Ashenowneverenjoyedinternalpeace,theconditionofhisfellowcreatureswastohimaperpetualsourceoftroubleanddistress。
HebelievedhehaddisturbedthehappinessofAlbertandhiswife;
and,whilsthecensuredhimselfstronglyforthis,hebegantoentertainasecretdisliketoAlbert。
Histhoughtswereoccasionallydirectedtothispoint。"Yes,"hewouldrepeattohimself,withill-concealeddissatisfaction,"yes,thisis,afterall,theextentofthatconfiding,dear,tender,andsympatheticlove,thatcalmandeternalfidelity!WhatdoI
beholdbutsatietyandindifference?Doesnoteveryfrivolousengagementattracthimmorethanhischarmingandlovelywife?
Doesheknowhowtoprizehishappiness?Canhevalueherasshedeserves?Hepossessesher,itistrue,Iknowthat,asIknowmuchmore,andIhavebecomeaccustomedtothethoughtthathewilldrivememad,or,perhaps,murderme。Ishisfriendshiptowardmeunimpaired?DoeshenotviewmyattachmenttoCharlotteasaninfringementuponhisrights,andconsidermyattentiontoherasasilentrebuketohimself?Iknow,andindeedfeel,thathedislikesme,thathewishesformyabsence,thatmypresenceishatefultohim。"
HewouldoftenpausewhenonhiswaytovisitCharlotte,standstill,asthoughindoubt,andseemdesirousofreturning,butwouldneverthelessproceed;and,engagedinsuchthoughtsandsoliloquiesaswehavedescribed,hefinallyreachedthehunting-lodge,withasortofinvoluntaryconsent。
Upononeoccasionheenteredthehouse;and,inquiringforCharlotte,heobservedthattheinmateswereinastateofunusualconfusion。TheeldestboyinformedhimthatadreadfulmisfortunehadoccurredatWalheim,——thatapeasanthadbeenmurdered!Butthismadelittleimpressionuponhim。Enteringtheapartment,hefoundCharlotteengagedreasoningwithherfather,who,inspiteofhisinfirmity,insistedongoingtothesceneofthecrime,inordertoinstituteaninquiry。Thecriminalwasunknown;thevictimhadbeenfounddeadathisowndoorthatmorning。Suspicionswereexcited:themurderedmanhadbeenintheserviceofawidow,andthepersonwhohadpreviouslyfilledthesituationhadbeendismissedfromheremployment。
AssoonasWertherheardthis,heexclaimedwithgreatexcitement,"Isitpossible!Imustgotothespot——Icannotdelayamoment!"
HehastenedtoWalheim。Everyincidentreturnedvividlytohisremembrance;andheentertainednottheslightestdoubtthatthatmanwasthemurderertowhomhehadsooftenspoken,andforwhomheentertainedsomuchregard。Hiswaytookhimpastthewell-knownlimetrees,tothehousewherethebodyhadbeencarried;andhisfeelingsweregreatlyexcitedatthesightofthefondlyrecollectedspot。Thatthresholdwheretheneighbours’childrenhadsooftenplayedtogetherwasstainedwithblood;loveandattachment,thenoblestfeelingsofhumannature,hadbeenconvertedintoviolenceandmurder。Thehugetreesstoodthereleaflessandcoveredwithhoarfrost;thebeautifulhedgerowswhichsurroundedtheoldchurchyardwallwerewithered;andthegravestones,halfcoveredwithsnow,werevisiblethroughtheopenings。
Asheapproachedtheinn,infrontofwhichthewholevillagewasassembled,screamsweresuddenlyheard。Atroopofarmedpeasantswasseenapproaching,andeveryoneexclaimedthatthecriminalhadbeenapprehended。Wertherlooked,andwasnotlongindoubt。
Theprisonerwasnootherthantheservant,whohadbeenformerlysoattachedtothewidow,andwhomhehadmetprowlingabout,withthatsuppressedangerandill-concealeddespair,whichwehavebeforedescribed。
"Whathaveyoudone,unfortunateman?"inquiredWerther,asheadvancedtowardtheprisoner。Thelatterturnedhiseyesuponhiminsilence,andthenrepliedwithperfectcomposure;"Noonewillnowmarryher,andshewillmarrynoone。"Theprisonerwastakenintotheinn,andWertherlefttheplace。ThemindofWertherwasfearfullyexcitedbythisshockingoccurrence。Heceased,however,tobeoppressedbyhisusualfeelingofmelancholy,moroseness,andindifferencetoeverythingthatpassedaroundhim。Heentertainedastrongdegreeofpityfortheprisoner,andwasseizedwithanindescribableanxietytosavehimfromhisimpendingfate。Heconsideredhimsounfortunate,hedeemedhiscrimesoexcusable,andthoughthisownconditionsonearlysimilar,thathefeltconvincedhecouldmakeeveryoneelseviewthematterinthelightinwhichhesawithimself。Henowbecameanxioustoundertakehisdefence,andcommencedcomposinganeloquentspeechfortheoccasion;and,onhiswaytothehunting-lodge,hecouldnotrefrainfromspeakingaloudthestatementwhichheresolvedtomaketothejudge。
Uponhisarrival,hefoundAlberthadbeenbeforehim:andhewasalittleperplexedbythismeeting;buthesoonrecoveredhimself,andexpressedhisopinionwithmuchwarmthtothejudge。Thelattershook,hisheaddoubtingly;andalthoughWertherurgedhiscasewiththeutmostzeal,feeling,anddeterminationindefenceofhisclient,yet,aswemayeasilysuppose,thejudgewasnotmuchinfluencedbyhisappeal。Onthecontrary,heinterruptedhiminhisaddress,reasonedwithhimseriously,andevenadministeredarebuketohimforbecomingtheadvocateofamurderer。Hedemonstrated,that,accordingtothisprecedent,everylawmightbeviolated,andthepublicsecurityutterlydestroyed。Headded,moreover,thatinsuchacasehecouldhimselfdonothing,withoutincurringthegreatestresponsibility;thateverythingmustfollowintheusualcourse,andpursuetheordinarychannel。
Werther,however,didnotabandonhisenterprise,andevenbesoughtthejudgetoconniveattheflightoftheprisoner。Butthisproposalwasperemptorilyrejected。Albert,whohadtakensomepartinthediscussion,coincidedinopinionwiththejudge。AtthisWertherbecameenraged,andtookhisleaveingreatanger,afterthejudgehadmorethanonceassuredhimthattheprisonercouldnotbesaved。
Theexcessofhisgriefatthisassurancemaybeinferredfromanotewehavefoundamongsthispapers,andwhichwasdoubtlesswrittenuponthisveryoccasion。
"Youcannotbesaved,unfortunateman!Iseeclearlythatwecannotbesaved!"
