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第1章

  CHAPTERI
  ThehousesweredarkintheAugustnightandtheperspectiveofBeaconStreet,withitsdoublechainoflamps,wasaforeshorteneddesert。Theclubonthehillalone,fromitssemi-cylindricalfront,projectedaglowupontheduskyvaguenessoftheCommon,andasI
  passeditIheardinthehotstillnesstheclickofapairofbilliard-balls。As"everyone"wasoutoftownperhapstheservants,intheextravaganceoftheirleisure,wereprofaningthetables。TheheatwasinsufferableandIthoughtwithjoyofthemorrow,ofthedeckofthesteamer,thefresheningbreeze,thesenseofgettingouttosea。IwasevengladofwhatIhadlearnedintheafternoonattheofficeofthecompany——thatattheeleventhhouranoldshipwithalowerstandardofspeedhadbeenputoninplaceofthevesselinwhichIhadtakenmypassage。Americawasroasting,Englandmightverywellbestuffy,andaslowpassage(whichatthatseasonoftheyearwouldprobablyalsobeafineone)wasaguaranteeoftenortwelvedaysoffreshair。
  Istrolleddownthehillwithoutmeetingacreature,thoughIcouldseethroughthepalingsoftheCommonthatthatrecreativeexpansewaspeopledwithdimforms。IrememberedMrs。Nettlepoint’shouse——
  shelivedinthosedays(theyarenotsodistant,buttherehavebeenchanges)onthewater-side,alittlewaybeyondthespotatwhichthePublicGardenterminates;andIreflectedthatlikemyselfshewouldbespendingthenightinBostonifitweretruethat,ashadbeenmentionedtomeafewdaysbeforeatMountDesert,shewastoembarkonthemorrowforLiverpool。Ipresentlysawthisappearanceconfirmedbyalightaboveherdoorandintwoorthreeofherwindows,andIdeterminedtoaskforher,havingnothingtodotillbedtime。Ihadcomeoutsimplytopassanhour,leavingmyhoteltotheblazeofitsgasandtheperspirationofitsporters;butitoccurredtomethatmyoldfriendmightveryWELLnotknowofthesubstitutionofthePatagoniafortheScandinavia,sothatIshouldbedoingheraservicetopreparehermind。Besides,Icouldoffertohelpher,tolookafterherinthemorning:lonewomenaregratefulforsupportintakingshipforfarcountries。
  ItcametomeindeedasIstoodonherdoor-stepthatasshehadasonshemightnotafterallbesolone;yetIrememberedatthesametimethatJasperNettlepointwasnotquiteayoungmantoleanupon,having——asIatleastsupposed——alifeofhisownandtastesandhabitswhichhadlongsincedivertedhimfromthematernalside。Ifhedidhappenjustnowtobeathomemysolicitudewouldofcourseseemofficious;forinhismanywanderings——Ibelievedhehadroamedallovertheglobe——hewouldcertainlyhavelearnedhowtomanage。
  Nonetheless,infine,IwasverygladtoshowMrs。NettlepointI
  thoughtofher。WithmylongabsenceIhadlostsightofher;butI
  hadlikedherofold,shehadbeenagoodfriendtomysisters,andI
  hadinregardtoherthatsensewhichispleasanttothosewhoingeneralhavegoneastrayorgotdetached,thesensethatsheatleastknewallaboutme。IcouldtrustheratanytimetotellpeopleI
  wasrespectable。PerhapsIwasconsciousofhowlittleIdeservedthisindulgencewhenitcameovermethatIhadn’tbeennearherforages。ThemeasureofthatneglectwasgivenbymyvaguenessofmindaboutJasper。However,Ireallybelongednowadaystoadifferentgeneration;Iwasmorethemother’scontemporarythantheson’s。
  Mrs。Nettlepointwasathome:Ifoundherinherbackdrawing-room,wherethewidewindowsopenedtothewater。Theroomwasdusky——itwastoohotforlamps——andshesatslowlymovingherfanandlookingoutonthelittlearmoftheseawhichissoprettyatnight,reflectingthelightsofCambridgeportandCharlestown。Isupposedshewasmusingonthelovedonesshewastoleavebehind,hermarrieddaughters,hergrandchildren;butshestruckanotemorespecificallyBostonianasshesaidtome,pointingwithherfantotheBackBay:
  "Ishallseenothingmorecharmingthanthatoverthere,youknow!"
  Shemademeverywelcome,buthersonhadtoldheraboutthePatagonia,forwhichshewassorry,asthiswouldmeanalongervoyage。Shewasapoorcreatureinanyboatandmainlyconfinedtohercabineveninweatherextravagantlytermedfine——asifanyweathercouldbefineatsea。
  "Ahthenyourson’sgoingwithyou?"Iasked。
  "Herehecomes,he’lltellyouforhimselfmuchbetterthanIcanpretendto。"JasperNettlepointatthatmomentjoinedus,dressedinwhiteflannelandcarryingalargefan。"Well,mydear,haveyoudecided?"hismothercontinuedwithnoscantirony。"Hehasn’tyetmadeuphismind,andwesailatteno’clock!"
