SeriesOne
EditedbytwoofherfriendsMABELLOOMISTODDandT。W。HIGGINSON
PREFACE。
THEversesofEmilyDickinsonbelongemphaticallytowhatEmersonlongsincecalled"thePoetryofthePortfolio,"——somethingproducedabsolutelywithoutthethoughtofpublication,andsolelybywayofexpressionofthewriter’sownmind。Suchversemustinevitablyforfeitwhateveradvantageliesinthedisciplineofpubliccriticismandtheenforcedconformitytoacceptedways。Ontheotherhand,itmayoftengainsomethingthroughthehabitoffreedomandtheunconventionalutteranceofdaringthoughts。Inthecaseofthepresentauthor,therewasabsolutelynochoiceinthematter;shemustwritethus,ornotatall。Areclusebytemperamentandhabit,literallyspendingyearswithoutsettingherfootbeyondthedoorstep,andmanymoreyearsduringwhichherwalkswerestrictlylimitedtoherfather’sgrounds,shehabituallyconcealedhermind,likeherperson,fromallbutaveryfewfriends;anditwaswithgreatdifficultythatshewaspersuadedtoprint,duringherlifetime,threeorfourpoems。Yetshewroteversesingreatabundance;andthoughbroughtcuriouslyindifferenttoallconventionalrules,hadyetarigorousliterarystandardofherown,andoftenalteredawordmanytimestosuitanearwhichhaditsowntenaciousfastidiousness。
MissDickinsonwasborninAmherst,Mass。,Dec。10,1830,anddiedthereMay15,1886。Herfather,Hon。EdwardDickinson,wastheleadinglawyerofAmherst,andwastreasurerofthewell-knowncollegetheresituated。Itwashiscustomonceayeartoholdalargereceptionathishouse,attendedbyallthefamiliesconnectedwiththeinstitutionandbytheleadingpeopleofthetown。OntheseoccasionshisdaughterEmilyemergedfromherwontedretirementanddidherpartasgracioushostess;norwouldanyonehaveknownfromhermanner,Ihavebeentold,thatthiswasnotadailyoccurrence。
Theannualoccasiononcepast,shewithdrewagainintoherseclusion,andexceptforaveryfewfriendswasasinvisibletotheworldasifshehaddweltinanunnery。Formyself,althoughIhadcorrespondedwithherformanyyears,Isawherbuttwicefacetoface,andbroughtawaytheimpressionofsomethingasuniqueandremoteasUndineorMignonorThekla。
Thisselectionfromherpoemsispublishedtomeetthedesireofherpersonalfriends,andespeciallyofhersurvivingsister。ItisbelievedthatthethoughtfulreaderwillfindinthesepagesaqualitymoresuggestiveofthepoetryofWilliamBlakethanofanythingtobeelsewherefound,——flashesofwhollyoriginalandprofoundinsightintonatureandlife;wordsandphrasesexhibitinganextraordinaryvividnessofdescriptiveandimaginativepower,yetoftensetinaseeminglywhimsicalorevenruggedframe。Theyareherepublishedastheywerewritten,withveryfewandsuperficialchanges;althoughitisfairtosaythatthetitleshavebeenassigned,almostinvariably,bytheeditors。Inmanycasestheseverseswillseemtothereaderlikepoetrytornupbytheroots,withrainanddewandearthstillclingingtothem,givingafreshnessandafragrancenototherwisetobeconveyed。Inothercases,asinthefewpoemsofshipwreckorofmentalconflict,wecanonlywonderatthegiftofvividimaginationbywhichthisreclusewomancandelineate,byafewtouches,theverycrisesofphysicalormentalstruggle。Andsometimesagainwecatchglimpsesofalyricstrain,sustainedperhapsbutforalineortwoatatime,andmakingthereaderregretitssuddencessation。Butthemainqualityofthesepoemsisthatofextraordinarygraspandinsight,utteredwithanunevenvigorsometimesexasperating,seeminglywayward,butreallyunsoughtandinevitable。Afterall,whenathoughttakesone’sbreathaway,alessonongrammarseemsanimpertinence。AsRuskinwroteinhisearlierandbetterdays,"Noweightnormassnorbeautyofexecutioncanoutweighonegrainorfragmentofthought。"
——-ThomasWentworthHigginsonThisismylettertotheworld,Thatneverwrotetome,——
ThesimplenewsthatNaturetold,Withtendermajesty。
HermessageiscommittedTohandsIcannotsee;
Forloveofher,sweetcountrymen,Judgetenderlyofme!
I。
LIFE。
I。
SUCCESS。
[Publishedin"AMasqueofPoets"
attherequestof"H。H。,"theauthor’sfellow-townswomanandfriend。]
SuccessiscountedsweetestBythosewhone’ersucceed。
TocomprehendanectarRequiressorestneed。
NotoneofallthepurplehostWhotooktheflagto-dayCantellthedefinition,Soclear,ofvictory,Ashe,defeated,dying,OnwhoseforbiddenearThedistantstrainsoftriumphBreak,agonizedandclear!
II。
Ourshareofnighttobear,Ourshareofmorning,Ourblankinblisstofill,Ourblankinscorning。
Hereastar,andthereastar,Somelosetheirway。
Hereamist,andthereamist,Afterwards——day!
III。
ROUGEETNOIR。
Soul,wiltthoutossagain?
ByjustsuchahazardHundredshavelost,indeed,Buttenshavewonanall。
Angels’breathlessballotLingerstorecordthee;
ImpsineagercaucusRaffleformysoul。
IV。
ROUGEGAGNE。
’Tissomuchjoy!’Tissomuchjoy!
