There’syours!Now,withaone-side-poisonedknifeOnemightsnufflifeAndleaveone’sfriendwith——"fool"forepitaph!
Anoldtrick?Truth!ButwhenonehastheitchForprettythingsandisn’tveryrich……
There,eatitallorI’llBeangry!Youfeelgiddy?Well,it’shot!
ThisbergamotTakehomeandsmell——itpurgesbloodofbile!
AndwhenyoukissBianca’sdimpledknee,ThinkofthepoorPopeinhismisery!
Nowyoumaykissmyring!
Hothere,theCardinal’slitter!——YoumustdineWhenthenewwineIsin,againwithme——hearBicesing,Evenadmiremyfrescoes——thoughthey’renoughtBesidethecalmGreekgloriesyouhavebought!
Godspeed,SirCardinal!
Andtakeaweakman’sblessing!HelphimthereTothecoolair!……
Lucreziahere?You’rereadyfortheball?
——He’lldiewithintenhours,Isuppose——
MhM!Kissyourpooroldfather,littlerose!
TheBreakingPointItwasnotwhentemptationcame,Swiftlyandblastinglyasflame,Andsearedmewhitewithburningscars;
WhenIstoodupforage-longwarsAndheldtheveryFiendatgrips;
WhenallmymutinousbodyroseTorangeitselfbesidemyfoes,And,likeagreyhoundintheslips,TheBeastthatdwellswithinmeroared,Lungingandstrainingathiscord……
ForalltheblusteringsofHell,ItwasnotthenIslippedandfell;
Forallthestorm,forallthehate,Ikeptmysoulinviolate!
Butwhenthefightwasfoughtandwon,AndtherewasPeaceasstillasDeathOneverythingbeneaththesun。
JustasIstartedtodrawbreath,Andyawn,andstretch,andpatmyself,——Thegrassbegantowhisperthings——
Andeverytreebecameanelf,Thatgrinnedandchuckledcounsellings:
Birds,beasts,onethingalonetheysaid,Beatinganddinningatmyhead。
Icouldnotfly。Icouldnotshunit。
Slimilytwisting,slowandblind,Itcreptandcreptintomymind。
Whisperedandshouted,sneeredandlaughed,Screamedoutuntilmybrainwasdaft……
Onesnakyword,"WHATIFYOU’DDONEIT?"
AndIbegantothink……
Ah,well,WhatmatterhowIslippedandfell?
Oryou,yougutter-searchersay!
Tellwhereyoufoundmeyesterday!
LonelyBurialTherewerenotmanyatthatlonelyplace,Wheretwoscourgedhillsmetinalittleplain。
Thewindcriedloudingusts,thenlowagain。
Threepinesstraineddarkly,runnersinaraceUnseenbyany。TowardthefurtherwoodsAdimharshnoiseofvoicesroseandceased。
——Weweremostsilentinthosesolitudes——
Then,suddenasaflame,theblack-robedpriest,TheclottedearthpiledroughlyupaboutThehackedredoblongofthenew-madething,ShortwordsinswordlikeLatin——andaroutOfdreamsmostimpotent,unwearying。
Then,likeablinddoorshutonacarouse,Theterriblebarenessofthesoul’slasthouse。
DinnerinaQuickLunchRoomSoupshouldbeheraldedwithamellowhorn,Blowingclearnotesofgoldagainstthestars;
StrangeentreeswithajangleofglassbarsFantasticallyalivewithsubtlescorn;
Fish,byaplopping,gurglingrushofwaters,Clear,vibrantwaters,beautifullyaustere;
Roast,withathunderofdrumstostuntheear,Ascreamingfife,avoicefromancientslaughters!
Overthesaladletthewoodwindsmoan;
Thenthegreensilenceofmanywatercresses;
Dessert,abalalaika,strummedalone;
Coffee,aslow,lowsingingnopassionstresses;
Sucharemythoughtsas——clang!crash!bang!——IbroodAndgorgethestickymessthesefoolscallfood!
TheHemp(AVirginiaLegend。)
ThePlantingoftheHemp。
CaptainHawkscourgedcleantheseas(Blackisthegapbelowtheplank)
FromtheGreatNorthBanktotheCaribbees(Downbythemarshthehempgrowsrank)。
Hisfearwasontheseaporttowns,Theweightofhishandheldhardthedowns。
Andthemerchantscursedhim,bitterandblack,Foraredflameinthesea-fog’swrackWasalloftheirshipsthatmightcomeback。
Forallhehadonewordalone,Oneclodofdirtintheirfacesthrown,"Thehempthatshallhangmeisnotgrown!"
