CHAPTERI
ThehousesweredarkintheAugustnightandtheperspectiveofBeaconStreet,withitsdoublechainoflamps,wasaforeshorteneddesert。Theclubonthehillalone,fromitssemi-cylindricalfront,projectedaglowupontheduskyvaguenessoftheCommon,andasI
passeditIheardinthehotstillnesstheclickofapairofbilliard-balls。As"everyone"wasoutoftownperhapstheservants,intheextravaganceoftheirleisure,wereprofaningthetables。TheheatwasinsufferableandIthoughtwithjoyofthemorrow,ofthedeckofthesteamer,thefresheningbreeze,thesenseofgettingouttosea。IwasevengladofwhatIhadlearnedintheafternoonattheofficeofthecompany——thatattheeleventhhouranoldshipwithalowerstandardofspeedhadbeenputoninplaceofthevesselinwhichIhadtakenmypassage。Americawasroasting,Englandmightverywellbestuffy,andaslowpassage(whichatthatseasonoftheyearwouldprobablyalsobeafineone)wasaguaranteeoftenortwelvedaysoffreshair。
Istrolleddownthehillwithoutmeetingacreature,thoughIcouldseethroughthepalingsoftheCommonthatthatrecreativeexpansewaspeopledwithdimforms。IrememberedMrs。Nettlepoint’shouse——
shelivedinthosedays(theyarenotsodistant,buttherehavebeenchanges)onthewater-side,alittlewaybeyondthespotatwhichthePublicGardenterminates;andIreflectedthatlikemyselfshewouldbespendingthenightinBostonifitweretruethat,ashadbeenmentionedtomeafewdaysbeforeatMountDesert,shewastoembarkonthemorrowforLiverpool。Ipresentlysawthisappearanceconfirmedbyalightaboveherdoorandintwoorthreeofherwindows,andIdeterminedtoaskforher,havingnothingtodotillbedtime。Ihadcomeoutsimplytopassanhour,leavingmyhoteltotheblazeofitsgasandtheperspirationofitsporters;butitoccurredtomethatmyoldfriendmightveryWELLnotknowofthesubstitutionofthePatagoniafortheScandinavia,sothatIshouldbedoingheraservicetopreparehermind。Besides,Icouldoffertohelpher,tolookafterherinthemorning:lonewomenaregratefulforsupportintakingshipforfarcountries。
ItcametomeindeedasIstoodonherdoor-stepthatasshehadasonshemightnotafterallbesolone;yetIrememberedatthesametimethatJasperNettlepointwasnotquiteayoungmantoleanupon,having——asIatleastsupposed——alifeofhisownandtastesandhabitswhichhadlongsincedivertedhimfromthematernalside。Ifhedidhappenjustnowtobeathomemysolicitudewouldofcourseseemofficious;forinhismanywanderings——Ibelievedhehadroamedallovertheglobe——hewouldcertainlyhavelearnedhowtomanage。
Nonetheless,infine,IwasverygladtoshowMrs。NettlepointI
thoughtofher。WithmylongabsenceIhadlostsightofher;butI
hadlikedherofold,shehadbeenagoodfriendtomysisters,andI
hadinregardtoherthatsensewhichispleasanttothosewhoingeneralhavegoneastrayorgotdetached,thesensethatsheatleastknewallaboutme。IcouldtrustheratanytimetotellpeopleI
wasrespectable。PerhapsIwasconsciousofhowlittleIdeservedthisindulgencewhenitcameovermethatIhadn’tbeennearherforages。ThemeasureofthatneglectwasgivenbymyvaguenessofmindaboutJasper。However,Ireallybelongednowadaystoadifferentgeneration;Iwasmorethemother’scontemporarythantheson’s。
Mrs。Nettlepointwasathome:Ifoundherinherbackdrawing-room,wherethewidewindowsopenedtothewater。Theroomwasdusky——itwastoohotforlamps——andshesatslowlymovingherfanandlookingoutonthelittlearmoftheseawhichissoprettyatnight,reflectingthelightsofCambridgeportandCharlestown。Isupposedshewasmusingonthelovedonesshewastoleavebehind,hermarrieddaughters,hergrandchildren;butshestruckanotemorespecificallyBostonianasshesaidtome,pointingwithherfantotheBackBay:
"Ishallseenothingmorecharmingthanthatoverthere,youknow!"
Shemademeverywelcome,buthersonhadtoldheraboutthePatagonia,forwhichshewassorry,asthiswouldmeanalongervoyage。Shewasapoorcreatureinanyboatandmainlyconfinedtohercabineveninweatherextravagantlytermedfine——asifanyweathercouldbefineatsea。
"Ahthenyourson’sgoingwithyou?"Iasked。
"Herehecomes,he’lltellyouforhimselfmuchbetterthanIcanpretendto。"JasperNettlepointatthatmomentjoinedus,dressedinwhiteflannelandcarryingalargefan。"Well,mydear,haveyoudecided?"hismothercontinuedwithnoscantirony。"Hehasn’tyetmadeuphismind,andwesailatteno’clock!"
