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第1章

  ABookofPoems
  ToW。R。B。
  DedicationAndso,toyou,whoalwayswerePerseus,D’Artagnan,LancelotTome,IgivetheseweedyrhymesInmemoryofearliertimes。
  Nowallthosecarelessdaysarenot。
  Ofallmyheroes,youendure。
  Wordsaresuchsillythings!toorough,Toosmooth,theyboiluporcongeal,Andneitherofuslikesemotion——
  ButIcan’tmeasuremydevotion!
  AndyouknowhowIreallyfeel——
  Andwe’retogether。There,enough,……!
  ForewordbyChaunceyBrewsterTinkerInthesedayswhentheoldcivilisationiscrumblingbeneathourfeet,thethoughtofpoetrycrossesthemindlikethedearmemoryofthingsthathavelongsincepassedaway。Inourpassionatedesireforthenewera,itisdifficulttorefrainoneselffromthecommonplacepracticeofspeculatingontheeffectsofwarfareandofprophesyingallmannerofnovelrebirths。Butitmaybewellforustorememberthattheerawhichhasrecentlyclosedwasitselfmarkedbyamadidealisationofallnovelties。Intheliterarymovementsofthelastdecade——
  when,indeed,anymovementatallhasbeenperceptible——wehavewitnessedabewilderingriseandfallofmethodsandideals。Wewerecaptivatedforatimebythequestofthegoldenphraseandtheaccompanyingcultivationofexoticemotions;andthen,wearyingoftheprettyandthetemperamental,weplungedintothebloodshotbrutalitiesofnaturalism。
  Fromthesmooth-flowingimitationsofTennysonandSwinburne,wepassedintoafalsefreedomthathadatitsheartarepudiationofalllawandstandards,foraparalleltowhichoneturnsinstinctivelytocertainrecentdevelopmentsinthepoliticalworld。Wemayhopethattheeagersearchfornoveltyofformandsubjectmayhaveitsinfluenceinreleasingusfromouroldbondagetothecommonplaceandinbroadeningthescopeofpoetry;butwecannotblindourselvestothefactthatithasatthesametimecompletedthatestrangementbetweenthepoetandthegeneralpublicwhichhasbeendevelopingforhalfacentury。Thegreatmassofthereadingworld,towhomtheartsshouldminister,havenowforgottenthatpoetryisaconsolationintimesofdoubtandperil,abeacon,and"anever-fixedmark"inacrazedandshiftingworld。Ourpoetry——
  andIamspeakinginparticularofAmericanpoetry——hasbeencentrifugal;
  ourpoetshavebrokenupintosmallerandeversmallergroups。
  Individualismhastriumphed。
  Tothegeneralconfusion,critics,iftheymaybesaidtohaveexistedatall,haveaddedbytheirpaltryconceptionoftheart。
  Theyhavedeemeditasufficientdenunciationofapoettoaccusehimofimitatinghismasters;asthoughthehistoryofanartwereratheraseriesofviolentrebellionsthanagrowthandaprogressiveillumination。
  Notallgenerationsareprivilegedtoseetheworkingofagreatcreativeimpulse,butthewant,keenthoughitbe,furnishesnoreasonfortheutterrejectionofAtremulousmurmurfromgreatdayslongdead。
  Butthisfearofechoingthepastmayworkusayetgreatermisfortune。
  Intherejectionofthemannerofanearlierepochmaybeimplicitalsotherejectionoftheverysourcesfromwhichspringsthelifeofthefairart。Melody,andaloveofthegreenearth,andayearningforGodareoftheveryfabricofpoetry,denyitwhowill。
  TheMusesstillreignonParnassus,waxtheheathenneversofurious。
  PoetswholovepoetrybetterthantheirownfameinGrubStreetwilldowelltorememberTheflame,thenoblepageantofourlife;
  Theburningsealthatstampsman’shighindentureTovainattemptandmostforlornadventure;
  Romanceandpurpleseas,andtopplingtowns,Andthewind’svaliancecryingo’erthedowns。
  Itisapoorbusinesstofindinsuchwordsonlytheillusionsofyouthandanewenthusiasm。Thedesirefornovelty,thepassionforforceanddirt,andthehankeringafterfreakishnessofmood,whichmanyhaveattemptedtosubstitutefortheolderandsimplerthings,arethemselvesthebestevidenceofdisillusionandjadednerves。Thereisawearinessandadisgustinourrecentimpatiencewithbeautywhichindicatetooclearlytheexhaustionofourspiritualresources。Itmaywellbethattherebirthofpoetryistobemanifestinareappearanceoftheobvious,——
  inaloveoftheseaandofthebeautyofclouds,intheadventureofdeathandtheyetmoreamazingadventureofliving,inavitalloveofcolour,whetheroftheOrientorthedrug-shop,inchildlikeloveofmelody,andthecoolcleansingofrain,instrangefacesandoldmemories。
  This,inthepast,hasbeenpoetry,andthiswillbepoetryagain。
  Thesingerwho,outofafullheart,canoffertotheworldhisvisionofitsbeauty,andoutofanoblemind,hisconceptionofitsdestiny,willbestowuponhistimethemostpreciousgiftwhichwecannowreceive,thegiftofhishealingpower。
  C。B。T。
  ContentsDedicationForewordbyChaunceyBrewsterTinkerI。
  TheDrug-Shop,or,EndymioninEdmonstounII。
  RainafteraVaudevilleShowTheCityRevisitedGoingBacktoSchoolNosImmortalesYoungBloodTheQualityofCourageCampusSonnets:
  1。BeforeanExamination2。Talk3。MayMorning4。Return——1917
  AlexanderVIDineswiththeCardinalofCapuaTheBreakingPointLonelyBurialDinnerinaQuickLunchRoomTheHempPoorDevil!
