistimegood-humouredlyandthenaddedquickly:
  `Buttellhimtocomein,MaryJane,andclosethedoor。Ihopetogoodnesshedidn’thearme。’
  Atthatmomentthehall-doorwasopenedandMrBrownecameinfromthedoorstep,laughingasifhisheartwouldbreak。Hewasdressedinalonggreenovercoatwithmockastrakhancuffsandcollarandworeonhisheadanovalfurcap。Hepointeddownthesnow-coveredquayfromwherethesoundofshrillprolongedwhistlingwasbornein。
  `TeddywillhaveallthecabsinDublinout,’hesaid。
  Gabrieladvancedfromthelittlepantrybehindtheoffice,strugglingintohisovercoatand,lookingroundthehall,said。
  `Grettanotdownyet?’
  `She’sgettingonherthings,Gabriel,’saidAuntKate。
  `Who’splayingupthere?’askedGabriel。
  `Nobody。They’reallgone。’
  `Ono,AuntKate,’saidMaryJane。`BartellD’ArcyandMissO’Callaghanaren’tgoneyet。’
  `Someoneisfoolingatthepianoanyhow,’saidGabriel。
  MaryJaneglancedatGabrielandMrBrowneandsaidwithashiver:
  `Itmakesmefeelcoldtolookatyoutwogentlemenmuffleduplikethat。Iwouldn’tliketofaceyourjourneyhomeatthishour。’
  `I’dlikenothingbetterthisminute,’saidMrBrownestoutly,`thanarattlingfinewalkinthecountryorafastdrivewithagoodspankinggoerbetweentheshafts。’
  `Weusedtohaveaverygoodhorseandtrapathome,’saidAuntJulia,sadly。
  `Thenever-to-be-forgottenJohnny,’saidMaryJane,laughing。
  AuntKateandGabriellaughedtoo。
  `Why,whatwaswonderfulaboutJohnny?’askedMrBrowne。
  `ThelatelamentedPatrickMorkan,ourgrandfather,thatis,’explainedGabriel,`commonlyknowninhislateryearsastheoldgentleman,wasaglue-boiler。’
  `O,now,Gabriel,’saidAuntKate,laughing,`hehadastarchmill。’
  `Well,glueorstarch,’saidGabriel,`theoldgentlemanhadahorsebythenameofJohnny。AndJohnnyusedtoworkintheoldgentleman’smill,walkingroundandroundinordertodrivethemill。Thatwasallverywell;
  butnowcomesthetragicpartaboutJohnny。Onefinedaytheoldgentlemanthoughthe’dliketodriveoutwiththequalitytoamilitaryreviewinthepark。’
  `TheLordhavemercyonhissoul,’saidAuntKate,compassionately。
  `Amen,’saidGabriel。`Sotheoldgentleman,asIsaid,harnessedJohnnyandputonhisverybesttallhatandhisverybeststockcollaranddroveoutingrandstylefromhisancestralmansionsomewherenearBackLane,Ithink。’
  Everyonelaughed,evenMrsMalins,atGabriel’smanner,andAuntKatesaid:
  `O,now,Gabriel,hedidn’tliveinBackLane,really。Onlythemillwasthere。’
  `Outfromthemansionofhisforefathers,’continuedGabriel,`hedrovewithJohnny。AndeverythingwentonbeautifullyuntilJohnnycameinsightofKingBilly’sstatue:andwhetherhefellinlovewiththehorseKingBillysitsonorwhetherhethoughthewasbackagaininthemill,anywayhebegantowalkroundthestatue。’
  Gabrielpacedinacircleroundthehallinhisgoloshesamidthelaughteroftheothers。
  `Roundandroundhewent,’saidGabriel,`andtheoldgentleman,whowasaverypompousoldgentleman,washighlyindignant。"Goon,sir!Whatdoyoumean,sir?Johnny!Johnny!Mostextraordinaryconduct!Can’tunderstandthehorse!"’
