CHAPTERI。
Iwasnotrich——onthecontrary;andIhadbeentoldthePensionBeaurepaswascheap。Ihad,moreover,beentoldthataboarding-
houseisacapitalplaceforthestudyofhumannature。Ihadafancyforaliterarycareer,andafriendofminehadsaidtome,"Ifyoumeantowriteyououghttogoandliveinaboarding-house;thereisnoothersuchplacetopickupmaterial。"IhadreadsomethingofthiskindinaletteraddressedbyStendhaltohissister:"Ihaveapassionatedesiretoknowhumannature,andhaveagreatmindtoliveinaboarding-house,wherepeoplecannotconcealtheirrealcharacters。"IwasanadmirerofLaChartreusedeParme,anditappearedtomethatonecouldnotdobetterthanfollowinthefootstepsofitsauthor。Iremembered,too,themagnificentboarding-houseinBalzac’sPereGoriot,——the"pensionbourgeoisedesdeuxsexesetautres,"keptbyMadameVauquer,neeDeConflans。
Magnificent,Imean,asapieceofportraiture;theestablishment,asanestablishment,wascertainlysordidenough,andIhopedforbetterthingsfromthePensionBeaurepas。ThisinstitutionwasoneofthemostesteemedinGeneva,and,standinginalittlegardenofitsown,notfarfromthelake,hadaveryhomely,comfortable,sociableaspect。Theregularentrancewas,asonemightsay,attheback,whichlookeduponthestreet,orratheruponalittleplace,adornedlikeeveryplaceinGeneva,greatorsmall,withafountain。Thisfactwasnotprepossessing,foroncrossingthethresholdyoufoundyourselfmoreorlessinthekitchen,encompassedwithculinaryodours。This,however,wasnogreatmatter,foratthePensionBeaurepastherewasnoattemptatgentilityoratconcealmentofthedomesticmachinery。Thelatterwasofaverysimplesort。MadameBeaurepaswasanexcellentlittleoldwoman——shewasveryfaradvancedinlife,andhadbeenkeepingapensionforfortyyears——
whoseonlyfaultswerethatshewasslightlydeaf,thatshewasfondofasurreptitiouspinchofsnuff,andthat,attheageofseventy-
three,sheworeflowersinhercap。Therewasatraditioninthehousethatshewasnotsodeafasshepretended;thatshefeignedthisinfirmityinordertopossessherselfofthesecretsofherlodgers。ButIneversubscribedtothistheory;IamconvincedthatMadameBeaurepashadoutlivedtheperiodofindiscreetcuriosity。
Shewasaphilosopher,onamatter-of-factbasis;shehadbeenhavinglodgersforfortyyears,andallthatsheaskedofthemwasthattheyshouldpaytheirbills,makeuseofthedoor-mat,andfoldtheirnapkins。Shecaredverylittlefortheirsecrets。"J’enaivusdetouteslescouleurs,"shesaidtome。Shehadquiteceasedtocareforindividuals;shecaredonlyfortypes,forcategories。Herlargeobservationhadmadeheracquaintedwithagreatnumber,andhermindwasacompletecollectionof"heads。"Sheflatteredherselfthatsheknewataglancewheretopigeon-holeanew-comer,andifshemadeanymistakesherdeportmentneverbetrayedthem。Ithinkthat,asregardsindividuals,shehadneitherlikesnordislikes;butshewascapableofexpressingesteemorcontemptforaspecies。Shehadherownways,Isuppose,ofmanifestingherapproval,buthermannerofindicatingthereversewassimpleandunvarying。"Jetrouvequec’estdeplace"——thisexhaustedherviewofthematter。Ifoneofherinmateshadputarsenicintothepot-au-feu,IbelieveMadameBeaurepaswouldhavecontentedherselfwithremarkingthattheproceedingwasoutofplace。Thelineofmisconducttowhichshemostobjectedwasanundueassumptionofgentility;shehadnopatiencewithboarderswhogavethemselvesairs。"Whenpeoplecomechezmoi,itisnottocutafigureintheworld;Ihaveneverhadthatillusion,"Irememberhearinghersay;"andwhenyoupaysevenfrancsaday,toutcompris,itcompriseseverythingbuttherighttolookdownupontheothers。Buttherearepeoplewho,thelesstheypay,themoretheytakethemselvesauserieux。Mymostdifficultboardershavealwaysbeenthosewhohavehadthelittlerooms。"
MadameBeaurepashadaniece,ayoungwomanofsomefortyoddyears;
andthetwoladies,withtheassistanceofacoupleofthick-waisted,red-armedpeasantwomen,keptthehousegoing。Ifonyourexitsandentrancesyoupeepedintothekitchen,itmadeverylittledifference;forCelestine,thecook,hadnopretensiontobeaninvisiblefunctionaryortodealinoccultmethods。Shewasalwaysatyourservice,withagratefulgrinsheblackedyourboots;shetrudgedofftofetchacab;shewouldhavecarriedyourbaggage,ifyouhadallowedher,onherbroadlittleback。Shewasalwaystrampinginandout,betweenherkitchenandthefountainintheplace,whereitoftenseemedtomethatalargepartofthepreparationforourdinnerwentforward——thewringingoutoftowelsandtable-cloths,thewashingofpotatoesandcabbages,thescouringofsaucepansandcleansingofwater——bottles。Youenjoyed,fromthedoorstep,aperpetualback-viewofCelestineandofherlarge,loose,woollenankles,asshecraned,fromthewaist,overintothefountainanddabbledinhervariousutensils。Thissoundsasiflifewentoninaverymake-shiftfashionatthePensionBeaurepas——asifthetoneoftheestablishmentweresordid。Butsuchwasnotatallthecase。
Weweresimplyverybourgeois;wepractisedthegoodoldGeneveseprincipleofnotsacrificingtoappearances。Thisisanexcellentprinciple——whenyouhavethereality。WehadtherealityatthePensionBeaurepas:wehaditintheshapeofsoftshortbeds,equippedwithfluffyduvets;ofadmirablecoffee,servedtousinthemorningbyCelestineinperson,aswelayrecumbentonthesedownycouches;ofcopious,wholesome,succulentdinners,conformabletothebestprovincialtraditions。Formyself,IthoughtthePensionBeaurepaspicturesque,andthis,withme,atthattimewasagreatword。Iwasyoungandingenuous:IhadjustcomefromAmerica。I
wishedtoperfectmyselfintheFrenchtongue,andIinnocentlybelievedthatitflourishedbyLakeLeman。IusedtogotolecturesattheAcademy,andcomehomewithaviolentappetite。Ialwaysenjoyedmymorningwalkacrossthelongbridge(therewasonlyone,justthere,inthosedays)whichspansthedeepblueout-gushofthelake,andupthedarksteepstreetsoftheoldCalvinisticcity。Thegardenfacedthisway,towardthelakeandtheoldtown;andthiswasthepleasantestapproachtothehouse。Therewasahighwall,withadoublegateinthemiddle,flankedbyacoupleofancientmassiveposts;thebigrustygrillecontainedsomeold-fashionediron-work。