IfIshouldfail,whatpoverty!
Andyet,aspoorasI
Haveventuredalluponathrow;
Havegained!Yes!HesitatedsoThissidethevictory!
Lifeisbutlife,anddeathbutdeath!
Blissisbutbliss,andbreathbutbreath!
Andif,indeed,Ifail,Atleasttoknowtheworstissweet。
Defeatmeansnothingbutdefeat,Nodreariercanprevail!
AndifIgain,——oh,gunatsea,Oh,bellsthatinthesteeplesbe,Atfirstrepeatitslow!
ForheavenisadifferentthingConjectured,andwakedsuddenin,Andmighto’erwhelmmeso!
V。
Glee!Thegreatstormisover!
Fourhaverecoveredtheland;
FortygonedowntogetherIntotheboilingsand。
Ring,forthescantsalvation!
Toll,forthebonniesouls,——
Neighborandfriendandbridegroom,Spinningupontheshoals!
HowtheywilltelltheshipwreckWhenwintershakesthedoor,Tillthechildrenask,"Buttheforty?
Didtheycomebacknomore?"
Thenasilencesuffusesthestory,Andasoftnesstheteller’seye;
Andthechildrennofurtherquestion,Andonlythewavesreply。
VI。
IfIcanstoponeheartfrombreaking,Ishallnotliveinvain;
IfIcaneaseonelifetheaching,Orcoolonepain,OrhelponefaintingrobinUntohisnestagain,Ishallnotliveinvain。
VII。
ALMOST!
Withinmyreach!
Icouldhavetouched!
Imighthavechancedthatway!
Softsaunteredthroughthevillage,Saunteredassoftaway!
SounsuspectedvioletsWithinthefieldslielow,ToolateforstrivingfingersThatpassed,anhourago。
VIII。
Awoundeddeerleapshighest,I’veheardthehuntertell;
’Tisbuttheecstasyofdeath,Andthenthebrakeisstill。
Thesmittenrockthatgushes,Thetrampledsteelthatsprings;
AcheekisalwaysredderJustwherethehecticstings!
Mirthisthemailofanguish,Inwhichitcautionsarm,LestanybodyspythebloodAnd"You’rehurt"exclaim!
IX。
Theheartaskspleasurefirst,Andthen,excusefrompain;
Andthen,thoselittleanodynesThatdeadensuffering;
Andthen,togotosleep;
Andthen,ifitshouldbeThewillofitsInquisitor,Thelibertytodie。
X。
INALIBRARY。
Aprecious,moulderingpleasure’tisTomeetanantiquebook,Injustthedresshiscenturywore;
Aprivilege,Ithink,Hisvenerablehandtotake,Andwarminginourown,Apassageback,ortwo,tomakeTotimeswhenhewasyoung。
Hisquaintopinionstoinspect,HisknowledgetounfoldOnwhatconcernsourmutualmind,Theliteratureofold;
Whatinterestedscholarsmost,WhatcompetitionsranWhenPlatowasacertainty。
AndSophoclesaman;
WhenSapphowasalivinggirl,AndBeatriceworeThegownthatDantedeified。
Facts,centuriesbefore,Hetraversesfamiliar,AsoneshouldcometotownAndtellyouallyourdreamsweretrue;
Helivedwheredreamsweresown。
Hispresenceisenchantment,Youbeghimnottogo;
OldvolumesshaketheirvellumheadsAndtantalize,justso。
XI。
MuchmadnessisdivinestsenseToadiscerningeye;
Muchsensethestarkestmadness。
’TisthemajorityInthis,asall,prevails。
Assent,andyouaresane;
Demur,——you’restraightwaydangerous,Andhandledwithachain。
XII。
Iaskednootherthing,Nootherwasdenied。
IofferedBeingforit;
Themightymerchantsmiled。
Brazil?Hetwirledabutton,Withoutaglancemyway:
"But,madam,istherenothingelseThatwecanshowto-day?"
XIII。
EXCLUSION。
Thesoulselectsherownsociety,Thenshutsthedoor;
OnherdivinemajorityObtrudenomore。
Unmoved,shenotesthechariot’spausingAtherlowgate;
Unmoved,anemperoriskneelingUponhermat。
I’veknownherfromanamplenationChooseone;
ThenclosethevalvesofherattentionLikestone。
XIV。
THESECRET。
Somethingsthatflytherebe,——
Birds,hours,thebumble-bee:
Ofthesenoelegy。
Somethingsthatstaytherebe,——
Grief,hills,eternity:
Northisbehoovethme。
Thereare,thatresting,rise。
CanIexpoundtheskies?
Howstilltheriddlelies!
XV。
THELONELYHOUSE。
IknowsomelonelyhousesofftheroadArobber’dlikethelookof,——
Woodenbarred,Andwindowshanginglow,InvitingtoAportico,Wheretwocouldcreep:
Onehandthetools,TheotherpeepTomakesureall’sasleep。
Old-fashionedeyes,Noteasytosurprise!
Howorderlythekitchen’dlookbynight,Withjustaclock,——
Buttheycouldgagthetick,Andmicewon’tbark;
Andsothewallsdon’ttell,Nonewill。
Apairofspectaclesajarjuststir——
Analmanac’saware。
Wasitthematwinked,Oranervousstar?
ThemoonslidesdownthestairToseewho’sthere。
There’splunder,——where?
