首页 >出版文学> Camille>第1章

第1章

  ChapterI
  Inmyopinion,itisimpossibletocreatecharactersuntilonehasspentalongtimeinstudyingmen,asitisimpossibletospeakalanguageuntilithasbeenseriouslyacquired。Notbeingoldenoughtoinvent,Icontentmyselfwithnarrating,andIbegthereadertoassurehimselfofthetruthofastoryinwhichallthecharacters,withtheexceptionoftheheroine,arestillalive。Eye-witnessesofthegreaterpartofthefactswhichI
  havecollectedaretobefoundinParis,andImightcalluponthemtoconfirmmeifmytestimonyisnotenough。And,thankstoaparticularcircumstance,Ialonecanwritethesethings,forI
  aloneamabletogivethefinaldetails,withoutwhichitwouldhavebeenimpossibletomakethestoryatonceinterestingandcomplete。
  Thisishowthesedetailscametomyknowledge。Onthe12thofMarch,1847,IsawintheRueLafitteagreatyellowplacardannouncingasaleoffurnitureandcuriosities。Thesalewastotakeplaceonaccountofthedeathoftheowner。Theowner'snamewasnotmentioned,butthesalewastobeheldat9,Rued'Antin,onthe16th,from12to5。Theplacardfurtherannouncedthattheroomsandfurniturecouldbeseenonthe13thand14th。
  Ihavealwaysbeenveryfondofcuriosities,andImadeupmymindnottomisstheoccasion,ifnotofbuyingsome,atalleventsofseeingthem。NextdayIcalledat9,Rued'Antin。
  Itwasearlyintheday,andyettherewerealreadyanumberofvisitors,bothmenandwomen,andthewomen,thoughtheyweredressedincashmereandvelvet,andhadtheircarriageswaitingforthematthedoor,gazedwithastonishmentandadmirationattheluxurywhichtheysawbeforethem。
  Iwasnotlongindiscoveringthereasonofthisastonishmentandadmiration,for,havingbeguntoexaminethingsalittlecarefully,IdiscoveredwithoutdifficultythatIwasinthehouseofakeptwoman。Now,ifthereisonethingwhichwomeninsocietywouldliketosee(andthereweresocietywomenthere),itisthehomeofthosewomenwhosecarriagessplashtheirowncarriagesdaybyday,who,likethem,sidebysidewiththem,havetheirboxesattheOperaandattheItaliens,andwhoparadeinParistheopulentinsolenceoftheirbeauty,theirdiamonds,andtheirscandal。
  Thisonewasdead,sothemostvirtuousofwomencouldenterevenherbedroom。Deathhadpurifiedtheairofthisabodeofsplendidfoulness,andifmoreexcusewereneeded,theyhadtheexcusethattheyhadmerelycometoasale,theyknewnotwhose。Theyhadreadtheplacards,theywishedtoseewhattheplacardshadannounced,andtomaketheirchoicebeforehand。Whatcouldbemorenatural?Yet,allthesame,inthemidstofallthesebeautifulthings,theycouldnothelplookingaboutforsometracesofthiscourtesan'slife,ofwhichtheyhadheard,nodoubt,strangeenoughstories。
  Unfortunatelythemysteryhadvanishedwiththegoddess,and,foralltheirendeavours,theydiscoveredonlywhatwasonsalesincetheowner'sdecease,andnothingofwhathadbeenonsaleduringherlifetime。Fortherest,therewereplentyofthingsworthbuying。Thefurniturewassuperb;therewererosewoodandbuhlcabinetsandtables,SevresandChinesevases,Saxestatuettes,satin,velvet,lace;therewasnothinglacking。
  Isaunteredthroughtherooms,followingtheinquisitiveladiesofdistinction。TheyenteredaroomwithPersianhangings,andI
  wasjustgoingtoenterinturn,whentheycameoutagainalmostimmediately,smiling,andasifashamedoftheirowncuriosity。I
  wasallthemoreeagertoseetheroom。Itwasthedressing-room,laidoutwithallthearticlesoftoilet,inwhichthedeadwoman'sextravaganceseemedtobeseenatitsheight。
  Onalargetableagainstthewall,atablethreefeetinwidthandsixinlength,glitteredallthetreasuresofAucocandOdiot。Itwasamagnificentcollection,andtherewasnotoneofthosethousandlittlethingssonecessarytothetoiletofawomanofthekindwhichwasnotingoldorsilver。Suchacollectioncouldonlyhavebeengottogetherlittlebylittle,andthesameloverhadcertainlynotbegunandendedit。
  Notbeingshockedatthesightofakeptwoman'sdressing-room,I
  amusedmyselfwithexaminingeverydetail,andIdiscoveredthatthesemagnificentlychiselledobjectsboredifferentinitialsanddifferentcoronets。Ilookedatoneafteranother,eachrecallingaseparateshame,andIsaidthatGodhadbeenmercifultothepoorchild,innothavinglefthertopaytheordinarypenalty,butrathertodieinthemidstofherbeautyandluxury,beforethecomingofoldage,thecourtesan'sfirstdeath。
  Isthereanythingsadderintheworldthantheoldageofvice,especiallyinwoman?Shepreservesnodignity,sheinspiresnointerest。Theeverlastingrepentance,notoftheevilwaysfollowed,butoftheplansthathavemiscarried,themoneythathasbeenspentinvain,isassaddeningathingasonecanwellmeetwith。Iknewanagedwomanwhohadoncebeen"gay,"whoseonlylinkwiththepastwasadaughteralmostasbeautifulassheherselfhadbeen。Thispoorcreaturetowhomhermotherhadneversaid,"Youaremychild,"excepttobidhernourishheroldageassheherselfhadnourishedheryouth,wascalledLouise,and,beingobedienttohermother,sheabandonedherselfwithoutvolition,withoutpassion,withoutpleasure,asshewouldhaveworkedatanyotherprofessionthatmighthavebeentaughther。
  Theconstantsightofdissipation,precociousdissipation,inadditiontoherconstantsicklystate,hadextinguishedinhermindalltheknowledgeofgoodandevilthatGodhadperhapsgivenher,butthatnoonehadeverthoughtofdeveloping。I
  shallalwaysrememberher,asshepassedalongtheboulevardsalmosteverydayatthesamehour,accompaniedbyhermotherasassiduouslyasarealmothermighthaveaccompaniedherdaughter。
  Iwasveryyoungthen,andreadytoacceptformyselftheeasymoralityoftheage。Iremember,however,thecontemptanddisgustwhichawokeinmeatthesightofthisscandalouschaperoning。Herface,too,wasinexpressiblyvirginalinitsexpressionofinnocenceandofmelancholysuffering。ShewaslikeafigureofResignation。
  Onedaythegirl'sfacewastransfigured。Inthemidstofallthedebauchesmappedoutbyhermother,itseemedtoherasifGodhadleftoverforheronehappiness。AndwhyindeedshouldGod,whohadmadeherwithoutstrength,haveleftherwithoutconsolation,underthesorrowfulburdenofherlife?Oneday,then,sherealizedthatshewastohaveachild,andallthatremainedtoherofchastityleapedforjoy。Thesoulhasstrangerefuges。Louiserantotellthegoodnewstohermother。Itisashamefulthingtospeakof,butwearenottellingtalesofpleasantsins;wearetellingoftruefacts,whichitwouldbebetter,nodoubt,topassoverinsilence,ifwedidnotbelievethatitisneedfulfromtimetotimetorevealthemartyrdomofthosewhoarecondemnedwithoutbearing,scornedwithoutjudging;
  shamefulitis,butthismotheransweredthedaughterthattheyhadalreadyscarceenoughfortwo,andwouldcertainlynothaveenoughforthree;thatsuchchildrenareuseless,andalying-inissomuchtimelost。
  Nextdayamidwife,ofwhomallwewillsayisthatshewasafriendofthemother,visitedLouise,whoremainedinbedforafewdays,andthengotuppalerandfeeblerthanbefore。
  Threemonthsafterwardamantookpityonherandtriedtohealher,morallyandphysically;butthelastshockhadbeentooviolent,andLouisediedofit。Themotherstilllives;how?Godknows。
  ThisstoryreturnedtomymindwhileIlookedatthesilvertoiletthings,andacertainspaceoftimemusthaveelapsedduringthesereflections,fornoonewasleftintheroombutmyselfandanattendant,who,standingnearthedoor,wascarefullywatchingmetoseethatIdidnotpocketanything。
  Iwentuptotheman,towhomIwascausingsomuchanxiety。
  "Sir,"Isaid,"canyoutellmethenameofthepersonwhoformerlylivedhere?"
