首页 >出版文学> ALMAYER’S FOLLY>第8章
  "What?"saidAlmayer。
  "Sheiscrying,"murmuredDain,softly。
  "Sheiscrying!Why?"askedAlmayer,indifferently。
  "Icametoaskyou。MyRaneesmileswhenlookingatthemansheloves。Itisthewhitewomanthatiscryingnow。Youwouldknow。"
  Almayershruggedhisshouldersandturnedawayagaintowardsthesea。
  "Go,TuanPutih,"urgedDain。"Gotoher;hertearsaremoreterribletomethantheangerofgods。"
  "Arethey?Youwillseethemmorethanonce。Shetoldmeshecouldnotlivewithoutyou,"answeredAlmayer,speakingwithoutthefaintestsparkofexpressioninhisface,"soitbehovesyoutogotoherquick,forfearyoumayfindherdead。"
  HeburstintoaloudandunpleasantlaughwhichmadeDainstareathimwithsomeapprehension,butgotoffthegunwaleoftheboatandmovedslowlytowardsNina,glancingupatthesunashewalked。
  "Andyougowhenthesunisoverhead?"hesaid。
  "Yes,Tuan。Thenwego,"answeredDain。
  "Ihavenotlongtowait,"mutteredAlmayer。"Itismostimportantformetoseeyougo。Bothofyou。Mostimportant,"
  herepeated,stoppingshortandlookingatDainfixedly。
  HewentonagaintowardsNina,andDainremainedbehind。Almayerapproachedhisdaughterandstoodforatimelookingdownonher。
  Shedidnotopenhereyes,buthearingfootstepsnearher,murmuredinalowsob,"Dain。"
  Almayerhesitatedforaminuteandthensankonthesandbyherside。She,nothearingaresponsiveword,notfeelingatouch,openedhereyes——sawherfather,andsatupsuddenlywithamovementofterror。
  "Oh,father!"shemurmuredfaintly,andinthatwordtherewasexpressedregretandfearanddawninghope。
  "Ishallneverforgiveyou,Nina,"saidAlmayer,inadispassionatevoice。"YouhavetornmyheartfrommewhileI
  dreamtofyourhappiness。Youhavedeceivedme。Youreyesthatformewereliketruthitselfliedtomeineveryglance——forhowlong?Youknowthatbest。Whenyouwerecaressingmycheekyouwerecountingtheminutestothesunsetthatwasthesignalforyourmeetingwiththatman——there!"
  Heceased,andtheybothsatsilentsidebyside,notlookingateachother,butgazingatthevastexpanseofthesea。Almayer'swordshaddriedNina'stears,andherlookgrewhardasshestaredbeforeherintothelimitlesssheetofbluethatshonelimpid,unwaving,andsteadylikeheavenitself。Helookedatitalso,buthisfeatureshadlostallexpression,andlifeinhiseyesseemedtohavegoneout。Thefacewasablank,withoutasignofemotion,feeling,reason,orevenknowledgeofitself。
  Allpassion,regret,grief,hope,oranger——allweregone,erasedbythehandoffate,asifafterthislaststrokeeverythingwasoverandtherewasnoneedforanyrecord。
  ThosefewwhosawAlmayerduringtheshortperiodofhisremainingdayswerealwaysimpressedbythesightofthatfacethatseemedtoknownothingofwhatwentonwithin:liketheblankwallofaprisonenclosingsin,regrets,andpain,andwastedlife,inthecoldindifferenceofmortarandstones。
  "Whatistheretoforgive?"askedNina,notaddressingAlmayerdirectly,butmoreasifarguingwithherself。"CanInotlivemyownlifeasyouhavelivedyours?Thepathyouwouldhavewishedmetofollowhasbeenclosedtomebynofaultofmine。"
  "Younevertoldme,"mutteredAlmayer。
  "Youneveraskedme,"sheanswered,"andIthoughtyouwereliketheothersanddidnotcare。Iborethememoryofmyhumiliationalone,andwhyshouldItellyouthatitcametomebecauseIamyourdaughter?Iknewyoucouldnotavengeme。"
  "AndyetIwasthinkingofthatonly,"interruptedAlmayer,"andIwantedtogiveyouyearsofhappinessfortheshortdayofyoursuffering。Ionlyknewofoneway。"
  "Ah!butitwasnotmyway!"shereplied。"Couldyougivemehappinesswithoutlife?Life!"sherepeatedwithsuddenenergythatsentthewordringingoverthesea。"Lifethatmeanspowerandlove,"sheaddedinalowvoice。
  "That!"saidAlmayer,pointinghisfingeratDainstandingclosebyandlookingatthemincuriouswonder。
  "Yes,that!"shereplied,lookingherfatherfullinthefaceandnoticingforthefirsttimewithaslightgaspoffeartheunnaturalrigidityofhisfeatures。
  "Iwouldhaveratherstrangledyouwithmyownhands,"saidAlmayer,inanexpressionlessvoicewhichwassuchacontrasttothedesperatebitternessofhisfeelingsthatitsurprisedevenhimself。Heaskedhimselfwhospoke,and,afterlookingslowlyroundasifexpectingtoseesomebody,turnedagainhiseyestowardsthesea。