Tankard,orspoon,Earring,orstone,Awatch,someancientbroochTomatchthegrandmamma,Staidsleepingthere。
Dayrattles,too,Stealth’sslow;
ThesunhasgotasfarAsthethirdsycamore。
Screamschanticleer,"Who’sthere?"
Andechoes,trainsaway,Sneer——"Where?"
Whiletheoldcouple,justastir,Fancythesunriseleftthedoorajar!
XVI。
Tofightaloudisverybrave,Butgallanter,Iknow,Whochargewithinthebosom,Thecavalryofwoe。
Whowin,andnationsdonotsee,Whofall,andnoneobserve,WhosedyingeyesnocountryRegardswithpatriotlove。
Wetrust,inplumedprocession,Forsuchtheangelsgo,Rankafterrank,withevenfeetAnduniformsofsnow。
XVII。
DAWN。
Whennightisalmostdone,AndsunrisegrowssonearThatwecantouchthespaces,It’stimetosmooththehairAndgetthedimplesready,AndwonderwecouldcareForthatoldfadedmidnightThatfrightenedbutanhour。
XVIII。
THEBOOKOFMARTYRS。
Read,sweet,howothersstrove,Tillwearestouter;
Whattheyrenounced,Tillwearelessafraid;
HowmanytimestheyboreThefaithfulwitness,Tillwearehelped,Asifakingdomcared!
ReadthenoffaithThatshoneabovethefagot;
ClearstrainsofhymnTherivercouldnotdrown;
BravenamesofmenAndcelestialwomen,PassedoutofrecordIntorenown!
XIX。
THEMYSTERYOFPAIN。
Painhasanelementofblank;
ItcannotrecollectWhenitbegan,oriftherewereAdaywhenitwasnot。
Ithasnofuturebutitself,ItsinfiniterealmscontainItspast,enlightenedtoperceiveNewperiodsofpain。
XX。
Itastealiquorneverbrewed,Fromtankardsscoopedinpearl;
NotallthevatsupontheRhineYieldsuchanalcohol!
InebriateofairamI,Anddebaucheeofdew,Reeling,throughendlesssummerdays,Frominnsofmoltenblue。
WhenlandlordsturnthedrunkenbeeOutofthefoxglove’sdoor,Whenbutterfliesrenouncetheirdrams,Ishallbutdrinkthemore!
Tillseraphsswingtheirsnowyhats,Andsaintstowindowsrun,ToseethelittletipplerLeaningagainstthesun!
XXI。
ABOOK。
Heateanddrankthepreciouswords,Hisspiritgrewrobust;
Heknewnomorethathewaspoor,Northathisframewasdust。
Hedancedalongthedingydays,AndthisbequestofwingsWasbutabook。WhatlibertyAloosenedspiritbrings!
XXII。
Ihadnotimetohate,becauseThegravewouldhinderme,AndlifewasnotsoampleI
Couldfinishenmity。
NorhadItimetolove;butsinceSomeindustrymustbe,Thelittletoiloflove,Ithought,Waslargeenoughforme。
XXIII。
UNRETURNING。
’Twassuchalittle,littleboatThattoddleddownthebay!
’Twassuchagallant,gallantseaThatbeckoneditaway!
’Twassuchagreedy,greedywaveThatlickeditfromthecoast;
NoreverguessedthestatelysailsMylittlecraftwaslost!
XXIV。
Whethermybarkwentdownatsea,Whethershemetwithgales,WhethertoislesenchantedShebentherdocilesails;
BywhatmysticmooringSheisheldto-day,——
ThisistheerrandoftheeyeOutuponthebay。
XXV。
Belshazzarhadaletter,——
Heneverhadbutone;
Belshazzar’scorrespondentConcludedandbegunInthatimmortalcopyTheconscienceofusallCanreadwithoutitsglassesOnrevelation’swall。
XXVI。
ThebrainwithinitsgrooveRunsevenlyandtrue;
Butletasplinterswerve,’TwereeasierforyouToputthewaterbackWhenfloodshaveslitthehills,Andscoopedaturnpikeforthemselves,Andblottedoutthemills!
II。
LOVE。
I。
MINE。
Minebytherightofthewhiteelection!
Minebytheroyalseal!
MinebythesigninthescarletprisonBarscannotconceal!
Mine,hereinvisionandinveto!
Mine,bythegrave’srepealTitled,confirmed,——deliriouscharter!
Mine,whiletheagessteal!
II。
BEQUEST。
Youleftme,sweet,twolegacies,——
AlegacyofloveAHeavenlyFatherwouldcontent,HadHetheofferof;
YouleftmeboundariesofpainCapaciousasthesea,Betweeneternityandtime,Yourconsciousnessandme。
III。
Alter?Whenthehillsdo。
Falter?WhenthesunQuestionifhisgloryBetheperfectone。
Surfeit?WhenthedaffodilDothofthedew:
Evenasherself,Ofriend!
Iwillofyou!
IV。
SUSPENSE。
ElysiumisasfarastoTheverynearestroom,IfinthatroomafriendawaitFelicityordoom。
Whatfortitudethesoulcontains,ThatitcansoendureTheaccentofacomingfoot,Theopeningofadoor!
V。
SURRENDER。
Doubtme,mydimcompanion!
Why,GodwouldbecontentWithbutafractionofthelovePouredtheewithoutastint。
Thewholeofme,forever,Whatmorethewomancan,——
Sayquick,thatImaydowertheeWithlastdelightIown!
Itcannotbemyspirit,Forthatwasthinebefore;
IcededallofdustIknew,——
WhatopulencethemoreHadI,ahumblemaiden,WhosefarthestofdegreeWasthatshemight,Somedistantheaven,Dwelltimidlywiththee!
