PartOneTheNellie,acruisingyawl,swungtoheranchorwith-
outaflutterofthesails,andwasatrest。Thefloodhadmade,thewindwasnearlycalm,andbeingbounddowntheriver,theonlythingforitwastocometoandwaitfortheturnofthetide。
Thesea-reachoftheThamesstretchedbeforeuslikethebeginningofaninterminablewaterway。Intheoffingtheseaandtheskywereweldedtogetherwithoutajoint,andintheluminousspacethetannedsailsofthebargesdriftingupwiththetideseemedtostandstillinredclustersofcanvassharplypeaked,withgleamsofvarnishedsprits。Ahazerestedonthelowshoresthatranouttoseainvanishingflatness。TheairwasdarkaboveGravesend,andfartherbackstillseemedcondensedintoamournfulgloom,broodingmo-
tionlessoverthebiggest,andthegreatest,townonearth。
TheDirectorofCompanieswasourcaptainandourhost。Wefouraffectionatelywatchedhisbackashestoodinthebowslookingtoseaward。Onthewholerivertherewasnothingthatlookedhalfsonautical。Heresembledapilot,whichtoaseamanistrustworthinesspersonified。Itwasdifficulttorealizehisworkwasnotoutthereintheluminousestuary,butbehindhim,withinthebroodinggloom。
Betweenustherewas,asIhavealreadysaidsome-
where,thebondofthesea。Besidesholdingourheartstogetherthroughlongperiodsofseparation,ithadtheeffectofmakingustolerantofeachother’syarns——andevenconvictions。TheLawyer——thebestofoldfellows——had,becauseofhismanyyearsandmanyvirtues,theonlycushionondeck,andwaslyingontheonlyrug。
TheAccountanthadbroughtoutalreadyaboxofdominoes,andwastoyingarchitecturallywiththebones。
Marlowsatcross-leggedrightaft,leaningagainstthemizzen-mast。Hehadsunkencheeks,ayellowcomplex-
ion,astraightback,anasceticaspect,and,withhisarmsdropped,thepalmsofhandsoutwards,resembledanidol。TheDirector,satisfiedtheanchorhadgoodhold,madehiswayaftandsatdownamongstus。Weexchangedafewwordslazily。Afterwardstherewassilenceonboardtheyacht。Forsomereasonorotherwedidnotbeginthatgameofdominoes。Wefeltmedi-
tative,andfitfornothingbutplacidstaring。Thedaywasendinginaserenityofstillandexquisitebrilliance。
Thewatershonepacifically;thesky,withoutaspeck,wasabenignimmensityofunstainedlight;theverymistontheEssexmarsheswaslikeagauzyandradiantfabric,hungfromthewoodedrisesinland,anddrapingthelowshoresindiaphanousfolds。Onlythegloomtothewest,broodingovertheupperreaches,becamemoresombereveryminute,asifangeredbytheapproachofthesun。
Andatlast,initscurvedandimperceptiblefall,thesunsanklow,andfromglowingwhitechangedtoadullredwithoutraysandwithoutheat,asifabouttogooutsuddenly,strickentodeathbythetouchofthatgloombroodingoveracrowdofmen。
Forthwithachangecameoverthewaters,andtheserenitybecamelessbrilliantbutmoreprofound。Theoldriverinitsbroadreachrestedunruffledatthedeclineofday,afteragesofgoodservicedonetotheracethatpeopleditsbanks,spreadoutinthetranquildignityofawaterwayleadingtotheuttermostendsoftheearth。
Welookedatthevenerablestreamnotinthevividflushofashortdaythatcomesanddepartsforever,butintheaugustlightofabidingmemories。Andindeednothingiseasierforamanwhohas,asthephrasegoes,"followedthesea"withreverenceandaffection,thantoevokethegreatspiritofthepastuponthelowerreachesoftheThames。Thetidalcurrentrunstoandfroinitsunceasingservice,crowdedwithmemoriesofmenandshipsithadbornetotherestofhomeortothebattlesofthesea。Ithadknownandservedallthemenofwhomthenationisproud,fromSirFrancisDraketoSirJohnFranklin,knightsall,titledandun-
titled——thegreatknights-errantofthesea。Ithadbornealltheshipswhosenamesarelikejewelsflashinginthenightoftime,fromtheGoldenHindreturningwithherroundflanksfulloftreasure,tobevisitedbytheQueen’sHighnessandthuspassoutofthegigantictale,totheErebusandTerror,boundonotherconquests——andthatneverreturned。Ithadknowntheshipsandthemen。TheyhadsailedfromDeptford,fromGreen-
wich,fromErith——theadventurersandthesettlers;
kings’shipsandtheshipsofmenon’Change;captains,admirals,thedark"interlopers"oftheEasterntrade,andthecommissioned"generals"ofEastIndiafleets。
Huntersforgoldorpursuersoffame,theyallhadgoneoutonthatstream,bearingthesword,andoftenthetorch,messengersofthemightwithintheland,bearersofasparkfromthesacredfire。Whatgreatnesshadnotfloatedontheebbofthatriverintothemysteryofanunknownearth!……Thedreamsofmen,theseedofcommonwealths,thegermsofempires。
Thesunset;theduskfellonthestream,andlightsbegantoappearalongtheshore。TheChapmanlight-
house,athree-leggedthingerectonamud-flat,shonestrongly。Lightsofshipsmovedinthefairway——agreatstiroflightsgoingupandgoingdown。Andfartherwestontheupperreachestheplaceofthemon-
stroustownwasstillmarkedominouslyonthesky,abroodinggloominsunshine,aluridglareunderthestars。
"Andthisalso,"saidMarlowsuddenly,"hasbeenoneofthedarkplacesoftheearth。"
Hewastheonlymanofuswhostill"followedthesea。"Theworstthatcouldbesaidofhimwasthathedidnotrepresenthisclass。Hewasaseaman,buthewasawanderer,too,whilemostseamenlead,ifonemaysoexpressit,asedentarylife。Theirmindsareofthestay-at-homeorder,andtheirhomeisalwayswiththem——theship;andsoistheircountry——thesea。Oneshipisverymuchlikeanother,andtheseaisalwaysthesame。
Intheimmutabilityoftheirsurroundingstheforeignshores,theforeignfaces,thechangingimmensityoflife,glidepast,veilednotbyasenseofmysterybutbyaslightlydisdainfulignorance;forthereisnothingmys-
terioustoaseamanunlessitbetheseaitself,whichisthemistressofhisexistenceandasinscrutableasDestiny。