HisnamebestrodetheseaslikeDeath。
Thewaterstrembledathisbreath。
Thisisthetaleofhowhefell,Ofthelongsweepandtheheavyswell,Andtheropethatdraggedhimdowntohell。
Thefightwasdone,andtheguttedship,Strippedlikeasharkthesea-gullsstrip,Lurchedblindly,eatenoutwithflame,Backtothelandfromwhereshecame,Askimminghorror,aneyelessshame。
AndHawkstooduponhisquarter-deck,Andsawtheskyandsawthewreck。
Below,abuttforsailors’jeers,Whiteastheskywhenawhitesquallnears,Huddledthecrowdoftheprisoners。
Overthebridgeofthetotteringplank,Wheretheseashookandthegulfyawnedblank,Theyshriekedandstruggledanddroppedandsank,Pinionedarmsandhandsboundfast。
Onegirlalonewasleftatlast。
SirHenryGauntwasamightylord。
HesatinstateattheCouncilboard;
Thegovernorswereasnoughttohim。
FromonerimtotheotherrimOfhisgreatplantations,flungoutwideLikeapurplecloak,wasafullmonth’sride。
Lifeanddeathinhiswhitehandslay,Andhisonlydaughterstoodatbay,Trappedlikeahareinthetoilsthatday。
Hesatatwineinhisgoldandhislace,Andfaraway,inabloodyplace,Hawkcamenear,andshecoveredherface。
Herodeinthefields,andthehuntwasbrave,AndfarawayhisdaughtergaveAshriekthattheseascriedouttohear,Andhecouldnotseeandhecouldnotsave。
HerwhitesoulwitheredinthemireAspapershrivelsupinfire,AndHawklaughed,andhekissedhermouth,Andherbodyhetookforhisdesire。
TheGrowingoftheHemp。
SirHenrystoodinthemanorroom,Andhiseyeswerehardgemsinthegloom。
Andhesaid,"GodigmefurrowsfiveWherethegreenmarshcreepslikeathingalive——
Thereatitsedge,wheretherushesthrive。"
Andwherethefurrowsrenttheground,Hesowedtheseedofhemparound。
AndtheblacksshrinkbackandaresoreafraidAtthefurrowsfivethatribtheglade,Andthevoodooworkofthemaster’sspade。
Foracoldwindblowsfromthemarshlandnear,Andwhitethingsmove,andthenightgrowsdrear,Andtheychatterandcrouchandaresickwithfear。
Butdownbythemarsh,wherethegrayslavesglean,Thehempsproutsup,andtheearthisseenVeiledwithatenuousmistofgreen。
AndHawkstillscourgestheCaribbees,Andmanymenkneelathisknees。
SirHenrysitsinhishousealone,Andhiseyesarehardanddulllikestone。
Andthewavesbeat,andthewindsroar,Andallthingsareastheywerebefore。
Andthedayspass,andtheweekspass,Andnothingchangesbutthegrass。
Butdownwherethefirefliesarelikeeyes,Andthedampsshudder,andthemistsrise,Thehemp-stalksstanduptowardtheskies。
AnddownfromthepoopofthepirateshipAbodyfalls,andthegreatsharksgrip。
Innocent,lovely,goingrace!
Atlastthereispeaceuponyourface。
AndHawklaughsloudasthecorpseisthrown,"Thehempthatshallhangmeisnotgrown!"
SirHenry’sfaceisirontomark,Andhegazeseverinthedark。
Andthedayspass,andtheweekspass,Andtheworldisasitalwayswas。
Butdownbythemarshthesicklesbeam,Glitteronglitter,gleamongleam,Andthehempfallsdownbythestagnantstream。
AndHawkbeatsupfromtheCaribbees,SwoopingtopounceintheNorthernseas。
SirHenrysitssunkdeepinhischair,Andwhiteashishandisgrownhishair。
Andthedayspass,andtheweekspass,Andthesandsrollfromthehour-glass。
ButdownbythemarshintheblazingsunThehempissmoothedandtwistedandspun,Theropemade,andtheworkdone。
TheUsingoftheHemp。
CaptainHawkscourgedcleantheseas(Blackisthegapbelowtheplank)
FromtheGreatNorthBanktotheCaribbees(Downbythemarshthehempgrowsrank)。
HesailedinthebroadAtlantictrack,Andtheshipsthatsawhimcamenotback。
Andonceagain,wherethewidetidesran,Hestoopedtoharryamerchantman。
Hebadeherstop。TengunsspaketrueFromherhiddenports,andahiddencrew,Lackinghisgreatshipthroughandthrough。
Dazedanddumbwiththesuddendeath,HescarcehadtimetodrawabreathBeforethegrappling-ironsbitdeep,Andtheboardersslewhiscrewlikesheep。
Hawkstoodupstraight,hisbreasttothesteel;
Hiscutlassmadeabloodywheel。
Hiscutlassmadeawheelofflame。
Theyshrankbeforehimashecame。
Andthebodiesfellinachokingcrowd,Andstillhethunderedoutaloud,"Thehempthatshallhangmeisnotgrown!"
Theyfledatlast。Hewasleftalone。
BeforehisfoeSirHenrystood。
"Thehempisgrown,andmywordmadegood!"
AndthecutlassclangedwithahissingwhirOnthelashingbladeoftherapier。
Hawkroaredandchargedlikeamaddenedbuck。
Asthecobrastrikes,SirHenrystruck,Pouringhislifeinasinglethrust,Andthecutlassshiveredtosparksanddust。
SirHenrystoodontheblood-staineddeck,Andsethisfootonhisfoe’sneck。
Thenfromthehatch,wheretherentdecksslope,Wherethedeadrollandthewoundedgrope,Hedraggedtheserpentoftherope。
Theskywasblue,andtheseawasstill,Thewaveslappedsoftly,hillonhill,AndbetweenonewaveandanotherwaveThedoomedman’scrieswerelittleandshrill。
Theseawasblue,andtheskywascalm;
Theairdrippedwithagoldenbalm。
Likeawind-blownfruitbetweenseaandsun,Ablackthingwrithedatayard-arm。
Slowlythen,andawesomely,Theshipsank,andthegallows-tree,Andtherewasnoughtbetweenseaandsun——
Noughtbutthesunandtheskyandthesea。
Butdownbythemarshwherethefeverbreeds,Onlythewaterchucklesandpleads;
Forthehempclingsfasttoadeadman’sthroat,AndblindFategathersbackherseeds。
PoorDevil!
