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第5章

  ButJoesaiditdidn’tmatterandmadehersitdownbythefire。Hewasverynicewithher。Hetoldherallthatwentoninhisoffice,repeatingforherasmartanswerwhichhehadmadetothemanager。MariadidnotunderstandwhyJoelaughedsomuchovertheanswerhehadmade,butshesaidthatthemanagermusthavebeenaveryoverbearingpersontodealwith。Joesaidhewasn’tsobadwhenyouknewhowtotakehim,thathewasadecentsortsolongasyoudidn’trubhimthewrongway。MrsDonnellyplayedthepianoforthechildrenandtheydancedandsang。Thenthetwonext-doorgirlshandedroundthenuts。Nobodycouldfindthenutcrackers,andJoewasnearlygettingcrossoveritandaskedhowdidtheyexpectMariatocracknutswithoutanutcracker。ButMariasaidshedidn’tlikenutsandthattheyweren’ttobotherabouther。ThenJoeaskedwouldshetakeabottleofstout,andMrsDonnellysaidtherewasportwinetoointhehouseifshewouldpreferthat。Mariasaidshewouldrathertheydidn’taskhertotakeanything:butJoeinsisted。
  SoMarialethimhavehiswayandtheysatbythefiretalkingoveroldtimesandMariathoughtshewouldputinagoodwordforAlphy。ButJoecriedthatGodmightstrikehimstonedeadifeverhespokeawordtohisbrotheragainandMariasaidshewassorryshehadmentionedthematter。MrsDonnellytoldherhusbanditwasagreatshameforhimtospeakthatwayofhisownfleshandblood,butJoesaidthatAlphywasnobrotherofhisandtherewasnearlybeingarowontheheadofit。ButJoesaidhewouldnotlosehistemperonaccountofthenightitwas,andaskedhiswifetoopensomemorestout。Thetwonext-doorgirlshadarrangedsomeHallowEvegamesandsooneverythingwasmerryagain。MariawasdelightedtoseethechildrensomerryandJoeandhiswifeillsuchgoodspirits。
  Thenext-doorgirlsputsomesaucersonthetableandthenledthechildrenuptothetable,blindfold。Onegottheprayer-bookandtheotherthreegotthewater;andwhenoneofthenext-doorgirlsgottheringMrsDonnellyshookherfingerattheblushinggirlasmuchastosay:O,Iknowallaboutit!TheyinsistedthenonblindfoldingMariaandleadingheruptothetabletoseewhatshewouldget;and,whiletheywereputtingonthebandage,Marialaughedandlaughedagaintillthetipofhernosenearlymetthetipofherchin。
  Theyledheruptothetableamidlaughingandjoking,andsheputherhandoutintheairasshewastoldtodo。Shemovedherhandabouthereandthereintheairanddescendedononeofthesaucers。Shefeltasoftwetsubstancewithherfingersandwassurprisedthatnobodyspokeortookoffherbandage。Therewasapauseforafewseconds;andthenagreatdealofscufflingandwhispering。Somebodysaidsomethingaboutthegarden,andatlastMrsDonnellysaidsomethingverycrosstooneofthenext-doorgirlsandtoldhertothrowitoutatonce:thatwasnoplay。Mariaunderstoodthatitwaswrongthattimeandsoshehadtodoitoveragain:andthistimeshegottheprayer-book。
  AfterthatMrsDonnellyplayedMissMcCloud’sReelforthechildren,andJoemadeMariatakeaglassofwine。Soontheywereallquitemerryagain,andMrsDonnellysaidMariawouldenteraconventbeforetheyearwasoutbecauseshehadgottheprayer-book。MariahadneverseenJoesonicetoheras-hewasthatnight,sofullofpleasanttalkandreminiscences。
  Shesaidtheywereallverygoodtoher。
  AtlastthechildrengrewtiredandsleepyandJoeaskedMariawouldshenotsingsomelittlesongbeforeshewent,oneoftheoldsongs。MrsDonnellysaid`Doplease,Maria!’andsoMariahadtogetupandstandbesidethepiano。MrsDonnellybadethechildrenbequietandlistentoMaria’ssong。Thensheplayedthepreludeandsaid`Now,Maria!’
