Mrs。Churchgavemeasmilewhichwasequivalenttoaconfession。"I
wishtoretainaLITTLE——justalittle。Surely,wehavedonesomuch,wemightrestawhile;wemightpause。Thatisallmyfeeling——
justtostopalittle,towait!Ihaveseensomanychanges。Iwishtodrawin,todrawin——toholdback,toholdback。"
"Youshouldn’tholdyourdaughterback!"Ianswered,laughingandgettingup。Igotup,notbywayofterminatingourinterview,forI
perceivedMrs。Church’sexpositionofherviewstobebynomeanscomplete,butinordertoofferachairtoMissAurora,whoatthismomentdrewnear。Shethankedmeandremainedstanding,butwithoutatfirst,asInoticed,meetinghermother’seye。
"Youhavebeenengagedwithyournewacquaintance,mydear?"thisladyinquired。
"Yes,mamma,dear,"saidtheyounggirl,gently。
"Doyoufindherveryedifying?"
Aurorawassilentamoment;thenshelookedathermother。"Idon’tknow,mamma;sheisveryfresh。"
Iventuredtoindulgeinarespectfullaugh。"Yourmotherhasanotherwordforthat。ButImustnot,"Iadded,"becrude。"
"Ah,vousm’envoulez?"inquiredMrs。Church。"AndyetIcan’tpretendIsaiditinjest。Ifeelittoomuch。Wehavebeenhavingalittlesocialdiscussion,"shesaidtoherdaughter。"Thereisstillsomuchtobesaid。""AndIwish,"shecontinued,turningtome,"thatIcouldgiveyouourpointofview。Don’tyouwish,Aurora,thatwecouldgivehimourpointofview?"
"Yes,mamma,"saidAurora。
"Weconsiderourselvesveryfortunateinourpointofview,don’twe,dearest?"mammademanded。
"Veryfortunate,indeed,mamma。"
"YouseewehaveacquiredaninsightintoEuropeanlife,"theelderladypursued。"WehaveourplaceatmanyaEuropeanfireside。Wefindsomuchtoesteem——somuchtoenjoy。Dowenot,mydaughter?"
"Soverymuch,mamma,"theyounggirlwenton,withasortofinscrutablesubmissiveness。Iwonderedatit;itofferedsostrangeacontrasttothemockingfreedomofhertonethenightbefore;butwhileIwonderedIwascarefulnottoletmyperplexitytakeprecedenceofmygoodmanners。
"Idon’tknowwhatyouladiesmayhavefoundatEuropeanfiresides,"
Isaid,"buttherecanbeverylittledoubtwhatyouhaveleftthere。"
Mrs。Churchgotup,toacknowledgemycompliment。"Wehavespentsomecharminghours。Andthatremindsmethatwehavejustnowsuchanoccasioninprospect。WearetocalluponsomeGenevesefriends——
thefamilyofthePasteurGalopin。TheyaretogowithustotheoldlibraryattheHoteldeVille,wheretherearesomeveryinterestingdocumentsoftheperiodoftheReformation;wearepromisedaglimpseofsomemanuscriptsofpoorServetus,theantagonistandvictim,youknow,ofCalvin。Here,ofcourse,onecanonlyspeakofCalvinunderone’sbreath,butsomeday,whenwearemoreprivate,"andMrs。
Churchlookedroundtheroom,"Iwillgiveyoumyviewofhim。I
thinkithasatouchoforiginality。Auroraisfamiliarwith,areyounot,mydaughter,familiarwithmyviewofCalvin?"
"Yes,mamma,"saidAurora,withdocility,whilethetwoladieswenttopreparefortheirvisittothePasteurGalopin。
CHAPTERVI。
"Shehasdemandedanewlamp;Itoldyoushewould!"ThiscommunicationwasmademebyMadameBeaurepasacoupleofdayslater。
"Andshehasaskedforanewtapisdelit,andshehasrequestedmetoprovideCelestinewithapairoflightshoes。Itoldherthat,asageneralthing,cooksarenotshodwithsatin。ThatpoorCelestine!"
"Mrs。Churchmaybeexacting,"Isaid,"butsheisacleverlittlewoman。"
"Aladywhopaysbutfivefrancsandahalfshouldn’tbetooclever。
C’estdeplace。Idon’tlikethetype。"
"WhattypedoyoucallMrs。Church’s?"
"MonDieu,"saidMadameBeaurepas,"c’estunedecesmamanscommevousenavez,quipromenentleurfille。"
"Sheistryingtomarryherdaughter?Idon’tthinkshe’softhatsort。"
ButMadameBeaurepasshrewdlyheldtoheridea。"Sheistryingitinherownway;shedoesitveryquietly。Shedoesn’twantanAmerican;
shewantsaforeigner。Andshewantsamariserieux。ButsheistravellingoverEuropeinsearchofone。Shewouldlikeamagistrate。"
"Amagistrate?"
"Agrosbonnetofsomekind;aprofessororadeputy。"
"Iamverysorryforthepoorgirl,"Isaid,laughing。
"Youneedn’tpityhertoomuch;she’saslything。"
"Ah,forthat,no!"Iexclaimed。"She’sacharminggirl。"
MadameBeaurepasgaveanelderlygrin。"Shehashookedyou,eh?Butthemotherwon’thaveyou。"
Idevelopedmyidea,withoutheedingthisinsinuation。"She’sacharminggirl,butsheisalittleodd。It’sanecessityofherposition。Sheislesssubmissivetohermotherthanshehastopretendtobe。That’sinself-defence;it’stomakeherlifepossible。"
"Shewishestogetawayfromhermother,"continuedMadameBeaurepas。
"Shewishestocourirleschamps。"
"ShewishestogotoAmerica,hernativecountry。"
"Precisely。Andshewillcertainlygo。"
"Ihopeso!"Irejoined。
"Somefinemorning——orevening——shewillgooffwithayoungman;
probablywithayoungAmerican。"
"Allonsdonc!"saidI,withdisgust。
"ThatwillbequiteAmericaenough,"pursuedmycynicalhostess。"I
havekeptaboarding-houseforfortyyears。Ihaveseenthattype。"
"Havesuchthingsasthathappenedchezvous?"Iasked。
"Everythinghashappenedchezmoi。Butnothinghashappenedmorethanonce。Thereforethiswon’thappenhere。Itwillbeatthenextplacetheygoto,orthenext。Besides,herethereisnoyoungAmericanpourlapartie——noneexceptyou,Monsieur。Youaresusceptible,butyouaretooreasonable。"
"It’sluckyforyouIamreasonable,"Ianswered。"It’sthankstothatfactthatyouescapeascolding!"
