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第2章

  "Idon’tknowwhatyouimaginebetweenthem,"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。
  "Well,nothing,"Iallowed,"butwhatwasvisibleonthesurface。Ittranspired,asthenewspaperssay,thattheywereoldfriends。"
  "Hemetheratsomepromiscuousparty——Iaskedhimaboutitafterwards。She’snotaperson"——myhostesswasconfident——"whomhecouldeverthinkofseriously。"
  "That’sexactlywhatIbelieve。"
  "Youdon’tobserve——youknow——youimagine,"Mrs。Nettlepointcontinuedtoargue。"HowdoyoureconcileherlayingatrapforJasperwithhergoingouttoLiverpoolonanerrandoflove?"
  OhIwasn’ttobecaughtthatway!"Idon’tforaninstantsupposeshelaidatrap;Ibelievesheactedontheimpulseofthemoment。
  She’sgoingouttoLiverpoolonanerrandofmarriage;that’snotnecessarilythesamethingasanerrandoflove,especiallyforonewhohappenstohavehadapersonalimpressionofthegentlemanshe’sengagedto。"
  "Well,therearecertaindecencieswhichinsuchasituationthemostabandonedofhersexwouldstillobserve。Youapparentlyjudgehercapable——onnoevidence——ofviolatingthem。"
  "Ahyoudon’tunderstandtheshadesofthings,"Ireturned。
  "Decenciesandviolations,dearlady——there’snoneedforsuchheavyartillery!IcanperfectlyimaginethatwithouttheleastimmodestysheshouldhavesaidtoJasperonthebalcony,infactifnotinwords:’I’mindreadfulspirits,butifyoucomeIshallfeelbetter,andthatwillbepleasantforyoutoo。’"
  "Andwhyissheindreadfulspirits?"
  "Sheisn’t!"Ireplied,laughing。
  Mypoorfriendwondered。"Whatthenisshedoing?"
  "She’swalkingwithyourson。"
  Mrs。Nettlepointforamomentsaidnothing;thenshetreatedmetoanotherinconsequence。"Ahshe’shorrid!"
  "No,she’scharming!"Iprotested。
  "Youmeanshe’s’curious’?"
  "Well,formeit’sthesamething!"
  ThisledmyfriendofcoursetodeclareoncemorethatIwascold-
  blooded。Ontheafternoonofthemorrowwehadanothertalk,andshetoldmethatinthemorningMissMavishadpaidheralongvisit。
  Sheknewnothing,poorcreature,aboutanything,butherintentionsweregoodandshewasevidentlyinherowneyesconscientiousanddecorous。AndMrs。Nettlepointconcludedtheseremarkswiththesigh"Unfortunateperson!"
  "Youthinkshe’sagooddealtobepitiedthen?"
  "Well,herstorysoundsdreary——shetoldmeagooddealofit。Shefelltotalkinglittlebylittleandwentfromonethingtoanother。
  She’sinthatsituationwhenagirlMUSTopenherself——tosomewoman。"
  "Hasn’tshegotJasper?"Iasked。
  "Heisn’tawoman。Youstrikemeasjealousofhim,"mycompanionadded。
  "IdaresayHEthinksso——orwillbeforetheend。Ahno——ahno!"AndIaskedMrs。Nettlepointifouryoungladystruckheras,verygrossly,aflirt。Shegavemenoanswer,butwentontoremarkthatshefounditoddandinterestingtoseethewayagirllikeGraceMavisresembledthegirlsofthekindsheherselfknewbetter,thegirlsof"society,"atthesametimethatshedifferedfromthem;andthewaythedifferencesandresemblancesweresomixedupthatoncertainquestionsyoucouldn’ttellwhereyou’dfindher。You’dthinkshe’dfeelasyoudidbecauseyouhadfoundherfeelingso,andthensuddenly,inregardtosomeothermatter——whichwasyetquitethesame——she’dbeutterlywanting。Mrs。Nettlepointproceededtoobserve——tosuchidlespeculationsdoesthevacancyofsea-hoursgiveencouragement——thatshewonderedwhetheritwerebettertobeanordinarygirlverywellbroughtuporanextraordinarygirlnotbroughtupatall。
  "OhIgoinfortheextraordinarygirlunderallcircumstances。"
  It’struethatifyou’reVERYwellbroughtupyou’renot,youcan’tbe,ordinary,"saidMrs。Nettlepoint,smellingherstrongsalts。
  "You’realady,atanyrate。"
  "AndMissMavisisfiftymilesout——isthatwhatyoumean?"
  "Well——you’veseenhermother。"
  "Yes,butIthinkyourcontentionwouldbethatamongsuchpeoplethemotherdoesn’tcount。"
  "Precisely,andthat’sbad。"
  "Iseewhatyoumean。Butisn’titratherhard?Ifyourmotherdoesn’tknowanythingit’sbetteryoushouldbeindependentofher,andyetifyouarethatconstitutesabadnote。"IaddedthatMrs。
  Mavishadappearedtocountsufficientlytwonightsbefore。Shehadsaidanddoneeverythingshewanted,whilethegirlsatsilentandrespectful。Grace’sattitude,sofarasherparentwasconcerned,hadbeeneminentlydecent。
  "Yes,butshe’squirmed’forher,"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。
  "AhifyouknowitImayconfessshehastoldmeasmuch。"
  Myfriendstared。"ToldYOU?There’soneofthethingstheydo!"
  "Well,itwasonlyaword。Won’tyouletmeknowwhetheryoudothinkheraflirt?"
  "Tryheryourself——that’sbetterthanaskinganotherwoman;
  especiallyasyoupretendtostudyfolk。"
  "Ohyourjudgementwouldn’tprobablyatalldeterminemine。It’sasbearingonYOUIaskit。"Which,however,demandedexplanation,sothatIwasdulyfrank;confessingmyselfcuriousastohowfarmaternalimmoralitywouldgo。
  Itmadeheratfirstbutrepeatmywords。"Maternalimmorality?"
