首页 >出版文学> ALMAYER’S FOLLY>第6章
  Thetwoofficerslookedateachotherhelplessly。
  "Thiswon'tdo,"saidthelieutenant,addressinghisjunior。
  "Havethemenmusteredinthecompoundhere。Imustgetsomesenseoutofhim。Hi!Almayer!Wakeup,man。Redeemyourword。
  Yougaveyourword。Yougaveyourwordofhonour,youknow。"
  Almayershookofftheofficer'shandwithimpatience,buthisill-humourvanishedatonce,andhelookedup,puttinghisforefingertothesideofhisnose。
  "Youareveryyoung;thereistimeforallthings,"hesaid,withanairofgreatsagacity。
  ThelieutenantturnedtowardsNina,who,leaningbackinherchair,watchedherfathersteadily。
  "ReallyIamverymuchdistressedbyallthisforyoursake,"heexclaimed。"Idonotknow;"hewenton,speakingwithsomeembarrassment,"whetherIhaveanyrighttoaskyouanything,unless,perhaps,towithdrawfromthispainfulscene,butIfeelthatImust——foryourfather'sgood——suggestthatyoushould——I
  meanifyouhaveanyinfluenceoverhimyououghttoexertitnowtomakehimkeepthepromisehegavemebeforehe——beforehegotintothisstate。"
  Heobservedwithdiscouragementthatsheseemednottotakeanynoticeofwhathesaidsittingstillwithhalf-closedeyes。
  "Itrust——"hebeganagain。
  "Whatisthepromiseyouspeakof?"abruptlyaskedNina,leavingherseatandmovingtowardsherfather。
  "Nothingthatisnotjustandproper。Hepromisedtodelivertousamanwhointimeofprofoundpeacetookthelivesofinnocentmentoescapethepunishmenthedeservedforbreakingthelaw。
  Heplannedhismischiefonalargescale。Itisnothisfaultifitfailed,partially。OfcourseyouhaveheardofDainMaroola。
  Yourfathersecuredhim,Iunderstand。Weknowheescapedupthisriver。Perhapsyou——"
  "Andhekilledwhitemen!"interruptedNina。
  "Iregrettosaytheywerewhite。Yes,twowhitemenlosttheirlivesthroughthatscoundrel'sfreak。"
  "Twoonly!"exclaimedNina。
  Theofficerlookedatherinamazement。
  "Why!why!You-"hestammered,confused。
  "Theremighthavebeenmore,"interruptedNina。"Andwhenyougetthis——thisscoundrelwillyougo?"
  Thelieutenant,stillspeechless,bowedhisassent。
  "ThenIwouldgethimforyouifIhadtoseekhiminaburningfire,"sheburstoutwithintenseenergy。"Ihatethesightofyourwhitefaces。Ihatethesoundofyourgentlevoices。
  Thatisthewayyouspeaktowomen,droppingsweetwordsbeforeanyprettyface。Ihaveheardyourvoicesbefore。Ihopedtoliveherewithoutseeinganyotherwhitefacebutthis,"sheaddedinagentlertone,touchinglightlyherfather'scheek。
  Almayerceasedhismumblingandopenedhiseyes。Hecaughtholdofhisdaughter'shandandpressedittohisface,whileNinawiththeotherhandsmoothedhisrumpledgreyhair,lookingdefiantlyoverherfather'sheadattheofficer,whohadnowregainedhiscomposureandreturnedherlookwithacool,steadystare。Below,infrontoftheverandah,theycouldhearthetrampofseamenmusteringthereaccordingtoorders。Thesub-lieutenantcameupthesteps,whileBabalatchistoodupuneasilyand,withfingeronlip,triedtocatchNina'seye。
  "Youareagoodgirl,"whisperedAlmayer,absently,droppinghisdaughter'shand。
  "Father!father!"shecried,bendingoverhimwithpassionateentreaty。"Seethosetwomenlookingatus。Sendthemaway。
  I
  cannotbearitanymore。Sendthemaway。Dowhattheywantandletthemgo。"
  ShecaughtsightofBabalatchiandceasedspeakingsuddenly,butherfoottappedthefloorwithrapidbeatsinaparoxysmofnervousrestlessness。Thetwoofficersstoodclosetogetherlookingoncuriously。
  "Whathashappened?Whatisthematter?"whisperedtheyoungerman。
  "Don'tknow,"answeredtheother,underhisbreath。"Oneisfurious,andtheotherisdrunk。Notsodrunk,either。Queer,this。Look!"
  Almayerhadrisen,holdingontohisdaughter'sarm。Hehesitatedamoment,thenheletgohisholdandlurchedhalf-wayacrosstheverandah。Therehepulledhimselftogether,andstoodverystraight,breathinghardandglaringroundangrily。
  "Arethemenready?"askedthelieutenant。
  "Allready,sir。"
  "Now,Mr。Almayer,leadtheway,"saidthelieutenantAlmayerrestedhiseyesonhimasifhesawhimforthefirsttime。
  "Twomen,"hesaidthickly。Theeffortofspeakingseemedtointerferewithhisequilibrium。Hetookaquicksteptosavehimselffromafall,andremainedswayingbackwardsandforwards。
  "Twomen,"hebeganagain,speakingwithdifficulty。"Twowhitemen——meninuniform——honourablemen。Iwanttosay——menofhonour。Areyou?"