Onemorning,aboutthistime,insteadofcomingbacktobreakfastatthepension,aftermylecturesattheAcademy,Iwenttopartakeofthismealwithafellow-student,atanancienteating-houseinthecollegiatequarter。Onseparatingfrommyfriend,ItookmywayalongthatcharmingpublicwalkknowninGenevaastheTreille,ashadyterrace,ofimmenseelevation,overhangingaportionofthelowertown。Therearespreadingtreesandwell-wornbenches,andoverthetilesandchimneysofthevillebassethereisaviewofthesnow-crestedAlps。Ontheotherside,asyouturnyourbacktotheview,thepromenadeisoverlookedbyarowoftall,sober-facedhotels,thedwellingsofthelocalaristocracy。Iwasveryfondoftheplace,andoftenresortedtoittostimulatemysenseofthepicturesque。Presently,asIlingeredthereonthisoccasion,I
becameawarethatagentlemanwasseatednotfarfromwhereIstood,withhisbacktotheAlpinechain,whichthismorningwasbrilliantanddistinct,andanewspaper,unfolded,inhislap。Hewasnotreading,however;hewasstaringbeforehimingloomycontemplation。
Idon’tknowwhetherIrecognisedfirstthenewspaperoritsproprietor;one,ineithercase,wouldhavehelpedmetoidentifytheother。OnewastheNewYorkHerald;theother,ofcourse,wasMr。
Ruck。AsIdrewnearer,hetransferredhiseyesfromthestony,high-featuredmasksofthegrayoldhousesontheothersideoftheterrace,andIknewbytheexpressionofhisfacejusthowhehadbeenfeelingaboutthesedistinguishedabodes。Hehadmadeuphismindthattheirproprietorswereadusky,narrow-minded,unsociablecompany;plungingtheirrootsintoasuperfluouspast。I
endeavoured,therefore,asIsatdownbesidehim,tosuggestsomethingmoreimpersonal。
"That’sabeautifulviewoftheAlps,"Iobserved。
"Yes,"saidMr。Ruck,withoutmoving,"I’veexaminedit。Finething,initsway——finething。Beautiesofnature——thatsortofthing。Wecameuponpurposetolookatit。"
"Yourladies,then,havebeenwithyou?"
"Yes;theyarejustwalkinground。They’reawfullyrestless。TheykeepsayingI’mrestless,butI’masquietasasleepingchildtothem。Ittakes,"headdedinamoment,drily,"theformofshopping。"
"Aretheyshoppingnow?"
"Well,iftheyain’t,they’retryingto。Theytoldmetosithereawhile,andthey’djustwalkround。Igenerallyknowwhatthatmeans。
Butthat’stheprincipalinterestforladies,"headded,retractinghisirony。"Wethoughtwe’dcomeuphereandseethecathedral;Mrs。
Churchseemedtothinkitadeadlossthatweshouldn’tseethecathedral,especiallyaswehadn’tseenmanyyet。AndIhadtocomeuptothebanker’sanyway。Well,wecertainlysawthecathedral。I
don’tknowasweareanythebetterforit,andIdon’tknowasI
shouldknowitagain。Butwesawit,anyway。Idon’tknowasI
shouldwanttogothereregularly;butIsupposeitwillgiveus,inconversation,akindofholdonMrs。Church,eh?Iguesswewantsomethingofthatkind。Well,"Mr。Ruckcontinued,"Isteppedinatthebanker’stoseeiftherewasn’tsomething,andtheyhandedmeoutaHerald。"
"IhopetheHeraldisfullofgoodnews,"Isaid。
"Can’tsayitis。D-dbadnews。"
"Political,"Iinquired,"orcommercial?"
"Oh,hangpolitics!It’sbusiness,sir。Thereain’tanybusiness。
It’sallgoneto,"——andMr。Ruckbecameprofane。"Ninefailuresinoneday。Whatdoyousay-tothat?"
"Ihopetheyhaven’tinjuredyou,"Isaid。
"Well,theyhaven’thelpedmemuch。Somanyhousesonfire,that’sall。Iftheyhappentotakeplaceinyourownstreet,theydon’tincreasethevalueofyourproperty。Whenminecatches,Isupposethey’llwriteandtellme——oneofthesedays,whenthey’vegotnothingelsetodo。Ididn’tgetablessedletterthismorning;I
supposetheythinkI’mhavingsuchagoodtimeoverhereit’sapitytodisturbme。IfIcouldattendtobusinessforabouthalfanhour,I’dfindoutsomething。ButIcan’t,andit’snousetalking。Thestateofmyhealthwasneversounsatisfactoryasitwasaboutfiveo’clockthismorning。"
"Iamverysorrytohearthat,"Isaid,"andIrecommendyoustronglynottothinkofbusiness。"
"Idon’t,"Mr。Ruckreplied。"I’mthinkingofcathedrals;I’mthinkingofthebeautiesofnature。Come,"hewenton,turningroundonthebenchandleaninghiselbowontheparapet,"I’llthinkofthosemountainsoverthere;theyAREpretty,certainly。Can’tyougetoverthere?"
"Overwhere?"
"Overtothosehills。Don’ttheyrunatrainrightup?"
"YoucangotoChamouni,"Isaid。"YoucangotoGrindelwaldandZermattandfiftyotherplaces。Youcan’tgobyrail,butyoucandrive。"
"Allright,we’lldrive——andnotinaone-horseconcern,either。
Yes,Chamouniisoneoftheplacesweputdown。IhopethereareafewniceshopsinChamouni。"Mr。Ruckspokewithacertainquickenedemphasis,andinatonemoreexplicitlyhumorousthanhecommonlyemployed。Ithoughthewasexcited,andyethehadnottheappearanceofexcitement。Helookedlikeamanwhohassimplytaken,inthefaceofdisaster,asudden,somewhatimaginative,resolutionnotto"worry。"Hepresentlytwistedhimselfaboutonhisbenchagainandbegantowatchforhiscompanions。"Well,theyAREwalkinground,"heresumed;"Iguessthey’vehitonsomething,somewhere。
Andthey’vegotacarriagewaitingoutsideofthatarchwaytoo。Theyseemtodoabigbusinessinarchwayshere,don’tthey。Theyliketohaveacarriagetocarryhomethethings——thoseladiesofmine。Thenthey’resurethey’vegotthem。"Theladies,afterthis,todothemjustice,werenotverylonginappearing。Theycametowardus,fromunderthearchwaytowhichMr。Ruckhadsomewhatinvidiouslyalluded,slowlyandwitharatherexhaustedstepandexpression。Mycompanionlookedatthemamoment,astheyadvanced。"They’retired,"hesaidsoftly。"Whenthey’retired,likethat,it’sveryexpensive。"
"Well,"saidMrs。Ruck,"I’mgladyou’vehadsomecompany。"Herhusbandlookedather,insilence,throughnarrowedeyelids,andI
suspectedthatthisgraciousobservationonthelady’spartwaspromptedbyarestlessconscience。
MissSophyglancedatmewithherlittlestraightforwardairofdefiance。"ItwouldhavebeenmoreproperifWEhadhadthecompany。
Whydidn’tyoucomeafterus,insteadofsittingthere?"sheaskedofMr。Ruck’scompanion。
"Iwastoldbyyourfather,"Iexplained,"thatyouwereengagedinsacredrites。"MissRuckwasnotgracious,thoughIdoubtwhetheritwasbecauseherconsciencewasbetterthanhermother’s。
"Well,foragentlemanthereisnothingsosacredasladies’
society,"repliedMissRuck,inthemannerofapersonaccustomedtogivingneatretorts。
"IsupposeyourefertotheCathedral,"saidhermother。"Well,I
mustsay,wedidn’tgobackthere。Idon’tknowwhatitmaybeofaSunday,butitgavemeachill。"
"Wediscoveredtheloveliestlittlelace-shop,"observedtheyounggirl,withaserenitythatwassuperiortobravado。
Herfatherlookedatherawhile;thenturnedaboutagain,leaningontheparapet,andgazedawayatthe"hills。"
"Well,itwascertainlycheap,"saidMrs。Ruck,alsocontemplatingtheAlps。
"WearegoingtoChamouni,"saidherhusband。"Youhaven’tanyoccasionforlaceatChamouni。"
"Well,I’mgladtohearyouhavedecidedtogosomewhere,"rejoinedhiswife。"Idon’twanttobeafixtureataboarding-house。"
"Youcanwearlaceanywhere,"saidMissRuck,"ifyoupatitonright。That’sthegreatthing,withlace。Idon’tthinktheyknowhowtowearlaceinEurope。IknowhowImeantowearmine;butI
meantokeepittillIgethome。"
Herfathertransferredhismelancholygazetoherelaborately-
appointedlittleperson;therewasagreatdealofverynew-lookingdetailinMissRuck’sappearance。Then,inatoneofvoicequiteoutofconsonancewithhisfacialdespondency,"Haveyoupurchasedagreatdeal?"heinquired。
"Ihavepurchasedenoughforyoutomakeafussabout。"
"Hecan’tmakeafussaboutthat,"saidMrs。Ruck。
"Well,you’llsee!"declaredtheyounggirlwithalittlesharplaugh。
Butherfatherwenton,inthesametone:"Haveyougotitinyourpocket?Whydon’tyouputiton——whydon’tyouhangitroundyou?"