  "MademoiselleMargueriteGautier。"
  Iknewherbynameandbysight。
  "What!"Isaidtotheattendant;"MargueriteGautierisdead?"
  "Yes,sir。"
  "Whendidshedie?"
  "Threeweeksago,Ibelieve。"
  "Andwhyaretheroomsonview?"
  "Thecreditorsbelievethatitwillsenduptheprices。Peoplecanseebeforehandtheeffectofthethings;youseethatinducesthemtobuy。"
  "Shewasindebt,then?"
  "Toanyextent,sir。"
  "Butthesalewillcoverit?"
  "Andmoretoo。"
  "Whowillgetwhatremainsover?"
  "Herfamily。"
  "Shehadafamily?"
  "Itseemsso。"
  "Thanks。"
  Theattendant,reassuredastomyintentions,touchedhishat,andIwentout。
  "Poorgirl!"IsaidtomyselfasIreturnedhome;"shemusthavehadasaddeath,for,inherworld,onehasfriendsonlywhenoneisperfectlywell。"AndinspiteofmyselfIbegantofeelmelancholyoverthefateofMargueriteGautier。
  Itwillseemabsurdtomanypeople,butIhaveanunboundedsympathyforwomenofthiskind,andIdonotthinkitnecessarytoapologizeforsuchsympathy。
  Oneday,asIwasgoingtothePrefectureforapassport,Isawinoneoftheneighbouringstreetsapoorgirlwhowasbeingmarchedalongbytwopolicemen。Idonotknowwhatwasthematter。AllIknowisthatshewasweepingbitterlyasshekissedaninfantonlyafewmonthsold,fromwhomherarrestwastoseparateher。SincethatdayIhaveneverdaredtodespiseawomanatfirstsight。
  Chapter2
  Thesalewastotakeplaceonthe16th。Aday'sintervalhadbeenleftbetweenthevisitingdaysandthesale,inordertogivetimefortakingdownthehangings,curtains,etc。Ihadjustreturnedfromabroad。ItwasnaturalthatIhadnotheardofMarguerite'sdeathamongthepiecesofnewswhichone'sfriendsalwaystellonreturningafteranabsence。Margueritewasaprettywoman;butthoughthelifeofsuchwomenmakessensationenough,theirdeathmakesverylittle。Theyaresunswhichsetastheyrose,unobserved。Theirdeath,whentheydieyoung,isheardofbyalltheirloversatthesamemoment,forinParisalmostalltheloversofawell-knownwomanarefriends。Afewrecollectionsareexchanged,andeverybody'slifegoesonasiftheincidenthadneveroccurred,withoutsomuchasatear。
  Nowadays,attwenty-five,tearshavebecomesorareathingthattheyarenottobesquanderedindiscriminately。Itisthemostthatcanbeexpectediftheparentswhopayforbeingweptoverareweptoverinreturnforthepricetheypay。
  Asforme,thoughmyinitialsdidnotoccuronanyofMarguerite'sbelongings,thatinstinctiveindulgence,thatnaturalpitythatIhavealreadyconfessed,setmethinkingoverherdeath,moreperhapsthanitwasworththinkingover。I
  rememberedhavingoftenmetMargueriteintheBois,whereshewentregularlyeverydayinalittlebluecoupedrawnbytwomagnificentbays,andIhadnoticedinheradistinctionquiteapartfromotherwomenofherkind,adistinctionwhichwasenhancedbyareallyexceptionalbeauty。
  Theseunfortunatecreatureswhenevertheygooutarealwaysaccompaniedbysomebodyorother。Asnomancarestomakehimselfconspicuousbybeingseenintheircompany,andastheyareafraidofsolitude,theytakewiththemeitherthosewhoarenotwellenoughofftohaveacarriage,oroneoranotherofthoseelegant,ancientladies,whoseeleganceisalittleinexplicable,andtowhomonecanalwaysgoforinformationinregardtothewomenwhomtheyaccompany。
  InMarguerite'scaseitwasquitedifferent。ShewasalwaysalonewhenshedroveintheChamps-Elysees,lyingbackinhercarriageasmuchaspossible,dressedinfursinwinter,andinsummerwearingverysimpledresses;andthoughsheoftenpassedpeoplewhomsheknew,hersmile,whenshechosetosmile,wasseenonlybythem,andaduchessmighthavesmiledinjustsuchamanner。
  Shedidnotdrivetoandfroliketheothers,fromtheRond-PointtotheendoftheChamps-Elysees。ShedrovestraighttotheBois。
  Thereshelefthercarriage,walkedforanhour,returnedtohercarriage,anddroverapidlyhome。
  AllthesecircumstanceswhichIhadsooftenwitnessedcamebacktomymemory,andIregrettedherdeathasonemightregretthedestructionofabeautifulworkofart。
  ItwasimpossibletoseemorecharminbeautythaninthatofMarguerite。Excessivelytallandthin,shehadinthefullestdegreetheartofrepairingthisoversightofNaturebythemerearrangementofthethingsshewore。Hercashmerereachedtotheground,andshowedoneachsidethelargeflouncesofasilkdress,andtheheavymuffwhichsheheldpressedagainstherbosomwassurroundedbysuchcunninglyarrangedfoldsthattheeye,howeverexacting,couldfindnofaultwiththecontourofthelines。Herhead,amarvel,wastheobjectofthemostcoquettishcare。Itwassmall,andhermother,asMussetwouldsay,seemedtohavemadeitsoinordertomakeitwithcare。
  Set,inanovalofindescribablegrace,twoblackeyes,surmountedbyeyebrowsofsopureacurvethatitseemedasifpainted;veiltheseeyeswithlovelylashes,which,whendrooped,casttheirshadowontherosyhueofthecheeks;traceadelicate,straightnose,thenostrilsalittleopen,inanardentaspirationtowardthelifeofthesenses;designaregularmouth,withlipspartedgraciouslyoverteethaswhiteasmilk;colourtheskinwiththedownofapeachthatnohandhastouched,andyouwillhavethegeneralaspectofthatcharmingcountenance。
