VolumeI
CHAPTERI。
ABoardingSchool。
CHAPTERII。
DomesticConcerns。
CHAPTERIII。
UnexpectedMisfortunes。
CHAPTERIV。
ChangeofFortune。
CHAPTERV。
SuchThingsAre。
CHAPTERVI。
AnIntriguingTeacher。
CHAPTERVII。
NaturalSenseofProprietyInherentintheFemaleBosom。
CHAPTERVIII。
DomesticPleasuresPlanned。
CHAPTERIX。
WeKnowNotWhataDayMayBringForth。
CHAPTERX。
WhenWeHaveExcitedCuriosity,ItIsButanActofGoodNaturetoGratifyit。
CHAPTERXI。
ConflictofLoveandDuty。
CHAPTERXII。
Nature’slast,bestgift:
Creatureinwhomexcell’d,whatevercouldTosightorthoughtbenam’d!
Holy,divine!good,amiable,andsweet!
Howthouartfalln’!——
CHAPTERXIII。
CruelDisappointment。
CHAPTERXIV。
MaternalSorrow。
CHAPTERXV。
Embarkation。
CHAPTERXVI。
NecessaryDigression。
CHAPTERXVII。
AWedding。
VOLUMEII。
CHAPTERXVIII。
Reflections。
CHAPTERXIX。
AMistakeDiscovered。
CHAPTERXX。
Virtueneverappearssoamiableaswhenreachingforthherhandtoraiseafallensister。
ChapterofAccidents。
CHAPTERXXI。
Teachmetofeelanother’swoe,TohidethefaultIsee,ThatmercyItoothersshowThatmercyshowtome。POPE。
CHAPTERXXII。
SorrowsoftheHeart。
CHAPTERXXIII。
AManMaySmile,andSmile,andBeaVillain。
CHAPTERXXIV。
MysteryDeveloped。
CHAPTERXXV。
ReceptionofaLetter。
CHAPTERXXVI。
WhatMightBeExpected。
CHAPTERXXVII。
Pensiveshemourn’d,andhungherlanguidhead,Likeafairlilyovercharg’dwithdew。
CHAPTERXXVIII。
ATriflingRetrospect。
CHAPTERXXIX。
WeGoForwardAgain。
CHAPTERXXX。
Andwhatisfriendshipbutaname,Acharmthatlullstosleep,Ashadethatfollowswealthandfame,Butleavesthewretchtoweep。
CHAPTERXXXI。
SubjectContinued。
CHAPTERXXXII。
ReasonsWhyandWherefore。
CHAPTERXXXIII。
WhichPeopleVoidofFeelingNeedNotRead。
CHAPTERXXXIV。
Retribution。
CHAPTERXXXV。
Conclusion。
PREFACE。
FORtheperusaloftheyoungandthoughtlessofthefairsex,thisTaleofTruthisdesigned;andIcouldwishmyfairreaderstoconsideritasnotmerelytheeffusionofFancy,butasareality。
ThecircumstancesonwhichIhavefoundedthisnovelwererelatedtomesomelittletimesincebyanoldladywhohadpersonallyknownCharlotte,thoughsheconcealedtherealnamesofthecharacters,andlikewisetheplacewheretheunfortunatesceneswereacted:
yetasitwasimpossibletoofferarelationtothepublicinsuchanimperfectstate,Ihavethrownoverthewholeaslightveiloffiction,andsubstitutednamesandplacesaccordingtomyownfancy。
Theprincipalcharactersinthislittletalearenowconsignedtothesilenttomb:itcanthereforehurtthefeelingsofnoone;
andmay,Iflattermyself,beofservicetosomewhoaresounfortunateastohaveneitherfriendstoadvise,orunderstandingtodirectthem,throughthevariousandunexpectedevilsthatattendayoungandunprotectedwomaninherfirstentranceintolife。
WhilethetearofcompassionstilltrembledinmyeyeforthefateoftheunhappyCharlotte,Imayhavechildrenofmyown,saidI,towhomthisrecitalmaybeofuse,andiftoyourownchildren,saidBenevolence,whynottothemanydaughtersofMisfortunewho,deprivedofnaturalfriends,orspoiltbyamistakeneducation,arethrownonanunfeelingworldwithouttheleastpowertodefendthemselvesfromthesnaresnotonlyoftheothersex,butfromthemoredangerousartsoftheprofligateoftheirown。
SensibleasIamthatanovelwriter,atatimewhensuchavarietyofworksareusheredintotheworldunderthatname,standsbutapoorchanceforfameintheannalsofliterature,butconsciousthatIwrotewithamindanxiousforthehappinessofthatsexwhosemoralsandconducthavesopowerfulaninfluenceonmankindingeneral;
andconvincedthatIhavenotwrotealinethatconveysawrongideatotheheadoracorruptwishtotheheart,Ishallrestsatisfiedinthepurityofmyownintentions,andifImeritnotapplause,IfeelthatIdreadnotcensure。
IfthefollowingtaleshouldsaveonehaplessfaironefromtheerrorswhichruinedpoorCharlotte,orrescuefromimpendingmiserytheheartofoneanxiousparent,Ishallfeelamuchhighergratificationinreflectingonthistriflingperformance,thancouldpossiblyresultfromtheapplausewhichmightattendthemostelegantfinishedpieceofliteraturewhosetendencymightdepravetheheartormisleadtheunderstanding。
CHARLOTTETEMPLE,VOLUMEI
CHAPTERI。
ABOARDINGSCHOOL。
"AREyouforawalk,"saidMontravilletohiscompanion,astheyarosefromtable;"areyouforawalk?orshallweorderthechaiseandproceedtoPortsmouth?"Belcourpreferredtheformer;
andtheysaunteredouttoviewthetown,andtomakeremarksontheinhabitants,astheyreturnedfromchurch。
MontravillewasaLieutenantinthearmy:Belcourwashisbrotherofficer:theyhadbeentotakeleaveoftheirfriendsprevioustotheirdepartureforAmerica,andwerenowreturningtoPortsmouth,wherethetroopswaitedordersforembarkation。
TheyhadstoppedatChichestertodine;andknowingtheyhadsufficienttimetoreachtheplaceofdestinationbeforedark,andyetallowthemawalk,hadresolved,itbeingSundayafternoon,totakeasurveyoftheChichesterladiesastheyreturnedfromtheirdevotions。
Theyhadgratifiedtheircuriosity,andwerepreparingtoreturntotheinnwithouthonouringanyofthebelleswithparticularnotice,whenMadameDuPont,attheheadofherschool,descendedfromthechurch。Suchanassemblageofyouthandinnocencenaturallyattractedtheyoungsoldiers:theystopped;and,asthelittlecavalcadepassed,almostinvoluntarilypulledofftheirhats。
Atall,elegantgirllookedatMontravilleandblushed:
heinstantlyrecollectedthefeaturesofCharlotteTemple,whomhehadonceseenanddancedwithataballatPortsmouth。