WertherwashighlyincensedattheobservationswhichAlberthadmadetothejudgeinthismatteroftheprisoner。Hethoughthecoulddetectthereinalittlebitternesstowardhimselfpersonally;
andalthough,uponreflection,itcouldnotescapehissoundjudgmentthattheirviewofthematterwascorrect,hefeltthegreatestpossiblereluctancetomakesuchanadmission。
AmemorandumofWerther’suponthispoint,expressiveofhisgeneralfeelingstowardAlbert,hasbeenfoundamongsthispapers。
"Whatistheuseofmycontinuallyrepeatingthatheisagoodandestimableman?Heisaninwardtormenttome,andIamincapableofbeingjusttowardhim。"
Onefineeveninginwinter,whentheweatherseemedinclinedtothaw,CharlotteandAlbertwerereturninghometogether。Theformerlookedfromtimetotimeabouther,asifshemissedWerther’scompany。Albertbegantospeakofhim,andcensuredhimforhisprejudices。Healludedtohisunfortunateattachment,andwisheditwerepossibletodiscontinuehisacquaintance。"Idesireitonourownaccount,"headded;"andIrequestyouwillcompelhimtoalterhisdeportmenttowardyou,andtovisityoulessfrequently。
Theworldiscensorious,andIknowthathereandtherewearespokenof。"Charlottemadenoreply,andAlbertseemedtofeelhersilence。Atleast,fromthattimeheneveragainspokeofWerther;and,whensheintroducedthesubject,heallowedtheconversationtodieaway,orelsehedirectedthediscourseintoanotherchannel。
ThevainattemptWertherhadmadetosavetheunhappymurdererwasthelastfeebleglimmeringofaflameabouttobeextinguished。
Hesankalmostimmediatelyafterwardintoastateofgloomandinactivity,untilhewasatlengthbroughttoperfectdistractionbylearningthathewastobesummonedasawitnessagainsttheprisoner,whoassertedhiscompleteinnocence。
Hismindnowbecameoppressedbytherecollectionofeverymisfortuneofhispastlife。Themortificationhehadsufferedattheambassador’s,andhissubsequenttroubles,wererevivedinhismemory。Hebecameutterlyinactive。Destituteofenergy,hewascutofffromeverypursuitandoccupationwhichcomposethebusinessofcommonlife;andhebecameavictimtohisownsusceptibility,andtohisrestlesspassionforthemostamiableandbelovedofwomen,whosepeacehedestroyed。Inthisunvaryingmonotonyofexistencehisdayswereconsumed;andhispowersbecameexhaustedwithoutaimordesign,untiltheybroughthimtoasorrowfulend。
Afewletterswhichheleftbehind,andwhichweheresubjoin,affordthebestproofsofhisanxietyofmindandofthedepthofhispassion,aswellasofhisdoubtsandstruggles,andofhiswearinessoflife。
DECEMBER12。
DearWilhelm,Iamreducedtotheconditionofthoseunfortunatewretcheswhobelievetheyarepursuedbyanevilspirit。SometimesIamoppressed,notbyapprehensionorfear,butbyaninexpressibleinternalsensation,whichweighsuponmyheart,andimpedesmybreath!ThenIwanderforthatnight,eveninthistempestuousseason,andfeelpleasureinsurveyingthedreadfulscenesaroundme。
YesterdayeveningIwentforth。Arapidthawhadsuddenlysetin:Ihadbeeninformedthattheriverhadrisen,thatthebrookshadalloverflowedtheirbanks,andthatthewholevaleofWalheimwasunderwater!UponthestrokeoftwelveIhastenedforth。I
beheldafearfulsight。Thefoamingtorrentsrolledfromthemountainsinthemoonlight,——fieldsandmeadows,treesandhedges,wereconfoundedtogether;andtheentirevalleywasconvertedintoadeeplake,whichwasagitatedbytheroaringwind!Andwhenthemoonshoneforth,andtingedtheblackcloudswithsilver,andtheimpetuoustorrentatmyfeetfoamedandresoundedwithawfulandgrandimpetuosity,Iwasovercomebyamingledsensationofapprehensionanddelight。WithextendedarmsIlookeddownintotheyawningabyss,andcried,"Plunge!’"Foramomentmysensesforsookme,intheintensedelightofendingmysorrowsandmysufferingsbyaplungeintothatgulf!AndthenIfeltasifI
wererootedtotheearth,andincapableofseekinganendtomywoes!Butmyhourisnotyetcome:Ifeelitisnot。OWilhelm,howwillinglycouldIabandonmyexistencetoridethewhirlwind,ortoembracethetorrent!andthenmightnotraptureperchancebetheportionofthisliberatedsoul?
Iturnedmysorrowfuleyestowardafavouritespot,whereIwasaccustomedtositwithCharlottebeneathawillowafterafatiguingwalk。Alas!itwascoveredwithwater,andwithdifficultyIfoundeventhemeadow。Andthefieldsaroundthehunting-lodge,thoughtI。Hasourdearbowerbeendestroyedbythisunpityingstorm?
Andabeamofpasthappinessstreameduponme,asthemindofacaptiveisilluminedbydreamsofflocksandherdsandbygonejoysofhome!ButIamfreefromblame。Ihavecouragetodie!PerhapsIhave,——butIstillsithere,likeawretchedpauper,whocollectsfagots,andbegsherbreadfromdoortodoor,thatshemayprolongforafewdaysamiserableexistencewhichsheisunwillingtoresign。
DECEMBER15。
Whatisthematterwithme,dearWilhelm?Iamafraidofmyself!
Isnotmyloveforherofthepurest,mostholy,andmostbrotherlynature?Hasmysouleverbeensulliedbyasinglesensualdesire?
butIwillmakenoprotestations。Andnow,yenightlyvisions,howtrulyhavethosemortalsunderstoodyou,whoascribeyourvariouscontradictoryeffectstosomeinvinciblepower!ThisnightItrembleattheavowal——Iheldherinmyarms,lockedinacloseembrace:Ipressedhertomybosom,andcoveredwithcountlesskissesthosedearlipswhichmurmuredinreplysoftprotestationsoflove。Mysightbecameconfusedbythedeliciousintoxicationofhereyes。Heavens!isitsinfultorevelagaininsuchhappiness,torecalloncemorethoserapturousmomentswithintensedelight?
Charlotte!Charlotte!Iamlost!Mysensesarebewildered,myrecollectionisconfused,mineeyesarebathedintears——Iamill;andyetIamwell——Iwishfornothing——Ihavenodesires——itwerebetterIweregone。
Underthecircumstancesnarratedabove,adeterminationtoquitthisworldhadnowtakenfixedpossessionofWerther’ssoul。SinceCharlotte’sreturn,thisthoughthadbeenthefinalobjectofallhishopesandwishes;buthehadresolvedthatsuchastepshouldnotbetakenwithprecipitation,butwithcalmnessandtranquillity,andwiththemostperfectdeliberation。
Histroublesandinternalstrugglesmaybeunderstoodfromthefollowingfragment,whichwasfound,withoutanydate,amongsthispapers,andappearstohaveformedthebeginningofalettertoWilhelm。
"Herpresence,herfate,hersympathyforme,havepowerstilltoextracttearsfrommywitheredbrain。
"Oneliftsupthecurtain,andpassestotheotherside,——thatisall!Andwhyallthesedoubtsanddelays?Becauseweknownotwhatisbehind——becausethereisnoreturning——andbecauseourmindinfersthatallisdarknessandconfusion,wherewehavenothingbutuncertainty。"
Hisappearanceatlengthbecamequitealteredbytheeffectofhismelancholythoughts;andhisresolutionwasnowfinallyandirrevocablytaken,ofwhichthefollowingambiguousletter,whichheaddressedtohisfriend,mayappeartoaffordsomeproof。
DECEMBER2O。
Iamgratefultoyourlove,Wilhelm,forhavingrepeatedyouradvicesoseasonably。Yes,youareright:itisundoubtedlybetterthatIshoulddepart。ButIdonotentirelyapproveyourschemeofreturningatoncetoyourneighbourhood;atleast,I
shouldIiketomakealittleexcursionontheway,particularlyaswemaynowexpectacontinuedfrost,andconsequentlygoodroads。Iammuchpleasedwithyourintentionofcomingtofetchme;onlydelayyourjourneyforafortnight,andwaitforanotherletterfromme。Oneshouldgathernothingbeforeitisripe,andafortnightsoonerorlatermakesagreatdifference。Entreatmymothertoprayforherson,andtellherIbegherpardonforalltheunhappinessIhaveoccasionedher。IthaseverbeenmyfatetogivepaintothosewhosehappinessIshouldhavepromoted。
Adieu,mydearestfriend。MayeveryblessingofHeavenattendyou!Farewell。
WefinditdifficulttoexpresstheemotionswithwhichCharlotte’ssoulwasagitatedduringthewholeofthistime,whetherinrelationtoherhusbandortoherunfortunatefriend;althoughweareenabled,byourknowledgeofhercharacter,tounderstandtheirnature。
Itiscertainthatshehadformedadetermination,byeverymeansinherpowertokeepWertheratadistance;and,ifshehesitatedinherdecision,itwasfromasincerefeelingoffriendlypity,knowinghowmuchitwouldcosthim,indeed,thathewouldfinditalmostimpossibletocomplywithherwishes。Butvariouscausesnowurgedhertobefirm。Herhushandpreservedastrictsilenceaboutthewholematter;andshenevermadeitasubjectofconversation,feelingboundtoprovetohimbyherconductthathersentimentsagreedwithhis。
Thesameday,whichwastheSundaybeforeChristmas,afterWertherhadwrittenthelast-mentionedlettertohisfriend,hecameintheeveningtoCharlotte’shouse,andfoundheralone。Shewasbusypreparingsomelittlegiftsforherbrothersandsisters,whichweretobedistributedtothemonChristmasDay。Hebegantalkingofthedelightofthechildren,andofthatagewhenthesuddenappearanceoftheChristmas-tree,decoratedwithfruitandsweetmeats,andlightedupwithwaxcandles,causessuchtransportsofjoy。"Youshallhaveagifttoo,ifyoubehavewell,"saidCharlotte,hidingherembarrassmentundersweetsmile。"Andwhatdoyoucallbehavingwell?WhatshouldIdo,whatcanIdo,mydearCharlotte?"saidhe。"Thursdaynight,"sheanswered,"isChristmasEve。Thechildrenarealltobehere,andmyfathertoo:
thereisapresentforeach;doyoucomelikewise,butdonotcomebeforethattime。"Wertherstarted。"Idesireyouwillnot:itmustbeso,"shecontinued。"Iaskitofyouasafavour,formyownpeaceandtranquillity。Wecannotgooninthismanneranylonger。"
Heturnedawayhisfacewalkedhastilyupanddowntheroom,mutteringindistinctly,"Wecannotgooninthismanneranylonger!"Charlotte,seeingtheviolentagitationintowhichthesewordshadthrownhim,endeavouredtodiverthisthoughtsbydifferentquestions,butinvain。
"No,Charlotte!"heexclaimed;"Iwillneverseeyouanymore!"