Thegardenwasrathermouldyandweedy,tangledanduntended;butitcontainedalittlethin——flowingfountain,severalgreenbenches,aricketylittletableofthesamecomplexion,andthreeorange-trees,intubs,whichweredepositedaseffectivelyaspossibleinfrontofthewindowsofthesalon。
CHAPTERII。
Ascommonlyhappensinboarding-houses,therustleofpetticoatswas,atthePensionBeaurepas,themostfamiliarformofthehumantread。
Therewastheusualallotmentofeconomicalwidowsandoldmaids,andtomaintainthebalanceofthesexestherewereonlyanoldFrenchmanandayoungAmerican。IthardlymadethemattereasierthattheoldFrenchmancamefromLausanne。Hewasanativeofthatestimabletown,buthehadoncespentsixmonthsinParis,hehadtastedofthetreeofknowledge;hehadgotbeyondLausanne,whoseresourceshepronouncedinadequate。Lausanne,ashesaid,"manquaitd’agrements。"
Whenobliged,forreasonswhichheneverspecified,tobringhisresidenceinParistoaclose,hehadfallenbackonGeneva;hehadbrokenhisfallatthePensionBeaurepas。Genevawas,afterall,morelikeParis,andataGeneveseboarding-housetherewassuretobeplentyofAmericanswithwhomonecouldtalkabouttheFrenchmetropolis。M。Pigeonneauwasalittleleanman,withalargenarrownose,whosatagreatdealinthegarden,readingwiththeaidofalargemagnifyingglassavolumefromthecabinetdelecture。
Oneday,afortnightaftermyarrivalatthePensionBeaurepas,I
cameback,ratherearlierthanusualfrommyacademicsession;itwantedhalfanhourofthemiddaybreakfast。Iwentintothesalonwiththedesignofpossessingmyselfoftheday’sGalignanibeforeoneofthelittleEnglisholdmaidsshouldhaveremovedittohervirginalbower——aprivilegetowhichMadameBeaurepasfrequentlyalludedasoneoftheattractionsoftheestablishment。InthesalonIfoundanew-comer,atallgentlemaninahighblackhat,whomI
immediatelyrecognisedasacompatriot。Ihadoftenseenhim,orhisequivalent,inthehotelparloursofmynativeland。Heapparentlysupposedhimselftobeatthepresentmomentinahotelparlour;hishatwasonhishead,or,rather,halfoffit——pushedbackfromhisforehead,andrathersuspendedthanpoised。Hestoodbeforeatableonwhicholdnewspaperswerescattered,oneofwhichhehadtakenupand,withhiseye-glassonhisnose,washoldingoutatarm’s-length。
Itwasthathonourablebutextremelydiminutivesheet,theJournaldeGeneve,anewspaperofaboutthesizeofapocket-handkerchief。AsI
drewnear,lookingformyGalignani,thetallgentlemangaveme,overthetopofhiseye-glass,asomewhatsolemnstare。Presently,however,beforeIhadtimetolaymyhandontheobjectofmysearch,hesilentlyofferedmetheJournaldeGeneve。
"Itappears,"hesaid,"tobethepaperofthecountry。"
"Yes,"Ianswered,"Ibelieveit’sthebest。"
Hegazedatitagain,stillholdingitatarm’s-length,asifithadbeenalooking-glass。"Well,"hesaid,"Isupposeit’snaturalasmallcountryshouldhavesmallpapers。Youcouldwrapitup,mountainsandall,inoneofourdailies!"
IfoundmyGalignani,andwentoffwithitintothegarden,whereI
seatedmyselfonabenchintheshade。PresentlyIsawthetallgentlemaninthehatappearinoneoftheopenwindowsofthesalon,andstandtherewithhishandsinhispocketsandhislegsalittleapart。Helookedverymuchbored,and——Idon’tknowwhy——I
immediatelybegantofeelsorryforhim。Hewasnotatallapicturesquepersonage;helookedlikeajaded,fadedmanofbusiness。
Butafteralittlehecameintothegardenandbegantostrollabout;
andthenhisrestless,unoccupiedcarriage,andthevague,unacquaintedmannerinwhichhiseyeswanderedovertheplace,seemedtomakeitproperthat,asanolderresident,Ishouldexerciseacertainhospitality。Isaidsomethingtohim,andhecameandsatdownbesidemeonmybench,claspingoneofhislongkneesinhishands。
"Whenisitthisbigbreakfastoftheirscomesoff?"heinquired。
"That’swhatIcallit——thelittlebreakfastandthebigbreakfast。
IneverthoughtIshouldlivetoseethetimewhenIshouldcaretoeattwobreakfasts。Butaman’sgladtodoanythingoverhere。"
"Formyself,"Iobserved,"Ifindplentytodo。"
Heturnedhisheadandglancedatmewithadry,deliberate,kind-
lookingeye。"You’regettingusedtothelife,areyou?"
"Ilikethelifeverymuch,"Ianswered,laughing。
"Howlonghaveyoutriedit?"
"Doyoumeaninthisplace?"
"Well,Imeananywhere。Itseemstomeprettymuchthesameallover。"
"Ihavebeeninthishouseonlyafortnight,"Isaid。
"Well,whatshouldyousay,fromwhatyouhaveseen?"mycompanionasked。
"Oh,"saidI,"youcanseeallthereisimmediately。It’sverysimple。"
"Sweetsimplicity,eh?I’mafraidmytwoladieswillfindittoosimple。"
"Everythingisverygood,"Iwenton。"AndMadameBeaurepasisacharmingoldwoman。Andthenit’sverycheap。"
"Cheap,isit?"myfriendrepeatedmeditatively。
"Doesn’titstrikeyouso?"Iasked。Ithoughtitverypossiblehehadnotinquiredtheterms。Butheappearednottohaveheardme;hesatthere,claspinghiskneeandblinking,inacontemplativemanner,atthesunshine。
"AreyoufromtheUnitedStates,sir?"hepresentlydemanded,turninghisheadagain。
"Yes,sir,"Ireplied;andImentionedtheplaceofmynativity。
"Ipresumed,"hesaid,"thatyouwereAmericanorEnglish。I’mfromtheUnitedStatesmyself;fromNewYorkcity。Manyofourpeoplehere?"
"Notsomanyas,Ibelieve,therehavesometimesbeen。Therearetwoorthreeladies。"
"Well,"myinterlocutordeclared,"Iamveryfondofladies’society。
Ithinkwhenit’ssuperiorthere’snothingcomesuptoit。I’vegottwoladiesheremyself;Imustmakeyouacquaintedwiththem。"
IrejoinedthatIshouldbedelighted,andIinquiredofmyfriendwhetherhehadbeenlonginEurope。
"Well,itseemspreciouslong,"hesaid,"butmytime’snotupyet。
Wehavebeenherefourteenweeksandahalf。"
"Areyoutravellingforpleasure?"Iasked。
Mycompanionturnedhisheadagainandlookedatme——lookedatmesolonginsilencethatIatlastalsoturnedandmethiseyes。
"No,sir,"hesaidpresently。"No,sir,"herepeated,afteraconsiderableinterval。
"Excuseme,"saidI,fortherewassomethingsosolemninhistonethatIfearedIhadbeenindiscreet。
Hetooknonoticeofmyejaculation;hesimplycontinuedtolookatme。"I’mtravelling,"hesaid,atlast,"topleasethedoctors。
Theyseemedtothinktheywouldlikeit。"
"Ah,theysentyouabroadforyourhealth?"