  "Whatdoesitmatterwhenmythingsareputup?"theyoungmansaid。
  "There’snocrowdatthismoment;therewillbecabinstospare。I’mwaitingforatelegram——thatwillsettleit。Ijustwalkeduptotheclubtoseeifitwascome——they’llsendittherebecausetheysupposethishouseunoccupied。Notyet,butIshallgobackintwentyminutes。"
  "Mercy,howyourushaboutinthistemperature!"thepoorladyexclaimedwhileIreflectedthatitwasperhapsHISbilliard-ballsI
  hadheardtenminutesbefore。Iwassurehewasfondofbilliards。
  "Rush?notintheleast。Itakeituncommoneasy。"
  "AhI’mboundtosayyoudo!"Mrs。Nettlepointreturnedwithinconsequence。Iguessedatacertaintensionbetweenthepairandawantofconsiderationontheyoungman’spart,arisingperhapsfromselfishness。Hismotherwasnervous,insuspense,wantingtobeatrestastowhethersheshouldhavehiscompanyonthevoyageorbeobligedtostrugglealone。Butashestoodtheresmilingandslowlymovinghisfanhestruckmesomehowasapersononwhomthisfactwouldn’tsittooheavily。Hewasofthetypeofthosewhomotherpeopleworryabout,notofthosewhoworryaboutotherpeople。Tallandstrong,hehadahandsomeface,witharoundheadandclose-
  curlinghair;thewhitesofhiseyesandtheenamelofhisteeth,underhisbrownmoustache,gleamedvaguelyinthelightsoftheBackBay。Imadeoutthathewassunburnt,asifhelivedmuchintheopenair,andthathelookedintelligentbutalsoslightlybrutal,thoughnotinamoroseway。Hisbrutality,ifhehadany,wasbrightandfinished。IhadtotellhimwhoIwas,buteventhenIsawhowlittleheplacedmeandthatmyexplanationsgavemeinhismindnogreatidentityoratanyratenogreatimportance。Iforesawthathewouldinintercoursemakemefeelsometimesveryyoungandsometimesveryold,caringhimselfbutlittlewhich。Hementioned,asiftoshowourcompanionthathemightsafelybelefttohisowndevices,thathehadoncestartedfromLondontoBombayatthreequartersofanhour’snotice。
  "Yes,anditmusthavebeenpleasantforthepeopleyouwerewith!"
  "OhthepeopleIwaswith——!"hereturned;andhistoneappearedtosignifythatsuchpeoplewouldalwayshavetocomeoffastheycould。
  Heaskediftherewerenocolddrinksinthehouse,nolemonade,noicedsyrups;insuchweathersomethingofthatsortoughtalwaystobekeptgoing。WhenhismotherremarkedthatsurelyattheclubtheyWEREkeptgoinghewenton:"Ohyes,Ihadvariousthingsthere;butyouknowI’vewalkeddownthehillsince。Oneshouldhavesomethingateitherend。MayIringandsee?"HerangwhileMrs。Nettlepointobservedthatwiththepeopletheyhadinthehouse,anestablishmentreducednaturallyatsuchamomenttoitssimplestexpression——theywereburningupcandle-endsandtherewerenoluxuries——shewouldn’tanswerfortheservice。ThematterendedinherleavingtheroominquestofcordialswiththefemaledomesticwhohadarrivedinresponsetothebellandinwhomJasper’sappealarousednovisibleintelligence。
  SheremainedawaysometimeandItalkedwithherson,whowassociablebutdesultoryandkeptmovingovertheplace,alwayswithhisfan,asifhewereproperlyimpatient。Sometimesheseatedhimselfaninstantonthewindow-sill,andthenImadehimoutinfactthoroughlygood-looking——afinebrowncleanyoungathlete。Hefailedtotellmeonwhatspecialcontingencyhisdecisiondepended;
  heonlyalludedfamiliarlytoanexpectedtelegram,andIsawhewasprobablyfondatnotimeofthetroubleofexplanations。Hismother’sabsencewasasignthatwhenitmightbeaquestionofgratifyinghimshehadgrownusedtosparenopains,andIfanciedherrummaginginsomeclosestoreroom,amongoldpreserve-pots,whilethedullmaid-servantheldthecandleawry。Idon’tknowwhetherthissamevisionwasinhisowneyes;atalleventsitdidn’tpreventhissayingsuddenly,ashelookedathiswatch,thatImustexcusehim——heshouldhavetogobacktotheclub。Hewouldreturninhalfanhour——orinless。HewalkedawayandIsattherealone,conscious,onthedarkdismantledsimplifiedscene,inthedeepsilencethatrestsonAmericantownsduringthehotseason——therewasnowandthenafarcryoraplashinthewater,andatintervalsthetinkleofthebellsofthehorse-carsonthelongbridge,slowinthesuffocatingnight——ofthestrangeinfluence,half-sweet,half-sad,thatabidesinhousesuninhabitedorabouttobecomeso,inplacesmuffledandbereaved,wheretheunheededsofasandpatientbelitteredtablesseem(likethedisconcerteddogs,towhomeverythingisalikesinister)torecognisetheeveofajourney。
  AfterawhileIheardthesoundofvoices,ofsteps,therustleofdresses,andIlookedround,supposingthesethingstodenotethereturnofMrs。Nettlepointandherhandmaidenwiththerefectionpreparedforherson。WhatIsawhoweverwastwootherfemaleforms,visitorsapparentlyjustadmitted,andnowusheredintotheroom。
  Theywerenotannounced——theservantturnedherbackonthemandrambledofftoourhostess。Theyadvancedinawaveringtentativeunintroducedway——partly,Icouldsee,becausetheplacewasdarkandpartlybecausetheirvisitwasinitsnatureexperimental,aflightofimaginationorastretchofconfidence。Oneoftheladieswasstoutandtheotherslim,andImadesureinamomentthatonewastalkativeandtheotherreserved。Itwasfurthertobediscernedthatonewaselderlyandtheotheryoung,aswellasthatthefactoftheirunlikenessdidn’tpreventtheirbeingmotheranddaughter。
  Mrs。Nettlepointreappearedinaveryfewminutes,buttheintervalhadsufficedtoestablishacommunication——reallycopiousfortheoccasion——betweenthestrangersandtheunknowngentlemanwhomtheyfoundinpossession,hatandstickinhand。Thiswasnotmydoing——
  forwhathadItogoupon?——andstilllesswasitthedoingoftheyoungerandthemoreindifferent,orlesscourageous,lady。Shespokebutonce——whenhercompanioninformedmethatshewasgoingouttoEuropethenextdaytobemarried。Thensheprotested"Ohmother!"inatonethatstruckmeinthedarknessasdoublyodd,excitingmycuriositytoseeherface。
  Ithadtakentheelderwomanbutamomenttocometothat,andtovariousotherthings,afterIhadexplainedthatImyselfwaswaitingforMrs。Nettlepoint,whowoulddoubtlesssooncomeback。
  "Well,shewon’tknowme——Iguessshehasn’teverheardmuchaboutme,"thegoodladysaid;"butI’vecomefromMrs。AllenandIguessthatwillmakeitallright。IpresumeyouknowMrs。Allen?"