Atthattimehethoughtonheronlyasaverylovelychild,shebeingthenonlythirteen;buttheimprovementtwoyearshadmadeinherperson,andtheblushofrecollectionwhichsuffusedhercheeksasshepassed,awakenedinhisbosomnewandpleasingideas。
Vanityledhimtothinkthatpleasureatagainbeholdinghimmighthaveoccasionedtheemotionhehadwitnessed,andthesamevanityledhimtowishtoseeheragain。
"Sheisthesweetestgirlintheworld,"saidhe,asheenteredtheinn。
Belcourstared。"Didyounotnoticeher?"continuedMontraville:
"shehadonabluebonnet,andwithapairoflovelyeyesofthesamecolour,hascontrivedtomakemefeeldevilishoddabouttheheart。"
"Pho,"saidBelcour,"amusketballfromourfriends,theAmericans,mayinlessthantwomonthsmakeyoufeelworse。"
"Ineverthinkofthefuture,"repliedMontraville;"butamdeterminedtomakethemostofthepresent,andwouldwillinglycompoundwithanykindFamiliarwhowouldinformmewhothegirlis,andhowImightbelikelytoobtainaninterview。"
ButnokindFamiliaratthattimeappearing,andthechaisewhichtheyhadordered,drivinguptothedoor,MontravilleandhiscompanionwereobligedtotakeleaveofChichesteranditsfairinhabitant,andproceedontheirjourney。
ButCharlottehadmadetoogreatanimpressiononhismindtobeeasilyeradicated:havingthereforespentthreewholedaysinthinkingonherandinendeavouringtoformsomeplanforseeingher,hedeterminedtosetoffforChichester,andtrusttochanceeithertofavourorfrustratehisdesigns。
Arrivingatthevergeofthetown,hedismounted,andsendingtheservantforwardwiththehorses,proceededtowardtheplace,where,inthemidstofanextensivepleasureground,stoodthemansionwhichcontainedthelovelyCharlotteTemple。
Montravilleleanedonabrokengate,andlookedearnestlyatthehouse。
Thewallwhichsurroundeditwashigh,andperhapstheArgus’swhoguardedtheHesperianfruitwithin,weremorewatchfulthanthosefamedofold。
"’Tisaromanticattempt,"saidhe;"andshouldIevensucceedinseeingandconversingwithher,itcanbeproductiveofnogood:
ImustofnecessityleaveEnglandinafewdays,andprobablymayneverreturn;whythenshouldIendeavourtoengagetheaffectionsofthislovelygirl,onlytoleaveherapreytoathousandinquietudes,ofwhichatpresentshehasnoidea?
IwillreturntoPortsmouthandthinknomoreabouther。"
Theeveningnowwasclosed;aserenestillnessreigned;
andthechasteQueenofNightwithhersilvercrescentfaintlyilluminatedthehemisphere。ThemindofMontravillewashushedintocomposurebytheserenityofthesurroundingobjects。
"Iwillthinkonhernomore,"saidhe,andturnedwithanintentiontoleavetheplace;butasheturned,hesawthegatewhichledtothepleasuregroundsopen,andtwowomencomeout,whowalkedarm-in-armacrossthefield。
"Iwillatleastseewhotheseare,"saidhe。Heovertookthem,andgivingthemthecomplimentsoftheevening,beggedleavetoseethemintothemorefrequentedpartsofthetown:
buthowwashedelighted,when,waitingforananswer,hediscovered,undertheconcealmentofalargebonnet,thefaceofCharlotteTemple。
Hesoonfoundmeanstoingratiatehimselfwithhercompanion,whowasaFrenchteacherattheschool,and,atparting,slippedaletterhehadpurposelywritten,intoCharlotte’shand,andfiveguineasintothatofMademoiselle,whopromisedshewouldendeavourtobringheryoungchargeintothefieldagainthenextevening。
CHAPTERII。
DOMESTICCONCERNS。
MR。Templewastheyoungestsonofanoblemanwhosefortunewasbynomeansadequatetotheantiquity,grandeur,andImayadd,prideofthefamily。
Hesawhiselderbrothermadecompletelywretchedbymarryingadisagreeablewoman,whosefortunehelpedtopropthesinkingdignityofthehouse;andhebeheldhissisterslegallyprostitutedtoold,decrepidmen,whosetitlesgavethemconsequenceintheeyesoftheworld,andwhoseaffluencerenderedthemsplendidlymiserable。
"Iwillnotsacrificeinternalhappinessforoutwardshew,"saidhe:
"IwillseekContent;and,ifIfindherinacottage,willembraceherwithasmuchcordialityasIshouldifseatedonathrone。"
Mr。Templepossessedasmallestateofaboutfivehundredpoundsayear;andwiththatheresolvedtopreserveindependence,tomarrywherethefeelingsofhisheartshoulddirecthim,andtoconfinehisexpenseswithinthelimitsofhisincome。
Hehadaheartopentoeverygenerousfeelingofhumanity,andahandreadytodispensetothosewhowantedpartoftheblessingsheenjoyedhimself。
Ashewasuniversallyknowntobethefriendoftheunfortunate,hisadviceandbountywasfrequentlysolicited;norwasitseldomthathesoughtoutindigentmerit,andraiseditfromobscurity,confininghisownexpenseswithinaverynarrowcompass。
"Youareabenevolentfellow,"saidayoungofficertohimoneday;
"andIhaveagreatmindtogiveyouafinesubjecttoexercisethegoodnessofyourheartupon。"
"Youcannotobligememore,"saidTemple,"thantopointoutanywaybywhichIcanbeserviceabletomyfellowcreatures。"
"Comealongthen,"saidtheyoungman,"wewillgoandvisitamanwhoisnotinsogoodalodgingashedeserves;and,wereitnotthathehasanangelwithhim,whocomfortsandsupportshim,hemustlongsincehavesunkunderhismisfortunes。"
Theyoungman’sheartwastoofulltoproceed;andTemple,unwillingtoirritatehisfeelingsbymakingfurtherenquiries,followedhiminsilence,tiltheyarrivedattheFleetprison。
TheofficerenquiredforCaptainEldridge:apersonledthemupseveralpairofdirtystairs,andpointingtoadoorwhichledtoamiserable,smallapartment,saidthatwastheCaptain’sroom,andretired。
Theofficer,whosenamewasBlakeney,tappedatthedoor,andwasbidtoenterbyavoicemelodiouslysoft。Heopenedthedoor,anddiscoveredtoTempleascenewhichrivettedhimtothespotwithastonishment。