"I’llhangitroundYOU,ifyoudon’tlookout!"criedMissSophy。
"Don’tyouwanttoshowittothisgentleman?"Mr。Ruckcontinued。
"Mercy,howyoudotalkaboutthatlace!"saidhiswife。
"Well,Iwanttobelively。There’severyreasonforit;we’regoingtoChamouni。"
"You’rerestless;that’swhat’sthematterwithyou。"AndMrs。Ruckgotup。
"No,Iain’t,"saidherhusband。"Ineverfeltsoquiet;Ifeelaspeacefulasalittlechild。"
Mrs。Ruck,whohadnosensewhateverofhumour,lookedatherdaughterandatme。"Well,Ihopeyou’llimprove,"shesaid。
"Sendinthebills,"Mr。Ruckwenton,risingtohisfeet。"Don’thesitate,Sophy。Idon’tcarewhatyoudonow。Inforapenny,inforapound。"
MissRuckjoinedhermother,withalittletossofherhead,andwefollowedtheladiestothecarriage。"Inyourplace,"saidMissSophytoherfather,"Iwouldn’ttalksomuchaboutpenniesandpoundsbeforestrangers。"
PoorMr。Ruckappearedtofeeltheforceofthisobservation,which,intheconsciousnessofamanwhohadneverbeen"mean,"couldhardlyfailtostrikearesponsivechord。Hecolouredalittle,andhewassilent;hiscompanionsgotintotheirvehicle,thefrontseatofwhichwasadornedwithalargeparcel。Mr。Ruckgavetheparcelalittlepokewithhisumbrella,andthen,turningtomewitharathergrimlypenitentialsmile,"Afterall,"hesaid,"fortheladiesthat’stheprincipalinterest。"
CHAPTERVII。
OldM。Pigeonneauhadmorethanonceproposedtometotakeawalk,butIhadhithertobeenunabletorespondtosoalluringaninvitation。Itbefell,however,oneafternoon,thatIperceivedhimgoingforthuponadesultorystroll,withacertainlonesomenessofdemeanourthatattractedmysympathy。Ihastilyovertookhim,andpassedmyhandintohisvenerablearm,aproceedingwhichproducedinthegoodoldmansojovialasenseofcomradeshipthatheardentlyproposedweshouldbendourstepstotheEnglishGarden;nolocalitylessfestivewasworthyoftheoccasion。TotheEnglishGarden,accordingly,wewent;itlaybeyondthebridge,besidethelake。Itwasveryprettyandveryanimated;therewasabandplayinginthemiddle,andaconsiderablenumberofpersonssittingunderthesmalltrees,onbenchesandlittlechairs,orstrollingbesidethebluewater。Wejoinedthestrollers,weobservedourcompanions,andconversedonobvioustopics。Someoftheselast,ofcourse,weretheprettywomenwhoembellishedthescene,andwho,inthelightofM。
Pigeonneau’scomprehensivecriticism,appearedsurprisinglynumerous。
Heseemedbentuponourmakingupourmindsastowhichwastheprettiest,andasthiswasaninnocentgameIconsentedtoplayatit。
SuddenlyM。Pigeonneaustopped,pressingmyarmwiththeliveliestemotion。"Lavoila,lavoila,theprettiest!"hequicklymurmured,"comingtowardus,inabluedress,withtheother。"ItwasattheotherIwaslooking,fortheother,tomysurprise,wasourinterestingfellow-pensioner,thedaughterofavigilantmother。M。
Pigeonneau,meanwhile,hadredoubledhisexclamations;hehadrecognisedMissSophyRuck。"Oh,labellerencontre,nosaimablesconvives;theprettiestgirlintheworld,ineffect!"
Weimmediatelygreetedandjoinedtheyoungladies,who,likeourselves,werewalkingarminarmandenjoyingthescene。
"IwascitingyouwithadmirationtomyfriendevenbeforeIhadrecognisedyou,"saidM。PigeonneautoMissRuck。
"Idon’tbelieveinFrenchcompliments,"remarkedthisyounglady,presentingherbacktothesmilingoldman。
"AreyouandMissRuckwalkingalone?"Iaskedofhercompanion。
"YouhadbetteracceptofM。Pigeonneau’sgallantprotection,andofmine。"
AuroraChurchhadtakenherhandoutofMissRuck’sarm;shelookedatme,smiling,withherheadalittleinclined,while,uponhershoulder,shemadeheropenparasolrevolve。"Whichismostimproper——towalkaloneortowalkwithgentlemen?Iwishtodowhatismostimproper。"
"Whatmysteriouslogicgovernsyourconduct?"Iinquired。
"Hethinksyoucan’tunderstandhimwhenhetalkslikethat,"saidMissRuck。"ButIdounderstandyou,always!"
"SoIhavealwaysventuredtohope,mydearMissRuck。"
"Well,ifIdidn’t,itwouldn’tbemuchloss,"rejoinedthisyounglady。
"Allons,enmarche!"criedM。Pigeonneau,smilingstill,andundiscouragedbyherinhumanity。"Letasmaketogetherthetourofthegarden。"AndheimposedhissocietyuponMissRuckwitharespectful,elderlygracewhichwasevidentlyunabletoseeanythinginherreluctancebutmodesty,andwassublimelyconsciousofamissiontoplacemodestyatitsease。Thisill-assortedcouplewalkedinfront,whileAuroraChurchandIstrolledalongtogether。
"Iamsurethisismoreimproper,"saidmycompanion;"thisisdelightfullyimproper。Idon’tsaythatasacomplimenttoyou,"sheadded。"Iwouldsayittoanyman,nomatterhowstupid。"
"Oh,Iamverystupid,"Ianswered,"butthisdoesn’tseemtomewrong。"
"Notforyou,no;onlyforme。Thereisnothingthatamancandothatiswrong,isthere?Enmorale,youknow,Imean。Ah,yes,hecansteal;butIthinkthereisnothingelse,isthere?"
"Idon’tknow。Onedoesn’tknowthosethingsuntilafteronehasdonethem。Thenoneisenlightened。"
"Andyoumeanthatyouhaveneverbeenenlightened?Youmakeyourselfoutverygood。"
"Thatisbetterthanmakingone’sselfoutbad,asyoudo。"
Theyounggirlglancedatmeamoment,andthen,withhercharmingsmile,"That’soneoftheconsequencesofafalseposition。"
"Isyourpositionfalse?"Iinquired,smilingtooatthislargeformula。
"Distinctlyso。"
"Inwhatway?"
"Oh,ineveryway。Forinstance,Ihavetopretendtobeajeunefille。Iamnotajeunefille;noAmericangirlisajeunefille;anAmericangirlisanintelligent,responsiblecreature。Ihavetopretendtobeveryinnocent,butIamnotveryinnocent。"
"Youdon’tpretendtobeveryinnocent;youpretendtobe——whatshallIcallit?——verywise。"
"That’snopretence。Iamwise。"
"YouarenotanAmericangirl,"Iventuredtoobserve。
Mycompanionalmoststopped,lookingatme;therewasalittleflushinhercheek。"Voila!"shesaid。"There’smyfalseposition。I
wanttobeanAmericangirl,andI’mnot。"
"Doyouwantmetotellyou?"Iwenton。"AnAmericangirlwouldn’ttalkasyouaretalkingnow。"
"Pleasetellme,"saidAuroraChurch,withexpressiveeagerness。
"Howwouldshetalk?"