  "Yousaythatbecauseyoudonotunderstandthemeaningofmywords,"shesaidsadly。"Betweenyouandmymotherthereneverwasanylove。WhenIreturnedtoSambirIfoundtheplacewhichIthoughtwouldbeapeacefulrefugeformyheart,filledwithwearinessandhatred——andmutualcontempt。Ihavelistenedtoyourvoiceandtohervoice。ThenIsawthatyoucouldnotunderstandme;forwasInotpartofthatwoman?Ofherwhowastheregretandshameofyourlife?Ihadtochoose——Ihesitated。
  Whywereyousoblind?Didyounotseemestrugglingbeforeyoureyes?But,whenhecame,alldoubtdisappeared,andIsawonlythelightoftheblueandcloudlessheaven——"
  "Iwilltellyoutherest,"interruptedAlmayer:"whenthatmancameIalsosawtheblueandthesunshineofthesky。A
  thunderbolthasfallenfromthatsky,andsuddenlyallisstillanddarkaroundmeforever。Iwillneverforgiveyou,Nina;andto-morrowIshallforgetyou!Ishallneverforgiveyou,"herepeatedwithmechanicalobstinacywhileshesat,herheadboweddownasifafraidtolookatherfather。
  Tohimitseemedoftheutmostimportancethatheshouldassureherofhisintentionofneverforgiving。Hewasconvincedthathisfaithinherhadbeenthefoundationofhishopes,themotiveofhiscourage,ofhisdeterminationtoliveandstruggle,andtobevictoriousforhersake。Andnowhisfaithwasgone,destroyedbyherownhands;destroyedcruelly,treacherously,inthedark;intheverymomentofsuccess。Intheutterwreckofhisaffectionsandofallhisfeelings,inthechaoticdisorderofhisthoughts,abovetheconfusedsensationofphysicalpainthatwrappedhimupinastingasofawhiplashcurlingroundhimfromhisshouldersdowntohisfeet,onlyoneidearemainedclearanddefinite——nottoforgiveher;onlyonevividdesire——toforgether。Andthismustbemadecleartoher——andtohimself——byfrequentrepetition。Thatwashisideaofhisdutytohimself——tohisrace——tohisrespectableconnections;tothewholeuniverseunsettledandshakenbythisfrightfulcatastropheofhislife。Hesawitclearlyandbelievedhewasastrongman。
  Hehadalwayspridedhimselfuponhisunflinchingfirmness。Andyethewasafraid。Shehadbeenallinalltohim。Whatifheshouldletthememoryofhisloveforherweakenthesenseofhisdignity?Shewasaremarkablewoman;hecouldseethat;allthelatentgreatnessofhisnature——inwhichhehonestlybelieved——hadbeentransfusedintothatslight,girlishfigure。
  Greatthingscouldbedone!Whatifheshouldsuddenlytakehertohisheart,forgethisshame,andpain,andanger,and——followher!Whatifhechangedhisheartifnothisskinandmadeherlifeeasierbetweenthetwolovesthatwouldguardherfromanymischance!Hisheartyearnedforher。Whatifheshouldsaythathisloveforherwasgreaterthan……
  "Iwillneverforgiveyou,Nina!"heshouted,leapingupmadlyinthesuddenfearofhisdream。
  Thiswasthelasttimeinhislifethathewasheardtoraisehisvoice。Henceforthhespokealwaysinamonotonouswhisperlikeaninstrumentofwhichallthestringsbutonearebrokeninalastringingclamourunderaheavyblow。
  Sherosetoherfeetandlookedathim。Theveryviolenceofhiscrysoothedherinanintuitiveconvictionofhislove,andshehuggedtoherbreastthelamentableremnantsofthataffectionwiththeunscrupulousgreedinessofwomenwhoclingdesperatelytotheveryscrapsandragsoflove,anykindoflove,asathingthatofrightbelongstothemandistheverybreathoftheirlife。SheputbothherhandsonAlmayer'sshoulders,andlookingathimhalftenderly,halfplayfully,shesaid——
  "Youspeaksobecauseyouloveme。"
  Almayershookhishead。
  "Yes,youdo,"sheinsistedsoftly;thenafterashortpausesheadded,"andyouwillneverforgetme。"
  Almayershiveredslightly。Shecouldnothavesaidamorecruelthing。
  "Hereistheboatcomingnow,"saidDain,hisarmoutstretchedtowardsablackspeckonthewaterbetweenthecoastandtheislet。
  Theyalllookedatitandremainedstandinginsilencetillthelittlecanoecamegentlyonthebeachandamanlandedandwalkedtowardsthem。Hestoppedsomedistanceoffandhesitated。
  "Whatnews?"askedDain。
  "Wehavehadorderssecretlyandinthenighttotakeofffromthisisletamanandawoman。Iseethewoman。Whichofyouistheman?"