Fortherest,afterhishoursofwork,acasualstrolloracasualspreeonshoresufficestounfoldforhimthesecretofawholecontinent,andgenerallyhefindsthesecretnotworthknowing。Theyarnsofseamenhaveadirectsimplicity,thewholemeaningofwhichlieswithintheshellofacrackednut。ButMarlowwasnottypical(ifhispropensitytospinyarnsbeexcepted),andtohimthemeaningofanepisodewasnotinsidelikeakernelbutoutside,envelopingthetalewhichbroughtitoutonlyasaglowbringsoutahaze,inthelikenessofoneofthesemistyhalosthatsometimesaremadevisiblebythespectralilluminationofmoonshine。
Hisremarkdidnotseematallsurprising。ItwasjustlikeMarlow。Itwasacceptedinsilence。Noonetookthetroubletogrunteven;andpresentlyhesaid,veryslow——
"Iwasthinkingofveryoldtimes,whentheRomansfirstcamehere,nineteenhundredyearsago——theotherday……Lightcameoutofthisriversince——yousayKnights?Yes;butitislikearunningblazeonaplain,likeaflashoflightningintheclouds。Weliveintheflicker——mayitlastaslongastheoldearthkeepsrolling!Butdarknesswashereyesterday。Imaginethefeelingsofacommanderofafine——whatd’yecall’em?——triremeintheMediterranean,orderedsuddenlytothenorth;runoverlandacrosstheGaulsinahurry;
putinchargeofoneofthesecraftthelegionaries,——awonderfullotofhandymentheymusthavebeentoo——
usedtobuild,apparentlybythehundred,inamonthortwo,ifwemaybelievewhatweread。Imaginehimhere——theveryendoftheworld,aseathecoloroflead,askythecolorofsmoke,akindofshipaboutasrigidasaconcertina——andgoingupthisriverwithstores,ororders,orwhatyoulike。Sandbanks,marshes,forests,savages,——preciouslittletoeatfitforacivilizedman,nothingbutThameswatertodrink。NoFalernianwinehere,nogoingashore。Hereandthereamilitarycamplostinawilderness,likeaneedleinabundleofhay——
cold,fog,tempests,disease,exile,anddeath,——deathskulkingintheair,inthewater,inthebush。Theymusthavebeendyinglikeflieshere。Ohyes——hedidit。
Diditverywell,too,nodoubt,andwithoutthinkingmuchaboutiteither,exceptafterwardstobragofwhathehadgonethroughinhistime,perhaps。Theyweremenenoughtofacethedarkness。AndperhapshewascheeredbykeepinghiseyeonachanceofpromotiontothefleetatRavennaby-and-by,ifhehadgoodfriendsinRomeandsurvivedtheawfulclimate。Orthinkofadecentyoungcitizeninatoga——perhapstoomuchdice,youknow——comingouthereinthetrainofsomeprefect,ortax-gatherer,ortradereven,tomendhisfortunes。Landinaswamp,marchthroughthewoods,andinsomeinlandpostfeelthesavagery,theuttersavagery,hadclosedroundhim,——allthatmysteriouslifeofthewildernessthatstirsintheforest,inthejungles,intheheartsofwildmen。There’snoinitiationeitherintosuchmysteries。Hehastoliveinthemidstoftheincomprehensible,whichisalsodetestable。Andithasafascination,too,thatgoestoworkuponhim。
Thefascinationoftheabomination——youknow。
Imaginethegrowingregrets,thelongingtoescape,thepowerlessdisgust,thesurrender,thehate。"
Hepaused。
"Mind,"hebeganagain,liftingonearmfromtheelbow,thepalmofthehandoutwards,sothat,withhislegsfoldedbeforehim,hehadtheposeofaBuddhapreachinginEuropeanclothesandwithoutalotus-
flower——"Mind,noneofuswouldfeelexactlylikethis。
Whatsavesusisefficiency——thedevotiontoefficiency。
Butthesechapswerenotmuchaccount,really。Theywerenocolonists;theiradministrationwasmerelyasqueeze,andnothingmore,Isuspect。Theywerecon-
querors,andforthatyouwantonlybruteforce——nothingtoboastof,whenyouhaveit,sinceyourstrengthisjustanaccidentarisingfromtheweaknessofothers。
Theygrabbedwhattheycouldgetforthesakeofwhatwastobegot。Itwasjustrobberywithviolence,aggra-
vatedmurderonagreatscale,andmengoingatitblind——asisveryproperforthosewhotackleadarkness。Theconquestoftheearth,whichmostlymeansthetakingitawayfromthosewhohaveadifferentcomplexionorslightlyflatternosesthanourselves,isnotaprettythingwhenyoulookintoittoomuch。Whatredeemsitistheideaonly。Anideaatthebackofit;notasentimentalpretensebutanidea;andanunselfishbeliefintheidea——somethingyoucansetup,andbowdownbefore,andofferasacrificeto……"
Hebrokeoff。Flamesglidedintheriver,smallgreenflames,redflames,whiteflames,pursuing,overtaking,joining,crossingeachother——thenseparatingslowlyorhastily。Thetrafficofthegreatcitywentoninthedeepeningnightuponthesleeplessriver。Welookedon,waitingpatiently——therewasnothingelsetodotilltheendoftheflood;butitwasonlyafteralongsilence,whenhesaid,inahesitatingvoice,"Isupposeyoufel-
lowsrememberIdidonceturnfresh-watersailorforabit,"thatweknewwewerefated,beforetheebbbegantorun,tohearaboutoneofMarlow’sinconclusiveex-
periences。
"Idon’twanttobotheryoumuchwithwhathap-
penedtomepersonally,"hebegan,showinginthisre-
marktheweaknessofmanytellersoftaleswhoseemsooftenunawareofwhattheiraudiencewouldbestliketohear;"yettounderstandtheeffectofitonmeyououghttoknowhowIgotoutthere,whatIsaw,howI
wentupthatrivertotheplacewhereIfirstmetthepoorchap。Itwasthefarthestpointofnavigationandtheculminatingpointofmyexperience。Itseemedsome-
howtothrowakindoflightoneverythingaboutme——
andintomythoughts。Itwassomberenoughtoo——andpitiful——notextraordinaryinanyway——notverycleareither。No,notveryclear。Andyetitseemedtothrowakindoflight。
"Ihadthen,asyouremember,justreturnedtoLon-
donafteralotofIndianOcean,Pacific,ChinaSeas——
aregulardoseoftheEast——sixyearsorso,andIwasloafingabout,hinderingyoufellowsinyourworkandinvadingyourhomes,justasthoughIhadgotaheavenlymissiontocivilizeyou。Itwasveryfineforatime,butafterabitIdidgettiredofresting。ThenIbegantolookforaship——Ishouldthinkthehardestworkonearth。Buttheshipswouldn’tevenlookatme。
AndIgottiredofthatgametoo。
"NowwhenIwasalittlechapIhadapassionformaps。IwouldlookforhoursatSouthAmerica,orAfrica,orAustralia,andlosemyselfinallthegloriesofexploration。Atthattimethereweremanyblankspacesontheearth,andwhenIsawonethatlookedparticularlyinvitingonamap(buttheyalllookthat)