"Theysentmeabroadbecausetheyweresoconfoundedlymuddledtheydidn’tknowwhatelsetodo。"
"That’softenthebestthing,"Iventuredtoremark。
"Itwasaconfessionofweakness;theywantedmetostopplaguingthem。Theydidn’tknowenoughtocureme,andthat’sthewaytheythoughttheywouldgetroundit。Iwantedtobecured——Ididn’twanttobetransported。Ihadn’tdoneanyharm。"
Iassentedtothegeneralpropositionoftheinefficiencyofdoctors,andaskedmycompanionifhehadbeenseriouslyill。
"Ididn’tsleep,"hesaid,aftersomedelay。
"Ah,that’sveryannoying。Isupposeyouwereoverworked。"
"Ididn’teat;Itooknointerestinmyfood。"
"Well,Ihopeyoubotheatandsleepnow,"Isaid。
"Icouldn’tholdapen,"myneighbourwenton。"Icouldn’tsitstill。Icouldn’twalkfrommyhousetothecars——andit’sonlyalittleway。Ilostmyinterestinbusiness。"
"Youneededaholiday,"Iobserved。
"That’swhatthedoctorssaid。Itwasn’tsoverysmartofthem。I
hadbeenpayingstrictattentiontobusinessfortwenty-threeyears。"
"Inallthattimeyouhaveneverhadaholiday?"Iexclaimedwithhorror。
Mycompanionwaitedalittle。"Sundays,"hesaidatlast。
"Nowonder,then,youwereoutofsorts。"
"Well,sir,"saidmyfriend,"Ishouldn’thavebeenwhereIwasthreeyearsagoifIhadspentmytimetravellingroundEurope。Iwasinaveryadvantageousposition。Ididaverylargebusiness。Iwasconsiderablyinterestedinlumber。"Hepaused,turnedhishead,andlookedatmeamoment。"Haveyouanybusinessinterestsyourself?"
IansweredthatIhadnone,andhewentonagain,slowly,softly,deliberately。"Well,sir,perhapsyouarenotawarethatbusinessintheUnitedStatesisnotwhatitwasashorttimesince。Businessinterestsareveryinsecure。Thereseemstobeageneralfalling-
off。Differentpartiesofferdifferentexplanationsofthefact,butsofarasIamawarenoneoftheirobservationshavesetthingsgoingagain。"Iingeniouslyintimatedthatifbusinesswasdull,thetimewasgoodforcomingaway;whereuponmyneighbourthrewbackhisheadandstretchedhislegsawhile。"Well,sir,that’soneviewofthemattercertainly。There’ssomethingtobesaidforthat。Thesethingsshouldbelookedatallround。That’sthegroundmywifetook。That’stheground,"headdedinamoment,"thataladywouldnaturallytake;"andhegavealittledrylaugh。
"Youthinkit’sslightlyillogical,"Iremarked。
"Well,sir,thegroundItookwas,thattheworseaman’sbusinessis,themoreitrequireslookingafter。Ishouldn’twanttogoouttotakeawalk——noteventogotochurch——ifmyhousewasonfire。
Myfirmisnotdoingthebusinessitwas;it’slikeasickchild,itrequiresnursing。WhatIwantedthedoctorstodowastofixmeup,sothatIcouldgoonathome。I’dhavetakenanythingthey’dhavegivenme,andasmanytimesaday。Iwantedtoberightthere;Ihadmyreasons;Ihavethemstill。ButIcameoffallthesame,"saidmyfriend,withamelancholysmile。
Iwasagreatdealyoungerthanhe,buttherewassomethingsosimpleandcommunicativeinhistone,soexpressiveofadesiretofraternise,andsoexemptfromanytheoryofhumandifferences,thatIquiteforgothisseniority,andfoundmyselfofferinghimpaternalIadvice。"Don’tthinkaboutallthat,"saidI。"Simplyenjoyyourself,amuseyourself,getwell。TravelaboutandseeEurope。Attheendofayear,bythetimeyouarereadytogohome,thingswillhaveimprovedoverthere,andyouwillbequitewellandhappy。"
Myfriendlaidhishandonmyknee;helookedatmeforsomemoments,andIthoughthewasgoingtosay,"Youareveryyoung!"Buthesaidpresently,"YOUhavegotusedtoEuropeanyway!"
CHAPTERIII。
AtbreakfastIencounteredhisladies——hiswifeanddaughter。Theywereplaced,however,atadistancefromme,anditwasnotuntilthepensionnaireshaddispersed,andsomeofthem,accordingtocustom,hadcomeoutintothegarden,thathehadanopportunityofmakingmeacquaintedwiththem。
"Willyouallowmetointroduceyoutomydaughter?"hesaid,movedapparentlybyapaternalinclinationtoprovidethisyoungladywithsocialdiversion。Shewasstandingwithhermother,inoneofthepaths,lookingaboutwithnogreatcomplacency,asIimagined,atthehomelycharacteristicsoftheplace,andoldM。Pigeonneauwashoveringnear,hesitatingapparentlybetweenthedesiretobeurbaneandtheabsenceofapretext。"Mrs。Ruck——MissSophyRuck,"saidmyfriend,leadingmeup。
Mrs。Ruckwasalarge,plump,light-colouredperson,withasmoothfairface,asomnolenteye,andanelaboratecoiffure。MissSophywasagirlofone-and-twenty,verysmallandverypretty——whatI
supposewouldhavebeencalledalivelybrunette。Bothoftheseladieswereattiredinblacksilkdresses,verymuchtrimmed;theyhadanairofthehighestelegance。
"Doyouthinkhighlyofthispension?"inquiredMrs。Ruck,afterafewpreliminaries。
"It’salittlerough,butitseemstomecomfortable,"Ianswered。
"DoesittakeahighrankinGeneva?"Mrs。Ruckpursued。
"Iimagineitenjoysaveryfairfame,"Isaid,smiling。
"IshouldneverdreamofcomparingittoaNewYorkboarding-house,"
saidMrs。Ruck。
"It’squiteadifferentstyle,"herdaughterobserved。
MissRuckhadfoldedherarms;shewasholdingherelbowswithapairofwhitelittlehands,andshewastappingthegroundwithaprettylittlefoot。
"Wehardlyexpectedtocometoapension,"saidMrs。Ruck。"Butwethoughtwewouldtry;wehadheardsomuchaboutSwisspensions。I
wassayingtoMr。RuckthatIwonderedwhetherthiswasafavourablespecimen。Iwasafraidwemighthavemadeamistake。"
"Weknewsomepeoplewhohadbeenhere;theythoughteverythingofMadameBeaurepas,"saidMissSophy。"Theysaidshewasarealfriend。"
"Mr。andMrs。Parker——perhapsyouhaveheardherspeakofthem,"Mrs。
Ruckpursued。
"MadameBeaurepashashadagreatmanyAmericans;sheisveryfondofAmericans,"Ireplied。
"Well,ImustsayIshouldthinkshewouldbe,ifshecomparesthemwithsomeothers。"
"Motherisalwayscomparing,"observedMissRuck。
"OfcourseIamalwayscomparing,"rejoinedtheelderlady。"Ineverhadachancetillnow;Ineverknewmyprivileges。GivemeanAmerican!"AndMrs。Ruckindulgedinalittlelaugh。
"Well,ImustsaytherearesomethingsIlikeoverhere,"saidMissSophy,withcourage。AndindeedIcouldseethatshewasayoungwomanofgreatdecision。
"Youliketheshops——that’swhatyoulike,"herfatheraffirmed。
Theyoungladyaddressedherselftome,withoutheedingthisremark。
"Isupposeyoufeelquiteathomehere。"
"Oh,helikesit;hehasgotusedtothelife!"exclaimedMr。Ruck。
"Iwishyou’dteachMr。Ruck,"saidhiswife。"Itseemsasifhecouldn’tgetusedtoanything。"
"I’musedtoyou,mydear,"thehusbandretorted,givingmeahumorouslook。
"He’sintenselyrestless,"continuedMrs。Ruck。
"That’swhatmademewanttocometoapension。Ithoughthewouldsettledownmore。"
"Idon’tthinkIAMusedtoyou,afterall,"saidherhusband。
InviewofapossibleexchangeofconjugalreparteeItookrefugeinconversationwithMissRuck,whoseemedperfectlyabletoplayherpartinanycolloquy。Ilearnedfromthisyoungladythat,withherparents,aftervisitingtheBritishIslands,shehadbeenspendingamonthinParis,andthatshethoughtsheshouldhavediedwhensheleftthatcity。"Ihungoutofthecarriage,whenweleftthehotel,"saidMissRuck,"IassureyouIdid。Andmotherdid,too。"
"Outoftheotherwindow,Ihope,"saidI。
"Yes,oneoutofeachwindow,"sherepliedpromptly。"Fatherhadhardwork,Icantellyou。Wehadn’thalffinished;therewereeversomanyplaceswewantedtogoto。"
"Yourfatherinsistedoncomingaway?"
