ButJoesaiditdidn’tmatterandmadehersitdownbythefire。Hewasverynicewithher。Hetoldherallthatwentoninhisoffice,repeatingforherasmartanswerwhichhehadmadetothemanager。MariadidnotunderstandwhyJoelaughedsomuchovertheanswerhehadmade,butshesaidthatthemanagermusthavebeenaveryoverbearingpersontodealwith。Joesaidhewasn’tsobadwhenyouknewhowtotakehim,thathewasadecentsortsolongasyoudidn’trubhimthewrongway。MrsDonnellyplayedthepianoforthechildrenandtheydancedandsang。Thenthetwonext-doorgirlshandedroundthenuts。Nobodycouldfindthenutcrackers,andJoewasnearlygettingcrossoveritandaskedhowdidtheyexpectMariatocracknutswithoutanutcracker。ButMariasaidshedidn’tlikenutsandthattheyweren’ttobotherabouther。ThenJoeaskedwouldshetakeabottleofstout,andMrsDonnellysaidtherewasportwinetoointhehouseifshewouldpreferthat。Mariasaidshewouldrathertheydidn’taskhertotakeanything:butJoeinsisted。
SoMarialethimhavehiswayandtheysatbythefiretalkingoveroldtimesandMariathoughtshewouldputinagoodwordforAlphy。ButJoecriedthatGodmightstrikehimstonedeadifeverhespokeawordtohisbrotheragainandMariasaidshewassorryshehadmentionedthematter。MrsDonnellytoldherhusbanditwasagreatshameforhimtospeakthatwayofhisownfleshandblood,butJoesaidthatAlphywasnobrotherofhisandtherewasnearlybeingarowontheheadofit。ButJoesaidhewouldnotlosehistemperonaccountofthenightitwas,andaskedhiswifetoopensomemorestout。Thetwonext-doorgirlshadarrangedsomeHallowEvegamesandsooneverythingwasmerryagain。MariawasdelightedtoseethechildrensomerryandJoeandhiswifeillsuchgoodspirits。
Thenext-doorgirlsputsomesaucersonthetableandthenledthechildrenuptothetable,blindfold。Onegottheprayer-bookandtheotherthreegotthewater;andwhenoneofthenext-doorgirlsgottheringMrsDonnellyshookherfingerattheblushinggirlasmuchastosay:O,Iknowallaboutit!TheyinsistedthenonblindfoldingMariaandleadingheruptothetabletoseewhatshewouldget;and,whiletheywereputtingonthebandage,Marialaughedandlaughedagaintillthetipofhernosenearlymetthetipofherchin。
Theyledheruptothetableamidlaughingandjoking,andsheputherhandoutintheairasshewastoldtodo。Shemovedherhandabouthereandthereintheairanddescendedononeofthesaucers。Shefeltasoftwetsubstancewithherfingersandwassurprisedthatnobodyspokeortookoffherbandage。Therewasapauseforafewseconds;andthenagreatdealofscufflingandwhispering。Somebodysaidsomethingaboutthegarden,andatlastMrsDonnellysaidsomethingverycrosstooneofthenext-doorgirlsandtoldhertothrowitoutatonce:thatwasnoplay。Mariaunderstoodthatitwaswrongthattimeandsoshehadtodoitoveragain:andthistimeshegottheprayer-book。
AfterthatMrsDonnellyplayedMissMcCloud’sReelforthechildren,andJoemadeMariatakeaglassofwine。Soontheywereallquitemerryagain,andMrsDonnellysaidMariawouldenteraconventbeforetheyearwasoutbecauseshehadgottheprayer-book。MariahadneverseenJoesonicetoheras-hewasthatnight,sofullofpleasanttalkandreminiscences。
Shesaidtheywereallverygoodtoher。
AtlastthechildrengrewtiredandsleepyandJoeaskedMariawouldshenotsingsomelittlesongbeforeshewent,oneoftheoldsongs。MrsDonnellysaid`Doplease,Maria!’andsoMariahadtogetupandstandbesidethepiano。MrsDonnellybadethechildrenbequietandlistentoMaria’ssong。Thensheplayedthepreludeandsaid`Now,Maria!’