  Thehair,blackasjet,wavingnaturallyornot,waspartedontheforeheadintwolargefoldsanddrapedbackoverthehead,leavinginsightjustthetipoftheears,inwhichthereglitteredtwodiamonds,worthfourtofivethousandfrancseach。
  HowitwasthatherardentlifehadleftonMarguerite'sfacethevirginal,almostchildlikeexpression,whichcharacterizedit,isaproblemwhichwecanbutstate,withoutattemptingtosolveit。
  Margueritehadamarvellousportraitofherself,byVidal,theonlymanwhosepencilcoulddoherjustice。Ihadthisportraitbymeforafewdaysafterherdeath,andthelikenesswassoastonishingthatithashelpedtorefreshmymemoryinregardtosomepointswhichImightnototherwisehaveremembered。
  Someamongthedetailsofthischapterdidnotreachmeuntillater,butIwritethemheresoasnottobeobligedtoreturntothemwhenthestoryitselfhasbegun。
  Margueritewasalwayspresentateveryfirstnight,andpassedeveryeveningeitheratthetheatreortheball。Whenevertherewasanewpieceshewascertaintobeseen,andsheinvariablyhadthreethingswithherontheledgeofherground-floorbox:
  heropera-glass,abagofsweets,andabouquetofcamellias。
  Fortwenty-fivedaysofthemonththecamelliaswerewhite,andforfivetheywerered;nooneeverknewthereasonofthischangeofcolour,whichImentionthoughIcannotexplainit;itwasnoticedbothbyherfriendsandbythehabitue'softhetheatrestowhichshemostoftenwent。Shewasneverseenwithanyflowersbutcamellias。Attheflorist's,MadameBarjon's,shehadcometobecalled"theLadyoftheCamellias,"andthenamestucktoher。
  LikeallthosewhomoveinacertainsetinParis,IknewthatMargueritehadlivedwithsomeofthemostfashionableyoungmeninsociety,thatshespokeofitopenly,andthattheythemselvesboastedofit;sothatallseemedequallypleasedwithoneanother。Nevertheless,foraboutthreeyears,afteravisittoBagnees,shewassaidtobelivingwithanoldduke,aforeigner,enormouslyrich,whohadtriedtoremoveherasfaraspossiblefromherformerlife,and,asitseemed,entirelytoherownsatisfaction。
  ThisiswhatIwastoldonthesubject。Inthespringof1847
  Margueritewassoillthatthedoctorsorderedhertotakethewaters,andshewenttoBagneres。Amongtheinvalidswasthedaughterofthisduke;shewasnotonlysufferingfromthesamecomplaint,butshewassolikeMargueriteinappearancethattheymighthavebeentakenforsisters;theyoungduchesswasinthelaststageofconsumption,andafewdaysafterMarguerite'sarrivalshedied。Onemorning,theduke,whohadremainedatBagnerestobenearthesoilthathadburiedapartofhisheart,caughtsightofMargueriteataturnoftheroad。Heseemedtoseetheshadowofhischild,andgoinguptoher,hetookherhands,embracedandweptoverher,andwithoutevenaskingherwhoshewas,beggedhertolethimloveinherthelivingimageofhisdeadchild。Marguerite,aloneatBagnereswithhermaid,andnotbeinginanyfearofcompromisingherself,grantedtheduke'srequest。Somepeoplewhoknewher,happeningtobeatBagneres,tookuponthemselvestoexplainMademoiselleGautier'struepositiontotheduke。Itwasablowtotheoldman,fortheresemblancewithhisdaughterwasendedinonedirection,butitwastoolate。Shehadbecomeanecessitytohisheart,hisonlypretext,hisonlyexcuse,forliving。Hemadenoreproaches,hehadindeednorighttodoso,butheaskedherifshefeltherselfcapableofchanginghermodeoflife,offeringherinreturnforthesacrificeeverycompensationthatshecoulddesire。Sheconsented。
  ItmustbesaidthatMargueritewasjustthenveryill。Thepastseemedtohersensitivenatureasifitwereoneofthemaincausesofherillness,andasortofsuperstitionledhertohopethatGodwouldrestoretoherbothhealthandbeautyinreturnforherrepentanceandconversion。Bytheendofthesummer,thewaters,sleep,thenaturalfatigueoflongwalks,hadindeedmoreorlessrestoredherhealth。ThedukeaccompaniedhertoParis,wherehecontinuedtoseeherashehaddoneatBagneres。
  Thisliaison,whosemotiveandoriginwerequiteunknown,causedagreatsensation,fortheduke,alreadyknownforhisimmensefortune,nowbecameknownforhisprodigality。Allthiswassetdowntothedebaucheryofaricholdman,andeverythingwasbelievedexceptthetruth。Thefather'ssentimentforMargueritehad,intruth,sopureacausethatanythingbutacommunionofheartswouldhaveseemedtohimakindofincest,andhehadneverspokentoherawordwhichhisdaughtermightnothaveheard。
  Farbeitfrommetomakeoutourheroinetobeanythingbutwhatshewas。AslongassheremainedatBagneres,thepromiseshehadmadetothedukehadnotbeenhardtokeep,andshehadkeptit;
  but,oncebackinParis,itseemedtoher,accustomedtoalifeofdissipation,ofballs,oforgies,asifthesolitude,onlyinterruptedbytheduke'sstatedvisits,wouldkillherwithboredom,andthehotbreathofheroldlifecamebackacrossherheadandheart。
  WemustaddthatMargueritehadreturnedmorebeautifulthanshehadeverbeen;shewasbuttwenty,andhermalady,sleepingbutnotsubdued,continuedtogiveherthosefeverishdesireswhicharealmostalwaystheresultofdiseasesofthechest。