Iwouldputmyfingeronitandsay,WhenIgrowupIwillgothere。TheNorthPolewasoneoftheseplaces,Iremember。Well,Ihaven’tbeenthereyet,andshallnottrynow。Theglamour’soff。OtherplaceswerescatteredabouttheEquator,andineverysortoflati-
tudealloverthetwohemispheres。Ihavebeeninsomeofthem,and……well,wewon’ttalkaboutthat。Buttherewasoneyet——thebiggest,themostblank,sotospeak——thatIhadahankeringafter。
"True,bythistimeitwasnotablankspaceanymore。Ithadgotfilledsincemyboyhoodwithriversandlakesandnames。Ithadceasedtobeablankspaceofdelightfulmystery——awhitepatchforaboytodreamgloriouslyover。Ithadbecomeaplaceofdarkness。Buttherewasinitoneriverespecially,amightybigriver,thatyoucouldseeonthemap,resemblinganimmensesnakeuncoiled,withitsheadinthesea,itsbodyatrestcurvingafaroveravastcountry,anditstaillostinthedepthsoftheland。AndasIlookedatthemapofitinashop-window,itfascinatedmeasasnakewouldabird——asillylittlebird。ThenIrememberedtherewasabigconcern,aCompanyfortradeonthatriver。Dashitall!Ithoughttomyself,theycan’ttradewithoutusingsomekindofcraftonthatlotoffreshwater——
steamboats!Whyshouldn’tItrytogetchargeofone。IwentonalongFleetStreet,butcouldnotshakeofftheidea。Thesnakehadcharmedme。
"YouunderstanditwasaContinentalconcern,thatTradingsociety;butIhavealotofrelationslivingontheContinent,becauseit’scheapandnotsonastyasitlooks,theysay。
"IamsorrytoownIbegantoworrythem。Thiswasalreadyafreshdepartureforme。Iwasnotusedtogetthingsthatway,youknow。IalwayswentmyownroadandonmyownlegswhereIhadamindtogo。I
wouldn’thavebelieveditofmyself;but,then——yousee——IfeltsomehowImustgettherebyhookorbycrook。
SoIworriedthem。Themensaid’Mydearfellow,’anddidnothing。Then——wouldyoubelieveit?——Itriedthewomen。I,CharlieMarlow,setthewomentowork——togetajob。Heavens!Well,yousee,thenotiondroveme。Ihadanaunt,adearenthusiasticsoul。Shewrote:
’Itwillbedelightful。Iamreadytodoanything,any-
thingforyou。Itisagloriousidea。IknowthewifeofaveryhighpersonageintheAdministration,andalsoamanwhohaslotsofinfluencewith,’&c。,&c。Shewasdeterminedtomakenoendoffusstogetmeap-
pointedskipperofariversteamboat,ifsuchwasmyfancy。
"Igotmyappointment——ofcourse;andIgotitveryquick。ItappearstheCompanyhadreceivednewsthatoneoftheircaptainshadbeenkilledinascufflewiththenatives。Thiswasmychance,anditmademethemoreanxioustogo。Itwasonlymonthsandmonthsafterwards,whenImadetheattempttorecoverwhatwasleftofthebody,thatIheardtheoriginalquarrelarosefromamisunderstandingaboutsomehens。Yes,twoblackhens。Fresleven——thatwasthefellow’sname,aDane——thoughthimselfwrongedsomehowinthebar-
gain,sohewentashoreandstartedtohammerthechiefofthevillagewithastick。Oh,itdidn’tsurprisemeintheleasttohearthis,andatthesametimetobetoldthatFreslevenwasthegentlest,quietestcreaturethateverwalkedontwolegs。Nodoubthewas;buthehadbeenacoupleofyearsalreadyoutthereengagedinthenoblecause,youknow,andheprobablyfelttheneedatlastofassertinghisself-respectinsomeway。
Thereforehewhackedtheoldniggermercilessly,whileabigcrowdofhispeoplewatchedhim,thunderstruck,tillsomeman,——Iwastoldthechief’sson,——indespera-
tionathearingtheoldchapyell,madeatentativejabwithaspearatthewhiteman——andofcourseitwentquiteeasybetweentheshoulder-blades。Thenthewholepopulationclearedintotheforest,expectingallkindsofcalamitiestohappen,while,ontheotherhand,thesteamerFreslevencommandedleftalsoinabadpanic,inchargeoftheengineer,Ibelieve。AfterwardsnobodyseemedtotroublemuchaboutFresleven’sremains,tillIgotoutandsteppedintohisshoes。Icouldn’tletitrest,though;butwhenanopportunityofferedatlasttomeetmypredecessor,thegrassgrowingthroughhisribswastallenoughtohidehisbones。Theywereallthere。Thesupernaturalbeinghadnotbeentouchedafterhefell。Andthevillagewasdeserted,thehutsgapedblack,rotting,allaskewwithinthefallenen-
closures。Acalamityhadcometoit,sureenough。Thepeoplehadvanished。Madterrorhadscatteredthem,men,women,andchildren,throughthebush,andtheyhadneverreturned。WhatbecameofthehensIdon’tknoweither。Ishouldthinkthecauseofprogressgotthem,anyhow。However,throughthisgloriousaffairI
gotmyappointment,beforeIhadfairlybeguntohopeforit。
"Iflewaroundlikemadtogetready,andbeforeforty-
eighthoursIwascrossingtheChanneltoshowmyselftomyemployers,andsignthecontract。InaveryfewhoursIarrivedinacitythatalwaysmakesmethinkofawhitedsepulcher。Prejudicenodoubt。IhadnodifficultyinfindingtheCompany’soffices。Itwasthebiggestthinginthetown,andeverybodyImetwasfullofit。Theyweregoingtorunanover-seaempire,andmakenoendofcoinbytrade。
"Anarrowanddesertedstreetindeepshadow,highhouses,innumerablewindowswithvenetianblinds,adeadsilence,grasssproutingbetweenthestones,imposingcarriagearchwaysrightandleft,immensedoubledoorsstandingponderouslyajar。Islippedthroughoneofthesecracks,wentupasweptandungarnishedstaircase,asaridasadesert,andopenedthefirstdoorIcameto。
Twowomen,onefatandtheotherslim,satonstraw-
bottomedchairs,knittingblackwool。Theslimonegotupandwalkedstraightatme——stillknittingwithdown-
casteyes——andonlyjustasIbegantothinkofgettingoutofherway,asyouwouldforasomnambulist,stoodstill,andlookedup。Herdresswasasplainasanum-
brella-cover,andsheturnedroundwithoutawordandprecededmeintoawaiting-room。Igavemyname,andlookedabout。Dealtableinthemiddle,plainchairsallroundthewalls,ononeendalargeshiningmap,markedwithallthecolorsofarainbow。Therewasavastamountofred——goodtoseeatanytime,becauseoneknowsthatsomerealworkisdoneinthere,adeuceofalotofblue,alittlegreen,smearsoforange,and,ontheEastCoast,apurplepatch,toshowwherethejollypioneersofprogressdrinkthejollylager-beer。How-
ever,Iwasn’tgoingintoanyofthese。Iwasgoingintotheyellow。Deadinthecenter。Andtheriverwasthere——fascinating——deadly——likeasnake。Ough!
