`TheGermancardinalwouldn’tsubmit。HelefttheChurch。’
MrCunningham’swordshadbuiltupthevastimageoftheChurchinthemindsofhishearers。Hisdeep,raucousvoicehadthrilledthemasitutteredthewordofbeliefandsubmission。WhenMrsKernancameintotheroom,dryingherhands,shecameintoasolemncompany。Shedidnotdisturbthesilence,butleanedovertherailatthefootofthebed。
`IoncesawJohnMacHale,’saidMrKernan,`andI’llneverforgetitaslongasIlive。’
Heturnedtowardshiswifetobeconfirmed。
`Ioftentoldyouthat?’
MrsKernannodded。
`ItwasattheunveilingofSirJohnGray’sstatue。EdmundDwyerGraywasspeaking,blatheringaway,andherewasthisoldfellow,crabbed-lookingoldchap,lookingathimfromunderhisbushyeyebrows。’
MrKernanknittedhisbrowsand,loweringhisheadlikeanangrybull,glaredathiswife。
`God!’heexclaimed,resuminghisnaturalface,`Ineversawsuchaneyeinaman’shead。Itwasasmuchastosay:Ihaveyouproperlytaped,mylad。Hehadaneyelikeahawk。’
`NoneoftheGrayswasanygood,’saidMrPower。
Therewasapauseagain。MrPowerturnedtoMrsKernanandsaidwithabruptjoviality:
`Well,MrsKernan,we’regoingtomakeyourmanhereagoodholypiousandGod-fearingRomanCatholic。’
Heswepthisarmroundthecompanyinclusively。
`We’reallgoingtomakearetreattogetherandconfessoursins-andGodknowswewantitbadly。’
`Idon’tmind,’saidMrKernan,smilingalittlenervously。
MrsKernanthoughtitwouldbewisertoconcealhersatisfaction。Soshesaid:
`Ipitythepoorpriestthathastolistentoyourtale。’
MrKernan’sexpressionchanged。
`Ifhedoesn’tlikeit,’hesaidbluntly,`hecan……dotheotherthing。
I’lljusttellhimmylittletaleofwoe。I’mnotsuchabadfellow——’
MrCunninghamintervenedpromptly。
`We’llallrenouncethedevil,’hesaid,`together,notforgettinghisworksandpomps。’
`Getbehindme,Satan!’saidMrFogarty,laughingandlookingattheothers。
MrPowersaidnothing。Hefeltcompletelyout-generalled。Butapleasedexpressionflickeredacrosshisface。
`Allwehavetodo,’saidMrCunningham,`istostandupwithlightedcandlesinourhandsandrenewourbaptismalvows。’
`O,don’tforgetthecandle,Tom,’saidMrM’Coy,`whateveryoudo。’
`What?’saidMrKernan。`MustIhaveacandle?’
`Oyes,’saidMrCunningham。
`No,damnitall,’saidMrKernansensibly,`Idrawthelinethere。
I’lldothejobrightenough。I’lldotheretreatbusinessandconfession,and……allthatbusiness。But……nocandles!No,damnitall,Ibarthecandles!’
Heshookhisheadwithfarcicalgravity。
`Listentothat!’saidhiswife。
`Ibarthecandles,’saidMrKernan,consciousofhavingcreatedaneffectonhisaudienceandcontinuingtoshakehisheadtoandfro。`I
barthemagic-lanternbusiness。’
Everyonelaughedheartily。
`There’saniceCatholicforyou!’saidhiswife。
`Nocandles!’repeatedMrKernanobdurately。`That’soff!’
ThetranseptoftheJesuitChurchinGardinerStreetwasalmostfull;
andstillateverymomentgentlemenenteredfromthesidedoorand,directedbythelay-brother,walkedontiptoealongtheaislesuntiltheyfoundseatingaccommodation。Thegentlemenwereallwelldressedandorderly。
Thelightofthelampsofthechurchfelluponanassemblyofblackclothesandwhitecollars,relievedhereandtherebytweeds,ondarkmottledpillarsofgreenmarbleandonlugubriouscanvases。Thegentlemensatinthebenches,havinghitchedtheirtrousersslightlyabovetheirkneesandlaidtheirhatsinsecurity。Theysatwellbackandgazedformallyatthedistantspeckofredlightwhichwassuspendedbeforethehighaltar。
InoneofthebenchesnearthepulpitsatMrCunninghamandMrKernan。
InthebenchbehindsatMrM’Coyalone:andinthebenchbehindhimsatMrPowerandMrFogarty。MrM’Coyhadtriedunsuccessfullytofindaplaceinthebenchwiththeothers,and,whenthepartyhadsettleddownintheformofaquincunx,hehadtriedunsuccessfullytomakecomicremarks。
Asthesehadnotbeenwellreceived,hehaddesisted。Evenhewassensibleofthedecorousatmosphereandevenhebegantorespondtothereligiousstimulus。Inawhisper,MrCunninghamdrewMrKernan’sattentiontoMrHarford,themoneylender,whosatsomedistanceoff,andtoMrFanning,theregistrationagentandmayor-makerofthecity,whowassittingimmediatelyunderthepulpitbesideoneofthenewlyelectedcouncillorsoftheward。
TotherightsatoldMichaelGrimes,theownerofthreepawnbroker’sshops,andDanHogan’snephew,whowasupforthejobintheTownClerk’soffice。
FartherinfrontsatMrHendrick,thechiefreporterofTheFreeman’sJournal,andpoorO’Carroll,anoldfriendofMrKernan’s,whohadbeenatonetimeaconsiderablecommercialfigure。Gradually,asherecognizedfamiliarfaces,MrKernanbegantofeelmoreathome。Hishat,whichhadbeenrehabilitatedbyhiswife,resteduponhisknees。Onceortwicehepulleddownhiscuffswithonehandwhileheheldthebrimofhishatlightly,butfirmly,withtheotherhand。
