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第2章

  There’syours!Now,withaone-side-poisonedknifeOnemightsnufflifeAndleaveone’sfriendwith——"fool"forepitaph!
  Anoldtrick?Truth!ButwhenonehastheitchForprettythingsandisn’tveryrich……
  There,eatitallorI’llBeangry!Youfeelgiddy?Well,it’shot!
  ThisbergamotTakehomeandsmell——itpurgesbloodofbile!
  AndwhenyoukissBianca’sdimpledknee,ThinkofthepoorPopeinhismisery!
  Nowyoumaykissmyring!
  Hothere,theCardinal’slitter!——YoumustdineWhenthenewwineIsin,againwithme——hearBicesing,Evenadmiremyfrescoes——thoughthey’renoughtBesidethecalmGreekgloriesyouhavebought!
  Godspeed,SirCardinal!
  Andtakeaweakman’sblessing!HelphimthereTothecoolair!……
  Lucreziahere?You’rereadyfortheball?
  ——He’lldiewithintenhours,Isuppose——
  MhM!Kissyourpooroldfather,littlerose!
  TheBreakingPointItwasnotwhentemptationcame,Swiftlyandblastinglyasflame,Andsearedmewhitewithburningscars;
  WhenIstoodupforage-longwarsAndheldtheveryFiendatgrips;
  WhenallmymutinousbodyroseTorangeitselfbesidemyfoes,And,likeagreyhoundintheslips,TheBeastthatdwellswithinmeroared,Lungingandstrainingathiscord……
  ForalltheblusteringsofHell,ItwasnotthenIslippedandfell;
  Forallthestorm,forallthehate,Ikeptmysoulinviolate!
  Butwhenthefightwasfoughtandwon,AndtherewasPeaceasstillasDeathOneverythingbeneaththesun。
  JustasIstartedtodrawbreath,Andyawn,andstretch,andpatmyself,——Thegrassbegantowhisperthings——
  Andeverytreebecameanelf,Thatgrinnedandchuckledcounsellings:
  Birds,beasts,onethingalonetheysaid,Beatinganddinningatmyhead。
  Icouldnotfly。Icouldnotshunit。
  Slimilytwisting,slowandblind,Itcreptandcreptintomymind。
  Whisperedandshouted,sneeredandlaughed,Screamedoutuntilmybrainwasdaft……
  Onesnakyword,"WHATIFYOU’DDONEIT?"
  AndIbegantothink……
  Ah,well,WhatmatterhowIslippedandfell?
  Oryou,yougutter-searchersay!
  Tellwhereyoufoundmeyesterday!
  LonelyBurialTherewerenotmanyatthatlonelyplace,Wheretwoscourgedhillsmetinalittleplain。
  Thewindcriedloudingusts,thenlowagain。
  Threepinesstraineddarkly,runnersinaraceUnseenbyany。TowardthefurtherwoodsAdimharshnoiseofvoicesroseandceased。
  ——Weweremostsilentinthosesolitudes——
  Then,suddenasaflame,theblack-robedpriest,TheclottedearthpiledroughlyupaboutThehackedredoblongofthenew-madething,ShortwordsinswordlikeLatin——andaroutOfdreamsmostimpotent,unwearying。
  Then,likeablinddoorshutonacarouse,Theterriblebarenessofthesoul’slasthouse。
  DinnerinaQuickLunchRoomSoupshouldbeheraldedwithamellowhorn,Blowingclearnotesofgoldagainstthestars;
  StrangeentreeswithajangleofglassbarsFantasticallyalivewithsubtlescorn;
  Fish,byaplopping,gurglingrushofwaters,Clear,vibrantwaters,beautifullyaustere;
  Roast,withathunderofdrumstostuntheear,Ascreamingfife,avoicefromancientslaughters!
  Overthesaladletthewoodwindsmoan;
  Thenthegreensilenceofmanywatercresses;
  Dessert,abalalaika,strummedalone;
  Coffee,aslow,lowsingingnopassionstresses;
  Sucharemythoughtsas——clang!crash!bang!——IbroodAndgorgethestickymessthesefoolscallfood!
  TheHemp(AVirginiaLegend。)
  ThePlantingoftheHemp。
  CaptainHawkscourgedcleantheseas(Blackisthegapbelowtheplank)
  FromtheGreatNorthBanktotheCaribbees(Downbythemarshthehempgrowsrank)。
  Hisfearwasontheseaporttowns,Theweightofhishandheldhardthedowns。
  Andthemerchantscursedhim,bitterandblack,Foraredflameinthesea-fog’swrackWasalloftheirshipsthatmightcomeback。
  Forallhehadonewordalone,Oneclodofdirtintheirfacesthrown,"Thehempthatshallhangmeisnotgrown!"