Well,Iwastiredoflife;thesillyfolk,Thetiresomenoises,allthecommonthingsIlovedonce,crushedmewithanironyoke。
Ilongedforthecoolquietandthedark,UnderthecommonsodwhereloutsandkingsLiedown,serene,unheeding,careless,stark,Nevertoriseormoveorfeelagain,Filledwiththeecstasyofbeingdead……
IputtheshiningpistoltomyheadAndpulledthetriggerhard——Ifeltnopain,Nopainatall;thepistolhadmissedfireIthought;then,lookingatthefloor,IsawMyhuddledbodylyingthere——andaweSweptoverme。Itrembled——andlookedup。
Aboutmewas——notthat,myheart’sdesire,Thatsmallanddarkabodeofdeathandpeace——
ButallfromwhichIsoughtavainrelease!
Thesky,thepeopleandthestaringsunGlaredatmeasbefore。Iwasundone。
Mylaststatetentimesworsethanwasmyfirst。
HelplessIstood,befooled,betrayed,accursed,FetteredtoLifeforever,horribly;
CaughtinthemeshesofEternity,Nofurtherdoorstobreakorbarstoburst!
GhostsofaLunaticAsylumHere,wheremen’seyeswereemptyandasbrightAstheblankwindowssetinglaringbrick,Whenthewindstrengthensfromthesea——andnightDropslikeafogandmakesthebreathcomethick;
Bythedesertedpaths,thevacanthalls,Onemayseefigures,twistedshadesandlean,LikethemadshapesthatcrawlanIndianscreen,Orpaunchysmearsyoufindonprisonwalls。
Turntheknobgently!There’stheThumblessMan,Stillweavingglassandsilkintoadream,Althoughthewallshowsthroughhim——andtheKhanJourneysCathaybesideapaperstream。
ARabbitWomanchittersbythedoor——
——Chillythegrave-smellcomesfromtheturnedsod——
Come——liftthecurtain——andbecoldbeforeThesilenceoftheeightmenwhowereGod!
TheWhitePeacock(France——AncientRegime。)
I。
Goaway!
Goaway;Iwillnotconfesstoyou!
Hisblackbirettaclingslikeahangman’scap;underhistwitchingfingersthebeadsshiverandclick,Ashemumblesinhiscorner,theshadowdeepensuponhim;
Iwillnotconfess!……
Ishethereorisitintensershadow?
Darkhuddledcoilingsfromtheobscenedepths,Black,formlessshadow,Shadow。
Doorscreak;fromsecretpartsofthechateaucomethescuffleandworryofrats。
Orangelightdripsfromthegutteringcandles,EddyingoverthevastembroideriesofthebedStirringthemonstroustapestries,RetreatingbeforethesableimpendinggloomofthecanopyWithaswiftthrustandsparkleofgold,Lippingmyhands,ThenRipplingbackabashedbeforetheominoussilencesLiketheswiftturnsandstartsofanoverpoweredfencerWhoseesbeforehimHorrorBehindhimdarkness,Shadow。
Theclockjarsandstrikes,athin,suddennotelikethesobofachild。
Clock,buhlclockthattickedoutthetortuoushoursofmybirth,Clock,evil,wizeneddwarfofaclock,howmanyyearsofagonyhaveyourelentlesslymeasured,Yardstickofmystiflingshroud?
IamAumaurydeMontreuil;oncequick,soontobeeatenofworms。
Youhear,Father?Hsh,heisasleepinthenight’scloak。
Overmetoostealssleep。
Sleeplikeawhitemistontherottingpaintingsofcupidsandgodsontheceiling;
Sleeponthecarvenshieldsandknotsatthefootofthebed,Oozing,blurringoutlines,obliteratingcolors,Death。
Father,Father,Imustnotsleep!
Itdoesnothear——thatshadowcrouchedinthecorner……
Isitashadow?
Onemightthinksoindeed,saveforthecalmface,yellowaswax,thatliftslikethefaceofadrownedmanfromthechokingdarkness。
II。
Outofthedrowsyfogmybodycreepsbacktome。
Itisthewhitetimebeforedawn。
Moonlight,watery,pellucid,lifeless,ripplesovertheworld。
Thegrassbeneathitisgray;thestarspaleinthesky。
Thenightdewhasfallen;
Aninfinityoflittledrops,crystalsfromwhichalllighthasbeentaken,Glintonthesighingbranches。
Allispurity,withoutcolor,withoutstir,withoutpassion。
Suddenlyapeacockscreams。
Myheartshocksandstops;
Sweat,coldcorpse-sweatCoversmyrigidbody。
Myhairstandsonend。Icannotstir。Icannotspeak。
Itisterror,terrorthatiswalkingthepalesickgardensAndtheeyelessfacenomanmayseeandlive!
Ah-h-h-h-h!
Father,Father,wake!wakeandsaveme!
Inhiscornerallisshadow。
Deadthingscreepfromtheground。
Itissolongagothatshedied,solongago!