  "Youdesireyoursontohaveeverypossibledistractiononhisvoyage,andifyoucanmakeupyourmindinthesenseIrefertothatwillmakeitallright。He’llhavenoresponsibility。"
  "Heavens,howyouanalyse!"shecried。"Ihaven’tintheleastyourpassionformakingupmymind。"
  "Thenifyouchanceit,"Ireturned,"you’llbemoreimmoralstill。"
  "Yourreasoning’sstrange,"saidMrs。Nettlepoint;"whenitwasyouwhotriedtoputintomyheadyesterdaythatshehadaskedhimtocome。"
  "Yes,butingoodfaith。"
  "Whatdoyoumean,insuchacase,bythat?"
  "Why,asgirlsofthatsortdo。Theirallowanceandmeasureinsuchmatters,"Iexpounded,"ismuchlargerthanthatofyoungpersonswhohavebeen,asyousay,VERYwellbroughtup;andyetI’mnotsurethatonthewholeIdon’tthinkthemtherebythemoreinnocent。MissMavisisengaged,andshe’stobemarriednextweek,butit’sanoldoldstory,andthere’snomoreromanceinitthanifsheweregoingtobephotographed。Soherusuallifeproceeds,andherusuallifeconsists——andthatofcesdemoisellesingeneral——inhavingplentyofgentlemen’ssociety。HavingitImeanwithouthavinganyharmfromit。"
  Mrs。Nettlepointhadgivenmedueattention。"Well,ifthere’snoharmfromitwhatareyoutalkingaboutandwhyamIimmoral?"
  Ihesitated,laughing。"Iretract——you’resaneandclear。I’msureshethinkstherewon’tbeanyharm,"Iadded。"That’sthegreatpoint。"
  "Thegreatpoint?"
  "Tobesettled,Imean。"
  "Mercy,we’renottryingthem!"criedmyfriend。"HowcanWEsettleit?"
  "Imeanofcourseinourminds。Therewillbenothingmoreinterestingthesenexttendaysforourmindstoexercisethemselvesupon。"
  "Thenthey’llgetterriblytiredofit,"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。
  "No,no——becausetheinterestwillincreaseandtheplotwillthicken。Itsimplycan’tNOT,"Iinsisted。ShelookedatmeasifshethoughtmemorethanMephistophelean,andIwentbacktosomethingshehadlatelymentioned。"Soshetoldyoueverythinginherlifewasdreary?"
  "Noteverything,butmostthings。Andshedidn’ttellmesomuchasIguessedit。She’lltellmemorethenexttime。She’llbehaveproperlynowaboutcomingintoseeme;Itoldhersheoughtto。"
  "I’mgladofthat,"Isaid。"Keepherwithyouasmuchaspossible。"
  "Idon’tfollowyouclosely,"Mrs。Nettlepointreplied,"butsofarasIdoIdon’tthinkyourremarksinthebesttaste。"
  "Well,I’mtooexcited,Ilosemyheadinthesesports,"Ihadtorecognise——"cold-bloodedasyouthinkme。Doesn’tshelikeMr。
  Porterfield?"
  "Yes,that’stheworstofit。"
  Ikeptmakingherstare。"Theworstofit?"
  "He’ssogood——there’snofaulttobefoundwithhim。Otherwiseshe’dhavethrownitallup。Ithasdraggedonsinceshewaseighteen:shebecameengagedtohimbeforehewentabroadtostudy。
  ItwasoneofthoseveryyoungandperfectlyneedlessblundersthatparentsinAmericamightmakesomuchlesspossiblethantheydo。
  Thethingistoinsistonone’sdaughterwaiting,ontheengagement’sbeinglong;andthen,afteryou’vegotthatstarted,totakeitoneveryoccasionaslittleseriouslyaspossible——tomakeitdieout。
  Youcaneasilytireittodeath,"Mrs。Nettlepointcompetentlystated。"However,"sheconcluded,"Mr。Porterfieldhastakenthisoneseriouslyforsomeyears。Hehasdonehisparttokeepitalive。
  Shesaysheadoresher。"
  "Hispart?Surelyhispartwouldhavebeentomarryherbythistime。"
  "Hehasreallynomoney。"MyfriendwasevenmoreconfidentlyabletoreportitthanIhadbeen。
  "Heoughttohavegotsome,insevenyears,"Iaudiblyreflected。
  "SoIthinkshethinks。Therearesomesortsofhelplessnessthatarecontemptible。However,asmalldifferencehastakenplace。
  That’swhyhewon’twaitanylonger。Hismotherhascomeout,shehassomething——alittle——andshe’sabletoassisthim。She’lllivewiththemandbearsomeoftheexpenses,andafterherdeaththesonwillhavewhatthereis。"
  "Howoldisshe?"Icynicallyasked。
  "Ihaven’ttheleastidea。Butitdoesn’t,onhispart,soundveryheroic——orveryinspiringforourfriendhere。Hehasn’tbeentoAmericasincehefirstwentout。"
  "That’sanoddwayofadoringher,"Iobserved。
  "Imadethatobjectionmentally,butIdidn’texpressittoher。Shemetitindeedalittlebytellingmethathehadhadotherchancestomarry。"
  "Thatsurprisesme,"Iremarked。"Butdidshesay,"Iasked,"thatSHEhadhad?"
  "No,andthat’soneofthethingsIthoughtniceinher;forshemusthavehad。Shedidn’ttrytomakeoutthathehadspoiledherlife。
  Shehasthreeothersistersandthere’sverylittlemoneyathome。
  Shehastriedtomakemoney;shehaswrittenlittlethingsandpaintedlittlethings——anddreadfullittlethingstheymusthavebeen;toobadtothinkof。Herfatherhashadalongillnessandhaslosthisplace——hewasinreceiptofasalaryinconnexionwithsomewaterworks——andoneofhersistershaslatelybecomeawidow,withchildrenandwithoutmeans。Andsoasinfactsheneverhasmarriedanyoneelse,whateveropportunitiesshemayhaveencountered,sheappearstohavejustmadeuphermindtogoouttoMr。Porterfieldastheleastofherevils。Butitisn’tveryamusing。"
  "Well,"Ijudgedafterall,"thatonlymakesherdoingitthemorehonourable。She’llgothroughwithit,whateveritcosts,ratherthandisappointhimafterhehaswaitedsolong。It’strue,"I
  continued,"thatwhenawomanactsfromasenseofhonour——!"