  ThepealsoflaughterwhichfollowedGabriel’simitationoftheincidentwereinterruptedbyaresoundingknockatthehall-door。MaryJanerantoopenitandletinFreddyMalins。FreddyMalins,withhishatwellbackonhisheadandhisshouldershumpedwithcold,waspuffingandsteamingafterhisexertions。
  `Icouldonlygetonecab,’hesaid。
  `O,we’llfindanotheralongthequay,’saidGabriel。
  `Yes,’saidAuntKate。`BetternotkeepMrsMalinsstandinginthedraught。’
  MrsMalinswashelpeddownthefrontstepsbyhersonandMrBrowneand,aftermanymanoeuvres,hoistedintothecab。FreddyMalinsclamberedinafterherandspentalongtimesettlingherontheseat,MrBrownehelpinghimwithadvice。AtlastshewassettledcomfortablyandFreddyMalinsinvitedMrBrowneintothecab。Therewasagooddealofconfusedtalk,andthenMrBrownegotintothecab。Thecabmansettledhisrugoverhisknees,andbentdownfortheaddress。TheconfusiongrewgreaterandthecabmanwasdirecteddifferentlybyFreddyMalinsandMrBrowne,eachofwhomhadhisheadoutthroughawindowofthecab。ThedifficultywastoknowwheretodropMrBrownealongtheroute,andAuntKate,AuntJulia,andMaryJanehelpedthediscussionfromthedoorstepwithcross-directionsandcontradictionsandabundanceoflaughter。AsforFreddyMalinshewasspeechlesswithlaughter。Hepoppedhisheadinandoutofthewindoweverymomenttothegreatdangerofhishat,andtoldhismotherhowthediscussionwasprogressing,tillatlastMrBrowneshoutedtothebewilderedcabmanabovethedinofeverybody’slaughter:
  `DoyouknowTrinityCollege?’
  `Yes,sir,’saidthecabman。
  `Well,drivebangupagainstTrinityCollegegates,’saidMrBrowne,`andthenwe’lltellyouwheretogo。Youunderstandnow?’
  `Yes,sir,’saidthecabman。
  `MakelikeabirdforTrinityCollege。’
  `Right,sir,’saidthecabman。
  Thehorsewaswhippedupandthecabrattledoffalongthequayamidachorusoflaughterandadieux。
  Gabrielhadnotgonetothedoorwiththeothers。Hewasinadarkpartofthehallgazingupthestaircase。Awomanwasstandingnearthetopofthefirstflight,intheshadowalso。Hecouldnotseeherfacebuthecouldseetheterra-cottaandsalmon-pinkpanelsofherskirtwhichtheshadowmadeappearblackandwhite。Itwashiswife。Shewasleaningonthebanisters,listeningtosomething。Gabrielwassurprisedatherstillnessandstrainedhiseartolistenalso。Buthecouldhearlittlesavethenoiseoflaughteranddisputeonthefrontsteps,afewchordsstruckonthepianoandafewnotesofaman’svoicesinging。
  Hestoodstillinthegloomofthehall,tryingtocatchtheairthatthevoicewassingingandgazingupathiswife。Therewasgraceandmysteryinherattitudeasifshewereasymbolofsomething。Heaskedhimselfwhatisawomanstandingonthestairsintheshadow,listeningtodistantmusic,asymbolof。Ifhewereapainterhewouldpaintherinthatattitude。
  Herbluefelthatwouldshowoffthebronzeofherhairagainstthedarknessandthedarkpanelsofherskirtwouldshowoffthelightones。DistantMusichewouldcallthepictureifhewereapainter。
  Thehall-doorwasclosed,andAuntKate,AuntJulia,andMaryJanecamedownthehall,stilllaughing。
  `Well,isn’tFreddyterrible?’saidMaryJane。`He’sreallyterrible。’
  Gabrielsaidnothing,butpointedupthestairstowardswherehiswifewasstanding。Nowthatthehall-doorwasclosedthevoiceandthepianocouldbeheardmoreclearly。Gabrielhelduphishandforthemtobesilent。
  ThesongseemedtobeintheoldIrishtonalityandthesingerseemeduncertainbothofhiswordsandofhisvoice。Thevoice,madeplaintivebydistanceandbythesinger’shoarseness,faintlyilluminatedthecadenceoftheairwithwordsexpressinggrief:O,therainfallsonmyheavylocksAndthedewwetsmyskin,Mybabeliescold……`O,’exclaimedMaryJane。`It’sBartellD’Arcysinging,andhewouldn’tsingallthenight。O,I’llgethimtosingasongbeforehegoes。’
  `O,do,MaryJane,’saidAuntKate。
  MaryJanebrushedpasttheothersandrantothestaircase,butbeforeshereacheditthesingingstoppedandthepianowasclosedabruptly。
  `O,whatapity!’shecried。`Ishecomingdown,Gretta?’