andMaria,blushingverymuch,begantosinginatinyquaveringvoice。
Shesang`IDreamtthatIDwelt’,andwhenshecametothesecondverseshesangagain:IdreamtthatIdweltinmarblehallsWithvassalsandserfsatmyside,AndofallwhoassembledwithinthosewallsThatIwasthehopeandthepride。
Ihadrichestoogreattocount,couldboastOfahighancestralname,ButIalsodreamt,whichpleasedmemost,Thatyoulovedmestillthesame。Butnoonetriedtoshowherhermistake;andwhenshehadendedhersongJoewasverymuchmoved。HesaidthattherewasnotimelikethelongagoandnomusicforhimlikepooroldBalfe,whateverotherpeoplemightsay;
andhiseyesfilledupsomuchwithtearsthathecouldnotfindwhathewaslookingforandintheendhehadtoaskhiswifetotellhimwherethecorkscrewwas。
APainfulCase
MrJamesDuffylivedinChapelizodbecausehewishedtoliveasfaraspossiblefromthecityofwhichhewasacitizenandbecausehefoundalltheothersuburbsofDublinmean,modern,andpretentious。Helivedinanoldsombrehouse,andfromhiswindowshecouldlookintothedisuseddistilleryorupwardsalongtheshallowriveronwhichDublinisbuilt。
Theloftywallsofhisuncarpetedroomwerefreefrompictures。Hehadhimselfboughteveryarticleoffurnitureintheroom:ablackironbedstead,anironwash-stand,fourcanechairs,aclothes-rack,acoal-scuttle,afenderandirons,andasquaretableonwhichlayadoubledesk。Abookcasehadbeenmadeinanalcovebymeansofshelvesofwhitewood。Thebedwasclothedwithwhitebedclothesandablackandscarletrugcoveredthefoot。
Alittlehand-mirrorhungabovethewash-standandduringthedayawhite-shadedlampstoodasthesoleornamentofthemantelpiece。Thebooksonthewhitewoodenshelveswerearrangedfrombelowupwardsaccordingtobulk。AcompleteWordsworthstoodatoneendofthelowestshelfandacopyoftheMaynoothCatechism,sewnintotheclothcoverofanotebook,stoodatoneendofthetopshelf。Writingmaterialswerealwaysonthedesk。InthedesklayamanuscripttranslationofHauptmann’sMichaelKramer,thestagedirectionsofwhichwerewritteninpurpleink,andalittlesheafofpapersheldtogetherbyabrasspin。Inthesesheetsasentencewasinscribedfromtimetotimeand,inanironicalmoment,theheadlineofanadvertisementforBileBeanshadbeenpastedontothefirstsheet。Onliftingthelidofthedeskafaintfragranceescaped-thefragranceofnewcedar-woodpencilsorabottleofgumorofanover-ripeapplewhichmighthavebeenleftthereandforgotten。
MrDuffyabhorredanythingwhichbetokenedphysicalormentaldisorder。
Amedievaldoctorwouldhavecalledhimsaturnine。Hisface,whichcarriedtheentiretaleofhisyears,wasofthebrowntintofDublinstreets。
Onhislongandratherlargeheadgrewdryblackhair,andatawnymoustachedidnotquitecoveranunamiablemouth。Hischeekbonesalsogavehisfaceaharshcharacter;buttherewasnoharshnessintheeyeswhich,lookingattheworldfromundertheirtawnyeyebrows,gavetheimpressionofamaneveralerttogreetaredeeminginstinctinothersbutoftendisappointed。
Helivedatalittledistancefromhisbody,regardinghisownactswithdoubtfulside-glances。Hehadanoddautobiographicalhabitwhichledhimtocomposeinhismindfromtimetotimeashortsentenceabouthimselfcontainingasubjectinthethirdpersonandapredicateinthepasttense。
Henevergaveaimstobeggars,andwalkedfirmly,carryingastouthazel。
HehadbeenformanyyearscashierofaprivatebankinBaggotStreet。
EverymorninghecameinfromChapelizodbytram。AtmiddayhewenttoDanBurke’sandtookhislunchabottleoflagerbeerandasmalltrayfulofarrowrootbiscuits。Atfouro’clockhewassetfree。Hedinedinaneating-houseinGeorge’sStreetwherehefelthimselfsafefromthesocietyofDublin’sgildedyouthandwheretherewasacertainplainhonestyinthebilloffare。Hiseveningswerespenteitherbeforehislandlady’spianoorroamingabouttheoutskirtsofthecity。HislikingforMozart’smusicbroughthimsometimestoanoperaoraconcert:theseweretheonlydissipationsofhislife。
Hehadneithercompanionsnorfriends,churchnorcreed。Helivedhisspirituallifewithoutanycommunionwithothers,visitinghisrelativesatChristmasandescortingthemtothecemeterywhentheydied。Heperformedthesetwosocialdutiesforolddignity’ssake,butconcedednothingfurthertotheconventionswhichregulatetheciviclife。Heallowedhimselftothinkthatincertaincircumstanceshewouldrobhisbankbut,asthesecircumstancesneverarose,hisliferolledoutevenly-anadventurelesstale。
OneeveninghefoundhimselfsittingbesidetwoladiesintheRotunda。
Thehouse,thinlypeopledandsilent,gavedistressingprophecyoffailure。
Theladywhosatnexthimlookedroundatthedesertedhouseonceortwiceandthensaid:
`Whatapitythereissuchapoorhousetonight!It’ssohardonpeopletohavetosingtoemptybenches。’
Hetooktheremarkasaninvitationtotalk。Hewassurprisedthatsheseemedsolittleawkward。Whiletheytalkedhetriedtofixherpermanentlyinhismemory。Whenhelearnedthattheyounggirlbesideherwasherdaughterhejudgedhertobeayearorsoyoungerthanhimself。Herface,whichmusthavebeenhandsome,hadremainedintelligent。Itwasanovalfacewithstronglymarkedfeatures。Theeyeswereverydarkblueandsteady。