Apowerful-lookingfigure,theupperpartofwhichwasdrapedwithawhitesurplice,wasobservedtobestrugglingupintothepulpit。Simultaneouslythecongregationunsettled,producedhandkerchiefsandkneltuponthemwithcare。MrKernanfollowedthegeneralexample。Thepriest’sfigurenowstooduprightinthepulpit,two-thirdsofitsbulk,crownedbyamassiveredface,appearingabovethebalustrade。
FatherPurdonkneltdown,turnedtowardstheredspeckoflightand,coveringhisfacewithhishands,prayed。Afteraninterval,heuncoveredhisfaceandrose。Thecongregationrosealsoandsettledagainonitsbenches。MrKernanrestoredhishattoitsoriginalpositiononhiskneeandpresentedanattentivefacetothepreacher。Thepreacherturnedbackeachwidesleeveofhissurplicewithanelaboratelargegestureandslowlysurveyedthearrayoffaces。Thenhesaid:
`Forthechildrenofthisworldarewiserintheirgenerationthanthechildrenoflight。Whereforemakeuntoyourselvesfriendsoutofthemammonofiniquitysothatwhenyoudietheymayreceiveyouintoeverlastingdwellings。’
FatherPurdondevelopedthetextwithresonantassurance。ItwasoneofthemostdifficulttextsinalltheScriptures,hesaid,tointerpretproperly。ItwasatextwhichmightseemtothecasualobserveratvariancewiththeloftymoralityelsewherepreachedbyJesusChrist。But,hetoldhishearers,thetexthadseemedtohimspeciallyadaptedfortheguidanceofthosewhoselotitwastoleadthelifeoftheworldandwhoyetwishedtoleadthatlifenotinthemannerofworldlings。Itwasatextforbusinessmenandprofessionalmen。JesusChrist,withHisdivineunderstandingofeverycrannyofourhumannature,understoodthatallmenwerenotcalledtothereligiouslife,thatbyfarthevastmajoritywereforcedtoliveintheworld,and,toacertainextent,fortheworld:andinthissentenceHedesignedtogivethemawordofcounsel,settingbeforethemasexemplarsinthereligiouslifethoseveryworshippersofMammonwhowereofallmentheleastsolicitousinmattersreligious。
Hetoldhishearersthathewastherethateveningfornoterrifying,noextravagantpurpose;butasamanoftheworldspeakingtohisfellow-men。
Hecametospeaktobusinessmenandhewouldspeaktotheminabusiness-likeway。Ifhemightusethemetaphor,hesaid,hewastheirspiritualaccountant;
andhewishedeachandeveryoneofhishearerstoopenhisbooks,thebooksofhisspirituallife,andseeiftheytalliedaccuratelywithconscience。
JesusChristwasnotahardtaskmaster。Heunderstoodourlittlefailings,understoodtheweaknessofourpoorfallennature,understoodthetemptationsofthislife。Wemighthavehad,weallhadfromtimetotime,ourtemptations:
wemighthave,weallhad,ourfailings。Butonethingonly,hesaid,hewouldaskofhishearers。Andthatwas:tobestraightandmanlywithGod。
Iftheiraccountstalliedineverypointtosay:
`Well,Ihaveverifiedmyaccounts。Ifindallwell。’
Butif,asmighthappen,thereweresomediscrepancies,toadmitthetruth,tobefrankandsaylikeaman:
`Well,Ihavelookedintomyaccounts。Ifindthiswrongandthiswrong。
But,withGod’sgrace,Iwillrectifythisandthis。Iwillsetrightmyaccounts。’
TheDead
Lily,thecaretaker’sdaughter,wasliterallyrunoffherfeet。Hardlyhadshebroughtonegentlemanintothelittlepantrybehindtheofficeonthegroundfloorandhelpedhimoffwithhisovercoat,thanthewheezyhall-doorbellclangedagainandshehadtoscamperalongthebarehallwaytoletinanotherguest。Itwaswellforhershehadnottoattendtotheladiesalso。ButMissKateandMissJuliahadthoughtofthatandhadconvertedthebathroomupstairsintoaladies’dressing-room。MissKateandMissJuliawerethere,gossipingandlaughingandfussing,walkingaftereachothertotheheadofthestairs,peeringdownoverthebanistersandcallingdowntoLilytoaskherwhohadcome。
Itwasalwaysagreataffair,theMissesMorkan’sannualdance。Everybodywhoknewthemcametoit,membersofthefamily,oldfriendsofthefamily,themembersofJulia’schoir,anyofKate’spupilsthatweregrownupenough,andevensomeofMaryJane’spupilstoo。Neveroncehaditfallenflat。
Foryearsandyearsithadgoneoffinsplendidstyle,aslongasanyonecouldremember:eversinceKateandJulia,afterthedeathoftheirbrotherPat,hadleftthehouseinStoneyBatterandtakenMaryJane,theironlyniece,tolivewiththeminthedark,gaunthouseonUsher’sIsland,theupperpartofwhichtheyhadrentedfromMrFulham,thecorn-factoronthegroundfloor。Thatwasagoodthirtyyearsagoifitwasaday。MaryJane,whowasthenalittlegirlinshortclothes,wasnowthemainpropofthehousehold,forshehadtheorganinHaddingtonRoad。ShehadbeenthroughtheAcademyandgaveapupils’concerteveryyearintheupperroomoftheAncientConcertRooms。Manyofherpupilsbelongedtothebetter-classfamiliesontheKingstownandDalkeyline。Oldastheywere,herauntsalsodidtheirshare。Julia,thoughshewasquitegrey,wasstilltheleadingsopranoinAdamandEve’s,andKate,beingtoofeebletogoaboutmuch,gavemusiclessonstobeginnersontheoldsquarepianointhebackroom。