  Iwasunacquaintedwiththisinfluentialpersonage,butIassentedvaguelytotheproposition。Mrs。Allen’semissarywasgood-humouredandfamiliar,butratherappealingthaninsistent(sheremarkedthatifherfriendHADfoundtimetocomeintheafternoon——shehadsomuchtodo,beingjustupfortheday,thatshecouldn’tbesure——itwouldbeallright);andsomehowevenbeforeshementionedMerrimacAvenue(theyhadcomeallthewayfromthere)myimaginationhadassociatedherwiththatindefinitesociallimboknowntotheproperly-constitutedBostonmindastheSouthEnd——anebulousregionwhichcondenseshereandthereintoaprettyface,inwhichthedaughtersarean"improvement"onthemothersandaresometimesacquaintedwithgentlemenmoregloriouslydomiciled,gentlemenwhosewivesandsistersareinturnnotacquaintedwiththem。
  WhenatlastMrs。Nettlepointcamein,accompaniedbycandlesandbyatrayladenwithglassesofcolouredfluidwhichemittedacooltinkling,Iwasinapositiontoofficiateasmasteroftheceremonies,tointroduceMrs。MavisandMissGraceMavis,torepresentthatMrs。Allenhadrecommendedthem——nay,hadurgedthem——
  justtocomethatway,informallyandwithoutfear;Mrs。Allenwhohadbeenpreventedonlybythepressureofoccupationssocharacteristicofher(especiallywhenupfromMattapoisettforafewhours’desperateshopping)fromherselfcallinginthecourseofthedaytoexplainwhotheywereandwhatwasthefavourtheyhadtoaskofherbenevolentfriend。Good-naturedwomenunderstandeachotherevenwhensodividedastositresidentiallyaboveandbelowthesalt,aswhoshouldsay;bywhichtokenourhostesshadquicklymasteredthemainfacts:Mrs。Allen’svisitthatmorninginMerrimacAvenuetotalkofMrs。Amber’sgreatidea,theclassesatthepublicschoolsinvacation(shewasinterestedwithanequalcharitytothatofMrs。Mavis——eveninsuchweather!——inthoseoftheSouthEnd)forgamesandexercisesandmusic,tokeepthepoorunoccupiedchildrenoutofthestreets;thentherevelationthatithadsuddenlybeensettledalmostfromonehourtotheotherthatGraceshouldsailforLiverpool,Mr。Porterfieldatlastbeingready。Hewastakingalittleholiday;hismotherwaswithhim,theyhadcomeoverfromParistoseesomeofthecelebratedoldbuildingsinEngland,andhehadtelegraphedtosaythatifGracewouldstartrightofftheywouldjustfinishitupandbemarried。Itoftenhappenedthatwhenthingshaddraggedonthatwayforyearstheywereallhuddledupattheend。Ofcourseinsuchacaseshe,Mrs。Mavis,hadhadtoflyround。
  Herdaughter’spassagewastaken,butitseemedtoodreadfulsheshouldmakeherjourneyallalone,thefirsttimeshehadeverbeenatsea,withoutanycompanionorescort。SHEcouldn’tgo——Mr。Maviswastoosick:shehadn’tevenbeenabletogethimofftotheseaside。
  "Well,Mrs。Nettlepoint’sgoinginthatship,"Mrs。Allenhadsaid;
  andshehadrepresentedthatnothingwassimplerthantogiveherthegirlincharge。WhenMrs。Mavishadrepliedthatthiswasallverywellbutthatshedidn’tknowthelady,Mrs。Allenhaddeclaredthatthatdidn’tmakeaspeckofdifference,forMrs。Nettlepointwaskindenoughforanything。ItwaseasyenoughtoKNOWher,ifthatwasallthetrouble!AllMrs。Maviswouldhavetodowouldbetogorightuptohernextmorning,whenshetookherdaughtertotheship(shewouldseeherthereonthedeckwithherparty)andtellherfairandsquarewhatshewanted。Mrs。Nettlepointhaddaughtersherselfandwouldeasilyunderstand。Verylikelyshe’devenlookafterGracealittleontheotherside,insuchaqueersituation,goingoutalonetothegentlemanshewasengagedto:she’djusthelpher,likeagoodSamaritan,toturnroundbeforeshewasmarried。Mr。
  Porterfieldseemedtothinktheywouldn’twaitlong,onceshewasthere:theywouldhaveitrightoverattheAmericanconsul’s。Mrs。
  AllenhadsaiditwouldperhapsbebetterstilltogoandseeMrs。
  Nettlepointbeforehand,thatday,totellherwhattheywanted:thentheywouldn’tseemtospringitonherjustasshewasleaving。Sheherself(Mrs。Allen)wouldcallandsayawordforthemifshecouldsavetenminutesbeforecatchinghertrain。Ifshehadn’tcomeitwasbecauseshehadn’tsavedhertenminutesbutshehadmadethemfeelthattheymustcomeallthesame。Mrs。Mavislikedthatbetter,becauseontheshipinthemorningtherewouldbesuchaconfusion。
  Shedidn’tthinkherdaughterwouldbeanytrouble——conscientiouslyshedidn’t。Itwasjusttohavesomeonetospeaktoherandnotsallyforthlikeaservant-girlgoingtoasituation。
  "Isee,I’mtoactasasortofbridesmaidandtogiveheraway,"
  Mrs。Nettlepointobliginglysaid。Kindenoughinfactforanything,sheshowedonthisoccasionthatitwaseasyenoughtoknowher。