Theapartment,thoughsmall,andbearingstrongmarksofpoverty,wasneatintheextreme。Inanarm-chair,hisheadreclineduponhishand,hiseyesfixedonabookwhichlayopenbeforehim,satanagedmaninaLieutenant’suniform,which,thoughthreadbare,wouldsoonercallablushofshameintothefaceofthosewhocouldneglectrealmerit,thancausethehecticofconfusiontoglowonthecheeksofhimwhoworeit。
Besidehimsatalovelycreaturebusiedinpaintingafanmount。
Shewasfairasthelily,butsorrowhadnippedtheroseinhercheekbeforeitwashalfblown。Hereyeswereblue;andherhair,whichwaslightbrown,wasslightlyconfinedunderaplainmuslincap,tiedroundwithablackribbon;awhitelinengownandplainlawnhandkerchiefcomposedtheremainderofherdress;
andinthissimpleattire,shewasmoreirresistiblycharmingtosuchaheartasTemple’s,thanshewouldhavebeen,ifadornedwithallthesplendorofacourtlybelle。
Whentheyentered,theoldmanarosefromhisseat,andshakingBlakeneybythehandwithgreatcordiality,offeredTemplehischair;
andtherebeingbutthreeintheroom,seatedhimselfonthesideofhislittlebedwithevidentcomposure。
"Thisisastrangeplace,"saidhetoTemple,"toreceivevisitorsofdistinctionin;butwemustfitourfeelingstoourstation。
WhileIamnotashamedtoownthecausewhichbroughtmehere,whyshouldIblushatmysituation?Ourmisfortunesarenotourfaults;
andwereitnotforthatpoorgirl——"
Herethephilosopherwaslostinthefather。Herosehastilyfromhisseat,andwalkingtowardthewindow,wipedoffatearwhichhewasafraidwouldtarnishthecheekofasailor。
TemplecasthiseyeonMissEldridge:apelluciddrophadstolenfromhereyes,andfallenuponaroseshewaspainting。
Itblottedanddiscolouredtheflower。"’Tisemblematic,"
saidhementally:"theroseofyouthandhealthsoonfadeswhenwateredbythetearofaffliction。"
"MyfriendBlakeney,"saidhe,addressingtheoldman,"toldmeI
couldbeofservicetoyou:besokindthen,dearSir,astopointoutsomewayinwhichIcanrelievetheanxietyofyourheartandincreasethepleasuresofmyown。"
"Mygoodyoungman,"saidEldridge,"youknownotwhatyouoffer。
WhiledeprivedofmylibertyIcannotbefreefromanxietyonmyownaccount;butthatisatriflingconcern;myanxiousthoughtsextendtoonemoredearathousandtimesthanlife:
Iamapoorweakoldman,andmustexpectinafewyearstosinkintosilenceandoblivion;butwhenIamgone,whowillprotectthatfairbudofinnocencefromtheblastsofadversity,orfromthecruelhandofinsultanddishonour。"
"Oh,myfather!"criedMissEldridge,tenderlytakinghishand,"benotanxiousonthataccount;fordailyaremyprayersofferedtoheaventhatourlivesmayterminateatthesameinstant,andonegravereceiveusboth;forwhyshouldIlivewhendeprivedofmyonlyfriend。"
Templewasmovedeventotears。"Youwillbothlivemanyyears,"
saidhe,"andIhopeseemuchhappiness。Cheerly,myfriend,cheerly;
thesepassingcloudsofadversitywillserveonlytomakethesunshineofprosperitymorepleasing。Butwearelosingtime:
youmighterethishavetoldmewhowereyourcreditors,whatweretheirdemands,andotherparticularsnecessarytoyourliberation。"
"Mystoryisshort,"saidMr。Eldridge,"buttherearesomeparticularswhichwillwringmyheartbarelytoremember;yettoonewhoseoffersoffriendshipappearsoopenanddisinterested,Iwillrelateeverycircumstancethatledtomypresent,painfulsituation。
Butmychild,"continuedhe,addressinghisdaughter,"letmeprevailonyoutotakethisopportunity,whilemyfriendsarewithme,toenjoythebenefitofairandexercise。
Go,mylove;leavemenow;to-morrowatyourusualhourIwillexpectyou。"
MissEldridgeimpressedonhischeekthekissoffilialaffection,andobeyed。
CHAPTERIII。
UNEXPECTEDMISFORTUNES。
"MYlife,"saidMr。Eldridge,"tillwithinthesefewyearswasmarkedbynoparticularcircumstancedeservingnotice。Iearlyembracedthelifeofasailor,andhaveservedmyKingwithunremittedardourformanyyears。Attheageoftwenty-fiveImarriedanamiablewoman;
oneson,andthegirlwhojustnowleftus,werethefruitsofourunion。
Myboyhadgeniusandspirit。Istraitenedmylittleincometogivehimaliberaleducation,buttherapidprogresshemadeinhisstudiesamplycompensatedfortheinconvenience。
AttheacademywherehereceivedhiseducationhecommencedanacquaintancewithaMr。Lewis,ayoungmanofaffluentfortune:
astheygrewuptheirintimacyripenedintofriendship,andtheybecamealmostinseparablecompanions。
"Georgechosetheprofessionofasoldier。Ihadneitherfriendsormoneytoprocurehimacommission,andhadwishedhimtoembraceanauticallife:butthiswasrepugnanttohiswishes,andIceasedtourgehimonthesubject。
"ThefriendshipsubsistingbetweenLewisandmysonwasofsuchanatureasgavehimfreeaccesstoourfamily;andsospeciouswashismannerthatwehesitatednottostatetohimallourlittledifficultiesinregardtoGeorge’sfutureviews。
Helistenedtouswithattention,andofferedtoadvanceanysumnecessaryforhisfirstsettingout。
"Iembracedtheoffer,andgavehimmynoteforthepaymentofit,buthewouldnotsuffermetomentionanystipulatedtime,ashesaidImightdoitwhenevermostconvenienttomyself。
AboutthistimemydearLucyreturnedfromschool,andIsoonbegantoimagineLewislookedatherwitheyesofaffection。
Igavemychildacautiontobewareofhim,andtolookonhermotherasherfe,,end。Shewasunaffectedlyartless;andwhen,asIsuspected,Lewismadeprofessionsoflove,sheconfidedinherparents,andassuredusherheartwasperfectlyunbiassedinhisfavour,andshewouldchearfullysubmittoourdirection。
"Itookanearlyopportunityofquestioninghimconcerninghisintentionstowardsmychild:hegaveanequivocalanswer,andIforbadehimthehouse。
"Thenextdayhesentanddemandedpaymentofhismoney。