Lily,thecaretaker’sdaughter,didhousemaid’sworkforthem。Thoughtheirlifewasmodest,theybelievedineatingwell;thebestofeverything:
diamond-bonesirloins,three-shillingteaandthebestbottledstout。ButLilyseldommadeamistakeintheorders,sothatshegotonwellwithherthreemistresses。Theywerefussy,thatwasall。Buttheonlythingtheywouldnotstandwasbackanswers。
Ofcourse,theyhadgoodreasontobefussyonsuchanight。Andthenitwaslongafterteno’clockandyettherewasnosignofGabrielandhiswife。BesidestheyweredreadfullyafraidthatFreddyMalinsmightturnupscrewed。TheywouldnotwishforworldsthatanyofMaryJane’spupilsshouldseehimundertheinfluence;andwhenhewaslikethatitwassometimesveryhardtomanagehim。FreddyMalinsalwayscamelate,buttheywonderedwhatcouldbekeepingGabriel:andthatwaswhatbroughtthemeverytwominutestothebanisterstoaskLilyhadGabrielorFreddycome。
`O,MrConroy,’saidLilytoGabrielwhensheopenedthedoorforhim,`MissKateandMissJuliathoughtyouwerenevercoming。Goodnight,MrsConroy。’
`I’llengagetheydid,’saidGabriel,`buttheyforgetthatmywifeheretakesthreemortalhourstodressherself。’
Hestoodonthemat,scrapingthesnowfromhisgoloshes,whileLilyledhiswifetothefootofthestairsandcalledout:
`MissKate,here’sMrsConroy。’
KateandJuliacametoddlingdownthedarkstairsatonce。BothofthemkissedGabriel’swife,saidshemustbeperishedalive,andaskedwasGabrielwithher。
`HereIamasrightasthemail,AuntKate!Goonup。I’llfollow,’
calledoutGabrielfromthedark。
Hecontinuedscrapinghisfeetvigorouslywhilethethreewomenwentupstairs,laughing,totheladies’dressing-room。Alightfringeofsnowlaylikeacapeontheshouldersofhisovercoatandliketoecapsonthetoesofhisgoloshes;and,asthebuttonsofhisovercoatslippedwithasqueakingnoisethroughthesnow-stiffenedfrieze,acold,fragrantairfromout-of-doorsescapedfromcrevicesandfolds。
`Isitsnowingagain,MrConroy?’askedLily。
Shehadprecededhimintothepantrytohelphimoffwithhisovercoat。
Gabrielsmiledatthethreesyllablesshehadgivenhissurnameandglancedather。Shewasaslim,growinggirl,paleincomplexionandwithhay-colouredhair。Thegasinthepantrymadeherlookstillpaler。Gabrielhadknownherwhenshewasachildandusedtositontheloweststepnursingaragdoll。
`Yes,Lily,’heanswered,`andIthinkwe’reinforanightofit。’
Helookedupatthepantryceiling,whichwasshakingwiththestampingandshufflingoffeetonthefloorabove,listenedforamomenttothepianoandthenglancedatthegirl,whowasfoldinghisovercoatcarefullyattheendofashelf。
`Tellme,Lily,’hesaidinafriendlytone,`doyoustillgotoschool?’
`Ono,sir,’sheanswered。`I’mdoneschoolingthisyearandmore。’
`O,then,’saidGabrielgaily,`Isupposewe’llbegoingtoyourweddingoneofthesefinedayswithyouryoungman,eh?’
Thegirlglancedbackathimoverhershoulderandsaidwithgreatbitterness:
`Thementhatisnowisonlyallpalaverandwhattheycangetoutofyou。’
Gabrielcoloured,asifhefelthehadmadeamistake,and,withoutlookingather,kickedoffhisgoloshesandflickedactivelywithhismufflerathispatent-leathershoes。
Hewasastout,tallishyoungman。Thehighcolourofhischeekspushedupwardseventohisforehead,whereitscattereditselfinafewformlesspatchesofpalered;andonhishairlessfacetherescintillatedrestlesslythepolishedlensesandthebrightgiltrimsoftheglasseswhichscreenedhisdelicateandrestlesseyes。Hisglossyblackhairwaspartedinthemiddleandbrushedinalongcurvebehindhisearswhereitcurledslightlybeneaththegrooveleftbyhishat。
Whenhehadflickedlustreintohisshoeshestoodupandpulledhiswaistcoatdownmoretightlyonhisplumpbody。Thenhetookacoinrapidlyfromhispocket。
`OLily,’hesaid,thrustingitintoherhands,`it’sChristmastime,isn’tit?Just……here’salittle……’
Hewalkedrapidlytowardsthedoor。
`Ono,sir!’criedthegirl,followinghim。`Really,sir,Iwouldn’ttakeit。’
`Christmas-time!Christmas-time!’saidGabriel,almosttrottingtothestairsandwavinghishandtoherindeprecation。
Thegirl,seeingthathehadgainedthestairs,calledoutafterhim:
`Well,thankyou,sir。’
Hewaitedoutsidethedrawing-roomdooruntilthewaltzshouldfinish,listeningtotheskirtsthatsweptagainstitandtotheshufflingoffeet。
Hewasstilldiscomposedbythegirl’sbitterandsuddenretort。Ithadcastagloomoverhimwhichhetriedtodispelbyarranginghiscuffsandthebowsofhistie。Hethentookfromhiswaistcoatpocketalittlepaperandglancedattheheadingshehadmadeforhisspeech。HewasundecidedaboutthelinesfromRobertBrowning,forhefearedtheywouldbeabovetheheadsofhishearers。SomequotationthattheywouldrecognizefromShakespeareorfromtheMelodieswouldbebetter。Theindelicateclackingofthemen’sheelsandtheshufflingoftheirsolesremindedhimthattheirgradeofculturedifferedfromhis。Hewouldonlymakehimselfridiculousbyquotingpoetrytothemwhichtheycouldnotunderstand。Theywouldthinkthathewasairinghissuperioreducation。Hewouldfailwiththemjustashehadfailedwiththegirlinthepantry。Hehadtakenupawrongtone。