"Yes;afterwehadbeenthereaboutamonthhesaidhehadenough。
He’sfearfullyrestless;he’sverymuchoutofhealth。MotherandI
saidtohimthatifhewasrestlessinParisheneedn’thopeforpeaceanywhere。Wedon’tmeantoleavehimalonetillhetakesusback。"TherewasanairofkeenresolutioninMissRuck’sprettyface,oflucidapprehensionofdesirableends,whichmademe,asshepronouncedthesewords,directaglanceofcovertcompassiontowardherpoorrecalcitrantfather。Hehadwalkedawayalittlewithhiswife,andIsawonlyhisbackandhisstooping,patient-lookingshoulders,whoseairofacuteresignationwasthrownintoreliefbythevoluminoustranquillityofMrs。Ruck。"HewillhavetotakeusbackinSeptember,anyway,"theyounggirlpursued;"hewillhavetotakeusbacktogetsomethingswehaveordered。"
"Haveyouorderedagreatmanythings?"Iaskedjocosely。
"Well,IguesswehaveorderedSOME。OfcoursewewantedtotakeadvantageofbeinginParis——ladiesalwaysdo。Wehavelefttheprincipalthingstillwegoback。Ofcoursethatistheprincipalinterest,forladies。Mothersaidsheshouldfeelsoshabbyifshejustpassedthrough。WehavepromisedallthepeopletobebackinSeptember,andIneverbrokeapromiseyet。SoMr。Ruckhasgottomakehisplansaccordingly。"
"Andwhatarehisplans?"
"Idon’tknow;hedoesn’tseemabletomakeany。HisgreatideawastogettoGeneva;butnowthathehasgotherehedoesn’tseemtocare。It’stheeffectofillhealth。Heusedtobesobright;butnowheisquitesubdued。It’sabouttimeheshouldimprove,anyway。
Wewentoutlastnighttolookatthejewellers’windows——inthatstreetbehindthehotel。Ihadalwaysheardofthosejewellers’
windows。Wesawsomelovelythings,butitdidn’tseemtorousefather。He’llgettiredofGenevasoonerthanhedidofParis。"
"Ah,"saidI,"therearefinerthingsherethanthejewellers’
windows。WeareverynearsomeofthemostbeautifulsceneryinEurope。"
"Isupposeyoumeanthemountains。Well,wehaveseenplentyofmountainsathome。Weusedtogotothemountainseverysummer。Wearefamiliarenoughwiththemountains。Aren’twe,mother?"theyoungladydemanded,appealingtoMrs。Ruck,who,withherhusband,haddrawnnearagain。
"Aren’twewhat?"inquiredtheelderlady。
"Aren’twefamiliarwiththemountains?"
"Well,Ihopeso,"saidMrs。Ruck。
Mr。Ruck,withhishandsinhispockets,gavemeasociablewink。——
"There’snothingmuchyoucantellthem!"hesaid。
Thetwoladiesstoodfacetofaceafewmoments,surveyingeachother’sgarments。"Don’tyouwanttogoout?"theyounggirlatlastinquiredofhermother。
"Well,Ithinkwehadbetter;wehavegottogouptothatplace。"
"Towhatplace?"askedMr。Ruck。
"Tothatjeweller’s——tothatbigone。"
"Theyallseemedbigenough;theyweretoobig!"AndMr。Ruckgavemeanotherwink。
"Thatonewherewesawthebluecross,"saidhisdaughter。
"Oh,come,whatdoyouwantofthatbluecross?"poorMr。Ruckdemanded。
"Shewantstohangitonablackvelvetribbonandtieitroundherneck,"saidhiswife。
"Ablackvelvetribbon?No,Ithankyou!"criedtheyounglady。"DoyousupposeIwouldwearthatcrossonablackvelvetribbon?Onanicelittlegoldchain,ifyouplease——alittlenarrowgoldchain,likeanold-fashionedwatch-chain。That’stheproperthingforthatbluecross。IknowthesortofchainImean;I’mgoingtolookforone。WhenIwantathing,"saidMissRuck,withdecision,"Icangenerallyfindit。"
"Lookhere,Sophy,"herfatherurged,"youdon’twantthatbluecross。"
"Idowantit——Ihappentowantit。"AndSophyglancedatmewithalittlelaugh。
Herlaugh,whichinitselfwaspretty,suggestedthattherewerevariousrelationsinwhichonemightstandtoMissRuck;butIthinkIwasconsciousofacertainsatisfactioninnotoccupyingthepaternalone。"Don’tworrythepoorchild,"saidhermother。
"Comeon,mother,"saidMissRuck。
"Wearegoingtolookaboutalittle,"explainedtheelderladytome,bywayoftakingleave。
"Iknowwhatthatmeans,"remarkedMr。Ruck,ashiscompanionsmovedaway。Hestoodlookingatthemamoment,whileheraisedhishandtohishead,behind,andstoodrubbingitalittle,withamovementthatdisplacedhishat。(ImayremarkinparenthesisthatIneversawahatmoreeasilydisplacedthanMr。Ruck’s。)Isupposedhewasgoingtosaysomethingquerulous,butIwasmistaken。Mr。Ruckwasunhappy,buthewasverygood-natured。"Well,theywanttopickupsomething,"hesaid。"That’stheprincipalinterest,forladies。"
CHAPTERIV。