  GhostsofaLunaticAsylumTheWhitePeacockColorsAMinorPoetTheLoverinHellWingedManMusicTheInnovatorLoveinTwilightTheFiddlingWoodPortraitofaBoyPortraitofaBabyTheGeneralPublicRoadandHillsElegyforanEnemyI。
  TheDrug-Shop,or,EndymioninEdmonstounPrefatoryNote。
  ThispoemreceivedthenineteenthawardoftheprizeofferedbyProfessorAlbertStanburroughCooktoYaleUniversityforthebestunpublishedverse,theCommitteeofAwardconsistingofProfessorsC。F。TuckerBrooke,ofYaleUniversity,RobertFrost,ofAmherstCollege,andCharlesM。Gayley,oftheUniversityofCalifornia。
  I。
  TheDrug-Shop,or,EndymioninEdmonstoun"Ohyes,IwentovertoEdmonstountheotherdayandsawJohnny,mooningaroundasusual!Hewillnevermakehisway。"
  LetterofGeorgeKeats,18——
  Nightfalls;thegreatjarsglowagainstthedark,Darkgreen,duskred,and,likeacoilingsnake,Writhingeternallyinsmokygyres,GreatropesofgorgeousvaportwistandturnWithinthem。SotheEasternfishermanSawtheswartgenierisewhentheleadseal,Scribbledwithcharms,wasliftedfromthejar;
  And——well,howwentthetale?Likethis,likethis?……
  Noherbagebrokethebarrenflatsofland,Nowindsdaredloiterwithinsmilingtrees,Norwerethereanybrooksoneitherhand,Onlythedry,brightsand,Nakedandgolden,laybeforetheseas。
  Oneboattoilednoiselesslyalongthedeep,ThethirstyripplesdyingsilentlyUponitstrack。Faroutthebrownnetssweep,AndnightbeginstocreepAcrosstheintolerablemirrorofthesea。
  Twicethenetsrise,a-trailwithsea-plantsbrown,Distortedshells,androcksgreen-mossedwithslime,Noughtelse。Thefisher,sickatheart,kneelsdown;
  "PrayermayappeaseGod’sfrown,"
  Hethinks,then,kneeling,castsforthethirdtime。
  Andlo!anearthenjar,boundroundwithbrass,Liestangledinthecordageofhisnet。
  Aboutthebrightwavesgleamlikeshatteredglass,Andwherethesea’srimwasThesundips,flatandred,abouttoset。
  Theprowgratesonthebeach。ThefishermanStoops,tearingatthecordsthatbindtheseal。
  Shallpearlsrollout,lustrousandwhiteandwan?
  Lapis?carnelian?
  Unheard-ofstonesthatmakethesickmindreelWithwonderoftheirbeauty?Rubies,then?
  Greenemeralds,glitteringliketheeyesofbeasts?
  Poisonousopals,goodtomaddenmen?
  Goldbezants,tenandten?
  Hard,regaldiamonds,likekinglyfeasts?
  Hetugged;thesealgaveway。AlittlesmokeCurledlikeafeatherinthedarkeningsky。
  Ablindinggushoffireburst,flamed,andbroke。
  Avoicelikeawindspoke。
  Armoredwithlight,andturbanedterribly,Agenietrampedtheroundearthunderfoot;
  Hisheadsoughtoutthestars,hiscuppedrighthandMadehalftheskyonedarkness。Hewasmute。
  Thesun,aripenedfruit,Droopedlower。Scarleteddiedo’erthesand。
  Thegeniespoke:"Omiserableone!
  Thyprizeawaitsthee;come,andhugitclose!
  AnoblecrownthydragglednetshavewonForthisthatthouhastdone。
  Blessedarefools!Agiftremainsforthose!"
  Hishandsoughtouthissword,andlightningsflaredAcrosstheskyinonegreatbloomoffire。
  Poisedlikeatopplingmountain,ithungbared;
  SunsthatwerejewelsglaredAlongitshilt。Theairburntlikeapyre。
  Oncemorethegeniespoke:"SomethingIoweTothee,thoufool,thoufool。Come,canstthousing?
  Yea?Singthen;ifthysongbebrave,thengoFreeandreleased——orno!
  Findfirstsometask,someovermasteringthingIcannotdo,andfinditspeedily,Forifthoudostnotthoushaltsurelydie!"
  Theswordwhirledback。Thefishermanuprose,AndifatfirsthisvoicewasweakwithfearAndhislimbstrembled,itwasbutadoze,Andatthehighsong’scloseHestoodupstraight。Hisvoicerangloudandclear。
  TheSong。
  Lastnightthequayswerelighted;
  CressetsofsmokingpineGlaredo’ertheroaringmarinersThatdrinktheyellowwine。
  Theirsongrolledtotherafters,Itstruckthehighstarspale,Suchworthwasintheirdiscourse,Suchwonderintheirtale。
  Blueboragefilledtheclinkingcups,Themurkynightgrewwan,Tillonerose,crownedwithlaurel-leaves,Thatwasanoutlandman。
  "Come,letusdrinktowar!"saidhe,"Thetorchofthesackedtown!
  Theswan’s-bathandthewolf-ships,AndHaraldofrenown!
  "Yea,whilethemilkwasonhislips,Beforethedaywasborn,HetooktheAlmayneKaiser’sheadTobehisdrinking-horn!
  "Yea,whilethedownwasonhischin,Oryethisbeardwasgrown,HebrokethegatesofMicklegarth,Andstolethelion-throne!
  "DrinktoHarald,kingoftheworld,Lordofthetongueandthetroth!
  TothebellowinghornsofOstfriesland,AndthetrumpetsoftheGoth!"
  Theirshoutsrolledtotherafters,Thedrink-hornscrashedandrang,Andalltheirtalkwasaclangorofwar,Asswordstogethersang!