Itwasnotinmypowertocomplywiththedemand。Irequestedthreedaystoendeavourtoraiseit,determininginthattimetomortgagemyhalfpay,andliveonasmallannuitywhichmywifepossessed,ratherthanbeunderanobligationtosoworthlessaman:
butthisshorttimewasnotallowedme;forthatevening,asIwassittingdowntosupper,unsuspiciousofdanger,anofficerentered,andtoremefromtheembracesofmyfamily。
"Mywifehadbeenforsometimeinadecliningstateofhealth:
ruinatoncesounexpectedandinevitablewasastrokeshewasnotpreparedtobear,andIsawherfaintintothearmsofourservant,asIleftmyownhabitationforthecomfortlesswallsofaprison。
MypoorLucy,distractedwithherfearsforusboth,sunkonthefloorandendeavouredtodetainmebyherfeebleefforts,butinvain;
theyforcedopenherarms;sheshrieked,andfellprostrate。
Butpardonme。Thehorrorsofthatnightunmanme。
Icannotproceed。"
Herosefromhisseat,andwalkedseveraltimesacrosstheroom:
atlength,attainingmorecomposure,hecried——"WhatamereinfantIam!Why,Sir,Ineverfeltthusinthedayofbattle。"
"No,"saidTemple;"butthetrulybravesoulistremblinglyalivetothefeelingsofhumanity。"
"True,"repliedtheoldman,(somethinglikesatisfactiondartingacrosshisfeatures)"andpainfulasthesefeelingsare,Iwouldnotexchangethemforthattorporwhichthestoicmistakesforphilosophy。
HowmanyexquisitedelightsshouldIhavepassedbyunnoticed,butforthesekeensensations,thisquicksenseofhappinessormisery?
Thenletus,myfriend,takethecupoflifeasitispresentedtous,temperedbythehandofawiseProvidence;bethankfulforthegood,bepatientundertheevil,andpresumenottoenquirewhythelatterpredominates。"
"Thisistruephilosophy,"saidTemple。
"’Tistheonlywaytoreconcileourselvestothecrosseventsoflife,"
repliedhe。"ButIforgetmyself。Iwillnotlongerintrudeonyourpatience,butproceedinmymelancholytale。
"TheveryeveningthatIwastakentoprison,mysonarrivedfromIreland,wherehehadbeensometimewithhisregiment。
Fromthedistractedexpressionsofhismotherandsister,helearntbywhomIhadbeenarrested;and,lateasitwas,flewonthewingsofwoundedaffection,tothehouseofhisfalsefriend,andearnestlyenquiredthecauseofthiscruelconduct。Withallthecalmnessofacooldeliberatevillain,heavowedhispassionforLucy;
declaredhersituationinlifewouldnotpermithimtomarryher;
butofferedtoreleasemeimmediately,andmakeanysettlementonher,ifGeorgewouldpersuadehertolive,asheimpiouslytermedit,alifeofhonour。
"Firedattheinsultofferedtoamanandasoldier,myboystruckthevillain,andachallengeensued。Hethenwenttoacoffee-houseintheneighbourhoodandwrotealongaffectionatelettertome,blaminghimselfseverelyforhavingintroducedLewisintothefamily,orpermittedhimtoconferanobligation,whichhadbroughtinevitableruinonusall。Hebeggedme,whatevermightbetheeventoftheensuingmorning,nottosufferregretorunavailingsorrowforhisfate,toencreasetheanguishofmyheart,whichhegreatlyfearedwasalreadyinsupportable。
"Thisletterwasdeliveredtomeearlyinthemorning。
Itwouldbevaintoattemptdescribingmyfeelingsontheperusalofit;sufficeittosay,thatamercifulProvidenceinterposed,andIwasforthreeweeksinsensibletomiseriesalmostbeyondthestrengthofhumannaturetosupport。
"Afeverandstrongdeliriumseizedme,andmylifewasdespairedof。
Atlength,nature,overpoweredwithfatigue,gavewaytothesalutarypowerofrest,andaquietslumberofsomehoursrestoredmetoreason,thoughtheextremeweaknessofmyframepreventedmyfeelingmydistresssoacutelyasIotherwaysshould。
"Thefirstobjectthatstruckmeonawaking,wasLucysittingbymybedside;herpalecountenanceandsabledresspreventedmyenquiriesforpoorGeorge:fortheletterIhadreceivedfromhim,wasthefirstthingthatoccurredtomymemory。
Bydegreestherestreturned:Irecollectedbeingarrested,butcouldnowaysaccountforbeinginthisapartment,whithertheyhadconveyedmeduringmyillness。
"Iwassoweakastobealmostunabletospeak。IpressedLucy’shand,andlookedearnestlyroundtheapartmentinsearchofanotherdearobject。
"Whereisyourmother?"saidI,faintly。
"Thepoorgirlcouldnotanswer:sheshookherheadinexpressivesilence;
andthrowingherselfonthebed,foldedherarmsaboutme,andburstintotears。
"What!bothgone?"saidI。
"Both,"shereplied,endeavouringtorestrainheremotions:
"buttheyarehappy,nodoubt。"
HereMr。Eldridgepaused:therecollectionofthescenewastoopainfultopermithimtoproceed。
CHAPTERIV。
CHANGEOFFORTUNE。
"ITwassomedays,"continuedMr。Eldridge,recoveringhimself,"beforeIcouldventuretoenquiretheparticularsofwhathadhappenedduringmyillness:atlengthIassumedcouragetoaskmydeargirlhowlonghermotherandbrotherhadbeendead:
shetoldme,thatthemorningaftermyarrest,Georgecamehomeearlytoenquireafterhismother’shealth,staidwiththembutafewminutes,seemedgreatlyagitatedatparting,butgavethemstrictchargetokeepuptheirspirits,andhopeeverythingwouldturnoutforthebest。
Inabouttwohoursafter,astheyweresittingatbreakfast,andendeavouringtostrikeoutsomeplantoattainmyliberty,theyheardaloudrapatthedoor,whichLucyrunningtoopen,shemetthebleedingbodyofherbrother,borneinbytwomenwhohadliftedhimfromalitter,onwhichtheyhadbroughthimfromtheplacewherehefought。Herpoormother,weakenedbyillnessandthestrugglesoftheprecedingnight,wasnotabletosupportthisshock;gaspingforbreath,herlookswildandhaggard,shereachedtheapartmentwheretheyhadcarriedherdyingson。
Shekneltbythebedside;andtakinghiscoldhand,’mypoorboy,’saidshe,’Iwillnotbepartedfromthee:
husband!son!bothatoncelost。Fatherofmercies,spareme!’