"Ican’ttellyouallthethingsanAmericangirlwouldsay,butI
thinkIcantellyouthethingsshewouldn’tsay。Shewouldn’treasonoutherconduct,asyouseemtometodo。"
Auroragavemethemostflatteringattention。"Isee。Shewouldbesimpler。Todoverysimplethingsthatarenotatallsimple——thatistheAmericangirl!"
Ipermittedmyselfasmallexplosionofhilarity。"Idon’tknowwhetheryouareaFrenchgirl,orwhatyouare,"Isaid,"butyouareverywitty。"
"Ah,youmeanthatIstrikefalsenotes!"criedAuroraChurch,sadly。
"That’sjustwhatIwanttoavoid。Iwishyouwouldalwaystellme。"
TheconversationalunionbetweenMissRuckandherneighbour,infrontofus,hadevidentlynotbecomeacloseone。Theyoungladysuddenlyturnedroundtouswithaquestion:"Don’tyouwantsomeice-cream?"
"SHEdoesn’tstrikefalsenotes,"Imurmured。
Therewasakindofpavilionorkiosk,whichservedasacafe,andatwhichthedelicaciesprocurableatsuchanestablishmentweredispensed。MissRuckpointedtothelittlegreentablesandchairswhichweresetoutonthegravel;M。Pigeonneau,flutteringwithasenseofdissipation,secondedtheproposal,andwepresentlysatdownandgaveourordertoanimbleattendant。ImanagedagaintoplacemyselfnexttoAuroraChurch;ourcompanionswereontheothersideofthetable。
Myneighbourwasdelightedwithoursituation。"Thisisbestofall,"shesaid。"IneverbelievedIshouldcometoacafewithtwostrangemen!Now,youcan’tpersuademethisisn’twrong。"
"Tomakeitwrongweoughttoseeyourmothercomingdownthatpath。"
"Ah,mymothermakeseverythingwrong,"saidtheyounggirl,attackingwithalittlespoonintheshapeofaspadetheapexofapinkice。Andthenshereturnedtoherideaofamomentbefore:
"Youmustpromisetotellme——towarnmeinsomeway——wheneverI
strikeafalsenote。Youmustgivealittlecough,likethat——ahem!"
"Youwillkeepmeverybusy,andpeoplewillthinkIaminaconsumption。"
"Voyons,"shecontinued,"whyhaveyounevertalkedtomemore?Isthatafalsenote?Whyhaven’tyoubeen’attentive?’That’swhatAmericangirlscallit;that’swhatMissRuckcallsit。"
Iassuredmyselfthatourcompanionswereoutofearshot,andthatMissRuckwasmuchoccupiedwithalargevanillacream。"Becauseyouarealwaysentwinedwiththatyounglady。Thereisnogettingnearyou。"
Auroralookedatherfriendwhilethelatterdevotedherselftoherice。"YouwonderwhyIlikehersomuch,Isuppose。Sodoesmamma;
elles’yperd。Idon’tlikeherparticularly;jen’ensuispasfolle。Butshegivesmeinformation;shetellsmeaboutAmerica。
Mammahasalwaystriedtopreventmyknowinganythingaboutit,andI
amallthemorecurious。AndthenMissRuckisveryfresh。"
"ImaynotbesofreshasMissRuck,"Isaid,"butinfuture,whenyouwantinformation,Irecommendyoutocometomeforit。"
"OurfriendofferstotakemetoAmerica;sheinvitesmetogobackwithher,tostaywithher。Youcouldn’tdothat,couldyou?"Andtheyounggirllookedatmeamoment。"Bon,afalsenoteIcanseeitbyyourface;youremindmeofamaitredepiano。"
"Youoverdothecharacter——thepoorAmericangirl,"Isaid。"Areyougoingtostaywiththatdelightfulfamily?"
"Iwillgoandstaywithanyonethatwilltakemeoraskme。It’sarealnostalgie。ShesaysthatinNewYork——inThirty-SeventhStreet——
Ishouldhavethemostlovelytime。"
"Ihavenodoubtyouwouldenjoyit。"
"Absolutelibertytobeginwith。"
"Itseemstomeyouhaveacertainlibertyhere,"Irejoined。
"Ah,THIS?Oh,Ishallpayforthis。Ishallbepunishedbymamma,andIshallbelecturedbyMadameGalopin。"
"Thewifeofthepasteur?"
"Hisdigneepouse。MadameGalopin,formamma,istheincarnationofEuropeanopinion。That’swhatvexesmewithmamma,herthinkingsomuchofpeoplelikeMadameGalopin。GoingtoseeMadameGalopin——
mammacallsthatbeinginEuropeansociety。Europeansociety!I’msosickofthatexpression;IhavehearditsinceIwassixyearsold。WhoisMadameGalopin——whothinksanythingofherhere?Sheisnobody;sheisperfectlythird-rate。IfIlikeAmericabetterthanmamma,IalsoknowEuropebetter。"
"Butyourmother,certainly,"Iobjected,atrifletimidly,formyyoungladywasexcited,andhadacharminglittlepassioninhereye——
"yourmotherhasagreatmanysocialrelationsallovertheContinent。"
"Shethinksso,buthalfthepeopledon’tcareforus。Theyarenotsogoodaswe,andtheyknowit——I’lldothemthatjustice——andtheywonderwhyweshouldcareforthem。Whenwearepolitetothem,theythinkthelessofus;thereareplentyofpeoplelikethat。Mammathinkssomuchofthemsimplybecausetheyareforeigners。IfI
couldtellyouallthedull,stupid,second-ratepeopleIhavehadtotalkto,fornobetterreasonthanthattheyweredeleurpays!——
Germans,French,Italians,Turks,everything。WhenIcomplain,mammaalwayssaysthatatanyrateit’spracticeinthelanguage。AndshemakessomuchoftheEnglish,too;Idon’tknowwhatthat’spracticein。"
BeforeIhadtimetosuggestanhypothesis,asregardsthislatterpoint,Isawsomethingthatmademerise,withacertainsolemnity,frommychair。ThiswasnothinglessthantheneatlittlefigureofMrs。Church——aperfectmodelofthefemmecommeilfaut——approachingourtablewithanimpatientstep,andfollowedmostunexpectedlyinheradvancebythepre-eminentformofMr。Ruck。Shehadevidentlycomeinquestofherdaughter,andifshehadcommandedthisgentleman’sattendance,ithadbeenonnosoftergroundthanthatofhisunenviedpaternitytoherguiltychild’saccomplice。Mymovementhadgiventhealarm,andAuroraChurchandM。Pigeonneaugotup;MissRuckalonedidnot,inthelocalphrase,derangeherself。Mrs。
Church,beneathhermodestlittlebonnet,lookedveryserious,butnotatallfluttered;shecamestraighttoherdaughter,whoreceivedherwithasmile,andthenshelookedallroundattherestofus,veryfixedlyandtranquilly,withoutbowing。Imustdoboththeseladiesthejusticetomentionthatneitherofthemmadetheleastlittle"scene。"
"Ihavecomeforyou,dearest,"saidthemother。
"Yes,dearmamma。"
"Comeforyou——comeforyou,"Mrs。Churchrepeated,lookingdownattherelicsofourlittlefeast。"IwasobligedtoaskMr。Ruck’sassistance。Iwaspuzzled;Ithoughtalongtime。"
"Well,Mrs。Church,Iwasgladtoseeyoupuzzledonceinyourlife!"
saidMr。Ruck,withfriendlyjocosity。"Butyoucameprettystraightforallthat。Ihadhardworktokeepupwithyou。"
"Wewilltakeacab,Aurora,"Mrs。Churchwenton,withoutheedingthispleasantry——"aclosedone。Come,mydaughter。"
"Yes,dearmamma。"Theyounggirlwasblushing,yetshewasstillsmiling;shelookedroundatusall,and,ashereyesmetmine,I
thoughtshewasbeautiful。"Good-bye,"shesaidtous。"IhavehadaLOVELYTIME。"
"Wemustnotlinger,"saidhermother;"itisfiveo’clock。Wearetodine,youknow,withMadameGalopin。"
"Ihadquiteforgotten,"Auroradeclared。"Thatwillbecharming。"
"Doyouwantmetoassistyoutocarryherback,maam?"askedMr。
Ruck。
Mrs。Churchhesitatedamoment,withherserenelittlegaze。"Doyouprefer,then,toleaveyourdaughtertofinishtheeveningwiththesegentlemen?"