  "Come!Noneofthat,"saidtheofficerimpatiently。"Letushavethatfriendofyours。"
  "WhatdoyouthinkIam?"askedAlmayer,fiercely。
  "Youaredrunk,butnotsodrunkasnottoknowwhatyouaredoing。Enoughofthistomfoolery,"saidtheofficersternly,"orIwillhaveyouputunderarrestinyourownhouse。"
  "Arrest!"laughedAlmayer,discordantly。"Ha!ha!ha!Arrest!
  Why,Ihavebeentryingtogetoutofthisinfernalplacefortwentyyears,andIcan't。Youhear,man!Ican't,andnevershall!Never!"
  Heendedhiswordswithasob,andwalkedunsteadilydownthestairs。Wheninthecourtyardthelieutenantapproachedhim,andtookhimbythearm。Thesub-lieutenantandBabalatchifollowedclose。
  "That'sbetter,Almayer,"saidtheofficerencouragingly。"Whereareyougoingto?Thereareonlyplanksthere。Here,"hewenton,shakinghimslightly,"dowewanttheboats?"
  "No,"answeredAlmayer,viciously。"Youwantagrave。"
  "What?Wildagain!Trytotalksense。"
  "Grave!"roaredAlmayer,strugglingtogethimselffree。"Aholeintheground。Don'tyouunderstand?Youmustbedrunk。
  Letmego!Letgo,Itellyou!"
  Hetoreawayfromtheofficer'sgrasp,andreeledtowardstheplankswherethebodylayunderitswhitecover;thenheturnedroundquickly,andfacedthesemicircleofinterestedfaces。Thesunwassinkingrapidly,throwinglongshadowsofhouseandtreesoverthecourtyard,butthelightlingeredyetontheriver,wherethelogswentdriftingpastinmidstream,lookingverydistinctandblackinthepaleredglow。Thetrunksofthetreesintheforestontheeastbankwerelostingloomwhiletheirhighestbranchesswayedgentlyinthedepartingsunlight。Theairfeltheavyandcoldinthebreeze,expiringinslightpuffsthatcameoverthewater。
  Almayershiveredashemadeanefforttospeak,andagainwithanuncertaingestureheseemedtofreehisthroatfromthegripofaninvisiblehand。Hisbloodshoteyeswanderedaimlesslyfromfacetoface。
  "There!"hesaidatlast。"Areyouallthere?Heisadangerousman。"
  Hedraggedatthecoverwithhastyviolence,andthebodyrolledstifflyofftheplanksandfellathisfeetinrigidhelplessness。
  "Cold,perfectlycold,"saidAlmayer,lookingroundwithamirthlesssmile。"Sorrycandonobetter。Andyoucan'thanghim,either。Asyouobserve,gentlemen,"headdedgravely,"thereisnohead,andhardlyanyneck。"
  Thelastrayoflightwassnatchedawayfromthetree-tops,therivergrewsuddenlydark,andinthegreatstillnessthemurmuroftheflowingwaterseemedtofillthevastexpanseofgreyshadowthatdescendedupontheland。
  "ThisisDain,"wentonAlmayertothesilentgroupthatsurroundedhim。"AndIhavekeptmyword。Firstonehope,thenanother,andthisismylast。Nothingisleftnow。Youthinkthereisonedeadmanhere?Mistake,I'sureyou。Iammuchmoredead。Whydon'tyouhangme?"hesuggestedsuddenly,inafriendlytone,addressingthelieutenant。"Iassure,assureyouitwouldbeamat——matterofformaltog——altogether。"
  Theselastwordshemutteredtohimself,andwalkedzigzagingtowardshishouse。"Getout!"hethunderedatAli,whowasapproachingtimidlywithoffersofassistance。Fromafar,scaredgroupsofmenandwomenwatchedhisdeviousprogress。Hedraggedhimselfupthestairsbythebanister,andmanagedtoreachachairintowhichhefellheavily。Hesatforawhilepantingwithexertionandanger,andlookingroundvaguelyforNina;thenmakingathreateninggesturetowardsthecompound,wherehehadheardBabalatchi'svoice,heoverturnedthetablewithhisfootinagreatcrashofsmashedcrockery。Hemutteredyetmenacinglytohimself,thenhisheadfellonhisbreast,hiseyesclosed,andwithadeepsighhefellasleep。
  Thatnight——forthefirsttimeinitshistory——thepeacefulandflourishingsettlementofSambirsawthelightsshiningabout"Almayer'sFolly。"ThesewerethelanternsoftheboatshungupbytheseamenundertheverandahwherethetwoofficerswereholdingacourtofinquiryintothetruthofthestoryrelatedtothembyBabalatchi。Babalatchihadregainedallhisimportance。
  Hewaseloquentandpersuasive,callingHeavenandEarthtowitnessthetruthofhisstatements。Therewerealsootherwitnesses。MahmatBanjerandagoodmanyothersunderwentacloseexaminationthatdraggeditswearylengthfarintotheevening。AmessengerwassentforAbdulla,whoexcusedhimselffromcomingonthescoreofhisvenerableage,butsentReshid。
  Mahmathadtoproducethebangle,andsawwithrageandmortificationthelieutenantputitinhispocket,asoneoftheproofsofDain'sdeath,tobesentinwiththeofficialreportofthemission。Babalatchi'sringwasalsoimpoundedforthesamepurpose,buttheexperiencedstatesmanwasresignedtothatlossfromtheverybeginning。Hedidnotmindaslongashewassure,thatthewhitemenbelieved。Heputthatquestiontohimselfearnestlyasheleft,oneofthelast,whentheproceedingscametoaclose。Hewasnotcertain。Still,iftheybelievedonlyforanight,hewouldputDainbeyondtheirreachandfeelsafehimself。Hewalkedawayfast,lookingfromtimetotimeoverhisshoulderinthefearofbeingfollowed,buthesawandheardnothing。
  "Teno'clock,"saidthelieutenant,lookingathiswatchandyawning。"Ishallhearsomeofthecaptain'scomplimentaryremarkswhenwegetback。Miserablebusiness,this。"
  "Doyouthinkallthisistrue?"askedtheyoungerman。
  "True!Itisjustpossible。Butifitisn'ttruewhatcanwedo?