Shefellintoastrongconvulsion,andexpiredinabouttwohours。
Inthemeantime,asurgeonhaddressedGeorge’swounds;buttheywereinsuchasituationastobarthesmallesthopesofrecovery。
Heneverwassensiblefromthetimehewasbroughthome,anddiedthateveninginthearmsofhissister。
"Lateasitwaswhenthiseventtookplace,myaffectionateLucyinsistedoncomingtome。’Whatmusthefeel,’saidshe,’atourapparentneglect,andhowshallIinformhimoftheafflictionswithwhichithaspleasedheaventovisitus?’
"Sheleftthecareofthedeardepartedonestosomeneighbourswhohadkindlycomeintocomfortandassisther;andonenteringthehousewhereIwasconfined,foundmeinthesituationIhavementioned。
"Howshesupportedherselfinthesetryingmoments,Iknownot:
heaven,nodoubt,waswithher;andheranxietytopreservethelifeofoneparentinsomemeasureabatedherafflictionforthelossoftheother。
"Mycircumstancesweregreatlyembarrassed,myacquaintancefew,andthosefewutterlyunabletoassistme。Whenmywifeandsonwerecommittedtotheirkindredearth,mycreditorsseizedmyhouseandfurniture,whichnotbeingsufficienttodischargealltheirdemands,detainerswerelodgedagainstme。Nofriendsteppedforwardtomyrelief;
fromthegraveofhermother,mybelovedLucyfollowedanalmostdyingfathertothismelancholyplace。
"Herewehavebeennearlyayearandahalf。Myhalf-payIhavegivenuptosatisfymycreditors,andmychildsupportsmebyherindustry:
sometimesbyfineneedlework,sometimesbypainting。
Sheleavesmeeverynight,andgoestoalodgingnearthebridge;
butreturnsinthemorning,tochearmewithhersmiles,andblessmebyherduteousaffection。Aladyonceofferedheranasyluminherfamily;butshewouldnotleaveme。
’Wearealltheworldtoeachother,’saidshe。’IthankGod,Ihavehealthandspiritstoimprovethetalentswithwhichnaturehasendowedme;andItrustifIemploytheminthesupportofabelovedparent,Ishallnotbethoughtanunprofitableservant。
Whilehelives,Iprayforstrengthtopursuemyemployment;
andwhenitpleasesheaventotakeoneofus,mayitgivethesurvivorresignationtobeartheseparationasweought:
tillthenIwillneverleavehim。’"
"Butwhereisthisinhumanpersecutor?"saidTemple。
"Hehasbeenabroadeversince,"repliedtheoldman;"buthehasleftorderswithhislawyernevertogiveupthenotetilltheutmostfarthingispaid。"
"Andhowmuchistheamountofyourdebtsinall?"saidTemple。
"Fivehundredpounds,"hereplied。
Templestarted:itwasmorethanheexpected。"Butsomethingmustbedone,"saidhe:"thatsweetmaidmustnotwearoutherlifeinaprison。Iwillseeyouagainto-morrow,myfriend,"
saidhe,shakingEldridge’shand:"keepupyourspirits:
lightandshadearenotmorehappilyblendedthanarethepleasuresandpainsoflife;andthehorrorsoftheoneserveonlytoincreasethesplendoroftheother。"
"Youneverlostawifeandson,"saidEldridge。
"No,"repliedhe,"butIcanfeelforthosethathave。"
Eldridgepressedhishandastheywenttowardthedoor,andtheypartedinsilence。
Whentheygotwithoutthewallsoftheprison,TemplethankedhisfriendBlakeneyforintroducinghimtosoworthyacharacter;
andtellinghimhehadaparticularengagementinthecity,wishedhimagoodevening。
"Andwhatistobedoneforthisdistressedman,"saidTemple,ashewalkedupLudgateHill。"WouldtoheavenIhadafortunethatwouldenablemeinstantlytodischargehisdebt:
whatexquisitetransport,toseetheexpressiveeyesofLucybeamingatoncewithpleasureforherfather’sdeliverance,andgratitudeforherdeliverer:butisnotmyfortuneaffluence,"
continuedhe,"naysuperfluouswealth,whencomparedtotheextremeindigenceofEldridge;andwhathaveIdonetodeserveeaseandplenty,whileabraveworthyofficerstarvesinaprison?
Threehundredayearissurelysufficientforallmywantsandwishes:
atanyrateEldridgemustberelieved。"
Whenthehearthaswill,thehandscansoonfindmeanstoexecuteagoodaction。
Templewasayoungman,hisfeelingswarmandimpetuous;
unacquaintedwiththeworld,hishearthadnotbeenrenderedcallousbybeingconvincedofitsfraudandhypocrisy。
Hepitiedtheirsufferings,overlookedtheirfaults,thoughteverybosomasgenerousashisown,andwouldchearfullyhavedividedhislastguineawithanunfortunatefellowcreature。
Nowonder,then,thatsuchaman(withoutwaitingamomentfortheinterferenceofMadamPrudence)shouldresolvetoraisemoneysufficientforthereliefofEldridge,bymortgagingpartofhisfortune。
Wewillnotenquiretoominutelyintothecausewhichmightactuatehiminthisinstance:sufficeittosay,heimmediatelyputtheplaninexecution;andinthreedaysfromthetimehefirstsawtheunfortunateLieutenant,hehadthesuperlativefelicityofseeinghimatliberty,andreceivinganamplerewardinthetearfuleyeandhalfarticulatedthanksofthegratefulLucy。
"Andpray,youngman,"saidhisfathertohimonemorning,"whatareyourdesignsinvisitingthusconstantlythatoldmanandhisdaughter?"