Mr。Ruckpushedbackhishatandscratchedthetopofhishead。
"Well,Idon’tknow。Howwouldyoulikethat,Sophy?"
"Well,Inever!"exclaimedSophy,asMrs。Churchmarchedoffwithherdaughter。
CHAPTERVIII。
IhadhalfexpectedthatMrs。ChurchwouldmakemefeeltheweightofherdisapprovalofmyownshareinthatlittleactofrevelryintheEnglishGarden。Butshemaintainedherclaimtobeingahighlyreasonablewoman——Icouldnotbutadmirethejusticeofthispretension——byrecognisingmyirresponsibility。IhadtakenherdaughterasIfoundher,whichwas,accordingtoMrs。Church’sview,inaveryequivocalposition。Thenaturalinstinctofayoungman,insuchasituation,isnottoprotestbuttoprofit;anditwascleartoMrs。ChurchthatIhadhadnothingtodowithMissAurora’sappearinginpublicundertheinsufficientchaperonageofMissRuck。
Besides,shelikedtoconverse,andsheapparentlydidmethehonourtobelievethatofallthemembersofthePensionBeaurepasIhadthemostcultivatedunderstanding。IfoundherinthesalonacoupleofeveningsaftertheincidentIhavejustnarrated,andIapproachedherwithaviewofmakingmypeacewithher,ifthisshouldprovenecessary。ButMrs。ChurchwasasgraciousasIcouldhavedesired;
sheputhermarkerintoherbook,andfoldedherplumplittlehandsonthecover。ShemadenospecificallusiontotheEnglishGarden;
sheembarked,rather,uponthosegeneralconsiderationsinwhichherrefinedintellectwassomuchathome。
"Alwaysatyourstudies,Mrs。Church,"Iventuredtoobserve。
"Quevoulez-vous?Tosaystudiesistosaytoomuch;onedoesn’tstudyintheparlourofaboarding-house。ButIdowhatIcan;I
havealwaysdonewhatIcan。ThatisallIhaveeverclaimed。"
"Noonecandomore,andyouseemtohavedoneagreatdeal。"
"Doyouknowmysecret?"sheasked,withanairofbrighteningconfidence。Andshepausedamomentbeforesheimpartedhersecret——
"TocareonlyfortheBEST!Todothebest,toknowthebest——tohave,todesire,torecognise,onlythebest。That’swhatIhavealwaysdone,inmyquietlittleway。IhavegonethroughEuropeonmydevotedlittleerrand,seeking,seeing,heeding,onlythebest。
Andithasnotbeenformyselfalone;ithasbeenformydaughter。
Mydaughterhashadthebest。Wearenotrich,butIcansaythat。"
"Shehashadyou,madam,"Irejoinedfinely。
"Certainly,suchasIam,Ihavebeendevoted。Wehavegotsomethingeverywhere;alittlehere,alittlethere。That’stherealsecret——
togetsomethingeverywhere;youalwayscanifyouaredevoted。
Sometimesithasbeenalittlemusic,sometimesalittledeeperinsightintothehistoryofart;everylittlecountsyouknow。
Sometimesithasbeenjustaglimpse,aview,alovelylandscape,animpression。Wehavealwaysbeenonthelook-out。Sometimesithasbeenavaluedfriendship,adelightfulsocialtie。"
"Herecomesthe’Europeansociety,’thepoordaughter’sbugbear,"I
saidtomyself。"Certainly,"Iremarkedaloud——Iadmit,ratherperversely——"ifyouhavelivedagreatdealinpensions,youmusthavegotacquaintedwithlotsofpeople。"
Mrs。Churchdroppedhereyesamoment;andthen,withconsiderablegravity,"IthinktheEuropeanpensionsysteminmanyrespectsremarkable,andinsomesatisfactory。Butofthefriendshipsthatwehaveformed,fewhavebeencontractedinestablishmentsofthiskind。"
"Iamsorrytohearthat!"Isaid,laughing。
"Idon’tsayitforyou,thoughImightsayitforsomeothers。WehavebeeninterestedinEuropeanhomes。"
"Oh,Isee!"
"WehavetheentreeoftheoldGenevesesocietyIlikeitstone。I
preferittothatofMr。Ruck,"addedMrs。Church,calmly;"tothatofMrs。RuckandMissRuck——ofMissRuckespecially。"
"Ah,thepoorRuckshaven’tanytoneatall,"Isaid"Don’ttakethemmoreseriouslythantheytakethemselves。"
"Tellmethis,"mycompanionrejoined,"aretheyfairexamples?"
"Examplesofwhat?"
"OfourAmericantendencies。"
"’Tendencies’isabigword,dearlady;tendenciesaredifficulttocalculate。Andyoushouldn’tabusethosegoodRucks,whohavebeenverykindtoyourdaughter。TheyhaveinvitedhertogoandstaywiththeminThirty-SeventhStreet。"
"Aurorahastoldme。Itmightbeveryserious。"
"Itmightbeverydroll,"Isaid。
"Tome,"declaredMrs。Church,"itissimplyterrible。IthinkweshallhavetoleavethePensionBeaurepas。IshallgobacktoMadameChamousset。"
"OnaccountoftheRucks?"Iasked。
"Pray,whydon’ttheygothemselves?Ihavegiventhemsomeexcellentaddresses——writtendowntheveryhoursofthetrains。TheyweregoingtoAppenzell;Ithoughtitwasarranged。"
"TheytalkofChamouninow,"Isaid;"buttheyareveryhelplessandundecided。"
"IwillgivethemsomeChamouniaddresses。Mrs。Ruckwillsendachaiseaporteurs;Iwillgiveherthenameofamanwholetsthemlowerthanyougetthematthehotels。AfterthattheyMUSTgo。"
"Well,Idoubt,"Iobserved,"whetherMr。RuckwilleverreallybeseenontheMerdeGlace——inahighhat。He’snotlikeyou;hedoesn’tvaluehisEuropeanprivileges。Hetakesnointerest。HeregretsWallStreet,acutely。Ashiswifesays,heisveryrestless,buthehasnocuriosityaboutChamouni。Soyoumustnotdependtoomuchontheeffectofyouraddresses。"
"Isitafrequenttype?"askedMrs。Church,withanairofself-
control。
"Iamafraidso。Mr。Ruckisabroken-downmanofbusiness。Heisbrokendowninhealth,andIsuspectheisbrokendowninfortune。
Hehasspenthiswholelifeinbuyingandselling;heknowshowtodonothingelse。Hiswifeanddaughterhavespenttheirlives,notinselling,butinbuying;andthey,ontheirside,knowhowtodonothingelse。Togetsomethinginashopthattheycanputontheirbacks——thatistheironeidea;theyhaven’tanotherintheirheads。
Ofcoursetheyspendnoendofmoney,andtheydoitwithanimplacablepersistence,withamixtureofaudacityandofcunning。
Theydoitinhisteethandtheydoitbehindhisback;themotherprotectsthedaughter,andthedaughtereggsonthemother。Betweenthemtheyarebleedinghimtodeath。"
"Ah,whatapicture!"murmuredMrs。Church。"Iamafraidtheyarevery-uncultivated。"
"Ishareyourfears。Theyareperfectlyignorant;theyhavenoresources。Thevisionoffineclothesoccupiestheirwholeimagination。Theyhavenotanidea——evenaworseone——tocompetewithit。PoorMr。Ruck,whoisextremelygood-naturedandsoft,seemstomeareallytragicfigure。Heisgettingbadnewseverydayfromhome;hisbusinessisgoingtothedogs。Heisunabletostopit;hehastostandandwatchhisfortunesebb。Hehasbeenusedtodoingthingsinabigway,andhefeelsmean,ifhemakesafussaboutbills。Sotheladieskeepsendingthemin。"
"Buthaven’ttheycommonsense?Don’ttheyknowtheyareruiningthemselves?"