"Andwhyso?"sheanswered。"Wemay——wemustseeeachotheragain;onlyletitbewithmorediscretion。Oh!whywereyoubornwiththatexcessive,thatungovernablepassionforeverythingthatisdeartoyou?"Then,takinghishand,shesaid,"Ientreatofyoutobemorecalm:yourtalents,yourunderstanding,yourgenius,willfurnishyouwithathousandresources。Beaman,andconqueranunhappyattachmenttowardacreaturewhocandonothingbutpityyou。"Hebithislips,andlookedatherwithagloomycountenance。
Shecontinuedtoholdhishand。"Grantmebutamoment’spatience,Werther,"shesaid。"Doyounotseethatyouaredeceivingyourself,thatyouareseekingyourowndestruction?Whymustyouloveme,meonly,whobelongtoanother?Ifear,Imuchfear,thatitisonlytheimpossibilityofpossessingmewhichmakesyourdesireformesostrong。"Hedrewbackhishand,whilsthesurveyedherwithawildandangrylook。"’Tiswell!"heexclaimed,"’tisverywell!
DidnotAlbertfurnishyouwiththisreflection?Itisprofound,averyprofoundremark。""Areflectionthatanyonemighteasilymake,"sheanswered;"andistherenotawomaninthewholeworldwhoisatliberty,andhasthepowertomakeyouhappy?Conqueryourself:lookforsuchabeing,andbelievemewhenIsaythatyouwillcertainlyfindher。Ihavelongfeltforyou,andforusall:
youhaveconfinedyourselftoolongwithinthelimitsoftoonarrowacircle。Conqueryourself;makeaneffort:ashortjourneywillbeofservicetoyou。Seekandfindanobjectworthyofyourlove;
thenreturnhither,andletusenjoytogetherallthehappinessofthemostperfectfriendship。"
"Thisspeech,"repliedWertherwithacoldsmile,"thisspeechshouldbeprinted,forthebenefitofallteachers。MydearCharlotte,allowmebutashorttimelonger,andallwillbewell。"
"Buthowever,Werther,"sheadded,"donotcomeagainbeforeChristmas。"Hewasabouttomakesomeanswer,whenAlbertcamein。
Theysalutedeachothercoldly,andwithmutualembarrassmentpacedupanddowntheroom。Werthermadesomecommonremarks;Albertdidthesame,andtheirconversationsoondropped。Albertaskedhiswifeaboutsomehouseholdmatters;and,findingthathiscommissionswerenotexecuted,heusedsomeexpressionswhich,toWerther’sear,savouredofextremeharshness。Hewishedtogo,buthadnotpowertomove;andinthissituationheremainedtilleighto’clock,hisuneasinessanddiscontentcontinuallyincreasing。
Atlengththeclothwaslaidforsupper,andhetookuphishatandstick。Albertinvitedhimtoremain;butWerther,fancyingthathewasmerelypayingaformalcompliment,thankedhimcoldly,amdleftthehouse。
Wertherreturnedhome,tookthecandlefromhisservant,andretiredtohisroomalone。Hetalkedforsometimewithgreatearnestnesstohimself,weptaloud,walkedinastateofgreatexcitementthroughhischamber;tillatlength,withoutundressing,hethrewhimselfonthebed,wherehewasfoundbyhisservantateleveno’clock,whenthelatterventuredtoentertheroom,andtakeoffhisboots。Wertherdidnotpreventhim,butforbadehimtocomeinthemorningtillheshouldring。
OnMondaymorning,the21stofDecember,hewrotetoCharlottethefollowingletter,whichwasfound,sealed,onhisbureauafterhisdeath,andwasgiventoher。Ishallinsertitinfragments;asitappears,fromseveralcircumstances,tohavebeenwritteninthatmanner。
"Itisallover,Charlotte:Iamresolvedtodie!Imakethisdeclarationdeliberatelyandcoolly,withoutanyromanticpassion,onthismorningofthedaywhenIamtoseeyouforthelasttime。
Atthemomentyoureadtheselines,Obestofwomen,thecoldgravewillholdtheinanimateremainsofthatrestlessandunhappybeingwho,inthelastmomentsofhisexistence,knewnopleasuresogreatasthatofconversingwithyou!Ihavepassedadreadfulnightorrather,letmesay,apropitiousone;forithasgivenmeresolution,ithasfixedmypurpose。Iamresolvedtodie。
WhenItoremyselffromyouyesterday,mysenseswereintumultanddisorder;myheartwasoppressed,hopeandpleasurehadfledfrommeforever,andapetrifyingcoldhadseizedmywretchedbeing。Icouldscarcelyreachmyroom。Ithrewmyselfonmyknees;
andHeaven,forthelasttime,grantedmetheconsolationofsheddingtears。Athousandideas,athousandschemes,arosewithinmysoul;tillatlengthonelast,fixed,finalthoughttookpossessionofmyheart。Itwastodie。Ilaydowntorest;andinthemorning,inthequiethourofawakening,thesamedeterminationwasuponme。Todie!Itisnotdespair:itisconvictionthatI
havefilledupthemeasureofmysufferings,thatIhavereachedmyappointedterm,andmustsacrificemyselfforthee。Yes,Charlotte,whyshouldInotavowit?Oneofusthreemustdie:
itshallbeWerther。ObelovedCharlotte!thisheart,excitedbyrageandfury,hasoftenconceivedthehorridideaofmurderingyourhusband——you——myself!Thelotiscastatlength。Andinthebright,quieteveningsofsummer,whenyousometimeswandertowardthemountains,letyourthoughtsthenturntome:recollecthowoftenyouhavewatchedmecomingtomeetyoufromthevalley;
thenbendyoureyesuponthechurchyardwhichcontainsmygrave,and,bythelightofthesettingsun,markhowtheeveningbreezewavesthetallgrasswhichgrowsabovemytomb。IwascalmwhenIbeganthisletter,buttherecollectionofthesescenesmakesmeweeplikeachild。"
Aboutteninthemorning,Werthercalledhisservant,and,whilsthewasdressing,toldhimthatinafewdaysheintendedtosetoutuponajourney,andbadehimthereforelayhisclothesinorder,andpreparethemforpackingup,callinallhisaccounts,fetchhomethebookshehadlent,andgivetwomonths’paytothepoordependantswhowereaccustomedtoreceivefromhimaweeklyallowance。
Hebreakfastedinhisroom,andthenmountedhishorse,andwenttovisitthesteward,who,however,wasnotathome。Hewalkedpensivelyinthegarden,andseemedanxioustorenewalltheideasthatweremostpainfultohim。
Thechildrendidnotsufferhimtoremainalonelong。Theyfollowedhim,skippinganddancingbeforehim,andtoldhim,thatafterto-morrowandtomorrowandonedaymore,theyweretoreceivetheirChristmasgiftfromCharlotte;andtheythenrecountedallthewondersofwhichtheyhadformedideasintheirchildimaginations。
"Tomorrowandtomorrow,"saidhe,"andonedaymore!"Andhekissedthemtenderly。Hewasgoing;buttheyoungerboystoppedhim,towhispersomethinginhisear。HetoldhimthathiselderbrothershadwrittensplendidNew-Year’swishessolarge!oneforpapa,andanotherforAlbertandCharlotte,andoneforWerther;
andtheyweretobepresentedearlyinthemorning,onNewYear’sDay。Thisquiteovercamehim。Hemadeeachofthechildrenapresent,mountedhishorse,lefthiscomplimentsforpapaandmamma,and,withtearsinhiseyes,rodeawayfromtheplace。
Hereturnedhomeaboutfiveo’clock,orderedhisservanttokeepuphisfire,desiredhimtopackhisbooksandlinenatthebottomofthetrunk,andtoplacehiscoatsatthetop。HethenappearstohavemadethefollowingadditiontotheletteraddressedtoCharlotte:
"Youdonotexpectme。YouthinkIwillobeyyou,andnotvisityouagaintillChristmasEve。OCharlotte,todayornever!OnChristmasEveyouwillholdthispaperinyourhand;youwilltremble,andmoistenitwithyourtears。Iwill——Imust!Oh,howhappyIfeeltobedetermined!"