"Whatdoesitmatterwhenmythingsareputup?"theyoungmansaid。
"There’snocrowdatthismoment;therewillbecabinstospare。I’mwaitingforatelegram——thatwillsettleit。Ijustwalkeduptotheclubtoseeifitwascome——they’llsendittherebecausetheysupposethishouseunoccupied。Notyet,butIshallgobackintwentyminutes。"
"Mercy,howyourushaboutinthistemperature!"thepoorladyexclaimedwhileIreflectedthatitwasperhapsHISbilliard-ballsI
hadheardtenminutesbefore。Iwassurehewasfondofbilliards。
"Rush?notintheleast。Itakeituncommoneasy。"
"AhI’mboundtosayyoudo!"Mrs。Nettlepointreturnedwithinconsequence。Iguessedatacertaintensionbetweenthepairandawantofconsiderationontheyoungman’spart,arisingperhapsfromselfishness。Hismotherwasnervous,insuspense,wantingtobeatrestastowhethersheshouldhavehiscompanyonthevoyageorbeobligedtostrugglealone。Butashestoodtheresmilingandslowlymovinghisfanhestruckmesomehowasapersononwhomthisfactwouldn’tsittooheavily。Hewasofthetypeofthosewhomotherpeopleworryabout,notofthosewhoworryaboutotherpeople。Tallandstrong,hehadahandsomeface,witharoundheadandclose-
curlinghair;thewhitesofhiseyesandtheenamelofhisteeth,underhisbrownmoustache,gleamedvaguelyinthelightsoftheBackBay。Imadeoutthathewassunburnt,asifhelivedmuchintheopenair,andthathelookedintelligentbutalsoslightlybrutal,thoughnotinamoroseway。Hisbrutality,ifhehadany,wasbrightandfinished。IhadtotellhimwhoIwas,buteventhenIsawhowlittleheplacedmeandthatmyexplanationsgavemeinhismindnogreatidentityoratanyratenogreatimportance。Iforesawthathewouldinintercoursemakemefeelsometimesveryyoungandsometimesveryold,caringhimselfbutlittlewhich。Hementioned,asiftoshowourcompanionthathemightsafelybelefttohisowndevices,thathehadoncestartedfromLondontoBombayatthreequartersofanhour’snotice。
"Yes,anditmusthavebeenpleasantforthepeopleyouwerewith!"
"OhthepeopleIwaswith——!"hereturned;andhistoneappearedtosignifythatsuchpeoplewouldalwayshavetocomeoffastheycould。
Heaskediftherewerenocolddrinksinthehouse,nolemonade,noicedsyrups;insuchweathersomethingofthatsortoughtalwaystobekeptgoing。WhenhismotherremarkedthatsurelyattheclubtheyWEREkeptgoinghewenton:"Ohyes,Ihadvariousthingsthere;butyouknowI’vewalkeddownthehillsince。Oneshouldhavesomethingateitherend。MayIringandsee?"HerangwhileMrs。Nettlepointobservedthatwiththepeopletheyhadinthehouse,anestablishmentreducednaturallyatsuchamomenttoitssimplestexpression——theywereburningupcandle-endsandtherewerenoluxuries——shewouldn’tanswerfortheservice。ThematterendedinherleavingtheroominquestofcordialswiththefemaledomesticwhohadarrivedinresponsetothebellandinwhomJasper’sappealarousednovisibleintelligence。
SheremainedawaysometimeandItalkedwithherson,whowassociablebutdesultoryandkeptmovingovertheplace,alwayswithhisfan,asifhewereproperlyimpatient。Sometimesheseatedhimselfaninstantonthewindow-sill,andthenImadehimoutinfactthoroughlygood-looking——afinebrowncleanyoungathlete。Hefailedtotellmeonwhatspecialcontingencyhisdecisiondepended;
heonlyalludedfamiliarlytoanexpectedtelegram,andIsawhewasprobablyfondatnotimeofthetroubleofexplanations。Hismother’sabsencewasasignthatwhenitmightbeaquestionofgratifyinghimshehadgrownusedtosparenopains,andIfanciedherrummaginginsomeclosestoreroom,amongoldpreserve-pots,whilethedullmaid-servantheldthecandleawry。Idon’tknowwhetherthissamevisionwasinhisowneyes;atalleventsitdidn’tpreventhissayingsuddenly,ashelookedathiswatch,thatImustexcusehim——heshouldhavetogobacktotheclub。Hewouldreturninhalfanhour——orinless。HewalkedawayandIsattherealone,conscious,onthedarkdismantledsimplifiedscene,inthedeepsilencethatrestsonAmericantownsduringthehotseason——therewasnowandthenafarcryoraplashinthewater,andatintervalsthetinkleofthebellsofthehorse-carsonthelongbridge,slowinthesuffocatingnight——ofthestrangeinfluence,half-sweet,half-sad,thatabidesinhousesuninhabitedorabouttobecomeso,inplacesmuffledandbereaved,wheretheunheededsofasandpatientbelitteredtablesseem(likethedisconcerteddogs,towhomeverythingisalikesinister)torecognisetheeveofajourney。
AfterawhileIheardthesoundofvoices,ofsteps,therustleofdresses,andIlookedround,supposingthesethingstodenotethereturnofMrs。Nettlepointandherhandmaidenwiththerefectionpreparedforherson。WhatIsawhoweverwastwootherfemaleforms,visitorsapparentlyjustadmitted,andnowusheredintotheroom。
Theywerenotannounced——theservantturnedherbackonthemandrambledofftoourhostess。Theyadvancedinawaveringtentativeunintroducedway——partly,Icouldsee,becausetheplacewasdarkandpartlybecausetheirvisitwasinitsnatureexperimental,aflightofimaginationorastretchofconfidence。Oneoftheladieswasstoutandtheotherslim,andImadesureinamomentthatonewastalkativeandtheotherreserved。Itwasfurthertobediscernedthatonewaselderlyandtheotheryoung,aswellasthatthefactoftheirunlikenessdidn’tpreventtheirbeingmotheranddaughter。
Mrs。Nettlepointreappearedinaveryfewminutes,buttheintervalhadsufficedtoestablishacommunication——reallycopiousfortheoccasion——betweenthestrangersandtheunknowngentlemanwhomtheyfoundinpossession,hatandstickinhand。Thiswasnotmydoing——
forwhathadItogoupon?——andstilllesswasitthedoingoftheyoungerandthemoreindifferent,orlesscourageous,lady。Shespokebutonce——whenhercompanioninformedmethatshewasgoingouttoEuropethenextdaytobemarried。Thensheprotested"Ohmother!"inatonethatstruckmeinthedarknessasdoublyodd,excitingmycuriositytoseeherface。
Ithadtakentheelderwomanbutamomenttocometothat,andtovariousotherthings,afterIhadexplainedthatImyselfwaswaitingforMrs。Nettlepoint,whowoulddoubtlesssooncomeback。
"Well,shewon’tknowme——Iguessshehasn’teverheardmuchaboutme,"thegoodladysaid;"butI’vecomefromMrs。AllenandIguessthatwillmakeitallright。IpresumeyouknowMrs。Allen?"