Theirgazebeganwithadefiantnote,butwasconfusedbywhatseemedadeliberateswoonofthepupilintotheiris,revealingforaninstantatemperamentofgreatsensibility。Thepupilreasserteditselfquickly,thishalf-disclosednaturefellagainunderthereignofprudence,andherastrakhanjacket,mouldingabosomofacertainfullness,struckthenoteofdefiancemoredefinitely。
HemetheragainafewweeksafterwardsataconcertinEarlsfortTerraceandseizedthemomentswhenherdaughter’sattentionwasdivertedtobecomeintimate。Shealludedonceortwicetoherhusband,buthertonewasnotsuchastomaketheallusionawarning。HernamewasMrsSinico。Herhusband’sgreat-great-grandfatherhadcomefromLeghorn。HerhusbandwascaptainofamercantileboatplyingbetweenDublinandHolland;andtheyhadonechild。
Meetingherathirdtimebyaccident,hefoundcouragetomakeanappointment。
Shecame。Thiswasthefirstofmanymeetings;theymetalwaysintheeveningandchosethemostquietquartersfortheirwalkstogether。MrDuffy,however,hadadistasteforunderhandwaysand,findingthattheywerecompelledtomeetstealthily,heforcedhertoaskhimtoherhouse。CaptainSinicoencouragedhisvisits,thinkingthathisdaughter’shandwasinquestion。
Hehaddismissedhiswifesosincerelyfromhisgalleryofpleasuresthathedidnotsuspectthatanyoneelsewouldtakeaninterestinher。Asthehusbandwasoftenawayandthedaughteroutgivingmusiclessons,MrDuffyhadmanyopportunitiesofenjoyingthelady’ssociety。Neitherhenorshehadhadanysuchadventurebeforeandneitherwasconsciousofanyincongruity。
Littlebylittleheentangledhisthoughtswithhers。Helentherbooks,providedherwithideas,sharedhisintellectuallifewithher。Shelistenedtoall。
Sometimesinreturnforhistheoriesshegaveoutsomefactofherownlife。Withalmostmaternalsolicitudesheurgedhimtolethisnatureopentothefull:shebecamehisconfessor。HetoldherthatforsometimehehadassistedatthemeetingsofanIrishSocialistParty,wherehehadfelthimselfauniquefigureamidstascoreofsoberworkmeninagarretlitbyaninefficientoil-lamp。Whenthepartyhaddividedintothreesections,eachunderitsownleaderandinitsowngarret,hehaddiscontinuedhisattendances。Theworkmen’sdiscussions,hesaid,weretootimorous;theinteresttheytookinthequestionofwageswasinordinate。Hefeltthattheywerehard-featuredrealistsandthattheyresentedanexactitudewhichwastheproduceofaleisurenotwithintheirreach。Nosocialrevolution,hetoldher,wouldbelikelytostrikeDublinforsomecenturies。
Sheaskedhimwhydidhenotwriteouthisthoughts。Forwhat?heaskedher,withcarefulscorn。Tocompetewithphrasemongers,incapableofthinkingconsecutivelyforsixtyseconds?Tosubmithimselftothecriticismsofanobtusemiddleclasswhichentrusteditsmoralitytopolicemenanditsfineartstoimpresarios?
HewentoftentoherlittlecottageoutsideDublin;oftentheyspenttheireveningsalone。Littlebylittle,astheirthoughtsentangled,theyspokeofsubjectslessremote。Hercompanionshipwaslikeawarmsoilaboutanexotic。Manytimessheallowedthedarktofalluponthem,refrainingfromlightingthelamp。Thedarkdiscreetroom,theirisolation,themusicthatstillvibratedintheirearsunitedthem。Thisunionexaltedhim,woreawaytheroughedgesofhischaracter,emotionalizedhismentallife。
Sometimeshecaughthimselflisteningtothesoundofhisownvoice。Hethoughtthatinhereyeshewouldascendtoanangelicalstature;and,asheattachedtheferventnatureofhiscompanionmoreandmorecloselytohim,heheardthestrangeimpersonalvoicewhichherecognizedashisown,insistingonthesoul’Sincurableloneliness。Wecannotgiveourselves,itsaid:weareourown。Theendofthesediscourseswasthatonenight,duringwhichshehadshowneverysignofunusualexcitement,MrsSinicocaughtuphishandpassionatelyandpressedittohercheek。
MrDuffywasverymuchsurprised。Herinterpretationofhiswordsdisillusionedhim。Hedidnotvisitherforaweek;thenhewrotetoheraskinghertomeethim。AshedidnotwishtheirlastinterviewtobetroubledbytheinfluenceoftheirruinedconfessionaltheymetinalittlecakeshopneartheParkgate。Itwascoldautumnweather,butinspiteofthecoldtheywanderedupanddowntheroadsoftheParkfornearlythreehours。Theyagreedtobreakofftheirintercourse:everybond,hesaid,isabondtosorrow。WhentheycameoutoftheParktheywalkedinsilencetowardsthetram;buthereshebegantotremblesoviolentlythat,fearinganothercollapseonherpart,hebadehergood-byequicklyandlefther。Afewdayslaterhereceivedaparcelcontaininghisbooksandmusic。
Fouryearspassed。MrDuffyreturnedtohisevenwayoflife。Hisroomstillborewitnessoftheorderlinessofhismind。Somenewpiecesofmusicencumberedthemusic-standinthelowerroomandonhisshelvesstoodtwovolumesbyNietzsche:ThusSpakeZarathustraandTheGayScience。