  Butdimly,throughthedeepnight,Wherestarslikeflowersshone,Apassionateshapecamegliding——
  Isawonethingalone。
  IonlysawmyyoungloveShiningagainstthedark,Thewhitenessofherraiment,Theheadthatbenttohark。
  Ionlysawmyyounglove,Likeflowersinthesun——
  Herhandslikewaxenpetals,Whereyawningpoppiesrun。
  Ionlyfeltthere,chrysmal,Againstmycheekherbreath,Thoughallthewindswerebaying,AndtheskybrightwithDeath。
  Redsparkswhirledupthechimney,Ahungryflaughtofflame,AndaleanmanfromGreecearose;
  Thrasylloswashisname。
  "Ipraiseallnoblewines!"hecried,"Greenrobesoftissuefine,Peacocksandapesandivory,AndHomer’ssea-loudline,"Statuesandringsandcarvengems,Andthewisecrawlingsea;
  Butmostofallthecrownsofkings,Theruletheywieldthereby!
  "Power,firedpower,blankandbright!
  Afithiltforthehand!
  Theonegoodswordforafreeman,Whileyetthecoldstarsstand!"
  Theirshoutsrolledtotherafters,Theairwasthickwithwine。
  Ionlyknewherdeepeyes,Andfeltherhandinmine。
  Softlyasquietwater,Onefingertouchedmycheek;
  Herfacelikegraciousmoonlight——
  Imightnotmovenorspeak。
  Ionlysawthatbeauty,IonlyfeltthatformThere,inthesilkendarkness——
  Godwotmyheartwaswarm!
  Theirshoutsrolledtotherafters,Anotherchiefbegan;
  HisslitlipsshowedhimforaHun;
  Hewasanevilman。
  "Singtothejoysofwomen!"heyelled,"Thehotdelicioustents,Thesoftcouch,andthewhitelimbs;
  Theairasteamofscents!"
  Hiseyesgleamed,andhewethislips,Theraftersshookwithcheers,Ashesangofwoman,whoisman’sslaveForallunhonoredyears。
  "Whetherthewantonlaughsamain,Withonewhiteshoulderbare,OrinasackedroomyouunbindSomecrouchingmaiden’shair;
  "Thisistheonlygoodforman,LikespicesoftheSouth——
  ToseetheglimmeringbodylaidAspasturetohismouth!
  "Toleavenoleeswithinthecup,Toseeandtakeandrend;
  Tolapagirl’slimbsuplikewine,Andlaugh,knowingtheend!"
  Only,likelow,stillbreathing,Iheardonevoice,oneword;
  Andhotspeechpoureduponmylips,Asmyhandsheldasword。
  "Fools,thricefoolsoflust!"Icried,"YoureyesareblindtoseeEternalbeauty,movingfar,Moregloriousthanhornsofwar!
  Butthoughmyeyeswereoneblindscar,Thatsightisshowntome!
  "Younuzzleattheivoryside,Youclaspthegoldenhead;
  Fools,fools,whochatterandsing,Youhavetakenthesignofaterriblething,YouhavedrunkdownGodwithyourbeeswing,Andbrokenthesaintsforbread!
  "ForGodmovesdarkly,Insilenceandinstorm;
  ButinthebodyofwomanHeshowsoneburningform。
  "ForGodmovesblindly,Indarknessandindread;
  ButinthebodyofwomanHeraisesupthedead。
  "Gracileandstraightasbirches,Swiftasthequestingbirds,Theyfilltrue-lovers’drink-hornsup,Whospeaknot,havingnowords。
  "Loveisnotdelicatetoying,Aslimandshimmeringmesh;
  Itistwosoulswrenchedintoone,Twobodiesmadeoneflesh。
  "Lustisasprightlyservant,Gallantwherewinesarepoured;
  Loveisabittermaster,Loveisanironlord。
  "Satineaseofthebody,Fattenedslothofthehands,Theseandtheirlikehewillnotsend,Onlyimmortalfirestorend——
  Andtheworld’sendisyourjourney’send,Andyourstreamchokesinthesands。
  "Pleachedcalmsshallnotawaityou,Peaceyoushallneverfind;
  NoughtbutthelivingmoorlandScourgednakedbythewind。
  "Noughtbutthelivingmoorland,Andyourlove’shandinyours;
  Thestrengthmoresurethansurety,Themercythatendures。
  "Then,thoughtheygiveyoutobeburned,Andslayyoulikeastoat,Youhavefoundtheworld’sheartintheturnofacheek,Heavenintheliftofathroat。
  "Althoughtheybreakyouonthewheel,Thatstoodsostraightinthesun,Behindyouthetrumpetssplitthesky,Wherethelostandfuriousfightgoesby——
  AndGod,ourGod,willhavevictoryWhenthereddayisdone!"
  Theirmirthrolledtotherafters,Theybellowedlechery;
  LightasadriftingfeatherMyloveslippedfrommyknee。
  Within,thelightswereyellowIndrowsyroomsandwarm;
  Without,thestabbinglightningShatteredacrossthestorm。
  Within,thegreatlogscrackled,Thedrink-hornsemptiedsoon;
  Without,theblackcloaksofthecloudsStrangledthewaningmoon。
  Mylovecrossedo’erthethreshold——
  God!butthenightwasmurk!
  Isetmyselfagainstthecold,Andleftthemtotheirwork。
  Theirshoutsrolledtotherafters;
  Abittererwaywasmine,AndIlefttheminthetavern,Drinkingtheyellowwine!
  Thelastfaintechoesrangalongtheplains,Died,andweregone。Thegeniespoke:"ThysongServeswellenough——butyetthytaskremains;
  ManyandrendingpainsShalltorturehimwhodaresdelaytoolong!"