  Gabrielheardhiswifeansweryesandsawhercomedowntowardsthem。
  AfewstepsbehindherwereMrBartellD’ArcyandMissO’Callaghan。
  `O,MrD’Arcy,’criedMaryJane,`it’sdownrightmeanofyoutobreakofflikethatwhenwewereallinraptureslisteningtoyou。’
  `Ihavebeenathimalltheevening,’saidMissO’Callaghan,`andMrsConroy,too,andhetoldushehadadreadfulcoldandcouldn’tsing。’
  `O,MrD’Arcy,’saidAuntKate,`nowthatwasagreatfibtotell。’
  `Can’tyouseethatI’mashoarseasacrow?’saidMrD’Arcyroughly。
  Hewentintothepantryhastilyandputonhisovercoat。Theothers,takenbackbyhisrudespeech,couldfindnothingtosay。AuntKatewrinkledherbrowsandmadesignstotheotherstodropthesubject。MrD’Arcystoodswathinghisneckcarefullyandfrowning。
  `It’stheweather,’saidAuntJulia,afterapause。
  `Yes,everybodyhascolds,’saidAuntKatereadily,`everybody。’
  `Theysay,’saidMaryJane,`wehaven’thadsnowlikeitforthirtyyears,andIreadthismorninginthenewspapersthatthesnowisgeneralalloverIreland。’
  `Ilovethelookofsnow,’saidAuntJuliasadly。
  `SodoI,’saidMissO’Callaghan。`IthinkChristmasisneverreallyChristmasunlesswehavethesnowontheground。’
  `ButpoorMrD’Arcydoesn’tlikethesnow,’saidAuntKate,smiling。
  MrD’Arcycamefromthepantry,fullyswathedandbuttoned,andinarepentanttonetoldthemthehistoryofhiscold。Everyonegavehimadviceandsaiditwasagreatpityandurgedhimtobeverycarefulofhisthroatinthenightair。Gabrielwatchedhiswife,whodidnotjoinintheconversation。
  Shewasstandingrightunderthedustyfanlightandtheflameofthegaslituptherichbronzeofherhair,whichhehadseenherdryingatthefireafewdaysbefore。Shewasinthesameattitudeandseemedunawareofthetalkabouther。AtlastsheturnedtowardsthemandGabrielsawthattherewascolouronhercheeksandthathereyeswereshining。Asuddentideofjoywentleapingoutofhisheart。
  `MrD’Arcy,’shesaid,`whatisthenameofthatsongyouweresinging?’
  `It’scalled"TheLassofAughrim",’saidMrD’Arcy,`butIcouldn’trememberitproperly。Why?Doyouknowit?’
  "`TheLassofAughrim",’sherepeated。`Icouldn’tthinkofthename。’
  `It’saveryniceair,’saidMaryJane。`I’msorryyouwerenotinvoicetonight。’
  `Now,MaryJane,’saidAuntKate,`don’tannoyMrD’Arcy。Iwon’thavehimannoyed。’
  Seeingthatallwerereadytostartsheshepherdedthemtothedoor,wheregoodnightwassaid:
  `Well,goodnight,AuntKate,andthanksforthepleasantevening。’
  `Goodnight,Gabriel。Goodnight,Gretta!’