Mr。Ruckdistinguishedme,astheFrenchsay。Hehonouredmewithhisesteem,and,asthedayselapsed,withalargeportionofhisconfidence。Sometimesheboredmealittle,forthetoneofhisconversationwasnotcheerful,tendingasitdidalmostexclusivelytoamelancholydirgeoverthefinancialprostrationofourcommoncountry。"No,sir,businessintheUnitedStatesisnotwhatitoncewas,"hefoundoccasiontoremarkseveraltimesaday。"There’snotthesamespring——there’snotthesamehopefulfeeling。Youcanseeitinalldepartments。"Heusedtositbythehourinthelittlegardenofthepension,witharollofAmericannewspapersinhislapandhishighhatpushedback,swingingoneofhislonglegsandreadingtheNewYorkHerald。HepaidadailyvisittotheAmericanbanker’s,ontheothersideoftheRhone,andremainedtherealongtime,turningovertheoldpapersonthegreenvelvettableinthemiddleoftheSalondesEtrangers,andfraternisingwithchancecompatriots。Butinspiteofthesediversionshistimehungheavilyuponhishands。Iusedsometimestoproposetohimtotakeawalk;
buthehadamortalhorrorofpedestrianism,andregardedmyowntasteforitas’amorbidformofactivity。"You’llkillyourself,ifyoudon’tlookout,"hesaid,"walkingalloverthecountry。I
don’twanttowalkroundthatway;Iain’tapostman!"Brieflyspeaking,Mr。Ruckhadfewresources。Hiswifeanddaughter,ontheotherhand,itwastobesupposed,werepossessedofagoodmanythatcouldnotbeapparenttoanunobtrusiveyoungman。Theyalsosatagreatdealinthegardenorinthesalon,sidebyside,withfoldedhands,contemplatingmaterialobjects,andwereremarkablyindependentofmostoftheusualfeminineaidstoidleness——lightliterature,tapestry,theuseofthepiano。Theywere,however,muchfonderoflocomotionthantheircompanion,andIoftenmetthemintheRueduRhoneandonthequays,loiteringinfrontofthejewellers’windows。TheymighthavehadacavalierinthepersonofoldM。Pigeonneau,whopossessedahighappreciationoftheircharms,butwho,owingtotheabsenceofacommonidiom,wasdeprivedofthepleasuresofintimacy。HeknewnoEnglish,andMrs。Ruckandherdaughterhad,asitseemed,anincurablemistrustofthebeautifultonguewhich,astheoldmanendeavouredtoimpressuponthem,waspre-eminentlythelanguageofconversation。
"Theyhaveatournuredeprincesse——adistinctionsupreme,"hesaidtome。"Oneissurprisedtofindtheminalittlepension,atsevenfrancsaday。"
"Oh,theydon’tcomeforeconomy,"Ianswered。"Theymustberich。"
"Theydon’tcomeformybeauxyeux——formine,"saidM。Pigeonneau,sadly。"Perhapsit’sforyours,youngman。Jevousrecommandelamere。"
Ireflectedamoment。"TheycameonaccountofMr。Ruck——becauseathotelshe’ssorestless。"
M。Pigeonneaugavemeaknowingnod。"Ofcourseheis,withsuchawifeasthat——afemmesuperbe。MadameRuckispreservedinperfection——amiraculousfraicheur。Ilikethoselarge,fair,quietwomen;theyareoften,dansl’intimite,themostagreeable。I’llwarrantyouthatatheartMadameRuckisafinishedcoquette。"
"Iratherdoubtit,"Isaid。
"Yousupposehercold?Nevousyfiezpas!"
"ItisamatterinwhichIhavenothingatstake。"
"YouyoungAmericansaredroll,"saidM。Pigeonneau;"youneverhaveanythingatstake!Butthelittleone,forexample;I’llwarrantyoushe’snotcold。Sheisadmirablymade。"
"Sheisverypretty。"
"’Sheisverypretty!’Vousditescelad’unton!WhenyoupaycomplimentstoMademoiselleRuck,Ihopethat’snotthewayyoudoit。"
"Idon’tpaycomplimentstoMademoiselleRuck。"
"Ah,decidedly,"saidM。Pigeonneau,"youyoungAmericansaredroll!"
IshouldhavesuspectedthatthesetwoladieswouldnotespeciallycommendthemselvestoMadameBeaurepas;thatasamaitressedesalon,whichsheinsomedegreeaspiredtobe,shewouldhavefoundthemwantinginacertainflexibilityofdeportment。ButIshouldhavegonequitewrong;MadameBeaurepashadnofaultatalltofindwithhernewpensionnaires。"Ihavenoobservationwhatevertomakeaboutthem,"shesaidtomeoneevening。"Iseenothinginthoseladieswhichisatalldeplace。Theydon’tcomplainofanything;theydon’tmeddle;theytakewhat’sgiventhem;theyleavemetranquil。TheAmericansareoftenlikethat。Often,butnotalways,"MadameBeaurepaspursued。"Wearetohaveaspecimento-morrowofaverydifferentsort。"
"AnAmerican?"Iinquired。
"TwoAmericaines——amotherandadaughter。ThereareAmericansandAmericans:whenyouaredifficiles,youaremoresothananyone,andwhenyouhavepretensions——ah,perexemple,it’sserious。I
foreseethatwiththislittleladyeverythingwillbeserious,beginningwithhercafeaulait。ShehasbeenstayingatthePensionChamousset——myconcurrent,youknow,fartherupthestreet;butsheiscomingawaybecausethecoffeeisbad。Sheholdstohercoffee,itappears。Idon’tknowwhatliquidMadameChamoussetmayhaveinvented,butwewilldothebestwecanforher。Only,Iknowshewillmakemedeshistoiresaboutsomethingelse。Shewilldemandanewlampforthesalon;vousallesvoircela。Shewishestopaybutelevenfrancsadayforherselfandherdaughter,toutcompris;andfortheirelevenfrancstheyexpecttobelodgedlikeprincesses。
Butsheisvery’ladylike’——isn’tthatwhatyoucallitinEnglish?
Oh,pourcela,sheisladylike!"