Hewroteseldominthesheafofpaperswhichlayinhisdesk。Oneofhissentences,writtentwomonthsafterhislastinterviewwithMrsSinico,read:Lovebetweenmanandwomanisimpossiblebecausetheremustnotbesexualintercourse,andfriendshipbetweenmanandwomanisimpossiblebecausetheremustbesexualintercourse。Hekeptawayfromconcertslestheshouldmeether。Hisfatherdied;thejuniorpartnerofthebankretired。
AndstilleverymorninghewentintothecitybytramandeveryeveningwalkedhomefromthecityafterhavingdinedmoderatelyinGeorge’sStreetandreadtheeveningpaperfordessert。
Oneeveningashewasabouttoputamorselofcornedbeefandcabbageintohismouthhishandstopped。Hiseyesfixedthemselvesonaparagraphintheeveningpaperwhichhehadproppedagainstthewater-carafe。Hereplacedthemorseloffoodonhisplateandreadtheparagraphattentively。
Thenhedrankaglassofwater,pushedhisplatetooneside,doubledthepaperdownbeforehimbetweenhiselbowsandreadtheparagraphoverandoveragain。Thecabbagebegantodepositacoldwhitegreaseonhisplate。
Thegirlcameovertohimtoaskwashisdinnernotproperlycooked。Hesaiditwasverygoodandateafewmouthfulsofitwithdifficulty。Thenhepaidhisbillandwentout。
HewalkedalongquicklythroughtheNovembertwilight,hisstouthazelstickstrikingthegroundregularly,thefringeofthebuffMailpeepingoutofaside-pocketofhistightreeferovercoat。OnthelonelyroadwhichleadsfromtheParkgatetoChapelizodheslackenedhispace。
Hisstickstruckthegroundlessemphatically,andhisbreath,issuingirregularly,almostwithasighingsound,condensedinthewintryair。
Whenhereachedhishousehewentupatoncetohisbedroomand,takingthepaperfromhispocket,readtheparagraphagainbythefailinglightofthewindow。Hereaditnotaloud,butmovinghislipsasapriestdoeswhenhereadstheprayersSecreto。Thiswastheparagraph:DEATHOFALADYATSYDNEYPARADE
APAINFULCASE
TodayattheCityofDublinHospitaltheDeputyCoroner(intheabsenceofMrLeverett)heldaninquestonthebodyofMrsEmilySinico,agedforty-threeyears,whowaskilledatSydneyParadeStationyesterdayevening。Theevidenceshowedthatthedeceasedlady,whileattemptingtocrosstheline,wasknockeddownbytheengineoftheteno’clockslowtrainfromKingstown,therebysustaininginjuriesoftheheadandrightsidewhichledtoherdeath。
JamesLennon,driveroftheengine,statedthathehadbeenintheemploymentoftherailwaycompanyforfifteenyears。Onhearingtheguard’swhistlehesetthetraininmotionandasecondortwoafterwardsbroughtittorestinresponsetoloudcries。Thetrainwasgoingslowly。
P。Dunne,railwayporter,statedthatasthetrainwasabouttostartheobservedawomanattemptingtocrossthelines。Herantowardsherandshouted,but,beforehecouldreachher,shewascaughtbythebufferoftheengineandfelltotheground。
Ajuror。`Yousawtheladyfall?’
Witness。`Yes。’
Police-SergeantCrolydeposedthatwhenhearrivedhefoundthedeceasedlyingontheplatformapparentlydead。Heha-thebodytakentothewaiting-roompendingthearrivaloftheambulance。
Constable57corroborated。
DrHalpin,assistanthouse-surgeonoftheCityofDublinHospital,statedthatthedeceasedhadtwolowerribsfracturedandhadsustainedseverecontusionsoftherightshoulder。Therightsideoftheheadhadbeeninjuredinthefall。Theinjurieswerenotsufficienttohavecauseddeathinanormalperson。Death,inhisopinion,hadbeenprobablyduetoshockandsuddenfailureoftheheart’saction。
MrH。B。PattersonFinlay,onbehalfoftherailwaycompany,expressedhisdeepregretattheaccident。Thecompanyhadalwaystakeneveryprecautiontopreventpeoplecrossingthelinesexceptbythebridges,bothbyplacingnoticesineverystationandbytheuseofpatentspringgatesatlevelcrossings。Thedeceasedhadbeeninthehabitofcrossingthelineslateatnightfromplatformtoplatformand,inviewofcertainothercircumstancesofthecase,hedidnotthinktherailwayofficialsweretoblame。
CaptainSinico,ofLeoville,SydneyParade,husbandofthedeceased,alsogaveevidence。Hestatedthatthedeceasedwashiswife。HewasnotinDublinatthetimeoftheaccidentashehadarrivedonlythatmorningfromRotterdam。Theyhadbeenmarriedfortwenty-twoyearsandhadlivedhappilyuntilabouttwoyearsago,whenhiswifebegantoberatherintemperateinherhabits。
MissMarySinicosaidthatoflatehermotherhadbeeninthehabitofgoingoutatnighttobuyspirits。She,witness,hadoftentriedtoreasonwithhermotherandhadinducedhertojoinaLeague。Shewasnotathomeuntilanhouraftertheaccident。
ThejuryreturnedaverdictinaccordancewiththemedicalevidenceandexoneratedLennonfromallblame。
TheDeputy-Coronersaiditwasamostpainfulcase,andexpressedgreatsympathywithCaptainSinicoandhisdaughter。Heurgedontherailwaycompanytotakestrongmeasurestopreventthepossibilityofsimilaraccidentsinthefuture。Noblameattachedtoanyone。MrDuffyraisedhiseyesfromthepaperandgazedoutofhiswindowonthecheerlesseveninglandscape。TheriverlayquietbesidetheemptydistilleryandfromtimetotimealightappearedinsomehouseontheLucanroad。