Templewasatalossforareply:hehadneveraskedhimselfthequestion:hehesitated;andhisfathercontinued——
"ItwasnottillwithinthesefewdaysthatIheardinwhatmanneryouracquaintancefirstcommenced,andcannotsupposeanythingbutattachmenttothedaughtercouldcarryyousuchimprudentlengthsforthefather:
itcertainlymustbeherartthatdrewyouintomortgagepartofyourfortune。"
"Art,Sir!"criedTempleeagerly。"LucyEldridgeisasfreefromartassheisfromeveryothererror:sheis——"
"Everythingthatisamiableandlovely,"saidhisfather,interruptinghimironically:"nodoubtinyouropinionsheisapatternofexcellenceforallhersextofollow;butcome,Sir,praytellmewhatareyourdesignstowardsthisparagon。
Ihopeyoudonotintendtocompleteyourfollybymarryingher。"
"Weremyfortunesuchaswouldsupportheraccordingtohermerit,Idon’tknowawomanmoreformedtoinsurehappinessinthemarriedstate。"
"Thenprithee,mydearlad,"saidhisfather,"sinceyourrankandfortunearesomuchbeneathwhatyourPRINCESSmightexpect,besokindastoturnyoureyesonMissWeatherby;who,havingonlyanestateofthreethousandayear,ismoreuponalevelwithyou,andwhosefatheryesterdaysolicitedthemightyhonourofyouralliance。
Ishallleaveyoutoconsideronthisoffer;andprayremember,thatyourunionwithMissWeatherbywillputitinyourpowertobemoreliberallythefriendofLucyEldridge。"
Theoldgentlemanwalkedinastatelymanneroutoftheroom;
andTemplestoodalmostpetrifiedwithastonishment,contempt,andrage。
CHAPTERV。
SUCHTHINGSARE。
MISSWeatherbywastheonlychildofawealthyman,almostidolizedbyherparents,flatteredbyherdependants,andnevercontradictedevenbythosewhocalledthemselvesherfriends:
Icannotgiveabetterdescriptionthanbythefollowinglines。
ThelovelymaidwhoseformandfaceNaturehasdeck’dwithev’rygrace,Butinwhosebreastnovirtuesglow,Whoseheartne’erfeltanother’swoe,Whosehandne’ersmooth’dthebedofpain,Oreas’dthecaptive’sgallingchain;
Butlikethetulipcaughttheeye,Bornjusttobeadmir’danddie;
Whengone,nooneregretsitsloss,Orscarceremembersthatitwas。
SuchwasMissWeatherby:herformlovelyasnaturecouldmakeit,butherminduncultivated,herheartunfeeling,herpassionsimpetuous,andherbrainalmostturnedwithflattery,dissipation,andpleasure;
andsuchwasthegirl,whomapartialgrandfatherleftindependentmistressofthefortunebeforementioned。
ShehadseenTemplefrequently;andfancyingshecouldneverbehappywithouthim,noronceimagininghecouldrefuseagirlofherbeautyandfortune,sheprevailedonherfondfathertoofferthealliancetotheoldEarlofD————,Mr。Temple’sfather。
TheEarlhadreceivedtheoffercourteously:hethoughtitagreatmatchforHenry;andwastoofashionableamantosupposeawifecouldbeanyimpedimenttothefriendshipheprofessedforEldridgeandhisdaughter。
UnfortunatelyforTemple,hethoughtquiteotherwise:
theconversationhehadjusthadwithhisfather,discoveredtohimthesituationofhisheart;andhefoundthatthemostaffluentfortunewouldbringnoincreaseofhappinessunlessLucyEldridgeshareditwithhim;andtheknowledgeofthepurityofhersentiments,andtheintegrityofhisownheart,madehimshudderattheideahisfatherhadstarted,ofmarryingawomanfornootherreasonthanbecausetheaffluenceofherfortunewouldenablehimtoinjureherbymaintaininginsplendorthewomantowhomhisheartwasdevoted:
hethereforeresolvedtorefuseMissWeatherby,andbetheeventwhatitmight,offerhisheartandhandtoLucyEldridge。
Fullofthisdetermination,hefoughthisfather,declaredhisresolution,andwascommandednevermoretoappearinhispresence。
Templebowed;hisheartwastoofulltopermithimtospeak;
heleftthehouseprecipitately,andhastenedtorelatethecauseofhissorrowstohisgoodoldfriendandhisamiabledaughter。
Inthemeantime,theEarl,vexedtothesoulthatsuchafortuneshouldbelost,determinedtoofferhimselfacandidateforMissWeatherby’sfavour。
Whatwonderfulchangesarewroughtbythatreigningpower,ambition!thelove-sickgirl,whenfirstsheheardofTemple’srefusal,wept,raved,toreherhair,andvowedtofoundaprotestantnunnerywithherfortune;andbycommencingabbess,shutherselfupfromthesightofcruelungratefulmanforever。
Herfatherwasamanoftheworld:hesufferedthisfirsttransporttosubside,andthenverydeliberatelyunfoldedtohertheoffersoftheoldEarl,expatiatedonthemanybenefitsarisingfromanelevatedtitle,paintedinglowingcoloursthesurpriseandvexationofTemplewhenheshouldseeherfiguringasaCountessandhismother-in-law,andbeggedhertoconsiderwellbeforeshemadeanyrashvows。
TheDISTRESSEDfaironedriedhertears,listenedpatiently,andatlengthdeclaredshebelievedthesurestmethodtorevengetheslightputonherbytheson,wouldbetoacceptthefather:
sosaidsodone,andinafewdaysshebecametheCountessD————。
Templeheardthenewswithemotion:hehadlosthisfather’sfavourbyavowinghispassionforLucy,andhesawnowtherewasnohopeofregainingit:"butheshallnotmakememiserable,"saidhe。
"LucyandIhavenoambitiousnotions:wecanliveonthreehundredayearforsomelittletime,tillthemortgageispaidoff,andthenweshallhavesufficientnotonlyforthecomfortsbutmanyofthelittleeleganciesoflife。Wewillpurchasealittlecottage,myLucy,"
saidhe,"andthitherwithyourreverendfatherwewillretire;wewillforgettherearesuchthingsassplendor,profusion,anddissipation:
wewillhavesomecows,andyoushallbequeenofthedairy;
inamorning,whileIlookaftermygarden,youshalltakeabasketonyourarm,andsallyforthtofeedyourpoultry;andastheyflutterroundyouintokenofhumblegratitude,yourfathershallsmokehispipeinawoodbinealcove,andviewingtheserenityofyourcountenance,feelsuchrealpleasuredilatehisownheart,asshallmakehimforgethehadeverbeenunhappy。"