  andMaria,blushingverymuch,begantosinginatinyquaveringvoice。
  Shesang`IDreamtthatIDwelt’,andwhenshecametothesecondverseshesangagain:IdreamtthatIdweltinmarblehallsWithvassalsandserfsatmyside,AndofallwhoassembledwithinthosewallsThatIwasthehopeandthepride。
  Ihadrichestoogreattocount,couldboastOfahighancestralname,ButIalsodreamt,whichpleasedmemost,Thatyoulovedmestillthesame。Butnoonetriedtoshowherhermistake;andwhenshehadendedhersongJoewasverymuchmoved。HesaidthattherewasnotimelikethelongagoandnomusicforhimlikepooroldBalfe,whateverotherpeoplemightsay;
  andhiseyesfilledupsomuchwithtearsthathecouldnotfindwhathewaslookingforandintheendhehadtoaskhiswifetotellhimwherethecorkscrewwas。
  APainfulCase
  MrJamesDuffylivedinChapelizodbecausehewishedtoliveasfaraspossiblefromthecityofwhichhewasacitizenandbecausehefoundalltheothersuburbsofDublinmean,modern,andpretentious。Helivedinanoldsombrehouse,andfromhiswindowshecouldlookintothedisuseddistilleryorupwardsalongtheshallowriveronwhichDublinisbuilt。
  Theloftywallsofhisuncarpetedroomwerefreefrompictures。Hehadhimselfboughteveryarticleoffurnitureintheroom:ablackironbedstead,anironwash-stand,fourcanechairs,aclothes-rack,acoal-scuttle,afenderandirons,andasquaretableonwhichlayadoubledesk。Abookcasehadbeenmadeinanalcovebymeansofshelvesofwhitewood。Thebedwasclothedwithwhitebedclothesandablackandscarletrugcoveredthefoot。
  Alittlehand-mirrorhungabovethewash-standandduringthedayawhite-shadedlampstoodasthesoleornamentofthemantelpiece。Thebooksonthewhitewoodenshelveswerearrangedfrombelowupwardsaccordingtobulk。AcompleteWordsworthstoodatoneendofthelowestshelfandacopyoftheMaynoothCatechism,sewnintotheclothcoverofanotebook,stoodatoneendofthetopshelf。Writingmaterialswerealwaysonthedesk。InthedesklayamanuscripttranslationofHauptmann’sMichaelKramer,thestagedirectionsofwhichwerewritteninpurpleink,andalittlesheafofpapersheldtogetherbyabrasspin。Inthesesheetsasentencewasinscribedfromtimetotimeand,inanironicalmoment,theheadlineofanadvertisementforBileBeanshadbeenpastedontothefirstsheet。Onliftingthelidofthedeskafaintfragranceescaped-thefragranceofnewcedar-woodpencilsorabottleofgumorofanover-ripeapplewhichmighthavebeenleftthereandforgotten。
  MrDuffyabhorredanythingwhichbetokenedphysicalormentaldisorder。
  Amedievaldoctorwouldhavecalledhimsaturnine。Hisface,whichcarriedtheentiretaleofhisyears,wasofthebrowntintofDublinstreets。
  Onhislongandratherlargeheadgrewdryblackhair,andatawnymoustachedidnotquitecoveranunamiablemouth。Hischeekbonesalsogavehisfaceaharshcharacter;buttherewasnoharshnessintheeyeswhich,lookingattheworldfromundertheirtawnyeyebrows,gavetheimpressionofamaneveralerttogreetaredeeminginstinctinothersbutoftendisappointed。
  Helivedatalittledistancefromhisbody,regardinghisownactswithdoubtfulside-glances。Hehadanoddautobiographicalhabitwhichledhimtocomposeinhismindfromtimetotimeashortsentenceabouthimselfcontainingasubjectinthethirdpersonandapredicateinthepasttense。
  Henevergaveaimstobeggars,andwalkedfirmly,carryingastouthazel。
  HehadbeenformanyyearscashierofaprivatebankinBaggotStreet。
  EverymorninghecameinfromChapelizodbytram。AtmiddayhewenttoDanBurke’sandtookhislunchabottleoflagerbeerandasmalltrayfulofarrowrootbiscuits。Atfouro’clockhewassetfree。Hedinedinaneating-houseinGeorge’sStreetwherehefelthimselfsafefromthesocietyofDublin’sgildedyouthandwheretherewasacertainplainhonestyinthebilloffare。Hiseveningswerespenteitherbeforehislandlady’spianoorroamingabouttheoutskirtsofthecity。HislikingforMozart’smusicbroughthimsometimestoanoperaoraconcert:theseweretheonlydissipationsofhislife。
  Hehadneithercompanionsnorfriends,churchnorcreed。Helivedhisspirituallifewithoutanycommunionwithothers,visitinghisrelativesatChristmasandescortingthemtothecemeterywhentheydied。Heperformedthesetwosocialdutiesforolddignity’ssake,butconcedednothingfurthertotheconventionswhichregulatetheciviclife。Heallowedhimselftothinkthatincertaincircumstanceshewouldrobhisbankbut,asthesecircumstancesneverarose,hisliferolledoutevenly-anadventurelesstale。
  OneeveninghefoundhimselfsittingbesidetwoladiesintheRotunda。
  Thehouse,thinlypeopledandsilent,gavedistressingprophecyoffailure。
  Theladywhosatnexthimlookedroundatthedesertedhouseonceortwiceandthensaid:
  `Whatapitythereissuchapoorhousetonight!It’ssohardonpeopletohavetosingtoemptybenches。’
  Hetooktheremarkasaninvitationtotalk。Hewassurprisedthatsheseemedsolittleawkward。Whiletheytalkedhetriedtofixherpermanentlyinhismemory。Whenhelearnedthattheyounggirlbesideherwasherdaughterhejudgedhertobeayearorsoyoungerthanhimself。Herface,whichmusthavebeenhandsome,hadremainedintelligent。Itwasanovalfacewithstronglymarkedfeatures。Theeyeswereverydarkblueandsteady。