  "Come,delightofmyeyes,"saidDaintoNina。"Nowwego,andyourvoiceshallbeformyearsonly。YouhavespokenyourlastwordstotheTuanPutih,yourfather。Come。"
  Shehesitatedforawhile,lookingatAlmayer,whokepthiseyessteadilyonthesea,thenshetouchedhisforeheadinalingeringkiss,andatear——oneofhertears——fellonhischeekandrandownhisimmovableface。
  "Goodbye,"shewhispered,andremainedirresolutetillhepushedhersuddenlyintoDain'sarms。
  "Ifyouhaveanypityforme,"murmuredAlmayer,asifrepeatingsomesentencelearnedbyheart,"takethatwomanaway。"
  Hestoodverystraight,hisshouldersthrownback,hisheadheldhigh,andlookedatthemastheywentdownthebeachtothecanoe,walkingenlacedineachother'sarms。Helookedatthelineoftheirfootstepsmarkedinthesand。Hefollowedtheirfiguresmovinginthecrudeblazeoftheverticalsun,inthatlightviolentandvibrating,likeatriumphalflourishofbrazentrumpets。Helookedattheman'sbrownshoulders,attheredsarongroundhiswaist;atthetall,slender,dazzlingwhitefigurehesupported。Helookedatthewhitedress,atthefallingmassesofthelongblackhair。Helookedatthemembarking,andatthecanoegrowingsmallerinthedistance,withrage,despair,andregretinhisheart,andonhisfaceapeaceasthatofacarvedimageofoblivion。Inwardlyhefelthimselftorntopieces,butAli——whonowaroused——stoodclosetohismaster,sawonhisfeaturestheblankexpressionofthosewholiveinthathopelesscalmwhichsightlesseyesonlycangive。
  Thecanoedisappeared,andAlmayerstoodmotionlesswithhiseyesfixedonitswake。Alifromundertheshadeofhishandexaminedthecoastcuriously。Asthesundeclined,thesea-breezesprangupfromthenorthwardandshiveredwithitsbreaththeglassysurfaceofthewater。
  "Dapat!"exclaimedAli,joyously。"Gothim,master!Gotprau!
  Notthere!LookmoreTanahMirrahside。Aha!Thatway!
  Master,see?Nowplain。See?"
  AlmayerfollowedAli'sforefingerwithhiseyesforalongtimeinvain。AtlasthesightedatriangularpatchofyellowlightontheredbackgroundofthecliffsofTanjongMirrah。Itwasthesailoftheprauthathadcaughtthesunlightandstoodout,distinctwithitsgaytint,onthedarkredofthecape。Theyellowtrianglecreptslowlyfromclifftocliff,tillitclearedthelastpointoflandandshonebrilliantlyforafleetingminuteontheblueoftheopensea。Thentheprauboreuptothesouthward:thelightwentoutofthesail,andallatoncethevesselitselfdisappeared,vanishingintheshadowofthesteepheadlandthatlookedon,patientandlonely,watchingovertheemptysea。
  Almayernevermoved。Roundthelittleislettheairwasfullofthetalkoftheripplingwater。Thecrestedwaveletsranupthebeachaudaciously,joyously,withthelightnessofyounglife,anddiedquickly,unresistingly,andgraciously,inthewidecurvesoftransparentfoamontheyellowsand。Above,thewhitecloudssailedrapidlysouthwardsasifintentuponovertakingsomething。Aliseemedanxious。
  "Master,"hesaidtimidly,"timetogethousenow。Longwayofftopull。Allready,sir。"
  "Wait,"whisperedAlmayer。
  Nowshewasgonehisbusinesswastoforget,andhehadastrangenotionthatitshouldbedonesystematicallyandinorder。ToAli'sgreatdismayhefellonhishandsandknees,and,creepingalongthesand,erasedcarefullywithhishandalltracesofNina'sfootsteps。Hepiledupsmallheapsofsand,leavingbehindhimalineofminiaturegravesrightdowntothewater。
  AfterburyingthelastslightimprintofNina'sslipperhestoodup,and,turninghisfacetowardstheheadlandwherehehadlastseentheprau,hemadeanefforttoshoutoutloudagainhisfirmresolvetoneverforgive。Aliwatchinghimuneasilysawonlyhislipsmove,butheardnosound。Hebroughthisfootdownwithastamp。Hewasafirmman——firmasarock。Lethergo。
  Heneverhadadaughter。Hewouldforget。Hewasforgettingalready。