Dustcrushesher,earthholdsher,moldgripsher。
Fiends,doyounotknowthatsheisdead?……
"Letusdancethepavon!"shesaid;thewaxlightsglitteredlikeswordsonthepolishedfloor。
Twinklingonjewelledsnuffboxes,beamingsavagelyfromthecrassgoldofcandelabra,Fromthewhiteshouldersofgirlsandthewhitepowderedwigsofmen……
Alllifewasthatdance。
Themocking,resistlesscurrent,Thebeauty,thepassion,theperilousmadness——
Asshetookmyhand,releaseditandspreadherdresseslikepetals,Turning,swayinginbeauty,Alily,bowedbytherain,——
Moonlightshewas,andherbodyofmoonlightandfoam,Andhereyesstars。
Ohthedancehasapattern!
Butthecleargraceofherthrilledthroughthenotesoftheviols,Tremulous,pleading,escaping,immortal,untamed,And,asweended,Sheblewmeakissfromherhandlikeadriftingwhiteblossom——
Andthestarshinewasgone;andshefledlikeabirdupthestair。
Underneaththewindowapeacockscreams,Andclawsclick,scrapeLikelittlelacqueredbootsontheroughstone。
Ohthelongfantasyofthekiss;theceaselesshunger,ceaselessly,divinelyappeased!
Theachingpresenceofthebeloved’sbeauty!
Thewisdom,theincense,thebrightness!
Oncemoreontheice-brightfloortheydancedthepavonButIturnedtothegardenandherfromthelightedcandles。
SoftlyItrodthelushgrassbetweentheblackhedgesofbox。
Softly,forIshouldtakeherunawaresandcatchherarms,Andembraceher,dearandstartled。
BythearborallthemoonlightflowedinsilverAndherheadwasonhisbreast。
ShedidnotscreamorshudderWhenmyswordwaswhereherheadhadlainInthequietmoonlight;
Butturnedtomewithonepalehanduplifted,Allhersatinsfierywiththestarshine,Nacreous,shimmering,weeping,iridescent,Likethequiveringplumageofapeacock……
ThenherheaddroopedandIgrippedherhair,Ohsoft,scentedcloudacrossmyfingers!——
Bendingherwhiteneckback……
Bloodwrithedonmyhands;Itrodinblood……
StupidlyagazeAtthatcrumpledheapofsilkandmoonlight,Whereliketwitchingpinions,anarmtwisted,Palely,andwasstillAsthefaceofchalk。
Thebuhlclockstrikes。
Thirtyyears。Christ,thirtyyears!
Agony。Agony。
Somethingstirsinthewindow,Shatteringthemoonlight。
Whitewingsfan。
Father,Father!
Allitsplumagefierywiththestarshine,Nacreous,shimmering,weeping,iridescent,Itdriftsacrossthefloorandmountsthebed,Tothetapoflittlesatinshoes。
Gazingwithinfernaleyes。
Itsquickbeakthrusting,rending,devil’scrimson……
Screams,greattorturedscreamsshakethedarkcanopy。
Thelightflickers,theshadowinthecornerstirs;
Thewaxfacelifts;theeyesopen。
Athintrickleofbloodwormsdarklyagainstthevastredcoverletandspreadstoapoolonthefloor。
Colors(ForD。M。C。)
ThelittlemanwiththevaguebeardandguisePulledatthewicket。"Comeinside!"hesaid,"I’llshowyouallwe’vegotnow——itwassizeYouwanted?——oh,drycolors!Well"——heledToadimalleylinedwithmustybins,Andpulledonefiercely。ViolentandboldAsuddentempestofmad,shriekingsinsScarletscreamedoutabovethebatteredgoldOftinsandpicture-frames。Iheldmybreath。
Hetuggedanotherhard——andsapphireskiesSpreadinvastquietude,sereneasdeath,O’erwaveslikecrackledturquoise——andmyeyesBurntwiththeblindingbrillianceofcalmsea!
"We’resellingthatlotthereoutcheap!"saidhe。
AMinorPoetIamashell。FrommeyoushallnothearThesplendidtramplingsofinsistentdrums,Theorbedgoldoftheviol’svoicethatcomes,Heavywithradiance,languorousandclear。
Yet,ifyouholdmecloseagainsttheear,Adim,farwhisperrisesclamorously,Thethunderousbeatandpassionofthesea,Theslowsurgeofthetidesthatdrownthemere。
Otherswithsubtlehandsmaypluckthestrings,MakingevenLoveinmusicaudible,Andearthoneglory。IambutashellThatmoves,notofitself,andmovingsings;
Leavingafragrance,faintaswinenew-shed,Atremulousmurmurfromgreatdayslongdead。
TheLoverinHellEternallythechokingsteamgoesupFromtheblackpoolsofseethingoil……
HowmerryThoselittledevilsare!They’vestolenthepitchforkFromBel,there,asheslept……Look!——ohlook,look!
They’vegotatNero!Ohitisn’tfair!
Lord,howhesqueals!Stopit……it’s,well——indecent!
Butfunny!……See,Bel’swaked。They’llcatchitnow!……Eternallythatstiflingreekarises,Blottingthedomewithsmoky,terribletowers,Black,stranglingtrees,whisperingobscenethingsAmongsttheirbranches,clutchingwithmaimedhands,Oroozingslowly,likeblindtentaclesUptothegates;higherthanthatheapedbrickManpiledtosmitethesun。AndallaroundAredevils。Onecanlaugh……butthathunchedshapeThefaceonestone,likethoseAssyriankings!