Inthemeantime,Charlottewasinapitiablestateofmind。AfterherlastconversationwithWerther,shefoundhowpainfultoherselfitwouldbetodeclinehisvisits,andknewhowseverelyhewouldsufferfromtheirseparation。
Shehad,inconversationwithAlbert,mentionedcasuallythatWertherwouldnotreturnbeforeChristmasEve;andsoonafterwardAlbertwentonhorsebacktoseeapersonintheneighbourhood,withwhomhehadtotransactsomebusinesswhichwoulddetainhimallnight。
Charlottewassittingalone。Noneofherfamilywerenear,andshegaveherselfuptothereflectionsthatsilentlytookpossessionofhermind。Shewasforeverunitedtoahusbandwhoseloveandfidelityshehadproved,towhomshewasheartilydevoted,andwhoseemedtobeaspecialgiftfromHeaventoensureherhappiness。
Ontheotherhand,Wertherhadbecomedeartoher。Therewasacordialunanimityofsentimentbetweenthemfromtheveryfirsthouroftheiracquaintance,andtheirlongassociationandrepeatedinterviewshadmadeanindelibleimpressionuponherheart。Shehadbeenaccustomedtocommunicatetohimeverythoughtandfeelingwhichinterestedher,andhisabsencethreatenedtoopenavoidinherexistencewhichitmightbeimpossibletofill。Howheartilyshewishedthatshemightchangehimintoherbrother,——thatshecouldinducehimtomarryoneofherownfriends,orcouldreestablishhisintimacywithAlbert。
Shepassedallherintimatefriendsinreviewbeforehermind,butfoundsomethingobjectionableineach,andcoulddecideuponnonetowhomshewouldconsenttogivehim。
Amidalltheseconsiderationsshefeltdeeplybutindistinctlythatherownrealbutunexpressedwishwastoretainhimforherself,andherpureandamiableheartfeltfromthisthoughtasenseofoppressionwhichseemedtoforbidaprospectofhappiness。Shewaswretched:adarkcloudobscuredhermentalvision。
Itwasnowhalf-pastsixo’clock,andsheheardWerther’ssteponthestairs。Sheatoncerecognisedhisvoice,asheinquiredifshewereathome。Herheartbeataudibly——wecouldalmostsayforthefirsttime——athisarrival。Itwastoolatetodenyherself;and,asheentered,sheexclaimed,withasortofillconcealedconfusion,"Youhavenotkeptyourword!""Ipromisednothing,"heanswered。"Butyoushouldhavecomplied,atleastformysake,"shecontinued。"Iimploreyou,forbothoursakes。"
Shescarcelyknewwhatshesaidordid;andsentforsomefriends,who,bytheirpresence,mightpreventherbeingleftalonewithWerther。Heputdownsomebookshehadbroughtwithhim,thenmadeinquiriesaboutsomeothers,untilshebegantohopethatherfriendsmightarriveshortly,entertainingatthesametimeadesirethattheymightstayaway。
Atonemomentshefeltanxiousthattheservantshouldremainintheadjoiningroom,thenshechangedhermind。Werther,meanwhile,walkedimpatientlyupanddown。Shewenttothepiano,anddeterminednottoretire。Shethencollectedherthoughts,andsatdownquietlyatWerther’sside,whohadtakenhisusualplaceonthesofa。
"Haveyoubroughtnothingtoread?"sheinquired。Hehadnothing。
"Thereinmydrawer,"shecontinued,"youwillfindyourowntranslationofsomeofthesongsofOssian。Ihavenotyetreadthem,asIhavestillhopedtohearyourecitethem;but,forsometimepast,Ihavenotbeenabletoaccomplishsuchawish。"Hesmiled,andwentforthemanuscript,whichhetookwithashudder。
Hesatdown;and,witheyesfulloftears,hebegantoread。
"Starofdescendingnight!fairisthylightinthewest!thouliftestthyunshornheadfromthycloud;thystepsarestatelyonthyhill。Whatdostthoubeholdintheplain?Thestormywindsarelaid。Themurmurofthetorrentcomesfromafar。Roaringwavesclimbthedistantrock。Thefliesofeveningareontheirfeeblewings:thehumoftheircourseisonthefield。Whatdostthoubehold,fairlight?Butthoudostsmileanddepart。Thewavescomewithjoyaroundthee:theybathethylovelyhair。
Farewell,thousilentbeam!LetthelightofOssian’ssoularise!
"Anditdoesariseinitsstrength!Ibeholdmydepartedfriends。
TheirgatheringisonLora,asinthedaysofotheryears。Fingalcomeslikeawaterycolumnofmist!hisheroesarearound:andseethebardsofsong,gray-hairedUllin!statelyRyno!Alpinwiththetunefulvoice:thesoftcomplaintofMinona!Howareyechanged,myfriends,sincethedaysofSelma’sfeast!whenwecontended,likegalesofspringastheyflyalongthehill,andbendbyturnsthefeeblywhistlinggrass。
"Minonacameforthinherbeauty,withdowncastlookandtearfuleye。Herhairwasflyingslowlywiththeblastthatrushedunfrequentfromthehill。Thesoulsoftheheroesweresadwhensheraisedthetunefulvoice。OfthadtheyseenthegraveofSalgar,thedarkdwellingofwhite-bosomedColma。Colmaleftaloneonthehillwithallhervoiceofsong!Salgarpromisedtocome!
butthenightdescendedaround。HearthevoiceofColma,whenshesataloneonthehill!
"Colma。Itisnight:Iamalone,forlornonthehillofstorms。
Thewindisheardonthemountain。Thetorrentishowlingdowntherock。Nohutreceivesmefromtherain:forlornonthehillofwinds!
"Risemoon!frombehindthyclouds。Starsofthenight,arise!
Leadme,somelight,totheplacewheremyloverestsfromthechasealone!Hisbownearhimunstrung,hisdogspantingaroundhim!ButhereImustsitalonebytherockofthemossystream。
Thestreamandthewindroaraloud。Ihearnotthevoiceofmylove!WhydelaysmySalgar;whythechiefofthehillhispromise?
Hereistherockandherethetree!hereistheroaringstream!
Thoudidstpromisewithnighttobehere。Ah!whitherismySalgargone?WiththeeIwouldflyfrommyfather,withtheefrommybrotherofpride。Ourracehavelongbeenfoes:wearenotfoes,OSalgar!
"Ceasealittlewhile,Owind!stream,bethousilentawhile!letmyvoicebeheardaround!letmywandererhearme!Salgar!itisColmawhocalls。Hereisthetreeandtherock。Salgar,mylove,Iamhere!Whydelayestthouthycoming?Lo!thecalmmooncomesforth。Thefloodisbrightinthevale。Therocksaregrayonthesteep。Iseehimnotonthebrow。Hisdogscomenotbeforehimwithtidingsofhisnearapproach。HereImustsitalone!