  Aliapproachedhimagain,insistingonimmediatedeparture,andthistimeheconsented,andtheywenttogethertowardstheircanoe,Almayerleading。Forallhisfirmnesshelookedverydejectedandfeebleashedraggedhisfeetslowlythroughthesandonthebeach;andbyhisside——invisibletoAli——stalkedthatparticularfiendwhosemissionitistojogthememoriesofmen,lesttheyshouldforgetthemeaningoflife。HewhisperedintoAlmayer'searachildishprattleofmanyyearsago。
  Almayer,hisheadbentononeside,seemedtolistentohisinvisiblecompanion,buthisfacewaslikethefaceofamanthathasdiedstruckfrombehind——afacefromwhichallfeelingsandallexpressionaresuddenlywipedoffbythehandofunexpecteddeath。
  Theysleptontheriverthatnight,mooringtheircanoeunderthebushesandlyingdowninthebottomsidebyside,intheabsoluteexhaustionthatkillshunger,thirst,allfeelingandallthoughtintheoverpoweringdesireforthatdeepsleepwhichislikethetemporaryannihilationofthetiredbody。Nextdaytheystartedagainandfoughtdoggedlywiththecurrentallthemorning,tillaboutmiddaytheyreachedthesettlementandmadefasttheirlittlecrafttothejettyofLingardandCo。Almayerwalkedstraighttothehouse,andAlifollowed,paddlesonshoulder,thinkingthathewouldliketoeatsomething。Astheycrossedthefrontcourtyardtheynoticedtheabandonedlookoftheplace。
  Alilookedinatthedifferentservants'houses:allwereempty。
  Inthebackcourtyardtherewasthesameabsenceofsoundandlife。Inthecooking-shedthefirewasoutandtheblackemberswerecold。Atall,leanmancamestealthilyoutofthebananaplantation,andwentawayrapidlyacrosstheopenspacelookingatthemwithbig,frightenedeyesoverhisshoulder。Somevagabondwithoutamaster;thereweremanysuchinthesettlement,andtheylookeduponAlmayerastheirpatron。Theyprowledabouthispremisesandpickedtheirlivingthere,surethatnothingworsecouldbefallthemthanashowerofcurseswhentheygotinthewayofthewhiteman,whomtheytrustedandliked,andcalledafoolamongstthemselves。Inthehouse,whichAlmayerenteredthroughthebackverandah,theonlylivingthingthatmethiseyeswashissmallmonkeywhich,hungryandunnoticedforthelasttwodays,begantocryandcomplaininmonkeylanguageassoonasitcaughtsightofthefamiliarface。
  AlmayersootheditwithafewwordsandorderedAlitobringinsomebananas,thenwhileAliwasgonetogetthemhestoodinthedoorwayofthefrontverandahlookingatthechaosofoverturnedfurniture。Finallyhepickedupthetableandsatonitwhilethemonkeyletitselfdownfromtheroof-stickbyitschainandperchedonhisshoulder。Whenthebananascametheyhadtheirbreakfasttogether;bothhungry,botheatinggreedilyandshoweringtheskinsroundthemrecklessly,inthetrustingsilenceofperfectfriendship。Aliwentaway,grumbling,tocooksomericehimself,forallthewomenaboutthehousehaddisappeared;hedidnotknowwhere。Almayerdidnotseemtocare,and,afterhefinishedeating,hesatonthetableswinginghislegsandstaringattheriverasiflostinthought。
  Aftersometimehegotupandwenttothedoorofaroomontherightoftheverandah。Thatwastheoffice。TheofficeofLingardandCo。Heveryseldomwentinthere。Therewasnobusinessnow,andhedidnotwantanoffice。Thedoorwaslocked,andhestoodbitinghislowerlip,tryingtothinkoftheplacewherethekeycouldbe。Suddenlyheremembered:inthewomen'sroomhunguponanail。Hewentovertothedoorwaywheretheredcurtainhungdowninmotionlessfolds,andhesitatedforamomentbeforepushingitasidewithhisshoulderasifbreakingdownsomesolidobstacle。Agreatsquareofsunshineenteringthroughthewindowlayonthefloor。OnthelefthesawMrs。