Iwasunacquaintedwiththisinfluentialpersonage,butIassentedvaguelytotheproposition。Mrs。Allen’semissarywasgood-humouredandfamiliar,butratherappealingthaninsistent(sheremarkedthatifherfriendHADfoundtimetocomeintheafternoon——shehadsomuchtodo,beingjustupfortheday,thatshecouldn’tbesure——itwouldbeallright);andsomehowevenbeforeshementionedMerrimacAvenue(theyhadcomeallthewayfromthere)myimaginationhadassociatedherwiththatindefinitesociallimboknowntotheproperly-constitutedBostonmindastheSouthEnd——anebulousregionwhichcondenseshereandthereintoaprettyface,inwhichthedaughtersarean"improvement"onthemothersandaresometimesacquaintedwithgentlemenmoregloriouslydomiciled,gentlemenwhosewivesandsistersareinturnnotacquaintedwiththem。
WhenatlastMrs。Nettlepointcamein,accompaniedbycandlesandbyatrayladenwithglassesofcolouredfluidwhichemittedacooltinkling,Iwasinapositiontoofficiateasmasteroftheceremonies,tointroduceMrs。MavisandMissGraceMavis,torepresentthatMrs。Allenhadrecommendedthem——nay,hadurgedthem——
justtocomethatway,informallyandwithoutfear;Mrs。Allenwhohadbeenpreventedonlybythepressureofoccupationssocharacteristicofher(especiallywhenupfromMattapoisettforafewhours’desperateshopping)fromherselfcallinginthecourseofthedaytoexplainwhotheywereandwhatwasthefavourtheyhadtoaskofherbenevolentfriend。Good-naturedwomenunderstandeachotherevenwhensodividedastositresidentiallyaboveandbelowthesalt,aswhoshouldsay;bywhichtokenourhostesshadquicklymasteredthemainfacts:Mrs。Allen’svisitthatmorninginMerrimacAvenuetotalkofMrs。Amber’sgreatidea,theclassesatthepublicschoolsinvacation(shewasinterestedwithanequalcharitytothatofMrs。Mavis——eveninsuchweather!——inthoseoftheSouthEnd)forgamesandexercisesandmusic,tokeepthepoorunoccupiedchildrenoutofthestreets;thentherevelationthatithadsuddenlybeensettledalmostfromonehourtotheotherthatGraceshouldsailforLiverpool,Mr。Porterfieldatlastbeingready。Hewastakingalittleholiday;hismotherwaswithhim,theyhadcomeoverfromParistoseesomeofthecelebratedoldbuildingsinEngland,andhehadtelegraphedtosaythatifGracewouldstartrightofftheywouldjustfinishitupandbemarried。Itoftenhappenedthatwhenthingshaddraggedonthatwayforyearstheywereallhuddledupattheend。Ofcourseinsuchacaseshe,Mrs。Mavis,hadhadtoflyround。
Herdaughter’spassagewastaken,butitseemedtoodreadfulsheshouldmakeherjourneyallalone,thefirsttimeshehadeverbeenatsea,withoutanycompanionorescort。SHEcouldn’tgo——Mr。Maviswastoosick:shehadn’tevenbeenabletogethimofftotheseaside。
"Well,Mrs。Nettlepoint’sgoinginthatship,"Mrs。Allenhadsaid;
andshehadrepresentedthatnothingwassimplerthantogiveherthegirlincharge。WhenMrs。Mavishadrepliedthatthiswasallverywellbutthatshedidn’tknowthelady,Mrs。Allenhaddeclaredthatthatdidn’tmakeaspeckofdifference,forMrs。Nettlepointwaskindenoughforanything。ItwaseasyenoughtoKNOWher,ifthatwasallthetrouble!AllMrs。Maviswouldhavetodowouldbetogorightuptohernextmorning,whenshetookherdaughtertotheship(shewouldseeherthereonthedeckwithherparty)andtellherfairandsquarewhatshewanted。Mrs。Nettlepointhaddaughtersherselfandwouldeasilyunderstand。Verylikelyshe’devenlookafterGracealittleontheotherside,insuchaqueersituation,goingoutalonetothegentlemanshewasengagedto:she’djusthelpher,likeagoodSamaritan,toturnroundbeforeshewasmarried。Mr。
Porterfieldseemedtothinktheywouldn’twaitlong,onceshewasthere:theywouldhaveitrightoverattheAmericanconsul’s。Mrs。
AllenhadsaiditwouldperhapsbebetterstilltogoandseeMrs。
Nettlepointbeforehand,thatday,totellherwhattheywanted:thentheywouldn’tseemtospringitonherjustasshewasleaving。Sheherself(Mrs。Allen)wouldcallandsayawordforthemifshecouldsavetenminutesbeforecatchinghertrain。Ifshehadn’tcomeitwasbecauseshehadn’tsavedhertenminutesbutshehadmadethemfeelthattheymustcomeallthesame。Mrs。Mavislikedthatbetter,becauseontheshipinthemorningtherewouldbesuchaconfusion。