  Theirgazebeganwithadefiantnote,butwasconfusedbywhatseemedadeliberateswoonofthepupilintotheiris,revealingforaninstantatemperamentofgreatsensibility。Thepupilreasserteditselfquickly,thishalf-disclosednaturefellagainunderthereignofprudence,andherastrakhanjacket,mouldingabosomofacertainfullness,struckthenoteofdefiancemoredefinitely。
  HemetheragainafewweeksafterwardsataconcertinEarlsfortTerraceandseizedthemomentswhenherdaughter’sattentionwasdivertedtobecomeintimate。Shealludedonceortwicetoherhusband,buthertonewasnotsuchastomaketheallusionawarning。HernamewasMrsSinico。Herhusband’sgreat-great-grandfatherhadcomefromLeghorn。HerhusbandwascaptainofamercantileboatplyingbetweenDublinandHolland;andtheyhadonechild。
  Meetingherathirdtimebyaccident,hefoundcouragetomakeanappointment。
  Shecame。Thiswasthefirstofmanymeetings;theymetalwaysintheeveningandchosethemostquietquartersfortheirwalkstogether。MrDuffy,however,hadadistasteforunderhandwaysand,findingthattheywerecompelledtomeetstealthily,heforcedhertoaskhimtoherhouse。CaptainSinicoencouragedhisvisits,thinkingthathisdaughter’shandwasinquestion。
  Hehaddismissedhiswifesosincerelyfromhisgalleryofpleasuresthathedidnotsuspectthatanyoneelsewouldtakeaninterestinher。Asthehusbandwasoftenawayandthedaughteroutgivingmusiclessons,MrDuffyhadmanyopportunitiesofenjoyingthelady’ssociety。Neitherhenorshehadhadanysuchadventurebeforeandneitherwasconsciousofanyincongruity。
  Littlebylittleheentangledhisthoughtswithhers。Helentherbooks,providedherwithideas,sharedhisintellectuallifewithher。Shelistenedtoall。
  Sometimesinreturnforhistheoriesshegaveoutsomefactofherownlife。Withalmostmaternalsolicitudesheurgedhimtolethisnatureopentothefull:shebecamehisconfessor。HetoldherthatforsometimehehadassistedatthemeetingsofanIrishSocialistParty,wherehehadfelthimselfauniquefigureamidstascoreofsoberworkmeninagarretlitbyaninefficientoil-lamp。Whenthepartyhaddividedintothreesections,eachunderitsownleaderandinitsowngarret,hehaddiscontinuedhisattendances。Theworkmen’sdiscussions,hesaid,weretootimorous;theinteresttheytookinthequestionofwageswasinordinate。Hefeltthattheywerehard-featuredrealistsandthattheyresentedanexactitudewhichwastheproduceofaleisurenotwithintheirreach。Nosocialrevolution,hetoldher,wouldbelikelytostrikeDublinforsomecenturies。
  Sheaskedhimwhydidhenotwriteouthisthoughts。Forwhat?heaskedher,withcarefulscorn。Tocompetewithphrasemongers,incapableofthinkingconsecutivelyforsixtyseconds?Tosubmithimselftothecriticismsofanobtusemiddleclasswhichentrusteditsmoralitytopolicemenanditsfineartstoimpresarios?
  HewentoftentoherlittlecottageoutsideDublin;oftentheyspenttheireveningsalone。Littlebylittle,astheirthoughtsentangled,theyspokeofsubjectslessremote。Hercompanionshipwaslikeawarmsoilaboutanexotic。Manytimessheallowedthedarktofalluponthem,refrainingfromlightingthelamp。Thedarkdiscreetroom,theirisolation,themusicthatstillvibratedintheirearsunitedthem。Thisunionexaltedhim,woreawaytheroughedgesofhischaracter,emotionalizedhismentallife。
  Sometimeshecaughthimselflisteningtothesoundofhisownvoice。Hethoughtthatinhereyeshewouldascendtoanangelicalstature;and,asheattachedtheferventnatureofhiscompanionmoreandmorecloselytohim,heheardthestrangeimpersonalvoicewhichherecognizedashisown,insistingonthesoul’Sincurableloneliness。Wecannotgiveourselves,itsaid:weareourown。Theendofthesediscourseswasthatonenight,duringwhichshehadshowneverysignofunusualexcitement,MrsSinicocaughtuphishandpassionatelyandpressedittohercheek。
  MrDuffywasverymuchsurprised。Herinterpretationofhiswordsdisillusionedhim。Hedidnotvisitherforaweek;thenhewrotetoheraskinghertomeethim。AshedidnotwishtheirlastinterviewtobetroubledbytheinfluenceoftheirruinedconfessionaltheymetinalittlecakeshopneartheParkgate。Itwascoldautumnweather,butinspiteofthecoldtheywanderedupanddowntheroadsoftheParkfornearlythreehours。Theyagreedtobreakofftheirintercourse:everybond,hesaid,isabondtosorrow。WhentheycameoutoftheParktheywalkedinsilencetowardsthetram;buthereshebegantotremblesoviolentlythat,fearinganothercollapseonherpart,hebadehergood-byequicklyandlefther。Afewdayslaterhereceivedaparcelcontaininghisbooksandmusic。
  Fouryearspassed。MrDuffyreturnedtohisevenwayoflife。Hisroomstillborewitnessoftheorderlinessofhismind。Somenewpiecesofmusicencumberedthemusic-standinthelowerroomandonhisshelvesstoodtwovolumesbyNietzsche:ThusSpakeZarathustraandTheGayScience。