Oneseesincarvings,watchingmenflayedredHorriblylaughableinleapsandwrithes;
Thatface——utterlyevil,cloudedroundWithevillikeasmoke——itturnssmilessour!……AndNerothere,theflabbycheeksastrainAndsweatingagony……longagony……
Imperishable,unappeasableForever……well……itdroopsthemouth。TillI
Lookup。
There’sonebluepatchnosmokedarestouch。
Sky,clear,ineffable,alivewithlight,Alwaysthesame……
Before,IneverknewRestandgreenpeace。
Shestandsthereinthesun……Itseemssoquaintsheshouldhavelonggoldwings。
Ineverhavegotused——foldedacrossHerbreast,orflutteringwithfierce,purelight,Likeshakensteel。Hercrowntoo。Well,it’squeer!
AndthenshenevercaredmuchfortheharpOnearth。Here,though……
Sheisallpeace,allquiet,Allpassionatedesires,theeloquentthunderOfnew,gladsuns,shoutingaloudforjoy,Overfreshworldsandclean,tramplingtheairLikestoopinghawks,tothelongwindofhorns,FlungfromthebastionsofEternity……
Andsheisthelowlake,drowsyandgentle,Andgoodwordsspokenfromthetonguesoffriends,Andcalmnessintheevening,anddeepthoughts,Fallinglikedreamsfromthestars’solemnmouths。
Allthese。
Theysaidshewasunfaithfulonce。
OrIrememberedit——andso,forthat,Iliehere,Isuppose。Yes,sotheysaid。
Youseesheissotroubled,lookingdown,Sorrowingdeeplyformytorments。I
Ofcourse,feelnothingwhileIseeher——saveThatsometimeswhenIthinkthematterout,Andwhatearth-peoplesaidofus,ofher,ItseemsasifImustbe,here,inheaven,Andshe——……ThenIgrowproud;andsuddenlyTherecomesasplatterofoilagainstmyskin,Hurtingthistime。AndIforgetmypride:
Andmyfacewrithes。
SomedaythelittleladderOfwhitewordsthatIbuildup,up,toherMayfetchmeout。Meanwhileitisn’tbad……
ButwhatasenseofhumorGodmusthave!
WingedManThemoon,asweepingscimitar,dippedinthestormystraits,Thedawn,acrimsoncataract,burstthroughtheeasterngates,Thecliffswererobedinscarlet,thesandswerecinnabar,Wherefirsttwomenspreadwingsforflightanddaredthehawkafar。
Therestandsthecunningworkman,thecraftypastallpraise,ThemanwhochainedtheMinotaur,themanwhobuilttheMaze。
Hisyoungsonisbesidehimandtheboy’sfaceisalight,Alightofdawnandwonderandofvalorinfinite。
Theirgreatvansbeattheclovenair,likeeaglestheymountup,Motesinthewineofmorning,specksinacrystalcup,AndlesthiswingsshouldmeltapaceoldDaedalusflieslow,ButIcarusbeatsup,beatsup,hegoeswherelightningsgo。
Hecaresnomoreforwarnings,herushesthroughthesky,Bravingthecragsofether,daringthegodsonhigh,Black’gainstthecrimsonsunset,goldeno’ercloudysnows,WithallAdventureinhisheartthefirstwingedmanarose。
Droppinggold,droppinggold,wherethemistsofmorningrolled,Onhekepthiswayundaunted,thoughhisbreathswerestabsofcold,Throughthemysteryofdawningthatnomortalmaybehold。
Nowheshouts,nowhesingsintheraptureofhiswings,Andhisgreatheartburnsintenserwiththestrengthofhisdesire,Ashecircleslikeaswallow,wheeling,flaming,gyreongyre。
Gazingstraightatthesun,halfhispilgrimageisdone,Andhestaggersforamoment,hurrieson,reelsbackward,swervesInarainofscatteredfeathersashefallsinbrokencurves。
Icarus,Icarus,thoughtheendispiteous,Yetforever,yea,foreverweshallseetheerisingthus,Seethefirstsupernalglory,nottheruinhideous。
YouwereMan,youwhoranfartherthanoureyescanscan,Manabsurd,gigantic,eagerforimpossibleRomance,OverthrowingallHell’slegionswithonewarpedandbrokenlance。
OnthehigheststeepsofSpacehewillhavehisdwelling-place,Inthosefar,terrificregionswherethecoldcomesdownlikeDeathGleamstheredglintofhispinions,smokesthevaporofhisbreath。
Floatingdownward,veryclear,stilltheechoesreachtheearOfalittletunehewhistlesandalittlesonghesings,Mounting,mountingstill,triumphant,onhistornandbrokenwings!
MusicMyfriendwenttothepiano;spunthestoolAlittlehigher;lefthispipetocool;
Pickedupafatgreenvolumefromthechest;
Andproppeditopen。
Whitelywithoutrest,Hisfingerssweptthekeysthatflashedlikeswords,……Andtothebrutedrumsofbarbarianhordes,Roaringandthunderousandweapon-bare,Anarmystormedthebastionsoftheair!
Dreadfulwithbanners,firetoslayandparch,Marchingtogetherasthelightningsmarch,Andswiftasstorm-clouds。BrazenhelmsandcarsClangedtoafierceresurgenceofoldwarsAbovethescreaminghorns。Instatetheypassed,Tramplingandsplendidonandsoughtthevast——
Rendingthedarknesslikealeapingknife,Theflame,thenoblepageantofourlife!