Shedidn’tthinkherdaughterwouldbeanytrouble——conscientiouslyshedidn’t。Itwasjusttohavesomeonetospeaktoherandnotsallyforthlikeaservant-girlgoingtoasituation。
"Isee,I’mtoactasasortofbridesmaidandtogiveheraway,"
Mrs。Nettlepointobliginglysaid。Kindenoughinfactforanything,sheshowedonthisoccasionthatitwaseasyenoughtoknowher。
Thereisnotoriouslynothinglessdesirablethananimposedaggravationofeffortatsea,butsheacceptedwithoutbetrayeddismaytheburdenoftheyounglady’sdependenceandallowedher,asMrs。Mavissaid,tohookherselfon。Sheevidentlyhadthehabitofpatience,andherreceptionofhervisitors’storyremindedmeafresh——IwasremindedofitwheneverIreturnedtomynativeland——
thatmydearcompatriotsarethepeopleintheworldwhomostfreelytakemutualaccommodationforgranted。Theyhavealwayshadtohelpthemselves,andhaverathermagnanimouslyfailedtolearnjustwherehelpingothersisdistinguishablefromthat。Innocountryaretherefewerformsandmorereciprocities。
ItwasdoubtlessnotsingularthattheladiesfromMerrimacAvenueshouldn’tfeeltheywereimportunate:whatwasstrikingwasthatMrs。Nettlepointdidn’tappeartosuspectit。However,shewouldinanycasehavethoughtitinhumantoshowthis——thoughIcouldseethatunderthesurfaceshewasamusedateverythingthemoreexpressiveofthepilgrimsfromtheSouthEndtookforgranted。I
scarceknowwhethertheattitudeoftheyoungervisitoraddedornottothemeritofhergoodnature。Mr。Porterfield’sintendedtooknopartinthedemonstration,scarcelyspoke,satlookingattheBackBayandthelightsonthelongbridge。Shedeclinedthelemonadeandtheothermixtureswhich,atMrs。Nettlepoint’srequest,Iofferedher,whilehermotherpartookfreelyofeverythingandIreflected——
forIasfreelydrainedaglassortwoinwhichtheicetinkled——thatMr。Jasperhadbetterhurrybackifhewishedtoenjoytheseluxuries。
Wastheeffectoftheyoungwoman’sreservemeanwhileungracious,orwasitonlynaturalthatinherparticularsituationsheshouldn’thaveaflowofcomplimentathercommand?InoticedthatMrs。
Nettlepointlookedatheroften,andcertainlythoughshewasundemonstrativeMissMaviswasinteresting。Thecandlelightenabledmetoseethatthoughnotintheveryfirstflowerofheryouthshewasstillfreshandhandsome。Hereyesandhairweredark,herfacewaspale,andsheheldupherheadasif,withitsthickbraidsandeverythingelseinvolvedinit,itwereanappurtenanceshewasn’tashamedof。Ifhermotherwasexcellentandcommonshewasnotcommon——notatleastflagrantlyso——andperhapsalsonotexcellent。
Atalleventsshewouldn’tbe,inappearanceatleast,adrearyappendage;whichinthecaseofaperson"hookingon"wasalwayssomethinggained。Wasitbecausesomethingofaromanticorpatheticinterestusuallyattachestoagoodcreaturewhohasbeenthevictimofa"longengagement"thatthisyoungladymadeanimpressiononmefromthefirst——favouredasIhadbeensoquicklywiththisglimpseofherhistory?Icouldchargehercertainlywithnopositiveappeal;sheonlyheldhertongueandsmiled,andhersmilecorrectedwhateversuggestionmighthaveforceditselfuponmethatthespiritwithinherwasdead——thespiritofthatpromiseofwhichshefoundherselfdoomedtocarryouttheletter。
Whatcorrecteditless,Imustadd,wasanoddrecollectionwhichgatheredvividnessasIlistenedtoit——amentalassociationevokedbythenameofMr。Porterfield。SurelyIhadapersonalimpression,over-smearedandconfused,ofthegentlemanwhowaswaitingatLiverpool,orwhopresentlywouldbe,forMrs。Nettlepoint’sprotegee。Ihadmethim,knownhim,sometime,somewhere,somehow,ontheotherside。Wasn’thestudyingsomething,veryhard,somewhere——probablyinParis——tenyearsbefore,anddidn’themakeextraordinarilyneatdrawings,linearandarchitectural?Didn’thegotoatabled’hote,attwofrancstwenty-five,intheRueBonaparte,whichIthenfrequented,anddidn’thewearspectaclesandaScotchplaidarrangedinamannerwhichseemedtosay"I’vetrustworthyinformationthatthat’sthewaytheydoitintheHighlands"?Wasn’theexemplarytopositiveirritation,andverypoor,poortopositiveoppression,sothatIsupposedhehadnoovercoatandhistartanwouldbewhathesleptunderatnight?