  Thereisnotoriouslynothinglessdesirablethananimposedaggravationofeffortatsea,butsheacceptedwithoutbetrayeddismaytheburdenoftheyounglady’sdependenceandallowedher,asMrs。Mavissaid,tohookherselfon。Sheevidentlyhadthehabitofpatience,andherreceptionofhervisitors’storyremindedmeafresh——IwasremindedofitwheneverIreturnedtomynativeland——
  thatmydearcompatriotsarethepeopleintheworldwhomostfreelytakemutualaccommodationforgranted。Theyhavealwayshadtohelpthemselves,andhaverathermagnanimouslyfailedtolearnjustwherehelpingothersisdistinguishablefromthat。Innocountryaretherefewerformsandmorereciprocities。
  ItwasdoubtlessnotsingularthattheladiesfromMerrimacAvenueshouldn’tfeeltheywereimportunate:whatwasstrikingwasthatMrs。Nettlepointdidn’tappeartosuspectit。However,shewouldinanycasehavethoughtitinhumantoshowthis——thoughIcouldseethatunderthesurfaceshewasamusedateverythingthemoreexpressiveofthepilgrimsfromtheSouthEndtookforgranted。I
  scarceknowwhethertheattitudeoftheyoungervisitoraddedornottothemeritofhergoodnature。Mr。Porterfield’sintendedtooknopartinthedemonstration,scarcelyspoke,satlookingattheBackBayandthelightsonthelongbridge。Shedeclinedthelemonadeandtheothermixtureswhich,atMrs。Nettlepoint’srequest,Iofferedher,whilehermotherpartookfreelyofeverythingandIreflected——
  forIasfreelydrainedaglassortwoinwhichtheicetinkled——thatMr。Jasperhadbetterhurrybackifhewishedtoenjoytheseluxuries。
  Wastheeffectoftheyoungwoman’sreservemeanwhileungracious,orwasitonlynaturalthatinherparticularsituationsheshouldn’thaveaflowofcomplimentathercommand?InoticedthatMrs。
  Nettlepointlookedatheroften,andcertainlythoughshewasundemonstrativeMissMaviswasinteresting。Thecandlelightenabledmetoseethatthoughnotintheveryfirstflowerofheryouthshewasstillfreshandhandsome。Hereyesandhairweredark,herfacewaspale,andsheheldupherheadasif,withitsthickbraidsandeverythingelseinvolvedinit,itwereanappurtenanceshewasn’tashamedof。Ifhermotherwasexcellentandcommonshewasnotcommon——notatleastflagrantlyso——andperhapsalsonotexcellent。
  Atalleventsshewouldn’tbe,inappearanceatleast,adrearyappendage;whichinthecaseofaperson"hookingon"wasalwayssomethinggained。Wasitbecausesomethingofaromanticorpatheticinterestusuallyattachestoagoodcreaturewhohasbeenthevictimofa"longengagement"thatthisyoungladymadeanimpressiononmefromthefirst——favouredasIhadbeensoquicklywiththisglimpseofherhistory?Icouldchargehercertainlywithnopositiveappeal;sheonlyheldhertongueandsmiled,andhersmilecorrectedwhateversuggestionmighthaveforceditselfuponmethatthespiritwithinherwasdead——thespiritofthatpromiseofwhichshefoundherselfdoomedtocarryouttheletter。
  Whatcorrecteditless,Imustadd,wasanoddrecollectionwhichgatheredvividnessasIlistenedtoit——amentalassociationevokedbythenameofMr。Porterfield。SurelyIhadapersonalimpression,over-smearedandconfused,ofthegentlemanwhowaswaitingatLiverpool,orwhopresentlywouldbe,forMrs。Nettlepoint’sprotegee。Ihadmethim,knownhim,sometime,somewhere,somehow,ontheotherside。Wasn’thestudyingsomething,veryhard,somewhere——probablyinParis——tenyearsbefore,anddidn’themakeextraordinarilyneatdrawings,linearandarchitectural?Didn’thegotoatabled’hote,attwofrancstwenty-five,intheRueBonaparte,whichIthenfrequented,anddidn’thewearspectaclesandaScotchplaidarrangedinamannerwhichseemedtosay"I’vetrustworthyinformationthatthat’sthewaytheydoitintheHighlands"?Wasn’theexemplarytopositiveirritation,andverypoor,poortopositiveoppression,sothatIsupposedhehadnoovercoatandhistartanwouldbewhathesleptunderatnight?
  Wasn’theworkingveryhardstill,andwouldn’thebe,inthenaturalcourse,notyetsatisfiedthathehadfoundhisfeetorknewenoughtolaunchout?Hewouldbeamanoflongpreparations——MissMavis’swhitefaceseemedtospeaktooneofthat。ItstruckmethatifI
  hadbeeninlovewithherIshouldn’thaveneededtolaysuchatrainforthecloserapproach。ArchitecturewashislineandhewasapupiloftheEcoledesBeauxArts。ThisreminiscencegrewsomuchmorevividwithmethatattheendoftenminutesIhadanoddsenseofknowing——byimplication——agooddealabouttheyounglady。
  EvenafteritwassettledthatMrs。Nettlepointwoulddoeverythingpossibleforhertheothervisitorsatsippingouricedliquidandtellinghow"low"Mr。Mavishadbeen。Atthisperiodthegirl’ssilencestruckmeasstillmoreconscious,partlyperhapsbecauseshedeprecatedhermother’sfreeflow——shewasenoughofan"improvement"