Hiswholespeechwasamistakefromfirsttolast,anutterfailure。
Justthenhisauntsandhiswifecameoutoftheladies’dressing-room。
Hisauntsweretwosmall,plainlydressedoldwomen。AuntJuliawasaninchorsothetaller。Herhair,drawnlowoverthetopsofherears,wasgrey;andgreyalso,withdarkershadows,washerlargeflaccidface。Thoughshewasstoutinbuildandstooderect,hersloweyesandpartedlipsgavehertheappearanceofawomanwhodidnotknowwhereshewasorwhereshewasgoing。AuntKatewasmorevivacious。Herface,healthierthanhersister’s,wasallpuckersandcreases,likeashrivelledredapple,andherhair,braidedinthesameold-fashionedway,hadnotlostitsripenutcolour。
TheybothkissedGabrielfrankly。Hewastheirfavouritenephew,thesonoftheirdeadeldersister,Ellen,whohadmarriedT。J。ConroyofthePortandDocks。
`Grettatellsmeyou’renotgoingtotakeacabbacktoMonkstowntonight,Gabriel,’saidAuntKate。
`No,’saidGabriel,turningtohiswife,`wehadquiteenoughofthatlastyear,hadn’twe?Don’tyouremember,AuntKate,whatacoldGrettagotoutofit?Cabwindowsrattlingalltheway,andtheeastwindblowinginafterwepassedMerrion。Veryjollyitwas。Grettacaughtadreadfulcold。’
AuntKatefrownedseverelyandnoddedherheadateveryword。
`Quiteright,Gabriel,quiteright,’shesaid。`Youcan’tbetoocareful。’
`ButasforGrettathere,’saidGabriel,`she’dwalkhomeinthesnowifshewerelet。’
MrsConroylaughed。
`Don’tmindhim,AuntKate,’shesaid。`He’sreallyanawfulbother,whatwithgreenshadesforTom’seyesatnightandmakinghimdothedumb-bells,andforcingEvatoeatthestirabout。Thepoorchild!Andshesimplyhatesthesightofit!……O,butyou’llneverguesswhathemakesmewearnow!’
Shebrokeoutintoapealoflaughterandglancedatherhusband,whoseadmiringandhappyeyeshadbeenwanderingfromherdresstoherfaceandhair。Thetwoauntslaughedheartily,too,forGabriel’ssolicitudewasastandingjokewiththem。
`Goloshes!’saidMrsConroy。`That’sthelatest。Wheneverit’swetunderfootImustputonmygoloshes。Tonighteven,hewantedmetoputthemon,butIwouldn’t。Thenextthinghe’llbuymewillbeadivingsuit。’
Gabriellaughednervouslyandpattedhistiereassuringly,whileAuntKatenearlydoubledherself,soheartilydidsheenjoythejoke。ThesmilesoonfadedfromAuntJulia’sfaceandhermirthlesseyesweredirectedtowardshernephew’sface。Afterapausesheasked:
`Andwhataregoloshes,Gabriel?’
`Goloshes,Julia!’exclaimedhersister。`Goodnessme,don’tyouknowwhatgoloshesare?Youwearthemoveryour……overyourboots,Gretta,isn’tit?’
`Yes,’saidMrsConroy。`Gutta-perchathings。Webothhaveapairnow。
GabrielsayseveryonewearsthemontheContinent。’
`O,ontheContinent,’murmuredAuntJulia,noddingherheadslowly。
Gabrielknittedhisbrowsandsaid,asifhewereslightlyangered:
`It’snothingverywonderful,butGrettathinksitveryfunny,becauseshesaysthewordremindsherofChristyMinstrels。’
`Buttellme,Gabriel,’saidAuntKate,withbrisktact。`Ofcourse,you’veseenabouttheroom。Grettawassaying……’
`O,theroomisallright,’repliedGabriel。`I’vetakenoneintheGresham。’
`Tobesure,’saidAuntKate,`byfarthebestthingtodo。Andthechildren,Gretta,you’renotanxiousaboutthem?’
`O,foronenight,’saidMrsConroy。`Besides,Bessiewilllookafterthem。’
`Tobesure,’saidAuntKateagain。`Whatacomfortitistohaveagirllikethat,oneyoucandependon!There’sthatLily,I’msureIdon’tknowwhathascomeoverherlately。She’snotthegirlshewasatall。’
Gabrielwasabouttoaskhisauntsomequestionsonthispoint,butshebrokeoffsuddenlytogazeafterhersister,whohadwandereddownthestairsandwascraningherneckoverthebanisters。
`Now,Iaskyou,’shesaidalmosttestily,`whereisJuliagoing?Julia!
Julia!Whereareyougoing?’
Julia,whohadgonehalf-waydownoneflight,camebackandannouncedblandly:
`Here’sFreddy。’
Atthesamemomentaclappingofhandsandafinalflourishofthepianisttoldthatthewaltzhadended。Thedrawing-roomdoorwasopenedfromwithinandsomecouplescameout。AuntKatedrewGabrielasidehurriedlyandwhisperedintohisear:
`Slipdown,Gabriel,likeagoodfellowandseeifhe’sallright,anddon’tlethimupifhe’sscrewed。I’msurehe’sscrewed。I’msureheis。’
Gabrielwenttothestairsandlistenedoverthebanisters。Hecouldheartwopersonstalkinginthepantry。ThenherecognizedFreddyMalins’
laugh。Hewentdownthestairsnoisily。
`It’ssucharelief,’saidAuntKatetoMrsConroy,`thatGabrielishere。Ialwaysfeeleasierinmymindwhenhe’shere……Julia,there’sMissDalyandMissPowerwilltakesomerefreshment。Thanksforyourbeautifulwaltz,MissDaly。Itmadelovelytime。’
Atallwizen-facedman,withastiffgrizzledmoustacheandswarthyskin,whowaspassingoutwithhispartner,said:
`Andmaywehavesomerefreshment,too,MissMorkan?’