"Wholieontheheathbesideme?Aretheymyloveandmybrother?
Speaktome,Omyfriends!ToColmatheygivenoreply。Speaktome:Iamalone!Mysoulistormentedwithfears。Ah,theyaredead!Theirswordsareredfromthefight。Omybrother!mybrother!whyhastthouslainmySalgar!Why,OSalgar,hastthouslainmybrother!Dearwereyebothtome!whatshallIsayinyourpraise?Thouwertfaironthehillamongthousands!hewasterribleinfight!Speaktome!hearmyvoice!hearme,sonsofmylove!Theyaresilent!silentforever!Cold,cold,aretheirbreastsofclay!Oh,fromtherockonthehill,fromthetopofthewindysteep,speak,yeghostsofthedead!Speak,Iwillnotbeafraid!Whitherareyegonetorest?InwhatcaveofthehillshallIfindthedeparted?Nofeeblevoiceisonthegale:noanswerhalfdrownedinthestorm!
"Isitinmygrief:Iwaitformorninginmytears!Rearthetomb,yefriendsofthedead。CloseitnottillColmacome。Mylifefliesawaylikeadream。WhyshouldIstaybehind?HereshallI
restwithmyfriends,bythestreamofthesoundingrock。Whennightcomesonthehillwhentheloudwindsarisemyghostshallstandintheblast,andmournthedeathofmyfriends。Thehuntershallhearfromhisbooth;heshallfear,butlovemyvoice!Forsweetshallmyvoicebeformyfriends:pleasantwereherfriendstoColma。
"Suchwasthysong,Minona,softlyblushingdaughterofTorman。
OurtearsdescendedforColma,andoursoulsweresad!Ullincamewithhisharp;hegavethesongofAlpin。ThevoiceofAlpinwaspleasant,thesoulofRynowasabeamoffire!Buttheyhadrestedinthenarrowhouse:theirvoicehadceasedinSelma!Ullinhadreturnedonedayfromthechasebeforetheheroesfell。Heheardtheirstrifeonthehill:theirsongwassoft,butsad!TheymournedthefallofMorar,firstofmortalmen!HissoulwaslikethesoulofFingal:hisswordliketheswordofOscar。Buthefell,andhisfathermourned:hissister’seyeswerefulloftears。
Minona’seyeswerefulloftears,thesisterofcar-borneMorar。
SheretiredfromthesongofUllin,likethemooninthewest,whensheforeseestheshower,andhidesherfairheadinacloud。
ItouchedtheharpwithUllin:thesongofmorningrose!
"Ryno。Thewindandtherainarepast,calmisthenoonofday。
Thecloudsaredividedinheaven。Overthegreenhillsfliestheinconstantsun。Redthroughthestonyvalecomesdownthestreamofthehill。Sweetarethymurmurs,Ostream!butmoresweetisthevoiceIhear。ItisthevoiceofAlpin,thesonofsong,mourningforthedead!Bentishisheadofage:redhistearfuleye。Alpin,thousonofsong,whyaloneonthesilenthill?whycomplainestthou,asablastinthewoodasawaveonthelonelyshore?
"Alpin。Mytears,ORyno!areforthedeadmyvoiceforthosethathavepassedaway。Tallthouartonthehill;fairamongthesonsofthevale。ButthoushaltfalllikeMorar:themournershallsitonthytomb。Thehillsshallknowtheenomore:thybowshalllieinthyhallunstrung!
"Thouwertswift,OMorar!asaroeonthedesert:terribleasameteoroffire。Thywrathwasasthestorm。Thyswordinbattleaslightninginthefield。Thyvoicewasasastreamafterrain,likethunderondistanthills。Manyfellbythyarm:theywereconsumedintheflamesofthywrath。Butwhenthoudidstreturnfromwar,howpeacefulwasthybrow。Thyfacewaslikethesunafterrain:likethemooninthesilenceofnight:calmasthebreastofthelakewhentheloudwindislaid。
"Narrowisthydwellingnow!darktheplaceofthineabode!WiththreestepsIcompassthygrave,Othouwhowastsogreatbefore!
Fourstones,withtheirheadsofmoss,aretheonlymemorialofthee。Atreewithscarcealeaf,longgrasswhichwhistlesinthewind,marktothehunter’seyethegraveofthemightyMorar。
Morar!thouartlowindeed。Thouhastnomothertomournthee,nomaidwithhertearsoflove。Deadisshethatbroughttheeforth。FallenisthedaughterofMorglan。
"Whoonhisstaffisthis?Whoisthiswhoseheadiswhitewithage,whoseeyesareredwithtears,whoquakesateverystep?Itisthyfather,OMorar!thefatherofnosonbutthee。Heheardofthyfameinwar,heheardoffoesdispersed。HeheardofMorar’srenown,whydidhenothearofhiswound?Weep,thoufatherofMorar!Weep,butthysonheareththeenot。Deepisthesleepofthedead,lowtheirpillowofdust。Nomoreshallhehearthyvoice,nomoreawakeatthycall。Whenshallitbemorninthegrave,tobidtheslumbererawake?Farewell,thoubravestofmen!
thouconquerorinthefield!butthefieldshallseetheenomore,northedarkwoodbelightenedwiththesplendourofthysteel。
Thouhasleftnoson。Thesongshallpreservethyname。FuturetimesshallhearoftheetheyshallhearofthefallenMorar!
"Thegriefofallarose,butmosttheburstingsighofArmin。Heremembersthedeathofhisson,whofellinthedaysofhisyouth。
Carmorwasnearthehero,thechiefoftheechoingGalmal。WhyburstthesighofArmin?hesaid。Isthereacausetomourn?Thesongcomeswithitsmusictomeltandpleasethesoul。Itislikesoftmistthat,risingfromalake,poursonthesilentvale;
thegreenflowersarefilledwithdew,butthesunreturnsinhisstrength,andthemistisgone。Whyartthousad,OArmin,chiefofsea-surroundedGorma?
"SadIam!norsmallismycauseofwoe!Carmor,thouhastlostnoson;thouhastlostnodaughterofbeauty。Colgarthevaliantlives,andAnnira,fairestmaid。Theboughsofthyhouseascend,OCarmor!butArministhelastofhisrace。Darkisthybed,O
Daura!deepthysleepinthetomb!Whenshaltthouwakewiththysongs?withallthyvoiceofmusic?