Lucysmiled;andTemplesawitwasasmileofapprobation。
Hesoughtandfoundacottagesuitedtohistaste;thither,attendedbyLoveandHymen,thehappytrioretired;where,duringmanyyearsofuninterruptedfelicity,theycastnotawishbeyondthelittleboundariesoftheirowntenement。Plenty,andherhandmaid,Prudence,presidedattheirboard,Hospitalitystoodattheirgate,Peacesmiledoneachface,Contentreignedineachheart,andLoveandHealthstrewedrosesontheirpillows。
SuchweretheparentsofCharlotteTemple,whowastheonlypledgeoftheirmutuallove,andwho,attheearnestentreatyofaparticularfriend,waspermittedtofinishtheeducationhermotherhadbegun,atMadameDuPont’sschool,wherewefirstintroducedhertotheacquaintanceofthereader。
CHAPTERVI。
ANINTRIGUINGTEACHER。
MADAMEDuPontwasawomaneverywaycalculatedtotakethecareofyoungladies,hadthatcareentirelydevolvedonherself;
butitwasimpossibletoattendtheeducationofanumerousschoolwithoutproperassistants;andthoseassistantswerenotalwaysthekindofpeoplewhoseconversationandmoralswereexactlysuchasparentsofdelicacyandrefinementwouldwishadaughtertocopy。
AmongtheteachersatMadameDuPont’sschool,wasMademoiselleLaRue,whoaddedtoapleasingpersonandinsinuatingaddress,aliberaleducationandthemannersofagentlewoman。
Shewasrecommendedtotheschoolbyaladywhosehumanityoversteppedtheboundsofdiscretion:forthoughsheknewMissLaRuehadelopedfromaconventwithayoungofficer,and,oncomingtoEngland,hadlivedwithseveraldifferentmeninopendefianceofallmoralandreligiousduties;yet,findingherreducedtothemostabjectwant,andbelievingthepenitencewhichsheprofessedtobesincere,shetookherintoherownfamily,andfromthencerecommendedhertoMadameDuPont,asthinkingthesituationmoresuitableforawomanofherabilities。ButMademoisellepossessedtoomuchofthespiritofintriguetoremainlongwithoutadventures。
Atchurch,wheresheconstantlyappeared,herpersonattractedtheattentionofayoungmanwhowasuponavisitatagentleman’sseatintheneighbourhood:shehadmethimseveraltimesclandestinely;
andbeinginvitedtocomeoutthatevening,andeatsomefruitandpastryinasummer-housebelongingtothegentlemanhewasvisiting,andrequestedtobringsomeoftheladieswithher,Charlottebeingherfavourite,wasfixedontoaccompanyher。
Themindofyoutheagerlycatchesatpromisedpleasure:
pureandinnocentbynature,itthinksnotofthedangerslurkingbeneaththosepleasures,tilltoolatetoavoidthem:
whenMademoiselleaskedCharlottetogowithher,shementionedthegentlemanasarelation,andspokeinsuchhightermsoftheeleganceofhisgardens,thesprightlinessofhisconversation,andtheliberalitywithwhichheeverentertainedhisguests,thatCharlottethoughtonlyofthepleasuresheshouldenjoyinthevisit,——
notontheimprudenceofgoingwithouthergoverness’sknowledge,orofthedangertowhichsheexposedherselfinvisitingthehouseofagayyoungmanoffashion。
MadameDuPontwasgoneoutfortheevening,andtherestoftheladiesretiredtorest,whenCharlotteandtheteacherstoleoutatthebackgate,andincrossingthefield,wereaccostedbyMontraville,asmentionedinthefirstchapter。
Charlottewasdisappointedinthepleasureshehadpromisedherselffromthisvisit。Thelevityofthegentlemenandthefreedomoftheirconversationdisgustedher。ShewasastonishedatthelibertiesMademoisellepermittedthemtotake;grewthoughtfulanduneasy,andheartilywishedherselfathomeagaininherownchamber。
Perhapsonecauseofthatwishmightbe,anearnestdesiretoseethecontentsoftheletterwhichhadbeenputintoherhandbyMontraville。
Anyreaderwhohastheleastknowledgeoftheworld,willeasilyimaginetheletterwasmadeupofencomiumsonherbeauty,andvowsofeverlastingloveandconstancy;norwillhebesurprisedthataheartopentoeverygentle,generoussentiment,shouldfeelitselfwarmedbygratitudeforamanwhoprofessedtofeelsomuchforher;
norisitimprobablebuthermindmightreverttotheagreeablepersonandmartialappearanceofMontraville。
Inaffairsoflove,ayoungheartisneverinmoredangerthanwhenattemptedbyahandsomeyoungsoldier。Amanofanindifferentappearance,will,whenarrayedinamilitaryhabit,shewtoadvantage;
butwhenbeautyofperson,eleganceofmanner,andaneasymethodofpayingcompliments,areunitedtothescarletcoat,smartcockade,andmilitarysash,ah!well-a-dayforthepoorgirlwhogazesonhim:
sheisinimminentdanger;butifshelistenstohimwithpleasure,’tisalloverwithher,andfromthatmomentshehasneithereyesnorearsforanyotherobject。
Now,mydearsobermatron,(ifasobermatronshoulddeigntoturnoverthesepages,beforeshetruststhemtotheeyeofadarlingdaughter,)letmeintreatyounottoputonagraveface,andthrowdownthebookinapassionanddeclare’tisenoughtoturntheheadsofhalfthegirlsinEngland;Idosolemnlyprotest,mydearmadam,ImeannomorebywhatIhavehereadvanced,thantoridiculethoseromanticgirls,whofoolishlyimaginearedcoatandsilverepauletconstitutethefinegentleman;
andshouldthatfinegentlemanmakehalfadozenfinespeechestothem,theywillimaginethemselvessomuchinloveastofancyitameritoriousactiontojumpoutofatwopairofstairswindow,abandontheirfriends,andtrustentirelytothehonourofaman,whoperhapshardlyknowsthemeaningoftheword,andifhedoes,willbetoomuchthemodernmanofrefinement,topracticeitintheirfavour。
Graciousheaven!whenIthinkonthemiseriesthatmustrendtheheartofadoatingparent,whenheseesthedarlingofhisageatfirstseducedfromhisprotection,andafterwardsabandoned,bytheverywretchwhosepromisesoflovedecoyedherfromthepaternalroof——