  Ifwehadadozenboatswecouldpatrolthecreeks;andthatwouldn'tbemuchgood。Thatdrunkenmadmanwasright;wehaven'tenoughholdonthiscoast。Theydowhattheylike。Areourhammocksslung?"
  "Yes,Itoldthecoxswain。Strangecoupleoverthere,"saidthesub,withawaveofhishandtowardsAlmayer'shouse。
  "Hem!Queer,certainly。Whathaveyoubeentellingher?
  Iwasattendingtothefathermostofthetime。"
  "IassureyouIhavebeenperfectlycivil,"protestedtheotherwarmly。
  "Allright。Don'tgetexcited。Sheobjectstocivility,then,fromwhatIunderstand。Ithoughtyoumighthavebeentender。
  Youknowweareonservice。"
  "Well,ofcourse。Neverforgetthat。Coldlycivil。
  That'sall。"
  Theybothlaughedalittle,andnotfeelingsleepybegantopacetheverandahsidebyside。Themoonrosestealthilyabovethetrees,andsuddenlychangedtheriverintoastreamofscintillatingsilver。Theforestcameoutoftheblackvoidandstoodsombreandpensiveoverthesparklingwater。Thebreezediedawayintoabreathlesscalm。
  Seamanlike,thetwoofficerstrampedmeasuredlyupanddownwithoutexchangingaword。Thelooseplanksrattledrhythmicallyundertheirstepswithobstrusivedrysoundintheperfectsilenceofthenight。Astheywerewheelingroundagaintheyoungermanstoodattentive。
  "Didyouhearthat?"heasked。
  "No!"saidtheother。"Hearwhat?"
  "IthoughtIheardacry。Eversofaint。Seemedawoman'svoice。Inthatotherhouse。Ah!Again!Hearit?"
  "No,"saidthelieutenant,afterlisteningawhile。"Youyoungfellowsalwayshearwomen'svoices。Ifyouaregoingtodreamyouhadbettergetintoyourhammock。Good-night。"
  Themoonmountedhigher,andthewarmshadowsgrewsmallerandcreptawayasifhidingbeforethecoldandcruellight。
  chapter10
  CHAPTERX。
  "Ithassetatlast,"saidNinatohermotherpointingtowardsthehillsbehindwhichthesunhadsunk。"Listen,mother,IamgoingnowtoBulangi'screek,andifIshouldneverreturn——"
  Sheinterruptedherself,andsomethinglikedoubtdimmedforamomentthefireofsuppressedexaltationthathadglowedinhereyesandhadilluminatedthesereneimpassivenessofherfeatureswitharayofeagerlifeduringallthatlongdayofexcitement——
  thedayofjoyandanxiety,ofhopeandterror,ofvaguegriefandindistinctdelight。Whilethesunshonewiththatdazzlinglightinwhichherlovewasbornandgrewtillitpossessedherwholebeing,shewaskeptfirminherunwaveringresolvebythemysteriouswhisperingsofdesirewhichfilledherheartwithimpatientlongingforthedarknessthatwouldmeantheendofdangerandstrife,thebeginningofhappiness,thefulfillingoflove,thecompletenessoflife。Ithadsetatlast!Theshorttropicaltwilightwentoutbeforeshecoulddrawthelongbreathofrelief;andnowthesuddendarknessseemedtobefullofmenacingvoicescallinguponhertorushheadlongintotheunknown;tobetruetoherownimpulses,togiveherselfuptothepassionshehadevokedandshared。Hewaswaiting!Inthesolitudeofthesecludedclearing,inthevastsilenceoftheforesthewaswaitingalone,afugitiveinfearofhislife。
  Indifferenttohisdangerhewaswaitingforher。Itwasforheronlythathehadcome;andnowasthetimeapproachedwhenheshouldhavehisreward,sheaskedherselfwithdismaywhatmeantthatchillingdoubtofherownwillandofherowndesire?Withaneffortsheshookoffthefearofthepassingweakness。Heshouldhavehisreward。Herwoman'sloveandherwoman'shonourovercamethefalteringdistrustofthatunknownfuturewaitingforherinthedarknessoftheriver。
  "No,youwillnotreturn,"mutteredMrs。Almayer,prophetically。
  "Withoutyouhewillnotgo,andifheremainshere——"Shewavedherhandtowardsthelightsof"Almayer'sFolly,"andtheunfinishedsentencediedoutinathreateningmurmur。
  Thetwowomenhadmetbehindthehouse,andnowwerewalkingslowlytogethertowardsthecreekwhereallthecanoesweremoored。Arrivedatthefringeofbushestheystoppedbyacommonimpulse,andMrs。Almayer,layingherhandonherdaughter'sarm,triedinvaintolookcloseintothegirl'savertedface。Whensheattemptedtospeakherfirstwordswerelostinastifledsobthatsoundedstrangelycomingfromthatwomanwho,ofallhumanpassions,seemedtoknowonlythoseofangerandhate。
  "YouaregoingawaytobeagreatRanee,"shesaidatlast,inavoicethatwassteadyenoughnow,"andifyoubewiseyoushallhavemuchpowerthatwillenduremanydays,andevenlastintoyouroldage。WhathaveIbeen?Aslaveallmylife,andIhavecookedriceforamanwhohadnocourageandnowisdom。Hai!