  tomeasurethat——andpartlybecauseshewastoodistressedbytheideaofleavingherinfirm,herperhapsdyingfather。Itwasn’tindistinguishablethattheywerepoorandthatshewouldtakeoutaverysmallpurseforhertrousseau。ForMr。Porterfieldtomakeupthesumhisowncasewouldhavehadmoreovergreatlytochange。IfhehadenrichedhimselfbythesuccessfulpracticeofhisprofessionIhadencounterednoedificehehadreared——hisreputationhadn’tcometomyears。
  Mrs。Nettlepointnotifiedhernewfriendsthatshewasaveryinactivepersonatsea:shewaspreparedtosuffertothefullwithMissMavis,butnotpreparedtopacethedeckwithher,tostrugglewithher,toaccompanyhertomeals。Tothisthegirlrepliedthatshewouldtroubleherlittle,shewassure:shewasconvincedsheshouldproveawretchedsailorandspendthevoyageonherback。Hermotherscoffedatthispicture,prophesyingperfectweatherandalovelytime,andIinterposedtotheeffectthatifImightbetrusted,asatamebachelorfairlysea-seasoned,Ishouldbedelightedtogivethenewmemberofourpartyanarmoranyothercountenancewheneversheshouldrequireit。Boththeladiesthankedmeforthis——takingmyprofessionswithnosortofabatement——andtheelderonedeclaredthatwewereevidentlygoingtobesuchasociablegroupthatitwastoobadtohavetostayathome。SheaskedMrs。
  Nettlepointiftherewereanyoneelseinourparty,andwhenourhostessmentionedherson——therewasachanceofhisembarkingbut(wasn’titabsurd?)hehadn’tdecidedyet——shereturnedwithextraordinarycandour:"Ohdear,Idohopehe’llgo:thatwouldbesolovelyforGrace。"
  SomehowthewordsmademethinkofpoorMr。Porterfield’startan,especiallyasJasperNettlepointstrolledinagainatthatmoment。
  Hismotheratoncechallengedhim:itwasteno’clock;hadhebychancemadeuphisgreatmind?Apparentlyhefailedtohearher,beinginthefirstplacesurprisedatthestrangeladiesandthenstruckwiththefactthatoneofthemwasn’tstrange。Theyoungman,afteraslighthesitation,greetedMissMaviswithahandshakeanda"Ohgood-evening,howdoyoudo?"Hedidn’tutterhername——whichI
  couldseehemusthaveforgotten;butsheimmediatelypronouncedhis,availingherselfoftheAmericangirl’sdiscretionto"present"himtohermother。
  "Well,youmighthavetoldmeyouknewhimallthistime!"thatladyjoviallycried。ThenshehadanequalconfidenceforMrs。
  Nettlepoint。"Itwouldhavesavedmeaworry——anacquaintancealreadybegun。"
  "Ahmyson’sacquaintances!"ourhostessmurmured。
  "Yes,andmydaughter’stoo!"Mrs。Mavisgailyechoed。"Mrs。Allendidn’ttellusYOUweregoing,"shecontinuedtotheyoungman。
  "She’dhavebeencleverifshehadbeenableto!"Mrs。Nettlepointsighed。
  "Dearmother,Ihavemytelegram,"Jasperremarked,lookingatGraceMavis。
  "Iknowyouverylittle,"thegirlsaid,returninghisobservation。
  "I’vedancedwithyouatsomeball——forsomesufferersbysomethingorother。"
  "Ithinkitwasaninundationorabigfire,"shealittlelanguidlysmiled。"Butitwasalongtimeago——andIhaven’tseenyousince。"
  "I’vebeeninfarcountries——tomyloss。Ishouldhavesaiditwasabigfire。"
  "ItwasattheHorticulturalHall。Ididn’trememberyourname,"
  saidGraceMavis。
  "That’sveryunkindofyou,whenIrecallvividlythatyouhadapinkdress。"
  "OhIrememberthatdress——yourstrawberrytarletan:youlookedlovelyinit!"Mrs。Mavisbrokeout。"Youmustgetanotherjustlikeit——ontheotherside。"
  "Yes,yourdaughterlookedcharminginit,"saidJasperNettlepoint。
  Thenheaddedtothegirl:"Yetyoumentionedmynametoyourmother。"
  "Itcamebacktome——seeingyouhere。Ihadnoideathiswasyourhome。"
  "Well,Iconfessitisn’t,much。Ohtherearesomedrinks!"——heapproachedthetrayanditsglasses。
  "Indeedthereareandquitedelicious"——Mrs。Mavislargelywipedhermouth。
  "Won’tyouhaveanotherthen?——apinkone,likeyourdaughter’sgown。"
  "Withpleasure,sir。Ohdoseethemover,"Mrs。Maviscontinued,acceptingfromtheyoungman’shandathirdtumbler。
  "Mymotherandthatgentleman?Surelytheycantakecareofthemselves,"hefreelypleaded。
  "Thenmydaughter——shehasaclaimasanoldfriend。"
  Buthismotherhadbythistimeinterposed。"Jasper,whatdoesyourtelegramsay?"
  Hepaidhernoheed:hestoodtherewithhisglassinhishand,lookingfromMrs。MavistoMissGrace。
  "Ahleavehertome,madam;I’mquitecompetent,"IsaidtoMrs。
  Mavis。
  Thentheyoungmangavemehisattention。Thenextminuteheaskedofthegirl:"Doyoumeanyou’regoingtoEurope?"