  HisnamebestrodetheseaslikeDeath。
  Thewaterstrembledathisbreath。
  Thisisthetaleofhowhefell,Ofthelongsweepandtheheavyswell,Andtheropethatdraggedhimdowntohell。
  Thefightwasdone,andtheguttedship,Strippedlikeasharkthesea-gullsstrip,Lurchedblindly,eatenoutwithflame,Backtothelandfromwhereshecame,Askimminghorror,aneyelessshame。
  AndHawkstooduponhisquarter-deck,Andsawtheskyandsawthewreck。
  Below,abuttforsailors’jeers,Whiteastheskywhenawhitesquallnears,Huddledthecrowdoftheprisoners。
  Overthebridgeofthetotteringplank,Wheretheseashookandthegulfyawnedblank,Theyshriekedandstruggledanddroppedandsank,Pinionedarmsandhandsboundfast。
  Onegirlalonewasleftatlast。
  SirHenryGauntwasamightylord。
  HesatinstateattheCouncilboard;
  Thegovernorswereasnoughttohim。
  FromonerimtotheotherrimOfhisgreatplantations,flungoutwideLikeapurplecloak,wasafullmonth’sride。
  Lifeanddeathinhiswhitehandslay,Andhisonlydaughterstoodatbay,Trappedlikeahareinthetoilsthatday。
  Hesatatwineinhisgoldandhislace,Andfaraway,inabloodyplace,Hawkcamenear,andshecoveredherface。
  Herodeinthefields,andthehuntwasbrave,AndfarawayhisdaughtergaveAshriekthattheseascriedouttohear,Andhecouldnotseeandhecouldnotsave。
  HerwhitesoulwitheredinthemireAspapershrivelsupinfire,AndHawklaughed,andhekissedhermouth,Andherbodyhetookforhisdesire。
  TheGrowingoftheHemp。
  SirHenrystoodinthemanorroom,Andhiseyeswerehardgemsinthegloom。
  Andhesaid,"GodigmefurrowsfiveWherethegreenmarshcreepslikeathingalive——
  Thereatitsedge,wheretherushesthrive。"
  Andwherethefurrowsrenttheground,Hesowedtheseedofhemparound。
  AndtheblacksshrinkbackandaresoreafraidAtthefurrowsfivethatribtheglade,Andthevoodooworkofthemaster’sspade。
  Foracoldwindblowsfromthemarshlandnear,Andwhitethingsmove,andthenightgrowsdrear,Andtheychatterandcrouchandaresickwithfear。
  Butdownbythemarsh,wherethegrayslavesglean,Thehempsproutsup,andtheearthisseenVeiledwithatenuousmistofgreen。
  AndHawkstillscourgestheCaribbees,Andmanymenkneelathisknees。
  SirHenrysitsinhishousealone,Andhiseyesarehardanddulllikestone。
  Andthewavesbeat,andthewindsroar,Andallthingsareastheywerebefore。
  Andthedayspass,andtheweekspass,Andnothingchangesbutthegrass。
  Butdownwherethefirefliesarelikeeyes,Andthedampsshudder,andthemistsrise,Thehemp-stalksstanduptowardtheskies。
  AnddownfromthepoopofthepirateshipAbodyfalls,andthegreatsharksgrip。
  Innocent,lovely,goingrace!
  Atlastthereispeaceuponyourface。
  AndHawklaughsloudasthecorpseisthrown,"Thehempthatshallhangmeisnotgrown!"
  SirHenry’sfaceisirontomark,Andhegazeseverinthedark。
  Andthedayspass,andtheweekspass,Andtheworldisasitalwayswas。
  Butdownbythemarshthesicklesbeam,Glitteronglitter,gleamongleam,Andthehempfallsdownbythestagnantstream。
  AndHawkbeatsupfromtheCaribbees,SwoopingtopounceintheNorthernseas。
  SirHenrysitssunkdeepinhischair,Andwhiteashishandisgrownhishair。
  Andthedayspass,andtheweekspass,Andthesandsrollfromthehour-glass。
  ButdownbythemarshintheblazingsunThehempissmoothedandtwistedandspun,Theropemade,andtheworkdone。
  TheUsingoftheHemp。
  CaptainHawkscourgedcleantheseas(Blackisthegapbelowtheplank)
  FromtheGreatNorthBanktotheCaribbees(Downbythemarshthehempgrowsrank)。
  HesailedinthebroadAtlantictrack,Andtheshipsthatsawhimcamenotback。
  Andonceagain,wherethewidetidesran,Hestoopedtoharryamerchantman。
  Hebadeherstop。TengunsspaketrueFromherhiddenports,andahiddencrew,Lackinghisgreatshipthroughandthrough。
  Dazedanddumbwiththesuddendeath,HescarcehadtimetodrawabreathBeforethegrappling-ironsbitdeep,Andtheboardersslewhiscrewlikesheep。
  Hawkstoodupstraight,hisbreasttothesteel;
  Hiscutlassmadeabloodywheel。
  Hiscutlassmadeawheelofflame。
  Theyshrankbeforehimashecame。
  Andthebodiesfellinachokingcrowd,Andstillhethunderedoutaloud,"Thehempthatshallhangmeisnotgrown!"
  Theyfledatlast。Hewasleftalone。
  BeforehisfoeSirHenrystood。
  "Thehempisgrown,andmywordmadegood!"
  AndthecutlassclangedwithahissingwhirOnthelashingbladeoftherapier。
  Hawkroaredandchargedlikeamaddenedbuck。
  Asthecobrastrikes,SirHenrystruck,Pouringhislifeinasinglethrust,Andthecutlassshiveredtosparksanddust。
  SirHenrystoodontheblood-staineddeck,Andsethisfootonhisfoe’sneck。
  Thenfromthehatch,wheretherentdecksslope,Wherethedeadrollandthewoundedgrope,Hedraggedtheserpentoftherope。
  Theskywasblue,andtheseawasstill,Thewaveslappedsoftly,hillonhill,AndbetweenonewaveandanotherwaveThedoomedman’scrieswerelittleandshrill。
  Theseawasblue,andtheskywascalm;
  Theairdrippedwithagoldenbalm。
  Likeawind-blownfruitbetweenseaandsun,Ablackthingwrithedatayard-arm。
  Slowlythen,andawesomely,Theshipsank,andthegallows-tree,Andtherewasnoughtbetweenseaandsun——
  Noughtbutthesunandtheskyandthesea。
  Butdownbythemarshwherethefeverbreeds,Onlythewaterchucklesandpleads;
  Forthehempclingsfasttoadeadman’sthroat,AndblindFategathersbackherseeds。
  PoorDevil!