Wasn’theworkingveryhardstill,andwouldn’thebe,inthenaturalcourse,notyetsatisfiedthathehadfoundhisfeetorknewenoughtolaunchout?Hewouldbeamanoflongpreparations——MissMavis’swhitefaceseemedtospeaktooneofthat。ItstruckmethatifI
hadbeeninlovewithherIshouldn’thaveneededtolaysuchatrainforthecloserapproach。ArchitecturewashislineandhewasapupiloftheEcoledesBeauxArts。ThisreminiscencegrewsomuchmorevividwithmethatattheendoftenminutesIhadanoddsenseofknowing——byimplication——agooddealabouttheyounglady。
EvenafteritwassettledthatMrs。Nettlepointwoulddoeverythingpossibleforhertheothervisitorsatsippingouricedliquidandtellinghow"low"Mr。Mavishadbeen。Atthisperiodthegirl’ssilencestruckmeasstillmoreconscious,partlyperhapsbecauseshedeprecatedhermother’sfreeflow——shewasenoughofan"improvement"
tomeasurethat——andpartlybecauseshewastoodistressedbytheideaofleavingherinfirm,herperhapsdyingfather。Itwasn’tindistinguishablethattheywerepoorandthatshewouldtakeoutaverysmallpurseforhertrousseau。ForMr。Porterfieldtomakeupthesumhisowncasewouldhavehadmoreovergreatlytochange。IfhehadenrichedhimselfbythesuccessfulpracticeofhisprofessionIhadencounterednoedificehehadreared——hisreputationhadn’tcometomyears。
Mrs。Nettlepointnotifiedhernewfriendsthatshewasaveryinactivepersonatsea:shewaspreparedtosuffertothefullwithMissMavis,butnotpreparedtopacethedeckwithher,tostrugglewithher,toaccompanyhertomeals。Tothisthegirlrepliedthatshewouldtroubleherlittle,shewassure:shewasconvincedsheshouldproveawretchedsailorandspendthevoyageonherback。Hermotherscoffedatthispicture,prophesyingperfectweatherandalovelytime,andIinterposedtotheeffectthatifImightbetrusted,asatamebachelorfairlysea-seasoned,Ishouldbedelightedtogivethenewmemberofourpartyanarmoranyothercountenancewheneversheshouldrequireit。Boththeladiesthankedmeforthis——takingmyprofessionswithnosortofabatement——andtheelderonedeclaredthatwewereevidentlygoingtobesuchasociablegroupthatitwastoobadtohavetostayathome。SheaskedMrs。
Nettlepointiftherewereanyoneelseinourparty,andwhenourhostessmentionedherson——therewasachanceofhisembarkingbut(wasn’titabsurd?)hehadn’tdecidedyet——shereturnedwithextraordinarycandour:"Ohdear,Idohopehe’llgo:thatwouldbesolovelyforGrace。"
SomehowthewordsmademethinkofpoorMr。Porterfield’startan,especiallyasJasperNettlepointstrolledinagainatthatmoment。
Hismotheratoncechallengedhim:itwasteno’clock;hadhebychancemadeuphisgreatmind?Apparentlyhefailedtohearher,beinginthefirstplacesurprisedatthestrangeladiesandthenstruckwiththefactthatoneofthemwasn’tstrange。Theyoungman,afteraslighthesitation,greetedMissMaviswithahandshakeanda"Ohgood-evening,howdoyoudo?"Hedidn’tutterhername——whichI
couldseehemusthaveforgotten;butsheimmediatelypronouncedhis,availingherselfoftheAmericangirl’sdiscretionto"present"himtohermother。
"Well,youmighthavetoldmeyouknewhimallthistime!"thatladyjoviallycried。ThenshehadanequalconfidenceforMrs。
Nettlepoint。"Itwouldhavesavedmeaworry——anacquaintancealreadybegun。"
"Ahmyson’sacquaintances!"ourhostessmurmured。
"Yes,andmydaughter’stoo!"Mrs。Mavisgailyechoed。"Mrs。Allendidn’ttellusYOUweregoing,"shecontinuedtotheyoungman。
"She’dhavebeencleverifshehadbeenableto!"Mrs。Nettlepointsighed。
"Dearmother,Ihavemytelegram,"Jasperremarked,lookingatGraceMavis。
"Iknowyouverylittle,"thegirlsaid,returninghisobservation。
"I’vedancedwithyouatsomeball——forsomesufferersbysomethingorother。"
"Ithinkitwasaninundationorabigfire,"shealittlelanguidlysmiled。"Butitwasalongtimeago——andIhaven’tseenyousince。"
"I’vebeeninfarcountries——tomyloss。Ishouldhavesaiditwasabigfire。"
"ItwasattheHorticulturalHall。Ididn’trememberyourname,"
saidGraceMavis。
"That’sveryunkindofyou,whenIrecallvividlythatyouhadapinkdress。"
"OhIrememberthatdress——yourstrawberrytarletan:youlookedlovelyinit!"Mrs。Mavisbrokeout。"Youmustgetanotherjustlikeit——ontheotherside。"
"Yes,yourdaughterlookedcharminginit,"saidJasperNettlepoint。
Thenheaddedtothegirl:"Yetyoumentionedmynametoyourmother。"
"Itcamebacktome——seeingyouhere。Ihadnoideathiswasyourhome。"
"Well,Iconfessitisn’t,much。Ohtherearesomedrinks!"——heapproachedthetrayanditsglasses。
"Indeedthereareandquitedelicious"——Mrs。Mavislargelywipedhermouth。
"Won’tyouhaveanotherthen?——apinkone,likeyourdaughter’sgown。"
"Withpleasure,sir。Ohdoseethemover,"Mrs。Maviscontinued,acceptingfromtheyoungman’shandathirdtumbler。
"Mymotherandthatgentleman?Surelytheycantakecareofthemselves,"hefreelypleaded。
"Thenmydaughter——shehasaclaimasanoldfriend。"
Buthismotherhadbythistimeinterposed。"Jasper,whatdoesyourtelegramsay?"
Hepaidhernoheed:hestoodtherewithhisglassinhishand,lookingfromMrs。MavistoMissGrace。
"Ahleavehertome,madam;I’mquitecompetent,"IsaidtoMrs。
Mavis。
Thentheyoungmangavemehisattention。Thenextminuteheaskedofthegirl:"Doyoumeanyou’regoingtoEurope?"