Icaughtaglimpseonthemorrowofthisladylikeperson,whowasarrivingathernewresidenceasIcameinfromawalk。Shehadcomeinacab,withherdaughterandherluggage;and,withanairofperfectsoftnessandserenity,shewasdisputingthefareasshestoodamongherboxes,onthesteps。SheaddressedhercabmaninaveryEnglishaccent,butwithextremeprecisionandcorrectness。"I
wishtobeperfectlyreasonable,butIdon’twishtoencourageyouinexorbitantdemands。Withafrancandahalfyouaresufficientlypaid。ItisnotthecustomatGenevatogiveapour-boireforsoshortadrive。Ihavemadeinquiries,andIfinditisnotthecustom,eveninthebestfamilies。Iamastranger,yes,butI
alwaysadoptthecustomofthenativefamilies。Ithinkitmydutytowardthenatives。"
"ButIamanative,too,moi!"saidthecabman,withanangrylaugh。
"YouseemtometospeakwithaGermanaccent,"continuedthelady。
"YouareprobablyfromBasel。Afrancandahalfissufficient。I
seeyouhaveleftbehindthelittleredbagwhichIaskedyoutoholdbetweenyourknees;youwillpleasetogobacktotheotherhouseandgetit。Verywell,ifyouareimpoliteIwillmakeacomplaintofyouto-morrowattheadministration。Aurora,youwillfindapencilintheouterpocketofmyembroideredsatchel;pleasetowritedownhisnumber,——87;doyouseeitdistinctly?——incaseweshouldforgetit。"
Theyoungladyaddressedas"Aurora"——aslight,fairgirl,holdingalargeparcelofumbrellas——stoodathandwhilethisallocutionwentforward,butsheapparentlygavenoheedtoit。Shestoodlookingabouther,inalistlessmanner,atthefrontofthehouse,atthecorridor,atCelestinetuckingupheraproninthedoorway,atmeasIpassedinamidthedisseminatedluggage;hermother’sparsimoniousattitudeseemingtoproduceinMissAuroraneithersympathynorembarrassment。Atdinnerthetwoladieswereplacedonthesamesideofthetableasmyself,belowMrs。Ruckandherdaughter,myownpositionbeingontherightofMr。Ruck。IhadthereforelittleobservationofMrs。Church——suchIlearnedtobehername——butI
occasionallyheardhersoft,distinctvoice。
"Whitewine,ifyouplease;wepreferwhitewine。Thereisnoneonthetable?Thenyouwillpleasetogetsome,andtoremembertoplaceabottleofitalwayshere,betweenmydaughterandmyself。"
"Thatladyseemstoknowwhatshewants,"saidMr。Ruck,"andshespeakssoIcanunderstandher。Ican’tunderstandeveryone,overhere。Ishouldliketomakethatlady’sacquaintance。Perhapssheknowswhat_I_want,too;itseemshardtofindout。ButIdon’twantanyoftheirsourwhitewine;that’soneofthethingsIdon’twant。Iexpectshe’llbeanadditiontothepension。"
Mr。RuckmadetheacquaintanceofMrs。Churchthateveningintheparlour,beingpresentedtoherbyhiswife,whopresumedontherightsconferreduponherselfbythemutualproximity,attable,ofthetwoladies。IsuspectedthatinMrs。Church’sviewMrs。Ruckpresumedtoofar。ThefugitivefromthePensionChamousset,asM。
Pigeonneaucalledher,wasalittlefresh,plump,comelywoman,lookinglessthanherage,witharound,bright,seriousface。Shewasverysimplyandfrugallydressed,notatallinthemannerofMr。
Ruck’scompanions,andshehadanairofquietdistinctionwhichwasanexcellentdefensiveweapon。SheexhibitedapolitedispositiontolistentowhatMr。Ruckmighthavetosay,buthermannerwasequivalenttoanintimationthatwhatshevaluedleastinboarding-
houselifewasitssocialopportunities。Shehadplacedherselfnearalamp,aftercarefullyscrewingitandturningitup,andshehadopenedinherlap,withtheassistanceofalargeembroideredmarker,anoctavovolume,whichIperceivedtobeinGerman。ToMrs。Ruckandherdaughtershewasevidentlyapuzzle,withhereconomicalattireandherexpensiveculture。Thetwoyoungerladies,however,hadbeguntofraterniseveryfreely,andMissRuckpresentlywentwanderingoutoftheroomwithherarmroundthewaistofMissChurch。Itwasaverywarmevening;thelongwindowsofthesalonstoodwideopenintothegarden,and,inspiredbythebalmydarkness,M。PigeonneauandMademoiselleBeaurepas,amostobliginglittlewoman,wholispedandalwaysworeahugecravat,declaredtheywouldorganiseafetedenuit。Theyengagedinthisundertaking,andthefetedevelopeditself,consistingofhalf-a-dozenredpaperlanterns,hungaboutonthetrees,andofseveralglassesofsirop,carriedonatraybythestout-armedCelestine。AsthefestivaldeepenedtoitsclimaxIwentoutintothegarden,whereM。Pigeonneauwasmasterofceremonies。
"Butwherearethosecharmingyoungladies,"hecried,"MissRuckandthenew-comer,l’aimabletransfuge?Theirabsencehasbeenremarked,andtheyarewantingtothebrilliancyoftheoccasion。VoyezIhaveselectedaglassofsyrup——agenerousglass——forMademoiselleRuck,andIadviseyou,myyoungfriend,ifyouwishtomakeagoodimpression,toputasideonewhichyoumayoffertotheotheryounglady。Whatishername?MissChurch。Isee;it’sasingularname。
ThereisachurchinwhichIwouldwillinglyworship!"
Mr。Ruckpresentlycameoutofthesalon,havingconcludedhisinterviewwithMrs。Church。ThroughtheopenwindowIsawthelatterladysittingunderthelampwithherGermanoctavo,whileMrs。Ruck,established,empty-handed,inanarm-chairnearher,gazedatherwithanairoffascination。
"Well,ItoldyoushewouldknowwhatIwant,"saidMr。Ruck。"ShesaysIwanttogouptoAppenzell,whereverthatis;thatIwanttodrinkwheyandliveinahighlatitude——whatdidshecallit?——ahighaltitude。SheseemedtothinkweoughttoleaveforAppenzellto-
morrow;she’dgotitallfixed。Shesaysthisain’tahighenoughlat——ahighenoughaltitude。AndshesaysImustn’tgotoohigheither;thatwouldbejustasbad;sheseemstoknowjusttherightfigure。Shesaysshe’llgivemealistofthehotelswherewemuststop,onthewaytoAppenzell。Iaskedherifshedidn’twanttogowithas,butshesaysshe’drathersitstillandread。Iexpectshe’sabigreader。"
Thedaughterofthisaccomplishedwomannowreappeared,incompanywithMissRuck,withwhomshehadbeenstrollingthroughtheoutlyingpartsofthegarden。
"Well,"saidMissRuck,glancingattheredpaperlanterns,"aretheytryingtosticktheflower-potsintothetrees?"
"It’sanilluminationinhonourofourarrival,"theotheryounggirlrejoined。"It’satriumphoverMadameChamousset。"
"Meanwhile,atthePensionChamousset,"Iventuredtosuggest,"theyhaveputouttheirlights;theyaresittingindarkness,lamentingyourdeparture。"
Shelookedatme,smiling;shewasstandinginthelightthatcamefromthehouse。M。Pigeonneau,meanwhile,whohadbeenawaitinghischance,advancedtoMissRuckwithhisglassofsyrup。"Ihavekeptitforyou,Mademoiselle,"hesaid;"Ihavejealouslyguardedit。Itisverydelicious!"
MissRucklookedathimandhissyrup,withoutanymotiontotaketheglass。"Well,Iguessit’ssour,"shesaidinamoment;andshegavealittleshakeofherhead。
M。Pigeonneaustoodstaringwithhissyrupinhishand;thenheslowlyturnedaway。Helookedaboutattherestofus,asiftoappealfromMissRuck’sinsensibility,andwenttodeposithisrejectedtributeonabench。
"Won’tyougiveittome?"askedMissChurch,infaultlessFrench。
"J’adorelesirop,moi。"
M。Pigeonneaucamebackwithalacrity,andpresentedtheglasswithaverylowbow。"Iadoregoodmanners,"murmuredtheoldman。
ThisincidentcausedmetolookatMissChurchwithquickenedinterest。Shewasnotstrikinglypretty,butinhercharmingirregularfacetherewassomethingbrilliantandardent。Likehermother,shewasverysimplydressed。
"ShewantstogotoAmerica,andhermotherwon’tlether,"saidMissSophytome,explaininghercompanion’ssituation。
"Iamverysorry——forAmerica,"Ianswered,laughing。
"Well,Idon’twanttosayanythingagainstyourmother,butIthinkit’sshameful,"MissRuckpursued。
"Mammahasverygoodreasons;shewilltellyouthemall。"
"Well,I’msureIdon’twanttohearthem,"saidMissRuck。"Youhavegotarighttogotoyourowncountry;everyonehasarighttogototheirowncountry。"
"Mammaisnotverypatriotic,"saidAuroraChurch,smiling。
"Well,Icallthatdreadful,"hercompaniondeclared。"IhaveheardthattherearesomeAmericanslikethat,butIneverbelievedit。"
"ThereareallsortsofAmericans,"Isaid,laughing。
"Aurora’soneoftherightsort,"rejoinedMissRuck,whohadapparentlybecomeveryintimatewithhernewfriend。
"Areyouverypatriotic?"Iaskedoftheyounggirl。
"She’srightdownhomesick,"saidMissSophy;"she’sdyingtogo。IfIwereyoumymotherwouldhavetotakeme。"
"MammaisgoingtotakemetoDresden。"
"Well,IdeclareIneverheardofanythingsodreadful!"criedMissRuck。"It’slikesomethinginastory。"
"IneverheardtherewasanythingverydreadfulinDresden,"I
interposed。
MissRucklookedatmeamoment。"Well,Idon’tbelieveYOUareagoodAmerican,"shereplied,"andIneversupposedyouwere。YouhadbettergointhereandtalktoMrs。Church。"
"Dresdenisreallyverynice,isn’tit?"Iaskedofhercompanion。
"Itisn’tniceifyouhappentopreferNewYork,"saidMissSophy。
"MissChurchprefersNewYork。TellhimyouaredyingtoseeNewYork;itwillmakehimangry,"shewenton。
"Ihavenodesiretomakehimangry,"saidAurora,smiling。
"ItisonlyMissRuckwhocandothat,"Irejoined。"HaveyoubeenalongtimeinEurope?"