"Theydon’tbelieveit。ThedutyofanAmericanhusbandandfatheristokeepthemgoing。Ifheasksthemhow,that’shisownaffair。
So,bywayofnotbeingmean,ofbeingagoodAmericanhusbandandfather,poorRuckstandsstaringatbankruptcy。"
Mrs。Churchlookedatmeamoment,inquickenedmeditation。"Why,ifAuroraweretogotostaywiththem,shemightnotevenbeproperlyfed!"
"Idon’t,onthewhole,recommend,"Isaid,laughing,"thatyourdaughtershouldpayavisittoThirty-SeventhStreet。"
"WhyshouldIbesubjectedtosuchtrials——sosadlyeprouvee?Whyshouldadaughterofminelikethatdreadfulgirl?"
"DOESshelikeher?"
"Pray,doyoumean,"askedmycompanion,softly,"thatAuroraisahypocrite?"
Ihesitatedamoment。"Alittle,sinceyouaskme。Ithinkyouhaveforcedhertobe。"
Mrs。Churchansweredthispossiblypresumptuouschargewithatranquil,candidexultation。"Ineverforcemydaughter!"
"Sheisneverthelessinafalseposition,"Irejoined。"Shehungersandthirststogobacktoherowncountry;shewants’tocome’outinNewYork,whichiscertainly,sociallyspeaking,theElDoradoofyoungladies。Shelikesanyone,forthemoment,whowilltalktoherofthat,andserveasaconnecting-linkwithhernativeshores。
MissRuckperformsthisagreeableoffice。"
"Yourideais,then,thatifsheweretogowithMissRucktoAmericashewoulddropherafterwards。"
IcomplimentedMrs。Churchuponherlogicalmind,butIrepudiatedthiscynicalsupposition。"Ican’timagineher——whenitshouldcometothepoint——embarkingwiththefamilleRuck。ButIwishshemightgo,nevertheless。"
Mrs。Churchshookherheadserenely,andsmiledatmyinappropriatezeal。"Itrustmypoorchildmayneverbeguiltyofsofatalamistake。Sheiscompletelyinerror;sheiswhollyunadaptedtothepeculiarconditionsofAmericanlife。Itwouldnotpleaseher。Shewouldnotsympathise。Mydaughter’sidealisnottheidealoftheclassofyoungwomentowhichMissRuckbelongs。Ifeartheyareverynumerous;theygivethetone——theygivethetone。"
"Itisyouthataremistaken,"Isaid;"gohomeforsixmonthsandsee。"
"Ihavenot,unfortunately,themeanstomakecostlyexperiments。Mydaughterhashadgreatadvantages——rareadvantages——andIshouldbeverysorrytobelievethataufondshedoesnotappreciatethem。Onethingiscertain:Imustremoveherfromthisperniciousinfluence。
Wemustpartcompanywiththisdeplorablefamily。IfMr。RuckandhisladiescannotbeinducedtogotoChamouni——ajourneythatnotravellerwiththesmallestself-respectwouldomit——mydaughterandIshallbeobligedtoretire。WeshallgotoDresden。"
"ToDresden?"
"ThecapitalofSaxony。Ihadarrangedtogotherefortheautumn,butitwillbesimplertogoimmediately。Thereareseveralworksinthegallerywithwhichmydaughterhasnot,Ithink,sufficientlyfamiliarisedherself;itisespeciallystrongintheseventeenthcenturyschools。"
AsmycompanionofferedmethisinformationIperceivedMr。Ruckcomeloungingin,withhishandsinhispockets,andhiselbowsmakingacuteangles。Hehadhisusualanomalousappearanceofbothseekingandavoidingsociety,andhewanderedobliquelytowardMrs。Church,whoselastwordshehadoverheard。"Theseventeenthcenturyschools,"hesaid,slowly,asifhewereweighingsomeverysmallobjectinaverylarge-pairofscales。"Now,doyousupposetheyHAD
schoolsatthatperiod?"
Mrs。Churchrosewithagooddealofprecision,makingnoanswertothisincongruousjest。Sheclaspedherlargevolumetoherneatlittlebosom,andshefixedagentle,seriouseyeuponMr。Ruck。
"IhadaletterthismorningfromChamouni,"shesaid。
"Well,"repliedMr。Ruck,"Isupposeyou’vegotfriendsallover。"
"IhavefriendsatChamouni,buttheyareleaving。Totheirgreatregret。"Ihadgotup,too;Ilistenedtothisstatement,andI
wondered。Iamalmostashamedtomentionthesubjectofmyagitation。Iaskedmyselfwhetherthiswasasuddenimprovisation,consecratedbymaternaldevotion;butthispointhasneverbeenelucidated。"Theyaregivingupsomecharmingrooms;perhapsyouwouldlikethem。Iwouldsuggestyourtelegraphing。Theweatherisglorious,"continuedMrs。Church,"andthehighestpeaksarenowperceivedwithextraordinarydistinctness。"
Mr。Rucklistened,ashealwayslistened,respectfully。"Well,"hesaid,"Idon’tknowasIwanttogoupMountBlank。That’stheprincipalattraction,isn’tit?"
"Therearemanyothers。IthoughtIwouldofferyouan——anexceptionalopportunity。"
"Well,"saidMr。Ruck,"you’rerightdownfriendly。ButIseemtohavemoreopportunitiesthanIknowwhattodowith。Idon’tseemabletotakehold。"
"Itonlyneedsalittledecision,"remarkedMrs。Church,withanairwhichwasanadmirableexampleofthisvirtue。"Iwishyougood-
night,sir。"Andshemovednoiselesslyaway。
Mr。Ruck,withhislonglegsapart,stoodstaringafterher;thenhetransferredhisperfectlyquieteyestome。"Doessheownahoteloverthere?"heasked。"HasshegotanystockinMountBlank?"
CHAPTERIX。
ThenextdayMadameBeaurepashandedme,withherownelderlyfingers,amissive,whichprovedtobeatelegram。Afterglancingatit,Iinformedherthatitwasapparentlyasignalformydeparture;
mybrotherhadarrivedinEngland,andproposedtometomeethimthere;hehadcomeonbusiness,andwastospendbutthreeweeksinEurope。"Butmyhouseemptiesitself!"criedtheoldwoman。"ThefamilleRucktalksofleavingme,andMadameChurchnousfaitlareverence。"
"Mrs。Churchisgoingaway?"