  Well,Iwastiredoflife;thesillyfolk,Thetiresomenoises,allthecommonthingsIlovedonce,crushedmewithanironyoke。
  Ilongedforthecoolquietandthedark,UnderthecommonsodwhereloutsandkingsLiedown,serene,unheeding,careless,stark,Nevertoriseormoveorfeelagain,Filledwiththeecstasyofbeingdead……
  IputtheshiningpistoltomyheadAndpulledthetriggerhard——Ifeltnopain,Nopainatall;thepistolhadmissedfireIthought;then,lookingatthefloor,IsawMyhuddledbodylyingthere——andaweSweptoverme。Itrembled——andlookedup。
  Aboutmewas——notthat,myheart’sdesire,Thatsmallanddarkabodeofdeathandpeace——
  ButallfromwhichIsoughtavainrelease!
  Thesky,thepeopleandthestaringsunGlaredatmeasbefore。Iwasundone。
  Mylaststatetentimesworsethanwasmyfirst。
  HelplessIstood,befooled,betrayed,accursed,FetteredtoLifeforever,horribly;
  CaughtinthemeshesofEternity,Nofurtherdoorstobreakorbarstoburst!
  GhostsofaLunaticAsylumHere,wheremen’seyeswereemptyandasbrightAstheblankwindowssetinglaringbrick,Whenthewindstrengthensfromthesea——andnightDropslikeafogandmakesthebreathcomethick;
  Bythedesertedpaths,thevacanthalls,Onemayseefigures,twistedshadesandlean,LikethemadshapesthatcrawlanIndianscreen,Orpaunchysmearsyoufindonprisonwalls。
  Turntheknobgently!There’stheThumblessMan,Stillweavingglassandsilkintoadream,Althoughthewallshowsthroughhim——andtheKhanJourneysCathaybesideapaperstream。
  ARabbitWomanchittersbythedoor——
  ——Chillythegrave-smellcomesfromtheturnedsod——
  Come——liftthecurtain——andbecoldbeforeThesilenceoftheeightmenwhowereGod!
  TheWhitePeacock(France——AncientRegime。)
  I。
  Goaway!
  Goaway;Iwillnotconfesstoyou!
  Hisblackbirettaclingslikeahangman’scap;underhistwitchingfingersthebeadsshiverandclick,Ashemumblesinhiscorner,theshadowdeepensuponhim;
  Iwillnotconfess!……
  Ishethereorisitintensershadow?
  Darkhuddledcoilingsfromtheobscenedepths,Black,formlessshadow,Shadow。
  Doorscreak;fromsecretpartsofthechateaucomethescuffleandworryofrats。
  Orangelightdripsfromthegutteringcandles,EddyingoverthevastembroideriesofthebedStirringthemonstroustapestries,RetreatingbeforethesableimpendinggloomofthecanopyWithaswiftthrustandsparkleofgold,Lippingmyhands,ThenRipplingbackabashedbeforetheominoussilencesLiketheswiftturnsandstartsofanoverpoweredfencerWhoseesbeforehimHorrorBehindhimdarkness,Shadow。
  Theclockjarsandstrikes,athin,suddennotelikethesobofachild。
  Clock,buhlclockthattickedoutthetortuoushoursofmybirth,Clock,evil,wizeneddwarfofaclock,howmanyyearsofagonyhaveyourelentlesslymeasured,Yardstickofmystiflingshroud?
  IamAumaurydeMontreuil;oncequick,soontobeeatenofworms。
  Youhear,Father?Hsh,heisasleepinthenight’scloak。
  Overmetoostealssleep。
  Sleeplikeawhitemistontherottingpaintingsofcupidsandgodsontheceiling;
  Sleeponthecarvenshieldsandknotsatthefootofthebed,Oozing,blurringoutlines,obliteratingcolors,Death。
  Father,Father,Imustnotsleep!
  Itdoesnothear——thatshadowcrouchedinthecorner……
  Isitashadow?
  Onemightthinksoindeed,saveforthecalmface,yellowaswax,thatliftslikethefaceofadrownedmanfromthechokingdarkness。
  II。
  Outofthedrowsyfogmybodycreepsbacktome。
  Itisthewhitetimebeforedawn。
  Moonlight,watery,pellucid,lifeless,ripplesovertheworld。
  Thegrassbeneathitisgray;thestarspaleinthesky。
  Thenightdewhasfallen;
  Aninfinityoflittledrops,crystalsfromwhichalllighthasbeentaken,Glintonthesighingbranches。
  Allispurity,withoutcolor,withoutstir,withoutpassion。
  Suddenlyapeacockscreams。
  Myheartshocksandstops;
  Sweat,coldcorpse-sweatCoversmyrigidbody。
  Myhairstandsonend。Icannotstir。Icannotspeak。
  Itisterror,terrorthatiswalkingthepalesickgardensAndtheeyelessfacenomanmayseeandlive!
  Ah-h-h-h-h!
  Father,Father,wake!wakeandsaveme!
  Inhiscornerallisshadow。
  Deadthingscreepfromtheground。
  Itissolongagothatshedied,solongago!