"Always。"
"Icallthatwicked!"MissSophydeclared。
"Youmightbeinaworseplace,"Icontinued。"IfindEuropeveryinteresting。"
MissRuckgavealittlelaugh。"IwassayingthatyouwantedtopassforaEuropean。"
"Yes,IwanttopassforaDalmatian。"
MissRucklookedatmeamoment。"Well,youhadbetternotcomehome,"shesaid。"Noonewillspeaktoyou。"
"Wereyouborninthesecountries?"Iaskedofhercompanion。
"Oh,no;IcametoEuropewhenIwasasmallchild。ButIrememberAmericaalittle,anditseemsdelightful。"
"Waittillyouseeitagain。It’sjusttoolovely,"saidMissSophy。
"It’sthegrandestcountryintheworld,"Iadded。
MissRuckbegantotossherhead。"Comeaway,mydear,"shesaid。
"Ifthere’sacreatureIdespiseit’samanthattriestosayfunnythingsabouthisowncountry。"
"Don’tyouthinkonecanbetiredofEurope?"Auroraasked,lingering。
"Possibly——aftermanyyears。"
"Fatherwastiredofitafterthreeweeks,"saidMissRuck。
"Ihavebeenheresixteenyears,"herfriendwenton,lookingatmewithacharmingintentness,asifshehadapurposeinspeaking。"Itusedtobeformyeducation。Idon’tknowwhatit’sfornow。"
"She’sbeautifullyeducated,"saidMissRuck。"Sheknowsfourlanguages。"
"IamnotverysurethatIknowEnglish。"
"YoushouldgotoBoston!"criedMissSophy。"TheyspeaksplendidlyinBoston。"
"C’estmonreve,"saidAurora,stilllookingatme。
"HaveyoubeenalloverEurope,"Iasked——"inallthedifferentcountries?"
Shehesitatedamoment。"Everywherethatthere’sapension。Mammaisdevotedtopensions。Wehavelived,atonetimeoranother,ineverypensioninEurope。"
"Well,Ishouldthinkyouhadseenaboutenough,"saidMissRuck。
"It’sadelightfulwayofseeingEurope,"Aurorarejoined,withherbrilliantsmile。"Youmayimaginehowithasattachedmetothedifferentcountries。Ihavesuchcharmingsouvenirs!ThereisapensionawaitingusnowatDresden,——eightfrancsaday,withoutwine。That’sratherdear。Mammameanstomakethemgiveuswine。
Mammaisagreatauthorityonpensions;sheisknown,thatway,alloverEurope。LastwinterwewereinItaly,andshediscoveredoneatPiacenza,——fourfrancsaday。Wemadeeconomies。"
"Yourmotherdoesn’tseemtominglemuch,"observedMissRuck,glancingthroughthewindowatthescholasticattitudeofMrs。
Church。
"No,shedoesn’tmingle,exceptinthenativesociety。Thoughshelivesinpensions,shedeteststhem。"
"Whydoessheliveinthem,then?"askedMissSophy,ratherresentfully。
"Oh,becausewearesopoor;it’sthecheapestwaytolive。Wehavetriedhavingacook,butthecookalwayssteals。Mammausedtosetmetowatchher;that’sthewayIpassedmyjeunesse——mybellejeunesse。Wearefrightfullypoor,"theyounggirlwenton,withthesamestrangefrankness——acuriousmixtureofgirlishgraceandconsciouscynicism。"Nousn’avonspaslesou。That’soneofthereasonswedon’tgobacktoAmerica;mammasayswecan’taffordtolivethere。"
"Well,anyonecanseethatyou’reanAmericangirl,"MissRuckremarked,inaconsolatorymanner。"IcantellanAmericangirlamileoff。You’vegottheAmericanstyle。"
"I’mafraidIhaven’ttheAmericantoilette,"saidAurora,lookingattheother’ssuperiorsplendour。
"Well,yourdresswascutinFrance;anyonecanseethat。"
"Yes,"saidAurora,withalaugh,"mydresswascutinFrance——atAvranches。"
"Well,you’vegotalovelyfigure,anyway,"pursuedhercompanion。
"Ah,"saidtheyounggirl,"atAvranches,too,myfigurewasadmired。"Andshelookedatmeaskance,withacertaincoquetry。
ButIwasaninnocentyouth,andIonlylookedbackather,wondering。ShewasagreatdealnicerthanMissRuck,andyetMissRuckwouldnothavesaidthat。"ItrytobelikeanAmericangirl,"
shecontinued;"Idomybest,thoughmammadoesn’tatallencourageit。Iamverypatriotic。Itrytocopythem,thoughmammahasbroughtmeupalafrancaise;thatis,asmuchasonecaninpensions。Forinstance,Ihaveneverbeenoutofthehousewithoutmamma;oh,never,never。ButsometimesIdespair;Americangirlsaresowonderfullyfrank。Ican’tbefrank,likethat。Iamalwaysafraid。ButIdowhatIcan,asyousee。Excusezdupeu!"