  Almayer'sbigwoodenchest,thelidthrownback,empty;nearitthebrassnailsofNina'sEuropeantrunkshoneinthelargeinitialsN。A。onthecover。AfewofNina'sdresseshungonwoodenpegs,stiffenedinalookofoffendeddignityattheirabandonment。Herememberedmakingthepegshimselfandnoticedthattheywereverygoodpegs。Wherewasthekey?Helookedroundandsawitnearthedoorwherehestood。Itwasredwithrust。Hefeltverymuchannoyedatthat,anddirectlyafterwardswonderedathisownfeeling。Whatdiditmatter?Theresoonwouldbenokey——nodoor——nothing!Hepaused,keyinhand,andaskedhimselfwhetherheknewwellwhathewasabout。Hewentoutagainontheverandahandstoodbythetablethinking。Themonkeyjumpeddown,and,snatchingabananaskin,absorbeditselfinpickingittoshredsindustriously。
  "Forget!"mutteredAlmayer,andthatwordstartedbeforehimasequenceofevents,adetailedprogrammeofthingstodo。Heknewperfectlywellwhatwastobedonenow。Firstthis,thenthat,andthenforgetfulnesswouldcomeeasy。Veryeasy。
  Hehadafixedideathatifheshouldnotforgetbeforehediedhewouldhavetoremembertoalleternity。Certainthingshadtobetakenoutofhislife,stampedoutofsight,destroyed,forgotten。Foralongtimehestoodindeepthought,lostinthealarmingpossibilitiesofunconquerablememory,withthefearofdeathandeternitybeforehim。"Eternity!"hesaidaloud,andthesoundofthatwordrecalledhimoutofhisreverie。Themonkeystarted,droppedtheskin,andgrinnedupathimamicably。
  Hewenttowardstheofficedoorandwithsomedifficultymanagedtoopenit。Heenteredinacloudofdustthatroseunderhisfeet。
  Booksopenwithtornpagesbestrewedthefloor;otherbookslayaboutgrimyandblack,lookingasiftheyhadneverbeenopened。
  Accountbooks。Inthosebookshehadintendedtokeepdaybydayarecordofhisrisingfortunes。Longtimeago。Averylongtime。Formanyyearstherehasbeennorecordtokeepontheblueandredruledpages!Inthemiddleoftheroomthebigofficedesk,withoneofitslegsbroken,careenedoverlikethehullofastrandedship;mostofthedrawershadfallenout,disclosingheapsofpaperyellowwithageanddirt。Therevolvingofficechairstoodinitsplace,buthefoundthepivotsetfastwhenhetriedtoturnit。Nomatter。Hedesisted,andhiseyeswanderedslowlyfromobjecttoobject。Allthosethingshadcostalotofmoneyatthetime。Thedesk,thepaper,thetornbooks,andthebrokenshelves,allunderathickcoatofdust。Theverydustandbonesofadeadandgonebusiness。
  Helookedatallthesethings,allthatwasleftaftersomanyyearsofwork,ofstrife,ofweariness,ofdiscouragement,conqueredsomanytimes。Andallforwhat?Hestoodthinkingmournfullyofhispastlifetillhehearddistinctlytheclearvoiceofachildspeakingamongstallthiswreck,ruin,andwaste。Hestartedwithagreatfearinhisheart,andfeverishlybegantorakeinthepapersscatteredonthefloor,brokethechairintobits,splinteredthedrawersbybangingthemagainstthedesk,andmadeabigheapofallthatrubbishinonecorneroftheroom。
  Hecameoutquickly,slammedthedoorafterhim,turnedthekey,and,takingitout,rantothefrontrailoftheverandah,and,withagreatswingofhisarm,sentthekeywhizzingintotheriver。Thisdonehewentbackslowlytothetable,calledthemonkeydown,unhookeditschain,andinducedittoremainquietinthebreastofhisjacket。Thenhesatagainonthetableandlookedfixedlyatthedooroftheroomhehadjustleft。Helistenedalsointently。Heheardadrysoundofrustling;sharpcracksasofdrywoodsnapping;awhirrlikeofabird'swingswhenitrisessuddenly,andthenhesawathinstreamofsmokecomethroughthekeyhole。Themonkeystruggledunderhiscoat。
  Aliappearedwithhiseyesstartingoutofhishead。
  "Master!Houseburn!"heshouted。
  Almayerstoodupholdingbythetable。Hecouldheartheyellsofalarmandsurpriseinthesettlement。Aliwrunghishands,lamentingaloud。
  "Stopthisnoise,fool!"saidAlmayer,quietly。"Pickupmyhammockandblanketsandtakethemtotheotherhouse。Quick,now!"