  Hewroteseldominthesheafofpaperswhichlayinhisdesk。Oneofhissentences,writtentwomonthsafterhislastinterviewwithMrsSinico,read:Lovebetweenmanandwomanisimpossiblebecausetheremustnotbesexualintercourse,andfriendshipbetweenmanandwomanisimpossiblebecausetheremustbesexualintercourse。Hekeptawayfromconcertslestheshouldmeether。Hisfatherdied;thejuniorpartnerofthebankretired。
  AndstilleverymorninghewentintothecitybytramandeveryeveningwalkedhomefromthecityafterhavingdinedmoderatelyinGeorge’sStreetandreadtheeveningpaperfordessert。
  Oneeveningashewasabouttoputamorselofcornedbeefandcabbageintohismouthhishandstopped。Hiseyesfixedthemselvesonaparagraphintheeveningpaperwhichhehadproppedagainstthewater-carafe。Hereplacedthemorseloffoodonhisplateandreadtheparagraphattentively。
  Thenhedrankaglassofwater,pushedhisplatetooneside,doubledthepaperdownbeforehimbetweenhiselbowsandreadtheparagraphoverandoveragain。Thecabbagebegantodepositacoldwhitegreaseonhisplate。
  Thegirlcameovertohimtoaskwashisdinnernotproperlycooked。Hesaiditwasverygoodandateafewmouthfulsofitwithdifficulty。Thenhepaidhisbillandwentout。
  HewalkedalongquicklythroughtheNovembertwilight,hisstouthazelstickstrikingthegroundregularly,thefringeofthebuffMailpeepingoutofaside-pocketofhistightreeferovercoat。OnthelonelyroadwhichleadsfromtheParkgatetoChapelizodheslackenedhispace。
  Hisstickstruckthegroundlessemphatically,andhisbreath,issuingirregularly,almostwithasighingsound,condensedinthewintryair。
  Whenhereachedhishousehewentupatoncetohisbedroomand,takingthepaperfromhispocket,readtheparagraphagainbythefailinglightofthewindow。Hereaditnotaloud,butmovinghislipsasapriestdoeswhenhereadstheprayersSecreto。Thiswastheparagraph:DEATHOFALADYATSYDNEYPARADE
  APAINFULCASE
  TodayattheCityofDublinHospitaltheDeputyCoroner(intheabsenceofMrLeverett)heldaninquestonthebodyofMrsEmilySinico,agedforty-threeyears,whowaskilledatSydneyParadeStationyesterdayevening。Theevidenceshowedthatthedeceasedlady,whileattemptingtocrosstheline,wasknockeddownbytheengineoftheteno’clockslowtrainfromKingstown,therebysustaininginjuriesoftheheadandrightsidewhichledtoherdeath。
  JamesLennon,driveroftheengine,statedthathehadbeenintheemploymentoftherailwaycompanyforfifteenyears。Onhearingtheguard’swhistlehesetthetraininmotionandasecondortwoafterwardsbroughtittorestinresponsetoloudcries。Thetrainwasgoingslowly。
  P。Dunne,railwayporter,statedthatasthetrainwasabouttostartheobservedawomanattemptingtocrossthelines。Herantowardsherandshouted,but,beforehecouldreachher,shewascaughtbythebufferoftheengineandfelltotheground。
  Ajuror。`Yousawtheladyfall?’
  Witness。`Yes。’
  Police-SergeantCrolydeposedthatwhenhearrivedhefoundthedeceasedlyingontheplatformapparentlydead。Heha-thebodytakentothewaiting-roompendingthearrivaloftheambulance。
  Constable57corroborated。
  DrHalpin,assistanthouse-surgeonoftheCityofDublinHospital,statedthatthedeceasedhadtwolowerribsfracturedandhadsustainedseverecontusionsoftherightshoulder。Therightsideoftheheadhadbeeninjuredinthefall。Theinjurieswerenotsufficienttohavecauseddeathinanormalperson。Death,inhisopinion,hadbeenprobablyduetoshockandsuddenfailureoftheheart’saction。
  MrH。B。PattersonFinlay,onbehalfoftherailwaycompany,expressedhisdeepregretattheaccident。Thecompanyhadalwaystakeneveryprecautiontopreventpeoplecrossingthelinesexceptbythebridges,bothbyplacingnoticesineverystationandbytheuseofpatentspringgatesatlevelcrossings。Thedeceasedhadbeeninthehabitofcrossingthelineslateatnightfromplatformtoplatformand,inviewofcertainothercircumstancesofthecase,hedidnotthinktherailwayofficialsweretoblame。
  CaptainSinico,ofLeoville,SydneyParade,husbandofthedeceased,alsogaveevidence。Hestatedthatthedeceasedwashiswife。HewasnotinDublinatthetimeoftheaccidentashehadarrivedonlythatmorningfromRotterdam。Theyhadbeenmarriedfortwenty-twoyearsandhadlivedhappilyuntilabouttwoyearsago,whenhiswifebegantoberatherintemperateinherhabits。
  MissMarySinicosaidthatoflatehermotherhadbeeninthehabitofgoingoutatnighttobuyspirits。She,witness,hadoftentriedtoreasonwithhermotherandhadinducedhertojoinaLeague。Shewasnotathomeuntilanhouraftertheaccident。
  ThejuryreturnedaverdictinaccordancewiththemedicalevidenceandexoneratedLennonfromallblame。
  TheDeputy-Coronersaiditwasamostpainfulcase,andexpressedgreatsympathywithCaptainSinicoandhisdaughter。Heurgedontherailwaycompanytotakestrongmeasurestopreventthepossibilityofsimilaraccidentsinthefuture。Noblameattachedtoanyone。MrDuffyraisedhiseyesfromthepaperandgazedoutofhiswindowonthecheerlesseveninglandscape。TheriverlayquietbesidetheemptydistilleryandfromtimetotimealightappearedinsomehouseontheLucanroad。