  "Well,whenshedoes?"saidMrs。Nettlepoint,forIhungbackperceptibly。
  "It’softensoextravagantandunnaturalaproceedingastoentailheavycostsonsomeone。"
  "You’reveryimpertinent。Weallhavetopayforeachotherallthewhileandforeachother’svirtuesaswellasvices。"
  "That’spreciselywhyIshallbesorryforMr。Porterfieldwhenshestepsofftheshipwithherlittlebill。Imeanwithherteethclenched。"
  "Herteetharenotintheleastclenched。She’squiteathereasenow"——Mrs。Nettlepointcouldanswerforthat。
  "Well,wemusttryandkeepherso,"Isaid。
  "YoumusttakecarethatJasperneglectsnothing。"Iscarceknowwhatreflexionsthisinnocentpleasantryofmineprovokedonthegoodlady’spart;theupshotofthematalleventswastomakehersay:
  "Well,Ineveraskedhertocome;I’mverygladofthat。It’salltheirowndoing。"
  "’Their’own——youmeanJasper’sandhers?"
  "Noindeed。Imeanhermother’sandMrs。Allen’s;thegirl’stooofcourse。Theyputthemselvesonusbymainforce。"
  "Ohyes,Icantestifytothat。ThereforeI’mgladtoo。Weshouldhavemissedit,Ithink。"
  "Howseriouslyyoutakeit!"Mrs。Nettlepointamusedlycried。
  "Ahwaitafewdays!"——andIgotuptoleaveher。
  CHAPTERIII
  ThePatagoniawasslow,butspaciousandcomfortable,andtherewasamotherlydecencyinherlongnursingrockandherrustlingold-
  fashionedgait,themultitudinousswish,inherwake,asofathousandproperpetticoats。Itwasasifshewishednottopresentherselfinportwiththesplashedeagernessofayoungcreature。Weweren’tnumerousenoughquitetoelboweachotherandyetweren’ttoofewtosupport——withthatfamiliarityandreliefwhichfiguresandobjectsacquireonthegreatbarefieldoftheoceanandunderthegreatbrightglassofthesky。Ihadneverlikedtheseasomuchbefore,indeedIhadneverlikeditatall;butnowIhadarevelationofhowinamidsummermooditcouldplease。Itwasdarklyandmagnificentlyblueandimperturbablyquiet——saveforthegreatregularswellofitsheartbeats,thepulseofitslife;andtheregrewtobesomethingsoagreeableinthesenseoffloatingthereininfiniteisolationandleisurethatitwasapositivegodsendthePatagoniawasnoracer。Onehadneverthoughtoftheseaasthegreatplaceofsafety,butnowitcameoveronethatthere’snoplacesosafefromtheland。Whenitdoesn’tconfertroubleittakestroubleaway——takesawaylettersandtelegramsandnewspapersandvisitsanddutiesandefforts,allthecomplications,allthesuperfluitiesandsuperstitionsthatwehavestuffedintoourterrenelife。Thesimpleabsenceofthepost,whentheparticularconditionsenableyoutoenjoythegreatfactbywhichit’sproduced,becomesinitselfapositivebliss,andthecleanboardsofthedeckturntothestageofaplaythatamuses,thepersonaldramaofthevoyage,themovementandinteraction,inthestrongsea-light,offiguresthatendbyrepresentingsomething——somethingmoreoverofwhichtheinterestisnever,eveninitskeenness,toogreattosufferyoutoslumber。Iatanyratedozedtoexcess,stretchedonmyrugwithaFrenchnovel,andwhenIopenedmyeyesIgenerallysawJasperNettlepointpasswiththeyoungwomanconfidedtohismother’scareonhisarm。Somehowatthesemoments,betweensleepingandwaking,I
  inconsequentlyfeltthatmyFrenchnovelhadsettheminmotion。
  PerhapsthiswasbecauseIhadfallenintothetrick,atthestart,ofregardingGraceMavisalmostasamarriedwoman,which,aseveryoneknows,isthenecessarystatusoftheheroineofsuchawork。
  Everyrevolutionofourengineatanyratewouldcontributetotheeffectofmakingherone。
  Inthesaloon,atmeals,myneighbourontherightwasacertainlittleMrs。Peck,averyshortandveryroundpersonwhoseheadwasenvelopedina"cloud"(acloudofdirtywhitewool)andwhopromptlyletmeknowthatshewasgoingtoEuropefortheeducationofherchildren。Ihadalreadyperceived——anhourafterweleftthedock——
  thatsomeenergeticmeasurewasrequiredintheirinterest,butaswewerenotinEuropeyettheredemptionofthefourlittlePeckswasstayed。Enjoyinguntrammelledleisuretheyswarmedabouttheshipasiftheyhadbeenpiratesboardingher,andtheirmotherwasaspowerlesstochecktheirlicenceasifshehadbeengaggedandstowedawayinthehold。Theywereespeciallytobetrustedtodivebetweenthelegsofthestewardswhentheseattendantsarrivedwithbowlsofsoupforthelanguidladies。Theirmotherwastoobusycountingovertoherfellow-passengersalltheyearsMissMavishadbeenengaged。
  Intheblankofourcommondetachmentthingsthatwerenobody’sbusinessverysoonbecameeverybody’s,andthiswasjustoneofthosefactsthatarepropagatedwithmysteriousandridiculousspeed。Thewhisperthatcarriesthemisverysmall,inthegreatscaleofthings,ofairandspaceandprogress,butit’salsoverysafe,forthere’snocompression,nosounding-board,tomakespeakersresponsible。Andthenrepetitionatseaissomehownotrepetition;
  monotonyisintheair,themindisflatandeverythingrecurs——thebells,themeals,thestewards’faces,therompofchildren,thewalk,theclothes,theveryshoesandbuttonsofpassengerstakingtheirexercise。Thesethingsfinallygrowatoncesocircumstantialandsoaridthat,incomparison,lightsonthepersonalhistoryofone’scompanionsbecomeasubstituteforthefriendlyflickerofthelostfireside。
  JasperNettlepointsatonmylefthandwhenhewasnotupstairsseeingthatMissMavishadherrepastcomfortablyondeck。Hismother’splacewouldhavebeennextminehadsheshownherself,andthenthatoftheyoungladyunderhercare。Thesecompanions,inotherwords,wouldhavebeenbetweenus,Jaspermarkingthelimitofthepartyinthatquarter。MissMaviswaspresentatluncheonthefirstday,butdinnerpassedwithouthercomingin,andwhenitwashalfoverJasperremarkedthathewouldgoupandlookafterher。
  "Isn’tthatyoungladycoming——theonewhowasheretolunch?"Mrs。
  Peckaskedofmeasheleftthesaloon。
  "Apparentlynot。Myfriendtellsmeshedoesn’tlikethesaloon。"
  "Youdon’tmeantosayshe’ssick,doyou?"