  Thesmokeburstthroughthecrevicesofthedoor,andAli,withthehammockinhisarms,clearedinoneboundthestepsoftheverandah。
  "Ithascaughtwell,"mutteredAlmayertohimself。"Bequiet,Jack,"headded,asthemonkeymadeafranticefforttoescapefromitsconfinement。
  Thedoorsplitfromtoptobottom,andarushofflameandsmokedroveAlmayerawayfromthetabletothefrontrailoftheverandah。Heheldontheretillagreatroaroverheadassuredhimthattheroofwasablaze。Thenherandownthestepsoftheverandah,coughing,halfchokedwiththesmokethatpursuedhiminbluishwreathscurlingabouthishead。
  Ontheothersideoftheditch,separatingAlmayer'scourtyardfromthesettlement,acrowdoftheinhabitantsofSambirlookedattheburninghouseofthewhiteman。Inthecalmairtheflamesrusheduponhigh,colouredpalebrick-red,withvioletgleamsinthestrongsunshine。Thethincolumnofsmokeascendedstraightandunwaveringtillitlostitselfintheclearblueofthesky,and,inthegreatemptyspacebetweenthetwohousestheinterestedspectatorscouldseethetallfigureoftheTuanPutih,withbowedheadanddraggingfeet,walkingslowlyawayfromthefiretowardstheshelterof"Almayer'sFolly。"
  InthatmannerdidAlmayermoveintohisnewhouse。Hetookpossessionofthenewruin,andintheundyingfollyofhisheartsethimselftowaitinanxietyandpainforthatforgetfulnesswhichwassoslowtocome。Hehaddoneallhecould。EveryvestigeofNina'sexistencehadbeendestroyed;andnowwitheverysunriseheaskedhimselfwhetherthelonged-foroblivionwouldcomebeforesunset,whetheritwouldcomebeforehedied?
  Hewantedtoliveonlylongenoughtobeabletoforget,andthetenacityofhismemoryfilledhimwithdreadandhorrorofdeath;
  forshoulditcomebeforehecouldaccomplishthepurposeofhislifehewouldhavetorememberforever!Healsolongedforloneliness。Hewantedtobealone。Buthewasnot。
  Inthedimlightoftheroomswiththeirclosedshutters,inthebrightsunshineoftheverandah,whereverhewent,whicheverwayheturned,hesawthesmallfigureofalittlemaidenwithprettyoliveface,withlongblackhair,herlittlepinkrobeslippingoffhershoulders,herbigeyeslookingupathiminthetendertrustfulnessofapettedchild。Alididnotseeanything,buthealsowasawareofthepresenceofachildinthehouse。InhislongtalksbytheeveningfiresofthesettlementheusedtotellhisintimatefriendsofAlmayer'sstrangedoings。Hismasterhadturnedsorcererinhisoldage。AlisaidthatoftenwhenTuanPutihhadretiredforthenighthecouldhearhimtalkingtosomethinginhisroom。Alithoughtthatitwasaspiritintheshapeofachild。Heknewhismasterspoketoachildfromcertainexpressionsandwordshismasterused。HismasterspokeinMalayalittle,butmostlyinEnglish,whichhe,Ali,couldunderstand。Masterspoketothechildattimestenderly,thenhewouldweepoverit,laughatit,scoldit,begofittogoaway;
  curseit。Itwasabadandstubbornspirit。Alithoughthismasterhadimprudentlycalleditup,andnowcouldnotgetridofit。Hismasterwasverybrave;hewasnotafraidtocursethisspiritintheveryPresence;andoncehefoughtwithit。Alihadheardagreatnoiseasofrunningaboutinsidetheroomandgroans。Hismastergroaned。Spiritsdonotgroan。
  Hismasterwasbrave,butfoolish。Youcannothurtaspirit。Aliexpectedtofindhismasterdeadnextmorning,buthecameoutveryearly,lookingmucholderthanthedaybefore,andhadnofoodallday。
  SofarAlitothesettlement。ToCaptainFordhewasmuchmorecommunicative,forthegoodreasonthatCaptainFordhadthepurseandgaveorders。OneachofFord'smonthlyvisitstoSambirAlihadtogoonboardwithareportabouttheinhabitantof"Almayer'sFolly。"OnhisfirstvisittoSambir,afterNina'sdeparture,FordhadtakenchargeofAlmayer'saffairs。Theywerenotcumbersome。Theshedforthestorageofgoodswasempty,theboatshaddisappeared,appropriated——generallyinnight-time——byvariouscitizensofSambirinneedofmeansoftransport。DuringagreatfloodthejettyofLingardandCo。leftthebankandfloateddowntheriver,probablyinsearchofmorecheerfulsurroundings;eventheflockofgeese——"theonlygeeseontheeastcoast"——departedsomewhere,preferringtheunknowndangersofthebushtothedesolationoftheiroldhome。Astimewentonthegrassgrewovertheblackpatchofgroundwheretheoldhouseusedtostand,andnothingremainedtomarktheplaceofthedwellingthathadshelteredAlmayer'syounghopes,hisfoolishdreamofsplendidfuture,hisawakening,andhisdespair。