  `Goodnight,AuntKate,andthankseversomuch。Goodnight,AuntJulia。’
  `O,goodnight,Gretta,Ididn’tseeyou。’
  `Goodnight,MrD’Arcy。Goodnight,MissO’Callaghan。’
  `Goodnight,MissMorkan。’
  `Goodnight,again。’
  `Goodnight,all。Safehome。’
  `Goodnight。Goodnight。’
  Themorningwasstilldark。Adull,yellowlightbroodedoverthehousesandtheriver;andtheskyseemedtobedescending。Itwasslushyunderfoot,andonlystreaksandpatchesofsnowlayontheroofs,ontheparapetsofthequayandonthearearailings。Thelampswerestillburningredlyinthemurkyairand,acrosstheriver,thepalaceoftheFourCourtsstoodoutmenacinglyagainsttheheavysky。
  ShewaswalkingonbeforehimwithMrBartellD’Arcy,hershoesinabrownparceltuckedunderonearmandherhandsholdingherskirtupfromtheslush。Shehadnolongeranygraceofattitude,butGabriel’seyeswerestillbrightwithhappiness。Thebloodwentboundingalonghisveinsandthethoughtswentriotingthroughhisbrain,proud,joyful,tender,valorous。
  Shewaswalkingonbeforehimsolightlyandsoerectthathelongedtorunafterhernoiselessly,catchherbytheshouldersandsaysomethingfoolishandaffectionateintoherear。Sheseemedtohimsofrailthathelongedtodefendheragainstsomethingandthentobealonewithher。
  Momentsoftheirsecretlifetogetherburstlikestarsuponhismemory。
  Aheliotropeenvelopewaslyingbesidehisbreakfast-cupandhewascaressingitwithhishand。Birdsweretwitteringintheivyandthesunnywebofthecurtainwasshimmeringalongthefloor:hecouldnoteatforhappiness。
  Theywerestandingonthecrowdedplatformandhewasplacingaticketinsidethewarmpalmofherglove。Hewasstandingwithherinthecold,lookinginthroughagratedwindowatamanmakingbottlesinaroaringfurnace。Itwasverycold。Herface,fragrantinthecoldair,wasquiteclosetohis,andsuddenlyhecalledouttothemanatthefurnace:
  `Isthefirehot,sir?’
  Butthemancouldno!hearwiththenoiseofthefurnace。Itwasjustaswell。Hemighthaveansweredrudely。
  Awaveofyetmoretenderjoyescapedfromhisheartandwentcoursinginwarmfloodalonghisarteries。Likethetenderfireofstarsmomentsoftheirlifetogether,thatnooneknewoforwouldeverknowof,brokeuponandilluminedhismemory。Helongedtorecalltoherthosemoments,tomakeherforgettheyearsoftheirdullexistencetogetherandrememberonlytheirmomentsofecstasy。Fortheyears,hefelt,hadnotquenchedhissoulorhers。Theirchildren,hiswriting,herhouseholdcareshadnotquenchedalltheirsouls’tenderfire。Inoneletterthathehadwrittentoherthenhehadsaid:`Whyisitthatwordsliketheseseemtomesodullandcold?Isitbecausethereisnowordtenderenoughtobeyourname?’
  Likedistantmusicthesewordsthathehadwrittenyearsbeforewerebornetowardshimfromthepast。Helongedtobealonewithher。Whentheothershadgoneaway,whenheandshewereintheroomintheirhotel,thentheywouldbealonetogether。Hewouldcallhersoftly:
  `Gretta!’
  Perhapsshewouldnothearatonce:shewouldbeundressing。Thensomethinginhisvoicewouldstrikeher。Shewouldturnandlookathim……
  AtthecornerofWinetavernStreettheymetacab。Hewasgladofitsrattlingnoiseasitsavedhimfromconversation。Shewaslookingoutofthewindowandseemedtired。Theothersspokeonlyafewwords,pointingoutsomebuildingorstreet。Thehorsegallopedalongwearilyunderthemurkymorningsky,dragginghisoldrattlingboxafterhisheels,andGabrielwasagaininacabwithher,gallopingtocatchtheboat,gallopingtotheirhoneymoon。
  AsthecabdroveacrossO’ConnellBridgeMissO’Callaghansaid:
  `TheysayyounevercrossO’ConnellBridgewithoutseeingawhitehorse。’
  `Iseeawhitemanthistime,’saidGabriel。
  `Where?’askedMrBartellD’Arcy。
  Gabrielpointedtothestatue,onwhichlaypatchesofsnow。Thenhenoddedfamiliarlytoitandwavedhishand。