  "Ohno,notinthisweather。Butshelikestobeabove。"
  "Andisthatgentlemangoneuptoher?"
  "Yes,she’sunderhismother’scare。"
  "Andishismotherupthere,too?"askedMrs。Peck,whoseprocesseswerehomelyanddirect。
  "No,sheremainsinhercabin。Peoplehavedifferenttastes。
  Perhapsthat’sonereasonwhyMissMavisdoesn’tcometotable,"I
  added——"herchaperonnotbeingabletoaccompanyher。"
  "Herchaperon?"myfellowpassengerechoed。
  "Mrs。Nettlepoint——theladyunderwhoseprotectionshehappenstobe。"
  "Protection?"Mrs。Peckstaredatmeamoment,movingsomevaluedmorselinhermouth;thensheexclaimedfamiliarly"Pshaw!"Iwasstruckwiththisandwasonthepointofaskingherwhatshemeantbyitwhenshecontinued:"Ain’twegoingtoseeMrs。Nettlepoint?"
  "I’mafraidnot。Shevowsshewon’tstirfromhersofa。"
  "Pshaw!"saidMrs。Peckagain。"That’squiteadisappointment。"
  "Doyouknowherthen?"
  "No,butIknowallabouther。"Thenmycompanionadded:"Youdon’tmeantosayshe’sanyrealrelation?"
  "Doyoumeantome?"
  "No,toGraceMavis。"
  "Noneatall。They’reverynewfriends,asIhappentoknow。Thenyou’reacquaintedwithouryounglady?"Ihadn’tnoticedthepassageofanyrecognitionbetweenthematluncheon。
  "Issheyouryoungladytoo?"askedMrs。Peckwithhighsignificance。
  "Ahwhenpeopleareinthesameboat——literally——theybelongalittletoeachother。"
  "That’sso,"saidMrs。Peck。"Idon’tknowMissMavis,butIknowallabouther——IliveoppositetoheronMerrimacAvenue。Idon’tknowwhetheryouknowthatpart。"
  "Ohyes——it’sverybeautiful。"
  Theconsequenceofthisremarkwasanother"Pshaw!"ButMrs。Peckwenton:"Whenyou’velivedoppositetopeoplelikethatforalongtimeyoufeelasifyouhadsomerightsinthem——titfortat!Butshedidn’ttakeituptoday;shedidn’tspeaktome。SheknowswhoI
  amaswellassheknowsherownmother。"
  "Youhadbetterspeaktoherfirst——she’sconstitutionallyshy,"I
  remarked。
  "Shy?She’sconstitutionallytough!Whyshe’sthirtyyearsold,"
  criedmyneighbour。"Isupposeyouknowwhereshe’sgoing。"
  "Ohyes——wealltakeaninterestinthat。"
  "Thatyoungman,Isuppose,particularly。"AndthenasIfeignedavagueness:"ThehandsomeonewhositsTHERE。Didn’tyoutellmehe’sMrs。Nettlepoint’sson?"
  "Ohyes——heactsasherdeputy。Nodoubthedoesallhecantocarryoutherfunction。"
  Mrs。Peckbrieflybrooded。Ihadspokenjocosely,butshetookitwithaseriousface。"Well,shemightlethimeathisdinnerinpeace!"shepresentlyputforth。
  "Ohhe’llcomeback!"Isaid,glancingathisplace。TherepastcontinuedandwhenitwasfinishedIscrewedmychairroundtoleavethetable。Mrs。Peckperformedthesamemovementandwequittedthesaloontogether。Outsideofitwastheusualvestibule,withseveralseats,fromwhichyoucoulddescendtothelowercabinsormounttothepromenade-deck。Mrs。Peckappearedtohesitateastohercourseandthensolvedtheproblembygoingneitherway。Shedroppedononeofthebenchesandlookedupatme。
  "Ithoughtyousaidhe’dcomeback。"
  "YoungNettlepoint?Yes,Iseehedidn’t。MissMavisthenhasgivenhimhalfherdinner。"
  "It’sverykindofher!Shehasbeenengagedhalfherlife。"
  "Yes,butthatwillsoonbeover。"
  "SoIsuppose——asquickaseverweland。EveryoneknowsitonMerrimacAvenue,"Mrs。Peckpursued。"Everyonetheretakesagreatinterestinit。"
  "Ahofcourse——agirllikethathasmanyfriends。"
  Butmyinformantdiscriminated。"Imeanevenpeoplewhodon’tknowher。"
  "Isee,"Iwenton:"she’ssohandsomethatsheattractsattention——
  peopleenterintoheraffairs。"
  Mrs。Peckspokeasfromthecommandingcentreofthese。"SheUSEDtobepretty,butIcan’tsayIthinkshe’sanythingremarkabletoday。
  Anyhow,ifsheattractsattentionsheoughttobeallthemorecarefulwhatshedoes。Youhadbettertellherthat。"
  "Ohit’snoneofmybusiness!"Ieasilymadeout,leavingtheterriblelittlewomanandgoingabove。Thisprofession,Igrant,wasnotperfectlyattunedtomyrealidea,orrathermyrealideawasnotquiteinharmonywithmyprofession。TheveryfirstthingIdidonreachingthedeckwastonoticethatMissMaviswaspacingitonJasperNettlepoint’sarmandthatwhateverbeautyshemighthavelost,accordingtoMrs。Peck’sinsinuation,shestillkeptenoughtomakeone’seyesfollowher。Shehadputonacrimsonhood,whichwasverybecomingtoherandwhichsheworefortherestofthevoyage。
  Shewalkedverywell,withlongsteps,andIrememberthatatthismomenttheseahadagentleeveningswellwhichmadethegreatshipdipslowly,rhythmically,givingamovementthatwasgracefultogracefulpedestriansandamoreawkwardonetotheawkward。Itwastheloveliesthourofafineday,theclearearlyevening,withtheglowofthesunsetintheairandapurplecolouronthedeep。ItwasalwayspresenttomethatsothewatersploughedbytheHomericheroesmusthavelooked。IbecameconsciousonthisparticularoccasionmoreoverthatGraceMaviswouldfortherestofthevoyagebethemostvisiblethinginone’srange,thefigurethatwouldcountmostinthecompositionofgroups。Shecouldn’thelpit,poorgirl;
  naturehadmadeherconspicuous——important,asthepainterssay。Shepaidforitbythecorrespondingexposure,thedangerthatpeoplewould,asIhadsaidtoMrs。Peck,enterintoheraffairs。
  JasperNettlepointwentdownatcertaintimestoseehismother,andIwatchedforoneoftheseoccasions——onthethirddayout——andtookadvantageofittogoandsitbyMissMavis。Sheworealightblueveildrawntightlyoverherface,sothatifthesmilewithwhichshegreetedmeratherlackedintensityIcouldaccountforitpartlybythat。
  "Well,we’regettingon——we’regettingon,"Isaidcheerfully,lookingatthefriendlytwinklingsea。
  "Arewegoingveryfast?"