  Dustcrushesher,earthholdsher,moldgripsher。
  Fiends,doyounotknowthatsheisdead?……
  "Letusdancethepavon!"shesaid;thewaxlightsglitteredlikeswordsonthepolishedfloor。
  Twinklingonjewelledsnuffboxes,beamingsavagelyfromthecrassgoldofcandelabra,Fromthewhiteshouldersofgirlsandthewhitepowderedwigsofmen……
  Alllifewasthatdance。
  Themocking,resistlesscurrent,Thebeauty,thepassion,theperilousmadness——
  Asshetookmyhand,releaseditandspreadherdresseslikepetals,Turning,swayinginbeauty,Alily,bowedbytherain,——
  Moonlightshewas,andherbodyofmoonlightandfoam,Andhereyesstars。
  Ohthedancehasapattern!
  Butthecleargraceofherthrilledthroughthenotesoftheviols,Tremulous,pleading,escaping,immortal,untamed,And,asweended,Sheblewmeakissfromherhandlikeadriftingwhiteblossom——
  Andthestarshinewasgone;andshefledlikeabirdupthestair。
  Underneaththewindowapeacockscreams,Andclawsclick,scrapeLikelittlelacqueredbootsontheroughstone。
  Ohthelongfantasyofthekiss;theceaselesshunger,ceaselessly,divinelyappeased!
  Theachingpresenceofthebeloved’sbeauty!
  Thewisdom,theincense,thebrightness!
  Oncemoreontheice-brightfloortheydancedthepavonButIturnedtothegardenandherfromthelightedcandles。
  SoftlyItrodthelushgrassbetweentheblackhedgesofbox。
  Softly,forIshouldtakeherunawaresandcatchherarms,Andembraceher,dearandstartled。
  BythearborallthemoonlightflowedinsilverAndherheadwasonhisbreast。
  ShedidnotscreamorshudderWhenmyswordwaswhereherheadhadlainInthequietmoonlight;
  Butturnedtomewithonepalehanduplifted,Allhersatinsfierywiththestarshine,Nacreous,shimmering,weeping,iridescent,Likethequiveringplumageofapeacock……
  ThenherheaddroopedandIgrippedherhair,Ohsoft,scentedcloudacrossmyfingers!——
  Bendingherwhiteneckback……
  Bloodwrithedonmyhands;Itrodinblood……
  StupidlyagazeAtthatcrumpledheapofsilkandmoonlight,Whereliketwitchingpinions,anarmtwisted,Palely,andwasstillAsthefaceofchalk。
  Thebuhlclockstrikes。
  Thirtyyears。Christ,thirtyyears!
  Agony。Agony。
  Somethingstirsinthewindow,Shatteringthemoonlight。
  Whitewingsfan。
  Father,Father!
  Allitsplumagefierywiththestarshine,Nacreous,shimmering,weeping,iridescent,Itdriftsacrossthefloorandmountsthebed,Tothetapoflittlesatinshoes。
  Gazingwithinfernaleyes。
  Itsquickbeakthrusting,rending,devil’scrimson……
  Screams,greattorturedscreamsshakethedarkcanopy。
  Thelightflickers,theshadowinthecornerstirs;
  Thewaxfacelifts;theeyesopen。
  Athintrickleofbloodwormsdarklyagainstthevastredcoverletandspreadstoapoolonthefloor。
  Colors(ForD。M。C。)
  ThelittlemanwiththevaguebeardandguisePulledatthewicket。"Comeinside!"hesaid,"I’llshowyouallwe’vegotnow——itwassizeYouwanted?——oh,drycolors!Well"——heledToadimalleylinedwithmustybins,Andpulledonefiercely。ViolentandboldAsuddentempestofmad,shriekingsinsScarletscreamedoutabovethebatteredgoldOftinsandpicture-frames。Iheldmybreath。
  Hetuggedanotherhard——andsapphireskiesSpreadinvastquietude,sereneasdeath,O’erwaveslikecrackledturquoise——andmyeyesBurntwiththeblindingbrillianceofcalmsea!
  "We’resellingthatlotthereoutcheap!"saidhe。
  AMinorPoetIamashell。FrommeyoushallnothearThesplendidtramplingsofinsistentdrums,Theorbedgoldoftheviol’svoicethatcomes,Heavywithradiance,languorousandclear。
  Yet,ifyouholdmecloseagainsttheear,Adim,farwhisperrisesclamorously,Thethunderousbeatandpassionofthesea,Theslowsurgeofthetidesthatdrownthemere。
  Otherswithsubtlehandsmaypluckthestrings,MakingevenLoveinmusicaudible,Andearthoneglory。IambutashellThatmoves,notofitself,andmovingsings;
  Leavingafragrance,faintaswinenew-shed,Atremulousmurmurfromgreatdayslongdead。
  TheLoverinHellEternallythechokingsteamgoesupFromtheblackpoolsofseethingoil……
  HowmerryThoselittledevilsare!They’vestolenthepitchforkFromBel,there,asheslept……Look!——ohlook,look!
  They’vegotatNero!Ohitisn’tfair!
  Lord,howhesqueals!Stopit……it’s,well——indecent!
  Butfunny!……See,Bel’swaked。They’llcatchitnow!……Eternallythatstiflingreekarises,Blottingthedomewithsmoky,terribletowers,Black,stranglingtrees,whisperingobscenethingsAmongsttheirbranches,clutchingwithmaimedhands,Oroozingslowly,likeblindtentaclesUptothegates;higherthanthatheapedbrickManpiledtosmitethesun。AndallaroundAredevils。Onecanlaugh……butthathunchedshapeThefaceonestone,likethoseAssyriankings!