"Arise,windsofautumn,arise:blowalongtheheath。Streamsofthemountains,roar;roar,tempestsinthegrovesofmyoaks!Walkthroughbrokenclouds,Omoon!showthypalefaceatintervals;
bringtomymindthenightwhenallmychildrenfell,whenArindalthemightyfell——whenDaurathelovelyfailed。Daura,mydaughter,thouwertfair,fairasthemoononFura,whiteasthedrivensnow,sweetasthebreathinggale。Arindal,thybowwasstrong,thyspearwasswiftonthefield,thylookwaslikemistonthewave,thyshieldaredcloudinastorm!Armar,renownedinwar,cameandsoughtDaura’slove。Hewasnotlongrefused:fairwasthehopeoftheirfriends。
"Erath,sonofOdgal,repined:hisbrotherhadbeenslainbyArmar。
Hecamedisguisedlikeasonofthesea:fairwashiscliffonthewave,whitehislocksofage,calmhisseriousbrow。Fairestofwomen,hesaid,lovelydaughterofArmin!arocknotdistantintheseabearsatreeonitsside;redshinesthefruitafar。ThereArmarwaitsforDaura。Icometocarryhislove!shewentshecalledonArmar。Noughtanswered,butthesonoftherock。Armar,mylove,mylove!whytormentestthoumewithfear?Hear,sonofArnart,hear!itisDaurawhocalleththee。Erath,thetraitor,fledlaughingtotheland。Shelifteduphervoice——shecalledforherbrotherandherfather。Arindal!Armin!nonetorelieveyou,Daura。
"Hervoicecameoverthesea。Arindal,myson,descendedfromthehill,roughinthespoilsofthechase。Hisarrowsrattledbyhisside;hisbowwasinhishand,fivedark-graydogsattendedhissteps。HesawfierceErathontheshore;heseizedandboundhimtoanoak。Thickwindthethongsofthehidearoundhislimbs;
heloadsthewindswithhisgroans。ArindalascendsthedeepinhisboattobringDauratoland。Armarcameinhiswrath,andletflythegray-featheredshaft。Itsung,itsunkinthyheart,OArindal,myson!forEraththetraitorthoudiest。Theoarisstoppedatonce:hepantedontherock,andexpired。Whatisthygrief,ODaura,whenroundthyfeetispouredthybrother’sblood。
Theboatisbrokenintwain。ArmarplungesintotheseatorescuehisDaura,ordie。Suddenablastfromahillcameoverthewaves;
hesank,andherosenomore。
"Alone,onthesea-beatrock,mydaughterwasheardtocomplain;
frequentandloudwerehercries。Whatcouldherfatherdo?AllnightIstoodontheshore:Isawherbythefaintbeamofthemoon。
AllnightIheardhercries。Loudwasthewind;therainbeathardonthehill。Beforemorningappeared,hervoicewasweak;itdiedawayliketheeveningbreezeamongthegrassoftherocks。Spentwithgrief,sheexpired,andleftthee,Armin,alone。Goneismystrengthinwar,fallenmyprideamongwomen。Whenthestormsaloftarise,whenthenorthliftsthewaveonhigh,Isitbythesoundingshore,andlookonthefatalrock。
"OftenbythesettingmoonIseetheghostsofmychildren;halfviewlesstheywalkinmournfulconferencetogether。"
AtorrentoftearswhichstreamedfromCharlotte’seyesandgaverelieftoherburstingheart,stoppedWerther’srecitation。Hethrewdownthebook,seizedherhand,andweptbitterly。Charlotteleaneduponherhand,andburiedherfaceinherhandkerchief:
theagitationofbothwasexcessive。TheyfeltthattheirownfatewaspicturedinthemisfortunesofOssian’sheroes,theyfeltthistogether,andtheirtearsredoubled。WerthersupportedhisforeheadonCharlotte’sarm:shetrembled,shewishedtobegone;butsorrowandsympathylaylikealeadenweightuponhersoul。Sherecoveredherselfshortly,andbeggedWerther,withbrokensobs,toleaveher,imploredhimwiththeutmostearnestnesstocomplywithherrequest。Hetrembled;hisheartwasreadytoburst:then,takingupthebookagain,herecommencedreading,inavoicebrokenbysobs。
"Whydostthouwakenme,Ospring?Thyvoicewoosme,exclaiming,Irefreshtheewithheavenlydews;butthetimeofmydecayisapproaching,thestormisnighthatshallwhithermyleaves。
Tomorrowthetravellershallcome,heshallcome,whobeheldmeinbeauty:hiseyeshallseekmeinthefieldaround,butheshallnotfindme。"
ThewholeforceofthesewordsfellupontheunfortunateWerther。
Fullofdespair,hethrewhimselfatCharlotte’sfeet,seizedherhands,andpressedthemtohiseyesandtohisforehead。Anapprehensionofhisfatalprojectnowstruckherforthefirsttime。Hersenseswerebewildered:sheheldhishands,pressedthemtoherbosom;and,leaningtowardhimwithemotionsofthetenderestpity,herwarmcheektouchedhis。Theylostsightofeverything。Theworlddisappearedfromtheireyes。Heclaspedherinhisarms,strainedhertohisbosom,andcoveredhertremblinglipswithpassionatekisses。"Werther!"shecriedwithafaintvoice,turningherselfaway;"Werther!"and,withafeeblehand,shepushedhimfromher。Atlength,withthefirmvoiceofvirtue,sheexclaimed,"Werther!"Heresistednot,but,tearinghimselffromherarms,fellonhiskneesbeforeher。Charlotterose,and,withdisorderedgrief,inmingledtonesofloveandresentment,sheexclaimed,"Itisthelasttime,Werther!Youshallneverseemeanymore!"Then,castingonelast,tenderlookuponherunfortunatelover,sherushedintotheadjoiningroom,andlockedthedoor。Wertherheldouthisarms,butdidnotdaretodetainher。Hecontinuedontheground,withhisheadrestingonthesofa,forhalfanhour,tillheheardanoisewhichbroughthimtohissenses。Theservantentered。Hethenwalkedupanddowntheroom;and,whenhewasagainleftalone,hewenttoCharlotte’sdoor,and,inalowvoice,said,"Charlotte,Charlotte!butonewordmore,onelastadieu!"Shereturnednoanswer。Hestopped,andlistenedandentreated;butallwassilent。Atlengthhetorehimselffromtheplace,crying,"Adieu,Charlotte,adieuforever!"
Wertherrantothegateofthetown。Theguards,whoknewhim,lethimpassinsilence。Thenightwasdarkandstormy,——itrainedandsnowed。Hereachedhisowndoorabouteleven。Hisservant,althoughseeinghimenterthehousewithouthishat,didnotventuretosayanything;and;asheundressedhismaster,hefoundthathisclotheswerewet。Hishatwasafterwardfoundonthepointofarockoverhangingthevalley;anditisinconceivablehowhecouldhaveclimbedtothesummitonsuchadark,tempestuousnightwithoutlosinghislife。
Heretiredtobed,andslepttoalatehour。Thenextmorninghisservant,uponbeingcalledtobringhiscoffee,foundhimwriting。
Hewasadding,toCharlotte,whatwehereannex。
"Forthelast,lasttimeIopentheseeyes。Alas!theywillbeholdthesunnomore。Itiscoveredbyathick,impenetrablecloud。
Yes,Nature!putonmourning:yourchild,yourfriend,yourlover,drawsnearhisend!Thisthought,Charlotte,iswithoutparallel;
andyetitseemslikeamysteriousdreamwhenIrepeat——thisismylastday!Thelast!Charlotte,nowordcanadequatelyexpressthisthought。Thelast!To-dayIstanderectinallmystrengthto-morrow,coldandstark,Ishalllieextendedupontheground。
Todie!whatisdeath?Wedobutdreaminourdiscourseuponit。
Ihaveseenmanyhumanbeingsdie;but,sostraitenedisourfeeblenature,wehavenoclearconceptionofthebeginningortheendofourexistence。AtthismomentIammyown——orratherIamthine,thine,myadored!andthenextweareparted,severed——
perhapsforever!No,Charlotte,no!HowcanI,howcanyou,beannihilated?Weexist。Whatisannihilation?Amereword,anunmeaningsoundthatfixesnoimpressiononthemind。Dead,Charlotte!laidinthecoldearth,inthedarkandnarrowgrave!
Ihadafriendoncewhowaseverythingtomeinearlyyouth。
Shedied。Ifollowedherhearse;Istoodbyhergravewhenthecoffinwaslowered;andwhenIheardthecreakingofthecordsastheywereloosenedanddrawnup,whenthefirstshovelfulofearthwasthrownin,andthecoffinreturnedahollowsound,whichgrewfainterandfaintertillallwascompletelycoveredover,Ithrewmyselfontheground;myheartwassmitten,grieved,shattered,rent——butIneitherknewwhathadhappened,norwhatwastohappentome。Death!thegrave!Iunderstandnotthewords。
——Forgive,oh,forgiveme!Yesterday——ah,thatdayshouldhavebeenthelastofmylife!Thouangel!forthefirsttimeinmyexistence,Ifeltraptureglowwithinmyinmostsoul。Sheloves,shelovesme!Stillburnsuponmylipsthesacredfiretheyreceivedfromthine。Newtorrentsofdelightoverwhelmmysoul。
Forgiveme,oh,forgive!
"IknewthatIwasdeartoyou;Isawitinyourfirstentrancinglook,knewitbythefirstpressureofyourhand;butwhenIwasabsentfromyou,whenIsawAlbertatyourside,mydoubtsandfearsreturned。
"Doyouremembertheflowersyousentme,when,atthatcrowdedassembly,youcouldneitherspeaknorextendyourhandtome?
HalfthenightIwasonmykneesbeforethoseflowers,andI
regardedthemasthepledgesofyourlove;butthoseimpressionsgrewfainter,andwereatlengtheffaced。
"Everythingpassesaway;butawholeeternitycouldnotextinguishthelivingflamewhichwasyesterdaykindledbyyourlips,andwhichnowburnswithinme。Shelovesme!Thesearmshaveencircledherwaist,theselipshavetrembleduponhers。Sheismine!Yes,Charlotte,youaremineforever!