"Sheispackinghertrunk;sheisaveryextraordinaryperson。Doyouknowwhatsheaskedmethismorning?ToinventsomecombinationbywhichthefamilleRuckshouldmoveaway。IinformedherthatI
wasnotaninventor。ThatpoorfamilleRuck!’Obligemebygettingridofthem,’saidMadameChurch,asshewouldhaveaskedCelestinetoremoveadishofcabbage。ShespeaksasiftheworldweremadeforMadameChurch。Iintimatedtoherthatifsheobjectedtothecompanytherewasaverysimpleremedy;andatpresentellefaitsespaquets。"
"ShereallyaskedyoutogettheRucksoutofthehouse?"
"Sheaskedmetotellthemthattheirroomshadbeenlet,threemonthsago,toanotherfamily。ShehasanAPLOMB!"
Mrs。Church’saplombcausedmeconsiderablediversion;Iamnotsurethatitwasnot,insomedegree,tolaughoveritatmyleisurethatIwentoutintothegardenthateveningtosmokeacigar。Thenightwasdarkandnotparticularlybalmy,andmostofmyfellow-
pensioners,afterdinner,hadremainedin-doors。AlongstraightwalkconductedfromthedoorofthehousetotheancientgrillethatIhavedescribed,andIstoodhereforsometime,lookingthroughtheironbarsatthesilentemptystreet。Theprospectwasnotentertaining,andIpresentlyturnedaway。AtthismomentIsaw,inthedistance,thedoorofthehouseopenandthrowashaftoflamplightintothedarkness。Intothelamplighttheresteppedthefigureofafemale,whopresentlyclosedthedoorbehindher。Shedisappearedintheduskofthegarden,andIhadseenherbutforaninstant,butIremainedundertheimpressionthatAuroraChurch,ontheeveofherdeparture,hadcomeoutforameditativestroll。
Ilingerednearthegate,keepingtheredtipofmycigarturnedtowardthehouse,andbeforelongayoungladyemergedfromamongtheshadowsofthetreesandencounteredthelightofalampthatstoodjustoutsidethegate。ItwasinfactAuroraChurch,butsheseemedmorebentuponconversationthanuponmeditation。Shestoodamomentlookingatme,andthenshesaid,-
"OughtItoretire——toreturntothehouse?"
"Ifyouought,Ishouldbeverysorrytotellyouso,"Ianswered。
"Butweareallalone;thereisnooneelseinthegarden。"
"ItisnotthefirsttimethatIhavebeenalonewithayounglady。
Iamnotatallterrified。"
"Ah,butI?"saidtheyounggirl。"Ihaveneverbeenalone——"then,quickly,sheinterruptedherself。"Good,there’sanotherfalsenote!"
"Yes,Iamobligedtoadmitthatoneisveryfalse。"
Shestoodlookingatme。"Iamgoingawayto-morrow;afterthattherewillbenoonetotellme。"
CHAPTERX。
"Thatwillmatterlittle,"Ipresentlyreplied。"Tellingyouwilldonogood。"
"Ah,whydoyousaythat?"murmuredAuroraChurch。
Isaiditpartlybecauseitwastrue;butIsaiditforotherreasonsaswell,whichitwashardtodefine。Standingtherebare-headed,inthenightair,inthevaguelight,thisyoungladylookedextremelyinteresting;andtheinterestofherappearancewasnotdiminishedbyasuspiciononmyownpartthatshehadcomeintothegardenknowingmetobethere。Ithoughtheracharminggirl,andIfeltverysorryforher;but,asIlookedather,thetermsinwhichMadameBeaurepashadventuredtocharacteriseherrecurredtomewithacertainforce。
Ihadprofessedacontemptforthematthetime,butitnowcameintomyheadthatperhapsthisunfortunatelysituated,thisinsidiouslymutinousyoungcreature,waslookingoutforapreserver。Shewascertainlynotagirltothrowherselfataman’shead,butitwaspossiblethatinherintense——heralmostmorbid-desiretoputintoeffectanidealwhichwasperhapsafterallchargedwithasmanyfallaciesashermotheraffirmed,shemightdosomethingrecklessandirregular——somethinginwhichasympatheticcompatriot,asyetunknown,wouldfindhisprofit。Theimage,unshapedthoughitwas,ofthissympatheticcompatriot,filledmewithasortofenvy。ForsomemomentsIwassilent,consciousofthesethings,andthenI
answeredherquestion。"Becausesomethings——somedifferencesarefelt,notlearned。Toyoulibertyisnotnatural;youarelikeapersonwhohasboughtarepeater,and,inhissatisfaction,isconstantlymakingitsound。ToarealAmericangirlherlibertyisaveryvulgarly-tickingoldclock。"
"Ah,youmean,then,"saidthepoorgirl,"thatmymotherhasruinedme?"
"Ruinedyou?"
"Shehassopervertedmymind,thatwhenItrytobenaturalIamnecessarilyimmodest。"
"Thatagainisafalsenote,"Isaid,laughing。
Sheturnedaway。"Ithinkyouarecruel。"
"Bynomeans,"Ideclared;"because,formyowntaste,Ipreferyouas——as——"
Ihesitated,andsheturnedback。"Aswhat?"
"Asyouare。"
Shelookedatmeawhileagain,andthenshesaid,inalittlereasoningvoicethatremindedmeofhermother’s,onlythatitwasconsciousandstudied,"IwasnotawarethatIamunderanyparticularobligationtopleaseyou!"Andthenshegaveaclearlaugh,quiteatvariancewithhervoice。
"Oh,thereisnoobligation,"Isaid,"butonehaspreferences。Iamverysorryyouaregoingaway。"
"Whatdoesitmattertoyou?Youaregoingyourself。"
"AsIamgoinginadifferentdirectionthatmakesallthegreaterseparation。"
Sheanswerednothing;shestoodlookingthroughthebarsofthetallgateattheempty,duskystreet。"Thisgrilleislikeacage,"shesaid,atlast。
"Fortunately,itisacagethatwillopen。"AndIlaidmyhandonthelock。
"Don’topenit,"andshepressedthegateback。"IfyoushouldopenitIwouldgoout——andneverreturn。"
"Whereshouldyougo?"
"ToAmerica。"
"Straightaway?"
"Somehoworother。IwouldgototheAmericanconsul。Iwouldbeghimtogivememoney——tohelpme。"
Ireceivedthisassertionwithoutasmile;Iwasnotinasmilinghumour。Onthecontrary,Ifeltsingularlyexcited,andIkeptmyhandonthelockofthegate。Ibelieved(orIthoughtIbelieved)
whatmycompanionsaid,andIhad——absurdasitmayappear——anirritatedvisionofherthrowingherselfuponconsularsympathy。Itseemedtome,foramoment,thattopassoutofthatgatewiththisyearning,straining,youngcreature,wouldbetopassintosomemysteriousfelicity。IfIwereonlyaheroofromance,Iwouldoffer,myself,totakehertoAmerica。
Inamomentmore,perhaps,IshouldhavepersuadedmyselfthatIwasone,butatthisjunctureIheardasoundthatwasnotromantic。ItprovedtobetheveryrealistictreadofCelestine,thecook,whostoodgrinningatusasweturnedaboutfromourcolloquy。
"Iaskbienpardon,"saidCelestine。"ThemotherofMademoiselledesiresthatMademoiselleshouldcomeinimmediately。M。lePasteurGalopinhascometomakehisadieuxtocesdames。"
Auroragavemeonlyoneglance,butitwasatouchingone。ThensheslowlydepartedwithCelestine。
Thenextmorning,oncomingintothegarden,IfoundthatMrs。Churchandherdaughterhaddeparted。IwasinformedofthisfactbyoldM。
Pigeonneau,whosatthereunderatree,havinghiscoffeeatalittlegreentable。
"Ihavenothingtoenvyyou,"hesaid;"IhadthelastglimpseofthatcharmingMissAurora。"
"Ihadaverylateglimpse,"Ianswered,"anditwasallIcouldpossiblydesire。"
"Ihavealwaysnoticed,"rejoinedM。Pigeonneau,"Thatyourdesiresaremoremoderatethanmine。Quevoulez-vous?Iamoftheoldschool。Jecroisquelaraceseperd。Iregretthedepartureofthatyounggirl:shehadanenchantingsmile。Ceseraunefemmed’esprit。Forthemother,Icanconsolemyself。IamnotsurethatSHEwasafemmed’esprit,thoughshewishedtopassforone。Round,rosy,potelee,sheyethadnotthetemperamentofherappearance;shewasafemmeaustere。IhaveoftennoticedthatcontradictioninAmericanladies。Youseeaplumplittlewoman,withaspeakingeye,andthecontourandcomplexionofaripepeach,andifyouventuretoconductyourselfinthesmallestdegreeinaccordancewiththeseindices,youdiscoveraspeciesofMethodist——ofwhatdoyoucallit?——ofQuakeress。Ontheotherhand,youencounteratall,lean,angularperson,withoutcolour,withoutgrace,allelbowsandknees,andyoufindit’sanatureofthetropics!Thewomenofdutylooklikecoquettes,andtheotherslooklikealpenstocks!However,wehavestillthehandsomeMadameRuck——arealfemmedeRubens,celle-
la。ItisverytruethattotalktoheronemustknowtheFlemishtongue!"