`Julia,’saidAuntKatesummarily,`andhere’sMrBrowneandMissFurlong。
Takethemin,Julia,withMissDalyandMissPower。’
`I’mthemanfortheladies,’saidMrBrowne,pursinghislipsuntilhismoustachebristled,andsmilinginallhiswrinkles。`Youknow,MissMorkan,thereasontheyaresofondofmeis——’
Hedidnotfinishhissentence,but,seeingthatAuntKatewasoutofearshot,atonceledthethreeyoungladiesintothebackroom。Themiddleoftheroomwasoccupiedbytwosquaretablesplacedendtoend,andontheseAuntJuliaandthecaretakerwerestraighteningandsmoothingalargecloth。Onthesideboardwerearrayeddishesandplates,andglassesandbundlesofknivesandforksandspoons。ThetopoftheclosedSquarepianoservedalsoasasideboardforviandsandsweets。Atasmallersideboardinonecornertwoyoungmenwerestanding,drinkinghop-bitters。
MrBrowneledhischargesthitherandinvitedthemall,injest,tosomeladies’punch,hot,strong,andsweet。Astheysaidtheynevertookanythingstrong,heopenedthreebottlesoflemonadeforthem。Thenheaskedoneoftheyoungmentomoveaside,and,takingholdofthedecanter,filledoutforhimselfagoodlymeasureofwhisky。Theyoungmeneyedhimrespectfullywhilehetookatrialsip。
`Godhelpme,’hesaid,smiling,`it’sthedoctor’sorder。’
Hiswizenedfacebrokeintoabroadersmile,andthethreeyoungladieslaughedinmusicalechotohispleasantry,swayingtheirbodiestoandfro,withnervousjerksoftheirshoulders。Theboldestsaid:
`O,now,MrBrowne,I’msurethedoctorneverorderedanythingofthekind。’
MrBrownetookanothersipofhiswhiskyandsaid,withsidlingmimicry:
`Well,yousee,I’mthefamousMrsCassidy,whoisreportedtohavesaid:"Now,MaryGrimes,ifIdon’ttakeit,makemetakeit,forIfeelIwantit。"’
HishotfacehadleanedforwardalittletooconfidentiallyandhehadassumedaverylowDublinaccent,sothattheyoungladies,withoneinstinct,receivedhisspeechinsilence。MissFurlong,whowasoneofMaryJane’spupils,askedMissDalywhatwasthenameoftheprettywaltzshehadplayed;
andMrBrowne,seeingthathewasignored,turnedpromptlytothetwoyoungmen,whoweremoreappreciative。
Ared-facedyoungwoman,dressedinpansy,cameintotheroom,excitedlyclappingherhandsandcrying:
`Quadrilles!Quadrilles!’
CloseonherheelscameAuntKate,crying:
`Twogentlemenandthreeladies,MaryJane!’
`O,here’sMrBerginandMrKerrigan,’saidMaryJane。`MrKerrigan,willyoutakeMissPower?MissFurlong,mayIgetyouapartner,MrBergin。
O,that’lljustdonow。’
`Threeladies,MaryJane,’saidAuntKate。
Thetwoyounggentlemenaskedtheladiesiftheymighthavethepleasure,andMaryJaneturnedtoMissDaly。
`O,MissDaly,you’rereallyawfullygood,afterplayingforthelasttwodances,butreallywe’resoshortofladiestonight。’
`Idon’tmindintheleast,MissMorkan。’
`ButI’veanicepartnerforyou,MrBartellD’Arcy,thetenor。I’llgethimtosinglateron。AllDublinisravingabouthim。’
`Lovelyvoice,lovelyvoice!’saidAuntKate。
AsthepianohadtwicebegunthepreludetothefirstfigureMaryJaneledherrecruitsquicklyfromtheroom。TheyhadhardlygonewhenAuntJuliawanderedslowlyintotheroom,lookingbehindheratsomething。
`Whatisthematter,Julia?’askedAuntKateanxiously。`Whoisit?’
Julia,whowascarryinginacolumnoftable-napkins,turnedtohersisterandsaid,simply,asifthequestionhadsurprisedher:
`It’sonlyFreddy,Kate,andGabrielwithhim。’
Infact,rightbehindherGabrielcouldbeseenpilotingFreddyMalinsacrossthelanding。Thelatter,ayoungmanofaboutforty,wasofGabriel’ssizeandbuild,withveryroundshoulders。Hisfacewasfleshyandpallid,touchedwithcolouronlyatthethickhanginglobesofhisearsandatthewidewingsofhisnose。Hehadcoarsefeatures,abluntnose,aconvexandrecedingbrow,tumidandprotrudedlips。Hisheavy-liddedeyesandthedisorderofhisscantyhairmadehimlooksleepy。HewaslaughingheartilyinahighkeyatastorywhichhehadbeentellingGabrielonthestairsandatthesametimerubbingtheknucklesofhisleftfistbackwardsandforwardsintohislefteye。
`Goodevening,Freddy,’saidAuntJulia。
FreddyMalinsbadetheMissesMorkangoodeveninginwhatseemedanoff-handfashionbyreasonofthehabitualcatchinhisvoiceandthen,seeingthatMrBrownewasgrinningathimfromthesideboard,crossedtheroomonrathershakylegsandbegantorepeatinanundertonethestoryhehadjusttoldtoGabriel。
`He’snotsobad,ishe?’saidAuntKatetoGabriel。
Gabriel’sbrowsweredark,butheraisedthemquicklyandanswered:
`O,no,hardlynoticeable。’
`Now,isn’theaterriblefellow!’shesaid。`AndhispoormothermadehimtakethepledgeonNewYear’sEve。Butcomeon,Gabriel,intothedrawing-room。’
BeforeleavingtheroomwithGabrielshesignalledtoMrBrownebyfrowningandshakingherforefingerinwarningtoandfro。MrBrownenoddedinanswerand,whenshehadgone,saidtoFreddyMalins:
`Now,then,Teddy,I’mgoingtofillyououtagoodglassoflemonadejusttobuckyouup。’
FreddyMalins,whowasnearingtheclimaxofhisstory,wavedtheofferasideimpatiently,butMrBrowne,havingfirstcalledFreddyMalins’attentiontoadisarrayinhisdress,filledoutandhandedhimafullglassoflemonade。
FreddyMalins’lefthandacceptedtheglassmechanically,hisrighthandbeingengagedinthemechanicalreadjustmentofhisdress。MrBrowne,whosefacewasoncemorewrinklingwithmirth,pouredoutforhimselfaglassofwhiskywhileFreddyMalinsexploded,beforehehadwellreachedtheclimaxofhisstory,inakinkofhigh-pitchedbronchiticlaughterand,settingdownhisuntastedandoverflowingglass,begantoruntheknucklesofhisleftfistbackwardsandforwardsintohislefteye,repeatingwordsofhislastphraseaswellashisfitoflaughterwouldallowhim。