"AndwhatdotheymeanbysayingAlbertisyourhusband?Hemaybesoforthisworld;andinthisworlditisasintoloveyou,towishtotearyoufromhisembrace。Yes,itisacrime;andI
sufferthepunishment,butIhaveenjoyedthefulldelightofmysin。Ihaveinhaledabalmthathasrevivedmysoul。Fromthishouryouaremine;yes,Charlotte,youaremine!Igobeforeyou。IgotomyFatherandtoyourFather。Iwillpouroutmysorrowsbeforehim,andhewillgivemecomforttillyouarrive。ThenwillIflytomeetyou。Iwillclaimyou,andremainyoureternalembrace,inthepresenceoftheAlmighty。
"Idonotdream,Idonotrave。Drawingnearertothegravemyperceptionsbecomeclearer。Weshallexist;weshallseeeachotheragain;weshallbeholdyourmother;Ishallbeholdher,andexposetohermyinmostheart。Yourmother——yourimage!"
Abouteleveno’clockWertheraskedhisservantifAlberthadreturned。Heanswered,"Yes;"forhehadseenhimpassonhorseback:
uponwhichWerthersenthimthefollowingnote,unsealed:
"Besogoodastolendmeyourpistolsforajourney。Adieu。"
Charlottehadsleptlittleduringthepastnight。Allherapprehensionswererealisedinawaythatshecouldneitherforeseenoravoid。Herbloodwasboilinginherveins,andathousandpainfulsensationsrentherpureheart。WasittheardourofWerther’spassionateembracesthatshefeltwithinherbosom?Wasitangerathisdaring?Wasitthesadcomparisonofherpresentconditionwithformerdaysofinnocence,tranquillity,andself-confidence?Howcouldsheapproachherhusband,andconfessascenewhichshehadnoreasontoconceal,andwhichsheyetfelt,nevertheless,unwillingtoavow?Theyhadpreservedsolongasilencetowardeachotherandshouldshebethefirsttobreakitbysounexpectedadiscovery?ShefearedthatthemerestatementofWerther’svisitwouldtroublehim,andhisdistresswouldbeheightenedbyherperfectcandour。Shewishedthathecouldseeherinhertruelight,andjudgeherwithoutprejudice;
butwassheanxiousthatheshouldreadherinmostsoul?Ontheotherhand,couldshedeceiveabeingtowhomallherthoughtshadeverbeenexposedasclearlyascrystal,andfromwhomnosentimenthadeverbeenconcealed?Thesereflectionsmadeheranxiousandthoughtful。HermindstilldweltonWerther,whowasnowlosttoher,butwhomshecouldnotbringherselftoresign,andforwhomsheknewnothingwasleftbutdespairifsheshouldbelosttohimforever。
ArecollectionofthatmysteriousestrangementwhichhadlatelysubsistedbetweenherselfandAlbert,andwhichshecouldneverthoroughlyunderstand,wasnowbeyondmeasurepainfultoher。
Eventheprudentandthegoodhavebeforenowhesitatedtoexplaintheirmutualdifferences,andhavedweltinsilenceupontheirimaginarygrievances,untilcircumstanceshavebecomesoentangled,thatinthatcriticaljuncture,whenacalmexplanationwouldhavesavedallparties,anunderstandingwasimpossible。Andthusifdomesticconfidencehadbeenearlierestablishedbetweenthem,ifloveandkindforbearancehadmutuallyanimatedandexpandedtheirhearts,itmightnot,perhaps,evenyethavebeentoolatetosaveourfriend。
Butwemustnotforgetoneremarkablecircumstance。WemayobservefromthecharacterofWerther’scorrespondence,thathehadneveraffectedtoconcealhisanxiousdesiretoquitthisworld。HehadoftendiscussedthesubjectwithAlbert;
and,betweenthelatterandCharlotte,ithadnotunfrequentlyformedatopicofconversation。Albertwassoopposedtotheveryideaofsuchanaction,that,withadegreeofirritationunusualinhim,hehadmorethanoncegivenWerthertounderstandthathedoubtedtheseriousnessofhisthreats,andnotonlyturnedthemintoridicule,butcausedCharlottetosharehisfeelingsofincredulity。Herheartwasthustranquillisedwhenshefeltdisposedtoviewthemelancholysubjectinaseriouspointofview,thoughshenevercommunicatedtoherhusbandtheapprehensionsshesometimesexperienced。
Albert,uponhisreturn,wasreceivedbyCharlottewithill-concealedembarrassment。Hewashimselfoutofhumour;hisbusinesswasunfinished;andhehadjustdiscoveredthattheneighbouringofficialwithwhomhehadtodeal,wasanobstinateandnarrow-mindedpersonage。Manythingshadoccurredtoirritatehim。
Heinquiredwhetheranythinghadhappenedduringhisabsence,andCharlottehastilyansweredthatWertherhadbeenthereontheeveningpreviously。Hetheninquiredforhisletters,andwasansweredthatseveralpackageshadbeenleftinhisstudy。Hethereonretired,leavingCharlottealone。
Thepresenceofthebeingshelovedandhonouredproducedanewimpressiononherheart。Therecollectionofhisgenerosity,kindness,andaffectionhadcalmedheragitation:asecretimpulsepromptedhertofollowhim;shetookherworkandwenttohisstudy,aswasoftenhercustom。Hewasbusilyemployedopeningandreadinghisletters。Itseemedasifthecontentsofsomeweredisagreeable。Sheaskedsomequestions:hegaveshortanswers,andsatdowntowrite。
Severalhourspassedinthismanner,andCharlotte’sfeelingsbecamemoreandmoremelancholy。Shefelttheextremedifficultyofexplainingtoherhusband,underanycircumstances,theweightthatlayuponherheart;andherdepressionbecameeverymomentgreater,inproportionassheendeavouredtohidehergrief,andtoconcealhertears。
ThearrivalofWerther’sservantoccasionedherthegreatestembarrassment。HegaveAlbertanote,whichthelattercoldlyhandedtohiswife,saying,atthesametime,"Givehimthepistols。
Iwishhimapleasantjourney,"headded,turningtotheservant。
ThesewordsfelluponCharlottelikeathunderstroke:sherosefromherseathalf-fainting,andunconsciousofwhatshedid。Shewalkedmechanicallytowardthewall,tookdownthepistolswithatremblinghand,slowlywipedthedustfromthem,andwouldhavedelayedlonger,hadnotAlberthastenedhermovementsbyanimpatientlook。Shethendeliveredthefatalweaponstotheservant,withoutbeingabletoutteraword。Assoonashehaddeparted,shefoldedupherwork,andretiredatoncetoherroom,herheartovercomewiththemostfearfulforebodings。Sheanticipatedsomedreadfulcalamity。Shewasatonemomentonthepointofgoingtoherhusband,throwingherselfathisfeet,andacquaintinghimwithallthathadhappenedonthepreviousevening,thatshemightacknowledgeherfault,andexplainherapprehensions;thenshesawthatsuchastepwouldbeuseless,asshewouldcertainlybeunabletoinduceAlberttovisitWerther。Dinnerwasserved;andakindfriendwhomshehadpersuadedtoremainassistedtosustaintheconversation,whichwascarriedonbyasortofcompulsion,tilltheeventsofthemorningwereforgotten。
WhentheservantbroughtthepistolstoWerther,thelatterreceivedthemwithtransportsofdelightuponhearingthatCharlottehadgiventhemtohimwithherownhand。Heatesomebread,dranksomewine,senthisservanttodinner,andthensatdowntowriteasfollows:
"Theyhavebeeninyourhandsyouwipedthedustfromthem。I
kissthemathousandtimes——youhavetouchedthem。Yes,Heavenfavoursmydesign,andyou,Charlotte,providemewiththefatalinstruments。Itwasmydesiretoreceivemydeathfromyourhands,andmywishisgratified。Ihavemadeinquiriesofmyservant。
Youtrembledwhenyougavehimthepistols,butyoubademenoadieu。Wretched,wretchedthatIam——notonefarewell!Howcouldyoushutyourheartagainstmeinthathourwhichmakesyoumineforever?Charlotte,agescannoteffacetheimpression——I
feelyoucannothatethemanwhosopassionatelylovesyou!"