Whatanend!Thewholenarrativeofherdeathrevoltedhimanditrevoltedhimtothinkthathehadeverspokentoherofwhatheheldsacred。Thethreadbarephrases,theinaneexpressionsofsympathy,thecautiouswordsofareporterwonovertoconcealthedetailsofacommonplacevulgardeathattackedhisstomach。Notmerelyhadshedegradedherself;shehaddegradedhim。Hesawthesqualidtractofhervice,miserableandmalodorous。Hissoul’scompanion!Hethoughtofthehobblingwretcheswhomhehadseencarryingcansandbottlestobefilledbythebarman。
JustGod,whatanend!Evidentlyshehadbeenunfittolive,withoutanystrengthofpurpose,aneasypreytohabits,oneofthewrecksonwhichcivilizationhasbeenreared。Butthatshecouldhavesunksolow!Wasitpossiblehehaddeceivedhimselfsoutterlyabouther?Herememberedheroutburstofthatnightandinterpreteditinaharshersensethanhehadeverdone。Hehadnodifficultynowinapprovingofthecoursehehadtaken。
Asthelightfailedandhismemorybegantowanderhethoughtherhandtouchedhis。Theshockwhichhadfirstattackedhisstomachwasnowattackinghisnerves。Heputonhisovercoatandhatquicklyandwentout。Thecoldairmethimonthethreshold;itcreptintothesleevesofhiscoat。Whenhecametothepublic-houseatChapelizodBridgehewentinandorderedahotpunch。
Theproprietorservedhimobsequiouslybutdidnotventuretotalk。
Therewerefiveorsixworking-menintheshopdiscussingthevalueofagentleman’sestateinCountyKildare。Theydrankatintervalsfromtheirhugepinttumblersandsmoked,spittingoftenonthefloorandsometimesdraggingthesawdustovertheirspitswiththeirheavyboots。MrDuffysatonhisstoolandgazedatthemwithoutseeingorhearingthem。Afterawhiletheywentoutandhecalledforanotherpunch。Hesatalongtimeoverit。Theshopwasveryquiet。TheproprietorsprawledonthecounterreadingtheHeraldandyawning。Nowandagainatramwasheardswishingalongthelonelyroadoutside。
Ashesatthere,livingoverhislifewithherandevokingalternatelythetwoimagesinwhichhenowconceivedher,herealizedthatshewasdead,thatshehadceasedtoexist,thatshehadbecomeamemory。Hebegantofeelillatease。Heaskedhimselfwhatelsecouldhehavedone。Hecouldnothavecarriedonacomedyofdeceptionwithher;hecouldnothavelivedwithheropenly。Hehaddonewhatseemedtohimbest。Howwashetoblame?Nowthatshewasgoneheunderstoodhowlonelyherlifemusthavebeen,sittingnightafternight,aloneinthatroom。Hislifewouldbelonelytoountilhe,too,died,ceasedtoexist,becameamemory-ifanyonerememberedhim。
Itwasafternineo’clockwhenhelefttheshop。Thenightwascoldandgloomy。HeenteredtheParkbythefirstgateandwalkedalongunderthegaunttrees。Hewalkedthroughthebleakalleyswheretheyhadwalkedfouryearsbefore。Sheseemedtobenearhiminthedarkness。Atmomentsheseemedtofeelhervoicetouchhisear,herhandtouchhis。Hestoodstilltolisten。Whyhadhewithheldlifefromher?Whyhadhesentencedhertodeath?Hefelthismoralnaturefallingtopieces。
WhenhegainedthecrestoftheMagazineHillhehaltedandlookedalongtherivertowardsDublin,thelightsofwhichburnedredlyandhospitablyinthecoldnight。Helookeddowntheslopeand,atthebase,intheshadowofthewallofthePark,hesawsomehumanfigureslying。Thosevenalandfurtivelovesfilledhimwithdespair。Hegnawedtherectitudeofhislife;
hefeltthathehadbeenoutcastfromlife’sfeast。Onehumanbeinghadseemedtolovehimandhehaddeniedherlifeandhappiness:hehadsentencedhertoignominy,adeathOfshame。Heknewthattheprostratecreaturesdownbythewallwerewatchinghimandwishedhimgone。Noonewantedhim;
hewasoutcastfromlife’sfeast。Heturnedhiseyestothegreygleamingriver,windingalongtowardsDublin。BeyondtheriverhesawagoodstrainwindingoutofKingsbridgeStation,likeawormwithafieryheadwindingthroughthedarkness,obstinatelyandlaboriously。Itpassedslowlyoutofsight;butstillheheardinhisearsthelaboriousdroneoftheenginereiteratingthesyllablesofhername。
Heturnedbackthewayhehadcome,therhythmoftheenginepoundinginhisears。Hebegantodoubttherealityofwhatmemorytoldhim。Hehaltedunderatreeandallowedtherhythmtodieaway。Hecouldnotfeelhernearhiminthedarknessnorhervoicetouchhisear。Hewaitedforsomeminuteslistening。Hecouldhearnothing:thenightwasperfectlysilent。Helistenedagain:perfectlysilent。Hefeltthathewasalone。
IvyDayInTheCommitteeRoom
OldJackrakedthecinderstogetherwithapieceofcardboardandspreadthemjudiciouslyoverthewhiteningdomeofcoals。Whenthedomewasthinlycoveredhisfacelapsedintodarknessbut,ashesethimselftofanthefireagain,hiscrouchingshadowascendedtheoppositewallandhisfaceslowlyre-emergedintolight。Itwasanoldman’sface,verybonyandhairy。
Themoistblueeyesblinkedatthefireandthemoistmouthfellopenattimes,munchingonceortwicemechanicallywhenitclosed。Whenthecindershadcaughthelaidthepieceofcardboardagainstthewall,sighedandsaid:
`That’sbetternow,MrO’Connor。’
MrO’Connor,agrey-hairedyoungman,whosefacewasdisfiguredbymanyblotchesandpimples,hadjustbroughtthetobaccoforacigaretteintoashapelycylinder,butwhenspokentoheundidhishandiworkmeditatively。
Thenhebegantorollthetobaccoagainmeditativelyandafteramoment’sthoughtdecidedtolickthepaper。
`DidMrTierneysaywhenhe’dbeback?’heaskedinahuskyfalsetto。
`Hedidn’tsay。’
MrO’Connorputhiscigaretteintohismouthandbegantosearchhispockets。Hetookoutapackofthinpasteboardcards。
`I’llgetyouamatch,’saidtheoldman。
`Nevermind,this’lldo,’saidMrO’Connor。
Heselectedoneofthecardsandreadwhatwasprintedonit:MUNICIPALELECTIONS
ROYALEXCHANGEWARD
MrRichardJ。Tierney,P。L。G。,respectfullySolicitsthefavourofyourvoteandinfluenceatthecomingelectionintheRoyalExchangeWard。MrO’ConnorhadbeenengagedbyTierney’sagenttocanvassonepartofthewardbut,astheweatherwasinclementandhisbootsletinthewet,hespentagreatpartofthedaysittingbythefireintheCommitteeRoominWicklowStreetwithJack,theoldcaretaker。Theyhadbeensittingthussincetheshortdayhadgrowndark。ItwasthesixthofOctober,dismalandcoldoutofdoors。
MrO’Connortoreastripoffthecardand,lightingit,lithiscigarette。
Ashedidsotheflamelitupaleafofdarkglossyivyinthelapelofhiscoat。Theoldmanwatchedhimattentivelyandthen,takingupthepieceofcardboardagain,begantofanthefireslowlywhilehiscompanionsmoked。
`Ah,yes,’hesaid,continuing,`it’shardtoknowwhatwaytobringupchildren。Nowwho’dthinkhe’dturnoutlikethat!IsenthimtotheChristianBrothersandIdonewhatIcouldforhim,andtherehegoesboozingabout。Itriedtomakehimsomewhatdecent。’
Hereplacedthecardboardwearily。
`OnlyI’manoldmannowI’dchangehistuneforhim。I’dta&;ethesticktohisbackandbeathimwhileIcouldstandoverhim-asIdonemanyatimebefore。Themotheryouknow,shecockshimupwiththisandthat……’
`That’swhatruinschildren,’saidMrO’Connor。
`Tobesureitis,’saidtheoldman。`Andlittlethanksyougetforit,onlyimpudence。Hetakesth’upperhandofmewheneverheseesI’veasuptaken。What’stheworldcomingtowhensonsspeaksthatwaytotheirfathers?’
`Whatageishe?’saidMrO’Connor。
`Nineteen,’saidtheoldman。
`Whydon’tyouputhimtosomething?’
`Sure,amn’tIneverdoneatthedrunkenbowsyeversinceheleftschool?
"Iwon’tkeepyou,"Isays。"Youmustgetajobforyourself。"But,sureit’sworsewheneverhegetsajob;hedrinksitall。’
MrO’Connorshookhisheadinsympathy,andtheoldmanfellsilent,gazingintothefire。Someoneopenedthedooroftheroomandcalledout:
`Hello!IsthisaFreemasons’meeting?’
`Who’sthat?’saidtheoldman。
`Whatareyoudoinginthedark?’askedavoice。
`Isthatyou,Hynes?’askedMrO’Connor。
`Yes。Whatareyoudoinginthedark?’SaidMrHynes,advancingintothelightofthefire。
Hewasatall,Slenderyoungmanwithalightbrownmoustache。Imminentlittledropsofrainhungatthebrimofhishatandthecollarofhisjacket-coatwasturnedup。
`Well,Mat,’hesaidtoMrO’Connor,`howgoesit?’
MrO’Connorshookhishead。Theoldmanleftthehearth,andafterstumblingabouttheroomreturnedwithtwocandlestickswhichhethrustoneaftertheotherintothefireandcarriedtothetable。Adenudedroomcameintoviewandthefirelostallitscheerfulcolour。Thewallsoftheroomwerebareexceptforacopyofanelectionaddress。Inthemiddleoftheroomwasasmalltableonwhichpaperswereheaped。
MrHynesleanedagainstthemantelpieceandasked:
`Hashepaidyouyet?’
`Notyet,’saidMrO’Connor。`IhopetoGodhe’llnotleaveusinthelurchtonight。’
MrHyneslaughed。
`O,he’llpayyou。Neverfear,’hesaid。
`Ihopehe’lllooksmartaboutitifhemeansbusiness,’saidMrO’Connor。
`Whatdoyouthink,Jack?’saidMrHynessatiricallytotheoldman。
Theoldmanreturnedtohisseatbythefire,saying:
`Itisn’tbuthehasit,anyway。Notliketheothertinker。’
`Whatothertinker?’saidMrHynes。
`Colgan,’saidtheoldmanscornfully。
`ItisbecauseColgan’saworking-manyousaythat?What’sthedifferencebetweenagoodhonestbricklayerandapublican-eh?Hasn’ttheworking-manasgoodarighttobeintheCorporationasanyoneelse-ay,andabetterrightthanthoseshoneensthatarealwayshatinhandbeforeanyfellowwithahandletohisname?Isn’tthatso,Mat?’saidMrHynes,addressingMrO’Connor。
`Ithinkyou’reright,’saidMrO’Connor。
`Onemanisaplainhonestmanwithnohunker-slidingabouthim。Hegoesintorepresentthelabourclasses。Thisfellowyou’reworkingforonlywantstogetsomejoborother。’
`Ofcourse,theworking-classesshouldberepresented,’saidtheoldman。
`Theworking-man,’saidMrHynes,`getsallkicksandnohalfpence。
Butit’slabourproduceseverything。Theworking-manisnotlookingforfatjobsforhissonsandnephewsandcousins。Theworking-manisnotgoingtodragthehonourofDublininthemudtopleaseaGermanmonarch。’
`How’sthat?’saidtheoldman。
`Don’tyouknowtheywanttopresentanaddressofwelcometoEdwardRexifhecomesherenextyear?Whatdowewantkowtowingtoaforeignking?’