  I!
  evenI,wasgiveningiftbyachiefandawarriortoamanthatwasneither。Hai!Hai!"
  Shewailedtoherselfsoftly,lamentingthelostpossibilitiesofmurderandmischiefthatcouldhavefallentoherlothadshebeenmatedwithacongenialspirit。NinabentdownoverMrs。
  Almayer'sslightformandscannedattentively,underthestarsthathadrushedoutontheblackskyandnowhungbreathlessoverthatstrangeparting,hermother'sshrivelledfeatures,andlookedcloseintothesunkeneyesthatcouldseeintoherowndarkfuturebythelightofalongandapainfulexperience。
  Againshefeltherselffascinated,asofold,byhermother'sexaltedmoodandbytheoracularcertaintyofexpressionwhich,togetherwithherfitsofviolence,hadcontributednotalittletothereputationforwitchcraftsheenjoyedinthesettlement。
  "Iwasaslave,andyoushallbeaqueen,"wentonMrs。Almayer,lookingstraightbeforeher;"butremembermen'sstrengthandtheirweakness。Tremblebeforehisanger,sothathemayseeyourfearinthelightofday;butinyourheartyoumaylaugh,foraftersunsetheisyourslave。"
  "Aslave!He!Themasteroflife!Youdonotknowhim,mother。"
  Mrs。Almayercondescendedtolaughcontemptuously。
  "Youspeaklikeafoolofawhitewoman,"sheexclaimed。"Whatdoyouknowofmen'sangerandofmen'slove?Haveyouwatchedthesleepofmenwearyofdealingdeath?Haveyoufeltaboutyouthestrongarmthatcoulddriveakrissdeepintoabeatingheart?Yah!youareawhitewoman,andoughttopraytoawoman-god!"
  "Whydoyousaythis?IhavelistenedtoyourwordssolongthatIhaveforgottenmyoldlife。IfIwaswhitewouldIstandhere,readytogo?Mother,Ishallreturntothehouseandlookoncemoreatmyfather'sface。"
  "No!"saidMrs。Almayer,violently。"No,hesleepsnowthesleepofgin;andifyouwentbackhemightawakeandseeyou。No,heshallneverseeyou。Whentheterribleoldmantookyouawayfrommewhenyouwerelittle,youremember——"
  "Itwassuchalongtimeago,"murmuredNina。
  "Iremember,"wentonMrs。Almayer,fiercely。"Iwantedtolookatyourfaceagain。Hesaidno!Iheardyoucryandjumpedintotheriver。Youwerehisdaughterthen;youaremydaughternow。
  Nevershallyougobacktothathouse;youshallnevercrossthiscourtyardagain。No!no!"
  Hervoicerosealmosttoashout。Ontheothersideofthecreektherewasarustleinthelonggrass。Thetwowomenheardit,andlistenedforawhileinstartledsilence。"Ishallgo,"saidNina,inacautiousbutintensewhisper。"Whatisyourhateoryourrevengetome?"
  Shemovedtowardsthehouse,Mrs。Almayerclingingtoherandtryingtopullherback。
  "Stop,youshallnotgo!"shegasped。
  Ninapushedawayhermotherimpatientlyandgatheredupherskirtsforaquickrun,butMrs。Almayerranforwardandturnedround,facingherdaughterwithoutstretchedarms。
  "Ifyoumoveanotherstep,"sheexclaimed,breathingquickly,"I
  shallcryout。Doyouseethoselightsinthebighouse?
  Theresittwowhitemen,angrybecausetheycannothavethebloodofthemanyoulove。Andinthosedarkhouses,"shecontinued,morecalmlyasshepointedtowardsthesettlement,"myvoicecouldwakeupmenthatwouldleadtheOrangBlandasoldierstohimwhoiswaiting——foryou。"
  Shecouldnotseeherdaughter'sface,butthewhitefigurebeforeherstoodsilentandirresoluteinthedarkness。Mrs。
  Almayerpursuedheradvantage。
  "Giveupyouroldlife!Forget!"shesaidinentreatingtones。
  "Forgetthatyoueverlookedatawhiteface;forgettheirwords;
  forgettheirthoughts。Theyspeaklies。Andtheythinkliesbecausetheydespiseusthatarebetterthantheyare,butnotsostrong。Forgettheirfriendshipandtheircontempt;forgettheirmanygods。Girl,whydoyouwanttorememberthepastwhenthereisawarriorandachiefreadytogivemanylives——hisownlife——
  foroneofyoursmiles?"