  Hisbrownfacehardenedtoaleadenmask。
  Abitterbrinecrustedthefisher’scheek——
  "AlmightyGod,onethingaloneIask,Showmeatask,atask!"
  Thehardcupoftheskyshone,gemmedandbleak。
  "Olove,whomIhavesoughtbydeviousways;
  Ohiddenbeauty,nakedasastar;
  Youwhosebrighthairhasburnedacrossmydays,Makingthemlampsofpraise;
  Odawn-wind,breathingofArabia!
  "YouhaveIserved。Nowfirehasparchedthevine,AndDeathisonthesingersandthesong。
  Nolongeraretherelipstoclingtomine,Andtheheartweariesofwine,AndIamsick,formydesireislong。
  "Olove,soft-moving,delicateandtender!
  Inhergoldhousethepipecallsquerulously,Theycloudwiththingreensilksherbodyslender,Theytalktoherandtendher;
  Come,piteous,gentlelove,andsetmefree!"
  Heceased——and,slowlyrisingo’erthedeep,Afaintsongchimed,grewclearer,tillatlastAgoldenhornoflightbegantocreepWherethedumbripplessweep,Makingtheseaonesplendorwhereitpassed。
  Agoldenboat!Thebrightoarsrestedsoon,Andtheprowmetthesand。ThepurpleveilsMistingthecabinfell。FairasthemoonWhenthemorningcomestoosoon,Andalltheairissilverinthedales,Agold-robedprincesssteppeduponthebeach。
  Thefisherkneltandkissedhergarment’shem,Andthenherlips,andstroveatlastforspeech。
  Thewaterslappedthereach。
  "Herethystrengthbreaks,thymightisnoughttostem!"
  Hecriedatlast。Speechshookhimlikeaflame:
  "Yea,thoughthoupluckedthestarsfromoutthesky,Eachlovelyonewouldbeawitheredshame——
  Eachthoucouldstfindorname——
  Tothisfire-heartedbeauty!"WearilyThegenieheard。AslowsmilecamelikedawnOverhisface。"Thytaskisdone!"hesaid。
  Awhirlwindroared,smokeshattered,hewasgone;
  And,likeasuddenhorn,Themoonshoneclear,nolongersmokedandred。
  Theypassedintotheboat。ThegoldoarsbeatLoudly,thenfainter,fainter,tillatlastOnlythequietwatersbarelymovedAlongthewhisperingsand——tillallthevastExpanseofseabegantoshakewithheat,Andmorningbroughtsoftairs,bysailorsloved。
  Andafter?……Well……
  Theshop-bellclangs!Whocomes?
  Quinine——IpourthelittlebittergrainsOutuponblue,glazedsquaresofpaper。So。
  AndalltheduskIshallsitherealone,Withmanypowersinmyhands——ah,seeHowtheblurredlabelsrunontheoldjars!
  Opium——andacruelandsleepyscent,Theharshtasteofwhitepoppies;India——
  Thewrithingwoodsa-crawlwithmonstrouslife,Savewherethedeodarsaresetlikespears,Andacalmpoolismirroredebony;
  Opium——brownandwarmandslender-breastedSherises,shakingoffthecoolblackwater,Andtwistingupherhair,thatripplesdown,Atorrentofblackwater,toherfeet;
  Howthedropssparkleinthemoonlight!OnceImadearhymeaboutit,singingsoftly:
  OverDamascuseverystarKeepshisunchangingcourseandcold,Thedarkweighslikeanironbar,Theintenseandpallidnightisold,Dimthemoon’sscimitar。
  Stillthelampsblazewithinthosehalls,WherepoppiesheapthemarblevatsForgirlstotread;thethickairpalls;
  AndshadowshanglikeevilbatsAboutthescentedwalls。
  Thegirlsaremany,andtheysing;
  Theirwhitefeetfalllikeflakesofsnow,Makingaceaselessmurmuring——
  Whispersoflove,deadlongago,Anddear,forgottenSpring。
  Onealonesingsnot。TiredlySheseesthewhitebloomscrushed,andsmellsTheheavyscent。Theychatter:"See!
  WhiteZirathinksofnothingelseButthemorn’sjollity——
  "ThenHarountakesher!"Butshedreams,Unhearing,ofacertainfieldOfpoppies,cutbymanystreams,LikelinesacrossaroundTurkshield,Wherenowthehotsungleams。
  Thefieldwhereontheywalkedthatday,Andsplendorfilledherbodyup,Andhis;andthenthetrampledclay,Andslowsmokeclimbingthesky’scupFromwherethevillagelay。
  Andafter——muchacheofthewrists,Wherethecordsirkedher——tillshecame,Thepriceofmanyamethysts,Hither。AndnowtheultimateshameBlewtrumpetinthelists。
  Andsoshetrodthepoppiesthere,Rememberingotherpoppies,too,Anddidnotseemtoseeorcare。
  Without,thefirstgraydropsofdewSweetenedthetremblingair。
  Shetrodthepoppies。HourspassedUntilshesleptatlength——andTimeDraggedhisslowsickle。WhenatlastShewoke,themoonshone,brightasrime,Andnight’stiderolledonfast。
  Shemoanedonce,knowingeverything;
  Then,bittererthandeath,shefoundThesofthandmaidens,inaring,Cometoanointher,allaround,Thatshemightpleasetheking。
  Opium——andtheodordiesaway,Leavingtheairyetheavy——cassia——myrrh——
  Bitterandsplendid。See,thepoisonscome,Troopinginsquatgreenvials,blazonedredWithgrinningskulls:strychnine,apalliddustOftinygrains,likebonesgroundfine;andnextThemuddygreenofarsenic,alllivid,Likestthefaceofonelongdead——theycreepAlongthedustyshelflikedeadlybeetles,Whosefangsarecarvedwithrunnels,thatthebloodMayrundowneasilytotheblindmouthThatsnapsandgapes;andhighabovethemthere,Mymaster’spride,acobwebbed,yellowpotOfhoneyfromMountHybla。DothebeesStillmoanamongthelowsweetpurpleclover,Endlesslymany?Stillindeep-hushedwoods,WhentheincrediblesilverofthemoonComeslikealivingwindthroughsleep-bowedbranches,Stillstealdarkshapesfromtheenchantedglens,Whichyetarepurplewithhighdreams,andstillFrontingthatquietandeternalshieldWhichismuchmorethanPeace,doestherestillstandOnesharpblackshadow——andtheshort,smoothhornsAreclearagainstthatdisk?