  Oneseesincarvings,watchingmenflayedredHorriblylaughableinleapsandwrithes;
  Thatface——utterlyevil,cloudedroundWithevillikeasmoke——itturnssmilessour!……AndNerothere,theflabbycheeksastrainAndsweatingagony……longagony……
  Imperishable,unappeasableForever……well……itdroopsthemouth。TillI
  Lookup。
  There’sonebluepatchnosmokedarestouch。
  Sky,clear,ineffable,alivewithlight,Alwaysthesame……
  Before,IneverknewRestandgreenpeace。
  Shestandsthereinthesun……Itseemssoquaintsheshouldhavelonggoldwings。
  Ineverhavegotused——foldedacrossHerbreast,orflutteringwithfierce,purelight,Likeshakensteel。Hercrowntoo。Well,it’squeer!
  AndthenshenevercaredmuchfortheharpOnearth。Here,though……
  Sheisallpeace,allquiet,Allpassionatedesires,theeloquentthunderOfnew,gladsuns,shoutingaloudforjoy,Overfreshworldsandclean,tramplingtheairLikestoopinghawks,tothelongwindofhorns,FlungfromthebastionsofEternity……
  Andsheisthelowlake,drowsyandgentle,Andgoodwordsspokenfromthetonguesoffriends,Andcalmnessintheevening,anddeepthoughts,Fallinglikedreamsfromthestars’solemnmouths。
  Allthese。
  Theysaidshewasunfaithfulonce。
  OrIrememberedit——andso,forthat,Iliehere,Isuppose。Yes,sotheysaid。
  Youseesheissotroubled,lookingdown,Sorrowingdeeplyformytorments。I
  Ofcourse,feelnothingwhileIseeher——saveThatsometimeswhenIthinkthematterout,Andwhatearth-peoplesaidofus,ofher,ItseemsasifImustbe,here,inheaven,Andshe——……ThenIgrowproud;andsuddenlyTherecomesasplatterofoilagainstmyskin,Hurtingthistime。AndIforgetmypride:
  Andmyfacewrithes。
  SomedaythelittleladderOfwhitewordsthatIbuildup,up,toherMayfetchmeout。Meanwhileitisn’tbad……
  ButwhatasenseofhumorGodmusthave!
  WingedManThemoon,asweepingscimitar,dippedinthestormystraits,Thedawn,acrimsoncataract,burstthroughtheeasterngates,Thecliffswererobedinscarlet,thesandswerecinnabar,Wherefirsttwomenspreadwingsforflightanddaredthehawkafar。
  Therestandsthecunningworkman,thecraftypastallpraise,ThemanwhochainedtheMinotaur,themanwhobuilttheMaze。
  Hisyoungsonisbesidehimandtheboy’sfaceisalight,Alightofdawnandwonderandofvalorinfinite。
  Theirgreatvansbeattheclovenair,likeeaglestheymountup,Motesinthewineofmorning,specksinacrystalcup,AndlesthiswingsshouldmeltapaceoldDaedalusflieslow,ButIcarusbeatsup,beatsup,hegoeswherelightningsgo。
  Hecaresnomoreforwarnings,herushesthroughthesky,Bravingthecragsofether,daringthegodsonhigh,Black’gainstthecrimsonsunset,goldeno’ercloudysnows,WithallAdventureinhisheartthefirstwingedmanarose。
  Droppinggold,droppinggold,wherethemistsofmorningrolled,Onhekepthiswayundaunted,thoughhisbreathswerestabsofcold,Throughthemysteryofdawningthatnomortalmaybehold。
  Nowheshouts,nowhesingsintheraptureofhiswings,Andhisgreatheartburnsintenserwiththestrengthofhisdesire,Ashecircleslikeaswallow,wheeling,flaming,gyreongyre。
  Gazingstraightatthesun,halfhispilgrimageisdone,Andhestaggersforamoment,hurrieson,reelsbackward,swervesInarainofscatteredfeathersashefallsinbrokencurves。
  Icarus,Icarus,thoughtheendispiteous,Yetforever,yea,foreverweshallseetheerisingthus,Seethefirstsupernalglory,nottheruinhideous。
  YouwereMan,youwhoranfartherthanoureyescanscan,Manabsurd,gigantic,eagerforimpossibleRomance,OverthrowingallHell’slegionswithonewarpedandbrokenlance。
  OnthehigheststeepsofSpacehewillhavehisdwelling-place,Inthosefar,terrificregionswherethecoldcomesdownlikeDeathGleamstheredglintofhispinions,smokesthevaporofhisbreath。
  Floatingdownward,veryclear,stilltheechoesreachtheearOfalittletunehewhistlesandalittlesonghesings,Mounting,mountingstill,triumphant,onhistornandbrokenwings!
  MusicMyfriendwenttothepiano;spunthestoolAlittlehigher;lefthispipetocool;
  Pickedupafatgreenvolumefromthechest;
  Andproppeditopen。
  Whitelywithoutrest,Hisfingerssweptthekeysthatflashedlikeswords,……Andtothebrutedrumsofbarbarianhordes,Roaringandthunderousandweapon-bare,Anarmystormedthebastionsoftheair!
  Dreadfulwithbanners,firetoslayandparch,Marchingtogetherasthelightningsmarch,Andswiftasstorm-clouds。BrazenhelmsandcarsClangedtoafierceresurgenceofoldwarsAbovethescreaminghorns。Instatetheypassed,Tramplingandsplendidonandsoughtthevast——
  Rendingthedarknesslikealeapingknife,Theflame,thenoblepageantofourlife!