  Whatanend!Thewholenarrativeofherdeathrevoltedhimanditrevoltedhimtothinkthathehadeverspokentoherofwhatheheldsacred。Thethreadbarephrases,theinaneexpressionsofsympathy,thecautiouswordsofareporterwonovertoconcealthedetailsofacommonplacevulgardeathattackedhisstomach。Notmerelyhadshedegradedherself;shehaddegradedhim。Hesawthesqualidtractofhervice,miserableandmalodorous。Hissoul’scompanion!Hethoughtofthehobblingwretcheswhomhehadseencarryingcansandbottlestobefilledbythebarman。
  JustGod,whatanend!Evidentlyshehadbeenunfittolive,withoutanystrengthofpurpose,aneasypreytohabits,oneofthewrecksonwhichcivilizationhasbeenreared。Butthatshecouldhavesunksolow!Wasitpossiblehehaddeceivedhimselfsoutterlyabouther?Herememberedheroutburstofthatnightandinterpreteditinaharshersensethanhehadeverdone。Hehadnodifficultynowinapprovingofthecoursehehadtaken。
  Asthelightfailedandhismemorybegantowanderhethoughtherhandtouchedhis。Theshockwhichhadfirstattackedhisstomachwasnowattackinghisnerves。Heputonhisovercoatandhatquicklyandwentout。Thecoldairmethimonthethreshold;itcreptintothesleevesofhiscoat。Whenhecametothepublic-houseatChapelizodBridgehewentinandorderedahotpunch。
  Theproprietorservedhimobsequiouslybutdidnotventuretotalk。
  Therewerefiveorsixworking-menintheshopdiscussingthevalueofagentleman’sestateinCountyKildare。Theydrankatintervalsfromtheirhugepinttumblersandsmoked,spittingoftenonthefloorandsometimesdraggingthesawdustovertheirspitswiththeirheavyboots。MrDuffysatonhisstoolandgazedatthemwithoutseeingorhearingthem。Afterawhiletheywentoutandhecalledforanotherpunch。Hesatalongtimeoverit。Theshopwasveryquiet。TheproprietorsprawledonthecounterreadingtheHeraldandyawning。Nowandagainatramwasheardswishingalongthelonelyroadoutside。
  Ashesatthere,livingoverhislifewithherandevokingalternatelythetwoimagesinwhichhenowconceivedher,herealizedthatshewasdead,thatshehadceasedtoexist,thatshehadbecomeamemory。Hebegantofeelillatease。Heaskedhimselfwhatelsecouldhehavedone。Hecouldnothavecarriedonacomedyofdeceptionwithher;hecouldnothavelivedwithheropenly。Hehaddonewhatseemedtohimbest。Howwashetoblame?Nowthatshewasgoneheunderstoodhowlonelyherlifemusthavebeen,sittingnightafternight,aloneinthatroom。Hislifewouldbelonelytoountilhe,too,died,ceasedtoexist,becameamemory-ifanyonerememberedhim。
  Itwasafternineo’clockwhenhelefttheshop。Thenightwascoldandgloomy。HeenteredtheParkbythefirstgateandwalkedalongunderthegaunttrees。Hewalkedthroughthebleakalleyswheretheyhadwalkedfouryearsbefore。Sheseemedtobenearhiminthedarkness。Atmomentsheseemedtofeelhervoicetouchhisear,herhandtouchhis。Hestoodstilltolisten。Whyhadhewithheldlifefromher?Whyhadhesentencedhertodeath?Hefelthismoralnaturefallingtopieces。
  WhenhegainedthecrestoftheMagazineHillhehaltedandlookedalongtherivertowardsDublin,thelightsofwhichburnedredlyandhospitablyinthecoldnight。Helookeddowntheslopeand,atthebase,intheshadowofthewallofthePark,hesawsomehumanfigureslying。Thosevenalandfurtivelovesfilledhimwithdespair。Hegnawedtherectitudeofhislife;
  hefeltthathehadbeenoutcastfromlife’sfeast。Onehumanbeinghadseemedtolovehimandhehaddeniedherlifeandhappiness:hehadsentencedhertoignominy,adeathOfshame。Heknewthattheprostratecreaturesdownbythewallwerewatchinghimandwishedhimgone。Noonewantedhim;
  hewasoutcastfromlife’sfeast。Heturnedhiseyestothegreygleamingriver,windingalongtowardsDublin。BeyondtheriverhesawagoodstrainwindingoutofKingsbridgeStation,likeawormwithafieryheadwindingthroughthedarkness,obstinatelyandlaboriously。Itpassedslowlyoutofsight;butstillheheardinhisearsthelaboriousdroneoftheenginereiteratingthesyllablesofhername。
  Heturnedbackthewayhehadcome,therhythmoftheenginepoundinginhisears。Hebegantodoubttherealityofwhatmemorytoldhim。Hehaltedunderatreeandallowedtherhythmtodieaway。Hecouldnotfeelhernearhiminthedarknessnorhervoicetouchhisear。Hewaitedforsomeminuteslistening。Hecouldhearnothing:thenightwasperfectlysilent。Helistenedagain:perfectlysilent。Hefeltthathewasalone。
  IvyDayInTheCommitteeRoom
  OldJackrakedthecinderstogetherwithapieceofcardboardandspreadthemjudiciouslyoverthewhiteningdomeofcoals。Whenthedomewasthinlycoveredhisfacelapsedintodarknessbut,ashesethimselftofanthefireagain,hiscrouchingshadowascendedtheoppositewallandhisfaceslowlyre-emergedintolight。Itwasanoldman’sface,verybonyandhairy。
  Themoistblueeyesblinkedatthefireandthemoistmouthfellopenattimes,munchingonceortwicemechanicallywhenitclosed。Whenthecindershadcaughthelaidthepieceofcardboardagainstthewall,sighedandsaid:
  `That’sbetternow,MrO’Connor。’