VI。
IFyouwerecominginthefall,I’dbrushthesummerbyWithhalfasmileandhalfaspurn,Ashousewivesdoafly。
IfIcouldseeyouinayear,I’dwindthemonthsinballs,Andputthemeachinseparatedrawers,Untiltheirtimebefalls。
Ifonlycenturiesdelayed,I’dcountthemonmyhand,SubtractingtillmyfingersdroppedIntoVanDiemen’sland。
Ifcertain,whenthislifewasout,Thatyoursandmineshouldbe,I’dtossityonderlikearind,Andtasteeternity。
Butnow,allignorantofthelengthOftime’suncertainwing,Itgoadsme,likethegoblinbee,Thatwillnotstateitssting。
VII。
WITHAFLOWER。
Ihidemyselfwithinmyflower,Thatwearingonyourbreast,You,unsuspecting,wearmetoo——
Andangelsknowtherest。
Ihidemyselfwithinmyflower,That,fadingfromyourvase,You,unsuspecting,feelformeAlmostaloneliness。
VIII。
PROOF。
ThatIdidalwayslove,Ibringtheeproof:
ThattillIlovedIdidnotloveenough。
ThatIshalllovealway,IoffertheeThatloveislife,Andlifehathimmortality。
This,dostthoudoubt,sweet?
ThenhaveI
NothingtoshowButCalvary。
IX。
Haveyougotabrookinyourlittleheart,Wherebashfulflowersblow,Andblushingbirdsgodowntodrink,Andshadowstrembleso?
Andnobodyknows,sostillitflows,Thatanybrookisthere;
AndyetyourlittledraughtoflifeIsdailydrunkenthere。
ThenlookoutforthelittlebrookinMarch,Whentheriversoverflow,Andthesnowscomehurryingfromthehills,Andthebridgesoftengo。
Andlater,inAugustitmaybe,Whenthemeadowsparchinglie,Beware,lestthislittlebrookoflifeSomeburningnoongodry!
X。
TRANSPLANTED。
AsifsomelittleArcticflower,Uponthepolarhem,Wentwanderingdownthelatitudes,UntilitpuzzledcameTocontinentsofsummer,Tofirmamentsofsun,Tostrange,brightcrowdsofflowers,Andbirdsofforeigntongue!
Isay,asifthislittleflowerToEdenwanderedin——
Whatthen?Why,nothing,only,Yourinferencetherefrom!
XI。
THEOUTLET。
Myriverrunstothee:
Bluesea,wiltwelcomeme?
Myriverwaitsreply。
Ohsea,lookgraciously!
I’llfetchtheebrooksFromspottednooks,——
Say,sea,Takeme!
XII。
INVAIN。
ICANNOTlivewithyou,Itwouldbelife,AndlifeisoverthereBehindtheshelfThesextonkeepsthekeyto,PuttingupOurlife,hisporcelain,LikeacupDiscardedofthehousewife,Quaintorbroken;
AnewerSevrespleases,Oldonescrack。
Icouldnotdiewithyou,ForonemustwaitToshuttheother’sgazedown,——
Youcouldnot。
AndI,couldIstandbyAndseeyoufreeze,Withoutmyrightoffrost,Death’sprivilege?
NorcouldIrisewithyou,BecauseyourfaceWouldputoutJesus’,ThatnewgraceGlowplainandforeignOnmyhomesickeye,Exceptthatyou,thanheShonecloserby。
They’djudgeus——how?
ForyouservedHeaven,youknow,Orsoughtto;
Icouldnot,Becauseyousaturatedsight,AndIhadnomoreeyesForsordidexcellenceAsParadise。
Andwereyoulost,Iwouldbe,ThoughmynameRangloudestOntheheavenlyfame。
Andwereyousaved,AndIcondemnedtobeWhereyouwerenot,Thatselfwerehelltome。
Sowemustkeepapart,Youthere,Ihere,WithjustthedoorajarThatoceansare,Andprayer,Andthatpalesustenance,Despair!
XIII。
RENUNCIATION。
Therecameadayatsummer’sfullEntirelyforme;
Ithoughtthatsuchwereforthesaints,Whererevelationsbe。
Thesun,ascommon,wentabroad,Theflowers,accustomed,blew,AsifnosoulthesolsticepassedThatmakethallthingsnew。
Thetimewasscarceprofanedbyspeech;
ThesymbolofawordWasneedless,asatsacramentThewardrobeofourLord。
Eachwastoeachthesealedchurch,Permittedtocommunethistime,LestwetooawkwardshowAtsupperoftheLamb。
Thehoursslidfast,ashourswill,Clutchedtightbygreedyhands;
Sofacesontwodeckslookback,Boundtoopposinglands。
Andso,whenallthetimehadfailed,Withoutexternalsound,Eachboundtheother’scrucifix,Wegavenootherbond。
Sufficienttroththatweshallrise——
Deposed,atlength,thegrave——
Tothatnewmarriage,justifiedThroughCalvariesofLove!