  "Yes,tomorrow。Inthesameshipasyourmother。"
  "That’swhatwe’vecomeherefor,toseeallaboutit,"saidMrs。
  Mavis。
  "Myson,takepityonmeandtellmewhatlightyourtelegramthrows,"Mrs。Nettlepointwenton。
  "Iwill,dearest,whenI’vequenchedmythirst。"Andheslowlydrainedhisglass。
  "Well,Ideclareyou’reworsethanGracie,"Mrs。Maviscommented。
  "Shewasfirstonethingandthentheother——butonlyaboutuptothreeo’clockyesterday。"
  "Excuseme——won’tyoutakesomething?"JasperinquiredofGracie;whohoweverstilldeclined,asiftomakeupforhermother’scopiousconsommation。Ifoundmyselfquiteawarethatthetwoladieswoulddowelltotakeleave,thequestionofMrs。Nettlepoint’sgoodwillbeingsosatisfactorilysettledandthemeetingofthemorrowattheshipsonearathandandIwentsofarastojudgethattheirprotractedstay,withtheirhostessvisiblyinafidget,gavethelastproofoftheirwantofbreeding。MissGraceafterallthenwasnotsuchanimprovementonhermother,forsheeasilymighthavetakentheinitiativeofdeparture,inspiteofMrs。Mavis’sevident"game"ofmakingherownabsorptionofrefreshmentlastaslongaspossible。Iwatchedthegirlwithincreasinginterest;Icouldn’thelpaskingmyselfaquestionortwoaboutherandevenperceivingalready(inadimandgeneralway)thatrathermarkedembarrassment,oratleastanxietyattendedher。Wasn’titcomplicatingthatsheshouldhaveneeded,byremaininglongenough,toassuageacertainsuspense,tolearnwhetherornoJasperweregoingtosail?Hadn’tsomethingparticularpassedbetweenthemontheoccasionorattheperiodtowhichwehadcaughttheirallusion,anddidn’tshereallynotknowhermotherwasbringinghertoHISmother’s,thoughsheapparentlyhadthoughtitwellnottobetrayknowledge?Suchthingsweresymptomatic——thoughindeedonescarceknewofwhat——onthepartofayoungladybetrothedtothatcuriouscross-barredphantomofaMr。Porterfield。ButIamboundtoaddthatshegavemenofurtherwarrantforwonderthanwasconveyedinheralltacitlyandcovertlyencouraginghermothertolinger。SomehowIhadasensethatSHEwasconsciousoftheindecencyofthis。Igotupmyselftogo,butMrs。
  Nettlepointdetainedmeafterseeingthatmymovementwouldn’tbetakenasahint,andIfeltshewishedmenottoleavemyfellowvisitorsonherhands。Jaspercomplainedoftheclosenessoftheroom,saidthatitwasnotanighttositinaroom——oneoughttobeoutintheair,underthesky。Hedenouncedthewindowsthatoverlookedthewaterfornotopeninguponabalconyoraterrace,untilhismother,whomhehadn’tyetsatisfiedabouthistelegram,remindedhimthattherewasabeautifulbalconyinfront,withroomforadozenpeople。Sheassuredhimwewouldgoandsitthereifitwouldpleasehim。
  "Itwillbeniceandcooltomorrow,whenwesteamintothegreatocean,"saidMissMavis,expressingwithmorevivacitythanshehadyetthrownintoanyofherutterancesmyownthoughtofhalfanhourbefore。Mrs。Nettlepointrepliedthatitwouldprobablybefreezingcold,andhersonmurmuredthathewouldgoandtrythedrawing-roombalconyandreportuponit。Justashewasturningawayhesaid,smiling,toMissMavis:"Won’tyoucomewithmeandseeifit’spleasant?"
  "Ohwell,wehadbetternotstayallnight!"hermotherexclaimed,butstillwithoutmoving。Thegirlmoved,afteramoment’shesitation;——sheroseandaccompaniedJaspertotheotherroom。I
  sawhowherslimtallnessshowedtoadvantageasshewalked,andthatshelookedwellasshepassed,withherheadthrownback,intothedarknessoftheotherpartofthehouse。Therewassomethingrathermarked,rathersurprising——Iscarcelyknewwhy,fortheactinitselfwassimpleenough——inheracceptanceofsuchaplea,andperhapsitwasoursenseofthisthatheldtherestofussomewhatstifflysilentassheremainedaway。IwaswaitingforMrs。Mavistogo,sothatImyselfmightgo;andMrs。NettlepointwaswaitingforhertogosothatImightn’t。Thisdoubtlessmadetheyounglady’sabsenceappeartouslongerthanitreallywas——itwasprobablyverybrief。
  Hermothermoreover,Ithink,hadnowavaguelapsefromease。
  JasperNettlepointpresentlyreturnedtothebackdrawing-roomtoservehiscompanionwithourlucentsyrup,andhetookoccasiontoremarkthatitwaslovelyonthebalcony:onereallygotsomeair,thebreezebeingfromthatquarter。Iremembered,ashewentawaywithhistinklingtumbler,thatfromMYhand,afewminutesbefore,MissMavishadnotbeenwillingtoacceptthisinnocentoffering。A
  littlelaterMrs。Nettlepointsaid:"Well,ifit’ssopleasanttherewehadbettergoourselves。"Sowepassedtothefrontandintheotherroommetthetwoyoungpeoplecominginfromthebalcony。I
  wastowonder,inthelightoflaterthings,exactlyhowlongtheyhadoccupiedtogetheracoupleofthesetofcanechairsgarnishingtheplaceinsummer。Ifithadbeenbutfiveminutesthatonlymadesubsequenteventsmorecurious。"Wemustgo,mother,"MissMavisimmediatelysaid;andamomentafter,withalittlerenewalofchatterastoourgeneralmeetingontheship,thevisitorshadtakenleave。JasperwentdownwiththemtothedoorandassoonastheyhadgotoffMrs。Nettlepointquiterichlyexhaledherimpression。
  "Ahbut’llshebeabore——she’llbeaboreofbores!"
  "Notthroughtalkingtoomuch,surely。"
  "Anaffectationofsilenceisasbad。Ihatethatparticularpose;
  it’scomingupverymuchnow;animitationoftheEnglish,likeeverythingelse。Agirlwhotriestobestatuesqueatsea——thatwillactonone’snerves!"
  "Idon’tknowwhatshetriestobe,butshesucceedsinbeingveryhandsome。"
  "Somuchthebetterforyou。I’llleavehertoyou,forIshallbeshutup。Ilikeherbeingplacedundermy’care’!"myfriendcried。
  "She’llbeunderJasper’s,"Iremarked。
  "Ahhewon’tgo,"shewailed——"Iwantittoomuch!"
  "ButIdidn’tseeitthatway。Ihaveanideahe’llgo。"
  "Whydidn’thetellmesothen——whenhecamein?"
  "Hewasdivertedbythatyoungwoman——abeautifulunexpectedgirlsittingthere。"
  "Divertedfromhismotherandherfondhope?——hismothertremblingforhisdecision?"
  "Well"——Ipiecedittogether——"she’sanoldfriend,olderthanweknow。Itwasameetingafteralongseparation。"
  "Yes,suchalotofthemashedoesknow!"Mrs。Nettlepointsighed。
  "Suchalotofthem?"