whenheseesherpoorandwretched,herbosomtombetweenremorseforhercrimeandloveforhervilebetrayer——whenfancypaintstomethegoodoldmanstoopingtoraisetheweepingpenitent,whileeverytearfromhereyeisnumberedbydropsfromhisbleedingheart,mybosomglowswithhonestindignation,andIwishforpowertoextirpatethosemonstersofseductionfromtheearth。
Ohmydeargirls——fortosuchonlyamIwriting——listennottothevoiceoflove,unlesssanctionedbypaternalapprobation:
beassured,itisnowpastthedaysofromance:
nowomancanberunawaywithcontrarytoherowninclination:
thenkneeldowneachmorning,andrequestkindheaventokeepyoufreefromtemptation,or,shoulditpleasetosufferyoutobetried,prayforfortitudetoresisttheimpulseofinclinationwhenitrunscountertothepreceptsofreligionandvirtue。
CHAPTERVII。
NATURALSENSEOFPROPRIETY
INHERENTINTHEFEMALEBOSOM。
"ICANNOTthinkwehavedoneexactlyrightingoingoutthisevening,Mademoiselle,"saidCharlotte,seatingherselfwhensheenteredherapartment:"nay,Iamsureitwasnotright;
forIexpectedtobeveryhappy,butwassadlydisappointed。"
"Itwasyourownfault,then,"repliedMademoiselle:
"forIamsuremycousinomittednothingthatcouldservetorendertheeveningagreeable。"
"True,"saidCharlotte:"butIthoughtthegentlemenwereveryfreeintheirmanner:Iwonderyouwouldsufferthemtobehaveastheydid。"
"Prithee,don’tbesuchafoolishlittleprude,"saidtheartfulwoman,affectinganger:"Iinvitedyoutogoinhopesitwoulddivertyou,andbeanagreeablechangeofscene;however,ifyourdelicacywashurtbythebehaviourofthegentlemen,youneednotgoagain;
sothereletitrest。"
"Idonotintendtogoagain,"saidCharlotte,gravelytakingoffherbonnet,andbeginningtoprepareforbed:"Iamsure,ifMadameDuPontknewwehadbeenoutto-night,shewouldbeveryangry;
anditistentoonebutshehearsofitbysomemeansorother。"
"Nay,Miss,"saidLaRue,"perhapsyourmightysenseofproprietymayleadyoutotellheryourself:andinordertoavoidthecensureyouwouldincur,shouldshehearofitbyaccident,throwtheblameonme:
butIconfessIdeserveit:itwillbeaverykindreturnforthatpartialitywhichledmetopreferyoubeforeanyoftherestoftheladies;butperhapsitwillgiveyoupleasure,"continuedshe,lettingfallsomehypocriticaltears,"toseemedeprivedofbread,andforanactionwhichbythemostrigidcouldonlybeesteemedaninadvertency,losemyplaceandcharacter,andbedrivenagainintotheworld,whereIhavealreadysufferedalltheevilsattendantonpoverty。"
ThiswastouchingCharlotteinthemostvulnerablepart:
sherosefromherseat,andtakingMademoiselle’shand——"Youknow,mydearLaRue,"saidshe,"Iloveyoutoowell,todoanythingthatwouldinjureyouinmygoverness’sopinion:Iamonlysorrywewentoutthisevening。"
"Idon’tbelieveit,Charlotte,"saidshe,assumingalittlevivacity;
"forifyouhadnotgoneout,youwouldnothaveseenthegentlemanwhometuscrossingthefield;andIratherthinkyouwerepleasedwithhisconversation。"
"Ihadseenhimoncebefore,"repliedCharlotte,"andthoughthimanagreeableman;andyouknowoneisalwayspleasedtoseeapersonwithwhomonehaspassedseveralchearfulhours。
"But,"saidshepausing,anddrawingtheletterfromherpocket,whileagentlesuffusionofvermilliontingedherneckandface,"hegavemethisletter;whatshallIdowithit?"
"Readit,tobesure,"returnedMademoiselle。
"IamafraidIoughtnot,"saidCharlotte:"mymotherhasoftentoldme,Ishouldneverreadalettergivenmebyayoungman,withoutfirstgivingittoher。"
"Lordblessyou,mydeargirl,"criedtheteachersmiling,"haveyouamindtobeinleadingstringsallyourlifetime。
Pritheeopentheletter,readit,andjudgeforyourself;ifyoushowityourmother,theconsequencewillbe,youwillbetakenfromschool,andastrictguardkeptoveryou;soyouwillstandnochanceofeverseeingthesmartyoungofficeragain。"
"Ishouldnotliketoleaveschoolyet,"repliedCharlotte,"tillIhaveattainedagreaterproficiencyinmyItalianandmusic。
Butyoucan,ifyouplease,Mademoiselle,taketheletterbacktoMontraville,andtellhimIwishhimwell,butcannot,withanypropriety,enterintoaclandestinecorrespondencewithhim。"
Shelaidtheletteronthetable,andbegantoundressherself。
"Well,"saidLaRue,"Ivowyouareanunaccountablegirl:
haveyounocuriositytoseetheinsidenow?formypartIcouldnomoreletaletteraddressedtomelieunopenedsolong,thanIcouldworkmiracles:hewritesagoodhand,"continuedshe,turningtheletter,tolookatthesuperscription。
"’Tiswellenough,"saidCharlotte,drawingittowardsher。
"Heisagenteelyoungfellow,"saidLaRuecarelessly,foldingupherapronatthesametime;"butIthinkheismarkedwiththesmallpox。"
"Ohyouaregreatlymistaken,"saidCharlotteeagerly;"hehasaremarkableclearskinandfinecomplexion。"
"Hiseyes,ifIcouldjudgebywhatIsaw,"saidLaRue,"aregreyandwantexpression。"
"Bynomeans,"repliedCharlotte;"theyarethemostexpressiveeyesIeversaw。""Well,child,whethertheyaregreyorblackisofnoconsequence:youhavedeterminednottoreadhisletter;
soitislikelyyouwillnevereitherseeorhearfromhimagain。"
Charlottetookuptheletter,andMademoisellecontinued——
"HeismostprobablygoingtoAmerica;andifeveryoushouldhearanyaccountofhim,itmaypossiblybethatheiskilled;andthoughhelovedyoueversofervently,thoughhislastbreathshouldbespentinaprayerforyourhappiness,itcanbenothingtoyou:
youcanfeelnothingforthefateoftheman,whoselettersyouwillnotopen,andwhosesufferingsyouwillnotalleviate,bypermittinghimtothinkyouwouldrememberhimwhenabsent,andprayforhissafety。"
Charlottestillheldtheletterinherhand:herheartswelledattheconclusionofMademoiselle’sspeech,andateardroppeduponthewaferthatclosedit。
"Thewaferisnotdryyet,"saidshe,"andsuretherecanbenogreatharm——"Shehesitated。LaRuewassilent。
"Imayreadit,Mademoiselle,andreturnitafterwards。"
"Certainly,"repliedMademoiselle。
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