  MrO’Connor,agrey-hairedyoungman,whosefacewasdisfiguredbymanyblotchesandpimples,hadjustbroughtthetobaccoforacigaretteintoashapelycylinder,butwhenspokentoheundidhishandiworkmeditatively。
  Thenhebegantorollthetobaccoagainmeditativelyandafteramoment’sthoughtdecidedtolickthepaper。
  `DidMrTierneysaywhenhe’dbeback?’heaskedinahuskyfalsetto。
  `Hedidn’tsay。’
  MrO’Connorputhiscigaretteintohismouthandbegantosearchhispockets。Hetookoutapackofthinpasteboardcards。
  `I’llgetyouamatch,’saidtheoldman。
  `Nevermind,this’lldo,’saidMrO’Connor。
  Heselectedoneofthecardsandreadwhatwasprintedonit:MUNICIPALELECTIONS
  ROYALEXCHANGEWARD
  MrRichardJ。Tierney,P。L。G。,respectfullySolicitsthefavourofyourvoteandinfluenceatthecomingelectionintheRoyalExchangeWard。MrO’ConnorhadbeenengagedbyTierney’sagenttocanvassonepartofthewardbut,astheweatherwasinclementandhisbootsletinthewet,hespentagreatpartofthedaysittingbythefireintheCommitteeRoominWicklowStreetwithJack,theoldcaretaker。Theyhadbeensittingthussincetheshortdayhadgrowndark。ItwasthesixthofOctober,dismalandcoldoutofdoors。
  MrO’Connortoreastripoffthecardand,lightingit,lithiscigarette。
  Ashedidsotheflamelitupaleafofdarkglossyivyinthelapelofhiscoat。Theoldmanwatchedhimattentivelyandthen,takingupthepieceofcardboardagain,begantofanthefireslowlywhilehiscompanionsmoked。
  `Ah,yes,’hesaid,continuing,`it’shardtoknowwhatwaytobringupchildren。Nowwho’dthinkhe’dturnoutlikethat!IsenthimtotheChristianBrothersandIdonewhatIcouldforhim,andtherehegoesboozingabout。Itriedtomakehimsomewhatdecent。’
  Hereplacedthecardboardwearily。
  `OnlyI’manoldmannowI’dchangehistuneforhim。I’dta&;ethesticktohisbackandbeathimwhileIcouldstandoverhim-asIdonemanyatimebefore。Themotheryouknow,shecockshimupwiththisandthat……’
  `That’swhatruinschildren,’saidMrO’Connor。
  `Tobesureitis,’saidtheoldman。`Andlittlethanksyougetforit,onlyimpudence。Hetakesth’upperhandofmewheneverheseesI’veasuptaken。What’stheworldcomingtowhensonsspeaksthatwaytotheirfathers?’
  `Whatageishe?’saidMrO’Connor。
  `Nineteen,’saidtheoldman。
  `Whydon’tyouputhimtosomething?’
  `Sure,amn’tIneverdoneatthedrunkenbowsyeversinceheleftschool?
  "Iwon’tkeepyou,"Isays。"Youmustgetajobforyourself。"But,sureit’sworsewheneverhegetsajob;hedrinksitall。’
  MrO’Connorshookhisheadinsympathy,andtheoldmanfellsilent,gazingintothefire。Someoneopenedthedooroftheroomandcalledout:
  `Hello!IsthisaFreemasons’meeting?’
  `Who’sthat?’saidtheoldman。
  `Whatareyoudoinginthedark?’askedavoice。
  `Isthatyou,Hynes?’askedMrO’Connor。
  `Yes。Whatareyoudoinginthedark?’SaidMrHynes,advancingintothelightofthefire。
  Hewasatall,Slenderyoungmanwithalightbrownmoustache。Imminentlittledropsofrainhungatthebrimofhishatandthecollarofhisjacket-coatwasturnedup。
  `Well,Mat,’hesaidtoMrO’Connor,`howgoesit?’
  MrO’Connorshookhishead。Theoldmanleftthehearth,andafterstumblingabouttheroomreturnedwithtwocandlestickswhichhethrustoneaftertheotherintothefireandcarriedtothetable。Adenudedroomcameintoviewandthefirelostallitscheerfulcolour。Thewallsoftheroomwerebareexceptforacopyofanelectionaddress。Inthemiddleoftheroomwasasmalltableonwhichpaperswereheaped。
  MrHynesleanedagainstthemantelpieceandasked:
  `Hashepaidyouyet?’
  `Notyet,’saidMrO’Connor。`IhopetoGodhe’llnotleaveusinthelurchtonight。’
  MrHyneslaughed。
  `O,he’llpayyou。Neverfear,’hesaid。
  `Ihopehe’lllooksmartaboutitifhemeansbusiness,’saidMrO’Connor。
  `Whatdoyouthink,Jack?’saidMrHynessatiricallytotheoldman。
  Theoldmanreturnedtohisseatbythefire,saying:
  `Itisn’tbuthehasit,anyway。Notliketheothertinker。’
  `Whatothertinker?’saidMrHynes。
  `Colgan,’saidtheoldmanscornfully。
  `ItisbecauseColgan’saworking-manyousaythat?What’sthedifferencebetweenagoodhonestbricklayerandapublican-eh?Hasn’ttheworking-manasgoodarighttobeintheCorporationasanyoneelse-ay,andabetterrightthanthoseshoneensthatarealwayshatinhandbeforeanyfellowwithahandletohisname?Isn’tthatso,Mat?’saidMrHynes,addressingMrO’Connor。
  `Ithinkyou’reright,’saidMrO’Connor。
  `Onemanisaplainhonestmanwithnohunker-slidingabouthim。Hegoesintorepresentthelabourclasses。Thisfellowyou’reworkingforonlywantstogetsomejoborother。’
  `Ofcourse,theworking-classesshouldberepresented,’saidtheoldman。
  `Theworking-man,’saidMrHynes,`getsallkicksandnohalfpence。
  Butit’slabourproduceseverything。Theworking-manisnotlookingforfatjobsforhissonsandnephewsandcousins。Theworking-manisnotgoingtodragthehonourofDublininthemudtopleaseaGermanmonarch。’
  `How’sthat?’saidtheoldman。
  `Don’tyouknowtheywanttopresentanaddressofwelcometoEdwardRexifhecomesherenextyear?Whatdowewantkowtowingtoaforeignking?’