  Itwasagreatgrieftothedukewhenhisfriends,alwaysonthelookoutforsomescandalonthepartofthewomanwithwhom,itseemedtothem,hewascompromisinghimself,cametotellhim,indeedtoprovetohim,thatattimeswhenshewassureofnotseeinghimshereceivedothervisits,andthatthesevisitswereoftenprolongedtillthefollowingday。Onbeingquestioned,Margueriteadmittedeverythingtotheduke,andadvisedhim,withoutarriere-pensee,toconcernhimselfwithhernolonger,forshefeltincapableofcarryingoutwhatshehadundertaken,andshedidnotwishtogoonacceptingbenefitsfromamanwhomshewasdeceiving。Thedukedidnotreturnforaweek;itwasallhecoulddo,andontheeighthdayhecametobegMargueritetolethimstillvisither,promisingthathewouldtakeherasshewas,solongashemightseeher,andswearingthathewouldneverutterareproachagainsther,notthoughheweretodieofit。
  This,then,wasthestateofthingsthreemonthsafterMarguerite'sreturn;thatistosay,inNovemberorDecember,1842。
  Chapter3
  Atoneo'clockonthe16thIwenttotheRued'Antin。Thevoiceoftheauctioneercouldbeheardfromtheouterdoor。Theroomswerecrowdedwithpeople。Therewereallthecelebritiesofthemostelegantimpropriety,furtivelyexaminedbycertaingreatladieswhohadagainseizedtheopportunityofthesaleinordertobeabletosee,closeathand,womenwhomtheymightneverhaveanotheroccasionofmeeting,andwhomtheyenviedperhapsinsecretfortheireasypleasures。TheDuchessofF。elbowedMlle。
  A。,oneofthemostmelancholyexamplesofourmoderncourtesan;
  theMarquisdeT。hesitatedoverapieceoffurniturethepriceofwhichwasbeingrunhighbyMme。D。,themostelegantandfamousadulteressofourtime;theDukeofY。,whoinMadridissupposedtoberuininghimselfinParis,andinParistoberuininghimselfinMadrid,andwho,asamatteroffact,neverevenreachesthelimitofhisincome,talkedwithMme。M。,oneofourwittieststory-tellers,whofromtimetotimewriteswhatshesaysandsignswhatshewrites,whileatthesametimeheexchangedconfidentialglanceswithMme。deN。,afairornamentoftheChamps-Elysees,almostalwaysdressedinpinkorblue,anddrivingtwobigblackhorseswhichTonyhadsoldherfor10,000
  francs,andforwhichshehadpaid,afterherfashion;finally,Mlle。R。,whomakesbyhermeretalenttwicewhatthewomenoftheworldmakebytheirdotandthreetimesasmuchastheothersmakebytheiramours,hadcome,inspiteofthecold,tomakesomepurchases,andwasnottheleastlookedatamongthecrowd。
  Wemightcitetheinitialsofmanymoreofthosewhofoundthemselves,notwithoutsomemutualsurprise,sidebysideinoneroom。Butwefeartowearythereader。Wewillonlyaddthateveryonewasinthehighestspirits,andthatmanyofthosepresenthadknownthedeadwoman,andseemedquiteobliviousofthefact。Therewasasoundofloudlaughter;theauctioneersshoutedatthetopoftheirvoices;thedealerswhohadfilledthebenchesinfrontoftheauctiontabletriedinvaintoobtainsilence,inordertotransacttheirbusinessinpeace。Neverwasthereanoisieroramorevariedgathering。
  Islippedquietlyintothemidstofthistumult,sadtothinkofwhenonerememberedthatthepoorcreaturewhosegoodswerebeingsoldtopayherdebtshaddiedinthenextroom。Havingcomerathertoexaminethantobuy,Iwatchedthefacesoftheauctioneers,noticinghowtheybeamedwithdelightwheneveranythingreachedapricebeyondtheirexpectations。Honestcreatures,whohadspeculateduponthiswoman'sprostitution,whohadgainedtheirhundredpercentoutofher,whohadplaguedwiththeirwritsthelastmomentsofherlife,andwhocamenowafterherdeathtogatherinatoncethefruitsoftheirdishonourablecalculationsandtheinterestontheirshamefulcredit,HowwiseweretheancientsinhavingonlyoneGodfortradersandrobbers!
  Dresses,cashmeres,jewels,weresoldwithincrediblerapidity。
  TherewasnothingthatIcaredfor,andIstillwaited。AllatonceIheard:"Avolume,beautifullybound,gilt-edged,entitledManonLescaut。Thereissomethingwrittenonthefirstpage。Tenfrancs。"
  "Twelve,"saidavoiceafteralongishsilence。
  "Fifteen,"Isaid。
  Why?Ididnotknow。Doubtlessforthesomethingwritten。
  "Fifteen,"repeatedtheauctioneer。
  "Thirty,"saidthefirstbidderinatonewhichseemedtodefyfurthercompetition。
  Ithadnowbecomeastruggle。"Thirty-five,"Icriedinthesametone。
  "Forty。"
  "Fifty。"
  "Sixty。"
  "Ahundred。"
  IfIhadwishedtomakeasensationIshouldcertainlyhavesucceeded,foraprofoundsilencehadensued,andpeoplegazedatmeasiftoseewhatsortofapersonitwas,whoseemedtobesodeterminedtopossessthevolume。
  TheaccentwhichIhadgiventomylastwordseemedtoconvincemyadversary;hepreferredtoabandonaconflictwhichcouldonlyhaveresultedinmakingmepaytentimesitspriceforthevolume,and,bowing,hesaidverygracefully,thoughindeedalittlelate:
  "Igiveway,sir。"
  Nothingmorebeingoffered,thebookwasassignedtome。
  AsIwasafraidofsomenewfitofobstinacy,whichmyamourpropremighthavesustainedsomewhatbetterthanmypurse,I