"Yes,tomorrow。Inthesameshipasyourmother。"
"That’swhatwe’vecomeherefor,toseeallaboutit,"saidMrs。
Mavis。
"Myson,takepityonmeandtellmewhatlightyourtelegramthrows,"Mrs。Nettlepointwenton。
"Iwill,dearest,whenI’vequenchedmythirst。"Andheslowlydrainedhisglass。
"Well,Ideclareyou’reworsethanGracie,"Mrs。Maviscommented。
"Shewasfirstonethingandthentheother——butonlyaboutuptothreeo’clockyesterday。"
"Excuseme——won’tyoutakesomething?"JasperinquiredofGracie;whohoweverstilldeclined,asiftomakeupforhermother’scopiousconsommation。Ifoundmyselfquiteawarethatthetwoladieswoulddowelltotakeleave,thequestionofMrs。Nettlepoint’sgoodwillbeingsosatisfactorilysettledandthemeetingofthemorrowattheshipsonearathandandIwentsofarastojudgethattheirprotractedstay,withtheirhostessvisiblyinafidget,gavethelastproofoftheirwantofbreeding。MissGraceafterallthenwasnotsuchanimprovementonhermother,forsheeasilymighthavetakentheinitiativeofdeparture,inspiteofMrs。Mavis’sevident"game"ofmakingherownabsorptionofrefreshmentlastaslongaspossible。Iwatchedthegirlwithincreasinginterest;Icouldn’thelpaskingmyselfaquestionortwoaboutherandevenperceivingalready(inadimandgeneralway)thatrathermarkedembarrassment,oratleastanxietyattendedher。Wasn’titcomplicatingthatsheshouldhaveneeded,byremaininglongenough,toassuageacertainsuspense,tolearnwhetherornoJasperweregoingtosail?Hadn’tsomethingparticularpassedbetweenthemontheoccasionorattheperiodtowhichwehadcaughttheirallusion,anddidn’tshereallynotknowhermotherwasbringinghertoHISmother’s,thoughsheapparentlyhadthoughtitwellnottobetrayknowledge?Suchthingsweresymptomatic——thoughindeedonescarceknewofwhat——onthepartofayoungladybetrothedtothatcuriouscross-barredphantomofaMr。Porterfield。ButIamboundtoaddthatshegavemenofurtherwarrantforwonderthanwasconveyedinheralltacitlyandcovertlyencouraginghermothertolinger。SomehowIhadasensethatSHEwasconsciousoftheindecencyofthis。Igotupmyselftogo,butMrs。
Nettlepointdetainedmeafterseeingthatmymovementwouldn’tbetakenasahint,andIfeltshewishedmenottoleavemyfellowvisitorsonherhands。Jaspercomplainedoftheclosenessoftheroom,saidthatitwasnotanighttositinaroom——oneoughttobeoutintheair,underthesky。Hedenouncedthewindowsthatoverlookedthewaterfornotopeninguponabalconyoraterrace,untilhismother,whomhehadn’tyetsatisfiedabouthistelegram,remindedhimthattherewasabeautifulbalconyinfront,withroomforadozenpeople。Sheassuredhimwewouldgoandsitthereifitwouldpleasehim。
"Itwillbeniceandcooltomorrow,whenwesteamintothegreatocean,"saidMissMavis,expressingwithmorevivacitythanshehadyetthrownintoanyofherutterancesmyownthoughtofhalfanhourbefore。Mrs。Nettlepointrepliedthatitwouldprobablybefreezingcold,andhersonmurmuredthathewouldgoandtrythedrawing-roombalconyandreportuponit。Justashewasturningawayhesaid,smiling,toMissMavis:"Won’tyoucomewithmeandseeifit’spleasant?"
"Ohwell,wehadbetternotstayallnight!"hermotherexclaimed,butstillwithoutmoving。Thegirlmoved,afteramoment’shesitation;——sheroseandaccompaniedJaspertotheotherroom。I
sawhowherslimtallnessshowedtoadvantageasshewalked,andthatshelookedwellasshepassed,withherheadthrownback,intothedarknessoftheotherpartofthehouse。Therewassomethingrathermarked,rathersurprising——Iscarcelyknewwhy,fortheactinitselfwassimpleenough——inheracceptanceofsuchaplea,andperhapsitwasoursenseofthisthatheldtherestofussomewhatstifflysilentassheremainedaway。IwaswaitingforMrs。Mavistogo,sothatImyselfmightgo;andMrs。NettlepointwaswaitingforhertogosothatImightn’t。Thisdoubtlessmadetheyounglady’sabsenceappeartouslongerthanitreallywas——itwasprobablyverybrief。
Hermothermoreover,Ithink,hadnowavaguelapsefromease。
JasperNettlepointpresentlyreturnedtothebackdrawing-roomtoservehiscompanionwithourlucentsyrup,andhetookoccasiontoremarkthatitwaslovelyonthebalcony:onereallygotsomeair,thebreezebeingfromthatquarter。Iremembered,ashewentawaywithhistinklingtumbler,thatfromMYhand,afewminutesbefore,MissMavishadnotbeenwillingtoacceptthisinnocentoffering。A
littlelaterMrs。Nettlepointsaid:"Well,ifit’ssopleasanttherewehadbettergoourselves。"Sowepassedtothefrontandintheotherroommetthetwoyoungpeoplecominginfromthebalcony。I
wastowonder,inthelightoflaterthings,exactlyhowlongtheyhadoccupiedtogetheracoupleofthesetofcanechairsgarnishingtheplaceinsummer。Ifithadbeenbutfiveminutesthatonlymadesubsequenteventsmorecurious。"Wemustgo,mother,"MissMavisimmediatelysaid;andamomentafter,withalittlerenewalofchatterastoourgeneralmeetingontheship,thevisitorshadtakenleave。JasperwentdownwiththemtothedoorandassoonastheyhadgotoffMrs。Nettlepointquiterichlyexhaledherimpression。
"Ahbut’llshebeabore——she’llbeaboreofbores!"
"Notthroughtalkingtoomuch,surely。"
"Anaffectationofsilenceisasbad。Ihatethatparticularpose;
it’scomingupverymuchnow;animitationoftheEnglish,likeeverythingelse。Agirlwhotriestobestatuesqueatsea——thatwillactonone’snerves!"
"Idon’tknowwhatshetriestobe,butshesucceedsinbeingveryhandsome。"
"Somuchthebetterforyou。I’llleavehertoyou,forIshallbeshutup。Ilikeherbeingplacedundermy’care’!"myfriendcried。
"She’llbeunderJasper’s,"Iremarked。
"Ahhewon’tgo,"shewailed——"Iwantittoomuch!"
"ButIdidn’tseeitthatway。Ihaveanideahe’llgo。"
"Whydidn’thetellmesothen——whenhecamein?"
"Hewasdivertedbythatyoungwoman——abeautifulunexpectedgirlsittingthere。"
"Divertedfromhismotherandherfondhope?——hismothertremblingforhisdecision?"
"Well"——Ipiecedittogether——"she’sanoldfriend,olderthanweknow。Itwasameetingafteralongseparation。"
"Yes,suchalotofthemashedoesknow!"Mrs。Nettlepointsighed。
"Suchalotofthem?"