XIV。
LOVE’SBAPTISM。
I’mceded,I’vestoppedbeingtheirs;
ThenametheydroppeduponmyfaceWithwater,inthecountrychurch,Isfinishedusingnow,Andtheycanputitwithmydolls,Mychildhood,andthestringofspoolsI’vefinishedthreadingtoo。
Baptizedbeforewithoutthechoice,Butthistimeconsciously,ofgraceUntosupremestname,Calledtomyfull,thecrescentdropped,Existence’swholearcfilledupWithonesmalldiadem。
Mysecondrank,toosmallthefirst,Crowned,crowingonmyfather’sbreast,Ahalfunconsciousqueen;
Butthistime,adequate,erect,Withwilltochooseortoreject。
AndIchoose——justathrone。
XV。
RESURRECTION。
’Twasalongparting,butthetimeForinterviewhadcome;
Beforethejudgment-seatofGod,ThelastandsecondtimeThesefleshlessloversmet,Aheaveninagaze,Aheavenofheavens,theprivilegeOfoneanother’seyes。
Nolifetimesetonthem,ApparelledasthenewUnborn,excepttheyhadbeheld,Borneverlastingnow。
Wasbridale’erlikethis?
Aparadise,thehost,AndcherubimandseraphimThemostfamiliarguest。
XVI。
APOCALYPSE。
I’mwife;I’vefinishedthat,Thatotherstate;
I’mCzar,I’mwomannow:
It’ssaferso。
Howoddthegirl’slifelooksBehindthissofteclipse!
IthinkthatearthseemssoTothoseinheavennow。
Thisbeingcomfort,thenThatotherkindwaspain;
Butwhycompare?
I’mwife!stopthere!
XVII。
THEWIFE。
Sherosetohisrequirement,droppedTheplaythingsofherlifeTotakethehonorableworkOfwomanandofwife。
IfaughtshemissedinhernewdayOfamplitude,orawe,Orfirstprospective,orthegoldInusingworeaway,Itlayunmentioned,astheseaDevelopspearlandweed,ButonlytohimselfisknownThefathomstheyabide。
XVIII。
APOTHEOSIS。
Comeslowly,Eden!
Lipsunusedtothee,Bashful,sipthyjasmines,Asthefaintingbee,Reachinglatehisflower,Roundherchamberhums,Countshisnectars——enters,Andislostinbalms!
III。
NATURE。
I。
Newfeetwithinmygardengo,Newfingersstirthesod;
AtroubadourupontheelmBetraysthesolitude。
Newchildrenplayuponthegreen,Newwearysleepbelow;
Andstillthepensivespringreturns,Andstillthepunctualsnow!
II。
MAY-FLOWER。
Pink,small,andpunctual,Aromatic,low,CovertinApril,CandidinMay,Deartothemoss,Knownbytheknoll,NexttotherobinIneveryhumansoul。
Boldlittlebeauty,Bedeckedwiththee,NatureforswearsAntiquity。
III。
WHY?
THEmurmurofabeeAwitchcraftyieldethme。
Ifanyaskmewhy,’TwereeasiertodieThantell。
ThereduponthehillTakethawaymywill;
Ifanybodysneer,Takecare,forGodishere,That’sall。
ThebreakingofthedayAddethtomydegree;
Ifanyaskmehow,Artist,whodrewmeso,Musttell!
IV。
Perhapsyou’dliketobuyaflower?
ButIcouldneversell。
IfyouwouldliketoborrowUntilthedaffodilUntiesheryellowbonnetBeneaththevillagedoor,Untilthebees,fromcloverrowsTheirhockandsherrydraw,Why,Iwilllenduntiljustthen,Butnotanhourmore!
V。
ThepedigreeofhoneyDoesnotconcernthebee;
Aclover,anytime,tohimIsaristocracy。
VI。
ASERVICEOFSONG。
SomekeeptheSabbathgoingtochurch;
Ikeepitstayingathome,Withabobolinkforachorister,Andanorchardforadome。
SomekeeptheSabbathinsurplice;
Ijustwearmywings,Andinsteadoftollingthebellforchurch,Ourlittlesextonsings。
Godpreaches,——anotedclergyman,——
Andthesermonisneverlong;
Soinsteadofgettingtoheavenatlast,I’mgoingallalong!
VII。
Thebeeisnotafraidofme,Iknowthebutterfly;
TheprettypeopleinthewoodsReceivemecordially。
ThebrookslaughlouderwhenIcome,Thebreezesmadderplay。
Wherefore,mineeyes,thysilvermists?
Wherefore,Osummer’sday?
VIII。
SUMMER’SARMIES。
Somerainbowcomingfromthefair!
SomevisionoftheworldCashmereIconfidentlysee!
Orelseapeacock’spurpletrain,Featherbyfeather,ontheplainFrittersitselfaway!
Thedreamybutterfliesbestir,LethargicpoolsresumethewhirOflastyear’ssunderedtune。
FromsomeoldfortressonthesunBaronialbeesmarch,onebyone,Inmurmuringplatoon!
Therobinsstandasthickto-dayAsflakesofsnowstoodyesterday,Onfenceandroofandtwig。
TheorchisbindsherfeatheronForheroldlover,DontheSun,Revisitingthebog!
Withoutcommander,countless,still,TheregimentofwoodandhillInbrightdetachmentstand。
Behold!Whosemultitudesarethese?
Thechildrenofwhoseturbanedseas,OrwhatCircassianland?
IX。
THEGRASS。
Thegrasssolittlehastodo,——
Asphereofsimplegreen,Withonlybutterfliestobrood,Andbeestoentertain,AndstiralldaytoprettytunesThebreezesfetchalong,AndholdthesunshineinitslapAndbowtoeverything;
Andthreadthedewsallnight,likepearls,Andmakeitselfsofine,——
AduchessweretoocommonForsuchanoticing。
Andevenwhenitdies,topassInodorssodivine,Aslowlyspicesgonetosleep,Oramuletsofpine。
Andthentodwellinsovereignbarns,Anddreamthedaysaway,——
Thegrasssolittlehastodo,IwishIwerethehay!