  wrotedownmyname,hadthebookputononeside,andwentout。I
  musthavegivenconsiderablefoodforreflectiontothewitnessesofthisscene,whowouldnodoubtaskthemselveswhatmypurposecouldhavebeeninpayingahundredfrancsforabookwhichI
  couldhavehadanywhereforten,or,attheoutside,fifteen。
  Anhourafter,Isentformypurchase。Onthefirstpagewaswritteninink,inaneleganthand,aninscriptiononthepartofthegiver。Itconsistedofthesewords:
  ManontoMarguerite。
  Humility。
  ItwassignedArmandDuval。
  WhatwasthemeaningofthewordHumility?WasManontorecogniseinMarguerite,intheopinionofM。ArmandDuval,hersuperiorinviceorinaffection?Thesecondinterpretationseemedthemoreprobable,forthefirstwouldhavebeenanimpertinentpieceofplainspeakingwhichMarguerite,whateverheropinionofherself,wouldneverhaveaccepted。
  Iwentoutagain,andthoughtnomoreofthebookuntilatnight,whenIwasgoingtobed。
  ManonLescautisatouchingstory。Iknoweverydetailofit,andyetwheneverIcomeacrossthevolumethesamesympathyalwaysdrawsmetoit;Iopenit,andforthehundredthtimeIliveoveragainwiththeheroineoftheAbbePrevost。NowthisheroineissotruetolifethatIfeelasifIhadknownher;andthusthesortofcomparisonbetweenherandMargueritegavemeanunusualinclinationtoreadit,andmyindulgencepassedintopity,almostintoakindofloveforthepoorgirltowhomIowedthevolume。Manondiedinthedesert,itistrue,butinthearmsofthemanwholovedherwiththewholeenergyofhissoul;who,whenshewasdead,dugagraveforher,andwatereditwithhistears,andburiedhisheartinit;whileMarguerite,asinnerlikeManon,andperhapsconvertedlikeher,haddiedinasumptuousbed(itseemed,afterwhatIhadseen,thebedofherpast),butinthatdesertoftheheart,amorebarren,avaster,amorepitilessdesertthanthatinwhichManonhadfoundherlastresting-place。
  Marguerite,infact,asIhadfoundfromsomefriendswhoknewofthelastcircumstancesofherlife,hadnotasinglerealfriendbyherbedsideduringthetwomonthsofherlongandpainfulagony。
  ThenfromManonandMargueritemymindwanderedtothosewhomI
  knew,andwhomIsawsingingalongthewaywhichledtojustsuchanotherdeath。Poorsouls!ifitisnotrighttolovethem,isitnotwelltopitythem?Youpitytheblindmanwhohasneverseenthedaylight,thedeafwhohasneverheardtheharmoniesofnature,thedumbwhohasneverfoundavoiceforhissoul,and,underafalsecloakofshame,youwillnotpitythisblindnessofheart,thisdeafnessofsoul,thisdumbnessofconscience,whichsetsthepoorafflictedcreaturebesideherselfandmakesher,inspiteofherself,incapableofseeingwhatisgood,ofbearingtheLord,andofspeakingthepurelanguageofloveandfaith。
  HugohaswrittenMarionDelorme,MussethaswrittenBernerette,AlexandreDumashaswrittenFernande,thethinkersandpoetsofalltimehavebroughttothecourtesantheofferingoftheirpity,andattimesagreatmanhasrehabilitatedthemwithhisloveandevenwithhisname。IfIinsistonthispoint,itisbecausemanyamongthosewhohavebeguntoreadmewillbereadytothrowdownabookinwhichtheywillfeartofindanapologyforviceandprostitution;andtheauthor'sagewilldosomething,nodoubt,toincreasethisfear。Letmeundeceivethosewhothinkthus,andletthemgoonreading,ifnothingbutsuchafearhindersthem。
  Iamquitesimplyconvincedofacertainprinciple,whichis:Forthewomanwhoseeducationhasnottaughtherwhatisright,Godalmostalwaysopenstwowayswhichleadthitherthewaysofsorrowandoflove。Theyarehard;thosewhowalkinthemwalkwithbleedingfeetandtornhands,buttheyalsoleavethetrappingsofviceuponthethornsofthewayside,andreachthejourney'sendinanakednesswhichisnotshamefulinthesightoftheLord。
  Thosewhomeettheseboldtravellersoughttosuccourthem,andtotellallthattheyhavemetthem,forinsodoingtheypointouttheway。Itisnotaquestionofsettingattheoutsetoflifetwosign-posts,onebearingtheinscription"TheRightWay,"
  theothertheinscription"TheWrongWay,"andofsayingtothosewhocomethere,"Choose。"Onemustneeds,likeChrist,pointoutthewayswhichleadfromthesecondroadtothefirst,tothosewhohavebeeneasilyledastray;anditisneedfulthatthebeginningofthesewaysshouldnotbetoopainfulnorappeartooimpenetrable。
  HereisChristianitywithitsmarvellousparableoftheProdigalSontoteachusindulgenceandpardon。Jesuswasfullofloveforsoulswoundedbythepassionsofmen;helovedtobinduptheirwoundsandtofindinthoseverywoundsthebalmwhichshouldhealthem。ThushesaidtotheMagdalen:"Muchshallbeforgiventheebecausethouhastlovedmuch,"asublimityofpardonwhichcanonlyhavecalledforthasublimefaith。
  WhydowemakeourselvesmorestrictthanChrist?Why,holdingobstinatelytotheopinionsoftheworld,whichhardensitselfinorderthatitmaybethoughtstrong,dowereject,asitrejects,soulsbleedingatwoundsbywhich,likeasickman'sbadblood,theeviloftheirpastmaybehealed,ifonlyafriendlyhandisstretchedouttolavethemandsetthemintheconvalescenceoftheheart?