Adooropened,awhite-hairedsecretarialhead,butwearingacompassionateexpression,appeared,andaskinnyforefingerbeckonedmeintothesanctuary。Itslightwasdim,andaheavywriting-desksquattedinthemiddle。Frombehindthatstructurecameoutanim-
pressionofpaleplumpnessinafrock-coat。Thegreatmanhimself。Hewasfivefeetsix,Ishouldjudge,andhadhisgriponthehandle-endofeversomanymillions。
Heshookhands,Ifancy,murmuredvaguely,wassatis-
fiedwithmyFrench。Bonvoyage。
"Inaboutforty-fivesecondsIfoundmyselfagaininthewaiting-roomwiththecompassionatesecretary,who,fullofdesolationandsympathy,mademesignsomedocument。IbelieveIundertookamongstotherthingsnottodiscloseanytradesecrets。Well,Iamnotgoingto。
"Ibegantofeelslightlyuneasy。YouknowIamnotusedtosuchceremonies,andtherewassomethingominousintheatmosphere。ItwasjustasthoughI
hadbeenletintosomeconspiracy——Idon’tknow——some-
thingnotquiteright;andIwasgladtogetout。Intheouterroomthetwowomenknittedblackwoolfever-
ishly。Peoplewerearriving,andtheyoungeronewaswalkingbackandforthintroducingthem。Theoldonesatonherchair。Herflatclothslipperswereproppeduponafoot-warmer,andacatreposedonherlap。Sheworeastarchedwhiteaffaironherhead,hadawartononecheek,andsilver-rimmedspectacleshungonthetipofhernose。Sheglancedatmeabovetheglasses。Theswiftandindifferentplacidityofthatlooktroubledme。Twoyouthswithfoolishandcheerycountenanceswerebeingpilotedover,andshethrewatthemthesamequickglanceofunconcernedwisdom。Sheseemedtoknowallaboutthemandaboutmetoo。Aneeriefeelingcameoverme。Sheseemeduncannyandfateful。OftenfarawaythereIthoughtofthesetwo,guardingthedoorofDarkness,knittingblackwoolasforawarmpall,oneintroducing,introducingcontinu-
ouslytotheunknown,theotherscrutinizingthecheeryandfoolishfaceswithunconcernedoldeyes。Ave!Oldknitterofblackwool。Morituritesalutant。Notmanyofthoseshelookedateversawheragain——nothalf,byalongway。
"Therewasyetavisittothedoctor。’Asimplefor-
mality,’assuredmethesecretary,withanairoftakinganimmensepartinallmysorrows。Accordinglyayoungchapwearinghishatoverthelefteyebrow,someclerkIsuppose,——theremusthavebeenclerksinthebusi-
ness,thoughthehousewasasstillasahouseinacityofthedead,——camefromsomewhereup-stairs,andledmeforth。Hewasshabbyandcareless,withink-stainsonthesleevesofhisjacket,andhiscravatwaslargeandbillowy,underachinshapedlikethetoeofanoldboot。
Itwasalittletooearlyforthedoctor,soIproposedadrink,andthereuponhedevelopedaveinofjoviality。
AswesatoverourvermouthsheglorifiedtheCompany’sbusiness,andby-and-byIexpressedcasuallymysur-
priseathimnotgoingoutthere。Hebecameverycoolandcollectedallatonce。’IamnotsuchafoolasI
look,quothPlatotohisdisciples,’hesaidsententiously,emptiedhisglasswithgreatresolution,andwerose。
"Theolddoctorfeltmypulse,evidentlythinkingofsomethingelsethewhile。’Good,goodforthere,’hemumbled,andthenwithacertaineagernessaskedmewhetherIwouldlethimmeasuremyhead。Rathersur-
prised,IsaidYes,whenheproducedathinglikecalipersandgotthedimensionsbackandfrontandeveryway,takingnotescarefully。Hewasanunshavenlittlemaninathreadbarecoatlikeagaberdine,withhisfeetinslippers,andIthoughthimaharmlessfool。’Ialwaysaskleave,intheinterestsofscience,tomeasurethecraniaofthosegoingoutthere,’hesaid。’Andwhentheycomebacktoo?’Iasked。"Oh,Ineverseethem,’
heremarked;’and,moreover,thechangestakeplacein-
side,youknow。’Hesmiled,asifatsomequietjoke。
’Soyouaregoingoutthere。Famous。Interestingtoo。’
Hegavemeasearchingglance,andmadeanothernote。
’Everanymadnessinyourfamily?’heasked,inamatter-of-facttone。Ifeltveryannoyed。’Isthatquestionintheinterestsofsciencetoo?’’Itwouldbe,’
hesaid,withouttakingnoticeofmyirritation,’interest-
ingforsciencetowatchthementalchangesofindivid-
uals,onthespot,but……’’Areyouanalienist?’I
interrupted。’Everydoctorshouldbe——alittle,’an-
sweredthatoriginal,imperturbably。’IhavealittletheorywhichyouMessieurswhogoouttheremusthelpmetoprove。Thisismyshareintheadvantagesmycountryshallreapfromthepossessionofsuchamag-
nificentdependency。ThemerewealthIleavetoothers。
Pardonmyquestions,butyouarethefirstEnglishmancomingundermyobservation……’IhastenedtoassurehimIwasnotintheleasttypical。’IfIwere,’
saidI,’Iwouldn’tbetalkinglikethiswithyou。’’Whatyousayisratherprofound,andprobablyerroneous,’hesaid,withalaugh。’Avoidirritationmorethanexpos-
uretothesun。Adieu。HowdoyouEnglishsay,eh?