  OgreatDiana!
  I,Ihavepraisedthee,yetIdonotknowWhatmovesmymindsostrangely,savethatonceIlayallnightuponathymyhill,Andwatchedtheslowcloudspasslikeheaped-upfoamAcrossbluemarble,tillatlastnospeckBlottedtheclearexpanse,andthefullmoonRoseinmuchlight,andallnightlongIsawHerorderedprogress,till,inmidmostheaven,Therecameaterriblesilence,andthemiceCrepttotheirholes,thecricketsdidnotchirp,Allthesmallnight-soundsstopped——andclearpurelightRippledlikesilkovertheuniverse,Mostcoldandbleak;andyetmyheartbeatfast,Waitinguntilthestillnessbroke。IknownotForwhatIwaited——somethingverygreat——
  IdarednotlookuptotheskyforfearAbrittlecracklingshouldclashsuddenlyAgainstthequiet,andablacklinecreepAcrossthesky,andwidenlikeamouth,Untilthebrokenheavensstreamedapart,Liketornlostbanners,andtheimmortalfires,Roaringlikelions,askedtheirmeatfromGod。
  Ilaythere,ablackblotuponashieldOfquivering,waterywhiteness。ThehushheldUntilIstaggeredupandcriedaloud,AndthenitseemedthatsomethingfartoogreatForknowledge,andillimitableasGod,Rentthedarkskylikelightning,andIfell,And,falling,heardawildandrushingwindOfmusic,andsawlightsthatblindedmeWithwhite,impenetrableswords,andfeltApressureofsofthandsuponmylips,Uponmyeyelids——andsincethenIcoughAttimes,andhavestrangethoughtsaboutthestars,Thatsomeday——someday——
  Come,Imustbequick!
  Mymasterwillbebacksoon。LetmelightThinblueArabianpastilles,andsitLikeadeadgodincensedbychantingpriests,Andwatchthepungentsmokewreatheupandup,Untilhecomes——thoughhemayragebecauseTheycostgoodmoney。ThenIshallwalkhomeOverthemoor。AlreadythemoonclimbsAbovetheworld’sedge。BythetimehecomesShewillbefullyrisen。——There’shisstep!
  II。
  Miscellaneous。
  RainafteraVaudevilleShowThelastposeflickered,failed。Thescreen’sdeadwhiteGlaredinasuddenfloodingofharshlightStabbingtheeyes;andasIstumbledoutThecurtainrose。AfatgirlwithapoutAndlegslikehams,begantosing"HisMother"。
  Gustsofbadairroseinachokingsmother;
  Smoke,thewetsteamofclothes,thestenchofplush,Powder,cheapperfume,mingledinarush。
  Isteppedintothelobby——andstoodstillStruckdumbbysuddenbeauty,bodyandwill。
  Cleannessandrapture——excellencemadeplain——
  Thestorming,thrashingarrowsoftherain!
  Pouringanddrippingontheroofsandrods,Smellingofwoodsandhillsandfresh-turnedsods,Blackonthesidewalks,grayinthefarsky,Crashingonthirstypanes,onguttersdry,Hurryingthecrowdtoshelter,makingfairThestreets,thehouses,andtheheat-soakedair,——
  Merciful,holy,charging,sweeping,flashing,Itsmotethesoulwithamostironclashing!……
  Likedragons’eyesthestreet-lampssuddenlygleamed,Yellowandroundanddim-lowglobesofflame。
  And,scarce-perceived,theclouds’tallbannersstreamed。
  Outofthepettywars,thedailyshame,Beautystrovesuddenly,androse,andflowered……
  Igrippedmycoatandplungedwhereawningslowered。
  Madeonewithhissingblackness,caught,embraced,Bysplendorandbystrivingandswifthaste——
  Springcominginwiththunderingsandstrife——
  Istampedthegroundinthestrongjoyoflife!
  TheCityRevisitedThegreygullsdriftacrossthebaySoftlyandstillasflakesofsnowAgainstthethinningfog。AlldayIsatandwatchedthemcomeandgo;
  Andnowatlastthesunwasset,FillingthewaveswithcoloredfireTilleachseemedlikeajewelledspireThrustupfromsomedrownedcity。SoonFrompeakandcliffandminaretThecity’slightsbegantowink,Eachlikeafriendlyword。ThemoonBegantobroadenouthershield,Spurtingwithsilver。StraightbeforeThebrownhillslaylikequietbeastsStretchedoutbesideawell-loveddoor,AndfillingearthandskyandfieldWiththecalmheavingoftheirbreasts。
  Nothingwasgone,nothingwaschanged,ThesmallestwavewasunestrangedByallthelongacheoftheyearsSincelastIsawthem,blindwithtears。
  Theirwelcomelikethehillsstoodfast:
  AndI,Ihadcomehomeatlast。
  SoIlaughedoutwiththemaloudTothinkthatnowthesunwasbroad,Andclimbinguptheironsky,WheretherawstreetsstretchedsullenlyAboutanotherroomIknew,Inameanhouse——andsoonthere,too,ThesmithwouldbursttheflimsydoorAndfindmelyingonthefloor。
  JustwhereIfelltheothernight,Afterthatbreakingwaveofpain。——
  Howtheywillstormandrageandfight,Servantsandmistress,oneandall,"Nomoneyforthefuneral!"