  Theburningsealthatstampsman’shighindentureTovainattemptandmostforlornadventure;
  Romance,andpurpleseas,andtopplingtowns,Andthewind’svaliancecryingo’erthedowns;
  Thatnervesthesillyhand,thefeeblebrain,FromtheloosenetofwordstodeedsagainAndtoallcourage!PerilousandsharpThelastchordshookmeaswindshakesaharp!……Andmyfriendswungroundonhisstool,andfromgodsweweremen,"Howpretty!"wesaid;andwentonwithourtalkagain。
  TheInnovator(APharaohSpeaks。)
  Isaid,"WhyshouldapyramidStandalwaysdullyonitsbase?
  I’llchangeit!Letthetopbehid,Thebottomtaketheapex-place!"
  AndasIbadetheydid。
  Thepeopleflockedin,scoresonscores,Toseeitbalanceonitstip。
  Theypraisedmewiththepraisethatbores,Mygodlikemindoneverylip。
  ——Untilitfell,ofcourse。
  AndthentheytookmybodyoutFrommycrushedpalace,madwithrage,——Well,halfthetownWASwrecked,nodoubt——
  TheircrazyangertoassuageBydraggingitabout。
  Theend?Foulbirdsdefilemyskull。
  Thenewking’spraisesfilltheland。
  Heclingstoprecept,simple,dull;
  HISpyramidsonbasesstand。
  But——Lord,howusual!
  LoveinTwilightThereisdarknessbehindthelight——andthepalelightdripsColdonvagueshapesandfigures,that,half-seenloomLikethecarvenprowsofproud,far-triumphingships——
  Andthefirelightwaversandchangesabouttheroom,Asthethreelogscrackleandburnwithasmallstillsound;
  Half-blottingwithdarkthedeeperdarkofherhair,Whereshelies,headpillowedonarm,andonehandcurvedroundToshieldthewhitefaceandneckfromthefaintthinglare。
  Gentlyshebreathes——andthelonglimbslieatease,Andtheriseandfalloftheyoung,slim,virginalbreastIsascertain-sweetasthemarchofslowwindthroughtrees,Orthegreatsoftpassageofcloudsinaskyatrest。
  Ikneel,andourarmsenlace,andwekisslong,long。
  Iamdrownedinherasinsleep。Thereisnomorepain。
  OnlytherustleofflameslikeabrokensongThatringshalf-heardthroughthedustyhallsofthebrain。
  Oneshakingandfragilemomentofecstasy,Whilethegreygloomfluttersandbeatslikeanowlabove。
  AndIwouldnotmoveorspeakfortheseaortheskyOrtheflame-brightwingsofthemiraculousDove!
  TheFiddlingWoodGods,whatablack,fierceday!Thecloudswereiron,Wrenchedtostrange,ruggedshapes;theredsunwinkedOvertheroughcrestofthehairywoodInangryscorn;thegreyroadtwisted,kinked,Likeasickserpent,seemingtoenvironThetreeswithmagic。Allthewoodwasstill——
  Cracked,cranniedpinesbentlikemaliciouscripplesBeforethegustywind;theyseemedtonose,Nudge,pokeeachother,cacklingwithillmirth——
  Enchantment’sdayswereover——sh!——SupposeThatcrouchinglogthere,wherethewhitelightstipplesShould——breakitsquiet!WASTHATCRIMSON——EARTH?
  Itsmirchedthegroundlikealewdwhisper,"Danger!"——
  Ihunchedmycloakaboutme——then,appalled,Turnediceandfirebyturns——for——someonestirredThebrown,dryneedlessharply!TerrorcrawledAlongmyspine,asforththerestepped——aStranger!
  Andallthepinescroonedlikeadrowsybird!
  Hisstockwasblack。Hisgreatshoe-bucklesglistened。
  Hisfurcuffsendedinasheenofrings。
  Andunderneathhiscoatacasebulgedblackly——
  Heswepthisbeaverinarushofwings!
  Thentookthefiddleout,and,asIlistened,Tightenedandtunedtheyellowedstrings,hungslackly。
  Ping!Pang!Theclearnotesswoopedandcurvedanddarted,Risinglikegulls。Then,withafingerskinny,Herubbedthebowwithrosin,said,"YourpardonSignor!——MaestroNicoloPaganiniTheyusedtocallme!Tchk!——ThecoldgripshardonApoormusician’sfingers!"——Hislipsparted。
  Atorturedsoulscreamedsuddenlyandloud,Fromthebrown,quiveringcase!Then,faster,faster,Dancinginflame-likewhorls,wild,beating,screaming,Themusicwailedunutterabledisaster;
  Heartbrokenmurmursfrompalelipsonceproud,Dead,chokingmoansfromheartsoncenoblydreaming。
  Tillallresolvedinanguish——diedawayUpononeminorchord,andwasresumedInanguish;fellagaintoalowcry,Thenrosetriumphantwherethewhitefiresfumed,Terrible,marching,trampling,reeling,gay,Hurlingmad,brokenlegionsdowntodieThrougheverlastinghells——ThetearsweresaltUponmyfingers——Then,Isaw,behindThefuryoftheplayer,allthetreesCrouchedlikeviolinists,boughscrooked,jerking,blind,Sweepingmadbowstomusicwithoutfault,Greycheekstogreyerfiddles,witheredknees。
  Gasping,Ifled!——butstillthatdevilishtuneStunnedearsandbrainalike——tillcloudsofdustBlottedthepicture,andthenoisegrewdim——
  Shaking,Ireachedthetown——andturned——intrust——
  Wind-smitten,dread,againstthesky-line’srim,Black,dragonbrancheswhippedbelowamoon!