  `Goodnight,Dan,’hesaidgaily。
  Whenthecabdrewupbeforethehotel,Gabrieljumpedoutand,inspiteofMrBartellD’Arcy’sprotest,paidthedriver。Hegavethemanashillingoverhisfare。Themansalutedandsaid:
  `AprosperousNewYeartoyou,sir。’
  `Thesametoyou,’saidGabrielcordially。
  Sheleanedforamomentonhisarmingettingoutofthecabandwhilestandingatthekerb-stone,biddingtheothersgoodnight。Sheleanedlightlyonhisarm,aslightlyaswhenshehaddancedwithhimafewhoursbefore。
  Hehadfeltproudandhappythen,happythatshewashis,proudofhergraceandwifelycarriage。Butnow,afterthekindlingagainofsomanymemories,thefirsttouchofherbody,musicalandstrangeandperfumed,sentthroughhimakeenpangoflust。Undercoverofhersilencehepressedherarmcloselytohisside,and,astheystoodatthehoteldoor,hefeltthattheyhadescapedfromtheirlivesandduties,escapedfromhomeandfriendsandrunawaytogetherwithwildandradiantheartstoanewadventure。
  Anoldmanwasdozinginagreathoodedchairinthehall。Helitacandleintheofficeandwentbeforethemtothestairs。Theyfollowedhiminsilence,theirfeetfallinginsoftthudsonthethicklycarpetedstairs。Shemountedthestairsbehindtheporter,herheadbowedintheascent,herfrailshoulderscurvedaswithaburden,herskirtgirttightlyabouther。Hecouldhaveflunghisarmsaboutherhipsandheldherstill,forhisarmsweretremblingwithdesiretoseizeherandonlythestressofhisnailsagainstthepalmsofhishandsheldthewildimpulseofhisbodyincheck。Theporterhaltedonthestairstosettlehisgutteringcandle。Theyhalted,too,onthestepsbelowhim。InthesilenceGabrielcouldhearthefallingofmoltenwaxintothetrayandthethumpingofhisownheartagainsthisribs。
  Theporterledthemalongacorridorandopenedadoor。Thenhesethisunstablecandledownonatoilet-tableandaskedatwhathourtheyweretobecalledinthemorning。
  `Eight,’saidGabriel。
  Theporterpointedtothetapoftheelectric-lightandbeganamutteredapology,butGabrielcuthimshort。
  `Wedon’twantanylight。Wehavelightenoughfromthestreet。AndIsay,’headded,pointingtothecandle,`youmightremovethathandsomearticle,likeagoodman。’
  Theportertookuphiscandleagain,butslowly,forhewassurprisedbysuchanovelidea。Thenhemumbledgoodnightandwentout。Gabrielshotthelockto。
  Aghastlylightfromthestreetlamplayinalongshaftfromonewindowtothedoor。Gabrielthrewhisovercoatandhatonacouchandcrossedtheroomtowardsthewindow。Helookeddownintothestreetinorderthathisemotionmightcalmalittle。Thenheturnedandleanedagainstachestofdrawerswithhisbacktothelight。Shehadtakenoffherhatandcloakandwasstandingbeforealargeswingingmirror,unhookingherwaist。Gabrielpausedforafewmoments,watchingher,andthensaid:
  `Gretta!’
  Sheturnedawayfromthemirrorslowlyandwalkedalongtheshaftoflighttowardshim。HerfacelookedsoseriousandwearythatthewordswouldnotpassGabriel’slips。No,itwasnotthemomentyet。
  `Youlookedtired,’hesaid。
  `Iamalittle,’sheanswered。
  `Youdon’tfeelillorweak?’
  `No,tired:that’sall。’
  Shewentontothewindowandstoodthere,lookingout。Gabrielwaitedagainandthen,fearingthatdiffidencewasabouttoconquerhim,hesaidabruptly:
  `Bytheway,Gretta!’
  `Whatisit?’
  `YouknowthatpoorfellowMalins?’hesaidquickly。
  `Yes。Whatabouthim?’
  `Well,poorfellow,be’sadecentsortofchap,afterall,’continuedGabrielinafalsevoice。`HegavemebackthatsovereignIlenthim,andIdidn’texpectit,really。It’sapityhewouldn’tkeepawayfromthatBrowne,becausehe’snotabadfellow,really。’
  Hewastremblingnowwithannoyance。Whydidsheseemsoabstracted?
  Hedidnotknowhowhecouldbegin。Wassheannoyed,too,aboutsomething?