  Ibrokemylifethere。LetitstandAtthat。
  Thewatersareaplain,Heavingandbrightoneitherhand,AtremulousandlustralpeaceWhichshallendurethoughallthingscease,FillingmyheartaswaterfillsAcup。Therestandthequiethills。
  So,waitingformywingstogrow,Iwatchthegullssailtoandfro,Risingandfalling,softandswift,Driftingalongasbubblesdrift。
  And,thoughIseethefaceofGodHereafter——thisdayhaveItrodNearertoHimthanIshalltreadEveragain。Thenightisdead。
  Andthere’sthedawn,pouredoutlikewineAlongthedimhorizon-line。
  Andfromthecitycomesthechimes——
  Wehaveourheavenonearth——sometimes!
  GoingBacktoSchoolTheboatploughedon。NowAlcatrazwaspastAndallthegreywavesflamedtoredagainAtthedeadsun’slastglimmer。FarandvastTheSausalitolightsburnedsuddenlyInlittledotsandclumps,asifapenHadscrawledvaguelinesofgoldacrossthehills;
  Theskywaslikeacupsomerarewinefills,Andstarscameashewatched——andhewasfreeOnesplendidinstant——backinthegreatroom,CurledinachairwithallofthembesideAndthewholeworldarushofhappyvoices,Withlaughterbeatinginaclamoroustide……
  SawonceagaintheheatofharvestfumeUptotheemptyskyinthreadslikeglass,Andran,andwasapartofwhatrejoicesInthunderousnightsofrain;layinthegrassSun-bakedandtired,lookingthroughamazeOftinystemsintoanewgreenworld;
  Oncemoreknewevesofperfume,daysablazeWithclear,dryheatonthebrown,rollingfields;
  ShudderedwithfearfulecstasyinbedOverabookofknightsandbloodyshields……
  Theshipslowed,jarredandstopped。There,straightahead,Weredockandfellows。Stumbling,hewaswhirledOutandawaytomeetthem——andhisbackSlumpedtotheoldhalf-cringe,hishandsfellslack;
  Abigboy’sarmwentroundhim——andatwistSentshatteringpainalonghistorturedwrist,Asavoicecried,abloatedvoiceandfat,"Whyit’sMissNancy!Comealong,yourat!"
  NosImmortalesPerhapswegowithwindandcloudandsun,Intothefreecompanionshipofair;
  Perhapswithsunsetswhenthedayisdone,All’sonetome——Idonotgreatlycare;
  Solongastherearebrownhills——andatreeLikeamadprophetinalandofdearth——
  AndIcanlieandheareternallyThevastmonotonousbreathingoftheearth。
  Ihaveknownhours,slowandgolden-glowing,Lovelywithlaughterandsuffusedwithlight,OLord,insuchatimeappointmygoing,Whenthehandsclench,andthecoldfacegrowswhite,Andthesparkdieswithinthefeeblebrain,Spillingitsstar-dustbacktodustagain。
  YoungBlood"But,sir,"Isaid,"theytellmethemanisliketodie!"
  TheCanonshookhisheadindulgently。"Youngblood,Cousin,"heboomed。
  "Youngblood!Youthwillbeserved!"——D’Hermonville’sFabliaux。
  HewokeupwithasicktasteinhismouthAndlaythereheavily,whiledancingmotesWhirledthroughhisbraininendless,ripplingstreams,AndagreymistweigheddownuponhiseyesSothattheycouldnotopenfully。YetAftersometimehisblurredmindstumbledbackToitslastraggedmemory——aroom;
  Airfoulwithwine;ashouting,reelingcrowdOffriendswhodraggedhim,dazedandblindwithdrinkOuttothestreet;acrazyroutofcabs;
  Thesteadymutterofhisneighbor’svoice,Mumblingoutdullobscenitybyrote;
  Andthen……well,theyhadbroughthimhomeitseemed,Sinceheawokeinbed——oh,damnthebusiness!
  Hehadnotwantedit——thesillyjokes,"Onelast,greatnightoffreedomereyou’remarried!"
  "You’llgetnofunthen!""H-ssh,don’ttellthatstory!
  He’llhaveawifesoon!"——God!thesittingdownTodrinktillyouweresodden!……
  LikegreatlightShecameintohisthoughts。Thatwastheworst。
  TowallowinthemudlikethisbecauseHisfriendswerefools……Hewasnotfittotouch,Tosee,ohfar,faroff,thatsilverplaceWhereGodstoodmanifesttomaninher……
  Foulinghimself……Onethinghebroughttoher,Atleast。Hehadbeenclean;hadtakenitAkindofpointofhonorfromthefirst……
  Othersmightdoit……buthedidn’tcareForthosethings……
  Suddenlyhisvisioncleared。
  Andsomethingseemedtogrowwithinhismind……
  Somethingwaswrong——thecolorofthewall——
  Thequeershapeofthebedposts——everythingWaschanged,somehow……hisroom。Wasthishisroom?……Heturnedhishead——andsawbesidehimthereThesaggingbody’sslope,thepaint-smearedface,Andtheloose,openmouth,laxandawry,Thebreasts,thebleachedandbrittlehair……thesethings……AsifallHellwerecrushedtoonebrightlineOflightningforamoment。Thenhesank,Pronebeneathanintolerableweight。
  Andbitterloathingcreptupallhislimbs。
  TheQualityofCourageBlacktreesagainstanorangesky,Treesthatthewindshookterribly,Likeaharshspumealongtheroad,Quaveringuplikewitheredarms,Writhinglikestreams,liketwistedcharmsOfhotleadflunginsnow。BelowTheironicestunglikeagoad,Slashingthetornshoesfrommyfeet,Andalltheairwasbittersleet。
  Andallthelandwascrampedwithsnow,Steel-strongandfierceandglimmeringwan,Likepaleplainsofobsidian。
  ——AndyetIstrove——andIwasfireAndice——andfireandicewereoneInonevasthungerofdesire。
  Adimdesire,ofpleasantplaces,Andlushfieldsinthesummersun,Andlogsaflame,andwalls,andfaces,——Andwine,andoldambrosialtalk,Agoldenballinfountainsdancing,Andunforgottenhands。(Ah,God,ItrodthemdownwhereIhavetrod,Andtheyremain,andtheyremain,Etchedinunutterablepain,Lovedlipsandfacesnowapart,Thatoncewerecloserthanmyheart——
  Inagony,inagony,Andhorriblyapartofme……
  ForLetheisfornomanset,AndinHellmaynomanforget。)
  Andtherewereflowers,andjugs,bright-glancing,AndoldItalianswords——andlooks,Amoment’sglanceoffire,offire,Spiring,leaping,flaminghigher,Intotheintense,thecloudlessblue,Untiltwosoulswereone,andflame,Andveryflesh,andyetthesame!