GabrielcouldnotlistenwhileMaryJanewasplayingherAcademypiece,fullofrunsanddifficultpassages,tothehusheddrawing-room。Helikedmusic,butthepieceshewasplayinghadnomelodyforhimandhedoubtedwhetherithadanymelodyfortheotherlisteners,thoughtheyhadbeggedMaryJanetoplaysomething。Fouryoungmen,whohadcomefromtherefreshment-roomtostandinthedoorwayatthesoundofthepiano,hadgoneawayquietlyincouplesafterafewminutes。TheonlypersonswhoseemedtofollowthemusicwereMaryJaneherself,herhandsracingalongthekeyboardorliftedfromitatthepauseslikethoseofapriestessinmomentaryimprecation,andAuntKatestandingatherelbowtoturnthepage。
Gabriel’seyes,irritatedbythefloor,whichglitteredwithbeeswaxundertheheavychandelier,wanderedtothewallabovethepiano。ApictureofthebalconysceneinRomeoandJuliethungthereandbesideitwasapictureofthetwomurderedprincesintheTowerwhichAuntJuliahadworkedinred,blue,andbrownwoolswhenshewasagirl。Probablyintheschooltheyhadgonetoasgirlsthatkindofworkhadbeentaughtforoneyear。Hismotherhadworkedforhimasabirthdaypresentawaistcoatofpurpletabinet,withlittlefoxes’headsuponit,linedwithbrownsatinandhavingroundmulberrybuttons。Itwasstrangethathismotherhadhadnomusicaltalent,thoughAuntKateusedtocallherthebrainscarrieroftheMorkanfamily。BothsheandJuliahadalwaysseemedalittleproudoftheirseriousandmatronlysister。Herphotographstoodbeforethepier-glass。
ShehadanopenbookonherkneesandwaspointingoutsomethinginittoConstantinewho,dressedinaman-o’-warsuit,layatherfeet。Itwasshewhohadchosenthenamesofhersons,forshewasverysensibleofthedignityoffamilylife。Thankstoher,ConstantinewasnowseniorcurateinBalbrigganand,thankstoher,GabrielhimselfhadtakenhisdegreeintheRoyalUniversity。Ashadowpassedoverhisfaceasherememberedhersullenoppositiontohismarriage。Someslightingphrasesshehadusedstillrankledinhismemory;onceshehadspokenofGrettaasbeingcountrycuteandthatwasnottrueofGrettaatall。ItwasGrettawhohadnursedherduringallherlastlongillnessintheirhouseatMonkstown。
HeknewthatMaryJanemustbeneartheendofherpiece,forshewasplayingagaintheopeningmelodywithrunsofscalesaftereverybar,andwhilehewaitedfortheendtheresentmentdieddowninhisheart。Thepieceendedwithatrillofoctavesinthetrebleandafinaldeepoctaveinthebass。GreatapplausegreetedMaryJaneas,blushingandrollinguphermusicnervously,sheescapedfromtheroom。Themostvigorousclappingcamefromthefouryoungmeninthedoorwaywhohadgoneawaytotherefreshment-roomatthebeginningofthepiecebuthadcomebackwhenthepianohadstopped。
Lancerswerearranged。GabrielfoundhimselfpartneredwithMissIvors。
Shewasafrank-mannered,talkativeyounglady,withafreckledfaceandprominentbrowneyes。Shedidnotwearalow-cutbodice,andthelargebroochwhichwasfixedinthefrontofhercollarboreonitanIrishdeviceandmotto。
Whentheyhadtakentheirplacesshesaidabruptly:
`Ihaveacrowtopluckwithyou。’
`Withme?’saidGabriel。
Shenoddedherheadgravely。
`Whatisit?’askedGabriel,smilingathersolemnmanner。
`WhoisG。C。?’answeredMissIvors,turninghereyesuponhim。
Gabrielcolouredandwasabouttoknithisbrows,asifhedidnotunderstand,whenshesaidbluntly:
`O,innocentAmy!IhavefoundoutthatyouwriteforTheDailyExpress。
Now,aren’tyouashamedofyourself?’
`WhyshouldIbeashamedofmyself?’askedGabriel,blinkinghiseyesandtryingtosmile。
`Well,I’mashamedofyou,’saidMissIvorsfrankly。`Tosayyou’dwriteforapaperlikethat。Ididn’tthinkyouwereaWestBriton。’
AlookofperplexityappearedonGabriel’sface。ItwastruethathewrotealiterarycolumneveryWednesdayinTheDailyExpress,forwhichhewaspaidfifteenshillings。ButthatdidnotmakehimaWestBritonsurely。Thebookshereceivedforreviewwerealmostmorewelcomethanthepaltrycheque。Helovedtofeelthecoversandturnoverthepagesofnewlyprintedbooks。Nearlyeverydaywhenhisteachinginthecollegewasendedheusedtowanderdownthequaystothesecond-handbooksellers,toHickey’sonBachelor’sWalk,toWebb’sorMassey’sonAston’sQuay,ortoO’Clohissey’sintheby-street。Hedidnotknowhowtomeethercharge。
Hewantedtosaythatliteraturewasabovepolitics。Buttheywerefriendsofmanyyears’standingandtheircareershadbeenparallel,firstattheUniversityandthenasteachers:hecouldnotriskagrandiosephrasewithher。Hecontinuedblinkinghiseyesandtryingtosmileandmurmuredlamelythathesawnothingpoliticalinwritingreviewsofbooks。
Whentheirturntocrosshadcomehewasstillperplexedandinattentive。
MissIvorspromptlytookhishandinawarmgraspandsaidinasoftfriendlytone:
`Ofcourse,Iwasonlyjoking。Come,wecrossnow。’
WhentheyweretogetheragainshespokeoftheUniversityquestionandGabrielfeltmoreatease。AfriendofhershadshownherhisreviewofBrowning’spoems。Thatwashowshehadfoundoutthesecret:butshelikedthereviewimmensely。
Thenshesaidsuddenly:
`O,MrConroy,willyoucomeforanexcursiontotheAranIslesthissummer?We’regoingtostaythereawholemonth。ItwillbesplendidoutintheAtlantic。Yououghttocome。MrClancyiscoming,andMrKilkellyandKathleenKearney。ItwouldbesplendidforGrettatooifshe’dcome。
She’sfromConnacht,isn’tshe?’