  Whileshespokeshepushedgentlyherdaughtertowardsthecanoes,hidingherownfear,anxiety,anddoubtunderthefloodofpassionatewordsthatleftNinanotimetothinkandnoopportunitytoprotest,evenifshehadwishedit。Butshedidnotwishitnow。Atthebottomofthatpassingdesiretolookagainatherfather'sfacetherewasnostrongaffection。Shefeltnoscruplesandnoremorseatleavingsuddenlythatmanwhosesentimenttowardsherselfshecouldnotunderstand,shecouldnotevensee。Therewasonlyaninstinctiveclingingtooldlife,tooldhabits,tooldfaces;thatfearoffinalitywhichlurksineveryhumanbreastandpreventssomanyheroismsandsomanycrimes。Foryearsshehadstoodbetweenhermotherandherfather,theonesostronginherweakness,theothersoweakwherehecouldhavebeenstrong。Betweenthosetwobeingssodissimilar,soantagonistic,shestoodwithmuteheartwonderingandangryatthefactofherownexistence。Itseemedsounreasonable,sohumiliatingtobeflungthereinthatsettlementandtoseethedaysrushbyintothepast,withoutahope,adesire,oranaimthatwouldjustifythelifeshehadtoendureinever-growingweariness。Shehadlittlebeliefandnosympathyforherfather'sdreams;butthesavageravingsofhermotherchancedtostrikearesponsivechord,deepdownsomewhereinherdespairingheart;andshedreameddreamsofherownwiththepersistentabsorptionofacaptivethinkingoflibertywithinthewallsofhisprisoncell。WiththecomingofDainshefoundtheroadtofreedombyobeyingthevoiceofthenew-bornimpulses,andwithsurprisedjoyshethoughtshecouldreadinhiseyestheanswertoallthequestioningsofherheart。Sheunderstoodnowthereasonandtheaimoflife;andinthetriumphantunveilingofthatmysteryshethrewawaydisdainfullyherpastwithitssadthoughts,itsbitterfeelings,anditsfaintaffections,nowwitheredanddeadincontactwithherfiercepassion。
  Mrs。AlmayerunmooredNina'sowncanoeand,straighteningherselfpainfully,stood,painterinhand,lookingatherdaughter。
  "Quick,"shesaid;"getawaybeforethemoonrises,whiletheriverisdark。IamafraidofAbdulla'sslaves。Thewretchesprowlinthenightoften,andmightseeandfollowyou。Therearetwopaddlesinthecanoe。"
  Ninaapproachedhermotherandhesitatinglytouchedlightlywithherlipsthewrinkledforehead。Mrs。Almayersnortedcontemptuouslyinprotestagainstthattendernesswhichshe,nevertheless,fearedcouldbecontagious。
  "ShallIeverseeyouagain,mother?"murmuredNina。
  "No,"saidMrs。Almayer,afterashortsilence。"Whyshouldyoureturnherewhereitismyfatetodie?Youwilllivefarawayinsplendourandmight。WhenIhearofwhitemendrivenfromtheislands,thenIshallknowthatyouarealive,andthatyouremembermywords。"
  "Ishallalwaysremember,"returnedNina,earnestly;"butwhereismypower,andwhatcanIdo?"
  "Donotlethimlooktoolonginyoureyes,norlayhisheadonyourkneeswithoutremindinghimthatmenshouldfightbeforetheyrest。Andifhelingers,givehimhiskrissyourselfandbidhimgo,asthewifeofamightyprinceshoulddowhentheenemiesarenear。Lethimslaythewhitementhatcometoustotrade,withprayersontheirlipsandloadedgunsintheirhands。
  Ah!"——sheendedwithasigh——"theyareoneverysea,andoneveryshore;andtheyareverymany!"
  Sheswungthebowofthecanoetowardstheriver,butdidnotletgothegunwale,keepingherhandonitinirresolutethoughtfulness。
  Ninaputthepointofthepaddleagainstthebank,readytoshoveoffintothestream。
  "Whatisit,mother?"sheasked,inalowvoice。"Doyouhearanything?"
  "No,"saidMrs。Almayer,absently。"Listen,Nina,"shecontinued,abruptly,afteraslightpause,"inafteryearstherewillbeotherwomen——"
  Astifledcryintheboatinterruptedher,andthepaddlerattledinthecanoeasitslippedfromNina'shands,whichsheputoutinaprotestinggesture。Mrs。Almayerfellonherkneesonthebankandleanedoverthegunwalesoastobringherownfaceclosetoherdaughter's。
  "Therewillbeotherwomen,"sherepeatedfirmly;"Itellyouthat,becauseyouarehalfwhite,andmayforgetthatheisagreatchief,andthatsuchthingsmustbe。Hideyouranger,anddonotlethimseeonyourfacethepainthatwilleatyourheart。Meethimwithjoyinyoureyesandwisdomonyourlips,fortoyouhewillturninsadnessorindoubt。Aslongashelooksuponmanywomenyourpowerwilllast,butshouldtherebeone,oneonlywithwhomheseemstoforgetyou,then——"
  "Icouldnotlive,"exclaimedNina,coveringherfacewithbothherhands。"Donotspeakso,mother;itcouldnotbe。"
  "Then,"wentonMrs。Almayer,steadily,"tothatwoman,Nina,shownomercy。"
  Shemovedthecanoedowntowardsthestreambythegunwale,andgrippeditwithbothherhands,thebowpointingintotheriver。
  "Areyoucrying?"sheaskedsternlyofherdaughter,whosatstillwithcoveredface。"Arise,andtakeyourpaddle,forhehaswaitedlongenough。Andremember,Nina,nomercy;andifyoumuststrike,strikewithasteadyhand。"
  Sheputoutallherstrength,andswingingherbodyoverthewater,shotthelightcraftfarintothestream。WhensherecoveredherselffromtheeffortshetriedvainlytocatchaglimpseofthecanoethatseemedtohavedissolvedsuddenlyintothewhitemisttrailingovertheheatedwatersofthePantai。
  Afterlisteningforawhileintentlyonherknees,Mrs。Almayerrosewithadeepsigh,whiletwotearswanderedslowlydownherwitheredcheeks。Shewipedthemoffquicklywithawispofhergreyhairasifashamedofherself,butcouldnotstifleanotherloudsigh,forherheartwasheavyandshesufferedmuch,beingunusedtotenderemotions。Thistimeshefanciedshehadheardafaintnoise,liketheechoofherownsigh,andshestopped,strainingherearstocatchtheslightestsound,andpeeringapprehensivelytowardsthebushesnearher。
  "Whoisthere?"sheasked,inanunsteadyvoice,whileherimaginationpeopledthesolitudeoftheriversidewithghost-likeforms。"Whoisthere?"sherepeatedfaintly。
  Therewasnoanswer:onlythevoiceoftherivermurmuringinsadmonotonebehindthewhiteveilseemedtoswelllouderforamoment,todieawayagaininasoftwhisperofeddieswashingagainstthebank。
  Mrs。Almayershookherheadasifinanswertoherownthoughts,andwalkedquicklyawayfromthebushes,lookingtotherightandleftwatchfully。Shewentstraighttowardsthecooking-shed,observingthattheembersofthefirethereglowedmorebrightlythanusual,asifsomebodyhadbeenaddingfreshfueltothefiresduringtheevening。Assheapproached,Babalatchi,whohadbeensquattinginthewarmglow,roseandmetherintheshadowoutside。
  "Isshegone?"askedtheanxiousstatesman,hastily。
  "Yes,"answeredMrs。Almayer。"Whatarethewhitemendoing?