  AsifallspringswerecrushedanewIntooneglobeddropofdew!
  ButforthemostIthoughtofheat,Desiringgreatly……HotwhitesandThelazybodyliesatrestin,Orsun-dried,scentedgrasstonestin,Andfires,innumerablefires,GreatfagotshurlinggoldengyresOfsparksfarup,andtheredheartInsea-coals,crashingastheypartTotinyflares,andkindlingsnapping,BunchedsticksthatbursttheirstringandwrappingAndfalllikejackstraws;greenandblueTheevilflamesofdriftwoodtoo,Andheavy,sullenlumpsofcokeWithstill,fierceheatanduglysmoke……Andthenthevisionofhisface,Andtheirs,alltheirs,camelikeasword,Thrice,totheheart——andasIfellIthoughtIsawalightbefore。
  Iwoke。Myhandswereblueandsore,Tornontheice。IscarcelyfeltThefrozensleetbegintomeltUponmyfaceasIbreatheddeeper,Butlaytherewarmly,likeasleeperWhoshiftshisarmonce,andmoanslow,Andthensinksbacktonight。Slow,slow,AndstillasDeath,cameSleepandDeathAndlookedatmewithquietbreath。
  Unbendingfigures,blackandstarkAgainsttheintensedeepsofthedark。
  Tallandliketrees。LikesweetandfireRestcreptandcreptalongmyveins,Gently。Andtherewerenomorepains……
  Wasitnotbettersotolie?
  Thefightwasdone。EvengodstireOffighting……Mywaywasthewrong。
  NowIshoulddriftanddriftalongToendlessquiet,goldenpeace……
  Andletthetorturedbodycease。
  Andthenalightwinkedlikeaneye……AndverymanymilesawayAgirlstoodatawarm,litdoor,Holdingalamp。RayuponrayItcloakedthesnowwithperfectlight。
  AndwhereshewastherewasnonightNorcouldbe,ever。Godissure,Andinhishandsarethingssecure。
  ItisnotgivenmetotraceThelovelylaughterofthatface,Likeaclearbrookmostfulloflight,Orolivesswayingonaheight,Sosilvertheyhavewings,almost;
  LikeagreatwordonceknownandlostAndmeaningallthings。NorhervoiceAhappysoundwherelarksrejoice,Herbody,thatgreatloveliness,Thetenderfashionofherdress,Imaynotpaintthem。
  TheseIsee,Blazingthroughalleternity,Afire-wingedsign,aglorioustree!
  Shestoodthere,andatonceIknewThebitterthingthatImustdo。
  Therecouldbenosurrendernow;
  ThoughSleepandDeathwerewhisperinglow。
  Mywaywaswrong。So。WoulditmendIfIshrankbackbeforetheend?
  Andsanktodeathandcowardice?
  No,thelastleesmustbedrainedup,Basewinefromanignoblecup;
  (YetnotsobaseassleekcontentWhenIhadshrunkfrompunishment)
  Thewretchedbodystrainanew!
  Lifewasastormtowanderthrough。
  Itookthewrongway。Goodandwell,AtleastmyfeetsoughtoutnotHell!
  ThoughnightwereoneconsumingflameImustgoonformybaseaim,Andso,perhaps,makeevilgrowTosomethingcleanbyagony……
  Andreachthatlightuponthesnow……
  Andtouchherdressatlast……
  So,so,Icrawled。IcouldnotspeakorseeSavedimly。Theiceglaredlikefire,AlongbrightHellofchokingcold,Andeachveinwasatautenedwire,Throbbingwithtorture——andIcrawled。
  Myhandswerewounds。
  SoIattainedThesecondHell。ThesnowwasstainedIthought,andshookmyheadatitHowreditwas!Blacktree-rootsclutchedAndtore——andsoonthesnowwassmutchedAnew;andIlurchedbabblingon,Andthenfelldowntorestabit,AndcameuponanotherHell……
  Loosestonesthaticemadeterrible,Thatrolledandgashedmenastheyfell。
  Istumbled,slipped……andallwasgoneThatIhadgained。OncemoreIlayBeforethelongbrightHellofice。
  Andstillthelightwasfaraway。
  TherewasredmistbeforemyeyesOrIcouldtellyouhowIwentAcrosstheswayingfirmament,Aglitteringtortureofcoldstars,AndhowIfoughtinTitanwars……
  Anddied……andlivedagainuponTherack……andhowthehorsesstrainWhentheirredtaskisnearlydone……
  IonlyknowthattherewasPain,InfiniteandeternalPain。
  AndthatIfell——androseagain。
  Soshewaswalkingintheroad。
  AndIstooduprightlikeaman,Once,andfellblind,andheardhercry……
  Andthentherecamelongagony。
  TherewasnopainwhenIawoke,Nopainatall。Rest,likeagoad,Spurredmyeyesopen——andlightbrokeUponthemlikeamillionswords:
  Andshewasthere。Therearenowords。
  Heavenisforamoment’sspan。
  Andever。
  SoIspokeandsaid,"Myhonorstandsupunbetrayed,AndIhaveseenyou。Dear……"
  SharppainClosedlikeacloak……
  Imoanedanddied。
  Here,evenhere,thesethingsremain。
  Ishalldrawnearertoherside。
  Ohdearandlaughing,losttome,HiddeningreyEternity,Ishallattain,withburningfeet,Toyouandtothemercy-seat!