  ItistomyowngenerationthatIspeak,tothoseforwhomthetheoriesofM。deVoltairehappilyexistnolonger,tothosewho,likemyself,realizethathumanity,fortheselastfifteenyears,hasbeeninoneofitsmostaudaciousmomentsofexpansion。Thescienceofgoodandevilisacquiredforever;faithisrefashioned,respectforsacredthingshasreturnedtous,andiftheworldhasnotallatoncebecomegood,ithasatleastbecomebetter。Theeffortsofeveryintelligentmantendinthesamedirection,andeverystrongwillisharnessedtothesameprinciple:Begood,beyoung,betrue!Evilisnothingbutvanity,letushavetheprideofgood,andaboveallletusneverdespair。Donotletusdespisethewomanwhoisneithermother,sister,maid,norwife。Donotletuslimitesteemtothefamilynorindulgencetoegoism。Since"thereismorejoyinheavenoveronesinnerthatrepenteththanoverninetyandninejustpersonsthatneednorepentance,"letusgivejoytoheaven。Heavenwillrenderitbacktouswithusury。Letusleaveonourwaythealmsofpardonforthosewhomearthlydesireshavedrivenastray,whomadivinehopeshallperhapssave,and,asoldwomensaywhentheyofferyou。somehomelyremedyoftheirown,ifitdoesnogooditwilldonoharm。
  DoubtlessitmustseemaboldthingtoattempttodeducethesegrandresultsoutofthemeagresubjectthatIdealwith;butI
  amoneofthosewhobelievethatallisinlittle。Thechildissmall,andheincludestheman;thebrainisnarrow,anditharboursthought;theeyeisbutapoint,anditcoversleagues。
  Chapter4
  Twodaysafter,thesalewasended。Ithadproduced3。50,000
  francs。Thecreditorsdividedamongthemtwothirds,andthefamily,asisterandagrand-nephew,receivedtheremainder。
  Thesisteropenedhereyesverywidewhenthelawyerwrotetoherthatshehadinherited50,000francs。Thegirlhadnotseenhersisterforsixorsevenyears,anddidnotknowwhathadbecomeofherfromthemomentwhenshehaddisappearedfromhome。ShecameuptoParisinhaste,andgreatwastheastonishmentofthosewhohadknownMargueritewhentheysawasheronlyheirafine,fatcountrygirl,whountilthenhadneverlefthervillage。Shehadmadethefortuneatasinglestroke,withoutevenknowingthesourceofthatfortune。Shewentback,Iheardafterward,tohercountryside,greatlysaddenedbyhersister'sdeath,butwithasadnesswhichwassomewhatlightenedbytheinvestmentatfourandahalfpercentwhichshehadbeenabletomake。
  Allthesecircumstances,oftenrepeatedinParis,themothercityofscandal,hadbeguntobeforgotten,andIwasevenlittlebylittleforgettingthepartIhadtakeninthem,whenanewincidentbroughttomyknowledgethewholeofMarguerite'slife,andacquaintedmewithsuchpatheticdetailsthatIwastakenwiththeideaofwritingdownthestorywhichInowwrite。
  Therooms,nowemptiedofalltheirfurniture,hadbeentoletforthreeorfourdayswhenonemorningtherewasaringatmydoor。
  Myservant,or,rather,myporter,whoactedasmyservant,wenttothedoorandbroughtmeacard,sayingthatthepersonwhohadgivenittohimwishedtoseeme。
  Iglancedatthecardandtherereadthesetwowords:ArmandDuval。
  ItriedtothinkwhereIhadseenthename,andrememberedthefirstleafofthecopyofManonLescaut。WhatcouldthepersonwhohadgiventhebooktoMargueritewantofme?Igaveorderstoaskhiminatonce。
  Isawayoungman,blond,tall,pale,dressedinatravellingsuitwhichlookedasifhehadnotchangeditforsomedays,andhadnoteventakenthetroubletobrushitonarrivingatParis,foritwascoveredwithdust。
  M。Duvalwasdeeplyagitated;hemadenoattempttoconcealhisagitation,anditwaswithtearsinhiseyesandatremblingvoicethathesaidtome:
  "Sir,Ibegyoutoexcusemyvisitandmycostume;butyoungpeoplearenotveryceremoniouswithoneanother,andIwassoanxioustoseeyouto-daythatIhavenotevengonetothehoteltowhichIhavesentmyluggage,andhaverushedstraighthere,fearingthat,afterall,Imightmissyou,earlyasitis。"
  IbeggedM。Duvaltositdownbythefire;hedidso,and,takinghishandkerchieffromhispocket,hidhisfaceinitforamoment。
  "Youmustbeatalosstounderstand,"hewenton,sighingsadly,"forwhatpurposeanunknownvisitor,atsuchanhour,insuchacostume,andintears,canhavecometoseeyou。Ihavesimplycometoaskofyouagreatservice。"
  "Speakon,sir,Iamentirelyatyourdisposal。"
  "YouwerepresentatthesaleofMargueriteGautier?"
  Atthiswordtheemotion,whichhehadgotthebetterofforaninstant,wastoomuchforhim,andhewasobligedtocoverhiseyeswithhishand。
  "Imustseemtoyouveryabsurd,"headded,"butpardonme,andbelievethatIshallneverforgetthepatiencewithwhichyouhavelistenedtome。"
  "Sir,"Ianswered,"iftheservicewhichIcanrenderyouisabletolessenyourtroublealittle,tellmeatoncewhatIcandoforyou,andyouwillfindmeonlytoohappytoobligeyou。"
  M。Duval'ssorrowwassympathetic,aridinspiteofmyselfIfeltthedesireofdoinghimakindness。Thereuponhesaidtome:
  "YouboughtsomethingatMarguerite'ssale?"
  "Yes,abook。"
  "ManonLescaut?"
  "Precisely。"
  "Haveyouthebookstill?"
  "Itisinmybedroom。"
  Onhearingthis,ArmandDuvalseemedtoberelievedofagreatweight,andthankedmeasifIhadalreadyrenderedhimaservicemerelybykeepingthebook。
  Igotupandwentintomyroomtofetchthebook,whichIhandedtohim。
  "Thatisitindeed,"hesaid,lookingattheinscriptiononthefirstpageandturningovertheleaves;"thatisitindeed,"andtwobigtearsfellonthepages。"Well,sir,"saidhe,liftinghishead,andnolongertryingtohidefrommethathehadweptandwaseventhenonthepointofweeping,"doyouvaluethisbookverygreatly?"
  "Why?"
  "BecauseIhavecometoaskyoutogiveituptome。"
  "Pardonmycuriosity,butwasityou,then,whogaveittoMargueriteGautier?"
  "Itwas!"
  "Thebookisyours,sir;takeitback。Iamhappytobeabletohanditovertoyou。"
  "But,"saidM。Duvalwithsomeembarrassment,"theleastIcandoistogiveyouinreturnthepricewhichyoupaidforit。"
  "Allowmetoofferittoyou。Thepriceofasinglevolumeinasaleofthatkindisamerenothing,andIdonotrememberhowmuchIgaveforit。"
  "Yougaveonehundredfrancs。"
  "True,"Isaid,embarrassedinmyturn,"howdoyouknow?"
  "Itisquitesimple。IhopedtoreachParisintimeforthesale,andIonlymanagedtogetherethismorning。Iwasabsolutelyresolvedtohavesomethingwhichhadbelongedtoher,andI
  hastenedtotheauctioneerandaskedhimtoallowmetoseethelistofthethingssoldandofthebuyers'names。Isawthatthisvolumehadbeenboughtbyyou,andIdecidedtoaskyoutogiveituptome,thoughthepriceyouhadsetuponitmademefearthatyoumightyourselfhavesomesouvenirinconnectionwiththepossessionofthebook。"
  Ashespoke,itwasevidentthathewasafraidIhadknownMargueriteashehadknownher。Ihastenedtoreassurehim。
  "IknewMlle。Gautieronlybysight,"Isaid;"herdeathmadeonmetheimpressionthatthedeathofaprettywomanmustalwaysmakeonayoungmanwhohadlikedseeingher。Iwishedtobuysomethingathersale,andIbidhigherandhigherforthisbookoutofmereobstinacyandtoannoysomeoneelse,whowasequallykeentoobtainit,andwhoseemedtodefymetothecontest。I
  repeat,then,thatthebookisyours,andoncemoreIbegyoutoacceptit;donottreatmeasifIwereanauctioneer,andletitbethepledgebetweenusofalongerandmoreintimateacquaintance。"
  "Good,"saidArmand,holdingouthishandandpressingmine;"I
  accept,andIshallbegratefultoyouallmylife。"
  IwasveryanxioustoquestionArmandonthesubjectofMarguerite,fortheinscriptioninthebook,theyoungman'shurriedjourney,hisdesiretopossessthevolume,piquedmycuriosity;butIfearedifIquestionedmyvisitorthatImightseemtohaverefusedhismoneyonlyinordertohavetherighttopryintohisaffairs。
  Itwasasifheguessedmydesire,forhesaidtome:
  "Haveyoureadthevolume?"