Ihaddetermined,inaccordancewithmybrother’stelegram,togoawayintheafternoon;sothat,havingvariousdutiestoperform,I
leftM。Pigeonneautohisinternationalcomparisons。Amongotherthings,Iwentinthecourseofthemorningtothebanker’s,todrawmoneyformyjourney,andthereIfoundMr。Ruck,withapileofcrumpledlettersinhislap,hischairtippedback,andhiseyesgloomilyfixedonthefringeofthegreenplushtable-cloth。I
timidlyexpressedthehopethathehadgotbetternewsfromhome;
whereuponhegavemealookinwhich,consideringhisprovocation,theabsenceofirritationwasconspicuous。
Hetookuphislettersinhislargehand,andcrushingthemtogether,helditouttome。"Thatepistolarymatter,"hesaid,"isworthaboutfivecents。ButIguess,"headded,rising,"Ihavetakenitinbythistime。"WhenIhaddrawnmymoneyIaskedhimtocomeandbreakfastwithmeatthelittlebrasserie,muchfavouredbystudents,towhichIusedtoresortintheoldtown。"Icouldn’teat,sir,"hesaid,"I——couldn’teat。Badnewstakesawaytheappetite。ButI
guessI’llgowithyou,sothatIneedn’tgototabledownthereatthepension。Theoldwomandownthereisalwaysaccusingmeofturningupmynoseatherfood。Well,IguessIshan’tturnupmynoseatanythingnow。"
Wewenttothelittlebrasserie,wherepoorMr。Ruckmadethelightestpossiblebreakfast。Butifheateverylittle,hetalkedagreatdeal;hetalkedaboutbusiness,goingintoahundreddetailsinwhichIwasquiteunabletofollowhim。Histalkwasnotangrynorbitter;itwasalong,meditative,melancholymonologue;ifithadbeenatriflelessincoherentIshouldalmosthavecalleditphilosophic。Iwasverysorryforhim;Iwantedtodosomethingforhim,buttheonlythingIcoulddowas,whenwehadbreakfasted,toseehimsafelybacktothePensionBeaurepas。WewentacrosstheTreilleanddowntheCorraterie,outofwhichweturnedintotheRueduRhone。Inthislatterstreet,asalltheworldknows,aremanyofthosebrilliantjewellers’shopsforwhichGenevaisfamous。I
alwaysadmiredtheirglitteringwindows,andneverpassedthemwithoutalingeringglance。Evenonthisoccasion,pre-occupiedasI
waswithmyimpendingdeparture,andwithmycompanion’stroubles,I
sufferedmyeyestowanderalongtheprecioustiersthatflashedandtwinkledbehindthehugeclearplatesofglass。Thankstothisinveteratehabit,Imadeadiscovery。InthelargestandmostbrilliantoftheseestablishmentsIperceivedtwoladies,seatedbeforethecounterwithanairofabsorption,whichsufficientlyproclaimedtheiridentity。Ihopedmycompanionwouldnotseethem,butaswecameabreastofthedoor,alittlebeyond,wefounditopentothewarmsummerair。Mr。Ruckhappenedtoglancein,andheimmediatelyrecognisedhiswifeanddaughter。Heslowlystopped,lookingatthem;Iwonderedwhathewoulddo。Thesalesmanwasholdingupabraceletbeforethem,onitsvelvetcushion,andflashingitaboutinanirresistiblemanner。
Mr。Rucksaidnothing,buthepresentlywentin,andIdidthesame。
"Itwillbeanopportunity,"Iremarked,ascheerfullyaspossible,"formetobidgood-byetotheladies。"
TheyturnedroundwhenMr。Ruckcamein,andlookedathimwithoutconfusion。"Well,youhadbettergohometobreakfast,"remarkedhiswife。MissSophymadenoremark,butshetookthebraceletfromtheattendantandgazedatitveryfixedly。Mr。Ruckseatedhimselfonanemptystoolandlookedroundtheshop。
"Well,youhavebeenherebefore,"saidhiswife;"youwereherethefirstdaywecame。"
MissRuckextendedthepreciousobjectinherhandstowardsme。
"Don’tyouthinkthatsweet?"sheinquired。
Ilookedatitamoment。"No,Ithinkit’sugly。"
Sheglancedatmeamoment,incredulous。"Well,Idon’tbelieveyouhaveanytaste。"
"Why,sir,it’sjustlovely,"saidMrs。Ruck。
"You’llseeitsomedayonme,anyway,"herdaughterdeclared。
"No,hewon’t,"saidMr。Ruck,quietly。
"Itwillbehisownfault,then,"MissSophyobserved。
"Well,ifwearegoingtoChamouniwewanttogetsomethinghere,"
saidMrs。Ruck。"Wemaynothaveanotherchance。"
Mr。Ruckwasstilllookingroundtheshop,whistlinginaverylowtone。"Weain’tgoingtoChamouni。WearegoingtoNewYorkcity,straight。"
"Well,I’mgladtohearthat,"saidMrs。Ruck。"Don’tyousupposewewanttotakesomethinghome?"
"IfwearegoingstraightbackImusthavethatbracelet,"herdaughterdeclared,"OnlyIdon’twantavelvetcase;Iwantasatincase。"
"Imustbidyougood-bye,"Isaidtotheladies。"IamleavingGenevainanhourortwo。"
"Takeagoodlookatthatbracelet,soyou’llknowitwhenyouseeit,"saidMissSophy。
"She’sboundtohavesomething,"remarkedhermother,almostproudly。
Mr。Ruckwasstillvaguelyinspectingtheshop;hewasstillwhistlingalittle。"Iamafraidheisnotatallwell,"Isaid,softly,tohiswife。
Shetwistedherheadalittle,andglancedathim。
"Well,Iwishhe’dimprove!"sheexclaimed。
"Asatincase,andaniceone!"saidMissRucktotheshopman。
IbadeMr。Ruckgood-bye。"Don’twaitforme,"hesaid,sittingthereonhisstool,andnotmeetingmyeye。"I’vegottoseethisthingthrough。"
IwentbacktothePensionBeaurepas,andwhen,anhourlater,Ileftitwithmyluggage,thefamilyhadnotreturned。