  "Notfast,butsteadily。OhneHast,ohneRast——doyouknowGerman?"
  "Well,I’vestudiedit——some。"
  "Itwillbeusefultoyouovertherewhenyoutravel。"
  "Wellyes,ifwedo。ButIdon’tsupposeweshallmuch。Mr。
  Nettlepointsaysweought,"myyoungwomanaddedinamoment。
  "AhofcourseHEthinksso。Hehasbeenallovertheworld。"
  "Yes,hehasdescribedsomeoftheplaces。Theymustbewonderful。
  Ididn’tknowIshouldlikeitsomuch。"
  "Butitisn’t’Europe’yet!"Ilaughed。
  Well,shedidn’tcareifitwasn’t。"Imeangoingonthisway。I
  couldgoonforever——foreverandever。"
  "Ahyouknowit’snotalwayslikethis,"Ihastenedtomention。
  "Well,it’sbetterthanBoston。"
  "Itisn’tsogoodasParis,"Istillmoreportentouslynoted。
  "OhIknowallaboutParis。There’snofreshnessinthat。IfeelasifIhadbeenthereallthetime。"
  "Youmeanyou’veheardsomuchofit?"
  "Ohyes,nothingelsefortenyears。"
  IhadcometotalkwithMissMavisbecauseshewasattractive,butI
  hadbeenratherconsciousoftheabsenceofagoodtopic,notfeelingatlibertytoreverttoMr。Porterfield。Shehadn’tencouragedme,whenIspoketoheraswewereleavingBoston,togoonwiththehistoryofmyacquaintancewiththisgentleman;andyetnow,unexpectedly,sheappearedtoimply——itwasdoubtlessoneofthedisparitiesmentionedbyMrs。Nettlepoint——thathemightbeglancedatwithoutindelicacy。
  "Isee——youmeanbyletters,"Iremarked。
  "Wewon’tliveinagoodpart。Iknowenoughtoknowthat,"shewenton。
  "Well,itisn’tasiftherewereanyverybadones,"Iansweredreassuringly。
  "WhyMr。Nettlepointsaysit’sregularmean。"
  "Andtowhatdoesheapplythatexpression?"
  SheeyedmeamomentasifIwereelegantatherexpense,butsheansweredmyquestion。"UpthereintheBatignolles。Iseemtomakeoutit’sworsethanMerrimacAvenue。"
  "Worse——inwhatway?"
  "Why,evenlesswherethenicepeoplelive。"
  "Heoughtn’ttosaythat,"Ireturned。AndIventuredtobackitup。
  "Don’tyoucallMr。Porterfieldaniceperson?"
  "Ohitdoesn’tmakeanydifference。"Shewatchedmeagainamomentthroughherveil,thetextureofwhichgaveherlookasuffusedprettiness。"Doyouknowhimverylittle?"sheasked。
  "Mr。Porterfield?"
  "No,Mr。Nettlepoint。"
  "Ahverylittle。He’sveryconsiderablymyjunior,yousee。"
  Shehadafreshpause,asifalmostagainformyelegance;butshewenton:"He’syoungerthanmetoo。"Idon’tknowwhateffectofthecomictherecouldhavebeeninit,buttheturnwasunexpectedanditmademelaugh。NeitherdoIknowwhetherMissMavistookoffenceatmysensibilityonthishead,thoughIrememberthinkingatthemomentwithcompunctionthatithadbroughtaflushtohercheek。
  Atalleventsshegotup,gatheringhershawlandherbooksintoherarm。"I’mgoingdown——I’mtired。"
  "Tiredofme,I’mafraid。"
  "No,notyet。"
  "I’mlikeyou,"Iconfessed。"Ishouldlikeittogoonandon。"
  ShehadbeguntowalkalongthedecktothecompanionwayandIwentwithher。"Well,Iguess_I_wouldn’t,afterall!"
  Ihadtakenhershawlfromhertocarryit,butatthetopofthestepsthatleddowntothecabinsIhadtogiveitback。"Yourmotherwouldbegladifshecouldknow,"Iobservedasweparted。
  Butshewasproofagainstmygraces。"Ifshecouldknowwhat?"
  "Howwellyou’regettingon。"Irefusedtobediscouraged。"AndthatgoodMrs。Allen。"
  "Ohmother,mother!Shemademecome,shepushedmeoff。"Andalmostasifnottosaymoreshewentquicklybelow。
  IpaidMrs。Nettlepointamorningvisitafterluncheonandanotherintheevening,beforeshe"turnedin。"Thatsameday,intheevening,shesaidtomesuddenly:"DoyouknowwhatI’vedone?I’veaskedJasper。"
  "Askedhimwhat?"
  "Why,ifSHEaskedhim,youunderstand。"
  Iwondered。"DOIunderstand?"
  "Ifyoudon’tit’sbecauseyou’regular’won’t,asshesays。Ifthatgirlreallyaskedhim——onthebalcony——tosailwithus。"
  "Mydearlady,doyousupposethatifshedidhe’dtellyou?"