  "Allthrough。"
  "WhatdidyouthinkofthetwolinesthatIwroteinit?"
  "Irealizedatoncethatthewomantowhomyouhadgiventhevolumemusthavebeenquiteoutsidetheordinarycategory,forI
  couldnottakethosetwolinesasamereemptycompliment。"
  "Youwereright。Thatwomanwasanangel。See,readthisletter。"
  Andhehandedtomeapaperwhichseemedtohavebeenmanytimesreread。
  Iopenedit,andthisiswhatitcontained:
  "MYDEARARMAND:——Ihavereceivedyourletter。Youarestillgood,andIthankGodforit。Yes,myfriend,Iamill,andwithoneofthosediseasesthatneverrelent;buttheinterestyoustilltakeinmemakesmysufferingless。Ishallnotlivelongenough,Iexpect,tohavethehappinessofpressingthehandwhichhaswrittenthekindletterIhavejustreceived;thewordsofitwouldbeenoughtocureme,ifanythingcouldcureme。I
  shallnotseeyou,forIamquiteneardeath,andyouarehundredsofleaguesaway。Mypoorfriend!yourMargueriteofoldtimesissadlychanged。Itisbetterperhapsforyounottoseeheragainthantoseeherassheis。YouaskifIforgiveyou;
  oh,withallmyheart,friend,forthewayyouhurtmewasonlyawayofprovingtheloveyouhadforme。Ihavebeeninbedforamonth,andIthinksomuchofyouresteemthatIwriteeverydaythejournalofmylife,fromthemomentwelefteachothertothemomentwhenIshallbeabletowritenolonger。Iftheinterestyoutakeinmeisreal,Armand,whenyoucomebackgoandseeJulieDuprat。Shewillgiveyoumyjournal。Youwillfindinitthereasonandtheexcuseforwhathaspassedbetweenus。Julieisverygoodtome;weoftentalkofyoutogether。Shewastherewhenyourlettercame,andwebothcriedoverit。
  "Ifyouhadnotsentmeanyword,IhadtoldhertogiveyouthosepaperswhenyoureturnedtoFrance。Donotthankmeforit。
  Thisdailylookingbackontheonlyhappymomentsofmylifedoesmeanimmenseamountofgood,andifyouwillfindinreadingitsomeexcuseforthepast。I,formypart,findacontinualsolaceinit。Ishouldliketoleaveyousomethingwhichwouldalwaysremindyouofme,buteverythingherehasbeenseized,andIhavenothingofmyown。
  "Doyouunderstand,myfriend?Iamdying,andfrommybedIcanhearamanwalkingtoandfrointhedrawing-room;mycreditorshaveputhimtheretoseethatnothingistakenaway,andthatnothingremainstomeincaseIdonotdie。Ihopetheywillwaittilltheendbeforetheybegintosell。
  "Oh,menhavenopity!orrather,Iamwrong,itisGodwhoisjustandinflexible!
  "Andnow,dearlove,youwillcometomysale,andyouwillbuysomething,forifIputasidetheleastthingforyou,theymightaccuseyouofembezzlingseizedgoods。
  "ItisasadlifethatIamleaving!
  "ItwouldbegoodofGodtoletmeseeyouagainbeforeIdie。
  Accordingtoallprobability,good-bye,myfriend。PardonmeifI
  donotwritealongerletter,butthosewhosaytheyaregoingtocuremewearmeoutwithbloodletting,andmyhandrefusestowriteanymore。
  "MARGUERITEGAUTIER。"
  Thelasttwowordswerescarcelylegible。IreturnedthelettertoArmand,whohad,nodoubt,readitoveragaininhismindwhileIwasreadingitonpaper,forhesaidtomeashetookit:
  "Whowouldthinkthatakeptwomancouldhavewrittenthat?"And,overcomebyrecollections,hegazedforsometimeatthewritingoftheletter,whichhefinallycarriedtohislips。
  "AndwhenIthink,"hewenton,"thatshediedbeforeIcouldseeher,andthatIshallneverseeheragain,whenIthinkthatshedidformewhatnosisterwouldeverhavedone,Icannotforgivemyselfforhavinglefthertodielikethat。Dead!Deadandthinkingofme,writingandrepeatingmyname,poordearMarguerite!"
  AndArmand,givingfreeoutlettohisthoughtsandhistears,heldouthishandtome,andcontinued:
  "Peoplewouldthinkitchildishenoughiftheysawmelamentlikethisoveradeadwomansuchasshe;noonewilleverknowwhatI
  madethatwomansuffer,howcruelIhavebeentoher!howgood,howresignedshewas!IthoughtitwasIwhohadtoforgiveher,andto-dayIfeelunworthyoftheforgivenesswhichshegrantsme。Oh,Iwouldgivetenyearsofmylifetoweepatherfeetforanhour!"