  ForddidnotoftenvisitAlmayer,forvisitingAlmayerwasnotapleasanttask。Atfirstheusedtorespondlistlesslytotheoldseaman'sboisterousinquiriesabouthishealth;heevenmadeeffortstotalk,askingfornewsinavoicethatmadeitperfectlyclearthatnonewsfromthisworldhadanyinterestforhim。Thengraduallyhebecamemoresilent——notsulkily——butasifhewasforgettinghowtospeak。Heusedalsotohideinthedarkestroomsofthehouse,whereFordhadtoseekhimoutguidedbythepatterofthemonkeygallopingbeforehim。ThemonkeywasalwaystheretoreceiveandintroduceFord。Thelittleanimalseemedtohavetakencompletechargeofitsmaster,andwheneveritwishedforhispresenceontheverandahitwouldtugperseveringlyathisjacket,tillAlmayerobedientlycameoutintothesunshine,whichheseemedtodislikesomuch。
  OnemorningFordfoundhimsittingontheflooroftheverandah,hisbackagainstthewall,hislegsstretchedstifflyout,hisarmshangingbyhisside。Hisexpressionlessface,hiseyesopenwidewithimmobilepupils,andtherigidityofhispose,madehimlooklikeanimmenseman-dollbrokenandflungthereoutoftheway。AsFordcameupthestepsheturnedhisheadslowly。
  "Ford,"hemurmuredfromthefloor,"Icannotforget。"
  "Can'tyou?"saidFord,innocently,withanattemptatjoviality:
  "IwishIwaslikeyou。Iamlosingmymemory——age,Isuppose;
  onlytheotherdaymymate——"
  Hestopped,forAlmayerhadgotup,stumbled,andsteadiedhimselfonhisfriend'sarm。
  "Hallo!Youarebetterto-day。Soonbeallright,"saidFord,cheerfully,butfeelingratherscared。
  Almayerletgohisarmandstoodverystraightwithhisheadupandshouldersthrownback,lookingstonilyatthemultitudeofsunsshininginripplesoftheriver。Hisjacketandhisloosetrousersflappedinthebreezeonhisthinlimbs。
  "Lethergo!"hewhisperedinagratingvoice。"Lethergo。
  To-
  morrowIshallforget。Iamafirmman,……firmasa……
  rock,……firm……"
  Fordlookedathisface——andfled。Theskipperwasatolerablyfirmmanhimself——asthosewhohadsailedwithhimcouldtestify——
  butAlmayer'sfirmnesswasaltogethertoomuchforhisfortitude。
  NexttimethesteamercalledinSambirAlicameonboardearlywithagrievance。HecomplainedtoFordthatJim-EngtheChinamanhadinvadedAlmayer'shouse,andactuallyhadlivedthereforthelastmonth。
  "Andtheybothsmoke,"addedAli。
  "Phew!Opium,youmean?"
  Alinodded,andFordremainedthoughtful;thenhemutteredtohimself,"Poordevil!Thesoonerthebetternow。"Intheafternoonhewalkeduptothehouse。
  "Whatareyoudoinghere?"heaskedofJim-Eng,whomhefoundstrollingaboutontheverandah。
  Jim-EngexplainedinbadMalay,andspeakinginthatmonotonous,uninterestedvoiceofanopiumsmokerprettyfargone,thathishousewasold,theroofleaked,andthefloorwasrotten。So,beinganoldfriendformany,manyyears,hetookhismoney,hisopium,andtwopipes,andcametoliveinthisbighouse。
  "Thereisplentyofroom。Hesmokes,andIlivehere。Hewillnotsmokelong,"heconcluded。
  "Whereishenow?"askedFord。
  "Inside。Hesleeps,"answeredJim-Eng,wearily。Fordglancedinthroughthedoorway。InthedimlightoftheroomhecouldseeAlmayerlyingonhisbackonthefloor,hisheadonawoodenpillow,thelongwhitebeardscatteredoverhisbreast,theyellowskinoftheface,thehalf-closedeyelidsshowingthewhitesoftheeyeonly……
  Heshudderedandturnedaway。Ashewasleavinghenoticedalongstripoffadedredsilk,withsomeChineselettersonit,whichJim-Enghadjustfastenedtooneofthepillars。
  "What'sthat?"heasked。
  "That,"saidJim-Eng,inhiscolourlessvoice,"thatisthenameofthehouse。Allthesamelikemyhouse。Verygoodname。"
  Fordlookedathimforawhileandwentaway。Hedidnotknowwhatthecrazy-lookingmazeoftheChineseinscriptionontheredsilkmeant。HadheaskedJim-Eng,thatpatientChinamanwouldhaveinformedhimwithproperpridethatitsmeaningwas:"Houseofheavenlydelight。"
  IntheeveningofthesamedayBabalatchicalledonCaptainFord。
  Thecaptain'scabinopenedondeck,andBabalatchisatastrideonthehighstep,whileFordsmokedhispipeonthesetteeinside。
  Thesteamerwasleavingnextmorning,andtheoldstatesmancameasusualforalastchat。
  "WehadnewsfromBalilastmoon,"remarkedBabalatchi。"A
  grandsonisborntotheoldRajah,andthereisgreatrejoicing。"
  Fordsatupinterested。
  "Yes,"wentonBabalatchi,inanswertoFord'slook。"Itoldhim。Thatwasbeforehebegantosmoke。"
  "Well,andwhat?"askedFord。
  "Iescapedwithmylife,"saidBabalatchi,withperfectgravity,"becausethewhitemanisveryweakandfellasherusheduponme。"Then,afterapause,headded,"Sheismadwithjoy。"
  "Mrs。Almayer,youmean?"