  Shehadtorecognisemyacuteness。"That’sjustwhathesays。Buthesaysshedidn’t。"
  "Anddoyouconsiderthestatementvaluable?"Iasked,laughingout。
  "Youhadbetteraskyouryoungfriendherself。"
  Mrs。Nettlepointstared。"Icouldn’tdothat。"
  OnwhichIwasthemoreamusedthatIhadtoexplainIwasonlyamused。"Whatdoesitsignifynow?"
  "Ithoughtyouthoughteverythingsignified。Youweresofull,"shecried,"ofsignification!"
  "Yes,butwe’refurtheroutnow,andsomehowinmid-oceaneverythingbecomesabsolute。"
  "WhatelseCANhedowithdecency?"Mrs。Nettlepointwenton。"If,asmyson,hewerenevertospeaktoheritwouldbeveryrudeandyou’dthinkthatstrangerstill。ThenYOUwoulddowhathedoes,andwherewouldbethedifference?"
  "Howdoyouknowwhathedoes?Ihaven’tmentionedhimfortwenty-
  fourhours。"
  "Why,shetoldmeherself。Shecameinthisafternoon。"
  "Whatanoddthingtotellyou!"Icommented。
  "Notasshesaysit。Shesayshe’sfullofattention,perfectlydevoted——looksafterherallthetime。Sheseemstowantmetoknowit,sothatImayapprovehimforit。"
  "That’scharming;itshowshergoodconscience。"
  "Yes,orhergreatcleverness。"
  SomethinginthetoneinwhichMrs。Nettlepointsaidthiscausedmetoreturninrealsurprise:"Whywhatdoyousupposeshehasinhermind?"
  "Togetholdofhim,tomakehimgosofarhecan’tretreat。Tomarryhimperhaps。"
  "Tomarryhim?AndwhatwillshedowithMr。Porterfield?"
  "She’llaskmejusttomakeitallrighttohim——orperhapsyou。"
  "Yes,asanoldfriend"——andforamomentIfeltitawkwardlypossible。ButIputtoherseriously:"DOyouseeJaspercaughtlikethat?"
  "Well,he’sonlyaboy——he’syoungeratleastthanshe。"
  "Precisely;sheregardshimasachild。Sheremarkedtomeherselftoday,thatis,thathe’ssomuchyounger。"
  Mrs。Nettlepointtookthisin。"Doesshetalkofitwithyou?Thatshowsshehasaplan,thatshehasthoughtitover!"
  I’vesufficientlyexpressed——fortheinterestofmyanecdote——thatI
  foundanoddityinoneofouryoungcompanions,butIwasfarfromjudginghercapableoflayingatrapfortheother。MoreovermyreadingofJasperwasn’tintheleastthathewascatchable——couldbemadetodoathingifhedidn’twanttodoit。Ofcourseitwasn’timpossiblethathemightbeinclined,thathemighttakeit——oralreadyhavetakenit——intohisheadtogofurtherwithhismother’scharge;buttobelievethisIshouldrequirestillmoreproofthanhisalwaysbeingwithher。Hewantedatmostto"takeupwithher"
  forthevoyage。"Ifyou’vequestionedhimperhapsyou’vetriedtomakehimfeelresponsible,"Isaidtomyfellowcritic。
  "Alittle,butit’sverydifficult。Interferencemakeshimperverse。
  Onehastogogently。Besides,it’stooabsurd——thinkofherage。
  Ifshecan’ttakecareofherself!"criedMrs。Nettlepoint。
  "Yes,letuskeepthinkingofherage,thoughit’snotsoprodigious。
  Andifthingsgetverybadyou’veoneresourceleft,"Iadded。
  Shewondered。"Tolockherupinhercabin?"
  "No——tocomeoutofyours。"
  "Ahnever,never!Ifittakesthattosavehershemustbelost。
  Besides,whatgoodwoulditdo?IfIweretogoaboveshecouldcomebelow。"
  "Yes,butyoucouldkeepJasperwithyou。"
  "COULDI?"Mrs。Nettlepointdemandedinthemannerofawomanwhoknewherson。
  Inthesaloonthenextday,afterdinner,overtheredclothofthetables,beneaththeswinginglampsandtheracksoftumblers,decantersandwine-glasses,wesatdowntowhist,Mrs。Peck,tooblige,takingahandinthegame。Sheplayedverybadlyandtalkedtoomuch,andwhentherubberwasoverassuagedherdiscomfiture(thoughnotmine——wehadbeenpartners)withaWelshrabbitandatumblerofsomethinghot。Wehaddonewiththecards,butwhileshewaitedforthisrefreshmentshesatwithherelbowsonthetableshufflingapack。
  "Shehasn’tspokentomeyet——shewon’tdoit,"sheremarkedinamoment。
  "Isitpossiblethere’sanyoneontheshipwhohasn’tspokentoyou?"
  "Notthatgirl——sheknowstoowell!"Mrs。Pecklookedroundourlittlecirclewithasmileofintelligence——shehadfamiliarcommunicativeeyes。Severalofourcompanyhadassembled,accordingtothewont,thelastthingintheevening,ofthosewhoarecheerfulatsea,fortheconsumptionofgrilledsardinesanddevilledbones。
  "Whatthendoessheknow?"
  "Ohsheknows_I_know。"
  "Well,weknowwhatMrs。Peckknows,"oneoftheladiesofthegroupobservedtomewithanairofprivilege。
  "Well,youwouldn’tknowifIhadn’ttoldyou——fromthewaysheacts,"saidourfriendwithalaughofsmallcharm。
  "She’sgoingouttoagentlemanwholivesoverthere——he’swaitingtheretomarryher,"theotherladywenton,inthetoneofauthenticinformation。IrememberthathernamewasMrs。Gotchandthathermouthlookedalwaysasifshewerewhistling。
  "Ohheknows——I’vetoldhim,"saidMrs。Peck。
  "Well,Ipresumeeveryoneknows,"Mrs。Gotchcontributed。
  "Dearmadam,isiteveryone’sbusiness?"Iasked。
  "Why,don’tyouthinkit’sapeculiarwaytoact?"——andMrs。Gotchwasevidentlysurprisedatmylittleprotest。
  "Whyit’srightthere——straightinfrontofyou,likeaplayatthetheatre——asifyouhadpaidtoseeit,"saidMrs。Peck。"Ifyoudon’tcallitpublic!"