  Ifshewouldonlyturntohimorcometohimofherownaccord!Totakeherasshewaswouldbebrutal。No,hemustseesomeardourinhereyesfirst。Helongedtobemasterofherstrangemood。
  `Whendidyoulendhimthepound?’sheasked,afterapause。
  GabrielstrovetorestrainhimselffrombreakingoutintobrutallanguageaboutthesottishMalinsandhispound。Helongedtocrytoherfromhissoul,tocrushherbodyagainsthis,toovermasterher。Buthesaid:
  `O,atChristmas,whenheopenedthatlittleChristmas-cardshop,inHenryStreet。’
  Hewasinsuchafeverofrageanddesirethathedidnothearhercomefromthewindow。Shestoodbeforehimforaninstant,lookingathimstrangely。
  Then,suddenlyraisingherselfontiptoeandrestingherhandslightlyonhisshoulders,shekissedhim。
  `Youareaverygenerousperson,Gabriel,’shesaid。
  Gabriel,tremblingwithdelightathersuddenkissandatthequaintnessofherphrase,puthishandsonherhairandbegansmoothingitback,scarcelytouchingitwithhisfingers。Thewashinghadmadeitfineandbrilliant。
  Hisheartwasbrimmingoverwithhappiness。Justwhenhewaswishingforitshehadcometohimofherownaccord。Perhapsherthoughtshadbeenrunningwithhis。Perhapsshehadfelttheimpetuousdesirethatwasinhim,andthentheyieldingmoodhadcomeuponher。Nowthatshehadfallentohimsoeasily,hewonderedwhyhehadbeensodiffident。
  Hestood,holdingherheadbetweenhishands。Then,slippingonearmswiftlyaboutherbodyanddrawinghertowardshim,hesaidsoftly:
  `Gretta,dear,whatareyouthinkingabout?’
  Shedidnotanswernoryieldwhollytohisarm。Hesaidagain,softly:
  `Tellmewhatitis,Gretta。IthinkIknowwhatisthematter。DoI
  know?’
  Shedidnotansweratonce。Thenshesaidinanoutburstoftears:
  `O,Iamthinkingaboutthatsong,"TheLassofAughrim"。’
  Shebrokeloosefromhimandrantothebedand,throwingherarmsacrossthebed-rail,hidherface。Gabrielstoodstock-stillforamomentinastonishmentandthenfollowedher。Ashepassedinthewayofthecheval-glasshecaughtsightofhimselfinfulllength,hisbroad,well-filledshirt-front,thefacewhoseexpressionalwayspuzzledhimwhenhesawitinamirror,andhisglimmeringgilt-rimmedeye-glasses。Hehaltedafewpacesfromherandsaid:
  `Whataboutthesong?Whydoesthatmakeyoucry?’
  Sheraisedherheadfromherarmsanddriedhereyeswiththebackofherhandlikeachild。Akindernotethanhehadintendedwentintohisvoice。
  `Why,Gretta?’heasked。
  `Iamthinkingaboutapersonlongagowhousedtosingthatsong。’
  `Andwhowasthepersonlongago?’askedGabriel,smiling。
  `ItwasapersonIusedtoknowinGalwaywhenIwaslivingwithmygrandmother,’shesaid。
  ThesmilepassedawayfromGabriel’sface。Adullangerbegantogatheragainatthebackofhismindandthedullfiresofhislustbegantoglowangrilyinhisveins。
  `Someoneyouwereinlovewith?’heaskedironically。
  `ItwasayoungboyIusedtoknow,’sheanswered,`namedMichaelFurey。
  Heusedtosingthatsong,"TheLassofAughrim"。Hewasverydelicate。’
  Gabrielwassilent。Hedidnotwishhertothinkthathewasinterestedinthisdelicateboy。
  `Icanseehimsoplainly,’shesaid,afteramoment。`Sucheyesashehad:big,darkeyes!Andsuchanexpressioninthem-anexpression!’
  `O,then,youwereinlovewithhim?’saidGabriel。
  `Iusedtogooutwalkingwithhim,’shesaid,`whenIwasinGalway。’
  AthoughtflewacrossGabriel’smind。
  `PerhapsthatwaswhyyouwantedtogotoGalwaywiththatIvorsgirl?’
  hesaidcoldly。
  Shelookedathimandaskedinsurprise:
  `Whatfor?’
  HereyesmadeGabrielfeelawkward。Heshruggedhisshouldersandsaid:
  `HowdoIknow?Toseehim,perhaps。’
  Shelookedawayfromhimalongtheshaftoflighttowardsthewindowinsilence。
  `Heisdead,’shesaidatlength。`Hediedwhenhewasonlyseventeen。
  Isn’titaterriblethingtodiesoyoungasthat?’