"Hehassomanyfemalefriends——inthemostvariedcircles。"
"Well,wecancloseroundherthen,"Ireturned;"forIonmysideknow,orusedtoknow,heryoungman。"
"Herintended?"——shehadalightofreliefforthis。
"Theveryoneshe’sgoingoutto。Hecan’t,bytheway,"itoccurredtome,"beveryyoungnow。"
"Howodditsounds——hermuddlingafterhim!"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。
Iwasgoingtoreplythatitwasn’toddifyouknewMr。Porterfield,butIreflectedthatthatperhapsonlymadeitodder。Itoldmycompanionbrieflywhohewas——thatIhadmethimintheoldParisdays,whenIbelievedforafleetinghourthatIcouldlearntopaint,whenIlivedwiththejeunessedesecoles;andhercommentonthiswassimply:"Well,hehadbetterhavecomeoutforher!"
"Perhapsso。Shelookedtomeasshesatthereasif,shemightchangehermindatthelastmoment。"
"Abouthermarriage?
"Aboutsailing。Butshewon’tchangenow。"
Jaspercameback,andhismotherinstantlychallengedhim。"Well,AREyougoing?"
"Yes,Ishallgo"——hewasfinallyatpeaceaboutit。"I’vegotmytelegram。"
"Ohyourtelegram!"——Iventuredalittletojeer。
"Thatcharminggirl’syourtelegram。"
Hegavemealook,butintheduskIcouldn’tmakeoutverywellwhatitconveyed。Thenhebentoverhismother,kissingher。"Mynewsisn’tparticularlysatisfactory。I’mgoingforYOU。"
"Ohyouhumbug!"shereplied。Butshewasofcoursedelighted。
CHAPTERII
Peopleusuallyspendthefirsthoursofavoyageinsqueezingthemselvesintotheircabins,takingtheirlittleprecautions,eithersoexcessiveorsoinadequate,wonderinghowtheycanpasssomanydaysinsuchaholeandaskingidioticquestionsofthestewards,whoappearincomparisonraremenoftheworld。Myowninitiationswererapid,asbecameanoldsailor,andso,itseemed,wereMissMavis’s,forwhenImountedtothedeckattheendofhalfanhourIfoundhertherealone,inthesternoftheship,hereyesonthedwindlingcontinent。Itdwindledveryfastforsobigaplace。Iaccostedher,havinghadnoconversationwithheramidthecrowdofleave-
takersandthemuddleoffarewellsbeforeweputoff;wetalkedalittleabouttheboat,ourfellow-passengersandourprospects,andthenIsaid:"IthinkyoumentionedlastnightanameIknow——thatofMr。Porterfield。"
"OhnoIdidn’t!"sheansweredverystraightwhileshesmiledatmethroughherclosely-drawnveil。
"Thenitwasyourmother。"
"Verylikelyitwasmymother。"AndshecontinuedtosmileasifI
oughttohaveknownthedifference。
"IventuretoalludetohimbecauseI’veanideaIusedtoknowhim,"
Iwenton。
"OhIsee。"Andbeyondthisremarksheappearedtotakenointerest;
sheleftittometomakeanyconnexion。
"Thatisifit’sthesameone。"Itstruckmeasfeebletosaynothingmore;soIadded"MyMr。PorterfieldwascalledDavid。"
"Well,soisours。""Ours"affectedmeasclever。
"IsupposeIshallseehimagainifhe’stomeetyouatLiverpool,"I
continued。
"Well,itwillbebadifhedoesn’t。"
Itwastoosoonformetohavetheideathatitwouldbebadifhedid:thatonlycamelater。SoIremarkedthat,nothavingseenhimforsomanyyears,itwasverypossibleIshouldn’tknowhim。
"Well,I’venotseenhimforaconsiderabletime,butIexpectI
shallknowhimallthesame。"
"Ohwithyouit’sdifferent,"Ireturnedwithharmlesslybrightsignificance。"Hasn’thebeenbacksincethosedays?"
"Idon’tknow,"shesturdilyprofessed,"whatdaysyoumean。"
"WhenIknewhiminParis——agesago。HewasapupiloftheEcoledesBeauxArts。Hewasstudyingarchitecture。"
"Well,he’sstudyingitstill,"saidGraceMavis。
"Hasn’thelearnedityet?"
"Idon’tknowwhathehaslearned。Ishallsee。"Thensheaddedforthebenefitofmyperhapsunduelevity:"Architecture’sverydifficultandhe’stremendouslythorough。"
"Ohyes,Irememberthat。Hewasanadmirableworker。Buthemusthavebecomequiteaforeignerifit’ssomanyyearssincehehasbeenathome。"
Sheseemedtoregardthispropositionatfirstascomplicated;butshedidwhatshecouldforme。"Ohhe’snotchangeable。Ifhewerechangeable——"
Then,however,shepaused。Idaresayshehadbeengoingtoobservethatifhewerechangeablehewouldlongagohavegivenherup。
Afteraninstantshewenton:"Hewouldn’thavestucksotohisprofession。Youcan’tmakemuchbyit。"
Isoughttoattenuateherratheroddmaidenlygrimness。"Itdependsonwhatyoucallmuch。"
"Itdoesn’tmakeyourich。"
"Ohofcourseyou’vegottopractiseit——andtopractiseitlong。"
"Yes——soMr。Porterfieldsays。"
Somethinginthewaysheutteredthesewordsmademelaugh——theyweresocalmanimplicationthatthegentlemaninquestiondidn’tliveuptohisprinciples。ButIcheckedmyself,askingherifsheexpectedtoremaininEuropelong——towhatonemightcallsettle。
"Well,itwillbeagoodwhileifittakesmeaslongtocomebackasithastakenmetogoout。"
"AndIthinkyourmothersaidlastnightthatitwasyourfirstvisit。"
MissMavis,inherdeliberateway,metmyeyes。"Didn’tmothertalk!"