X。
Alittleroadnotmadeofman,Enabledoftheeye,Accessibletothillofbee,Orcartofbutterfly。
Iftownithave,beyonditself,’TisthatIcannotsay;
Ionlysigh,——novehicleBearsmealongthatway。
XI。
SUMMERSHOWER。
Adropfellontheappletree,Anotherontheroof;
Ahalfadozenkissedtheeaves,Andmadethegableslaugh。
Afewwentouttohelpthebrook,Thatwenttohelpthesea。
Myselfconjectured,Weretheypearls,Whatnecklacescouldbe!
Thedustreplacedinhoistedroads,Thebirdsjocosersung;
Thesunshinethrewhishataway,Theorchardsspangleshung。
Thebreezesbroughtdejectedlutes,Andbathedthemintheglee;
TheEastputoutasingleflag,Andsignedthefeteaway。
XII。
PSALMOFTHEDAY。
Asomethinginasummer’sday,AssIowherflambeauxburnaway,Whichsolemnizesme。
Asomethinginasummer’snoon,——
Anazuredepth,awordlesstune,Transcendingecstasy。
Andstillwithinasummer’snightAsomethingsotransportingbright,Iclapmyhandstosee;
Thenveilmytooinspectingface,Lestsuchasubtle,shimmeringgraceFluttertoofarforme。
Thewizard-fingersneverrest,ThepurplebrookwithinthebreastStillchafesitsnarrowbed;
StillrearstheEastheramberflag,GuidesstillthesunalongthecragHiscaravanofred,Likeflowersthatheardthetaleofdews,ButneverdeemedthedrippingprizeAwaitedtheirlowbrows;
Orbees,thatthoughtthesummer’snameSomerumorofdeliriumNosummercouldforthem;
OrArcticcreature,dimlystirredBytropichint,——sometravelledbirdImportedtothewood;
Orwind’sbrightsignaltotheear,Makingthathomelyandsevere,Contented,known,beforeTheheavenunexpectedcame,TolivesthatthoughttheirworshippingAtoopresumptuouspsalm。
XIII。
THESEAOFSUNSET。
Thisisthelandthesunsetwashes,ThesearethebanksoftheYellowSea;
Whereitrose,orwhitheritrushes,Thesearethewesternmystery!
NightafternightherpurpletrafficStrewsthelandingwithopalbales;
Merchantmenpoiseuponhorizons,Dip,andvanishwithfairysails。
XIV。
PURPLECLOVER。
Thereisaflowerthatbeesprefer,Andbutterfliesdesire;
TogainthepurpledemocratThehumming-birdsaspire。
Andwhatsoeverinsectpass,AhoneybearsawayProportionedtohisseveraldearthAndhercapacity。
Herfaceisrounderthanthemoon,AndruddierthanthegownOforchisinthepasture,Orrhododendronworn。
ShedothnotwaitforJune;
BeforetheworldisgreenHersturdylittlecountenanceAgainstthewindisseen,Contendingwiththegrass,Nearkinsmantoherself,Forprivilegeofsodandsun,Sweetlitigantsforlife。
Andwhenthehillsarefull,Andnewerfashionsblow,DothnotretractasinglespiceForpangofjealousy。
Herpublicisthenoon,Herprovidencethesun,HerprogressbythebeeproclaimedInsovereign,swervelesstune。
Thebravestofthehost,Surrenderingthelast,NorevenofdefeatawareWhencancelledbythefrost。
XV。
THEBEE。
LiketrainsofcarsontracksofplushIhearthelevelbee:
Ajaracrosstheflowersgoes,TheirvelvetmasonryWithstandsuntilthesweetassaultTheirchivalryconsumes,Whilehe,victorious,tiltsawayTovanquishotherblooms。
Hisfeetareshodwithgauze,Hishelmetisofgold;
Hisbreast,asingleonyxWithchrysoprase,inlaid。
Hislaborisachant,Hisidlenessatune;
Oh,forabee’sexperienceOfcloversandofnoon!
XVI。
PresentimentisthatlongshadowonthelawnIndicativethatsunsgodown;
ThenoticetothestartledgrassThatdarknessisabouttopass。
XVII。
Aschildrenbidtheguestgood-night,Andthenreluctantturn,Myflowersraisetheirprettylips,Thenputtheirnightgownson。
Aschildrencaperwhentheywake,Merrythatitismorn,MyflowersfromahundredcribsWillpeep,andpranceagain。
XVIII。
AngelsintheearlymorningMaybeseenthedewsamong,Stooping,plucking,smiling,flying:
Dothebudstothembelong?
AngelswhenthesunishottestMaybeseenthesandsamong,Stooping,plucking,sighing,flying;
Parchedtheflowerstheybearalong。
XIX。
SobashfulwhenIspiedher,Sopretty,soashamed!
Sohiddeninherleaflets,Lestanybodyfind;
SobreathlesstillIpassedher,SohelplesswhenIturnedAndboreher,struggling,blushing,Hersimplehauntsbeyond!
ForwhomIrobbedthedingle,Forwhombetrayedthedell,Manywilldoubtlessaskme,ButIshallnevertell!