  `Whatwashe?’askedGabriel,stillironically。
  `Hewasinthegasworks,’shesaid。
  Gabrielfelthumiliatedbythefailureofhisironyandbytheevocationofthisfigurefromthedead,aboyinthegasworks。Whilehehadbeenfullofmemoriesoftheirsecretlifetogether,fulloftendernessandjoyanddesire,shehadbeencomparinghiminhermindwithanother。A
  shamefulconsciousnessofhisownpersonassailedhim。Hesawhimselfasaludicrousfigure,actingasapenny-boyforhisaunts,anervous,well-meaningsentimentalist,oratingtovulgariansandidealizinghisownclownishlusts,thepitiablefatuousfellowhehadcaughtaglimpseofinthemirror。Instinctivelyheturnedhisbackmoretothelightlestshemightseetheshamethatburneduponhisforehead。
  Hetriedtokeepuphistoneofcoldinterrogation,buthisvoicewhenhespokewashumbleandindifferent。
  `IsupposeyouwereinlovewiththisMichaelFurey,Gretta,’hesaid。
  `Iwasgreatwithhimatthattime,’shesaid。
  Hervoicewasveiledandsad。Gabriel,feelingnowhowvainitwouldbetotrytoleadherwhitherhehadpurposed,caressedoneofherhandsandsaid,alsosadly:
  `Andwhatdidhedieofsoyoung,Gretta?Consumption,wasit?’
  `Ithinkhediedforme,’sheanswered。
  AvagueterrorseizedGabrielatthisanswer,asif,atthathourwhenhehadhopedtotriumph,someimpalpableandvindictivebeingwascomingagainsthim,gatheringforcesagainsthiminitsvagueworld。Butheshookhimselffreeofitwithaneffortofreasonandcontinuedtocaressherhand。Hedidnotquestionheragain,forhefeltthatshewouldtellhimofherself。Herhandwaswarmandmoist:itdidnotrespondtohistouch,buthecontinuedtocaressitjustashehadcaressedherfirstlettertohimthatspringmorning。
  `Itwasinthewinter,’shesaid,`aboutthebeginningofthewinterwhenIwasgoingtoleavemygrandmother’sandcomeupheretotheconvent。
  AndhewasillatthetimeinhislodgingsinGalwayandwouldn’tbeletout,andhispeopleinOughterardwerewrittento。Hewasindecline,theysaid,orsomethinglikethat。Ineverknewrightly。’
  Shepausedforamomentandsighed。
  `Poorfellow,’shesaid。`Hewasveryfondofmeandhewassuchagentleboy。Weusedtogoouttogether,walking,youknow,Gabriel,likethewaytheydointhecountry。Hewasgoingtostudysingingonlyforhishealth。
  Hehadaverygoodvoice,poorMichaelFurey。’
  `Well;andthen?’askedGabriel。
  `AndthenwhenitcametothetimeformetoleaveGalwayandcomeuptotheconventhewasmuchworseandIwouldn’tbeletseehim,soIwrotehimalettersayingIwasgoinguptoDublinandwouldbebackinthesummer,andhopinghewouldbebetterthen。’
  Shepausedforamomenttogethervoiceundercontrol,andthenwenton:
  `ThenthenightbeforeIleft,Iwasinmygrandmother’shouseinNuns’
  Island,packingup,andIheardgravelthrownupagainstthewindow。ThewindowwassowetIcouldn’tsee,soIrandownstairsasIwasandslippedoutthebackintothegardenandtherewasthepoorfellowattheendofthegarden,shivering。’
  `Anddidyounottellhimtogoback?’askedGabriel。
  `Iimploredofhimtogohomeatonceandtoldhimhewouldgethisdeathintherain。Buthesaidhedidnotwanttolive。Icanseehiseyesaswellaswell!Hewasstandingattheendofthewallwheretherewasatree。’
  `Anddidhegohome?’askedGabriel。
  `Yes,hewenthome。AndwhenIwasonlyaweekintheconventhediedandhewasburiedinOughterard,wherehispeoplecamefrom。O,thedayIheardthat,thathewasdead!’