  "Hehassomanyfemalefriends——inthemostvariedcircles。"
  "Well,wecancloseroundherthen,"Ireturned;"forIonmysideknow,orusedtoknow,heryoungman。"
  "Herintended?"——shehadalightofreliefforthis。
  "Theveryoneshe’sgoingoutto。Hecan’t,bytheway,"itoccurredtome,"beveryyoungnow。"
  "Howodditsounds——hermuddlingafterhim!"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。
  Iwasgoingtoreplythatitwasn’toddifyouknewMr。Porterfield,butIreflectedthatthatperhapsonlymadeitodder。Itoldmycompanionbrieflywhohewas——thatIhadmethimintheoldParisdays,whenIbelievedforafleetinghourthatIcouldlearntopaint,whenIlivedwiththejeunessedesecoles;andhercommentonthiswassimply:"Well,hehadbetterhavecomeoutforher!"
  "Perhapsso。Shelookedtomeasshesatthereasif,shemightchangehermindatthelastmoment。"
  "Abouthermarriage?
  "Aboutsailing。Butshewon’tchangenow。"
  Jaspercameback,andhismotherinstantlychallengedhim。"Well,AREyougoing?"
  "Yes,Ishallgo"——hewasfinallyatpeaceaboutit。"I’vegotmytelegram。"
  "Ohyourtelegram!"——Iventuredalittletojeer。
  "Thatcharminggirl’syourtelegram。"
  Hegavemealook,butintheduskIcouldn’tmakeoutverywellwhatitconveyed。Thenhebentoverhismother,kissingher。"Mynewsisn’tparticularlysatisfactory。I’mgoingforYOU。"
  "Ohyouhumbug!"shereplied。Butshewasofcoursedelighted。
  CHAPTERII
  Peopleusuallyspendthefirsthoursofavoyageinsqueezingthemselvesintotheircabins,takingtheirlittleprecautions,eithersoexcessiveorsoinadequate,wonderinghowtheycanpasssomanydaysinsuchaholeandaskingidioticquestionsofthestewards,whoappearincomparisonraremenoftheworld。Myowninitiationswererapid,asbecameanoldsailor,andso,itseemed,wereMissMavis’s,forwhenImountedtothedeckattheendofhalfanhourIfoundhertherealone,inthesternoftheship,hereyesonthedwindlingcontinent。Itdwindledveryfastforsobigaplace。Iaccostedher,havinghadnoconversationwithheramidthecrowdofleave-
  takersandthemuddleoffarewellsbeforeweputoff;wetalkedalittleabouttheboat,ourfellow-passengersandourprospects,andthenIsaid:"IthinkyoumentionedlastnightanameIknow——thatofMr。Porterfield。"
  "OhnoIdidn’t!"sheansweredverystraightwhileshesmiledatmethroughherclosely-drawnveil。
  "Thenitwasyourmother。"
  "Verylikelyitwasmymother。"AndshecontinuedtosmileasifI
  oughttohaveknownthedifference。
  "IventuretoalludetohimbecauseI’veanideaIusedtoknowhim,"
  Iwenton。
  "OhIsee。"Andbeyondthisremarksheappearedtotakenointerest;
  sheleftittometomakeanyconnexion。
  "Thatisifit’sthesameone。"Itstruckmeasfeebletosaynothingmore;soIadded"MyMr。PorterfieldwascalledDavid。"
  "Well,soisours。""Ours"affectedmeasclever。
  "IsupposeIshallseehimagainifhe’stomeetyouatLiverpool,"I
  continued。
  "Well,itwillbebadifhedoesn’t。"
  Itwastoosoonformetohavetheideathatitwouldbebadifhedid:thatonlycamelater。SoIremarkedthat,nothavingseenhimforsomanyyears,itwasverypossibleIshouldn’tknowhim。
  "Well,I’venotseenhimforaconsiderabletime,butIexpectI
  shallknowhimallthesame。"
  "Ohwithyouit’sdifferent,"Ireturnedwithharmlesslybrightsignificance。"Hasn’thebeenbacksincethosedays?"
  "Idon’tknow,"shesturdilyprofessed,"whatdaysyoumean。"
  "WhenIknewhiminParis——agesago。HewasapupiloftheEcoledesBeauxArts。Hewasstudyingarchitecture。"
  "Well,he’sstudyingitstill,"saidGraceMavis。
  "Hasn’thelearnedityet?"
  "Idon’tknowwhathehaslearned。Ishallsee。"Thensheaddedforthebenefitofmyperhapsunduelevity:"Architecture’sverydifficultandhe’stremendouslythorough。"
  "Ohyes,Irememberthat。Hewasanadmirableworker。Buthemusthavebecomequiteaforeignerifit’ssomanyyearssincehehasbeenathome。"
  Sheseemedtoregardthispropositionatfirstascomplicated;butshedidwhatshecouldforme。"Ohhe’snotchangeable。Ifhewerechangeable——"
  Then,however,shepaused。Idaresayshehadbeengoingtoobservethatifhewerechangeablehewouldlongagohavegivenherup。
  Afteraninstantshewenton:"Hewouldn’thavestucksotohisprofession。Youcan’tmakemuchbyit。"
  Isoughttoattenuateherratheroddmaidenlygrimness。"Itdependsonwhatyoucallmuch。"
  "Itdoesn’tmakeyourich。"
  "Ohofcourseyou’vegottopractiseit——andtopractiseitlong。"
  "Yes——soMr。Porterfieldsays。"
  Somethinginthewaysheutteredthesewordsmademelaugh——theyweresocalmanimplicationthatthegentlemaninquestiondidn’tliveuptohisprinciples。ButIcheckedmyself,askingherifsheexpectedtoremaininEuropelong——towhatonemightcallsettle。
  "Well,itwillbeagoodwhileifittakesmeaslongtocomebackasithastakenmetogoout。"
  "AndIthinkyourmothersaidlastnightthatitwasyourfirstvisit。"
  MissMavis,inherdeliberateway,metmyeyes。"Didn’tmothertalk!"