  `Ourmanwon’tvotefortheaddress,’saidMrO’Connor。`HegoesinontheNationalistticket。’
  `Won’the?’saidMrHynes。`Waittillyouseewhetherhewillornot。
  Iknowhim。IsitTrickyDickyTierney?’
  `ByGod!perhapsyou’reright,Joe,’saidMrO’Connor。`Anyway,Iwishhe’dturnupwiththespondulicks。’
  Thethreemenfellsilent。Theoldmanbegantorakemorecinderstogether。
  MrHynestookoffhishat,shookitandthenturneddownthecollarofhiscoat,displaying,ashedidso,anivyleafinthelapel。
  `Ifthismanwasalive,’hesaid,pointingtotheleaf,`we’dhavenotalkofanaddressofwelcome。’
  `That’strue,’saidMrO’Connor。
  `Musha,Godbewiththemtimes!’saidtheoldman。`Therewassomelifeinitthen。’
  Theroomwassilentagain。Thenabustlinglittlemanwithasnufflingnoseandverycoldearspushedinthedoor。Hewalkedoverquicklytothefire,rubbinghishandsasifheintendedtoproduceasparkfromthem。
  `Nomoney,boys,’hesaid。
  `Sitdownhere,MrHenchy,’saidtheoldman,offeringhimhischair。
  `O,don’tstir,Jack,don’tstir,’saidMrHenchy。
  HenoddedcurtlytoMrHynesandsatdownonthechairwhichtheoldmanvacated。
  `DidyouserveAungierStreet?’heaskedMrO’Connor。
  `Yes,’saidMrO’Connor,beginningtosearchhispocketsformemoranda。
  `DidyoucallonGrimes?’
  `Idid。’
  `Well?Howdoeshestand?’
  `Hewouldn’tpromise。Hesaid:"Iwon’ttellanyonewhatwayI’mgoingtovote。"ButIthinkhe’llbeallright。’
  `Whyso?’
  `Heaskedmewhothenominatorswere;andItoldhim,ImentionedFatherBurke’sname。Ithinkit’llbeallright。’
  MrHenchybegantosnuffleandtorubhishandsoverthefireataterrificspeed。Thenhesaid:
  `FortheloveofGod,Jack,bringusabitofcoal。Theremustbesomeleft。’
  Theoldmanwentoutoftheroom。
  `It’snogo,’saidMrHenchy,shakinghishead。`Iaskedthelittleshoeboy,buthesaid:"O,now,MrHenchy,whenIseetheworkgoingonproperlyIwon’tforgetyou,youmaybesure。"Meanlittletinker!’Usha,howcouldhebeanythingelse?’
  `WhatdidItellyou,Mat?’saidMrHynes。`TrickyDickyTierney。’
  `O,he’sastrickyastheymake`em,’saidMrHenchy。`Hehasn’tgotthoselittlepig’seyesfornothing。Blasthissoul!Couldn’thepayuplikeamaninsteadof:"O,nowMrHenchy,ImustspeaktoMrFanning……
  I’vespentalotofmoney。"Meanlittleschoolboyofhell!Isupposeheforgetsthetimehislittleoldfatherkeptthehand-me-downshopinMary’sLane。’
  `Butisthatafact?’askedMrO’Connor。
  `God,yes,’saidMrHenchy。`Didyouneverhearthat?AndthemenusedtogoinonSundaymorningbeforethehouseswereopentobuyawaistcoatoratrousers-moya!ButTrickyDicky’slittleoldfatheralwayshadatrickylittleblackbottleupinacorner。Doyoumindnow?That’sthat。
  That’swherehefirstsawthelight。’
  Theoldmanreturnedwithafewlumpsofcoalwhichheplacedhereandthereonthefire。
  `That’sanicehow-do-you-do,’saidMrO’Connor。`Howdoesheexpectustoworkforhimifhewon’tstumpup?’
  `Ican’thelpit,’saidMrHenchy。`IexpecttofindthebailiffsinthehallwhenIgohome。’
  MrHyneslaughedand,shovinghimselfawayfromthemantelpiecewiththeaidofhisshoulders,madereadytoleave。
  `It’llbeallrightwhenKingEddiecomes,’hesaid。`Well,boys,I’moffforthepresent。Seeyoulater。`Bye,’bye。’
  Hewentoutoftheroomslowly。NeitherMrHenchynortheoldmansaidanything,but,justasthedoorwasclosing,MrO’Connor,whohadbeenstaringmoodilyintothefire,calledoutsuddenly:
  `’Bye,Joe。’
  MrHenchywaitedafewmomentsandthennoddedinthedirectionofthedoor。
  `Tellme,’hesaidacrossthefire,`whatbringsourfriendinhere?
  Whatdoeshewant?’
  `’Usha,poorJoel’saidMrO’Connor,throwingtheendofhiscigaretteintothefire,`he’shardup,liketherestofus。’
  MrHenchysnuffledvigorouslyandspatsocopiouslythathenearlyputoutthefire,whichutteredahissingprotest。
  `Totellyoumyprivateandcandidopinion,’hesaid。`Ithinkhe’samanfromtheothercamp。He’saspyofColgan’s,ifyouaskme。Justgoroundandtryandfindouthowthey’regettingon。Theywon’tsuspectyou。Doyoutwig?’