`Ourmanwon’tvotefortheaddress,’saidMrO’Connor。`HegoesinontheNationalistticket。’
`Won’the?’saidMrHynes。`Waittillyouseewhetherhewillornot。
Iknowhim。IsitTrickyDickyTierney?’
`ByGod!perhapsyou’reright,Joe,’saidMrO’Connor。`Anyway,Iwishhe’dturnupwiththespondulicks。’
Thethreemenfellsilent。Theoldmanbegantorakemorecinderstogether。
MrHynestookoffhishat,shookitandthenturneddownthecollarofhiscoat,displaying,ashedidso,anivyleafinthelapel。
`Ifthismanwasalive,’hesaid,pointingtotheleaf,`we’dhavenotalkofanaddressofwelcome。’
`That’strue,’saidMrO’Connor。
`Musha,Godbewiththemtimes!’saidtheoldman。`Therewassomelifeinitthen。’
Theroomwassilentagain。Thenabustlinglittlemanwithasnufflingnoseandverycoldearspushedinthedoor。Hewalkedoverquicklytothefire,rubbinghishandsasifheintendedtoproduceasparkfromthem。
`Nomoney,boys,’hesaid。
`Sitdownhere,MrHenchy,’saidtheoldman,offeringhimhischair。
`O,don’tstir,Jack,don’tstir,’saidMrHenchy。
HenoddedcurtlytoMrHynesandsatdownonthechairwhichtheoldmanvacated。
`DidyouserveAungierStreet?’heaskedMrO’Connor。
`Yes,’saidMrO’Connor,beginningtosearchhispocketsformemoranda。
`DidyoucallonGrimes?’
`Idid。’
`Well?Howdoeshestand?’
`Hewouldn’tpromise。Hesaid:"Iwon’ttellanyonewhatwayI’mgoingtovote。"ButIthinkhe’llbeallright。’
`Whyso?’
`Heaskedmewhothenominatorswere;andItoldhim,ImentionedFatherBurke’sname。Ithinkit’llbeallright。’
MrHenchybegantosnuffleandtorubhishandsoverthefireataterrificspeed。Thenhesaid:
`FortheloveofGod,Jack,bringusabitofcoal。Theremustbesomeleft。’
Theoldmanwentoutoftheroom。
`It’snogo,’saidMrHenchy,shakinghishead。`Iaskedthelittleshoeboy,buthesaid:"O,now,MrHenchy,whenIseetheworkgoingonproperlyIwon’tforgetyou,youmaybesure。"Meanlittletinker!’Usha,howcouldhebeanythingelse?’
`WhatdidItellyou,Mat?’saidMrHynes。`TrickyDickyTierney。’
`O,he’sastrickyastheymake`em,’saidMrHenchy。`Hehasn’tgotthoselittlepig’seyesfornothing。Blasthissoul!Couldn’thepayuplikeamaninsteadof:"O,nowMrHenchy,ImustspeaktoMrFanning……
I’vespentalotofmoney。"Meanlittleschoolboyofhell!Isupposeheforgetsthetimehislittleoldfatherkeptthehand-me-downshopinMary’sLane。’
`Butisthatafact?’askedMrO’Connor。
`God,yes,’saidMrHenchy。`Didyouneverhearthat?AndthemenusedtogoinonSundaymorningbeforethehouseswereopentobuyawaistcoatoratrousers-moya!ButTrickyDicky’slittleoldfatheralwayshadatrickylittleblackbottleupinacorner。Doyoumindnow?That’sthat。
That’swherehefirstsawthelight。’
Theoldmanreturnedwithafewlumpsofcoalwhichheplacedhereandthereonthefire。
`That’sanicehow-do-you-do,’saidMrO’Connor。`Howdoesheexpectustoworkforhimifhewon’tstumpup?’
`Ican’thelpit,’saidMrHenchy。`IexpecttofindthebailiffsinthehallwhenIgohome。’
MrHyneslaughedand,shovinghimselfawayfromthemantelpiecewiththeaidofhisshoulders,madereadytoleave。
`It’llbeallrightwhenKingEddiecomes,’hesaid。`Well,boys,I’moffforthepresent。Seeyoulater。`Bye,’bye。’
Hewentoutoftheroomslowly。NeitherMrHenchynortheoldmansaidanything,but,justasthedoorwasclosing,MrO’Connor,whohadbeenstaringmoodilyintothefire,calledoutsuddenly:
`’Bye,Joe。’
MrHenchywaitedafewmomentsandthennoddedinthedirectionofthedoor。
`Tellme,’hesaidacrossthefire,`whatbringsourfriendinhere?
Whatdoeshewant?’
`’Usha,poorJoel’saidMrO’Connor,throwingtheendofhiscigaretteintothefire,`he’shardup,liketherestofus。’
MrHenchysnuffledvigorouslyandspatsocopiouslythathenearlyputoutthefire,whichutteredahissingprotest。
`Totellyoumyprivateandcandidopinion,’hesaid。`Ithinkhe’samanfromtheothercamp。He’saspyofColgan’s,ifyouaskme。Justgoroundandtryandfindouthowthey’regettingon。Theywon’tsuspectyou。Doyoutwig?’