  "Itwasallveryinteresting。"
  Shecontinuedtolookatme。"Youdon’tthinkthat,"shethensimplystated。
  "WhathaveItogainthenbysayingit?"
  "Ohmenhavealwayssomethingtogain。"
  "Youmakemeinthatcasefeelaterriblefailure!Ihopeatanyratethatitgivesyoupleasure,"Iwenton,"theideaofseeingforeignlands。"
  "Mercy——Ishouldthinkso!"
  Thiswasalmostgenial,anditcheeredmeproportionately。"It’sapityourship’snotoneofthefastones,ifyou’reimpatient。"
  Shewassilentalittleafterwhichshebroughtout:"OhIguessit’llbefastenough!"
  ThateveningIwentintoseeMrs。Nettlepointandsatonhersea-
  trunk,whichwaspulledoutfromundertheberthtoaccommodateme。
  Itwasnineo’clockbutnotquitedark,asournorthwardcoursehadalreadytakenusintothelatitudeofthelongerdays。Shehadmadehernestadmirablyandnowrestedfromherlabours;shelayuponhersofainadressing-gownandacapthatbecameher。Itwasherregularpracticetospendthevoyageinhercabin,whichsmeltpositivelygood——suchwastherefinementofherart;andshehadasecretpeculiartoherselfforkeepingherportopenwithoutshippingseas。Shehatedwhatshecalledthemessoftheshipandtheidea,ifsheshouldgoabove,ofmeetingstewardswithplatesofsupererogatoryfood。Sheprofessedtobecontentwithhersituation——
  wepromisedtolendeachotherbooksandIassuredherfamiliarlythatIshouldbeinandoutofherroomadozentimesaday——pityingmeforhavingtomingleinsociety。Shejudgedthisalimitedprivilege,foronthedeckbeforeweleftthewharfshehadtakenaviewofourfellow-passengers。
  "OhI’maninveterate,almostaprofessionalobserver,"Ireplied,"andwiththatviceI’maswelloccupiedasanoldwomaninthesunwithherknitting。Itmakesme,inanysituation,justinordinatelyandsubmissivelySEEthings。Ishallseethemevenhereandshallcomedownveryoftenandtellyouaboutthem。You’renotinterestedtoday,butyouwillbetomorrow,foraship’sagreatschoolofgossip。Youwon’tbelievethenumberofresearchesandproblemsyou’llbeengagedinbythemiddleofthevoyage。"
  "I?Neverintheworld!——lyingherewithmynoseinabookandnotcaringastraw。"
  "You’llparticipateatsecondhand。You’llseethroughmyeyes,hanguponmylips,takesides,feelpassions,allsortsofsympathiesandindignations。I’veanidea,"Ifurtherdeveloped,"thatyouryounglady’sthepersononboardwhowillinterestmemost。"
  "’Mine’indeed!Shehasn’tbeennearmesinceweleftthedock。"
  "Thereyouare——youdofeelsheowesyousomething。Well,"Iadded,"she’sverycurious。"
  "You’vesuchcold-bloodedterms!"Mrs。Nettlepointwailed。"Ellenesaitpasseconduire;sheoughttohavecometoaskaboutme。"
  "Yes,sinceyou’reunderhercare,"Ilaughed。"Asforhernotknowinghowtobehave——well,that’sexactlywhatweshallsee。"
  "Youwill,butnotI!Iwashmyhandsofher。"
  "Don’tsaythat——don’tsaythat。"
  Mrs。Nettlepointlookedatmeamoment。"Whydoyouspeaksosolemnly?"
  InreturnIconsideredher。"I’lltellyoubeforeweland。Andhaveyouseenmuchofyourson?"
  "Ohyes,hehascomeinseveraltimes。Heseemsverymuchpleased。
  Hehasgotacabintohimself。"
  "That’sgreatluck,"Isaid,"butI’veanideahe’salwaysinluck。
  IwassureIshouldhavetoofferhimthesecondberthinmyroom。"
  "Andyouwouldn’thaveenjoyedthat,becauseyoudon’tlikehim,"shetookuponherselftosay。
  "Whatputthatintoyourhead?"
  "Itisn’tinmyhead——it’sinmyheart,mycoeurdemere。Weguessthosethings。Youthinkhe’sselfish。Icouldseeitlastnight。"
  "Dearlady,"Icontrivedpromptlyenoughtoreply,"I’venogeneralideasabouthimatall。He’sjustoneofthephenomenaIamgoingtoobserve。Heseemstomeaveryfineyoungman。However,"Iadded,"sinceyou’vementionedlastnightI’lladmitthatIthoughtherathertantalisedyou。Heplayedwithyoursuspense。"
  "Whyhecameatthelastjusttopleaseme,"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。
  Iwassilentalittle。"Areyousureitwasforyoursake?"
  "Ah,perhapsitwasforyours!"
  Iboreup,however,againstthisthrust,characteristicofperfidiouswomanwhenyoupresumetosidewithheragainstafondtormentor。
  "Whenhewentoutonthebalconywiththatgirl,"Ifoundassurancetosuggest,"perhapssheaskedhimtocomeforHERS。"
  "Perhapsshedid。Butwhyshouldhedoeverythingsheaskshim——suchassheis?"
  "Idon’tknowyet,butperhapsIshallknowlater。Notthathe’lltellme——forhe’llnevertellmeanything:he’snot,"Iconsistentlyopined,"oneofthosewhotell。"
  "Ifshedidn’taskhim,whatyousayisagreatwrongtoher,"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。
  "Yes,ifshedidn’t。ButyousaythattoprotectJasper——nottoprotecther,"Ismiled。
  "YouAREcold-blooded——it’suncanny!"myfriendexclaimed。
  "Ahthisisnothingyet!Waitawhile——you’llsee。AtseaingeneralI’mawful——Iexceedthelimits。IfI’veoutragedherinthoughtI’lljumpoverboard。Therearewaysofasking——amandoesn’tneedtotellawomanthat——withoutthecrudewords。"