  "Yes,shelivesinourRajah'shouse。Shewillnotdiesoon。
  Suchwomenlivealongtime,"saidBabalatchi,withaslighttingeofregretinhisvoice。"Shehasdollars,andshehasburiedthem,butweknowwhere。Wehadmuchtroublewiththosepeople。Wehadtopayafineandlistentothreatsfromthewhitemen,andnowwehavetobecareful。"Hesighedandremainedsilentforalongwhile。Thenwithenergy:
  "Therewillbefighting。Thereisabreathofwarontheislands。ShallIlivelongenoughtosee?……Ah,Tuan!"hewenton,morequietly,"theoldtimeswerebest。EvenIhavesailedwithLanunmen,andboardedinthenightsilentshipswithwhitesails。ThatwasbeforeanEnglishRajahruledinKuching。
  Thenwefoughtamongstourselvesandwerehappy。Nowwhenwefightwithyouwecanonlydie!"
  Herosetogo。"Tuan,"hesaid,"yourememberthegirlthatmanBulangihad?Herthatcausedallthetrouble?"
  "Yes,"saidFord。"Whatofher?"
  "Shegrewthinandcouldnotwork。ThenBulangi,whoisathiefandapig-eater,gavehertomeforfiftydollars。Isentheramongstmywomentogrowfat。Iwantedtohearthesoundofherlaughter,butshemusthavebeenbewitched,and……shediedtwodaysago。Nay,Tuan。Whydoyouspeakbadwords?
  Iamold——thatistrue——butwhyshouldInotlikethesightofayoungfaceandthesoundofayoungvoiceinmyhouse?"Hepaused,andthenaddedwithalittlemournfullaugh,"Iamlikeawhitemantalkingtoomuchofwhatisnotmen'stalkwhentheyspeaktooneanother。"
  Andhewentofflookingverysad。
  Thecrowdmassedinasemicirclebeforethestepsof"Almayer'sFolly,"swayedsilentlybackwardsandforwards,andopenedoutbeforethegroupofwhite-robedandturbanedmenadvancingthroughthegrasstowardsthehouse。Abdullawalkedfirst,supportedbyReshidandfollowedbyalltheArabsinSambir。Astheyenteredthelanemadebytherespectfulthrongtherewasasubduedmurmurofvoices,wheretheword"Mati"wastheonlyonedistinctlyaudible。Abdullastoppedandlookedroundslowly。
  "Ishedead?"heasked。
  "Mayyoulive!"answeredthecrowdinoneshout,andthentheresucceededabreathlesssilence。
  Abdullamadeafewpacesforwardandfoundhimselfforthelasttimefacetofacewithhisoldenemy。Whateverhemighthavebeenoncehewasnotdangerousnow,lyingstiffandlifelessinthetenderlightoftheearlyday。Theonlywhitemanontheeastcoastwasdead,andhissoul,deliveredfromthetrammelsofhisearthlyfolly,stoodnowinthepresenceofInfiniteWisdom。
  Ontheupturnedfacetherewasthatserenelookwhichfollowsthesuddenrelieffromanguishandpain,andittestifiedsilentlybeforethecloudlessheaventhatthemanlyingthereunderthegazeofindifferenteyeshadbeenpermittedtoforgetbeforehedied。
  AbdullalookeddownsadlyatthisInfidelhehadfoughtsolongandhadbestedsomanytimes。SuchwastherewardoftheFaithful!
  YetintheArab'soldhearttherewasafeelingofregretforthatthinggoneoutofhislife。Hewasleavingfastbehindhimfriendships,andenmities,successes,anddisappointments——allthatmakesupalife;andbeforehimwasonlytheend。PrayerwouldfilluptheremainderofthedaysallottedtotheTrueBeliever!Hetookinhishandthebeadsthathungathiswaist。
  "Ifoundhimhere,likethis,inthemorning,"saidAli,inalowandawedvoice。
  Abdullaglancedcoldlyoncemoreatthesereneface。
  "Letusgo,"hesaid,addressingReshid。
  Andastheypassedthroughthecrowdthatfellbackbeforethem,thebeadsinAbdulla'shandclicked,whileinasolemnwhisperhebreathedoutpiouslythenameofAllah!TheMerciful!TheCompassionate!