  "Aren’tyoumixingthingsup?Whatdoyoucallpublic?"
  "Whythewaytheygoon。They’reuptherenow。"
  "Theycuddleuptherehalfthenight,"saidMrs。Gotch。"Idon’tknowwhentheycomedown。Anyhourtheylike。Whenallthelightsareoutthey’reuptherestill。"
  "Ohyoucan’ttirethemout。Theydon’twantrelief——liketheship’swatch!"laughedoneofthegentlemen。
  "Well,iftheyenjoyeachother’ssocietywhat’stheharm?"anotherasked。"They’ddojustthesameonland。"
  "Theywouldn’tdoitonthepublicstreets,Ipresume,"saidMrs。
  Peck。"Andtheywouldn’tdoitifMr。Porterfieldwasround!"
  "Isn’tthatjustwhereyourconfusioncomesin?"Imadeanswer。
  "It’spublicenoughthatMissMavisandMr。Nettlepointarealwaystogether,butitisn’tintheleastpublicthatshe’sgoingtobemarried。"
  "Whyhowcanyousay——whentheverysailorsknowit!TheCaptainknowsitandalltheofficersknowit。Theyseethemthere,especiallyatnight,whenthey’resailingtheship。"
  "Ithoughttherewassomerule——!"submittedMrs。Gotch。
  "Well,thereis——thatyou’vegottobehaveyourself,"Mrs。Peckexplained。"SotheCaptaintoldme——hesaidtheyhavesomerule。Hesaidtheyhavetohave,whenpeoplearetooundignified。"
  "Isthatthetermheused?"Iinquired。
  "Well,hemayhavesaidwhentheyattracttoomuchattention。"
  Iventuredtodiscriminate。"It’swewhoattracttheattention——bytalkingaboutwhatdoesn’tconcernusandaboutwhatwereallydon’tknow。"
  "ShesaidtheCaptainsaidhe’dtellonherassoonaseverwearrive,"Mrs。Gotchnonethelessserenelypursued。
  "SHEsaid——?"Irepeated,bewildered。
  "Well,hedidsayso,thathe’dthinkithisdutytoinformMr。
  Porterfieldwhenhecomesontomeether——iftheykeepitupinthesameway,"saidMrs。Peck。
  "Ohthey’llkeepitup,don’tyoufear!"oneofthegentlemenexclaimed。
  "Dearmadam,theCaptain’shavinghisjokeonyou,"was,however,myowncongruousreply。
  "No,heain’t——he’srightdownscandalised。Hesaysheregardsusallasarealfamilyandwantsthefamilynottobedownrightcoarse。"IfeltMrs。Peckirritatedbymycontroversialtone:shechallengedmewithconsiderablespirit。"HowcanyousayIdon’tknowitwhenallthestreetknowsitandhasknownitforyears——foryearsandyears?"Shespokeasifthegirlhadbeenengagedatleastfortwenty。"What’sshegoingoutforifnottomarryhim?"
  "Perhapsshe’sgoingtoseehowhelooks,"suggestedoneofthegentlemen。
  "He’dlookqueer——ifheknew。"
  "Well,Iguesshe’llknow,"saidMrs。Gotch。
  "She’dtellhimherself——shewouldn’tbeafraid,"thegentlemanwenton。
  "Wellshemightaswellkillhim。He’lljumpoverboard,"Mrs。Peckcouldforetell。
  "Jumpoverboard?"criedMrs。GotchasifshehopedthenthatMr。
  Porterfieldwouldbetold。
  "Hehasjustbeenwaitingforthis——forlong,longyears,"saidMrs。
  Peck。
  "Doyouhappentoknowhim?"Iasked。
  Sherepliedatherconvenience。"No,butIknowaladywhodoes。
  Areyougoingup?"
  Ihadrisenfrommyplace——Ihadnotorderedsupper。"I’mgoingtotakeaturnbeforegoingtobed。"
  "Wellthenyou’llsee!"
  OutsidethesaloonIhesitated,forMrs。Peck’sadmonitionmademefeelforamomentthatifIwentupIshouldhaveenteredinamannerintoherlittleconspiracy。ButthenightwassowarmandsplendidthatIhadbeenintendingtosmokeacigarintheairbeforegoingbelow,andIdidn’tseewhyIshoulddeprivemyselfofthispleasureinordertoseemnottomindMrs。Peck。Imountedaccordinglyandsawafewfiguressittingormovingaboutinthedarkness。Theoceanlookedblackandsmall,asitisapttodoatnight,andthelongmassoftheship,withitsvaguedimwings,seemedtotakeupagreatpartofit。Thereweremorestarsthanonesawonlandandtheheavensstruckonemorethaneveraslargerthantheearth。GraceMavisandhercompanionwerenot,sofarasIperceivedatfirst,amongthefewpassengerswholingeredlate,andIwasglad,becauseI
  hatedtohearhertalkedaboutinthemannerofthegossipsIhadleftatsupper。Iwishedtherehadbeensomewaytopreventit,butIcouldthinkofnonebuttorecommendherprivatelytoreconsiderherruleofdiscretion。Thatwouldbeaverydelicatebusiness,andperhapsitwouldbebettertobeginwithJasper,thoughthatwouldbedelicatetoo。Atanyrateonemightlethimknow,inafriendlyspirit,tohowmuchremarkheexposedtheyounglady——leavingthisrevelationtoworkitswayuponhim。UnfortunatelyIcouldn’taltogetherbelievethatthepairwereunconsciousoftheobservationandtheopinionofthepassengers。Theyweren’tboyandgirl;theyhadacertainsocialperspectiveintheireye。Iwasmeanwhileatanyrateinnopossessionofthedetailsofthatbehaviourwhichhadmadethem——accordingtotheversionofmygoodfriendsinthesaloon——
  ascandaltotheship;forthoughIhadtakenduenoteofthem,aswillalreadyhavebeengathered,Ihadtakenreallynosuchferocious,oratleastsuchcompetent,noteasMrs。Peck。
  Neverthelesstheprobabilitywasthattheyknewwhatwasthoughtofthem——whatnaturallywouldbe——andsimplydidn’tcare。Thatmadeourheroineoutratherperverseandevenrathershameless;andyetsomehowifthesewereherleaningsIdidn’tdislikeherforthem。I