  PortraitofaBoyAfterthewhippinghecrawledintobed,Acceptingtheharshfactwithnogreatweeping。
  Howfunnyuncle’shathadlookedstripedred!
  Hechuckledsilently。Themooncame,sweepingAblack,frayedragoftatteredcloudbeforeInscorning;verypureandpalesheseemed,Floodinghisbedwithradiance。OnthefloorFatmotesdanced。Hesobbed,closedhiseyesanddreamed。
  Warmsandflowedroundhim。BlurtsofcrimsonlightSplashedthewhitegrainslikeblood。Pastthecave’smouthShonewithalarge,fiercesplendor,wildlybright,ThecrookedconstellationsoftheSouth;
  HeretheCrossswung;andthere,affrontingMars,TheCentaurstormedasideafrothofstars。
  Within,greatcasks,likewattledaldermen,Sighedofenormousfeasts,andclothofgoldGlowedonthewallslikehotdesire。Again,Besidewebbedpurplesfromsomegalleon’shold,AblackchestboretheskullandbonesinwhiteAboveascrawled"Gunpowder!"Bytheflames,Deckedoutincrimson,gemmedwithsyenite,Hailingtheirfellowswithoutrageousnames,Thepiratessatanddiced。Theireyesweremoons。
  "Doubloons!"theysaid。Thewordscrashedgold。"Doubloons!"
  PortraitofaBabyHelaywithinawarm,softworldOfmotion。Colorsbloomedandfled,Maroonandturquoise,saffron,red,WaveuponwavethatbrokeandwhirledTovanishinthegrey-greengloom,Perspectivelessandshadowy。
  Abulgingworldthathadnowalls,Aflowingworld,mostlikethesea,CompassingallinfinityWithinashapeless,ebbingroom,Anendlesstidethatswellsandfalls……
  Hesleptandwokeandsleptagain。
  AsaveildropsTimedroppedaway;
  Spacegrewatoyforchildren’splay,SleepboltedfastthegatesofSense——
  Helayinnakedimpotence;
  LikeadrenchedmoththatcreepsandcrawlsHeavilyupbrown,light-bakedwalls,Tofallinwreck,hertaskundone,Yetsomehowstrivingtowardthesun。
  So,asheslept,hishandsclenchedtighter,Shutintheoldwayofthefighter,Hisfeetcurleduptogriptheground,Hismusclestautenedforabound;
  Andthoughhefelt,andfeltalone,Strangebrightnessstirredhimtothebone,Cravingstorise——tilldeepersleepBuriedthehope,thecall,theleap;
  Awindpuffedouthismind’sfaintspark。
  Hewasabsorbedintothedark。
  HewokeagainandfeltasurgeWithinhim,amysteriousurgeThatgrewonehungryflameofpassion;
  Thewholeworldalteredshapeandfashion。
  Deceived,befooled,bereftandtorn,Hescourgedtheheavenswithhisscorn,LiftingabittervoicetocryAgainsttheeternaltreachery——
  Till,suddenly,hefoundthebreast,Andceased,andallthingswereatrest,TheearthgrewonewarmlanguidseaAndheawave。Joy,tingling,creptThroughouthim。Hewasquenchedandslept。
  So,whilethemoonmadebroadherring,Hesleptandcriedandwasaking。
  So,worthily,heactedo’erTheendlessmiracleoncemore。
  Facingimmenseadventuresdaily,Hestrovestillonward,weeping,gaily,Conqueredorfledfromthem,butgrewAssoil-starved,roughpine-saplingsdo。
  Till,oneday,crawlingseemedsuspect。
  HegrippedtheairandstooderectAndsplendid。WithimmortalrageHeenteredonman’sheritage!
  TheGeneralPublic"Ah,didyouonceseeShelleyplain?"——Browning。
  "Shelley?Oh,yes,Isawhimoftenthen,"
  Theoldmansaid。AdrysmilecreasedhisfaceWithmanywrinkles。"That’sagreatpoem,now!
  ThatoneofBrowning’s!Shelley?Shelleyplain?
  ThetimethatIrememberbestisthis——
  Athinmirecreptalongtheruttedways,AndallthetreeswereharriedbycoldrainThatdroveamomentfiercelyandthenceased,FallingsoslowithunglikeagreymistOvertheschool。Thewalkswerelikeblurredglass。
  Thebuildingsreekedwithvapor,blackandharshAgainstthedeepeningdarknessofthesky;
  Andeachlampwasahazyyellowmoon,Fillingthespaceaboutwithgoldenmotes,Andmakingallthingslargerthantheywere。
  Oneyellowhalohungaboveadoor,Thatgaveonablackpassage。RoundaboutStruggledahowlingcrowdofboys,pell-mell,Pushingandjostlinglikeastormysea,Withshoutingfaces,turnedapastywhiteBythestrangelight,forfoam。Theyallhadclods,Orslimyballsofmud。Afewgrippedstones。
  Andthere,hisbackagainstthebattereddoor,Hispileofbooksscatteredabouthisfeet,StoodShelleywhiletwoothersheldhimfast,Andtheclodsbeatuponhim。`Shelley!Shelley!’
  Thehighshoutsrangthroughallthecorridors,`Shelley!MadShelley!Comealongandhelp!’