  Whendidyouleavethem?"
  "Theyaresleepingnow,Ithink。Maytheyneverwake!"exclaimedBabalatchi,fervently。"Oh!buttheyaredevils,andmademuchtalkandtroubleoverthatcarcase。Thechiefthreatenedmetwicewithhishand,andsaidhewouldhavemetieduptoatree。
  Tiemeuptoatree!Me!"herepeated,strikinghisbreastviolently。
  Mrs。Almayerlaughedtauntingly。
  "Andyousalaamedandaskedformercy。MenwitharmsbytheirsideactedotherwisewhenIwasyoung。"
  "Andwherearethey,themenofyouryouth?Youmadwoman!"
  retortedBabalatchi,angrily。"KilledbytheDutch。Aha!
  ButI
  shalllivetodeceivethem。Amanknowswhentofightandwhentotellpeacefullies。Youwouldknowthatifyouwerenotawoman。"
  ButMrs。Almayerdidnotseemtohearhim。Withbentbodyandoutstretchedarmsheappearedtobelisteningtosomenoisebehindtheshed。
  "Therearestrangesounds,"shewhispered,withevidentalarm。
  "Ihaveheardintheairthesoundsofgrief,asofasighandweeping。Thatwasbytheriverside。AndnowagainIheard——"
  "Where?"askedBabalatchi,inanalteredvoice。"Whatdidyouhear?"
  "Closehere。Itwaslikeabreathlongdrawn。IwishIhadburntthepaperoverthebodybeforeitwasburied。"
  "Yes,"assentedBabalatchi。"Butthewhitemenhadhimthrownintoaholeatonce。Youknowhefoundhisdeathontheriver,"
  headdedcheerfully,"andhisghostmayhailthecanoes,butwouldleavethelandalone。"
  Mrs。Almayer,whohadbeencraninghernecktolookroundthecorneroftheshed,drewbackherhead。
  "Thereisnobodythere,"shesaid,reassured。"IsitnottimefortheRajahwar-canoetogototheclearing?"
  "Ihavebeenwaitingforithere,forImyselfmustgo,"
  explainedBabalatchi。"IthinkIwillgooverandseewhatmakesthemlate。Whenwillyoucome?TheRajahgivesyourefuge。"
  "Ishallpaddleoverbeforethebreakofday。Icannotleavemydollarsbehind,"mutteredMrs。Almayer。
  Theyseparated。Babalatchicrossedthecourtyardtowardsthecreektogethiscanoe,andMrs。Almayerwalkedslowlytothehouse,ascendedtheplankway,andpassingthroughthebackverandahenteredthepassageleadingtothefrontofthehouse;
  butbeforegoinginsheturnedinthedoorwayandlookedbackattheemptyandsilentcourtyard,nowlitupbytheraysoftherisingmoon。Nosoonershehaddisappeared,however,thanavagueshapeflittedoutfromamongstthestalksofthebananaplantation,dartedoverthemoonlitspace,andfellinthedarknessatthefootoftheverandah。Itmighthavebeentheshadowofadrivingcloud,sonoiselessandrapidwasitspassage,butforthetrailofdisturbedgrass,whosefeatheryheadstrembledandswayedforalongtimeinthemoonlightbeforetheyrestedmotionlessandgleaming,likeadesignofsilverspraysembroideredonasombrebackground。
  Mrs。Almayerlightedthecocoanutlamp,andliftingcautiouslytheredcurtain,gazeduponherhusband,shadingthelightwithherhand。
  Almayer,huddledupinthechair,oneofhisarmshangingdown,theotherthrownacrossthelowerpartofhisfaceasiftowardoffaninvisibleenemy,hislegsstretchedstraightout,sleptheavily,unconsciousoftheunfriendlyeyesthatlookeduponhimindisparagingcriticism。Athisfeetlaytheoverturnedtable,amongstawreckofcrockeryandbrokenbottles。Theappearanceasoftracesleftbyadesperatestrugglewasaccentuatedbythechairs,whichseemedtohavebeenscatteredviolentlyallovertheplace,andnowlayabouttheverandahwithalamentableaspectofinebrietyintheirhelplessattitudes。OnlyNina'sbigrocking-chair,standingblackandmotionlessonitshighrunners,toweredabovethechaosofdemoralisedfurniture,unflinchinglydignifiedandpatient,waitingforitsburden。
  Withalastscornfullooktowardsthesleeper,Mrs。Almayerpassedbehindthecurtainintoherownroom。Acoupleofbats,encouragedbythedarknessandthepeacefulstateofaffairs,resumedtheirsilentandobliquegambolsaboveAlmayer'shead,andforalongtimetheprofoundquietofthehousewasunbroken,saveforthedeepbreathingofthesleepingmanandthefainttinkleofsilverinthehandsofthewomanpreparingforflight。