`Herpeopleare,’saidGabrielshortly。
`Butyouwillcome,won’tyou?’saidMissIvors,layingherwarmhandeagerlyonhisarm。
`Thefactis,’saidGabriel,`Ihavejustarrangedtogo——’
`Gowhere?’askedMissIvors。
`Well,youknow,everyyearIgoforacyclingtourwithsomefellowsandso——’
`Butwhere?’askedMissIvors。
`Well,weusuallygotoFranceorBelgiumorperhapsGermany,’saidGabrielawkwardly。
`AndwhydoyougotoFranceandBelgium,’saidMissIvors,`insteadofvisitingyourownland?’
`Well,’saidGabriel,`it’spartlytokeepintouchwiththelanguagesandpartlyforachange。’
`Andhaven’tyouyourownlanguagetokeepintouchwith-Irish?’askedMissIvors。
`Well,’saidGabriel,`ifitcomestothat,youknow,Irishisnotmylanguage。’
Theirneighbourshadturnedtolistentothecross-examination。Gabrielglancedrightandleftnervouslyandtriedtokeephisgoodhumourundertheordeal,whichwasmakingablushinvadehisforehead。
`Andhaven’tyouyourownlandtovisit,’continuedMissIvors,`thatyouknownothingof,yourownpeople,andyourowncountry?’
`O,totellyouthetruth,’retortedGabrielsuddenly,`I’msickofmyowncountry,sickofit!’
`Why?’askedMissIvors。
Gabrieldidnotanswer,forhisretorthadheatedhim。
`Why?’repeatedMissIvors。
Theyhadtogovisitingtogetherand,ashehadnotansweredher,MissIvorssaidwarmly:
`Ofcourse,you’venoanswer。’
Gabrieltriedtocoverhisagitationbytakingpartinthedancewithgreatenergy。Heavoidedhereyes,forhehadseenasourexpressiononherface。Butwhentheymetinthelongchainhewassurprisedtofeelhishandfirmlypressed。Shelookedathimfromunderherbrowsforamomentquizzicallyuntilhesmiled。Then,justasthechainwasabouttostartagain,shestoodontiptoeandwhisperedintohisear:
`WestBriton!’
WhenthelancerswereoverGabrielwentawaytoaremotecorneroftheroomwhereFreddyMalins’motherwassitting。Shewasastout,feebleoldwomanwithwhitehair。Hervoicehadacatchinitlikeherson’sandshestutteredslightly。ShehadbeentoldthatFreddyhadcomeandthathewasnearlyallright。Gabrielaskedherwhethershehadhadagoodcrossing。
ShelivedwithhermarrieddaughterinGlasgowandcametoDublinonavisitonceayear。Sheansweredplacidlythatshehadhadabeautifulcrossingandthatthecaptainhadbeenmostattentivetoher。ShespokealsoofthebeautifulhouseherdaughterkeptinGlasgow,andofallthefriendstheyhadthere。WhilehertonguerambledonGabrieltriedtobanishfromhismindallmemoryoftheunpleasantincidentwithMissIvors。Ofcoursethegirl,orwoman,orwhatevershewas,wasanenthusiast,buttherewasatimeforallthings。Perhapsheoughtnottohaveansweredherlikethat。
ButshehadnorighttocallhimaWestBritonbeforepeople,eveninjoke。
Shehadtriedtomakehimridiculousbeforepeople,hecklinghimandstaringathimwithherrabbit’seyes。
Hesawhiswifemakingherwaytowardshimthroughthewaltzingcouples。
Whenshereachedhimshesaidintohisear:
`Gabriel,AuntKatewantstoknowwon’tyoucarvethegooseasusual。
MissDalywillcarvethehamandI’lldothepudding。’
`Allright,’saidGabriel。
`She’ssendingintheyoungeronesfirstassoonasthiswaltzisoversothatwe’llhavethetabletoourselves。’
`Wereyoudancing?’askedGabriel。
`OfcourseIwas。Didn’tyouseeme?WhatrowhadyouwithMollyIvors?’
`Norow。Why?Didshesayso?’