`Ah,poorJoeisadecentskin,’saidMrO’Connor。
`Hisfatherwasadecent,respectableman,’MrHenchyadmitted。`PooroldLarryHynes!Manyagoodturnhedidinhisday!ButI’mgreatlyafraidourfriendisnotnineteencarat。Damnit,Icanunderstandafellowbeinghardup,butwhatIcan’tunderstandisafellowsponging。Couldn’thehavesomesparkofmanhoodabouthim?’
`Hedoesn’tgetawarmwelcomefrommewhenhecomes,saidtheoldman。
`Lethimworkforhisownsideandnotcomespyingaroundhere。’
`Idon’tknow,’saidMrO’Connordubiously,ashetookoutcigarette-papersandtobacco。`IthinkJoeHynesisastraightman。He’sacleverchap,too,withthepen。Doyourememberthatthinghewrote……?’
`Someofthesehillsidersandfeniansareabittoocleverifyouaskme,’saidMrHenchy。`Doyouknowwhatmyprivateandcandidopinionisaboutsomeofthoselittlejokers?IbelievehalfofthemareinthepayoftheCastle。’
`There’snoknowing,’saidtheoldman。
`O,butIknowitforafact,’saidMrHenchy。`They’reCastlehacks……
Idon’tsayHynes……No,damnit,Ithinkhe’sastrokeabovethat……Butthere’sacertainlittlenoblemanwithacock-eye-youknowthepatriotI’malludingto?’
MrO’Connornodded。
`There’salinealdescendantofMajorSirrforyouifyoulike!O,theheart’sbloodofapatriot!That’safellownowthat’dsellhiscountryforfourpence-ay-andgodownonhisbendedkneesandthanktheAlmightyChristhehadacountrytosell。’
Therewasaknockatthedoor。
`Comein!’saidMrHenchy。
Apersonresemblingapoorclergymanorapooractorappearedinthedoorway。Hisblackclothesweretightlybuttonedonhisshortbodyanditwasimpossibletosaywhetherheworeaclergyman’scollaroralayman’s,becausethecollarofhisshabbyfrock-coat,theuncoveredbuttonsofwhichreflectedthecandle-light,wasturnedupabouthisneck。Heworearoundhatofhardblackfelt。Hisface,shiningwithraindrops,hadtheappearanceofdampyellowcheesesavewheretworosyspotsindicatedthecheek-bones。
Heopenedhisverylongmouthsuddenlytoexpressdisappointmentandatthesametimeopenedwidehisverybrightblueeyestoexpresspleasureandsurprise。
`O,FatherKeon!’saidMrHenchy,jumpingupfromhischair。`Isthatyou?Comein!’
`O,no,no,no,’saidFatherKeonquickly,pursinghislipsasifhewereaddressingachild。
`Won’tyoucomeinandsitdown?’
`No,no,no!’saidFatherKeon,speakinginadiscreet,indulgent,velvetyvoice。`Don’tletmedisturbyounow!I’mjustlookingforMrFanning……
’
`He’sroundattheBlackEagle,’saidMrHenchy。`Butwon’tyoucomeinandsitdownaminute?’
`No,no,thankyou。Itwasjustalittlebusinessmatter,saidFatherKeon。`Thankyou,indeed。’
HeretreatedfromthedoorwayandMrHenchy,seizingoneofthecandlesticks,wenttothedoortolighthimdownstairs。
`O,don’ttrouble,Ibeg!’
`No,butthestairsissodark。’
`No,no,Icansee……Thankyou,indeed。’
`Areyourightnow?’
`Allright,thanks……Thanks。’
MrHenchyreturnedwiththecandlestickandputitonthetable。Hesatdownagainatthefire。Therewassilenceforafewmoments。
`Tellme,John,’saidMrO’Connor,lightinghiscigarettewithanotherpasteboardcard。
`Hm?’
`Whatisheexactly?’
`Askmeaneasierone,’saidMrHenchy。
`Fanningandhimselfseemtomeverythick。They’reofteninKavanagh’stogether。Isheapriestatall?’
`Mmmyes,Ibelieveso……Ithinkhe’swhatyoucallablacksheep。Wehaven’tmanyofthem,thankGod!butwehaveafew……He’sanunfortunatemanofsomekind……’
`Andhowdoesheknockitout?’askedMrO’Connor。
`That’sanothermystery。’
`Isheattachedtoanychapelorchurchorinstitutionor——’
`No,’saidMrHenchy,`Ithinkhe’stravellingonhisownaccount……
Godforgiveme,’headded,`Ithoughthewasthedozenofstout。’
`Isthereanychanceofadrinkitself?’askedMrO’Connor。
`I’mdrytoo,’saidtheoldman。
`Iaskedthatlittleshoeboythreetimes,’saidMrHenchy,wouldhesendupadozenofstout。Iaskedhimagainnow,buthewasleaningonthecounterinhisshirt-sleeveshavingadeepgosterwithAldermanCowley。
`Whydidn’tyouremindhim?’saidMrO’Connor。
`Well,Iwouldn’tgooverwhilehewastalkingtoAldermanCowley。I
justwaitedtillIcaughthiseye,andsaid:"AboutthatlittlematterIwasspeakingtoyouabout……""That’llbeallright,MrH。,"hesaid。
Yerra,surethelittlehop-o’-my-thumbhasforgottenallaboutit。’
`There’ssomedealoninthatquarter,’saidMrO’Connorthoughtfully。
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