  Intheincreasinglightofthemoonthathadrisennowabovethenightmist,theobjectsontheverandahcameoutstronglyoutlinedinblacksplashesofshadowwithalltheuncompromisinguglinessoftheirdisorder,andacaricatureofthesleepingAlmayerappearedonthedirtywhitewashofthewallbehindhiminagrotesquelyexaggerateddetailofattitudeandfeatureenlargedtoaheroicsize。Thediscontentedbatsdepartedinquestofdarkerplaces,andalizardcameoutinshort,nervousrushes,and,pleasedwiththewhitetable-cloth,stoppedonitinbreathlessimmobilitythatwouldhavesuggestedsuddendeathhaditnotbeenforthemelodiouscallheexchangedwithalessadventurousfriendhidingamongstthelumberinthecourtyard。
  Thentheboardsinthepassagecreaked,thelizardvanished,andAlmayerstirreduneasilywithasigh:slowly,outofthesenselessannihilationofdrunkensleep,hewasreturning,throughthelandofdreams,towakingconsciousness。Almayer'sheadrolledfromshouldertoshoulderintheoppressionofhisdream;theheavenshaddescendeduponhimlikeaheavymantle,andtrailedinstarredfoldsfarunderhim。Starsabove,starsallroundhim;andfromthestarsunderhisfeetroseawhisperfullofentreatiesandtears,andsorrowfulfacesflittedamongsttheclustersoflightfillingtheinfinitespacebelow。Howescapefromtheimportunityoflamentablecriesandfromthelookofstaring,sadeyesinthefaceswhichpressedroundhimtillhegaspedforbreathunderthecrushingweightofworldsthathungoverhisachingshoulders?Getaway!Buthow?Ifheattemptedtomovehewouldstepoffintonothing,andperishinthecrashingfallofthatuniverseofwhichhewastheonlysupport。
  Andwhatwerethevoicessaying?Urginghimtomove!Why?
  Movetodestruction!Notlikely!Theabsurdityofthethingfilledhimwithindignation。Hegotafirmerfootholdandstiffenedhismusclesinheroicresolvetocarryhisburdentoalleternity。
  Andagespassedinthesuperhumanlabour,amidsttherushofcirclingworlds;intheplaintivemurmurofsorrowfulvoicesurginghimtodesistbeforeitwastoolate——tillthemysteriouspowerthathadlaiduponhimthegianttaskseemedatlasttoseekhisdestruction。Withterrorhefeltanirresistiblehandshakinghimbytheshoulder,whilethechorusofvoicesswelledlouderintoanagonisedprayertogo,gobeforeitistoolate。
  Hefelthimselfslipping,losinghisbalance,assomethingdraggedathislegs,andhefell。Withafaintcryheglidedoutoftheanguishofperishingcreationintoanimperfectwakingthatseemedtobestillunderthespellofhisdream。
  "What?What?"hemurmuredsleepily,withoutmovingoropeninghiseyes。Hisheadstillfeltheavy,andhehadnotthecouragetoraisehiseyelids。Inhisearstherestilllingeredthesoundofentreatingwhisper。——"AmIawake?——WhydoIhearthevoices?"
  hearguedtohimself,hazily。——"Icannotgetridofthehorriblenightmareyet。——Ihavebeenverydrunk。——Whatisthatshakingme?
  Iamdreamingyet——Imustopenmyeyesandbedonewithit。I
  amonlyhalfawake,itisevident。"
  Hemadeanefforttoshakeoffhisstuporandsawafaceclosetohis,glaringathimwithstaringeyeballs。Heclosedhiseyesagaininamazedhorrorandsatupstraightinthechair,tremblingineverylimb。Whatwasthisapparition?——Hisownfancy,nodoubt。——Hisnerveshadbeenmuchtriedthedaybefore——andthenthedrink!Hewouldnotseeitagainifhehadthecouragetolook。——Hewouldlookdirectly。——Getalittlesteadierfirst。——So。——Now。
  Helooked。Thefigureofawomanstandinginthesteelylight,herhandsstretchedforthinasuppliantgesture,confrontedhimfromthefar-offendoftheverandah;andinthespacebetweenhimandtheobstinatephantomfloatedthemurmurofwordsthatfellonhisearsinajumbleoftorturingsentences,themeaningofwhichescapedtheutmosteffortsofhisbrain。WhospoketheMalaywords?Whoranaway?Whytoolate——andtoolateforwhat?
  Whatmeantthosewordsofhateandlovemixedsostrangelytogether,theever-recurringnamesfallingonhisearsagainandagain——Nina,Dain;Dain,Nina?Dainwasdead,andNinawassleeping,unawareoftheterribleexperiencethroughwhichhewasnowpassing。Washegoingtobetormentedforever,sleepingorwaking,andhavenopeaceeithernightorday?Whatwasthemeaningofthis?