`Somethinglikethat。I’mtryingtogetthatMrD’Arcytosing。He’sfullofconceit,Ithink。’
`Therewasnorow,’saidGabrielmoodily,`onlyshewantedmetogoforatriptothewestofIrelandandIsaidIwouldn’t。’
Hiswifeclaspedherhandsexcitedlyandgavealittlejump。
`O,dogo,Gabriel,’shecried。`I’dlovetoseeGalwayagain。’
`Youcangoifyoulike,’saidGabrielcoldly。
Shelookedathimforamoment,thenturnedtoMrsMalinsandsaid:
`There’sanicehusbandforyou,MrsMalins。’
WhileshewasthreadingherwaybackacrosstheroomMrsMalins,withoutadvertingtotheinterruption,wentontotellGabrielwhatbeautifulplacestherewereinScotlandandbeautifulscenery。Herson-in-lawbroughtthemeveryyeartothelakesandtheyusedtogofishing。Herson-in-lawwasasplendidfisher。Onedayhecaughtabeautifulbigfishandthemaninthehotelcookeditfortheirdinner。
Gabrielhardlyheardwhatshesaid。Nowthatsupperwascomingnearhebegantothinkagainabouthisspeechandaboutthequotation。WhenhesawFreddyMalinscomingacrosstheroomtovisithismotherGabrielleftthechairfreeforhimandretiredintotheembrasureofthewindow。
Theroomhadalreadyclearedandfromthebackroomcametheclatterofplatesandknives。Thosewhostillremainedinthedrawing-roomseemedtiredofdancingandwereconversingquietlyinlittlegroups。Gabriel’swarm,tremblingfingerstappedthecoldpaneofthewindow。Howcoolitmustbeoutside!Howpleasantitwouldbetowalkoutalone,firstalongbytheriverandthenthroughthepark!ThesnowwouldbelyingonthebranchesofthetreesandformingabrightcaponthetopoftheWellingtonMonument。Howmuchmorepleasantitwouldbetherethanatthesupper-table!
Heranovertheheadingsofhisspeech:Irishhospitality,sadmemories,theThreeGraces,Paris,thequotationfromBrowning。Herepeatedtohimselfaphrasehehadwritteninhisreview:`Onefeelsthatoneislisteningtoathought-tormentedmusic。’MissIvorshadpraisedthereview。Wasshesincere?Hadshereallyanylifeofherownbehindallherpropagandism?
Therehadneverbeenanyill-feelingbetweenthemuntilthatnight。Itunnervedhimtothinkthatshewouldbeatthesupper-table,lookingupathim,whilehespoke,withhercriticalquizzingeyes。Perhapsshewouldnotbesorrytoseehimfailinhisspeech。Anideacameintohismindandgavehimcourage。Hewouldsay,alludingtoAuntKateandAuntJulia:
`LadiesandGentlemen,thegenerationwhichisnowonthewaneamongusmayhavehaditsfaults,butformypartIthinkithadcertainqualitiesofhospitality,ofhumour,ofhumanity,whichthenewandveryseriousandhyper-educatedgenerationthatisgrowinguparoundusseemstometolack。’Verygood:thatwasoneforMissIvors。Whatdidhecarethathisauntswereonlytwoignorantoldwomen?
Amurmurintheroomattractedhisattention。MrBrownewasadvancingfromthedoor,gallantlyescortingAuntJulia,wholeaneduponhisarm,smilingandhangingherhead。Anirregularmusketryofapplauseescortedheralsoasfarasthepianoandthen,asMaryJaneseatedherselfonthestool,andAuntJulia,nolongersmiling,halfturnedsoastopitchhervoicefairlyintotheroom,graduallyceased。Gabrielrecognizedtheprelude。
ItwasthatofanoldsongofAuntJulia’s-`ArrayedfortheBridal’。
Hervoice,strongandclearintone,attackedwithgreatspirittherunswhichembellishtheair,andthoughshesangveryrapidlyshedidnotmisseventhesmallestofthegracenotes。Tofollowthevoice,withoutlookingatthesinger’sface,wastofeelandsharetheexcitementofswiftandsecureflight。Gabrielapplaudedloudlywithalltheothersatthecloseofthesong,andloudapplausewasborneinfromtheinvisiblesupper-table。
ItsoundedsogenuinethatalittlecolourstruggledintoAuntJulia’sfaceasshebenttoreplaceinthemusic-standtheoldleather-boundsong-bookthathadherinitialsonthecover。FreddyMalins,whohadlistenedwithhisheadperchedsidewaystohearherbetter,wasstillapplaudingwheneveryoneelsehadceasedandtalkinganimatedlytohismother,whonoddedherheadgravelyandslowlyinacquiescence。Atlast,whenhecouldclapnomore,hestoodupsuddenlyandhurriedacrosstheroomtoAuntJuliawhosehandheseizedandheldinbothhishands,shakingitwhenwordsfailedhimorthecatchinhisvoiceprovedtoomuchforhim。
`Iwasjusttellingmymother,’hesaid,`Ineverheardyousingsowell,never。No,Ineverheardyourvoicesogoodasitistonight。Now!
Wouldyoubelievethatnow?That’sthetruth。Uponmywordandhonourthat’sthetruth。Ineverheardyourvoicesoundsofreshandso……soclearandfresh,never。’
AuntJuliasmiledbroadlyandmurmuredsomethingaboutcomplimentsasshereleasedherhandfromhisgrasp。MrBrowneextendedhisopenhandtowardsherandsaidtothosewhowerenearhiminthemannerofashowmanintroducingaprodigytoanaudience:
`MissJuliaMorkan,mylatestdiscovery!’
HewaslaughingveryheartilyatthishimselfwhenFreddyMalinsturnedtohimandsaid:
`Well,Browne,ifyou’reseriousyoumightmakeaworsediscovery。AllIcansayisIneverheardhersinghalfsowellaslongasIamcominghere。Andthat’sthehonesttruth。’
`NeitherdidI,’saidMrBrowne。`Ithinkhervoicehasgreatlyimproved。’
AuntJuliashruggedhershouldersandsaidwithmeekpride:
`ThirtyyearsagoIhadn’tabadvoiceasvoicesgo。’
`IoftentoldJulia,’saidAuntKateemphatically,`thatshewassimplythrownawayinthatchoir。Butsheneverwouldbesaidbyme。’
Sheturnedasiftoappealtothegoodsenseoftheothersagainstarefractorychild,whileAuntJuliagazedinfrontofher,avaguesmileofreminiscenceplayingonherface。
`No,’continuedAuntKate,`shewouldn’tbesaidorledbyanyone,slavingthereinthatchoirnightandday,nightandday。Sixo’clockonChristmasmorning!Andallforwhat?’
`Well,isn’titforthehonourofGod,AuntKate?’askedMaryJane,twistingroundonthepiano-stoolandsmiling。
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