  Andallthecrowddugmadlyattheearth,Scratchingandclawingatthestreamingmud,Andfouledeachotherandthemselves。AndstillShelleystoodup。HiseyeswerelikeaflameSetinsomewhite,stillroom;forallhisfaceWaswhite,awhitenesslikenohumancolor,Butwhiteanddreadfulasconsumingfire。
  Hishandsshooknowandthen,likeslendercordsWhichbeartooheavyweights。Hedidnotspeak。
  SoIsawShelleyplain。"
  "Andyou?"Isaid。
  "I?Ithrewstraighterthanthemostofthem,Andhadfirmclods。Ihithim——well,atleastThriceintheface。Hemadegoodsportthatnight。"
  RoadandHillsIshallgoawayTothebrownhills,thequietones,Thevast,themountainous,therolling,Sun-firedanddrowsy!
  MyhorsesnuffsdelicatelyAtthestrangewind;
  Hesettlestoaswingingtrot;hishoofstrampthedust。
  Theroadwinds,straightens,Slashesamarsh,Shouldersoutabridge,Then——
  Againthehills。
  Unchanged,innumerable,Bowinghuge,roundbacks;
  Holdingsecret,immenseconverse:
  Ingustyvoices,Fruitful,fecund,toilingLikeyokedblackoxen。
  Thecloudspasslikegreat,slowthoughtsAndvanishIntheintenseblue。
  Myhorselopes;thesaddlecreaksandsways。
  Athousandglitteringspearsofsunslantfromonhigh。
  Theimmensity,thespaces,ArelikethespacesBetweenstarandstar。
  Thehillssleep。
  IfIputmyhandonone,Iwouldfeelthevastheaveofitsbreath。
  IwouldstartawaybeforeitawakenedAndshooktheworldfromitsshoulders。
  Acicada’scrydeepensthehotsilence。
  ThehillsopenToshowaslopeofpoppies,Ardent,noble,heroic,Aflare,agreatflameoforange;
  Givingsleepy,brittlescentThatstingsthelungs。
  Acreepingwindslipsthroughthemlikeaferret;theybowanddance,answeringBeauty’svoice……
  Thehorsewhinnies。IdismountAndtiehimtothegreywornfence。
  Isetmyselfagainstthejavelinsofgrassandsun;
  Andclimbtheroundedbreast,Thatflowslikeasea-wave。
  Thesummitcrackleswithheat,thereisnoshelter,nohollowfromtheflagellatingglare。
  Iliedownandlookatthesky,shadingmyeyes。
  Mybodybecomesstrange,thesuntakesitandchangesit,itdoesnotfeel,itislikethebodyofanother。
  Theairblazes。Theairisdiamond。
  Smallnoisesmoveamongthegrass……
  Blackly,Ahawkmounts,mountsintheinaneSeekingthestar-road,Seekingtheend……
  Butthereisnoend。
  Here,inthislight,thereisnoend……
  ElegyforanEnemy(ForG。H。)
  Say,doesthatstupidearthWheretheyhavelaidher,Bindstillhersullenmirth,Mirthwhichbetrayedher?
  Dothelushgrasseshold,Greenlyandglad,Thatbrittle-perfectgoldShealonehad?
  Smuglythecommoncrew,Overtheirknitting,Mournher——asbutchersdoSheep-throatsthey’reslitting!
  Shewasmyenemy,Oneofthebestofthem。
  Wouldshecomebacktome,Goddamntherestofthem!
  Damnthem,theflabby,fat,Sleeklittledarlings!
  Wegavethemtitfortat,Snarlingsforsnarlings!
  Squashypomposities,Shockedatourviolence,LetnotonetactfulhissBreakhernewsilence!
  Maidsofantiquity,Lookwelluponher;
  Icewasherchastity,Spotlessherhonor。
  Neighbors,withbreastsofsnow,Damesofmuchvirtue,Howshecouldflameandglow!
  Lord,howshehurtyou!
  Shewasawoman,andTender——attimes!
  (Delicatewasherhand)
  Oneofhercrimes!
  Hairthatstrayedelfinly,Lipsredashaws,You,withthereadylie,Wasthatthecause?
  Restyou,myenemy,Slainwithoutfault,LifesmacksbuttastelesslyLackingyoursalt!
  StuckinabogwhencenaughtMaycatapultme,Comefromthegrave,long-sought,Comeandinsultme!
  WEknewthatsugaredstuffPoisonedtheother;
  Roughasthewindisrough,Sisterandbrother!
  BreathingtheetherclearOthersforlornhavefound——
  Oh,forthatpeaceaustereSheandherscornhavefound!
  BiographicalNote:
  StephenVincentBene’t(22July1898-13March1943)wasfromafamilywithrootsinFlorida,whichexplainstheSpanishname。AlthoughborninBethlehem,Pennsylvania,hisfatherwasacolonelintheU。S。Army,andhencehegrewupinCaliforniaandGeorgia。HeattendedYalestartingin1915andthatsameyearpublishedhisfirstbookofpoems,`FiveMenandPompey’。`YoungAdventure’(1918)isconsideredhisfirstmaturebookofpoetry,andhewentontowintwoPulitzerPrizes,in1929for`JohnBrown’sBody’andin1944for`WesternStar’。
  Itappearsthatthewholefamilyhadgreattalents,ashisgrandfatherwasaBrigadierGeneral,hisfatheraColonel,andbothStephenandhisbrotherWilliamRoseBenetwonPulitzerPrizesforpoetry。