Afterdinnerhecalledhisservant,desiredhimtofinishthepackingup,destroyedmanypapers,andthenwentouttopaysometriflingdebts。Hesoonreturnedhome,thenwentoutagain,notwithstandingtherain,walkedforsometimeinthecount’sgarden,andafterwardproceededfartherintothecountry。Towardeveninghecamebackoncemore,andresumedhiswriting。
"Wilhelm,Ihaveforthelasttimebeheldthemountains,theforests,andthesky。Farewell!Andyou,mydearestmother,forgiveme!
Consoleher,Wilhelm。Godblessyou!Ihavesettledallmyaffairs!Farewell!Weshallmeetagain,andbehappierthanever。"
"Ihaverequitedyoubadly,Albert;butyouwillforgiveme。I
havedisturbedthepeaceofyourhome。Ihavesoweddistrustbetweenyou。Farewell!Iwillendallthiswretchedness。Andoh,thatmydeathmayrenderyouhappy!Albert,Albert!makethatangelhappy,andtheblessingofHeavenbeuponyou!"
Hespenttherestoftheeveninginarranginghispapers:hetoreandburnedagreatmany;othershesealedup,anddirectedtoWilhelm。Theycontainedsomedetachedthoughtsandmaxims,someofwhichIhaveperused。Atteno’clockheorderedhisfiretobemadeup,andabottleofwinetobebroughttohim。Hethendismissedhisservant,whoseroom,aswellastheapartmentsoftherestofthefamily,wassituatedinanotherpartofthehouse。
Theservantlaydownwithoutundressing,thathemightbethesoonerreadyforhisjourneyinthemorning,hismasterhavinginformedhimthatthepost-horseswouldbeatthedoorbeforesixo’clock。
"Pasteleveno’clock!Allissilentaroundme,andmysouliscalm。Ithankthee,OGod,thatthoubestoweststrengthandcourageuponmeintheselastmoments!Iapproachthewindow,mydearestoffriends;andthroughtheclouds,whichareatthismomentdrivenrapidlyalongbytheimpetuouswinds,Ibeholdthestarswhichilluminetheeternalheavens。No,youwillnotfall,celestialbodies:thehandoftheAlmightysupportsbothyouandme!IhavelookedforthelasttimeupontheconstellationoftheGreaterBear:itismyfavouritestar;forwhenIbadeyoufarewellatnight,Charlotte,andturnedmystepsfromyourdoor,italwaysshoneuponme。WithwhatrapturehaveIattimesbeheldit!HowoftenhaveIimploreditwithupliftedhandstowitnessmyfelicity!
andevenstill——Butwhatobjectisthere,Charlotte,whichfailstosummonupyourimagebeforeme?Doyounotsurroundmeonallsides?andhaveInot,likeachild,treasuredupeverytriflewhichyouhaveconsecratedbyyourtouch?
"Yourprofile,whichwassodeartome,Ireturntoyou;andI
prayyoutopreserveit。ThousandsofkisseshaveIimprinteduponit,andathousandtimeshasitgladdenedmyheartondepartingfromandreturningtomyhome。
"Ihaveimploredyourfathertoprotectmyremains。Atthecornerofthechurchyard,lookingtowardthefields,therearetwolime-trees——thereIwishtolie。Yourfathercan,anddoubtlesswill,dothismuchforhisfriend。Imploreitofhim。ButperhapspiousChristianswillnotchoosethattheirbodieschouldbeburiednearthecorpseofapoor,unhappywretchlikeme。Thenletmebelaidinsomeremotevalley,ornearthehighway,wherethepriestandLevitemayblessthemselvesastheypassbymytomb,whilsttheSamaritanwillshedatearformyfate。
"See,Charlotte,Idonotshuddertotakethecoldandfatalcup,fromwhichIshalldrinkthedraughtofdeath。Yourhandpresentsittome,andIdonottremble。All,allisnowconcluded:thewishesandthehopesofmyexistencearefulfilled。Withcold,unflinchinghandIknockatthebrazenportalsofDeath。Oh,thatIhadenjoyedtheblissofdyingforyou!howgladlywouldIhavesacrificedmyselfforyou;Charlotte!AndcouldIbutrestorepeaceandjoytoyourbosom,withwhatresolution,withwhatjoy,wouldInotmeetmyfate!Butitisthelotofonlyachosenfewtoshedtheirbloodfortheirfriends,andbytheirdeathtoaugment,athousandtimes,thehappinessofthosebywhomtheyarebeloved。
Iwish,Charlotte,tobeburiedinthedressIwearatpresent:
ithasbeenrenderedsacredbyyourtouch。Ihavebeggedthisfavourofyourfather。Myspiritsoarsabovemysepulchre。I
donotwishmypocketstobesearched。TheknotofpinkribbonwhichyouworeonyourbosomthefirsttimeIsawyou,surroundedbythechildren——Oh,kissthemathousandtimesforme,andtellthemthefateoftheirunhappyfriend!IthinkIseethemplayingaroundme。Thedearchildren!HowwarmlyhaveIbeenattachedtoyou,Charlotte!SincethefirsthourIsawyou,howimpossiblehaveIfoundittoleaveyou。Thisribbonmustbeburiedwithme:itwasapresentfromyouonmybirthday。Howconfuseditallappears!LittledidIthenthinkthatIshouldjourneythisroad。Butpeace!Iprayyou,peace!
"Theyareloaded——theclockstrikestwelve。Isayamen。
Charlotte,Charlotte!farewell,farewell!"
Aneighboursawtheflash,andheardthereportofthepistol;
but,aseverythingremainedquiet,hethoughtnomoreofit。
Inthemorning,atsixo’clock,theservantwentintoWerther’sroomwithacandle。Hefoundhismasterstretcheduponthefloor,welteringinhisblood,andthepistolsathisside。Hecalled,hetookhiminhisarms,butreceivednoanswer。Lifewasnotyetquiteextinct。Theservantranforasurgeon,andthenwenttofetchAlbert。Charlotteheardtheringingofthebell:acoldshudderseizedher。Shewakenedherhusband,andtheybothrose。
Theservant,bathedintearsfalteredforththedreadfulnews。
CharlottefellsenselessatAlbert’sfeet。
WhenthesurgeoncametotheunfortunateWerther,hewasstilllyingonthefloor;andhispulsebeat,buthislimbswerecold。
Thebullet,enteringtheforehead,overtherighteye,hadpenetratedtheskull。Aveinwasopenedinhisrightarm:thebloodcame,andhestillcontinuedtobreathe。
>Fromthebloodwhichflowedfromthechair,itcouldbeinferredthathehadcommittedtherashactsittingathisbureau,andthatheafterwardfelluponthefloor。Hewasfoundlyingonhisbacknearthewindow。Hewasinfull-dresscostume。
Thehouse,theneighbourhood,andthewholetownwereimmediatelyincommotion。Albertarrived。TheyhadlaidWertheronthebed:
hisheadwasboundup,andthepalenessofdeathwasuponhisface。
Hislimbsweremotionless;buthestillbreathed,atonetimestrongly,thenweaker——hisdeathwasmomentlyexpected。
Hehaddrunkonlyoneglassofthewine。"EmiliaGalotti"layopenuponhisbureau。
IshallsaynothingofAlbert’sdistress,orofCharlotte’sgrief。
Theoldstewardhastenedtothehouseimmediatelyuponhearingthenews:heembracedhisdyingfriendamidafloodoftears。Hiseldestboyssoonfollowedhimonfoot。Inspeechlesssorrowtheythrewthemselvesontheirkneesbythebedside,andkissedhishandsandface。Theeldest,whowashisfavourite,hungoverhimtillheexpired;andeventhenhewasremovedbyforce。Attwelveo’clockWertherbreathedhislast。Thepresenceofthesteward,andtheprecautionshehadadopted,preventedadisturbance;andthatnight,atthehourofeleven,hecausedthebodytobeinterredintheplacewhichWertherhadselectedforhimself。
Thestewardandhissonsfollowedthecorpsetothegrave。Albertwasunabletoaccompanythem。Charlotte’slifewasdespairedof。
Thebodywascarriedbylabourers。Nopriestattended。