XX。
TWOWORLDS。
Itmakesnodifferenceabroad,Theseasonsfitthesame,Themorningsblossomintonoons,Andsplittheirpodsofflame。
Wild-flowerskindleinthewoods,Thebrooksbragalltheday;
NoblackbirdbateshisjargoningForpassingCalvary。
Auto-da-feandjudgmentArenothingtothebee;
HisseparationfromhisroseTohimseemsmisery。
XXI。
THEMOUNTAIN。
ThemountainsatupontheplainInhiseternalchair,Hisobservationomnifold,Hisinquesteverywhere。
Theseasonsprayedaroundhisknees,Likechildrenroundasire:
Grandfatherofthedaysishe,Ofdawntheancestor。
XXII。
ADAY。
I’lltellyouhowthesunrose,——
Aribbonatatime。
Thesteeplesswaminamethyst,Thenewslikesquirrelsran。
Thehillsuntiedtheirbonnets,Thebobolinksbegun。
ThenIsaidsoftlytomyself,"Thatmusthavebeenthesun!"
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Buthowheset,Iknownot。
ThereseemedapurplestileWhichlittleyellowboysandgirlsWereclimbingallthewhileTillwhentheyreachedtheotherside,AdominieingrayPutgentlyuptheeveningbars,Andledtheflockaway。
XXIII。
Thebutterfiy’sassumption-gown,Inchrysopraseapartmentshung,Thisafternoonputon。
Howcondescendingtodescend,AndbeofbuttercupsthefriendInaNewEnglandtown!
XXIV。
THEWIND。
Ofallthesoundsdespatchedabroad,There’snotachargetomeLikethatoldmeasureintheboughs,ThatphraselessmelodyThewinddoes,workinglikeahandWhosefingersbrushthesky,Thenquiverdown,withtuftsoftunePermittedgodsandme。
Whenwindsgoroundandroundinbands,Andthrumuponthedoor,Andbirdstakeplacesoverhead,Tobearthemorchestra,Icravehimgrace,ofsummerboughs,Ifsuchanoutcastbe,HeneverheardthatfleshlesschantRisesolemninthetree,AsifsomecaravanofsoundOndeserts,inthesky,Hadbrokenrank,Thenknit,andpassedInseamlesscompany。
XXV。
DEATHANDLIFE。
ApparentlywithnosurpriseToanyhappyflower,ThefrostbeheadsitatitsplayInaccidentalpower。
Theblondassassinpasseson,ThesunproceedsunmovedTomeasureoffanotherdayForanapprovingGod。
XXVI。
’TWASlaterwhenthesummerwentThanwhenthecricketcame,AndyetweknewthatgentleclockMeantnoughtbutgoinghome。
’TwassoonerwhenthecricketwentThanwhenthewintercame,YetthatpatheticpendulumKeepsesoterictime。
XXVII。
INDIANSUMMER。
Thesearethedayswhenbirdscomeback,Averyfew,abirdortwo,Totakeabackwardlook。
ThesearethedayswhenskiesputonTheold,oldsophistriesofJune,——
Ablueandgoldmistake。
Oh,fraudthatcannotcheatthebee,AlmostthyplausibilityInducesmybelief,Tillranksofseedstheirwitnessbear,AndsoftlythroughthealteredairHurriesatimidleaf!
Oh,sacramentofsummerdays,Oh,lastcommunioninthehaze,Permitachildtojoin,Thysacredemblemstopartake,Thyconsecratedbreadtobreak,Tastethineimmortalwine!
XXVIII。
AUTUMN。
Themornsaremeekerthantheywere,Thenutsaregettingbrown;
Theberry’scheekisplumper,Theroseisoutoftown。
Themaplewearsagayerscarf,Thefieldascarletgown。
LestIshouldbeold-fashioned,I’llputatrinketon。
XXIX。
BECLOUDED。
Theskyislow,thecloudsaremean,AtravellingflakeofsnowAcrossabarnorthrougharutDebatesifitwillgo。
AnarrowwindcomplainsalldayHowsomeonetreatedhim;
Nature,likeus,issometimescaughtWithoutherdiadem。
XXX。
THEHEMLOCK。
IthinkthehemlocklikestostandUponamargeofsnow;
Itsuitshisownausterity,AndsatisfiesanaweThatmenmustslakeinwilderness,Orinthedesertcloy,——
Aninstinctforthehoar,thebald,Lapland’snecessity。
Thehemlock’snaturethrivesoncold;
ThegnashofnorthernwindsIssweetestnutrimenttohim,HisbestNorwegianwines。
Tosatinracesheisnought;
ButchildrenontheDonBeneathhistabernaclesplay,AndDnieperwrestlersrun。
XXXI。
There’sacertainslantoflight,Onwinterafternoons,Thatoppresses,liketheweightOfcathedraltunes。
Heavenlyhurtitgivesus;
Wecanfindnoscar,ButinternaldifferenceWherethemeaningsare。
Nonemayteachitanything,’Tistheseal,despair,——
AnimperialafflictionSentusoftheair。
Whenitcomes,thelandscapelistens,Shadowsholdtheirbreath;
Whenitgoes,’tislikethedistanceOnthelookofdeath。
IV。
TIMEANDETERNITY。
I。
Onedignitydelaysforall,Onemitredafternoon。
Nonecanavoidthispurple,Noneevadethiscrown。
Coachitinsures,andfootmen,Chamberandstateandthrong;
Bells,also,inthevillage,Asweridegrandalong。
Whatdignifiedattendants,Whatservicewhenwepause!
HowloyallyatpartingTheirhundredhatstheyraise!
Howpompsurpassingermine,WhensimpleyouandI
Presentourmeekescutcheon,Andclaimtheranktodie!