Ithoughtthisyoungladyatleastasoutspokenasmostofherunexpatriatedsisters;therewassomethingalmostcomicalinherdespondency。Butshehadbynomeanscaught,asitseemedtome,theAmericantone。Whateverhertonewas,however,ithadafascination;
therewassomethingdaintyaboutit,andyetitwasdecidedlyaudacious。
Theyoungladiesbegantostrollaboutthegardenagain,andI
enjoyedtheirsocietyuntilM。Pigeonneau’sfestivalcametoanend。
CHAPTERV。
Mr。RuckdidnottakehisdepartureforAppenzellonthemorrow,inspiteoftheeagernesstowitnesssuchaneventwhichhehadattributedtoMrs。Church。Hecontinued,onthecontrary,formanydaysafter,tohangaboutthegarden,towanderuptothebanker’sandbackagain,toengageindesultoryconversationwithhisfellow-
boarders,andtoendeavourtoassuagehisconstitutionalrestlessnessbyperusaloftheAmericanjournals。ButonthemorrowIhadthehonourofmakingMrs。Church’sacquaintance。Shecameintothesalon,afterthemiddaybreakfast,withherGermanoctavounderherarm,andsheappealedtomeforassistanceinselectingaquietcorner。
"Wouldyouverykindly,"shesaid,"movethatlargefauteuilalittlemorethisway?Notthelargest;theonewiththelittlecushion。
Thefauteuilshereareveryinsufficient;ImustaskMadameBeaurepasforanother。Thankyou;alittlemoretotheleft,please;thatwilldo。Areyouparticularlyengaged?"sheinquired,aftershehadseatedherself。"Ifnot,Ishouldliketohavesomeconversationwithyou。ItissometimesinceIhavemetayoungAmericanofyour——
whatshallIcallit?——youraffiliations。IhavelearnedyournamefromMadameBeaurepas;IthinkIusedtoknowsomeofyourpeople。I
don’tknowwhathasbecomeofallmyfriends。Iusedtohaveacharminglittlecircleathome,butnowImeetnooneIknow。Don’tyouthinkthereisagreatdifferencebetweenthepeopleonemeetsandthepeopleonewouldliketomeet?Fortunately,sometimes,"
addedmyinterlocutressgraciously,"it’squitethesame。Isupposeyouareaspecimen,afavourablespecimen,"shewenton,"ofyoungAmerica。Tellme,now,whatisyoungAmericathinkingofinthesedaysofours?Whatareitsfeelings,itsopinions,itsaspirations?
WhatisitsIDEAL?"IhadseatedmyselfnearMrs。Church,andshehadpointedthisinterrogationwiththegazeofherbrightlittleeyes。IfeltitembarrassingtobetreatedasafavourablespecimenofyoungAmerica,andtobeexpectedtoanswerforthegreatrepublic。Observingmyhesitation,Mrs。Churchclaspedherhandsontheopenpageofherbookandgaveanintense,melancholysmile。
"HASitanideal?"shesoftlyasked。"Well,wemusttalkofthis,"
shewenton,withoutinsisting。"Speak,forthepresent,foryourselfsimply。HaveyoucometoEuropewithanyspecialdesign?"
"Nothingtoboastof,"Isaid。"Iamstudyingalittle。"
"Ah,Iamgladtohearthat。YouaregatheringupalittleEuropeanculture;that’swhatwelack,youknow,athome。Noindividualcandomuch,ofcoarse。Butyoumustnotbediscouraged;everylittlecounts。"
"Iseethatyou,atleast,aredoingyourpart,"Irejoinedgallantly,droppingmyeyesonmycompanion’slearnedvolume。
"Yes,IfranklyadmitthatIamfondofstudy。Thereisnoone,afterall,liketheGermans。Thatis,forfacts。ForopinionsIbynomeansalwaysgowiththem。Iformmyopinionsmyself。Iamsorrytosay,however,"Mrs。Churchcontinued,"thatIcanhardlypretendtodiffusemyacquisitions。IamafraidIamsadlyselfish;Idolittletoirrigatethesoil。Ibelong——Ifranklyconfessit——totheclassofabsentees。"
"Ihadthepleasure,lastevening,"Isaid,"ofmakingtheacquaintanceofyourdaughter。ShetoldmeyouhadbeenalongtimeinEurope。"
Mrs。Churchsmiledbenignantly。"Canoneeverbetoolong?Weshallneverleaveit。"
"Yourdaughterwon’tlikethat,"Isaid,smilingtoo。
"Hasshebeentakingyouintoherconfidence?Sheisamoresensibleyoungladythanshesometimesappears。Ihavetakengreatpainswithher;sheisreally——Imaybepermittedtosayit——superblyeducated。"
"Sheseemedtomeaverycharminggirl,"Irejoined。"AndIlearnedthatshespeaksfourlanguages。"
"Itisnotonlythat,"saidMrs。Church,inatonewhichsuggestedthatthismightbeaverysuperficialspeciesofculture。"Shehasmadewhatwecalldefortesetudes——suchasIsupposeyouaremakingnow。Sheisfamiliarwiththeresultsofmodernscience;shekeepspacewiththenewhistoricalschool。"
"Ah,"saidI,"shehasgonemuchfartherthanI!"
"YoudoubtlessthinkIexaggerate,andyouforceme,therefore,tomentionthefactthatIamabletospeakofsuchmatterswithacertainintelligence。"
"Thatisveryevident,"Isaid。"Butyourdaughterthinksyououghttotakeherhome。"Ibegantofear,assoonasIhadutteredthesewords,thattheysavouredoftreacherytotheyounglady,butIwasreassuredbyseeingthattheyproducedonhermother’splacidcountenancenosymptomwhateverofirritation。
"Mydaughterhasherlittletheories,"Mrs。Churchobserved;"shehas,Imaysay,herillusions。Andwhatwonder!Whatwouldyouthbewithoutitsillusions?AurorahasatheorythatshewouldbehappierinNewYork,inBoston,inPhiladelphia,thaninoneofthecharmingoldcitiesinwhichourlotiscast。Butsheismistaken,thatisall。Wemustallowourchildrentheirillusions,mustwenot?Butwemustwatchoverthem。"
Althoughsheherselfseemedproofagainstdiscomposure,Ifoundsomethingvaguelyirritatinginhersoft,sweetpositiveness。
"Americancities,"Isaid,"aretheparadiseofyounggirls。"
"Doyoumean,"askedMrs。Church,"thattheyounggirlswhocomefromthoseplacesareangels?"
"Yes,"Isaid,resolutely。
"Thisyounglady——whatisheroddname?——withwhommydaughterhasformedasomewhatprecipitateacquaintance:isMissRuckanangel?
ButIwon’tforceyoutosayanythinguncivil。Itwouldbetoocrueltomakeasingleexception。"
"Well,"saidI,"atanyrate,inAmericayounggirlshaveaneasierlot。Theyhavemuchmoreliberty。"
Mycompanionlaidherhandforaninstantonmyarm。"Mydearyoungfriend,IknowAmerica,Iknowtheconditionsoflifethere,sowell。
ThereisperhapsnosubjectonwhichIhavereflectedmorethanonournationalidiosyncrasies。"
"Iamafraidyoudon’tapproveofthem,"saidI,alittlebrutally。
Brutalindeedmypropositionwas,andMrs。Churchwasnotpreparedtoassenttoitinthisroughshape。Shedroppedhereyesonherbook,withanairofacutemeditation。Then,raisingthem,"Weareverycrude,"shesoftlyobserved——"weareverycrude。"Lesteventhisdelicately-utteredstatementshouldseemtosavourofthevicethatshedeprecated,shewentontoexplain。"Therearetwoclassesofminds,youknow——thosethatholdback,andthosethatpushforward。
MydaughterandIarenotpushers;wemovewithlittlesteps。Weliketheold,troddenpaths;weliketheold,oldworld。"
"Ah,"saidI,"youknowwhatyoulike;thereisagreatvirtueinthat。"
"Yes,welikeEurope;wepreferit。WeliketheopportunitiesofEurope;weliketheREST。Thereissomuchinthat,youknow。Theworldseemstometobehurrying,pressingforwardsofiercely,withoutknowingwhereitisgoing。’Whither?’Ioftenask,inmylittlequietway。ButIhaveyettolearnthatanyonecantellme。"
"You’reagreatconservative,"Iobserved,whileIwonderedwhetherI
myselfcouldanswerthisinquiry。