Good-by。Ah!Good-by。Adieu。Inthetropicsonemustbeforeeverythingkeepcalm。’……Heliftedawarningforefinger……’Ducalme,ducalme。
Adieu。’
"Onethingmoreremainedtodo——saygood-bytomyexcellentaunt。Ifoundhertriumphant。Ihadacupoftea——thelastdecentcupofteaformanydays——andinaroomthatmostsoothinglylookedjustasyouwouldexpectalady’sdrawing-roomtolook,wehadalongquietchatbythefireside。InthecourseoftheseconfidencesitbecamequiteplaintomeIhadbeenrepre-
sentedtothewifeofthehighdignitary,andgoodnessknowstohowmanymorepeoplebesides,asanexcep-
tionalandgiftedcreature——apieceofgoodfortunefortheCompany——amanyoudon’tgetholdofeveryday。
Goodheavens!andIwasgoingtotakechargeofatwo-penny-halfpennyriver-steamboatwithapennywhistleattached!Itappeared,however,IwasalsooneoftheWorkers,withacapital——youknow。Somethinglikeanemissaryoflight,somethinglikealowersortofapostle。Therehadbeenalotofsuchrotletlooseinprintandtalkjustaboutthattime,andtheexcellentwoman,livingrightintherushofallthathumbug,gotcarriedoffherfeet。Shetalkedabout’weaningthoseignorantmillionsfromtheirhorridways,’till,uponmyword,shemademequiteuncomfortable。IventuredtohintthattheCompanywasrunforprofit。
"’Youforget,dearCharlie,thatthelaborerisworthyofhishire,’shesaid,brightly。It’squeerhowoutoftouchwithtruthwomenare。Theyliveinaworldoftheirown,andtherehadneverbeenanythinglikeit,andnevercanbe。Itistoobeautifulaltogether,andiftheyweretosetitupitwouldgotopiecesbeforethefirstsunset。Someconfoundedfactwemenhavebeenlivingcontentedlywitheversincethedayofcre-
ationwouldstartupandknockthewholethingover。
"AfterthisIgotembraced,toldtowearflannel,besuretowriteoften,andsoon——andIleft。Inthestreet——Idon’tknowwhy——aqueerfeelingcametomethatI
wasanimpostor。OddthingthatI,whousedtoclearoutforanypartoftheworldattwenty-fourhours’
notice,withlessthoughtthanmostmengivetothecross-
ingofastreet,hadamoment——Iwon’tsayofhesitation,butofstartledpause,beforethiscommonplaceaffair。
ThebestwayIcanexplainittoyouisbysayingthat,forasecondortwo,Ifeltasthough,insteadofgoingtothecenterofacontinent,Iwereabouttosetoffforthecenteroftheearth。
"IleftinaFrenchsteamer,andshecalledineveryblamedporttheyhaveoutthere,for,asfarasIcouldsee,thesolepurposeoflandingsoldiersandcustom-
houseofficers。Iwatchedthecoast。Watchingacoastasitslipsbytheshipislikethinkingaboutanenigma。
Thereitisbeforeyou——smiling,frowning,inviting,grand,mean,insipid,orsavage,andalwaysmutewithanairofwhispering,Comeandfindout。Thisonewasalmostfeatureless,asifstillinthemaking,withanaspectofmonotonousgrimness。Theedgeofacolossaljungle,sodark-greenastobealmostblack,fringedwithwhitesurf,ranstraight,likearuledline,far,farawayalongablueseawhoseglitterwasblurredbyacreepingmist。Thesunwasfierce,thelandseemedtoglistenanddripwithsteam。Hereandtheregrayish-
whitishspecksshowedup,clusteredinsidethewhitesurf,withaflagflyingabovethemperhaps。Settlementssomecenturiesold,andstillnobiggerthanpin-headsontheuntouchedexpanseoftheirbackground。Wepoundedalong,stopped,landedsoldiers;wenton,landedcustom-
houseclerkstolevytollinwhatlookedlikeaGod-for-
sakenwilderness,withatinshedandaflag-polelostinit;landedmoresoldiers——totakecareofthecustom-
houseclerks,presumably。Some,Iheard,gotdrownedinthesurf;butwhethertheydidornot,nobodyseemedparticularlytocare。Theywerejustflungoutthere,andonwewent。Everydaythecoastlookedthesame,asthoughwehadnotmoved;butwepassedvariousplaces——tradingplaces——withnameslikeGran’BassamLittlePopo,namesthatseemedtobelongtosomesordidfarceactedinfrontofasinisterbackcloth。Theidle-
nessofapassenger,myisolationamongstallthesemenwithwhomIhadnopointofcontact,theoilyandlan-
guidsea,theuniformsombernessofthecoast,seemedtokeepmeawayfromthetruthofthings,withinthetoilofamournfulandsenselessdelusion。Thevoiceofthesurfheardnowandthenwasapositivepleasure,likethespeechofabrother。Itwassomethingnatural,thathaditsreason,thathadameaning。Nowandthenaboatfromtheshoregaveoneamomentarycontactwithreality。Itwaspaddledbyblackfellows。Youcouldseefromafarthewhiteoftheireyeballsglisten-
ing。Theyshouted,sang;theirbodiesstreamedwithperspiration;theyhadfaceslikegrotesquemasks——thesechaps;buttheyhadbone,muscle,awildvitality,anin-
tenseenergyofmovement,thatwasasnaturalandtrueasthesurfalongtheircoast。Theywantednoexcuseforbeingthere。Theywereagreatcomforttolookat。
ForatimeIwouldfeelIbelongedstilltoaworldofstraightforwardfacts;butthefeelingwouldnotlastlong。Somethingwouldturnuptoscareitaway。Once,Iremember,wecameuponaman-of-waranchoredoffthecoast。Therewasn’tevenashedthere,andshewasshellingthebush。ItappearstheFrenchhadoneoftheirwarsgoingonthereabouts。Herensigndroppedlimplikearag;themuzzlesofthelongeight-inchgunsstuckoutalloverthelowhull;thegreasy,slimyswellswungheruplazilyandletherdown,swayingherthinmasts。Intheemptyimmensityofearth,sky,andwater,thereshewas,incomprehensible,firingintoacontinent。
Pop,wouldgooneoftheeight-inchguns;asmallflamewoulddartandvanish,alittlewhitesmokewoulddis-
appear,atinyprojectilewouldgiveafeeblescreech——
andnothinghappened。Nothingcouldhappen。Therewasatouchofinsanityintheproceeding,asenseoflugubriousdrolleryinthesight;anditwasnotdissi-
patedbysomebodyonboardassuringmeearnestlytherewasacampofnatives——hecalledthemenemies!——hiddenoutofsightsomewhere。
"Wegaveherherletters(Iheardthemeninthatlonelyshipweredyingoffeverattherateofthreeaday)andwenton。Wecalledatsomemoreplaceswithfarcicalnames,wherethemerrydanceofdeathandtradegoesoninastillandearthyatmosphereasofanoverheatedcatacomb;allalongtheformlesscoastbor-
deredbydangeroussurf,asifNatureherselfhadtriedtowardoffintruders;inandoutofrivers,streamsofdeathinlife,whosebankswererottingintomud,whosewaters,thickenedintoslime,invadedthecontortedman-
groves,thatseemedtowritheatusintheextremityofanimpotentdespair。Nowheredidwestoplongenoughtogetaparticularizedimpression,butthegeneralsenseofvagueandoppressivewondergrewuponme。Itwaslikeawearypilgrimageamongsthintsfornight-
mares。
"ItwasupwardofthirtydaysbeforeIsawthemouthofthebigriver。Weanchoredofftheseatofthegov-
ernment。Butmyworkwouldnotbegintillsometwohundredmilesfartheron。SoassoonasIcouldImadeastartforaplacethirtymileshigherup。
"Ihadmypassageonalittlesea-goingsteamer。HercaptainwasaSwede,andknowingmeforaseaman,invitedmeonthebridge。Hewasayoungman,lean,fair,andmorose,withlankyhairandashufflinggait。
Asweleftthemiserablelittlewharf,hetossedhisheadcontemptuouslyattheshore。’Beenlivingthere?’heasked。Isaid,’Yes。’’Finelotthesegovernmentchaps——aretheynot?’hewenton,speakingEnglishwithgreatprecisionandconsiderablebitterness。’Itisfunnywhatsomepeoplewilldoforafewfrancsamonth。I
wonderwhatbecomesofthatkindwhenitgoesupcoun-
try?’IsaidtohimIexpectedtoseethatsoon。’So-o-o!’
heexclaimed。Heshuffledathwart,keepingoneeyeaheadvigilantly。’Don’tbetoosure,’hecontinued。
’TheotherdayItookupamanwhohangedhimselfontheroad。HewasaSwede,too。’’Hangedhimself!