  Theagescrumbledownlikedust,Darkroses,deviouslythrustAndscatteredinsweetwine——butI,Ishallliftuptoyoumycry,AndkissyourwetlipspresentlyBeneaththeever-livingTree。
  ThisinmyheartIkeepforgoad!
  Somewhere,inHeavenshewalksthatroad。
  Somewhere……inHeaven……shewalks……that……road……
  CampusSonnets:
  1。BeforeanExaminationThelittlelettersdanceacrossthepage,Flauntandretire,andtrickthetiredeyes;
  Sickofthestrain,theglaringlight,IriseYawningandstretching,fullofemptyrageAtthedullmaunderingsofalongdeadsage,Flingupthewindows,flingasidehislies;
  Choosingtobreathe,notstifleandbewise,Andlettheairpourinuponmycage。
  ThebreezeblowscoolandtherearestarsandstarsBeyondthedark,softmassesoftheelmsThatwhisperthingsinwindytonesandlight。
  Theyseemtowheelfordim,celestialwars;
  AndI——IheartheclashofsilverhelmsRingicy-clearfromthefardeepsofnight。
  2。TalkTobaccosmokedriftsuptothedimceilingFromhalfadozenpipesandcigarettes,Curlinginendlessshapes,inblueringswheeling,Asformlessasourtalk。Phil,drawling,betsCornellwillwintherelayinawalk,WhileBobandMacdiscusstheGiants’chances;
  Deepinamorris-chair,Billscowlsat"Falk",Johngiveslargeviewsaboutthelastfewdances。
  Andsoitgoes——anidlespeechandaimless,Afewchancephrases;yetIseebehindTheemptywordsthegleamofabeautytameless,Friendshipandpeaceandfiretostrikemenblind,Tillthewholeworldseemssmallandbrighttohold——
  Ofallouryouththishourispuregold。
  3。MayMorningIliestretchedoutuponthewindow-seatAnddoze,andreadapageortwo,anddoze,Andfeeltheairlikewateronmeclose,GreatwavesofsunnyairthatlipandbeatWithasmallnoise,monotonousandsweet,Againstthewindow——andthescentofcool,Frailflowersbysomebrownanddew-drenchedpoolPossessesmefromdrowsyheadtofeet。
  Thisisthetimeofall-sufficinglaughterAtidioticthingssomeonehasdone,Andthereisneitherpastnorvaguehereafter。
  AndallyourbodystretchesinthesunAnddrinksthelightinlikealiquidthing;
  Filledwiththedivinelanguoroflatespring。
  4。Return——1917
  "TheCollegewillreopenSept。——。"`Catalogue’。
  IwasjustaimingatthejaggedholeTornintheyellowsandbagsoftheirtrench,Whensomethingthrewmesidewayswithawrench,AndtheskiesseemedtoshrivellikeascrollAnddisappear……andproppedagainsttheboleOfabigelmIlay,andwatchedthecloudsFloatthroughtheblue,deepskyinspecklesscrowds,AndIwascleanagain,andyoung,andwhole。
  Lord,whatadreamthatwas!AndwhatadozeWaitingforBilltocomealongtoclass!
  I’vecutitnow——andhe——Oh,hello,Fred!
  Why,what’sthematter?——here——don’tbeanass,Sitdownandtellme!——Whatdoyousuppose?
  IdreamedI……AMI……wounded?"YOUAREDEAD。"
  AlexanderVIDineswiththeCardinalofCapuaNext,then,thepeacock,giltWithallitsfeathers。Look,whatgorgeousdyesFlowintheeyes!
  Andhowdeep,lustrousgreensaresplashedandspiltAlongtheback,thatlikeasea-wave’screstScatterssoftbeautyo’erth’emblazonedbreast!
  Astrangefowl!ButmostfitForfeastslikethis,wherebyIhonoronePureasthesun!
  Yetglowingwiththefieryzealofit!
  Somewine?Yourgoblet’sempty?Letitfoam!
  ItisnotoftenthatyoucometoRome!
  YouliketheVeniceglass?
  Rippledwithlinesthatfloatlikewomen’scurls,Necklikeagirl’s,Fierce-glowingasachaliceintheMass?
  Youstart——’twasartistthen,notPopewhospoke!
  AveMariastella!——ah,itbroke!
  ’TissaidtheybreakaloneWhenpoisonwritheswithin。Afoolishtale!
  What,youlookpale?
  Caraffa,fetchasilvercup!……YouownABirthofVenus,now——orsoI’veheard,Lovelyasthebreast-plumageofabird。
  AlsoaDancingFaun,HewnwiththelithegraceofPraxiteles;
  GlobedpearlstopleaseAsultan;goldenveilsthatdroplikelawn——
  HowhappyIcouldbewithbutatitheOfyourpossessions,fortunateone!Don’twritheButtakethesecushionshere!
  Nowforthefruit!Greatpeaches,satin-skinned,Roughtamarind,Pomegranatesredaslips——ohtheycomedear!
  Butmenlikeyouwefeastatanyprice——
  Aplumperhaps?They’relookingrathernice!
  I’llcutthethinginhalf。