Theburningsealthatstampsman’shighindentureTovainattemptandmostforlornadventure;
Romance,andpurpleseas,andtopplingtowns,Andthewind’svaliancecryingo’erthedowns;
Thatnervesthesillyhand,thefeeblebrain,FromtheloosenetofwordstodeedsagainAndtoallcourage!PerilousandsharpThelastchordshookmeaswindshakesaharp!……Andmyfriendswungroundonhisstool,andfromgodsweweremen,"Howpretty!"wesaid;andwentonwithourtalkagain。
TheInnovator(APharaohSpeaks。)
Isaid,"WhyshouldapyramidStandalwaysdullyonitsbase?
I’llchangeit!Letthetopbehid,Thebottomtaketheapex-place!"
AndasIbadetheydid。
Thepeopleflockedin,scoresonscores,Toseeitbalanceonitstip。
Theypraisedmewiththepraisethatbores,Mygodlikemindoneverylip。
——Untilitfell,ofcourse。
AndthentheytookmybodyoutFrommycrushedpalace,madwithrage,——Well,halfthetownWASwrecked,nodoubt——
TheircrazyangertoassuageBydraggingitabout。
Theend?Foulbirdsdefilemyskull。
Thenewking’spraisesfilltheland。
Heclingstoprecept,simple,dull;
HISpyramidsonbasesstand。
But——Lord,howusual!
LoveinTwilightThereisdarknessbehindthelight——andthepalelightdripsColdonvagueshapesandfigures,that,half-seenloomLikethecarvenprowsofproud,far-triumphingships——
Andthefirelightwaversandchangesabouttheroom,Asthethreelogscrackleandburnwithasmallstillsound;
Half-blottingwithdarkthedeeperdarkofherhair,Whereshelies,headpillowedonarm,andonehandcurvedroundToshieldthewhitefaceandneckfromthefaintthinglare。
Gentlyshebreathes——andthelonglimbslieatease,Andtheriseandfalloftheyoung,slim,virginalbreastIsascertain-sweetasthemarchofslowwindthroughtrees,Orthegreatsoftpassageofcloudsinaskyatrest。
Ikneel,andourarmsenlace,andwekisslong,long。
Iamdrownedinherasinsleep。Thereisnomorepain。
OnlytherustleofflameslikeabrokensongThatringshalf-heardthroughthedustyhallsofthebrain。
Oneshakingandfragilemomentofecstasy,Whilethegreygloomfluttersandbeatslikeanowlabove。
AndIwouldnotmoveorspeakfortheseaortheskyOrtheflame-brightwingsofthemiraculousDove!
TheFiddlingWoodGods,whatablack,fierceday!Thecloudswereiron,Wrenchedtostrange,ruggedshapes;theredsunwinkedOvertheroughcrestofthehairywoodInangryscorn;thegreyroadtwisted,kinked,Likeasickserpent,seemingtoenvironThetreeswithmagic。Allthewoodwasstill——
Cracked,cranniedpinesbentlikemaliciouscripplesBeforethegustywind;theyseemedtonose,Nudge,pokeeachother,cacklingwithillmirth——
Enchantment’sdayswereover——sh!——SupposeThatcrouchinglogthere,wherethewhitelightstipplesShould——breakitsquiet!WASTHATCRIMSON——EARTH?
Itsmirchedthegroundlikealewdwhisper,"Danger!"——
Ihunchedmycloakaboutme——then,appalled,Turnediceandfirebyturns——for——someonestirredThebrown,dryneedlessharply!TerrorcrawledAlongmyspine,asforththerestepped——aStranger!
Andallthepinescroonedlikeadrowsybird!
Hisstockwasblack。Hisgreatshoe-bucklesglistened。
Hisfurcuffsendedinasheenofrings。
Andunderneathhiscoatacasebulgedblackly——
Heswepthisbeaverinarushofwings!
Thentookthefiddleout,and,asIlistened,Tightenedandtunedtheyellowedstrings,hungslackly。
Ping!Pang!Theclearnotesswoopedandcurvedanddarted,Risinglikegulls。Then,withafingerskinny,Herubbedthebowwithrosin,said,"YourpardonSignor!——MaestroNicoloPaganiniTheyusedtocallme!Tchk!——ThecoldgripshardonApoormusician’sfingers!"——Hislipsparted。
Atorturedsoulscreamedsuddenlyandloud,Fromthebrown,quiveringcase!Then,faster,faster,Dancinginflame-likewhorls,wild,beating,screaming,Themusicwailedunutterabledisaster;
Heartbrokenmurmursfrompalelipsonceproud,Dead,chokingmoansfromheartsoncenoblydreaming。
Tillallresolvedinanguish——diedawayUpononeminorchord,andwasresumedInanguish;fellagaintoalowcry,Thenrosetriumphantwherethewhitefiresfumed,Terrible,marching,trampling,reeling,gay,Hurlingmad,brokenlegionsdowntodieThrougheverlastinghells——ThetearsweresaltUponmyfingers——Then,Isaw,behindThefuryoftheplayer,allthetreesCrouchedlikeviolinists,boughscrooked,jerking,blind,Sweepingmadbowstomusicwithoutfault,Greycheekstogreyerfiddles,witheredknees。
Gasping,Ifled!——butstillthatdevilishtuneStunnedearsandbrainalike——tillcloudsofdustBlottedthepicture,andthenoisegrewdim——
Shaking,Ireachedthetown——andturned——intrust——
Wind-smitten,dread,againstthesky-line’srim,Black,dragonbrancheswhippedbelowamoon!