Why,inGod’sname?’Icried。Hekeptonlookingoutwatchfully。’Whoknows?Thesuntoomuchforhim,orthecountryperhaps。’
"Atlastweopenedareach。Arockycliffappeared,moundsofturned-upearthbytheshore,housesonahill,others,withironroofs,amongstawasteofexcava-
tions,orhangingtothedeclivity。Acontinuousnoiseoftherapidsabovehoveredoverthissceneofinhabiteddevastation。Alotofpeople,mostlyblackandnaked,movedaboutlikeants。Ajettyprojectedintotheriver。
Ablindingsunlightdrownedallthisattimesinasuddenrecrudescenceofglare。’There’syourCompany’ssta-
tion,’saidtheSwede,pointingtothreewoodenbarrack-
likestructuresontherockyslope。’Iwillsendyourthingsup。Fourboxesdidyousay?So。Farewell。’
"Icameuponaboilerwallowinginthegrass,thenfoundapathleadingupthehill。Itturnedasideforthebowlders,andalsoforanundersizedrailway-trucklyingthereonitsbackwithitswheelsintheair。Onewasoff。Thethinglookedasdeadasthecarcassofsomeanimal。Icameuponmorepiecesofdecayingma-
chinery,astackofrustyrails。Totheleftaclumpoftreesmadeashadyspot,wheredarkthingsseemedtostirfeebly。Iblinked,thepathwassteep。Ahorntootedtotheright,andIsawtheblackpeoplerun。Aheavyanddulldetonationshooktheground,apuffofsmokecameoutofthecliff,andthatwasall。Nochangeap-
pearedonthefaceoftherock。Theywerebuildingarailway。Thecliffwasnotinthewayoranything;butthisobjectlessblastingwasalltheworkgoingon。
"Aslightclinkingbehindmemademeturnmyhead。
Sixblackmenadvancedinafile,toilingupthepath。
Theywalkederectandslow,balancingsmallbasketsfullofearthontheirheads,andtheclinkkepttimewiththeirfootsteps。Blackragswerewoundroundtheirloins,andtheshortendsbehindwaggedtoandfroliketails。Icouldseeeveryrib,thejointsoftheirlimbswerelikeknotsinarope;eachhadanironcollaronhisneck,andallwereconnectedtogetherwithachainwhosebightsswungbetweenthem,rhythmicallyclinking。
AnotherreportfromthecliffmademethinksuddenlyofthatshipofwarIhadseenfiringintoacontinent。
Itwasthesamekindofominousvoice;butthesemencouldbynostretchofimaginationbecalledenemies。
Theywerecalledcriminals,andtheoutragedlaw,liketheburstingshells,hadcometothem,aninsolublemys-
teryfromoverthesea。Alltheirmeagerbreastspantedtogether,theviolentlydilatednostrilsquivered,theeyesstaredstonilyuphill。Theypassedmewithinsixinches,withoutaglance,withthatcomplete,deathlikeindif-
ferenceofunhappysavages。Behindthisrawmatteroneofthereclaimed,theproductofthenewforcesatwork,strolleddespondently,carryingariflebyitsmiddle。Hehadauniformjacketwithonebuttonoff,andseeingawhitemanonthepath,hoistedhisweapontohisshoulderwithalacrity。Thiswassimpleprudence,whitemenbeingsomuchalikeatadistancethathecouldnottellwhoImightbe。Hewasspeedilyreassured,andwithalarge,white,rascallygrin,andaglanceathischarge,seemedtotakemeintopartnershipinhisexaltedtrust。Afterall,Ialsowasapartofthegreatcauseofthesehighandjustproceedings。
"Insteadofgoingup,Iturnedanddescendedtotheleft。Myideawastoletthatchain-ganggetoutofsightbeforeIclimbedthehill。YouknowIamnotpar-
ticularlytender;I’vehadtostrikeandtofendoff。I’vehadtoresistandtoattacksometimes——that’sonlyonewayofresisting——withoutcountingtheexactcost,ac-
cordingtothedemandsofsuchsortoflifeasIhadblun-
deredinto。I’veseenthedevilofviolence,andthedevilofgreed,andthedevilofhotdesire;but,byallthestars!thesewerestrong,lusty,red-eyeddevils,thatswayedanddrovemen——men,Itellyou。ButasIstoodonthishillside,IforesawthatintheblindingsunshineofthatlandIwouldbecomeacquaintedwithaflabby,pretending,weak-eyeddevilofarapaciousandpitilessfolly。Howinsidioushecouldbe,too,Iwasonlytofindoutseveralmonthslaterandathousandmilesfarther。ForamomentIstoodappalled,asthoughbyawarning。FinallyIdescendedthehill,obliquely,to-
wardsthetreesIhadseen。
"Iavoidedavastartificialholesomebodyhadbeendiggingontheslope,thepurposeofwhichIfounditimpossibletodivine。Itwasn’taquarryorasandpit,anyhow。Itwasjustahole。Itmighthavebeencon-
nectedwiththephilanthropicdesireofgivingthecrim-
inalssomethingtodo。Idon’tknow。ThenInearlyfellintoaverynarrowravine,almostnomorethanascarinthehillside。Idiscoveredthatalotofimporteddrainage-pipesforthesettlementhadbeentumbledinthere。Therewasn’tonethatwasnotbroken。Itwasawantonsmash-up。AtlastIgotunderthetrees。Mypurposewastostrollintotheshadeforamoment;butnosoonerwithinthanitseemedtomeIhadsteppedintoagloomycircleofsomeInferno。Therapidswerenear,andanuninterrupted,uniform,headlong,rushingnoisefilledthemournfulstillnessofthegrove,wherenotabreathstirred,notaleafmoved,withamysterioussound——asthoughthetearingpaceofthelaunchedearthhadsuddenlybecomeaudible。
"Blackshapescrouched,lay,satbetweenthetrees,leaningagainstthetrunks,clingingtotheearth,halfcomingout,halfeffacedwithinthedimlight,inalltheattitudesofpain,abandonment,anddespair。Anothermineonthecliffwentoff,followedbyaslightshudderofthesoilundermyfeet。Theworkwasgoingon。Thework!Andthiswastheplacewheresomeofthehelpershadwithdrawntodie。
"Theyweredyingslowly——itwasveryclear。Theywerenotenemies,theywerenotcriminals,theywerenothingearthlynow,——nothingbutblackshadowsofdiseaseandstarvation,lyingconfusedlyinthegreenishgloom。Broughtfromalltherecessesofthecoastinallthelegalityoftimecontracts,lostinuncongenialsur-
roundings,fedonunfamiliarfood,theysickened,be-
cameinefficient,andwerethenallowedtocrawlawayandrest。Thesemoribundshapeswerefreeasair——andnearlyasthin。Ibegantodistinguishthegleamofeyesunderthetrees。Then,glancingdown,Isawafacenearmyhand。Theblackbonesreclinedatfulllengthwithoneshoulderagainstthetree,andslowlytheeye-
lidsroseandthesunkeneyeslookedupatme,enormousandvacant,akindofblind,whiteflickerinthedepthsoftheorbs,whichdiedoutslowly。Themanseemedyoung——almostaboy——butyouknowwiththemit’shardtotell。IfoundnothingelsetodobuttoofferhimoneofmygoodSwede’sship’sbiscuitsIhadinmypocket。