  don’tknowwhatstrangesecretexcusesIfoundforher。Ipresentlyindeedencountered,onthespot,aneedforanyImighthaveatcall,since,justasIwasonthepointofgoingbelowagain,afterseveralrestlessturnsand——withinthelimitwheresmokingwasallowed——asmanypuffsatacigarasIcaredfor,Ibecameawareofacoupleoffiguressettledtogetherbehindoneofthelifeboatsthatrestedonthedeck。Theyweresoplacedastobevisibleonlytoapersongoingclosetotherailandpeeringalittlesidewise。Idon’tthinkIpeered,butasIstoodamomentbesidetherailmyeyewasattractedbyaduskyobjectthatprotrudedbeyondtheboatandthatI
  sawatasecondglancetobethetailofalady’sdress。Ibentforwardaninstant,buteventhenIsawverylittlemore;thatscarcelymatteredhowever,asIeasilyconcludedthatthepersonstuckedawayinsosnugacornerwereJasperNettlepointandMr。
  Porterfield’sintended。Tuckedawaywastheodiousrightexpression,andIdeploredthefactsobetrayedforthepitifulbadtasteinit。
  Iimmediatelyturnedaway,andthenextmomentfoundmyselffacetofacewithourvessel’sskipper。Ihadalreadyhadsomeconversationwithhim——hehadbeensogoodastoinviteme,ashehadinvitedMrs。
  Nettlepointandhersonandtheyoungladytravellingwiththem,andalsoMrs。Peck,tositathistable——andhadobservedwithpleasurethathisseamanshiphadthegrace,notuniversalontheAtlanticliners,ofafine-weathermanner。
  "Theydon’twastemuchtime——yourfriendsinthere,"hesaid,noddinginthedirectioninwhichhehadseenmelooking。
  "Ahwell,theyhaven’tmuchtolose。"
  "That’swhatImean。I’mtoldSHEhasn’t。"
  Iwantedtosaysomethingexculpatory,butscarcelyknewwhatnotetostrike。Icouldonlylookvaguelyaboutmeatthestarrydarknessandtheseathatseemedtosleep。"Well,withthesesplendidnightsandthisperfectairpeoplearebeguiledintolatehours。"
  "Yes,wewantabitofablow,"theCaptainsaid。
  Idemurred。"Howmuchofone?"
  "Enoughtoclearthedecks!"
  Hewasafterallratherdryandhewentabouthisbusiness。Hehadmademeuneasy,andinsteadofgoingbelowItookafewturnsmore。
  Theotherwalkersdroppedoffpairbypair——theywereallmen——tillatlastIwasalone。ThenafteralittleIquittedthefield。
  Jasperandhiscompanionwerestillbehindtheirlifeboat。
  PersonallyIgreatlypreferredouractualconditions,butasIwentdownIfoundmyselfvaguelywishing,intheinterestofIscarcelyknewwhat,unlessithadbeenameresuperstitiousdelicacy,thatwemighthavehalfagale。
  MissMavisturnedout,insea-phrase,early;forthenextmorningI
  sawhercomeuponlyashorttimeafterIhadfinishedmybreakfast,aceremonyoverwhichIcontrivednottodawdle。ShewasaloneandJasperNettlepoint,byarareaccident,wasnotondecktohelpher。
  Iwenttomeether——shewasencumberedasusualwithhershawl,hersun-umbrellaandabook——andlaidmyhandsonherchair,placingitnearthesternoftheship,whereshelikedbesttobe。ButI
  proposedtohertowalkalittlebeforeshesatdown,andshetookmyarmafterIhadputheraccessoriesintothechair。Thedeckwasclearatthathourandthemorninglightgay;onehadanextravagantsenseofgoodomensandpropitiousairs。Iforgetwhatwespokeoffirst,butitwasbecauseIfeltthesethingspleasantly;andnottotormentmycompanionnortotesther,thatIcouldn’thelpexclaimingcheerfullyafteramoment,asIhavementionedhavingdonethefirstday:"Well,we’regettingon,we’regettingon!"
  "Ohyes,Icounteveryhour。"
  "Thelastdaysalwaysgoquicker,"Isaid,"andthelasthours——!"
  "Well,thelasthours?"sheasked;forIhadinstinctivelycheckedmyself。
  "Ohone’ssogladthenthatit’salmostthesameasifonehadarrived。Yetweoughttobegratefulwhentheelementshavebeensokindtous,"Iadded。"Ihopeyou’llhaveenjoyedthevoyage。"
  Shehesitatedeversolittle。"Yes,muchmorethanIexpected。"
  "Didyouthinkitwouldbeverybad?"
  "Horrible,horrible!"
  Thetoneofthesewordswasstrange,butIhadn’tmuchtimetoreflectuponit,forturningroundatthatmomentIsawJasperNettlepointcometowardus。Hewasstilldistantbytheexpanseofthewhitedeck,andIcouldn’thelptakinghiminfromheadtofootashedrewnearer。Idon’tknowwhatrenderedmeonthisoccasionparticularlysensitivetotheimpression,butitstruckmethatIsawhimasIhadneverseenhimbefore,sawhim,thankstotheintensesea-light,insideandout,inhispersonal,hismoraltotality。Itwasaquick,avividrevelation;ifitonlylastedamomentithadasimplifyingcertifyingeffect。Hewasintrinsicallyapleasingapparition,withhishandsomeyoungfaceandthatmarkedabsenceofanydropinhispersonalarrangementswhich,morethananyoneI’veeverseen,hemanagedtoexhibitonshipboard。Hehadnoneoftheappearanceofwearingoutoldclothesthatusuallyprevailsthere,butdressedquitestraight,asIheardsomeonesay。Thisgavehimanassured,almostatriumphantair,asofayoungmanwhowouldcomebestoutofanyawkwardness。Iexpectedtofeelmycompanion’shandloosenitselfonmyarm,asanindicationthatnowshemustgotohim,andIwasalmostsurprisedshedidn’tdropme。WestoppedaswemetandJasperbadeusafriendlygood-morning。Ofcoursetheremarkthatwehadanotherlovelydaywasalreadyindicated,anditledhimtoexclaim,inthemannerofonetowhomcriticismcameeasily,"Yes,butwiththissortofthingconsiderwhatoneoftheotherswoulddo!"