PortraitofaBoyAfterthewhippinghecrawledintobed,Acceptingtheharshfactwithnogreatweeping。
Howfunnyuncle’shathadlookedstripedred!
Hechuckledsilently。Themooncame,sweepingAblack,frayedragoftatteredcloudbeforeInscorning;verypureandpalesheseemed,Floodinghisbedwithradiance。OnthefloorFatmotesdanced。Hesobbed,closedhiseyesanddreamed。
Warmsandflowedroundhim。BlurtsofcrimsonlightSplashedthewhitegrainslikeblood。Pastthecave’smouthShonewithalarge,fiercesplendor,wildlybright,ThecrookedconstellationsoftheSouth;
HeretheCrossswung;andthere,affrontingMars,TheCentaurstormedasideafrothofstars。
Within,greatcasks,likewattledaldermen,Sighedofenormousfeasts,andclothofgoldGlowedonthewallslikehotdesire。Again,Besidewebbedpurplesfromsomegalleon’shold,AblackchestboretheskullandbonesinwhiteAboveascrawled"Gunpowder!"Bytheflames,Deckedoutincrimson,gemmedwithsyenite,Hailingtheirfellowswithoutrageousnames,Thepiratessatanddiced。Theireyesweremoons。
"Doubloons!"theysaid。Thewordscrashedgold。"Doubloons!"
PortraitofaBabyHelaywithinawarm,softworldOfmotion。Colorsbloomedandfled,Maroonandturquoise,saffron,red,WaveuponwavethatbrokeandwhirledTovanishinthegrey-greengloom,Perspectivelessandshadowy。
Abulgingworldthathadnowalls,Aflowingworld,mostlikethesea,CompassingallinfinityWithinashapeless,ebbingroom,Anendlesstidethatswellsandfalls……
Hesleptandwokeandsleptagain。
AsaveildropsTimedroppedaway;
Spacegrewatoyforchildren’splay,SleepboltedfastthegatesofSense——
Helayinnakedimpotence;
LikeadrenchedmoththatcreepsandcrawlsHeavilyupbrown,light-bakedwalls,Tofallinwreck,hertaskundone,Yetsomehowstrivingtowardthesun。
So,asheslept,hishandsclenchedtighter,Shutintheoldwayofthefighter,Hisfeetcurleduptogriptheground,Hismusclestautenedforabound;
Andthoughhefelt,andfeltalone,Strangebrightnessstirredhimtothebone,Cravingstorise——tilldeepersleepBuriedthehope,thecall,theleap;
Awindpuffedouthismind’sfaintspark。
Hewasabsorbedintothedark。
HewokeagainandfeltasurgeWithinhim,amysteriousurgeThatgrewonehungryflameofpassion;
Thewholeworldalteredshapeandfashion。
Deceived,befooled,bereftandtorn,Hescourgedtheheavenswithhisscorn,LiftingabittervoicetocryAgainsttheeternaltreachery——
Till,suddenly,hefoundthebreast,Andceased,andallthingswereatrest,TheearthgrewonewarmlanguidseaAndheawave。Joy,tingling,creptThroughouthim。Hewasquenchedandslept。
So,whilethemoonmadebroadherring,Hesleptandcriedandwasaking。
So,worthily,heactedo’erTheendlessmiracleoncemore。
Facingimmenseadventuresdaily,Hestrovestillonward,weeping,gaily,Conqueredorfledfromthem,butgrewAssoil-starved,roughpine-saplingsdo。
Till,oneday,crawlingseemedsuspect。
HegrippedtheairandstooderectAndsplendid。WithimmortalrageHeenteredonman’sheritage!
TheGeneralPublic"Ah,didyouonceseeShelleyplain?"——Browning。
"Shelley?Oh,yes,Isawhimoftenthen,"
Theoldmansaid。AdrysmilecreasedhisfaceWithmanywrinkles。"That’sagreatpoem,now!
ThatoneofBrowning’s!Shelley?Shelleyplain?
ThetimethatIrememberbestisthis——
Athinmirecreptalongtheruttedways,AndallthetreeswereharriedbycoldrainThatdroveamomentfiercelyandthenceased,FallingsoslowithunglikeagreymistOvertheschool。Thewalkswerelikeblurredglass。
Thebuildingsreekedwithvapor,blackandharshAgainstthedeepeningdarknessofthesky;
Andeachlampwasahazyyellowmoon,Fillingthespaceaboutwithgoldenmotes,Andmakingallthingslargerthantheywere。
Oneyellowhalohungaboveadoor,Thatgaveonablackpassage。RoundaboutStruggledahowlingcrowdofboys,pell-mell,Pushingandjostlinglikeastormysea,Withshoutingfaces,turnedapastywhiteBythestrangelight,forfoam。Theyallhadclods,Orslimyballsofmud。Afewgrippedstones。
Andthere,hisbackagainstthebattereddoor,Hispileofbooksscatteredabouthisfeet,StoodShelleywhiletwoothersheldhimfast,Andtheclodsbeatuponhim。`Shelley!Shelley!’
Thehighshoutsrangthroughallthecorridors,`Shelley!MadShelley!Comealongandhelp!’