  Itisalwaysdifficulttoconsoleasorrowthatisunknowntoone,andneverthelessIfeltsolivelyasympathyfortheyoungman,hemademesofranklytheconfidantofhisdistress,thatI
  believedawordfrommewouldnotbeindifferenttohim,andI
  said:
  "Haveyounoparents,nofriends?Hope。Goandseethem;theywillconsoleyou。Asforme,Icanonlypityyou。"
  "Itistrue,"hesaid,risingandwalkingtoandfrointheroom,"Iamwearyingyou。Pardonme,Ididnotreflecthowlittlemysorrowmustmeantoyou,andthatIamintrudinguponyousomethingwhichcannotandoughtnottointerestyouatall。"
  "Youmistakemymeaning。Iamentirelyatyourservice;onlyI
  regretmyinabilitytocalmyourdistress。Ifmysocietyandthatofmyfriendscangiveyouanydistraction,if,inshort,youhaveneedofme,nomatterinwhatway,Ihopeyouwillrealizehowmuchpleasureitwillgivemetodoanythingforyou。"
  "Pardon,pardon,"saidhe;"sorrowsharpensthesensations。Letmestayhereforafewminuteslonger,longenoughtodrymyeyes,sothattheidlersinthestreetmaynotlookuponitasacuriositytoseeabigfellowlikemecrying。Youhavemademeveryhappybygivingmethisbook。IdonotknowhowIcaneverexpressmygratitudetoyou。"
  "Bygivingmealittleofyourfriendship,"saidI,"andbytellingmethecauseofyoursuffering。Onefeelsbetterwhiletellingwhatonesuffers。"
  "Youareright。Butto-dayIhavetoomuchneedoftears;Icannotverywelltalk。OnedayIwilltellyouthewholestory,andyouwillseeifIhavereasonforregrettingthepoorgirl。Andnow,"headded,rubbinghiseyesforthelasttime,andlookingathimselfintheglass,"saythatyoudonotthinkmetooabsolutelyidiotic,andallowmetocomebackandseeyouanothertime。"
  Hecastonmeagentleandamiablelook。Iwasnearembracinghim。Asforhim,hiseyesagainbegantofillwithtears;hesawthatIperceiveditandturnedawayhishead。
  "Come,"Isaid,"courage。"
  "Good-bye,"hesaid。
  And,makingadesperateefforttorestrainhistears,herushedratherthanwentoutoftheroom。
  Iliftedthecurtainofmywindow,andsawhimgetintothecabrioletwhichawaitedhimatthedoor;butscarcelywasheseatedbeforeheburstintotearsandhidhisfaceinhispocket-handkerchief。
  Chapter5
  AgoodwhileelapsedbeforeIheardanythingmoreofArmand,but,ontheotherhand,IwasconstantlyhearingofMarguerite。
  Idonotknowifyouhavenoticed,ifoncethenameofanybodywhomightinthenaturalcourseofthingshavealwaysremainedunknown,oratalleventsindifferenttoyou,shouldhementionedbeforeyou,immediatelydetailsbegintogroupthemselvesaboutthename,andyoufindallyourfriendstalkingtoyouaboutsomethingwhichtheyhavenevermentionedtoyoubefore。Youdiscoverthatthispersonwasalmosttouchingyouandhaspassedclosetoyoumanytimesinyourlifewithoutyournoticingit;
  youfindcoincidencesintheeventswhicharetoldyou,arealaffinitywithcertaineventsofyourownexistence。IwasnotabsolutelyatthatpointinregardtoMarguerite,forIhadseenandmether,Iknewherbysightandbyreputation;nevertheless,sincethemomentofthesale,hernamecametomyearssofrequently,and,owingtothecircumstancethatIhavementionedinthelastchapter,thatnamewasassociatedwithsoprofoundasorrow,thatmycuriosityincreasedinproportionwithmyastonishment。TheconsequencewasthatwheneverImetfriendstowhomIhadneverbreathedthenameofMarguerite,Ialwaysbeganbysaying:
  "DidyoueverknowacertainMargueriteGautier?"
  "TheLadyoftheCamellias?"
  "Exactly。"
  "Oh,verywell!"
  Thewordwassometimesaccompaniedbyasmilewhichcouldleavenodoubtastoitsmeaning。
  "Well,whatsortofagirlwasshe?"
  "Agoodsortofgirl。"
  "Isthatall?"
  "Oh,yes;moreintelligenceandperhapsalittlemoreheartthanmost。"
  "Doyouknowanythingparticularabouther?"
  "SheruinedBarondeG。"
  "Nomorethanthat?"
  "ShewasthemistressoftheoldDukeof……"
  "Wasshereallyhismistress?"
  "Sotheysay;atallevents,hegaveheragreatdealofmoney。"
  Thegeneraloutlineswerealwaysthesame。NeverthelessIwasanxioustofindoutsomethingabouttherelationsbetweenMargueriteandArmand。Meetingonedayamanwhowasconstantlyaboutwithknownwomen,Iaskedhim:"DidyouknowMargueriteGautier?"
  Theanswerwastheusual:"Verywell。"
  "Whatsortofagirlwasshe?"
  "Afine,goodgirl。Iwasverysorrytohearofherdeath。"
  "HadshenotalovercalledArmandDuval?"
  "Tallandblond?"
  "Yes。
  "Itisquitetrue。"
  "WhowasthisArmand?"
  "Afellowwhosquanderedonherthelittlemoneyhehad,andthenhadtoleaveher。Theysayhewasquitewildaboutit。"
  "Andshe?"
  "Theyalwayssayshewasverymuchinlovewithhim,butasgirlslikethatareinlove。Itisnogoodtoaskthemforwhattheycannotgive。"
  "WhathasbecomeofArmand?"
  "Idon'tknow。Weknewhimverylittle。HewaswithMargueriteforfiveorsixmonthsinthecountry。Whenshecameback,hehadgone。"
  "Andyouhaveneverseenhimsince?"
  "Never。"
  I,too,hadnotseenArmandagain。Iwasbeginningtoaskmyselfif,whenhehadcometoseeme,therecentnewsofMarguerite'sdeathhadnotexaggeratedhisformerlove,andconsequentlyhissorrow,andIsaidtomyselfthatperhapshehadalreadyforgottenthedeadwoman,andalongwithherhispromisetocomeandseemeagain。Thissuppositionwouldhaveseemedprobableenoughinmostinstances,butinArmand'sdespairtherehadbeenanaccentofrealsincerity,and,goingfromoneextremetoanother,Iimaginedthatdistresshadbroughtonanillness,andthatmynotseeinghimwasexplainedbythefactthathewasill,perhapsdead。
  Iwasinterestedintheyoungmaninspiteofmyself。Perhapstherewassomeselfishnessinthisinterest;perhapsIguessedatsomepatheticlovestoryunderallthissorrow;perhapsmydesiretoknowallaboutithadmuchtodowiththeanxietywhichArmand'ssilencecausedme。SinceM。Duvaldidnotreturntoseeme,Idecidedtogoandseehim。Apretextwasnotdifficulttofind;unluckilyIdidnotknowhisaddress,andnooneamongthosewhomIquestionedcouldgiveittome。
  IwenttotheRued'Antin;perhapsMarguerite'sporterwouldknowwhereArmandlived。Therewasanewporter;heknewaslittleaboutitasI。IthenaskedinwhatcemeteryMlle。Gautierhadbeenburied。ItwastheMontmartreCemetery。ItwasnowthemonthofApril;theweatherwasfine,thegraveswerenotlikelytolookassadanddesolateastheydoinwinter;inshort,itwaswarmenoughforthelivingtothinkalittleofthedead,andpaythemavisit。Iwenttothecemetery,sayingtomyself:"OneglanceatMarguerite'sgrave,andIshallknowifArmand'ssorrowstillexists,andperhapsImayfindoutwhathasbecomeofhim。"
  Ienteredthekeeper'slodge,andaskedhimifonthe22ndofFebruaryawomannamedMargueriteGautierhadnotbeenburiedintheMontmartreCemetery。Heturnedoverthepagesofabigbookinwhichthosewhoenterthislastresting-placeareinscribedandnumbered,andrepliedthatonthe22ndofFebruary,at12
  o'clock,awomanofthatnamehadbeenburied。