II。
TOOLATE。
Delayedtillshehadceasedtoknow,DelayedtillinitsvestofsnowHerlovingbosomlay。
Anhourbehindthefleetingbreath,Laterbyjustanhourthandeath,——
Oh,laggingyesterday!
Couldshehaveguessedthatitwouldbe;
CouldbutacrierofthegleeHaveclimbedthedistanthill;
Hadnottheblisssoslowapace,——
WhoknowsbutthissurrenderedfaceWereundefeatedstill?
Oh,iftheremaydepartingbeAnyforgotbyvictoryInherimperialround,Showthemthismeekapparelledthing,Thatcouldnotstoptobeaking,Doubtfulifitbecrowned!
III。
ASTRACASTRA。
Departedtothejudgment,Amightyafternoon;
Greatcloudslikeushersleaning,Creationlookingon。
Thefleshsurrendered,cancelled,Thebodilessbegun;
Twoworlds,likeaudiences,disperseAndleavethesoulalone。
IV。
Safeintheiralabasterchambers,Untouchedbymorninganduntouchedbynoon,Sleepthemeekmembersoftheresurrection,Rafterofsatin,androofofstone。
Lightlaughsthebreezeinhercastleofsunshine;
Babblesthebeeinastolidear;
Pipethesweetbirdsinignorantcadence,——
Ah,whatsagacityperishedhere!
Grandgotheyearsinthecrescentabovethem;
Worldsscooptheirarcs,andfirmamentsrow,DiademsdropandDogessurrender,Soundlessasdotsonadiskofsnow。
V。
Onthislongstormtherainbowrose,Onthislatemornthesun;
Theclouds,likelistlesselephants,Horizonsstraggleddown。
Thebirdsrosesmilingintheirnests,Thegalesindeedweredone;
Alas!howheedlessweretheeyesOnwhomthesummershone!
ThequietnonchalanceofdeathNodaybreakcanbestir;
Theslowarchangel’ssyllablesMustawakenher。
VI。
FROMTHECHRYSALIS。
Mycocoontightens,colorstease,I’mfeelingfortheair;
AdimcapacityforwingsDegradesthedressIwear。
ApowerofbutterflymustbeTheaptitudetofly,MeadowsofmajestyconcedesAndeasysweepsofsky。
SoImustbaffleatthehintAndcipheratthesign,Andmakemuchblunder,ifatlastItaketheclewdivine。
VII。
SETTINGSAIL。
ExultationisthegoingOfaninlandsoultosea,——
Pastthehouses,pasttheheadlands,Intodeepeternity!
Bredaswe,amongthemountains,CanthesailorunderstandThedivineintoxicationOfthefirstleagueoutfromland?
VIII。
Lookbackontimewithkindlyeyes,Hedoubtlessdidhisbest;
HowsoftlysinkshistremblingsunInhumannature’swest!
IX。
Atrainwentthroughaburialgate,Abirdbrokeforthandsang,Andtrilled,andquivered,andshookhisthroatTillallthechurchyardrang;
Andthenadjustedhislittlenotes,Andbowedandsangagain。
Doubtless,hethoughtitmeetofhimTosaygood-bytomen。
X。
Idiedforbeauty,butwasscarceAdjustedinthetomb,WhenonewhodiedfortruthwaslainInanadjoiningroom。
HequestionedsoftlywhyIfailed?
"Forbeauty,"Ireplied。
"AndIfortruth,——thetwoareone;
Webrethrenare,"hesaid。
Andso,askinsmenmetanight,Wetalkedbetweentherooms,Untilthemosshadreachedourlips,Andcoveredupournames。
XI。
"TROUBLEDABOUTMANYTHINGS。"
Howmanytimestheselowfeetstaggered,Onlythesolderedmouthcantell;
Try!canyoustirtheawfulrivet?
Try!canyouliftthehaspsofsteel?
Strokethecoolforehead,hotsooften,Lift,ifyoucan,thelistlesshair;
HandletheadamantinefingersNeverathimblemoreshallwear。
Buzzthedullfliesonthechamberwindow;
Braveshinesthesunthroughthefreckledpane;
Fearlessthecobwebswingsfromtheceiling——
Indolenthousewife,indaisieslain!
XII。
REAL。
Ilikealookofagony,BecauseIknowit’strue;
Mendonotshamconvulsion,Norsimulateathroe。
Theeyesglazeonce,andthatisdeath。
ImpossibletofeignThebeadsupontheforeheadByhomelyanguishstrung。
XIII。
THEFUNERAL。
Thatshort,potentialstirThateachcanmakebutonce,Thatbustlesoillustrious’Tisalmostconsequence,Istheeclatofdeath。
Oh,thouunknownrenownThatnotabeggarwouldaccept,Hadhethepowertospurn!
XIV。
Iwenttothankher,Butsheslept;
Herbedafunnelledstone,Withnosegaysattheheadandfoot,Thattravellershadthrown,Whowenttothankher;
Butsheslept。
’TwasshorttocrosstheseaTolookuponherlike,alive,Butturningback’twasslow。
XV。
I’veseenadyingeyeRunroundandroundaroomInsearchofsomething,asitseemed,Thencloudierbecome;
Andthen,obscurewithfog,Andthenbesoldereddown,Withoutdisclosingwhatitbe,’Twereblessedtohaveseen。
XVI。
REFUGE。
Thecloudstheirbackstogetherlaid,Thenorthbeguntopush,Theforestsgallopedtilltheyfell,Thelightningskippedlikemice;
Thethundercrumbledlikeastuff——
Howgoodtobesafeintombs,Wherenature’stempercannotreach,Norvengeanceevercomes!
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