Thefingersclosedslowlyonitandheld——therewasnoothermovementandnootherglance。Hehadtiedabitofwhiteworstedroundhisneck——Why?Wheredidhegetit?Wasitabadge——anornament——acharm——apropitiatoryact?Wasthereanyideaatallconnectedwithit?Itlookedstartlingroundhisblackneck,thisbitofwhitethreadfrombeyondtheseas。
"Nearthesametreetwomorebundlesofacuteanglessatwiththeirlegsdrawnup。One,withhischinproppedonhisknees,staredatnothing,inanintoler-
ableandappallingmanner:hisbrotherphantomresteditsforehead,asifovercomewithagreatweariness;andallaboutotherswerescatteredineveryposeofcontortedcollapse,asinsomepictureofamassacreorapestilence。
WhileIstoodhorror-struck,oneofthesecreaturesrosetohishandsandknees,andwentoffonall-fourstowardstherivertodrink。Helappedoutofhishand,thensatupinthesunlight,crossinghisshinsinfrontofhim,andafteratimelethiswoollyheadfallonhisbreast-
bone。
"Ididn’twantanymoreloiteringintheshade,andImadehastetowardsthestation。Whennearthebuild-
ingsImetawhiteman,insuchanunexpectedeleganceofget-upthatinthefirstmomentItookhimforasortofvision。Isawahighstarchedcollar,whitecuffs,alightalpacajacket,snowytrousers,aclearnecktie,andvarnishedboots。Nohat。Hairparted,brushed,oiled,underagreen-linedparasolheldinabigwhitehand。
Hewasamazing,andhadapenholderbehindhisear。
"Ishookhandswiththismiracle,andIlearnedhewastheCompany’schiefaccountant,andthatallthebook-
keepingwasdoneatthisstation。Hehadcomeoutforamoment,hesaid,’togetabreathoffreshair。’Theexpressionsoundedwonderfullyodd,withitssuggestionofsedentarydesk-life。Iwouldn’thavementionedthefellowtoyouatall,onlyitwasfromhislipsthatI
firstheardthenameofthemanwhoissoindissolublyconnectedwiththememoriesofthattime。Moreover,I
respectedthefellow。Yes;Irespectedhiscollars,hisvastcuffs,hisbrushedhair。Hisappearancewascer-
tainlythatofahairdresser’sdummy;butinthegreatdemoralizationofthelandhekeptuphisappearance。
That’sbackbone。Hisstarchedcollarsandgot-upshirt-
frontswereachievementsofcharacter。Hehadbeenoutnearlythreeyears;and,lateron,Icouldnothelpask-
inghimhowhemanagedtosportsuchlinen。Hehadjustthefaintestblush,andsaidmodestly,’I’vebeenteachingoneofthenativewomenaboutthestation。Itwasdifficult。Shehadadistasteforthework。’Thismanhadverilyaccomplishedsomething。Andhewasdevotedtohisbooks,whichwereinapple-pieorder。
"Everythingelseinthestationwasinamuddle,——
heads,things,buildings。Stringsofdustyniggerswithsplayfeetarrivedanddeparted;astreamofmanu-
facturedgoods,rubbishycottons,beads,andbrass-wiresetintothedepthsofdarkness,andinreturncameaprecioustrickleofivory。
"Ihadtowaitinthestationfortendays——aneternity。
Ilivedinahutintheyard,buttobeoutofthechaosIwouldsometimesgetintotheaccountant’soffice。Itwasbuiltofhorizontalplanks,andsobadlyputtogetherthat,ashebentoverhishighdesk,hewasbarredfromnecktoheelswithnarrowstripsofsunlight。Therewasnoneedtoopenthebigshuttertosee。Itwashottheretoo;bigfliesbuzzedfiendishly,anddidnotsting,butstabbed。Isatgenerallyonthefloor,while,offaultlessappearance(andevenslightlyscented),perch-
ingonahighstool,hewrote,hewrote。Sometimeshestoodupforexercise。Whenatruckle-bedwithasickman(someinvalidedagentfromup-country)wasputinthere,heexhibitedagentleannoyance。’Thegroansofthissickperson,’hesaid,distractmyattention。Andwithoutthatitisextremelydifficulttoguardagainstclericalerrorsinthisclimate。’
"Onedayheremarked,withoutliftinghishead,"IntheinterioryouwillnodoubtmeetMr。Kurtz。’OnmyaskingwhoMr。Kurtzwas,hesaidhewasafirst-classagent;andseeingmydisappointmentatthisinforma-
tion,headdedslowly,layingdownhispen,’Heisaveryremarkableperson。’FurtherquestionselicitedfromhimthatMr。Kurtzwasatpresentinchargeofatradingpost,averyimportantone,inthetrueivory-country,at’theverybottomofthere。Sendsinasmuchivoryasalltheothersputtogether……’Hebegantowriteagain。Thesickmanwastooilltogroan。Thefliesbuzzedinagreatpeace。
"Suddenlytherewasagrowingmurmurofvoicesandagreattrampingoffeet。Acaravanhadcomein。A
violentbabbleofuncouthsoundsburstoutontheothersideoftheplanks。Allthecarrierswerespeakingto-
gether,andinthemidstoftheuproarthelamentablevoiceofthechiefagentwasheard’givingitup’tear-
fullyforthetwentiethtimethatday……Heroseslowly。’Whatafrightfulrow,’hesaid。Hecrossedtheroomgentlytolookatthesickman,andreturning,saidtome,’Hedoesnothear。’’What!Dead?’I
asked,startled。’No,notyet,’heanswered,withgreatcomposure。Then,alludingwithatossoftheheadtothetumultinthestation-yard,’Whenonehasgottomakecorrectentries,onecomestohatethosesavages——
hatethemtothedeath。’Heremainedthoughtfulforamoment。’WhenyouseeMr。Kurtz,’hewenton,’tellhimfrommethateverythinghere’——heglancedatthedesk——’isverysatisfactory。Idon’tliketowritetohim——withthosemessengersofoursyouneverknowwhomaygetholdofyourletter——atthatCentralStation。’
Hestaredatmeforamomentwithhismild,bulgingeyes。’Oh,hewillgofar,veryfar,’hebeganagain。
’HewillbeasomebodyintheAdministrationbeforelong。They,above——theCouncilinEurope,youknow——meanhimtobe。’
"Heturnedtohiswork。Thenoiseoutsidehadceased,andpresentlyingoingoutIstoppedatthedoor。Inthesteadybuzzoffliesthehomeward-boundagentwaslyingflushedandinsensible;theother,bentoverhisbooks,wasmakingcorrectentriesofperfectlycorrecttransactions;andfiftyfeetbelowthedoorstepIcouldseethestilltree-topsofthegroveofdeath。
"NextdayIleftthatstationatlast,withacaravanofsixtymen,foratwo-hundred-miletramp。
"Nousetellingyoumuchaboutthat。Paths,paths,everywhere;astamped-innetworkofpathsspreadingovertheemptyland,throughlonggrass,throughburntgrass,throughthickets,downandupchillyravines,upanddownstonyhillsablazewithheat;andasolitude,asolitude,nobody,notahut。Thepopulationhadclearedoutalongtimeago。Well,ifalotofmysteriousniggersarmedwithallkindsoffearfulweaponssud-