  Heshoutedthelastwordsaloud。Theshadowywomanseemedtoshrinkandrecedealittlefromhimtowardsthedoorway,andtherewasashriek。Exasperatedbytheincomprehensiblenatureofhistorment,Almayermadearushupontheapparition,whicheludedhisgrasp,andhebroughtupheavilyagainstthewall。
  Quickaslightningheturnedroundandpursuedfiercelythemysteriousfigurefleeingfromhimwithpiercingshrieksthatwerelikefueltotheflamesofhisanger。Overthefurniture,roundtheoverturnedtable,andnowhehaditcorneredbehindNina'schair。Totheleft,totherighttheydodged,thechairrockingmadlybetweenthem,shesendingoutshriekaftershriekateveryfeint,andhegrowlingmeaninglesscursesthroughhishardsetteeth。"Oh!thefiendishnoisethatsplithisheadandseemedtochokehisbreath。——Itwouldkillhim。——Itmustbestopped!"Aninsanedesiretocrushthatyellingthinginducedhimtocasthimselfrecklesslyoverthechairwithadesperategrab,andtheycamedowntogetherinacloudofdustamongstthesplinteredwood。Thelastshriekdiedoutunderhiminafaintgurgle,andhehadsecuredthereliefofabsolutesilence。
  Helookedatthewoman'sfaceunderhim。Arealwoman!Heknewher。Byallthatiswonderful!Taminah!Hejumpedupashamedofhisfuryandstoodperplexed,wipinghisforehead。Thegirlstruggledtoakneelingpostureandembracedhislegsinafrenziedprayerformercy。
  "Don'tbeafraid,"hesaid,raisingher。"Ishallnothurtyou。
  Whydoyoucometomyhouseinthenight?Andifyouhadtocome,whynotgobehindthecurtainwherethewomensleep?"
  "Theplacebehindthecurtainisempty,"gaspedTaminah,catchingherbreathbetweenthewords。"Therearenowomeninyourhouseanymore,Tuan。IsawtheoldMemgoawaybeforeItriedtowakeyou。Ididnotwantyourwomen,Iwantedyou。"
  "OldMem!"repeatedAlmayer。"Doyoumeanmywife?"
  Shenoddedherhead。
  "Butofmydaughteryouarenotafraid?"saidAlmayer。
  "Haveyounotheardme?"sheexclaimed。"HaveInotspokenforalongtimewhenyoulaytherewitheyeshalfopen?Sheisgonetoo。"
  "Iwasasleep。Canyounottellwhenamanissleepingandwhenawake?"
  "Sometimes,"answeredTaminahinalowvoice;"sometimesthespiritlingersclosetoasleepingbodyandmayhear。IspokealongtimebeforeItouchedyou,andIspokesoftlyforfearitwoulddepartatasuddennoiseandleaveyousleepingforever。
  ItookyoubytheshoulderonlywhenyoubegantomutterwordsI
  couldnotunderstand。Haveyounotheard,then,anddoyouknownothing?"
  "Nothingofwhatyousaid。Whatisit?Tellagainifyouwantmetoknow。"
  Hetookherbytheshoulderandledherunresistingtothefrontoftheverandahintoastrongerlight。Shewrungherhandswithsuchanappearanceofgriefthathebegantobealarmed。
  "Speak,"hesaid。"Youmadenoiseenoughtowakeevendeadmen。
  Andyetnobodylivingcame,"headdedtohimselfinanuneasywhisper。"Areyoumute?Speak!"herepeated。
  InarushofwordswhichbrokeoutafterashortstrugglefromhertremblinglipsshetoldhimthetaleofNina'sloveandherownjealousy。Severaltimeshelookedangrilyintoherfaceandtoldhertobesilent;buthecouldnotstopthesoundsthatseemedtohimtorunoutinahotstream,swirlabouthisfeet,andriseinscaldingwavesabouthim,higher,higher,drowninghisheart,touchinghislipswithafeelofmoltenlead,blottingouthissightinscorchingvapour,closingoverhishead,mercilessanddeadly。WhenshespokeofthedeceptionastoDain'sdeathofwhichhehadbeenthevictimonlythatday,heglancedagainatherwithterribleeyes,andmadeherfalterforasecond,butheturnedawaydirectly,andhisfacesuddenlylostallexpressioninastonystarefarawayovertheriver。Ah!theriver!Hisoldfriendandhisoldenemy,speakingalwayswiththesamevoiceasherunsfromyeartoyearbringingfortuneordisappointmenthappinessorpain,uponthesamevaryingbutunchangedsurfaceofglancingcurrentsandswirlingeddies。Formanyyearshehadlistenedtothepassionlessandsoothingmurmurthatsometimeswasthesongofhope,attimesthesongoftriumph,ofencouragement;moreoftenthewhisperofconsolationthatspokeofbetterdaystocome。Forsomanyyears!Somanyyears!Andnowtotheaccompanimentofthatmurmurhelistenedtotheslowandpainfulbeatingofhisheart。Helistenedattentively,wonderingattheregularityofitsbeats。Hebegantocountmechanically。One,two。Whycount?Atthenextbeatitmuststop。Noheartcouldsuffersoandbeatsosteadilyforlong。Thoseregularstrokesasofamuffledhammerthatranginhisearsmuststopsoon。Stillbeatingunceasingandcruel。
  Nomancanbearthis;andisthisthelast,orwillthenextonebethelast?——Howmuchlonger?OGod!howmuchlonger?Hishandweighedheavierunconsciouslyonthegirl'sshoulder,andshespokethelastwordsofherstorycrouchingathisfeetwithtearsofpainandshameandanger。Washerrevengetofailher?
  Thiswhitemanwaslikeasenselessstone。Toolate!Toolate!
  "Andyousawhergo?"Almayer'svoicesoundedharshlyaboveherhead。