  Shestopped,chokingwithsobs,and,overcomebyemotion,flungherselffacedownwardonthebed,sobbinginthequilt。Gabrielheldherhandforamomentlonger,irresolutely,andthen,shyofintrudingonhergrief,letitfallgentlyandwalkedquietlytothewindow。
  Shewasfastasleep。
  Gabriel,leaningonhiselbow,lookedforafewmomentsunresentfullyonhertangledhairandhalf-openmouth,listeningtoherdeep-drawnbreath。
  Soshehadhadthatromanceinherlife:amanhaddiedforhersake。Ithardlypainedhimnowtothinkhowpooraparthe,herhusband,hadplayedinherlife。Hewatchedherwhilesheslept,asthoughheandshehadneverlivedtogetherasmanandwife。Hiscuriouseyesrestedlonguponherfaceandonherhair:and,ashethoughtofwhatshemusthavebeenthen,inthattimeofherfirstgirlishbeauty,astrange,friendlypityforherenteredhissoul。Hedidnotliketosayeventohimselfthatherfacewasnolongerbeautiful,butheknewthatitwasnolongerthefaceforwhichMichaelFureyhadbraveddeath。
  Perhapsshehadnottoldhimallthestory。Hiseyesmovedtothechairoverwhichshehadthrownsomeofherclothes。Apetticoatstringdangledtothefloor。Onebootstoodupright,itslimpupperfallendown:thefellowofitlayuponitsside。Hewonderedathisriotofemotionsofanhourbefore。Fromwhathaditproceeded?Fromhisaunt’ssupper,fromhisownfoolishspeech,fromthewineanddancing,themerry-makingwhensayinggoodnightinthehall,thepleasureofthewalkalongtheriverinthesnow。PoorAuntJulia!She,too,wouldsoonbeashadewiththeshadeofPatrickMorkanandhishorse。Hehadcaughtthathaggardlookuponherfaceforamomentwhenshewassinging`ArrayedfortheBridal’。Soon,perhaps,hewouldbesittinginthatsamedrawing-room,dressedinblack,hissilkhatonhisknees。TheblindswouldbedrawndownandAuntKatewouldbesittingbesidehim,cryingandblowinghernoseandtellinghimhowJuliahaddied。Hewouldcastaboutinhismindforsomewordsthatmightconsoleher,andwouldfindonlylameanduselessones。Yes,yes:
  thatwouldhappenverysoon。
  Theairoftheroomchilledhisshoulders。Hestretchedhimselfcautiouslyalongunderthesheetsandlaydownbesidehiswife。Onebyone,theywereallbecomingshades。Betterpassboldlyintothatotherworld,inthefullgloryofsomepassion,thanfadeandwitherdismallywithage。Hethoughtofhowshewholaybesidehimhadlockedinherheartforsomanyyearsthatimageofherlover’seyeswhenhehadtoldherthathedidnotwishtolive。
  GeneroustearsfilledGabriel’seyes。Hehadneverfeltlikethathimselftowardsanywoman,butheknewthatsuchafeelingmustbelove。Thetearsgatheredmorethicklyinhiseyesandinthepartialdarknessheimaginedhesawtheformofayoungmanstandingunderadrippingtree。Otherformswerenear。Hissoulhadapproachedthatregionwheredwellthevasthostsofthedead。Hewasconsciousof,butcouldnotapprehend,theirwaywardandflickeringexistence。Hisownidentitywasfadingoutintoagreyimpalpableworld:thesolidworlditself,whichthesedeadhadonetimerearedandlivedin,wasdissolvinganddwindling。
  Afewlighttapsuponthepanemadehimturntothewindow。Ithadbeguntosnowagain。Hewatchedsleepilytheflakes,silveranddark,fallingobliquelyagainstthelamplight。Thetimehadcomeforhimtosetoutonhisjourneywestward。Yes,thenewspaperswereright:snowwasgeneralalloverIreland。Itwasfallingoneverypartofthedarkcentralplain,onthetreelesshills,fallingsoftlyupontheBogofAllenand,fartherwestward,softlyfallingintothedarkmutinousShannonwaves。Itwasfalling,too,uponeverypartofthelonelychurchyardonthehillwhereMichaelFureylayburied。Itlaythicklydriftedonthecrookedcrossesandheadstones,onthespearsofthelittlegate,onthebarrenthorns。Hissoulswoonedslowlyasheheardthesnowfallingfaintlythroughtheuniverseandfaintlyfalling,likethedescentoftheirlastend,uponallthelivingandthedead。