denlytooktotravelingontheroadbetweenDealandGravesend,catchingtheyokelsrightandlefttocarryheavyloadsforthem,Ifancyeveryfarmandcottagethereaboutswouldgetemptyverysoon。Onlyherethedwellingsweregonetoo。StillIpassedthroughseveralabandonedvillages。There’ssomethingpatheticallychildishintheruinsofgrasswalls。Dayafterday,withthestampandshuffleofsixtypairofbarefeetbehindme,eachpairundera60-lb。load。Camp,cook,sleep,strikecamp,march。Nowandthenacarrierdeadinharness,atrestinthelonggrassnearthepath,withanemptywater-gourdandhislongstafflyingbyhisside。Agreatsilencearoundandabove。Perhapsonsomequietnightthetremoroffar-offdrums,sinking,swelling,atremorvast,faint;asoundweird,appealing,suggestive,andwild——andperhapswithasprofoundameaningasthesoundofbellsinaChristiancountry。
Onceawhitemaninanunbuttoneduniform,campingonthepathwithanarmedescortoflankZanzibaris,veryhospitableandfestive——nottosaydrunk。Waslookingaftertheupkeepoftheroad,hedeclared。Can’tsayIsawanyroadoranyupkeep,unlessthebodyofamiddle-agednegro,withabullet-holeintheforehead,uponwhichIabsolutelystumbledthreemilesfartheron,maybeconsideredasapermanentimprovement。Ihadawhitecompaniontoo,notabadchap,butrathertoofleshyandwiththeexasperatinghabitoffaintingonthehothillsides,milesawayfromtheleastbitofshadeandwater。Annoying,youknow,toholdyourowncoatlikeaparasoloveraman’sheadwhileheiscoming-to。
Icouldn’thelpaskinghimoncewhathemeantbycomingthereatall。’Tomakemoney,ofcourse。Whatdoyouthink?’hesaid,scornfully。Thenhegotfever,andhadtobecarriedinahammockslungunderapole。AsheweighedsixteenstoneIhadnoendofrowswiththecarriers。Theyjibbed,ranaway,sneakedoffwiththeirloadsinthenight——quiteamutiny。So,oneevening,ImadeaspeechinEnglishwithgestures,notoneofwhichwaslosttothesixtypairsofeyesbeforeme,andthenextmorningIstartedthehammockoffinfrontallright。AnafterwardsIcameuponthewholecon-
cernwreckedinabush——man,hammock,groans,blankets,horrors。Theheavypolehadskinnedhispoornose。Hewasveryanxiousformetokillsomebody,buttherewasn’ttheshadowofacarriernear。Irememberedtheolddoctor,——’Itwouldbeinterestingforsciencetowatchthementalchangesofindividuals,onthespot。’
IfeltIwasbecomingscientificallyinteresting。How-
ever,allthatistonopurpose。OnthefifteenthdayI
cameinsightofthebigriveragain,andhobbledintotheCentralStation。Itwasonabackwatersurroundedbyscrubandforest,withaprettyborderofsmellymudononeside,andonthethreeothersinclosedbyacrazyfenceofrushes。Aneglectedgapwasallthegateithad,andthefirstglanceattheplacewasenoughtoletyouseetheflabbydevilwasrunningthatshow。Whitemenwithlongstavesintheirhandsappearedlanguidlyfromamongstthebuildings,strollinguptotakealookatme,andthenretiredoutofsightsomewhere。Oneofthem,astout,excitablechapwithblackmustaches,informedmewithgreatvolubilityandmanydigressions,assoonasItoldhimwhoIwas,thatmysteamerwasatthebottomoftheriver。Iwasthunderstruck。What,how,why?Oh,itwas’allright。’The’managerhim-
self’wasthere。Allquitecorrect。’Everybodyhadbehavedsplendidly!splendidly!’——’youmust,’hesaidinagitation,’goandseethegeneralmanageratonce。
Heiswaiting!’
"Ididnotseetherealsignificanceofthatwreckatonce。IfancyIseeitnow,butIamnotsure——notatall。Certainlytheaffairwastoostupid——whenIthinkofit——tobealtogethernatural。Still……Butatthemomentitpresenteditselfsimplyasaconfoundednui-
sance。Thesteamerwassunk。Theyhadstartedtwodaysbeforeinasuddenhurryuptheriverwiththemanageronboard,inchargeofsomevolunteerskipper,andbeforetheyhadbeenoutthreehourstheytorethebottomoutofheronstones,andshesanknearthesouthbank。IaskedmyselfwhatIwastodothere,nowmyboatwaslost。Asamatteroffact,Ihadplentytodoinfishingmycommandoutoftheriver。Ihadtosetaboutittheverynextday。That,andtherepairswhenIbroughtthepiecestothestation,tooksomemonths。
"Myfirstinterviewwiththemanagerwascurious。Hedidnotaskmetositdownaftermytwenty-milewalkthatmorning。Hewascommonplaceincomplexion,infeature,inmanners,andinvoice。Hewasofmiddlesizeandofordinarybuild。Hiseyes,oftheusualblue,wereperhapsremarkablycold,andhecertainlycouldmakehisglancefallononeastrenchantandheavyasanax。Butevenatthesetimestherestofhispersonseemedtodisclaimtheintention。Otherwisetherewasonlyanindefinable,faintexpressionofhislips,some-
thingstealthy——asmile——notasmile——Irememberit,butIcan’texplain。Itwasunconscious,thissmilewas,thoughjustafterhehadsaidsomethingitgotintensifiedforaninstant。Itcameattheendofhisspeecheslikeasealappliedonthewordstomakethemeaningofthecommonestphraseappearabsolutelyinscrutable。Hewasacommontrader,fromhisyouthupemployedintheseparts——nothingmore。Hewasobeyed,yethein-
spiredneitherlovenorfear,norevenrespect。Hein-
spireduneasiness。Thatwasit!Uneasiness。Notadefinitemistrust——justuneasiness——nothingmore。Youhavenoideahoweffectivesucha……a……fac-
ultycanbe。Hehadnogeniusfororganizing,forinitiative,orforordereven。Thatwasevidentinsuchthingsasthedeplorablestateofthestation。Hehadnolearning,andnointelligence。Hispositionhadcometohim——why?Perhapsbecausehewasneverill……
Hehadservedthreetermsofthreeyearsoutthere……
Becausetriumphanthealthinthegeneralroutofcon-
stitutionsisakindofpowerinitself。Whenhewenthomeonleaveheriotedonalargescale——pompously。
Jackashore——withadifference——inexternalsonly。Thisonecouldgatherfromhiscasualtalk。Heoriginatednothing,hecouldkeeptheroutinegoing——that’sall。
Buthewasgreat。Hewasgreatbythislittlethingthatitwasimpossibletotellwhatcouldcontrolsuchaman。
Henevergavethatsecretaway。Perhapstherewasnothingwithinhim。Suchasuspicionmadeonepause——forouttheretherewerenoexternalchecks。Oncewhenvarioustropicaldiseaseshadlaidlowalmostevery’agent’inthestation,hewasheardtosay,’Menwhocomeouthereshouldhavenoentrails。’Hesealedtheutterancewiththatsmileofhis,asthoughithadbeenadooropeningintoadarknesshehadinhiskeeping。