"Itwasallveryinteresting。"
Shecontinuedtolookatme。"Youdon’tthinkthat,"shethensimplystated。
"WhathaveItogainthenbysayingit?"
"Ohmenhavealwayssomethingtogain。"
"Youmakemeinthatcasefeelaterriblefailure!Ihopeatanyratethatitgivesyoupleasure,"Iwenton,"theideaofseeingforeignlands。"
"Mercy——Ishouldthinkso!"
Thiswasalmostgenial,anditcheeredmeproportionately。"It’sapityourship’snotoneofthefastones,ifyou’reimpatient。"
Shewassilentalittleafterwhichshebroughtout:"OhIguessit’llbefastenough!"
ThateveningIwentintoseeMrs。Nettlepointandsatonhersea-
trunk,whichwaspulledoutfromundertheberthtoaccommodateme。
Itwasnineo’clockbutnotquitedark,asournorthwardcoursehadalreadytakenusintothelatitudeofthelongerdays。Shehadmadehernestadmirablyandnowrestedfromherlabours;shelayuponhersofainadressing-gownandacapthatbecameher。Itwasherregularpracticetospendthevoyageinhercabin,whichsmeltpositivelygood——suchwastherefinementofherart;andshehadasecretpeculiartoherselfforkeepingherportopenwithoutshippingseas。Shehatedwhatshecalledthemessoftheshipandtheidea,ifsheshouldgoabove,ofmeetingstewardswithplatesofsupererogatoryfood。Sheprofessedtobecontentwithhersituation——
wepromisedtolendeachotherbooksandIassuredherfamiliarlythatIshouldbeinandoutofherroomadozentimesaday——pityingmeforhavingtomingleinsociety。Shejudgedthisalimitedprivilege,foronthedeckbeforeweleftthewharfshehadtakenaviewofourfellow-passengers。
"OhI’maninveterate,almostaprofessionalobserver,"Ireplied,"andwiththatviceI’maswelloccupiedasanoldwomaninthesunwithherknitting。Itmakesme,inanysituation,justinordinatelyandsubmissivelySEEthings。Ishallseethemevenhereandshallcomedownveryoftenandtellyouaboutthem。You’renotinterestedtoday,butyouwillbetomorrow,foraship’sagreatschoolofgossip。Youwon’tbelievethenumberofresearchesandproblemsyou’llbeengagedinbythemiddleofthevoyage。"
"I?Neverintheworld!——lyingherewithmynoseinabookandnotcaringastraw。"
"You’llparticipateatsecondhand。You’llseethroughmyeyes,hanguponmylips,takesides,feelpassions,allsortsofsympathiesandindignations。I’veanidea,"Ifurtherdeveloped,"thatyouryounglady’sthepersononboardwhowillinterestmemost。"
"’Mine’indeed!Shehasn’tbeennearmesinceweleftthedock。"
"Thereyouare——youdofeelsheowesyousomething。Well,"Iadded,"she’sverycurious。"
"You’vesuchcold-bloodedterms!"Mrs。Nettlepointwailed。"Ellenesaitpasseconduire;sheoughttohavecometoaskaboutme。"
"Yes,sinceyou’reunderhercare,"Ilaughed。"Asforhernotknowinghowtobehave——well,that’sexactlywhatweshallsee。"
"Youwill,butnotI!Iwashmyhandsofher。"
"Don’tsaythat——don’tsaythat。"
Mrs。Nettlepointlookedatmeamoment。"Whydoyouspeaksosolemnly?"
InreturnIconsideredher。"I’lltellyoubeforeweland。Andhaveyouseenmuchofyourson?"
"Ohyes,hehascomeinseveraltimes。Heseemsverymuchpleased。
Hehasgotacabintohimself。"
"That’sgreatluck,"Isaid,"butI’veanideahe’salwaysinluck。
IwassureIshouldhavetoofferhimthesecondberthinmyroom。"
"Andyouwouldn’thaveenjoyedthat,becauseyoudon’tlikehim,"shetookuponherselftosay。
"Whatputthatintoyourhead?"
"Itisn’tinmyhead——it’sinmyheart,mycoeurdemere。Weguessthosethings。Youthinkhe’sselfish。Icouldseeitlastnight。"
"Dearlady,"Icontrivedpromptlyenoughtoreply,"I’venogeneralideasabouthimatall。He’sjustoneofthephenomenaIamgoingtoobserve。Heseemstomeaveryfineyoungman。However,"Iadded,"sinceyou’vementionedlastnightI’lladmitthatIthoughtherathertantalisedyou。Heplayedwithyoursuspense。"
"Whyhecameatthelastjusttopleaseme,"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。
Iwassilentalittle。"Areyousureitwasforyoursake?"
"Ah,perhapsitwasforyours!"
Iboreup,however,againstthisthrust,characteristicofperfidiouswomanwhenyoupresumetosidewithheragainstafondtormentor。
"Whenhewentoutonthebalconywiththatgirl,"Ifoundassurancetosuggest,"perhapssheaskedhimtocomeforHERS。"
"Perhapsshedid。Butwhyshouldhedoeverythingsheaskshim——suchassheis?"
"Idon’tknowyet,butperhapsIshallknowlater。Notthathe’lltellme——forhe’llnevertellmeanything:he’snot,"Iconsistentlyopined,"oneofthosewhotell。"
"Ifshedidn’taskhim,whatyousayisagreatwrongtoher,"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。
"Yes,ifshedidn’t。ButyousaythattoprotectJasper——nottoprotecther,"Ismiled。
"YouAREcold-blooded——it’suncanny!"myfriendexclaimed。
"Ahthisisnothingyet!Waitawhile——you’llsee。AtseaingeneralI’mawful——Iexceedthelimits。IfI’veoutragedherinthoughtI’lljumpoverboard。Therearewaysofasking——amandoesn’tneedtotellawomanthat——withoutthecrudewords。"
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