Andallthecrowddugmadlyattheearth,Scratchingandclawingatthestreamingmud,Andfouledeachotherandthemselves。AndstillShelleystoodup。HiseyeswerelikeaflameSetinsomewhite,stillroom;forallhisfaceWaswhite,awhitenesslikenohumancolor,Butwhiteanddreadfulasconsumingfire。
Hishandsshooknowandthen,likeslendercordsWhichbeartooheavyweights。Hedidnotspeak。
SoIsawShelleyplain。"
"Andyou?"Isaid。
"I?Ithrewstraighterthanthemostofthem,Andhadfirmclods。Ihithim——well,atleastThriceintheface。Hemadegoodsportthatnight。"
RoadandHillsIshallgoawayTothebrownhills,thequietones,Thevast,themountainous,therolling,Sun-firedanddrowsy!
MyhorsesnuffsdelicatelyAtthestrangewind;
Hesettlestoaswingingtrot;hishoofstrampthedust。
Theroadwinds,straightens,Slashesamarsh,Shouldersoutabridge,Then——
Againthehills。
Unchanged,innumerable,Bowinghuge,roundbacks;
Holdingsecret,immenseconverse:
Ingustyvoices,Fruitful,fecund,toilingLikeyokedblackoxen。
Thecloudspasslikegreat,slowthoughtsAndvanishIntheintenseblue。
Myhorselopes;thesaddlecreaksandsways。
Athousandglitteringspearsofsunslantfromonhigh。
Theimmensity,thespaces,ArelikethespacesBetweenstarandstar。
Thehillssleep。
IfIputmyhandonone,Iwouldfeelthevastheaveofitsbreath。
IwouldstartawaybeforeitawakenedAndshooktheworldfromitsshoulders。
Acicada’scrydeepensthehotsilence。
ThehillsopenToshowaslopeofpoppies,Ardent,noble,heroic,Aflare,agreatflameoforange;
Givingsleepy,brittlescentThatstingsthelungs。
Acreepingwindslipsthroughthemlikeaferret;theybowanddance,answeringBeauty’svoice……
Thehorsewhinnies。IdismountAndtiehimtothegreywornfence。
Isetmyselfagainstthejavelinsofgrassandsun;
Andclimbtheroundedbreast,Thatflowslikeasea-wave。
Thesummitcrackleswithheat,thereisnoshelter,nohollowfromtheflagellatingglare。
Iliedownandlookatthesky,shadingmyeyes。
Mybodybecomesstrange,thesuntakesitandchangesit,itdoesnotfeel,itislikethebodyofanother。
Theairblazes。Theairisdiamond。
Smallnoisesmoveamongthegrass……
Blackly,Ahawkmounts,mountsintheinaneSeekingthestar-road,Seekingtheend……
Butthereisnoend。
Here,inthislight,thereisnoend……
ElegyforanEnemy(ForG。H。)
Say,doesthatstupidearthWheretheyhavelaidher,Bindstillhersullenmirth,Mirthwhichbetrayedher?
Dothelushgrasseshold,Greenlyandglad,Thatbrittle-perfectgoldShealonehad?
Smuglythecommoncrew,Overtheirknitting,Mournher——asbutchersdoSheep-throatsthey’reslitting!
Shewasmyenemy,Oneofthebestofthem。
Wouldshecomebacktome,Goddamntherestofthem!
Damnthem,theflabby,fat,Sleeklittledarlings!
Wegavethemtitfortat,Snarlingsforsnarlings!
Squashypomposities,Shockedatourviolence,LetnotonetactfulhissBreakhernewsilence!
Maidsofantiquity,Lookwelluponher;
Icewasherchastity,Spotlessherhonor。
Neighbors,withbreastsofsnow,Damesofmuchvirtue,Howshecouldflameandglow!
Lord,howshehurtyou!
Shewasawoman,andTender——attimes!
(Delicatewasherhand)
Oneofhercrimes!
Hairthatstrayedelfinly,Lipsredashaws,You,withthereadylie,Wasthatthecause?
Restyou,myenemy,Slainwithoutfault,LifesmacksbuttastelesslyLackingyoursalt!
StuckinabogwhencenaughtMaycatapultme,Comefromthegrave,long-sought,Comeandinsultme!
WEknewthatsugaredstuffPoisonedtheother;
Roughasthewindisrough,Sisterandbrother!
BreathingtheetherclearOthersforlornhavefound——
Oh,forthatpeaceaustereSheandherscornhavefound!
BiographicalNote:
StephenVincentBene’t(22July1898-13March1943)wasfromafamilywithrootsinFlorida,whichexplainstheSpanishname。AlthoughborninBethlehem,Pennsylvania,hisfatherwasacolonelintheU。S。Army,andhencehegrewupinCaliforniaandGeorgia。HeattendedYalestartingin1915andthatsameyearpublishedhisfirstbookofpoems,`FiveMenandPompey’。`YoungAdventure’(1918)isconsideredhisfirstmaturebookofpoetry,andhewentontowintwoPulitzerPrizes,in1929for`JohnBrown’sBody’andin1944for`WesternStar’。
Itappearsthatthewholefamilyhadgreattalents,ashisgrandfatherwasaBrigadierGeneral,hisfatheraColonel,andbothStephenandhisbrotherWilliamRoseBenetwonPulitzerPrizesforpoetry。
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