  `Ah,poorJoeisadecentskin,’saidMrO’Connor。
  `Hisfatherwasadecent,respectableman,’MrHenchyadmitted。`PooroldLarryHynes!Manyagoodturnhedidinhisday!ButI’mgreatlyafraidourfriendisnotnineteencarat。Damnit,Icanunderstandafellowbeinghardup,butwhatIcan’tunderstandisafellowsponging。Couldn’thehavesomesparkofmanhoodabouthim?’
  `Hedoesn’tgetawarmwelcomefrommewhenhecomes,saidtheoldman。
  `Lethimworkforhisownsideandnotcomespyingaroundhere。’
  `Idon’tknow,’saidMrO’Connordubiously,ashetookoutcigarette-papersandtobacco。`IthinkJoeHynesisastraightman。He’sacleverchap,too,withthepen。Doyourememberthatthinghewrote……?’
  `Someofthesehillsidersandfeniansareabittoocleverifyouaskme,’saidMrHenchy。`Doyouknowwhatmyprivateandcandidopinionisaboutsomeofthoselittlejokers?IbelievehalfofthemareinthepayoftheCastle。’
  `There’snoknowing,’saidtheoldman。
  `O,butIknowitforafact,’saidMrHenchy。`They’reCastlehacks……
  Idon’tsayHynes……No,damnit,Ithinkhe’sastrokeabovethat……Butthere’sacertainlittlenoblemanwithacock-eye-youknowthepatriotI’malludingto?’
  MrO’Connornodded。
  `There’salinealdescendantofMajorSirrforyouifyoulike!O,theheart’sbloodofapatriot!That’safellownowthat’dsellhiscountryforfourpence-ay-andgodownonhisbendedkneesandthanktheAlmightyChristhehadacountrytosell。’
  Therewasaknockatthedoor。
  `Comein!’saidMrHenchy。
  Apersonresemblingapoorclergymanorapooractorappearedinthedoorway。Hisblackclothesweretightlybuttonedonhisshortbodyanditwasimpossibletosaywhetherheworeaclergyman’scollaroralayman’s,becausethecollarofhisshabbyfrock-coat,theuncoveredbuttonsofwhichreflectedthecandle-light,wasturnedupabouthisneck。Heworearoundhatofhardblackfelt。Hisface,shiningwithraindrops,hadtheappearanceofdampyellowcheesesavewheretworosyspotsindicatedthecheek-bones。
  Heopenedhisverylongmouthsuddenlytoexpressdisappointmentandatthesametimeopenedwidehisverybrightblueeyestoexpresspleasureandsurprise。
  `O,FatherKeon!’saidMrHenchy,jumpingupfromhischair。`Isthatyou?Comein!’
  `O,no,no,no,’saidFatherKeonquickly,pursinghislipsasifhewereaddressingachild。
  `Won’tyoucomeinandsitdown?’
  `No,no,no!’saidFatherKeon,speakinginadiscreet,indulgent,velvetyvoice。`Don’tletmedisturbyounow!I’mjustlookingforMrFanning……
  ’
  `He’sroundattheBlackEagle,’saidMrHenchy。`Butwon’tyoucomeinandsitdownaminute?’
  `No,no,thankyou。Itwasjustalittlebusinessmatter,saidFatherKeon。`Thankyou,indeed。’
  HeretreatedfromthedoorwayandMrHenchy,seizingoneofthecandlesticks,wenttothedoortolighthimdownstairs。
  `O,don’ttrouble,Ibeg!’
  `No,butthestairsissodark。’
  `No,no,Icansee……Thankyou,indeed。’
  `Areyourightnow?’
  `Allright,thanks……Thanks。’
  MrHenchyreturnedwiththecandlestickandputitonthetable。Hesatdownagainatthefire。Therewassilenceforafewmoments。
  `Tellme,John,’saidMrO’Connor,lightinghiscigarettewithanotherpasteboardcard。
  `Hm?’
  `Whatisheexactly?’
  `Askmeaneasierone,’saidMrHenchy。
  `Fanningandhimselfseemtomeverythick。They’reofteninKavanagh’stogether。Isheapriestatall?’
  `Mmmyes,Ibelieveso……Ithinkhe’swhatyoucallablacksheep。Wehaven’tmanyofthem,thankGod!butwehaveafew……He’sanunfortunatemanofsomekind……’
  `Andhowdoesheknockitout?’askedMrO’Connor。
  `That’sanothermystery。’
  `Isheattachedtoanychapelorchurchorinstitutionor——’
  `No,’saidMrHenchy,`Ithinkhe’stravellingonhisownaccount……
  Godforgiveme,’headded,`Ithoughthewasthedozenofstout。’
  `Isthereanychanceofadrinkitself?’askedMrO’Connor。
  `I’mdrytoo,’saidtheoldman。
  `Iaskedthatlittleshoeboythreetimes,’saidMrHenchy,wouldhesendupadozenofstout。Iaskedhimagainnow,buthewasleaningonthecounterinhisshirt-sleeveshavingadeepgosterwithAldermanCowley。
  `Whydidn’tyouremindhim?’saidMrO’Connor。
  `Well,Iwouldn’tgooverwhilehewastalkingtoAldermanCowley。I
  justwaitedtillIcaughthiseye,andsaid:"AboutthatlittlematterIwasspeakingtoyouabout……""That’llbeallright,MrH。,"hesaid。
  Yerra,surethelittlehop-o’-my-thumbhasforgottenallaboutit。’
  `There’ssomedealoninthatquarter,’saidMrO’Connorthoughtfully。